#they're actually starting on oct 18th :((

[iamtired10]

OOOH nice ^^ its just that i also have been studying lately since theres an upcoming exam. i dont think ppl from europe/america are having exams now? so thats why i asked

oh i see

it's just that my school is being a b word, so they decided to hold exams earlier than other schools. but the exams haven't even started yet

[gunsatthaphan]

What time slot would be best for something like Only Friends? I keep seeing comments about it but I don't know enough about the scheduling for GMMTV shows to understand. I'm also curious because then I can try to figure out what show it will actually be replacing (and pray it's not something that doesn't stop airing super late. I will accept waiting until Sept but Oct - Dec is too much!)

The time slot for gmm shows is usually 20:30 Thai Time and that rarely changes unless they're outsourcing a show to another platform. But for OF I think they will stick to the regular time.

If it's true that it will air mid/late August (which they hinted at multiple times now) then there are 3 slots available during that time:

Wednesdays and/or Thursdays at 20:30 (replacing Home School, starting August 30th)

Fridays at 20:30 (replacing Be My Favorite, starting August 18th)

Saturdays at 20:30 (replacing Enigma, starting August 12th)

The Friday option is the least likely since Dangerous Romance will probably take that one since they rarely air racy stuff on Fridays lol. My personal favorite is the Saturday slot since that's clearly the most convenient lol but we shall see.

xxx

[frankenstein-ate-my-left-shoe]

@steddie-week Day 3 - mutual pining

i'm challenging myself to keep each of these at 660 words; see day one for more of an explanation!

Eddie's campaign notes:

Front:

Broad-chested paladin named steve stephano stevas with immaculate golden skin and chestnut hair, oath of the crown watchers, who decides to come along when he finds out the party is heading to

young rogue meets the party and wants to tag along but their overprotective older brother stolas (stop with the st names!!) insists on coming along in order for the rogue to join

jeeves carrington, eventual big bad who butles for the party while they're at the

Asshole King prince stefan havisham (great job getting away from an st name, idiot) who wants to join the party on their quest and get out of the palace for a while

He’s part of the kingdom of the sun so he takes his family’s heirloom, the Sun Blade along with him (he's trained as a knight and is already proficient in long swords) ((1d8 +2 bonus to attack and damage, radiant not slashing undead = + extra 1d8 rad. damage.))

Back:

He butts heads with all of them at first but learned a lot from the party and becomes actually a good dude)

The prince ends up falling for a tiefling bard they meet in passing on the road

Prince would’ve been an asshole to the tiefling at first, but when the bard saves him from a very obvious trap, he starts to back off “Watch where you’re stepping, sunshine.”, “Why do you call me that?”, Edmund (needs to be something different or they'll catch on!!!), who’s fallen head over tail for the prince already: “Because i’m a creature of the night and hate the sun, obviously”

him and Stefan butt heads the whole time he's along for the journey but when the bard is gravely injured it’s revealed how much he cares for the prince. The prince too has fallen for the bard and rides off with him to the nearest village to a healer

The prince and bard get married and live happily ever after

ugh, gross. too much, eddie

Steve's (L to R, top to bottom):

May 25th

It’s been a couple months since spring break and Eddie and Max are finally out of the hospital. We got lucky, I think, our plan working out and all, but seeing them both there really sucked.

Max’ll get her cast off eventually, and Eddie's “heroics” cost him a pound of flesh but they’re alive and so is Hopper.

Now we just gotta get Eddie's name cleared.

July 18th

I think there’s something wrong with me.

The assholes were over again today and that meant Eddie was too. Shirtless... In the pool.. Wet.. tattooed…

You’d think that seeing his scars would make me sick, make me think of the blood, the crying, that goddamn place.. But there was a whole different kind of swirling in my gut about it

Ew! Gross!

Robin, stay out of my journal

Oct 11th

Ok. yep. I definitely want to kiss him.

I want to kiss Eddie Munson on that stupid pretty face of his.

Robs and I went to indy and found this bookstore heading back to the car from that cafe we like and it was a gay store. it had books and pamflit pampflet brosures booklet things about gay stuff and the cashier was super nice.. we spent hours there. 

I’m bisexual.

Nov 5th

Gross!!!

ROBIN STAY OUT

Ok, this isn’t fair.

Every single thought in my brain recently is about him. How would he kiss me? Would I make the first move or would he? What would it feel like if it was his hand instead of mine? Would his rings hurt? Nope. they’d feel amazing.

I want to hug him, i want to hold his hand, i want to fuckin marry him..

Steve Munson Theodore Harrington? ❤ (<- can you believe that’s actually his first name?? I couldn't believe it when Wayne told me).

Wait. You can combine names when you get married (no, I haven’t been researching anything, shut up) So Harringson? Munington?

We’ll have a fall wedding.

it was still 660 words on wordcounter.net too 😌

on AO3 here!

[anthonysstupiddailyblog]

Anthony's Stupid Daily Blog (580): Wed 18th Oct 2023

I had a ticket to see The Exorcist on the big screen at the Tynside Cinema tonight. I was beyond excited but soon that excitement turned to anger when I checked my phone and discovered that the GoNorthEast buses were on fucking strike. All the nurses and rail companies that are striking have my full support but the GoNorthEast buses can fuck off if they think they deserve more money! They may not get paid much but they get paid the same if they turn up on time or half an hour late. That's a luxury that most of us don't have and the fact that they actually think that they're being UNDERPAID for a job that anyone could do and that they don't really do properly is fucking sickening. So I had to jump in a taxi to get to the train station. The taxi guy had a sign on his dashboard saying "SORRY CASH ONLY". I told him he would need to find me a cashpoint and after an extra 15 minutes of driving around the town looking for one he asked me if I wouldn't prefer to pay by card. I pointed to his sign and he said that this was from when his card machine was broken but he had a new one now. Well…why the fuck did he still have the sign up then? Did he enjoy the time he spent without a card reading machine and decided to hold onto this sign for sentimental reasons? Does he like to look over at the sign and remember a simpler time when he was forcing people to delay their journey by getting out of his taxi in the pissing rain and withdrawing money from a fucking cashpoint? Anywho I got to the cinema bang on 8pm which is when the film was due to start. The Tyneside Cinema is fucking beautiful. Decked out with film memorabilia and it has different floors dedicated to different types of movie which tells me the people running this place aren't just in the cinema for the money they're in it because of a love of the art-form which is great. There were a fair few of us in the screening room showing the Exorcist tonight and lucky for me all of them were there to WATCH the film which sounds like a silly thing to say but during my last few cinema experiences they tend to be filled with wankers who are only in there to have some background noise to listen to while they text their friends throughout the night. This is only the second time I've ever watched the movie and holy shit is it amazing. Obviously it's not as scary as it was the first time I watched it but you have to remember the fact that its fifty years old and at the time it was released audiences had never seen anything like it. If you look at the horror movies that came before there's really nothing that comes close to matching the level of intensity that this movie throws at you and the fact that a lot of the film's scariest moments come from an innocent little girl would have made the movie even more frightening. I do have to say that some of the scary moments are quite comical by today's standards (I heard a lot of giggling during the bit where Regan is bouncing uncontrollably on the bed and even a few laughed during the infamous crucifix scene) but as I say, in 1978 this would've fucking terrified people. The thing I've never understood about this movie is why the ending where Father Carras tricks the devil into possessing him then chucks himself out of the window means that Satan has been vanquished? Why can't he just immediately go back into Regan? Is demonic possession a bit like having the chicken pox? All children can only experience it once and then they're immune to it or something? Either way it's still a fantastic movie and anyone who dares to call themselves a fan of horror movies or cinema in general should certainly check it out?

[littlesleepingdreamer]

Okay let's get into it

I haven't had the chance to do a detailed reading for three days, so I might interpret them differently every time. I am not sure whether we can actually do this or not, but I believe that the Universe may have seen this and give me the cards in advance, and I set the intentions for me to interpret the cards in future when I got these cards so I hope it works!

Starting from Tuesday, October 18th 2022

Past: Page of Cups

Cups are mostly associated with water, therefore it can give a message of healing, replenishments, and emotions as well as fluidity. And Page is associated with a child, inexperienced, innocent, and curious. An observer and trying to learn so much about their suit. In my interpretation, the Page of Cups is a great mixture of both. The Page of Cups is our inner child, innocent and naive, and often her imaginations and daydreams whisk her away from routine. She may seem absent and soft spoken. I honestly never relates to a card this much in my life, and since they're at the position of the past, it got me really excited for what is coming for the future. She really excels at art and can make her internal life into expression. Therefore it may be a reminder to let your creativity run free. Since Page of Cups represents our inner self, it is best to trust your instinct and trust in your intuition. Trust your inner voice. And lastly, Page of Cups often brings happy surprises so trust yourself, be open to it and embrace your surprises!

Present: Five of Wands

I get a sense of deja-vu when I open the page for the Five of Wands. I am more attracted to the actions part, but one interpretations of it definitely resonates with what I am currently facing. The Five of Wands represent tensions and conflict, many voices are struggling to be heard and are fighting for supremacy. This can be both internal or external, but I feel like it's more internal for me. As for the actions, it's best if you can sit down and just know and stand by your principles. Remember your values and try to keep by them when things get tough. Another thing is to be objective during conflicts and give them the benefits of doubts. This is so that you can stand by your principles and values and not get influenced by their values. Another thing is to find common grounds. understand other goals and find places that you can connect. Take criticism constructively, even if its not intended that way. Consider what feedback can be used for self-improvement.

Future: Six of Pentacle

Six of Pentacles represent generosity and charity. This card can represent two roles: the giver, and the receiver. If you're the giver, make sure to know your limits. Be honest with yourself and your boundaries. It will be good to keep this way so that you don't have resentment, and also to keep your intention pure. If you're the receiver, make sure to keep these helps with gratitude, not shame or guilt and make a commitment to give when you have plenty. Once you have shame or guilt in, you turn giving and receiving to painful experiences. It is a good idea to examine why. As for reflections, this cards ask us to examine our feelings on gifts. What can you give? It is good to examine on that too.

Wednesday, Oct 19 2022

This spread was meant for the decision-making deck.

Strengths - Queen of Cups

I believe I have gotten the Queen of Cups before, but basically the strength of the Queen of Cups is the ability to see beauty where others does not. She is also full of wisdom and a good listener. Your depths of emotions show you deeper insight to yourself and the human conditions. What does these feelings show you?

Weaknesses - Page of Pentacles

This is where my dilemma starts heh. As the Page of Pentacle upright brings a generally good meaning, I am confused on how I should approach this reading. But it seems like my weakness is at creating long term goals and dedicating myself to it (I agree with this X). However she is also warm, humorous, and helpful individual who makes a good friend. As for reflections, know what drives you. Life has complicated journeys, and knowing your guiding star helps you to navigate through it easier. The reflection for the reversed position also hit the spot for me, so I'm going to include it too. Are you feeling bored or bunt out? How has that affected your professional or personal projects? You may have started out with passion, perhaps even turned a hobby into a career. But that comes with its own degree of sacrifice. Does everything you do now have to be "productive"? What do we lose when we stop doing something for joy? It's time to reconnect with your passions. Take a break and do something that makes you happy. Notice what changes occur when you do something for love versus usefulness. Notice how your outlook changes :) find your inspiration. being around interesting ideas, people, and environments related to your original interests can be a reminder of what you loved so much, as creativity don't happen in isolation. then, find your compass and set high standard. The Page doesn't want to just do something, she wants to do it well. Hold yourself to a level of excellence. Make a commitment. You may expect obstacles, conflicts and challenges, but with enough willpower, you can succeed. and focus. try to avoid distractions. Discipline is what important now. When distractions do crop up to make you stray, focus on what is important.

Advice - XIX The Sun

The Sun brings light and warmth to the world, and giving the Fool energy, strength, positivity, and charisma. Be the sun to your environment, and yourself. Think about the ways you can bring joy. Define happiness by thinking about what makes you happy and why it makes you happy. And lastly, challenge yourself to do something out of pure enjoyment everyday!

okay one more deck to go!

Goal progress

You: Ace of Wands

Wands represent creativity and inspiration, while the Ace represent the wellspring of the creative vision. You have the ability to turn new visions to become reality. To turn the ideas to reality, we must grasp the wands with enthusiasm, excitement, and confidence. Have you had any ideas that have been bugging you to try it out? Why don't you try it and realize your vision? Open your eyes for possibilities, let inspiration comes to you and the obstacles may disappear. When you want to do something, run for it. Take one step at a time and see where you go. Do some research or flesh out unclear vision.

Your position: VI The Lovers

It's obvious that this position represents love, be it love to other people or the love within yourself. Choices are also at the center of this card. What commitment shall you make to yourself and others? Analyze love to find a healthy, happy relationship in the future, or to just assess your current situation. Make a commitment. Now you must make choices and take a firmer stance, commit to your path.

Your potential: Eight of Cups

This card may represent abandonment, and withdrawal. Though, it may not be a negative meaning. Your journey is uniquely yours, follow your inner voice as a guidance. You may find your happiness in the turns and twist of life. It is useful to reflect whether walking away could be for greater good? Be grateful for all the things you had and your memories, and make peace with the changes that are coming to your life, and embrace the vulnerability on striking on a new path.

notes: I do have 10/16 in my drafts and 10/17 in my notebook :) I am keeping it there for now, maybe I'll do it when I don't have access to my tarot card. But aside from those, we did pretty great at keeping up for the week. It is definitely not a requirement to do it everyday lol, I actually don't even do one today, but I definitely appreciate the wisdom I got from these cards and I think I may understand more on why the cards are given to me in this position in this spread. Till next time, bye luv <3