#they are still ofc my fav old and young ship

[marzipanladyart]

Also fun fact! Cause I need my old/young pairing in FFXIV I started shipping Basildere with Georjeaux... two npcs from Old Sharlayan... and headcanoned that Georjeaux got his carbuncle earring from the old man! Nothing I can do about it! Their faces scream my fav dynamic!

[thedvilsinthedetails]

Heyyyy…

hey im still figuring out what i wanna be called but for now u can call me Jamie if u want I’m genderfluid as fuck [they/she/he or whatever idegafatp]

some typa aroace spectrum probs grayace & demiromantic also omniromantic - in general I have nothing figured out

so a simp w like a slight preference for men ig but kinda ace most of the time but sometimes very not

neurospicy bitch

writing request status: OPEN FOR MICROFICS RN

I’m a rosekiller loverrr but also a multi shipper so u never know what ur gonna see ig [but probably Rosekiller, Wolfstar, Dorlene, Starchaser maybe some sunkiller if I’m in the mood etc] for the record just bc I don’t ship smth doesn’t mean I support hating it even as a joke [translation: prongsfoot is chill leave them be]

if u don’t like smth, just ignore it, if u send me hate I’ll reply w shitty jokes probs

my dream job is to be an actor [screen actor specifically]

Media I like:

Fav TV stuff: Challengers, Gravity Falls, Cruella, 10 things I hate about you, into the spiderverse

Fav author is @neil-gaiman also that man is my idol so I’ll probs reblog him a shit ton [do u think he’ll like…mind that I tagged him? Sorry if this bothered u Neil!!!] Music [uhhh changes all the time tbh but for rn]: The Neighbourhood, Olivia Rodrigo, Conan Gray [Kid Krow phase rn], Chappell Roan, Renée Rapp, Green day, Ricky Montgomery, NOAHFINNCE, MARINA and Hozier

Spider-Man. Fucking love Spider-Man.

One thing to note about me tho: obvi I love recommendations but I find starting literally any new forms of media really fucking daunting for no reason [this is everything: songs, movies, books etc]

e.g. I fucking love spider verse but I still haven’t watched movie 2, same w latest season of young royals, same with even like ONE song alone I find it rlly hard and really scary

so if u give me recommendations and I don’t get back to u about them for ages it’s not bc I forgot or i was ignoring u but bc I find it scary so pls be patient :)

also same w please don’t like assume I’m knowledgeable about like any of the music artists I named earlier bc tbh I don’t rlly listen to artists I listen to songs [im still a fan of a lot of music artists ofc but the artists I listen to ≠ the artists I’m a fan of]

HI! welcome to my crazy blog, I love making friends im not at all scary I promise :D

Btw my inbox is ALWAYS open for spam, ship ramblings [even if it’s not smth I ship], info dropping about ur hyperfixations, venting, questions etc. [the only thing is no illegal ships bc it will be ignored] also sorry pre warning im shit with the inbox chains [‘send this to ten people who…’] so often I won’t answer those sorry, anything else I will make sure to answer but the chains I sometimes just forget about sorryyy

Barty Crouch Jr & James Potter kinnie

got a FAT crush on Evan Rosier [he’s the loml he just doesn’t know it yet] and also a crush on Dorcas Meadowes

I write sometimes:

I fell for you like glitter on stage - rosekiller band au, this was a microfic series on tumblr that I posted on ao3 for convenience [words: 4548] [this is my fav thing I’ve ever written lol]

we are all just prisoners here of our own device - Jegulus, a oneshot on ao3 based on the song ‘hotel California’ by the eagles. [Words: 6162]

Oh where do we begin? The rubble or our sins? - ON HIATUS. Roman Empire Jegulus au with side Rosekiller, Wolfstar and Pandalily on ao3 [words: 6141] [currently I don’t want to write Jegulus - the hyperfixation hath faded]

also I’m in a marauders RP as Barty and u shld follow it bc we’re all super cool and funny and amazing and awesome and yeah @bartythebabygorljr

tags you’ll see on my page:

me and my old black biro > writing tag

Im in love with that Rosier boy > [this is a new one] me having a massive crush on Evan Rosier

the most boring soap opera > my life tag

I have an online diary called @miseryoforpheus if ur fascinated by my charming and irresistible personality

[The song at the bottom of my intro post changes all the time depending on how I’m feeling]

THIS BLOG SUPPORTS PALESTINE

THIS BLOG STANDS WITH UKRAINE

THIS BLOG THINKS JK ROWLING HAS A NEGATIVE QUANTITY OF BRAINCELLS

[insert-clever-username-1133]

*burns down building cutely* guys im literally just a girl!!!

welcome to my blog

hi guys!!! im loralai but you can call me lora. this post is a running collection of all my chaos

you guys like lists? good bc that's all ive got for you

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stuff i do

art

i draw in ibis paint on my phone with a disc stylus and use capcut to edit animatics (which yes, i can still do, despite being in the us). most of my stuff is tagged with either #art or #doodles, rarely both. doodles is my old tag for sketches and... well, doodles. i put everything under the art tag now

writing

i have one published fic right now with another multi chapter on the way and some one shots im going to get to eventually! i don't have an update schedule. im little1133 on ao3

music

if you have perfect pitch talk to me please i need someone who understands the feeling when you get a song stuck in your head and you can't remember what key it's in but all the keys you picture it in sound wrong so now it's in your head but it sounds WRONG

fandoms

epic the musical

this is my main fandom right now! epic has had a huge effect on my life, gotten me back into drawing and writing :) im always down to yap about the babies or read your fic or whatever

i love odypen so so much. also i heard someone use the ship name penelody and that's the prettiest ship name ive ever heard i think. platonic eurypoli is also one of my favs. im a eurylochus defender for life

if you follow me you are big time signing up for epic spam

kotlc

this is my longest-term fandom i think. i love this little fandom so much!! Katie (@ myfairkatiecat , very cool user) got me into it last summer (i know, not very long term for my longest term fandom. im young okay). im a keefe defender (sorry stria) and i love fintan pyren a normal amount. fav ships are sokeefe, dexiana, and fintante! i am a sucker for platonic sophitz. they go well together what can i say

iywalirayhtdwa > wiityispb

percy jackson / riordanverse

i love love love this series so much. leo is my baby. percabeth should be called smartwater for ever and ever. i don't participate in this fandom because i learned my lesson from kotlc about joining the fandom before you're done reading and ive already gotten spoiled enough just from random youtube comments. am i really going to abstain from this fandom until ive read all however many series there are? probably not

greek mythology in general

dnd

yeah... right above this is percy jackson and epic the musical. you knew this was coming. im rapidly turning into the greek mythology kid. it's bad.

hadestown

i listened to the soundtrack with animatics a bit ago and im planning on watching a recording of the actual show. this musical has already. made me. FEEL THINGS. A LOT. doubt comes in absolutely broke me which im sure isn't a surprise to anyone who's seen hadestown. just like in epic Hermes is a whole vibe and a half. living it up on top, chant, and why we build the wall have alternated being played on loop in my brain. this musical is literally so.

im currently playing in a dnd campaign (#ivanna) as an elven wizard named Ivanna and in the late planning stages of dming a campaign (#crossfire campaign) for me and my friends. im unwell about both of these things

mouthwashing

i... don't have much to say about this fandom. im not very active in it. love the fanart. love daisuke and anya ofc. we be taking responsibility with this one

elnea kingdom

i don't really post about this game on here because the fandom is mainly on Reddit. this is here purely for propaganda. look up this game and play it. you know you want toooo ohh you wanna play it soooo baaaad

posts i want you to see

too lazy to do this list rn. im gonna link the seaglass vacker eyes post, the Ody is the short one in odypen, and some of my top posts later

tags ig

#art - self explanatory.

#bookmark - things I'm saving to refer back to later.

#liveblog - ive been doing this less lately but it's always a tradition for me to do at least a few liveblogs whenever im consuming a new media. i love this tag because it contains my magnum opus: my huge reblog chains with every little thought i had while reading kotlc. all of them have like 40 self reblogs to just add to them. there's a chain for each book, and i did it for the first like 5 or 6 books. i highly recommend looking at those they're very funny.

userboxes + other

i don't have a dni. if i don't like you ill block you

im not donating to your gofundme

my interests are subject to change on a whim with zero warning

[alkeneater]

It's really weird that you're into a 16 year old

oh my fucking god guys... don't make me explain this again... vvv

i'm into him SINCE I WAS 16 MYSELF, i just haven't stopped liking him. You want me to become a hater as soon as i turn 18 or what? shut the hell up

Ofc i worried about his age that's why i specifically created an AU where we both are the same age. I literally did that because I KNOW THAT DATING MINORS IS WEIRD.

He's like my soulmate, also my highest kin and a f/o, and i have very warm feelings for him. I've spent months and years trying to defend him from haters, worrying about his life in the canon universe, researching about his cloneparent. Yeah, it might sound like a huuuuge obsession, i know, it's kinda weird (like any character hyperfixation yknow), but... uhhh... is it UNCOMFORTABLY weird?

Selfshipping or fictosexuality is not only about having boombayah with your fav character. It can be platonic. Anyways, do i look like i'm sexualizing this mf? Seriously. Bro. I'm not even posting inappropriate content with him. We both are literally the victims of csa. I can't disrespect his trauma. All i want for him is to be happy. Sincerely. So i draw wholesome content where he is loved and appreciated, because this is what he deserves.

Ughhh.... Guys, there are real weirdos in real life putting real children in danger, but you prefer to look for chronically online people who just like to have fun on the internet and ship themselves with a bunch of pixels. And then bully them. Guys..... STOPPPP.....

I'm extremely lonely and feel like this character is the only one who understands and appreciates me bc we're really similar. Don't take that away from me. Leave me alone, I'm tired of these false allegations. You don't even know me personally. Stop watering down words, changing their definitions just to make yourself "morally correct" in others eyes. I'm not a pdf, these people are weird and dangerous. They only want to harm their victims. And I want to protect this FICTIONAL CHARACTER (just a reminder) from any harm. I would literally die for him. And you guys call that a predatory behavior. Disgusting. You don't care about the real victims, you only care for yourselves and your image.

This shit is not a joke or a fun trend, it's very serious. Again, I was a victim, and i found a character with the same trauma that i want to protect. Yes, I selfship with him just to show how much i care about him. Because when i was young, nobody fucking cared. And that ruined my life. And even if Abe isn't real, i want to show him, that he is still loved, cared for and his traumas are not a joke. Okay?

IS THIS A PREDATORY BEHAVIOUR TO YOU? Do I look suspicious for projecting my traumas? Do i look like a weirdo for feeling a special connection to a fictional character? Not my fault that i'm A LIVING HUMAN BEING that ages! And he's not! Oh my fucckkkiinnbgggg goooooodddd......

Touch grass, eat grass, drink grass smoothie, idk. Whatever. Just leave me alone. I'm developing pocd thanks to you guys. I'll talk about yall to my therapist on my next session, i swear to god.

[celestina-blake]

(My Scooby Oc) Serena Sky Blake

Name:Serena Sky Blake (But likes to go with Skylar or Skydustix)

Nickname:Serena,Sera,Rena,Sky,Skyly,Skyla,Skylar,Skydustix (ONLY by The gang),Skydust (ONLY by Daphne and Fred)

Age:11 (Don't judge me and Daph's age gap)

Gender:Girl

Talent/Hobby:Drawing,Karate,Singing (Alone),Dancing (Sometimes with the gang)

Occupation:Member of Mystery Inc

Place Of Birth: Coolsville Ohio

Place Of Residence: Coolsville Ohio

Personality: Stubborn,temper,sweet,kind,helpful,very shy

Likes:The gang (Her sis Daphne the most with Fred as 2nd for Brother-in-law),her besties,ice cream, sleeping (a little),cats,dogs (her fav being Scooby)teasing her sister and brother-in-law (Poor Daph and Fredster XD)

Dislikes:Lies,her friends getting hurt,her sisters getting hurt,being lonely, villain, suspicious people

Birthday:June 29,1988 (But for me irl my birthday is June 29,2010)

Story (Baby) -

She opened her eyes and saw her parents,her best friend Fred (They're besties),her eldest sister Daniella and her Big Sissy Best Friend Forever,Daphne.After a week of being brought back home from the hospital,the rest of the gang (her other Besties) saw her for the first time.A few months later when Daphne's parents had to go out for the night she asked if she could invite her friends over for a few hours to which they actually allowed.Daphne and Daniella were put in charge of their younger sister Serena to make sure she's ok,Daniella had to go to bed a bit early (cuz mostly she's a sleepyhead) so Daphne had to watch Serena until the rest of the gang arrived.Then a few minutes later the gang arrived,they talked for a while in the living room when they heard Serena say her first words.Them being her nicknames for each of them (Some of them use some of them EXCEPT for Daffodil cuz only Serena uses it for Daphne) 'Fredster, Daffodil, Velmster, Shag, Scoob' this made them so happy (inside and out).

Story (3-6 years old) -

Serena had a bit of a hard time with learning to walk but got it eventually,when she was only 4 YEARS OLD she wanted to join the others on a hangout (or mystery) they didn't let her at first since she was too young,but then thinking back to when they first started solving mysteries they realized they were just a few years above her age during that time.They then asked for Mr and Mrs Blake's permission to which they actually gave to them.Serena then helped them on her first mystery and starts hanging out with them more than her other sister and her parents.Once she was 6 years old she was sad that Mystery Inc broke apart,but she enjoyed being able to join Fred and Daphne on 'Coast to Coast with Daphne Blake'.

Story (8-Current Age) -

When Serena was 8 years old her sister still lived in the house with them while in College (Don't judge it ok?) When one day she had enough of her parents for not listening to her or her elder sisters she then texted Daph where she was at,she texted back to meet her in the park.When she arrived there and saw Daphne,she was confused to see a ring on her ring finger, Daphne then tells Serena about everything and reveals that she's now married to Fred (Not dating or engaged but actually Husband and Wife) this made her stunned and shocked for a few moments before she then hugs her sister explaining that she already knew that she (Daphne) has had feelings for Fred for as long as she can remember,she then asks if she could stay with them to which ofc Daphne said yes to.Now currently Serena is living with Fred and Daphne and since Mystery Inc is back in business she got to go on another Mystery Again after 4 longing years and with the entire gang back together (Let's just say that her experience on Moonscar Island gave her nightmares for a week)

Tags for my fav blogs (And also my sis and besties/And sorry about the tags if you don't ship Fredster and Daph) :3

@cometcrystal

@thequeenxofhearts

@daphneblakes

@nonbinarydaphneblake

@fredxdaphne

@velmsbian

@scoobydooconfessions

@scoobycloos

[casualmaraudering]

And no I didn’t mind the wolfstar either as wolfstar was my very first ship and is still my fav ship ever (they are my precious babies and I will fight anybody and everybody who doubts my love for them). Like if you have more wolfstar headcannons I am all ears. I will probs just lay in bed and cry over how cute they are 🌻

heyo anon! sorry for taking so long to get to you, I appreciate the kind words!!

this time i am offering you some wolfstar headcanons (plus trans rem ofc) but modern hogwarts au, hope you'll like them! also just beware there's mentions of sex in this one!

Remus actually came out around the middle of 5th year. so only starting then he started sleeping in the boys' dorm (they've had sleepovers with him and Lily before yeah but this time he'd actually live with them) and he's quite unsure about his sexuality - he knows he's into girls but he's not sure about boys. a sight of Sirius in the morning, half of his clothes off, getting dressed and with his hair all messed up from sleep, was quite enough for Remus to realize he does, indeed, like boys

Sirius starts crushing on Remus when they come back from the summer hols for their 6th year. Remus grew a bit taller, he tanned very nicely, he has an undercut (his feelings might be wholy based on that alone) and new glasses and a very big baggy sweater and seeing him in the platform did Things to Sirius

upon realisation, Sirius, of course, has a bit of a gay breakdown, because hello this is one of his best friends and also there's no way Remus would like him back (ha) yada yada

Sirius becomes the clumsy one in the dorm. If Remus isn't in the room, he's fine, but as soon as he steps in it's like someone pressed a button labeled "incompetence" inside of Sirius's brain. He trips, he drops things, he fumbles with words. just a gay mess, that one

they kiss for the first time shortly before the Yule break. Sirius is waiting for Remus and very nervously fumbling with the ribbon on the present he's gonna give him (a charmed binder plus a few sweaters. and an entire freaking bag of his favourite salty caramel chocolates. Sirius wanted Remus to know he cares). when Remus finally gets to the dorm and is opening the gift Sirius is dying of nerves cause he also put in a letter that he hoped Remus would read over the hols. but Remus starts reading it now and Sirius just fixates on staring at the floor and waits for the rejection incoming. but it doesn't. Instead, Remus very quietly says he likes him too. there's an awkward couple minute period of being shocked and a little awkward and them not knowing what they're doing, but then Sirius asks to kiss him

they leave for Yule on the next day. it's a little awkward (they're teenagers hello), but they hold hands a little bit when they're in the train. they're both blushing like crazy and refusing to acknowledge it

Sirius makes the impulse decision to kiss Remus right after they've said their goodbyes and were just about to turn around and leave. He then smiles awkwardly, takes a step back and kind of just turns around and flees cause, while it's amazing, this is also very awkward and a little embarrassing.

that was a mistake though, because both the Potters and the Lupins saw that. Sirius joins his brothers and their parents and is promptly hugged like crazy by Mrs Potter who says she's so happy and that he's so grown up now and that he has to invite his boyfriend over for dinner sometime and also tell her everything there is to tell. Sirius would be more embarrassed if he wasn't so emotional about her being so happy for him and caring about his relationship in such a good way

Mrs Lupin, when hugging Remus hello, asks him who's that "handsome young man with the leather jacket" was and Remus can already tell his mother is going to question him about everything the second they get home. It's not a bad thing, though - him and his mum are best friends, and it's actually comforting to come sit with her next to the fireplace and ask for advice

the Yule break is a few weeks long. Sirius cannot stop thinking about their kisses. they've kissed only twice but Sirius can't think about anything else. he drafts a letter the first night - it's very painfully awkward (he does wonder if them being boyfriends means now they're stuck acting awkward til they die). but then he can't sleep and keeps thinking about those two far too short kisses and he throws the old letter away and writes down a storm about everything he's thinking. he sends it off to Remus before he can regret it (and he does. immediately after he closes the window and sees the owl disappear)

Remus rereads it about ten thousand times. And then he digs up an old jewellery box that he doesn't use cause he gave all his old earrings to Lily, and he names it to be his little treasure chest, and a new home to Sirius's letter. He struggles with the response a bit, but then he just thinks about how nice it would be to be held by Sirius and trusts his gut to write all that he's feeling.

and so the awkwardness seems to fade and they exchange letters every day. Sirius promises to buy a smartphone so they can call or facetime (which is impossible cause the Potters don't have Internet but shh no one tell him)

Sirius invites Remus over for New Year's and it's really like there's no more being awkward anymore. Mrs Potter is very strict about the door to Sirius's bedroom being wide open at all times, but that really doesn't stop them from making out all damn day. they miss the countdown and all

After they come back to Hogwarts their honeymoon period officially starts. they're glued together, and more often than not they'll be making out in a broom closet or some abandoned corridor

James thinks this is kind of gross (in an endearing way, he loves them). he takes it back once they actually start having sex - walking in on them kissing was not nearly as damaging as seeing them do more. James gives a wholeass rant about how to charm the curtains so he won't be able to yank them open and see something that will scar him for life

Sirius's greatest discovery is that Remus has dimples at the bottom of his back. he has many favourite parts of Remus but this one is amongst the top ones

After a full moon once, Sirius comes in to keep Remus company in the hospital wing. He is promptly taken aside by Madame Pomfrey who asks him if he knows about proper protection charms, which is apparently something she does to all couples that are of appropriate age. still, Sirius's face has never been quite this red (and yes, he knows them. there was no escaping from Mr and Mrs Potter's sex talk. Sirius couldn't look them in the eye for a week).

Sirius might be only 17 but he's already daydreaming about their wedding. he's weird like that

he's got two kind of hexes up his sleeves. One is for people being generally annoying, insulting his friends, etc. the other is people who purposefully misgender Remus. they're never too cruel, of course (just because he doesn't fancy getting thrown out of school) but they're very carefully picked and adjusted to assure maximum discomfort

Sirius's favourite way to see Remus is when, during hogsmeade visits, they'll swing by a bookshop. Remus will light up and he'll be jumping from book to book, and he looks so dorky and cute when he points at various things and quotes. the first time Sirius thinks he's in love with him is during one of those times

Remus's favourite time in hogsmeade, on the other hand, is when they're in the three broomsticks. it's not his forte at all - it's loud and crowded and there's too many people for his liking. But Sirius is absolutely in his element there. he thrives with people so he'll laugh along his friends and people at the bar, buy whatever his friends want because he takes joy in giving people things. he's the non drinker of the group but even without the aspect of alcohol Sirius loves the people aspect of the pub. There's nothing like seeing him light up in a room full of people to talk to

Remus spends a long time during the summer between 6th and 7th year teaching basically the whole Potter family (+ the Black brothers ofc) how to use a smartphone and hooking up their Internet. it's a process.

Sirius becomes obsessed with Remus sending photos to him. he loves that it's so easy and they can talk whenever they'd like and Sirius can save all those photos and look at them when he misses Rem. (not to mention the sexy aspect of this but let's leave that for another day)

Sirius is also equally obsessed with Spotify. he can listen to whatever he wants. whatever. it's the best thing in the world

Sirius makes playlists for Remus. multiple of them

[flockofdoves]

hxh and/or fma (for the anime ask meme)

hxh

haven’t heard of it | absolutely never watching| might watch | currently watching| dropped| hated it | meh| a positive okay| liked it| liked it a lot!| loved it| a favorite

don’t watch period| drop if not interested within 2-3 episodes| give it a go, could be your thing| 5 star recommendation

fav characters: i love all the main 4 but definitely gravitate a lot to kurapika!! for more minor characters theres so many but i love knuckle bine a lot dfkjghdfk. also i love alluka and nanika so much my daughters

least fav characters: hisoka, also palm like while i want hisoka to die i Guess i can appreciate his aesthetic far away from gon and killua and also like . i guess he can be an example of how unaccommodating towards kids hxh’s freak ancap society can be but palm just being a pedophile but played for laughs but also theres weird misogyny and ableism in her characterization and then all of a sudden we’re just gonna forget all that and she’s cool now?????? hewwo??????? i would prefer hxh if she did not exist or if a palm siberia that looked similar (again a nice aesthetic) but was entirely not the same character. like . what was gained from this oh my god.

fav relationship: gon and killua!!!!! ofc i love leorio and kurapika too but killua and gon is so blatant and i feel it could literally happen or at least just . they just Are each others first loves and they make me emotional in so many ways. non romantically just the found family in the main 4 and also killua and alluka and then killua coming to love and understand nanika too through alluka caring for her…. oh my god…. Siblings….

fav moment: omg uhhhh theres a lot?? a big one that immediately comes to mind tho is killua pulling out illumis needle ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

headcanons/theories: i think we should find a way to synthesize both the fantheory that gon was born as some . homunculus thing from the greed island pregnancy stone and the one that pariston and ging fucked and pariston is gon’s other parent for the most distressing gon origin story

unpopular opinion: i know i have some but i don’t remember atm i’ve already rambled way too much rn

how’d you find it: i literally don’t remember i gotta think about this tbh i’ve been into hxh since i was like 14?? like yeah everyone whos ever been into anime has at least heard of hxh in passing but i feel like there wass some specific prompting for me getting into it that i can’t remember anymore. almost don’t want to remember because theres a high chance it was bc of some people i get sad thinking about now but out of all the people i was around back then fortunately i think it seems most likely i got into it bc of one of the few people i still care for among the people i hung out around as a young teen

random thoughts: i’m a fake fan i’m still not caught up with the manga i love it so much but i’ve barely read any manga i care about these past couple years i just know what people are talking about through osmosis nowadays i REALLY wanna legit catch up !!!!!

fma

haven’t heard of it | absolutely never watching| might watch | currently watching| dropped| hated it | meh| a positive okay| liked it| liked it a lot!| loved it| a favorite

don’t watch period| drop if not interested within 2-3 episodes| give it a go, could be your thing| 5 star recommendation

my bolds make no sense on this one and thats because i’m a fake!!!!! i was absolutely obsessed with fmab as a tween and watched almost all of it but then netflix didnt have the last season and that was when i was dumb and the only thing i ever pirated was glee on megavideo so me and my brother watched the last season by recording it when it was airing on adult swim and i know i got so close to the end but like somewhere towards the last few episodes i’m assuming (??) my brother watched it when i wasn’t home and then my parents deleted the recording before i could watch it and then i just???????? never watched it??????

so tl;dr i watched the vast majority of fmab (and started the manga) as a tween but like. never finished it and i was in love with it then but its been so long now i don’t trust my opinions to be very accurate about it.

i really really want to actually finish it some day!!! but at this point i feel like i should just restart so thats why i keep putting it off bc thats gonna take some dedication when i barely finish shorter things even anymore

so. disclaimer the following is very much filtered through me as a 13 year old and my memories from that plus how friends who love it have influenced me since fdjkghdfkj

fav characters: back then al was my favorite character and i had a crush on izumi curtis dkfjghkdf and then i always loved scar but now i feel he’d def be my fav

least fav characters: i had dumb opinions about this back then i’m sure. i think now i’d probably dislike roy even tho i used to like him. i dont remember enough to say more

fav relationship: i wasn’t big on ships watching it as a kid but i appreciated winry and ed idk. in retrospect and from fanwork friends share i think ed and ling seems like a lot of fun?? oh wait who was that one other mechanic girl i think i shipped her with winry very casually back then??? (edit: ig she wasnt a mechanic i got confused bc she showed winry who made her automail but i meant paninya!!!) but in retrospect i stayed away from fanworks bc they made me uncomfortable with all the gross shit but i didn’t think i was justified in feeling like that :(

fav moment: back then i thought the reveal of some of the people who ended up being homunculuses was so Epic but idk now

headcanons/theories: idk enough!!!!

unpopular opinion: idk probably like ……. going in being conscious of imperialism stuff now i’m sure i’ll have more contrary opinions than i used to but idk enough yet

how’d you find it: i literally just was going through netflix like ‘oh this is a popular anime’ and put it on on a whim

random thoughts: this whole ask took me so long to answer why am i so rambly djfkghjkdfgh also god. my terrible pattern of never finishing media for the smallest of reasons. one day i will actually consume media that takes brain power to process again…… i mostly just read like. romance webcomics and fanfic nowadays rip

thank you for this!!!!

[fictionxlover]

I went deep into YT but I finally found the clip where Billy!Jason has a quick memory of Liz...

First, I just want to say they did Billy’s Jason so dirty on so many levels...like yeah they said he remembered...but...so far from what I remember the only old Jason memory we got with him was this memory of Liz (if i am wrong someone please point me to a clip. I didn’t even remember he had this memory until someone on twitter pointed it out! Did he even have old GH memories when he got into that accident and saved Dante????). The Jasam memories (star necklace, rain kiss) they just did over with Killy! So this is the only clip that shows that Billy’s character has an old Jason memory????? 

Secondly, this memory is unlike the one Steve!Jason just had of Sam. This memory is morphed. Probably because he is remembering then losing the memory but still...its suspicious. Like...was this memory planted in his brain or is this an actual memory from his life???

Its so weird now cuz I’m just questioning everything! Like ofc maybe Billy is not Jason cuz of the evidence from the recent episodes and just his behavior (now i am looking back and holy shit he been unjason like for awhile man) and most importantly HIS FIRST OLD MEMORY HE REMEMBERS IS OF LIZ NOT SAM EVEN THO SAM/DANNY HELPED WAKE HIM UP WHILE STEVE’S FIRST MEMORY IS OF SAM. 

However...Steve could be Drew and think he is Jason??? 

But now we are questioning when this possible switch happened too? Idk what date this is but ik this is like young jiz which i got say is cute even tho the ship is so tragic lmao. The only reason Billy should have remembered this memory is because he is the real Jason or that was planted in his head...but who the fuck is planting these memories! It can not just be Helena! We have to remember Helena did not curse Sam till Sam talked shit and wouldn’t close her mouth lol. Then why Helena got Jason? He not even killing for her??? Cuz she had him locked up, drugged up in a god damn clinic!

I am enjoying this SL cuz of the acting (I love you Billy but thank you, Steve, so much for displaying more emotion with Jason familial/friendship connections. I am remembering why you were my instant fav has a kid) but omg its sooo messy. Like I already have a hard time with Once Upon A Time timelines now GH lays out this SL that seems like its gonna be more complicated than the OLTL Todd SL.