#they're all poly all the time baby that's called taste

[greensaplinggrace]

me describing the intricate polyamorous relationships that exist between an entire cast of characters

[karlachismylife]

Totally self indulgent but how would they help take care of a chronically ill partner? (Poly if you don't mind)

((also yes I am having a bad day))

I'm so sorry to hear you're having a bad day, baby, I wish I could be there to help you through it :( These speedrun headcanons just for you are the least I could do, of course. I tried to keep it general enough without making it about any particular disease, because at the end of the day, whatever you're going through, they will be there for you no matter what.

CW: gn!reader with unspecified chronic illness, thus mentions of medical themes, medications, treatments, doctors and some things our bodies go through, symptoms and such. Also some controlling/soft dom/caretaker behaviour I guess, but without dabbling into CGL territory. Last paragraph is suggestive, but not explicit.

So, with any chronic disease, there are better days and worse days, ups and downs, and sometimes bad days happen unpredictably, sometimes you can kinda feel them coming, sometimes you just know that whatever you just did, be it going out all night for the concert of your favourite music band or just spoiling yourself with food you know will fuck you up but tastes too good to pass - and throughout all that your four partners stay attentive and vigilant.

Each and every one of them (even Soap, however unlikely) knows the importance of routine. They're military, they have no problem adhering to the same set of regular actions - as well as reacting to sudden changes and giving immediate appropriate response. Honestly, they're pretty damn good as caretakers, once they get clear in structions on what needs to be done.

Price goes with you to doctor appointments and all the treatment you need outside home. He's driving you there, waiting at the door (maybe eavesdropping while he pretends to fall asleep in the uncomfortable chair with his chin tucked and his hat laying in his lap. maybe actually falling asleep and waking up with horrifying neck cracking), asking a hundred questions after the doctor lets you out - to the point where it starts to look more like an interrogation. He does want to know everything, though, since only with full information on hands he can assess the situation and work out a plan of action. He wants to know what's the status, what meds you need to take and for what, how often, what side effects are possible, what else needs to be done - he makes your doctor give him a full on lecture, even if you already explaind half of that to them all previously. After he gets what he wanted from the poor medic, he still pulls on some strings to get you seen by specialists he's confident in. Sure, your doc might've been treating you for god knows how long, but a second (a third and maybe even fourth) opinion won't hurt, right?

Ghost gets your (and everyone else's, because Price fucked up his joints and spine more times than it's acceptable, Gaz has allergies and Soap needs his adderall. Ghost himself takes half of the pharmacy's supply, poor guy's messed up in all kinds of way) meds and also makes sure you and the boys take them regularly, especially if they're the type to be taken strictly on time. He brings your morning pills to you in bed with water and a little sandwich if you need to take them not on empty stomach, and if he has to be out at the time you need them, he always sends you a reminder - and expects you to report to him quickly, otherwise he's calling you and then one of the guys that can come and make sure you're being good. If you're having a bad head day and can't make yourself take these fucking pills that can't even "fix" you (or whatever bad thoughts you're having), Simon's going extremely soft - he just sits next to you and feeds you one pill after another, kissing you for every one you swallow, and then does same with his stash, "demanding" rewarding kisses from you with an adorably serious face. He knows better than anyone how much needing to do this every damn day can fuck with your mind, so he's patient, but he can't let you neglect yourself.

(Soap gets no such treatment, if that little shit tries to wiggle his way out of taking his meds, they get shoved into his mouth. He still gets his rewarding kiss, though, with Ghost's steel grip on his jaw, and this honestly looks like Simon tries to kill him via sucking his internal organs out of his mouth. Mind end up sucking something else-)

Gaz is just steadily making everything he can as accomodating as possible. If your headaches make you sensitive to smells, he makes sure nothing in the house can cause a bad reaction, he watches everyone's allergies, buys groceries to fit your diet and makes sure other products like soap or cleaning supplies won't be bad to you. He's the one who will find non-constraining clothes out of fabric that won't irritate your body - very stylish and just how you lik them, he's looking into furniture and appliances that can make it easier to deal with if you're in pain or can't hold shit properly because of joint pain (not only for you, Price and Ghost both get days when their knuckles hurt LIKE HELL). He might've had experience caring for a relative, or maybe he's just extremely good at research, but he just comes up with solutions you didn't even know could help.

Soap is the service dog. He's ready to run any errand, pick up every task you give him, provide immediate help as soon as you call for him. He's cuddling you through flares, fetching blankets or tea, literally catching you if you suddenly get a horrible cramp and fold in half. This man will go to the bathroom with you and keep you steady while you throw up, or literally kneel on the tile floor and wipe your tears if you get really bad bowel problems. He's seen people get shredded into pieces and watched their internal organs become external, he won't be put off by anything a human body can do. None of them will, to be honest, but Soap is just always the first to hold your hand through whatever hell you're going through.

But the other thing Soap does - is make you feel normal. He's not tiptoeing around you, treating you like a fragile doll that can't be played with, no; he'll fucking prank you, tease you, rile you up and haunt you as long as it makes you smile and helps you forget about that thing that impacts you every day while other people get to live without it. He's your personal hospital clown, and honestly, if you need to go to hospital, he might actually sneak inside in a clown costume (how the fuck did no one see and stop a huge ass man with a honking red nose and rainbow onesie walking through the corridors?) and entertain you. His family never let him feel like he was different despite the obvious struggles he faced with his ADHD (that wasn't diagnosed straight away too and went unmedicated for quite some time), and he'd rather die than let you feel like you're missing out on all the fun life has to offer because some days you can't even leave your bed as your body acts out.

They watch your diet and find ways to make it as diverse as possible, no matter how limited it is. Gaz is the one who makes groceries lists and often goes shopping, but all four of them take turns cooking (a man's place is in the kitchen, even if it gets cramped with all four of these dudes there) and experimenting with food. Gaz is the best cook by far, and the second to best is surprisingly Soap! Price actually isn't all that inventive in the kitchen (he just knows what he likes and doesn't venture out much, but what he does he does well), and Ghost... his main culinary innovations are in the stupid smiley faces and skulls he makes out of everything. How did he manage that with soup? I dunno, ask him.

They know your patterns and habits, sometimes they can tell the illness will flare before even you do, from the subtle changes in your appearance or behaviour. Maybe you're sweating just a little too much today and Gaz saw the stains on your shirt while doing the laundry, or your heartrate is off under Ghost's sharp ear as he nestles into his favourite place in the world - your arms. Perhaps Price noticed you ate not enough of your breakfast or Soap grabs your hand and feels it's colder than should be.

First thing they do is check in with you - Ghost is extremely straightforward and demanding about it, making you recite what you did recently that could cause a flare and asking you all about how you're feeling; Soap slips into worry immediately and starts with a question what he can do for you. Gaz goes a sly route, tugging you away from whatever you were doing, snuggling with you on the bed or the couch and peppering you with kisses, purring into your ear sweet nothings mixed with questions until he coaxes all the information from you. Price doesn't even ask at first: he immediately goes into action, the most basic care provided before he even says anything.

They do listen to you, though. If you're not feeling the worst and don't need immediate help, they just stay around to watch after you, but always communicate to others that extra care might come in handy today. Probably still try to convince you to go easy with your tasks, be it studying, work or chores, and help with whatever they can.

However, if it is bad, you kinda lose autonomy. Work? Forget about it. Chores are on them for the next week, no exceptions. You're lifted off your feet and brought to bed by Soap, everything arranged into a comfortable way by Gaz by the time they carefully lower you there. If you need to sit up to lessen the symptoms, they put pillows behind your back, but Soap prefers when he can cradle you against his chest and serve as a heat pillow himself - especially if his hot hands can make tummy or joint pain better. But if heat is the thing you don't need at all, he'll stay next to you, ready to jump at your first word.

Meds and water in Ghost's hand, waiting for you to take them patiently. While Price takes care of your unfinished business (and makes sure you won't go to work/school/uni next few days), Gaz ensures your body is taken care of - maybe you need a gentle massage or just sweat and teares wiped off, he's there, cooing at you and kissing your skin gently.

If you need bathroom, you're getting carried there, but if it's just to throw up, Soap's already got a bucket at the ready, and he and Gaz will support your body through the nausea, another glass of water appearing with silent Ghost by the end of it.

You're getting all the entertainment you want: Gaz and Soap will only be happy if you want to play computer games with them (or, if you can't, you can just watch them, and they'll goof around to keep your mind off your state). You want to continue that book you're reading, but it's hard to hold it and your eyes hurt? No audiobooks while you have Price there, he'll read you aloud. A movie? Hell yeah they'll all gather around with whatever snacks you can digest at the moment and watch whatever you want (and if Ghost or Price fall asleep, you can prank them via Sergeants' proxy).

Some other little things:

They all either quit smoking or make sure it doesn't affect you even with the smell.

Price keeps on top of all your vaccines and screenings. Don't even need to remember them, he can wake up in the middle of the night and recite all of the needed information. Can get quite strict and controlling if you try to get out of appointments - and also spends almost unhealthy amount of time reseatching what else can be done, including trying all kinds of experimental treatments and some not even fully scientific ones (like acupuncture. who fucking knows, eh?)

Ghost is the best out of all of your men to confide in when the illness takes toll on your mental health. He knows what drowning in your mind feels like, and he'll be there to reach out a hand and keep you afloat. He's actually good with words on these topics, and his voice grounds you - but if you need silent companionship or a firm chest to sob into, he can provide that too.

Soap actually often gets angry about your condition - not at you, of course, but the sheer unfairness of his beloved person suffering with no end, no matter how much all four boys do for you, weighs on him. The others might have caught him actually crying in the middle of letting steam off in the gym, he hates being powerless against a fucking disease.

Gaz loves when you let him take care of your body and appearance. Be it simply helping you take a bath/shower, shaving if you want but can't manage, brushing your hair for you, massaging oils, lotions or ointments into your skin... if you feel self-conscious about your appearance on flare days, he will obviously reassure you with other boys (as if they wouldn't love you in any condition, for fuck's sake, they're here because you make them feel the happiest they've ever been, not because you look like a model 24/7), but if it will make you feel better, he'll help you with a nice hairdo that won't burden your scalp, dress you up prettily, helping you put on every clothing piece with reverent kisses along the way, and do your makeup if you do it. Will he join you in all that and get all pretty too? Hell yeah! Might even catch Soap and get him dolled up too.

And finally, you won't find more accommodating people for intimacy. Whatever your limits are, they're never crossing them, choosing positions you won't feel uncomfortable in, being careful not to overwhelm you, discussing everything you want to try in sex with possible complications in mind. They're fine not doing anything at all; they're fine with doing no penetration; they're fine with extensive foreplay... definitely using all kinds of devices to make the experience better for you. Potentially asking your doctor questions on what's okay and what's not, even if you're screaming not to, lol.

They just love you, and they're ready to take everything off your shoulders as soon as you need it.

Hope you feel better soon, lovie <3

[sweetchildcloud]

Polyamorous headcannon with Geto and Gojo ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧

contain s#lf h#rm,sex (not explit) hope you like this ^•ﻌ•^ฅ♡

@kiwicopia @muzansslxt @candy69gurl

(i choose this two pics c'ause it represent they're personality in the reletionship)

i totally didn't create this for my thirtsy needy b#tch a*s

Geto and Satoru are in a closeted poly relationship with you. You three are a team not only in work, but in life as well. When you are with them they never want to let you go even in your apartment. Even when you are sleeping the two are always making out or cuddling next to you.

Satoru and Geto often have cooking contests to see who can cook the better dish. It’s all in good taste though as they always share the dish they make with you. Geto takes great pride in his cooking, while Satoru is more so passionate about it. Both are great cooks nonetheless. Both are very protective of you, and you’re the one with final say in who wins and who loses. They won't get too overcompetitive because they can’t risk you being angry with them or losing you.

The three of you are out grocery shopping. Geto and Satoru usually have disagreements on what to get and what not to get, they’re like night and day. Geto is more reserved and is fine with eating any old food whereas Satoru really puts effort into his cooking and wants to take his time buying the freshest ingredients for the meal he is planning to make. You on the other hand are in the middle and keep everything from becoming too heated between the two. Satoru is also more flirty and playful with you than Geto is.

Geto and Satoru are constantly trying to win you over with affection. They’ll sneak off with you to find a quiet corner away from others and kiss you fiercely while hugging you close to them. The two are always competing to see who can make you the most flustered by their gestures of affection. If you decide to take a break from the shopping and sit down to rest, they’ll both try to sit as close to your as possible. Satoru is more affectionate out in public whereas Geto tends to dial it down in public.

You, Geto and Satoru are just hanging out in the living room, the two are busy playing video games to which you couldn’t care less. Geto is a bit of a sore loser and so Satoru purposefully loses to him so Geto can have the satisfaction of beating his friend. As a prize Geto asks for a kiss from you, and Satoru can’t help but pout because Geto beat him to showing affection towards you this time.

Satoru and Geto have gotten comfortable with being openly affectionate around you. The two of them will make out in front of you whether you’re in your apartment or theirs, or out and about. Satoru is also very clingy and has a habit of latching onto you whenever you are within his reach. Geto also wants to get a chance to show his affection to you and will do so through hugs and kisses, both are very clingy and like you to cling to them as well. Satoru loves calling you “baby” and will call you that often.

When you’re feeling down or like you just want a day to relax, the two of them are always willing to cuddle you and let you lay your head down on their lap. Satoru, being the more affectionate of the two, is always looking for a chance to hug and cuddle you, whereas Geto is more reserved and less of a cuddly type he will still happily hold you in his arms. The two of them always make sure to pamper you and show their affection towards you whenever you need it, and they never hesitate to give you comfort.

Geto gets extremely protective if someone dares to intentionally hurt you in any way. He would most likely fight them and give them a black eye or a busted lip. Satoru is more likely to confront the person verbally rather than physically he would either chew them out or give them a scathing look that’s enough to shame them. Both are protective of you but in different ways, Geto physically and Satoru verbally. However both wouldn’t hesitate to jump at the chance to protect you from any kind of harm regardless of the method.

Geto is very protective of you and does not react fondly whenever someone hurts you. He would get very angry and hostile towards the individual who’s hurting you and threaten them to stay away from you. Satoru is the same but slightly more reserved than Geto. When the two are around and someone hurts you they would try to both comfort and console you. They would stay by your side until they see you smile again or see you happy. They would also get a bit jealous of whoever is hurting you, thinking that they are taking you away from them.

Geto and Satoru are constantly bickering about something small, it doesn’t take much to set them off. While they are always at constant verbal war over petty things, when it comes to actual important issues that could possibly hurt you their petty rivalries immediately take a backseat. They never let the petty arguments affect the way they feel about you and always make sure you don’t get involved in the arguments. They both are equally worried about your safety and wellbeing, and they would never let a petty argument get in the way of you being happy and healthy.

Geto and Satoru are not afraid to show their passion or affection in the bedroom. They are both equal in their desire for you and love exploring your body and trying out new things. They both can get quite possessive of you. They have both agreed that sharing you three has been one of the best things to happen to them. Geto and Satoru may have fights and be completely opposite of one another. But when it comes to you, all pettiness is out of the window.

As the three of you are hanging out, things inevitably lead to the bedroom. Geto and Satoru start making out while they are pushing you to the bed. The two are extremely eager, and are pushing each other away to get to you first. Once Geto and Satoru finally manage to get[you in the bed, things get even more heated as they each try to make you flustered. They’re both flirting with you and using their words to try and seduce you. Geto and Satoru are both equally eager and both want to be the one to give you more pleasure in bed. While they are both equally eager, they do have a bit of a competitive streak in them still. Each one wants to please you more than the other.

Geto and Satoru’s competitive streak in the bedroom doesn’t just apply to who can please you better. Geto and Satoru are both very fit due to their training, but they still like to challenge each other’s strength. Both will be equally determined to pin the other down to the bed and be the dominant one during the session, but they won't get too rough unless you want them to. The two love using their bodies to prove their dominance while making sure to do it in a way that pleases you.

If you ask the two to switch, they will without hesitation. They aren’t too proud to switch positions if you ask them to. Despite their competitive streak, they respect your wishes as well as your boundaries. Neither will cross a boundary unless you have given them permission beforehand. Geto and Satoru are both passionate and determined in the bedroom, but they aren’t too prideful to admit when they’re at a loss, and they always try to please you. They make the best of your love making sessions, and they always have a good time with you.

When you’re feeling down or like you just want a day to relax, the two of them are always willing to cuddle you and let you lay your head down on their lap. Satoru, being the more affectionate of the two, is always looking for a chance to hug and cuddle you, whereas Geto is more reserved and less of a cuddly type he will still happily hold you in his arms. The two of them always make sure to pamper you and show their affection towards you whenever you need it, and they never hesitate to give you comfort. Despite the differences in how they are after sex, both of them are equally affectionate towards you. As Satoru showers, Geto will stay by your side cuddling you after the intense session you three just had. Satoru will get out of the shower and join you two in bed with a smug playfully teasing expression on his face teasing Geto for being clingy in front of you. Satoru is a bit more playful after the session than Geto is, which you find amusing as you’re cuddled between the two.

Satoru and Geto are always keeping an eye on your mental state. They always pay attention to when you get anxious or if you’re feeling down. They don’t pester you with incessant questions asking if you’re okay because they don’t want to annoy you with such, however they do occasionally check in on your feelings by giving hugs, kisses and letting you relax while they’re next to you. You never have to fake a smile or pretend to be happy around them, the two always know when you’re not okay.

When you feel sad and are having a hard time coping, Satoru is the one who would cook you a comforting meal and give you a long warm hug. Geto on the other hand, is the one who wants to comfort you by simply laying down next to you and holding you as you vent to him about what is causing you to be so sad. They want to take the burden off of your shoulders and take your mind off of whatever is bothering you with comfort.

As you’re feeling down and are close to tears, the two of them are both trying to comfort you in their own ways. Geto wraps his arms around you and pulls you close to him while gently rubbing your back in a soothing manner. Satoru walks up to you and stands behind you before wrapping his arms over your shoulders and kissing the back of your neck. He holds you as tight as he can and speaks softly to you. Both of them are trying their best to distract you from the source of your sadness, so you can have a calm mind.

When you’re feeling overwhelmed or depressed and have self harmed, Geto and Satoru would immediately check in on you. They’re aware of your past and understand that self harm is something you do to cope with your emotions. Instead of getting concerned and pestering you with questions about why you self harm and if you’re okay, the two sit next to you to comfort you and let you calm down. Satoru rubs and holds your hand to soothe you. Geto just sits by you calmly letting you lean and cuddle into his chest.

The two are highly attentive and notice that while you may not want to speak about why you have self harmed, they both know that it is something you do. Neither really presses the issue or pries at you for more information. Instead, they both choose to let you lean and cuddle with them while doing small things to comfort you. Neither of them are going to get mad at you or yell at you for self harming, instead they both try to be as supportive as possible. Geto might also take you over to a store and buy you your favorite candies as a little treat.

[atinycafe]

hello can i request "feeling so lonely that they have to call their lover/friend, just to get a sense and reminder that they're still there" and the one underneath it for poly!ateez? thank you, i love the way you write <3

pairing: poly!ceo!ateez x hybrid!reader (focus on mingi, san and joong) prompt: "feeling so lonely that they have to call their lover/friend, just to get a sense and reminder that they're still there" + "trying and failing to hold back their tears as they do so" includes: established relationship, implicit mention of reader having slight separation anxiety, use of "daddy" once but it's not used sexually. word count: 1.4k author's note: thank you so much omg ilysm, that makes me so happy!! hope you have a nice day/night (ꈍᴗꈍ)ε｀*) how + what to request? + masterlist

it's been tough. like, seriously tough. your cat ears perk up as your hand reaches for the phone resting on the kitchen counter.

you've been attempting to be a really good kitty, but it's just not working out. your tail sways back and forth behind you. owners!ateez have left you all alone at home for the first time. normally, when they stepped out, at least one of them would stay with you, cradling you in their arms. but this time, luck wasn't on your side. yeosang rained apologies upon your hair, muttering about a super crucial meeting regarding some important business at their company.

you totally get it. your humans are busy men. but you can't shake off the uneasiness that settles in your chest, making it tighten beneath jongho's shirt.

you make up your mind to give them a call. it's alright, you reassure yourself, confident that they won't be bothered. you're simply going to ring them up to find out when they'll be back. you can handle it.

you grab the phone and launch the calling app, pondering over whom to dial. your gaze lingers on the mere eight saved numbers, and you allow your index finger to hover over each one thoughtfully, contemplating their potential responses. who among them would be the least peeved at being disturbed during a meeting?

all of them are nice, but you're aware that a few of them tend to get super absorbed in their work. you nibble on your lower lip, feeling your fangs gently puncture tiny holes into it, recalling seonghwa's gentle admonishment about this habit. his thumb would always come to rescue, freeing your lip from between your teeth, as you taste the metallic tang on your tongue. releasing your lip, you muster the courage and press the number of your choice.

you lift the phone to your ear and patiently await the sound of the ringing tone.

the person on the other end answers promptly, causing your breath to catch in your throat.

"sorry, i have to take this call, i'll be right back you can go on without me, yunho, fill me in on what i missed once the meeting's done," you hear mingi's gravelly voice, and your heart tightens at the realization that he didn't even wait to find a private moment to answer the phone.

"hey baby, everything alright?" you hear a door close, muffling mingi's words slightly, but it doesn't hinder the tears welling up in your eyes.

you part your lips, intending to ask the question you've been mustering the courage to pose for the past hour, but instead, a choked-up sob escapes from your throat.

"baby?" this time, mingi's voice takes on a breathy tone, and you can hear him swallow hard. "what's going on, kitty? what's wrong?"

you attempt to respond, but it feels like something is lodged in your throat, causing only coughs to escape, while more tears stream down your face.

"shh, it's okay, kitten. just take a breather," his deep voice resonates through the phone. "in and out, inhale, exhale. yeah, just like that. good girl." you can hear the smile in his voice as you attempt to follow his instructions, albeit shakily.

"are you okay now, kitty? can you tell me what's wrong?" he finally asks, as he senses your breath evening out.

"miss you," you simply answer, while rubbing at your eyes. it's a simple phrase, just two words, but they manage to convey your feelings as you hear mingi hum in response.

"i'll tell the boys to wrap up the meeting. we'll be there in 20. is that okay with you, baby?" mingi assures, offering a solution to your longing.

no, it's not. twenty minutes feels far too long, and before you can concoct a convincing enough lie to spare him any annoyance, mingi interrupts your train of thought.

"actually, baby, we'll be there in 10 minutes. we'll ditch the chauffeur and have wooyoung drive. in the meantime, go to the closets and grab whatever clothes you want," he croons, waiting for a genuine response this time.

"no, hongjoong's gonna be mad," you shake your head, even though mingi can't see you. clutching the phone tighter in your hand, you recall hongjoong's expression when you had raided his closet, piling up all his expensive clothes on your bed, yearning for his scent. he had been kind, explaining gently that you couldn't do that, but you couldn't ignore the visible veins that had surfaced on his forehead upon discovering his favorite balmain suit buried beneath the covers.

"no, he won't, and even if he is, i'll tell him i gave you permission, okay?" mingi reassures, determined to ease your worries about hongjoong's potential reaction.

"okay," you reply softly, your voice carrying a mix of relief and trust in his words.

"i'll hang up then. we'll be there soon enough," mingi confirms, the anticipation evident in his voice.

"okay," you respond once more.

"love you?" mingi asks in a peculiar manner, and you understand that he's subtly requesting to hear you say "i love you." it strikes you as odd, since you never fail to reciprocate those three words.

"love you," you respond, and before hanging up, you hear a playful "mwah" followed by the disconnection of the call.

you swiftly release the phone without a second thought and make your way through each room, collecting a piece of clothing from each of the boys. as you enter hongjoong's room, you pause in front of his wide-open closet. your gaze fixates on the velvety texture of his renowned black and white balmain suit, but you opt against taking it after catching a faint trace of his scent, faded from the length of time it had remained unworn. instead, you choose to retrieve one of his cozy hoodies, adding it to the growing pile in your hands.

you make your way back to your room, tossing all the clothes onto your bed. following suit, you bounce onto the soft surface, sliding yourself under the covers. taking the gathered clothes, you form them into a ball and press it against your face, inhaling deeply. the intertwined scents of your beloved humans instantly envelop you, bringing a profound sense of tranquility.

without even realizing it, you drift off to sleep, your ears being the only things peeking out from beneath the cozy pink covers.

you gradually awaken to the sensation of gentle kisses being planted on your nose. you open your eyes slightly, only to be greeted by san's blond bangs. before you can even process his presence in your bed, you feel the comforting touch of another pair of cold hands softly scratching the base of your ears. a purr instinctively emanates from your chest, and san smiles against your pulse, relishing the soothing vibrations against his own skin, a sensation he always adores.

you manage to turn, your eyes half-closed as the light filters in, and they settle on hongjoong's gentle smile. he's still dressed in a suit, and you blush at the sight. you adore him in sweatpants and oversized shirts, but your heart can't help but flutter faster in his presence.

you hear san chuckle, his head still nestled in your neck.

"kitty, your heart's beating so fast. happy to see daddy?" he mumbles, strong hands intertwining around your waist, his palm coming to rest on your chest, feeling the gentle thud of your heart.

hongjoong's smile widens as you glance away, unable to meet his gaze due to the embarrassment. he bends down slightly, his hand reaching to gently hold your cheeks. you revel in the coolness of his touch, appreciating how his hands always seem to be refreshingly cold.

"i'm happy to see you too, kitten. i missed you so much, couldn't stop thinking about you during that boring meeting," he whispers in the quiet room. you feel san nod against you, his arms tightening around you, and he murmurs a "me too."

"where are the others?" you inquire, noticing the absence of their hands on your body, causing a slight twitch in your eyebrows.

"in the shower, they're coming soon" hongjoong answers, his smile never leaving his face as he looks down at you. you nod in response, managing to free one hand from san's grasp, reaching out for hongjoong, and the eldest boy takes your hand. he sits down next to you, his eyes never wavering from your gaze as he drops a soft kiss to your forehead.

and soon enough you feel the thumping sounds of footsteps in the hallways, approaching your door. the boys enter to find you sandwiched between san and a shirtless hongjoong, his vest and dress shirt long forgotten on the heated floor of your room.

[pumpkinspice-prouvaire]

I have some triumvirate poly headcanons for you since you asked! :)

They all have separate bedrooms, because they value that personal space, but often times end up falling asleep all smushed on the couch together anyway. 

Enjolras sleep talks. It's become a game for Courf and Combeferre to get him to sleep-debate with them, which is fun until he actually wins a debate in his sleep.

There is video evidence of this.

They have a movie night wheel, since they all have such different tastes in cinema, and will never agree on something if they have to argue about it.

They also have to have a dishwashing wheel, since Enjolras and Courfeyrac are liable to forget about shared chores (Enj because he gets swept up in work, and Courf because he's just easily distractible) and Combeferre ends up doing it all. Combeferre insists he doesn't mind, since he's a bit of a clean freak, but since they're all about an equal division of labor, Enjolras in particular had insisted upon the wheel. 

Enjolras doesn't like pet names in relationships, but Courfeyrac loves them. So, Enjolras does his best to refer to his partners with them, at least when they're in private.

Eventually, he gets so used to calling people "baby" that, distracted during a meeting, he says "Thanks baby" to Bossuet when he gives him a coffee, and is so mortified he stops using pet names for a month.

Enjolras and Courf both like being the little spoon. Whenever they do end up cuddling in one of their rooms (combeferre's usually, it's the cleanest, and has the biggest bed) they basically form a spoon train with Enjolras in the middle, and Combeferre acting as the big spoon to end all big spoons.

omg thank you so much I am obsessed with them 😭💗😭💗 luvs of my life

The three of them are the worst to share a bed with- Enjolras is a sleep talker, Courfeyrac gets into bed and starfishes, and Combeferre moves around a lot and lowkey tries to fight people. None of their friends know how they manage to get enough sleep, but they've adapted and always sleep well together, good for them <3

Combeferre and Enjolras are practically the same height (Combeferre is two inches taller than Enjolras and Enjolras gets grumpy if anyone brings it up...) and then Courfeyrac is like, seven inches shorter than both of them. Yes okay maybe they affectionately bully him but they also both think he’s v cute they just refuse to admit it also he’s the perfect height for forehead kisses so everyone wins really

Combeferre obviously has an immune system made of steel by now, but every so often he'll bring something home from the hospital and both Courfeyrac and Enjolras get sick. Combeferre always feels really bad about it so he'll make them lots of soup and wrap them in blankets and give them lots of cuddles to make up for it (they always tell him not to feel bad but he can't help it). And then if Ferre gets sick or burns out from his long shifts they always make sure he gets enough sleep and will watch as many moth documentaries as he wants and practically force him to sleep in because Ferre deserves to enjoy his time off

They love cooking together- Courfeyrac is actually their head chef, Combeferre helps, and Enjolras is there for moral support more than anything because oh god do not let him cook. They also do brunch together every sunday morning and make like, a mountain of pancakes. 

They stay up late into the night planning Les Amis meetings. They’re always like okay we’ll plan this LAST THING and then we’ll go to bed...and then four hours later they wake up in a pile on the sofa 

Enjolras reading out loud on the sofa with Combeferre’s head on his shoulder and Courfeyrac’s head in his lap <3

this is so fluffy but idc I love them thank you for the ask ❤️❤️❤️

[getitinbusan]

I've Got A Coupon (18+)

Part 7

Jungkook: Erotic Movie

Warnings: 18+ consensual sexual poly relationships. Always swearing, Safe sex is implied. Don't read smut if you can't handle the 🍆💦

Words: 1700

Valentine's Day, what do you give 7 men who already have everything?

Sitting down, you create a series of Love Coupons and place them in a bowl...

Erotic movie night

Massage with a happy ending

Lap dance

Voyeur, look but don't touch!

Naked Chef, dining al fresco

Trip to the sex shop

Location of your choice!

Calling them to the kitchen they each take a turn picking their present.

Series Masterlist

7:30 pm

Freshly showered you made your way to the Golden Closet.

Usually you let yourself in but for some reason today the door was locked.

"Jungkook, let me in."

You heard him running to the door and the handle turning. Instead of letting you in he came out and stood in the hallway.

"What's going on?" Passing him a bag you tried to push past him.

"What's this?"

"Valentine's candy for you," you kissed his cheek." I bought it for you on my date with Tae.  

Wrapping both arms around you he lifted you off the ground in a bear hug. "So you were thinking of me while you were with Tae?"

You had to smile at his competitiveness. "I'm always thinking about you Guk."

He hummed happily giving you a kiss before setting you down.

"Wait, wasn't your date at the Sex Shop? You can get food there?"

"It's the everything Jungkook thinks about store."  

He smiled knowing it was the truth. "I made you a surprise!"

He opened the door slowly and gestured for you to go ahead.

Inside, wall to wall, floor to ceiling he'd constructed an elaborate blanket fort. "What is this baby? It's so pretty!"

His arms wrapped around you from behind and his chin rested on your shoulder. "Do you like it? I wanted to do something special for you."

"I love it, so much," tears welled in your eyes.

"Hey, no crying. Are you tired? You must be exhausted." He pulled you towards the tent.

"I got you some drinks and snacks. I figured you probably haven't taken very good care of yourself today."

"This is kind of romantic for a porn date Guk."

"Well, I've got a coupon." He kissed your hand. "It says errotic movie but you said the rest was up to me. I just want to spend my time with you cuddling."

"You're cheating my system."

"But I'm not! There's a movie playing in there." He turned pouty, a skill you were sure he picked up from Jimin. "Do you want to fight about it or come inside?"

"I don't want to fight with you, I've missed you too much to waste time."

"Here," he handed you one of his oversized shirts. "You look really sexy but we're going for comfort."

Slipping out of your dress and into his favorite Carhartt you crawled into the fort.

He tapped the pillow beside him and extended his arm in invitation.  "Where did you get all these?"

"I may have stolen them so if anyone asks you know nothing."

You laughed and curled into his side. "You really don't want to have sex?"

"Nope, no ulterior motives, I just want to lay here and spend Valentine's day with my girl."  

The moaning sounds coming from the TV seemed out of place in the pretty fairy lit fort.

"So, what's going on here? Is there a plot to this one?" Shoving another pillow under your head you watched the screen. "What kind of porn even turns you on?"

"I think the blonde is supposed to be his therapist." You could feel the heat of his embarrassed cheek against your head. "I kind of like watching threesomes but I didn't think you'd appreciate that."

Sitting up to face him you confessed. "You know those really silly ones that are set up like game shows?"

He started laughing, "Really?"  Fumbling for the remote he quickly went back to the screens menu and loaded in a new search. "What do you think about this one?"

"Umm, maybe smaller boobs? I don't like the huge fake ones."

He raised his eyebrows, "Noona! I'm shocked."

"You're not the only one who watches porn Jungkook."

He propped himself up on his elbow, eyes moving back and forth trying not to get caught while watching.

"So how's that plan to only cuddle working for you?"

He groaned and pressed his dick  into your thigh.

"It was a noble effort Guk. And it still counts for bonus points."

You steam rolled over top of him and grabbed the bag from the sex shop. "I have an idea!"

"I'm thinking about sex and you're thinking about candy?"

He broke out in a fit of giggles, "What are you, five?"

"Okay blanket fort, I hardly think you have the right to call anyone 5."

Pulling out the box of candy you shook it in front of his face. "Want some?"

He tried to grab it but you were too quick. "There's a catch if you do!" You tucked it under yourself so he couldn't take it.  

He sat on you, "what's the catch, tell me before I tickle it out of you."

You couldn't stop laughing, "They're sexy conversation hearts."

"So I have to read my candy?"

"umm, kind of? It's more like you have to do what's on the candy before you earn the right to eat it."

"Well what are you waiting for don't you know I've got a stupid time limit."

"You can literally make me cum in minutes, I don't think you need to worry about that."

He held out his hand, "hit me!"

You tore the box open and tipped a candy into his waiting hand.

"Foot massage?" He threw it across the room, "That's bullshit, give me the box."

He dumped a few into his hand and went through them carefully. "Here's one, It says oral!" He pushed it between your smiling lips.

"Hold that for me till I get back."

Sliding down between your legs he dragged this finger through your wetness. "Do you want me to lick you like he's doing in the movie?"

"Do you think you'd be better than him at picking me out of a line up just by how I taste?"

His mouth was close enough that you could feel his warm breath. "Nothing tastes as good as you do Noona."

His finger gently rubbed over your clit and his tongue flicked into your hole. "You're so soft and pink and pretty," he suckled your button.

"What do I taste like Guk?"

"mmm," he hummed enjoying your line of questioning. He stuck his tongue deep inside you, curling it and collecting your juices.

Coming back up he held it out for you. You could see the cream gathered on the end. He raised his eyebrows as if he was daring you. So you accepted, sucking his tongue till it was clean.

"Fuck you're sexy."

Pushing his lips back down on yours you slid the candy heart from its hiding spot in your cheek into his mouth.

Sitting up he shook the box again and picked through them in his hand. Turning when he was satisfied he held out two fists, "Choose one!"

You tapped the left and he unfurled his fingers so you could read it out loud.

"Declare your love."

Without a word he shook his other fist in front of you.

Your heart was racing as you  stared at the beautiful man sitting before you with such a hopeful look on his face.

You tapped the right and he opened it slowly.

"I couldn't not get you a present for Valentine's day." He picked up the delicate black ring with his large fingers and held it up to you.

"I know it's not my place, "he stammered, "but I really am so in..."

Before he could finish you rolled on top of him kissing him like your life depended on it. Your hands were tangled in his hair while he worked to get his pants down.

"Take this off," he tugged at your shirt."

Pulling it over your head he sat up pressing himself against you. You were skin on skin, soft breasts against firm pecs. Moving slightly in his lap you sank down onto him until he filled you to the hilt.

Your mouths met in urgency, his hands guiding your hips as you rode him.

He suddenly paused his motions, the realization of your distraction tactics sinking in.

"Why are you stopping baby?"

His fingers pushed the sweaty hair out of your face. "I love you, stop holding back."

"I can't fuck you any harder Guk."

He grabbed your waist and rolled you underneath him.

Buried deep inside you he rendered you imobile with his body weight and he stared in your eyes.

"Your not gonna be able to fuck your way out of this one."

You turned your head so he couldn't see the tears.

"If you can't say it, if you don't feel the same way, I can't do this anymore."

"I'm scared Guk."

He relaxed his stronghold, his head relaxing into your neck. "I'm scared too Noona but even if I didn't tell you it doesn't mean it's not how I feel."

He held your face, forcing you to look him in the eye. "Do you love me?"

His brimming eyes spilled over and warm tears fell on your chest.

"Of course I do Guk, I fucking love you so much it hurts me…"

He put his finger over your lips, "That's all I need, it's enough."

He began to move again, his hips meeting yours slowly. Relishing the moment he wanted to make the most of his time.

Emotions were raw, you just wanted to be close in every possible way. You clung to him tightly, your legs wrapped around his waist as you kissed his neck.

"I love you." You kept whispering the words until he unraveled inside you.

He rolled to your side and grabbed your hand. Sliding the ring on, he smiled at the pretty little onyx stones that now graced your finger.

"Do you like it?"

You nodded, completely content in your declaration. "I love it

Part 8: Yoongi - anywhere you like

[searenbound]

Dilf poly bakudekunat

Their age does not make any less strong, deku would adore to tote you around on his shoulder. Especially at places where you can't see/is a crowd. Suki doesn't what deku does but he does let you koala hold him through out the house, he doesn't mind

Suki would absolutely turn off his hearing aids when deku is muttering/rambling, that habit of his never went away. Causing you to lightly slap his chest because "that's rude katsuki!" Which he just rolls his eyes and says he's too old to worry about being nice to deku

Deku? Loosing his mind over you wearing deku themed lingerie? Absolutely. He knows it exists but to think you, his pretty baby, would go out of your way to surprise him with it? You're about to give the old man a heart attack

One way to rile suki up is by calling him DynaMight, no matter the cause. In bed and he's teasing you? The name will have him growling and pounding into you in a second. It plays into the same thing of telling someone they can't do it so they feel the need to do it even better? If you're hungry and want suki to make dinner just tell him "I guess DynaMight just isn't that good of a cook..."

They get slightly worried and insecure about the age gap despite you being an adult and able to make your own choices. Deku more so of, you could have someone younger who hasn't had the standing he has which puts a target on his and your back. For suki it's more along the lines of, he's not the nicest and for so long he's been told nobody wants him due to the way he presents himself and that a relationship with him wouldnt be worth the work it would take. Of course, their age comes into it. Especially if you mention their grey or things alike

But that doesn't mean that they don't want a relationship with you, they love it. It's not something they ever expected, to fall for someone who's the opposite of the lifestyle they've lived for so long. Someone so soft and who can look at the world and see the beauty in it, where they've been hardened and haunted by the things the world has thrown at them. They can't help it

Also please make them little doll versions of their hero costumes, despite the fact that there are probably mass manufactured ones they cherish them. You, their partner, made them because you wanted to. Not for profit or due to obsession. They keep them tucked away so nothing will happen to them, but still where they're able to see them. Suki grumbled about how he didn't need a doll but the moment you try to take it from him he's practically snapping at your hands. Growling that it's his and his alone dammit. Deku...well deku cried.

Also, if you think that your age and or their age will stop them from taking you to meet their parents? Very wrong. Inko doesn't care about your age, she's just happy her son finally found a good partner to be with. Mitsuki immediately sees her husband in you, softer to go with katsuki's still explosive temper. Neither of them mind the age gap, understanding that love can happen at any age, as it did with inko and toshinori.

Speaking of inko and toshinori, did you expect for them to not? Treat you like their own? This is where you being younger comes in with them. Inko is always trying to check up on you and make sure you're eating well, always saying you need to eat well when you're younger or it'll lead to issues in the future. Toshi is making sure you live in a secure area, saying that you're dating the top two pro hero's and people might come after you for it.

Any type of art you make is going to be placed around katsuki's barren looking house It's the few things that make his house look lived in, the slightest personal touch to the otherwise minimalist looking rooms. Deku allows him to take most of it but the pieces he really likes get placed in his own home. Which is much cozier them katsuki's, showing the difference in their personalities amazingly.

Deku bakes. Katsuki cooks. It's how it works. Suki loves to make enough so that you have lunch the next day, making sure it's something you'll enjoy while deku will absolutely spoil you with sweets. If he doesn't know your favorite sweet he will be looking for Several recipes to make his own, figuring out the common denominator between all of them and adjusting them to your tastes. Also please keep suki away from the hot sauce, his doctor begs you.

Katsuki would absolutely wear a chain with your initial on it, at all times. In bed, you can see it swinging and hitting his thick chest with a soft thunk. Barely able to hear it. He loves it. It's a constant reminder of you. He knows if he was his younger self, it would have never happened. Pride and ego too swollen to even think of something of the sorts. It was also kept a surprise

Meanwhile, deku would get a ring. He'd even let you pick it out, picking what one you loved and he thought would fit his everyday style. More then likely a silver ring. He might drift towards the gem forward ones. Eyeing a silver ring with a pretty emerald and a pretty orange sapphire, as well as a color that makes him think of you.

They'd both love showers with you. Not even sexually but just, so soft and almost domestic to them. Katsuki will practically purr when you wash his hair and add conditioner to it. You'd have to battle with him when he complains about his grey's and threatening to dye it to match the rest of his hair. Deku kinda looks at him when he does that because his grey blends while deku has d a r k green hair with grey. If anybody complaining it should be him

Deku is the one you go to when you want junk, he will go weak in the knees for puppy dog eyes and a little bit of a wobbly lip. He's always been a sucker for snacks and it's only gotten worse as he got older, getting tired of his strict diets and craving the greasy and fatty foods he isn't allowed to have usually

Oftentimes when you're sat on the couch with them, deku will have his arm around the back of the couch and allowing you to snuggle into his side while katsuki will take off his hearing aids and lay his head in your lap. Letting you scritch and stroke his hair on one side before rolling onto the other side to let you do it on that side.

🐻

Stop I’m so soft! These are too many feelings! I can’t have them all and oh gosh the jewelry bit! I love the idea of having things that remind you of each other always on your person so that was a nice unexpected touch.

And the arguments over grey hair and the low key art hordeing I just have to many feelings

[theeveningletter]

Monday, 01/02/2023 @11:04 pm - 11:20 pm Last night's dreams: Rachel Deng had a pet baby seal that looked exactly like Poly so I thought it was a polar bear. I made a new friend who was Polynesian or Hawaiian. I've been daydreaming of going to Hawaii lately so that must be why. Mr. D was bald. I was monitoring a bunch of kids. I'm not sure where. I found a stray white cat (it was so pretty) and some cartoonishly flat rabbits. I collected them for an experiment that never happened.

Where I went today: Home.

What I ate today: For brunch (which I ate at nearly 4 pm), I had shrimp and rice, yogurt, coffee with almond milk, and a whole wheat bagel with cream cheese and strawberry jam. Only one side of the bagel had strawberry jam, which I'm glad I did because cream cheese and strawberry jam together are two flavours that taste quite different and meld together a bit strangely. Dad made me tea (orange pekoe with milk and no sugar) and I had a piece of bread with strawberry jam. And more yogurt.

What I did today: Not much. Stayed on my computer.

Media I consumed today: Billie and Jean Ep. 7 Space 1.8 - Nana Sinephro

Things I worked on today: Resume Website New photography instagram

Things I’m grateful for today: Mom - she bought me a cake for my birthday tomorrow! Dad - he made me tea and gave me a hug despite me being a bit of a mean girl lately.

Closing Thoughts: I don't know how much patience my parents have left for Jie Jie. This evening Popo called mom and mom was ranting about Jie. Said she was barely here the entire holiday and had been spending it at a boy's house that she only refers to as a "friend". And that she only eats takeout and oatmeal... Mom also told Popo that I sleep a lot. I actually sleep a very normal amount, I just sleep at 5 am and wake up at 2 pm. Dad asked me where the plunger in our bathroom was and I told him that Jie Jie said she was borrowing it. He said, "of all things to borrow why would she take the plunger?" and I told him I didn't know. Dad asked where she took it and I told him to the friend's place, to which he said, "She's an idiot." I agree. Because when she mentioned to me that she was borrowing it I asked her why her friends couldn't just buy their own plunger. And she said there wasn't a Dollarama or Walmart or something nearby. I told her there was an Ikea... to which she said, "Oh yeah, one opened up downtown." She then proceeded to bag up the plunger. She's so strange. Always borrows the most random items from home. Before, it was a scale because her then-boyfriend needed one to weigh his luggage (again, I don't know why he couldn't just buy one himself). And another time, she took over-the-counter medicine from our kitchen cabinet because her then-boyfriend was sick. I don't know why she constantly takes things like they're hers. The plunger is still at her "friend's" place and she is in Florida now.