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ONEUS Fancall Writeup

In summary: aldjalskdjdkfjkdj I should have thought of more to say, but it was enough just to meet them and they were so kind and amazing, 10/10 group, will stan forever as long as they behave themselves, which I trust they will.

(sorry for potato quality on the gifs. That’s the unfortunate reality of Wi-Fi video calls. I tried my best to at least color them a bit)

FIRST OF ALL, MMT get your queue in order. I got the message that said “your call’s coming up very soon, be on standby” and literally ONE SECOND LATER Skype was ringing, ahhhhhhhhh

The thing with fancalls is that it’s always disorienting to see the member order. Like you can’t prepare for that. You never know which person is next until the phone is passed. 

Also, I got too caught up in past fansigns with asking questions so I just focused on what I wanted to tell each member here, and... well, that was a mistake. I should have indeed prepared some questions. I just feel like everything’s been asked at this point, you know?? More on that later. Anyway I felt like the time limits per member in this call stretched on for AGES, and I was not prepared to fill the space well aaaskdjhaskjdhsa I’m sorry everyone.

🐥LEEDO

First up was Leedo, and tbqh the boy looked checked out, but he was still so wonderful. They’re probably so tired and working so hard, so I felt a little bad. And, honestly, Leedo was the one I had the least to say to because idk I love him but I have kind of a silent respect for him. I’d let Leedo do his own thing and just nod at him in acknowledgement if we ever met irl

I told him that he’d looked really happy lately, and that I hoped he was taking care of himself and doing well. I also told him I hoped he was eating his vegetables (shoutout to @highponyleedo​ - admittedly I panicked 😂).

🐥: I’ll think about that.

I told him that he’s inspiring and that I think about him when I work out (which is true! Gotta get buff like Leedo!) It was a nice little convo, and I was still VERY nervous at this point having been thrust DIRECTLY into the call. In every fansign I’ve been in (four at this point), the first member is always unfortunately sort of a throwaway for my mind because I’m still scrambling 😖

He was beautiful and gracious nonetheless.

🐱RAVN

He has never done anything wrong, ever in his life. 

OKAY SO 

YOUNGJO TRIED TO DO OUR WHOLE CONVO IN ENGLISH??? 

I WAS SO IMPRESSED

HE’S SO WONDERFUL 

🐱: Your hair is green? 

✌🏻: Yes!

🐱: Like my hair for Easily song 

lksdjsalkjdaksdj ❤️

I also gave him a cheesy personal message of encouragement, and in the process I mentioned that I’m so much older than him (I AM) but I find him to be kind of a role model (I DO), and that I hope he gets to be his true self and make art that makes him happy. 

🐱, aka this bitch: Age is not important. 

✌🏻, knowing he has a noona problem: For some things, yes, you’re right!

I also showed him a fanart I drew of him, and immediately he was like “Oh, Procreate?” Yeah, boooiiii. Also he said my art was good but I’m sure he wouldn’t have said anything negative to a fan so... I just wanted him to see it lmao. 

Youngjo spent almost the entire call like this, so there aren’t many great gif opportunities, but I’m glad he got to practice his English with me! How special!

As the phone was passed to the next member, Youngjo calls out: “You are very young!” 

I love he. I’d fight him in a Denny’s parking lot, but I love he. For what purpose, that smile??

🐶XION

My son.

***Hey. Self. Note for the future: next time prepare a little more to say to your Ult.***

Okay, like, Xion looked RADIANT what the hell. See proof below

I gave him a very cheesy personal message about how I’ve watched him grow and improve and it makes me so happy, he makes me so happy with his music and his kindness. Also I mentioned that his makeup skills are always on point and look so, so good. 

🐶, like immediately, proudly: Oh, thank you!!

I’ve lived a long and good life. But now I have expired. I have deceased. My ult smiled at me like this, and I have ascended to the next plane of existence. 

However I’m coming back from the dead to finish this writeup and also to keep shitposting. 

Anyway I would and did die for him. 

BONUS: his reaction when I was like “I swear I thought I had more written out, I was like ‘oh I have so much to say to Xion’ and now here I am just staring at you.”

🐯HWANWOONG

Best! 👏🏻Boy! 👏🏻

(they’re all best boy, but Hwanwoong was just so on. He’s really just so welcoming and kind, ahhhhh)

I told him I’ve really been enjoying the 1theK choreography videos, then I mentioned the Cardi B choreo specifically and did a chef’s kiss motion, and this was his reaction (along with “thank you for watching that!”: 

Then I asked him if there was a song he really wanted make some choreography for, but he hadn’t had the chance yet. 

He thought, and then he swerved me by saying it was a SECRET and I’d have to stay tuned. 👀👀👀👀 You know I will, ya tricky lil’ bean.

Also hey who gave him the right??? To be so cute?? Like, stop. (don’t stop.) 

🐰KEONHEE

 So there’s this thing I’ve noticed with fansigns, where there’s always one member who just knocks the fansign experience out of the park so thoroughly that they steal a piece of my heart I never expected to give. For this fansign, that was Keonhee. 

At this point I was also realizing I didn’t have much prepared to say, and I was just kind of riffing. But I did want to tell him that we had two things in common: we both studied ballet, and we both sang opera. I thanked him for the recent VLive where that was A Whole Thing, and then: 

🐰, in English no less: Can you show me?

I don’t know what I expected. But I did show him. I sang a couple of operatic scales for him because I was like “what the hell, why not? Lee Keonhee’s gonna hear me sing opera. This is what my training was for.”

So that happened even though I was definitely nervous and forgot to open my throat up as much as I should have. It’s been a while, okay?

He also pointed out the LED moon lamp I keep on my side desk, which I’d forgotten to turn on before the call. So luckily Lee Keonhee was there to remind, at 5/6 of the way through my call!

🐿SEOHO

Firstly, I was taken in by the cool retro style jacket, so I mentioned that. 

What’s with this little dance he did when I was gearing up to tell him what I wanted to say? Anyway he’s cute. 

Then, I told him that Dizzy is one of my favorite ONEUS songs, and that he should definitely try to do more songwriting in the future if he wants. 

He agreed. 😂

Then, he sang a little bit of Dizzy for me, but the sound was really not doing me any favors at this point in the call so it came through a little choppy ahhh. 

So there you have it! All in all an amazing experience, would definitely do it again but would definitely prepare more to say/do/ask! I just don’t want to go in like an interviewer, but I also don’t know what else to do when there’s The Language Barrier, even with an interpreter. I’m definitely not in this for the boyfriend wish fulfillment or aegyo (Xion can’t help it), but since there is SO MUCH I could conceivably ask about, I’ve got fodder for future fansigns. 

I hope you enjoyed!!!

[crobones]

For real, how could people think you’d stop watching the show you post 90% negatively about? Shallow, fickle, tbh. What do they do, watch shows they enjoy, make them happy, share their positive experiences with the fandom. Smh, children amirite?

just because I post negative stuff when shippy stuff gets thrown in my face doesn't mean that's my only opinion on it.

i was in discords with communities that wouldwrite and think up elaborate (and frankly neautiful) headcanons about the characters and npcs we loved. I've had multiple side messages with people who like the show and share my opinion. I've had multiple discussions gushing about characters we love. I like the art. I like the people. the pirate arc was my favourite of this season, and I'm still on the edge of my seat waiting for uk'otoa or avantika to pop their head up again. I live text my best friend (who got me into the show) every Thursday to gush or vent because we used to get together every week to watch and drink and hang out. the vestiges arcs of the first season were nail biting every time and I've watched the kill box more times than I care to count. I'm a stanlan until I die, I'll stan avantika that long too, because even tho I can acknowledge they were bad people or did bad things, I loved them.

I don't see how I have to prove that i like a show to strangers on the internet in order to get the permission from these said strangers to vocalize my critiques, or even get permission to watch it. like, chief, I'm a grown ass adult, I've acknowledged that I can like something or someone and still dislike things about them. so I don't publicly gush about critical role as much as you think I should, sounds like a you problem tbqh.

"if you like something you better say it publicly more than I see you critique it otherwise I won't believe you and I will take it personally" is that your hot take right now? honestly? because I don't think it is, I think you're just taking my posts as a personal judgement on your character, which is fine, I fall into the same habit too, but like. hey, how about y'all just go about your day lol it takes 0% of your energy to not interact. I'm not going to stop watching a show that I love because I'm not following your arbitrary fandom rules.

[butchedyke]

(for the char thing) stanley uris, mike hanlon, and patty blum

migz!!!! i’m sorry i abandoned this in favour of video games and capitalism i hope i can make it up to u uwu

this is mostly going off the movies but there’s occasional book and miniseries input- i’ve only read the first few chapters, a few wikia pages, and some character meta from the book and i’ve only seen the miniseries once vs the however many times ive watched the movies in the last 2 months so don’t expect consistency between canons

 (also i’m gonna put these under a cut because this post got really long)

stanley uris

How I feel about this character:

there is a reason i use the tag baby boy for stan (and also for miniseries eddie)!!!! he’s my favourite loser other than eddie and i want to like. hold him and make sure he’s happy and healthy and i think stephen king should treat his characters better.

All the people I ship romantically with this character:

patty!!!!! their relationship in the book makes me so happy and anyone who’s ever spoken to me about stanpat knows that i am at all times thinking about how she calls his car sedanley.

that being said, i respect stenbrough, stanlon, and streddie but overall this is a stanpat household

My non-romantic OTP for this character:

stan with all the losers but especially richie! which isn’t very original since they are literally best friends but their dynamic!!! good!!!! i’ve not been able to stop thinking about that one scene from the miniseries where richie introduces stan as “this is stan the man uris, he’s a jew,” partially because it’s fucking funny because who says that richie what the fuck, but also because stan just instantly follows up by saying that richie has a high metabolism which makes him hyperactive, and maybe it’s because the miniseries is campy and a little bit shit but the delivery of those lines makes it seem like they do this a lot! they have these introductions ready to go! and i love the idea of them as a platonic package deal even if we don’t get to see much of that in the movies

My unpopular opinion about this character:

i don’t think i really have any? i tend to follow people who hold the same opinions as me tho so i have no idea what’s popular outside of that dshfk

i mean i do think fics that save eddie but not stan aren’t really fix-its and going off the amount of fics where stan’s still dead i guess that’s somehow an unpopular opinion? i know everyone’s focused on reddie rn but god like. stan is right there can we stop ignoring him pls

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

i mean the most blatantly obvious answer here is that i wish he didn’t die! he should’ve gotten to go on his holiday and rail/get railed by his wife and live to meet his friends as adults, catch up on the 27 years they didn’t get to be with each other. he should’ve gotten to have kids, once everything was over, and they should’ve been able to grow up with 5 extra uncles and an aunt bc u can’t tell me the rest of the losers wouldn’t be deeply embedded in their lives. i just wish stan had a chance to be completely, 100% happy without the underlying terror of his childhood.

on a smaller note i also wish we’d gotten to see more of his interest in birds in the movies bc like. he’s babie. and who knows! maybe would’ve helped stop the perception that his entire personality is just being a bitch that hates richie jshfd

mike hanlon

How I feel about this character:

part of the reason i wanted to read the book was for more mike content because i adore this lil farm boy and the movies. well. y’know. :). characters who just openly and whole-heartedly love their friends and go straight ride or die like 10 minutes after meeting them have my whole heart! he’s so smart and so kind and just wanted to protect his friends as best he could even though he dragged them into this whole mess bc he doesn’t want to lose them again!!!! mike deserves the whole world and if his way of getting that is by getting out of derry and getting to know that his friends remember and love him and each other then that’s all i want for him.

All the people I ship romantically with this character:

i wasn’t overly set on any particular mike ship until i watched the miniseries and saw the homoerotic bike montage and now i’m fully on the hanbrough train. choo choo.

just like with stan i support stanlon but endgame hanbrough is just. it’s right there in the text. bill didn’t divorce audra for nothing in ch2.

My non-romantic OTP for this character:

this also kinda ties in with the last point, but jane @billdenbrough opened my eyes, in the middle of a very in-depth conversation about audra’s minion strap, to the world of best friends mike and audra who are both with bill which is both galaxy brained and an incredibly good concept which i think about a lot

also i think mike and ben could’ve had something Incredibly soft if mike wasn’t treated like a background character in the first film and a quest-giving npc in the second one :) :)

My unpopular opinion about this character:

i headcanon mike as gay, i have no textual evidence for this, i just think he’s neat. i think it’s a pretty popular opinion that the movies treated him poorly? and i also think that in ch2 he was just trying to protect his friends in a scenario that did not lend itself at all to protection. drugging bill and not telling the others about the full ritual might not have been the best thing to do, but he was in a goddamn bitch of an unsatisfactory situation, and he was trying his best to save his friends no matter how impossible it may have been.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

i uh :) i don’t know if anyone’s figured out yet :) that i wish many things had happened with mike in canon :) :) the first film doesn’t give him much but the second film just infuriates me completely tbqh! he’s basically entirely there to push the narrative (his dialogue doesn’t even sound like dialogue! it sounds like prose explaining the plot and the next steps the characters have to take!), or to drug and lie to his friends. i wish they’d kept his backstory the same, that we’d actually gotten to see him find his token, that he’d gotten a token relevant to him as an individual rather than the group, that we’d gotten a flashback for him, that he was given more screentime and development across both films, like... i wish he’d been treated like the other losers and not a plot point.

i also wish we’d gotten to see him on his travels post-canon, seeing the other losers, and just generally actually getting to be happy- we see the start of it but god i just want to see him having a good time outside of derry.

patty blum

How I feel about this character:

if she were not stan’s wife she would be my wife. we don’t get to see much of her in the movie or miniseries and that is a fucking crime!!!! i’ve already mentioned sedanley but like. sedanley. i’ve read patty’s bit in the book and that’s all i need the other 1100 pages can get fucked, she’s just here to watch family feud and love stan which i can confidently say is a huge fucking mood

All the people I ship romantically with this character:

STAN. i guess i already talked about this before but i’ll keep going!!! my love for stanpat overwhelms my usual distaste towards straight relationships bc they’re so good!!!!! the fact that they’re really the only happy relationship to come out of the 27 year gap and they love each other so much and so like... wholesomely? but they still blow each other’s backs out on the reg and it’s what they deserve.

also i sometimes think about patty/audra as like. kind of a crack ship kind of a “i’m a lesbian and i’m desperate to see lesbians” ship. i haven’t thought about it in depth i just want to plant the seed

My non-romantic OTP for this character:

stan introducing patty to the losers and patty becoming an honorary loser is my weakness!!!! patty being comfortable enough to rib richie (and richieandeddie) with stan, but also vice versa going along with richie’s bits. patty and bev getting close because as much as st*phen k*ng and co push bev as One Of The Boys(tm) there’s just something in having another woman around that can be refreshing especially when they’re both bicons. patty and mike enthusiastically sharing holiday pictures and tales of their trips. patty noticing when eddie’s having a bad day, whether it’s anxiety or lingering trauma, and supporting him through it, regaling him with stories about stan and what essentially amount to dad jokes (sedanley!!!) and making sure he knows he’s loved and supported by all the losers. patty, the teacher, and ben, lunchtimes-in-the-library ben who never outgrew his love of reading, nerding out over shit that the others don’t really know about. bill telling patty all about what stan was like as a kid in that way only bill can, richie chiming in with crude comments sometimes but noticeably keeping quieter than usual, and patty returning the favour, telling them about the last 27 years, and not even richie makes a single joke when everyone tears up (because he’s tearing up the most). stan sitting there the whole time not even bothering to point out that he’s right there because it’s enough for him to see the romantic love of his life and the platonic loves of his life bonding, and yeah, maybe it was worth sticking around for.

My unpopular opinion about this character:

i don’t know if this is unpopular but patty pegs. that’s all.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

more patty. let me see my wife.

[originaljediinjeans]

Avengers: Endgame (Spoilers) Reaction

Things I didn’t like:

Seriously Thor had to end up LIKE THAT? SERIOUSLY THEY REALLY RUINED HIM

Tony being “stuck in space” just wasn’t a huge deal after all, thanks a lot

Just...five years of trying to “accept” what Thanos did? They literally can’t do anything? That is just so wrong. 

Also REALLY BRUCE? Sheesh so tacky

Tony comes right back from space, settles down w/ Pepper and refuses to talk to anybody

First thing when he comes back he’s all like “Steve UR a liar and I hate you” Like he doesn’t want to go after Thanos bc deep down he’s like “Bringing back half the universe means bringing back your precious Bucky but I don’t think so” (he’s actually just bitter about losing to Thanos but you know me, I’m autistic, it’s all about Bucky) gosh

Wait, so the cosmos depends on the Infinity Stones existing? So Steve just puts them back where they came from, nothing is changed, what happens now that Thanos is no longer around, where do they end up? 

Or did they get destroyed?

So Thanos isn’t really dead? Neither are his minions? Someone can bring them back? They’re really just in the soul realm?

Everything about that one death scene. Like they used the exact same footage and imagery from Gamora’s death in Infinity War. 

About 30% or more of the movie is montages, I needed more actual scenes with dialogue and characters connecting! 

Also Thor taking off with the Guardians 2b a space bum forever. That is like...the worst. Who wrote that?

Things I am on the Fence about:

“Resentment corrodes. BTW you can have your shield back. Dad made it for you.” okay, guys, that’s great but this is a three-hour-movie, surely you have time to sit down and have a real heart-to-heart apology session 

Captain Marvel as 80% CGI and 100% goddess

Really? It was that easy to get the Aether out of Jane without the Svarthaelfen coming for it? Also Rocket what did you do to her? 

Steve Rogers ending: I guess it’s what the fandom wanted. Judging by Hayley Atwell’s smug face she may have written the scene herself. But I was kind of getting used to the idea of Sharon (even them just being friends), and Steve actually moving on...

Also I get that it’s more politically correct to let Sam be Cap, and that “poor Bucky has suffered enough”

TBQH I get why he’s okay just saying goodbye to Bucky and leaving him in the present. They grew up together in Brooklyn, so they had those happy years together, and now Steve has freed him from Hydra and Bucky can go live his own life so it’s all good. Steve only knew Peggy for 1-2 years so he needs the time with her, if he wants it

Heil Hydra: I know that this is totally a reference to that one thing in the comics. But dude, did you want them to think you were Hydra? Or you were just telling them you were onto them? Well, either way it worked. 

Things I Did Like

The Ancient One meeting Bruce Banner and serving him the tea, also his astral form is still Bruce Banner and this pleases me a lot

Tony and his dad afjlfakjfdsajhladfhk j

Clint and Natasha being space pilots can I get more of this please?

Tony being a selfish jerk and hiding from the Avengers and ignoring that the rest of the world is suffering...but at the same time being a dad and a husband and living his best life and taking time for himself and not suffering

And then Tony getting off his high horse

Natasha refusing to not be vigilant or give up even though everyone else has

Scott Lang talking to Tony Stark like, what up, dude! We need to take a chance!

PEPPERONY OFFSPRING IS A THING! BLESS!

STEVE DID THE THING!!!!!!!!!

Ebony Maw is back and he is uglier than ever

*cackle of laughter* Justice. Sweet justice. 

Thor having the talk with his mom 

Thanos over the course of the film slowly becoming a better villain, and finally attacking with all of his powers and deciding that benevolently destroying half the universe isn’t enough

Thanos real desire: to satisfy his own ego

Thanos is not in Endgame as much but by the end of it he is a 50% better villain than he was in Infinity War

AND THEN EVERYONE COMES BACK AND ALL THE PEOPLE COME THROUGH THE PORTALS AND IT IS AN EPIC BATTLE, A TRULY GLORIOUS FIGHT

Like everyone who got snapped and then some come out of those portals armed and ready 2 fight like they’ve been itching for this for 5 years

okay so their “souls” still existed in the Soul realm, good, I was afraid they were all disembodied particles floating in random

Captain Marvel showing up to the boss fight and smacking Thanos but him being able to smack her back, finally she’s not invincible!

Also her shorter hair --ooooh hair envy!

Rocket talking to Thor on Asgard and telling him to get a grip, that was good

“I am inevitable.” “I am Iron Man.”

4-year-old Nathanial “Nate” Pietro Barton, Cooper and Lila, Laura--Clint’s family--yeah if Clint had died it would have been devastating

Clint and Wanda’s moment after the funeral, demonstrating how she and Nat were also part of Clint’s family

Scarlet Witch versus Thanos, YEAH THAT’S RIGHT YOU SON OF A MOLDY CASSEROLE, YOU GONNA PAY FOR WHAT YOU DID TO VISION

FEMALE AVENGER BOSS FIGHT

VALKYRIE LEADING THE ASGARDIANS

“Avengers...Assemble.”  

I WAS LITERALLY CHEERING AND SCREAMING DURING THIS WHOLE SEQUENCE YOU HAVE NO IDEA IT WAS SO COOL

Just seeing Bucky again my heart afdskjfad;l

Just the epilogue and the funeral and seeing everyone together again as they should be, more or less

Steve and Tony going back to the 1970s--the whole segment is just great. Loved it. Steve’s undercover uniform is nice

I didn’t realize he could possibly run into Peggy until just before he realized he was in her office!

“Bucky is still alive.” Well, that’s one way to scare a body

Sam, Wanda, and Bucky at the funeral

New Asgard is a thing. This pleases me. 

Re-enacting Peter Quill entering the temple on Morag and then him getting hit over the head *points finger and laugh* like that was literally the only good thing about the time travel and revisiting the past

The GOTG staying for the funeral, that was nice of them. 

I have literally never been happier to see Spider-man in my life

Sebastian Stan’s face, that’s all

Steve and Bucky hugging goodbye, “Don’t do anything stupid until I get back.” “How can I? You’re taking all the stupid with you.” OKAY NOW I’M HAVING FEELS

Also it’s really nice of Hank Pym to go to Tony’s funeral--did he go to Howard and Maria’s?

Things that Should Have Happened: 

Where the heck is Loki? 

Steve and Bucky should have had a scene together during the battle, fighting side-by-side

Bucky should have been the first person that Steve saw

Bucky carrying the gauntlet during the big hustle would’ve been a nice bonus

Loki stealing the Tesserract and disappearing--all that does is set up his Disney+ TV show. Shouldn’t that have led to more problems?

Like they seriously set up everything that could possibly go wrong but only one or two things do--well the movie was only 3 hours long, if they’d had five they could have made it more complicated

They could have made Thor a weepy alcoholic without making him a gross bum. 

More of the main characters dying besides the two that did. 

Tony and Nebula needed 10 whole minutes of relationship time. 

Just more of the 06 Avengers and Rhodey spending more time with Nebula and Rocket and their personalities bouncing off of each other

We should have at least been shown Tony and Pepper having a private civil ceremony, also her telling him that she’s pregnant

If Natasha needed to die at all, it should have been her going down in a fight, getting stabbed or something. Like someone could have showed up at Vormir, like Thanos sent someone once he got the intel from Nebula, and Nat and Barton had a boss fight at the top, and then Nat gets stabbed and thrown off

I was still actually expecting Tony to literally adopt Nebula

They could have done something about the fact that the Red Skull is the freaking Guardian of the Soul Stone(TM). Wouldn’t Nat or Clint have recognized him? Like the fact of his identity isn’t even relevant to anything--gosh, him meeting Steve must have been interesting

So Nebula didn’t kill Thanos. Hmph. Was there a way it could have happened, though? Is there a way she still “beat” him? Maybe by killing the past self that was still loyal to him? 

You had three hours to tell a great story and make the things we didn’t like about Infinity War better, and all you give us is beer-belly Thor and a lot of time travel gimmicks? sheesh marvel

[hikelesbian]

all of them for soft wlw asks 😎

thanks! answers under the cut.

how long have you known you liked girls?

i’ve always felt it on some level, but i finally had the words for it at thirteen.

talk about the girl who made you realise you liked girls

i don’t even know her name. it was some random girl a few grades ahead of me in middle school. they made everyone go into the multipurpose room and watch the play and i was bored out of my mind and like hey that girl is really pretty…. oh shit i’m a lesbian.

do you have a crush at the moment?

yes, Cate and Sandra lmao

do you tend to like more masculine, feminine, or androgynous girls?

i’m open to every style tbh. what i can’t stand is other tops or obnoxiousness, so as long as she’s verse or bottom, i’m happy.

do you look/dress more masculine, feminine, or androgynous?

slob femme, mostly. i wish i knew how to dress myself.

what’s your gaydar like?

i feel like the internet has made this irrelevant, which is lucky because it’s usually pretty terrible with women and spotty with men.

tall girls or short girls?

doesn’t matter too much, but i would like to let all tall girls know please lean down to kiss your short crush/gf, it’s really not fun to be craning your neck that far back for a kiss!

intimidating girls or kind girls?

intimidating with a kind streak.

hugs or kisses?

that really depends on what i’m missing at the moment.

do you have an ideal ‘type’? what would they be like?

it’s not a dealbreaker, but god i do love dark curly hair and dark eyes. i have tended to date other woc.

what’s your favourite personality trait of yours?

my stubbornness.

what’s your favourite personality trait for a girl to have?

passion.

what’s the best thing about liking girls?

oh god. everything? but tbqh when a girl gets wet for you.

do you have any friends who are wlw?

haha almost all my friends are lesbians nowadays. i still have my straight friends from my childhood but going forward they’ve been mostly gay.

have you ever been to pride? if so, what was your first pride like?

yup, lots of times. the first time i went was in LA with my GSA club in high school. it was like me, two other girls, and my mom who was the club coordinator or something.

do you like the lesbian flag?

i know people bicker over which flag it is but i like the pink one, which is apparently the lipstick lesbian flag.

what was your first kiss with a girl like?

HORRIBLE. she wasn’t my type and i didn’t find her attractive in any way but i was dancing with her at a school dance which was innocuous, but then she kissed me in front of everyone and i wanted to die of embarrassment.

who was your celebrity/fictional gay awakening?

angelina jolie in tomb raider, probably.

what’s your favourite lgbt+ movie?

Carol wins but Thelma is a close second.

who’s your favourite openly wlw celebrity?

ooh. i can’t think of one off the top of my head tbh. i stan like two women and that’s about it. Jodie Foster is cute though, so that’s my answer.

do you wear makeup?

yes, badly, when i’m not being lazy.

who was the first person you came out to (if you have)?

honestly can’t remember. it was too long ago.

has anyone ever come out to you?

in that many words, i don’t think so. in university i discovered one of my childhood friends quietly came out as lesbian. i set her up with her gf and they’ve been together four years now!

have you found a community of lgbt+ people?

not really. i’ve been really sick the last five years and haven’t had time to meet other LA lesbians.

do you have any older lgbt+ people you look up to?

my great uncle/godfather. he lived with his life partner on his little farm and it’s nice to have a family member and a latin@ as a gay role model. i think of this one other older man i met from time to time, too. i went to an open forum hosted by a diplomat on how to get into civil service and i asked him if he knew if it was possible to be a diplomat while being gay and he said he and his partner never had a problem with it and even though i was in university it blew me away that gay people grew up and had lives.

do you identify with butch/femme labels?

not as much anymore since i discovered they don’t mean just fashion styles. if i had to pick, lipstick lesbian.

who’s your favourite fictional wlw?

don’t make me pick between Carol and Therese!

what experiences are you looking forward to having in the future (kissing a girl, going to pride, etc)?

having my own place, getting married, having a baby

[janiedean]

Yeah, the thing with SW heroes not hating is what bothers me a little about the common fanon of the Resistance heroes, where they're depicted as hating Kylo forever and ever and wanting him dead. (When I'm pretty sure canon!Poe's reaction to a *Stormtrooper* rescuing his ass out of a torture chamber was HI NEW BEST FRIEND :D) Granted Supreme-Leader-Ren is a LOT different from a novice soldier, but even if they were rightfully distrustful at first, I doubt they'd hold a grudge for 10,000 years.

tbqh... chewie was waiting for rey outside the mothership and was with her when she went to get kylo back so OBVIOUSLY he was down with the redemption angle, leia wanted han to go get him, HAN WANTED TO GO GET HIM, and I have to assume that everyone else isn’t down with it? like, this idea that the good guys want the *bad guys* to die and suffer rather than being redeemed (I MEAN WE TRY TO SAVE THE PEOPLE WE LOVE???) is just.... I feel like there’s a lot of projecting from the holierthanthou kids on tumblr who think activism is Wanting The Bad Guys Dead and not talking to them you know? :///// I mean this idea that the sw heroes would not want to redeem someone rather than kill them sounds... very... fanon to me and like guys there’s one reasons that as a lightsider I avoid the light side part of fandom like the plague, it’s not what I signed up for stanning the light siders X°DDD and tbqh I KNOW LIKE I WAS 100% DOWN WITH POE BEING MY NEW FAVE THE MOMENT HE AND FINN WERE RUNNING AWAY ARE WE SRS

[mirsan]

(I was tagged by @sangoslays and @little-known-artist!! Thank youuu 💖🌸) 

RULES: Choose any three fandoms (in random order) and answer the questions. Then tag some friends.

I choose:

Inuyasha, Avatar: The Last Airbender, and Shingeki no Kyojin/Attack on Titan

The first character you loved:

Inuyasha: S A N G O!! From the moment I saw her in the first opening and ending, I knew

AtLA: hmmm well my top faves didn’t show up until Book 2, so technically the first character I really took to was Sokka and he’s still a fave… but technically technically I didn’t love a character until I met my queen Toph Beifong tbqh!!!

SnK: probably Mikasa! I thought she was a huge badass and I love how ride or die she is when it comes to Eren 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻

The character you never expected to love so much:

Inuyasha: Honestly when it came to Miroku, even though I did like him when he was introduced, I didn’t start to love him as a character until Sango started to, and until I gave his character a bit more thought. Once I realized the context behind his actions and who he is, he became one of my faves and so much more than a one-dimensional grope gag from the 90s. He’s super interesting to me now and has a ton of layers that unfortunately I think a lot of people neglect or write off!

AtLA: Definitely Zuko!! His character arc is still some of the best writing I’ve ever seen and it took him from a vengeful ~tragic backstory~ villain to someone a thousand times more interesting and compelling for sure

SnK: Armin! At first he kind of grated on me and he seemed a little cowardly and indecisive, but he quickly became an invaluable part of the story and has saved everyone’s asses numerous times with his intelligence and cunning. He’s had incredible development and now I absolutely love him

The character you relate to the most:

Inuyasha: I’d say Kagome! It probably comes out more in my professional life where I try to live by her example of compassion and non-judgment toward others, but I also think I can be pretty spunky, feisty, selfless, kind, supportive, and playful in all walks of life!

AtLA: Probably Katara. She’s the Mom Friend and can sometimes be a little overbearing, but she’s also a very helpful and hopeful person too which I always strive to be 😊

SnK: LOL god um… If I’m being honest the first person that came to mind for me was Jean, in that if I were in a seemingly hopeless and terrifying world like that then my first instinct would probably be self-preservation via working hard to secure a safe life for myself, but then if I ever lost someone I really loved and cared about it would probably send me over the edge and I’d try instead to do the right thing but also spend every moment before something huge being like “goddd WHY am I here why did i do this to myself, I’m stupid this is the worst”

The character you’d slap:

Inuyasha: ok let’s see… I’d slap Hakudoushi and the infant for just being them… I’d slap Kouga for being an unrepentant baby killer tbh…. honestly I don’t even need to slap Miroku bc Sango has that covered but I’d do one better and slap Rumiko for relying on dumb tropes so often… and I’d slap Inuyasha every time he yells at Kagome or calls her stupid bc u fool, that’s Kagome, be grateful u pottymouth 

AtLA: who was that water-bender Avatar before Korra?? Kuruk? I’d slap that guy, what did he even do for his whole life… surf? smh useless.

SnK: I’d slap Ymir bc the decisions she made throughout the course of her arc really fucked things up and I wanted better for her tbh.

A character you liked at first but not so much anymore:

Inuyasha: I used to be a die-hard Kagome stan (can u believe it???) bc Little Me was really invested in Kagome vs Kikyou wars, but now it’s not that I don’t like Kagome, I’m just not ride or die for her like I am for Sango lmao

AtLA: I guess Suki? She’s still fine and all but I really used to love her when I was younger and now I think there’s not a whole lot to her character

SnK: Ahhh I really wanted to LOVE Sasha because she fit my Brunette with a Ponytail aesthetic so I forced myself to focus on her, but her character arc kind of fell flat :\ That’s ok tho bc now I have my True SnK Love who is also a Brunette with a Ponytail… Hange 👍🤓

A character you did not like at first, but they’ve grown on you (by a lot):

Inuyasha: Kikyou!! Baby Me hated her guts and now I really love her and appreciate her character in this story.

AtLA: Zuko bc everything about him was Ugly but by Book 3 he’s my redeemed emo son and I love him

SnK: Jean! He started off as your standard Shounen Rival which I could never care for, but he became so much greater and more developed after Trost and now he’s a fave for sure. 

3 OTPs:

Inuyasha: MirSan, KagSan, and InuKag!!

AtLA: Tokka, Kataang, and TyZula

SnK: Honestly I don’t think anyone in this series has time for shipping lmafosdfsf but okay so… Chapter 50 made me a believer in EreMika, I could see Erwin/Levi?? And??? Uhh Ymir/Historia?? tbh this is one of the series where I don’t rly care who ends up with who bc I’m 99% sure ½ of any and every plausible ship is gonna die ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I tag whoever wants to do this! But also @kristicles bc I’m curious 👀👀