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ramblingautisticman · 6 months ago
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YES PLEASE!
Logan thinks everything is fine, he thinks that him and Wade are going strong, maybe even getting closer than he thought they could (because everything they do has to be gay. Is gay. Will be gay.)
Then one day Wade just wakes up and seems annoyed. Logan assumes it's a bad pain day, so does his usual thing. Gets blankets and hot water bottles ready on the couch, snacks in arms reach and the TV playing Adventure Time- only for Wade to completely ignore all of that and sit in the kitchen- as if purposely trying not to acknowledge Logan and what he did.
So Logan attempts to bring it up. Trys to ask if Wade is okay, how bad the pain is, if he wants to just stay in bed instead of out here, and he is just instantly met with annoyance and anger. Which doesn't seem like Wade to him. So he thinks, okay, bad dream then. Wade needs a minute alone.
Logan heads over to the couch, and sits down, definitely not watching Adventure Time (he loves it, he just doesn't want anyone to know) and waits for Wade to come and join him when he feels better. Only Wade never comes and sits with him- intead he disappears into the bedroom- and Logan doesn't like that. He can hear Wade breathing, but he isn't asleep. So he hasn't gone in there to catch up on missed rest. He has gone in there go hide from Logan. Which hurts more than it probably should.
He sits out in the open living area for awhile long, waits until lunch, and when Wade still hasn't come out he decides enough is enough. He makes Wade some food (a microwave burrito that's the only things Wade has been eating for like a month) and heads into the bedroom to try and make peace. Though, it doesn't exactly go that way.
Wade is instantly annoyed that Logan brought him food- doesn't even take the plate- doesn't even look at Logan. He just sits and stares at the wall with his arms crossed over his chest. "Come on Wade- talk to me- what's wrong? If it's not pain or-or a bad dream, what is it? Did I do something? Because if I did, I have no fucking idea wh-"
And Wade instantly turns around, glaring at Logan. "You know what? You're a fucking joke. No wonder the Avengers didn't take you- or the X-Men- nd they'll take fuckin' anyone. I mean, you are a ridiculous, immature, half-wit moron. I have never met a sadder, more attention-starved jabbering little prick in my entire life and that says a lot cause I've been alive for more than 200 fucking years! And I'll tell ya, that bald chick was right about one thing. You will never save the world. You couldn't even save a relationship with a goddamn stripper! And motherfucker I wish I could say you die alone, but it's one of god's best jokes that you can't die, except that's on all of us!"
Oh. That wasn't what he expected. Logan honestly hadn't even thought about any of that since it happened. He assumed they both knew it was just him being pissed off and rambling. Had Wade really been thinking about it all this time? Why had he memorised it? And why was he suddenly NOW upset by it?
"Wade, come on. That was ages ago. I didn't even mean any of it, you know that." He tries to shrug it off, but Wade just shakes his head and goes back to sulking.
Suddenly, Logan doesn't know what to do. There isn't an easy fix for this. He knew all of the other things that helped fix Wade's issues. Pain = Blankets, Snacks, Adventure Time and cuddles. Nightmares = Alone time followed by a walk with Mary Puppins. Bad Missions = Shitty Bagels and Whiskey. This? This was new. Sure, they had fought a few times since he moved in, but they never really had to do much about it. It fixed itself. This didn't seem like it would though.
So for the next week, Logan tries to make it up to Wade. He tries to apologise and offers to watch anything he wants on the TV without complaint. Offers to go to the store and get any snacks and food he wants. Offers to make every meal for the next month. None of it works. Wade is still mad at him. And Logan can't stand it.
He hates that Wade is quiet- hates that Wade won't talk to him- won't make jokes or rant about random shit. Logan hates the silence. He also hates how he feels.
He hadn't meant to hurt Wade that much- and in the moment he knew he had- but he really had forgotten about it. He didn't think twice about apoligiseing afterwards because why would he need too? Surely he proved that none of that was true when he helped Wade save his universe? Obviously not, but Logan hadn't thought about it. Like everything else that hurt Wade or upset him, Wade let it fester until it finally came out.
He had been kicked out of the bedroom too, which sucked. Logan had grown used to sleeping next to Wade. The couch felt cold and empty and alone. It felt like he was back home. No- not home- because home was here with Wade and Al and Mary Puppins. It felt like he was back there. In his own universe. And he really didn't like that either.
So after a week of begging and apologising, Logan gave up. Just decided that Wade didn't want an apology, and that once again, he had ruined the one good thing he had. He spent a good few days of sleepless nights up on the roof in the cold, just watching the city because he needed to do something. He hated sitting in the silence of the apartment knowing that when Wade woke up there would still be that silence.
During all this, Wade was obviously upset- but more with himself than Logan (because Wade)- and he hated that everything he said was right. Everything Logan said in that stupid car was correct. It didn't matter if it was in the heat of the moment, it didn't matter if he was talking about himself too, it was all true.
And suddenly, when he realised that him and Logan were getting closer, Wade remembered all of that shit and realised that Logan didn't need him. Logan didn't want him. Shouldn't. Logan needed better and Logan deserved better. So he did the one thing he knew he was good at. Pushing people away.
It was easy, in the beginning, to be mad at Logan and just ignore him. It got harder as he was clearly trying his best to fix things. And it got ever harder when Logan stopped.
And eventually, maybe Wade realised that what he was doing was stupid- or maybe the bed just felt too empty without Logan- because he tried to sneak into the living room and onto the couch with the other, only to realise he was gone.
Which hits Wade like a ton of bricks. Logan wasn't there. He hadn't said he was leaving- hadn't even spoken to Wade these past few days- so he didn't even have anything to go on. He didn't mean to make Logan leave, he just wanted him to pull back alittle. Realise he didn't need Wade. Which- in a way- he supposes he did. Even if it is breaking his heart and brings tears to his eyes.
Naturally, he does the one thing he can. Lay on the couch, surround himself with the blanket Logan used, and cry until he passes out. Obviously. He doesn't want to look for Logan- not if he doesn't want to be here.
And eventually, he opens his eyes when he hears the door open and shut, quickly sitting up as he sees who it is. "Logan?" Was all he would say as he rushes over to the man, quickly wrapping his arms around him tightly.
"Oh uh- Wade..." Logan whispers back, freezing for a second before quickly doing the same, pulling Wade as tight as he can against his chest.
Both of them try and apoligise at the same time.
"I'm sorry- I didn't mean any of what I said- it was more about me and I was just angry and upset and-and the Avengers and the X-Men would be lucky to have you- and it isn't your fault thongs didn't work out with Vanessa either and I promise your not annoying or anything and please please talk to me again-"
"Logan I didn't mean to make you so upset- I just- I was worried and anxious and stupid and I'm really sorry- and I really really missed you and I hate sleeping on my own its so cold- and I just want everything to go back to how it was and I want us to go back to how we were and I'm sorry- please don't leave-"
I will NEVER get over Logan's rant in the Haunda.
Not only because of the way you can absolutely see how Logan is also talking about himself specifically, but also the impact it must have had on Wade. We have never seen at least in my memory Wade actually come up short on something to say. This genuinely got him and on top of that Logan read him like a book. He hit every sore spot he ever had and Logan knew that.
Truly that rant will haunt Wade and I want more people to talk about that. I want Logan to think everything is hunky dory and then Wade to just out of nowhere quote him verbatim out of spite one day he gets a little too annoyed.
I need Logan to realize how bad he fucked up to see just how strongly that little tirade had affected Wade. I want there to be hurt before there's something better.
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago
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#hmm its been an interesting week i suppose#very busy in a good way. but that is always how it starts. i make myself so busy and it feels good and then i wobble and fall out of my body#so im feeling wary. also bc ive been under sleeping more than ususal but im not really tired but im also not boiling out of my skin with#energy. i just feel ok. so thats good. but also a demon in the back of my head is always like: then stay up all night. lets see how far we#can push this. which is not good. and in fact ive been proscribed like basically emergency mood stablizers to knock me out if i start like#losing my mind and not sleeping lol. bc i dont wanna b getting ready for something big and like completely unavailable to control my#ability to think. and ive also been proscribed birth control to get a handke on my fucked up hormones. so we'll see if that makes things#less all over the place. hopefully it works bc im so busy i kinda dont have time to like freak thr fuck out#but i am a lil apprehensive bc like i can count on my hormones to make me feel things when a lot of the time i dont have much emotional#range. so its like fuck finally i can cry abt this. or like fuck this is so beautiful. but then i also cant function sometimes#so i guess i just gotta see what happens. sigh. also the typical frustrating in having to read so much. like ppl hear im dyslexic and r like#oh do u want accommodation? like literally wtf r u gonna do to help me as a grad student? it just takes an agonizing amount of time to#understand thing. i have my computer read to me and i suffer. theres literally nothing else to b done abt it. and fucking next week i have#to teach a fucking lab abt reading scientific papers. they have to read a paper in class. fuck off. those r the types of exercises that make#me feel so fucking stupid. like do this thing right now. read it right here and answer questions abt it. and i fucking read it and retain#fucking nothing. im fucking 26 and literally in my grant writing class i have to apologize to every person before i give them feedback like#lol sorry i can barely fucking read. i fucking cant understand language. its fine but it sucks. theres nothing to do abt it. it just makes#me mad i have to teach a class that would have made me cry as an undergrad. so ill prob hold their hands thru it more than the other TAs#will. bc fuck u im not making them read a whole fucking paper in class. fuck u#plus the frustration of not being able to express myself well in thr moments. like theres a delay in my brain so i feel so dumb when im#trying to convey myself off the top of my head. like give me time and ill write it all out for u i just cant actually process wtf ur saying#to me. also i probably spaced out for a sec so i missed part of the convo lol. frustrating but at this point its just how it is. it makes me#more empathetic when i have to teach i guess. like listen ive got all kinds of fucking learning probs i just wanna help u learn something#how can i help? fucking dyslexia. god. i dont wanna prep for class this weekend. ive gotta show up like yea i kno reading papers is hard at#first but it gets easier! fuck u. its worth the suffering if i enjoy to topic but its always suffering. but thats what i get for going into#academia. thr dr who proscribed me stuff was like well sounds like u have a stress trigger and ur a phd student where life is stress... u#gotta figure out whats gonna work for u. sometimes thats a career change. not in like a pushy way just like: if what u do makes u suffer#then wtf r u doing? and hes got a point. but in contrast to what i was doing this is a massive improvement#well see if its manageable. ugh. i just wanna draw#unrelated
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plumipal · 8 months ago
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The Tattoo (part two)
After scarabias overblot, and seeing what ace and Deuce were willikg to do for you, you were so touched that you decided ro get them tattooed on your body as a small heart and a spade. After that chaos ensues-
If you wanna read the whole prolouge, then it's here
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Floyd feels a lot. He feels betrayed and enraged over the tattoo, feeling the urge to fight those two damn guppies you call friends. How dare you betray your mate like this, you were meant to be! Atleast he will show you that he will fight for his mate, if that's good or bad that's for you to decide...
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He hates the tattoo, yet as much as he hates it he can't really put the anger onto you. It's that damn mackerel and crabs fault! They must have forced you into it! Don't worry, like the good mate he is he will mark over their dumb marks, showing who's boss. He hates hurting you but he needs to do what has to be done to show that you're his...
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Jade is... off. As soon as he hears about the tattoo his composure just, shatters. He cant understand why you would play him like this, you're quite cruel aren't you? Playing him like this, making him lose his composure... you want him to kill to show how much he cares? Because he will- in fact, he will use any dirty tricks in the book to make sure he wins, magic or not..
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If magic won't work, he will result to desperately trying to insert himself into your life more than he already has. You'll have a personal butler at this point, one begging for your attention and affection,, to think all this started because of a harmless tattoo...
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Azul is about to throw up. The world is spinning, he feels like he is about to throw up. This can't be happening, right?? You, you really hate him don't you? Why else would you get those two troublemakers a tattoo but not him...
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The desperation gets worse, the longer he thinks about it. He cant stop crying, having to lock himself in the vip lounge so nobody sees how this issue has reduced him to a sobbing little crybaby. The desperation turns somewhat into determination, the urge to write up the best contract ever to make you happy, maybe throw in a little condition where you need to get a matching tattoo with him..
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Jamil is about to have another overblot. He, he is the reason? His overblot? He can't, he cant take it. Being the main reason for the tattoo makes him lose his mind. He avoids you for a week, nor being able to look at you without losing his composure and crying on the spot.
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Desperation grows, turing ugly. He cant control himself, searching you out after a week of not seeing you. He begs for forgiveness, for you to not hate him, please, he begs you... He needs you, he needs you in his life, he needs you to love and cherish him, to be your number one.
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Kalim feels off. This is one of the few times where he doesn't get what he wants. It's an unknown feeling, a hated feeling. He could be fine with anything else, bur a tattoo of your friends? Isn't he your friend too?? Is it because of the overblot that happened at his dorm? He will get you anything if it means that you'll forgive him! Please, he is begging you..
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The jealousy grows, turning into an ugly mess. He cant help but hate on the Adeuce duo, hating them for taking you from him. He tries to endlessly gift you anything you look at for more than a second, trying to get you to spend countless hours at scarabia with several parties a week that always end in a romantic carpet ride. He tries really hard, okay? Just let him show you he is the best choise...
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Epel is enraged, how dare you? The emotions get too intense, and he storms off. He cant believe you, picking favourites in your group? They may have been there before you but he loves you way more than they could ever love you!
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He is in constant state of dissaray the first day, his anger rising the more he thinks about it. The anger stops being directed towards you and instead those two dumbasses, Ace and Deuce. He cant stand their asses! Going straight to battle living shit out of them.
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Only, that isn't how it goes for him. He gets his ass kicked with everyone he tries to fight, getting so beat up he can barely stand up straight. Oh well, he can atleast leech off of you to nurse him back to health. You have to, please, he is begging for some alone time with you...
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Also please someone help him with getting a new blazer, his old one is currently torn to shreds. The fights he got into wasn't really that good for him, since he is trying to fight people twice his size. Only for you, he would only go so far for you...
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Rook feels... nothing. He can't bring himself to feel emotions currently, too stuck up on the tattoo. Sure, it's such a beautiful thing you care enough for someone that you would permanently etch that into your body. But why? Why couldn't it have been him? He is your friend too (he wish he was more to you, but that can wait, he will wait eons for you, only you)...
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You feel bad for the man, wondering why he was so down all of the sudden. You still care about him (you care for everyone, they're you're friends after all), deciding to let him stay the night at ramshackle. He is forever grateful for your endless kindness, swearing to get into your good graces just so he can one day also get a tattoo..
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Vil is desperate, he is emotional. The pain of not only comming second, but THIRD in your heart, it feels like you are stabbing him over and over again in the heart. He cant breathe, he cant stop the tears wellinh up in his eyes, he cant stop the emotions overflowimg his poor body. Why would you do something so heinous to this poor actor, he only wanted your love...
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He has been acting since he was a little kid, yet this time he cant control his emotions, the stakes are too high. Your love is on the line! He can't stand to look himself in the mirror, feeling way too ugly for his emotions, his outbursts, his feelings. He wants to be enough for you, and he will do anything to achieve that..
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THERES PART TWO DONE!!! The literal biggest thank you to @artdolliewishes for helping so much and expanding on the au with me!! It means so much to me that someone cares about a project I've done as much as I do :,)
Also I'm very sorry for being so delayed on posting, I went to the ER and all, I swear the students of nrc was trying to kill me lmao
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bowiestarzzz · 8 days ago
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spoilers for warriors graphic novel #2
overall, i really loved this book! I know some people dont love the silly, goofier feel of the graphic novels, which i can understand, but personally ive really been loving them :3
im a little sad that the littlecloud and whitethroat plot wasn't included, but i can understand why it was cut, there was already so much going on the pacing was already breakneck as is.
i LOVED the cloudkit/paw design, i love how dumb and cute he is, top 10 warriors characters fr.
the final spread with bluestar snapping and the dogs in the background was SO fucking cool!
i wish theyd kept brokentail's death more similar to the books, i really liked seeing yellowfang actions and emotions in the moment as she killed him rather than just her telling it to fireheart afterwards
the outro art being a rotting magpie was sO fucking cool. symbolizing the inner decay of bluestar's mental health, the rot within thunderclan... yes
im really excited for the final volume. cant wait to see how they draw scrouge!!! also there are some really dark scenes in a dangerous path and the darkest hour so im looking forward to see how those translate.
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AIB Boys with a sensitive S/O HCS
SFW - MDI - +18 - Banda is a red flag as alwyas - But overall them being sweet with you -
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♤ Chishiya
He...he does not know what to do.
Chishiya cant deal with his own feelings, so everytime he finds you crying or about to cry his brain stops.
He does not understand how you can be so sensitive to anything. A comedy movie? You cry. You read that a tree will soon be removed? You cry. Oh and dont let him start talking when you see a video of a cat or a dog. Even if they are fine you cry.
And he knows sometimes they are just tears because you get affected by things easily and not because you are truly sad. He gives himself a pat in the back by being able to difference these.
He will probably tell you upfront he does not understand why you are crying and even once you explain to him he will have a poker face. Will offer an akward hug.
♤ Arisu
Arisu its emotional but not like you. You suprass him by a lot.
The thing is, he is good at comforting you. He always has a positive comment to say about a situation, video, movie, whatever you are crying over.
Its like he turns up the lights for you and soon you are laughtning by his comments.
♤ Banda Sunato
He is an ass and will probably taunt you for being like this. His nickname for you its "Glass" literally. He calls you that when he sees you crying.
Sometimes he will take you in his arms and move you like a baby then call you "cry baby" or "dumb baby" because why are you crying over some abandoned dogs that got homes?
Please leave him
♤ Tatta
If you cry so does he.
Thats it. Tatta hates seeing you cry and hates himself for not being able to help you figure out why you are crying or how to stop it.
Also, If you send him a video of a baby cat when he is at work he has to go to the bathroom to cry about it while he texts you if you two can adopt it (you cant, the cat its from the other side of the world.
♤ Karube
Who hurt you? And then you show him the New drama you are watching and Karube is rolling his eyes at you.
He knows you cry easily over nothing, he is not suprised by now. He is more worried that anything and since he does not know how to help he will look for professional help in case you need it.
And if you dont then he is up to cuddle you while you see your shows.
♤ Aguni
This Man is between breaking someones neck and cuddle you, at least the first time it happens then he learns its a common thing.
Puts himself on quick call on your phone so you can call him whenever you are crying over something. He does not care what it is he wants you to feel safe and supported.
♤ Kuzuryu
Gets professional help because he sucks at emotions and at comforting others. You may make his heart ache by being like that but he still cant bring himself to help you since he does not know how to act.
♤ Niragi
Who does he needs to kill? (Joking....or not).
He is amuzed by you but also feels bad because you are too pure for this world and for him. So he tells you to let him know when you need him by your side if you are having a really hard day because of your emotions.
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genderlessjacky · 4 months ago
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Dandys world HC because oh my god why does this dumb stupid Roblox game have such a chokehold on me (also these are all pre twisteds and all in Gardenview unless I mention it) (also mostly toodles , Shrimpo and Rodger bc I love them so much you don't even understand right now) 1. Toodles has Puppy Eyes Privilege tm, its VERY effective to like , everyone , including the handlers , MAYBE except Roger but even he fell for it a few times and she MILKS this , examples : Cosmo refuses to give her freshly baked brownies bc they are meant for Sprout? puppy eyes and suddenly she has two and Sprout honestly understands . She wants Glisten to do her makeup but he's busy with the kids? BOOM puppy eyes , suddenly she is all dolled up with glitter all over her . she wants a plush but she already has 20 and her handler said no? one sad pathetic teary eyed look and then BOOM now she has 20 MORE. Rodger is busy having Civil Adult Conversations with Miss Teagun and "no Toodles ,papa is a bit busy to play with you right now-" one big teary eyed look and pouty lip and BOOM , they are BOTH in dresses and now having Non Civil Adult Conversation with Miss sprinkles the unicorn and Queen Kitty of candyland 2. Toodles and Shrimpo are SUCH gremlin youngest and angry older sibling coded . like they will fight each other one minute and mutually share blackmail they have of each Toons the next and Rodger is So Tired. (Also during one of these fights , Toodles 100% used her crotch-punching-height to good use and learns a lot of new words that papa said she was NOT under ANY circumstances allowed to use , people then also learn to be VERY careful around the seemingly harmless child. Toodles also probably has a few of her baby teeth kicked out the second Shrimpo recovered and Doesnt Listen To Papas Advice) despite all this , they would PUNT someone if they talk shi about their sibling you are GONE . Like if anyone bullies toodles you are meeting shrimpo's brick!!! NO ONE bullies toodles except for himself!! same goes for toodles tbh if she heard someone talking shi about her emotional support anger issue ridden shrimp you are getting your ANKLES BITTEN!! but then they attempt to choke eachother out for the last brownie the next minute . again , Rodger is SO Tired 3 . Shrimpo probably knows how to box and tried to teach Toodles that until Rodger intervened when she sucker punched a mean 6 year old in the face bc they said her stuff dog was dumb. Shrimpo still continued teaching her more 4 . Shrimpo has unresolved and unexplained beef with Sprout , and everyone is too afraid to ask 5 . whenever Toodles or Shrimpo like , get in REAL trouble , Rodger would go "TOODLES/SHRIMPO RODGER , GO TO YOUR ROOM" and I think that's really neat actually 6 . Rodgers blood stream is 80% coffee , to the point where his handlers had to stage an intervention 7 . Toodles and Shrimpo share one braincell and the two halves of the braincells are allergic to each other 8 . Toodle unironically says things like : "splendid!" , "delightful" and "Bollocks" bc when you are raised by Rodger how could you not? also Shrimpo does that sometimes and he psychically slaps himself when he says "BUGGER" when yelling at someone. 8.2 . on the same note , Rodger probably has a old man British accent pt 2 because I cant contain my adoration for them in one post
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dekusleftsock · 1 year ago
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Don’t y’all love it when a popular tiktok creator is analyzing a character and interpreting it so, so wrong, and him and his dumb ass take is spreading.
Like it was one thing for you to be wrong
ITS ANOTHER THING FOR YOU TO BE WRONG AND MAKING OTHER PEOPLE MORE WRONG
If one more person says that Izuku is “underdeveloped” and that he’s “uninterested in all of his other relationships” and that he “has a power imbalance in his relationships with other characters bc they care more about him than he does them” STOP. PLEASE STOP.
A fundamental part of Izuku’s character: He is an UNRELIABLE NARRATOR. Most of his character is, therefore, told through SUBTEXT.
Izuku doesn’t say that he feels ashamed about his feelings for Katsuki.
But he does say that he thinks they’re gross.
Izuku doesn’t say that he thinks that Toga and her feelings aren’t human
But he does say that she is the “perfect counter to this quirk”.
THE LIST COULD GO ON.
Izuku is an unreliable narrator in a third person omniscient story (though sometimes mha acts more like a third person objective story? Anyway). That means that the way we do not understand the story is not through a retelling of what is happening to you, the viewer, unreliably—instead it is not telling you the full extent of his character and his thoughts.
To say “izuocha’s relationship is underdeveloped because it’s one sided” is NOT the same as saying “bkdk’s relationship is underdeveloped because it’s one sided”.
Izuku has always been obsessed with Katsuki. At some point the rhetoric being passed around was that it was Katsuki who was underdeveloped and uninterested in the dynamic. Now that rhetoric has been reversed since we’ve seen so much of Katsuki’s POV.
Ochako has always been obsessed with Izuku, NEVER THE OTHER WAY AROUND. In fact, Ochako’s arc even surrounded letting go of those feelings… as literally said in the text. Because that is a textual statement that she makes.
Izuku does not understand how or what Ochako loves in anybody, especially him. She loves a unique sense of personhood, which Izuku has always carried, and of which she saw in the entrance exam.
Izuku does not know how to view things he deems as “girly”, and Ochako very personally CANT be in a relationship with someone that she has realized is very repressed. Her friendships turn from friends to fascination very quickly, into her heroic form. (Think her few moments with Katsuki in that extra, or how disinterested she became of Izuku as she saw him run away from help, and not know how to respond to an apology. Or, hell, how much more interested she became when Himiko was honest with her feelings in their second real confrontation. She even says that she “admires how she can love so freely, and say it with her whole chest”)
LIKE ALL OF THESE THINGS. THIS IS WHY IZUOCHA ISNT DEVELOPED. That’s a purposeful choice in genius writing, at least in my opinion.
Bkdk is a result of Izuku being uninterested in acknowledging said feelings, and this is shown to be different because of the amount of times he has had that imply a deeper emotion or thought that we are not told. Think black whip, controlling your heart solely surrounding katsuki, “my feelings are gross”, the ear piercing scream when katsuki was kidnapped and the “this was a total loss” line, relaxing into katsuki’s arms after the apology, only coming home because of Katsuki, comparing romantic feelings toga had for him and admiration to ALLMIGHT and not katsuki who was “actually in his life”, I COULD GO ON FOR HOURS.
This is absolutely NOT underdeveloped, this is called SHOW NOT TELL. Horikoshi is so purposeful in what he shows vs what he tells. He tells you that ochako and toga are the same, he tells you that katsuki is worried about Izuku, he tells you that katsuki is there to step in when deku can’t handle it on his own, he tells you that ochako has a crush on Izuku, and he tells you that Katsuki is Izuku’s “closest person”.
But he also SHOWS YOU SO MUCH MORE. Unreliable narration is such a key part of Izuku and his character. Izuku doesn’t understand Izuku as much as the audience doesn’t understand him. It’s why I genuinely think most interpretations of his character are wrong, because you really can’t take him at his word. It’s the same reason no one understood katsuki for the longest time, he was in the same circumstances of a character who is only showed to you, not told.
I know i named so many god damn references so if anyone is curious as to what specifically I’m talking about with what, I’ll gladly show what scene I’m referring to. Apparently I can’t remember a damn thing but this manga anyway.
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cringelordofchaos · 15 days ago
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sean may seem chill or calm or whatever but he. he cares about things and love things so deeply. you don't get it I don't get it he doesn't get kt. shut jp I should ne asleep.
about music. about his friends. IK THIS SOUNDS SO DUMB AND EGERYONE IS THINKING "none of this is deep u idiot" IM IK. IK.BUT LILE. HE FEELS SO STRONGLY. he cares so much. and he couldn't live without some of them.
a FUCKING mop. he cares abkut a mop. who he talks to. has extensive conversations about. and who he decided to name Mr Broom.
music. music being his ONLY passion in love apparently.. which means EVERYTHING to him. he just casually drops that at one point and refused to elaborate. the only thing that helped him push through. that helped him escape the pain he's forced in. bc it's clear his familie:s neglect hurts him way more than be lets on.
his friends. although he is fine with being alone, actively sometimes decides to be alone (staying in the Music club room after school, choosing to walk to home instead of taking up the offer from the others to drive him there)(tho both of those can be explained by his family issues) , he cares abt his friends a lot, all the small things they do for him. and dare I say has no idea how to respond to just. Kindness. Ppl making small sacrifices on their part to love him. like when jake told him he could have his laptop (GAH THIS IS WHY I HATE GEBDERED PRONOUNS U CANT TELL WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY). and then he literally cried. well he didn't burst into tears but he showed sm emotions like. idk u can kinda tell he isn't shown kindness like that too often ??? IDK WGAT IM KN ABT. But j feel like he's not used to others going out of their way for him. like again it all tracks back to his parents and how they barely pay attention to him.
but itd only make sense for him to care sssssoo much for the people in his life. some of the genuine connections he has that he can't have back home. RosyClozy also said he has friends outside the club APPARENTLY which I NEED TO SEE. I NEED YO SEE SO NADLY. I want to know them. How much do they matter to him ?? PLS PLS PLS ROSY. PLS. bc I've always seen him as somewhat more reserved? wait let me elaborate.
like. Again it seems hes ok with being alone. though this might be because he's USED to being alone or his emotions not getting enough attention from his parents . he doesn't seem like he'd open up about his emotions all that much . like the way he doesn't rly smile when he's by himself or when his smile drops when he says goodbye to Milly and she can't see him anymore in ep 7 - sort of as if his smile is a bit of a mask, a facade even . again like I've said earlier I think it's bc he's used to his emotional state not being paid attention to much as a child (that is assuming his parents have been fighting for that long.) So I don't think he's SUPER open abt his emotions. but does open up on occasion when he's empathizing with someone like when daisy was struggling w her family issues. Letting others know they're not alone, and he understands what they're going through. something his parents might not do for each other that often ?? but he's so understanding. and patient. and gah.
and ep9-10. I understand the whole club was sad and upset bc Jake said a bunch of shit behind their backs. so sean also being upset isn't that special or worth noting. I DISAGREE ACTUALLY. all the choosing between sides Jake has to do, the pressure Jake feels between two (groups of) people he carries about, what if Sean could relate to that aspect in any way? did he ever feel pressured to choose between his parents sides of the argument? not just that. but the mere aspect of Jake betraying them, and Sean knowing they'll have to separate. they have to leave him, because he's hurt them all. but HE was the one to confide in daisy and tell her Abt everything that went down. bc I think he couldn't let Jake go. why? Again so sry to keep mentioning this but I think it tracks back to his parents. maybe despite his parents making his life a pain, having to indulge in escapism constantly in order to experience joy, and them consistently not noticing him to a worrying degree, him directly saying he has family issues, maybe be still cares about them deep down. daisy told him he's lucky, bc Soon he'll be able to escape from it all (soon being a year.) he won't have to deal with his family any longer. I don't remember how he reacts to that but I feel like that's what DAISY wants, SHE would want to immediately distance herself from her moms and all the pressure they put on her ASAP, maybe Sean doesn't? maybe Sean is scared of them separating from each other? Also they need to probably. Gah idk what I'm saying anymore.
maybe be wants things to work out, even if they seem like they couldn't or even shouldn't. when jake betrayed them all, he still wanted SOMETHING to be done about it, even if he didn't directly confront Jake himself. he wasn't ready tu fully let go. bc he might have an anxious idea of love or connection .?? itd make sense for someone with parents who argue w each other a lot. like, idk. Idk idk idk. he doesn't want to let go of Jake, which could perhaps translate into some other feelings - not wanting his parents to let go of each other. and also, in s2, there might be an arc of him being a bit scared of being emotionally separated from daisy ???? bc she'll start going to detention - therefore she won't be able to hang out with him every day after school. not to mention how much more arguments she'll have with her parents over her head girl title... who knows how that'll change things. GAH idk. Sidenote but I hope they don't do a stupid love triangle between Jake and daisy and him in s2. I mean, seeing as Jake directly confronted himabt it in ep11, it seems like it isn't going to be the case, which is cool 👍 (I don't hate love triangles in general but I just don't think it'd support Sean's or daisy's characters that much. MAYBE it'd be a decent arc for Jake, MAUBE.)
Um . I got distracted. But the point is, he cares about so many things sm.
all the while his parents don't care Abt him wgatsoevr. or don't show him enough love. Because they're so focused on the hate for each other . despite that, Sean cares about the little things in his life he's connected to due to his emotions and self being largely Ignored by his family. I'm not sure if he could live without these things kn his life. Though idk I haven't watched tmf in over a year LOL
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ranfordgallus · 2 months ago
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I feel so stupid tearing ip over some thing insignificant, its been...3...3.3.3.3.3.3.3hours THr..ee hours and i havent been able to enjoy anything im wasting my precious hours before going to school tomorrow because i CANT..im just so stressed over not having a sense of privacy in my own room i just feel like a guest hhahhhhhhaahahaa i just wanna fucking laugh and laugh and yell but i wont because that's not very nice i totally agree
Granted my sister is staying in my room for a WHIIILEEEE WHILE WJOELW EH hahahaha because she had an intensive fight with our mom and dad and she is having a mental episode and i understand her point of view and i let her sleep in my room...now i dont want to hate on her because she is going through alot than me but she just screamed so loud my ears hurt and slowly every hour i just start stressing alot but i dont wanna confront her to be less quiet because she is being emotional from the stress and i dont want to interfere but still...i cnt enjoy shit and i cannot draw beeecccaassuuusee i dont like people i dont know being in my room and it makes me...idk whats the other word for overstimulated because i dont think im being overstimulated but fucking hell it feels like it hhhhhahahahaha
I draw because its a part of my life, i draw because its my only source of calming myself and if i dont draw and im being too overstimulated and stressed im gonna tweak the fuck out and im not trying to so im here quieeettllyy cryyyinnnggg hiding under the blanket so i dont disturb her and the worker thats WAXXING HER BODY TO GO TO JAPAN or whatever
I just cant enjoy being myself if theres no privacy and thats the problem, i still feel so stupid crying over this trying not to pull my hair or yell because i cannot draw freely its so stupid hahahahhahahahahahah i hate being overstimulated i hate being like this hi guys hello waves because why am i here stressing out when my sister has gone through worse its so fucking dumb but i still stay quiet since i want my sister to calm down and let her be herself but i cant keep up like this...
Im not mentally aquipt to handle this or however you fucking spell aquipt...aquire?? Aquipt??
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skyfallscotland · 3 months ago
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I don’t know how I am disappointed after reading Iron Flame. Or even fourth wing. Am expectations weren’t even that high? I think maybe it’s to do more with the frustration of “lost potential“ of the book with mistakes that could have easily been prevented? It really feels like these books are written to be a hype and bring money instead of actually creating a detailed world and good plot.
Rant over.
The teacher thing made me laugh out loud???? IMAGINE REMIS RESPONSE TO AETOS TELLING HER SHE CANT BE WITH XADEN-?????????? That felt so forced and out of character for both and also even for aetos just childish? LETS FOR A SECOND ASSUME that they really let their most powerful rider teach instead of fight, aetos’ masterplan to bring them down was to send cadets spying if they kiss??? THATS suddenly our greatest problem? After the venin, theophanie, finding a cure, Xaden losing control, looking for andarnas family, fixing the Aretia wards, saving civilians- sure they can’t kiss because he is her teacher.
I could go on and on. I really want to love it for the type of literature that it is because I knew what I could expect from the get go lol.
I feel like I need to apologise to Iron Flame, baby I'm coming crawling back. You weren't perfect, but we understood each other 🖤
I'm not sure if it's lost potential or just my own expectations I put on myself in regards to the enjoyment of it. To be fair, it's been a shitty, emotional week for me, so I wasn't in the best place going in (how the hell is it only Thursday?) but I definitely think the level of consistency I expect was not there.
I died reading 'Professor Riorson'. I sent it to Alli straight away even though she wasn't up to it yet because I could not contain myself (sorry girl, I'm the worst) but I practically screeched out loud.
I think for me, looking at your list, it's the way all of that happened but basically none of it mattered. Some of it I didn't understand, even. I need to write out a proper post, but I honestly felt dumb reading it. I re-read whole passages multiple times because I didn't understand, which has never happened to me with romantasy or easy-reads.
PS. Remi would have killed Aetos for the insolence 🖤
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astuteology · 1 year ago
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Hello !
I love your take on Scorpio placements ☺️ !
I just have a question about this statement :
“ If developed, good achievers. Very strategic mindset. Usually get what they want in life. Bulletproof mindset. Very good at talking to people but still maintaining boundaries. Loyal. ”
Does it include developed Scorpio mars Women or just Scorpio mars Men ?
I’m a Scorpio mars 👧 btw 😌😎
Hello there🤍 my apologies for not replying on time.
Mars in Scorpio
Anyone having mars in Scorpio will have these traits:
-intense
-loyal
-sensual not sexual
-deep persona
- unafraid
-fearless
-mysterious
-fighter
-determination
-disciplined
- mentally strong
-deep strong emotions
So, every scorpionic mars will have these, but there is a slight different in both the genders, women with this will always be in a battle with something, they fight for the right things, they prefer logical people. Wont compromise when it comes to their career. Don't give up that easily, loves to try again and again, tirelessly. Crave intense soul connection (yk like elena and damon, except elena was dumb). Guarded. Cool personality, hypnotizing. While men on the other hand are a bit annoying, they like to get on the nerves, push buttons of their trusted peeps, their loved ones. They like to irritate the hell out of their lover🤭.
While both men and women are extremely loyal to their lovers, their best friends, their buddies, DO NOT break their trust, they wont trust you ever again. They wont even glance at you. They wont even breath around you yet alone talk to you. They dont give 2nd chances.
Now with the developed and underdeveloped, the BEST manifestation of a development Scorpio mars is loyal to their core (meaning you just have to be true to them always, dont ever hide them or anything from them. Trust me you wont like it :) ). Helpful. Your secrets are safe with them. With absolutely no ego. Guna fight for you and with you. If you cant walk, theyre guna walk for you. If you cant cry, theyre guna cry for you and with you. Shows the last level of support, thats how much maturity and devotion they have. If you cant love yourself, theyll love you, that too, forever. Type to die with you. Openly show their emotions to you. No judgement. Extremely understanding. Obsession only for the right one, While the underdeveloped, they already have a degree in toxicity. Very manipulative. Victim card player. Steal your lovers. Revenge, vengeful. Jealousy thats guna ruin anyone. Type to ruin/throw people's person stuff. Spread rumors then act innocent. Stalkers. Bullies. Type to beat you when angered. Inferiority complex. Liars, cheaters. Type to f*ck anyone while being in a relationship. Emotionally weak. Controlling. Emotional outbursts and random emotional manipulation. Narcissistic. Trap you and wont let you breath without their permission.
I swear to God i hate underdeveloped.
And the answer to your question is, it applies to both the genders, even LGBTQIA+.
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Thank you for your question and time.🤍
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just-a-queer-disaster · 15 days ago
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I want a partner I want a girlfriend I want boyfriend I want someone to hold me and comfort me and love me and yearn for me the same way I yearn for them I want them to see me at my lowest and still love me I want for them to see me absolutely crash out of the tiniest shit and never hate me for it I want someone to hold my hand first and tell me how much they love me and listen to me when I rant and laugh at my shitty jokes and ease my nerves and show up for everything I go to I want someone to see me with my awful room and awful clothes and awful hygiene and disgusting face and my fuckass voice with its dumbass speech impediment and my horrid body with its monstrous scars and still want me in every sense of the word I want someone who understand when I cant speak and when I'm too loud and when I jump and move with so much emotion it's childish and dumb and immature I want someone to understand when I cry over the stupidest shit I want someone that will never look at me and never make a joke at my expense I want someone who defends me and understands me I want someone who wants me and will eat my brownies and will take and keep my rocks and trinkets and notes and will take my overbearing love even though we both know its too much I want someone that understands I don't know where to go anymore and to see that and still love me I want someone to love me the way I love others without me asking I want I want I want and that's all I ever do
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kiwi-channn · 1 year ago
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Feel your love
(part 2)
Older Simon Riley × young fem reader
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∆ reader met Simon in a bar and got attached ∆
(reader referred to as "she")
part 1 - part3 here
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Ghost hums calmly as he feels her being uncomfortable so he prefers to let this slide… and they meet for two weeks more, just chatting and talking about anything really…
and then suddenly he disappeared AGAIN and she didn't see him in the pub for a few weeks.. she remembers the last time when he disappeared … and she couldn't stop going to that pub every few days, hoping that she would see him… but he didn't come for three whole months.. 
And she curses herself for not taking his contact info the last time she saw him….losing hope to see him again… feeling distracted all the time… he evaded her head and her mind -maybe her heart too- … and she tries to deny that she started liking him… 
(what is wrong with me?.. Am i stupid?... I only talked to him a few times.. I don't know him to like him!.. No no no.. I don't like him.. I'm just lonely … yeah that's it…)  she huffs softly and she looks at her phone's screen and it is 9 pm now…. She huffs tiredly …
(i won't go again… he won't come again.. I just need to give up this stupid thing… No, I HAVE to give up this thing… I'm not going!)... Her mind is a mess ... She doesn't know what to do about these feelings, crawling up inside her heart and they are almost out...
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And After an hour...
she was sitting in the same barstool… and she saw the bartender looking at her understandingly, he is pitying her... The bartender has seen her coming every few days and she just sits and wait ... He knows that she is waiting for that masked weird man... and he feels sorry for her...
she feels the bartender's looks and finds so annoying... she felt so upset and dumb… and she just leaned her arms on the counter and put her face in her hands…
Suddenly she feels someone sitting beside her, she slowly raises her head and looks beside her and she sees him… finally!
She feels her lips closed tight as she just stares at him…her heartbeat racing.. Her cheeks flushing.. She really missed this man..
“Are you gonna just stare at me, y/n?...”
He says calmly as he gives her a small smile under his balaclava
She gulps and parts her lips to finally speak.
“Where have you been?..”
Says so quietly as she feels emotional, holding back tears.. she didn't wanna say that... She wanted to be the always cute nice girl... She didn't wanna be annoying....
He looks at her.. Their eyes meet and he sees her glossy sad eyes, he doesn't fully understand it, but he wanna comfort this little girl..
“I'm sorry..” he mumbles calmly and moves his hand carefully to put it over her trembling hand…
The moment she felt his hand over hers, she couldn't hold back anymore, her tears started falling down her tired face… she wanted to cry for so long… 
He feels a bit taken back by her tears and he just squeezes her hand a bit…  and she feels sad and tries to wipe her teary eyes, but the tears aren't stopping..
“Don't cry.. Calm down..it's okay…��� says calmly in a soft tone as he tries to calm her down.. He doesn't understand why she is crying … but he feels a sting in his heart for seeing her sad like this…
“I… I… I can't … where have you been?.. Why aren't you telling me anything?!....” she mumbles quietly as she sniffs softly..
He sighs tiredly and raises his other free hand to wipe her cheek gently
“It's classified, luv… just calm down yeah?... Why do you wanna know anyway?...”
She sniffs and lightly bites her bottom lip, trying to muffle her pants as she cries… and she cant take this anymore.. She can't bottle up this anymore...
“Because… because I like you… ” mumbles so quietly as she feels so nervous… she takes a deep breath... She finally says it... Now she got nothing else to lose...
“I want to .. feel your love..” 
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Andy is so respectful. Yeah sometimes he makes these dumb little jokes but at the end of the day he protects Fuuko. I love their silly conversations they have, their little quarrels and then these little romantic moments. I love how they are friends and then at the same time you can see emotions between them you cant exactly name. And yes I believe Andy was a little bit jealous that Fuuko and Victor kissed. XD
Okay there is so much in my head at the moment but I´m really excited what we will see in the next episodes. The new group is really cool. Also can we please talk about the reward "unifying everyone with one language"? At first I had to laugh because yeah english is the world language, but then I realized they meant that no other language would be on earth, right?. And while I see the positive things in this case I also like my own native language. I love hearing other languages and although you do not understand them you are fascinated by it. Languages are cool and so yeah, this is indeed a punishment.
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commanderquinn · 2 years ago
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a list of canon ways in which lillian hart is The Fucking Worst that cora coe deserves financial and emotional compensation for:
-the basis for the big divorce counseling mission is that cora's worried for her mother's safety. that means, before going on a deep cover operation with smugglers known to kill rangers, marines, or anyone else caught trying to interfere with their business, lillian didnt leave her daughter a heads up much less a lead. once the fuck again, this woman decided that her career was more important than her daughter's mental and emotional health. once the fuck again, this woman decided she could just disappear from cora's life and then come back out of the blue without consequence
-when you go to lillian's office to look for her at cora's request, the guy working the desk knows SAM well enough to know his name and give him shit like they've got a personal history, but he??? isnt sure about????? cora's name???? word for word, he looks at her and says "it's cora, right?" you're telling me that this woman doesn't talk about her kid enough for her fellow INVESTIAGATIVE rangers to be sure about her name??? are you SHITTING ME??????? get the fuck out of here. you cant push "ranger family values" and the close ties they have in one breath then claim she likes to keep a professional distance at work in the other. you wanna have the conversation about what fresh hell it is being a working mother in a position of power, lets go, ill have that conversation all day long. but lillian hart is not a fucking example of a working mother and im gonna be pretty fucking insulted for working mothers everywhere if i catch wind of ppl trying to pull that kind of defense card. the woman's an awful parent and should be held the fuck accountable for it. you wanna know how i know????
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she doesn't say cora's name enough for the ranger watching the door to be confident in it, but he remembers alllll the stories of the captain her ex is cozying up to. and lillian is the one to confirm during the quest that she has been getting the stories from cora, so there's some clear "oh she already likes the stranger more than me." i know im reading into it because its fiction and none of these people are real, but ive also, y'know been in cora's shoes, so i can tell you from real life experience that shit does exist. idk if that was the writers INTENT, but it sure does a great job at reflecting a very sad reality
-sam points out its dumb that lillian wants to speed the ship, with her daughter on it, directly at the sydicate. idk abt y'all, but my ship was pretty dinky at that point bc i was focused on outposts, and we got ambushed by like 6 ship waves once we landed for that fight. again, i get it. game mechanics get a higher priority than realism. but this whole "we have to finish this because theres a chance you were spotted trying to rescue me" shit is so. nauseating. theres no demand to drop off cora somewhere safe, theres no "lets call in the cavalry." its this fucking egomaniac looking you dead in the eye and being like "i know i just traumatized the shit out of my kid but i need you to drive us into an ambush while she's still on board. hope you're a good shot because sam and i cant kill them ourselves." and so what that we did that????? YOURE TELLING ME IT WAS JUST THOSE SHIPS???? the rest of the organization is just going to LET IT GO???? like no fucking wonder sam sees himself as the better option even through all his fucking doubt. at least he knows when to turn the fuck around because shit is above his paygrade
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-she has custody rights. she is a decorated and respected ranger. sam being a smuggler wasnt public knowledge, but point out one person in akila who wouldnt believe her in a heartbeat over it. everyone in town gives him nothing but shit, and they all side with his dad who was definitely no picnic to live with. im guessing big emotional detachment there, lotta interrogation and persecution rather than teaching and understanding. HELL, sam would probably own up to his past if lillian outed him for it, he's that type of idiot. at literally any point she could put in the effort to get legal council involved. if she's SOOOO by the law, whats the hold up there???? i agree the kid shouldnt be on my ship while im in the middle of a space fight. ive talked with sam about it, and im not even the kids parent (as of the personal quest). what the fuck are you doing about it lillian????????? oh thats right. we cant get lillian on the phone. whomp whomp.
-she made cora cry. hyper independent, "big girls dont cry" cora coe. multiple times. worse, she made cora cry because she made cora feel like she wasn't as important as lillian's career. i dont give a fuck what criminals are doing. i do not give a fuck. i give a fuck that that little pixel child got her heart broken and there isnt a dialogue for me to call out her mother for being a huge fucking cunt to her own daughter but theres a thousand and one options for me to tell sam he's parenting wrong. he is, and i have no problem using them when they're appropriate, but where the fuck are they for lillian??? why am i not allowed to tear this woman a new asshole at any point, but there's like 20+ extra dialogue options added to every single npc you have a persuade option with???? todd my head hurts and its your fault
-"im sure sam's told you all about me. go on. ask whatever you want." yet there is no option to ask what the fuck her problem is. so, clearly, i cannot, in fact, ask whatever i want.
-"but the looks i got from my fellow rangers reading alexander dumas... we do strange things for kids." yeah hart??? thats your standard????? THATS your idea of going out of your way for your kid??? literally how did sam fall for this woman oh my god i cant even listen to her speak without wanting to use the power of bitchhood i inherited from a long line of angry irish women to ridicule her to tears. maybe then she'll fucking understand how small she makes her fucking kid feel every time she turns a moment of bonding into a little "woe is me and my comfort zone oh how unfortunate i am to have a brilliant daughter that wants to connect with me through her greatest passion"
-she openly admits that she dumped the cargo sam was smuggling not because she felt any connection or sympathy or just didnt want to destroy someones chance at life in a capitalist society, but because he was a good pilot and she didnt want that talent to "go to waste" so she could recruit him. thats not really a thing against cora i just really fucking hate that and the picture it paints of her priorities as a human being
-"if we're going to be really honest here... back when we were a team... cora would follow you everywhere, like a little adoring dog. i... just fell out of it. long before we separated."
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i literally. do not have words for how fucking disgusted i am by that line of dialogue. oh my fucking god. oh my fucking god. i. i TRULY would not even know where to start. the dog comparison makes me violently angry and if you'd given me a punch interrupt at that moment, i would have broken my keyboard punching the accept option
-go replay or watch a recording of that divorce counseling mission one more time. while you're doing it, imagine the roles reversed. imagine youre romancing a character thats a mother bringing cora into space, and the ranger standing in your cockpit asking to finish the mission is her father who took off to live at work once it was clear his little girl liked mommy better. imagine THAT while you listen to the (imo) out of fucking pocket dialogue where sam constantly praises lillian for being "a good ranger/woman." then you come back and tell me how comfortable you are with the concept of lillian hart as a character.
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meadowindreams · 2 months ago
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Yandere AU: Penny Polendina
Getting close?
Penny is new to this world (literally) and so she will use this as an excuse to say that she wants to experience normal things, going on small "hangouts", even trying to have small brushes like hugs, even hand holding, and hand jobs since she can use the excuse of her noting being able to have "social que", like when its appreciate to kiss your friend, or if where (on the cheeck, lips, or neck even on the dick when she grope him without him noticing, ) of course she plays the naive card and keep doing it, to the point Jaune would be so used to it considering how naive he himself it too. Whenever she needs him she just plays dumb and acts like this.
Android: since she was not designed to have access to the entire internet, keeping him away from friend, and would prevent him from receiving any "unsavoury" messages, even getting dirt on the girls that are getting a little too close to him.
Human: since she is no longer connected to the internet, she cant understand certain human action and ask him to be a guide, since she is human she can say she has forgotten, making them spend more time together, how the internet works, she would just use that as an excuse even though she knows how to use the Internet safely.
Protecting?
She will hack any all technology, security camera and certain AIs, removing certain safety features, resulting in more "accidents", letting those who got to close perish, she would fake certain record framing other for crime they didn't commit while keeping jaune away from all the legal trouble, she would even forge marriage documents so that they are married, she has taken a hobby in photography especially photoshopping. She would override Pietro code and implement new feature such as using drug, and overriding networks and security, only she needs to know anything about Jaune, no one else needs to know. Even faking medical record to keep Jaune in bed rest even thought he is as health as can be, even using fake identities letting her be the only person in his life.
Dating?
she tell Jaune that she wnats to experience romance and will ask him to help her understand certain emotions (like the obsessive love, or the intense desire to feel his love when his huge cock plow her newly created pussy and wants to feel what it is like to have her newly installed womb being flooded with his hot cum non-stop), she would study even small gesture and manipulation technique to use, even love bombing, and so many other things.
Android: she can easily modify herself to match his preferences, voice, hair even her curve making herself seem irresistible to him, possible making herself looking like pyrrha of course she would not since this would cause jim to still having lingering feelings for a death woman and she would see this as a waste.
Human: she would act all clumsy, pretending to adjust her new body, either faking injuries making him carry her, and stay home with her, making him isolated, but makes him think it's worth it helping her recover, or actually hurting herself, she can fake pain which is enough to convince him to believe her.
Marriage and family?
Human: She wants to have children, considering she is technically "owned" by the special forces, then it would be "recommended" as this would increase the number and power of the special Ops, she would study everything she can about child rearing, and want more as she would love to break the record of Mama Arc, since she can act like that its normal since again she never "grew up".
Android: Pietro can make as many children as she wants also since that she cant get pregnant and can get tried in a normal sense like when they have sex meaning they do continue any and all couple activities together.
Reaction?
Ironwood: He is somewhat indifferent to all of the drama, he would probably not even notice anything wrong, which she would use to her advantage, since as long as she can still keep up efficiency, he wouldn't care. However if he somehow finds out about her little "crush" he could use this to his advantage, pulling strong and resources, for Jaune to be only hers, in exchange she would do more work, but he know how far she can push it, since he knows that she can and will kill him, considering the length how far she is willing to go for him.
Aces and other Ops: The other would be happy for her, (mostly) since they used to ask her to all the much harder task, but since she has become more "aware", she has become a little more rebellious espically when they ask her to do things that would make her arrive late to meeting with Jaune or is generally time consuming.
Pietro: With him seeing Penny as his own daughter, he'll probably be a little worried for her safety as she is new to the world and (he thinks that) she is naive and can be easily manipulated (despite her manipulating a human into being her partner), of course she'll offer to let him add more "safety measure" like enhanced strength and more weapons, which she will use on "targets" mainly those who are getting in the way of Jaune's relationships. He has mix feeling towards Jaune, since he does really care about her and does make a effort but he also stabbed her in the chest with the intention of death, but he will stand by and let his daughter be happy.
Rejection?
Human: she is sad, she would start to have a mental break down since she seems list without Jaune, both literally and in a metaphorical sense since he has been there for her since she has been brought into this world and she cant think of a better world without Jaune in it, she would actually become SH to herself since she has never felt this type of emotion and has no idea how to deal with it. She would use this excuse to make him date her, and threaten to hurt herself if he ever leave but i doubt he would ever think about leaving since he is now guilty.
Android: she would stalk him through ever camera and cause certain accident for anyone who get close to him, or ruin any date he has with other girls, even making white noise that would remind him of her, manipulating the world to make him love her, she would change her bosy to become different women to get closer to him, it doesn't matter what form she is in, as lone as he love her, she doesn't care.
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