#they broke me ｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡

[merakiui]

Mera !! I think you mentioned liking Alien Stage some time ago? 👀👀

I think Luka would be your fave (don't remember if you mentioned it!)... I just think he fits your type >< so pretty and mysterious and cool... but then he's a freak! And a kinda pathetic freak at that!!

Do you happen to have any thoughts about him?? OR OR what about the twst characters in Alien Stage??? How would they react? What if they have to compete against darling? Or... What if they're the "aliens" that own darling... AAA so many possibilities 👀👀

I LOVE ALIEN STAGE AAAAAAA!!! I love all of Vivinos's work!!! >w<

It's so difficult to choose a favorite because I adore all of the characters and the soundtrack is so amazing. Round 5 is so !!!!! The way Luka toyed with Mizi by reminding her of Sua,,,, ohhhh, he is the worst!!! Such a freaky gremlin. I fear he is indeed my exact type. OTL when he smiled while Mizi was punching him......... uuuwwaaa,,, pathetic, soggy man... I need more of him,,, he is so interesting!!! I'm not ready for the next round. ;;;;;

Omg imagine an IvanTill situation with Jade and darling...... Jade doing all of the pining while darling has their eyes on another. It's just like Jade to be a freak right in front of darling while they continuously push him away, sometimes put off by his odd behaviors and how direct he can be. And then the two of you have to compete against the other, and Jade completely throws the entire thing because all he ever wanted was to be by your side. <3 he doesn't even want to win. He'll gladly die, satisfied, a smile on his lips, but not before kissing you as many times as he can manage with what little time he has. Oh, I am so ill.......

Or or!!! MiziSua situation with darling (in Mizi's place) and someone like Riddle in Sua's place. How soft and sweet and genuine your mutual love for one another is... choosing to sing a duet together, disregarding the competition altogether; you're just happy to sing with one another. T^T and then of course Azul playing Luka's role and being so terrible!!!! >_< so many possibilities... I like to imagine Floyb as Hyuna,, free-spirited and rowdy, living life as it comes. Ace as Till..... or maybe Epel,,, hmmmmmm. Or (please hear me out) Rollo as Till!!!!! There is a Vision.

WAAAA aliens owning darling!!! Alien Stage's world is so fascinating. I love how dystopian Anakt Garden feels,,, the concept of keeping humans as pets almost and then putting them through the specialized program at Anakt so that they can later challenge Alien Stage...... how materialistically spoiled Mizi is by the aliens who looked after her versus how empty and alone Sua is when they first meet, both given up by their alien caretakers,, the differences in care between aliens and their humans!!! Immensely interesting!

[maristarfish]

"I quite like it."

Neuvillette x f!reader - Established relationship - Neuvillette decides on the perfect gift for reader - Fluff - NO use of y/n

Or; Neuvillette picks out lipstick for his wife.

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For NIKA ٩(｡•́‿•̀｡)۶ Have a wonderful day, I hope this makes it a little better!

@mxyarylla

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You breathe in the fresh scent of cake as you walk down the streets of Fontaine, holding the cake box in your hands. Nuevillette walks besides you, looking around.

You insisted you get cake today, and he couldn't be happier to get you what you want.

"Neuvi, did you want anything else while we were out?" You asked, looking up at him.

He thought for a moment. "...No, I cannot think of anything."

"Okay.. Well just know this is your final time! Cause when we get home I'm not letting you leave."

He chuckled. "Oh, really? I suppose I'll have to think fast, then."

Neuvillette continued to look around, spotting a young woman who seemed to be selling lipstick. He was interested now, wanting to take a closer look.

"Come, dear. I think I've found something."

You nodded, walking over with him. You didn't really pay attention to what the woman was selling.

Until he started picking up multiple colors of lipsticks and holding them up. Neuvillette dwindled it down to one color, one natural and fitting to your taste.

"I'll buy this one, please." He told the woman. She nodded and started ringing him up.

"Wait! Neuvi, you don't have to.."

"I'm simply buying you a gift. I don't see a problem. Besides, it is your shade, yes? I do think so."

You looked at the lipstick again, it definitely was. It was such a beautiful shade, too.

"Okay.." Finally, he paid for the item and thanked the lady. You two walked all the way home. Him now holding the cake and you holding a small bag with your new lipstick inside.

When you arrived home, he sat down the cake on the dining table. You opened up the lipstick and revealed it fully. It was unused and perfect. There's something special about newly bought lipstick. And this time, it was from your husband.

You tried it on and he walked over, the color staining your lips as you smiled at him gracefully. He smiled back, admiring your shade. The one that he had picked out, he was proud of himself. He thought it looked beautiful, and he was right.

"You like it?" You asked. Just then, he closed the space between you too, and kissed you. It caught you off guard, you didn't expect him to do that at all. He broke the kiss, smiling again.

"Hmm.. I quite like it."

You're not even sure if he was talking about the lipstick... Or you? Both? You may never know.

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Word count: 421 ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

Ty Nika for always checking up on me! You're so nice. It's a little late for me, so I apologize for any spelling mistakes LOLL

[mikachusblog]

list 5 facts about a favorite sim of yours, and send this to simblrs whose sims you adore ʚ♡ɞ

Thank you so much for the ask i am so flattered!!!! Love you Darya dear ♡⸜(˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝

It was so hard to choose just one sim, but i figured i'd do this for Aria since i'm having so much fun with him atm!

Aria bounced between various foster families growing up and was eventually taken in by my sims Deryn and Xinyi. He initially didn't get along with Xinyi at all which was so surprising to me! He disliked her bubbly cheerful personality, it broke my heart (╥﹏╥)

Aria often babysits Sera who is Deryn's little niece. They love spending time at arcades with Aria's best friend Mable! Sera reallyy looks up to him and Aria treasures her like a younger sibling.

Aria first love Nathan passed away in an accident when they were 15 years old. I don't see him being able to move on from that for quite a while. He's also still in the closet and currently only out to Mable.

He reallyy dislikes public displays of affection.. too bad for him Deryn & Xinyi are my freakiest most affectionate couple ever..

I initially wanted Aria to give culinary school a shot. That is until he burnt his foster parents kitchen down and i had to learn the hard way how terrible of a chef he'd make ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;)

[marisaeon]

I told youy hc about Aeon children, hut what about you? Any ideas for names? how many they make? Who takes from witch? Who looks lile who? Do they live in Leon's appartment ot they boguht a new house? What happens when one of the kids breaks up? (for me, Leon amd Ada breaks the cealing and come to shoot the fuck out of the Bf/Gf who vroke up, lile that old smosh video). Also who's driving?

Ohh I think about aeon children all the time. I LOVE THEMEMSM

Ideas for names, I had a bit of a struggle with. For a while I just called their daughter "little girl" But I called her "Alicia!" So probably be hearing more about that soon. For a boy... Oh man still struggling T-T honestly, I think a 3 letter name. Sorta like Kai. I saw someone name their aeon son "Leo" that's also cute!

For how many they have, probably 2 minimum (because they'd want their child to have somebody to keep them company in the end.) And maybe 3 maximum. I can't see them with any more, and the pregnancies would probably be spaced out by a few years :)

Typically, boys look more like their mother, and girls look more like their father. But that really all depends on genes! I imagine if it's a girl, to be almost a carbon copy of Ada, yet still have remarkable facial traits to Leon. Like his nose, or soft jawline! If it's a boy, probably the opposite way around. Where he looks similar to Leon, yet has some features of Ada, of course! Soft jawline is a definite thing in my book. They'd both have black hair, though.

I feel like their child would take more from Leon, since he shares the most with them. They look up to him, and want to follow in his steps. But I feel like their daughter would still end up being very into fashion or something haha. I wrote something about that actually!

Depends on how big Leon's apartment is, they'd probably move to a new home though. Especially if they're retired and he doesn't want any agents bothering him while him and Ada are raising a family.

WHAT A WILD IMAGINATION LOL ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) I don't think they would shoot their ex partner... But probably Leon would try and comfort his daughter the best he could. Maybe take her out somewhere. If it's a boy, he'd probably be more harsh. Giving him a sort of peptalk. Adaa hmmm probably the same, yet she'd be more harsh to both. And of course, they'd be pretty upset that whoever their gf/bf was broke their child's heart but they'd have to remind them to move on best they can. Hopefully that makes sense!

Leon would drive, though we all know he crashes literally everything he drives LOLL. Ada is definitely a better driver imo, but she still makes him drive anyway cause she refuses to drive him. He'd slowly learn to drive safely. In all seriousness I'm sure he doesn't actually crash cars everytime he enters one... I hope...

Thanks for the ask! .⋅ ۵♡۵ ⋅.

[exorciqsmsposts]

Sunflower 𓇢𓆸

I love the way your bangs lay perfectly on your forehead and how you hair always frames you face just right

I love your smile and how happy you got when I told you were the only one fit for the role of the ballerina in the musical

I love how You waited for me after the theater meeting and walked slowly with me down the hallway even though you were late to class

But we’re not dating and we’re not even friends anymore so I can’t tell you all of this

I miss you and I want to be near you again

You make me feel butterflies but also make me feel sick every time I remember you would like something and I just wanted to cry. You make me so confused with all of these mixed signals but I am the one who ended the friendship and I regret it ever day of my life.

I love you so much and I never stopped loving you even after we broke up and then became friends and even after all the shit we did to each other I love you fully I still dream about you and the life we could have had together

I want to hold your hand and feel the warmth just one more time. That is all I ask of you

I sound pathetic typing this ｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡

Is this what it means to be a lesbian in love with a straight girl

[3rosx]

The new archon quest with Caribert as a grown up human wanting to live a normal life but can only do so in memories broke me.

Hoyo why, hoyo when i catch you hoyo, hoyo you better run.

Also let’s talk about DAAAIIINNNSSSLEEEEIFFFF🧍‍♀️

Boy still hesitates to raise his sword against lumi after all these years?! His memory has all but faded completely but he still remmebers how much she too loved these flowers DAINSLEIF?

He’s like a bitter half gotten over ex who says he’s okay but isn’t, and Lumi being so angry and cold towards him.

｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡ like I feel like he really wanted to talk things out peacefully but he knows lumine won’t listen. I still think that there’s a good reason for why they parted ways and why she’s acting like that towards him but he just seemed soooo sadddd and hesitant when they were talking

[brewingcoffi]

I have been absolutely going nuts over your uty au something something soulless buddies and they got nobody who can understand them besides each other AAAAAAAGH their (sorta) friendship is driving me insane /pos

OH MY GOD AHHOYYYY!!!!

I LOVEYOUR ART

YOUR ART OF THAT ONE UNDERTALE ART IS SO GOOD, IS IT OKAY IF MAKE IT MY DISCORD PFP??? (and also my iOS background) 🥲 I LIKE THE WAY YOU DRAW CLOVERS HAIR…

ANYWAYS THANKS FOR THE ASK MOOT, AAAHHHHHH!!! THE ENTIRE POINT OF THIS AU WAS LITERALLY FOR FLOWEY AND CLOVER TO BE LITERALLY BE BESTIES AGAIN.. ｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡

THE ENDING BROKE ME OKAY??

For now, have this meme of my Little undertale human oc.(ADDIE is on the left.)

[bunnivez]

Heya! I just want to know your thoughts on the limited costume for Enfer and McQueen.

I’d willingly go feral for them fr…….

Haiii!!! :p My thoughts? Oh… THAT ONE OF US IS GONNA GET PREGNANT AND ITS GONNA BE ME. It’s the fact that I never really minded McQueen to be honest— but when I saw the limited costume I gasped loudly; I am not even exaggerating ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

SHE LOOKS SO SJSBSHSBSB, SHE LOOKS SO GOOD I LOVE THE MAKEUP, THE COSTUME, EVERYTHING.

THE CUTE FOXES SHABHSHSJ I CANT. It really is one of those attires where you just sob knowing you’re to damn broke to buy it.

Legit I want to jump on top of her and cuddle with her and the foxes all together— AAAAAH. Also the way she accidentally scared the fox when she closes her fan— ITS SUCH A CUTE AND FUNNY DETAIL.

MCQUEENSBSJSHSBW SHE LOOKS SO HOT I CANTTT

ENFER LOOKS SO PEETTY. I can’t express how much I love the detailing and design. SHE LOOKS LIKE A GODDESS AUGHWHSGS.

Personally Enfer isn’t my cup of tea, BUT WE CAN ALL AGREE SHE IS BEAUTIFUL. PART OF ME WANTS TO BE HER SO BAD UGAHAHSHSVS, this is something I cannot explain, BUT THERE IS SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME SCREAM.

I absolutely love the color choices, the palate is so good and fitting for both! i wish I could buy the attires 😔😔😔

[livelaughlovesubs]

The con was really fun! I didn’t have a cosplay but I wore a Lolita dress. I got to participate in a just dance competition and akutagawa’s eng Va was also there as a guest! (I didn’t get to talk to him bc I got scared kuhuhu (ó﹏ò｡))

There was a lot of bsd and hsr cosplays and I even got a few photos with them!

The down side of it though was that as the event progressed the place got really busy and half the time I got separated from my friends since I got so distracted by artist alley ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;). I also blew like a good portion of my savings on peoples’ art but it was worth it for fyodor’s photocard ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ (I’m so totally normal about him kehehehe)

Overall, minus the heels problem, it was a great experience since I got to hang out with friends I hadn’t seen in a while. ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )

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(trying out a different writing style if you can’t tell :3)

Yea you are using many new emotes, but I think they are called differently? Reminds me of 🎀 anon haha

Anyway sounds fun wow~ I’ll blow so much of my money on the artists and merch booths as well, I have to work hard until then or I’ll go broke

(At least I’ll be happy and broke right)

[tojiscumdumpster]

when i tell you seeing this comment made my entire morning. the way you just broke down my fic and pointed out every emotion and detail that i wanted readers to feel truly makes me happy. i just feel like crying rn, pls. thank you so much bby. this fic has easily became one of my top five of mine. i love it so much, so to see you enjoy it this much is wonderful feeling. ｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡ᥫ᭡

⠀ ⠀⠀ "unwanted" MATRIMONY

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀byakuya kuchiki.

✧ summary to preserve the existence of y/n's clan, she is forced to wed the twenty-eighth head of the kuchiki clan—byakuya kuchiki.

✧ content warnings reader is described as a black woman who uses she/her pronouns. clanhead!reader x captain!byakuya. bleach verse au (no manga spoilers) byakuya is a noble, so they'll both be speaking as such. lowkey giving royalty au vibes. told in first POV — reader's. tropes included: arranged marriage, childhood rivals to lovers. usage of c*nt, missionary position, fingering, nipple play, praise and breeding kink, primal play, terms of endearment — blossom, my love, etc. plot with smut, fluff, and a touch of angst if you squint hard enough. lengthy, but the build up is worth it and necessary!

✧ author's note i don't have much to say, but here's to adding more bleach men to my roster. i knew i wanted to write for byakuya because that's my baby daddy, and now i finally have this idea i hope you guys enjoy. support me by reblogging, liking, and commenting your thoughts. i would greatly appreciate it. ♡ MINORS AND BLANK/AGELESS BLOGS - DO NOT INTERACT.

 I must make my days do, lazing around in my private chambers as I am bound to a marriage I wanted no parts of. Especially not with Byakuya Kuchiki. 

 Lord Byakuya, as he prefers me to call him.

 Because I am the current and possibly the final head of the L /N Clan, I am forced to complete my duties as such. Those duties entailed me following through with my grandparents final wish: get married and keep our family name alive. 

 Which I have no issue with fulfilling. 

 My dreams are filled with having children with a man that loves me. To extend our family and grow old together where our souls will find each other in another life. 

 However, I hadn’t planned my marriage to be an arrangement that I wasn’t aware of because of an agreement our grandfathers had prior to me being born. 

 It’s shocking, honestly. More so, ludicrous for them to think this was okay. But I just couldn’t deny my grandfather. Not when his palm was in mine, lacking its warmth that’s usually there due to his near passing. 

 I remember tears staining my cheeks and a smile gracing his when he made his final request for me. 

 That was two years ago. Now, I am married. Have been for almost a year and every day I dread my decision. 

 How could I possibly wed a man as cold as Byakuya Kuchiki? We barely speak. We sleep in separate chambers. The most we see each other is during dinner because it would be ridiculous to have the servants prepare us food at different times. But even so, the silence and tension always remains deafening.

 And to make matters worse, we have yet to consummate our marriage. 

 This is something I cannot possibly do on my own. He may or may not be attracted to me, and I am convinced to assume the latter because he never utters a look in my direction. 

 It’s shameful how he treats me. The words he spoke to me the night of our ceremony is a constant memory I do my best to forget but cannot. 

 I’m officially married. Not the way I expected to be, but what other choice do I have? Grandfather has died and I made a promise to him to marry and bear children to keep the L /N Clan everlasting. Even if that meant being forced into marriage with my childhood rival. 

 As we sit side-by-side next to each other, bowing and thanking all of our guests for their blessings, I feel the coldness radiating off Byakuya. Of course, one of us has to be graceful and fake smiles while greeting everyone, so I am left to the task. 

 Byakuya? He doesn’t hide how dissatisfied he is with how this night is going. 

 To an extent, I understand. Forcing to wed after the loss of his wife, Hisana, is not ideal. Despite it being centuries since her soul has passed, I’m almost positive the heartbreak is still present. 

 Maybe tonight reminds him of her? 

 “Byakuya—what is the matter? Is everything alright?” I inquired. I turn to face him and await a response. 

 The squareness of his jawline catches my attention and I think how it was carved by the gods themselves. I’ve known Byakuya since we were both children, and seeing the fine man he has grown into today never ceases to amaze me. 

 His profile is… beautiful. I’m mesmerized by the softness of his pale complexion and how it contrasts with the darkness of his raven colored locks. 

 The further I stare at him, the more heat floods underneath my cheeks and my mouth watering at the sight of his beauty. 

 But when he finally speaks, all of the emotions I’ve felt have completely diminished. 

 “Do you feel no shame being forced into a marriage where your partner feels nothing for you?”

 Since then, I’ve kept my distance from him. I remember the pain that pinged my chest when processing the words that left his mouth. I remember rushing to my chambers after the ceremony and crying until it felt like a million shards of glass were piercing them. 

 Yes, I feel ashamed. But I never expected Byakuya to be so direct with me. He’s certainly not the young boy I remember growing up with. Where we would make everything into a competition. 

 Our swordsmanship. Our knowledge. Our abilities. Whatever can be turned into a challenge for us, Byakuya and I competed. 

 That led him to be a captain of the Gotei Thirteen and twenty-eighth head of the Kuchiki Clan. And me, the twenty-third head of my family. I initially wanted to enter the Shin’ō Academy along with Byakuya, but I chose to stay with my family and oversee our medicine and agriculture. 

 However, even when he entered the academy, he always made time to see me because we were friends before any juvenile competition we made. 

 So why can he not see his wrongdoings in our marriage? Could he at least try for the sake of me fulfilling my duties? 

 All that keeps me company are movements of the servants coming in and out of my chambers, along with the river that flows past my view. 

 As always, dinner is silent. 

 Byakuya has returned to the manor after attending his captain duties, and this is the only time of day where I see him. He is stripped from his formal wear and has been dressed in a simple dark blue yukata that has specks of cherry blossoms scattered across the garment. 

 If I didn’t loathe him so much, I could take my time appreciating how handsome he looks while being in the comfort of his manor. His locks are released from the kenseikan he wears that symbolizes his nobility as the head of the Kuchiki Clan. 

 I occasionally steal glances at him while he eats, and yes, while I do despise being in this forced marriage just as he does, I can’t help but be captivated by him.

 My lady parts wouldn’t allow me to deny the attraction. 

 As I watch my beloved husband, I think of all the sexual acts I would like for him to do to me. Please me in ways I could only imagine he can do. Make love to me and whisper in my ear how breathtaking I am.

 When I look at Byakuya, I think of all the times I’ve spent time with Lady Kyōraku and she tells me how madly in love she is with Captain Kyōraku. How well he treats her, and even with his demands in his new position, they spend much quality time together. 

 She even graced my ears with a few details about a picnic session they recently had where it led to activities that typically aren't done out in public.

 I wonder if my husband will ever be reckless enough to do an act as obscene as that. 

 Not likely. 

 I hate quiet, especially while we eat together. What is the purpose if no words will be spoken amongst each other? No eye contact. No going to bed together after we have finished. Why? 

 Why am I not able to be served dinner in my private chambers? Surely, I can make a request for this going forward. 

 Or… perhaps there is a different way for me to get him to speak. 

 I take a sip of my cremè sake before clearing my throat. “How did your day treat you, my lord?”

 “It was fine,” he responds, flatly. Should I be shocked that he didn’t lift his chin when speaking to me? 

 “There is something I would like to discuss with you.”

 “It can wait. I’m not up for discussion at the moment.” His dismissive tone has annoyance leaching onto my flesh, and I feel like I am on the verge of exploding.

 “Perhaps it cannot. I would like to discuss something with you, my husband.” The authority in my voice grabs his attention and finally, he looks up at me and catches my hardened gaze. 

 He deeply sighs, sitting down his bowl of rice and chopsticks. “What is it?”

 “Maybe we should… begin the process of annulment.”

 His face remains calm. Expressionless, like I always remembered. Does he care enough to show a reaction to me asking for a cancellation of our marriage? 

 This shouldn’t be a difficult decision for him, so why is he taking his time to respond? 

 The longer I wait, the more his lack of response bothers me. It’s not similar to before, where the quiet was filled by the sounds of us eating and the servants coming in to check on us.

 No, it’s the silence where if he does not speak, I will make the decision for him and walk out and permanently leave the manor.

 I think of all the conversations I’ve had with Lady Rukia, his younger sister. And Renji, his lieutenant, about how I should be patient with Byaykuya. That, eventually, he will come around and warm up to me being his wife. 

 But how long?

 How long would it take for us to share a chamber? For us to act like we’re in this agreement together? For him to look at me with the same attraction I have for him?

 How long? 

 It possibly couldn’t be more than a year. 

 This is not the Byakuya Kuchiki I grew up with. No, I wasn’t in his life those five years he was wedded to Hisana due to my own family issues. Maybe I could’ve been there for him and witnessed his change that caused him to be so apathetic. 

 However, this cold man that sits before me… I don’t know who he is.

 “Is there someone else you’re interested in?” He finally speaks, breaking me from my musings. 

 I draw my brows together, confused at his accusation. “Are you… insinuating that I am having an affair?”

 “We’ve been wedded for a year. No acts of intimacy have been done between us. Now suddenly you—”

 “Because of you!” My voice roars, interrupting whatever nonsense that he was about to spew. 

 I refuse to allow him to put the blame on me for the stillness in our marriage. I have tried, time after time, and all I am met with is a man that constantly rejects any type of advances I attempt to provide him.

 So, I continue. 

 “I have given you a year, Byakuya,” I begin, standing over him. He looks up at me and again, his expression remains undetectable. “The day of our ceremony, I have accepted that I will be your lady, and on that night, I was prepared for consummation. But what did you do instead? Humiliate me in front of all our guests with your trivial question!”

 My chest heaves an adrenaline I haven’t felt in a while. Maybe even never, however, leave it to Byakuya to rile me up this way. 

 “If you or anyone thinks I will bear children with a man that looks at me with utter disgust, then you all are sadly mistaken.” Are my last words to him before I rush out the supper room, tears threatening to fall, reminding me of the night we wedded. 

 I feel like such a fool. Disgrace descends upon me and my mind quickly goes to my grandfather and the words he spoke to me on his deathbed. Be strong, child, and fulfill your duties as the current head of the L /N Clan. Bear beautiful children with Young Byakuya and fall effortlessly in love. 

 Oh, grandfather. What am I to do? I can no longer stand to be in this marriage. Not like this. 

 Not with Byakuya. 

 By this time already, I had returned to my chambers and began preparing for bed. I allowed my emotions to get the best of me tonight, so some sleep will do me good. 

 But my suggestion of annulment will continue in the morning. 

 Just as I was moisturizing my body, a knock at the door interrupts my nightly routine and I immediately grow annoyed. 

 I know it isn’t one of the servants checking on me. They know when I don’t want to be bothered with. So that leaves the man that’s responsible for my current state of mind. 

 Ignore him, I say to myself. He’ll think I’m asleep and eventually leave. But no. He barges into my chambers, unannounced, and shuts the door behind him. 

 “Excuse me. I don’t recall giving you permission to en—”

 “Do you think this is easy for me?” He asks, paying no mind to my protests. “Being… married to you.”

 I turned my back to him and continued with the task I was doing before he interrupted. “Save me the boredom and keep it to yourself. No need to further remind—”

 “For a year… I have been… fighting these emotions. These… feelings that have been forming in my chest at the thought of you being my lady.” His admission shocks me… but I remain quiet and stare at him intently through my mirror and allow him to finish. “Do you wish to know how I feel about you, Lady Y/N?”

 My chest slowly heaves up and down and I hold eye contact with him. “How?” I breathed. 

 “You interfere with my routine. Daily… weekly… monthly. Just the thought of you has my mind spiraling.” He moves closer to me with every word he speaks. “A noble. A clan head such as myself, loses all sense of control with just a whiff of your scent. Your jasmine scent that drives me utterly insane. I simply cannot act with honor when I’m around you, so I purposely choose to ignore you.”

 “But… why?” I questioned. 

 “Because you are you, my lady. You may think I don’t keep my eyes on you, but I do. All day… every day. I… watch you sit by the river and simply smile at the sight of nature. From a distance, I hear how kind you are when you speak to others. It’s… enchanting.”

 I slowly release a breath and swallow a thick gulp. “So why is that you don’t speak to me? If I’m, as you stated, enchanting?”

 “Speaking is not what I wish to do with you when we are alone,” he admits. Arousal rushed between my legs at the true meaning of his statement. 

 “It is hard for me to believe that you have an attraction toward me, Lord Byakuya.” As if my words triggered him, he takes long strides to close the distance between us. 

 “Perhaps it’s because you do not look at me the way you look at others. I, too, should be questioning your attraction toward me.”

 I stand to meet with him, but fail miserably due his tall frame towering me. Still, I stand firm with my gaze. “Others such as who?”

 “Shūhei Hisagi,” he deadpans. 

 “You’re being ridicu—”

 “That smile… Your eyes… The look you give him… you have never looked at me that way before. He personally delivers the newsletter to our manor, which he doesn’t have to, but he does for you.”

 “Are you… jealous? Of the small interactions I have with Hisagi a few times throughout the week?”

 It is hard for me to believe that the honorable Byakuya Kuchiki himself is getting flared up over a platonic friendship between Hisagi and I. 

 Sure, there may be a chance he feels more for me than I know, judging by how his cheeks stain a light pink color when he delivers the newsletter. 

 But in no shape or form do I feel the same way, and I would never stoop as low as stepping out in my marriage. Even if my husband treats me like I am a fly on the wall. 

 Though, now, as he stands before me, slightly flustered, nostrils flaring, and a pinched expression—Byakuya is in fact—jealous. 

 I do not know how to feel about this, but I do know it is better than the distance I was getting before. 

 “Does this,” he grabs my hand to slip between us so I can feel his hardened erection, causing me to suck in a breath, “feel like I hold no attraction to you?”

 “Byakuya,” I barely said above a hushed tone. 

 He presses his forward against mine, whispering, “Everyday… I curse myself for these feelings I have for you, to the point where I attempt to avoid you yet fail horribly because I can’t help but watch you from afar.” His hand gently runs up and down my arm, and this bit of contact burns warmth to my flesh. 

 “I feel wrong. Felt, wrong for having such feelings for you, knowing my late Hisana has passed away. I thought my heart went along with her illness, however, you returned to my life unexpectedly.”

 I lick my lips before asking, “Are you saying you… love me, my lord?”

 “I desire you, my lady. Crave you in ways that make me want to act animalistic.” His lips ghost over mine before he falls to my neck and inhales heavily. “I’ve always wanted to know what it is like to have you on my tongue. To hear you beg for me to give you more than what I am giving.”

 “My lord… please.” 

 He shushes me. “Your beauty is beyond words. I have… never seen a rich, deep, golden brown complexion such as yours. You hold yourself with grace, but I know you’re a minx underneath these silk garments.”

 He begins trailing faint kisses along my flesh until meeting with my face once more. I stare at him and take advantage of his ash-colored hues that resemble the sky on a cloudy day. 

 I don’t recall ever being this close in proximity to Byakuya. I’m enthralled by the smoothness of his skin and the color of his lips that reminds me of a thousand cherry blossoms. 

 I want to kiss him. I, too, also want to know what it feels like to have the taste of him on my tongue. Just—

 “May I kiss you, Y/N?” The octave of his voice, slightly lower than usual, breathy with a touch of desperation… it does something to my core. 

 His cheeks flush red and my eyes widen at the sight of him. It feels like this is a fantasy, a moment I thought I would only see in my dreams. He is completely vulnerable, stipped down to where he forgets the formalities and calls my name. He is like this for me because of me. 

 When he is like this–I do not loathe him.

 “You may.”

 Byakuya gently presses his mouth against mine, our lips merely touching as if he is skeptical about what he is doing. He pulls back to look at me and I know desperation is shown on my face. And I know he feels the same.

 How he engulfs my arm with his hand, applying immense pressure to show his desire for me tells me so. 

 My breaths are staggered. I’m thinking, what will he do next? Will he turn around and return to his chambers, regretting this moment ever happened? No. He does not. 

 He caresses my nose with his, breathing me in before meeting with my lips once more. 

 This time, he cuffs my face and deepens our kiss. My hands latched  onto his wrist to hold him in place because I will not allow him to show any skepticism once again. 

 Byakuya takes his time exploring my mouth, but a touch of eagerness is shown when his tongue slips inside of me to get more. Heat hums throughout my body and I feel wetness pooling between my thighs due to the lack of under garments I am not wearing. 

 Is this what it feels like to kiss him? Is it normal for my limbs to grow weak? As if he read my thoughts, he sweeps me off the ground and wraps my legs around his waist. Our heads move side-to-side in unison while we devour each other’s grunts and moans. 

 We head in the direction to my futon and ever so lightly, he lays me down and pulls away from me. 

 “Strip for me.” His order is soft but filled with dominance I can’t be anything but submissive to. 

 I untie my silk robe, slowly until it falls off my shoulders and bares my body. His eyes… where I know Byakuya to be calm and collective during battle, right now a beast rages through him, and I am his prey that he is ready to feast on. 

 My legs spread, revealing my sex that is moist beyond measure. A growl forms in the pit of Byakuya’s stomach and it spreads chills down my spine.

 He palms my breasts while gazing at me and I shudder from his touch. I could believe that this is in fact a dream, but it is not. 

 No longer than a second later, and he pinches my nipple between his fingers. 

 “My lord,” I softly cried, arching my back. 

 “You are art, Y/N.”

 “Address me as your lady,” I demanded. 

 “Apologies, Lady Y/N.” He leans forward to press a quick kiss to my lips. “Is there anything else you would like for me to do?”

 “Strip for me as well,” I instructed, teasingly. 

 His yukata drapes low on his hips and I am met with his slender build. Squared shoulders. A trimmed waist. And an abdomen where I would enjoy rubbing my wetness along that leads to what will bring me pleasure tonight. 

 He stands to completely remove his garments and my mouth floods at the sight of him. His groin, hard and veiny, drips liquid that I’m yearning to taste. 

 Byakuya, as expected, is well trimmed, but leaves just enough hair, perfect to my liking. 

 He’s much larger than I imagined. A size I need time adjusting to, that’s for certain. 

 “Am I up to your liking?” He quips. 

 I hum, tugging my bottom lip between my teeth. “Perhaps.”

 The smallest chuckle, almost faint, escapes his mouth. “Perhaps…” He mocks, catching onto the lie that I uttered. 

  He kneels down before me and sucks my lower lip into his mouth while he widens my legs even further to bring pleasure to my cunt. Those slender fingers, so long and delicate, slip inside of me and I mewl at the slight intrusion. He massages my walls as if he is exploring, attempting to familiarize himself with how I pulsate around his fingers. 

 I break our kiss to moan his name, and my lord takes advantage of the opening to plunge his tongue in the back of my throat and sink deeper into my cunt. 

 I never expected Byakuya to be well equipped with his fingers this way. Those same fingers that are used for battle are currently being used to bring me to my release. 

 Soon, his lips find the valley of my breasts where he leaves bruises on my flesh with teeth. I whimper so pathetically, shocking myself at the sound that leaks from me. 

 He sucks on my nipples greedily, like a starved man that’s hungry for his lover, and this time, I let out a moan of his name. 

 “Byakuya…”

 He looks at me through his lashes and firmly grips my breast. “Remember, my lady. Address me as your lord.”

 “I am sorry, my lord. Please… I can no longer wait. I want to come.”

 “Where is that fire that was present earlier? Begging?” I clench around his fingers at the sound of him taunting me. 

 He flickers his digits quicker inside of me, pulling such obscene noises from my cunt that mingles with my moans and his praises in my chambers. 

 Byakuya, this time, does not kiss me. No, instead, he ogles me and gently holds my chin in place where I am forced to watch him deliver me a release I’ve been waiting a year for. 

 There was a time where I thought he didn’t have an ounce of attraction to me, and now here he is, pleasing me in a way I haven’t been before. 

 “Oh, Lord Byakuya… I… I’m about to come. I feel a release coming,” I purred. 

  “But I have barely touched you, blossom.”

 I latched onto his wrist and rolled my hips to meet his fingers thrusting inside of my cunt. “I—I know. I’ve been waiting for this… for so long.”

 “You’ve fantasized about me bringing you pleasure?” I nod, causing a small smirk to form on his lips. “Tell me more, Lady Y/N. What else do you want? Would you like my shaft inside your tight cunt?”

 “Yes.”

 “Tell you how breathtaking you look while being filled with me?”

 “Oh, yes. Yes, Lord Byakuya.”  

 The faintest, most gentle kiss is placed on the side of my mouth and I feel the tension at the bottom of my stomach unraveling.

 “Are you prepared to bear my children? To have my come flooding your cunt until it drips out?” He ghosts over my ear. “Will you take me?”

 “Bya… kuya…” My orgasm suddenly crept onto me and I’ve created a mess on his hand. 

 I throw my head back and moan to the gods above. I can’t stop shaking and he continues to pump his fingers inside of me. 

 For a year I thought this man loathed me, but tonight I am proved otherwise. 

 Lord Byakuya has described himself as a madman when he is around me, and it is shown when he doesn’t permit me the time to come down from my release before guiding his cock to my entrance. 

 I look between us, anticipating the moment he enters my body and wondering how I will take him. 

 He attempts to push himself inside, but is met with interference and clicks his tongue. Frustrated at the constriction of my cunt because his cock is aching to feel my walls. 

 “I see she is as stubborn as you are,” he taunts. 

 I slyly smirk at him. “Giving up—Ohh…”

 Byakuya does not allow me to finish my retort before giving me one long thrust between my folds to completely stuff me. My brows knits together at the slight intrusion and hint of pain that’s mended by my wetness. 

 I’m… stretched. How could he fit? He’s so… big. Large. I feel his veins pleasurably grazing me when he slowly begins to pull in and out. My cunt molds around his cock like he’s all she knows and I gasp with every movement. 

 My thighs are pushed back so he could see all of me, to see how I’m swallowing him whole. He swears underneath his breath and seeing Byakuya so vulnerable like this has me pulsating. 

 “You… are amazing, my lady. This cunt of yours… It's perfect,” he declares. “For a year you have been keeping this from me?”

 “More, my lord. Give me a bit more.”

 “So desperate for my come, are you?”

 I eagerly nod and grip his forearms to take his pounding. He wastes no time acquiescing to my request, increasing his thrusts to pull such lewd noises from me.

  I’m almost embarrassed by the loudness of my dripping sex. I’m practically making a mess on my futon and I’m mortified that the servants will need to replace my sheets. 

 Again, his mouth and hands are back on my breast, sucking and circling my nipples until they ache. Byakuya alternates between the two to show equal amounts of love and I have never felt so overwhelmed.

 He drives into me with so much passion while marking me with his teeth and alleviating the pain with his tongue. 

 “When I breed you, you will be completely mine, my love. You will be full of me, carrying my child,” he rasps, rutting into me with more force. “How many will you give me?”

 I gasped. “As many as you want, Lord Byakuya. Just please… make me come again. I feel it approaching.”

 “So come for me, blossom.”

 His thrusts are harsher than before. The head of his cock repeatedly presses my sweet spot and I feel the spark of electricity tingling in my lower back. My breasts are still occupied by his mouth, but they move obnoxiously with the rhythm of his poundings. 

 I cry his name, scream to my lord how wonderful this feels and tears prick the corner of my eyes. His free hand that was on my breast moves to thumb my clit to aid with my near release. 

 Byakuya moans soon joins mine to tell me how my cunt squeezes his cock, nearly strangling. And if it were to lose circulation, I would be the cause. But does he not feel how he throbs inside of me? 

 How he hopes to breed me so we will be bound for life? 

 “You asked me earlier… if I love you. Would you still like to know?”

 “Yes, Byakuya. Tell me… do you?”

 “I do,” he simply answers. “Since the day I saw you staring at the river and smiling at the water flowing. How could I not love you?” He brushes his lips across mine and lowers his voice. “How could I not love you after having you like this? Having your beautiful body, every dip and curve bare underneath me?”

 “Lord Byakuya… I’m coming.”

 “And you sound beautiful when my name drips from your lips. Continue calling me your lord until I have filled you with my come.”

 Over and over, he rocks into me at a frenzied pace, causing my orgasm to burst out of me. Tears stain my cheeks and arousal prickles my flesh from my overwhelming release. However, Byakuya does not let up until his thrusts are uncoordinated, indicating his own climax.

 Coming together as lovers for the first time after our ceremony has me seeing stars in my chambers. His load… it’s heavy. Hot and sticky. It mingles with my own come and creates a mess between us.

 Lord Byakuya, too, is a vocal lover. He comes down from his own release and whispers how ethereal I am. How he would never grow tired of pleasing me and filling my cunt. 

 But it’s the delicacy of him brushing my coils away from my face and placing soft kisses on my cheeks that causes my heart to skip a beat. 

 An hour has already passed, and we have been basking in each other’s presence. His embrace is comforting. It provides me with a warmth that was well needed to fill the coldness beside me when I slept alone at night for the past year. 

 “I’m sorry,” he says, breaking the silence. 

 I know the reason for his apology, but ask anyway. “For what, my lord?”

 “For the discomfort I have provided you since our engagement. You didn’t deserve that… Before anything, you were a dear childhood companion of mine and I treated you horribly.”

 His kind words move me. I place my palm against his cheek and look up at him. “We can discuss it some more later on. For now, I would like to enjoy your company. Is that okay?”

 He kisses the top of my head and pulls me further into his arms. “Of course, my lady… Of course.”

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Blog Update {09-10-22}

Ahhh! I can't believe I was away when we broke my 50 follower milestone 𖦹 ´ ᯅ ` 𖦹 Thank you all so much for supporting me, I will be sure to make a celebratory post soon so we all can celebrate!

For now, let's go through the major updates:

Regarding Requests ❀ Man. I cannot apologize enough for not going through 4 of my requests on queue yet... If you requested to me a while back and I haven't posted anything, I don't think I will be getting around to them this month. I want to take some time to write self-indulgent / copium content before I open up more request slots and fulfill the current queue! (っ- ‸ - ς) Not only that, but I don't want college to hinder the quality of my requested works right now. However, I will open the option for you all to send me short requests pertaining to Erlok Grael / Thresh! I would really love to see what you all think and what I should do with him!

Blog State ❀ I'm overall very happy with the state of the blog right now, and don't really have much I want to say about this. However, I do wish I had more time to be active! (´｡• ◡ •｡`) I really do love writing league content, I just don't have the attention span and time to do so ૮꒰•༝ •。꒱ა

Writing Goals ❀ Honestly, I would like to try and shorten how much I write a bit... (·•᷄‎ࡇ•᷅ ) Based on the trends of which pieces compile the most notes, they tend to be shorter pieces I have written. I would like to be more straightforward with my headcanons and ideas when it pertains to requests. Personal works I kinda enjoy having no limit and don't think I'll change that! ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ What do you guys think? Should I keep writing short stories for requests or would you all prefer to-the-point headcanons?? Let me know, I would love to hear what you all think and like!

The Season of Thresh ❀ As you may or may not have noticed, I have been very fixed on the idea of writing Thresh. ૮꒰⸝⸝> ̫ <⸝⸝꒱ა I hope all of your little souls are prepared for what I have in store... >:)

And this concludes my second blog update! I look forward to seeing you all in my notifications, hearing what you all think, all that good stuff. Thank you all, and I will see you in the next ones! ღゝ◡╹)ノ♡

[merakiui]

devilman crybaby lured me in with a dick the size of my arm and then destroyed my soul while i was distracted by said dick

｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡ it broke me the first time I watched it. Such a tragic show,,, I love Ryo and Akira's dynamic. One who is very human in his thoughts and actions, and the other who only learns and is exposed to what it means to be human through his friend. The way my heart dropped in the last episode when the camera pans down and Akira's lips are dry. WAAAAAAA T_T the fact that Akira showed Ryo what love is. MY HEART IS HURTING FOR THEM. Everyone deserved better. </3 that scene with Miki towards the end,,, the baton. >_< THE ENDING CREDITS WHERE SHE'S ON THE MOTORCYCLE WITH AKIRA AND KONYADAKE IS PLAYING...........

I also watched Japan Sinks: 2020, and that hurt me all over again. Masaaki Yuasa knows how to rip my heart to pieces in the best and worst ways. T^T