#they treated him like an ff woman for being gay lmao

[hinugundam]

this is me tentatively wacking the hornets nest but i wanna know how a character so underused and underrated in his own game to the point of never being a party member, existing solely in cutscenes until the last hour of the game, and then having the most brushed under the rug life and death became so wildly beloved and heralded as one of the best characters in game. this is about dion

[moki-dokie]

lmao so like, i’ve been going over to my moms to help her with some yardwork on the farm (keeping my distance from her! and being outside like 90% of the time) and it’s like, JUST dawned on her just how dire this pandemic is. i’ll give her a bit of slack - she is out in the country, only goes into town like once a month, and barely watches any news. but i mean. lol. this coming week will be a month since we’ve been on mandatory quarantine, it’s literally been all over the news here since at least january. took her a hot minute.

so anyway she’s starting to freak out about it like she does because she has a smorgasbord of mental illnesses and severe paranoia is amongst them. there was one day she was like “i just can’t believe trump has let it get this bad” and i legit laughed so hard and said “literally everyone 40 and under can absolutely believe it and we’ve been screaming about this exact sort of nightmare scenario since 2016!!”

and because my mom is my mom and shes always right and you’re always wrong and 99% of what you say just goes in one ear and our the other, she then has to argue that. “well it’s more than just what you kids think it is” as if she knows a single fucking thing that has been going on these last four years. so i just laughed again and said “us “kids” are the ones fighting tooth and nail, giving blood, sweat, and tears for real and actual change and revolution while you parents sit on your entitled asses and hoard toilet paper and scream at fast food workers.” like ffs. i wish generational divides weren’t a thing but they fuckin are. 

also that same day she asks if my brother is gay because he hasn’t settled down and had a family yet which made me roll my eyes so far back into my skull (oh no he’s 34, has managed to pay off all his student loans, has a job that lets him move all over the country and take vacations overseas, and has been able to buy and sell several houses. holy fuck maybe i should call him right now and tell him everything is meaningless unless he gets married and has babies right now). and the i was just like “idk. who the fuck cares?? i’m not having kids. he probably doesn’t want the gremlins either. maybe he is. maybe he’s bi. maybe he’s asexual. maybe it’s none of our business unless he tells us???????” and then she gets all huffy like “well i wish he’d just tell me” so, finally, after like nearly 20 years of holding onto this anger i just said “well if he is i don’t blame him for not telling you for the shitty way you treated me when i came out.” but of course, she had excuses. “you were too young to know. it just took me by surprise.” “no, i wasn’t. i knew exactly how i felt then and that hasn’t changed. thats like saying i’m too young to know if i like the color blue.” “you’d never even been with anyone” “that’s a fucking lie and you damn well know it.” “thats different. that was trauma.” “you don’t get to tell me how my trauma is different.” “it just seemed like you were showing off and trying to be rebellious” “me being rebellious was walking down to kelly’s house for internet when I was grounded. me being rebellious was wearing things you deliberately didn’t want me to wear or listen to music you didn’t want me to listen to. who i’m attracted to is not an act of rebellion.” eventually she dropped it. but holy fuck. the woman can’t even acknowledge she handled it poorly. can’t even own up to the fact she treated me like shit. can’t even apologize almost 20 years later. seriously wish she’d get locked up in a psych ward most days purely so she’d be forced to be treated and forced into therapy and forced to face the shit she’s done so maybe some day in my lifetime i might actually hear “i’m sorry” from her.

[snugglebuddyhan]

Some Lovely Writer opinions:

Honestly? It would have been a better series if there was no back story that connected Gene and Nubsib together. As soon as it was revealed they were childhood friends I immediately lost like 80% interest

Nubsibs mom is one sadistic woman. Whooping your kid with a stick (a sturdy one at that) and in front of people of all things like it was some type of show is just.......and then afterwards was holding his and Genes hands while she walked Gene home like she wasn’t just about to welt that child’s skin up was even more sickening

Gene is fully aware Sib sees him as more than just a friend as he’s said it dozens and dozens of times. Even said he wanted to have sex with him, but for some reason Gene acts all shocked and flabbergasted when Sib says he wants to kiss him, gets a little close, says he likes him as if he doesn’t say it 10 times a day or does something sweet for him???? Boy, if you don’t stop playing. Dementia having ass

Nubsib’s character is high key annoying. It’s nice and refreshing for a bl series to have a protagonist love interest character (especially a top at that) not have a macho, masculine or aggressive personality, but sheesh, Sib really needs to dial it up a notch. The constant soft voice, doe eye stares, the going above and beyond for literally no reason and his childlike behavior is off putting. Prince personality characters are not my cup of tea

Also, Nubsib getting protective over Gene to the point he treats him like a child who’s lost his way is such a turn off. I don’t particularly care for knight in shining armor characters

What reason would Tum have to play a trick on Tiffy by saying he liked her? Edit: lmao she still thought his ass was gay ajhhsjskskaka poor Tum. If she’d just listen he’s been trying to tell her he’s straight. Glad he didn’t get super defensive and treat being labeled gay as a bad thing though

You know a character is played well when you hate their fucking guts to the point you feel like you dislike the actor as well. That’s how I feel about Aoey. I don’t actually hate the actor, but ffs his character is such a little fucking bitch. He’s more annoying than that one female antagonist bl’s have that come in and destroy everything good in the protagonists lives

If Aeoy liked Gene all along he sure did treat him like dog shit throughout the series. Was his big brain idea to keep Sib and Gene apart and after all the messed up things he said and put Gene through they were just going to magically become a couple of lovebirds afterwards? What a way to show your love for someone. Sheesh. That’s mental illness everyone

Mhok. I feel bad for him. He deserves wayyyyyy better than Aeoy. Like, please give it up and find you a man that actually knows your worth and appreciates the things you have to offer

Genes friends making a scene over whether or not he’s gay by basically mocking him and laughing pissed me off and to make it worse dude towards the end of the reunion said they’d be okay with him if he were gay and was upset Gene didn’t seem to want to come out to them. Now WHY would he come out after what y’all just put him through? Fkn stupid

It’s funny to me that Aeoy, after confessing and failing to get Gene to have sex with him insisted on him drinking the drink he bought for him before he left (although Sib drunk it instead), which was later revealed through a text that it was laced with an aphrodisiac.......I don’t quite get what type of revenge that was supposed to be considering it leading to Gene and Sib fucking, which is probably the last thing Aeoy would have wanted. Worst revenge plot ever. I mean, lacing a drink is illegal and beyond fucked up, but it turned out to be a win win type situation

Why didn’t Gene just tell Sib the drink was laced and the reason he was feeling so hot and bothered was bc of an aphrodisiac? That bothered me more than it should have. He was acting like he was the one that slipped a little something something in the drink and was afraid he was going to get caught red handed

Also, I feel like Gene had sex with Sib, bc he felt like he needed to, bc of the aphrodisiac. He clearly wasn’t ready

Honestly? Would love to see Tiffy as the lead in a gl series. She’s hot and no man deserves her

Pressuring people to come out will never be okay and it’s always something pushed by the non queer characters and sometimes I wish they’d just shut the fuck up and stop trying to make people feel like they have to come out or make them feel guilty about staying in the closet. People stay in the closet for numerous reasons and two of them are for their safety and the fear of rejection from their family and friends. Let people make decisions for themselves

Nubsib saying he wouldn’t cross the line after he moved in the room next to Gene is kinda funny considering all the lines he’s already crossed and that being one of them

Dropped the series for now, bc it got kinda boring. Might pick it up later though