#they’re all YouTube links bc I hate Spotify links

[floral-hex]

tagged by @plague-memoria to make an acrostic of my username using song titles and to then tag that number of people to do it too.

F- FUTURE OF HELL // HEALTH

L- Lost But Never Alone // Oneohtrix Point Never

O- O // iamamiwhoami

R- Resurrection Fern // Iron & Wine

A- And I Have Come Upon This Place By Lost Ways // James Blackshaw

L- Let Me Go // Body of Light

H- Heaven Was Full // Cold Cave

E- Exploding Head // A Place To Bury Strangers

X- X Amount // Street Sects

Actually… I don’t feel like bothering anyone, so no tags here. Sorry 🤷🏻‍♂️

[npuppet]

LaDs rambles #6

Songs/mini playlists I think fit each LI + YouTube links (I don’t have Spotify)

‼️A lot of songs are explicit so listen at your own digression‼️

⭐️ are personal favorites (recommended)

(It starts out with overused Insta songs lol) (I branch into more niche songs out I promise)

Zayne:

Disease by Lady Gaga (obv) (“I could play the doctor, I can cure your disease, If you were a sinner I could make you believe”) (die Astra)

⭐️Digital Silence by Peter McPoland (what if Foreseer was in modern time and was a desperate to warn MC of her future?) (“They’re gonna blind date everyone until you love them too”)

Arcade by Duncan Laurence (“Loving you is a losing game” huh? Man)

Wash. by Bon Iver (“Where ice snaps and the hold clast are known”) (It just fits the calmness he has I dunno)

Changing of the Seasons by Two Door Cinema Club (not because he fell out of love with MC but he doesn’t seem to remember as much as the other LI’s) (“The door is open, you whispered to me, As you stood frozen in deep uncertainty”)

Christmas Kids by Roar (“The Christmas kids were nothing but a gift, And love is a tower where all of us can live”) (just thinking if Zayne did remember)

⭐️Cursed Romantics by Maude Latour (bc who said Zayne can’t be girlypop?) (“‘Cause I’m obsessive when you call me “baby”, Your love is poison and no don’t can save me”)

Heavy Eyes by Zach Bryan (I just know Zayne would have tired eyes if he didn’t deal with his myth trauma right) (“Remember all the days we had, I say it ain’t so bad, Keep those heavy eyes soft and kind”)

⭐️Am I Dreaming by Metro Boomin, A$AP Rocky and Roisee (Dawnbreaker and Zayne) (“One of a kind, one of one, the only one, Got one shot and one chance to take it once”)

Rest of the LI’s under the cut

Caleb:

Fourth of July by Sufjan Stevens (based on Caleb and MC being experimented on and MC dying over and over, tragic and existential) (“What could I have said to raise you from the dead?…And I’m sorry I left, but it was for the best, though it never felt right”) 🙂

⭐️i am not who i was by Chance Peña (“so if I fly to far, Will I still have a place inside your heart?…Will you love me for who I am not who I was”) (it’s him, it’s Caleb)

SPIT IN MY FACE! by ThxSoMch (man will do and tolerate anything to be with MC I mean) (“I don’t know what to say except you’re mine mine mine mine mine”)

⭐️Nobody’s Solider by Hozier (this song fits him like a glove, like his whole deal is that he’s trying to wrestle control back in his life) (“Holding my world together with a bootstring, Living the dream”)

Freaks by Surf Course (after he left MC in the explosion) (“My head is filled with parasites, Black holes cover up my eyes”)

Broken by lovelytheband (“I like that your lonely, Lonely like me, I could be lonely with you”) (our obsessive king)

⭐️Tangerine by Glass Animals (he would get on his knees anyways-) (“You only look at me properly now, When you’re drunk watching movies, Where are you? What happened?”)

Sweet Talk by Saint Motel (at this point I think I’m just giving him a degradation kink…) (“Yeah, well, I’m not scared, I’m not going nowhere, Yeah, you might want me to drop dead, but I dont even care”)

She Said No by BoyWithUke (mmm angsty) (“I don’t blame you, I hate me too, but I can’t, Do a lot to change it or the thoughts in my head”)

Sylus:

Why’d You Only Call Me When You’re High by Arctic Monkeys (just based off of reckless MC) (“Incapable of making alright decisions, and having bad ideas”)

⭐️Like Him by Tyler the Creator (but very Dawnbreaker coded too so) (based on when MC got flashbacks in the story with Sylus but still doesn’t remember fully) (“How could I miss something that I’ve never had?”)

MILLION DOLLAR BABY by Tommy Richman (bc why not) (“I could clean up good for you, Oh, I know right from wrong”)

The World We Knew by Frank Sinatra (when MC went on a rampage after Sylus left, she’s real for that) (“Each road we took turned into gold, But the dream was too much for you to hold”)

Used to the Darkness by Des Rocs (just feels like Sylus)

Adventure of a Lifetime by Coldplay (ok but hear me out) (“I’m a dream that died by light of day, Gonna hold up half the sky and say, Only I own me”)

Bury Me Face Down by grandson (vengeful dragon) (“Wanted with a bounty on my head, But somehow someway, I’ma keep moving along”)

⭐️City on a Hill by Mon Rovîa (Sylus trying to comfort MC abt their past) (“Who was by your side, When the fire subsides, And it rains in your head?”)

⭐️Gold by Spandau Ballet (what was going through Sylus’ head when MC started to like him back lol) (“Nothing left to make me feel small, Luck has left me standing so tall”)

Rafayel:

Sex, Drugs, Etc. by Beach Weather (something I think he and MC should listen to on an open hood convertible kind of night by the sea) (“Dressing up for polaroids and cigarettes, Socilaize, romanticize the life”)

Softcore by The Neighborhood (kinda based off of the theory that Rafayel wears safety pins) (“You’ve been my muse for a long time, You get me through every dark night”)

⭐️All I Want by Kodaline (“When you said your last goodbye, I died a little bit inside”) (ow)

Here With Me by d4vd (another slow heartbreak song what’s new) (“I wish I could live through every memory again, Just one more time before we float off in the wind”)

Applause by Lady Gaga (bc I’m on a Lady Gaga binge lol) (“Pop culture was in art, now art’s in pop culture in me!”)

⭐️Blood // Water by grandson (I think alternative fits Rafayel) (“The price of your greed, your son, and your daughter”)

Drama by Spencer Sutherland (Raf is just feeling himself)

Love Me Less by MAX (I think it’s fitting since he’s not as forthright with his underground activities as Sylus is)

Xavier:

I Love You So by The Walters (I think it fits his 5* Outcast’s Voyage and just his story in general) (“I’m going to pack my things and leave you behind, This feelings old, and I know that I’ve made up my mind”)

Army Dreamers by Kate Bush (based on that the people who came with Xavier all had dreams but turned into Wanderers instead) (“We’ve a bunch of purple flowers to decorate a mammy’s hero”)

Towards the Sun by Rihanna (“Shadows chase me far from home, I remember when my heart was filled with gold”) (also funny that the movie this song is from is based on aliens lol)

⭐️When Will I See You Again by Shakka (song is literally made for my poor boy) (“Shooting stars never fly for me, My hearts on Mars, kinda hard to see”)

Alien Boy by Oliver Tree (just bc) (“I still make it work, But it’s overrated and somehow, played out”)

⭐️Are We Ready? (Wreck) by Two Door Cinema Club (I dunno sometimes the lyrics aligned with his story to me) (“I saw the world today, It comes in green and gray”)

Jealous by Eyedress (our jealous possessive king lol)

All LI’s:

Mind Over Matter (Reprise) by Young the Giant

Harpy Hare by Yarlokre (yup)

⭐️Chamber of Reflection by Mac DeMarco

her by JVKE

Again and Again by The Bird and the Bee (need I explain?)

ALL GIRLS ARE THE SAME by RØNIN (lmao)

⭐️Mr. Feel by John Michael Howell

can’t slow down by almost monday (kinda a song I imagine MC, Caleb, and Zayne playing on a roadtrip when they were younger)

Aphrodite by Ethan Gander (yearning my favorite (: )

We’ll Meet again by Very Lynn (obv)

MC lol:

Daydream by Gunter Kallmann Choir (MC and Sylus)

GONE, GONE / THANK YOU by Tyler the Creator (give girl a break yknow??)

Wasted Summers by juju<3 (after Caleb left her in the explosion)

I wanna be your lover by €CHO€D 4W4Y (yessir)

⭐️Apple by Charli xcx (once delulu, always delulu)

Sunshine by OneRepublic

Sick of Being Young by Krooked Kings

Feel free to leave ur songs u attribute to the LI’s ((:

[eijiroukiriot]

i don’t have a fancy name for it or anything but this is my kirishima playlist

I posted about my krbk playlist a little while ago but since it’s Boy Day I wanted to finally post about my solo Kirishima playlist too!! The only other thing I have to say is that I Love The Boy and that’s what this playlist is for :) 

Spotify Link

song descriptions under the cut!

(bc of how i want to format the explanations, this list will be out of order with the actual playlist but that doesn’t actually matter that much!)

i. Teenage Icon - The Vaccines 

“Oh look at me, so ordinary

No mystery with no great capabilities”

-I guess it’s pretty fitting to start the list off with a very Middle School Kirishima kinda song! Something I really love about this one is that it’s very steeped in this idea that “oh I’m not great, I’ve been blown up my whole life but I’m really nothing special, I should just stop pretending to be” but then the choruses and the bridge are so upbeat that it feels like it’s made peace with it! Maybe even like it’s celebrating it? Like, this isn’t wallowing in self hatred, it’s an anthem and I feel like it’s the kind of thing Kirishima would listen to in middle school and think “yeah, I’m not special, so what, who cares” 

ii. Whatta Man - I.O.I 

the one w the classic “whatta man whatta man whatta man” hook but a kpop song

-as kirishima is the only boy alive, this song talking about a very good man must be dedicated to him

-put in the ioi ver instead of the classic one bc i love girls 

iii. Embers - Owl City

“And we'll watch the sky as it fills with light

And though the embers are new, whatever you do just don't let the fire die” 

-Something you are gonna learn very quickly about me is that I Love Owl City 

-A lot of Owl City songs are about overcoming hard times and facing forward and this one hits me more than a lot of other generic Encouraging Songs because “don’t let the fire die” feels like such a genuine sentiment, like more than “you’re a firework” or whatever because it encapsulates the idea of “this is your decision to make and something you’re gonna have to put in the effort but you can turn your life around, you don’t have to hate yourself, you can make the decision not to” which I feel is a very Kirishima sentiment

iv. I’m Gay - Bowling For Soup 

“It sells records when you're sad these days, it's super cool to be mad these days -

I think rock and roll is really funny when it's serious” 

-now. there is the very obvious meaning here

-But mostly this feels like a very Kirishima-ish song to me since it’s all about getting out of the “everything sucks and talking about that all the time makes you cool” mentality and not taking things so seriously, focusing on the positives and trying to make other people happy too!

v. I’ll Make a Man Out of You - Mulan

(picking a lyric to express kirishima in this one feels dumb when all you need to see this as a Him song is to imagine him belting it out) 

-the 12 year old that still lives somewhere inside of me and spent hours watching videos w titles like Total Drama Character Theme Songs on youtube is Extremely proud of herself for this one 

vi. The Squip Song - BMC 

“Freshman year, I didn't have a girlfriend or a clue

I was a loser, just like you”

-Look the fact of it is this song has extreme Kirishima Energy and to convince you of that I could write a lot of stuff or I could just link you the animatic I made please watch it I worked very hard

-Lyrical content aside I think the funky guitar and the horns and the amount of screaming in this song are Very kirishima 

vii. Fiji Water - Owl City 

“If I only knew then what I know now, I’d stand like a one man band, and I’d say

‘All this is new to me, but here’s how it’s gonna be - there is more to me than meets the eye” 

-owl city part 2! It’s about him seeing himself as a regular kid but getting called by a record label and flown out to talk about a record deal, and it’s cast in this light of “I didn’t see myself as much then and I was surprised it could all happen to me” but trying to make the most of it anyway, which reminds me a lot of Kirishima still doubting himself but getting to UA anyway

-The last line “I laughed when I got back home and I thought, ‘there’s no such thing as luck’” is my absolute favorite part of the song and when I imagine that as kirishima getting home after crushing the entrance exam and falling face-first onto his bed laughing...well! a bitch is soft!

viii. I Wanna Meet Richard Dreyfuss - Gabriel Gundacker (the guy who made the “you are my dad” vine)

“Hello, don’t mean to interrupt your flow

But I’ve got something you need to know, and it’s very specific, so here we go:

I wanna meet Richard Dreyfuss” 

-This song is from an album dedicated to a fan’s process of wanting to meet, NEEDING to meet, giving up on, trying to forget about, (brief intermission about saddles as he forgets about), apologizing to, finally meeting, and saying a satisfied goodbye to Richard Dreyfuss and it’s one of my favorite albums of all time

-At first I just thought the song sounded pretty Kirishima in terms of earnest effort and slightly-soulful high notes but then someone sent me an ask like “WHY IS THE RICHARD DREYFUSS SONG ON YOUR KIRISHIMA PLAYLIST” and I realized it would totally make sense for Kirishima to write an entire album about wanting to meet Crimson Riot, so, checkmate 

ix. Angel, Please - Ra Ra Riot 

“Long as I feel I can tell the danger did it - oh, you guard yourself, you do

I wasn't hurt but I know you're the curse, I know you were” 

-i am not gonna lie the first time i heard this song I just wanted so so badly to make it abt kirishima bc 1) album cover is red 2) band name has riot in it

-Anyway so after a month of listening to it w that mindset I can say pretty confidently that this song makes me think of Kirishima’s big fat crush on bkg so really it should be in the krbk playlist instead of this one but I do what I want 

x. Beautiful Times - Owl City

“My heart's burning bad and it's turning black but I'm learning how to be stronger” 

-Owl City part 3 :)

-This one is the most focused on the dark side of things and the “struggling through the depression” angle but I really do think the ending is a beautiful sentiment and that line up there reminds me of him

-I feel like...things never get easy right away and there’s always gonna be some doubt there no matter how good you feel, and the only thing we can do about that is to keep trying to make things better

Songs that are also in my krbk playlist which I wrote about here that I won’t describe at length again but that I mostly associate with Kirishima: 

xi. Hooked on a Feeling - Blue Swede

xii. Kimi Janakya Dame Mitai - Masayoshi Oishi

xiii. Knock Three Times - Tony Orlando & Dawn 

xiv. If You Wanna - The Vaccines 

xv. Slayers - Matt Fishel (I do want to say that this one is a big one bc it literally feels like what Kirishima would come up with if he tried to write bkg a song) 

xvi. I’m Totally Obsessed With Him - Matt Fishel 

xvii. Television/So Far So Good - Rex Orange County

xviii. Mamma Mia - ABBA

Aaaand, songs that all remind me of Kirishima just because they’re bops filled with loud, boisterous, cheerful, and at times comedic Kirishima Energy:  

xix. Young Volcanoes - Fall Out Boy

xx. Flyers - Bradio 

xxi. Don’t Stop Me Now - Queen

xxii. Mr. Brightside - The Killers

xxiii. Sincerely Me - Dear Evan Hansen

xxiv. Uptown Funk - Bruno Mars

[savards]

TASK #002 — icebreakers!

PREFERRED NAME — dew, or vic. honestly not picky as long as it’s not a pet name. (bad roommate experience with ‘honey’ and ‘sweetie’)

PRONOUNS — she/her

AGE — 25

PINTEREST — i don’t use it

DISCORD —  two shots of vodka#7144... i think? i’m still trying to understand discord

TUMBLR (PERSONAL/MUSE/RPH) — kreacher1x1

OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA YOU’D LIKE TO SHARE — n/a

MYER-BRIGGS — never did it

HP HOUSE — used to say slytherin, but probably more ravenclaw. slytherclaw

ZODIAC — officially scorpio, but i relate to virgo

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? — yes, to a degree

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU STARTED RPING ON TUMBLR — i believe i was a senior in highschool, or just after i finished high school. so eighteen. 

WHAT YEAR WAS IT? — 2012

NAME A RANDOM ROLEPLAY THAT STICKS OUT IN YOUR MEMORY — i mostly admined when i did roleplays, but one of the ones that helped get me back into it was houghtonhq

WHAT WEIRD ANIMAL WOULD YOU HAVE AS A PET IF IT WAS REALISTIC — a monkey.

NAME THE FIRST SONG ON YOUR DISCOVER WEEKLY ON SPOTIFY OR THE FIRST SONG THAT COMES ON APPLE MUSIC / ITUNES SHUFFLE — armor by landon austin

NAME A BOOK THAT YOU READ IN SCHOOL THAT YOU SURPRISINGLY LIKED — of mice and men 

NAME A BOOK YOU HATED THAT MOST PEOPLE LIKED — catcher in the rye

WHAT TV SHOW DID YOU RECENTLY BINGE? — euphoria (but i’m still an episode left) and instant hotel

FAVOURITE QUOTE — first off, there are too many. i fucking love quotes. so i’m going to give you two. one i want tattooed eventually and is “quorum pars magna fui” which translates to “i was a great part in all of this” and then also i always liked  We have never heard the devil’s side of the story, God wrote all the book. “

LINK TO A VINE THAT EXUDES YOUR ‘ENERGY’ — https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBSiMr5GxYY

DO YOU WRITE OUTSIDE OF RP? WHAT DO YOU WRITE? — haven’t had the time or motivation, but i did write poetry once upon a time

THREE YOUTUBERS YOU STILL TRUST — glam and gore, mia maples, dad v girls

A CELEBRITY CRUSH THAT JUST WON’T QUIT — sebastian stan

EVER MEET A CELEBRITY? SHARE YOUR STORY — i met olympic gymnasts at summer camp. nothing extraordinary.

WHAT’S YOUR PICTURE-PERFECT NIGHT? — me on my couch, an endless flow of wine, probably a hawaiian pizza, there’s also peanut butter (chilled), and the prestige is on tv, also i don’t have to work the next day

A CONSPIRACY THEORY YOU KINDA BELIEVE IN — the moon landing being fake. like, i can see it.

ARE ALIENS REAL? — yes, but not as they’re typically depicted

PLAY ANY PHONE GAMES? WHICH ONES? — been awhile since i have, but i was big into choices

WHAT’S A FILM YOU LOVED WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG AND RECENTLY WATCHED, ONLY TO FIND OUT YOU DON’T ANYMORE — none so far, but i haven’t rewatched the pebble and the penguin

DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? — right now collecting patches and pins, but i used to collect snowglobes and moose boxers. yes, strange.

WHAT’S SOMETHING YOU WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT BUT YOU’RE TOO LAZY? — i should probably learn spanish

THREE LANGUAGES YOU DON’T SPEAK, BUT WISH YOU COULD — lol, not planned but spanish, probably german, and chinese

MOVIE YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN 5 TIMES — the prestige. 

NAME A FICTIONAL CHARACTER FROM TV/FILM/MOVIE/GAME/BOOK THAT YOU FIND YOURSELF PROJECTING ON / YOU RELATE TO — i think one, that may not be widely accepted but hit me hard was patty from insatiable. otherwise, lizzie mcguire was my girl.

DO YOU FOLLOW ANY SPORTS? WHO DO YOU ROOT FOR? — yankees, ny rangers, steelers, and then i watch golf

HOBBIES BESIDES WASTING AWAY HERE? — skiing, golfing, cocktails

PLUG A TV SHOW / MOVIE / BOOK / VIDEO GAME / ETC… YOU WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD CHECK OUT — schitt’s creek. (i am behind on it but i love it)

WHOSE BRAIN WOULD YOU LIKE TO PICK, ALIVE OR DEAD? — i blame the podcasts i listen to on occasion, but rn my mind is going to unsolved mysteries so whoever the zodiac was so i could KNOW

TEAM EDWARD OR JACOB? — jacob but bc i was in love with taylor lautner

LAST MOVIE SEEN IN THEATRE — once upon a time in hollywood. wasn’t for me.

DO YOU STILL READ? — yes... if i have time. which right now no.

IF SO, WHAT ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING? — finished a bit ago, but i liked “like never and always” by ann aguirre

ON A SCALE OF 1-10, HOW MUCH DID YOU HATE FILLING THIS OUT? – 2.1

[trifrced]

Munday meme

Tagged by: stole from @cartoonlonk​ :) Tagging: u

name  :  link / linc or joshua (joshua’s more of a nickname but u kno) mun fc  : any of my muses (past or present) gender  :    transmasculine (all pronouns tho) height  : 5'5″ / 165 cm hair color  :  brown eye color  :  blue but my dad says they’re turning green very slowly relationship status : single sexuality :     asexual and panromantic, tho u will catch me making more gay jokes than pan jokes

birthday  : apr 10 zodiac sign  :   aries (i’ve been assigned by my friends as an aquarius / pisces, since i “carry 0 aries energy”) nationality:   murican timezone  : MST hobbies:  drawing / coloring, writing niche indulgent fanfiction, rping!!, talking people’s ears off about things i’m hyperfixating on, watching the peter pan movie from 2003 # of siblings  :    six (3 sisters 3 brothers) # of pets  :  one, some sort of orange cat named charming but he’s old and hates me :( currently have a job  :  no but i really need one!!! my mom says i should work at the laundromat bc laundry is my favorite household chore favorite color  :  purple, neon yellow / bright yellow, and green in that order favorite singer/band  :   whatever spotify decides i like last song i listened to  :  Daddy Issues - The Neighborhood currently listening  :  WILD - Troye Sivan last movie watched  : peter pan (2003) (this is 80% of the time my answer) favorite book  : wayward son by rainbow rowell OR peter and the starcatchers by dave barry / ridley pearson!! last book read  :  the inexplicable logic of my life by benjamin alire-saenz (that book and aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe are MUST READS) currently reading  :  several fanfictions. im picking up another benjamin alire-saenz book from my school library tomorrow too. best school subject  :     my brain / capacity for learning says chemistry, but my grades say creative writing. mac or pc  :  pc day or night  :     6pm-10pm summer or winter  :     winter bc u can bundle up to get warmer. in summer u can take off layers to get cooler but ur gonna run outta clothes to remove at some point. whats next??? ur skin??? most visited website  : tumblr, google docs, youtube in that order

[pastrydoughs]

task time , task time , task time ! i’ll be sure to also complete the first task asap but i already know that’ll take me some extra time bc once i start i can’t stop.

PREFERRED NAME — bibi or lance

PRONOUNS — any, i was born female but i do not care for which pronouns are used to refer to me

AGE — 21, almost 22 uwus

PINTEREST — click! i have like three pinterests and they’re all mess but this one i where i have winnie on so....

DISCORD — bröd#4028

TUMBLR (PERSONAL/MUSE/RPH) — https://similareties.tumblr.com/ and https://eigenaardigheid.tumblr.com/

OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA YOU’D LIKE TO SHARE —twitter ! that’s all i have i suck, i have instagram but i just don’t use it.

MYER-BRIGGS — ENFP !!!!!!!!!

HP HOUSE — hufflepuff

ZODIAC — i’m a cusp, the cusp of revolution (?). this means i’m a mix between two zodiac signs aka scorpio and sagittarius.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? — depends on which field we’re talking about

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU STARTED RPING ON TUMBLR — haha... too young i was like 13 or something when i discovered tumblr rp, i came from like forums... this was a whole new world.

WHAT YEAR WAS IT? — must’ve been like 2011 or 2012 i’m too lazy to really get out my math skills rn

NAME A RANDOM ROLEPLAY THAT STICKS OUT IN YOUR MEMORY —fandomsrpg

WHAT WEIRD ANIMAL WOULD YOU HAVE AS A PET IF IT WAS REALISTIC — a talking dog

NAME THE FIRST SONG ON YOUR DISCOVER WEEKLY ON SPOTIFY OR THE FIRST SONG THAT COMES ON APPLE MUSIC / ITUNES SHUFFLE —painful by EDEN and blah on spotify, and for itunes my van by NCT 127

NAME A BOOK THAT YOU READ IN SCHOOL THAT YOU SURPRISINGLY LIKED — blauw is bitter by dirk bracke, it’s a dutch book i’m sorry. we had a library that you could get stuff from at school and i’d get the most RANDOM books and this was one of those.

NAME A BOOK YOU HATED THAT MOST PEOPLE LIKED — there’s a fanfic everybody liked that i didn’t like?

WHAT TV SHOW DID YOU RECENTLY BINGE? —narcos mexico

FAVOURITE QUOTE — “everything is totally fine” - my prof 

LINK TO A VINE THAT EXUDES YOUR ‘ENERGY’ — haha there’s a few click click click

DO YOU WRITE OUTSIDE OF RP? WHAT DO YOU WRITE? — fanfics fuierbuifiueriufe

THREE YOUTUBERS YOU STILL TRUST — raffytaphy bogdan  and dan howell i guess?? and i do watch pewdiepie as well 

A CELEBRITY CRUSH THAT JUST WON’T QUIT — min yoongi or minatozaki sana

EVER MEET A CELEBRITY? SHARE YOUR STORY — uuuuuuh have i met a celeb i’m not sure....

WHAT’S YOUR PICTURE-PERFECT NIGHT? — as in the hour? bc then it’s glow hour.

A CONSPIRACY THEORY YOU KINDA BELIEVE IN — aliens. 

ARE ALIENS REAL? — yes.

PLAY ANY PHONE GAMES? WHICH ONES? — solitaire, idle wizard school, i have minecraft on my phone as well, BTS world, PAKO forever, letter fridge, pewdiepie tuber sim

WHAT’S A FILM YOU LOVED WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG AND RECENTLY WATCHED, ONLY TO FIND OUT YOU DON’T ANYMORE —hmmmmm i don’t think there is one

DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? — i collect a couple things, kpop albums for example, stuffies, uuuuh

WHAT’S SOMETHING YOU WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT BUT YOU’RE TOO LAZY? —more like too busy but i’d love to learn more about film making

THREE LANGUAGES YOU DON’T SPEAK, BUT WISH YOU COULD —russian (i only know the alphabet), portuguese, italian.

MOVIE YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN 5 TIMES — coco

NAME A FICTIONAL CHARACTER FROM TV/FILM/MOVIE/GAME/BOOK THAT YOU FIND YOURSELF PROJECTING ON / YOU RELATE TO — hinata shouyou

DO YOU FOLLOW ANY SPORTS? WHO DO YOU ROOT FOR? — not really, i love ice skating though, tennis as well but only when i see it by accident

HOBBIES BESIDES WASTING AWAY HERE? — dancing, drawing, singing, reading, baking, cooking

PLUG A TV SHOW / MOVIE / BOOK / VIDEO GAME / ETC… YOU WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD CHECK OUT — carol and tuesday. 

WHOSE BRAIN WOULD YOU LIKE TO PICK, ALIVE OR DEAD? — uuuuh nobody

TEAM EDWARD OR JACOB? — eh i like sparkle boy but warm boy sounds nice too

LAST MOVIE SEEN IN THEATRE — mamma mia 2

DO YOU STILL READ? — yes, every single day

IF SO, WHAT ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING? — it’s a fanfic 👉👈

ON A SCALE OF 1-10, HOW MUCH DID YOU HATE FILLING THIS OUT? – like 1, i don’t mind sharing these kinda things.

[zhu-xingjie]

Ok so who is this lovely zhennen how old is he wuts his favorite food how do I get him to laugh all the time cuz wow he’s so cute

hnnnhfgfhghdng okay it’s only been a short while since i started stanning him after watching 明日之子 but im going to try my best to introduce him in hopes that other people will start to notice him as well bc he is indeed v cute and v talented ;;

okay so this turned out to be a bit long, so i’ll just summarize in a list and put everything else under the cut:

name: 周震南 (zhou zhennan)

english name: vin

birthday: june 21, 2000

hometown: chengdu

discography: 整整年兩年了 (feat. 馬伯騫), V (debut EP)

tv show appearances: 明日之子 s1, 放開我北鼻 s3, 潮音戰紀(CYZJ)

talents/skills: composing, rapping, dance/vocal

likes: music, jazz, women’s clothing

dislikes: cooked cucumbers, putting the toothpaste cap back on

uwu

so firstable 周震南 (zhou zhennan) was born on june 21, 2000. if you, like many other ppl on tumblr, are getting to know him through 潮音戰紀(CYZJ) then you’ve probably seen the banners that his fans were holding during recording for his recent 18th birthday. he’s actually the second youngest on CYZJ, as well as on 明日之子 so he’s still just a young and tiny bean ;;

his english name is vin, and he is pretty good at english since he went to an american/english type of high school in chengdu. he actually grew up in chengdu, and he has an older sister and a younger brother.

his debut scene into the industry was in last year’s season 1 of a show called 明日之子 (ming ri zhi zi). season 2 is airing now, but it was basically a type of elimination show for idols/singers (if you’ve heard of 毛不易 maobuyi, who’s been all the hype this past year, he was the winner that came out of season 1). he showed that he was able to rap, sing and dance, and he also went on the show along with his good friend, 馬伯騫 (ma buoqian), who was another one of my talented faves from the show ;; (he’s also really heckin h*t but thats beside the point) they’ve also lived together (they might still be living together now but im not really sure), and from what i can tell from interviews, they’re pretty close friends. here’s a link to a vcr type thing that was made during the show (0:40-1:46) and it’s really heckin cute like…. really cute. everyone thinks he’s intimidating bc of his looks and personality when he’s not familiar with someone but he can be a really precious squish :((( you can also find the rest of his performances on that show if you just search “周震南 明日之子” on youtube or something.

anyway zhou zhennan ended up placing 4th overall in that show, and made his official debut afterwards.

his debut EP album “V” was released last year in december, and it’s completely self-composed. there’s five songs on it, and you can stream them on spotify (god bless). he actually also released a remix of a song called “整整兩年了” with 馬伯騫 right before the released the EP (it’s also on spotify). and it’s the song that he performed first on CYZJ.

since then he’s been on a show called 放開我北鼻3 with jackson wang and huang jingyu, and he basically plays with little kids and takes care of them on the show, and it’s really cute and if it doesnt make you uwu then idk what can. here is a link to a short cut in case you’re curious

and now he’s on CYZJ doing collabs with other people and you can watch the episode subbed on youtube since svt/ptg/samuel are also on it and they’re like popular and stuff so…

as a person zhou zhennan tends to come off as cold or intimidating, partly due to his looks. but even ma buoqian, with whom he is very close with, said that zhou zhennan was almost cold to the point of being rude when they first met lol. but obviously around people that he’s more familiar with, he’s a lot more carefree and becomes very cute n precious :(((

oh and idk about his favorite food but i do know that he hates cooked cucumbers with a passion. ma buoqian apparently loves to eat them lmaoo so zhou zhennan was complaining about that. chinese people cook cucumbers sometimes, and he hates the smell of it when its cooked or something asdffgjfdkl oh and ma buoqian says that zhou zhennan never closes the toothpaste after using it hngfgnfhngg

zhou zhennan also tends to wear mostly women’s clothing (and i think ma buoqian mentioned that he likes to wear more gender-neutral types of clothes as well). also his look for his first performance on CYZJ was honestly my fave look on him so far.

he seems to live breathe and die for music (obviously), but contrary to most of his songs/performances, he says he actually really likes to listen to jazz as well. his rap is the strongest aspect of his performance, and i think he’s really driven to improve himself as both a musician and a more well-rounded artist. he thinks that his dancing and singing are only mediocre, so i think he wants to find something or become someone that’s truly and uniquely him in terms of being an artist.

so that’s about all i have for now, and i know i love to digress so it got a bit long…. but if you or anyone else ever want to talk about zhou zhennan then im always free as the #1 zhou zhennan enthusiast

[ificouldflytotheclouds]

And somehow the stars align

So I was just thinking of my top favorite artists of all time: Taylor Swift, One Direction, and 5sos. And they strangely all have similar pathways even though they're on different roads. 

The beginning. 

Out of the three Taylor is the artist I can tell you the least as to how I fell into her music but it I believe it manifested from a friends recommendations. 

One Direction I remember seeing the countdown for WMYB on my sidebar every day I was on youtube, by the time the music video dropped I finally clicked on the videos because I was intrigued by this video trying to encroach on my life. 

5sos was a friend recommendation. 5 Years ago (+1 day) she sent my a link to try hard. I didn’t listen to it at the time because I didn’t want to download anything onto my mom’s computer. A month later she sent me the link to Luke’s cover of please don’t go, it wasn’t till I looked into his other work did I realize he was part of 5sos. Check yes Juliet and drop in the ocean that won me over.

Getting into them

I saw Taylor perform at the mall and after the show we got a signed cd (rip, at the time someone standing near us was like can we meet her after and security was like no, something about being too many ppl, but like…)

For 1d my friend had me watch their video diaries and I fell in love. We saw them at the same mall (and when I say mall I mean the Mall of America, aka the biggest mall in the U. S. A. anyways…) that was crazy busy. We didn’t have tickets but we went to watch anyways, that was fun, and it actually spawned a friendship with someone who went to my school and is now one of my besties now (who was the person who introduced me to 5sos). 

5sos. I remember wanting to go to the Stars, Stripes and Maple Syrup Tour (actually, I completely forgot about this until today, I forgot how whipped I was for them before slsp came out). But we couldn’t go. (rip, wasn’t able to go to wwat for same/similar reasons, but this year finally traveling to Chicago for a show so it kinda makes up for it). Got tickets for Rock Out with Your Socks Out Tour but we ended up selling them to go to a second 1d show. I don’t regret this decision, because 1) that was ones for the books and 2) we knew that this might be the last time we will ever see them (once Zayn left me and my friend were intent on going to more than one show). Back to 5sos, the day of their show we almost ended up getting into their radio show, but we still go to see them walk past. 

The second album ‘Hiatus’

This is where things strangely align

Way back to middle school I wasn’t into music the same way I am now, it was healthier, lol. I still loved Taylor but I didn’t get fearless until Christmas, I fell in love with that album on my grandma’s staircase. I watched all the behind the scenes pictures, but compared to the information that goes out now I knew nothing, I just knew the bigger things (I think this is why I always struggle/feel like I don’t fit in with online Taylor stan culture, bc it wasn’t how I fell for her and her music). We tried to get tickets to the fearless tour but were unsuccessful.

Before I begin with 1d, I also want to remind you that Spotify has not always been around, and even then I didn’t download it till sometime in 2017. I don’t even know when it comes to the tmh era. Back sophomore/junior year when I got into things it would be in waves (it’s starting to go back to that which is healthy). So tmh was when I wasn’t following 1d so much. My friend invited me to see a prescreening of the this is us movie. I /sort of/ forced myself to listen to tmh. TMH era might have been one of their best but there’s a reason why it took me a while to get into this album, it’s just not my fav, I find it the least memorable, even though generally speaking its a better album than uan. (I still love the album don’t get me wrong)

5sos, oh 5sos, just trying to figure yourselves out. I don’t like talking about this much, it’s important to acknowledge but it can also feed negativity. Them as people were getting harder to stand and the fandom was getting to be too much, so I had to say goodbye to social media side. I don’t regret this decision and I really wish I had done this at one point for 1d, but with that, it was a little different (baby gate being announcement was hell). I still loved their music but my friend was pressuring me not to listen to it, so that winter I didn’t buy livesos, but I do remember a year later I listening to the skh ep, and enjoying it (Even though I was iffy about skh at the time). School had started and I was kinda out of the loop so I don’t think I actually knew when sgfg came out (Even though I defs followed a few 5sos ppl still, just not update accounts at the time)

Even though I wasn’t there for sgfg I equate this time period with the self-titled album era - post album release because I was there but I wasn’t. I liked the album but it ended up being the least memorable, similar to take me home. 

3rd album hoopla

For each of them, the hype began months before the album was released, most likely starting with the drop of a single and riding a high from there.

For Taylor it started with her live stream announcing the 3rd album, to mine that released when I was in a cafe in the Northwoods, the album release week was epic, we finally got tickets to see her on tour (for my friends 15th birthday, 15 I still cry I go to listen to this live when I was 15). I EMBODIED THIS ERA. I had my first crush, the world was magical, I was in a world wind.

This was my school friend forcing me to let my fangirl out lol. (For 1d this wasn’t their peak compared to Taylor and 5sos currently, but it was a very important era for me as a fan). It started with me going to the prescreening of this is us, wow I loved them. SNL performances, being excited for the first show, I had all the lyrics printed out so I could sing them...good times. (I feel like 1d’s best era was tmh but I wasn’t there so its not my #1 era as a fan, from there it’s hard to pick bc I didnt get to see them during wwat, I did with FOUR/OTRA, but there was also DRAMA with that era, and then there was MITAM mini era which got us high and dry(ingourtears)).

And now here we are for 5sos’ 3rd album. You can FEEL that this one is different. SGFG was good, heck, that is one of the best albums I have ever heard, and ngl I was low key nervous as to how they were going to out beat it. But that album was rushed, they didn’t get as much time off as it feels, but this album there is SOOO SOOO much love put in this album. And it goes beyond the lyrics. They really pushed themselves, instrumentally, emotionally, vocally, as people. There is growth, expansion. They reinvented themselves, and yet they are just an embodiment of who they always were, the lessons they’ve learned, and just a better more empowered version of themselves. I wish I could remember if it was pre or post want you back but I ended up getting into SGFG (properly) around this time. THe first few songs made it hard to get into the album when I had listened to it in the past. But I was finally able to skip around those (this is one of those times where I probs would've listened to the album earlier if I had spotify at the time) and later fall in love with them. I think that album came in at the right time. I got to go to 5sos3, got tickets for meet you there, youngblood is amazing. Life is great.

Since the 3rd album hoopla for 1d and Taylor

I got to see both of them from row, in the same year,  b stage for 1d and center catwalk for Taylor. Still love them, they’re chill, since 2015 I can say I’ve seen Niall at least once every year, 2 times for OTRA, met him during his golf tournament in ‘16, 2 radio shows in ‘17 on which Liam also played at. I have a Harry concert in a few days, seeing Niall twice this year to continue the tradition, might see Taylor (tixs are sooooo expensive, don’t love her new album that much but this girl loves  Taylor sooo, I’m not going to miss it - I don’t hate it but it’s just not the same as how I feel in love with yb instantly, it doesn’t give me that feel), and I get to see 5sos again in the fall (I want to go to their Chicago radio show so bad bc it’s close to the Chicago Niall show, but not close enough, darn)