#they are just soft cuddles in a flower shop on a couch

[tsukiflwr]

ᶻ 𝘇 𐰁 .ᐟ THINGS ENHA DO THAT MAKES YOU SECOUND-GUESS YOUR 'FRIENDSHIP'

𝓅airing ∿ hyung line! enha x f!reader ᰔ 𝒽eadcanons ; fluff, friends to lovers, 𝓌: none that I know of 𐙚 𝓌c 1682 ᝰ.ᐟ 𝓇oro's note. i did not intend for these to be so long ﹒ ꒰ 𝓁ibrary ꒱ + 𝓂aknae ver

LEE HEESEUNG ∿ being touchy

you were used to heeseung’s touch. the way he would rest his hand on your lower back to alert you of his presence, the lingering hugs where his hands would hold your waist, how he would wrap his arm around your shoulders whenever the two of you stood or sat next to each other, his fingers absentmindedly tracing shapes on your shoulder as he talked and laughed with your friends. 

and the little things like reaching over to put on your seatbelt for you, holding your hand while crossing the road or following the sidewalk rule, pressing his chest back up against your chest as he helped you reach for things on a higher shelf . . . they didn't seem so little to you anymore. 

the lingering hugs lasted longer, his arm that used to rest on your shoulders moved to your waist to hold you closer instead. He would play with your fingers when you guys would binge watch shows in the living room, he would rest his hand on your thigh whenever he sat next to you, playing with the hem of your top. His fingers would linger on your face to softly caress your skin whenever he would tuck a strand of your hair behind your ear. 

he didn’t touch his other friends like how he touched you, he certainly didn't pull them to sit on his lap when he played video games like he did with you. Or how he would cuddle you on the couch as you watched movies, his fingers absentmindedly caressing your sides while he placed soft kisses on your cheek, forehead or temple. Yeah, he definitely didn't do that with his other friends . . . 

you knew that he was aware of how it was affecting you, and you also knew that he enjoyed every minute of it. giving you that innocent teasing smile when he felt your heartbeat faster against his chest, or when he notices that flustered smile on your lips. deep down you knew the reason why he touched and looked at you like that – and he knew it too. 

PARK JAY ∿ spoiling you

you noticed jay’s habit of buying things for you very early in your friendship. whenever the two of you went out to get food he always made sure to pay the bill, quickly grabbing it before you could even see the amount, waving off your protests with a sweet smile. even when you were the one to make the plans he always found a way to pay first. when you had brought it up to him he just gave you that smirk as he said “Is it so bad that I want to treat you?” 

when the two of you went shopping together, he always paid attention to the things your eyes would linger on but decided not to get it because it cost too much, sneaking the items in his basket to buy them for you, along with things he just wanted to get for you. he didn't even bother to ever look at the price tag, knowing that it was going to be worth it seeing that smile on your face. 

he would bring you home items from when he went on trips with his friends/family, he would come up with excuses like ‘i thought of you when i saw it’ or ‘it's just a little gift‘ and one that never failed to make you a flustered mess was ‘I saw it and knew you would look pretty in it’ he had to know he was making you feel things when he said things like that . . . 

you noticed how jay would always playfully complain about buying things for his other friends, saying that they could get it themselves, but with you he did it without a second thought. you weren't the only one to notice that. your fellow shared friends had noticed it too, and of course they had to tease jay about it. but he wouldn't let it bother him, he’d continue to spoil you, buying you anything that reminded him of you. 

you’d wake up to a beautiful bouquet of fresh flowers outside your door every week, and almost every time you went to collect your packages there were always extra one’s, always with a sweet little note from jay ‘thinking on you’ ‘wear this tonight, i'm taking you out’ the gifts soon turned more romantic, domestic if you really think about it. but your relationship with him really changed once he gifted you that beautiful silver necklace with the letter ‘J’. 

he loved watching you absentmindedly fidget with the necklace as you happily talked with your friends, or how you would always admire how pretty it looked decorating your neck. he loved to softly tug on the chain to gain your attention, or to use it to pull you closer to him. he didn't care who the two of you were with, he’d stop in the middle of a conversation to reach towards your neck and gently pull the necklace that slipped under your top, adjusting it so the ‘J’ could be seen by everyone . . . you both knew he was irrevocably claiming you as his. 

SIM JAKE ∿ never corrects it when people assume your his girlfriend

you and jake have always been close, ever since the two of you met as young children – both of you were ‘forced’ to come along with your moms to a nice lunch between old friends. the two of you sat at the table, talking quietly and giggling as you raced each other to finish the mazes on the children's menus that were given. your mothers both smiling at the friendship blooming between the two of you. jake would refuse to admit it now, but his young self-did shed a few tears when he had to leave, not wanting to be away from his ‘pwetty friend’ 

as the years went on you only got closer with jake, he was your person . . . and you were his. but not only did he get closer to you emotionally, but also physically. and it was something that everyone noticed, the two of you grew up together hearing the hushed whispers of your moms giggling about how they would be in-laws in the future. So the topic of you two being together was something you were used to. 

it was a popular misconception – that the two of you were together. anyone would think you were – with how close, touchy, and the way you guys looked at each other. And jake ever the polite, would say “oh – no we're just friends”. . .  but jake found it unnecessary to correct the misconception as his feelings for you grew stronger. 

he liked to see the flustered smile decorate your lips whenever someone mistakenly called you, his girlfriend. he found it adorable how shy and awkward you would get, stumbling over your words. he also really loved that moment of bliss where he could fantasize that the two of you were together – that you were actually his girlfriend. that him taking you to that cafe you loved wasn't just a friendly outing but instead a date. 

you didn't know how to bring it up to him, that you noticed how he stopped correcting people, that he would always pull you closer to him when it happened. or how you noticed that big grin would always form on his lips after. that bliss you felt in that moment would quickly turn into confusion as your mind raced with thoughts on why he didn't correct them. 

was it because he was just polite, that he didn't want to make the person uncomfortable by correcting them? – you really hoped that it wasn't just because he was polite. You wanted it to be because he wanted you too – that you weren't the only one to have those silly little fantasies of the two of you together . . . 

PARK SUNGHOON ∿ being protective and possessive

one thing you admired about Sunghoon was how protective he was, to his family, to his friends, to you . . . with years of being best friends with him you didn't know why suddenly started to get so flustered whenever he got protective of you. maybe it was because his protectiveness was almost always accompanied with his possessiveness, and God was it hot . . . 

he always follows the sidewalk rule with you and walks you back safely to your car / apartment etc., he never sits with his back to the door when you are out at a restaurant, all he wants is you to be safe. at parties he always had his arm around your waist, giving his best intimidating look to any guy who tried to come up to you, and if you were at the party without him, he always made sure to check on you through the night, staying up despite the tiredness just in case you called for a ride home. 

he wasn't just protective of your physical but also your mental, he knew you better than anyone else so he could easily see whenever you were overwhelmed or going through something. he’d pull you somewhere quiet, he was there to listen to you talk about what's bothering you and giving you the best advice he could, and if you weren't in the mood to talk, he would do his best to distract you from your negative thoughts.

he sees your ex at a party? he's making sure he doesn’t come and bother you and get your mind all messed up after months of you getting better . . . he was very sensitive with you, especially if someone brought you up, he's always quick to shut down anything that's not appropriate. 

everyone always assumed that the two of you were together, he was always so touchy with you in public, he had a habit of scaring off guys who had taken a liking to you, he never shot down the rumors of you together, only making them stronger . . . at this point the only two who didn't know you were dating where the two of you 

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[n6ptunova]

can u do chris bf headcanons

boyfriend headcanons • chris sturniolo

a/n: ofc pookie!! thank you for the request🫶

warnings: none

- chris would try to act a bit more “chill” and “nonchalant” before you guys date, but once it’s official he turns into the sweetest boy ever. he becomes almost soft spoken when it comes to you and you only.

- he goes to you for fashion advice since he can’t really match clothes. you take him shopping and dress him up in a way that he’s comfortable with but also looks so fine. he might even make one of those tiktoks “my style before and after my gf.” he also loves matching with you for sure.

- speaking of clothes, he LOVESSS when you wear his shirts and hoodies. it doesn’t matter if they’re baggy, tight, or well-fitted on you, he just thinks you look so beautiful in his clothes and he thinks it’s cute how giggly you get and how you burry your face in them admiring his lingering scent. he’ll let you keep your fav hoodie of his too.

- he cannot go to sleep without you. we all know how he’s always sleeping in nick and matt’s rooms, but ever since you got together, he only sleeps in his bed, yours, or the couch but you HAVE to be there or else what else is he gonna cuddle??

- his favourite is when he’s the small spoon laying on top of you and resting his head on your chest (not for that reason but it’s def a bonus) and you playing with his hair till he falls asleep. if he wakes up and you’re separated he’ll whine and cuddle closer to you.

- i think it’s a given that he likes when you play with his hair, it’s his weakness fr. but sometimes when you’re bored you start braiding his hair or trying different hairstyles on him like man bun, piggy tails, space buns or your personal favourite half up half down with some strands falling out. he acts like he’s annoyed when you do this but he melts at the feeling of your fingers in his hair.

- he’ll just be looking up with heart eyes at you focusing so hard to perfect the hair style for him and secretly smiling every time you get excited at how cute he looks and the little kisses you cover his face with. he’s so whipped it’s crazy.

- he’s a part of the sassy men apocalypse idc. being in a relationship with chris is mostly joking around and poking fun at each other. so when he’s in a goofy mood and you shrug him off bc you’re busy or not focused he’ll go “oh so you don’t love me anymore?? i see.”

- “babe literally what’s more important than me rn this is insanity.” you always call each other bro but when hes feeling sassy and you call him bro he’ll say, “are you bro/friend zoning me rn. what the fuck.” and sometimes he doesn’t even respond and just crosses his arms dramatically looking away until you say his name or “babe/baby”

- he takes pictures of things he noted you like before eg. the sky, sunsets, flowers, cats, etc. and sends them to you bc it reminds him of you and he knows how excited you get over them.

- he’s a mama’s boy i stand by that, so it’s important for him that you get along with mary lou, which you do! mary lou loves you so much he starts to get jealous of both of you because you’re “stealing” his mom and you’re spending more time with her that chris starts to miss you.

- i feel like in general chris is a bit touch deprived, like in vids he’s always reaching for his brothers’ hands or resting on them, hugging them, leaning on them when laughing etc. now that he has you, you get all these little touches, playing with your fingers subconsciously, tracing circles on your thighs occasionally squeezing it, rests his arms on your shoulder when you’re standing somewhere, always hugging and kissing you on the cheek, forhead, corner of your lips, and even boops your nose sometimes 😭.

- he definitely is always looking at you with loving heart eyes all the time that fans start to make edits of “the way he looks at you” and you both eat them up.

- when he’s sick he turns into a literal child, you have to baby him or else you’ll never hear the end of his whining and complaining. but it’s okay bc when you’re sick he does the same.

- overall that man is just whipped for you fr and his brothers tease him for it sometimes but he doesn’t care (he literally punches their arm almost every time and tells them to shut up but we move!)

[tinyluvs]

Hii! I love your blog <33 I read your NSFW headcanons of jealous Spencer, would you do a second part with aftercare? Thank you in advance :)

thank you angel! and absolutely !! you’re welcome!

the change to soft!reid is enough to give you whiplash honestly, his eyes soften and his breathing evens out

he scoops you up, always, having to carry you, holding you tight against his body

"you okay? was i too harsh?" and "you're okay, my sweet girl"

he sits you on the counter, using the softest washcloth he can find to wash your face, so so gently, dipping to kiss over your forehead and eyelids

baths, he runs them slightly too hot but gets in first, pulling you down onto of him, gently. he lets you rest your head against his shoulder, chest to chest while his fingers drag up your back

you doze, on and off and he just lets you, constantly mumbling about how good you are and how he loves you so so much

once you're awake and warm he finds your comfiest, fluffiest pj's and wraps you up, leaving you in a corner of the couch while he makes you food

"choose something on tv angel, anything,"

he always makes your favourite food, sometimes getting food deliveries if he hasn't got the ingredients in, refusing to leave you to go to the store

when he splits the portions he always gives you the bigger one

cuddles !!! lots of them !! just a pile of both of your bodies lounging watching tv, your favourite blanket thrown over you both

when you're done eating he pauses the tv, picking you up and dumping you in his lap to face him

"you know i love you, right?" and "you know i don't mean any of it?"

he doesn't force you to reply audibly, letting you nod while he rambles

kisses, everywhere, peppered all over your face while he makes his way to your lips, kissing you so softly, like you could break

he massages your skin gently, over all the places he had been a little rough earlier, gentle fingers pressing against your hips and thighs but not in a sexual way

"y'wanna sleep?" he catches you drifting but you shake your head but he tightens his grip around you anyway, stroking through your hair, over your cheek and neck until you're softly snoring on top of him

the next day he always goes all out, breakfast in bed, an entire day of shopping or wandering around your favourite museum or the aquarium followed by a dinner date, with flowers and so much love

thanks for reading! remember to like! reblog! and comment! i’ll give you a smooch if you do, ily!! send prompts to my ask box!

❥ spencer reid masterlist !!

[theemporium]

Oh what about sugar daddy!charles completely spoiling his girl and she just bursts into tears in the middle of a fancy shop cause she’s due on her period and all she wants is a lazy day with him

thank you for requesting!🫶🏽

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You didn’t mean to ruin the day.

It had been a while since you had seen Charles—around two weeks to be exact. Between meetings and factory days and races, he hadn’t been able to come see you. And because of your classes and assignments, he couldn’t fly you out to join him either.

It was tough. It really was. With the time differences and just how hectic both your schedules were, it was difficult to really sort out video calls or even phone calls that lasted longer than five minutes. All your interactions with the boy had been through texts or the bouquets of flowers he kept sending you, but it wasn’t enough.

It was him you wanted.

It was him you needed.

And then just last night you were hit with a wave of pain all over your body. Your back hurt, your muscles aches and the cramps stabbing into your lower abdomen just made you want to cry. You woke up that morning to your period and you were already so done with the day. You just wanted a simple day in as your body went through the worst symptoms.

But when Charles had finally landed and drove to your apartment to spend his break in between races with you, you didn’t have the heart to say anything to him. You didn’t have the heart to say no when he came barrelling through the door, so perked up and excited and ready to spoil his girl after almost two weeks of nothing.

So, you let him drag you out of the apartment. You let him pack you up in his fancy car with their new leather seats and drive into town. You let him drag you from shop to shop as he swiped his card like it was nothing more than a wave of a wand.

But this wasn’t what you wanted. You didn’t want him spending money on you or buying you a bunch of new things. You didn’t want him making you his own little model, trying on different dresses and shoes.

You just wanted a day in with him, cuddled up on the couch with his back pressed against your chest and his hands resting on your stomach as he held you through the worst of the cramps and pain. You just wanted to be pressed up against him as close as you could be.

You just wanted your Charles.

You didn’t even realise the tears had started falling until you felt warm hands encompassing your cheeks. Thumbs were gently wiping away the tears that ran down your cheeks and his face morphed into one of concern.

“Ma cherie,” he murmured in a soft voice, though his worry was evident. “What’s wrong? What’s happened? Do you not like this colour?”

But you shook your head, feeling the embarrassment wash over you for the scene you were throwing in the uptown boutique. You couldn’t help yourself as you wound your arms around him, nuzzling your face into his chest as an attempt to hide yourself.

“I don’t wanna be here,” you cried into his chest. “But you’re being so nice and I feel so bad, but everything hurts and I just wanna be at home with you. I’m sorry but—”

“Shhh, it’s okay, ma belle,” he hummed as his arms wrapped around you protectively, a kiss placed on the top of your head. “You should’ve said something. I just want you to be comfortable.”

You sniffled. “I’m sorry—”

“Don’t apologise,” Charles told you before pulling back, smiling softly when he noticed the way you stared so helplessly at him. “We are gonna pack everything up here and head home. Maybe have a bath and order that Italian food you like, hm? How does that sound?”

“Perfect,” you confessed.

“Only the best for my girl,” he mused before pulling you closer. “Let’s go back home, cherie.”

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[starkwlkr]

Lewis being soft for his girlfriend??? Like I feel like people are intimidated by him because he’s so renowned and successful but I feel like if he was in a relationship he’d just be so soft and caring! Taking baths with reader when she had a rough day, or cooking with her! He’d spoil her, too. Just give her pretty jewellery because he wants to and because he likes seeing his girl wearing pretty French lace lingerie and diamonds that he bought her. - 💎

take care of you | lewis hamilton

soft bf lewis that’s the only warning 😩 he’d be such a great bf I’m jealous

“What are you thinking about, love?” Lewis asked his girlfriend, who was looking at her new purse that he just bought her.

“I’m trying to think what outfit this purse matches with.” Y/n sighed. She then put her new purse down and walked to towards Lewis, who was looking at his phone. They had just gotten back from a day of shopping.

“Look, someone’s mom saw us at the store.” Lewis showed y/n the tweet.

“I guess I’m the f1 version of Georgina. Not mad about that, she’s great.” Y/n said as she started to put away her new purses in her and lewis’ walk in closet. It was getting packed, but she always found a way to make things fit. Lewis was always the one buying her gifts anyways. He always used the same excuse: “it reminded me of you! How can I not buy something that reminds me of you?”

“Are you hungry? We can order food.” Lewis asked her.

“Actually I’m thinking of cooking today. I saw this recipe online and I want to try it out. Want to help?” Y/n questioned, joining Lewis in their bedroom.

“Of course. I love your cooking.” Lewis pressed a kiss to her lips.

So they spent the afternoon cooking a new recipe. It took more than expected since at any given time, they would distract each other with jokes or do a little dance since Lewis had put on music. But eventually they made dinner. When Lewis wasn’t busy, their nights would often end with them cuddling on the couch as some random show they were trying to catch up on was playing on the tv.

But some nights weren’t like that. Lewis had come home a day earlier than expected from Brazil. He wanted to surprise y/n with some flowers and a home cooked meal. When he heard the front door open, he had just finished putting the flowers in a vase.

“You’re home.” Y/n smiled warmly at him. She looked like she had been crying not too long ago so Lewis immediately walked towards her to give her a much needed hug. “I missed you so much.” Y/n mumbled as Lewis kissed her forehead.

“I’m here.” Lewis comforted her. “Want to tell me what’s wrong?”

Y/n sighed. “Just some work drama that’s extremely childish and somehow I got involved in. I’m just happy to be home and that you’re here.” Y/n kissed Lewis. She then noticed the flowers on the kitchen counter and smiled. She was glad she had found someone like Lewis to spend her life with.

“I made spaghetti. You want to eat now or take a bath?” Lewis suggested. They both looked at each other and started laughing as they had the exact same idea.

Soon, the couple was inside the bath filled with bubbles. Lewis had lit some candles and put them around the bathtub. Y/n had her back against Lewis’ chest. And in that moment, she felt like all her problems in the world were suddenly gone. It was just her and Lewis, something that sounded like a sweet dream that she never wanted to wake up from.

“I wish we could stay like this forever.” Y/n said to Lewis.

“We could.” Lewis replied, as he played with the rings on y/n’s hand. “I love you, y/n.”

“I love you more, lew.”

“I think you’ll love me more when you see what I bought you.”

Y/n rolled her eyes playfully. “Gucci? Fenty? Prada?”

“You’re horrible at guessing. Remember that set from Victoria secret that was sold out everywhere?”

Y/n gasped and sat up to face Lewis. “You didn’t!”

“When I said I was going to take care of you, I meant it.”

[guardian-angle22]

maybe you’ve already done this but I would love to know your top underrated tarlos moments

Thank you for asking! I did make a set once for my favorite background moment. That set is here. I do like that one!

As far as underrated, I think that can be tough with a fandom like ours with as much hiatus time on our hands as we've had... because I think we've hyped up about every possible tarlos moment we possibly can. 🤭

HOWEVER, I can't leave you empty handed here. So! here are some of my Top Slightly-Maybe-Underrated Tarlos Moments:

Carlos Being at Owen's Remission Cake Celebration. Something about the exchange between TK & Carlos at the beginning of this scene just always strikes me. Carlos says, "It's cool your mom came down here for this." and TK says, "It's cool you did. Thanks for being here, babe." and something in his face after that exchange just says to me that he's not used to having a boyfriend show up for things like this. So it feels like a subtle but big moment for them!!

TK & Carlos Shopping at the Farmer's Market. There's something very domestic and sweet about the two of them walking through the farmer's market together swinging their tote bags, buying flowers, sniffing random plants, checking out the local jam offerings.

TK & Carlos Cuddling on the Couch. Much has been said about the cuddling specifically in this scene, the equal opportunity big/little spoon situation. but also I just love the thought of them doing this regularly: cuddling up in front of the TV at the end of their shifts, decompressing, and telling each other about their day and their struggles. encouraging each other. and then also cuddles.

Holding Hands at Owen's Intervention. The tone they kind of took this scene in with the music and editing made it seem less serious, but I feel like the situation would've been very stressful for TK (especially as someone who had been on the other side of an intervention before like he said) and I love the silent support Carlos offers here and the way he tucks his fingers into TK's sleeve.

TK Sleeping on Carlos as He Works. This probably isn't underrated but. it's one of my All Time Favorite Moments and therefore it makes this list. Here is a set I made for it awhile ago that I still really enjoy. The way TK tries to get Carlos to stop working in the middle of the night and when he realizes that's not going to work, he says okay. I'm gonna sleep right here and be with you then. He said I'm not going to sleep alone ever again if you're here so MAKE ROOM, BABY!

Carlos Keeping His Eyes on TK. not sure how else to describe it tbh, but just the way Carlos zeroes in on TK taking the phone call at the end of 3.07... it's like he always has a feeler out for what TK is doing at all times, even when surrounded by their friends. I truly wish we got to see the aftermath of that phone call. the way Carlos would've taken care of TK in that moment.

Scritchy Scratches. that's it. send tweet.

Soft!Dom Carlos Backing TK Up. listennnn this scene might be talked about a lot. but never enough. the gentle dom carlos of it all truly eats at my brain constantly. the way he backs TK up, reigns in his spiraling and calms him down with just a couple words and grip of the neck. I cannot.

TK Offering Carlos Back Rubs. another instance of TK waking up because Carlos isn't next to him. recognizing that Carlos needs comfort and offering to rub his back, like he's probably been doing for multiple nights now. it's just another sweet look into the way they comfort and support each other that might not get fully shown but is still there.

The Wedding Leg Grip. this is my Most Favorite of all the gifs I've made for the touch series. idk what it is about this particular gesture, but the way Carlos grabs TK's leg will forever be famous to me and we should be talking about it every week.

[jsprnt]

gifting your boyfriend flowers because he deserves them

dominik szoboszlai x reader

A/N: based on this request! loved writing this 🫶

W/C: 1.543

your eyes dart from flower to flower. your senses are almost overwhelmed with all types of floral scents as you stand in your local florist shop. pondering over which flowers your boyfriend would love.

you fidget with the small booklet in your hand, flipping through the pages. the symbolism of all different types of flowers written in it.

you read the names and meanings, mentally remembering the options you think will fit together nicely. although, red roses are beautiful and romantic, you wanted to go with something more special. you wanted to put a little more effort in to convey your feelings perfectly.

you adjust your bag, it slung over your shoulders. you had just left work a couple minutes ago, immediately driving to the florist down the block.

you wanted to gift your boyfriend flowers. mostly, because he'd always given you flowers. whether it was a special occasion or not. he would do anything to see a smile forming on your beautiful face. it made him feel warm and fuzzy, his heart almost leaping out of his chest as you showed him how happy you were.

he'd just come back from international break. you were super bummed out about the fact that you couldn't go. so, you kept being a supportive partner and watched every one of his games. you were so proud. he scored in both matches, and you felt like he needed to be shown some love and appreciation for his hard work.

you had read the text messages he sent you earlier. he told you he had landed safely and arrived home already. which made you very eager to get home and back into his muscular arms.

after a good ten minutes of pondering and asking questions to the sweet lady who owns the shop. you finally land on a bouquet of tulips, wax flowers, and carnations. all symbolizing deep love, luck and fascination.

you watch the florist combine the flowers into a gorgeous bouquet. you thank her after paying, walking out of the shop satisfied.

your mind begins wondering to how your boyfriend is going to react to being the one receiving the flowers this time. you step into your car, placing the bouquet on the passenger's seat and begin driving.

you arrive home fairly fast and park your car quickly. you dig your hands into your pocket, grabbing your keys, and enter your home.

it's quiet when you step inside. there is no actual sign dominik is home, except the fact that his black puffer jacket was hung up on the coat hanger.

you can almost predict he's sitting on the couch, playing a game on the PlayStation. he loved playing cod, the game was very violent in nature, but it was his favorite way to cope with his stress and worries. especially, when you cuddled up next to him or on his lap.

when he was away for days, he craved pressing sweet kisses on your face. he adored wrapping an arm around you, loving the way your skin felt on his.

you take your jacket off, hanging it up, and place your bag on the kitchen island. you look around carefully, looking for dominik.

you hold the pretty bouquet behind your back, confused when you don't spot him in the living room. you decide to take your chances and walk upstairs.

you frown as you can't hear a single indication he's home, so you wander into your shared bedroom. you peek your head inside, stepping through the doorway.

you jump back suddenly when a pink bouquet of tulips is shoved into your surprised face. you gasp in disbelief, eyes widening.

you look up from the gorgeous flowers, making eye contact with your sweet boyfriend. a smile plastered on his face, his hair a damp, wavy mess.

"hi, szerelmem.." (my love)

he says, voice thick with emotion and love. he leans down, brushing his thumb against your cheekbone and pressing a soft, tender kiss to your lips.

you reach up to clutch his white t-shirt, pulling him closer to yourself. his beard scratches against your skin, but that's the least of your worries. the feeling of kissing your boyfriend after so many days apart is the only thing on your mind.

his hand with the bouquet inches behind your back. the soft rustling of both bouquets when they touch peeks his interest. he hums against your lips for a moment, pulling away.

"what do you have behind your back?"

he asks, moving his head to take a look.

you tighten your grip on the flowers, smiling at the fact that you'd both thought of gifting each other flowers.

you slowly reveal the custom-made bouquet to him. a huge smile forming on his handsome face.

"What are these for, szívem?" (my heart)

you didn't know his smile could get any wider, but he proves you wrong when you watch him cheese and melt over how cute you are.

"I thought it would be romantic.."

you answer, grinning from ear to ear. both bouquets held up next to each other.

he chuckles, pulling you close again and planting a sweet kiss on the tip of your nose. your eyes flutter at the gesture, and you scrunch your nose after.

"you're cute, so cute.."

he mumbles, watching you reach up. you run a hand through his damp hair, messy waves sitting on top of his head. indicating he just got out of the shower.

your favorite look on him, by far.

"Let's put them in vases?"

you suggest, making him nod. the both of you walking towards the kitchen to prep the flowers for the vases.

you both settle on the couch after a while, both bouquets sitting in their separate vase, on the coffee table for now.

dominik grabs you by your waist, guiding you to sit on his lap. you do, without hesitation, wrapping your arms around him.

"don't you want to tell me which flowers you got me, édesem?" (honey)

you nod eagerly, ready to describe the meaning of each flower. wanting to tell him how much effort you put into assembling the flowers.

"Okay, so the pink tulips- you already know that one. it means- deep love and affection.."

you begin rambling, unbeknownst to you. he doesn't stop you, though. his hands run up and down your thighs, listening intently to your voice, a sound he couldn't get enough of.

you don't notice the look he's giving you, too occupied with your story, but he's absolutely hypnotized by your beauty.

how your eyes move and dart away, how your lips curl up into a smile, how you raise your brows and use your hands when explaining something you’re passionate about.

"..and obviously, you always get me flowers- so I thought you deserved them too.."

you finish your story, taking a deep breath since you talked absurdly long and fast.

"I missed you.."

he suddenly whispers, the movement of his hands on your thighs stopping. instead he moves his hands to your back, pulling you flush against his body.

you hum in surprise, pressing your face against his chest. his musky body wash and aftershave is a very manly, but comforting scent to you.

"me too, I'm happy you’re back, baby.."

he hums, the rumble of his chest making you smile.

"you liked the flowers, right?"

he asks, already knowing your answer, but he loved hearing you verbally tell him how you felt.

"of course, I do.. but you stole my idea with the tulips.."

you joke, chuckling at his confused expression.

"I'm sorry. how can I be forgiven, lelkem?” (my soul)

he asks, smirk playing on his lips. his eyes are narrow when he looks at you. you raise your head, making eye contact with him from an intimate angle.

"cuddle?"

your request is simple, no beating around the bush. you had missed his touch, the feeling of safety he gave you, and especially his voice.

"alright, drágám.." (my precious..)

he says, lifting you up from your position on his lap. he holds you tightly as he walks you to your bedroom.

he playfully throws you onto the bed, walking away for a moment to collect the now full vases. placing each other’s gift on the respective nightstand.

you watch him intently, patting his side of the bed to call him over. he grins at you, lying down beside you, his hand sliding underneath your shirt.

"how was work?"

he asks as you play with his dark brown hair. his eyes roam on your face as if to remember every single inch of it.

“tiring, I’m hungry though..”

he rubs your back, placing a soft kiss on your lips.

“how about we do a little date night?” he suggests, hand tracing the middle of your back.

“for what?”

“I haven’t seen you in so long. i want to take my szép édesem out..” (pretty sweetheart)

“Where to?”

you ask, your stomach growling at the thought of going out for delicious food.

“you’ll see, can you get ready in- an hour?”

you nod excitedly, pressing multiple kisses on his face before scrambling out of bed and into your closet. you hear a loud laugh behind you, your boyfriend watching your figure disappear as you get excited over your clothing options.

[wildstreetrat]

May I request Graves X Reader? I love reading Graves fics

oh lord me too, he doesn't get enough love

Graves Headcannons

One thing to say: Sassy man apocalypse

This man is so cocky and so sassy it isn’t even funny.

At when you first met and got together hes so cocky and kind of arrogant, he puts on a mask to hide how he truly feels because he is terrified of being vulnerable. He definitely feels like he’s not a man if he doesn’t act ‘masculine’. Although that mask does crack after a particularly hard mission

The click of the front door and near silent steps alerted you that your boyfriend was finally home. It had been a couple months since you last saw him and you were giddy to greet him at the door. You halted however, when he didn’t greet you with his usual ferver and snarkiness and instead just looked past you with sunken eyes. He lazily took off his boots and let you lead him to the dining room. After a hearty home-cooked meal and hot shower, you were sure he would snap out of it and go back to his usual snarky self. Lost in your thoughts, you didn’t notice him open the bathroom door. All clean, he trudged over to you and gently laid his head on your lap. You tried to offer to talk about what was on his mind but he always shut that down, so you opted to just sit in silence and play with his damp hair, scratching his scalp and softly holding him. Muffled cries broke the silence, he had finally let down a wall (one of many but we’ll talk about that later) around you. 

After that instance he still held a lot of walls but showing vulnerability was a lot more common, he confided in you about his feelings and thoughts, lied less to you about his worries and his job

Quite the joker, he strikes me as a guy to play pranks or tell you shitty jokes just to hear you groan or chuckle a little. It fills him with pride when he can get a reaction out of you and even more so when you tell one right back. This carries into to other things like arguments, flirting or even just interacting. He will purposefully get on your nerves just to get you to fight back, finds it like a fun game and will don a shit-eating grin during the whole ordeal, which only eggs you on further. (Although if he does seriously piss you off and you tell him that he will apologize and get you flowers)

Does invite his friends (ahem the shadows ahem) over to hang out, will tell you *most* of the time

You decided that it would be nice to get some grocery shopping done for both you and your boyfriend, and after a couple hours you arrived at the door, you knew Philip would be home as he said he was going to keep himself busy that day with projects or just lounging about, so imagine your surprise when you go to get your keys to unlock the door and a random man opens it for you and a couple others offer to help you put away your groceries while your boyfriend greets you from the couch.

He loves touching you, I think his personal favorites are: hugging you from the back (especially when you're busy doing something, and will just hold you there and bury his face in your neck for a good 5 minutes), holding hands, and CUDDLING big time. Adores every minute of it even if he acts like it annoys him(which he will) and that you asked for it (you didn’t) and you’re the only one who wants to cuddle (you’re not). It knocks him right out too, you'll be having a conversation and then one minute he's responding to you in soft snores.

Very handy around the house, knows how and will fix pretty much anything that needs to be fixed,  Disclaimer: do not call a repairman it will bruise his ego SO bad.

All in all I would rate him a 7/10, a bit annoying but a cutie patootie

[crheativity]

Congrats for your 200 followers, hopefully you will grow more!

Can I request Silver at 7 pm? Cuddling with him in MC room, specially since how busy he can be as Malleus guard. Hopefully this is fine.

WARNINGS: ametuer poetry lol

COMMENTS: Hey Anon! Thank you so much for the request! I hope you don’t mind but I changed it slightly to make it just a little more SFW as this request is right on the edge of what I’m comfortable writing. Also, the poem is selected lines of a sonnet I wrote a couple years back, bc that was a thing I used to do often. As such, it’s not very professional, so sorry if the poetry isn’t the best. Thank you! :D

It had been a while since you’d gotten to relax with your boyfriend. I mean, he was awfully busy. You supposed that was a fair price to pay for someone as sweet and good as Silver.

But in the rare moments - in between his and your studies, random bouts of sleepiness and monitoring Malleus’ wellbeing, miraculously, you were able to make things work. You never seemed to have the time for any big, romantic dates. It was a rare occasion indeed where you had dinner at the Mostro Lounge, watched a movie at the cinema or went shopping together.

That didn’t stop either of you from having dinner at Ramshackle, watching movies at home or going on errands to Sam’s together. Your “dates” were often smaller, and even more sweet than anything else you could imagine doing.

Like right now, for example.

Currently, you and Silver were sitting close to each other on a couch. A blanket was draped gently over the two of you as you sat holding a book of poetry. The two of you took turns searching through it, before you each found one you’d like (whether it be funny, romantic or emotional) and read it aloud to each other.

Silver had been getting sleepy for a while now, although he was a little too stubborn to admit it. Or maybe he just wanted to spend more time chatting and reading with you.

That thought gave you butterflies.

Concentrating on the book, you flicked through, scanning the contents for any poems that stood out to you - ones you hadn’t read yet. Your eyes settled on one, a soft smile settling on your lips as you skimmed the contents.

Yes, this one seemed appropriate.

“Have you found one?” Silver piped up sleepily beside you. He’d started leaning on you gently, resting his head on your shoulder as his eyelids grew heavy.

“Yep, you ready?”

“Always.”

You smiled softly as you read aloud.

“I can still remember the day we met,

You held my hand and asked me what was wrong.

I don’t remember why I was upset,

But I remember your smile as you sung:”

You paused for a moment, skimming the lyrics and guessing how the melody is supposed to go. Softly, you sung the next verse of the poem.

“No matter what has happened dear sweetheart,

I am always here for you, it’s okay,

Like flowers, whose petals must come apart

So they can bloom, you will find your own way.”

Silver shifted next to you. His breathing was changing by the moment, his sleepiness finally starting to win the battle against his will to stay awake - to stay with you.

He was always here for you, much like the friend in the poem. The thought made you smile. You wondered if Silver could sing? That would definitely be something to ask him when he woke up. Maybe he could sing the poem to you next time.

You continued through the poem, reading through the last verse.

“Fast forward a few years, we were best friends,

“Best friends”… oh yes, and maybe something more.

We were “best friends”, with seemingly no end,

Until the day you knocked upon the door.”

Your mind wandered back to the day Silver had confessed. It was simple, but very sweet. He had come to visit you at Ramshackle. It was the only time you could remember seeing Silver nervous.

You brought your mind back to the last couplet of the poem as Silver continued to fight a losing battle against his sleepiness.

“You told me you’d find me, gave me this ring,

And every day since, I have spent hoping.”

You felt Silver squeeze your hand and glanced over at him just in time to see his eyes flutter closed.

Sleep had won.

You gently set the book aside and adjusted Silver into a more comfortable position against you, moving the blanket draped over you both to cover him more fully. You gently leaned against him and shut your eyes. One hand held Silver’s, your other floating up to your neck, where a promise ring hung from a chain.

Maybe your love was like poetry in more ways than you’d thought.

♥ Thank you for reading!! I hope you enjoyed it! ♥

[artificialstardust]

roommate!ruffilo roommate!ruffilo roommate!ruffilo

just a soft spoken, introverted sweetheart. just wants to watch anime with you and i mean, hey, if you end up cuddling on the couch together oh well. mhm if you fall asleep on him can’t be helped.

personally imo a dream of a roommate — respects boundaries, cleans up after himself, do we think he cooks at all???? on occasion????? mayhaps??? stealing his graphic tees????

(also i want friends who are tattoo artists that’s so sick)

Okay so I’m assuming this is roommate!ruffilo that you’re more than friends with but not dating(?) so I’m going off of that

Roommate Ruffilo is genuinely so sweet. He’d always make you coffee in the morning when he makes his. You’d typically join him on the balcony and enjoy your coffee together while he has a smoke. It’s typically not a surprise if you walk out of your room in the mornings wearing one of his hoodies you stole from him while he was away on tour (you have four or five of them in your closet) and he just smiles and shakes his head when he sees you in them.

He’s pretty quiet for the most part. Your relationship with him is basically black cat and orange cat energy. He’s the shy reserved one, but will always listen and entertain you because you like yapping to him and get bored easily sometimes. He thinks it’s cute listening to you ramble. If you ask if you can braid his hair, he’s saying yes and sitting between your legs on the floor so you can braid it. If you’re outside, he lets you put flowers into the braids.

You typically take turns cooking, occasionally you’ll help each other. If he cooks, you do dishes and vice versa. If you do actually make anything together, is usually dessert. Then you both do dishes (one washing, the other drying and putting them away). Usually on those nights, you’ll sit on the couch together watching a new anime one of you found. It’s not uncommon to find the two of you sitting on the couch with your legs in his lap or one of you cuddled up to the other (he loves to cuddle into you, he thinks you’re soft and warm).

It’s also not uncommon to just lay in bed together if one of you gets bored and wants to just chill with the other. Usually it does end up with the two of you cuddling and showing each other memes you find. Neither of you are surprised if the other falls asleep on them. You’re comfortable with each other.

He ALWAYS asks you if it’s okay if the guys can come over, because the space is just as much yours as it is his. And you give him the same courtesy. If it’s someone you’re both friends with you’d just be like “I’m inviting xxxx over” and you’re both typically chill with it.

On days he knows you’re not feeling good or are just not in the best mood, he’ll leave a small gift bag outside your door with your favorite snack and a singular rose he got from the flower shop to make you feel better. When you say thank you, you end up hugging him longer than usual. He never complains because he loves having you in his arms, but won’t ever admit that to you.

And don’t think he doesn’t steal anything from you, because he does. He will very much steal your hair clips, hair ties, headbands and scrunchies for his own hair. From where he gets lost in drawing or working on something he doesn’t want his hair in the way at all. Especially if he’s cooking. He will casually grab the hair tie off your wrist without saying anything about it if you’re just sitting there watching him so he can tie it back while he cooks.

He also offers to give you tattoos when it’s around your birthday, holidays or just because you’re both bored. You don’t take him up on it 7/10 of the time because you like thinking pieces though, but you do have a couple he has done for you.

Rarely if he’s drunk, he is very cuddly and much more extroverted. He’s laying on you, saying random shit and just giggly. He will just casually mention that he wants to kiss you but forgets he said it the next morning. He falls asleep on you every single time.

One last thing, he can and will scare the shit out of you by jumping out at you from around the corner

[stay-dazed]

what stray kids make me think of

note: there's no particular rhyme or reason to some of these, it's just what i think of when i consider the vibes of each member. inspired by @bluejutdae ♡

chan: cherries (specifically the dark kind), rings on almost all the fingers, long drives, knuckle kisses, weighted blankets, breath showing in the cold air of the early morning, dimple piercings, sleepy and slightly bloodshot eyes, running fingers through curls of hair, hushed voices, the distant sound of the ocean, big stretches after laying down, “look at the moon”, spontaneously buying flower bouquets.

minho: cats napping in unexpected places, ice cream dates, train rides around town, chunky sneakers with summer outfits, play wrestling, sparkly eyes, gnawing lightly on chapped bottom lip, short nails, the sound of birds chirping in the morning, cuddles on the couch, hearting instagram posts, fingertips tickling along the skin of your legs, tongue poking out in concentration, music while cooking.

changbin: playing guitar, holding onto only one finger, knowing eyes, loud and genuine laughter, sunsets, getting a late dinner at the grocery store, the sound of keyboard clicking, mumbling under breath, “hold me”, tracing tattoos, long showers, target runs, pushing you in the cart, buying you shirts in your favorite color, facetiming, random leg bruises.

hyunjin: hedgehogs, paint stains on many surfaces, coffee dates, old love, crooked teeth, seeing hearts everywhere (leaves, a spot on a cat, clouds), pointing out it’s 11:11 every night, fidgeting hands, randomly humming, “please read to me”, matching phone cases, the scent of wine, soft breathing, rom coms are a safe space, putting on your necklace for you, people watching.

jisung: cute video games on switch or ds, taking midday naps, gummy candies, stopping to take photos of flowers on phone, window shopping, wearing glasses, inside jokes, collecting stuffed animals, singing in the car, laying on the ground, little dares and bets, sweet smelling candles, stealing hoodies, looking into each others’ eyes, randomly swaying together.

felix: baking various sweets, doodling on skin, the scent of the mountains, collecting mugs, cutesy car decorations, counting freckles, facts about space, visiting museums, singing any song with “sun” in it, childhood cartoons, eskimo kisses and other pecks on the nose, softly parted lips, randomly placed stickers everywhere, tickle attacks, the purring of cats, handmade bracelets.

seungmin: pointing out every dog possible, stacks of books around the house, ramen dates, studying your own subjects side by side (parallel play), oversized sweaters, colorful braces, hair still dripping from a shower, polaroids on the wall and tucked in the mirror, many houseplants, linking arms lazily, playful jabs, familiar sound of creaking stairs, randomly singing, comfortable little sighs, forehead kisses.

jeongin: quality time at a cafe, full photo albums, napping on shoulders, feeling of breath on your neck/ear, warm hands, comparing hand sizes, playing piano, early mornings, always texting, sharing a box of pocky, sharing earphones, face masks, giggle fits, shy cheek kisses, the little prince book and movie, deep conversations at random times, the color of honey, voice muffled by a hug.

[edgessunflower]

Forever Valentine

For @sassginaswanmills

Pairing: Rhea Ripley x Fem reader

Description: Rhea makes you her Valentine forever after a big surprise

Valentine's Day for you so far has been absolutely wonderful waking up to breakfast in bed courtesy of your girlfriend Rhea who showered you with unconditional love. The two of you give each other flowers and jewelry heading out for the whole day starting with going to the mall enjoying the small shopping trip getting your belly button pierced at a local shop along with matching tattoos with always on her finger and forever on your finger and getting each other secret gifts before having lunch together giving each other the gifts after getting home putting the lingerie she got you on under the dress she gave you while she wore a button up and jeans making dinner with music playing dancing throughout the time until dinner was ready eating and sipping on wine before being cuddled on the couch watching movies sharing a joint before she lightly kisses your shoulder going up your neck giggling as she lifts you up carrying you to your shared bedroom. Soft tender kisses are shared and peppered along each other's bodies smiling at how she was putty tangling her hands in your hair as you paid special attention licking and sucking her clit before she had you pinned returning the favor making your eyes tear up from the pleasure molding together as she thrusts in you with her strap until both of you just held each other in silence sharing soft kisses again melting like honey when she carries you to a bubble bath and you were a puddle of putty as she washed you washing her despite her instance of pampering you but you do anyway falling asleep while the two of you soaked in the warm water for the next hour waking up to find yourself dried off in one of her shirts and underwear smiling sweetly when she presses soft kisses all over your face "I love you and I want there to be more Valentine's days and just days like this" you smile more until you notice her on her knees with the ring tearing up "Will you marry me and be mine forever?" you laugh pulling her into a kiss as she puts the ring on your finger "Always and forever baby" the two of you share more kisses wrapped together under the covers falling asleep with a new change to your life together.

[the-s1lly-corner]

Can I request B, C and D for Charlie?

B C D WITH CHARLIE

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This probably won't be relevant when this posts/I'll forget it by then but I'm BEGGING on my knees for people to understand the difference between intrusive thoughts and impulsive thoughts/actions (this is totally unrelated to this ask and blog)

BONDING:

Really anything is on the table so long as it's not drugs, something lewd, or something violent! She can be a little pushy with activities but once she notices you're uncomfortable with something shes quick to put a stop to things to make sure you're okay! if you just want to do a puzzle together or explore a media together and rant about it, shes happy to do that too!

CUDDLING:

Very warm! Got her warmth from her mom, if I'm following the body heat hc me and my friend came up with! Soft too, and her hair is soft. She lets you play with her hair when the two of you cuddle. Looooves being little spoon but she will happily agree to being big spoon if you want to switch! More comfortable cuddling with you in bed and in private, but will slightly lean into you when you two are sitting together on a couch in the hotel's common area

DATES:

She loves taking you out to shops! Flower shops, places with trinkets and stuff. Theres always something there and it's just so peaceful! Or maybe to a petting zoo.. calm things like that are nice for romantic dates! She might also be a sucker for movie dates or carnival dates, she seems like she would be a sucker for classic romance. Will try to win you prizes

[kawaii-leilei54]

Closer

FWB!Namjoon x Reader

Genre: Fluff, slight smut

Namjoon: You up?

You roll over as you stare at the text.

You were in fact up, your insomnia had gotten you again.

Up late thinking about how much work you had left to do, how you were going to pay next months rent when you were already behind.

Y/n: Yeah

Namjoon: I'm coming over

Your eyes go slightly wide, though this isn't the first time he would come over this late.

You two had many times doing this, since you were both busy during the day with work.

You worked at the same place, at a plants and flowers shop not too far from your house.

Namjoon saw you that day you walked in, wearing that dress with your hair in a cute style.

He fell for you almost immediately.

But of course, he didn't talk about it.

He instead grew closer with you, and even changed his schedule so that your shifts matched.

One thing led to another and you two agreed to take it to the next level.

He kissed you.

It wasn't rushed, he took his time as he kissed you, leaning you against the shelf in the backroom of the shop.

You were back there picking out flowers for a customer that was coming later, and when you turned around you bumped into a firm chest.

You look up at him and he stares at you with a blush on his face.

You stared at each other for what felt like hours.

He leaned in and you did the same out of reflex.

And since then, you two would meet up a lot more outside of work.

He took you out, bought you things and would say:

"This reminded me of you, I thought you would like this."

He would walk you home and make sure that you locked your door after going in, you would tell him to text you as soon he got home.

He even let you borrow his hoodies sometimes, though you wouldn't give them back, he never minded.

You hear a knock at the door and you go to answer.

Namjoon smiles softly as he sees you, he wore a green hoodie and some sweatpants with his slides on, you could tell he had been up a while.

"I brought snacks." He says as he lifts the bag.

You raise your eyebrows in amusement and move to the side to let him in.

"How could I say no to that?"

He chuckles and walks in, taking off his slides and going to the kitchen to set the bag down.

"Couldn't sleep?" He says as he turns towards you.

You sigh and shake your head.

"Anything that's bothering you?" He asks softly as he moves towards you.

You look at him shyly, you didn't want to bother him with your problems which he could tell.

He took your hand and left you to the couch.

You both sit down and he looks at you attentively.

"It's just.. I've been thinking a lot.." you start.

He nods and puts your legs over his.

"Wanna talk about it?"

You shake your head.

He sighs and frowns.

You look down at your hands, messing with them subconsciously.

You didn't want to mess up the mood with your work issues.

He sighs again and pulls you closer.

"How about we watch a movie instead?" He suggests.

You nod, staying quiet.

You felt bad that you couldn't talk with him openly, but you didn't want him to worry about it. You didn't want to have to think about it yourself.

It's already late and you just wanted to enjoy your time with him.

You cuddled into him, his scent calming you down.

His secret was soft, not too heavy but something that you were used to.

He wrapped an arm around you and kissed your head. He turns on a show you too had started a while back but hadn't finished.

You start to watch the show, letting your mind forget about all the troubles that kept you up.

"You know you can talk to me about anything, right?" He whispers in your ear, startling you slightly.

"Yeah.." You mumble.

He smiles and watches the show keeping his eyes on the screen as he held your waist.

You didn't want to talk about, if anything you wanted a break from even thinking about anything.

He understood.

He moves his hands towards your hips, holding you there and whispering in your ear.

"You want me to make it better?"

"Please."

He smiles and nods and moves his hands to your thighs, massaging them.

"Of course, love." He whispers as his hands continue moving down, his other hand comes to your breast, causing you to squirm.

He knew all the spots, the ones that would make you completely useless.

He kisses your neck softly, taking his time before leaving bites.

You knew you could be vulnerable with him, you sigh deeply, letting your anxiety fade.

Your eyes flutter as you give him access.

"Good girl." He says lowly in your ear.

"Come on, let me handle it." He taunts.

You give in and melt into him, his hands working you like they always do.

You needed this.

You needed him.

Namjoon had always been your only.

Your only hook up, your only best friend.

He was everything to you, but to him you were way more than you could ever think of.

He kept telling himself that he wouldn't want to tell you about his feelings

That this was only for fun, to relive the stress of the hard days.

But even then he couldn't stop himself from wanting more.

To be closer

To be your everything like you were to him.

Maybe.. one day.

[toasttt11]

leaving

July 19, 2017

Sebastian leaned his head on Michael shoulder and Matt sat on the other side of him, the three sat on the stairs together listening to their parents arguing again.

They could hear their mother screaming at their father and most likely the glass they can hear shattering is their mother throwing cups around again.

The fights between the boys parents have become more common over the years, especially with hockey and if money was tighter around certain times of the year. It seemed nothing Todd did was good for Jennifer anymore.

Sebastian whimpered slighty hearing his mom sound so upset again and breaking dishes, He turned his head and hid his face against his oldest brothers chest and held tightly only Matt’s hand.

“It’s okay Sebby.” Micheal cooed softly rubbing a hand through his little brother soft brown hair.

Matt frowned guilty tightening his grip on Sebastian’s hand feeling guilty because they were arguing about moving to Michigan because of him and him getting drafted to the US Program.

“Come on let’s get to bed.” Michael told his two little brothers and stood up, He hated how much all of them heard the arguing but especially his little brothers.

Micheal led Sebastian and Matt in to his room and he pulled back the covers of his bed and climbed into it and laid down in the middle and Matt walked around climbing in on the other side lying down next to his older brother, Sebastian climbed in and cuddled into his older brother.

Michael wrapped his arm around both of them gently playing with their hair and getting them to relax and fall asleep as they ignored the arguing still coming from downstairs.

July 20, 2017

Sebastian woke up first and he got out of bed and paused hearing the sound of sobs coming from downstairs, he walked down the stairs slowly and saw his dad sitting on the couch sobbing into his hands.

Sebastian frowned in worry and walked over towards his dad, “Dad?” Sebastian called out softly looking at him in concern.

Todd’s head snapped up hearing his youngest son soft voice, “Oh Sebby.” Todd breathed out as he wiped his tears, he knew this was going to crush his sweet son’s soft heart.

It was very obvious from a young age that Sebastian was a mamas boy, always crying unless she held him, always wanting to be with her and no one else, second he could walk he would craw into his parents bed and cuddle with him mom, he always picked flowers he saw and would bring them home for his mother and was always saying that she so beautiful, his first word was Mama.

Sebastian slowly walked over to his dad and sat down on the couch next to him, seeing a few stacks of papers on the coffee table.

Before Todd could tell Sebastian what was wrong, Matt and Micheal both walked down the stairs and frowned as their dad red and puffy eyes.

“Dad?” Matt asked titling his head to side looking at his in concern as he walked over.

“What’s wrong dad?” Michael also asked in concern as he walked over and sat on the other side of his dad with Matt sitting next to him.

Todd took a deep breath and said the words that he knew would break his kids, “Your mother left.” Todd knew that his relationship with his wife had been rocky lately but it seemed like she started turning into a completely different person always caring about money and shopping.

“What?” Matt whispered out looking extremely hurt.

“Yes.” Todd took a deep breath, “And she signed away all of her custody rights for the three of you.” Todd told them softly knowing no matter how he tells them it’s going to hurt all the same.

“No. No no no no.” Sebastian quickly stood up and shook his head rapidly as tears filled his eyes, “She wouldn’t! Mom loves us and she wouldn’t just leave! She will be back tomorrow. She loves us.” Sebastian trailed off feeling his heart breaking he turned around and rushed out of the living room and ran up the stairs ignoring the calls from the three downstairs and he slammed open his bedroom and slammed it behind him and locked it close.

Sebastian jumped onto his bed and buried his face into his pillow letting out heartbreaking sobs, his whole body shaking as his face was soaked with tears and snot running from his nose.

Micheal went to go stand up to get his little brother, Todd rested his hand on his eldest arm, “Let him.” Todd knew Sebastian needed some time alone.

Matt curled up into a little ball cuddling into his father’s side as Micheal stayed right next to him.

That day changed the whole house, Todd was focused on working and taking care of the kids, he seemed more emotionally gone most days. Michael started hiding his feelings and everything trying to be strong for his little brothers but really it was just pushing them farther away from him. Matt tried to acted happy and funny pretending nothing had happened and their mom didn’t leave them, he felt so guilty because Michigan caused so many of the fights before his parents.

And Sebastian, he was no longer the sweet boy anymore. He was quieter and rarely talked to anyone anymore, he was angrier all the time snapping in hockey games a lot more often and getting into fights because of that and he was breaking his sticks more often. He no longer wanted to cuddle in bed with his brothers and be affectionate with any of them. He mostly stayed in room or outside shooting pucks most of the time.

Todd hoped that there move to Michigan would do all of them good, and hopefully become a fresh start for all of them.

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It's Perfect

Reader x Felix

Imagine: You and Felix have been dating for a few months, but is a few months enough time for you to say the most important words in a relationship?

WC: 681

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You and Felix were lying in bed. Nothing special, you both were just in each other's arms, basking in each other's warmth. 

He was holding you lazily around your shoulders while you were in his grasp, resting your head on his chest.

He was telling you stories of his time in Australia. “And when we got back to our campsite, there was this huge spider, I mean like it was the size of my hand, maybe bigger!”

You slam your hands over your face, your eyes screaming with fear “Felix no! Are you joking!”

He always found your fear of bugs amusing, but he grew up in Australia, so he was used to big and little bugs! And you adored his caring side, even if he cared about the well-being of little bugs in his apartment. 

“Yea,” he giggled at your overaction. “It's Australia, there's a spider around every corner” he explained, acting like it wasn't your worst nightmare. 

“Oh my god Felix” your eyes were still closed and you were starting to laugh along with him, “I love you, but you will never take me camping in Australia.” 

All of a sudden his muscles tense. His laughter stops. And his eyes bulge out of his head like a cartoon character. 

You crane your neck to look up at him, your brows furrowed in confusion. “What?” and then it hits. The realization that you said the three most important words in any relationship. 

You and Felix had been officially dating for only a few months. And those few months had been magical. You knew you loved him, you loved him the second he asked you for your number in the coffee shop where you two met. You knew you loved him when he agreed to come over to your house to watch your favorite movie and cuddled endlessly on the couch. You knew you loved him when he bought flowers and chocolates and wrote a card just to ask you to be his official girlfriend. You knew you loved him, and deep down you knew he loved you too, but were you ready to say it out loud? 

You shoot up from his chest, sitting cross legged in front of him. He stays completely silent, staring at you in awe. His bare face is so unreadable, you almost take those words back immediately, you’ve never seen him unreadable. He always shows his emotions to you, so you know almost exactly what he's feeling, but right now it's just blank. 

“I- uh” you stutter, keeping your eyes anywhere but his. You're panicking, you not only feel the blush of embarrassment climb up your neck, but you also feel the small glint of sweat forming on your forehead. 

“Do you mean it?” His soft voice breaks you out of your panic. You look back up for the first time since you had said the words. His coffee glazed eyes bore into yours. His freckles shine in the morning light, and his soft face only reads adoration and love. 

Adoration and love, that's all you feel. The fear of rejection leaves your body and the panic you felt only a moment ago washes away. 

“Yes” it does not come out as confidently as you wanted it to, but it's enough for his eyes to widen ever so slightly and his smile beams. 

Felix lunges forward pinning you down with his body on the far end of the bed. He showers you with kisses, attacking your face with his lips. “I love you! I love you! I love you” His smile blinded you, and your lighter filled the empty room. “Jesus Y/N you have no idea how long I’ve wanted to say those words! I wanted to say those words the moment I met you. I wanted to say those words the first time I kissed you, I’ve wanted to say those words to you over and over” another kiss to your nose. He pauses, staring into your eyes. “I love you”

It's perfect, this moment, this feeling. It's perfect.