#they used to be sooo unprofessional 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[coloredsnowo]

wait can you please explain the bizly stuff?

Okay this is gonna be the last time I talk abt this, as i dont like engaging in discourse the way I used to

When I was 14, around 2019, I was very active in the jrwi discord server. Id VC daily, and at that time bizly, condi, and jared (if you dont know who he is thats a whole nother thing) would be in VC with the members frequently.

The person who was there the most was Bizly (19 at the time), and we would VC several days a week because I was on summer vacation and had a lot of free time. We’d even play minecraft together, and at one point we even played a DnD session together.

One day I needed to send him a minecraft link but i couldnt because we werent friends on discord. This led to him sending me an invite and saying something along the lines of “i sent you a request, we’re friends- aren’t we?”

We remained ‘friends’ and he’d even tell me when he’d send my art into the jrwi gc

then in december when I was making christmas icons bizly dmd me

Once I finished the designs, he ghosted me. This was really intense for me because I was 14 and was led to believe i had some sort of friendship.

This isnt me canceling them, because they all have realized that they need to be careful about how they interact with their fans and are way more professional than they used to be. That being said, their previous behaviors still affected some older fans. Just as people are allowed to say theyve grown, the people affected are allowed to not forgive.

It is the reason I lost interest in jrwi- its honestly just personal beef with one of the creators.

Im putting it on tumblr one last time, mainly because i dont want rumors spread. I am not going to engage with anyone about this. Like i said I have left the fandom and do not want to interact with it anymore.

That being said, its what got me into dnd, i met some of my best friends through it; I dont expect people to not like it just because i have personal beef with one of the creators

[doctorodyssey]

ALSO LIKE, WHAT HAVE THEY DONE?!?!!? HOW HAVE THEY SUPPORTED GAZANS??? like, instead of shitting on fans using their reach and resources to incentivise people to donate to a cause, maybe just don't? or come up with something better? organise something yourself and see how hard it is? jfc

I KNOOOOW like i seriously cannot understand the logic and thought process it takes to DISCOURAGE PEOPLE FROM DONATING TO GAZA 😭 maybe they should start their own fan project and try to raise more if they truly think $5k is unimportant and the mods are sooo unprofessional and they could do sooooo much better

[shuamorollss]

5 months. 5 whole fucking months.

Finally. I'm free from this torment called research.

AND I WANNA RANT SOOO BAD ABT IT CAUSE THE UNPROFESSIONALISM OF OUR PANELISTS??? it's so fucking bad like I felt so DOWN THERE.

Okay so this just happened 3 HOURS AGO... so it was our turn to defend our study and then we walked into a room full of teachers.

Okay, normally, a defense only consists of 3-4 panelist and nothing more.

Sure, qe did have 3 panelist but he room had SEVEN FUCKING TEACHERS IN IT!!!

Two of them teachers were coaches and one of them was my fav teacher and the other one is our practical research adviser.

So yeah, we started to present our study and all. We were feeling confident and then they just started laughing??? Quietly chuckling and cackling like WE SEE U BITCHES WTFFFF 😭😭

And when they were finally questioning us... actually the two panelists were okay.

But this one guy....

He was soooo annoying. He was circling our research paper and have us answering he same shit but he asks different fonts of questions.

That's not all. He literally tried to reiterate our Data Collection Procedure syaing it's supposed to be "Probability sampling" and then my PR(practical research) adviser defended us saying that we were right to choose the non-probability sampling and the dude literally just nodded and said "Yeah, he's right. You guys have to go back to non-probability sampling." LIKE THAT'S LITERALLY WHAT HE HAVE PUT IN THE PAPERRRRRR?!_?$!_!$('!?#?#(28$(2(#8

THIS DEFENSE IS SO MESSY AND IT MAKES ME FUME CAUSE IMAGINE. YOU'RE CONFIDENT AND YOU'RE TAKING THIS SHIT SRSLY AND THE PEOPLE WHO R SUPPOSED TO HELP U THROUGH UR PAPER ARE JUST LAUGHING AND NOT EVEN PAYING ATTENTION. it's so bad like It's making me fume so bad.

[scentofdriedflowers]

first of all my my, Mariska and Kelli back in a scene of barely 2 minutes, and chemistry is back there, like she never left. 😭😭 That scene was awkward but it was supposed to be that way and damn they delivered, Kelli knows so well Amanda gOd I missed her.

And I know they had to write something for her return and giving us this 'particular moment' between Amanda and Olivia is one, I don't know how much is the story and how much is the 'Kelli coming back fix-it' lol, but I'll take it, we can work with that. Beside it's in character of Amanda having difficulty sharing feelings and problems, she's not poof perfectly healed now that's she's happy and married. And I sooo understand Amanda trouble on keeping up with Liv after leaving, especially after Liv initial reaction (and vice versa, Liv probably has her own problems in doing so). And especially now that we discover she's bored in her job. She's scared of maybe disappointing her and feels probably more guilty and doesn't know how to explain, and the more you wait the more it gets awkward after, lol being there done that I feel you girl. Kelli so delivered that feeling. Hopefully next week we will have a nice and deserved emotional deep rolivia scene.

Well personally I always thought she was gonna get bored, Amanda needs 'excitement' in what she does, solving mysteries and getting into people heads. She doesn't hate teaching but she's not challenged, she needs that. What happened to her put a rein in that, she was rightfully scared and deciding to completely change not only job but the energy/pace of it, and choose a teaching position, could have felt right in that moment, but in the long run it didn't work, not for somebody like Amanda.

BUT they HAD to write her off because of assholes so they went with this, probably underestimating the impact that Amanda/Kelli leaving affected viewers. Now I feel like they need to backtrack and find a way to get her back. And I believe they want her back, in what capacity I still don't know but they wouldn't have put the line in there that she's bored if they didn't want to follow through with it. Imo with her job as a detective she has always been in danger kids or no kids, Sonny or no Sonny, but she has changed and it's how she could react to it that should/could be different, but there should be an in between possible from 'going back to work too soon after traumas, overworking and being kind of 'reckless' as she said' to just instead 'being completely scared and drastically leaving svu'. And that's how she could come back, permanently maybe. She can still work as a detective and be more careful, putting her family first and also idk go home sooner maybe (she was more often than not one of the last to leave even after Fin), and Liv would help with that. They just gotta put the effort in writing that, Kelli would deliver, we all know that. And yes she can come back as a consultant too I would be okay with that too, but who am I kidding I miss her as a detective so bad too. Whatever it is I'll take it as long as she comes back. (And oh my this new team doesn't work at all, I had stopped watching after the 11-12th ep I think, and I just had to watch few last episodes to get a hang of it again and follow through, but dear god people weren't kidding when some of them wrote Liv was a kindergarten teacher now jeez lol, unprofessional much?! Hopefully some of them leave next season with the showrunner too please).

Anyway, last thought, welcome back Kelli you were dearly missed, you were there for a bunch of minutes and I was already so excited again to watch the show.

[yukidiaries]

School teacher ratings PART TWOOOKQIJEI!?? ;?! 'NNVNNDJNFNNX !!!!!!!! 👹👹👹 not naming anyone so if any of people I know sees this they can sue me because I technically didn't say the names

Filipino Teacher: oh my god my worst subject yet holy shitttyhhj THE LOWEST GRADES I HAVE and BRUH THE PROJECTS OH THE PROJECTS SPECIALLY THE ACTING IT'S CRYFULL she's vvvvvery kind thooo I like her over the course of quarters her exam got easier so 8/10 I'm fine with lower grades YIPPIEEEE 😁😁😁😇😇😇🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 she even teached class even though she has a growing womb on her PROPS TO TGAT, doesn't change the fact that Filipino class is so boring but I'm rating the teacher not the subject sooo

AP Teacher: YES YES YEAGHHHRHHHHHRHJD she's vvvvvery nice tooo her exams is possible and passable yeahhhdhh SHE EVEN CUTS A SHIT TON PARTS OF THE BOOK THE BORING ONES LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOO 9/10 I'm feeling generous I'm not gonna rate 10 unless the teacher is VERY VERY VERY TOO TOOOOO GOOD. YIPPIEEEEEE 🥳🥳 Ap is also fucking boring as fuck I don't even listen for the most times

Tle teacher: still the same though he got stricter ever since there was a college student trainee nothing much to say but he has a more feeling of professional not like I heard him say "do you have a problem passing the test?" He said it in such a concerned voice when the student answered barely to NOTHING on the test paper. Exams are still easy but it wasn't made by him soo... 8.5/10, decent and lowkey absent, nothing much to say.

Mapeh teacher: boi if the tle teacher was absent this man is NOT ON EARTH yeah he supervises the trainees. Gets mad for no fricking reason LIKE CHILL FOR A MOMENT, I KNOW BEING A TEACHER IS STRESSFUL BUT BIOLOGICALLY THEY ARE NOT YOUR CHILDREN. I'd say he's kind of verbally abusive. The basketball team for him was really good I don't know how he fucked shit up BECAUSE THEY LOST and he was PRESSURING THEM. like they were good CAN YOU PLEASE JUST BE A LITTLE SUPPORTIVE. THEY ARE STUDENTS THEY CAN'T BE A TROPHY BRO. OH AND NOT TO MENTION THE FAVORITISM, LIKE WHY AM I 99 I'M NOT EVEN THAT GOOD AND I'M LAZY WITH THE ACADEMICS MY CLASSMATE WORKED HARD FOR SHIT AND HIS GRADES DIDN'T EVEN LIFT ONCE. A WHOOPING 5/10 next pls.

Tle substitute college student teacher: She deserves a section here because BRO SHOOK THE WHOLE FUCKING SECTION. GETTING WRONG BECAUSE YOU DID PUT S ON YOUR ANSWER IS CRAZYYYY DAWG 😭😭😭😭 ABOVE HALF FAILED EVEN ME AT THE QUIZ AND SHE STILL THINKS WE HAVE A PROBLEM BECAUSE WE DIDN'T HAVE A GOOD GRADE 😭😭😭😭 she knows how to teach with real confidence but she also goes with the strict vibe like "pls don't be friendly with me because I'm a teacher and it's my rules." Personally I think this is queen shit right here but GURL THE S WRONG IS JUST UNJUSTIFIED. The tle teacher even asked to rate her 10 to 0 I didn't raise my hand but THEY ALL RAISED AT 10 BOI I KNOW YOU LYING— the boys in the back just holding themselves to raise their hand at five. I think the strict vibe is okay but there's just one time at the exam we were taking the test papers and girl was just sitting there. Using her phone. WITH VOLUME I CAN HEAR YOUR "DADDY'S HOME AUDIO" MISS (not sure if it's daddy's home but it was something like a tiktok audio not sure) that was just no, just no. Personally I'd rate her like uhhh... 8.9/10 it'd be 9.5/10 if she corrects the strict checking I'm sure when she becomes a teacher she'll get taught not to do that soon enough. (Monday is her test I'm sure she'll become a teacher then I'm 180% sure)

Math teacher: unprofessional. She's lazy, forgets to remind important stuff, messed up the test paper bad multiple time but she teachers the math nice so we can understand yeah! She's a very good vibe even though that 9.3/10 YIPPIE next

English teacher: I like the subject! The projects have so much potential for creativeness I even drew a manga on a whole karton for one project. I LIKE LIKE LIKE LIKE THE PROJECT WE EVEN HAVE TO MAKE A POSTERS COOL COOL VERY COOL I CAN SHOW OFF MY GRAPHIC DESIGN SKILLS AND WRITING TOO YIPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE THE TEACHER THE PROJECTS HAVE A BROAD CHANCE FOR CREATIVITY EVEN THOUGH SOMETIMES I GET LAZY FOR IT BUT I PASS AN ASSIGNMENT BAD OR GOOD UNFINISHED OR FINISHED LIKE HECK YEAH THE LESSONS ARE NEVER BORING TOO THE TEACHER IS KIND HE ISN'T THAT HARSH AT THE COLLEGE TRAINEES EVEN THOUGH THEY MESS UP ALOT HE PROBABLY EVEN HELPED THEM TO MAKE THE LESSON MORE FUN THE LESSON ALWAYS STARTS WITH SOME SORT OF GAME ALSO I DON'T THINK HE'S GOOD AT ONLINE CLASSES BUT F2F CLASSES ARE THE BEST 10.2/10 YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Science teacher: oh god, I saved the best(worst) one for last, half of the students HATES HER HELL EVEN I DO LIKE WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN WHEN WE HAVE HAVE TO MEMORIZE THE FLIPPING PERIODIC TABLE WHEN YOU MAKE US BE WARY OF THE FUCKING ENUMERATIONS SURE YOUR EXAMS ARE EASY BUT YOU BARELY EXPLAIN STUFF IN THE CLASS, YOU BERATE A STUDENT PUBLICLY WHEN THEY DON'T DO GOOD. YOU MESS UP ALOT OF THE ANSWERS but yeah.... I guess we should give people a chance...... Some people ain't perfect..... But fucking hell are you serious. You give like a shit ton of homework you demand for it and then you don't check it in the end....? Come on man.... I think she's too old to be a teacher but she's trying her best. The exams aren't completely bad either now but I hold grudges in the past so 5/10 maybe I can forgive her

[thebvbbletea]

The B Zone in Jakarta

Yesterday I watch The B Zone in Jakarta, and I wanted to say that this time I kinda disappointed in the promotor, Mecima. I always say that they are a good promotor, but this time they kinda unprofessional. I mean, I get it, the concert is handled in Ied Adha, and it's inappropriate to still handle it in that day, but at least they could inform us about the reschedule earlier. ANYWAY, I feel sooo grateful because suddenly I could make it to the concert despite the schedule's change 😭

The concert is start at 7 pm and I feel lucky that I could buy the mcp package in festival blue b because I could get in the hall earlier and can having a farewell with them. So the first song started, Maverick. AND OH MY GOD. Even though this is my 3rd time seeing them live, but their handsomeness never fail to awe me 😭

LEE SANGYEON IS DEFINITELY MY OFFICIAL 2ND BIAS (ANYWAY I MISS ERIC SOHN SO SO SO SO MUCH 😭), he is soooo handsome and also hot lmao. Jacob Bae with his new hair look super cool and also cute at the same time. Hyunjae, Younghoon and Juyeon, THE BERMUDA LINE WHICH NEVER FAILED TO LOOK AWESOME, they look so so so handsome in real life omg. Our boy Kevin Moon look super excited and energetic 😭. Chanhee look pretty and calm and I'm obsessed with his pink hair sjxhskdhdh. Ji Changmin with his cute white hair and Joo Haknyeon looking super cute and playfull in the stage, also Kim Sunwoo with his amazing stage presence never failed to amaze us.

What I love about The Boyz is they genuinely look super excited to finally meet us again. They said a tons of Indonesian word like 'terima kasih' 'aku cinta kalian' 'aku rindu kalian' 'ayang' 'mantul', learn and eat a lot of Indonesian food, like martabak, nasi goreng and soto ayam, Jacob sing Indonesian song Jaz - Dari Matamu, they also learn about Ied Adha and Takbiran, and even explain it to another International Deobi in their V Live anddd they even wear a custom Indonesia T-Shirt on their concert 😭

I also love how Kevin called us 'Deobina', consist of Deobi and Ina (the short of Indonesia) which means people who always shining in Korean 😭 Anyway after the concert, the mcp package ticket holder could have a farewell with them, which means we can meet them one more time and saying goodbye to them super closely. The first member is Younghoon and NO WAY, he look more handsome in super close range. Younghoon, Changmin, Haknyeon, Juyeon, Hyunjae and Sangyeon answer my love sign, Changmin even start agyeoing after I said that he is so cute and I LOVE THEM SO MUCH FOR THAT 😭 Also because I bring Eric's handbanner, Juyeon and Jacob notice it and keep pointing on my banner (YES GUYS YES I MISS HIM SO MUCH TOO)

Anyway i really want to say thank you to Mecima, even though they kinda get on my nerve this time, but I really want to say thank you to bringing them to Indonesia. I also want to say thank you to IST Entertainment to let tbz to come again to Indonesia. I also really want to say thank you to our fellow Indonesian Deobis or Deobina, you guys are sooooooo awesome, i really love the project! It's so beautiful when we sing 'Daydream' together. And last i really want to say thank you to our The Boyz!!! You guys are so kind! And i hope you can come to Indonesia again next year and ofc with Eric:'))

[jayflrt]

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HWJDJS I JUST SAW UR ASK AFTER I SENT THAT HAHAHA

i also didn't know txt had jewel cases until i bought one instock! i got only one version and only after i paid for it i realised that the other version is the harley quinn set AND THEY LOOK SO GOOD IN IT :00 so i wanted to buy the other version

I haven't really bought any new pcs or albums recently other than the splurge on d:a and hyuka ld pc! and honestly i haven't spent anything much on nct (i don't think i did at all..?) this year and have been collecting only enhatxt !

i was also supposed to start my job today but my employer (??) messaged me to tell me that his HR hired another full-timer w/o his knowledge and now if he pulls us in he'll be overstaffed so i'm back to #unemployed 😱!! and i don't think i'll be able to find another job at the moment because i'm probably travelling out of my country in start april and most jobs require 1 month commitment @@ but i hope i can find a job soon :(

also funfact i chose 🤖 in relation to billypoco HAHA ITS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SONGS

have you ever thought of taking a picture of ALL ur photocards before! it took me a longgg time but its rlly cool :0

also i probably won't be buying gyu's birthday merch anymore! it'll be a lot of trouble and i don't mind just not getting it hehe

i don't think i have anything else to say at the moment..? HAHA I THINK i missed out a few things of what i wanted to say but got carried away 😭 but i hope u have a great week ahead!! l?(i'm not sure what time is it now for u @@) -🤖

hi 🤖 anon !!! i’m so sorry i’ve been sooo busy with upcoming finals and my midterm but i’m glad i can get to your ask now !! 🤧💗 i’ll definitely be more free now that i’m settled and at home <33

also are the txt jewel cases like separate from the albums ?? :o bc i know nct’s jewel case pcs are part of the album pc set ,, idk if what i’m saying is even making sense 😵‍💫 LMAODJF but do ppl usually collect jewel case with album pcs for txt ?? :o AHH THE HARLEY QUINN LOOKS ARE SOOO GOOD i heard soobin’s is lowkey pretty popular HAHHA 🤩

i haven’t been buying much enha either !!! but i have four jaemin pcs left to complete my collection so i’m determined to get them 😩 and honestly let your pockets rest yes :’)) nct is sooo expensive i don’t blame you at all love 😭💗

WHAT???? IS THAT EVEN ALLOWED 😭😭😭 THAT HAS TO BE LIKE ,, ILLEGAL OR SMTHN WHAT this is before you signed a contract right ?? BUT LIKE WTF THATS SO UNPROFESSIONAL OF THEM >;(( i hope you end up finding a job tho !!! there are plenty of temporary positions out there so i’m sure one of them will take you 🥰 also where are you traveling ?? :o

BILLY POCO IS YOUR FAV ENHA SONG ??3&;? UNIRONICALLY??;!;! ironic right . it’s ironic …. right

also i’ve thought of taking a pic of all my pcs but actually haven’t !!! it DOES sound cool but the only thing that puts me off is the amount of time it would take for me to take everything out of my pc binder and then lay them out in order :’))

aww nooo D; it’s okay you can treat yourself to other merch !!! 💖 also that’s so sweet love :’) i’m having a better week now that some of the hard stuff is out of the way, but it’s gonna get rough during finals HAHAH but ty for checking in !! how have you been doing? and i hope you have a great day/night as well ! ♡