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I bet jerejean are so disgusting with it once they get together. Like constant small touches in public — a hand on the shoulder , a hand on the back as one of them passes, linking ankles on the bench, linking pinkies when they walk, one arm draped around the other’s shoulders, around their waist, laying on the couch in the living room chest to chest and playing with each other’s fingers even tho Cat and Laila are literally right there, heart eyes the size of moons , etc
#let me have this#they’re so honeymoon phase couple in mine eyes#except in my delusions the honeymoon never ends#jean moreau#jeremy knox#the sunshine court#jerejean#the golden raven#aftg#all for the game
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What’s a married buddie head canon you have?
One of mine is that they will cuddle up in bed together and read through Reddit Am I the Asshole stories and absolutely roast the people in them 😂
Just as a fun little way for them to relax and spend some quality time together
okay i am now officially obsessed with that headcanon and im gonna need to see people using that in established relationship fics NOW
as for my own married buddie hc’s, i have so many:
- I think eddie sleeps on the side of the bed closest to the door on instinct; whether at the diaz house or on vacation at a hotel, he just subconsciously chooses that side of the bed because protecting his family is so deeply engrained in him that he would do that. Buck notices, but doesn’t say anything because he doesn’t want eddie to internalize it
- i think that they definitely have sex, but it’s not a constant every day thing and they prefer more emotionally intimate moments in which they cuddle together on the couch, slow dance in the kitchen, etc… one i’ve thought about before is that i think every time one of them is reading a book, the other is laying on their chest watching them read with nothing but love in their eyes
- i think they have fights like every couple does, but very rarely are they big ones; once they get past the honeymoon phase (which lets be honest— will they ever really be past the honeymoon phase?) they begin to bicker over tiny things like the thermostat temperature, leaving lights on when no one is in the room, which food brand has a better value for what they’re getting, whose turn it is to drive to work.
- when they have a little girl who gets into dance/theater they absolutely become those parents who are always in the front row with their camera whispering to her the entire time (and they absolutely get in trouble for it)
i could go on and on about these (honestly might make a whole post about married buddie hc’s atp) but these are just a few ✨
thank you for the ask, bestie 💕✨
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Aspen, Johnny Knoxville
Word Count: 1.3k~
With how much Jackass has travelled over the years, you’d think making hotel reservations would be easier. However, it is the jackass guys we’re talking about, and even though my husband is one of the sweetest and most caring guys, he’s included in that jumble. Then again, Johnny was one of the very first members of Jackass; so the bar for common sense never started out very high.
“There’s no way I’m sharing a room with him,” Dave states as he points at Pontius, obviously upset with the hotel’s recent revelation. “Why should we all have to share a room, huh? Why can’t we just go to another hotel?”
“Because this is the one we booked, and the floor we have only has big rooms with double beds,” Jeff states, already tired of Dave’s constant complaints. “Now just shut the hell up.”
Meanwhile, Johnny and I remain silent as everyone discusses their roommate plans for the next few nights. The guys decided to go to Alaska for an upcoming skit they’re wanting to do, and already, some aren’t happy thanks to the harsh weather change.
“Well, I already found my roommate,” Johnny points out the obvious as he pulls me closer to him by my waist. I only giggle up at him as the guys groan around us. Many years of marriage later and the guys are still waiting for our honeymoon phase to be over. Unfortunately for them, I don’t think of it as just a 'phase’ that will go away sooner or later.
Playing along with him, I gasp dramatically and slap his chest gently. “You'd choose me over Steve-O? What?” I joke making him snicker as he only tugs me closer to him. I’m not much for PDA, but I’ll happily accept the little bit of warmth coming from Johnny’s hold.
“Oh, honey, I’ll always choose you,” he assures me, his face barely inches away from mine as he grins coyly. His face is so close to mine that I can even smell the cinnamon gum he has in his mouth - the same gum I watched him take out of my purse right before we got here.
Before I can stare back at Johnny’s smirking face for any longer, Bam’s voice interrupts us, sarcasm clearly laced in his voice. “Can you two just not for five fucking seconds?” He complains, the guys fake gagging around him to match his attitude. However, Johnny and I just look back at each other with unfaltering smiles on our faces.
Thankfully, the guys are able to get their rooms sorted out, allowing all of us to head up to our rooms and get comfortable. We’ve been on the road for who knows how long because somebody had the great idea to go to Aspen for some stunts. After all of the driving and harsh temperature changes due to it being late at night, you’d think Johnny would want to go to bed or just relax, but nope. Not Johnny.
It’s only after a couple rounds that Johnny is happy, and I can’t say I’m unhappy as I thoroughly enjoyed those couple of rounds. However, I can say that these rooms are pretty small, and I have no doubt that the walls are thin as well.
“I’m so happy I married you,” Johnny murmurs to me after everything, making me smile despite the growing embarrassment gnawing at me. There were several times where my ears caught the immature laughter of the guys outside, and even though we tried to keep quiet, a few moans slipped out here and there.
“I think they heard us,” I point out to Johnny in a quiet voice, but I don’t think it reaches his ears.
“You’re so stunning,” he responds, making me roll my eyes.
“Johnny, I’m serious!” I tell him, sitting up in bed. “Get up and make sure no one is outside of the door or anything, please?” I practically beg him, earning a similar eye roll back.
“…fine.” Johnny groans after a few seconds, shuffling out of bed before throwing his pants on begrudgingly. After doing so, he heads to our hotel door and unlocks it before peeking his head out and turning to look down the hallway. My eyes watch him closely, waiting for the inevitable pin to drop.
“Hey, guys, if you could keep the noise down, I’m a little busy in here,” Johnny decides to yell out, making me completely freeze in the bed.
“Why the fuck are you talking?!” I hear Bam yell back, “We’ve had to suffer for the last thirty damn minutes hearing you and (Y/n) go at it like animals in there!”
As if I wasn’t already covered up by all of the blankets because of cold, I scoot myself farther underneath the covers to hide my burning face. I’ll never be able to live this moment down with the guys, and I’ll never let Johnny forget it either.
My brain doesn’t have enough time to register the blankets being lifted up behind me before a surprised shriek leaves my lips feeling a cold body jump in bed behind me, equally chilly arms wrapping around me and pulling me close at the same time. Instantly, I recognize Johnny’s hold from anywhere and shrink more into my blankets with an embarrassed giggle. “That was mortifying, PJ!” I murmur, earning a loud laugh back from him. He knows when I use his actual name, I’m not joking around.
“I’m sorry, honey,” Johnny apologizes, nuzzling his nose into my neck as he gently rocks us back and forth in the bed. “I didn’t realize the guys were standing out there… not saying it would have changed much, but-“
My laughter cuts Johnny off from saying anymore as he begins to join me in my giggling fit. It’s only when Johnny begin to nuzzle his face into my neck that our laughter begins to die down, causing me to turn over toward him. With our noses almost touching, I smile at him as I continue to get comfortable in Johnny’s hold. The whole time, he stares at me intensely, making me lift a questioning brow at him. “What?” He asks, shuffling his body even more against me. “Can I not stare at my stunning wife?”
Hearing the descriptor from earlier leave his lips once again, I only smile at him before closing my eyes. As I do this, I take a deep breath before pushing my head deeper into the pillow beneath our heads. For a few seconds, the room remains quiet (all except for the loud music still coming from the rest of the guys’ rooms), but Johnny soon breaks that silence. It starts with the rustle of the covers before his hand rests itself on my hip and he speaks up.
“Do you feel okay?” He asks, making me reopen my eyes to look back at him. “I didn’t hurt you, right?”
I love these moments where Johnny’s sweet and caring; we might be married, but I still find my heart beating faster in the moments where Johnny shows that tender side of him as he always has to be the jokester or prankster of the group.
“No, I’m okay, honey. I promise,” I tell him before pressing a soft kiss to his lips to seal the promise. However, before I can pull away, Johnny moves a hand behind my head and kisses me back fervently. This lasts for a few more seconds until he pulls away with a small sigh.
“You know I always want to make sure,” Johnny reminds me, earning a nod back from me. With that, we’re finally able to relax together with nothing else worrying us; however, once again, it’s Johnny who ends up breaking the silence in the room.
“After this, I have realized I cannot go anywhere else without you again,” he tells me, a smirk evident in his voice. “Ready to fill out your passport, babe?”
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KIM JONGHYUN BF HEADCANONS
always wanted to know what kim jonghyun is like as a boyfriend? your questions have been answered…
includes nsfw content‼️
*ALL CONTENT IS PURELY FICTIONAL AND NON-ASSOCIATIVE WITH ANY OF SHINEE OR SM ENTERTAINMENT- PURELY FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES!*
FLUFF:
the two of you make time for each other whenever you can no matter how busy you are
he prefers to stay inside a lot of the time bc he just likes being with you
he does enjoy a good party once and a while tho
ALWAYS wants to bring you to EVERYTHING
he wants to bring you to everything SO he can talk to you the whole time and it’s like?? what was the point of this again? cuz u two are just kinda in the midst of the crowd shouting and laughing at each other with drinks in your hands
drinking competitions def
he knows he won't win but he loves to drink so he’s happy LMFSDFOS
won’t force you to do things either but likes to encourage you to get out of your comfort zone every once and a while
probably was in a chess club in high school
in some niche club or some shit that he wants to rekindle the fire in so he gets you to do some random ass shit like skiing
and he knows everything about it it’s rlly strange for some reason but also embarrassing for you bc u can tell he’s alr a pro and ur just flopping around
also an avid fan of ice skating LOVES THE HOLIDAYS OH MY GOD
every year it only gets more exciting for him? and like he is, he brings you along for it
is a gift giver
he gets you very thoughtful presents yet he never expects anything back and you try ur goddamn hardest but the only thing he wants at the end of the day is you with him
will be sitting in a chair in ikea and go, “this is the chair i’ll sit in when im eighty years old, i think”
“yeah but ur chair is better than mine”
“i live in luxury, y/n, it’s a lifestyle”
he is one of those bitches that u have to ask him not to bring home a new dog every single day
you already have like 3 of them bc he bought one from the shelter and the other 2 he found on the side of the road and begged you to take in with him
ur lowkey worried every time he asks u to pull over on the freeway bc u fear it’s another dog
(it wasn’t a dog—it was a cat tho)
so now u have 3 dogs and a cat
not that ur complaining
the honeymoon phase goes on for at least two or three years and then it goes straight to old married couple and there’s nothing in between those
also doesn’t like going to bed without solving problems first
he will quite literally stay up for four more hours if it means resolving it before going to bed angry
he just doesn’t like being angry
it doesn’t suit him anyway
teddy bear
he like holds ur face in his hands cuz he likes just gazing into ur eyes cuz he’s stupidly in love and he likes to place singular kisses on your lips so they’re not peppered but they’ll just be singular kisses maybe tries to sneak in there a little just loves holding u he loves u
giggles n touching and u both are kind of just under a blanket just in underwear or some shit and his skin is warm and soft
you love just being on him and feeling him close to u :(
same for him :(
“honey you have this mole on your back”
“jjong-“
“no it’s cute”
“it’s a birth mark?”
*grabby hands*
giggling and sliding his hands downnnnnnnnmmnnn
just laughter and giggles and moving his hands into your pants pls he knows u like it🧍
and you grab his wrists and are like :)
and he’s just :3 n kisses u like what!!
SMUT:
u come outta the bathroom and see him sitting in bed under the blankets in all of his glory what a beautiful man and he looks up at you like :) hey
he’s just so relieved to see you at the end of the day that’s all
you practically DIVE into bed and he laughs as you practically throw your body over his
and he’s rushing u to get under the covers before the cold monsters get you
he likes to wrap his arms around u and kiss ur cheeks everywhere ur forehead top of ur head just peppering everywhere he’s just so happy to see u :(
likes pressing the both of your foreheads together so he can look u in the eyes and then giggle when it gets too quiet
ahh he just likes holding u in his arms even if it’s just your head on his chest just any physical contact is all he wants
when he gets touchy he always ends up kissing u,,, once,,, or twice,, and then again,,, and again- and then ur on top of him and he’s holding you firm in his arms feeling him sigh into your mouth
just loves making out honest to god he lives for you and the noises you make out of satisfaction and the lip smacking it all makes him excited
it’s getting a little too hot and heavy but he still giggles once and a while and u two kinda chuckle at each other once and a while 💀
likes holding your waist as u sit down on his lap and then down to ur ass to touch
he kinda sits up so the two of you are closer and then rolls u over so you’re under him and both of u are kind of heaving for breath but it’s ok bc he loves seeing your chest move up and down for breath and parted lips
just likes necking honestly he likes leaving hickies too just to get you riled up. nights like these where it’s easy and you can feel his lips smile on your skin
running his hands through his hair as he lifts ur arched back up to lay in his arms
and glances down to see ur small panties🙄
he’s like oh and is like ok nvm get on me rn
just wants to feel you get wet in your panties juuuuust for him
likes that satisfaction but also likes seeing u breathily moan out his name
both of ur underwear is wet tho so all’s well and ends well
just the feeling of him growing underneath you and poking at you through your clothed body
he doesn’t want u to take them off tho
so he kinda just moves them ovveerrr
and he’s like they’re just too pretty baby let me fuck you in them please
lifts you by your waist and turns you over so you’re facing the bed but your ass is up
you can look back at him and it’s so contradictory seeing literal hearts pop out of his eyes in adoration for you but something else is also popping out
really likes just to be able to hold onto your hips
also reverse cowboy/girl
ass! ass! ass! ass! ass!
will ask if he can smack your ass bc pls pls pls god
wants to smack them while you wear your panties he just likes seeing them jiggle bye
he just likes touching so he has his hands theyre kneading into your ass, your thighs, your tummy, your chest
is a tactile learner
a bit of a hands on guy
for my afab folks god he loves boobs tho
likes playing with them bc he knows he’ll get a reaction from you
unrelated kind of a side note
i feel like he likes the vibrating panties too. doesn’t really care for public action either he just likes having you in front of him seeing you in pleasure
just likes seeing you hold onto the bed frame as you call out his name for him to help
and he always delivers
also will grab you by your thighs bc he wants you to sit on his face
doesn’t care how much u weigh yadda yadda yadda just sit on his face so he can fuck you with his tongue and suffocate
holds onto your thighs while doing so
likes to leave you shaking
he likes tasting u but doesn’t always go straight to it
so he’ll leave kisses maybe on your inner thighs,,, to around you, maybe leave kisses before putting hisbtongueinnnn
HE TRAILS THE KISSES UP AND TEASES U HEHEHEH
if he’s holding you he’ll always be rubbing your back
just likes touching your skin
he’s he’s he’s so soft abt it too
like so gentle in caressing u
and he goes to grab you to tickle you💀
just laughs and runs his hands through your hair
let’s you go wash up and then come back to cuddle :/
always likes being big spoon he loves holding you
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OK SURPRISE! this is very unexpected i am aware BUT i just realized that i hadn’t done jjong yet for these! and with that we are done with the bf headcanons! please let me know if you’d like any more future hcs, and you know i will deliver. thank you all again to those who are enjoying my content!
- anne <3
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Pack Tactics (Werewolf x Reader)
Pairing: Fem!Reader/Male!Werewolf
Genre: Urban Fantasy, Established Couple, Angst with a happy ending
Warnings: None
Word Count: 2896 words
Summary: You are in a wonderful relationship with your sweet partner, Gray. But this far into the relationship, you’ve yet to tell him you have no intentions ever of having kids. You can’t help but wonder, how will your child-loving werewolf boyfriend will react?
Request: I live for very specific comfort! No pressure if this doesn’t inspire you or if you just don’t want to write it obvi.... but could I have a f!reader x m!werewolf where the reader is 100% sure she doesn’t want to have kids ever never ever in any capacity and is worried about how her werewolf bf is going to react, worried she’ll be dumped or something (ya know cause idk I feel like werewolves are built with a breeding kink and like into the whole having a lot of pups) there can be smut if you want!! I love me some dramatic angst comfort :)))))))
A/N: Sorry this took so long y’all, school and stuff has been kicking my ass. But writing this sweet little fic has been a nice reprieve from my work. Hope you enjoy!
“Alright, I’ll get the chicken, the asparagus, and the pasta. You’ve got the wine and the dessert?”
“Sure thing.”
The two of you nod, Gray stepping away from the grocery cart before you call out to him.
“And not one of those huge tubs of ice cream.”
Gray emits a dramatic whine, pouting.
“But the big one is 25 cents cheaper than those little pints. It’s practically free!”
You furrow your brow and pat him on the shoulder.
“Not if we don’t finish them, they aren’t. Now go.” Gray rolls his eyes, clutching his heart and throwing his head back. You playfully push him, walking away with the grocery cart and towards the deli section. You can see the top of Gray’s wild brown hair as he moves into the next aisle, his 6’5” form towering over all the little old ladies who usually crowd the store.
You’re browsing the chicken, trying to decide between 2 breasts or a full rotisserie, when a familiar sound reaches you.
“Oh! If it isn’t ____.” You forcibly paint a smile, fingers automatically clenched around the stellafoam package as you turn to see your next door neighbor Mrs. Star. Her teased, bleached blonde hair teeters on top of her head, bobbing back and forth with the clack of her neon blue heels. While you can respect the 60-year old for digging her feet in and refusing to update her wardrobe from the 80’s, her pension for gossip is a little less admirable. “Shocked to see you out and about, what with that big ol boyfriend of yours.” She says, blue eyeshadow crinkling into a wink and nudging you with your elbow. You wheeze a bit, quickly covering it with a laugh. “Back in our honeymoon phase, Richard and I barely left the bedroom. And he was half-way balding back then, not the babe-a-rama you got going over there.” Mrs. Star’s laugh reaches a pitch almost too high for your human ears to pick up, maybe even giving Gray 2 aisles over a headache.
“Well, y’know, gotta keep our energy up.” You wince, immediately berating yourself for that comment. Mrs. Star throws her hand up in a “oh, you” gesture, letting out another half-whistle half-screeching chuckle.
“Oh I do, honey, I do.” She sends you another dramatic wink, which you return with a shaky smile. The corner of your cart bumps into hers as you begin walking along the meat aisle, trying to forcibly end this interaction. But Mrs. Star pulls off an impressive turn with her cart and strolls alongside you. She does little to hide her wandering eyes, trying to piece together any juicy info from your groceries. “So, are you two trying for kids yet?”
The wheels squeal to a sudden stop, forcing you to choke on your saliva as the shopping cart’s handle digs into your stomach. You keep your gaze locked on the frozen steaks and turkeys, already way past the chicken you meant to grab.
“Uhhh, no. We’re not really in the phase of our relationship yet.”
Mrs. Star clicks her tongue, pressing her hand to her chest in a show of embarrassment. “I’m sorry, dearie. Old habits you see, whenever a new couple moves in together I assume they’re halfway to the wedding already. You young kids like to take it slow, huh?”
You nod, hastily grabbing a package of buffalo wings, hoping for an excuse to escape this conversation.
Mrs. Star continues to walk by you, her cart blocking off any convenient means to leave unless you significantly pick up her speed. Her eyes glance over the sweats sat in a display in the center of the aisle, humming a small tune.
The end of the aisle is approaching, you’re almost home free! You ready your feet to book it with an excuse, but Mrs. Star clears her throat and begins to speak.
“Now dearie, I don’t mean to pry-”
What do you call these last 3 minutes, Star?
“But I’d at least pop on a ring on that finger soon. Someday someone’s going to snatch that boy up like a piece of meat, saying all the right things. Men got all those suspicions about over-the-hill pregnancies, his eyes might start wandering. That’s how my first divorce went, so I should know.”
You pull your cart to a stop, breathe catching as you look at Mrs. Star, shocked. You can handle some inappropriate questions, but to question your boyfriend’s loyalty and insulting your relationship is crossing another line. Your brows furrow with a simmering anger, your cheeks heating up as you're ready to let loose.
“Well, Mrs. Star, if you must know I have the most wonderful boyfriend on this side of the planet, and unlike your deadbeat first husband, he’s as loyal as they can be.” Mrs. Star looks at you, eyes widened and right hand halfway to grab a pack of oreos. You huff, pushing your cart away from hers and towards the cash register. Right before you leave her sight, you turn back to her with a simpering smirk. “Have a great day, Mrs. Star!”
Your heart is heaving with anger, prepping a rant to Gray about the horrible interaction you just had. On the other side of the store, you spot Gray, his curly hair all tussled, holding a large Rosé and a package of ice cream sandwiches. Just the sight of his back calms you a bit, excited for some delicious food and late-night cuddles. You jog a little towards him, but slow down when you see him crouch down, looking at something hidden from your sight.
You turn your shopping cart slightly, trying to peer behind his massive form, and freeze.
Gray’s sticking out his tongue, pushing up his nose, and making many more silly gestures to a baby in a stroller. The baby laughs, it’s chubby cheeks bright red as Gray blows another raspberry, thrashing its arms up and down with joy. The dad is laughing at Gray’s antics, leaning down and patting his kid on the head.
Gray promptly stands up, sending another big smile to the kid, before waving goodbye. The six-month-old waves back, uncoordinated and decidedly adorable. Gray laughs, turning away and walking towards you.
Your feet feel cemented to the floor, heart down in your stomach.
He’s a natural, you think, nausea building up in your throat.
Gray was the oldest of eight, not a large number for a werewolf family. You adored them, and they you, but Gray had a way of dealing with his youngest siblings. Whether it was letting them climb all over him like a jungle gym, or attending imaginary tea parties, Gray was a pro. He was the guy to cram himself into a tiny chair at the kids table, eating tiny cookies and cracking jokes. ‘Dad’ seemed to be stamped into his very being, the cuddly werewolf with a love of children. He’s any mother-in-law’s dream.
But all those sweet things turn sour when you think about what Mrs. Star said. Gray, moving on without you.
Gray’s eyes light up when he sees your cart, jogging over and holding up the bottle of wine like a prize.
“Hey!” He says, quickly sliding an arm around your waist and giving you a peck on the cheek. “I got your favorite, and those delicious mint-chocolate sandwiches.”
His happy voice and comforting touch help abate whatever it is your feeling, but the way Gray’s brow furrows tells you your discomfort is present in your eyes. “Is everything okay?” His large hand comes up and rubs your shoulder. You give him a shaky smile, fighting away negative thoughts with a bat.
“Yeah, let’s go home.”
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Wet fur presses up against your bare neck as you lazily stir the boiling water, Gray’s shifted muzzle now snug in the crook of your shoulder, the white flecks across his dark fur peeking into your periphery. Your free hand instinctively goes back to scratch between his ears, causing him to let out a satisfied huff, hot air blowing across your chest.
“That smells good baby.”
“It’s just salt and water Gray. The pasta’s barely al dente.”
Gray laughs, turning his head slightly so he can press a small kiss onto your cheek.
“You could make even that taste delicious, ____”
You dramatically roll your eyes, pushing away his chin as he continues to peck and nip at your neck. After showering Gray always made sure to rub in some cherry-blossom leave-in conditioner into his fur. The artificial perfumes just lightly touch your senses, but the mental connection they have to Gray make them smell that much sweeter. You turn and give him a quick kiss on the lips, patting his shoulder once more.
“Do you mind setting the table? Maybe get started on those messy dishes?”
“No problem.” Gray mumbles, reluctantly pulling away from you and tugging up the towel that hangs loose on his hips. He barely needs to reach for your fancy plates on the top shelf, his chest muscles flexing and bicep taut. Even with his thick fur, you can see the bone of his clavicle which accentuates his long neck.
God, he’s so hot.
You think, smirking a bit as you continue stirring.
And all mine.
You hum, but the cheery mood you’re in quickly sours once you remember your conversation with Mrs. Star. That small seed of doubt seems to grow and leech from your chest.
2 years into this relationship and the two of you have only danced around the conversation of the future. You of course had agreed on living together, what your career paths looked like, even the potential of getting married in a couple years, but never kids. As two 20-somethings, you felt like you had all the time in the world.
But the thing was, you didn’t really need all the time in the world.
You didn't want kids. Even with your family or your neighbors needing that your opinion “might change some day,” you were confident in that decision. Not that you hated them, you just could never picture yourself being a mom. A fun aunt, maybe, but never a mom. It wasn’t even a point of contention in your own mind; The picture of you, your partner, and maybe a couple of pets thriving into your elders was bliss enough.
You sneak a glance to Gray, now clothed and back turned to you as he sets the table. He’s diligently folding the napkins into fun shapes, a ritual he does every date night. From the hole in his jeans you can see his tail wagging, content as he hums to the low radio playing on the window sill.
A smile crawls onto your face, a small giggle escaping you as you watch Gray’s hips bob to the beat, silently mouthing the words. You snort as he does a dramatic little shoulder shift, Gray’s head whipping back towards the kitchen as you throw your hand over your mouth.
“What, don't you like my moves?” Gray says, shimmering his shoulders again, a large grin across his face.
“They could use some work, Kevin Bacon.” Gray clutches his chest, throwing his head back in mock pain.
“You wound me. After all these years, you would cut me so deep?”
“Sure would.” You turn back towards the simmering pasta, setting the wooden spoon on the rim and brushing your hands on your jeans. “Oof!” You squeak as you yanked away, Gray wrapping his arms around your waist, twirling you in a stumbling circle.
“And how ‘bout now, m’lady?” Gray simpers, eyebrow cocked. Your hands slap his chest as you laugh. He lets your feet back down on the floor, but keeps his arms locked around your waist. The two of you slow dance to the beat, and when the chorus hits, Gray gives his worst rendition possible. You bemoan and feign plugging your ears, but find yourself singing along anyway.
Everything about Gray is warm and bright, from his goofy grin to his excitable tail to his two left feet. He adds that pep of energy to your daily routine, pulling you out of an exhausting cycle for a quick jog to the beach or an episode of your favorite drama. Gray fills out all of those little spaces, makes them a little less gray.
Your head rests against his chest, feeling the fur through the fabric of his t-shirt as the two of you sway back and forth.
You want it to stay this way.
But that pestering weed squeezes your heart again, forcing images of Gray with a kid on his shoulders. Showing up to little-league football games with a big cooler and a “#1 dad” T-shirt. All those little moments, all without you.
You can’t fight the deep sigh, pressing your face even deeper into Gray.
Just let me have this. Just this moment, just for now.
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“Ugh, I think my stomach is going to explode from excess-pasta.”
Gray huffs, laying his head on your lap as the two of you slump onto the couch. His tail wags lazily, flickering back and forth as his legs swing over the coach's side, his long torso bunched up as he curls into you. The fur of his head is soft as you twist your fingers into it. “But I gotta say, what a way to go out.”
You giggle, losing your thoughts in his soft fur. Gray lets out another deep breath, nuzzling his face into your hand. You brush over his cheek with your thumb, admiring the cheekbone you feel just underneath.
But that burning question refuses to leave your mind, and you ask it without even thinking.
“Do you want kids, Gray?”
Gray’s eye’s stay closes, his posture relaxed as he sinks into your massaging fingers.
“Hmmm, maybe. Never really thought too much about it. Why?”
Your throat dries up, mind reeling. It wasn’t even a definitive yes, but your heart is still reeling. Your fingers pause and Gray's eyes open. He shifts his head when he sees the look on your face, concerned. “Babe?”
You nod, eyes still wide, trying to fight off the inklings of a panic attack. Gray pushes himself up on his elbows, paw quickly coming to caress your cheek. “Baby, is everything alright?”
You find the energy to breathe, and suck in deeply. Your heart begins to slow down as you look into Gray’s yellow wolf eyes. You dig your cheek into his large palm, smelling the perfume of his conditioner.
“Yes, sorry, I just-” You pause, taking another deep breath. “I ran into Mrs. Star in the grocery store, and-I’m sorry I’m overthinking things.” You mutter, patting yourself on the cheek as to snap yourself out of your mood. Grays other hand rubs the back of your neck.
“It’s okay, baby, I’m here. Did she say something?”
“No-Well, yes. It’s silly, typical Star things. She just brought up how ‘ought to get started having kids, and it just-” You let out a shaky sigh, pulling away Gray’s hand with your own and looking him straight in the eye. “I don’t want to have kids, ever.”
In Gray’s eyes, you expect to….something. Confusion, disappointment, maybe? But instead, all you see is relief. Gray rests his paw on your thigh, squeezing it.
“_____, is that what you’ve been worrying about?” You nod, throwing your eyes back down, but Gray tilts your chin towards him. “If you don’t want kids, we won’t have kids. Simple as that.”
Your eyes widen and you pull your face back.
“Seriously? But-what if-”
“____, I grew up with eight siblings. I’m going to have to deal with more nieces and nephews then I can count on my fingers and my toes, I think I can handle not having kids.”
A weight lifts off of your chest and you slump forward into Gray, pressing your forehead against his clavicles as you let out a long, relieved sigh. He laughs, patting your back and kissing the top of your head. “I’m sorry you had to deal with this all day, I didn’t even realize you were so upset.”
You slap his chest, letting out another frustrated sigh. With him? No, but yourself, and Mrs. Star, for stirring up nightmares for no damn good reason.
“It’s not your fault, it’s mine for being so paranoid.” You press your chin up, pouty lips admiring your boyfriend's face. “I’m sorry for freaking out. She really got me into my own head.”
“No apologies needed baby.” Gray says, giving you a small peck. You send him a cheesy smile, chasing after his lips with a couple of small kisses. A low rumble growls out from his chest as you nip at his jawline. Behind him, you hear his tail begin to hump on the floor.
“Hmm, does that mean you feel better?” You nod, pressing another kiss into his pulse point.
“Yes, thank you for letting me get that out.” Another kiss, now on his Adam’s apple.
“Welp,” Gray says, quickly adjusting himself. In another second, you yelp as he picks you up by your butt, legs quickly wrapping around his waist, “Let’s give Mrs. Star something to talk about, hmm?”
You throw your head back with a laugh, clinging tight to his chest as Gray blows a raspberry into your neck. “That good with you, my lady?”
You nod, giving him another kiss on the lips as he carries you off into the bedroom.
Yeah, you have it good.
#monster romance#monster x reader#reader insert#female reader insert#female reader#werewolf x reader#my writing
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The Watcher
Pairing: Hoseok x Female Reader
Synopsis: You were supposed to be living your dream life… One where you would be able to start a happy family with your partner but instead here you were - sleep deprived and terrified of the very own walls you once called home. All because of him - he who haunted you day and night, he who surrounded the hidden corners of your mind. He, who called himself: ‘The Watcher.’
Word Count: 4.3k
Warnings: Yandere themes, Suicide mention, Abusive relationship, Mentions of mental illness
Headline: Couple Flee Dream Home After Threats From “The Watcher”
Admin: @roses-ruby
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“Are you sure on the color? I didn’t know you liked green at all.”
“Yeah,” You reply casually, taking a mug out from the moving box. There was a paper wrapped around the mug for glass protection – one you discarded back into the package before placing the cup on the marbled counter. The kitchen window didn’t have curtains yet, which let warm sunlight pour into the room and light up the whole area. “It’s a really soft green. I think it’s optimistic.”
Your husband scoffs playfully as you walk over to the coffee maker. You had just moved in yesterday so your dream house – ready to be filled with everything you’ve cultivated throughout the years – only contained a mass of unloaded belongings. Yet still, nothing could beat the simple contentment of just existing in the exact place you’ve always wanted.
“I’m so happy to be here.”
“Well, I’m glad someone is.” Taehyung interrupts your wonder.
You stare at him with an eyebrow raised, grabbing the coffee pot, “Another letter?”
“Yup, the fourth one.” He sighs, “These neighborhood kids you know…they’re kinda creepy…”
Ever since you moved in you’ve been receiving odd, unmarked envelopes with strangely worded letters inside. They contained weird riddles and vague threats but neither of you were alarmed, deducing that the neighboring children were playing a prank on the newbies. Stranger things have happened, right? Perhaps you were both fools still in the honeymoon phase, too excited about your first month of marriage and future life to be brought down by such shenanigans.
“Oh, they’ll stop eventually. What was it this time though?”
“Something about the works of Jean-Paul Sartre or something-”
As soon as you heard the name, you froze in your tracks with the coffee pot hanging over the blue mug. Jean-Paul Sartre? No, it couldn’t be. It had to be a coincidence. Your husband seemed to be saying something in the background, but your brain was too blurred to listen. There was no way it was him. Even if there has only ever been one man you’ve encountered who was in love with the French philosopher as much as you were. It’s not him – not after 6 years. Not him.
“___?” His soft voice fills your ears, “___, I won’t let you go. You’re mine, now and forever-”
“___?” You suddenly feel someone grab your arm, snapping you out of your nightmare as you come face to face with your husband.
“…Huh?”
“Are you alright, ___? You look a little pale.” He asks, with concern lacing his features.
“I…I’m fine…I’m alright Taehyung…you know just…with the move and all…I’m tired…sorry…” You stutter out a response which he obviously didn’t believe. The more you gaze into his orbs, the more frightened you feel. Instead of easing his worry, your mind was only thinking of one thing: this can’t happen again, not again. Deciding that you didn’t want to be interrogated further, you move away from him, turning around and changing the subject.
“So…I’ll grab the paints today-”
“I’ll do it,” He interrupts, “If you’re tired you should go lie down.”
He walks past you, out of the room and a minute later you hear the front door open and shut. You just stand there – like a fool, wishing you could stop this feeling of fear and remorse from paralyzing you. Everything was going so well and then you had to go and ruin it by bringing him back into your conscience. Clenching your fist tight, you begin to cry, loathing yourself the most in that moment. This is what always happens to you when it concerns him and it’s why you don’t want him to come back into your life.
Please, not him.
_
“It does look optimistic!”
“Like a field of grass in front of a farmer!”
“Ugh, again?” You groan at your husband’s habit of cringe-inducing analogies.
“Oh, come on they’re cute!” He says, wrapping his arms around you as you laugh. The wall paint had finally dried and the soft green had settled nicely along with your furniture that you both had exhaustingly positioned in place. While you were playfully wrestling each other in the living room, you heard a small rustle of paper from the front door indicating the arrival of mail.
“I’ll get it!” You shout, removing his large limbs from you.
He chases you to the front door, tickling you as you pick up the fallen mail and begin to scour through the bills and ads for something important over a fit of laughter. The amusement and hustling came to a halt once you found another blank envelope in between your fingers. No one made a sound, already knowing who the sender would be.
“I’ll throw it out…” You hear the anger in your husband’s tone as he holds out his hand.
But rather than giving him the envelope, something inside of you encourages you to open it and take out the letter inside. There was a heavy, malevolent lull that surrounded the atmosphere as you began to read its contents.
“Dear ___, so divine.
I can’t stop running until you’re mine.
I keep this leash for the sake of peace,
and I’ll bite my tongue until blood fills my lung.
But Dear ___, so divine.
You should know that you’ll be mine.
I’ll watch you sleep and torch your wings
Until you’re wearing my wedding ring.
Sincerely, The Watcher.
“…What the fuck…” You could hear the horror in Taehyung’s voice. “How does he know your name?”
Because it’s him. Of course it is.
“It’s…nothing,” You say absentmindedly, laughing as you place the letter back in the envelope with trembling digits, “Just kids… playing a prank…”
“This is not the work of ‘some kids!’ It’s obviously a psychopath!” He yells in panic
“Don’t…” You mutter, an abrupt beating in your brain, “Don’t raise your voice, Tae.”
“But __-”
“I said it’s the fucking kids, didn’t I?” You grit in his face with your eyebrows furrowed.
He gapes at you for a second, his face a mix of confusion and shock, before he takes a step back. Taehyung didn’t understand why you were upset and he wanted to argue but then he saw the color leave your face.
You were staring straight at him, until you couldn’t anymore. The walls that were so beloved a minute ago now came closing in on you. Your breathing became hoarse and you took in large amounts of air to compensate up till the point where you couldn’t perceive clearly.
“___?” Your husband, a mere black silhouette, shook your arms as you began to bend over.
You panted as hard as you could, but you weren’t able to breathe and started to choke on your own spit. His image was lodging itself throughout your mind and the tears that crept out of your eye sockets felt like stones. This is exactly what you were afraid of, this is exactly why you didn’t want to believe it was him.
“Slowly baby! Breath slowly! Calm down!” His speech became foggy as your vision began to fade.
“H…seok-”
And then it was all black.
You woke up with a gasp, the image of a white ceiling sticking to your eyes. Did you pass out?
“Are you okay?” You hear your husband and turn your face to see him sitting on the floor next to you, who laid on the sofa. His face was downcast, hand holding onto you tightly as you slowly recalled everything that happened before you fainted.
“Yeah…I’m fine…”
Taehyung’s expression brought back that feeling again. That traitorous fear, that immense guilt. He deserved none of it and you hated yourself for making him worry. Countless times – you told yourself that you were over him and you could now wholeheartedly move on with your husband. But it seems like that was nothing but your own deceitfulness.
How did he even find you? What did he want from you now after six whole years? You try to sit up, wanting to feel as complete as you did before the wretched moment this afternoon.
“Tae…a-about the letter-”
“Hey, hey, hey, don’t worry about that.” He smiles, helping you up by placing his hand against the small of your back, “…Just like you said, a prank, right?”
Taehyung, a man so usually stubborn – there was something off about his stance that you couldn’t pinpoint. But whatever it was, you were fine with it as long as it meant that you wouldn’t have to confront that. So, with a tense smile, you lie through your teeth.
“Y…yeah.”
And maybe this was your own undoing, but in that very second, when he gives you a beaming grin, you laugh. A bolder of pressure releasing from your shoulders. It’s alright, this was still your house and you were still safe here. Away from him.
You don’t notice Tae’s face falling as soon as you looked away.
_
When you woke up again, it had already been a month.
A month of living in your dream home with the dream life you’ve always wanted. Nothing could make you happier. You leave the bed and wander into the hall to remind yourself that this was real – that this serene place really existed, and you were going to start your new married life here. Placing your hand against the painted green wall, you marvel at the beautiful blend of colors and textures.
You found yourself searching for your husband around the large house you got to call a home. It had been your goal since long ago to own a place like this. Of course, back then you had desired the commitment with your then boyfriend, Hoseok.
In that instant you stop walking. Hoseok. It’s been a long time since you’ve recalled that man and hadn’t withdrawn in apprehension. He was a happy man, the Hoseok that everyone loved. A handsome man that was always glowing with a bright ball energy, he was everyone’s friend…a mood maker. There wasn’t anyone who didn’t love him. But the Hoseok you knew – your Hoseok was a monster.
A monster hell bent on possessing you.
Everyone adored him, but he only loved you. You were so delighted that he did, so overcome with joy that you hadn’t realized then that his fondness came with many setbacks. He made you laugh, he made you cry, but mostly, he made you feel love in a way you didn’t think was possible. Blame it on your youth – you were too wrapped up in the idea of Hoseok’s affection to understand that it wasn’t normal.
He wasn’t normal.
So, you overlooked his possessive nature and his jealousy and his anger. But your body didn’t. Your skin still held scars he cultivated through nights of sexual torture. Your ears still remember the words he used to berate you. Wounds you used to adore left you with raw shame after he discarded you. So much shame, that you couldn’t even think about him or your relationship with him without utter dread grabbing at your bones. However, it didn’t matter much anymore. You were no longer a young girl desperate for his approval… you were an adult – a woman who fell in love and got married to the only man she’ll ever need.
He won’t be able to possess you ever again; he was a monster. You’re so thankful that he hadn’t sent another letter for a while now, although his silence was a tad unnerving.
The door you stood in front of creaked suddenly, catching your attention. It was then that you realized you had ended up in front of your husband’s home office. That’s right, you were looking for your husband. A much kinder and sane person.
With a smile, you push open the door to be greeted with a large, soundless room. Your smile disappears as you spot the mess of papers on your husband’s desk. They were littered everywhere, covering the whole table while some fell onto the chair and the floor. You never knew that a messy pile of papers could look so menacing. The beating of your heart grew louder as you stepped closer to the desk.
You pick up a letter, then another – then many more as horror starts to fill your lungs. More poems and threats – all of them scattered in erratic handwriting that spelled insanity. All of them signed, ‘The Watcher.’ Had it gotten this bad? But when? How? Your husband hadn’t told you about any of this.
Your eyes land on a particular letter and you begin to read it against your own will. It wasn’t addressed to anyone, the only one that directly contained your name was the divine poem. Still, you knew if it was from him, then it was for you.
Do you remember when we used to visit that bistro across the street from your dorms? How cold it was that one night, and you hated the cold so I held your hand in mine to keep you warm. Your whole body was a chill and I took pride in heating every inch of your heart. I could watch you for hours on end, and never bore. I loved you dearly, only you. That’s why I’ll watch you for a thousand nights and love you for a thousand more.
Sincerely, The Watcher.
The bistro…you vaguely remember that place. Two college students barging in half high and so annoyingly in love. Hoseok would get so upset when you made eye contact with other male customers and sometimes, he would pick fights with them. Take them behind an alley and return all black and blue.
“I won.” He’d say with a grin while you cried your eyes out, wondering what was wrong with him but being too devoted to his smile to actually care.
“Why…why now…” You muffled in a painful voice.
Suddenly you heard the sound of words being spoken in the distance. It came from downstairs, somewhere near the front door. You gradually moved towards the voice, not wanting to be alone with your thoughts. Once you were in the living room, you stopped and hid halfway between a wall, spotting your husband talking to a man in a suit.
“I just…don’t know detective…”
Detective? He called the police?
“The letters, they’re deranged…and they’re just getting worse I’m- I’m afraid for me and my wife…I don’t know what to do…”
“Well, I can tell you to not worry too much.” The older gentleman replied in a gruff voice, “Whoever this is hasn’t done anything but send letters, so it seems like he’s just playing with you. I’ll have someone patrolling the block for a while, and we’ll be the ones receiving your mail before you do for now. I’ll be back to collect those letters and…we’ll catch this jerk in a matter of days, I’m sure.”
It seems like this case doesn’t interest him much.
“Th-thank you officer I just…worry about my wife she’s…she was so happy here and then…ever since we started getting these damned letters- that freak even knows her name-”
“Are you sure you don’t want us to question her? Perhaps she knows who this person is.”
“No. I don’t think it will be good for her at all. Last time she read a letter, she had a panic attack… they really upset her, so please…she can’t know of any more.”
“Alright…we’ll see what we can do for now and I’ll follow up in a couple of days…”
“Thank you so much officer-”
Their voices begin to blend into the background as you turned around so that your back was against the wall you hid with. You were finally, finally starting to be happy…truly happy so why? Why would he come back and threaten everything you’ve grown to hold dear? Anger and pain were swimming in your heart. Wasn’t he the one who left you behind? What did he want from you now?
“Why now…Hoseok…”
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Two and a half months.
Two and a half months of acting awkward and silent around one another. You sigh, sitting in your car and bracing yourself before you walk through your front door. A month ago, coming home from work was comforting, but now it just felt drawn out and agonizing. Both of you were hiding secrets, and you both simmered in guilt because of it. But it wasn’t any of his fault; it was all yours.
You, who couldn’t get over that damn bastard that left you all those years ago.
Taehyung had always been so kind to you, and you who came out of such a torturous relationship appreciated that more than anything. Yet the thought of him finding out about Hoseok – about everything you let Hoseok do to you was mortifying. Would he, who treats you with so much care, think of you the same after he’s known the truth? It’s why you could never tell him.
You’re not sure if there had been any new letters, since the police was sorting through your mail before it came back to you. But deep down inside, in a secret place, you wanted to see what Hoseok had to say. If he was still reaching out to you, if he was still watching you. With one last breathe, you open the car door and step down, ready to trudge back into your room and forget these thoughts.
Yet suddenly, when you were a few feet from your front door, you hear someone call out your name.
It was a lady, short bobbed hair - someone you knew you’ve seen before. She held a microphone in her hand and there was a man with a camera chasing her. There were many others with similar mics and cams rushing towards you with an eager look in their hungry eyes.
Your heart drops once you realize who they were. Reporters.
A whole group of them.
“Ms. ___, how long have you been receiving these letters now?”
“Is it true that this Watcher is from a previous affair you had behind your husband’s back?”
“Is he just some stalker?”
“How does he know your name? How do you feel about him knowing your name?”
“Are you and your husband sleeping in separate rooms?”
You started to speed towards your door as they all surrounded you, bombarding you with personal questions. Most of them kept saying your name over and over while shoving their devices in your face. So many thoughts ran across your mind but at the moment you were in no position to think calmly. Holding your breath, you managed to make it to the front door and took out your key. There was a slight struggle between you and the lock which they all saw, but still kept hounding on you.
Another panic attack was coming up, you could feel it. It seems like the police has been nothing but incompetent and now your private situation was to become a media debacle. You tried hard to concentrate on opening the door amidst the frenzy. Finally, you were able to make it safely inside and slam the door shut behind, with wild pants leaving your lips.
Your husband heard the noise and rushed from the kitchen to where you stood with a stupid look on his face.
“__-”
“Why are there reporters?”
“What?”
“WHY ARE THERE REPORTERS IN MY DRIVEWAY ASKING ME ABOUT THE FUCKING LETTERS?”
“I-I-I don’t-”
“Who did you tell?” You sneer
“I…I didn’t…just the police I promise!” He genuinely seemed shocked, to which you groaned. His expression became fearful, “You don’t think…that the police…”
“Well someone had to leak it!” Falling onto your knees, you place your head in your hands.
You thought you could come home, that once you came home this headache would end, but it was the loudest when you were in here. All you wanted was to fucking breathe – not hide in your house behind closed curtains, afraid and embarrassed to death with this loud pounding in your brain.
“___...” Taehyung steps close to you, and it seemed like he wanted to take you in his arms.
“Don’t touch me!” You shout, making him flinch. “…don’t touch me…”
You were yelling but it was not out of anger. This was all your fault – everything was your fault and you felt nothing but disgust for yourself. Taehyung shouldn’t touch you or he’d become dirty too. For a moment you thought about telling him everything until your eyes caught something behind him.
All the noise outside only subsided once you zeroed in on an envelope slightly sticking out of the antique dresser drawer in your entrance hallway.
“How did that get there?” You slowly lift your hand to point towards it.
Taehyung follows your finger to the antique drawer, and you see the shock form on his face. All the letters were supposed to arrive in the mail which is filtered by the police so how did that get in here?
Was that man…
Was Hoseok in your house?
With a gulp, you stand up and walk closer to the drawer. You look over at Taehyung once you were standing in front of it, and he seemed defeated. Both by this cursed house and the mysterious man watching over it. Closing your eyes, you open the drawer and retrieve the envelope. Falling to the floor once you see that it’s blank again, with a single letter inside.
“I’ll watch you forever.”
Sincerely, The Watcher.
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“Honey, the truck’s almost packed.”
“Yeah, just a minute.” You sing-song, staring at the mug you were about to place into the moving box. A strained smile stretches across your face as you think back to three months ago when you were unpacking all your little gadgets and trinkets, ready to settle into this house you once called home. That was a dream and like most dreams, it didn’t last too long. This place was now just a cause of your despair, it made you miserable.
After many sleepless night and restless days, you had decided to move out and try a start a new life somewhere else. Hopefully a place that could put you to ease - one that Hoseok could never reach. Taehyung wanted to move further north, which made you happy because you loved the cold.
Wait…you loved the cold? That’s not right, is it?
Also, it’s not like Hoseok could actually follow you. Because he…wait…how was it that he left you again? You know he left you – you keep repeating it to yourself, but you don’t remember him ever breaking up with you. He never really ‘physically’ broke up with you, did he?
There it was yet again. A loud obscurity corrupting your brain.
When suddenly, a realization comes over you.
Your head whirls towards the box you hovered over. You place the mug on the floor and begin to scrummage through the old box, searching for something specific. Glass protection. Once you feel the crinkly skin of paper, you take it out and smooth it over. The pounding in your head was back, and it was the strongest it has ever been.
Just as you thought, the paper had the familiar ink scribbles of an odd poem. It was a letter. Signed by The Watcher.
How could this be?
This paper was inside the box – you had used it for packing way before you ever stepped foot into this house. Yet for some reason, you can’t recall getting a letter from The Watcher before you moved in here. For a minute nothing made sense to you. It just felt like your conscious was off floating somewhere.
And then you looked up at the painted wall.
“I didn’t know you liked green at all.”
That’s because you don’t. No, of course you don’t, you like blue.
The one who likes green is-
A loud gasp leaves you as your behind makes contact with the floor. Every single thing comes crashing down at once, all the dots start to connect.
Hoseok likes green. Hoseok likes the cold.
Hoseok is…Hoseok is….
He’s dead.
He took his own life 6 years ago… he left you behind. It wasn’t him that’s been writing those letters-
“It was me.”
You forgot. No, you made yourself forget. Because there was no other way for you to cope. Instead of facing the truth, you repressed the memory of his death and then you began to haunt yourself using his image. Hoseok was a domineering force in your life and after possessing every inch of you till the point that there wasn’t a you without him, your mind was unable to comprehend his sudden departure. Tears began to roll down your face as you started to remember it all. Every moment you became ‘him’ and wrote those letters to yourself. You’ve done so for six whole years.
The reason why you’ve never evoked this before just now was the same reason as to why your trauma never became a problem for you until you moved into this house. It was because you just got married. Your mind had become fragile since his death, so shortly after writing and ‘mailing’ yourself these letters for comfort, you would read them and forget with ease, thanks to your isolation. But now that Taehyung was here – now that you were living with him, he became a witness to those letters and therefore gave them an ‘existence.’
He brought Hoseok back to ‘life’ in your brain.
It all made sense now. The headaches and the unbearable pain. You always knew there was something off but could never remember why. All those moments where you were scared of Hoseok, but never afraid of him showing up. Every time you pondered on the consequences of his being, rather than worry about him as a person at all. Only now, you’ve finally put the missing puzzle pieces together. Hoseok wasn’t watching you anymore…he couldn’t.
It was you, The Watcher.
You were the one keeping the monster alive. And you were the only one who could conclusively end him.
“___?” You hear the small, scared voice of your husband from the back. It seems like he heard your cries.
With a quick exhale, you turn around to face him. Looking at him straight in the eyes without any fear for the very first time. Your Tae, who deserved the truth no matter the cost.
“Taehyung…I have something I need to tell you.”
#bts#yandere bts#hoseok#yandere hoseok#hoseok angst#taehyung angst#hoseok x reader#bts x reader#yandere x reader#jung hoseok
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The Wedding Planner
Description: The number one rule when it comes to wedding planning is 'Don't fall in love with either of your clients.' What if you already were?
Warnings: soft smut
Word Count: 3.4k+
"Lillie, cue the lights and get the bride for me, thanks," you spoke into your little Bluetooth thing allowing you to communicate with your entire without disturbing any of the guests.
You watched as the lights dimmed down and the music began playing as the bride and her father walked up to the altar, feeling proud of yourself for planning such a wedding at a short notice. Everyone was in awe when she passed the guests, she wanted a princess fantasy wedding, so you and your team gave her a princess fantasy.
"Y/N, everything is all set for the reception," Lillie whispered standing next to you while watching the ceremony as well.
"Thank you, I don't know how I could work without you," you sighed and she shook her head.
"I think you would do fine," she said, making you scoff.
"I don't think so. You're my assistant, you know how I like things to be done," you said and she nodded her head this time with a smile.
"Oh Lillie, we can't go to the reception today. We have an important appointment at the same time. We need to leave in around….. ten minutes," you paused to look at your watch, "so if you could please go over the reception one more time, while I finalize some stuff here, that would be great,"
"Okay, I'll meet you by the entrance," she said before quickly walking away nodding her head.
"Okay, guys! Great work today, as always," you said into the 'microphone' getting thanks from everyone, "I'll see you guys tomorrow at our meeting, bye guys,"
You grabbed your things from a small room where you were settled in and walked to your car where Lillie was waiting.
"So, who are we working for now?" she asked as you opened the car getting inside.
"Some big YouTuber and a model," you sighed turning on the car after putting your seatbelt on, "She was kinda cocky on the phone, I'm not gonna lie," you sighed making her chuckle.
"Aren't they all like that?" She asked and you shrugged.
"I don't know, but let's hope my judgment is wrong," you sighed making a few turns before pulling up to your office.
You've owned a Wedding Planning service for a couple of years now. You used to work for someone but you were the best of the best, so you decided to part ways, and it was going great. You've planned for many celebrities and important people, so your company was doing well.
"Is that her?" Lillie asked pointing to a brunette girl that was waiting by the door. "I think so," you replied with a shrug, and got out of the car with Lillie following close behind.
"Hi, how can we help you today?" you asked with a smile as you approached the girl.
"Hey, I'm Tylah, we had an appointment today," she said, returning your smile as you unlocked the door.
"It's great to meet you, sorry if we're late we just came back from a wedding," you apologized walking in as she shook her head.
"You guys are fine, in your defense this was a bit rushed," she said and you slowly nodded your head with a smile and walked her to your office.
"Okay, I'm just going to quickly explain how the process works, is that alright?" you asked and she nodded her head, "Okay, so, the first thing we do is look into venues or places of interest, and we also write important things down, to go over things that the bride and the groom want. After that, we go to the venues to help you pick one out, then we get into the actual planning since we have a clear image of the venue, then we go dress picking if you haven't done that already, flower picking, and my team will take care of all the decorations, while me and Lillie go over everything, and stay close with you, by that I mean we do the rehearsal, choreographies, train the best man for his speech and the maid of honor, and make sure you like everything before we bring the plan to live," you explained as she nodded her head and listened.
"That sounds great. When do we start?"
"We can start the first 'phase' tomorrow, is the groom coming in?" you asked and she nodded her head.
"Great, you can come in anytime in the morning, and I will be here, do you have any questions?" you asked.
"No I'm great, we'll come by at 7 if that's okay?" she said and you nodded your head.
"That's perfect, I'll see you tomorrow," you replied, getting up from your chair to walk her out.
"Thank you so much for doing this after I called out of nowhere," she said with a smile.
"It's okay, thank you for coming to us. Have a great day," you replied before she left the building.
"How was she?" Lillie asked, making you shake your head.
"She was actually really nice," you said with a smile. "Lillie you can go home now, make sure to be here before seven,"
"Okay, thank you. Make sure to eat something, you haven't eaten anything all day," she said and you nodded your head.
"I'll grab something on the way home," you replied, walking away to grab your stuff, "Drive safe," you shouted when you heard the door opening.
"You too," she shouted back.
The next day you were up at 5 am, getting ready and eating breakfast to be out the door by 6, and getting to your office at 6:30. You were never a person to be late, you were always on time, or before time, but never late. It's just how you were wired, which is great when it comes to planning stuff. For every event you plan, you have a schedule detailed to the last minute, wanting to give your clients their dream wedding. The wedding you never got to have, for a certain reason which motivated you to give them exactly what they want.
"Good morning Lillie, you ready for today?" you said as you walked inside your establishment to be met with Lillie.
"As always, did you eat anything?" she asked and you nodded your head. "Good, I don't want you passing out on me, again," she said, making you shake your head.
"I won't, I promise," you sighed before walking away to your office and setting everything up.
"Y/N, they're here," Lillie said, knocking on your door.
"Let em' in please," you said and she nodded her head before walking away.
"Good morning, how are we doing?" you asked once you felt people walking inside the room, not taking your eyes off the computer.
"We're good, how are you doing?" Tylah replied making you smile.
"I'm doing grea-," you began saying before looking up to be met with who you least expected to see. "I'm doing great, just fine," you continued after clearing your throat. That was a lie.
You weren't expecting to see him again. At least not in your office.
His eyes stared at you, while you tried to avoid all sorts of eye contact with him, so you tried to focus on Tylah as she spoke about the things she liked, and what was important to her.
Her phone started ringing and she excused herself before answering it, "I'm sorry guys but I have to go. You don't need me anymore anyways. Grayson, make sure the things you want matches with mine yeah?" he said before walking away leaving you and Grayson alone.
And after what seemed like hours of silence, you decided to speak.
"So Grayson, what things do you like? What do you need to have at your wedding?" you asked in your nicest tone while looking into your computer.
"Y/N, look at me," he sighed, and you looked up at the ceiling before turning to look at him, trying to hide any emotion you were feeling.
"Listen-," he began saying before you cut him off, shaking your head.
"- Grayson, please don't waste my time. Not again. So please tell me what you like so that I can write it down and we can start planning your wedding," you sighed shaking your head.
"I don't know what I like," he shrugged, making you sigh.
"Of course you don't," you whispered mainly to yourself, "What colors do you like the most, flowers, what's your aesthetic, just something?"
"I like green, and minimalist," he said and you nodded your head, and typed it into the computer, and turned off your heart for the day, and the next 6 months.
"How about flowers?" you asked and he shook his head.
"None, after what you told me, I don't like any," he whispered and you nodded your head.
"Well, that was my personal opinion, flowers are not actually for dead people Grayson," you chuckled.
"I know, but as you said, they die, just like people," he replied and you shrugged.
"Yeah, anyway. Do you have any place where you want this to take place? And areas that interest you, for the uh- for the honeymoon?" you asked, the words, the words getting stuck in the back of your throat.
"I don't know. What did Tylah say?" he asked.
"She said an afternoon in Paris," you said trying to hold back a laugh as you read, "have walks around all the parks, and visit all the restaurants and clubs,"
"I don't want to do that," he whispered and you shook your head.
"Let me guess, yeah? You would rather go to Australia or Hawaii, without any clubs," you said and he slowly nodded his head.
"I'll see what I can do, and come up with an agreement where you both get what you want," you added, writing it down on a sticky note.
"I'm sorry," he said and you looked at him.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean this. This must be weird for you, planning your ex's honeymoon," he said and you shook your head.
"It is weird, but what's weirder is planning a wedding and then having to plan another one with that same Groom but this time with the first bride's sister," you said, making his eyes widen.
"I'm not even going to ask questions," he said and you nodded your head.
"Yeah, it was a struggle, but it is what it is," you shrugged before closing your laptop. "Anyways, I'll see you guys after tomorrow to go and visit the venues," you sighed before getting up from your seat.
After Grayson left, you quickly called Lillie into your office.
"Lillie, you're gonna have to take over this wedding for me," you sighed and she gave you a look.
"What do you mean? Did you break the rules? It's too soon," she said and you shook your head.
"No, it's been broken. Remember the story I told you," you said and she nodded her head.
"It's him, Lillie. It's Grayson. And now he's getting married and I'm the planner," you sighed as tears threatened to spill.
"But you don't love him right?"
"I do, Lillie. I never stopped. That's why you have to plan it, I'll come up with an excuse as to why I can't do it," you said wiping the few tears that managed to escape.
"I can't Y/N, I'm sorry, she asked for you specifically, she wants the best wedding planner in the state, and that's you," you said and you shook your head.
"I don't think I can continue this. He left me after I had everything planned he left me, and I don't think I can plan this without breaking down halfway," you sighed before taking a sip of your water.
"Yes you can," you said standing next to grabbing on your shoulders to make you look at her, "pretend you hate him. Make yourself believe you hate him, even if you don't, at least until the wedding is over," she said and you nodded your head. "You never told me the full story. Do you want to talk about it, it might help?"
"Well, we started dating in High School, then he had to leave but we stayed strong, even after he had to fly to LA and go to Jersey all the time. When he finally moved to LA, we made it work, I was still in school and he was out here doing what he had to. Graduation came around and I got into Stanford so I moved out here with him. A couple of months later, he proposed and we got engaged. We planned our wedding all by yourself, and three months later he called it off. In his car."
Flashback:
"Y/N, can we talk?" he asked you as he pulled into his driveway.
"Sure, is everything okay? Did something happen?" you asked, taking off your seatbelt and turning to look at him.
"I just, I just think we're rushing a bit," he said, his words hitting your heart with a knife.
"What do you mean," you asked, your voice coming out broken.
"I think we should take a break," he said, his tone cold and bitter.
Breaking your heart with every word he spat.
"Grayson, you can't ask someone to marry you and then ask for a break. That's not how it works. You can't ask me to marry you and say we're rushing. We've been together for 5 almost six years, how are we rushing?" you asked, anger clouding your mind.
"Because I don't want to be with you anymore," he spat, finally crushing your heart.
"So why the fuck did you take me on a fucking date tonight? Why the fuck did you ask me to marry you? You don't lose feelings for a person in month Grayson. Why the hell did you ask me to marry you, and move in with you when you don't fucking want me?" you slightly shouted before getting out of the car, walking to who knows where in the rain.
That night you walked for what seemed years but was only a couple hours. You found a hotel and stayed there. Never wanting to see Grayson Dolan in your life.
You cried and cried. You cried until no tears came out. Cried until your sobs could no longer be heard. You cried until you felt nothing.
He broke you, for no absolute reason. He came up with a fantasy and shared it with you, only to take away and crush you.
You wondered if you've done anything if you hurt him in any way. But you just couldn't come up with an answer.
Mainly because you never did.
You did nothing but love him. You were there for him. Always. You stopped studying just to listen to his rants. You gave him advice. You tried to help him in every way you could.
But clearly, that wasn't enough.
The way he spat the words replayed on your mind over and over.
'Because I don't want to be with you anymore,' was engraved on your brain for months.
What hurt the most was the way he just didn't care about you. He didn't bother to look for you. He didn't care whether you were safe or not. He didn't care about anything.
Back to reality:
"That's fucked up," she sighed and you nodded your head.
"What's more fucked up is that I still love him," you sighed and shook your head, "I tried to force myself into hating him, for breaking me, for crushing my heart," you sighed laying your head on your desk.
"But I couldn't because, for the bad things he did, the good things outweigh them. Each and every time. Every time I thought of when he hurt me, I remembered all the good times, all the times he loved me. All the times he flew me over or flew to Jersey. But he claimed we rushed, but now he's getting married, a year after he left me?" you sighed and finally left the tears fall.
"I just don't understand what I did wrong. I gave him my all Lillie, I gave him everything times one hundred and that wasn't enough. And what hurt the most was the way he said it, "Because I don't want to be with you anymore," he said it so carelessly, so bitter, like if he never wanted me in the first place. Like if he hated me," you sobbed and she moved to the side to hug you.
"Y/N, from what you're telling me, you did nothing wrong," she sighed, running her hands through your hair.
"So why did he leave me? If I was enough, why did he leave me?"
"Because he doesn't deserve you. Because you'll always be better than he ever was," you said and you shook your head.
"And why does it still hurt? Why is he back in my life," you sighed sniffling.
"I don't know. But remember how you told me there's a reason behind every time? Then there's a reason behind why he's back in your life. And it's up to you to figure it out," she said and you nodded your head.
"Thank you. I'm gonna go home for the day, can you stay here today?" you asked and she nodded your head.
You went home and cried again. You cried in the shower. You cried as you made yourself dinner, you cried while watching a sad movie that you put on to make yourself even sadder, and you cried as you fell asleep, until a knock on your door woke you up.
"What are you doing here?" you gasped as you opened your door to be met with him.
"I can't stop thinking about you," he sighed and you shook your head.
"No, no, please don't do this," you sighed shaking your head. "How did you get my address?"
"That's not the point, Y/N. The point is that I never stopped thinking about you, I never did," he said making you sob.
"Grayson please, you can't do this. You're engaged, you're getting married. Please don't hurt me again," you shook your head, trying to close the door before he stopped you by slamming his lips against yours.
Your hands moved up, getting tangled in his hair as he picked you up, wrapping your legs around his waist, as he walked inside and closed the door with his foot.
He laid you down on the couch, his lips moving down to your neck, instantly finding the spot that always made you melt.
Your hands moved from his neck to the hem of his shirt, signaling to take it off, which he did, following with yours.
And piece by piece, all pieces of clothing were discarded and thrown on the ground.
"Ready?" he asked and you softly nodded your head. A gasp falling past your lips when you felt him push.
"Fuck I missed you," he groaned at the feeling of you clenching around him, making you moan.
"Gray," you moaned clutching on to his shoulder as his lips drew small marks on your neck.
And after all the bliss and good feeling moments, you felt disgusting.
Whatever happened was not enough to overpower whatever you were feeling about yourself.
"No. no. no, what did I do?" you asked yourself after slipping your clothes back on.
"Grayson what did we do? We shouldn't have done that, oh my God," you started freaking out before Grayson moved towards you and grabbed your hands.
"It's okay, she did it to me too," he shrugged and you shook your head.
"No, it's wrong, and did you just use me to get back at her?"
"What? No, I told you I missed you," he said and you shook your head.
"Well, you can't miss me. I can't believe I just did that, that's rule number five," you whispered. "Grayson you need to leave please,"
"What?"
"I said you need to leave. We've already done more than enough. This is not professional at all, and I can't risk losing everything so please leave, before you hurt me more than you have and before you hurt her too," you getting up from the couch and walking to the door.
"What about what you want?" he said, making you let out a sarcastic chuckle.
"What I wanted died years ago, and now I need you to leave and to never speak of this again,"
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namseok fics u say?👀
i do anon omg 👀👀👀 ksjkfhh hang on lemme hook you up!!! FAIR WARNING these are all highly explicit like almost all of these are just pwp:
Let's Figure Us Out: For Hoseok, what he feels with Namjoon- it’s another dimension entirely. One he shouldn’t be treading so lightly. —Hoseok and Namjoon work through their tension.
you raise me up (so my legs can wrap better around your waist): Hoseok didn't know whether to curse or thank their stylist when Namjoon walks out of the dressing room in a sleeveless t-shirt and cap looking like a whole damn SNACK."Arms," he mutters under his breath. "They just had to show off his fucking arms."
take a bite of my heart (tonight): Having passed the window for presenting, Hoseok’s happy he turned out to be a beta—until, at twenty-three, a sudden heat hits him and turns his whole world upside down. Thankfully, Namjoon’s there to help him through it, and, afterwards, to help him pick up the pieces.
make my heart beat out my chest: Hoseok knows he and Namjoon are growing lazy and boring in many aspects of their relationship, but it only starts bothering him when he realizes it's happening to their sex life too.
Pillars and Sunshine: "Your arms are so big and thick, they're the size of my thighs."The one where Namjoon has a size kink and Hoseok takes advantage of it by provoking him at every opportunity he gets.
One more night, one more time (won’t you be mine?): Journalist and music writer Namjoon is convinced one day to go to the newly-built nightclub with his friends to relieve him of the stress of daily adult life out of him. He obliges, but soon realizes it is just another generic club.Until he sees him.
22 hours: Hoseok treats himself to a little dinner and dessert in a hotel by the beach.
94z Are Currently Streaming! Watch N...: baby boy is tied down by his dom and has multiple orgasms || intense vibrator play and screaming orgasms [REUPLOAD] hello!here is the full video of last night's stream~ thank you everyone (and joonie) for tuning in (ꈍ .̮ ꈍ) (´ε`*) sorry for having such a weird filming schedule, work has been super busy for both of us (╥_╥) but we will see you guys soon so don't worry!! -hobihobi
Arms & Legs: Namjoon drools over Hoseoks thick thighs while Hoseok drools over Namjoons thicker bicepsOr the gang goes on a trip and Namseok can't seem to keep their hands off each other...
summer peach: besides, namjoon studied abroad in america. an entire country away from jung hoseok and his pretty lips and pretty smile and overwhelming scent. he could handle one night with his new sibling. one night, a few hours, a couple hundred minutes.. he could handle it.until summer comes around and he has to come back home.so that’s how he’s here. because his new stepbrother is so giving and kind and their parents are still very much in the honeymoon phase. he’s here sitting in hoseok’s guest bedroom for the next two months, in hoseok’s apartment where everything smells like him.he doesn’t think he can handle this.(or alternatively, namjoon has nice thighs and hoseok smells like peaches)
The Sun beneath the Clouds: Hoseok had spent the first 20 years of his life believing he was a beta. Just an average beta with no real status and lackluster abilities. Nothing special really. But during his third-year of college he realizes that not only is he actually a late-presenting omega, but there is nothing lack-luster about him. Though it takes meeting a certain Kim Namjoon for him to realize the second part.
人形 (D O L L): “Ah, ah,” Namjoon scolds gently, grabbing Hoseok’s face with one hand and tilting it up so that their eyes meet in the mirror. He's pressed up so close that Hoseok can feel how hard Namjoon is, breath fanning out warm by his ear. “I said look, darling.”or: Namjoon's a professional gambler, Hoseok's his pretty doll. [this last one is PURE FILTH omfg if you see me reccing this type of shit no you didn’t ❤️]
#under a readmore bc this got out of hand#i promise i don't usually read this much smut skfjfkgj#i'm nORMAL but i've had too much free time this week#how do i tag this uhh i guess#fic rec#fanfic#namseok#asks
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Jens’ season | Chapter two
Sunday, January 12th
Going to lunch with Robbe and Sander was Jens' worst idea to date. The two were still in the honeymoon phase of their relationship and constantly making heart eyes at each other across the table, completely ignoring Jens.
When Jens made it to the café, Robbe was wearing what appeared to be one of Sander's tee shirts - it was way too big to belong to Robbe - and the older boy was all over Robbe, clinging onto and kissing him, making it even clearer to Jens that he was third-wheeling the couple's lunch date.
Sometimes, Jens missed being in a relationship.
Single life was good too, though. No need to explain yourself and share your whereabouts all the time, or return calls and messages under five minutes. Freedom felt too good for Jens to give up celibacy.
The waiter brought over their orders, awkwardly clearing his throat as he slid Robbe’s plate in front of him. By the look on Robbe’s face, it was clear that he was uncomfortable. Sander didn’t seem to care, still whispering into Robbe’s ear and kissing his cheek.
If Jens hadn’t been so used to their behavior, he would’ve felt uncomfortable too.
‘’Did you finish editing the vlog?’’ Robbe asked, breaking the silence.
‘’Is it the one where Moyo cracks his pants?’’ Sander demanded, a sly grin creeping across his lips.
Jens nodded. ‘’Yeah, that’s the one.’’ He paused, taking a bite of his grilled sandwich, chasing it down with a fry.. ‘’Sander, did Robbe tell you about the hot pepper he ate? Poor guy was crying.’’ Jens made a dramatic frown, pretending to feel sorry for his best friend. Robbe chucked a piece of bread at him.
‘’Shut up.’’ Robbe narrowed his eyes. ‘’I wasn’t crying…’’
Okay, he wasn’t ‘tears streaming down his face crying’, but there were real tears pooling in Robbe’s eyes from how spicy the pepper was and Jens had the proof on tape. He couldn’t argue with that.
‘’Aw,’’ Sander cooed teasingly. ‘’Couldn’t handle the spice, uh?’’
''I'd like to see you try and taste it! It was fucking hot, okay?''
The blond scoffed. ''Robbe, your tolerance is less than impressive. You can't handle hot Cheetos. They’re not even that spicy!''
‘’They make my lips feel tingly. I hate it.’’
Sander leaned closer to his boyfriend, lowering his voice. ‘’I can name something else that makes your lips feel all tingly…’’ He had this smug look on his face as Robbe pinched his thigh, a silent warning.
The bell resonated across the café as a new customer walked in, causing Jens to lift his eyes from his plate, needing a distraction from the intimate exchange happening in front of him. He didn’t mind them acting like that, there are just some things Jens would rather not hear or know about his best friend.
The customer’s back was facing Jens, but he recognized the curly fringe and denim jacket.
Hands stuffed inside his pockets, Lucas, glanced at the menu over the counter, uncertain. He looked around, searching for nothing in particular and smiled, face lighting up when seeing a familiar face inside the café.
Jens raised his hand and waved him over, offering a helping hand to the new kid. Or, that’s what he told himself.
Lucas walked over to Jens’s table, smiling bright. ‘’Hi.’’
‘’Wanna join us?’’
‘’I don’t want to intrude…’’ Lucas glanced at Robbe and Sander.
Jens shook his head. ‘’You’re not,’’ he assured him. ’’I already feel like a third wheel. If you join us, I won’t have to talk to myself for the rest of lunch.’’
‘’Okay.’’ Lucas sat down next to Jens, his presence going unacknowledged by the couple in front of them. He brushed his knee against Jens’, causing a warmth in his stomach that seemed to spread throughout his body. ‘’Lucas,’’ he introduced himself, shaking Robbe and Sander’s hands. ‘’So, what’s good here? Last time, I ordered a ham and cheese sandwich and it was less than tasty.’’ Lucas grimaced at the memories. ‘’I’ll take some of your recommendations, if you don’t mind.’’
‘’It depends what you’re in the mood for,’’ Sander said, detaching himself from Robbe a bit, playing connaisseur. ‘’Personally, I wouldn’t recommend the croques. Not crunchy enough and burnt on one side most of the time. They serve them good-side-up thinking you won’t notice.’’
‘’So, no croques, I take it?’’
Sander grinned. ‘’No croques. Coffee’s good though.’’
‘’Noted.’’ He stole a fry from Jens’s plate.
‘’Those are mine!’’
Lucas shrugged, happily eating his fry. ‘’I take it you don’t share your food. You have plenty. Selfish much, uh?’’ He cocked an eyebrow, giving Jens a judgemental look.
The latter rolled his eyes. ‘’So? Are the fries good?’’
‘’They’re alright, I guess. But, I’m gonna order cake. I’m more of a sweet tooth.’’
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Monday, January 113th
Noises were coming from the kitchen when Jens came home from school. He frowned and removed his shoes and jacket, leaving the latter with his backpack in the entrance. He'd take them upstairs later.
His dad's shoes weren't on the small carpet which meant he wasn't home - again.
Jens headed down the hallway, seeing his mom, still in her work uniform, pulling out a box of pasta from the pantry and frantically moving around the kitchen.
''Mom?''
At her son's voice, the brunette woman snapped her head around, flashing him a quick smile. ''You're home early.''
''Yeah, Mr. Montez let us out before the bell so I got to catch an earlier bus,'' the teenager explained. ''Need a hand?''
''That would be very helpful.''
Jens moved to the stove, pulling out a pot and filled it with water. He didn't know what his mom was cooking, but judging by the pastas on the counter top, she was going to need to boil them.
Jens hoped for his dad's sake that his job interview wasn't a lie. His mom was exhausted from taking extra shifts all the time. Someone else needed to bring money home.
Christmas had been less festive than usual. The smaller amount of money in the Stoffels' pockets was reflected in Christmas dinner and handful of presents under the tree. Jens had to renounce the new skateboard he wanted, his parents being on a tighter budget. He was sad, but his old skateboard still worked fine.
Waiting for the water to boil, Jens voiced the question that had been nagging him for the past few weeks. ''Why didn’t you say anything? About dad losing his job?''
Fenna stopped chopping the vegetables, going still for a few seconds. She let out a shaky breath and turned to her son, ready to address his concerns. ''Because we didn’t want to worry you, or Lotte. You know how prideful your dad is; he was embarrassed to tell his kids that he lost his job. He's forty-six. Losing your job at that age is difficult to take in, Jens. He tried to negotiate getting his job back, but his boss was firm with his decision.''
Jens let his head fall and his eyes close. He knew this was a difficult subject for both his parents, yet he brought it up. ‘’I’m sorry, Mom.’’
His mom shook her head. She was so grateful to have a son like Jens. So caring and empathetic. But, this wasn't his fault. Nothing concerning his father's job loss was. ‘’It’s not your fault. It happens.’’ She pulled a pan from the cupboard and set it beside the cooking pasta. ''What time is it?’’
‘’Almost four,’’ Jens responded, checking the time on his phone.
‘’Crap. I have to get going. They need a nurse to fill-in for the night and I couldn't afford to decline. That's why I was preparing dinner a bit early. Guess I didn't judge my time very well… I also have to pick up your sister from school and drop her here and-''
''Mom? Mom!'' His sharp tone cut through her increasingly panicked one. ''Put everything down. I can make dinner. Pastas are easy to make, right?''
‘’And Lotte-’’
''I’m sure Ines’ mom will take Lotte home with them if you ask. She lives two blocks from here,’’ Jens suggested, solving another problem on his mom’s checklist.
She grabbed her jacket, bag, and keys, listing the rest of the dinner’s recipe to him. Jens nodded along without really hearing her, knowing he could just wing it. Like he said, pasta are relatively simple to make.
“Got it,’’ Jens assured her, confidently. ‘’Just go, Mom. We’ll be fine, I promise.''
Fenna sighed. “Okay, okay I’m leaving. I love you Jens. Take good care of your sister while I’m gone.”
Love you too, Jens thought, hearing the front door close after she left the kitchen. He turned back to the stove and his eyes widened in surprise at the boiling water overflowing from the pot. He quickly grabbed at the burner knob, flipping it to low while trying to avoid the scalding water.
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Tuesday, January 14th
It was the first time that Jana came over since they broke up. She hadn't sat on Jens's bed in over a year, somehow, everything still felt familiar. Nothing had changed. The sheets were the same, Jens' clothes still sitting in an overflowing pile on the desk chair by the door. Even his electric guitar was in its same spot.
Jana smiled, looking around the bedroom. ''I missed this.''
Jens furrowed his eyebrows, confused. ''Missed what? My dirty clothes?'' He scooted higher on his bed, propping himself up against his pillows, and chuckled.
''No, idiot.'' She shook her head, holding back from chucking a pillow at him. ''Coming over, being here...with you. It's been so long.''
Two years.
Jens remembered the last time she was there. He was playing Fortnite with Robbe - and Moyo online. She came over, uninvited and without warning, and told Jens some bullshit story about forgetting her phone at Luka’s. This was where their relationship started to go downhill.
‘’Would you change anything about our past, if you could?’’ Jana asked, breaking the silence. She was sitting crossed legged, facing Jens.
Her question, although relatively simple, made Jens think twice before responding.
Although it was tempting to say yes, Jens shook his head. He wouldn’t lie, there were decisions and actions he wasn’t proud of, but his past led them to where he was today. If he made even the slightest change, everything would have been different. And, not to sound cocky, but he was pretty proud of the person he’d become.
‘’If I say yes, we wouldn’t be the same people we are now. Our mistakes and decision makes who we are, who we became,’’ Jens responded, insightfully. ‘’So, no. I wouldn’t change a thing.’’
‘‘I see your point, but I’d still tempt my fate to make a couple changes.”
‘’I still feel bad for dating you behind her back and while you two were still together. I was ultimate friendship betrayal.’’ She looked down, thinking about how much pain it had caused her best friend. Poor Britt had luck with the cheater boyfriends... ‘’I should’ve kissed you before her.’’
Jens snickered a laugh, unable to believe her. ‘’How would you have done that? You were way too shy and always hiding in Britt’s shadow.’’
Jana raised her eyebrows. ‘’Oh yeah? Remind me who kissed you first at the Christmas party?’’
She uncrossed her legs and crawled over to Jens, passing one leg over his waist, straddling him, and pressed her lips to his in a gentle kiss. Jens’s tongue slipped between her parted lips, his hands finding the back of Jana’s sweater while Jana’s slid under his, kneading at his toned stomach.
The door opened, interrupting the teenagers.
‘’Jens, can you help me with-’’ The brunette girl stopped dead in her tracks, frowning when seeing a familiar face on her brother’s bed...on top of Jens. ‘’Jana?’’ There was uncertainty in her voice mixed with excitement.
The latter quickly removed herself from Jens’ lap, slightly embarrassed, and sat next to him instead. This was awkward… ''Hi, Lotte.’’ Jana grinned at the little girl. ‘’Haven’t seen you in so long. You’ve gotten so big.’’
Although things were going well between them, there was still factors that made Jens not want to get back together with his ex. And, as much as Lotte liked Jana, he didn't want to let her in too much. She was sad when Jens announced that Jana and him were over; it was best if she wasn’t too involved. He also didn't see himself explaining their relationship status to his eight years old sister.
Sitting up, Jens broke the interaction. ''Lotte, please leave us alone, will you? Go play with your dolls or something.'' He fixed his shirt so it wasn’t exposing his stomach anymore.
Unlike Jana, Jens didn’t only have his parents to worry about when making out with someone in his bedroom. He also had a little sister that didn’t understand the importance of knocking before walking into a room - nor the concept of privacy.
Lotte frowned. ‘’But, you said you’d help me with my multiplication…’’
‘’I’ll help you later. When Jana goes home, okay?’’
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Wednesday, January 15th
It was almost 10pm when Jens descended to the kitchen to get a drink. He was working on a History assignment with Robbe via Facetime and it was taking them so long. History was neither of the boys’ forte.
The house was quiet since it was so late at night. The lights illuminating the staircase were dimmed, just bright enough to prevent someone from tripping on a misplaced shoe or stray sock.
Almost on the ground floor, Jens saw a light in the living room, coming from a small lamp. Jens frowned. He got closer and saw his mother's sleeping figure in the armchair. A sad smile formed on his lips. She must've fallen asleep there on accident, judging by the abandoned book laying open on her lap.
‘’Mom,’’ Jens said, gently shaking her awake on the armchair.
He felt bad for waking her, knowing that she needed rest after working all those long shifts at the hospital, but her neck would hurt later if she stayed there.
‘’Mom,’’ he tried again.
This time, her eyes fluttered open, slowly waking. She squinted her eyes in the light of the lamp. ‘’Jens?’’ She looked around, realizing that she fell asleep in the living room. ‘’How long was I out for?’’
‘’I don’t know, I just came down. I figured you’d be more comfortable in your bed.’’
Fenna smiled and nodded. ‘’Good idea. I have to be up early tomorrow.’’
‘’I thought Thursday was your off day?’’
‘’It is. But the bills are piling up and your dad....’’ She sighed, looking away.
Jens took a seat on the couch next to the armchair. ‘’I take it his job interview didn’t go well.’’
‘’I don’t know what to do anymore. Taxes are coming and I can’t take more shifts. I come home exhausted from double shifts and still, it isn't enough.’’ Fenna sighed, dropping her head in her hands in both despair and exhaustion. ‘’I knew it would be difficult to make ends meet when your dad lost his job, but I didn’t plan on neglecting you and your sister so much. We barely spend time together anymore, I miss it. I feel bad…’’
‘’We do spend time together, we cooked dinner on Monday.’’
His mom gave him a look. ‘’Chatting about our day over peeling carrots isn’t what I call spending time with my kids.’’
Jens shrugged, laughing. ‘’It still counts for me.’’
‘’I’m not sure your sister would say the same.’’
‘’You’re doing all you can, Mom.’’
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Thursday, January 16th
The boys were playing Fortnite in Jens' bedroom, yelling at the TV at each wrong move. They had ordered pizza, the almost-empty boxes resting on the dresser with drinks surrounding them.
With his mom still at work and his dad out with Lotte at her weekly dance class, the teenager took full advantage of their absence by inviting his friends over to play video games. It’d been a while since they all met to hang out, one of them always busy with their significant other - mostly Robbe.
Moyo was really good, kicking Aaron's ass every time. It was amusing to watch him lose and rake his brain for the dumbest excuses, trying to justify his loss. Sore loser. Robbe's skills had decreased, now more keen on spending time with Sander than playing video games. He's in love, could you blame him?
'Game over' flashed across the screen, lettingAaron know he’d died. He gasped, shocked by his friend's betrayal. ''What the fuck, bro? We're on the same team!''
Jens shrugged, eyes focused on the screen. ''You were slowing me down.''
''I was covering for you and you shot me. Fucking traitor...''
''Covering for me? I almost got killed twice because of you.''
Aaron bickered back, defending himself again, but Jens wasn’t listening; this made Moyo laugh. If Robbe’s nose wouldn’t have been glued to his phone, he would’ve laughed too.
It was good to have everyone together again and not have to think of a video idea or film for the vlog channel. They love doing vlogs, but hanging out and playing Fortnite was nice too. A distraction and some fun with his friends was exactly what Jens needed right now. It was nice to take a break and not have to think about his problems for a couple of hours. Jens could always count on the boys to turn some of his worries into laughter.
Even though Jens was trying his best to distract himself, his family’s problems were still in the back of his mind. Amidst the laughter, his mom's exhausted face from constant worry and overworking herself flashed across his mind.
Jens wished he could help - more than he already did - take some worries off her shoulders, but the balance in his bank account wasn’t even in the double digits. He thought about getting a job, but it would complicate things since his shifts would be on the weekend and after school and he wouldn't be able to help with Lotte as much. His parents needed that help.
Minutes later, Jens died and it was time to switch players. He handed his controller to Moyo. Aaron’s went to Robbe, but the latter’s phone rang before they could start the game.
Robbe frowned and apologized. ‘’It’s my mom. I have to answer.’’ He stood, leaving Jens’ room to talk somewhere quiet and private.
Aaron stood too, putting his controller on the bed. ‘’I’m gonna go pee. The beer is starting to hit me. Don’t cheat while I’m gone,’’ he said, warning Jens and Moyo.
“Says the cheater himself,” Moyo retorted with a snort while standing up to get another drink - a can of coke, this time. It was a school night and Moyo doubted his mom would let it slide if he came home drunk on a Thursday. He opened the drink and sat back on the bed, sighing, still feeling full from the pizza slices he ate earlier. ''That last one was a mistake.''
Beside him, Jens let out a short laugh.
Fidgeting with his hands, he glanced out of his bedroom door, checking if they boys were out of sight. He had meant to ask Moyo something and, with Robbe on the phone and Aaron in the bathroom, it was the perfect time. It was nothing embarrassing, Jens just didn't want Robbe to overhear his question and think too much or Aaron to be all up in his business.
''Can I have your weed guy's number?''
Moyo raised his eyebrows, surprised by Jens' question. ''What for?'' He took a sip of his coke. ''I can bring you a couple grams tomorrow if you want. I don't mind.''
Jens shook his head. ''Erm, no. I want to buy some for myself. It's not fair for you to pay for everyone's weed.''
Moyo shot him a skeptical look but shared his dealer's number.
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Friday, January 17th
Jens was getting ready for tonight’s party, trying to fix his hair - that one piece was so annoying - before meeting the boys at Robbe’s. His backpack was ready for the night, filled with beers and a bottle of cheap vodka. It tasted awful, but it did a good job at getting you drunk.
Slipping on his red hoodie, Jens grabbed his phone to check the time when a notification caught his attention.
vanderheijden.lucas is now following you
He opened the notification and smiled. Lucas. As in the new boy Lucas? The Dutch boy with the beautiful eyes and the cocky grin?
A peek at his feed told Jens that Lucas was a selfie person. His bright blue eyes stood out on some of these shots. Like, wow. There were pictures of his friends, too. One of the two had longer hair and mild-toned skin, and the other had a shorter haircut.
As Jens scrolled down Lucas’s pictures, he noticed a red ‘1’ on the paper plane icon in the right corner of his phone, signalling a new DM. Raising his eyebrows, Jens clicked on it.
vanderheijden.lucas Hi
jensrolt Hi 😊
vanderheijden.lucas I found your Instagram. Hope you don’t mind!
jensrolt I would’ve made it private if I did...and I’m always looking for more fans
jensrolt Are you coming tonight?
vanderheijden.lucas I’m assuming it’s a party you’re asking about, but I’m in Utrecht…
Jens raised his eyebrows.
A part of him was hoping to see Lucas tonight, but now he was a bit disappointed. The brunet’s flirty wink from last Friday was floating in the back of Jens' mind, just like the feeling in his stomach when their knees brushed under the table at the café. Jens didn’t know what it all meant, but he was curious to see what Lucas would do next.
jensrolt What’s in Utrecht?
Lucas was from the Netherlands, Jens knew that, but why was he going back? Was he visiting the boy he saw in the pics, the one with dark hair and mid-toned skin? They seemed pretty close - a bit too close forJens’ taste. He almost clicked on the guy’s face to see if he was tagged, but realized how stalker-ish that was.
That didn’t stop him from staring at Lucas’ beautiful blue eyes. They seemed brighter in every new pic. His scrolling was interrupted when a notification popped up at the top of his screen: a new message from vanderheijden.lucas.
vanderheijden.lucas I’m visiting my mom. It’s her weekend. The joy of having divorced parents…
Lucas’ sarcasm made Jens laugh, his lips curling into a smile.
vanderheijden.lucas I’ll be there next friday though. If there’s a party
jensrolt There’s ALWAYS a party
vanderheijden.lucas Save me a drink? 😉
Eyebrows pulled, Jens brought his phone closer to his face. A winky emoji?
Before he could analyse the message further, Jens’ phone flashed with Robbe’s name.
Shit. The pre-game. He’d totally forgotten about that.
‘’I’m on my way,’’ he told his best friend, hanging up and bolting out of his bedroom.
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Hi, I... don't know if you or someone else has already write about it, but... It would be okay to have a prompt about Magnus and temporarily warlock!Alec? If they have stayed a bit longer in Edon with the alliance rune, and then Alec showing Magnus that he also has magic now (and maybe Magnus a bit uncomfortable because it was Lorenzo's magic, not his). Is it possible? (I love everything you write)
You know, this one is the reason I didn’t manage to fill many prompts during my holiday, because I thought “hey, I’ll write, like, a couple hundred words for each prompt and that will be it”. And then I spent two evening trying to get this one right aaaaand it got quite a bit longer than expected. I hope you like it.
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“Darling, could you hand me the - “
Magnus doesn’t even get to finish the sentence before the salt shaker shoots towards him and comes to a screeching halt a few centimetres away from his face where it hovers in the air, wobbling back and forth like an overexcited dog wagging its tail so hard it makes its entire body move. Magnus blinks at it, perplexed, before his expression morphs into something carefully neutral that still manages to look somewhat pinched.
“Sorry,” Alec says sheepishly.
“No need to apologise.” Magnus’ tone is deceptively breezy, which is how Alec knows just how bothered his husband truly is. “I don’t think I’ve ever been passed the salt this quickly, unless, of course, I summoned it myself.”
Yikes. Alec flinches a little. “You know I can’t control it.” It comes out more defensive than he intended, and much more defeated as well.
Since their return from Edom, his - Lorenzo’s - magic has popped up during unexpected moments, without rhyme or reason. No one can really explain why it keeps happening; Magnus suspects it’s a certain overreaching magical residue that their stint with the alliance rune left behind, and by all reason, it should have been used up by now. None of the others seem to have had problems with their partners’ powers manifesting after they left the collapsing dimension of hell. Alec wishes that Clary’s connection to Simon could lead her back to the Shadow World, or that Jace still had moments in which he couldn’t lie – that, at least, would simply make for funny moments instead of occasionally embarrassing or even dangerous ones.
The problem, Alec thinks dourly, is less the spontaneous bouts of magic he can now perform but rather his lack of control. There’s a certain manic energy to it when it bubbles up under his skin, announcing itself in a hot rush rising to the surface, but always far too late for him to try and center himself and keep his emotions in check, pushing it down.
The first time it happened is actually quite funny, in retrospect. They’d left for their honeymoon, portalled from the Institute to the loft to grab their bags, and when Magnus had bent over to pick up the suitcases, all Alec could do was stare at the delicious swell of his ass in his expertly tailored trousers and think: God, I can’t wait to get him naked. A second later, Magnus had been, and Alec had honestly thought Magnus was a mind-reader - or maybe just as desperately horny as Alec was after being subjected to the glorious sight of his husband in a tux for hours without being able to do anything about it - and told Magnus as much, until he saw the panicked look in his eyes when he said “I didn’t do this.”
That thoroughly ruined the mood for a while, until Magnus had checked him over three times and established that it wasn’t hurting Alec and also very likely not permanent.
Two weeks later, and the magic still hasn’t subsided much. It’s not a constant presence, so Alec can’t claim to be a warlock, or even warlock-adjacent, really, but at this point, the only good thing about it is knowing how fucking eager it is to please Magnus, like it’s a manifestation of Alec’s soul, his innermost wishes. So far, he’s accidentally dyed some of Magnus’ shirts when he complained about the colour being just a little bit off to match his waistcoats, nearly slammed a book Magnus had considered reading into his face, dumped a rather sizeable number of drinks in front of Magnus (or on him - it’s not like he can aim) and made an entire orchard worth of almond trees bloom when Magnus lamented that he hadn’t been able to bring Alec for their season. On one particularly memorable occasion, he had made the bed float two feet above the ground as Magnus fucked all conscious thought out of him. Thankfully, Magnus had ignored it while it was happening, and only teased him about it a little afterwards. It also marks the only time Magnus had reacted with something other than a startled expression that soon turned a little sour, and probably only because he had been particularly smug about the demonstration of his sexual prowess.
Alec hates the strange tension that arises whenever the magic decides to show its face. They’re supposed to be in the honeymoon phase of their marriage, goddamnit, not dealing with – whatever this is.
“I know, darling. It’s fine,” Magnus assures him, plucking the salt shaker out of the air and seasoning his eggs. He studiously avoids Alec gaze as he’s doing it.
“Okay, what?” Alec asks, more brusquely than Magnus deserves.
Magnus blinks at him. “Pardon?”
“Look, I get that this - “ he wiggles his fingers around like Magnus usually does when he’s performing magic and ignores the slightly alarmed look on his husband’s face, “- is super annoying, because I can’t seem to get a grip on it, but you have to stop looking at me like that when it happens.”
“Like what?”
“Like…” Alec bites his lips, searching for the right word. “Disapproving.”
“I don’t look at you like that,” Magnus protests.
“Yes, you do, Magnus. So what is really bothering you? What’s so bad about me having magic?”
Magnus hesitates.
“You promised not to lie to me,” Alec reminds him, and it’s pettier than it should be, to throw their weddings vows back in Magnus’ face like that. They aren’t even fighting, really, and God, Alec is an asshole.
Magnus just sighs. “You’re right,” he concedes, before Alec can start to apologise. “It’s just…it’s kind of stupid.”
He looks kind of shifty. Alec has seen that expression on his face only once before, when they were sitting in Alec’s office after Magnus had moved into the Institute.
Oh. Oh.
The penny drops.
“Are you jealous?” Alec asks, somewhat flabbergasted, because it makes even less sense this time around than when Magnus thought Underhill was any sort of competition.
Magnus makes a wounded noise. “I wouldn’t quite call it that this time.”
“This time?” Alec repeats a teasing smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. “So we’re finally admitting that it was jealousy last time?”
Magnus throws him a half-hearted glare but doesn’t otherwise react. So it’s serious, then. Alec reaches out, tangled their fingers together and squeezes gently. “Explain it to me,” he says. “Please.”
“It doesn’t bother me that you have magic,” Magnus says after a long moment. “But it bothers me that the magic you are wielding is Lorenzo’s magic.”
“Why?” Alec asks. For the most part, Lorenzo and Magnus seem to have buried their hatched and jumped straight into an odd friendship that will certainly consist of still constantly trying to annoy and one-up each other, just, well, fondly instead of angrily.
“I just -” Magnus stops, sighs. “I know it’s – childish, and sort of selfish, but I had thought, with how close we are, that if you ever got a taste of magic, if you ever got to wield some yourself…I wanted it to be mine.”
Alec stills. “Oh.”
“I never believed it would be possible, of course, and when it turned out that it was, I wanted so badly to share this part of me with you. Because I want you to see, to –”
“Understand,” Alec finishes. “I get it.”
He does. All his desperate attempts aside, he never truly could understand what it means for Magnus to lose his powers. He probably would never have understood Magnus completely, but to wield his powers, to get to experience the very essence of him so intimately – he knows he would have cherished it immeasurably, and mourned its loss once it was gone.
Magnus smiles, a little brittle. “And now it will never happen.”
“You don’t know that,” Alec argues. “We still have the alliance rune, and we might still need it one day. I mean, I hope not, but…”
“Clary lost her runes over this,” Magnus reminds him quietly. “I don’t think I should like to risk it.”
He’s right, of course. The angels had made it very clear that they hadn’t approved of the new runes Clary had created, and her last, most powerful ones especially. Her punishment was a clear warning not to meddle with the status quo again or suffer the consequences.
Alec grips Magnus’ hand a little tighter. The loss of possibility stings, now that he has been made aware of it. “I’m sorry,” he says. “For what it’s worth, I really wanted it to be you.”
“There’s no use crying over spilt milk,” Magnus says, shrugging. “And I do mean it, you don’t have anything to apologise for. I shouldn’t have taken it out on you.”
“Yeah, maybe. But it hurt you every time you had to see it, and I didn’t realise.” He hesitates. “Could you…take it away?”
“Why would you want that?” Magnus asks, surprised. “It’ll go away on its own.”
“It may go away on its own,” Alec corrects. “We don’t know for sure. And I could handle it, but if I end up hurting you - even accidentally - all the time, then I don’t want to.”
Magnus sits back, looking a little overwhelmed, like it still astonishes him, the length to which Alec will go to try and make him happy. “I - I could try. If you’re sure.”
“I’m sure,” Alec says firmly.
“I - alright.” Magnus grabs both of his hands gently, turns them around. “Close your eyes, darling, and try to concentrate on finding the source of the magic in you. Push it to the surface, if you can, it should make this much quicker and easier.”
Alec tries. He’s never been good at meditating or quieting his mind, but as he probes around, thinking where are you, please, please, he suddenly feels a spark of it, perking up at his call. I’m sorry, he thinks, feeling vaguely remorseful as he gathers it up and tries to nudge it outward, I have to let you go now.
It pulses once, warming him from inside out, as if to say goodbye, and then it’s gone. Magnus gasps a little, and when Alec opens his eyes, he sees the tendrils float up towards the ceiling and dissolve into sparkling flower petals that sink to the floor slowly before disappearing entirely, much like the ones Magnus threw into the air at their wedding.
“That was very pretty,” Magnus says. “If a tad overdramatic.”
“Made you smile,” Alec shrugs, and pulls him in for a kiss.
#shadowhunters#malec#my fic#meme#i hope read more works again or I'll get angry asks in my inbox again#here for the headcanon that magic has a mind of its own#and alec's just wants magnus to be happy#also magnus is jealous and bad at lying about it which is the only canon aspect included in this ficlet oops#Anonymous
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Reddie Playlist
Hey! Ok so I’ve been working on this Reddie playlist for a while now and I’ve finally decided to put it out! It’s available on Spotify, Apple Music, and YouTube. This 45 song playlist is takes you from before It ch 1 until after It ch 2 and it’s pretty much just Richie’s perspective with Eddie’s sprinkled in. It works best if you listen to it full way through without shuffling it, it’s supposed to tell a story! I’m gonna leave a guideline to everything under the links to the playlists so you can follow along if you want! I really hope you guys enjoy, please leave me feedback because I’d love that! Special thanks to my girlfriend @jivs-jam for helping me find songs and for owning the Apple Music Playlist. Another thanks to my sister for listening to it through with me before I put it out and to you for listening!
Here it is!!
~Storyline~
Key:
•Richies POV
•Eddies POV
•Both POV
•important song
•song quote
By your side by Mellah
This song is meant to establish their friendship as it’s the beginning of the playlist. Richie and Eddie are best friends, obviously, and they always have each other’s back.
“You need not ask me for more ‘cause friend I’d give you it all, to have and to hold, when you’re down, when you fall”
La Lune by Madeon ft. Dan Smith
Richie is beginning to feel differently about Eddie as he’s getting older even thought nothings really changed between them. He can’t pinpoint what’s wrong but he’s worried about the change.
“Does it matter if we change? Does it matter at all? Don’t you worry about me, Friend, don’t you worry at all”
could this be love? By saturn 17
Richie realizes that his feelings towards Eddie are no longer simply friendly and have crossed over into crush territory. He notices everything Eddie does and he absolutely admires him. By the end he’s trying to push it down and convince himself his feelings aren’t real.
“I’ve never felt like this before. Oh, I’ve never had this feeling till I saw her. She’s making me feel like this could be love, but who knows, could it be love?”
Walking All Day by Graham Coxon
Pretty much just Riche doing anything to make Eddie smile or laugh. He just wants to be near him 🥺
“Walkin’ all day with my mouth on fire trying to get talkin’ to you”
Wonderwall by Oasis
Richie wants to tell Eddie everything he feels but he can’t.
“Because maybe you’re gonna be the one that saves me cause after all, you’re my wonderwall”
Sleepover by Hayley Kiyoko
Richie wants him and Eddie to be more than friends but he knows he can’t tell Eddie that. Like in La Lune, they are doing things they would usually do, like have sleepovers and such, but it all feels different now.
“Even when you’re next to me it’s not the way I’m picturing, no.”
Why Not Me by Alexander Rybak
Richie is happy that they’re friends but he wants more. He’s distraught that he isn’t what Eddie might want.
“You wonder who your date will be. I wonder, Katherine, why not me?”
Daisy by Zedd
Eddie is beginning to catch feelings for Richie as well. He acknowledges how troubled Richie seems and wishes he could tell him just how much he means to him.
“Let me show you how a kiss should taste. Trust me, I won’t give your heart away. Why you running, running, when I’ve got it right here? Oh, I would love you if you let me.”
Space Age Love Song by A Flock Of Seagulls
Just imagine Richie and Eddie doin cute shit like going to a museum or whateva and falling for each other even more without the other one knowing 😌
“I saw your eyes and you touched my mind, although it took a while, I was falling in love.”
Your Love Song, Pt. 2 by HUNNY
I usually just imagine Richie singing to this song in his room thinking about Eddie but for the purpose of this playlist, Richie is finding it harder to mask his feeling. Eddie seems to be vibing, though, so Richie begins to think he might just have a shot.
“Baby, I want to be part of your love song. Maybe I already am.”
Boyfriend by Big Time Rush
This is self explanatory (and self indulgent.) Richie isn’t saying this to Eddie bUt he’s hyping himself up so he can finally ask Eddie out.
“Don’t be scared to come, put your trust in me. Can’t you see? All I really wanna be is your boyfriend.”
Jenny by Studio Killers
This is the get together song!! Richie finally tells Eddie how he feels and Eddies gay ass obviously recuperates his feelings. I personally imagine them in their Freshman year of high school when this takes place, just to put things into perspective.
“I wanna ruin our friendship, we should be lovers instead. I don’t know how to say this cause you’re really my dearest friend.”
I Wanna Waste My Time on You by The Crookes
This is the beginning of the “Honeymoon” phase of their relationship, a theme that prevails for the next few songs (until Yellow Cloud). They spend every second with each other, more than normal. It’s just a feel good new love type song. The idea of escapism is started here and prevails until the end of their teenage years.
“I wanna waste my time on you, waste my time on you. Spinning round the skyline, when everything was new.”
Lay By Me by firekid
Another song in the “Honeymoon” phase. Very wholesome and cute, just two idiots in love.
“I’ll show you the world tonight as long as you say you’re mine.”
Talk Too Much by COIN
Richie’s a Trashmouth. That’s it. You can imagine they’re on a date, idk I just had to do it to em.
“You know I talk too much. Honey, come put your lips on mine and shut me up.”
Yellow Cloud by Trixie Mattel
As they become more serious and as they get deeper into their teenage years, Eddie dreams of getting out of Derry with Richie in tow. The “Honeymoon” phase of being overly clingy may be over, but they love each other just as much as before.
“When we’re older, we stay the same. Couple of losers who won the game.”
Everlong by Foo Fighters
Richie wants nothing to ever change between them, but he’s afraid that he might do something wrong, his inner insecurities attacking him. He just wants everything to work out, and Eddie assures him it will.
“And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever, if anything could ever be this good again.”
Wouldn’t It Be Nice by The Beach Boys
Richie and Eddie talk about the future outside of Derry.
“Wouldn’t it be nice if we were older? Then we wouldn’t have to wait so long. And wouldn’t it be nice to live together in the kind of world where we belong?”
Come on Eileen by Dexys Midnight Runners
I imagine this song as their first Homecoming dance together, probably around their Sophmore year of high school. Richie is hyping up his boyfriends obviously. You can take this song with its intended meaning but they babies so 🥺 imma pretend I didn’t hear that.
“Come on Eileen. Oh I swear, at this moment you mean everything.”
Two Men in Love by The Irrepressibles
They feel so deeply in love as the relationship slowly builds and they plan on running away with each other after they graduate. I also imaging them coming out to the losers about their relationship in this song.
“There’s a strange love inside, it’s getting louder, and louder, and louder, and louder, and louder. There’s a danger I can’t hide. Who I am, it’s who I am, it’s who I am, it’s who I am. I’m in love.”
Roman Holiday by Halsey
Richie gets his licence during his Junior year and they escape Derry for the weekend. This also symbolizes Eddie’s wish to run away with Richie and how that want keeps getting stronger.
“Feet first, don’t fall, or we’ll be running again.”
Eddie Baby by Felix Hagan & the Family
This boy is in love. That’s it. Oh and it’s like near the end of Junior year.
“Oh Eddie, baby, Won’t you come to my arms tonight? I beg and plead you please succumb to my charms tonight.”
18 by One Direction
It’s their Senior year and Eddie gets accepted into a good school out of state. Eddie promises to visit/write/call Richie until Richie has enough money to leave Derry and join Eddie. They both reflect on their relationship over past few years.
“All I can do is say that these arms were made for holding you. I wanna love like you made me feel when we were 18.”
Eddie My Love by The Chordettes
Richie writes Eddie a letter after he leaves for college. Eddie obviously doesn’t get it, and if he did he still wouldn’t have known who Richie was.
“Eddie, please write me one line. Please tell me your love is still only mine. Please, Eddie, since you’ve been gone.”
Malibu 1992 by COIN
Richie and Eddie “break up”, aka Richie never hears from Eddie again and he accepts that he’s probably never gonna hear from him again. Richie convinces himself that Eddie has grown tired of him. He revisits the Kissing Bridge and mourns the loss of his relationship. He tries to convince himself that he’s over Eddie but he knows he can’t be.
“Oh, I did it again, I did it again. Oh I did it again, I must still want you. Our names carved in the pavement, sealed by what’s left of our handprints, now.”
Slow Dances by Winnetka Bowling Leauge
Richie is leaving Derry to pursue standup in California. As he drives away from his hometown he thinks of Eddie one last time. Then he forgets.
“That’s how I knew you, talking with your fast hands, saving all your slow dances. I wish I was there with you.”
La Belle Femme by HUNNY
Twenty One years have gone by since Richie left Derry and Twenty Seven years have gone by since Pennywise terrorized the Losers Club. Richie gets his call from Mike and remembers all the losers- especially Eddie. He remembers his crush but not their relationship. While he doesn’t think he still likes him, he mourns the “lost opportunities” from decades ago.
“What I would do if I was with you in the other room. Dreaming of you, is all I can do, from the other room.”
Sober Up by AJR
Once he sees Eddie again, he’s like “shit I’m still gay” and drinks a shit ton of alcohol, so basically just what happens in the movie. He also reflects on all he remembers now, not just stuff about Eddie but the losers in general.
“Won’t you help me sober up? Growing up, it made me numb, and I wanna feel something again.”
Happily by One Direction
Best way to summarize this is “Wait Eddie you got married? You mean to like a woman?”. Richie is pretty much just jealous of Myra and he wishes he could have Eddie to himself.
“I know you wanna leave, so c’mon baby, be with me so happily.”
Self Control by DallasK
As they return to the townhouse, Richie knows in his mind that both he and Eddie need to leave before Richie does something he’ll regret, especially because Eddie is married. He never verbalizes it.
“I wanna hold you close but I keep telling myself that you should run away cause you got somebody else.”
Parking Lot by HUNNY
Richie’s upset over missed opportunities. He wants nothing more than to be with Eddie but he know he can’t. Unbeknownst to him, he’s wasting his time with Eddie by worrying over lost time.
“I should’ve kissed that girl in the parking lot, I never told her what I wanted to say. I could’ve cracked my head in the parking lot, you never know.”
Raspberry by Grouplove
Eddie has feelings for Richie and gets flustered over him as if he were a teenager again. He tries to explain it away and rationalize it in his mind.
“Cause I was walking in a dream, what you mean? How you been? I never knew I’d get so red.”
Total Eclipse of the Heart by Bonnie Tyler
They are about to go against Pennywise for the second and final time. They both mentally promise themselves that when/if they get out of there alive they’re gonna confess their feelings to each other. They can’t waste anymore time withholding how they feel.
“And I need you now tonight, and I need you more than ever, ans if you only hold me tight, we’ll be holding on forever.”
Fight for Me by Barrett Wilbert Weed (Heathers)
Eddie believes he killed Pennywise and Richie has never felt more in love in his life. He wants Eddie, nothing more and nothing less. He wants to make him and Eddie work. Then like Pennywise is homophobic or whateva.
“And hey, could you face the crowd? Could you be seen with me and still act proud? Hey, could you hold my hand and could you carry me through no mans land?”
Breezeblocks by alt-J
Richie confesses his feelings for Eddie to Eddie before he dies.
“Please don’t go, Please don’t go. I love you so, I love you so.”
Arms Tonite by Mother Mother
Eddie wants to tell Richie that he feels the same and he knows he doesn’t have a lot of time left.
“I cried in the afterlife. I cry hard because I have died and you’re alive”
Smarter Ways Of Saying It by HUNNY
This is the death song. I don’t know what else to say besides I’m sad.
“I ask you to hold my hand as we fall asleep and I forget your face.”
(I Just) Died In Your Arms by Cutting Crew
Eddie is dead and he regrets so much in the afterlife :(( my heart </3
“Oh, i just died in your arms tonight, it must’ve been something you said.”
Open Your Eyes by Snow Patrol
Richie is in denial about Eddies death and he has to be dragged out of Neibolt. So just think of the “we gotta get him outta here” scene.
“Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine and we'll walk from this dark room for the last time. Every minute from this minute now we can do what we like anywhere. I want so much to open your eyes cause I need you to look into mine.”
How to Save a Life by The Fray
Richie regrets not making good use of time and he blames himself for Eddie’s death as the losers comfort him in the quarry.
“Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend, somewhere along in the bitterness.”
Jet Pack Blues by Fall Out Boy
Richie re-carves R+E into the Kissing Bridge and remembers everything. All his childhood/teenage memories, all the good and bad times, but most importantly he remembers his relationship with Eddie. He leaves Derry, still remembering everything even after he arrives back in California. He wishes Eddie could have gone home with him.
“I’ve got those Jet Pack Blues. Fight off the light tonight and just stay with me. Honey, don’t you leave.”
In This Shirt by The Irrepressibles
Richie wishes he can tell Eddie just how much he means to him. All he has to comfort him once he gets back home is some of Eddies belonging that he took with him, including a few of his hoodies.
“In this shirt I can be you, to be near you, for a while.”
Take On Me (MTV Unplugged) by a-ha
Richie is beginning to go through all the stages of grief and is slowly coming to terms with Eddies death.
“I’m odds and ends but I’ll be stumbling away slowly learning that life is ok.”
Letter by Mother Mother
Richie uses writing as a way to cope, whether it’s writing his own comedy routines (finally) or writing Eddie letters that he knows will never get to him no matter how hard he tries.
“I miss my lover, yeah I write letter everyday. The only thing is that my lover don’t ever write me.”
Vanilla Twilight by Owl City
Richie has finally come to terms with Eddies passing and has begun to live his life like he normally would, the only difference being the support he now has from his friends. He still thinks about Eddie daily, however, and still loves him all the same. He could never forget him.
“But I swear I won't forget you. Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past, I'd whisper in your ear, ‘Oh darling, I wish you were here’”
Thank you if you’ve made it this far!! I really hope you enjoyed!! I have an Alternate version of this playlist I’m gonna finalize and put out soon. Anyways have an amazing day/night! Again, I hope you enjoyed!
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"i understand that this is — very cheesy, but i saw them when i was visiting jenny ... and i couldn't resist," sherry said as a blush tinted her cheeks in a shade akin to her hair's. matching holiday sweaters were rather cliché, but something about them had made her feel nostalgic. "you don't have to wear it, of course. but i'm wearing mine."
he kind of hears what she’s saying. though, lyon is somewhat still lost on the honeymoon phase of their relationship — relationship ? is that what they have ? god, he hopes so … he may or may not have already told several a few people that they’re something of a thing now. her voice sounds somewhat like it’s underwater to him, as he stares at her across his desk, cheek resting in his palm and a dopey smile on his face.
god, isn’t she beautiful? she’s so cute when she blushes. honestly, lyon didn’t know how he got so lucky to have such a stunning best friend. a pretty best friend. a wonderful, amazing –
oh good god, what the hell was that thing ?
now he’s listening.
the sweater is so obnoxious and the colours so damn loud it’s hard for him to not hear it. sure, he’s gotten more into the Christmas spirit as time has gone by. allowing himself to let loose and celebrate more, but gosh, this was too much too soon. besides he wasn’t sure if green and red were really his colours … at least not together, anyway.
you don’t have to wear it.
she tells him. but there’s a twinkle in her eye that tells him he’s going to wear it and she knows it. lyon is so far gone for sherry and so under her thumb that he’d dress up as rudolph and parade around the guild if she asked him to — better not mention that out loud, though, she might just suggest it for next year.
lyon chuckles before standing up, walking around his desk to stand before her. with a smile still on his face he takes the garment from her. it’s soft. at least it has that.
‘ we’re gonna’ be that couple, hm? ’ he asks her, teasingly and before she can respond he leans down to kiss her forehead, ‘ it’s wonderful, sherry. of course i’ll wear it. ’
it all really is quite wonderful.
#thornled#❄┊ ❝ small talk is a great disguise. ❞ ( answered. )#thornled tbt.#❄┊ ❝ i have always been a storm. ❞ ( main verse. )
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Can you please do some fluffy Kiibo x Kaede headcanons?
Sure can! Honestly, an underrated ship.
Kiibo x Kaede Akamatsu Fluffy Headcanons!
Kaedeand Kiibo were a pair that bonded almost immediately. Kaede was interested inhis many functions, and blatantly asked Kiibo about his life as a Robot. He wasa bit skeptical at first since he wasn’t great at reading human intentions, but hersoft, angelic face caused him to relax and something inside of him stirred and made him feel like she was someone worth keeping around.
Kaede is the one who asked Kiibo out since she knew he wasn’t very familiarwith romantic connections. Their relationship was slow and gradual – it startedwith bonding in class, and soon afterward it moved towards meeting after-school.Kaede’s first suggestion was to visit a small and quaint coffee-shop on the outskirts of town, but then he politely reminded her that he can’t actually drink coffee - that didn’t go so well.
They started having little Study Sessions together on the weekends which progressed theirfeelings for one another, and everything seemed to eventually align and fall into place.
Of course, Kaede was the one who recognized her feelings first. Kiibo had neverexperienced emotions like these before so he was somewhat oblivious to the wayhe felt and to her advances.
She had to be blunt; Kaede tried dropping small hints here and there but he didn’t pick up on any of them. She asked him out by scribbling a little ‘Will you be mine?~’ note with a heart in his notebook.
She naturally takes the lead in the relationship, and Kiibo happily lets her.
Kaede was his first ever girlfriend but he wont admit that…
He started bringing her flowers every morning, occasionally accompanied with a card or chocolates because he thought that that’s what you were supposed to do. Although Kaede appreciated the offer, she didn’t want him to spend all of his money on her like that so she had to remind him that relationships aren’t all about expensive, grand gestures - plus, her home was beginning to look like a flower shop.
But Kiibo just wanted to be a goof boyfriend! He’s trying his best.
Once, the ever-so oblivious Kiibo stumbled in on Kaede while she was changing,completely unintentional of course! His face turned bright red and before he could say a word, he malfunctioned and shut down. she had to get Miu Iruma to swing by and repair him… oops.
They love cuddling, but it took a long time for her to get used to the feeling of cold metal against her skin. It was a little bit uncomfortable at first, but she got used to it. Plus, Kiibo was able to use his Heating Function to keep her warm, which was especially comforting on snowy Winter days.
The couple holds hands by loosely entwining their fingers together, without their palms fully touching and space in-between.
Kiibo will shower Kaede in affection and calls her beautiful every day, and they always remind one another that they’re in love. Kiibo is always texting Kaede when they’re apart, reminding her to eat, buckle up, to get enough sleep, and so on. He doesn’t really have to worry about any of those things so he’s much more concerned with her safety.
But they both get flustered pretty easily. Bright red blushes and awkward little giggles are quite common, as well as surprise pecks on the cheek or nose and hugs from behind!
Kaede will play the piano for Kiibo because she knows he finds it comforting, and he’ll take candid pictures of her while because she always looks so peaceful and serene when doing what she loves the most.
He adores when she falls asleep on him, but it feels like when an animal falls asleep on you and you don’t want to make the slightest movement that might wake it up.
Kiibo has a bad habit of tickling Kaede since he knows he won’t feel it if she tries getting him back. He only does it because he loves the sound of her laughter.
And sometimes he takes her flying just so she can see the world. She always looks so amazed, but in his eyes, there’s no sight in the universe that could compare to her.
Their relationship is the type of endless, childlike love that never leaves its honeymoon phase. If soulmates exist, then it would definitely be them. Their love is the kind that everyone strives for and will never die out.
- Mod Rantaro
#danganronpa#danganronpa imagines#danganronpa v3#ndrv3#ndrv3 imagines#killing harmony#kaede akamatsu#kiibo#kiibo x kaede
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Y’all remember when I accidentally wrote a little bit of time travel AU where Oliver and Felicity’s son gets thrown into 2013 Starling on the night of the Undertaking?
Because I tripped and fell into more.
In the days after the earthquake that destroyed the Glades, a couple of time travelers did not stand out as weirdly as we otherwise might have. We were just another pair of shellshocked survivors, and social services did their best to connect us with resources. A few changes of clothes, a cot in a high school gym, packaged foods in unfamiliar brands.
We did not see Roy Harper again, though we kept an eye out.
“What’s your name?” said a kind woman with a clipboard our first morning in 2013.
Tish paused, but there was no reason to lie. She whispered, “Laetitia Cuvier.”
The woman looked to me next. “Jonathan, um - ” Moira Queen was on TV in the background, warning the city about the Undertaking and admitting to complicity. “Cuvier.”
Tish’s eyes widened ever so slightly, and the woman made a note.
The worst of being a refugee is the boredom. Lucky for us, we had endless speculation to fill the hours.
“Do we go to STAR Labs?”
“Can’t. They’re still run by a supervillain at the moment, and Barry Allen isn’t much of a runner yet.”
“ARGUS?”
I did not dignify that with a response.
“Right.” Tish sighed. “Our best chance of getting home is probably the metahuman.”
“Assuming he can take us back. Assuming he’s still stuck here in this time with us. Assuming we can pin him down and force him.”
“I want Team Arrow’s help,” Tish confessed.
“That’s going to take some convincing.”
That night, I slept fitfully and Tish not at all. The third time I woke up, I overheard her talking to our neighbor on the next cot.
“You guys from over in the Bywater?” the woman said.
It was one of the gentrified neighborhoods in the North Glades. In our home time, a friend of mine recently bought a house there for 1.2 million. In the teens, it would have been up-and-coming.
Tish made a noise of vague assent, then tacked toward the truth. “We were near Washington Square Park when the quake hit.”
“You were outside?” the woman said. “I got under a table and hung on to the legs. Oh, shit, I think your husband’s bleeding through his shirt. Here, I got extra gauze.”
Tish had me sit up so she could change the bandages. “So you’re taking my name,” she murmured in my ear. “That’s sweet.”
“We’re newlyweds,” I muttered back. “You’re still in that crazy honeymoon phase where you can’t get enough of my - ow!”
Tish sighed and rested her chin on my shoulder. “Tomorrow we have to start finding our feet here, don’t we?”
“We might be here for a while. Let’s start planning as if we are.”
We started with our most basic problem: in 2013, we didn’t legally exist.
In every story I’d ever heard about Team Arrow spiriting someone out of town, Dig “knew a guy.” He had always phrased it in that specific way, followed by the kind of laugh usually attendant on a terrible dad joke. I found out later this was because the guy’s name was Guy.
Guy was difficult to find, which was promising. He was not happy to see me, which was less so. He was extremely happy to see Tish’s set of South Sea pearls. Two days later, Jonathan and Laetitia Cuvier had social security numbers, Gotham birth certificates, and drivers’ licenses.
That evening, I accidentally-on-purpose bumped into John Diggle at Big Belly Burger. It had taken two days to find the one where his brother’s widow worked, and two more for him to show.
I almost didn’t recognize him. The Dig I knew was a solid guy, but this one was absolutely fucking ripped. Also, he was moving stiffly and carefully; the rooftop fight against Merlyn had taken its toll. He eased down into a booth, and his sister-in-law brought him iced tea.
I spent five minutes trying to figure out how to strike up a conversation. Then he ran out of napkins. In deepest irritation, he started hauling himself upright to fetch more.
“Here, let me.”
“Thanks,” he said absently, accepting a handful from me. Then he did a double take.
“What?”
He shook it off. “You look familiar. Have I seen you around?”
I shrugged. “I work private security. A lot of people see me hanging out in the background.”
From there, it was dead easy.
I spoke industry, and I treated him like an old friend, mostly because I couldn’t do otherwise if I tried. I just had to hope he wouldn’t dig too deep into a Panoptic, LLC headquartered in Gotham. By the time I mentioned the quake, he was asking me questions about myself with genuine interest.
“Since then, Tish and I have been - ”
“Sorry, who?”
“Laetitia. My gir - ah, my wife.”
He glanced at my left hand, double-checking that he hadn’t missed that detail before. “Fairly recent, huh?”
“Yeah, I’m still getting used to calling her that. Anyway, since the quake, she’s taken the lead on finding us a place.”
“Carly usually knows somebody who knows an SCU student looking to sublet for the summer. That sound about right?”
I could see in his eyes that he had decided to take me on as a project. “That sounds perfect.”
“How is Dad?” I was dying to ask him. He was hurt really bad that night. Where did you take him? He just lost his best friend. What is he doing now?
But Jonathan Cuvier had no reason whatsoever to concern himself with Oliver Queen.
I thanked Dig, and I went back to the cot in the high school gym.
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Kerensa Part 2
This is a continuation of Kerensa Part 1 which you can find here
Kerensa (Part 1)
Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5 , Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13
Kerensa (Part 2)
Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4
Chapter 5
California Rocks
Once they were back in LA after the shoot, Kerry continued to work on her novel. Keanu’s film had moved to studio shoot stage and he was once again working long days. They tried to organise their time so they had time together but often Kerry would eat her evening meal alone, walk Scout and be almost ready for bed on his return.
With Keanu being busy, they weren’t doing much socially either so Kerry did start to feel a little isolated again. She decided to look into taking a writing class at UCLA. That way, she might make contacts and have more of a life of her own whilst in LA and not feel so reliant on Keanu. She hadn’t realised how important her independence was until it was gone. The course would last a couple of months and she hoped to get new impetus to the novel’s direction.
Keanu had a second shoot coming up and wanted to make plans for another joint trip.
��I don’t think I can come to this one hun”
His face fell instantly
“But we had such a great time in San Fran …”
“ I know sweetheart but I’ll still have 3 weeks more of the writing course left by then and I honestly think spring in Florida ..... it’s going to be too hot for Scout.”
“But we haven’t been apart for 6 months …”
“ I know but we’re grown ups right? And we’ll talk every day if you like and maybe once the course is done, I can fly down and visit, leave Scout with your mum for a few days like we did at Christmas.”
You said you could write anywhere, be anywhere….
“Oh, that’s not fair!”
“Why not? You did say that.”
“Yeah, yeah I did and it’s true but that was before. And I have written in all sorts of places on our travels for your meetings and location work so far. But I can’t complete my course remotely”
“Why not? Don’t we have the tech to do that these days?”
“Well, maybe but the course work and tuition, even if I could do it remotely, isn’t the only reason to do it. I’m building some friendships and connections of my own, you know that. They’re practically the only people I know here who aren’t your friends and family”
“And what’s wrong with my friends and family?”
“Oh stop being ridiculous! There’s nothing wrong with them, they’re lovely but they aren’t mine. Look people say all sorts of things at the beginning of a relationship. We were drunk on love but things change – and when I said that I could work anywhere I hadn’t realised how fucking hot and hostile to dogs this country can be!”
“Were drunk on love ?”
“You know what I mean!”
“I’m not sure I do.”
Keanu turned and grabbed his bike keys.
“Maybe some time apart would be good for us, to see where our priorities lie!”
Then he stormed to the garage. She heard the doors go up and, minutes later, the engine roared and he was pulling out and zooming away.
“Shit! What got into him?” she wondered, “I never said I could drop everything to follow him around like some lapdog bimbo” An awful thought crossed her mind that maybe, deep down, he’d been banking on having her at his beck and call precisely because she was away from all her own friends and family. But that didn’t really fit with how considerate he normally was, something else must have made him react like that.
A couple of hours later, to her relief, he was back and full of remorse at his outburst. They each apologised for their tetchiness, not wanting to go to bed on an argument. Nevertheless, for whatever reason, it clearly still rankled with Keanu that she wasn’t going to accompany him to Florida. Kerry worried that either there was something making him insecure or a problem with work that was making him unsettled or worst of all, that he’d got too used to having his own way over the years and didn’t know how to compromise. Maybe their honeymoon phase was over?
As the time approached for him to go, they’d still had no luck with a pregnancy and it seemed that their lovemaking got more intense and desperate as his leaving got closer – as if they thought they would never make love again. Keanu would frequently say how much he was going to miss her and Scout, and she him but she’d committed to the course and he seemed somewhat resigned to it, if still not entirely happy.
Once he’d gone, she was very glad in those first 3 weeks to have the course to keep her busy and give her human contact. The main friends of his she liked to see socially were out of town so she felt vindicated in insisting she needed her own friends. She skyped with him most days if filming allowed and they messaged if not, but she was glad she didn’t have to rely just on him and his contacts. And there was one such contact she really wished she didn’t know….. Autumn.
Seemingly oblivious to Kerry’s discomfort with her, Keanu had mentioned to Autumn that he was going away and that he’d appreciate it if she called in on Kerry. The day she called, Kerry was out of sorts. The course was finished and she hadn’t slept well for the past few days. She’d found herself just vegging about, unable to write, and that day she was in lounge pants and one of Keanu’s Arch T-shirts when she heard the doorbell. She looked at the security camera and groaned when she saw who it was but she had the car parked out front, so knew Autumn would know she was there. She also guessed she was coming at Keanu’s bidding so if she didn’t answer, Autumn would report back and he’d worry.
“Hey” she said after opening the door though she didn’t immediately invite her in.
“You know Keanu’s out of town right?”
“Yeah sure sure, let me in though, there’s one of those tour busses just coming by”
Kerry swiftly let her in, not wanting anyone to spy her in her lounge pants nor Autumn arriving.
“So how are you?”, Autumn enquired raising an eye-brow “you look kind of washed out”
“Gee thanks, err, just didn’t sleep well”
“awwww missing Kiki” she said pointedly dropping in Kerry’s pet name for him to show she knew the old nickname.
“Yeah I guess” Kerry agreed not wanting to provide any details.
Kerry offered Autumn a tea and they sat on the patio to enjoy the morning sun.
“So how are you handling the location stuff?”
“You mean him being away?”
“Well, yeah and you know the whole ‘what happens on location stays on location’ thing he has going on.”
“sorry?”
“Oh surely he’s told you that, you know, ‘I can’t be without a woman that long so what happens …..”
“Errm , no we never”
“Oh, well maybe he’s not like that anymore but, well a leopard doesn’t change its spots” she said, smirking and taking another sip of tea.”
Kerry didn’t know where to put herself. Was that why he’d wanted her there. For sex and to stop himself from playing away?” Her stomach suddenly heaved at the thought and she ran for the bathroom.
She was still retching over the toilet bowl when she heard Autumn call in to her.
“Sorry hun but I gotta run. Don’t worry, maybe he’s changed now he’s older”
When Keanu called later on, she didn’t want to reveal anything about her talk with Autumn or her churning emotions but she’d made one decision: she needed to get out of LA. So she listened to his update about the shoot and when he said they were having to do some very long days to catch up after some weather-based delays, she took her chance and told him that while he was working those long days, she’d take the opportunity to go back to the UK for a while with Scout, just while he was at peak busyness on location. He was disappointed she wouldn’t be joining him but he knew he wouldn’t have much free time to spend with her so it made sense.
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Chills, Scares, and Cold Sweat
Pairing: Kim Taehyung x Reader ft. a pinch of platonic Yoonmin and implied Kryber
Themes: smut | angst | haunted house!au
Word count: 12.7k
Summary: Ghosts and demons don’t exist, so how bad can it really get? In the worst case scenario, we’ll end up on YouTube screaming like a bunch of pussies. Taehyung’s words, not mine.
Warnings: late BTS Halloween special! Scary! (Not really) Backseat smut!
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Okay, chill, you got this, I delivered myself a mental pep talk, as I stood in front of the house, my grip tightened around the suitcase handle, head high. The sun had already descended behind the horizon, grey skies casting a spine-chilling aura, the thick fog only intensifying the effect, putting everyone into long-awaited Halloween's mood.
The last days of October are just like that; everyone is hyped about Halloween, preparing slutty costumes, throwing amazing, unforgettable parties, trick-or-treating, and, obviously, scaring the shit out of friends, sometimes even posting the horrendous pranks online.
This year, though, my Halloween was going to be different. Not necessarily better, but definitely not like all the previous ones. I mean... it's not an everyday occurrence to participate in a paranormal experiment. Or in other words, being locked up in a supposedly haunted house for a couple of days. Thankfully, they pay quite handsomely, and I seriously need this money.
What's the worst that could happen?
It's not like demons or ghosts or other spooky creations exist.
That’s what I call; easy money.
With lips pressed together in a thin line, back straightened, I made a confident step toward the house; only to shriek a second later when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
Instantly, I turned around, my hands raised in a defensive manner, ready to attack whoever dared to touch and frighten me out of wits.
“Your backpack is so cute,” stated the man around my age, beaming, his boxy smile making everything brighter. “It has those cute kitten ears,” he added, his hands stretched, as if he wanted to touch it, “utterly cute.”
“Don’t sneak up on people like that,” I preached, my palm firmly pressed against my rib cage, my heart beating rapidly, as he almost put me through a severe heart attack. “Anyway,” I started dismissively, “are you participating in the, hmm... project as well?”
Smiling down at me from under his hood, he nodded, “of course, I’m Taehyung, and you are?” he introduced himself, his arm outstretched, so I could shake hands with him. Quickly, I greeted him and gave him my name, his wide beam never fading. “It’s gonna be so much fun, isn’t it?”
“It depends on what you’re into,” I promptly replied, giving him a faint smile, “if you like being conned and pranked, since this ‘experiment‘,” I didn’t hesitate to draw a quotation marks in the air with my fingers, “is obviously some kind of a sick hoax taken to a completely different level then yes, it’s gonna be a blast,” I grinned innocently, studying his expression.
“Oh,” he pouted slightly, “so you’re a disbeliever. Interesting,” Taehyung spoke, and I could feel his glance on me, as he looked at me from head to toe.
“What about you? Do you seriously believe in all of that crap?” I asked, my eyebrow cocked upwards, as I impatiently anticipated his reply. He’s something; if he really thinks that horror monsters are real, it’ll surely be interesting. “I mean... whatever is gonna pop out of nowhere must be staged.”
“I don’t know what’s gonna happen; in the worst case scenario, we’ll end up on YouTube screaming like a bunch of pussies.” Taehyung replied, shooting me another smile, as he rubbed his hands in excitement. “We probably should get inside, I think we’re late.”
“Right,” I agreed, and Taehyung quickly grabbed my suitcase, “thanks.”
The porch squeaked the moment we stepped on it; from the outside the house looked terrible, only still in one piece due to a magical spell cast upon it; maybe even a curse, given the particular time of a year and sinister atmosphere around. From the inside, it didn't present any better.
“Finally,” a voice said as Taehyung grabbed the knob and pushed the doors wide open, a loud creak announcing our arrival. Slowly, he looked from above his tablet, his lips arched into a polite smile, his dimples on full display. “I started to think that you guys ditched,” he added, clearly glad that he was mistaken.
“Are you kidding me? Pass on such a sweet deal? Never,” I quickly assured him, as I accepted his hand shake when he greeted us, “nice to meet you, too, Namjoon.”
“Okay, before we start anything, you both have to sign this up,” Namjoon announced, showing us the terms of the agreement which were roughly thirty pages long, “basically, it states that we can record anything that happens here, and use it for further research. Also, we do not take any responsibility for any damage caused during your stay.”
Taehyung scrolled through the pages, his eyes moving quickly from left to right as he quickly skimmed the text, reading one every five words.
“Sounds legit,” he commented, as he looked at Namjoon, “where do I sign?”
“Just draw your signature with your finger at the bottom of the page,” Namjoon instructed Taehyung, the latter leaving an illegible squiggle under the date.
“Are you for real?” I asked, still unable to process what Taehyung just did. Did he seriously endorse the contract without thoroughly reading it first? Is he that reckless and irresponsible? For all we know, they could have a permit to legally harvest his organs, or worse.
“Don’t worry, there isn’t anything funny, it’s a routine procedure.” Namjoon reassured me, his arm outstretched toward me, the blank space at the bottom of the page waiting to be signed.
“Fuck it, let’s do it,” I replied casually before I left my signature in the right place. Right now, I seriously needed this money, even if the contract consisted of something I was against, it’s not like Namjoon had time to renegotiate the terms with me; it’s either all or nothing, and I really didn't want to leave empty-handed.
“Okay,” Namjoon locked his tablet, “since we got this covered, you guys must want a short tour around the house,” he simply stated, mentioning for us to follow him and carefully listen to him. Taehyung and I looked at each other, and he let me go first, as he slowly trailed behind me.
The reconnaissance was quite short; Namjoon showed us round the house and introduced us to the four fellow housemates. At the very end of the tour, he led us down the corridor, telling which room was whose. Mine happened to be across from Taehyung’s, squeezed between Jimin’s and Amber’s.
“I should get going,” Namjoon stated, as he glimpsed at his smart-watch, “shit, I’m late,” he added, his eyes roaming around the house as if he was in a panic. “Anyway, see you all on Wednesday.”
"What took you so long?" Taehyung asked as I walked downstairs to the living room. "And here I thought a ghost already ate your disbelieving ass," he snickered, and I immediately stuck out my tongue at him before I politely bowed at the rest and sat on the couch beside Taehyung since he's the one I was the most familiar with; Namjoon had introduced them to me, yet their names slipped my mind almost as soon as I heard them.
"Yeah, totally," I deadpanned, slightly jabbing Taehyung's side; that boy had it coming, why did he look so astonished? "Anyway, I have a treat for all of you," I started, as I placed a plastic bag filled with Chinese fortune cookies.
"Did you rob a Chinese restaurant on your way here?" A man with golden, fluffy hair smiled and reached for the ziplock bag, taking a cookie.
"No, but it's a funny story, actually." I started, obtaining his attention before he managed to crack the cookie and read whatever wisdom was inked inside. "I used to write quotes for the fortune cookies; the manager wanted them to be original and I kind of got carried away. In the end, I got fired."
"What does it say?" Taehyung asked, wondering what could be written there, as he couldn't imagine what kind of sentence could anger the manager to the point of wanting to sack me. "Come on, Jimin, read it out loud!" He encouraged, when the man scanned the piece of paper, his eyes squinted, trying to decipher the message in a tiny font.
"Oh my God, this is gold," Jimin declared, as he strived to refrain himself from ugly-laughing. "You will die alone and poorly dressed," Jimin read, and Taehyung almost choked when he heard the fortune. "Geez, thanks, that's exactly what I wanted to get."
"She must really possess some kind of power, I mean... what are those?" Taehyung asked angrily, as he pointed at Jimin's hideous sneakers. Everyone laughed at Taehyung's remark, and Jimin stuck his tongue out, acting calm and collected, although he couldn't understand the criticism; they were incredibly comfortable, who really cared that they were last season?
"I want one, too." A woman in boyish clothing interjected Taehyung before he got to diss Jimin more, and reached for the bag, eager to read her fortune. "Life is a symphony, and you are playing the kazoo," she read out loud, "why would anyone fire you for that? This is ridiculous; if anything, you should get a raise!"
Later that night, we're still chilling in the living room; demonic presence never making oneself known. It was just a simple get-together; six people in their twenties, a bag of delicious unfortunate cookies and a bottle of rum passed among them.
"Okay, let's lay our cards on the table," Taehyung started casually, wriggling on the couch beside me, brushing his thighs against mine all the time. "What made you guys take part in this? You go first Jimin," he asked with curiosity, his body leaned forward, his elbows digging into his thighs, waiting for the reply patiently, his eyes fixated on Jimin.
"The girl I have a crush on just got together with my friend, and I didn't feel like third-wheeling them, especially when they're in that honeymoon phase," Jimin stated, gladly accepting the bottle of alcohol Yoongi offered him. It wasn't easy for him, but hopefully participating in this experiment would take it off his mind. "Fuck couples," he added, and raised the bottle, taking another gulp.
"Salute to that!" I cheered, smiling at Jimin, completely supporting his views on relationships. It was solely envy speaking, but yeah, fuck couples!
"What about you Amber?" Taehyung inquired, as he looked at the girl, the bottle of alcohol in her hands.
"Actually, I'm just tagging along. Krystal wanted to go, because she thought her Instagram followers would love it, and I'm just accompanying her."
"That's true," Krystal suddenly interjected, tearing her eyes off the screen, "and they just love it," she added, every word just beautifully rolling off her tongue, "by the end of the experiment, the number of my followers will at least double."
Taehyung nodded his head, registering all the new information about other participants. "Yoongi?"
"Boredom, I guess." Yoongi answered dismissively, drinking alcohol as if it was water. "Also, I've been told I am dead inside, so hopefully, this near-death experience will stir some emotions within me." He added, placing an empty bottle on the carpet, "have any of you brought booze?" He asked, looking at fellow participants, hoping he wasn't the only one who had thought about getting wasted.
"I have," I quickly replied, unconsciously raising my hand as if I was still in high school, "but it's clear vodka, and I don't think we should drink it straight from the bottle," I added, and everyone except Yoongi agreed with me with a simple nod.
"I'll grab the cups and some juice, and you go get the alcohol," Taehyung proposed, and quickly, we stood up and went our separate ways to get what all of us needed. Within two minutes, we got back to the living room; swiftly pouring the drinks, each different with accordance to one's request.
"What about you, kitten?" Taehyung carried on, his gaze fixated on me, our cups clinking in a simple toast. Refraining myself from cringing at the nickname he had given me, I smiled at him and cleared my throat.
"I want to throw an amazing birthday party, and invite all of my friends, but I don't have money, so I signed up for this." I sincerely confessed, all of them staring at me, since mine reason must've been the most trivial one. "What about you, huh?" I boldly asked Taehyung, alcohol in my system giving me confidence and courage.
"What about me?" Taehyung questioned stupidly, grinning at me like an idiot, "Aww, look at your blush, is it me, or the alcohol?"
"Alcohol, definitely alcohol," I answered immediately, being perfectly aware that my cheeks turned scarlet red whenever I was drinking. I was attracted to Taehyung, but it didn't have anything to do with my blush at the moment; it was solely alcohol. "What about you? Are you avoiding my question?"
"I'm not, I just like teasing you," Taehyung stated, leaning forward, and I automatically lay back a little. He surprised me with all the attention he gave me, but I just didn't want to openly flirt with Taehyung in front of everyone. I hated PDA, and even Taehyung's handsome being wouldn't change that. "But to answer your question, I guess I joined the experiment because I felt like it?" Taehyung said, yet his statement came out as a question, almost as if he didn't know how to explain his decision. "I mean... I thought it'd be cool to try something new."
"Okay, since we've already established why we're here, why don't we get drunk?" Jimin spoke, trying to change the subject for which I was much than simply glad, considering the way Taehyung stared at me, waiting for a perfect moment to strike again with his playful remarks.
"Finally!" Yoongi cheered, as he reached for his cup and a fortune cookie. "You are all going to die here," Yoongi read the sentence with furrowed eyebrows, and I almost choked on my drink in horror; I didn't particularly memorise all the quotes, but I was certain that I hadn't written that. "Spooky."
"Are you okay?" Taehyung asked in concern, as he hit my back gently, evidently worried about me, yet intrigued by my reaction. "What's the matter?"
"It wasn't funny, Yoongi," I reprimanded the man, obviously not amused by his prank.
"I don't understand," Yoongi replied, his eyebrow cocked in a questioning manner, as he had no clue what made me act the way I did. "What wasn't funny?"
"The note," I quickly said, pointing my finger at the piece of paper lying on the coffee table, "I didn't write that."
"Who did, then?" He challenged, and I immediately reached for the note, eager to see what was written there. Yoongi's prank wasn't humorous, not even the tiniest bit. Quickly, I flipped the note in my hands, squinting my eyes as I tried to read it in my tipsy state. What threw me off first was the font; the one I held in my hands was hand-written, whereas the ones I had written were not. Someone was messing with me, yet I couldn't really tell who. It had to be one of the fellow participants, it couldn't be a ghost, obviously.
"You guys are the worst," I whined, crumpling the note in my hands, not giving them the satisfaction; they tried to prank me, but it failed.
Around two a.m. we called it a night. Unfortunately, when I got to my room, I didn't feel the tiniest bit tired, my eyes were wide open, not even a single yawn leaving my mouth. Perhaps, it was alcohol that they had poured me, or the cruel prank that affected me much more than I originally thought; either way, I wasn't feeling exhausted, anticipated dream way beyond my reach.
Having kicked off my shoes, I jumped on the bed, sitting up, my back pressed against the headboard. Quickly, I unlocked my phone, keen on reading whatever I had missed during the day. Slowly, I scrolled down the content, either liking or reblogging everything that caught my attention, or made me smile. It didn't keep me busy for long, though.
"Eh," I murmured to myself, as I rolled down, lying on the sheets. The brightness of my phone was blinding me, although it was set the darkest as it was possible. Thankfully, there was a working lamp on the nightstand, which engulfed the room with tangerine, weak light.
Suddenly, I felt cold; it lasted for not longer than ten seconds, yet it was enough for goose bumps to rise in my arms. Shivering, I turned my head toward the window, the curtain fluttering in the chilly breeze. It was strange, especially when I didn't leave it open. Sighing, I jumped off the bed and walked to the window to close it, only to furrow my eyebrows in confusion when I realised it was closed. There had to be a scientific explanation; the draft just didn't emerge from nothingness.
Before I got a chance to ponder the occurrence, I heard a faint knock on the doors, interrupting my train of thought. My head immediately turned, Taehyung's head picked inside my room.
"You're not asleep, thank God," he spoke casually, a sheepish smile decorating his face. Slowly, he pushed the doors open, gingerly entering my room, his pillow in his grip. "Would it be a problem if I slept here tonight?" He asked boldly, his gaze drilling holes in my eyes. "My room stinks as if someone has died in there," he clarified honestly, and I just nodded my head in comprehension.
"You can stay, I guess," I replied nonchalantly, as I wondered if I was his first choice. Didn't he prefer to stay with one of the guys? Or Krystal? Or whoever else?
"Thanks, you're the best," Taehyung beamed at me, quickly plopping on the right side of the bed, "you're my life saver."
"No problem," I muttered and gave him a faint smile, before I turned my head around, examining the window again. It bothered me that I couldn't come up with a logical explanation, even when I knew one existed; surely it wasn't Casper the ghost, playing with the curtains for crying out loud!
"What are you doing over there?" Taehyung asked, his deep, worried voice pulling me out of my thoughts. "Have you seen a ghost? You look unhealthily pale."
"What...?" I furrowed my eyebrows, as I didn't register what exactly he asked me about. "Oh, it's really nothing. I thought I saw something, but it must be nothing. It's just the house, everybody says it's haunted, and even if I don't believe in that, it still makes me feel a bit edgy." I explained, smiling sheepishly throughout my whole reply, as I analysed his concerned expression.
"Don't worry, it's a natural reaction in these circumstances, everyone a bit scared even though they may not outwardly admit that." Taehyung assured, trying to provide me with comfort of some sort. "Hell, even I'm a little frightened." He confessed, and I let out a faint chuckle. The thing was, I wasn't scared, what I felt was confusion without any sort of fear.
I knew better than to believe in that lies Namjoon had fed us with; the supernatural beings don't exist. Period. He might've fooled the rest of them, but I had never been easy to convince.
"It's not I'm scared. Maybe a little uneasy, but that's all." I replied, striving to look as confident as I possibly could. "Anyway," I started, rubbing my hands eagerly, "do you want to check out your room?"
"Not really," quickly, he brushed me off, his body comfortably lying on my bed, his arms tightly wrapped around the pillow, his lips puckered, "when I said that it stank, I meant it. Actually, I'm pretty much surprised you can't smell it from here."
"Okay, let's just stay here." I gave in, not really trying to force him to leave. I truly liked his company, and if he wanted to stay the night, I'd let him even if nothing was going to happen. "But if you hear me talking in my sleep just ignore it, I am not being possessed." I warned him, but Taehyung just beamed at me.
"And if you feel as if a boa snake is trying to kill you, don't panic, you're not being attacked. It's just me." Taehyung announced, holding his pillow tightly between his arms.
"Sure..." I replied, sounding not convinced, "I'll remember that."
"Aren't you tired?" He asked, his head propped on his elbow, as he stared at me. I was still standing next to the window, almost as if I was too shy to lie down beside him. "It's like seriously late," he yawned loudly, not even covering his mouth.
"I was, but sometimes one moment I'm super exhausted, only to be hyper when I should go to bed." I explained, slowly approaching him, the eerie curtain occurrence almost forgotten.
"Yeah, I get it." Taehyung nodded his head, as he closed his eyes, and snuggled tightly around the sheets, making himself absolutely comfortable. "Amber must be suffering like you right now. When I was standing in front of your doors, I could swear I heard moans coming from her room. And if I'm not mistaken, they were Krystal's."
"Whoa," I said, unable to disguise my perplexed reaction. They hadn't made it obvious that they had any romantic strings between them. Moreover, if I had to tip who were in a relationship, I'd nominate Yoongi and Jimin; Krystal hadn't held Amber’s hand when rain started to hit the windows, it was Jimin who had got scared, seeking safety in Yoongi's tight grip.
"At least someone's getting some," I added absent-mindedly, the depressing thoughts of my painfully long singlehood resurfaced.
"I'm very sorry that we're not having sex right now. If I knew sooner that you're down to fuck, I'd save my energy. Not today, kitten." Taehyung teased me, his mind almost in dreamland.
"That's not what I meant!" I replied defensively, shooting him a disapproving glance, which much to my dismay, got unnoticed. "I'm thinking long-term here," I added, although I knew he wasn't listening.
"Good night, Taehyung." I whispered, as I sat on the bed beside him, ready to return to reading on my phone.
When I woke up, Taehyung was gone. Lazily rubbing my eyes, I reached for my phone to check the time and other notifications; it was past noon, and I must've been the only person still in bed. Despite a hot affair between Krystal and Amber, I doubted anyone had stayed awake to 4 o'clock to finish reading.
A loud growl of my stomach pulled me out of my thoughts, demanding food. However, no matter how hungry I was, I had to shower first.
Swiftly, I got out of bed and approached the suitcase, fishing out everything I needed: a clean set of clothes, a bathrobe, and shower necessities.
The bathroom down the hall, thankfully, wasn't occupied, so I quickly sneaked in, locking the doors from the inside.
Instantly, I noticed a camera attached to the ceiling; everybody knows that in horror movies, ghosts just love scaring the shit out of people in the bathrooms, so I can't say that I am surprised. God bless the shower curtain and toilet stall!
Once under the hot steam of water, body coated in a bath foam, I spoke in confusion, "what the fuck?" It was weird, at night, when I had gone to bed, I didn't have any bruises, yet right now, my hips and thighs were covered in a handful of dark marks. How did that happen? These weren't hickeys, obviously. I hadn't knocked into anything, either.
Furrowing my eyebrows, I stared at the marks, still unable to recall how the hell I got them. Once again, something odd happened, and I didn't have an explanation for it; perhaps I am not as smart as I thought I was.
Having pushed the bothersome thoughts aside, I swiftly finished the shower and put on my outfit which consisted of black, ripped jeans and a simple band T-shirt.
"Look who we have here, the Sleeping Beauty finally came downstairs." Taehyung snickered, as soon as I entered the kitchen. Taehyung was alone, doing the dishes, while the rest lounged around the living room, either sipping coffee, or looking at their screens. "How was your sleep?" He asked, looking at me over his shoulder, sending me a simple smile.
"Short," I retorted, as I sat on the stool by the table, looking at the remains of their breakfast. "What about you?"
"I slept like a log," Taehyung admitted, as he turned off the tap and threw the sponge into the sink before he took a seat beside me.
"Taehyung, did we... you know... do anything yesterday? I have these... weird bruises, and I have no idea how I got them. We didn't sleep together, did we?" I mumbled, playing with my fingers. I realised I must've sounded crazy and confused, and thankfully, he didn't laugh at me. "It's really strange, but I seriously don't know how to explain that. I wasn't that drunk, and I was conscious the whole time." I tried to formulate a reasonable explanation, and Taehyung, despite me sounding batshit crazy, he just grabbed my hand and gave it a comforting squeeze.
"Trust me, kitten, I'd remember that." Taehyung answered playfully, rubbing his thumb against my skin in a soothing manner. "And are you sure you haven't knocked into anything?" He asked, and I shook my head confidently. "Then, it must be the house. It's haunted, remember?"
"I'm being serious here," I whined, and Taehyung tightened his grip around my fingers.
"Don't look at me like that, something's wrong about this house. At breakfast, Yoongi told me that during the night, he felt the draft in his room, although the windows and the doors were closed." Taehyung started, and I looked at him with my eyes wide open; Yoongi had experienced the same thing, and it seemed a bit too coincidental for my liking. It was strange, but it didn't mean that the house was actually haunted.
"It doesn't mean the ghost assaulted me."
"You're right, but tell me when you come up with a better explanation."
"Does anyone know the history of this house?" Amber asked out of the blue, obtaining everyone's attention. "I googled it, and it's pretty messed up."
"Better keep it to yourself, she's already paranoid," Taehyung interjected, pointing his finger at me, earning a jab between his ribs. I wasn't paranoid, I was just puzzled. "What?" He asked loudly, his grip on my wrist, protecting him from me.
"Shut up, you're not better yourself. Who came to my room yesterday? You're the scaredy-cat, just admit it." I fought back, wriggling my arms from his grasp.
"Okay, we get it, you're both chickens," Yoongi commented, as he gave us a judging look. "What does it say?"
"Basically, whoever moves in dies." Amber summed up, as everyone stared at her, eagerly waiting for more details. "The legend says that the family who built this house was brutally murdered by robbers. It is believed the man, right before his death, swore to take vengeance on anybody who comes inside."
"That story's lame," Krystal criticized, shaking her head in disappointment, "I can't believe that's what you came up with, pathetic."
"I didn't come up with anything!" Amber defended herself, but Krystal didn't seem the tiniest bit convinced. "I found this article from a couple of years ago, and it says that over twenty people died in here; adults and kids, everyone cruelly butchered, no survivors. Just read it yourself." She sat up and stretched her hand, passing her phone to Krystal.
"Still lame."
In the evening, when Yoongi found a stash of alcohol, the atmosphere loosened up; no one was thinking about the urban legend, our minds hazy.
"Do you guys wanna play? Krystal and I deserve a break," Amber asked, as she pointed at the table where Yoongi and Jimin were refilling cups for another round of beer pong.
"Sure," Taehyung replied for the both of us, as he smiled at Amber and grabbed my hand, pulling me off the couch. "Come on, kitten, we're gonna fucking destroy them," he added, and I shook my head at Taehyung's confidence. I didn't doubt his skills, mine, however, left a lot to be desired. Especially, when I was already after a couple of drinks.
"Don't get ahead of yourself, Tae," Jimin warned, as he smirked at us, "we crushed them, and we're most definitely gonna crush you."
"I probably should tell you that I, Kim Taehyung, have never lost, not even once, at beer pong." With a hand pressed against his heart, Taehyung admitted, while I tried to fight the urge to start laughing at his serious approach. He wasn't going to play to have fun, he was going to beat them out.
"What about you, kitten?" Yoongi asked in a mocking tone, infuriating me even more with that annoying nickname he had caught on from Taehyung.
"What about me? You better worry about yourself because Taehyung and I will beat the crap out of you." I exclaimed and high-fived Taehyung before we cheered together, being confident about our victory. Hopefully, Taehyung had his self-proclaimed skills, otherwise, we're pretty much screwed.
"Feisty." Yoongi hissed under his breath, a lopsided smirk decorating his face. "In that case, we should arrange a bet; what do you think?"
"Bring it on," Taehyung replied confidently, as he sent a determined glare at Yoongi and Jimin, "what's the punishment gonna be?"
"We'll have that figured out by the end of the match, okay?"
Having cracked my knuckles, and heaved a sigh, the game started, me being the first one to throw the ball, as the boys insisted that ladies first. Surprisingly, I managed to score for our team; unfortunately, it was the first and also last point I notched up. Amongst the four of us, Taehyung was definitely the best player, yet with my awful contribution, it wasn't enough to win against them.
"In your face!"
"There's a first time for everything, Tae!" Jimin mocked, as he approached our side of the table, and patted Taehyung's shoulder with artificial care. "What are we gonna make them do, Yoongs?"
"Don't worry, shit happens." Taehyung spoke, trying to cheer me up when Yoongi and Jimin were conferring our punishment. "It's not a big deal."
"Sorry, Tae. It's all my fault. If you want I can do the punishment alone. It's fine with me."
With everlasting smile upon his face, he shook his head. Of course, he'd do that, given how much of a sweetheart I knew he was.
"Don't be ridiculous," Taehyung spoke, as he spared me a short glance before he focused on Jimin and Yoongi who're bending their backs backward, desperate to come up with a sinister punishment.
"Today's Halloween, maybe we should send them to the basement. If the ghosts don't hunt them down, we'll know that Namjoon has been bullshitting the whole time." Jimin announced, and Yoongi enthusiastically clapped his hands and nodded his head, agreeing with Jimin's idea.
"Oh my God," Krystal whined and rolled her eyes, as she took a short break from her Instagram profile, "you guys are so lame! Unbelievably uncreative. A sponge would generate a better punishment."
Krystal was right; the guys didn't possess even a whit of creativity. They were also dicks, picking a dull cliché from every horror movie ever. Going to the basement with Taehyung wasn't a problem to me, yet when Jimin and Yoongi opted for clichés, I'd rather make out with my game partner. Their idea was neutral, and I didn't really mind spicing things up.
Hopefully, Taehyung didn't either.
"Just let them, they tried their best," Taehyung replied casually, yet I didn't miss the sly, subtle smirk that he sent me. He was up to something; it was obvious, and although I didn't know anything about his revenge plan, I could only assume that Yoongi and Jimin would regret messing with us. Or at least, making fun of us. "It's really nothing, we'll crush them in the next round. It was just a warm-up."
"Yeah... sure....," Yoongi hissed, sounding unconvinced, as he knew we didn't stand a chance to win against them. Not in the next round. Not ever.
"Finish your drink, Tae." Jimin said casually, as he looked at Taehyung's cup which was half full.
As soon as Taehyung emptied his cup with only three gulps, Yoongi and Jimin walked us to the basement doors, eloquently calling our mission 'Seven Minutes in Hell'. Frankly, despite all the alcohol in my blood, it still made me cringe.
"Okay, what was about that look?" I asked straightforwardly when the doors closed behind us, Taehyung and I in the embrace of darkness, occasional squeaks of the floor above us heard whenever someone moved.
"What look?" Taehyung asked, as he batted his eyelashes at me, trying to trick me into believing in his innocence. I had caught his smirk, he couldn't deny it, and I wouldn't fall for that. He was definitely up to something.
"Don't act like an idiot, Tae. That look, I know you have some sort of a revenge plan." I explained, and although I couldn't see his face, I knew he was smirking. We're going to bite back at Jimin and Yoongi, and if he really thought I'd step back, he was awfully mistaken. We didn't know each other very well, but the playful competitiveness that had surrounded us fueled me even more, not really wanting to stop the battle now. It was fun, and I couldn't stop. Taehyung had to feel the same way.
"Well... I can't say I have a particular idea in my mind, but it would be funny if we managed to pull a prank on them, don't you think?" He started, and I nodded my head, agreeing with him. It was harmless. Moreover, the house was obviously a ghost-free zone, they deserved to experience something exciting. If the ghost didn't want to scare them, Taehyung and I would take care of it instead. "Do you have an idea? Hopefully, you don't lack creativity as much as Yoongi and Jimin do."
"I don't know, we don't have much time left," I spoke, as I reached into the back pocket of my jeans to pull my phone, getting blinded by its brightness. "We have like six minutes, I doubt we manage to pull out an epic prank. Unless..."
"Unless what?"
This time, I was the one who had a lopsided smirk upon my face, "let's see," I spoke casually, as I grabbed Taehyung's hand and led him downstairs, trying to omit random objects which were scattered all over the place.
"Do think that's where all these people died?" Taehyung asked, as he followed behind me, his warm hand resting in mine, his gaze focused on the back of my head.
"No, of course, not. If anything, I'd bet they were killed in our beds." I replied casually, and Taehyung tightened his grip, as he heard my statement. I'm not surprised, it came much darker than I originally intended.
"That's really messed up," Taehyung muttered under his breath, obviously crept out by my bold remark. Damn it, I really should've known when to bite my tongue and just shut up. Even if I had the slightest chance to get it on with Taehyung, I just botched it up. The prospect of any form of intimacy just sank like a stone. "Why would you even say that?"
"Sorry, sometimes I forget it's not the Internet, and that I just can't say whatever comes to my mind." I replied, smiling at him sheepishly, knowing the situation I put myself in was miserable, and it couldn't get any worse. At this point, Satan himself could crack the surface of the Earth and set my dumb ass on fire, and I'd probably thank him for saving me from this embarrassment.
And since I was already a lost cause, I could play a little prank on him.
Abruptly, I turned off the flashlight on my phone, yanked my hand out of Taehyung's grip, and screamed, sounding quite naturally. No wonder, given how many times I had popped out of nowhere, scaring the crap out of my brother. Just as I expected, the second the light went out, Taehyung let out a shriek, which was followed by a fit of my laughter. Taehyung and the guys upstairs must've just lost their minds, some of them maybe even convinced that a vengeful spirit just finished us off.
"Holy shit, it wasn't funny." Taehyung gasped with a hand pressed against his chest when I switched on the flashlight. He looked utterly terrified, and I seriously felt like the worst person in the world. Maybe I really was the worst person in the world, yet the temptation was way too strong to fight. I couldn't waste this chance. "You almost got me a heart attack!"
"Sorry," I apologised, trying to refrain from giggling, even though it was truly difficult; his voice normally is really deep and raspy, yet just a while ago he didn't sound like himself. I wouldn't be surprised if the guys thought that high-pitched wail belonged to me. "You have to understand me, though. You'd do the same, you wouldn't be able to fight that sort of whim."
"Yeah, you're probably right," Taehyung agreed, scratching the back of his head, as he admitted his playful intentions. "I'm still angry, though. I almost pissed my pants, you know..."
"Sorry, but look at the bright side; you're gonna be prepared when the real ghost conjures up in front of you." I expounded, yet Taehyung didn't buy it. I just knew it, and the skeptical look he was giving me only validated my point. "Ugh, fine, let's make a deal. If anything supernatural happens, I'll shield you with my very own chest. Let's say, it's my token of atonement, okay?"
"Not okay," Taehyung crossed his hands across his chest, as he flat out rejected my proposition. That was unexpected. Who normal would pass on such a sweet deal? "First of all, it'd really hurt my ego if a girl jumped between me and a fucking ghost. That's highly unnecessary, kitten. It'd much rather you kissed it better." Taehyung asserted, as he poked his cheek with his long, slender forefinger.
I couldn't believe he actually said that; I thought he hated me.
Because of me we had lost the beer pong game. Moreover, I was the one who had made him scream like a little girl. Was he attracted to me the way I was attracted to him? Was he so interested in me that he actually was capable of turning a blind eye to me basically doing a one-eighty to his image?
"You're serious?" I asked, my eyebrows raised, as I still couldn't process that he, I'll be jiggered, requested a kiss.
Immediately, his gaze met mine, and I just couldn't look away. I was irrationally fascinated by him, and he, surprise, surprise, reciprocated my attraction.
"What? You don't want to?" Taehyung inquired, heaving a sigh.
Normally, I'd panic and lie, fleeing from the basement as soon as I could. Right now, however, I didn't even think about escaping. I just stood there, gawking at him, digesting his words. It still felt surreal; my cheeks probably scarlet red by now, his eyebrows furrowed in anticipation.
What the hell was I thinking? I had to be an idiot; why, on Earth, was I pondering over his statement? I ought to have smashed my lips against his the second he prodded his cheek. The guys could call us any minute; we didn't have much time, why the fuck was I wasting it?
Having come to my senses, I eagerly took a step forward, his arms wrapping around my waist the second I was within his reach. Nothing really happened yet, but my heart was already beating abnormally in excitement. Taehyung had amazing influence on me, or was it the consumed alcohol? Either way, I wanted him, and Good Lord, I should not have been satiated with just a peck!
"You know what to do, kitten," Taehyung urged, and I rolled my eyes at the nickname which I heard like the hundredth time tonight. It was really irritating, yet I just couldn't formulate a witty remark, as my mind completely shut off once I found myself in Taehyung's embrace. Almost as if we were in our personal bubble where nothing mattered, the sinister surroundings long forgotten.
Gently, I placed my arms around his neck, pressing my lips against his cheek.
"That's not even a kiss, do it properly," he whined, his fingers delicately digging into my skin, as he pulled me closer. Immediately, I replied with a smirk, trailing innocent pecks across his cheek, only to hover my lips over his, enjoying teasing him. If we went any further, I wouldn't be able to stop myself. For a short while, Taehyung and I looked into each other's eyes, as we breathed the same air, tinges of lust racing between our bodies.
"Kitten," he started, as he licked his lips, the tip of his tongue lightly brushing against my lips.
"Hmm?"
Slowly, I closed my eyes and leaned in; Taehyung's lips were incredibly soft when he moved against me. It wasn't anything extraordinary, yet it felt just heavenly; no tongue, no biting, no sucking—it was just a kiss in the simplest of forms. Why did he taste so marvelous, then?
It must've been his natural charm, as no other explanation came to my mind.
Gradually, I started to trace the outline of his lips with my tongue, and Taehyung responded by slightly opening his mouth, welcoming my tongue with his. Taehyung's hands roamed around my body, squeezing my hips and drawing small circles with his fingers on my skin. I, on the other hand, was pressed against his frame, my breasts rubbing against his chest, his thigh between my legs.
"Mmn..." I purred quietly, when I pulled away for a second to catch a breath. "You're an amazing kisser, Tae," I confessed and immediately captured his lips in a heated kiss, slipping my tongue inside his mouth. Taehyung instantly replied with a grunt, as he grabbed my bottom and gripped it, excitingly yanking me toward him, the outline of his semi-hard cock poking against my stomach.
No matter how long we made out; lust only amplified with each passing second. Taehyung tasted so addicting, it completely shut off my brain. I could only focus on the kiss and ways how to prolong it; the revenge plan the last thing on our minds.
My excuses went down the drain at once, as Jimin's worried voice echoed, his head stuck through the doors.
"You dead?"
Ever since we left the basement, Taehyung and I kept stealing glances at each other; the kiss had been amazing, and neither of us wished to pull away. However, we both felt quite uncomfortable making out in front of the rest. (Or was it just me, and Taehyung just didn't want to force me into anything. Especially when I confessed it was me who had shrieked at the top of my voice when I had thought I saw a ghost.)
Taehyung owes me.
Big time.
The tension between us was driving me crazy. It was utterly ridiculous how much I craved to return to Taehyung's embrace to score every base with him. Shamelessly, I needed his arms on me, bending me to his will as he wished.
"God, I'm so bored," Yoongi whined, as he locked his phone and rubbed his eyes. "I'll just go to sleep. Wake me up when a ghost decides to show up."
"Maybe, it's not that bad of an idea," Amber commented, yawning ostentatiously.
"That's official, this is definitely the worst Halloween party ever," Krystal criticized, looking around the room, everyone either exhausted or drunk. (In Yoongi's case, both.) "At least, I am being paid to be here."
"What the hell are you guys talking about?" Taehyung asked, sounding confused and disappointed at the same time. True, we hadn't witnessed any paranormal activity, yet it didn't necessarily mean that the party was horrible.
It was fun.
Especially my time alone with Taehyung.
"We're all tired, Tae." Jimin said casually, smiling at the latter, as he didn't want to hurt his feelings. "I don't know what about you, but I couldn't fall asleep; I didn't blink an eye yesterday."
"Fine," Taehyung groaned, plopping down onto the couch beside Krystal, "it's just that Namjoon will come get us in the morning, and we will probably never meet each other again. I thought it'd be fun if we used the time we have to the fullest. You're like seriously an awesome entourage."
Taehyung's words stung. The really stung, and although I didn't get to know them as thoroughly as I wanted to, I knew I'd miss them. Everyone was different in many ways, and we, as a group, complemented perfectly.
Also, I didn't particularly delude myself; I knew that Taehyung would be a very short chapter of my life, and despite that, I still felt bitter that tomorrow we would go our separate ways and never see each other again.
When everyone went to their rooms, Taehyung let out a heavy sign, and pinched the bridge of his nose, "are you going to go, too?" he asked, as he changed his position, leaning in, his elbows pressed against his thighs, his eyes seeking mine, almost begging me to stay.
"No," I firmly replied, sending him a faint smile. I wasn't going anywhere; Taehyung was right, we didn't have much time left, and I didn't want to leave him. "I'm not even the tiniest bit tired," I stated, as I stood up, and approached him, sitting down beside him. Our little moment in the basement was more than just energizing; it was so refreshing I couldn't remember when I felt this good.
"Thank you, kitten," he spoke softly, and grabbed my hand, placing a gentle peck on my knuckles, "so what do you want to do?" he inquired, turning to me, resting his head in his hand, as he propped his shoulder on the backrest. "I believe we were interrupted just a while ago," he remembered, and with a lopsided smirk upon his face, he leaned slowly forward.
"Yeah, we were," I agreed, yet just when he was about to kiss me, I pressed my forefinger against his lips, stopping him. Quickly, Taehyung arched his back and looked at me in confusion; I had to be out of my character to push him away. "You have no idea how much I want us to continue wherever we left off, but look around, Tae, cameras are all over the place. Namjoon pays quite handsomely, but it's not enough for my sex tape."
Taehyung laughed.
Loudly.
"Oh, kitten, you amuse me so much," he added, and I sulked. Was my assumption really that far-fetched? That hurt — a lot. "Hey, hey, hey, it's not what I meant, please, don't brood. It's just that I don't sleep around, kitten."
"I don't either," quickly, I replied, making him smile again, yet at this point, I couldn't tell what it meant. "I really want to fuck you right now, though."
His smile disappeared only to be replaced with lustful glance, his eyes slowly undressing me.
Abruptly, he stood up and yanked me with him, "my car's in the driveway."
The second we entered the car, I slammed my lips against his in a fervent, needy kiss; our disappointingly short make out session had only ignited fire with me, and I immediately had to share it with Taehyung before I completely burned out.
"I'm not really that kind of a guy," Taehyung defended himself when he managed to pull away. I had my hands on his broad shoulders, my fingers slowly roaming around his neck, giving him the best massage I was capable of.
"I know, you've already said that," I simply stated and smiled at him before reconnecting our mouth again in another passionate lock. "I'm not that kind of a girl, either, but I really want you, so why the hell not?"
Taehyung didn't need another assurance. I just gave him a green light to do whatever he wanted to do, and he couldn't be more ecstatic about it. His mouth could be shut, but his eyes were pure sin, glancing at me with utter lust.
"Oh, kitten," Taehyung groaned, throwing his head back against the headrest. He was enjoying it, although I barely touched him. "I don't deserve you," he added before he formed a pleased smirk.
He was wrong, though.
I didn't deserve him.
However, it didn't stop either of whom to take what we really wanted. We desired each other, itching to reach that high together, even though we knew it wasn't the right thing to do.
"Shut up, Tae," I reprimanded him, tugging at the bottom of his shirt. "Are we doing this or not?" I challenged him and before I managed to take a breath, Taehyung kissed me quite desperately. His hands stretched and landed on my sides, as he pulled me onto him, his cock poking against my stomach.
"I'd never forgive myself if I rejected you," Taehyung stated in a serious tone, his eyes fixated on me as if he was going to eat me alive. His stare was of a starved predator, and I was about to devote myself to him, willing to obey his every, even the kinkiest one, command.
"I'd never forgive myself if I let you reject me," I snickered and rocked my hips against him, earning a throaty moan from him. His cock, still restrained in his jeans, was throbbing for more friction, yet he'd have to wait for the main course a bit more.
I loved foreplay and I wasn't going to give up on that, even when I ridiculously wanted to feel him inside of me. My patience was going to be rewarded, it always is.
"Not even once it struck me you're such a bad girl," he spoke with a smirk, as he kneaded my ass cheeks when I was busy raking my finger across his chest and peppering his jaw and neck with damp kisses, nipping on his skin in an urge to mark him.
"Because I am not. I just met a guy who brings the worst out of me," I teased, and Taehyung tightened his grip on my sides, giving me a slight spank.
"I wouldn't say the worst... I kinda like that new image of you," Taehyung confessed, and I smiled shyly, quickly hiding my face in the crook of his neck, leaving stamps of my plum lipstick on his skin.
"Oh, Taehyung," I breathed out, as I unbuckled his jeans and put my hands in his pants.
Taehyung hissed the second I touched him, "damn, your hands are fucking cold!"
He was right, yet I was certain they would warm up quickly with a few strokes on his rock-hard cock. "Better?" I asked when his lips turned into a pleased smirk.
"You have no idea," he murmured, his eyes close shut, as he completely focused on my gentle touch, caressing his sensitive skin. Right now, I felt so powerful, straddling him; his body was reacting to even the slightest movement of my hand. "Kitten," Taehyung murmured on the exhale, as he grabbed my bottom and forced me onto him, so I fell on his chest, nuzzling my nose in his neck.
Uncontrollably, I giggled, and Taehyung stretched his arm, turning on the radio, and although I didn't mind the current mood, the soft ballad that filled the vehicle created a semi-romantic setting.
Without any comment, Taehyung looked me in the eyes, as he unzipped my jeans and forced his hand in my panties. "You're so wet, kitten," he snickered, and I rolled my eyes at his obvious statement. If only he knew I had been this excited for him ever since our kiss in the basement.
"Don't blame me, I really want to feel that cock inside of me," I stated nonchalantly, pulling him into another round of lustful and wanton kisses. Grunting, I slammed my lips against his, and he responded in an instant, poking his tongue against my teeth, demanding entrance.
"I'd never think you're into dirty talk," Taehyung spoke casually, as he played with my clit, flicking it between his fingers, making all my muscles tense, my hips grinding against his hand. Slowly, he ran his forefinger across my fold, smearing my juices all over my pussy; God, even the gentle caress of his digits got me trembling for more. At this point, I couldn't wait to feel what his cock was going to do to me.
"Because I am not, but with you it just seems suited," I confessed, and Taehyung reattached our lips together, pushing his middle finger inside of me, making me almost bite my tongue. His hands were perfectly sculpted and his fingers were just right, filling me just the way I need him to. "Fuck, Tae, keep doing that," I moaned, my voice louder than the radio in the background. Taehyung added another finger, and began to rub my clit with his thumb.
"I really do bring the worst out of you," Taehyung sneered playfully, pumping his fingers within me, making me squirt on his hand. He really had no mercy when it came to pleasuring me; if he kept the pace, I'd come before the song ended. "Shit," Taehyung spat, as I started to shamelessly ride his hand in desperation for more.
"I seriously need your cock right now."
"Fuck," Taehyung pulled out his fingers, and his hands quickly landed back on my hips, squeezing my flesh roughly. "Get your cute ass on the back seat," he ordered sternly and pushed me upwards, helping me get off of him. With the grace and elegance of a noddle-legged zebra, I followed Taehyung's command, almost falling face-first on the seat in my tipsy state when he spanked my ass cheekily.
"Hey," I whined as I sat on the cold seat, waiting for Taehyung to join me, "it wasn't nice, what would you do if I spanked you?"
"I'd ask you to do it again," he replied wittily, and I roared with laughter, as I watched him crumble in the seat beside me, his movement almost as clumsy as mine. "Spread those pretty legs for me kitten," he whispered, a devilish smirk decorating his handsome face.
I didn't have to be told twice, I obeyed his order in an instant, whereas Taehyung hooked his fingers under the waistband of my jeans, and pulled them off my legs agonizingly slowly, and at this point, I didn't know whether he was torturing me, or himself.
Quickly, I pushed the leather jacket off his shoulders, and grabbed the hem of his T-shirt, pulling it over his head, revealing his naked chest and broad shoulders; maybe he wasn't ripped like a hockey player, but I liked his proportional frame. Without any hesitation, I could admit that he was ridiculously attractive despite anything.
"Take off your shirt, kitten," Taehyung cooed, and as if compelled, I got out of my jacket and band T-shirt, not leaving much to the imagination, since I was only in my panties and a violet bra that beautifully shaped my breasts. His eyes were focused on my cleavage, while his general expression was actually blank. "Wow," that's all he managed to voice before he grabbed me by my thighs abruptly and pulled me toward him, so in the process, I lay down on my back on the back seat, Taehyung already positioned between my legs.
"Taehyung," I purred when I felt his lips on the inner side of my right thigh. He was taking his time teasing me, and although it was nice, I couldn't wait for him to slam his cock inside of me until I come around him. Slowly, his kisses wandered upwards; gentle pecks all across my stomach, cleavage, and neck before he captured my mouth.
"Please," I mewled when he pulled away to catch a breath.
"Please what?" Taehyung smiled at me, rubbing his hard cock against my folds. Fuck, why do we still have so many clothes on?
"Pull out that cock and fuck me," I spoke rather tenaciously, as I placed my hands on his sides and pulled him closer, and he almost fell over on top of me. Didn't he understand how much I desired him?
"I really wanted to eat you out, though," Taehyung announced and licked his lips, as if trying to seduce me.
Didn't he realise I was already allured?
Twice.
"Oh my God," Taehyung tugged my panties to the side and tongue flicked his tongue against my clit, and I immediately buckled my hips upward against his face and clenched my fists, grabbing his fluffy hair. Every muscle of my body was tensed, my eyes tightly shut, and I only concentrated on Taehyung's tongue lapping and delving inside of me.
"What the fuck? Did you hear that?" We both instantly pulled away from each other and glanced at the radio which a second ago roared with deafening white noise. Strangely enough, it only lasted a few seconds, and I could swear I heard Jimin's scream.
"I did," Taehyung admitted, as he looked at the radio, and then at me, his frame supported on his arms, his hands pressed against the seat. "It must be nothing," he shrugged, and leaned in, kissing my abdomen, slowly pulling my panties down my legs. "The radio program must want to scare its listeners, that's all."
Taehyung's reasoning didn't convince me, yet I decided to follow his example and just shake it off; I had to be actually possessed to stop right now, put on my clothes back and check if Jimin's safe. Besides, he's a grown-up and he's not alone; he ought to be fine.
"Where were we?"
Quickly, a smile appeared on my face and the occurrence from a moment ago was the last thing on my mind.
"You were going to fuck me," I replied quickly, smirking at him. Obediently, Taehyung pulled down his pants to his knees, giving his thick cock a few strokes, "do you have a condom?"
"Shit, you're right," Taehyung cursed, but quickly reached into the car compartment where thankfully was a pack of condoms.
"You ready?" he asked the second he rolled the condom on his cock and positioned himself in front of my entrance.
"Fuck me, Taehyung."
Without any trouble, Taehyung eased himself in, and although I was soaking wet, he grunted as my walls wrapped around him tightly. Slowly at first, gradually increasing his pace, Taehyung snapped his hips, making me moan with every thrust. My breasts, although still in the bra, rocked in Taehyung's rhythm.
"Fuck, you're tight," Taehyung grunted under his breath, as he slammed his cock inside of me, his balls hitting against my body. His forehead was covered in sweat, and I was panting in exhaustion even we just began; his performance was amazing, short waves of pleasure running to every inch of my body.
"Just like that," I moaned, almost melting in front of him. He fucked me so good that it made me wonder how could he know my body better than I did. No one had ever made me feel this heavenly so soon; even myself. "Damn, Taehyung, you're killing me," his cock felt so amazing that it almost hurt. "I want to ride you, Tae."
"Fuck, come here." He hissed, as he pulled out of me, and I whined already missing his cock. It felt so empty that I almost felt bad for asking him for a change of position. Raggedly, Taehyung sat on the seat and placed his hands on my hips, helping me to sit down on his lap. "Ah, kitten," Taehyung purred when my sex brushed against his twitching cock, "I already miss that tight pussy."
Running my fingers through his fluffy hair, I raised my hips, and Taehyung positioned his dick against my entrance. Slowly, I sat down on him, my walls once again stretching around him. "Fuck, it makes me so full," I moaned, my eyes closed, my breath hitched.
Sensually, I rocked my hips back and fro, while Taehyung was decorating my cleavage with damp kisses, his large hands under my bra, fondling my breast. His touch wasn't too gentle, nor too rough; he knew what he was doing to make me feel desired and striving for more.
"Let me see them," Taehyung grunted, as he reached behind my back, unhooking my purple bra, tossing it onto the dashboard. "Beautiful, just as I imagined them," he confessed and before I got to give him a questioning look, his lips landed on my nipple. Hungrily, he sucked on my sensitive bud, his left hand kneading the other breast, making me slow my moves, as I savored the feeling of his tongue.
"Oh God," I moaned, digging my fingernails into the skin of his broad shoulders. "Taehyung," his name rolled off my tongue, and Taehyung immediately grasped my chin and tilted it down, pressing his lips against mine in a deep, haste kiss. His tongue swirled around mine, as he swallowed each moan that left my mouth.
"I hope you're close because I'm fucking coming," Taehyung warned me before he placed his hands on my sides, helping me increase my pace. The sound of our bodies, the skin slapping almost got me loose my balance. His fingertips dug into my hips, and I threw my head back, nearing my orgasm.
It was our first time, and although we both wanted to last as long as we could, I'd gladly reach my high now. I didn't really mind it as long as he was down for another round. Maybe not today, but generally. On my side, it was too fantastic to settle on a one night stand.
Hopefully, Taehyung thought the same.
"Just come, Tae," I breathed out, almost unable to speak, "I'm coming, too."
With a final thrust, Taehyung growled in ecstasy, releasing himself into a condom, while I fluttered my eyes when the shattering sensation nearly ripped me apart. For a brief moment, the orgasm overwhelmed me; my vision faded to black, and I was lying on my back, desperately trying to catch a breath, listening to Taehyung's irregular breathing.
God, how much I wished we could stay in his car a bit longer.
"Jesus fucking Christ," Taehyung gasped the second we entered the house, "what the fuck are you doing Jimin? It's not funny, bro." He added, and I looked over his shoulder to see what frightened him so much. Apparently, Jimin thought it'd be a good idea to stay up all night, sitting in a chair in front of the entrance with his hands entwined on his laps, just to catch us sneaking inside.
"Not cool, Jimin. Not cool." I added and shook my head disapprovingly.
"Are you gonna answer us?" Taehyung asked, crossing his arms over his chest, while I was just staring at Jimin, crept out by him as he not even once blinked since we had entered the house.
Hesitantly, I raised my hand and waved in front of Jimin's eyes, but he didn't move an inch. "That's creepy—" I spoke and shrieked in astonishment when the doors behind us slammed spontaneously with a loud bang. "Okay, Jimin, that's not funny anymore," I urged him, snapping my fingers before his face, yet Jimin remained unresponsive.
"Hey," Taehyung shouted, as he placed his large hands on Jimin's shoulders, trying to shake him awake. Unfortunately, his method also failed.
"Taehyung, look," I said, lightly elbowing Taehyung's side, wanting to obtain his attention, "there's blood," I added, pointing at Jimin's hands.
The second we examined his palms, Jimin shot a sinister glare at us, curving his lips into a creepy smirk. "Look who's finally here," Jimin started, his voice oddly different, as if an octave lower and raspier. He didn't sound like himself, and I was completely alerted. "I hope you liked your stay," Jimin continued and raised from his seat, turning his head in a very uncomfortable angle, as his eyes was drilling in our faces.
"Ha, ha, ha," Taehyung laughed awkwardly, as he scratched the back of his head.
"Taehyung," I whispered, as I tugged at his sleeve.
"What's the matter, kitten?" He asked, as he stared back at Jimin who licked the blood off of his hands, "that's nasty, bro."
"I don't want to break your moment over there, but I'm pretty sure it's Yoongi who lies on the floor over there in a puddle of blood." Taehyung's eyes immediately followed the direction I pointed at, and the second he spotted Yoongi, he pushed Jimin backwards. Jimin chortled as we tried to run away.
Oddly, the kitchen doors shut close almost in front of our faces, and this time, I doubted it was caused by the aeration.
"Okay, plan B?"
"Not really," Taehyung shook his head, his mouth wide open as he stared at Jimin in panic. "I must admit I counted on you in that area, kitten."
"Fuck," I cursed, as I tried to come up with a solution. I like working under pressure, but this case was quite extreme, as Jimin behaved like someone else, and Yoongi was lying on the floor, blood slowly seeping out of his head. "Stay back," I told Taehyung as I took a step forward, so he could hide behind me. I wouldn't generate a better idea if I knew that Taehyung was directly exposed to danger.
"What are we gonna do?" Taehyung asked, and I shook my head, as I didn't come with anything yet.
I was silent, observing Jimin. However, as soon as Jimin started to levitate a foot above the ground, my eyes almost popped out of its sockets. Like how I previously thought that all of this was a staged prank, I began doubting myself. Like before I knew a logical explanation existed, right now, I wasn't so sure anymore.
"Run!" I screamed and pushed Taehyung in front of me, so if Jimin wanted to dash after us, Taehyung had more chances of getting away.
"Over here!" Amber's voice echoed through the corridor, and we immediately followed the sound, running into the last bedroom on the right. "Krystal and I thought that Jimin finished you off like he did Yoongi. Thankfully, we were wrong." She spoke, and Krystal barricaded the doors.
"What happened to Jimin?" Taehyung asked, as he managed to catch a breath.
"I wish we knew," Krystal started, as she sat on the edge of the bed, her phone in her tight grip. "One moment we were going to rest in our rooms, and another, we heard Yoongi's scream."
"Quickly, we ran to see what the hell was going on. We saw Yoongi flying across the room, knocking his head against the wall." Amber finished, and Taehyung and I were equally crept out.
"That's messed up," Taehyung commented, and everyone nodded, agreeing with him. "What are we gonna do?"
Everyone was in deep thought; without a plan, we'd end up like Yoongi. It was three o'clock at night, and Namjoon was going to come get us at dawn. Right now, we had to be smart to last until then.
"Where are you hiding?" Jimin's sneer echoed behind the doors, as he strolled slowly, looking for us. He was taking his time chasing us, yet I suspected that he already knew where we were; he just played with us, making us think we stood a chance.
Suddenly, he heard a loud thud. Almost as if someone fell onto the floor.
"What the hell was that?" Amber asked in a raised voice, as she pointed at the doors. "I didn't like that sound."
"We should open the doors and see," Krystal spoke, and everyone looked at her, not knowing whether she was ridiculously brave or simply stupid. In our circumstances, the attack wasn't the best option; we would have to be batshit crazy to face the opponent, especially when we didn't have the foggiest idea what the fuck we were battling against.
"Nah, we're not gonna do that," I replied, trying my best not to offend her. I might've come a bit mean, yet Krystal's proposition wasn't the smartest option. No one in a right state of mind wouldn't willingly leave the sanctuary we were currently in. They might think I am a bitch, but at least, we would be safe. "Let's just stay here."
"What if Jimin's hurt?" Taehyung asked in concern, taking Krystal's side. It wasn't the place, not time for choosing sides, yet it happened. Taehyung was like me, no matter how stupid he was, he was worried about the rest. Without any doubt, he'd sacrifice himself if the group would make it without him. "We can't leave him like that."
Of course, we couldn't! Did he seriously think I didn't know that?
"Let's just go," Krystal added and smirked, and I immediately caught the difference in her voice. Amber realised it, too. Whatever possessed Jimin took over Krystal right now—that's why it was oddly quiet on the other side of the doors.
"Run!" Amber shouted, as she threw herself on Krystal, tackling her down on the floor. The second Amber's voice rang in my ears, I pushed the barricade as quickly as I could, and Taehyung and I escaped the room.
"We can't just leave her," Taehyung said when he looked over his shoulder, looking at Krystal, who was lying on the floor beneath Amber, chortling evilly.
"You're not gonna leave this house alive," Krystal threatened, as she laughed in Amber's face, effortlessly pushing her off of her. Taehyung and I gawked at Krystal whose eyes changed its colour to a very eerie shade of white.
With great dexterity, Krystal threw Amber across the room, smashing the old wardrobe with Amber's unconscious body.
"Run!" I shouted at Taehyung, pulling him with me, as we ran downstairs.
"What's your plan?"
"To get the fuck out of here!" I quickly screamed back at him, my hands instantly fidgeting with the knob. The doors just wouldn't open.
"Let me try," Taehyung proposed, and I took a step back, allowing him to try to break the doors down. Everything in vain, though. We were locked in. "Do you have a plan B?" Taehyung asked, as he hit the doors with his clenched fist in irritation.
"Tools? We need some tools," I said the first that came to my mind. I knew it wasn't the smartest solution, yet that's all I could postulate.
"Okay, just stay here, and I look for something," Taehyung stated and kissed my forehead before he ran off. It was very irresponsible to split up, yet I didn't even get to scold him, since he was already out of my sight. How could he leave me like that? I understood that he didn't want to put me in danger, but as a duo, we were stronger. I had watched way too many horror movies to know that splitting up was the worst thing that we could do.
Trying my best not to panic, I paced around the hall, playing with my fingers. I was left alone, and I didn't like that feeling; that monster that was terrorizing us could come at me anytime.
"Holy shit," I shrieked when I heard a loud thud. Thankfully, it was just Taehyung, and he had found a crowbar. "What took you so long?" I asked, relief washing over me, seeing him safe and sound. I had a bad feeling about it, yet it was only my paranoid suspicion.
"I returned in a speed of light, babe." Taehyung snickered, sending shivers down my spine.
Babe?
Oh, no. Taehyung exclusively called me kitten. He knew how much it annoyed me, he'd not change the pet name; at least, not until it grew on me.
It wasn't him anymore.
Taehyung was gone, and I was, now, face to face with a parasite that lived off him. I was scared beyond common sense, and I had no idea what to do. However, I had to figure something out real quick unless I wanted to be discovered.
"Yeah, maybe you're right, I'm just really scared, you know," I spoke, trying to sound natural. My hands were trembling, all covered in sweat, yet thankfully, my voice didn't break. "Are you ready to get the hell out of here?" I asked, smiling, as I reached for the crowbar.
"Are we really going to leave them behind?" Taehyung asked, as I turned on my heels, facing the doors. With my eyes tightly closed, I bit on my bottom lip, feeling the copper on my tongue. I had to be cautious with my words. I couldn't get busted.
"Don't worry, they'll be fine. Namjoon will pick them up at dawn, and we wait for him outside," I explained, tightening my grip on the crowbar.
"I guess that's reasonable—" Taehyung replied, but before he managed to finish his sentence, I swung the crowbar, and hit him in the head. The blow wasn't powerful enough to kill Taehyung, yet it was sufficient to knock him down. A thin stream of blood seeped from his head, but I didn't worry that much about him, being sure he was going to be alright.
"Shit," I cursed the second lights started flickering.
Using all my strength, I tried to break the doors down with the crowbar, but they didn't even budge. Desperately, I looked around, thinking of another escape way. A broken window had to suffice right now. Even if I was about to break my leg, I wouldn't stand another minute in this fucked up house.
Quickly, I swung my hand, shattering the glass into a million pieces. While clearing the sharp pieces from the frame, I heard a quiet groan. Immediately, I turned around and saw Taehyung who tried to raise his head.
"Careful," I warned him, as I approached him and crouched by his side.
"What the hell happened?" He asked, when he touched his head, wiping the blood off his forehead. "Why does my head hurt so much?"
"I'll explain later," I announced, helping Taehyung to stand up. "We have no time, Tae. I smashed the window, we're getting out of here." He nodded his head before I helped him walk to the window. "You go first."
Taehyung wanted to argue with me, but he couldn't do anything to change my mind. He was wounded, and although it wasn't anything serious, I was still going to force him out of the window if he wouldn't jump out willingly. Nothing would convince me, so he better complied with me.
"Quickly," I urged him, when Taehyung swung his legs over the frame.
"Come on, kitten," Taehyung spoke, waiting for me to join him outside. Shooting one last glance at the interior, I heaved a sigh, and squeezed through the window, landing on my feet beside Taehyung.
Naturally, he entwined his hands with mine, and we jogged away from the house, pressing our backs against the side of his car, slowly sliding down onto the ground. We were both panting, our breaths slowly evening.
"It's 4 o'clock," I stated, as I looked at my phone, "I should probably call Namjoon, but given that the house is packed with cameras, he's already on his way over here."
"Yeah, with a fucking exorcist," Taehyung added and laughed loudly in relief. "What are you doing next weekend?"
I giggled before I turned to look at his face, "I was going to throw an amazing birthday party, but right now, I think I'm gonna treat myself. I fucking deserve it." I uttered, and Taehyung nodded his head, comprehending my words. "Why?"
"I'm gonna intrude that little celebration." Taehyung announced, and I smiled at his bold words.
"Please do."
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