#they also upped my lamotrigine dosage so B) we'll see how it all goes. lotta exciting things in my Brain Department rn | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

kringelorde · 1 year ago

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a’ight so far, early progress with the antipsychotics, we got:

- so so so so SO sleepy syndrome but I napped 2 hrs and it felt like 8 hrs so nice, tight, hell yeah. I cannot keep running on 4 hrs of piss-poor sleep this is NOT sustainable. these fuckers got hands. I wanted to do my usual “nooo I gotta do [x]” schtick but the second they hit, I got dragged kicking and screaming into beddy bye time. kinda dope. - I had the energy and drive to fucking make myself a proper meal for the first time in... oh jesus, like two weeks? I think I’ve been just grazing on bagels, plain rice, and whatever the fuck else I can find for two weeks now (shoveling $1 fries into my mouth between sprinting across campus aside). that’s grim. jesus. so marked improvement. - the anxiety has not gone away... :(

promising!

#spext #spext: menthol illness #they also upped my lamotrigine dosage so B) we'll see how it all goes. lotta exciting things in my Brain Department rn #the main appeal of these fucking things besides kicking my lingering malaaaaise #from the stupid cringefail bipo depression (bc the lamotrigine has killed the mixed episodes which is all I DESPERATELY NEEDED IT TO DO)#is that they also increase the dopamine buildup in my shitty little brain #so maybe the adhd symptoms will be a little more bearable until vyvanse becomes an opnion to try (and god #I will be SO pissed if vyvanse does FUCKALL for me like adderall like brother I am on hands and knees)#also damn they'll write these things for all sorts of stuff huh? do we even fucking know what's going on ever is the brain okay are we okay

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