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havendance Ā· 5 months ago
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Reborn era in the helena dick roleswap au I think Tim probably gets Morrison-ified in Batman and Robin because he's the one who becomes Batman (see themes of primogeniture (firstborn son kind)) while Dini writes Helena as part of his rich gotham family history/politics storylines because she's filling Bruce's shoes in the roles of society darling and butting heads with Tommy Eliot while Tim's having a million and one breakdowns about taking on the Batman mantle and being a mentor to Damian (who respects him not at all) and also probably having a very awkward relationship with Stephanie Brown because I don't know if everything that happened at the end of the Robin run happened in this universe, but at minimum, he's Batman which is going to put in cramp in anything. I kind of think it shouldn't have happened so that the number one issue that's causing a cramp in their relationship is not 'Batman told me to blow you up and now you're upset and don't want me to be a vigilante' but 'kissing Batman is really weird and also you're dealing with your grief poorly and we're both different in these new mantles and its' hard to navigate.'
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lookatthisdork Ā· 7 years ago
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Case Study: Cassandra, Damian, and Tim
I read Batman: Gates of Gotham just now because my library happened to have it and it actually includes Cassandra (!). It might also be the last substantial appearance of Cassandra/Black Bat in the Post-Crisis canon (!!!). Naturally, I have to wax poetic about it with panels and long diatribes concerning batsibling relationships.
Context: Gates of Gotham (GoG) is a five-issue limited series published in May 2011, making it a very late addition to canon before the New 52 launched around September. At least, Iā€™m pretty sure this is a canon story. Scott Snyder got first billing on the cover, so I wouldnā€™t be surprised if this story was prototyping some of the stuff for the Court of Owls.
But who cares about canonicity when we get Cass, Damian and Tim all interacting in the same book?!
(Quick shout out to renaroo who did a breakdown of Cass and Damian in GoG back in 2016. Go look at it!Ā Iā€™ll be reblogging it before this post as well.)
(TL;DR at the bottom.)
For clarity, our main cast is Dick as Batman, Damian as Robin, Tim as Red Robin, and Cassandra as Black Bat. Stephanie, Jason, and Barbara do not appear; Bruce puts in a very brief cameo at the end.
GoG immediately establishes that Batman and Red Robin are working on an explosives smuggling case together, and within a few pages elaborates Red Robinā€™s also in close contact with Black Bat. Dick admits he didnā€™t even know Cassandra was in town until she pops up at home base, which makes sense; Cass at this point in canon operates out of Hong Kong, so Dick has no immediate reason to know whatā€™s sheā€™s up to. Tim, on the other hand, is completely unsurprised; apparently heā€™s been working the case with Cass before he brought it to Dickā€™s attention.
So in the very beginning of GoG, we have a three-way team-up that started as Black Bat reaching out to Red Robin, who then contacted Batman. Which, honestly, I think is cool? Cassandra went to Tim first when the smuggling left her territory - Iā€™m already getting warm fuzzies about the implied working relationship.
In the same page as Cassandraā€™s entrance, we get Damian and this super telling panel:
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Now, Iā€™m pretty sure that the way Dick is sayingĀ ā€œIā€™d recommend minding Damianā€ is implying that this is Cassandraā€™s first real encounter with the kid. We are seeing history in the making here, folks. Or we would be if Cass hadnā€™t been reset in the New 52.
Then we get the next page:
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Notice all that visual distance between Damian and his siblings in the first panel as well as the way heā€™s rendered creepily in shadow in the second. Itā€™s a rather isolating composition choice, portraying Damian as the outsider while his siblings are comfortably close together, enjoying a dynamic that existed before he joined the family. No one told Damian to stay back, but no oneā€™s encouraging him to come forward either, so the distance kind of settles in.
I would also like to point out that when one of his siblings does look back towards him, itā€™s Cassandra, not Dick.
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Skipping forward through plot and stuff, we next get Black Bat and Robin watching over the Iceberg Lounge. Whoo, team-up! Thereā€™s a lot to parse here.
Robin makes it clear heā€™s not thrilled with being on the Penguin Protection Detail (makes sense in context) before we get all of this:
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Wow, okay, Damian, calm your jets.
Letā€™s break this down. Damian starts with saying heā€™s heard about Cass specifically asĀ ā€œBlack Batā€ and as the oneĀ ā€œdestined to lead the League of Assassins to glory.ā€ I find it super interesting that Damian focused on Cassā€™s League connections rather than her career as Batgirl here; is Damian still using the League as a marker of quality and ability like he would have before he was Robin? Or is Damian making an indirect link between himself, the other League kid, and Cass? Could be both...personally Iā€™d say both.
Thereā€™s a beat panel of Cass after Damian says that first bit - I included it here because the timing seems intentional. I doubt Cass is super proud of her reputation in the League, so I think the beat is a bit of hesitation, a bit of her wanting to avoid this becoming a proper conversation.
Then we haveĀ ā€œI have to admit -- Iā€™m not impressed.ā€ And Cass specifically looks over at Damian rather than ignore him (contrast the beat panel).
The thing where Damian says Cass should stop giving him condescending looks...oh boy. Iā€™m 98% sure Damian is barking up the wrong tree here. Actually, 99.9% sure. Heā€™s reading condescension and hostility where there really isnā€™t any to be found, and the ensuing defensiveness is causing him to lash out with his own condescending remarks.Ā ā€œIā€™m not the one Father relegated to Hong Kong. Maybe thereā€™s a reason.ā€ This is both super rude and greatly undersells Cassandraā€™s skills, but itā€™s more a reflection on Damianā€™s own insecurity with his position that this is the insult he throws at a fellow Batsibling.
Cass, for her part, does not engage with the insult. She turns the other cheek, reminding Damian without explicitly reminding him that theyā€™re on a job. That said, her stoic reaction doesnā€™t necessarily mean that Damianā€™s dig doesnā€™t bother her. In fact, I think her next conversation with Tim indicates that it does bother her.
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Think about the context - what Cass would have said first - that Timā€™s response wasĀ ā€œTrust me -- Iā€™ve wanted to kill him more times than I can count.ā€ Granted, Tim is taking his dislike of Damian to itā€™s logical extreme here, but it sounds like heā€™s commiserating with a Cass that is more than a little put out by an unwarranted attack on her person.Ā 
Which, leads us right into Tim and Cass in this arc. Iā€™ve only read a little bit of Tim, but Iā€™m getting the impression that heā€™s the type of person that shit-talks about people he or someone else is angry with (eg Damian) in the company of people he trusts (eg Cassandra). Since Cass is kind of pissed at Damian, Tim shit-talks about him on her behalf - like when one sibling has a bad breakup and the other sibling goes off on aĀ ā€œwhy I never liked that personā€ rant.Ā Not the best coping mechanism since it can easily turn into nasty gossip (and thatā€™s still your little brother, Tim), but thatā€™s what heā€™s doing in this panel.Ā 
And rather than correct him and dismiss Timā€™s own very real frustration OR agree with him and feed into the unhealthy dynamic, Cassandra listens without passing a final judgement. Maybe Iā€™m reading too much into herĀ ā€œhmā€ here, but Iā€™m translating it asĀ ā€œI see what you mean, thanks for sharingā€ - not aĀ ā€œyesā€, not aĀ ā€œnoā€. Good older sibling middle-ground, basically.
Right after that, we have Cassandra complimenting Timā€™s problem-solving skills.
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Which? This is so sweet?Ā ā€œItā€™s what you do. Youā€™ll figure it out.ā€Ā ā€œItā€™s part of your niche. And they all know it.ā€ Cassandra has this easy faith in Tim to figure shit out, and Timā€™s not quite grasping how deep her faith goes. I will never get over my positive Cass-Tim relationship, okay? More fanworks need to capitalize on this.Ā 
After this thereā€™s some bombs. While Batman deals with his own elsewhere in the city, Robin tries to disarm the bomb in the Iceberg Lounge while Black Bat evacuates.Ā 
He doesnā€™t succeed, which leads to this:
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(Middle panel is Batman - ignore that one)
Two things here: 1) Robin does not want to give up, even when itā€™s very clear that heā€™s completely out of time. 2) Black Bat gave him as much time as she possibly could (thereā€™s one secondĀ on that clock, guys) before picking up her little brother and bodily removing him.
Aftermath:
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This might be my favorite scene with these two. Damian is angry, frustrated, and he feels like Black Bat forced him (allowed him) to fail. Meanwhile, Cassandra reminds him that she doesnā€™t care about failure because what matters is Damian is still alive. Hereā€™s Damian who had a chance to prove himself, apparently blew it, and is now getting huffy with his rescuer. And hereā€™s Cassandra pinning him to the roof, making him listen as she reminds him that he doesnā€™t have to prove himself, she loves him and just wants him to live.
Cass is best big sis, is all Iā€™m saying.
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And when Damian is at a loss, his default MO is to take parting shots at whoeverā€™s around.
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And hey, having Dickbats in this last panel, letā€™s mention a few things about him.
Hereā€™s his thoughts about the whole bomb situation:
ā€œWhen I was Robin, I always thought I could be as good as Bruce was. But now...Iā€™m standing in the debris of his tower and I canā€™t help but thing -- he would never have let it get this far.ā€
(Dick has a problem with holding himself to impossible standards and building Bruce up in his head.)
And Dickā€™s thoughts on Tim:
ā€œEven as Tim explains what he found, I canā€™t stop thinking about how much I rely on him. Heā€™s a better Robin that I ever was. Heā€™ll probably end up being a better Batman, too.ā€
(Dickā€™s still putting himself down, but at least we get Dick also having a lot of faith in Tim. Lonely Place of Living disagrees with the Tim-Batman assessment, though.)
Next up, Tim-Damian team-up! They both sound super excited about it [/sarcasm].
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Yikes.
In defense of Tim, Damian is in full Undeserved Insult Mode here. We start with Timā€™s refute of Damian calling Cass useless, then Damian calls herĀ ā€œspineless, naive and fragileā€, and finally we have him calling Timā€™s ā€œeagerness to trustā€ a weakness. Thatā€™s three insults in as many sentences, two of which were aimed at a shared sister who Tim trusts and admires. Not to mention Cass saved Damianā€™s butt not very long ago while reassuring him that hisĀ ā€œfailureā€ to disarm the bomb was not his fault.
Damian is a kid, yes, but heā€™s also mature enough to run around Gotham and exercise judgement about how to balance lives as a vigilante. He really should be held accountable for the stuff that comes out of his mouth, and I canā€™t blame Tim for losing his cool.
That said, Tim is savage as fuck, holy shit.
ā€œWell, deny it all you want -- but I think we both know the only real reason you donā€™t like her...is that sheā€™s just one more person your father picked over you.ā€
Tim has a talent for discerning weakness in a person and exploiting the shit out of it to maximum effect. With Damian, this means using well-placed words to emphasize his feelings of insecurity and inadequacy next to his adopted siblings. Itā€™s fucked up and not constructive at all - pointing out flaws like this doesnā€™t encourage Damian to change. But Tim doesnā€™t want Damian to change - he wants him to shut up.
Just look at his responses: a simple denial that Cass isnā€™t useless, a dismissal of Damianā€™s mistrust, and a piercing comment on his daddy-sibling issues. The first two responses are not necessarily rude - a sign that Timā€™s not actively picking a fight - but theyā€™re not invitations to talk or well-meaning corrections. When Damian says rude shit, Tim shuts him down and isnā€™t afraid to get nasty back. He has no interest inĀ playing the part of the patient older sibling.
(Cue arguments about whether the onus is on Tim to give a damn, Damian to chill the fuck out, or Dick/Cass/Bruce/an actual adult to sit these two down and reach some understanding. Personally, I think these two need a proper adult.)
That said, both Tim and Damian look out for each other while fighting, so their relationship could definitely be worse.
Coming up to the final issue of this miniseries, Cass and Damian work together to deal with a bigger version of the bomb from last time. The plan involves moving the bomb instead of disarming it. Importantly, Cass asks Damian to trust her and he does, without dissent or hesitation. I see progress!
Finally, Cass visits Tim, who was out of the climax due to a concussion. They have a short heart-to-heart thing, during which Tim kind of blames Damian for blowing up the Batboat while Cass defends thatĀ ā€œwe kind of did that together.ā€ I donā€™t feel like posting panels of this scene, but itā€™s nice enough.
TL;DR: GoG features a rocky but promising start to Cassandra and Damianā€™s relationship before the New 52 erased it. Damian makes a bit of an ass of himself, but Cassandra has sufficient chill that they end this arc on a good note. I would be looking forward to more if not for the Orphan reboot, I will never not be salty about this.
Cassandra and Tim continue to have a strong relationship, trusting each other both professionally and personally. More people should explore this dynamic, and Iā€™m looking forward to catching up on the canon between GoG and early Batgirl (aka where I actually am in my comic reading).
Tim and Damian continue to bring out the worst in each other. Swear to god, someone needs to just shove them in a closet with a counselor or something.
Generally, GoG was a fun read. Cass is mostly in-character, and Iā€™m a sucker for self-contained Gotham stories with no crossovers and no weird magic/alien shenanigans. Iā€™d recommend it.
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rorykillmore Ā· 7 years ago
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this next gift is for my friend jay! who is no longer on tumblr (the augers got him,) but iā€™m posting this here for him to save however he wants. jay left his request open and so i thought for awhile about what i wanted to do and settled on -- what better than a fic about our first important rp dynamic? naruto joining the legends may still be a plot in progress, but i wanted to explore a few snapshots of his relationship with them and sara specifically. so this is kind of? future-set? as will become apparent the more of it you read.
merry christmas, jay!!! idk if there are words to properly express how grateful i am to have met you and gotten to know you so well this past year. and i know itā€™s only been a year, so it really speaks to your character how quickly youā€™ve become one of my very best friends. youā€™ve always been there to support me and listen and be validating when iā€™m upset or frustrated, or just make me smile by linking me to some silly (or terrifying, CLICKHOLE) video. the trust weā€™ve built up is very rare in my life and important to me and i feel so lucky to know you and be able to share all our varied interests with each other (from saw to borderlands to cry of mann to dctv -- and of course, cube!). never forget that youā€™re a wonderful person and friend.
Child soldiers, Sara thinks dryly, great. Ā She supposes the League wasnā€™t much better, but at least sheā€™d been old enough to vote before they started training her to kill.
ā€œWow,ā€ Naruto says the first time heā€™s ever aboard the Waverider.Ā Ā ā€œDoes this thing have a kitchen?ā€
Sara feels like thatā€™s the point at which she should have realized she was in trouble.Ā 
Honestly, the team doesnā€™t exactly need any more teenagers. They already have Gardner, and Maive pretty much counts, and Ratchet is along for the ride at least some of the time. Itā€™s not that they canā€™t fend for themselves in their own respective ways, but theyā€™re still teenagers, questionable judgment and poor impulse control and all, and looking out for all of them can be a little bit stressful especially when itā€™s just her and Newt.
Except Naruto, whatever else he might be, is brave, with a genuine sense of compassion and a desire to help other people. He gets along well with the other Legends -- Maive especially, which is a big plus in Saraā€™s book, all things considered. Worst of all, heā€™s eccentric, one-of-a-kind, a bit of a disaster -- just odd enough to not quite fit with the rest of the world, in spite of all his friendliness and easy charm.
In short, he was practically a Legend in the making even before she met him. She supposes she never really stood much of a chance.
The first time they bring him along, itā€™s to put a wrench in the plans of some time traveling rifter who wants to fuck with World War II (Why do they always pick World War II? Are there that many people running around who want to see the world overrun by Nazis? Itā€™s discouraging, honestly). Maive suggests Naruto might be useful, and Sara canā€™t turn down the extra firepower.
So they go -- right into the thick of it, which means Ratchet has to come up with these bullshit holographic disguises for him and Maive. Sara tries not to laugh as Naruto lines them up for a picture with ā€˜Franklin Delano Rooseveltā€™ andĀ ā€˜Winston Churchillā€™. Itā€™s silly and dumb and out-of-this-world, and somehow, they all have fun. Even Maive seems happier and more at ease with the group when Narutoā€™s around.
And so, Sara relents, maybe it wonā€™t kill her to keep him around.
Or (knowing the Legends in any universe) maybe it will -- but it just might be worth it.
ā€œIs it normal for kids to learn to fight like this, where youā€™re from?ā€ she asks her one day after Narutoā€™s talked her into some light sparring. He seems to like to make a game out of it -- his sparring style is eager and fun even compared to the non-hostile practice she and Rkorya do. Itā€™s not that heā€™s not skilled, because he undeniably is -- itā€™s just that his attitude is different from the people Sara once trained with.
ā€œWell, I mean --ā€ Naruto pauses to scratch behind his head, and Sara clamps down on the instinct to take advantage of the casually given opening.Ā Ā ā€œKinda? Most of the people I know have been training since they were...ā€Ā  He seems to lose count, and shrugs.Ā Ā ā€œI mean, I guess itā€™s like -- how else would our villages protect themselves?ā€
Child soldiers, Sara thinks dryly, great.Ā  She supposes the League wasnā€™t much better, but at least sheā€™d been old enough to vote before they started training her to kill.
ā€œWhereā€™d you learn to fight?ā€ Narutoā€™s question breaks through her thoughts, and she pauses.
ā€œItā€™s complicated.ā€ Somehow, she knows that answer wonā€™t satisfy his curiosity.Ā ā€œThe organization that trained me -- most of them werenā€™t very good people.ā€
And yet that part of her, the assassin trained by the League, still sometimes feels like the part she knows best. It wasnā€™t so long ago, after all, that sheā€™d gone running back to them when sheā€™d felt she had nothing else to do with herself.
Narutoā€™s expression falls, and Sara tries not to grimace.Ā ā€œLook, thereā€™s no reason to worry about it. It was a long time ago.ā€
ā€œStill...ā€ He frowns at her without trying to hide his reaction.Ā ā€œIā€™m, uh. Iā€™m really sorry, Sara.ā€
The thing is, he doesnā€™t even know what heā€™s expressing sympathy for. The thing is, itā€™s not just what happened to her, itā€™s what sheā€™d done.Ā 
The thing is, even if Naruto knew all of those things, Sara gets the feeling heā€™d be no less shy about reaching out to her.
ā€œWell.ā€ She shrugs, because sheā€™s still not very good at taking sympathy, but she doesnā€™t want to brush him off either.Ā Ā ā€œWhatever happened to us before -- itā€™s not an excuse not to move forward now. Right?ā€
ā€œRight!ā€Ā  Naruto breaks into a grin just as quickly as he faltered a moment ago.Ā ā€œI mean, hey, look at you now -- youā€™re a superhero!ā€
Sara scrunches her nose, but itā€™s half-playful.Ā ā€œDonā€™t use that word.ā€
Inaccurate though it may be, she canā€™t help but appreciate his sincerity. Naruto might belong with them because of his general ragtag misfit nature, but the reason he makes a difference -- itā€™s moments like this.Ā  He doesnā€™t seem to have it in him to ever stop caring.
She gives him a brief, friendly nudge, and raises her bo staff.Ā ā€œLetā€™s get back to it.ā€
Leery as she may be of taking her team to the 80ā€²s after the chaos emeralds incident, Sara will concede that they could all use a holiday vacation. That means picking aĀ ā€˜funā€™ decade, and it generally doesnā€™t get much more fun than the 80ā€²s (well, okay, the 70ā€²s, but a good portion of her team is underage). She lets them pick a few things they want to do - namely things that donā€™t involve too much more of Ratchet and Maive hiding, although Ratchet insists he can pull off a killer Madonna - and one of those things happens to be attending a real, authentic, 1980ā€²s drive-in movie.
Their movie of choice? One of the original showings of Aliens.
Newt spends most of the time being concerned over the extinction risk to a foreign species (Ā ā€œYouā€™re thinking too much about it,ā€ Sara keeps telling him,Ā ā€œTheyā€™re supposed to be evil aliens.ā€) while Gardner seems more intrigued with the technological aspects (Ā ā€œPretty inaccurate for the time period this is supposed to be set in. But cool.ā€). Maive, for her part, has found a new hero in Ellen Ripley, which Sara canā€™t help but consider to be the best thing in the world.
ā€œDoes she die?ā€ she keeps murmuring.Ā ā€œDonā€™t tell me if she dies. She canā€™t die. Sheā€™s unkillable.ā€
ā€œIā€™m... pretty sure sheā€™s in other movies in this franchise?ā€ Ratchet ventures.Ā ā€œSo she probably doesnā€™t die. In this one, anyway.ā€
ā€œJust so you know, Alien 3 isnā€™t worth watching under any circumstances,ā€ Sara shoots back at them.Ā ā€œRipley or no Ripley.ā€ Her gaze catches on Naruto, and she tilts her head, amused. Heā€™s sitting there in uncharacteristic silence, squashed between Ratchet and Maive, sporting one of the goofiest grins sheā€™s ever seen. Saraā€™s not sure she wants to interrupt his experience, so she doesnā€™t say anything.
Maive, on the other hand, has no such reservations.Ā ā€œWhatā€™s with you?ā€ she asks teasingly, nosing him.
ā€œHuh?ā€ Narutoā€™s eyes barely move away from the screen.Ā Ā ā€œNothing! Itā€™s just --ā€ He pauses to soak in a particularly detailed action sequence, then finally steals a glance at Maive.Ā ā€œThis is one of the coolest things Iā€™ve ever done.ā€
It sounds nothing short of sincere, for all that Naruto is a trained ninja with a lifetimeā€™s worth of experiences that Sara is certain are way flashier than this. She has to admit, itā€™s a little bit sweet. Even Maive pauses for a moment. Then --
ā€œWow. You really need to get out more.ā€
ā€œHey!ā€
ā€œAs if watching Ripley kick alien butt isnā€™t one of the coolest things Maiveā€™s ever done, too.ā€ Apparently confident in the distance Narutoā€™s currently putting between them, Ratchet calls her out. Then he looks at Naruto, and ears wiggle in a way Sara recognizes by now to mean that heā€™s a little apprehensive.Ā ā€œAnyway, I... kinda get what you mean. I never really got to do stuff like this, back on Veldin.ā€
Naruto gives him a friendly nudge.Ā ā€œWerenā€™t you a superhero even back in your world? Saving people and getting to visit different planets in a cool spaceship is still pretty awesome.ā€
Ratchet looks even more embarrassed, and Sara turns around again to hide her smirk.Ā  Suddenly, sheā€™s pretty sure itā€™s a kindness that Maive isnā€™t the one sitting between them.
They seem happy, she reflects as the banter fades away and they all get caught up in the movie again.Ā  Happy is a concept that still seems a little too far out of her own reach, but if holding this team together means that these kids get to have something like this -- well, itā€™s worth it.
She really is glad they picked up Naruto, after all.
But things like this donā€™t last forever. No matter how important they are, or how much she wants to protect them. Sara knows this by now.
Maive is dead. Sara canā€™t get her lifeless form out of her head -- so starkly contrasting, so unrealĀ compared to the energetic, alive Maive they all knew only days ago. She steels herself, in spite of everything, and gives her team what she knows they need to hear. That itā€™s going to hurt for awhile, but that they have each other. That they can come to her if they need anything. That sheā€™s going to lead them through this, that theyā€™re going to find Maiveā€™s killer, and win her some justice (because they need something to drive them forward, and Sara knows from experience that revenge is an excellent motivator).
It feels hollow to her own ears. The strength she tries to lend them feels like a lie, because the moment she retreats to her office, she has a hard time believing any of it.
Thereā€™s just the loss. Another hole in her heart. Sheā€™s used to it by now, or she should be, but itā€™s different now that sheā€™s captain. That sheā€™s responsible, that there are a million things sheā€™s telling herself she could have or should have done.
If sheā€™s being honest with herself, well -- the big speech she called the team together for was as much to shield what sheā€™s really feeling from them as it was meant to be a reassurance. They have each other - they have her, if they need her - but sheā€™ll deal on her own.Ā  She always does.
Still, she knows them by now, so sheā€™s not entirely surprised when she hears a knock at the door.Ā  Sheā€™s fully prepared to brush whoever it is off, to tell them to go get some rest --
ā€œSara?ā€
But somehow it isnā€™t Naruto that she expects, and it stalls her a little. She makes the mistake of looking at him -- she doesnā€™t think sheā€™s ever seen him look so tired.
ā€œWhatā€™s up?ā€ she asks him dully.
He hesitates uncharacteristically.Ā  Ā ā€œIā€™m... not gonna ask if youā€™re okay.Ā ā€˜Cause I donā€™t think anyone is.ā€Ā  He shifts slightly in light of her lack of response.Ā Ā ā€œBut thereā€™s something else I wanted to ask.ā€
Sara straightens from where sheā€™s leaning against the desk, trying to look a little more attentive.
ā€œI wanna -- help you guys find who killed her.ā€
The statement hangs there for a moment. She blinks. It takes a moment to process.
ā€œI know I havenā€™t been hanging around with you guys for very long.ā€ Naruto continues a little more quickly.Ā ā€œBut she was my friend - she was all of our friends - and Iā€™m not gonna let whoever did this get away with it. I know you have a lot to deal with right now, but I -- I just wanna help. I wanna help all of you.ā€
She doesnā€™t think sheā€™s ever heard him sound so serious. She swallows, mulling over a response slowly -- more how to word it, because she already knows how she feels.Ā Ā ā€œI know.ā€
Naruto opens his mouth, closes it again, then blinks.Ā ā€œYou do?ā€
ā€œIā€™d already figured you werenā€™t going to stand by.ā€ She shrugs, giving him a thin smile (or as much of one as she can manage).Ā ā€œAnd why wouldnā€™t I let you help? Youā€™re part of the team.ā€
Itā€™s Narutoā€™s turn to go quiet for a momentĀ ā€œI am?ā€ He frowns, dissatisfied with his own uncertainty.Ā ā€œI mean, uh -- I just... didnā€™t know if it was official, I guess.ā€
Sara guess that somewhere amidst everything thatā€™s been going on lately,Ā ā€˜officialā€™ has kind of slipped through the cracks. But the truth is, she accepted Naruto a while ago -- sheā€™s pretty sure most of them have.
Moving almost makes the ache in her chest a physical ache, but she crosses the room and rests a hand on his shoulder regardless.Ā Ā ā€œYou are,ā€ she tells him, meeting his gaze levelly.Ā Ā ā€œAnd weā€™re going to get justice for Maive. I can sure as hell promise you that.ā€
The determination that flares in Narutoā€™s eyes is as good as an agreement, and this time, Sara thinks her own words donā€™t feel like quite as distant from the truth.
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