#they're not celebrity theyre gods but whatever

[queenofthemagazines-stp73]

can more men these days dress stylish and cool??? istg I've NEVER actaully met a man u a unique personal style, yall all dress like unemployed alcoholics and its revolting, how are u not ashamed to leave the house w the same clothes a depressed reddit mod that lives in his mom's basement wears? Bring back looking like a pirate/wizard on an average Tuesday 🙌

it's not gay to dress well and not wear fabrics that's should be used to wipe ur ass with and won't decompose for 100000 yrs in the sea, men are so pathetic they're afraid of wearing good clothes cuz it's gay? I wish I could burn yall alive and replace u all w them

imagine being scared of a button-up and a couple of accessories...

[britneyshakespeare]

i dont know where to scream about this but i honestly feel some sort of weird relief that r//nbow high is declining. i knoooow i know it's popular and they've been such high quality dolls and collectors have loved them and some(?) people like the web series (or do they? ive heard mixed things but ive never had any interest in watching it) but oh god. i just. sometimes it takes me awhile to appreciate modern doll lines and their aesthetics but i just could not get past their weird fish faces and in general i do not like monochrome styling themes. i realize their designers did so much with their concepts, i realize a lot of heart and effort went into them, and i completely understand why so many people were floored with the quality of the dolls and the rate at which they were being put out. even though the prices kept rising for them, you could at least see where your money was going, like they were always so well-constructed and doing new things. but like. at the end of the day. on a very basic level they were just never all that aesthetically pleasing to me and it was kind of maddening to see all that potential going towards a line of dolls that had just... like... facial proportions i could not get past lol.

[myshredda]

I haven't really thought this out but i imagine pink doesn't know a lot about boundaries/consent

i mean she knows to tell ppl no when they try to hold her hand/kiss/hug/etc her bc she has to wait until marriage but besides that she doesn't know anything. it's quite a task to explain it to her when she has basically no concept of being in charge of her own body. red and duck almost wish the boundaries teacher would come back and help. almost

also she would be the most touch starved little one ever. like you thought green was bad, this kids never even had a pat on the back! once she figures out that she's allowed to have physical affection and it's actually quite nice, she's like one of those needy cats lol As soon as someone gives her one pat, she wont stop bumping them w her head and standing where theyre trying to walk until they give up, clear their schedule, and spend the rest of the day cuddling her (red's the best for this bc he gives in the easiest and is the best cuddler)

GOD this is so true, of course she'd have a hard time with boundaries, cults aren't exactly known for respect of personal space. Lack of boundaries are like, their whole thing. She'd be very aware of boundaries that keep her "pure" ( 🤢🤮) but she's probably willing to do whatever it is the clump tells her to do, which isn't great and it kind of makes Red and Duck feel sick to their stomach whenever she implies it.

Moving on to her complete lack of healthy physical affection, you're so right about her being worse than Green OR Yellow, they've at least lived with Red and Duck for a while, so they've moved into less touch-starved waters, but the first time Pink ever had a smidgeon of positive touch is Duck holding her hand to lead her into the house and from then on she's obsessed with physical affection. It was one of the bravest things she'd ever done, touching his hand, it made her feel queasy (she was 'sullying' herself after all) but she was too tired to care, to worn out, like a rope that was fraying and ready to snap, but he was so kind to her, and she'd forever associate the feeling of being affectionately held to being safe, so she's understandably addicted to it (so to speak)

Red of course is the obvious choice (the man is a living, breathing overstuffed teddy bear) and he's already very well-versed in the cuddling and snuggling of yellow children in his life, and he's the one most willing to put off chores, so he's always got her on his hip, or in his lap, or draped across his stomach as he naps on the couch, or clinging to his back, face buried in his yarn, arms wrapped so tightly around him he can scarcely breath but he can't find it in his heart to scold her.

Duck is just as good, he's the one who opened her up to the world of physical affection after all, and she seeks out his affection CONSTANTLY to re-live the feeling of discovering a part of the world she didn't know existed. He's less willing to clear his schedule, but he'll hold her hand as he does his daily duties, and no matter how much it impedes his cooking he won't let go (it makes Red very gooey whenever he notices them, stood together at the stove, Duck stirring something with one hand, the other squeezed in Pink's tight grip as she jabbers his ear off, Duck nodding absently, semi-annoyed in the way Red finds very endearing) He'll share Red's armchair with her sometimes, thumbing through magazines together (Duck reads all the old lady grocery store rags about celebrities and politicians interpersonal lives and fashion and all that garbage) her head cushioned on his shoulder, eyes growing heavy with sleep.

Duck will help her brush her hair, Red shows her the proper way to brush her teeth, and it's a moment of bonding for them as he shows his mouth to her for the first time (she thinks they're SO COOL, all the kids do)

Her and Yellow and Green play like puppies, and sleep like them too, flopped together in a warm, giggly pile wherever they are, on the kitchen floor, in the grass outside, on Red's bed, in the bathtub, anywhere they can drop they will. Duck has taken to opening doors slowly before he enters a room in case they're sleeping in front of it. Her and Yellow are so snuggly sometimes it's hard to tell where one starts and the other begins, and even Green starts to get more comfortable with touching and hugging and kissing than he was before (due to the whole 'I feel like an outcast and these people want to get rid of me' thing that took place when he first showed up) so her presence is actually really healing for Green as well.

Pink went from saving her first kiss for her wedding day to peppering her families faces with kisses any chance she gets, giggling breathlessly with Yellow as they touch foreheads, nuzzling against Green's shoulder during his non-verbal days, screaming with laughter as Duck nibbles her cheek, her neck, her nose, reaching her arms up for Red to gather her into his own, pressing soft smooches over his yarn in random spots because she can't figure out where his cheeks are. Feeling so loved, so safe, so drunk on affection she feels giddy and warm. So much love she could drown in it, after a life lived in a desert of affection, no wonder she seeks it out so much.

[mushyposts]

I just think.... Subtle reminders of how young the Gaang is,.... Like its one of my favourite details to add when writing them at either their canon ages or younger..... like Zuko still wouldve had baby fat when he got burned, Aang, Sokka, Zuko, their voices all wouldve just started to crack. They all probably got acne, hell, Toph and Aang were probably still losing teeth!! First periods!! While dealing with a WAR!!! I dont think people realise how young 12-16 really is, especially when you're younger and first watching the series. I've worked with kids for a good while, ranging from six years old up until sixteen, and my GOD they're so young. Theyre so little. I had 14 year olds celebrating losing their last tooth, I had some who had to get teeth taken out because they needed braces ASAP but couldnt because they still had some baby teeth. I worked with teens and saw the mortification on their faces when their voice cracked, I had them asking me for advice on skincare because "proactive is just so harsh, thats what Tik-Tok tells me but my mum wont listen!!" Whenever I'd come back from work, and watch some kind of show no matter what it was, and I'd see a kid going through whatever prophecy was being pushed onto them, I'd think about that. I'd think about baby fat on cheeks, voices cracking, pimples, first periods, and the confusion of being old enough to fight in a war when you still remember the last time you played with a toy or were sung to sleep....

[little-mimikyuwu]

autumnal asks - harvest, jack o lantern, and cider

jack-o-lantern - if you could look like any celebrity, who would you choose?

Idk if he counts but Tim Sutton on god. If not maybe like Ive Spice? I realize these are 2 VERY different answers but different people in here have different answers, main host says either of those tho (they're like a shape shifter)

cider - a food that you disliked as a child but now enjoy?

I've grown 2 be much more of a picky eater over the years, more often then not I dislike more foods now than as a child (like veggies, most give me sensory issues now) But, I use 2 LOVE sweets as a kid (couldn't have candy or anything, diabetes and like- a "health" obessed father) So like the rare occasion I could I'd eat any and all, bit anymore a lotta stuff sweets wise I use 2 like just make me sick now or I simply find 2 sweet.

harvest - what fictional character do you most identify with? Why?

Oh. Anon, you poor sweet innocent thing. As Already stated shits fucked and I simply cannot choose one bc I have SO much 2 say.

So, I kin WAY 2 many people, I like lowkey dress them change whole aspects of myself bc of them kinda way of kin. So there's a couple of major ones, also being the most at different times from earliest 2 now:

1. Puppet & Mangle from FNAF

2. Ticci Toby

3. Will Cipher

4. Jack-O' Valentine

I have like 50 kins, it's a lot- these are some of the biggest and most important 2 me tho (also honorary mention 2 Tim Wright from Marble Hornets, I love him sm- why is everyone a coward 2 make bitches fat honestly. Tim Sutton (the actor who played Tim Wright) is so fucking valid and like- thank u sir for ur contributions 2 the world- anyway yea-)

SO, These fictional characters are here for a multitude of reasons,

1. As already stated main host is a shape shifter of sorts, and by that I specifically mean their a mirror that's reflects and refracts, also a doll, meaning they often times just- heavily imprint on characters, and like they can usually sway of its just reflecting vs it altering who they are, they can't likd- choose- but I digress anyway- main host has like lore? way 2 much lore actually- but they're a fictive- its complicated as hell, but they're a fictive of Will Cipher, but they didn't know that originally and a took a HOT minute 2 figure that out, cuz originally the body was way 2 into FNAF, and with how the body is and processes things- robots? fucking dead children souls in robots? a whole mood. Massive mood- especially w/ Puppet being regreful/vengeful and Mangle not rlly being alive in the way everyone else way- very r/iam14andthisisverydeep or whatever but idc, it helped me get through trauma and life and made me happy also the music from the community slaps. So those are the main reasons for mangle & puppet, like the main host literally being a doll (who sometimes has robot limbs, and oops I forgot 2 mention theyre mute and blind- they like have a voice box they just don't always like using it and the blind thing is a whole fucking story-) but yea voice box, being all fucked up physically and mentally? mood 10/10 can't wait for the fnaf movie (Also why those 2 instead of any others is bc like- this was really early on- like what literally only game 2- so maybe 2017? oh my god I'm old- anyway slightly off topic but toy Bonnie is gender as hell)

Ok uhh- Ticci Toby- OH my god the things 2 say, I didn't even mention in the lady part but tics n twitching??? such a thing for us. Especially the host. They cry a lot and generally get overstimmed really easily- and idk what exactly causes it but boy do they tick and twitch, also he's how we found out were trans so oops- um- idk his backstory is a like a mood, we share a decent amount of disorders- and generally his fanon (and maybe canon idk or care, like fuck kastoway) are pretty much a vibe 2 how the main host was for a while- and 2 some degree still is, there's def other reasons tho, like he was the most similar and human in the fandom, he also has a lotta features they really enjoy (curly brown hair, freckles (depending) that like almost sickly white- OH also hachets??? hello??? and his mask??? gender as fuck. Wish I looked that good oh my god. There's just so many reason, he was one of the first pastas I fell in love with, one of the first really I ever even saw. He's like- bi polar like me and idk, I just really enjoy that. He's got enough backstory so that he has a general vibe but hcs can run wild, and still fit. I really hate how childish he's treated tho, I love him as a kin bc he's childish but also not? he's not mature in the slightest but he's not stupid and definitely can hold his own, with lots of character depth. Also his fear of Cars gets more and more relatable (ive been nearly in so many accidents I refuse 2 get a license)

these aren't as on depth as I probably want them 2 be but I don't know I'm comfortable sharing

🖤🖤🎃 Jack-O' Valentine

Silly girl

so gender

so cool, she's got a sort of DID which we love, she's been multiple people and fucked and all these things but in the end she's happy and learning 2 he herself (whatever she decides that is) She fucking blew up Japan tho sorta? gg lore is something else- also Justice her previous form having a massive blue cock is infinitely funny (Justice is a massive mecha, totally pegged sol-) But yea, jacko loves halloween is like 70s inspired is motivating cute and generally such a good character? God. I could not reccomend a character and fandom more, gg is incredibly cool and diverse, and jacko's no different. she's diverse in other ways besides gender, race, identity, I mean she is a white (I think-) woman, probably bisexual idk, but she's got a lot of complexity 2 her w/ having identity issues n shit bc she's part a whole different person, who she was originally meant 2 be, but shit got fucky and ow that's Relatable, her tryna see the best in it all tho? love that- she's so silly as well it's great- and is loved by the person she was supposed 2 be's husband? who loves her for her? goals. also just- her kids so cool lmao I love dizzy-

I'm getting dizzy rn and need my meds hope this was enough for u xx

[anarchistbitch]

well it's not like according to tradition I replied in a timely manner lmao dont worry about it

sfjkfjsdk me too, i dont usually make playlists, i just leave everything in my liked and shuffle it and let it be what the universe dictates but idk i felt like getting them into one playlist

well if you add pepa pig id burst out laughing in the middle of a call probably and one of my work friends would probably shout "send her to sleep" bc thats what we say when we send clients back bc we cant do anything from our end so it would be funny and we would just ultimately skip it lmao

im looking forward to whatever songs you add, the playlist is long as fuck already tbh so it might take a while for the oli london song to come on

SFGDSJKFGDS well in my defense I had to ask bc i didnt know how long youve been on tumblr so yeah (shiro's cloning and the episode about it and the fight with keith)

anyways i motherfucking hated that they exploded adam and then tried to console us with curtis but anywaaaaaaay the fanfic is dirty laundry which if you were in the fandom i doubt you didnt end up hearing of it or at least the discourse around it but anyway it got deleted but i had it downloaded so have a google drive link https://drive.google.com/file/d/0BwU9LMiUJoN7RjFWSGZVUlJQd1U/view?

yeah, the whole not enrolling classes in uni is a mess and i try not to think about it too much rn (i am seeing a therapist and i hope that by next year i have figured out what i want to do) but i like my job, we(my team)'re actually planning to rent a house and stay there a weekend very soon to celebrate our supervisor's bday :'3

making choices that will greatly impact our futures is seriously so hard, and i also not qualified for any career advice but manifesting that whatever you choose in the end allows you to be happy

just last night it started raining hard so i got up to turn off the fan but then like two minutes later i got up to turn it on again bc even tho it was raining it is still so fucking hot, seriously hate the weather rn

god mountains are so preetty, specially when the weather is cool and they get all foggy

atsv is a masterpiece and it continues from itsv so damn well, i really do love it and i hope hollywood gets up it's ass and pays their workers what they're owed so we can see it soon

KJSDFJKSDFHJS i am still seeing so many miguel o hara edits everywhere for real, i gotta say tho im in love with hobie and pavitr

JKSHFJS i used to do something similar with fob, i had a lot of them printed out and would put them on my binder cover so that i could memorize the lyrics so i was all day everyday singing them until i memorized it and the changed it for another song

idk how id rank fob albums, its so hard when theyre soo good but i really do love so much for stardust, aside from that one i think my favs are save rock and roll and american beauty american pyscho, mania was the first album i was a fan of them when it came out so it has a special place in my heart as well

my special lyric is part time soulmates full time problem, ive always been a fan of soulmate aus and hhhhhhhh just makes my brain smooth, also we started off as shiny dimes but we got flipped too many times, we did it for futures that never came and for pasts that we're never going to change 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

cheers to us and our interesting meeting jdfshjf

love you and i hope you have a good week :3 get plenty of rest and fun and water!!

-M

i feel like if we had a competition on late replies i would emerge victorious😎(crying inside)

honestly fall is prolly the best time to make playlists[not that im gonna, but sure is a nice time yk] but ahhhh anyway!!!! havent added anything but u will know when i add it <3

check hello tumblr user nonbinarymikaela pls provide access to the drive check [i checked out of any fandom drama cause i had so many exams that yr lmao. only time the edu system saved me]

[this is me actually hi]

honestly idek if i like my degree rn, like i really wanted to go for a history degree a couple years back before i changed my stream[its a whole educational system thats actually fucking fucked in india i hope it dies soon💜] but on the flip side - it was pretty hard to get a spot in my uni anyway so now im just in a whirlpool of smth. bleh

thinking of how next year is so close is like skewering me and roasting me like a kebab😭😭😭😭[but like dont keep a strict timeline yk, ur like seriously cool and i think any decision you take will be the best as along as your the one taking it ] [i wish i had answered this earlier so i couldve wish you good time on ur retreat but i hope it was good anyway💜💜💜💜💜💜💜]

man i need to like seriously cope up with my decisions cause i need to take an exam for my career which is seriously sooo..... but yea thats how its going

omg its raining here too and my college[which is seriously just a reformated jungle] turned into a swamp ish and they STILL didnt cancel classes. and i forgot my umbrella. i came back home like a sad wet cat .

gotta love that near-to-the-equator ass weather with climate change [i need to kill billionaires rn]

hope the strikes come to a fruitful end soon[for saf-aftra & iatse !!! fuck the amptp!!] but also i wouldnt mind waiting a couple years for btsv if the animators need that time to like animate in a safe and healthy manner yk

OH wait also im on my halloween movies watch rn!! just finished the addams family and watching paranorman rn [i need a gomez man btw. need him to be silly and obsessed and intense.and mwah]

[also if u wanna watch an indian series made in heaven is pretty cool(its okay-ish in terms of writing but it covers some very important social issues + the main leads are hot and dubious. what more do i need to watch a show)]

hobie kinda scratched a very specific itch in my brain like i want to be him AND kiss him , pavitr is so slay, and o'hara needs like a massage session thing where they unlock the trauma in ur knees or like a stamlo 50mg.

me & my friends fav fob lyrics was the 'how the mighty fall' cause we would do that "fall out...boi" intro everytime lol

i dont think i have a fave lyric but i think immortals was a top contender for reasons[i like big hero 6 :3]

Song rec: nothings new by rio romeo (saw it in a reels animatic and .. yea)

to many more yrs of late asks 🥂(appy juice cause i dont like the taste of alcohol)

my love and hopes to u💜💜💜 and also an umbrella for this weather☔

p.s. drink water/soup/iced tea + i care for u+ W in the chats

[futuregws]

right off the bat just wanna say i'm a lurking tomdaya here, i choose to believe theyre real but im not really affected by everyone else who thinks they're PR, like whatever, im not gonna force them to think otherwise (but i personally get a kick out of reading others' pinions on why they think they're PR/not real).

With that being said, I absolutely agree with that anon regarding the sentiment -- "T is the clearly more into her than Z is. he's always making the extra effort to go to her set, the country she is in, constantly promote her show. like he ALWAYS talks about her and all we get from Z is "uhm you know" and awkward smiles and indirect answers regarding him. Why can't she be similarly supportive? If you're public then why so embarrassed to talk about him in interviews? he clearly does it"

i personally find it incredivbly annoying too that most *exclusively* Z stans always find a way to drag Tom, say stufflike he's "lucky" to have her, that Tom should be grateful that Z "chose him", or that Tom used all the luck in his life to "bag Zendaya", etc. It's so weird that you rarely see anyone giving Tom that level of kudos, the pedastal that people put Zendaya on is so, meh. I wouldnt really blame Z, but more her annoying and somtimes disrespectful fans towards Tom.

if anything, in terms of their relationship dynamic, it's pretty clear to say that ZENDAYA IS THE LUCKY ONE. I doubt she would be willing enough to return the same effort if it was her turn to do the constant supporting for Tom.

And I also agree that if they do break up (whether or not you believe they were PR or not), I'm 100% sure that Tom is the first person fans will blame and crucify on social media. At the end of the day tho, I think Tom would be actually be the bigger loss. Tom seems like a gem boyfriend material as far as famous hollywood celebrities go. 🤷

Yup I agree with you and btw thank you for being so nice despite the fact that we obviously don't agree on a major thing here lol, and yeah what has always confused me is how much they treat her like a god and there's no mutual thing there it's always her, not only in this whole situation but with the fans, they only focus on him being lucky and so on, but where's the appreciation for him, for the stuff he does for her, it's almost as if he doesn't exist

[tezzbot]

appledash headcanons? i need more of them in my life tbh </3 [also i love the way you draw ponies,,, they're just so,,,, shaped and cool,,,]

i have been thinking a lot about dash moving in with the apples a lot recently, like her getting accustomed to their little traditions and like trying to like find her place in the household n stuff, maybe confiding in sugarbelle since this was a process shes already been through getting used to living w the apples?

i just like to imagine little domestic scenes like at night when its dark and theyre all in like. the living room or whatever just sitting together chatting, telling stories n jokes and stuff n its all cozy and warm, maybe the couples cuddled up on the couches, granny knitting or smth in Her Chair, and in the mornings when everyones getting up its like they all have to figure out how to weave in and out of each others way cus like, adding sb and rd to the house its more crowded than its been in decades and it ends up looking like some kind of weird dance up and down the stairs on the landing and in the kitchen lol

i also like to imagine they have a little like firepit maybe a little bit in the orchard behind the house and if they sit out there long enough it starts feeling like an at home camping trip... if youve ever been sat outside though sundown around fire you know the feeling qwq.. maybe aj brings out an instrument of hers and gives little personal apple chord performances or they do a little family singsong w tunes that have been passed down through generations apple to apple or she just mindlessly like lightly plays it giving a little bit of bg music

and then eventually, after getting used to her living there, when dash has to leave for however long for wonderbolts excursions her absence is absolutely felt, maybe the house is slightly quieter without her rowdy ass hovering around jokingly whining about all the work she has to do now lmao

and oh man having rds parents over for dinner or something would be a laugh and a half for fuckin sure omg everyone just swapping stories embarassing each other like families are supposed to do

i feel like dash would be good helping bring in the harvests, i dont think shed buck i dont think pegasi are built for that lol shed probably just fly from tree to tree and just shimmy and shake the apples down, i feel like sugarbelle would like help w the finances n stuff and do little bake sales in the ponyville market from time to time or maybe the cmcs take her stuff to the schools to help w funds to keep the farm going, though i think dash's celebrity paycheck would help cover anything that keeps them out of the red :P

god can you imagine how excited dash and aj would be to hear that theyre going to be aunts to big mac and sugarbelles foal,,, i feel like theyd be like omg congrats thats so cool :)!! but like in private theyre like OH MYG OD WE ARE GOING TO BE THE BEST AUNTS EVER IN THE WORLD fghgjgkhfhfg

ANYWAY sorry this got long and was more abt the apples as a unit rather than just appledash lmao i just have a lot of feelings about domestic shit it makes me so so so soft<3<3

and thank you so much!!! i love drawing the horses :P

[wabisabipoetry]

Gods and humans

I think the difference between gods and humans was the physical form. Gods dont have a set image ;they can be however we imagine them to be; and maybe this is why theyre not prisoners of the  burden of owning a physical body, full of needs, weak and vulnerable. Humans posess one single image, bound by the physical form and all of its urges and flaws, cursed to be defined by it.

  And maybe, celebrities touched the "being" of gods, only; they came the closest. Because, think of it : they present us this clear, polished version of an artist, public figure and what not, so flawless, that it lacked individuality, intimacy, humanity  even.

   Everything ugly is swept under the rug, leaving a blank space for personal interpretation. The public and the fans were left to make these people whatever and however they whished them to be.

   Maybe, you'd say, they're, in theory, just like gods : perfect, worshipped, powerful, influential, idolisef, fluid; but here comes the one biggest difference of reason : gods aren't real. Celebrities are; and human at that. All that was swept under the rug was still there, lingering on the back of their throats, pushing them gently on the back to cross the already thin line between sanity and insanity.

   And maybe, by my foolish desires to be close to them, I was trying to touch the gods too.

- wabisabi poetry

[lilmajorshawty]

i'm trying to guess this dude's venus sign and i was wondering how each venus sign might act when they're crushing on someone? thank you!

Aries venus(m/f)1st house: they tend to be a mixture of straightforward-cat and mouse. Mars being their ruler they can at times act like Scorpio venus with the game playing but it’s less psychological since Aries is a physical sign so they will often try to seduce you through their actions! And showing off their assets! Be it their arms or their body-their beautiful hair or their gorgeous eyes-for them it’s about the seductive tug. They often try to argue with you a lot and may be a little unruly for no reason when they’re trying to win you over! Aha and they’ll act like they can’t stand you whilst jokingly smirking. Very playful and honest! And if you somehow don’t catch on to their efforts they either leave it alone or they straight up let you know(depending on the circumstances)

Taurus venus(m/f)2nd house: very sensual. I’d say they move very slow so they might not outright show you anything to really sit down and be like “they like me” but they’ll gradually let you know in their body language, such as getting more nervous around you-fidgeting with their body(which isn’t normal of venus In Taurus mainly because they are normally “comfortable” and messing with their body is a sign of being “uncomfortable” May avoid eye contact or being around you to much as they tend to have strong desires especially when they like someone! Can be a bit stiff and more cut and dry with you to protect themselves. They will stare a lot! But only in the beginning after that they avoid eye contact like cray cray! Also they will show off their personal possessions be it the nice watch, the nice car, the nice shoes or whatever it is they will want you to see how much of a provider they can be for you and themselves. OH AND THEYRE VERY VERY VERYYYYYYYYY GOOD at the lingering touch! So pay attention to how they touch you/how they lean in and how they create moments in which you could touch or grab them!!(they want you to touch them)

Gemini venus(m/f)3rd house: wow (me), can be a bit all over the place when they like you aha! A little bit of a schoolgirl/schoolboy thing and it can be very obvious depending on where mercury is located in their chart! If it’s in a earth or water house they can be a bit harder to read but if In an air or fire house they are veryyyyyy obvious about it. They play with their hands a lot and can bite their lips and or do little small nuances such as long sighs and or sweating when around a crush if they really like em. They love communication so if you’re easy to talk to that helps a great deal and allows them to feel safe expressing that desire. They tend to be goofy as hell and super easy to talk to when they like you! And tend to adapt to your sense of humor very easily. You’ll notice the “twins” come out they’ll be bubbly and curious one moment then intense and serious the next. They’re honestly very shy and reclusive when they like you surprisingly and tend to wait on cues from the other person before they do anything big.

Cancer venus(m/f)4th house: actually they tend to be the more blunt of the water venus! They don’t hide it but they also don’t make it easy for you either. They tend to send out signals through staring and deliberate intimacy and touching but they can also have moments where they stop doing these things out of nowhere. They tend to be passive aggressive so you’ll have to be patient with them as often they reflect their actions A. L O T. So don’t get alarmed if they disappear they’re worse then Scorpio when it comes to this. They don’t play mind games but they do test a lot and may try to see how much you like them based on these test but for the most part even if you were to fail they don’t give up on you they just kind of distance themselves a little. They are very nurturing and I know that’s a typical thing to say but they’re actually so sweet and tender but easily hurt so be careful about how you react to their gestures.

Leo venus(m/f)5th house: charming! Usually forward but a bit of the praise me aesthetic going on. They will express a desire to be around you but also won’t do so unless you’ve show them that you value them being their in the first place. I call them the “true libra” as they will only do something if you do it. So the more interest you show them then the more of them you’ll see. They act a bit like scorpios in the sense that they TAKE THE CRUSHING SERIOUSLY so even if you’re not looking for a serious relationship try not to “play the field” in their face as they’ll get vindictive and or cut you off fast as hell. They love to care for you and look amazing to you and may be showoffs! The guys talk about their body a lot and excuse my language but their “package” women will have a sense of pride about their looks and will often reference themselves as being “the best/baddest” which is ironic because they don’t typically do this unless they’re trying to win someone over.

Virgo venus(m/f)6th house: it’s all in the actions. They don’t really talk much it’s more or so in how and what they do. They might grab your coat for you or put your books away-they might offer to grab you an umbrella or give you some food, they might give you a modest compliment or be very gentle with you. They tend to be more about showing you than saying and this is even when they’re dating you they just don’t like having to express their desire for you through simple words as often for them the actions speak much louder. They can be very quiet and nervous around you and seemingly look as if they want to get the fuck oughta there but they’ll stay. Usually serious faces but tends to brighten up the moment you touch them. Not likely to outright touch you unless you touch them first! Honestly they’re sweethearts but they take a long ass time to do things on their own that are romantic so you’ll usually have to make the first move as they need to be vocally told that you like them otherwise they’ll be in limbo wondering if the wink you gave them was romantic or because a fly flew into your eye.

Libra venus(m/f)7th house: OH MY GOD THEY’RE SOOOOOOOO FUNNY AHA they tend to be really corny fellows and gals and have a thing about winning you over by talking your head off but mind you they’re so magnetic and have a very sweet yet alluring way of talking to you! They tend to smile very huge and bright smiles when they like you and I’m not kidding! Pay attention to their eyes as well as libra venus tend to squint and do low smirks when there feeling someone as they often are truly trying to adapt and or function in a way they looks the most flattering to you and which increases there chances of being with you. They are often fairly direct almost like an Aries venus and have no trouble about pursing but I will say they do it through grace and charm instead of out right physical demonstrations. Can be very easy going when around you and slightly sassy with a cute disposition.

Scorpio venus(m/f)8th house: intense. I wouldn’t say they do crushes because it’ll start that way and then becomes something else unless it’s a celebrity crush aha. Usually they stare…Like so much staring..intact staring x68828191873828292929178182819292. They also send out vibes that can often feel like tension but a little bit of like being submerged in water. They tend to use anything they’ve learned from and by watching you or through local research to win you over be it knowing you favorite song, your types of colors and or what types of ways you like to be pursued based on how you react to situations they’ve seen you in. It’s all about observation for them. They aren’t impulsive despite mars being the co ruler! They do and will indulge in mind games no matter how evolved they are but the difference is the older ones no when to stop if they know it’s hurting you. They’ll be very protective and jealous over you and like Taurus they move very slow when trying to really commit and or express desire for someone! They’ll honestly be very confident around you but act like they hate you so you’ll never really know if they like you or hate you! I’ve noticed the more they act rude to you the more they like you and this is done because they need to have control over the situation and they feel as though admitting feelings for you puts them on the weaker end. Seductive sexually and very sweet.

Sagittarius venus(m/f)9th house: FUN AS HELL. Being the last fire sign they honestly are the most mature when it comes to expressing desire for someone and may be a bit more on the aloof side in the beginning! The theme here is “grandeur” so they’ll often hit you with the nomadic and independent aura seeming like nothing really fazes them including you! Similar to venus I’m aqua it’ll seem like you’re not even there but that’s apart of the dance you see! They tend to loop you for a game often trying to gauge your level of interest through your desire to reach out to them and also by seeing if you’re willing to be a bit more goofy or playful in order to get them! They’re often very caring towards their crushes and normally kind of heart if not a little childish with their games but for the most part they’ll do over the top gestures from random and swingle always be trying to have fun with you and the biggie here is if they associate having a good time with being around you.

Capricorn venus(m/f)10th house:somber! But I’ll say they can be sooooooooooooooooooooooo adorable when they like someone! Mainly because they take it seriously and due to them being a bit more of a serious character they don’t normally jump into relationships for fun-so they’ll likely keep their distance emotionally at first more on the quiet and patient side! They don’t really mind if you’re more impulsive but they usually wont speed up just because you want them too aha. They tend to be a bit gloom and doom when they’re flirting in the first stages and may lean towards self deprecating humor such as talking about how life is a terrible play or how roses aren’t always red but that aside they usually do this as a means to see if you’ll put up with their more stoic of moods. They are often very security orientated and will make sure they can provide that for you and if not they’ll likely push you away until they can. Much like Virgo venus they show you they care through actions and service! They do move really slow but it’s worth it.

Aquarius venus(m/f)11th house:the things is they are often really hard to read and this increases when they like you! Since Aquarius is ruled by Saturn and Uranus this can cause them to be erratic and serious when romantic feelings come in to play-so this can lead to paradoxical behavior on their part! So they’re either acting like you’re not their or in their heads a lot about it rather then physically! Mind you they tend to really be loving especially when they’re really like you but they can have a harder time expressing it then most due to the nature of Aquarius so they might try to be around you but also not look at your or show acknowledgement towards you whilst doing so. They also tend to show nervousness and start staying around their friends whenever you’re around when they like you as often they seek there friends out as a source of emotional comfort. It helps if you try to be their friends first as often when you come at them romantically first it scares them a bit and may cause them to shutdown until they are ready to jump into that.

Pisces venus(m/f)12th house:tends to be very vibrational! You’ll feel it similarly to Scorpio but it’ll feel much more atmospheric if anything. They pull a lot of disappearing acts normally and without warning but this is because they get overwhelmed by their feelings and need to gather themselves. They usually are very intimate and sentimental about it and will inform everyone else around them but the actual person themselves. They’ll be very very very shy and it’ll get worse the more they like you but it helps if you ease up with them. Normally I’d say they day dream about you a lot and you’ll be able to tell because they’ll start to look at you like you’re familiar to them as the days go by!

[andromedasummer]

when are you all actually going to take ableism seriously? i mean it. how many fucking times do we have to have this god damn conversation until it gets hammered into your heads that the opposition and oppression we face is serious. i get it, a lot of you think it's funny to watch cringe comps of autistic people having meltdowns. a lot of you like following drama going on with "deluded" disabled tiktokers. if it's funny it's easy to excuse right? theyre cringey so they deserve it. theyre weird so they deserve it.

it's so normal because it's so easy to other us and take advantage of us. exploitation for views for money for sympathy— from parents to teachers to strangers. those of us who cannot speak for ourselves are spoken for by people unlike us and without our best interesgs at heart and those of us who can speak are treated as if we really don't know better and aren't capable of it.

i want to make it clear i no longer a give hit about an f1 driver saying ableist slurs. there will be no closure to that, no one will ever get an actual apology. thats his problem. i made my peace with everything going on with him a long time ago. the only reason i keep up with it is because of my media papers where i am using f1 as an example in my focus on sports journalism.

what IS my problem and the problem of other disabled motorsport fans is when people excuse what he's said because they either 1. don't take ableism seriously (so are likely to commit it towards disabled people because its not 'really' a minority group). or 2. are just straight up openly ableist and want to harm disabled fans.

like i mean it now when i say dont give a shit if you like or dislike this driver. hes a celebrity. i don't care about celebrities, i havent for a good few months now and my god is it refreshing.

i care about being able to enjoy racing while knowing i'm not going to see some half-wit who can't be bothered to learn of their own accord, dropping slurs with the excuse that they're not offensive in english when they're still slurs no matter the language. i am here to watch cars and some funney racing people. not to have people repeat eugenecist rhetoric while i am trying to watch cool overtake.

now that one of his fans is seriously trying to excuse their own use of these slurs and the presence of ableism in their life and their country as a whole; while trying to convince people that there is a hate campaign for their driver going on while comparing death threats to complaints about his bigoted behaviour can people actually recognise this as dangerous to other fans? even within his own fan circle?

if youre a fan of this dude, cool, go for it. it literally doesnt hurt me. just fucking get rid of the people who will PLEASE. because i know there are minority groups who have offered important opinions on this discourse (people of colour, lgbtqa+,disabled etc) as fans of his and they'll hurt those people too.

i seriously feel insane thinking i am the only one seeing this shit. the fan with the openly advertized radfem sideblog when theres a good chunk of his fans who are trans men. this moron who is okay with ableism therefore ableism=okay when ive met and known quite a few disabled fans of his. all the fucking weird anti-feminists hiding in the corners of the fanbase when theres a ton of especially teen women and girls who can be seriously harmed by that crap.

i dont super like that these people like this guy but i also need to put my concern for the wellbeing of people who are within my minority groups and who intersect with it commonly because that mutual support is a lot more important than whether or not so and so likes whatever driver. i'd rather everyone have fan fights about whichever fucking white man of the month drive car good with the knowledge none of us are going to be fucking hatecrimed.

there are necessary conversations to be had about supporting a driver when they continue to act in certain ways or support people of dubious backgrounds. but can we at least as a bottom line look to the people being open freaks over this shit and collectively block and not interact with them. like can the slurs at LEAST be a nono in the fanbase PLEASE

am i insane? what the fuck is happening here? a slur is still a slur no matter the language its in. just because ableism is normalized in a culture doesn't mean its suddenly okay. it just means that ableism is more commonplace and acceptable to people within that culture. disabled people are still harmed by it. refusing to say a slur in english but saying it in your native language still makes you ableist regardless of whether or not you think it's a slur. you do not get to decide that and to tell disabled people to make allowances for when you or people like you use them. i dont give a shit if you as a neurotypical person don't find ableist slurs offensive. using the "it's part of our culture' excuse is an insult to every Dutch person I've met whose learnt what these words mean and have made steps to unlearn these things and do better. you've admitted you're still using them. you're disgusting.

[mac-mcdonald]

(1/2) oh god I hope you don't mind me venting, I just need to let this out.... so I have this white christian pedgogy teacher who has written books about the holocaust and she ALWAYS promotes her books when talking about jews and nazism and I thought that I could handle it because it's like she's giving us history lessons but today she crossed the fucking line :S she started talking about palestine and saying horrible things about arabs and how they're evil and celebrate when israelis die and

(2/2) I'm not very educated on this topic but like.. isn't it kinda the other way around?? idk she just talks about how anti-antisemitism is bad (and ofc I agree) but literally in the next minute she says racist/xenophobic shit?!? oh and it doesn't stop there, I'm pretty sure she sees homosexuality as a disease and she never mentions gay people when talking about the holocaust, and I just... I hate her so much but idk if I should say something and endanger my grade or just keep quiet :S

just hearing this story makes me anxious bc ive dealt with this exact same issue before ((actually twice before)) and it made me: drop out of my school once in 8th grade and then in 12th grade i had ridiculous amounts of anxiety every time my teacher talked about current events in the morning because he would skew all the news and spew his Ultra Conservative Agenda lmao good times

to give u a brief understanding of whats happening w arabs and israelis: at this very moment palestinians are being driven from their homeland with nowhere else to go and not a lot of countries in the middle east are helping out bc israel ((the state that’s driving palestinians out)) is backed and supported by countries like america for example so..... there’s really no way to stop them effectively atm even when theyre literally bombing and droning palestinians 

being anti-israeli (being against the imperialist nation of israel, y’know.... the people that are killing innocent palestinians) is not the same as being anti-semitic. there are jewish people who aren’t pro-israel obviously so being jewish is in no way being pro-israel that’s just... Not how it works lmao. i’m very much anti-israel and anti-zionist but that doesnt make me anti-semitic you get me??

so now that u know that, you can realistically do one of two things: ignore her remarks (i had to do this when my 12th grade teacher was being an actual zionist bc i only had a few months left of schoolwork to do and i didnt wanna cause any problems), or you can talk to your principal because what this teacher is doing is fucking racist and against the law (if u live in a place like america where teachers arent allowed to give their full fledged opinion on things like politics, religion, etc) like if u recorded her saying any of this shit you could potentially get her fired 

so idk it’s up to you to do whatever you deem necessary but if i were u i wouldn’t let this slide like idk if it’s just me bc i’m arab and this shit fucking stings when it’s being said by a professional who is supposed to be educating your peers but like....... that shit cant fly fuck ur teacher get her fired for me please

[kissmetwicekissmedeadly]

UPDATE: THE BOMB WENT OFF, I'M NOT DEAD, I SURVIVED TO PAY MY THANKS TO NUMBER ONE MOST SWEET MOST PRECIOUS LITTLE BEAN TO EXIST IN THE WHOLE WORLD AND HER NAME IS JULIEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Okay so. Lend me a shoulder to cry on because the tears are coming again 😭😭😭😭I LOVED the opening scene being a nice, cozy little moment in bed. I said many times that I ADORE seeing this exact scene in a fic and I'll never ever grow tired of it!! Especially with number one sleepy cuddly monsieur 🤭 So, thank you for including this !!😭 I'm spotting many things beside that which I absolutely adore and I'm stunned, have you been listening so carefully to what i've been saying in our endless chats or are we really so similar in our interests? 🥺 Whichever one it is (maybe both), i'm so, so touched. I loved the french petnames , I have a soft spot of them, hehe! You're a real expert at those! Besides them, "My lion" brought an especially wide smile to my face :D

The surprise!!! 😭😭💞💞💞💞 I loved the details about the feast, all picked so carefully and described in a mouth-watering fashion ✨✨✨the little pink heart she slid between her lips, hehe... you're so creative with the little treats!! I could imagine the whole table so well! ❤❤🤤 But the best part is that they shared with Napoleon's little students out of all people - my heart is warmed!! A meal shared is the best meal, and when his little students are in the picture that's just adding more affection points from me 🥺🥺🥺🥺 the idea was incredible!!! And they helped too! And wished her happy birthday!! This is all too cute!!!

I loved Elaine's playfulness as she tried to eavesdrop 🤭 and that she got away with it, of course! And how the surprises are not ending 😭😭 YOU INCLUDED JULIE IN THE FIC!!!! THAT'S NOT JUST A SURPRISE FOR ELAINE ANYMORE, I GASPED TOO!!! It was so nice to see her in this fic, i adore her as always you know!!! the more people are around for the celebration the more homely this all feels, i'm crying it feels as if i'm really there 😭😭NAPOLEON!!! KISSING HER LIKE THAT IN FRONT OF EVERYONE!! HOW COULD HE!!! ahhh that's so much like him!! 🤭🤭❤❤❤ the way she tried to repel him by feeding him a bonbon is maybe my favorite little detail in there :D i can't even describe what i love so much about it but i just LOVE it. and if my mouth hadn't been watering enough already then it certainly did when the shrimps entered the picture 🤭 thank god i already had my full the past few days haha!!! no, i lied, i feel like eating them again like right now- KFHKJHKJKJHGK

Julie and jean having their little moment at the table was soooo cute and you're welcomed to include them in whatever future fic you might be happening to write with napoleon and elaine 🤭🤭 if you ever feel like writing one of course!!! i think i just got my full of you writing elaine for a lifetime because this fic is EVERYTHING.

the image of everyone just genuinely having fun around the place, drunkenly napping and laughing and whatnot, is pulling the strings to my heart.........wow. you really know me julie 😭 this is making me so, so happy! there are presents, there is slowdancing.... i think i'm gonna end up in tears again 🥺

and of course, it ends with a little private celebration, one they're running towards to, "giggling like children"....*shoves face into hands and screams*

you're obviously utilizing your words way too good as to make this MASTERPIECE while i'm being betrayed by them because how do i express my thankfulness now in words??? 😭😭 seriously, i'm seeing the paragraphs above but- BUT ARE THEY ENOUGH TO TELL HOW MUCH I LOVED THIS???? letme try with pics instead !!!!!!

yes theyre all hamsters because i've been reduced to the size of something this small . im just a little guy now. im all in hammy tears.

Thank you, Julie...thank you for crafting the ideal fic which combines so many of my favorite things, which i'll reread many times and i already have a few, which will stay so close to my heart im going to remember it maybe forever.... AGHHH im sorry for this long comment i simply couldn't not stop until i let you know of all things that caught my attention!! even if that's like, the whole fic!!! i can't not do it, you sat down and wrote it and thought of these things and you should know how much i enjoyed every single one of them 😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕THANK YOU JULIE!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!💖💖💖💖💖💝💝💝💖💖💖💖💖💝💝💝💖💖💖💖💖💝💝💝💖💖💖💖💖💝💝💝💖💖💖💖💖💝💝💝💖💖💖💖💖💝💝💝💖💖💖💖💖💝💝💝💖💖💖💖💖💝💝💝💖💖💖💖💖💝💝💝

Summer Birthdays

Summer Birthdays

Fandom: Ikemen Vampire

Pairing: Napoleon  x OC (Elaine)

Tag: Birthday Fluff Sugestive hints

Word Count: 1.943

Author’s Note:

Happy Birthday Honey @kissmetwicekissmedeadly 😍😍����😘 I thought of a Gift enough to repay you for being my friends and for all the things we shared together since we meet, things I will always hold dear to my heart along affection I had for you 🥰🥰💕💕

I am and always will be proud and grateful to have such a wonderful talented, kind, sweet and energetic as my friend 💞💞

I hope with all my heart this fic could thank you for everything, even if I know that words will never suffice to Still here it is my gift for you with the special boy that, not casually, share the same zodiacal sign and month with you. 💝💝

Hoping this day will be everything you wished for and more I wish you all the very best you deserve the world 💗💗

I LOVE YOU SO MO 💖💖 HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! 🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊🎊✨✨✨🎇🎇🎇🎂🎂🎂🥳🥳🥳

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Thank you for everyone who will like, reblog, or comment please be gentle with me english is not my first language so please do not leave rude comments I apologise for eventual errors I hope you will like it 😊

The warm morning sun was peering from the window and into the room bathing everything in sight in his warm colors birds chirped happily outside while a pleasant smell of fresh baked chocolate cookies came from the kitchen as a pair of dreamy sigh filled the air, nuzzled blissfully immersed in their sheets affectionately watching in each other eyes with sleep still clinged to their features as they stifled yawns behind smiles were lazying around a peculiar pair of lovebirds "Bonjour mon prince." "Bonjour mon déese." she chuckled softly at his words as he slowly leaned over kissing her forehead, caressing her blond curl away from her gorgeous face whispering tenderly "Happy brithday my love."

She looked stunned at him her amethyst eyes crinkling with affection as she threw her arms behind his neck kissing him on the lips "Thank you so much Napoleone." "You seriously do not thought I forget." she smiled softly shaking her head lightly feeling heat rushing on her cheeks, she was sure Napoleone would have not but a part of her was afraid still for he was such a busy man she would have not blamed him, he let his fingers brush lightly on her cheeks gently lifting her chin looking straight into her eyes

"Good because I could never forget my precious reine special day." softly he melted his lips on hers entwining his fingers with her as his tongue danced with hers swallowing her ever so light whimper of pleasure escaping her luscious pink lips, blissfully losing themselves in a slow tender session of lovemaking before reluctantly sliding off the bed only when he beamed brightly about something he wanted to show her in town, after a lavish breakfast worthy of a King that spoiled her palate along the happy wishes of a pleasant birthday from the resident of the mansion.

Once reached their destination he hugged her from behind keeping his hands on her eyes slowly he lead her forward feeling her hands grip lightly his arms to not lose balance, he chuckled softly at her smile whispering lowly in her ear "Today I want to spoil you rotten but most of all I want you to feel how much I love you from the bottom of my heart." His finger slipped tenderly away from her eyes as he take her hand in his squeezing it lightly before raising it to his lips leaving a gentle kiss on her knuckles "Do you like it mon amour ?" she sighed dreamily not knowing what to say, so she decided to show him instead circling his neck and brushing her lips on his in a sweet slow kiss conveying all her emtions welled up from her heart for him alone.

"I love it so much my lion, I do not know what to say." she beamed brightly looking into her eyes making his heart melt at the brightness of her smile, warm and pure like her. Softly he cradled her face in his hands brushing his lips on her forehead hearing her giggle happily before leading her to the buffet prepared all for them to fest on, chocolate bon bons of any taste and flavour were elegantly lined up on a candid table but the thing that caught her eyes melting her heart the most was a little heart cake at the center of it topped with a little cherub, his eyes softened at the sight of her fingers sneaking subtly sliding a pink heart between her lips smiling widely as she rolled it over her tongue.

They stayed there all afternoon improvising an informal but lively party with Napoleon little students who, after her permission, enjoyed the lavish sweet treats helping them both clean the table by sunset, when they wandered off not without thanking their teachers of the party and wishing Napoleon's lover a really happy birthday, her heart bursted with happiness at the memory as they both chit chatted on the way back home, filling the golden bathed carriage with their hearty laugh.

Before they knew it the landscape changed from city to the countryside as the mansion entered in their vision reluctantly they pulled off wandering throught the corridor unusually quiet, she was about to enter in the dining hall elicited by muffled laugh and conspirational whispers that resonate through the door, slowly she went to look through the keyhole before placing her ear on it but in vain, startled by Napoleon voice she jumped back looking sheepshily at him "What are you up to ?" "Nothing." she answered lacing her fingers behind her back like a child caught with their hand stuck in the candy box "I see."

Her smile wide and playful, her jade dress and a mischievous glimpse in her amethyst eyes she looked like fairy, the blithe smile on his lips told her he knew whast she was doing all along eliciting her to confess candidly "Alright I was eaversdropping but I only wanted to get a glimpse inside." "If you are so curious why we not enter ?" "We can?" she beamed excitedly her eyes sparkling as her smile widened on her pretty lips "Of course, after all today is your special day for you to do everything you want." he whispered softly in her ear making her blush softly as he knocked at the door twice before opening it, walking trough it hand in hand.

All the light were off but Elaine could clearly hear muffled laugh and little chuckles as she looked for the switch on the wall, pressing it lighting the chandelier she turned her back to the table only to be welcomed by a cheer of "Surprise." a wide smile bright like the sun itself appeared on her lips as her eyes widened at the frilly decorations filing the whole room, an huge banner embroidered in colorful letter pinned on the wall HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE while corals and jade garlands along shiny little trinkets adorned every surface on shelves and tables. The first to approach her was le Comte niece and her friend Julie smiling widely at her as her chartreuse green eyes glimmered with excitement as she hugged her tightly.

"Happy birthday Honey." reluctantly they pulled away, taking her hand in hers beaming brightly she asked "Do you like it ?" After few minutes in which she tried to collect her thoughts coherently enough she exclaimed "I adored it." her answer satisfied her friend enough making her giggle happily sliding away just in time for Elaine to catch a glimpse of Sebastian placing the biggest cake she has ever seen on the already full table.

Her eyes were now sparkling heart at that sight of his lover next to the cake, two of the things she loved the most together in front of her eyes but the best part it was knowing it was not a dream, for the warmth of his hand on her skin as he helped her accomodate on a seat was enough to sent sparkle all over her body she tried in vain to contain, conveying all happiness and gratitude, all the love and affection she harbored for him brushing her lips on his hearing some cheer of encouragement coming from their friend that make her blush softly trying to pull away only to feel his hand cradle her face pressing his lips on hers once again.

Slowly he pulled away seeing a playful smirk play on her lover's lips as he dipped his finger in the whipped cream of the cake holding them still near her lips, an invite she could do nothing but obey to as she let his fingers slide in her mouth stroking softly her tongue making her whimper lightly as the taste of the white chocolate invade her palate, blushing even more as he sultry whispered in her ear slipping his fingers off her lips "This is all for you it has been made entirely with chocolate. Tonight everything is for you to take as you please, Would you be bold enough to ? " a lustful glimpse in his jade eyes he knew she could not resist he left a little kiss on her neck bathing in her blushing expression she tried to hide casually grabbing a chocolate bonbons and feeding it to him, seeing him smirk as he nibbled at her fingers making her giggle softly.

Night was still young as another surprise hide behind the corner melting her already softened heart when Sebastian started filling the table with all her favourite dishes everyone not hesitated to fest on as soon as the birthday girl give its start with a bite to a luscious shrimp covered in a thin layer of pink seafood sauce, sharing home cooked meal made even more special by the noisy company of their friend that colored dinner with hearty laugh and carefree chit chat before diving in to have a piece of the triple layer cake everyone complimented Sebastian of, seeing the white chocolate one melt quite fastly thanks to Julie and her husband Jean that did not hesitated to dive in with their portions occasionally feeding little bites of cakes to one another much to the amusement of the resident that astounded looked up at them giggling like children as blissfull carefree smile were plastered on their face as white chcolate stuck to their fingers. The evening flew by and before long she was begin to feel tired, smiling softly as some of the resident after a cheerful toast fell alseep around the room, keeping company to Leonardo slumped on a sofa along his cat and a very sleepy and half drunken Isaac, chuckling lightly as she catched a glimpse of Jean holding a fork of a white chocolate heart to Julie seeing her eating it while she blushed madly before brushing her lips over his smiling softly as his cheeks flushed in embarrass. A good birthday could not be complete without gifts, even more when they were used to show affection and so she spent the rest of the evening opening them all, smiling until her cheeks hurted thanking each and every one of them with a warm hug, before being sweept up on an improvised slowl waltz from her lover. Suddenly the clock ring midnight too caught up in the party she did not notice it was getting late, a yawn promptly followed by another were hidden by her hand as the last residents retired in their own room she was about to call it a day when suddenly his sultry voice reached her ear along a pair of strong arm circling her hips "I am not done yet with gift but for it we should wait to be alone." his voice husky and sensual stirred a pleasant heat in her chest spreading from her heart all over her body creeping up on her cheeks she looked up at him smiling suddenly wide awake "I can not wait." he chuckled softly nuzzling into her neck "If you like I can give it to you right now." a soft dreamy sigh escaped her lips as she whispered feeling his fangs scap lightly her skin "Please do." He smirked maliciously murmuring softly "As you wish ma reine." taking her hand in his they slipped unnoticed away from the by now empty room giggling like children as they run through the hall directed to their bedroom, determined to show off his feeling far from prying eyes ready to make her day even more special showering her in his love with only the stars as witness of the emotions they would have shared to one another until dawn.