#they could messge me right now and i would be so happy and we could talk all night and itd be lovely
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so idk if this is a part of autism or if it's just something with me but. my relationships with people are all fucked up. it's like I can't... add them up? like if I've been friends with someone for 5 years to me it will always feel just like. 1 year. I remember big events in our friendships but most of it fades away. and because of it, idk, I guess I have an easy time not being friends with people anymore. if we fade off, 9/10 times I do not really care. but there isn't a single person on the planet who I harbor a grudge against, genuinely. anyone could approach me from any of my past friendships and try and strike things up again and I would do it. but even if we had been friends since childhood before the break, it'll be like new for me.
#i got into a huge fight with an old friend for this reason. i still talk to them#but they hit me up after we got into a huge unrelated fight and told me all the ways i hurt their feelings and how it hurt when i blocked#but it had been months so i genuinely didnt care about the fight anymore. i was just like ok its fine whatever 🫶#and they asked me how i could have blocked them so aggressively and forget all about them and i had to just be like. idk#because i dont know. because it doesnt come from a place of disinterest. im a people person and i love making lots of friends#over the later half of last year two friends i actually really liked faded off and like. i still think theyre very cool.#they could messge me right now and i would be so happy and we could talk all night and itd be lovely#but if i never talk to them i do not care and i will not feel a loss#in my brain things just. pause. exactly where they were.#idkkkk idk how to phrase it
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Sick day one-shot +B-day Messge!
[I]Its my B-day!!!!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
[BC]Thank you so much you Everyone here in this tumbler! You guys really havr amazing art'sEdits, and Au! And You Guys are alll friendly! And Since im not like Been here For long i just joined in Last May. And i was new Here! But not only a day!......You guys have Talented Art:s, and Au! You are wonderful amazing Friends!!!!!.
[I]So Here is. a Mini Or one-shot!
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Andy's P.O.V.
Saturday morning i woke up pretty late, wich was very unusual for me since i would be up quite early in the morning. I got up to fix my bed and that's when i sneezing, at first, i thought it was only the dust, but i kept on sneezing and my Nose(or beak) was suddenly running i quickly made towards my mom to ask if i'm feeling ill or not.
“Mom?, Can you check me if im sick“ i said my mom turned around from the stove to look at me.
"You do look a bit red dear, let me check your temperature" she replied, getting the thermomiter and placing it on my crimpit.
"Ummhh, 40°c i think you need to rest for now dear, go back to bed, i'll get some medicine up in a few" mom said, going to the cupboards i sadly and grumpily walked up to my room,
*What about the carnival? With my friends.* I thought. I hope i could be allowed.
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No one's P.O.V.
Dixie, Ariel and Lee were looking around for a gift to there friend Andy, after some time of looking dixie Spoted a Fluffy giant Teddy bear.
"Oh we should get that!" Dixie exclaimed pointing at the bear, Ariel scoffed and said "I think Andy would not like that" Dixie sighed and replied "Well do you know her personality?"
"Ask Lee, he knows About andy, besides they're like buddies"Ariel said Pointing at the figure who was indeed that He was sleeping.
Dixie rolled her eyes "Typical Lee" she said, ariel went to him and shook him "Lee. Wake up c'mon Wake up Sleepy head!" She exclamied.
Lee who was awaken Immdently Shot up "huh? Where are....Oh right the carnival, so what?"
"We want to know about what andy likes" ariel asked while dixie agreed by nooding her head.
Lee answered "I dunno, she's a bit into pranks, so why not a carnival stuff" he said shrugging Dixie got an idea "How about if we make a mini-version of this carnival!" Dixie said as The two agreed, "So when are we going to make it?" Asked ariel Dixie then said "Now!" As the three Head out the cranvial to bulid Andy a mini-carnival.
Mins Later (Time skip-at andy Home)
There was still no reply, Andy sat on her bed Hugging her pillow she looked at the window as her eye's winded at the sight of her friends. *What are they doing here?* She thought and shook her head and huddle herself up a warm smile creep on her face, not long there was a knock on the door.
"Come in" andy said as the door opened as dixie, ariel, lee, Came in and saw Thier friend Hugging three layers of Blanket's
"Andy? Are you alright?" Asked Dixie "No, im sick and im so sorry that i missed out on the carnival"Andy said Her voice laced with saddness, Ariel went over to andy And Gave her something.
"Here Since you missed out the fun. we made a a mini-Carnival By Dixie she made this and we all help" Ariel said as explained.
"You Guys are the best!";Andy said As the three laugh and Chat with her
Webby passed her duagther's Room as she heard laughing Peeking through the kee hole she saw her daugther having fun with her friends. "Maybe having Great friends. Who kew They could Cheer you up"
[B]The End
Oc's In the story!
Ariel-Belongs to Webby~Dings
Lee-Belongs to Quacksnack(Lilly)
Dixie-Belongs to the neon Bunny.
The wonderful Art work's Also Belongs to-The neon bunny!!!!
Thank you so much! You guys! This is like the first time i posted a one-shot here on amino!!!
And also thank you all!!!! (〒﹏〒) (I am Crying to happiness!)
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Roleplay Server Log #310
“The Cricket, Breakfast in the Garden, Deleted Seed”
[Ashe] Was laying on the shared bed, he feels a little weird and he squirms a little. He yelps in surprise as he falls off the bed, hitting his head on the ground with another growth spurt-
[Endrea] Hears the thump and heads upstairs- Ashe? She gives a small smile as she see's that her son has now grown- I see, are you alright?
[Ashe] Is now an older teen/young adult- I think I need new clothes... And goggles...
[Endrea] - I'll see if Doc can come over- SHe sends out a messge in chat
[Doc] Rolls over in bed and flops an arm across Deerheart- snnrk
[Endrea] Tries TLOT next-
[TLOT] Hmm?
[Endrea] - Ashe could use a bit of help, he grew again
[TLOT] Is he hurt?
[Endrea] - Well he bumped his head, but otherwise I think he's fine
[TLOT] Whats the problem then?
[Endrea] - Well, he could use some new clothes, and a new strap for his goggles
[Ashe] Slides the rest of the way off the bed and sits up-
[TLOT] Okay, I'll come over. Do you mind if I tp directly to you? It's raining rather hard outside.
[Endrea] - I don't mind at all
- / tp player HerobrinetheLordofTears to player EndreatheEnderdragon / -
[TLOT] Clips into her a little bit and slides to one side.
[Ashe] - Hi TLOT
[TLOT] Hey! Oh you did get bigger! I wonder how much larger your dragon shape is? I guess we'll know by morning if the rain stops, huh?
[Ashe] - Yeah...- He's covering himself since his clothes are now too small
[TLOT] And no need to be modest kiddo. I've seen it all before. Got any color preferences?
[Ashe] - Ummm, light gray and purple?
[TLOT] Pants and a shirt or something more elaborate?
[Ashe] - Maybe a jacket too? A long one?
[TLOT] Is already pulling out cobbles and flipping them into wool blocks to tear apart. - Have you been cold lately?
[Ashe] Shakes his head- No, why?
[TLOT] Just curious since you asked for a jacket. - He's assembling the pants and accidently spills something small out of his inventory. - Dammit. Endrea can you block the door so it doesn't get away? - The tiny speck of black hops out onto the carpet and lets out a few chirpy notes-
[Endrea] Places down some wool to block the stairs- What is it?
[TLOT] It's a cricket. It's harmless.
[Cricket] Starts chirping out the song of healing-
[Ashe] - That's a pretty tune
[TLOT] Passes him the pants and starts making the shirt- I tuned it to inspire BEN. He can only play that song backwards.
[Endrea] - That's right, he can cause harm through music
[Ashe] Quickly pulls on the pants-
[TLOT] He got it right once with a little help from me.
[Cricket] Hops onto the wall and chirps a bit before playing a few notes again.
[Endrea] - Has he done it since
[TLOT] I'm not sure.
[Ashe] While the adults are talking his thoughts wander to what he had been thinking before, about his endermen-
[TLOT] Is finishing the shirt and turns to him- Ashe? Did something happen yesterday?
[Ashe] - Hmm? Not yesterday...
[Endrea] - A few days ago we decided to investigate his endermen
[TLOT] What, the native ones here? How come?
[Endrea] - Well because they are technically Ashe's...
[TLOT] For what it's worth. Since we traded Ends, there's only a few right?
[Endrea] - They had no warning, there were quite a few here in the overworld
[TLOT] From what I've heard from Enderbro they aren't too friendly.
[Ashe] - They hate me...
[TLOT] Why would they hate you? I mean, you specifically. They don't seem to like anyone.
[Endrea] - They hated his predecessor
[Ashe] - They were supposed to take care of my egg, and they didn't...
[TLOT] Why? I mean they're endermen! They have one job, honestly.
[Endrea] - TLOT, their hate is one of the reason's why Ashe turned out so sickly
[TLOT] Bristles- What kind of monster hates a baby that's not even out of the egg?
[Ashe] - Whatever my predecessor did caused it...
[TLOT] Just gapes for a moment- The native dragon was bad? The one Steve killed?
[Endrea] Nods- Yes, apparently particularly cruel to the endermen
[TLOT] Is silent for a long moment. He's mentally telling Steve-
[Ashe] Sits down on the bed-
[TLOT] Finishes the shirt and quietly starts assembling the jacket. - He still feels bad, but a bit less so. He's sorry he didn't remember to take your egg.
[Cricket] Hops onto the bed and starts chirping the song again.
[Ashe] - But you guys did get me! You got me just in time...
[TLOT] Steve cares about you, I do too. We'll always feel a little guilt. Even if you insist we shouldn't.
[Endrea] Gets on the bed and nuzzles Ashe's hair a little- It's alright, everything is perfect now
[TLOT] Finishes the jacket and reaches for his goggles, mending the strap carefully- Agreed.
-There's the sound of a door quickly opening and closing in the workroom-
[Endrea] - I wonder who that could be...
[TLOT] Reaches out mentally to investigate-
[Lie] Has rushed back into the house and is soaked, she had managed to steal CP's shirt to come in from the bath house-
[TLOT] Ah, it's just Lie.
[Cricket] Hops towards the stairs-
[Lie] Is grumbling a bit about her husband-
[Cricket] Finds a gap and hops down the steps-
[TLOT] Passed Ashe his goggles and hurries after it- dammit!
[Ashe] - Thank you!
[Lie] Looks up- TLOT?
[TLOT] You're welcome!
[Cricket] Jumps on Lie's ankle- Chirp!
[Lie] Shrieks and jumps-
[Cricket] Clings in fear-
[TLOT] It's okay Lie! It's just a bug!
[Lie] - Get it off!
[CP] Hears his wife and teleports in- The Nether is going on?
[Cricket] Jumps on the hem of her shirt instead-
[TLOT] Is trying to grab it without smushing it-
[Lie] Distressed noises-
[Cricket] Leaps off her and clings to the wall -
[CP] - Lie... It's a bug...
[Lie] - It startled me!
[Cricket] Starts playing the song of healing, it stops halfway through and plays it backwards back to the begining.
[TLOT] Sorry Lie. I was fixing some stuff for Ashe and it got away from me.
[CP] - The fuck is that cricket doing?
[TLOT] Being buggy. It's not supposed to play it backwards. Sheesh.
[CP] - Did you get the tune from BEN?
[TLOT] I tuned it after hearing him play yeah. I was trying to help him play it the right way around.
[CP] - Well that may be why it's glitched...
[Lie] Starts rummaging for food- Do you want anything TLOT?
[TLOT] Sure. I'm not picky. I like snacking at night. And maybe, or maybe it's just tired of playing the same thing.
[Cricket] Series of chirps.
[Lie] Finds some stew and hands it to TLOT before pulling another bowl out for herself-
[CP] Stretches- Gotta remember to talk to Aurum tomorrow...
[TLOT] Thank you Lie. - He takes a few bites- Good stuff. Did you guys see The new swords Tungsten made? Or are Francis and Baconn still 'napping' somewhere?
[CP] Frowns a little- New swords?
[TLOT] Nice and large and decorated with frothy ocean waves. He did the one block two items for them so they could renew their vows.
[CP] - Oh joy...
[Lie] - CP be happy for them
[TLOT] Eats a bit more - Those were some tasty vibrations. Lit up the whole forge with pure happy.
[CP] Makes gagging motion and doesn't even flinch when Lie elbows him in the stomach-
[TLOT] You should take the other two with you when you go, to get new weapons as well.
[CP] - Yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow
[TLOT] Well obviously. It's late and raining buckets out there. And- His eyes flick to the window at some movement and a skeleton horse wanders up near the porch-
[CP] Pauses for a minute before pulling out his sword to go kill it-
[TLOT] Cp.... it's a trap horse. Just leave it alone unless you feel like fighting skeletons.
[Cricket] Hops towards Cp's room-
[CP] - But murder!
[Hope] Comes in and spots the cricket-
[Cricket] Hops towards the ladder-
[Skeleton horse] Wanders along the outside wall.
[Lie] - CP don't, just leave it be
[Hope] goes tearing across the room to jump on the cricket-
[Cricket] Leaps down onto Cp's couch- Chirp chirp-
[TLOT] Stupid thing- Walks towards the opening.
[CP] - The fuck are you going/
[TLOT] To catch my cricket. Unless you want it in your room constantly making noise.
[CP] Scowls, but makes no further protest-
[TLOT] Scoots Hope away from the opening firmly- You'll get your fur all bloody - He slides down the ladder and snatches at the cricket
[Hope] Mews and paces the opening-
[Cricket] Bounces back up the ladder with TLOT in pursuit
[Hope] Bats at it-
[Cricket] Hops onto Cp's pants leg-
[TLOT] Huffs back up-
[Hope jumps onto CP's leg trying to get it-
[CP] - FUCKING CAT!
[Cricket] Leaps onto his back-
[TLOT] I'll get it!
[Skeletal horse] Soft sad noise from outside as the rain falls on it.
[Hope] Tries climbing up until CP grabs her by the scruff-
[TLOT] Grabs the bug gently and puts it away- Sorry Cp.
[CP] Growls a little-
[Lie] - Poor horse...
[TLOT] Go easy on Hope, she's just doing her job.
[CP] Drop sthe cat to the ground-
[TLOT] Turns to the window. - They do make sad sounds. Poor things. I think China is only happy because Steve loves hir so. What do you think Cp? You could try and recruit some riders of your own.
[CP] - I have enough on my plate right now
[Skeletal Horse] Is under the overhang. It will be in the shade come morning if it stays there.
[Lie] - We'll see come morning
[TLOT] Ashe got bigger by the way. That's something else to look forward to seeing.
[Lie] - Really? God, I remember when he was first born and how small he was
[TLOT] He's become a fine dragon. It's nice to have so many. When was the last time you saw Yaunfen in their own normal shape? They're getting bigger too.
[Lie] - It's been awhile since I've seen Yaunfen period
[CP] - Why are you still here?
[TLOT] Shakes his head at Cp- You should come over more often. Actually a play date is overdue. Bring the kids over later. Maybe for lunch.
[CP] - Not my kids
[TLOT] I said 'THE kids' don't be so grumpy. You know Lie likes playing with them anyway.
[Lie] - We have been pretty busy lately, maybe we could all go on a picnic?
[TLOT] Well I can't ask for that right off. Doc's dead asleep. But if you come over, we can go back out as a group if that's okay with everyone.
[Lie] - Fine by me
[CP] - Do we have to?
[TLOT] Yes. You got laid. Loosen up a little.
[CP] Flips TLOT off-
[TLOT] says his goodnights and tp's back to Steve to stay out of the rain.
-The sun comes up and the rainclouds blow away, but the skeleton horse is still under the bridge, making sad noises.
[Lie] Watches it from the workroom- CP...
[CP] - No, there's enough horses here and we don't need anymore mobs right now
[Endrea] Comes down with Ashe and her other children following-
[Doc] Slides down the ladder and starts feeding hir pokemon, still half asleep-
[Yaunfen] Sleepily comes out- Mada?
[Doc] Yawns- good morning sweetheart. Did you sleep okay? It was super stormy last night.
[Archen] Flutters onto Doc's shoulder
[Doc] Gives it a berry
[Yaunfen] Nods and reaches up for a carry-
[Lie] In chat- Doc? You awake?
[Doc] Sets the Archen down with a small kiss and picks Yaunfen up, spinning them a bit- You're getting so big. Pretty soon I'll have to be a dragon to carry you. - notices the chat and types back- I'm up Lie, just barely. Whats new?
[Lie] Do you feel up for a breakfast picnic? It's been awhile since all the dragon kids got together to play
[Liz] - in chat - PICNIC????
[Doc] Reads - What do you think Yaunfen? Want to have a picnic with some of the other kids?
[Yaunfen] - Yeah!
[Liz] CAN I JOIN??
[Doc] Sounds good to me. Let's see if we can get your mom up and dressed.
[Lie] - Sure Liz, we'll be by the castle
[Liz] ALRIGHT!! CAN I BRING FRIENDS??
[Lie] - Sure
[Doc] types- I don't mind. - helps Yaunfen upstairs and they peek around the desk at Deerheart-
[Deer] Is taking up the whole bed-
[Doc] Lets get her....
[Yaunfen] - Yeah
[Doc] Sneaks low to the floor -
[Yaunfen] Starts running immediately-
[Doc] Shakes hir head smiling and then takes Deerhearts hand, giving it a huge sloppy lick-
[Deer] Moans and then yelps as Yaunfen lands on her-
[Doc] Nearly topples over in laughter-
[Endrea] Follows behind Lie and CP with her kids- Willow? Oak? Are you excited for the picnic?
[Deer] - Not funny, Mama needs her beauty sleep
[Doc] But you're already beautiful.
[Deer] - Why am I being woken so early?
[Willow] -is jumping as she follows- Yes yes very excited!
[Oak] I am excited for that picnic.
[Doc] We're having breakfast out with a bunch of the dragon kids. Lets go gather up some food so we can meet them outside.
[Deer] - Alright alright, but I'm not getting dressed
[Doc] Scandalous woman! Not even a shirt?
[Deer] - Nope
[Doc] Sighs- well at least help me. I'm sure they're nearly here by now-
[Deer] - Absolutely- She gets out of bed and starts heading for the kitchen
[Doc] Helps her load up food and holds the door so hir mate and child can head outside and down the hill towards the garden and the koi pond.
[Yaunfen] Happily hurries ahead-
[Doc] Starts throwing down rugs and laying out food. - [in chat] I'm at the foot of the garden guys. Ready when you are.
[Lie] - We're almost there
[Doc] Gives Yaunfen some candy and sneaks a bit for hirself while Deerheart isn't looking.
[Lie] Comes around the side of the castle with her group- Morning Doc
[Doc] Good morning to you too. Want a cinnamon roll? I've got lots. Waffles and coffee, milk and pancakes with lightning berries too.
[Liz] -Comes running up with Gambet and Sky trailing behind hir. They're giving eachother barely disguised looks of dislike.- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA -Shi's just yelling incoherently as shi approaches-
[Lie] - A cinnamon roll sounds wonderful
[Doc] Laughs- Good morning Liz. You're energetic today.
[Yaunfen] - Liz! Liz!
[Liz] I was running with Buff! Skee was just walking though! Lazy! Yaunnnnn! -Attempts to tackle Yaunfen-
[Yaunfen] Switches to dragon form and playfully tackles back-
[TLOT and Steve] Come down the hill- ahhh, looks like the party has already started.
[Doc] Good morning you two. I'm suprised you didn't sleep in as usual. Did we wake you?
[Sky] -Still giving Gambet a dirty look as they arrive-
[Gambet] -Turns and hunches down so Alan can slide off-
[Alan] -Attempts to very much not.- Daaaaddddd nooooo!
[Ashe] - Come on Willow, come on Oak, go play
[willow] -goes running around the picnic cloth with oak in close pursuit-
[TLOT] Nah, I knew about the plan last night. We're still missing a few, but it's a decent showing of dragons.
[Liz] -Lightly baps Yaunfen's snoot in response- Reeer!
[Steve] Tries to join in Willow and Oaks running around-
[Yaunfen] Laughs and jumps on Liz-
[Lie] Sits down and CP sits next to her, knowing she'll be cold in the early morning ari-
[willow] -try to playfully tackle steve-
[Doc] Puts down some cups - Have some tea Lie. You look cold. It's okay, it's mint.
[Sky] -Sits himself on the picnic zone and tucks his legs together-
[Gambet] Get down, go on. I know you want to join.
[Alan] Nooooo! Ground feels bad here! -Clinging to the leading edge of Gambet's wing as he tries to gently shake them off.-
[Steve] Is tackled and goes for the tickle
[Ashe] Cautiously approaches Alan- Come on Alan, it's play time
[Doc] Can I get you anything Skye? I know Enderbro can eat dry food.
[willow] -can't escape the tickles and is laughing loudly-
[oak] -tries to tickle steve-
[Lie] Takes the tea- Thanks Doc
[Alan] -Looks at Ashe from their upside down cling to Gambet's wing- AAAAA!
[Gambet] Please take it. It's just being difficult today. -Shakes wing at Ashe-
[Steve] Is also tickled and rolls around with them laughing-
[TLOT] Do you need some help there Gambet?
[Sky] Tea sounds good, and maybe something to snack on will be fine.
[willow] -is also trying to tickle steve two against one-
[Ashe] Carefully reaches out and takes Alan- Hey there
[Doc] You can have liquid? Absolutely. - Xe pours him some tea as well and pushes some plates nearer. There's cinnamon rolls and donuts and a pile of cookies since Yaunfen is there.
[Steve] Arrrgh!
[Alan] AAAAA! -Just clings tighter to Gambet's wing-
[Gambet] -Just the most blunt look- It won't touch the ground out here, but it's fine in the den. Come on sweetheart, just let go. Ashe won't drop you...
[Endrea] Goes to the edge of the group and shifts to her dragon form-
[willow and oak] -both stop but they are still laughing-
[Sky] -Sips tea and snags a donut- I can, yeah.
[TLOT] Notices Steve's losing and changes into his big cat form before scampering over-
Ashe] - Hey Alan? Why don't you show me that awesome ring of yours? You know, the one with all the textures?
[willow] -notices tlot and playfully runs away-
[Alan] -Shifts around to latch one set of claws onto Ashe before continuing to latch the rest on- Mmmmmm-- Nooooo....
[TLOT] Does a butt wiggle and chases after her-
[oak] -didn't notice and is still there laughing-
[Ashe] - Why not?
[Doc] Eats a roll and pokes Deerheart - shall we join the wild rumpus?
[Deer] - Hmmm, no, let them have their fun, they play with us all the time
[willow] -is running around endrea-
[Gambet] -Folds wing back to his side and plops like a log behind Sky-
[Alan] Don't want to. Don't want to touch today. Too much, bad feel. -Shakes head-
[Endrea] Tags Willow with a wing-
[Doc] Dramatic flop- You never let me have annnnyyy fuuuun.
[Deer] - Shush, we have plenty of fun all the time-
[willow] -tags endrea back-
[TLOT] Clambers over Endrea to head Willow off-
[Liz] -Rolls around with Yaunfen and boops the snoot lots-
[Yaunfen] - Wanna swim?
[willow] -continues to run-
[Endrea] Reaches around and boops TLOT with her snout-
[Liz] Swim?! Swim! Ya! I love swimming!
[TLOT] Nearly falls over with a poofy tail- That was a huge boop!
[Yaunfen] Races for the koi pond-
[Endrea] Snickers a little-
[Doc] Sees where they're going - Remember! Don't get water on the other dragons!
[Liz] -Races after Yaunfen, looks back at Doc- Okay!
[willow] -heard tlot and now running away from him-
[Steve] Jumps in front of Willow - Haha!
[Sky] -flicks a donut back at Gambet casually-
[Gambet] -Just rests mouth open to catch it- Nom.
[willow] -runs into steve head first-
[Lie] Watches all the baby dragons with a smile-
[Steve] Is bowled over and tumbles laughing in the grass. He grabs Willow around the middle - I've got you now!
[willow] -wiggles- no I am trapped
[oak] -boops steve's nose-
[Liz] -The best swimming with Yaunfen-
[Ashe] Goes and sits down with Alan where the baby dragon can see the others playing-
[Steve] Mock cry for help-
[TLOT] Busks on Oak, sticking his tail in Willow's face.
[Alan] -Slowly rearranges self to lay mostly in Ashe's lap, rather than be clinging to him- ... -Happy hum-
[Ashe] Puts a gentle hand on Alan-
[Lie] - So Doc, you haven't commented on the fact that Ashe has grown yet
[willow] -grabs tlots tail- I got your tail
[oak] -tries to jump on to tlot's back-
[Doc] Was laying back on the rug and sits up to look, he's still a ways away from them- You're right! He didn't come over here so I didn't notice.
[TLOT] Flicks his tail around and bucks playfully under Oak.
[CP] - Are we done here yet?
[Doc] You are such a pill Cp. Have some coffee and enjoy the moment. - pushes the pot near him-
[Gambet] -Softly, to Sky- Told you it wanted to interact. Was I such a pest at that age?
[Sky] You have no idea, Gambet. -Enjoying donuts-
[CP] - I'm fine
[Endrea] Moves closer to Gambet-
[willow] -is trying to keep a hold on tlots tail be she lose her grip completely-
[oak] -is holding on tightly so not to be bucked off- wee
[Gambet] -Head tilts to look at Endrea- Hey.
[Endrea] - Hello, I see Alan is doing better
[TLOT] Runs around a little with Oak on his back.
[Gambet] Yes, it is. It has it's days though. -Opens mouth a bit right as Sky flicks another donut back- Nom.
[Endrea] Loafs and looks at her two other children- They end up growing up so fast-
[Gambet] I bet Sky could agree with that. Alan's been tiny for a long time though. I don't think it's going to get much bigger though... Liz on the other paw... Shi's long like hir mom and I.
[Endrea] - My eldest was very small at first to, and now look how large he is. He will probably be smaller than normal, but that's alright
[Steve] Wiggles free and stands there laughing -
[TLOT] Scampers by with Oak on his back-
[oak] -suddenly growth spurt-
[willow] -is about to chase tlot when she also gets a growth spurt-
[Endrea] - And there go the other two
[TLOT] Goes flat under the suddenly bigger dragon- OOF!
[Alan] -Soft scree in Ashe's lap before they stretch a bit and turn to lay the other way-
[Gambet] Hmm.. True, I suppose. -Turns head to look at Oak and Willow-
[Steve] Whoah!
[oak] -gets off tlot- sorry
[Doc] Stifles a laugh-
[TLOT] flat cat- It's okay.
[Lie] - Looks like everybody is growing
[willow] -runs over to endrea- momma momma look I am bigger now
[Doc] It's a nice day for it. Probably won't be long before Yaunfen gets bigger too. I think they're gonna be super long like me.
[Sky] -Nom donut-
[Gambet] Today is the growing day, it seems.
[Endrea] - I can see that, I'm very proud of you Willow. Your next one should make you like how Ashe is now
[Yaunfen] Starts trying to grab fish-
[willow] -goes back to running around-
[Doc] Sits up a bit- Wrong kinda fish kiddo! Do you want some candy ones?
[Liz] -Floating around in the pond like a ridiculously long string-
[Yaunfen] - Fish!
[TLOT] Catches his breath - I think I need to be bigger to play with you guys! - He focuses for a moment and shifts into an enderdragon shape - Rawr!
[Doc] Pulls out four of the gummy fish and waves them like a fan-
[willow] -is being playful- RAWR!
[Yaunfen] Races for the fish-
[TLOT] scoots around wiggling his tail for them to chase-
[Doc] Gives the fish, There's two yellow, one red and a green-
[Willow] -pounces on his tail- Rawr
[oak] -pounces as well-
[Yaunfen] Trots over to Liz- You try?
[Liz] -Roll over in water- Try what?
[Yaunfen] - Fish!
[Gambet] -Leans up and over Sky to grab some cinnamon rolls0
[Liz] Can already fish!
[TLOT] gets up and trots to Endrea with mock seriousness- Save me!
[Doc] These are special fish Liz
[Endrea] Just laughs- Oh no, it's your turn to be the bed
[Gambet] -Plops back into spot and chews a cinnamon roll, hoarding the rest he grabbed-
[Liz] Special fish?
[TLOT] Arrrgh- He rolls over like he's been slain and wiggles his feet in the air-
[oak] -is booping tlot over and over-
[willow] -tries noming tlots tail but not really hard-
[Yaunfen] - Yummy fish!
[Doc] They're from Yaunfen's home seed. Mostly sugar and gelatin.
[Yaunfen] Tosses one at Liz-
[Liz] -Snaps mouth on fish, chews vigorously- Mmmm!!
[Notch] Races up and slows to a walk at seeing everyone playing. His face is drawn with obvious worry.
[CP] Spots him first and his eyes narrow a little-
[Alan] -bleps-
[Steve] Hey Notch, what's the matter? You look stressed.
[Notch] I need to talk to Cp...
[CP] - What now?
[Notch] Thinks loudly - it's about Harvestman...
[TLOT] Freezes-
[CP] Replies mentally- What about him?
[Notch] He... deleted a seed. Jeb called to tell me...
[Lie] - He what!?
[Steve] Aloud- Oh gods! He can do that?!
[Gambet] What's wrong?
[Endrea] - I'm not sure
[Notch] Aloud- Harvestman just deleted a whole world.
[Gambet] Oh.
[TLOT] That bastard...
[Ashe] - How is that possible?
[Alan] Sounds.. bad.
[Doc] Is angry - It shouldn't be possible, unless you're an admin!
[Lie] - What will we do?
[Doc] I want to kill him...
[CP] - I get first dibs
[TLOT] That's just too far for even a real griefer.
[Steve] It's so horrible.
[Notch] I agree.
[Lie] - Wasn't Flux able to find him before?
[Doc] I think so?
[Notch] If someone went to the office they could track him and report it back.
[Deer] - Flux and I could do that
[TLOT] Scowls - Someone has to find Traveler.
[Steve] Yeah, I think she went back to our seed to pout after I scarred her up.
[CP] - It's your seed
[Doc] I can do that. I can use the admin tracker and tp her to me. That's quicker then running all over looking.
[Lie] - We need to start speaking to everyone, see who will join us
[Doc] Well we can't take everyone. Someone has to watch the kids.
[Endrea] - I can watch the children
[TLOT] Yells mentally and then waits-
[Gambet] I can too.
[Mb] Comes flying around the corner with Celine flapping madly to keep up-
[Lie] - CP and I will ask the creepy pasta's
[Mb] If theres a fight I want in!
[Celine] Flies near Endrea - Master is being bad again.
[Endrea] - Not this time he isn't
[Celine] Flaps down to land on her paw- Are you sure?
[Endrea] - Positive, he's going to fight a very bad man
[Gambet] -Looks at Celine- Mhmm.
[Celine] Oh... Do I have to fight? I'm not good at it...
[Mb] NO. You stay here!
[Endrea] - No, you'll stay here with Gambet, GG, and Myself
[Steve] Is taken aback by his sudden yell and quiet mutter after-
[Mb] Not losing my dragon again...
[Lie] Stands up- CP and I going to see who we can recruit
[Doc] I guess I'll go get Traveler then. Deerheart? If I hit respawn just assume she doesn't want to join us. - kisses her and gets up-
[Deer] - I understand
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Beyond The Leather: Chapter 12: You’re Invited, But Your Friends Can’t Come
August 1985
It was My Bazzar Magazine Fashion New York Shoot today and I was very excited. I never thought I would get to this point. My Sports Illustrated Magazine shoot gave me more opportunities. I was getting more calls to do more magazines and more calls for movie auditions next year. I was making more money then I could imagine, and Tamara was over the moon with how I was presenting my self.
Speaking of Tamara, she had no clue about what happened with me when I went out with the Motley boys. And I wasn't planning on telling her.
"Hey girl you ready for your shoot?" Lisa asks walking into my change room.
"Just about." I smile.
"Don't smile." The glam team states as there doing my make up.
"Sorry."
I was finally done and I was ready to go. I looked amazing. I walked over to Lisa who was holding a camera. She wanted to take a picture with me. And I was happy to. We walked out of the room and into the hall. She looked like she wanted to say something but was a bit hesitant to.
"What's wrong Lisa?" I stopped her and asked.
"Its nothing it's just.... I haven't heard from Vince since the after party and.. I mean.... well... he told me he would call me." She shrugs.
I should have told Lisa this is how they behave. They sleep with girls and take off. You can't expect a real relationship to come from any one of them. Not even Tommy who is gaga over Heather.
"Look I'm going to take my pictures and then when Im done we'll talk more about this." I continued walking.
"Ok. It could probably be because Nikki got you high and drunk. Maybe that's why he's avoiding me." She crossed her arms.
I stopped in my tracks and looked at Lisa with wide eyes. What did she mean by Nikki got me high and drunk.
"Wait Nikki said I drank too much punch that had whiskey in it." I stated.
"You did buuuut when you were alittle tipsy he gave you brownies that had weed in it. And then got you high and took you to the bar and ordered you cranberry juice and jack. And that got you drunk." She giggled. "I thought he told you."
My breathing started to get heavy. I should have known that he would do that. And what makes it worse is that he was busy calling the hotel begging to speak me. And I let his call come through and spoke to him. He was talking casually to me like he didn't do a single thing. Every time I think he's a good guy something always comes up to tell me other wise. I even went as far as to thank him for taking care of me while I was drunk. Not knowing that he was the one that actually got me to that point.
"Mani....Mani." Lisa hit my shoulder.
"Sorry I'm good let's just go." I continued walking out to the set. I was to be taking a picture beside a white stallion in a barn area of some sort out side. I felt agitated and annoyed. I was suppose to be focusing on this shoot but instead I was focused on how much I was starting to hate Nikki. And hate is a strong word that we should not be using. But I'm using it, and it's being used on Nikki Sixx.
"Alright Miss Darlington grab the horse." The photographer shouted. I grabbed the horse with thoughts of Nikki in my head. Is there a reason why he didn't tell me that he was the one that got me drunk. Questions were running through my mind and I needed answers.
"Alright that's a wrap". The photographer shouted.
I headed towards my dressing room and just sat there looking at my self in the mirror.
Nikki Sixx equals trouble. ________
September 25, 1985
I have been waiting for this week to come by and it is finally here. New York fashion week. It was being held in Manhattan at the skylight Clarkson Square. I already booked 15 shows and was paid a lot of money for it. I walked down the aisle with my head held high owning it. Tamara actually cried, I was shocked. But she was so happy to see me up there.
My whole family showed up for the show. And also some friends. I called Slash and his family to see if they could come but unfortunately he wasn't able too. However he did have some good news for me. He found a band in July. He was trying to get a hold of me but I was so busy it was hard for us to talk. I think the bands name is Guns N Roses. He told me that they were playing in LA at clubs like the Whisky a Go Go, Trabadour, and The Roxy. After im finished in New York I'll head down to LA to check out there gig. I'm very happy for him.
Also Motley Crues Theater of pain album has been climbing to the top of the charts. So much for Vince saying that the album sucked. Speaking of Vince, I invited him to come and watch me walk my first runway. But not just for that, today was the last day of fashion week. But it's also my Birthday, and I'm having a party well actually a dinner. Vince agreed not to tell the other guys seeing as my family was here and I didnt want anything bad to happen. My mom really liked Vince. It turns out that Vince was quite the charmer. My sisters even liked him. Me and Vince agreed not to say anything about Vince being in the band Motley Crue.... for now. We settled on him being Lisa's date. And yes I got Vince to call Lisa, I felt really bad. But is it weird that I was starting to like Vince..... a lot.
As for Nikki he called and tried to talk to me but I confronted him and ended up hanging the phone on his lying behind. He's been calling non stop after that leaving crazy messges. Personally, I think he's psychotic. He should have just told the truth. But knowing him, its always lies that come out of his mouth. And I wasn't going to beleive a single thing he had to say.
We ate dinner and everyone got along well. I finally had somthing go right... for now. _______
October 18, 1985, Toronto Canada
12:00 pm
A couple days after my first runway and birthday I headed home for a bit of a much needed break. Especially because I was doing interview after interview and commercials. Me and my sisters just got back from shopping we bought alot of things, well I bought alot of things. Just to have some sister time felt so good. Since I became famous we haven't spent alot of time with each other so it was nice going out.
We started taking our clothes out of our shopping bags and trying them on.
"This dress is really nice I should wear it when we go out some time." I looked over at Selena she's the oldest but shes really short. She put on a short blue dress and it really looked nice on her.
"I think so too. I like this skirt and top." I say putting the clothing on the bed matching them together. "You guys care too much about what you wear it's annoying." Felicia my younger sister is a tom boy she likes wearing mostly T-shirts and sweat pants. Where as Selena and I like dressing up. Maya the youngest was 2 so we usually dressed her up.
"Iman phone!" My mom yelled.
"Who is it?" I asked
"Vince!"
I ran to go get the phone. "Vince hey what's up!"
"Hey Mani, guess what?"
"What?" I said,
"Motley Crue is in Toronto baby!"
He shouted with excitment. I thought he was joking but when I looked and saw the number on the phone. I realized it was a number at one of the hotels downtown.
"No way, oh my God we have to chill."
"Hell yeah we do girl. So uuuuh can you call up some of your friends and come down to the Maple Leaf Gradens show today?"
"Is that where you guys are playing?"
"Yeah you should come watch us. This show is gonna be fucking crazy!"
"Considering what happened last time when I went to go see you guys in New York and ended up a drunk mess in Nikki's room. I think it would be a great idea to pass on that. I can meet you before the show and we can go out. I know some really fun places."
"Oh yeah sorry about that."
"We'll talk more when I see you, what hotel are you staying at?"
"The Hilton. Meet me there for about 4."
"Sounds great."
"Listen I didnt-"
(Loud yelling)
"Hello, hello, Vince?" All I could hear was loud yelling and the phone being hit around.
"Hello.... Vince?"
"Mani?"
I can't even tell you how fast I dropped the phone. It was Nikki. And I had no intention of speaking to him. ________
3:15 pm
I called up some of my friends and we drove down to the Hilton. My crew was Mia, Ashley, and Anna. We met in elementary school and stayed friends. They have always been there for me. We had other friends but us four were the tightest. We were ride or dies. They were so excited to meet Vince. My friends are like me but a bit worse. I won't lie they're very judgemental divas and would never settle for less. Oh like me, so never mind. I told them about the rest of the Motley boys. But they weren't interested in them especially because of the way they looked. We finally made it to the hotel and I called Vince from downstairs.
"Hey there sugar!" Vince shouted.
"Hey Vince!" I shouted back. I ran and gave him a big hug. We both walked backed to my friends. They started giggling and smiling as if me and Vince were a couple.
"My friend Mia drove so were going to go in her car and go to this wings place." I smiled.
Vince put his arm around me and smiled with all teeth. "That sounds great sweetheart."
"Yeah that does sound great." We heard a voice behind us and we all turned around. It was Nikki and Tommy.
"Oh h..hey guys. Uh we were just heading out." Vince said in a nervous voice. Nikki was glaring at me. It was a look that I couldn't even read. But I knew he was angry. And so was Tommy.
"Hope we can join you. I mean we weren't invited." Tommy snorted and glared at us.
"Theres no room in my car. It only seats five people sorry." Mia stated and smirked at Tommy.
"Sweety we don't need your cheap car we have limos. Were rockstars." Nikki and Tommy pushed passed us and walked out.
This was going to be a very chaotic afternoon. ______
We arrived at Wings Palace and everyone ordered what they wanted. The boys were so loud and ordered alot of alcohol. They started getting very rowdy and people were staring at us. Some were disapproving of them while others were taking pictures of us. Young fans came over to ask for autographs and some girls would even go as far as to ask them to sign there breasts. And I mean lift up there shirts right there with no bra. Yuk.
"So why the fuck weren't we invited out hmm?" Tommy asked looking at me.
"Uh well..... I didn't know if you wanted to come." I scratched my head. Wow Iman great lie Tommy's down for anything.
"I smell a bullshitter." Nikki snorted looking at me.
"What ever Nikki." I rolled my eyes. Nikki sat right beside me in the booth he was on the right I was in the middle and Mia on my other side. Vince sat across, he was in the middle Anna on his right and Ashley on his left he had both arms around them. They were in heaven. Tommy sat in chair pulled up to the table.
"So Vince what's it's like being a Rock Star. I see the whole bad boys behaviour on TV but you honestly don't look the type." Ashley smiled.
"Pfft." Nikki snorted "Vince is just as bad as us."
"Probably, but he looks better that's for sure." Anna cooed.
"Why cause he's a blonde hair bitch." Tommy and Nikki laughed.
"Y'know jealousy dosen't look good on you two." Ashley sneered.
"Neither does your hair cut." Nikki laughed.
I turned and glared at Nikki. "knock it off." I hissed.
"Fuck off." He said flipping me off.
"Here are your wings boys." The server said as she brought our wings. She looked over at Nikki and smiled.
"Thank you bye now." I shooed her away.
"Jealous are we." Nikki smirked.
"I would never be jealous of a girl that wanted to talk to you." I snorted.
"You know Iman at one point I actually thought you were a cool chick, but seeing as you didn't even want me and Sixx around to meet your stiff friends I think your a fucking bitch." Tommy says waving his hands at me.
"Wow real classy I can see why she didn't invite you two losers." Mia said as she bit a wing.
"Fuck you stupid cunt!" Nikki shouted throwing wings at Mia.
"Nikki stop!" I shouted.
"Get these losers out of here. You think because your rockstars you can talk to people any how you want!" Mia shouted.
"Ok woah guys now calm down." Vince raised his hands up.
"This is why I didnt invite you two. Everytime I go out with you two something always happens. Your either drunk or high or both!" I yelled and pushed Nikki out of the booth.
Nikki got up and thrashed the table throwing all the food to the floor and spilling the drinks every where on everyone.
"Fuck you bitches! I heard you were hear and I wanted to say sorry for what I did last time!" He gestured to me. "But I change my mind, you deserved to look like a drunken whore at that party!" Nikki yelled in my face.
My eyes went wide. I didn't know whether I wanted to slap him across the face or kill him. Instead, I got out of the booth and ran out of the building. I had enough of this guy and I wasn't going to put up with him any longer.
"Iman wait!" Nikki shouted and ran after me.
I picked up my pace and ran faster with tears filling my eyes and running down my cheeks. I didnt want to see any one, I just wanted to get as far away from them as possible. I ran straight inside the downtown Library were I knew I wouldn't be found.
"Iman!" Nikki shouted, or I thought I wouldn't be found. I ran up the stairs and stood in the corner of the library. Taking my hands and rubbing my wet face.
"God Nikki just leave me alone!" I shouted.
"No!" He shouted back.
"Shh" we were both startled by the librarian who came over to us "This is a quiet library not a place for you guys to be yelling. You can do that outside." The librarian hissed. We both looked at each other and rolled our eyes.
"Please just leave me alone Nikki." I whispered.
"No." He argues. "Not until you hear me out." I rolled my eyes.
"Look princess I fucked up at the party when I got you drunk ok and I'm sorry. I didn't tell you because... because I knew if I did you would never speak to me again. And I didn't want that for us."
I sighed."Nikki I would rather you tell me the truth than lie in my face. It makes me wonder what else you actually lie about."
"Ok you want to talk truth. Well why did you invite Vince to your first runway and Birthday? You didn't even tell me, Tommy, or fucking Mick about it? What kind of bullshit is that?" Nikki raised his voice turning me to face him.
I should kill Vince for saying anything to them. I told him not to and now I have to answer for it.
"Well me and Vince became close we talk now and then. I tell him about things I'm doing and he tells me about the things he's doing." I say looking at my feet. I looked back up and Nikki and he just had a sad expression on his face.
"And you can't do that with me? That's what your basically trying to say right?"
"No Nikki I cant! And I don't want to!" I said that with a harsh tone. I wanted to hurt him like he hurt my feelings back at Wings Palace and for every other place he had hurt me. But when I looked into his eyes he looks like he could cry right now. And I felt a bit guilty for what I said. Until his face changed into the angry Nikki I was used to seeing.
"Fine fuck you then!" He snapped and walked away.
I met back up with my friends and we hung around later then I expected. We stayed for the show which turned out to be great. I had to call my mom from the arena so she wouldn't freak out. But she wanted me home anyways. We said our goodbyes to Vince and Mick. Tommy and Nikki ignored me and my friends. So that was a great night. Not!
_____ 3.22 am
I was in my room sleeping when all of a sudden a car horn started going off outside and someone started screaming my name at the top of their lungs. It was probably a crazy fan. All the lights went on and everyone ran out of their rooms and headed to the front door. I looked out the door and..oh my God it was Nikki. He was smiling drunkenly at me with his Jack Daniel's bottle in his hand. He was still in his stage clothes and he looked like a mess. Tommy was with him grabbing him trying to get him back in the car. How the hell did they know where I lived.
"Oh there look T bone! Awww theres my princess! Look how fucking beautiful you are!" Nikki slurred.
I moved and hid behind the door so he wouldnt see me again. I can't believe this guy came here like this. I'm so embarrassed.
"No! Mani baby please I'm sorry. I just...I'm a mess!" He slurred and fell on the ground with his bottle spilling.
"Who is this man?" My mom yelled "call security right now and get these dirty drunks off my property now!" My demanded. "Get off my property or I'll call the cops!" She yelled in there direction.
"Look im really sorry I'll take him home please don't call the cops!" Tommy shouted back.
"Mani baby just wait for me please. I'll get my shit together I promise! Just dont break yours!" Nikki shouted as Tommy picked him up and through him in the back of the car.
"I'm really sorry!" Tommy shouted and waved. He got in his car and drove off.
My mom shut the door and looked at me with a straight face. "Start talking now!" She shouted at me.
"I don't... I don't know those guys." I said with a hesitant voice.
"Do not lie in my face. Cause if I find out that your involved with any guy. You are done with your career. Especially if he looks like that pile of junk outside! They look like a bunch of leather head rock stars! Well not for my daughter! You will get a good Catholic man!" My mom pointed in my face.
"I don't know him, it happens in LA a lot when I'm on the streets." I whispered. I was terrified of my mom. I felt like I was about to pee in my pants when she gave me that look. The sweat was drizzling down my face and in my Pitts. My breathing was heavy and I felt like I was going to pass out.
"Good for nothing rock star junkies is what they are." She walked away and my sisters looked at me then walked upstairs to there room. I hated lying to my mom, but this lie had to be told.
I walked up to my room and I couldn't sleep for the rest of the night. I thought about the promise that I made to Nikki. A promise that unfortunately I would have to break. My mom would never accept Nikki. Even if I ended up falling in love with someone like him. She could never accept him for all his chains and leather.
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