#theyre missin out on a lot i think

[somberine]

Only somewhat related + I know the creators of both series are Shit, but Fn@F and B@tim are both games that get the "mascot horror is shit" treatment which sucks because

1 . Fn@F wasnt supposed to be some huge series, it was supposed to stop after 3 and didn't have the intent of changing the blueprint of an entire subgenre of horror

2. B@tim series is really not That bad and has a lot of potential and interesting aspects when you look past "kids mascot horror" when it's teen/mature

3. it's so unfair to all the smaller series to compare them and every other game to the big names like FN@F, B@TIM, PP, etc. and to assume the worst just because it's mascot or analog horror

All in all, a couple games got popular, got a lot of copycats, and now entire genres of horror are getting such a shit treatment because of it, and it's really unfortunate and unfair :( Analog and mascot horror both have so much potential for being really cool and I wish people weren't so presumptive about the genre as a whole.

TLDR; You're Right and You Should Say It

Yeah exactly! Like I sooo get when people say "I'm really tired of seeing Mascot Horror" because yeah, due to FNAF's rise in popularity that it had, theres been a lot of games and series that try to grasp that same popularity that it had back in the day and it makes their own series feel sorta empty because theres not a lot of heart put into it. Like Poppy and Garten of Ban Ban both could be incredible series if not for them feeling like they're trying a little Too Hard to get the popularity FNAF had, on top of the dev team problems. Its sad to see that because of these games, people will look at any series now thats horror based or based around a video game be it real or fake (such as Petscop, Catastrophe Crow or honestly even a series like Welcome Home) and go "These are just copies of FNAF too" without giving it second thought <:( because I guarantee those series would have a lot more love if people would simply look into them more before just going off what they've seen from a couple theory videos or something someone said about it. I love horror series and series that keep me thinking, I love games like this too, but I don't like when people compare it all to FNAF because they're really missing the true point of many a series.

[eternalera]

why 'all 2 u' is satosugu coded and no i will not take other opinions!!!

this one is kinda long so... yeah click if you wanna read it-

lets start with the first verse

I let you get too close I let it go too far Now I know, now I know Now I know exactly what you are

first off gojo is singing this because he's a dramatic bitch- i mean uh. gimme a second. this line basically describes how geto was really the only person who was ever close to him. yeah there was shoko but if you asked him who was his favorite person he would say geto because that was the truth. geto was his person in high school and he ended up becoming something drastically different from before

Na-na-na-na-na-na, a motherfucker Na-na-na-na-na-na, a motherfucker

literally replace motherfucker with genocidal maniac and its right on the nose. like its hilarious

I don't think you meant to hurt me 'Cause I don't think it meant a thing at all

geto probably didnt mean to hurt gojo with what he did, he wanted to get rid of non-sorcerers and consequently that hurt gojo causing him to most likely believe that their 'friendship' (heavy on the quotations) didn't mean anything to him

At all, at all, at all At all, at all to you

basically him saying 'did this ever mean anything to you?'

I let it go too long I let you go too deep

he let geto get close to him for too long and since gojo was stronger that pulled their friendship apart and because they were so close that wound really really hurt him

Now I know, now I know Now I know there's one thing I can't keep But I, I keep on waitin' Waiting to want you less than I do And I do, oh, I do, yes, I still do want you

this and the next section are really the whole reason i made this is the first place but okay. lets do this. gojo cant keep being geto's friend. he's causing trouble and is basically not at all the same person. if he keeps geto then that means going down a path that he knows is wrong and he knows that he will regret later. but at the same time he cant help but want him because he still loved him. he loved him a lot and because of that he cant just let that go

But maybe it's all on me For missin' every sign and every glance And every turn

because he considers himself the strongest now of course he would blame himself for not seeing it. geto was the most important person to him and now he's gone because gojo couldnt see the signs of that he wasnt well and because of that he only noticed when it was too late. when he couldnt help him

Maybe there's somethin' here for us to glean For you to teach, and me to try to learn

if he was given another chance- if he could get another chance right at that moment to try and understand him and talk it out he would take it. because he wants to show him that the path he's on isnt a good one

'Cause I am not a thief But you were mine to earn

um theyre soulmates... hello??

What if I came on too strong? What if I read this all wrong? What if we just don't belong?

this is DEFINITELY more towards their relationship. what is he was pushing him too much and making him uncomfortable, what if he was showing his feelings too much around him? what if he was reading all of their conversations wrong, the flirting, every touch. what if he was doing something wrong? for the last bit 'what if we just dont belong?' yeah um... kfc breakup-

All this "What if? What if? What if? What if? What if? What if?" "Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?" makes me burn

constantly questioning if there was something else he couldve done. if there was something else that he missed. why geto would change like this etc.

then the last bit is basically just repetition but yeah! 'all 2 u' is satosugu coded!!!

[ratatatastic]

I really enjoyed your posts about Lombo's and Ekky's interviews, so thanks for that! I also listened to them, do you have other recommendations?

Thanks!

ooo! so for more shortform stuff you cant go wrong with a territory talk or a miami mic'd up since it has a homecrowd audience in mind because its our guys running it

for tt theyre nice and sweet and also pretty topical for the time (i really enjoyed when they talked to lundy, luosty, mikksy and stenny but stenny especially i think its hysterical this man went yeah id be a football player if i didnt hockey i kinda want to be one actually...) theyres also just a good backlog to get through (re: the 11 min sasha holiday special lmao)

for mmu since jeremy talks more with the fish and sports staff in general theres not a lot of cats stuff persay but he does did do media day interviews and compiled the 2324 one into 1 episode so if you wanted to get to know players coming into the season you can just watch that especially because at the end he has a superlative/which cat is... speed round and its interesting to see the trends in answers. hes done a 2223 one too but its split into parts (sasha,ekky, reino; gudas, benny, bobby; knighter, horny, swaggy) hes also done a solo sasha interview, matthew, stevie, duke, lombo

or NHLWAM if you want to see the finns in a more relaxed environment and i really liked it if not to see their dynamic with each other in the newly weds game they made them play lol (sasha, lundy; luosty mikksy) (but its only in finnish so you can only get a machine translation through the yt webplayer so take it with a grain of salt) (though users on here have been kind enough to translate some short clips like when sasha talks about mikksy)

for longer form stuff im a bit stumped

if you liked how the ekky interview was run that same podcast interviewed matthew back in 2020 (as a flame) and in 2023 (as a cat) as well as monty in 2023 before 2324 season started though i havent fully watched any of it yet just scrubbed through but from the soundbites i liked it enough to bookmark it for a rainy day

im always hesistant to rec spittin chiclets if not for the fact that i cant stand the guys running the pod and sometimes theyll make a couple of weird comments that just... anyways... as in hockey nature, players just feel more comfortable talking amongst themselves (i.e the time they had sibney on and you got some absolute gold out of him i was fucking gobsmacked) (and also why the lombo interview from the buzzpod is so good because 1. nicos an ahler and 2. theyre currently playing in the same summer league) theyve had quite the array of cats guests: okie reino matthew and benny and many more guests so like watch those ones at your own peril lmao

missin curfew has some stuff as well they had a monty interview too ive been meaning to watch

[hordemama]

do the rabbit eaters Actually eat the space rabbits?? since theyre both sapient, how do the two species interact and mingle? were relations worse in the past and better in current times, or do they just avoid each other alltogether?? also do they have anything like internet on their planet? ive seen some technology stuff youve drawn and talked about, but i Am fairly new here so i dont know a whole lot yet sorry 😭 but if they dont get along and theres internet, i have this mental image of a space rabbit and rabbit eater meeting online on a sort of anonymous-ish website like space tumblr or something and becoming mutuals/besties, i think thatd have some fun emotions that could go with it. sorry for the ramble!!

well lets ask someone! As controversial sociologist, Dr. [unpronounceable by human tongue], said in a debate:

"In the past, our little brethren have been both a source of opportunist nourishment and interesting perspectives with fascinating culture and intellect. But now? We respect our past and the struggles of our ancestors, but is it still morally correct to kill and eat other sapient beings who live and love as we do? Was it ever?"

"...Well yes, feeding one's family is important, but consider: the [rabbit] must feed its own family! Who are we to say might makes right, when for us, there is no other option. We are the largest and strongest of the sapients. Who are we to abuse that power? We should instead focus on how we can protect. How we can exchange our strengths and live better lives. This does not necessarily mean we will lose our culture to their modern ways. We don't have to intermingle the way they do."

in the past, manus DID eat singular rabbits when they could and if there was a need, but groups of rabbits over two can easily overwhelm predators so its not the BEST option. (not to say there wasnt a sporting aspect for some, but that wasnt common.) and there may have been altercations and territorial disputes in the past, but they generally didnt cross paths often. Rabbits aren't huge fans of getting wet or moisture in general so the semiaquatic lifestyles of manus meant that their resource/territory needs didnt overlap. however, when technology developed more and rabbits started sending out crafts into space and receiving them, the manus sent representatives to voice their environmental concerns. These have (as far as we know) been heard and acknowledged. but relations are overall better nowadays! its not often rabbits get eaten without trespassing and the two can generally walk amongst eachother in business and otherwise. however, theres not a huge interest in doing so, so the two tend to naturally stay apart.

and while theres no internet on the planet i think that is an EXCELLENT thought. im totally drawing that later. woukd be a fun idea for my space rabbit tuff, since she has no idea what a manus even is. in the dnd campaign shes gonna be in, my friend was talking about playing a manus! also hii!!! welcome!!! i havent posted a lot about tech in general (i should soon) so you aint missin much. thank u for the ask!!!

[peroxideprinces]

vocaloid? i would like to know :]

this is a v big can of worms you r openin rn <3 DJKLFJLKFDS

so vocaloid !!! voice synthesizers !!! singers give samples of their voice n uhhh the samples r used to make a vocaloid !!!! n then those vocaloids r more often than not given an avatar n sold so producers can make songs w them !!!! thats the basic overview of what a vocaloid is :D (NOT TO B CONFUSED W UTAU !!! THEY R V V SIMILAR EXCEPT UTAU IS FREE N YOU CAN CREATE YOUR OWN !!!)

there r some v popular vocaloid mascots like hatsune miku, kagemine rin n len, n megurine luka (all made by crypton !) the cryptonloids (see three before; kaito, n meiko (first two japanese vocaloids)), gumi, ia, n gakupo r some of the most popular loids !!!!

miku has a japanese, english, n chinese voicebank as well as many other appends !!!

rin n len have japanese n english voicebanks as well as appends, same w gumi, meiko, n kaito (except meiko n kaito dont have any appends .)

luke has a japanese n english voicebank !!! she was the first vocaloid w both an english n a japanese vocaloid !!!

gakupo only has japanese voicebanks n i think hes only been released for v2, v3, n v4 but i could be wrong !!!

ia has i think japanese voicebanks ??? her english voicebank was released a couple years ago i think n HOLY SHIT ITS SO REALISTIC ITS KINDA SCARY ???

miku obviously has probably the most iconic songs but i think there r a few producers that use her well like ???

deco*27 (see here, here, n here), mitchie m (see here, here, n here), n supercell (see here, here, n here) r a few examples !! most of the popular miku songs r produced by one of these three !!!

theres also a few others that r v v good like matryoshka, sand planet, n shake it !!! theres a lot m missin bc shes used So Much but shes fun !!!

rin n len r used together a lot bc theyre "mirror images" (twins basically) n voiced by the same person FKJLSDKJFDLS len has a common theme in every story song where he dies or bein v v sexual (the kagamines r 14 btw :/) n rin is either v cute or the literal devil !

some songs w them together r bring it on, this cover of electric angel, n the servant of evil series (not gonna link it bc the evillious chronicles is,,, so fuckin much,,, i dont ever wanna get into it,,,,) !

uhhh too lazy to link any more here so um !!! good rin songs r meltdown, girl a, melancholic, tengaku, n kokoro !!

some good len songs r holy lance explosion boy (sacred spear explosion boy ? idk one of those two titles), paradichlorobenzene, butterfly on your (my ?) right (left ?) shoulder, that one ponponpon cover, n nakakapagpabagabag !!

kaito n meiko !!! they arent used together v often (meiko isnt used for A Lot ://) but they were released around the same time !!! they were the first japanese vocaloids ever (leon, lola, n miriam were the first three loids n they all were english) !!!

they dont have the best soundin voices in the world bc they arent used v well all the time but there r some really really good songs w them !!! for meiko id say that one cover of the snow white princess is, nostalgic, change me, n evil food eater conchita (again, the evillious chronicles is A Lot) !! kaito id say doctor=funk beat, believe, cantarella, n 1/4 !!!!

luka was the first vocaloid that could speak two languages n was so popular when she was released like . she was more popular than miku at one point . n i think she is v v cool !!!

she has v good english songs like circus monster, lie, n last of me; as well as some good japanese songs like blackjack, double lariat, n luka luka night fever !!

gumi has so many voicebanks its unbelievable,,, fun fact ! gumi has the most voicebanks out of any loid !! she has 17 !!!

shes used a lot n has so so many good songs its hard to only name a few but i will anyway fdkjlasfjkls uhhhh literally any hachi song usin her (matryoshka, donut hole, n panda hero as examples), coward montblanc, mozaik role, copycat, ten-faced, echo, any kira song (examples: circles, monster, n machine gun), the foxs weddin, again, n any ghost song usin her (examples: the chatterin lack of common sense, those who carried on, housewife radio) !!!

another fun fact ! gumi had her own rhythm game (shes not a cryptonloid so she wasnt in project diva) !!! its kinda shit !!!!

ia n gakupo i know Less ab . ia has a sister named one n shes fun ! gakupo has a crush on gumi in the nico nico cho parties !

other than that i dont know a lot ab them or songs featurin them dfksljafkldj ia has a tale of six trillion years n a night, a realistic logical ideologist, n higher !!!

the only gakupo song i know is the madness of the duke of venomania (also in the evillious chronicles . there is so much lore there hgoly shit,,, n the songs mentioned r only the ones in the seven deadly sins part !!!)

[ur-jinji]

Could you maybe share your angsty playlist 🥺

okay okay i’m not gonna make my playlist public but i will tell you a bunch of my favorite songs off of my “feel something” angst playlist & explain the way they make me feel. i know you did not ask for that but i need to vocalize it. maybe in the future i can make spotify playlists if anyone’s interested? mine are unorganized so eh don’t wanna share lmao but anyway, here you go 😘 sorry this post is long i just love music

asleep // the smiths

literally if you hear me listening to this, i’m having a depressive episode. it’s about wanting to pass away and telling people not to feel bad lmao beautiful song tho

the background // third eye blind

amazing. heart wrenching. about being alone after someone leaves you. VERY good song. tears.

bloodstream // stateless

amazing music. love the chorus. i interpret it as being so in love with someone that theyre a part of you

brain damage // pink floyd

amazing. about going crazy. love dark side of the moon. best song on that album is “any colour you like” it’s entirely instrumental and gives me chills. it’s a feel something song for me but maybe not for others

breaking down // florence + the machine

please listen to the mtv unplugged version. ABOUT BREAKING DOWN. amazing.

bubble gum // clairo

i think it’s about regretting not reciprocating feelings for someone. chills. love. puts me in a mood instantly.

chamber of my reflection // mac demarco

BEAUTIFUL. dislike him but his music is really good. about being alone

come back to earth // mac miller

“i just need a way out of my head” god gives me chills. i love mac miller. i miss him everyday.

demolition lovers // my chemical romance

beautiful music. amazing. about two lovers who would die for each other. huge, super emotional build up, then the most beautiful music ever.

a different age // current joys

just good. good angst.

early sunsets over monroeville // mcr

AMAZING. HUGE EMOTIONAL BUILD UP AT THE END. END SO HAUNTINGLY

edition // rex orange county

BEAUTIFUL. about a couple going through some shit

free as a bird // the beatles

AMAZING. one of the best songs on this planet. it’s about a couple and the guy doesn’t really know where it all went wrong

friends // vacations

about drifting away from someone. so beautiful. CHILLS.

goodbye // the vines

fuckinv beautiful. about longing for someone and saying goodbye to them. first song i learned by myself to play on guitar

good news // mac miller

about being hella depressed and how people only want to hear the good stuff. they ain’t like ya when you’re down. gr8

halah // mazzy star

it’s about missin someone. chills. love it.

i cant handle change // roar

about not being good enough. beautiful fucking song like holy shit. but if you hear me listening to this god ask if i’m okay bc i’m not. best build up for any song in the world

i love you so // the walters

god amazing. about loving someone but you’re not good for each other

jesus christ // brand new

it’s haunting. amazing. i think it’s about dying.

life // the walters

it’s about life movin real slow. it’s a really beautiful song. love it.

married with children // oasis

god i love this song. it’s about being annoyed with your partner but at the end of the day, you love them so much you always come back. makes me cry bc relatable

moonlight on the river // mac demarco

love. it’s about dying i think lmao or maybe a relationship dying?

necromancer // joy again

literally such a pretty, chill song. feels really raw. it’s about loving someone so much but i don’t know if she feels the same way

numb // men i trust

fucking beautiful shit. so chill. about being numb lol

show me how // men i trust

gr8. it’s about wanting to be shown that the person you like cares about you but it ain’t workin

sullen girl // fiona apple

beautiful. raw. about being a sad bitch

under control // the strokes

fav strokes song. amazing. i think it’s about wanting to change someone but knowing you shouldn’t

waiting room // red orange county

fucking beautiful. it’s about someone you love dying :( it’s really sad honestly

where is my mind // the pixies

GREAT. about doing drugs & your mental state aint good

wish you were here // pink floyd

it about wishin someone was there duh it’s a really good song tho

worldstar money // joji

feels really raw. it’s about battling with your issues and wanting someone to be there for you still

now

for the final song. the one that is so fucking emotional for me.

young // vacations

i don’t know what it is about this song but it sucks any remaining serotonin out of my body instantly. the music is so beautiful. it’s about struggling with mental health i think. just wonderful.

that’s just some of my angst music 🙂 i have a lot more. these were the ones i felt like were worth noting lmao

[cerealmonster15]

3, 6, and 8 for the artist ask!!!

3 answered here!

6. tag your favorite artists/inspirations!

hell yes i love an excuse to gush over friends and mutuals and people i admire that i’ve never spoken to outside of leaving tags in their posts, he l l o :

@gdipalomo first of all, loving wonderful friend and extremely talented individual!! her art fascinates me with how much detail goes into every piece, and especially the backgrounds- those are GOALS. i love how everything she makes has depth and looks like it’s had a great amount of time and care put into it all. shes also incredibly supportive towards me about my life and my art and i adore her c’:

im counting writing as art and my pal @kidzbopmallcop is excellent at writing The Fanfics and does a good job with staying close to characterization and making sure each aspect of the story is well thought out and considered when putting it together. VERY COOL and shes a GREAT BUD

@mercuryblacksleg is so talented and lovely and has the best design ideas for characters!!!! he draws the cutest tiny old man sarge and merle,,, his red team art is a+ and also hes a great friend and i love him

@fandomescapades keeps making me  CRY every damned time they post things, omfg. such a beautiful art style- i looove how they draw facial expressions and faces in general. their use of color is also just absolutely gorgeous and i want to stare at each art post for like 50 years….

@artsyorangeykay has really cool au ideas and draws them out beautifully!!!! they have a cool art style that reminds me of a cartoony kind of comic book, and they have lovely and well thought out looking character designs for their facecanons of rvb characters, and i love seeing the little comics they make  to fit aus or people’s prompts!! their passion for their aus and how excited they get when people are talkin about the mermaid au with them is so refreshing and it’s always nice seeing new art from them. 

@happyfunballxd has the CUTEST style of chibis. sometimes i remember their rvb baby au and i just. cry. the only thing cuter than chibis is baby chibis. then i remember their taz babies and i cry even more because THIER DRAWINGS OF BABY ANGO IS THE CUTEST THING YOU’LL EVER LAY EYES ON. i aspire to be that good at drawing cuties one day

@peteor is another bro who’s art style reminds me of cartoony comics and i love it! he draws great facial expressions, especially on babies. have you ever seen his grumpy baby drawings??? if not, youre missin out, bud. theyre seriously the best pudgey pouts and it’s absolutely beautiful

@cyborg-sabi has SUCH a cute art style with like, such soft wonderful features on everyone they draw. they have one of those art styles that feels safe and comforting to look at and makes me feel at home to see?? i cant really explain why, but i really like it

surprise another fic one but @mistevieous has such good writing and explores less popular characters and pairings in their works sometimes, and always inspires me to write more and work harder on what i’m doing when i read their stuff

and speaking of fics, @comefeedtherainn has the power to giveth and also taketh away, holy shit. they write characterization SO WELL it practically feels canon. there’s funny parts, sweet fluffy parts, and absolutely heart wrenching feelings-destruction angst. i still like to go back and reread certain doc/donut and church/donut stuff they’ve done, and every time i’m filled with so many good feelings. the angst hits right where it hurts, tho, so don’t let the fluffier ones fool you: they are powerful with writing fics and you have been Warned.

@amvial is such a wonderful delight of a human and always has such a gorgeous unique art style. i feel like every piece they draw is better than the last and i cri seeing their fun ideas put to picture. they also have a really unique way of working with color that works SO WELL and i want to learn the Secrets bc everything they make is absolutely mesmerizing and fills me with those Good Feelings

@washingtonsthrussy i still want to duel them for changing their url to that, bUT theyre still an excellent artist with a crisp beautiful art style. i love how they draw faces  [especially them noses?? i love the noses. so cute] and i always wanna ruffle the hair of whoever they draw bc it looks so soft and Good

 @epsilon-washington has SUCH  a cute and wonderful art style that is always getting better and that ever increasing skill still AMAZES me !! it’s unique and so pleasing to look at- they have a good strong use of color and draw faces and heads overall really well, like i’m always re looking back at their art bc i cant stop staring at how skilled they are at drawing people’s faces and make everyone look so GOOD!!! i wanna learn that kind of skill ;0

@docdufresne scares me with how fuckin incredible they are at painting that goddamed halo armor and making it look so flawless, and even prettier than it does in the show?? beautiful use of colors and lighting, makin things look shiny and lively. and i LOVE how they draw faces too?? everyone is so cute in the little cartoon-esque doodles, and then the more realistic looking paintings just blow my mind.

@captainkonot HBHGBHBGHBH every time i read their blog title i wanna jam out to rocky horror lmfao. but omg anyway the art!! THE COMICS!!!! THE COMICS MAKE ME SCREAM theyre so fucking funny and good and creative and FUN TO READ i die. especially their rvb art omfg, i love love absolutely everything, the characters are so dynamic and expressive and full of life and personality and love and i ADORE IT!!!!!! looking through their drawings always makes me wanna go draw something and work on my techniques more bc im just so amazed at what they can do and how happy they make other people / me feel with their art. i wanna get to that level where i’m also inspiring people and making people happy like how their stuff makes me feel!! it’s an amazing feeling and i feel like there’s really some thing special with that kind of art! every so often i remember their drawings of caboose trying to hug sarge and felix and i DIE theyre the best things ever. also they make really cool original art here and there that’s always interesting to see!! it’s all very good and fun. go to their blog. experience the magic. 

jfjjbjgjb a lot of people that inspire me are mutuals and/or friends lolol but there are also a ton i admire from afar

@papanorth also has like, phenomenal really interesting au snippets!! i’ve been super into that gym teacher wash au bc, as i’ve said, i LOVE au with kiddos bein kiddos. i love their art style, ranging from cute cartoony doodles to like, absolutely gorgeous paintings (do u call it painting if it’s digital? it looks like a painting.. imma call it a painting lol) with like, stunning use of colors and lighting that fills me with all kinds of emotions. im super inspired by their technical skill with how well they can draw people at an extensive range of emotions and have such like,,, Great Detail with facial features and anatomy and all that fun stuff. theyre very creative and filled with so many cool ideas, it’s awesome.

@toastyhat , ,, oh my god how could i almost forget toastyhat???? one of my absolute Favorite artsts like, EVER. p sure i followed them back in the homestuck days and was SO EXCITED when i’d gotten into rvb ~2 years ago to see that they were into that too. they draw for a lot of things i’m not familiar with but i always love seeing it anyway bc holy shit that SKILL is UNREAL. this is another one of the cases of “i love everything about how they draw faces and heads in general and i want to absorb this artwork through my face i cant stop staring at it” kind of scenarios. it’s beautiful and like, top level aspiration art goals, hoo boy. they also have really helpful advice tags and posts that i’ve gone creepin thru a few times and just, i love their blog, you guys.

i’ve been taken with @randomdraggon ‘s art since i got into rvb and found their wonderful donut/lopez art. SO GOOD to see such STELLAR ART for my FAVE RED BOYS and such a rare pair ;w; they have incredibly unique and GORGEOUS facecanons for donut and lopez and many others, and it’s cool seeing their overwatch art too. i’ve seen people using their 3D models for rvb animations, and as someone who’s finally started 3D modeling/animation classes in college, i’ve found that really cool and inspiring to see such neato burrito creations like that. i’m so mesmerized with their cool and creative art style and i dream of being half that creative and skilled one day.

i think @powerfulpomegranate drew a picture of like, a super strechy simmons and squash grif and it was like, the best thing i’d ever seen i laughed so much. they’re yet another person that absolutely astounds me with what a wide range of amazing skill they have with like, cartoony yet beautifully done doodles, to like, incredibley detailed digital paintings. i LOVE the wild facial expressions they can draw sometimes, and there’s also like, this soft sweet gif of animation they did once of tucker in the car with i think wash, caboose, and maybe junior was there? like, drivin late at night with a light flashing by and it was just. it was so gorgeous, yall.  every time i stumble upon it i stare at it so long thinking about how every aspect of that was put together and how much time it must’ve taken, even for just a few seconds. it’s so soft and calming and comforting to watch, so Peaceful and beautiful. i love it and i love their art…also im pretty sure theyre the person who’s FC of smith made me think of gordon from thomas the tank engine and i’ve literally never been able to forget that LOL (it’s really good tho) (i love it)

okokok i think i should stop here bc im sure there are like 5000 people i could think of, but i went with the ones i see most often and think about a lot, but i assure yall i know of SO MANY MORE talented people and these are just the first billion of wonderful beautiful super skilled individuals that come to mind.

…anyway. other question.

8. show us at least 2-3 drawings from 1-2 years ago.

…CRIES. CRIIIEEESSSSS oh my god lol. i’m glad my older sketchbooks are at home bc there are some MESSY MESSES in there but heyooo, i can show you the firstish digital drawing i did of donut (like, when i first tried drawing with a tablet) from 2 years ago next month, and then the redraw i did a year later 

oct 23, 2015, about a month into me finding rvb

and the alt version, hnk-

[fuckin weeps oh my god] [im so sorry]

then the next year, sept 14 2016 [the one year anniversary of me starting rvb]

hes not great but hes a hell of a lot better lmfao. part of it was finding a sharp pen tool in medibang/firealpaca, but also i just needed to Learn lmfao

and yknow. i was gonna wait a little more before redrawing this but since the hurricane may come and wreck our shit i might as well REDRAW HIM RIGHT NOOWWWW [sept 5, 2017]

i still have ages to go but im GETTING THEEERREE [im gonna make a separate post bc IMPROVEMENT]

lol sorry for such a long reply omfg, but thank u for asking!!

[x]

[thelifetimechannel]

[kandipikachuz]

Hai!! I rlly want a scene blog like dis for maiself but all of my friends say it's cringey 3x I don't know wat to do

i feel u dude xD i liek always worry that pplz think im cringey, esp aftr i made dis scene kid blog, but if i waz u, i wld make a sideblog, hav funz wif it!!! ^w^ i dnt think u should hav to tell ur friendz abt if u maed a sidebloge, i know a lot of mai frendz dont kno xPbut itz a lot of fun an i defs think yew shld give it a shot!!!!!!! u will miss out a lot on fun stuffz in lief if u dont try, i made dis as a sideblog and its vry much for personal use, if 1 of mai friendz findz it and thinks i am cringey, das not my problem im jus havin fun and theyre missin out xDif chu do end up makin a scene blawg, plz send me a msg or ask or somethin bcuz i wld luv to follo u! owo hav a nice day anon!!!! 🌈✨

[twotoned2marta22-blog]

SNIPS: TALK TO VEL, THE EXPLOSIONS GUY

[[ logs with @flippinoptimist wherein they discuss blowing up transportalizers, get derailed by pokemon and grenades, and then some last minute angst :y ]]

twotoned2marta22 Hello agaiin, Terriible. Artiifex recommended II talk two you about riiggiing my tran2portaliizer two be de2troyed iin the event of 2omeone attemptiing two capture me.

twotoned2marta22 (The technology doe2n't naturally exii2t iin thii2 tiimeliine and II would very much liike two keep iit that way.)

flippinoptimist chirp! gotcha, i can do that.  sometides i go places wwif a portable one on me an thats rigged to fwwoom if i use it you wwant it to fuck up just itself or evveryfin in a certain radius? cause you can fit a lotta explosivves in one a those if youre careful!

twotoned2marta22 II hadn't thought about a radiiu2. ... Probably a good iidea two make 2ure iit can obliiterate everythiing iin the cave, 2o there ii2n't any 2ort of valuable iinformatiion attacker2 could get theiir hand2 on.

flippinoptimist you might wwant to keep your vvaluables+furniture+Etc in your sylladex wwhen naut in use for a wwhile or like movve if you aint got ties to anywwhere

twotoned2marta22 2ylladex??

flippinoptimist chrp invventory system?  does your timeline naut do that?

twotoned2marta22 No, II haven't heard of iit before. II2 iit a game thiing??

flippinoptimist lol ok youre gonna enjoy the shit outta those sometide wwhen youre naut worryin about tech gettin loose in your univverse i dont think so, my alternia had em its a portable matter compression system?  like, it stores objects in cards, then it stores the cards in a modus that makes it evven smaller, then you sort through them vvia wwhatevver method the modus tells you to like invventory systems in games i guess the game can do fucked up shit wwif the codes on the back a the card, but, thats naut important outside a the medium wwhich is a game thing that doesnt matter

twotoned2marta22 Oh. Well that'2 an awfully conveniient 2y2tem. Fiigure2 we don't have iit.

flippinoptimist sounds like your wworld might be missin a lot a interestin tech havve a friend you could store all your stuff wwith wwhile this irons out?

twotoned2marta22 Not really, no. And iit'2 not a2 iif II have a whole lot two begiin wiith. Fur2 and clothe2, II 2uppo2e, bone2, horn2... The only thiing2 II couldn't replace would be my pet2, the Cro22haiir2, and the tran2portaliizer iit2elf.

twotoned2marta22 The fiir2t two II have a plan for, the la2t... not 2o much. II fiigured iif II cro22ed enough wiire2 and pre22ed go the thiing would at the very lea2t fry...

flippinoptimist i can hotwwire it wwif some selfdestructs if you wwant, or teach you howw to if you dont wwant! make it go off on a button push, or if you use it wwifout doin a particular thing first, or if you fuck up your passwword enough times to get locked outta your computer, or all kinds a shit

twotoned2marta22 That'2 po22iible??

flippinoptimist yeah!

twotoned2marta22 Damn. That help2.

flippinoptimist you put a receivver in the thing wwif the explosivves, one that can pick up wwireless, then... i mean for low-security shit ivve hooked things up to listen on privvate trollian memos im guessin wwif explossivves you sleep near youd wwant more secure than that wwhich is totally doable!

twotoned2marta22 II would... certaiinly liike two not be blown up on acciident, ye2.

flippinoptimist ivve been wworkin wwif explosivves for swweeps

twotoned2marta22 Oh??

flippinoptimist yeah!  makin my owwn grenades an shit

flippinoptimist i lovve grenades, theyre a lot of fun to use in combination wwif a little bit a spoilers from the future

twotoned2marta22 ...Grenade2.

flippinoptimist also im like, tiny an naut strong, an all the enforcers wwere blue or purple kids older than me, so i had to make up the difference somehoww yeah! oh hey do you naut havve any?

twotoned2marta22 Well, no. Ju2t kniives and arrow2 and 2uch. And a very dangerou2 gun.

twotoned2marta22 2orry, one moment, II have two retriieve 2omethiing.

flippinoptimist chirp!

flippinoptimist this one time i got an anon an a younger me ended up hangin out on nadayas ship an wwe made grenades all day apparently lemme knoww if you wwant any!  i like havvin a stockpile around in case shit goes dowwn

flippinoptimist i got useful ones an fun ones!

twotoned2marta22 ... A 2tockpiile would probably be good. II ju2t need 2ome kiind of contaiiner two 2tore them iin that two very curiiou2 and dexterou2 furret2 couldn't get iintwo.

flippinoptimist lol yeah havve they figured out padlocks yet

twotoned2marta22 II haven't te2ted that, no.

flippinoptimist sounds fun to test can i try to teach them grenade safety

twotoned2marta22 2omethiing beiing that 2ecured and not 2melliing liike food *miight* deter them...

twotoned2marta22 Hone2tly you probably could, II've been meaniing two fiigure out how iintelliigent they are. Certaiinly a lot more than the average lu2u2.

flippinoptimist sometimes i can talk to critters cause mind shit!

twotoned2marta22 Waiit, 2eriiou2ly??

flippinoptimist yeah!  i go to earth sometides an ask the birds to showw me wwhere theres neat roadkill so i can fossilize it, an i givve them bread i wwonder if i can fossilize bread

twotoned2marta22 That certaiinly ii2 a puzzle two get an an2wer two.

flippinoptimist looks like probably sorry, i got distracted lemme knoww wwhat you need an im game!

twotoned2marta22 Hm...

twotoned2marta22 II'm. A liittle two jiittery riight now, two be hone2t, 2o II'll get back two you on that iin the eveniing. II2 that alriight??

flippinoptimist shore, anyfin i can help wwif?

twotoned2marta22 Ah, probably not. II've 2tarted a conver2atiion wiith the troll that'2 been lurkiing iin my fore2t and 2he... know2 2ome thiing2 2he defiiniitely 2hould not know.

flippinoptimist aw im sorry, but that makes sense, i hear shes thinky

twotoned2marta22 2o, you know. Eiither 2omeone talked or 2omeone got tortured and thu2 talked.

flippinoptimist ... :(

twotoned2marta22 II have no way two veriify anythiing.

twotoned2marta22 And 2he 2eem2 the type two treat everythiing a2 a game.

flippinoptimist any chance shes fakin you out? sometimes people guess shit an pretend theyre shore to see wwhat hits they get.  fishin

twotoned2marta22 IIt would be quiite the fii2h. There are no tiie2 two follow. Only the four troll2 iin the know, and con2iideriing two are mutant2, the thiird a daywalker, and the fourth iin a nonquad relatiion2hiip wiith one of the mutant2, they have nothiing two gaiin by 2preadiing the iinformatiion anywhere. IIt. Really doe2n't look good.

twotoned2marta22 II need two go now, II'm 2orry. II'll talk two you later.

flippinoptimist yeah.. luck

twotoned2marta22 Thank2.

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` Oversharing Asks ;

`{ I’m putting these under a read more for several reasons. One, there’s fifty eight of these questions and two some of them are triggering. TW/CW for suicide, self harm, cheating, and mentions of death. Read at your own risk. }

1.       Who hurt you the most?

sigh look i feel like plenty of peeps already know the answer to this but for those of you in the back who aint quite got the memo yet my bro dude wasnt exactly the epitome of perfection or anythin not like anyone is but eh i aint goin into detail dont feel like it

2.       Who have you hurt the most?

this is really hard for me ta answer cause i aint really sure kinda hopin i aint hurt anyone i cared bout but shit happens i make mistakes i aint perfect gods aint perfect either

3.       Who do you miss the most?

yo now this one is pretty fucked up but  really miss the shit out of my bro even though the thoughta bumpin into him really freaks me the hell out im a complicated guy maybe im just hopin we can clear the air

4.       Who do you want out of your life the most?

people who keep trynna hold me an my pals back from settin this new world up like we been fightin for years we lost some an got some gods deserve breaks too ya know an it aint like i always been one just leave us the hell alone  go fuck with another world this ones ours

5.       Who had the biggest positive impact on you?

rose  shes always there ta listen an she aint ever dished out any judgement my way (not anythin that really hurt me anyway shes harsh but shes speakin the truth yknow)

6.       Who had the biggest negative impact on you?

7.       Who do you wish you could be honest with?

my bro but fuck if i aint real frazzled when it comes ta shit with him maybe in the future i can work my shit out an say what needs ta be said 

8.       Who have you harbored (any kind of!) secret feelings towards?

wow would ya look at that hopped my ass back in time again zippity zap aint no response to this question here

9.       Who would the world be better off without?

puppets fuckin puppets man fuck puppets an no not literally fuck outta here with that shit

10.   Who do you wish you’d treated differently?

bro

11.   What was the worst day of your life?

that one birthday reckon it was my eleventh bro an i went up on the roof for a fuckin strife an thats where i got that real bad scar its bout six inches long an it runs down my right shoulder blade shit was so not fuckin cash hurt real bad an i thought i was gonna fuckin bleed ta death

12.   What’s your greatest fear?

losin all my friends an fuckin our chances up in this new world too 

13.   What’s your biggest insecurity?

not bein the hero i really wanna be i reckon like not bein able to save my friends cause i aint strong enough 

14.   What’s your biggest regret?

lemme get back to ya on that one i aint really sure dont wanna dig round an try an find it either might really eat me up if i do hope ya understand 

15.   Describe your ideal world.

aight im kinda livin in it but itd be a shitton more ideal if all my pals were here kinda worried bout most of em aint seen the ones from my timeline an its got me real paranoid did they make it is there somethin im missin did i die an is this a dream yknow shit like that.... 

16.   Describe your personal hell.

17.   What’s a hopeless dream you’re still holding on to?

i unno if its really hopeless since im pretty much already here but all those years ago i was fuckin terrified an convinced wed be fightin until we couldnt fight anymore yknow stuck in a constant loop of battle after battle hopin wed make it to the next mornin or night alive shit was fuckin terrifyin an i was so convinced that i was gonna be stuck livin that life forever along with everyone else an i didnt want that for em i woulda took all the pain for em yknow lived it all alone if it meant they got out an got ta live again 

18.   What’s the most embarrassed you’ve ever been?

iunno honestly i pretty much embarass myself on the daily an yer askin for specifics i aint got a specific moment im particularly embarrassed about

19.   What’s the angriest you’ve ever been?

twelfth birthday when i walked right into the fuckin ultimate smuppet trap was just goin ta the bathroom ta shower an brush my teeth an fuckin bam biggest fuckin trap ever thought my arm was broken for a fuckin week 

20.   What’s the saddest you’ve ever been?

thinkin about all this real depression fuckin shit i gotta answer i dunno dont really like gettin lost in my thoughts cause then i start rememberin an diggin up all kindas extra fuckin depression shit that kills me a lil inside 

21.   What’s the most scared you’ve ever been?

when i was eleven an i got the scar i was so fuckin terrified i was gonna die i mean i fuckin passed out an i had some terrifyin dreams too it was just not a good time an i wouldnt do it over again 

22.   What’s the most hopeless you’ve ever felt?

23.   What’s the most frantic you’ve ever felt?

i dont fuckin know sheesh any questions on this thing that aint gonna make me relive terrible shit  my heads killin me

24.   What’s the bravest you’ve ever felt?

when i was able ta save the world i was scared as shit ima be real with you but damn it felt great an i felt great too

25.   What’s the best case scenario for your future?

gettin ta meet up with all my pals from my timeline findin out they were here all along jus waitin for the right time maybe searchin for the best place ta set their cribs up i dunno 

26.   What’s the worst case scenario for you future?

realizin the game aint over 

27.   What’s the most physical pain you’ve ever felt?

lemme take ya back to my eleventh birthday for the third time hurt a lot more than dyin ta get my god powers i can tell ya that much

28.   What’s the most emotional pain you’ve ever felt?

when i found my bros body  i dunno how ta describe it cause it was just a real fucked up time an  it hurt it hurt a whole fuckin lot cause i wanted ta make up with him an hash out my feelins an i thought id never get a chance

29.   Describe a time you felt like a hypocrite.

nothin is really comin ta mind if i dig round enough somethin might but yeah aint really that important anyway

30.   Describe a time you felt like a traitor.

one particular time john an i was fightin this one massive fuckin imp i had to bolt for half a sec cause my sword fuckin bit the dust came back an john was pretty fuckin beat up felt like shit but we made it out 

31.   Describe a time you felt like a hero.

when we got the new place set up i mean not set up but when we fuckin got here an realized yo this is our world an we did it we got this place together an we can live an exist together all normal like without fightin everyday 

32.   Describe a time you felt inhuman.

when i died an came back with my god tier powers reckon it makes sense died a human an came back a god there ya go

33.   Describe a time you felt like a failure.

durin all the fights an shit with bro did my best but physically knockin me down was never enough for him always had ta mentally knock me down too 

34.   What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done?

i dunno man i just dont fuckin know anymore probably fillin this shit out dishin out all this real personal shit feels kinda like a therapy sesh though kinda like im lettin all this shit off my chest so maybe it aint that bad

35.   What are you proudest of?

bein able to finish the game an set this place up with my pals it it was a fuckin dream come true i didnt think itd ever be possible figured wed be stuck fightin shit for the rest of forever wed be together but i just wanted ta not be fightin i wanted ta breathe an live an feel normal again 

36.   What’s your relationship with your family like?

@earthcvantas @schrodingersweabooeffect were pretty tight got each others backs family that chills together its legit dirk promised ta have dinner with me soon

37.   What’s your relationship with religion like?

i aint got one wouldnt really make sense in my opinion im a god do gods worship gods too i unno i dont really feel like thinkin bout it

38.   Talk about someone you’ve lost.

jade i reckon i aint seen her in fuckin centuries she was one of my besties i really miss the fuck outta here i hope shes aight 

39.   Talk about someone who abandoned you.

 40.   Talk about a desire you have that scares you.

makin peace or whatever with my bro really scares the shit outta me if ima be honest 

41.   What’s something you wish you were capable of?

teachin all my pals to fly cause honestly its rad as hell but i mean cant exactly teach em ta be gods

42.   What’s something you’re afraid that you’re capable of?

lettin my family down anyone is capable of this i aint an exception god or not

43.   Describe the kind of life you wish you’d been born into.

mom an a dad i reckon spoiled with video games an legit tech maybe my own lil lab where i could collect an properly organize all my dead shit birthday parties an maybe a pool out back few pets a dog an a cat maybe a snake love repitles theyre pretty legit if ya ask me

44.   Describe your worst heartbreak.

nah id rather not lol thanks for askin check back again never erased all that shit like it aint ever happened here fixin this shit for a reason bruh

45.   Describe your worst disappointment.

fifteenth birthday hah  instead of spendin chill time with my peeps we were still out fightin didnt get a cake or nothin got to risk my life though shit wasnt cash

46.   Have you ever taken a fall for someone?

all the time its my style i reckon im down to take a fall if its for someone i care about when i really care for ya reckon you could say im self sacrificing id take a bullet for someone if they meant enough ta me like @earthcvantas or @schrodingersweabooeffect dont fuck with my family

47.   Have you ever forced or let someone take a fall for you?

i aint the kinda dude that lets people take falls for me but dirk would prob forcefully take a fall for me if ima be honest with yall hes a real protective dude 

48.   Have you ever done serious physical harm to someone?

few peeps that got in my way durin the game  plenty of imps pretty sure ya get the idea

49.   Have you ever done serious emotional harm to someone?

no i aint an i dont plan on it 

50.   Have you ever self-harmed?

.... look i dont get why people wanna get this kinda drop on me but i have yeah aint done it recently or even in the past three years didnt have the time or the strength ta really muster up for somethin like that dont plan on doin it again

51.   Have you ever attempted suicide?

look i really aint comfortable answerin this one i aint tried it considered it once aint puttin the deets out there cause it aint yer business 

52.   Have you ever stolen something?

bag of doritos when i was fifteen bro snagged ramen from my stash an so i retaliated  

53.   Have you ever cheated on someone?

aint been in a relationship so nah an even if i had been in one i wouldnt have so yeah aint my style 

54.   Have you ever been cheated on?

aint been in a relationship before so nah 

55.   Have you ever taken revenge on someone?

smuppets fuckin smuppets got sick of em always bein everywhere so hah one day i fuckin snuck one an flung it out the fuckin window sayofuckinara bitch 

56.   Have you ever seriously considered killing someone?

plenty of people  but only cause they were in the way of me an my friends gettin what we wanted

57.   Have you ever betrayed someone who trusted you?

i fuckin hope not but yknow what i aint allknowing  so i aint got a fuckin clue

58.   Have you ever experienced something supernatural or unexplainable?

aight so buckle the fuck up for this one cause its a wild fuckin ride i unno where the fuck bro was but here i was home alone an misplaced my shades ran into cal an like world jus kinda froze up an it was like i blacked out bro came in all a sudden an handed me my shades an didnt really explain nothin just told me not ta lose em again no fuckin clue what the hell happened there but i never lost my shades again after that