#theyre fucking psycopaths

[raccoonium]

Awooo

[aquickstart]

if you stan problematic people and content please i beg you do not try and find justification for the fucked up shit you find enjoyable just admit to yourself you like said fucked up shit you don't have to be morally pure on the internet please

[celestialcarousels]

I honestly am really evil at my fucking core. If only people knew the real me... no one would want to stay around me for long. I’m disgusted with myself and my past.

[birthisacurse-and]

Sometiems poetry is the only way to keep your words from sounding stupid but sometimes prose is the only way to get rid of thoughts swilign in a uncontainable tornado

They say they sacrifice so much for you but theyre not obligated to do this shit they could just let go and and stop but they dont because of their stupid moral compass and i dont know do they really feel obligated because half the time it doesnt even seem like they have a moral compass but it just suddenly pops up when its cnvenient huh? when they have to criticize you or make themselves seem like more than dirt and scum to the people whos opinions they actually carea btou and they lie when theyre asked questions because they hate to even picture the scenatos you conjre up for them they only answer all the time with what they want to tell you lol they make you crave sgharp things and pricks and tears and too much salt that you suffocate in it too much salt to cover you and then for you to get thrown into an pcean until you come close to drowning only to float back up and so high you toich the fucking sky then come crashing down only for your bones to crumble like the sand they throw in your eyes with the words conjured up by the demons with claws longer than the ones on their hands that scratch at you leaving red that isnt brighter than the colors masking your sight. they make you want to scream unttil your ythroat is in shreds and if it isnt in shreds byt the tome youre done you want to rip it up yourself to dig into your skin with dull nails and punch and punch until your knucles are left as bryised and broken as those of the psycopath you know youl become like you know shell become like if you dont fucking do something but youll never do anything because youre a coward and youre lazy and youre tired of dealing with bullshit you cant fix with words tired of being thrown against walls because you inly want the heart throbbing head pounding pain if you inflicted it upon yoursel fand shes the reason youll get arthtis when youre older the reason shell fly off the handle the reason she is a shell a dll a worldess toy who will get a boyfriend who she avuses her as much as they absued her bbecause chidren never learn to keep their mouth shiut  or to open their mouths when it really matters i wish grown ups understood i wish i could stop her from getting caught in silky black water because she doesnt have the outlets i had and we still have the blades because i told her i had thrown them but i had lied almost more than she had to me god words can hurt like knives and can make your skin solid teflon so the words only bounce off and you need nails and blades to actually hurt like knives. im sorry im sorry im sorry i couldnt save you i couldnt save myself god you told me to save myself well look where i am now ready to jump int he abyss look where i am now with your ghosts of friends look where i am now with broken relationshis kep ttogether by strings thinner than the thread that once held together the buttons on the coat you ripped off.