#they all look so goooodddd omg

[starmocha]

JUST TAKE ALL OF MY MONEY. NO MAN IS GETTING LEFT BEHIND 😔💖

[bedforddanes75]

people who go on about the beauty standard are so fucking annoying im sorry like omg everyones gonna be insecure in a world where everyone is forced to be insecure?? EVERYONE from birth is told like "u have to look younger!" bullshit like that and OOOOOBVIOUSLY its easier for people who are closer to the beauty standard but OH MY FUCKING GOD DUDE like ?? EVERYBODY is insecure because thats all you can fucking be omg like even if you have a slim face and a button nose and blue eyes and straight hair you are GOING to find something to hate LIKE oh my god people are just so fucking stupid im sorry like DUH ITS EASIER ?? COMMON FUCKING SENSE ?? "ur literally the beauty standard u cant be insecure lmao" OH MY GOOOODDDD HAVE YOU EVER HAD AN ORIGINAL THOUGHT EVER HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT CRITICALLY ABOUT ANYTHING IN YOUR ENTIRE GODFORSAKEN LIFE

[ad-hawkeye]

ok so it's lit student again and im like, already lacking sleep but instead of sleeping i'm gonna go catch up on all of artem's cards Just Bc like i genuinely have no idea why it's always in the dead of night that i get hit with an overwhelming wave of adoration for artem?? i'm about to start YAPPING in your inbox again im so sorry DHAKDJKS *does it anyway*

continuing off my last ask they me think of the movie i watched recently called "past lives" that's fully centered around the concept of fate (it's so good 10/10 i really want to see artem review it),,, i won't spoil but it's like hshsjadhsjhdjshs "destined by fate" but fate doesn't tell you what it holds for you??

after watching it i looked up more about the term "inyeon" (korean term for fate or providence) which the movie heavily emphasizes on and found a reddit post talking about it (i'll paste the link below <3) where they quote a comment explaining its meaning and what it says is that inyeon isn't just about the person you're destined to end up with, but also the people you encounter in your life. basically, with inyeon, your string of fate isn't simply linear but also looped around every person you'll interact with. to reach the person at the end of your "string of fate," you're supposed to treat each interaction with respect or else you'll never find them AND LEARNING THIS MADE ME LOVE THE MOVIE EVEN MORE 🥹🥹🥹

a lot of destiny tropes give the characters an easy way to end up together kinda like the opposite of "doomed by the narrative" as in they could do simply nothing and still find their way to each other, but to reference the comment from earlier: your destiny doesn't end the moment your meet your "destined one." artemrosa learned so much and worked so hard before they became a couple a d still continue to grow both individually and together even after they started dating 🥹 they're still the same precious individuals that they were in their pre-dating arc, only wiser and stronger with combined forces 🫶 they aren't together just because fate wanted them to be, they Made it happen and they're still Making it happen‼️ something something every choice i made, every path i took (indirectly and directly) led me to you

like. i genuinely wanna know more about how they met/knew each other in college because it's SO fascinating to me that their paths have crossed so many times, and they don't just simply get together. a lot of things happen that they learn from that shapes them into their best versions that also complement each other. to me it's like,, no matter what happens, what they feel for each other or how the end up, their paths will always be destined to cross, whether it's by brushing past each other on the street and never meeting again or becoming each other's partners both in work and in life and as seen from the different universes that hoyo has shown us so far, we can see that they always end up becoming each other's most cherished person, despite the varying journies that led them to that point WUAWUAWUA

pls enjoy my rambling i might actually pass out from this 😭 good fucking NIGHT

p.s. this was not written with the proposal card in mind god bless 🙏 that's an example of "it happened bc the gods demanded it and they sent a lightning bolt down to everyone who opposed it"

https://www.reddit.com/r/redikomi/comments/16drqze/the_meaning_of_fate_in_yeon_%EC%9D%B8%EC%97%B0_in_korean/

omg shut up i literally read this AFTER replying to your last ask and we literally came to the exact same conclusion HAHAHAHA OMG NO WAY. SUFFICE TO SAY. YEAH. I ENTIRELY AGREE WITH ALL OF THIS.

THIS SPECIFIC SUBVERSION OF THE RED STRING TROPE is WHY i love it in artem's route!! ohhh it's so GOOOODDDD YOU HAVE TO WORK FOR IT!! YOU HAVE TO BECOME BETTER PEOPLE!! my ass in 2021 would not shut UP about this and dear god im not going to shut up about it right now.

i just want to say you not only took the words out of my mouth but you also made them more concise and well said and ooughhh. Artem Fans. read this. NOW. you will all look at this post. oh im dizzy. oh im going so insane.

[suiana]

Sooo, i saw your reaction, and well, i feel very happy, soooooo

Here it is. Hope y'all like it

I also did version without... How it called... Well, without counter 'cause i thought it looks pretty good. Also, in first version Raph should have heart-like eyes. Well, that's all!!!

P.S. I did a good looking video but i can't send it so i did GIF and it's not so good as it was in my mind :(

oh my FUCKING GOOOODDDD I WANT TO EAT HIM UP

YOUR ART IS SO GOOD I WANT TO GIVE YOU SO MANY KISSES OHMYGODODODOOD ILYSM BABE U ALWAYS GUVE ME FANTASTIC FANART

do u want a request or smth omg... OR CAN U TELL ME UT FAV YAN ILL DO SMTH WITH HIM/HER

😭🙏🙏🙏 I love you bro wtf

[sungbeam]

alright- because this is way awake me- I didn't read back my tags until today- i wasn't speaking properly in those tags (i said sleeping instead of reading... and other messy tags)- I def didn't convey half of what I wished to- (esp because we're limited to thirty tags...) anyways! scooby doo brains unite hehe~ it was an absolute fever dream to read this at 3-4am- (esp when I knew I was gonna help a friend move but once I start sth *esp a fic this good* I must finish it-) It was worth every second of missed sleep- The emotions were so powerful 😭💖 and I felt them to the nth degree- Omg?!? You wrote it without knowing the ending!? I love that sm- because that ending!? Was beyond what words can express- You tied up every end- And omg!? I was looking for the word foil- and god- I loved the use of it- You're so right the slow burn was def burning that midnight oil at midnight creek!!! 😭😭 Omg?!?! You imagine fics as movies too omg!? Heck yeah 😭 The parallel between the sisters!!! Omg it was one of my favorite little bits- You may have not realized it- but it was just so goooodddd- I was hoping for a brutal fight sequence with Bonnie- and you provided all that and more! I was sincerely left with my jaw dropped it was so good- (what I was trying to express was how it felt fated that after yn named it clyde- he jokingly named his bonnie and once he saved yn from mika- he called it bonnie again. It was as if their relationship was fated for it to happen the moment after the reader named clyde- because bonnie and clyde were together til the end/no matter what- if that makes more sense?) No it's not strange that you liked writing it- it was beyond amazing- i'm so glad you enjoyed writing it 😭💖 because for me as a reader it was clear how much love and thought was put into this fic- I lllloooovveeed that scene- (I def couldn't express it that night and meant to fix my tags but my sleepy brain said *post*)- I loved the other two fics in this series- and I just- even thinking back into the story I'm just so content- it was my everything- (ngl this makes me want to read it all over again). (I wish for you to know that I keep thinking about that little ring and it means sm- I wish I had gotten to talk about the disgrace bit because it was brutal yet a deeper dive into his backstory and I loved it- there's just sm to say about this brilliant fic but I'll stop here). anyways thank you again for writing that lovely "movie" 🥺💖

omg no cuz why do we always stay up when we know we have to get up to do something the next day 😭😭 scooby doo brain fever or sumn @@ PLS honestly if u read half of what i spout out after reading long fics, u wouldn't even understand what im trying to convey 😭

RAAAH I APPRECIATE THAT 😭😭 no cuz i kinda wrote the confession part separately but it was supposed to be closer to the middle?? BUT that was when i planned for the fic to be waaay longer 🤧 the end really was made up on the fly skfbeknfnf so im glad it all wrapped up nicely for u, that puts my mind at ease 😅 i figured there'd be some questions lol

omg i just realized i put midnight creek instead of moonstone creek 😭😭😭 my own fic and i can't even remember akfndknfkd BUT YES I IMAGINE LIKE EVERY FIC AS A MOVIE :'))) it's just so much fun to see how it progresses and to imagine like music and camera angles lol and when the fic is written well, the scenes just flow sooo nicely together yk?

no omg the bonnie and clyde thing def makes sense !!! i didn't know if doing that pairing would be cheesy or not but i think it fits w them well, and im glad u agree :'))) AHHH YEAH im so glad u thought so, this was my passion project, like truly. idt i'll ever be able to write sumn like this ever again and that low-key makes me sad TT

the disgrace part has so much behind it, like i put it into the beginning without quite knowing where it would lead, but now i have a better idea of his back story that i hope to write out some time !! im so glad the little ring part is sticking with u; it makes me so emo thinking abt it 😭

THANK U AGAIN SM FOR READING AND FOR UR THOUGHTS !!! 💖💖 much, MUCH love <3

[alienaiver]

I just spent the weekend at a thermal spa (with a friend who has chronic pain) and therefore I am delivering this idea to you:

There's a thermal spa about an hour from where you live, hot springs with water that's just the right temperature to soothe your aching bones. There's a pool with salt water and one that contains sulfur, and you know full well that Shinsou absolutely loathes both of these because they make his skin itch.

But when the weather gets colder, or you've complained about being in pain a couple days in a row, he cancels all his other plans, packs your bathing suit, and drives you there.

It's always a whole-day event. And even though his skin itches, there's nothing better than to be in the warm water with you, cuddle with you, annoy you with jokes about the color of your swimsuits - he thinks you two should be matching but Tsuyu gifted you a Froggie green one that you adore and he still wears the bright yellow shorts Kaminari once pressured him to buy.

And when it gets dark outside, you're still outside in the warm water, huddled together - Shinsou says it's for warmth but you know he just wants to cuddle - and look up at the stars above or the flickering lights around the pool that make it look like you're surrounded by a thousand fireflies.

omg that sounds like a real treat !!! did u have lots of fun? 🥺✨ this warmed me right up and cleared my brain fr!!! i managed to write on amethyst haze today bcos u make me feel so inspired abt shinsou!!!! 🥺🧡 i just cant, hes so good and him doing it even tho he Knows he'll be itchy after is so 😭😭🧡

AND THE BATHIBG SUITS!!! i am!!! yes that is so good!!! hes still /kinda/ miffed that frogs are my favorite animal bcos it one-ups matching him sometimes (frog themed anything is THE best!!) he's considering wearing frog themes too but the only thing ive convinced him to wear was my frog bucket hat - he was blushing the entire time 🥹 goooodddd

ilysm dira thank u for always brightening my days with these they both fill me with IMMENSE joy but they also always inspire me insanely !!! 🥰🧡🧡🧡 x a Million !!!! 🧡🧡🧡

[marinerainbow]

I'm so happy and relieved you love these!!! I've been wanting to chat about these gals for so long XD I'd be happy to tell you more about how I imagine that night going down with Poppy too! It might be better if I actually wrote it out like a drabble, but I can't guarantee I'll be able to get it done in a reasonable amount of time 😅

Omg omg ok here's my reply to your imagine- and a few more to offer you!

For that Shiny, Lottie, and Rena one? Yes. Shiny would see that bitch walk into her joint and not like the way she looks. Granted, they don't even know she's Lottie's mom, but if Rena tried to take control of Shiny's club like you suggested that one time? Shiny would hate her guts already. But then this floozy waltzes right up to her neice and claims she's her mother?? And that they need to talk??? Seriously!? Now she wants to talk? Shiny doesn't share Poppy's hope that Rena genuinely couldn't take care of Lottie like the letter said, and she can smell that wench's selfish intentions from a mile away.

As much as she'd want to, Shiny would stand back and wait to see what Lottie would do. Let the girl be a badass like you said- but would be ready to jump in if Lottie got nervous facing her mother. If Rena still persisted though, Shiny would be right there to back Lottie up, "Are you deaf and stupid, you damn whore?? She told you to leave!" And after Rena left (whether she left on her own or the girls drove her out), Shiny would encourage Lottie to forget her and not to let Rena ruin her night.

Ohhhhh hoho. If Rena showed up while Lottie was little??? Regardless if this was before or after Lottie decided she didn't care for her mother, Shiny would not hesitate. She's grabbing the frying pan. I'm probably still in the Firefly Trilogy mindset, but I'm just imagining Rena is trying to scare Shiny, and she's replying with Otis' Mark Twain line.

Since we brought Shiny in this, I offer Poppy's reactions too; if Poppy saw Rena when Lottie as an adult... Yes, a tiny tiny part of her is hoping that Rena is a good person and was just trying to look out for her daughter. But at the same time, over the years, Poppy has been coming to terms with the fact that Rena probably just didn't care. No attempts on her part to reach out despite knowing where Lottie could be. No calls. Nothing. What kind of mother does that?? So when Rena walks right up, this nasty looking woman claiming to be Lottie's mother, Poppy is already on guard- but let's Lottie make the choice. Ultimately, it's her choice if she wants to talk to her mother. If not, then Poppy will support her and try to shoo Rena away herself (she doesn't want Lottie to be hurt with an encounter with her mum), "She doesn't want to see you. You need to respect her wishes."

If Rena still persisted, then Poppy would be getting much more defensive, cold and angry like if Psycho's parents came back. Even though she knows Lottie is tough, she'd still get in front of her and try to fight this battle for her neice. Granted, against Rena, Poppy would absolutely lose if it became physical- and Rena is meaner than shit, too XD but I think we all know by now that if you touch Poppy, you gotta face the rest of the family. And yes, Poppy would be hugging Lottie and asking multiple times if she was ok after the encounter. Reminding her that it's ok to talk this out, etc. Honestly, it sounds like Poppy is the one who's more scared here then Lottie. She just wants her neice to be ok.

If Poppy was babysitting kid!Lottie when Rena showed up? I can... Kinda see her being slightly being more receptive to the woman, despite the hairs on her neck standing up. It looks like Lottie's mother is finally able to reach out...? We should encourage?? Though it wouldn't be long before Poppy caught onto Rena's ugly nature and her lack of love for Lottie, and Poppy jumps straight to the defensive for the little one.

(Goooodddd we need to talk about Poppy, Rena, and Shiny interacting sometime. I want Rena to bully Poppy XD)

Omg omg omg!!! Poppy would feel so happy and honored that Lottie really thinks she's that cool! She really doesn't see how she can be cool, despite everyone else telling her otherwise, ("I'm just a quiet seamstress. There's nothing special about me." *a sound of running footfalls heading towards Poppy's way getting louder and louder at an alarming rate*). She just- she just hugs Lottie and tells her how sweet she is and how proud Poppy is in her ^^

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 Shiny and Lottie have absolutely fine-tuned a silent language between them by now. Consisting of eyebrow wiggles, nose twitches, and eye expressions. Like- like this video right here, is what I'm imagining Lottie and Shiny communicating with while Greasy is watching his movie, completely unaware that a full-blown conversation is happening right behind him XDDD

Oh... oh my god. My heart. If I had the energy tonight, I would have written a mini-excerpt on what Poppy does. But basically, she'd be at a total loss of what to do. She wants to give the baby hope that her mother does want her, but what if that's false? What if Smartass' tuition is true?? And- LOTTIE THINKS SHE IS HER MOTHER???? Aa much as Poppy knows Psycho would love for her to believe that, Poppy knows she's gotta tell the truth. And one thing is for certain; Smartass isn't getting outta this one easily, "Will you excuse daddy and I for a moment, sweetie?" "Whatcha me-" *grabs him by the arm and drags him to the hallway* "JESUS WOMAN!-"

Poppy and Smartassare having a very rushed, very whispered conversation on what to tell Lottie XD because he needs to be involved in this!!! Poppy can't answer this on her own. And she will gather the momma strength to grab Smartass' arm and keep him in place if he tries to walk off. Then, when they both are ready (or Lottie gets suspicious and just goes looking for them), Poppy will guide Smarty back in the kitchen and they both can answer Lottie's question. I'm certain they both can agree despite their differing views on Rena that they don't want Lottie to be hurting over this ^^

Ok ok this is taking me way too long to answer. Let me get onto my other imagines Stat!

Poppy absolutely makes Lottie clothes. Especially as a baby (I imagine that her birthday gift to Lottie on her first birthday was a mini set of homemade onesies, all specially made ^^ Shiny would have gotten her a lion picture book for her love of the Cowardly Lion in Oz). Though she'll still surprise Lottie with a new scarf or a pair of gloves as an adult ^^ she always sticks to Lottie's tastes, too. So Lottie won't have to worry about getting like some cutesy sweater Poppy would like for her to wear or something.

Imagine these women helping Lottie prepare for womanhood! They both educate the boys on this stuff, too, so Lottie will be able to get the support she needs from her father and unkles as well. But like, shopping for her first bra or talking about the finer points of the monthly cycle? I'm certain the weasels wouldn't be wusses about this and help her out as much as possible, but sometimes it's just nice to have another woman or two to share your strife with XD ^^

What if Lottie sometimes hung out at their workplaces? Like if Smarty and the gang are out doing work around town by the time Lottie gets out of school, or on the weekend. Granted, Lottie shouldn't be going inside Shiny's club until she's grown (though Shiny would let her stay in her dressing room if she showed up. Get her something from the kitchen and let her coworkers know what's up so they know to leave Lottie alone- though some of Shiny's coworkers might want to go see the little baby themselves XD), so Poppy's workplace is where Lottie would go to the most. Poppy sees her and just smiles, "Oh, hello dear. Your father and uncles are out, then?" And let the little weasel hang around the store. She knows Lottie won't cause a mess, and it's actually quite nice having her around, too ^^ as long as her body doesn't catch her paying less attention to her work.

Kind of an angsty one, but; what if an enemy of Smartass' knew about Lottie?? Like a rival gang member? Whether as a kid or an adult, and was planning on trying to use or hurt her to get to him? Poppy would insist on Lottie staying with her while the TP handles things (it'd be too risky at Shiny's place with her relationship with the weasels being more public). Shiny comes over as well, just in case the guy or one of his goons shows up. Poppy and Shinh try their best to keep Lottie distracted, putting on movies and cooking up her favorite dinner, but the air is heavy with the fact that things are serious tonight.

And those are my other thoughts!! We have much to discuss, I see XDD

Technically this isn't Toon Patrol-centric, however since we've explored Poppy's and Shiny's relationship with Lottie in other AU's, I think it's high time we talked about the gals in OG universe (if you want to of course ^^)

Of course, Lottie is your OC, so whether these are canon on her/your end is all up to you. But here are my thoughts if you'd like;

I think how the girls found out about Charlotte depends on their relationship with the weasels by the time she was left on their doorstep. I got three possible scenarios depending on how tight knit they are with the group.

If Shiny and Poppy didn't know the TP at all... Well they wouldn't know about Lottie until after they gained the boys' trust. Simple as that XD

If the weasels were just starting to come around to the gals, then it probably took a week or two for them to tell Poppy and Shiny. Both because they are still getting used to these two women in their lives, and also because Smartass became a father in one night. They all need a bit of time to adjust XD

If the girls are actually dating Psycho and Greasy, then oh hell yeah, they know right away. I can picture Greasy actually going to call Shiny's work place just before going back to bed and telling her that something pretty big happened, and he'll explain more in the morning like the gossiping bitch he is XD. Poppy also gets the same call in the morning- possibly by Smartass asking her about his list in case he's missinv something... though, ngl I've had an imagine in my head that I've wanted to write where Poppy was actually in Psycho's bed the night Lottie was brought into the house, and she's basically there for the entire thing (Waking up with a shriek when Smartass fires out his front door, following Psycho downstairs despite how very concerned she is about seeing a body, seeing a baby on the porch instead, etc). Though I don't want to impede on your fanfiction and world of course ^^

You and I both know that Poppy is offering her services as much as possible. For one, she loves kids! She'd be happy to help out ^^ and two, she uh... She loves her friends and boyfriend. She really does! But uh... She is also aware of the fact that they may not be the best prepared for a baby XD oh, and just like Stu, Smarty's, and Wheezy's mums, Poppy calls just to check up on Lottie. Psycho gets to know how his boss and comrades feel XD she might come off a bit smothering with how much she tries to help, and I wouldn't be surprised if Smartass actually wound up snapping at her at one point, but she dies truly mean well.

Shiny... Well, this isn't like a deal breaker thing between her and Grease. But she is pretty shocked about all this. After she gets her laugh out (*looks at baby Lottie* *looks at each individual weasel before landing on Smartass* "So, who's the mama~?" "Why'd you ask me first!?"). She's gotta hand it to Smartass for not shipping the kid off to a foster house, that's for certain. But it is going to take her some time to used to the fact that there is a b a b y in the house now. She may not even hold Lottie at first because holy shit, that is a tiny, brand-new-to-the-world weasel. In this house. I can kind of see her being hesitant to hold Lottie similar to how Robin was to hold Lilly and Marshall's baby in HIMYM. Though eventually, she got to hold Lottie for the first time... And she didn't give her back for almost two hours XD

As much as Poppy loves Lottie... She also doesn't approve of Psycho just claiming her as his/their own XD she'd be helping Smartass try to reign Psycho in as much as possible.

Of course, since Smartass is the father, he's supposed to be the one taking care of all the paperwork related to the baby (like getting Lottie into school), I can't help but think about them going to Poppy a lot for this stuff since she is the legal friend XD she doesn't like- pretend to be Lottie's real parent at PTA meetings, but Smartass has asked her on what would be the legal course of action to deal with annoying PTA mums before. Just- how to act the part of a civilian father XD

Shiny hanging out with Lottie when she's 'arrested' by the Toon Patrol!! She's gotta stay inside their house for a certain amount of time before she's 'bailed out' and can rejoin society, so why not?? She and the little rugrat will get into loads of trouble with Lottie's plotting mind and Shiny's experience and willingness to cover for her neice. Greasy and Smartass won't know peace XD

If Poppy and Roger are related, oh you know she's the bridge between the weasels and the Rabbits. Next to Lottie and Ritchie, of course XD she's trying to get Greasy to leave Jessica a l o n e ("She is a married woman, Greasy!! The mother of your neices' best friend!!"), and she will tackle-hug Psycho when he's chasing her cousin around at family outings. Meanwhile, Shiny is just kicking back with the kids and enjoying the crazy show, ("Man, you're guys' families are insane, huh? Wanna go get ice cream before people realize you're related to them?")

When Lottie joined the navy, Poppy was absolutely crying proud, we'll-miss-you-so-much tears on the dock. And telling Lottie to take care of herself and take it as easy as she can (despite... You know, going into the navy XD). Shiny was also proud and sentimental, but she didn't cry or fret. She just gave Lottie one final hug and told her to kick ass on that ship ^^ and that when she got home, they all were definitely having a fun girls night to help her relax the military driven mindset she'll develop.

That's all I can think if at the moment unfortunately. But I hope you like these and that I didn't overstep ^^ feel free to ignore of course ^^

You are absolutely not overstepping, I loved waking up to this! :D :D :D

First of all, I love the idea of Poppy being there with Psycho the night Lottie was dropped off!! I would love to hear more about that if you have thoughts!!! 💛💥💕💛💥💕!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Omg- Shiny finally holding Lottie and then not letting her go for hours? XD Ahhh, that is so so so cute!! XDD And MAN- Poppy's and Shiny's responses to Lottie joining the navy are so so sweet and my heart is so so warm !!

!!! I want to add stuff, I hope thats okay!! ^^ Here are some imagines/thoughts I've had with Lottie, Poppy and Shiny.

Imagine one day Rena turns up to see Adult!Lottie, and Smartass isn't around. And Poppy isn't around. And Stupid isn't around. And Wheezy's not around- no one is there, except Shiny. If Poppy had been there then Lottie might have allowed Rena to come closer and talk to her (Though lord knows, Rena would have nothing good to say. Rena's the kinda mother to only come find her daughter if she needs a transplant or something.), but since she's at Shiny's bar with her Lottie feels absolutely no qualms in telling Rena to leave. Lottie's kind but she is her fathers daughter and she's tough as nails and, yes, she has a hateful side- and Rena is on it. And since its Shiny she's with, who she knows will encourage that if thats what she wants (No questions asked), she feels perfectly comfortable showing it. And Shiny doesn't pester her afterwards over whether she's okay or not, either. I just like the idea of Shiny allowing Lottie to be her tough, hard-ass self.

Imagine if Rena came when Lottie was little and Shiny was babysitting her. I need to know what you think Shiny would do/how she would react XD

Imagine Adult!Post-Navy!Lottie telling Poppy how cool she thinks she is and how much respect she has for her!! Cuz like- Lottie truly does think Poppy is an amazing amazing person and she has just as much respect for as she does for Smartass and thats saying something. She thinks much higher of her then any of her uncles, thats for sure. "Poppy you're literally the coolest, don't underestimate yourself." "I'm a quiet seamstress sweetie. I'm not tough like Shiny, or Smartass, or Greasy, or you- " "Hey. You're kinder then any of us and that is infinitely better then anything the rest of us have, trust me. Case closed." Lottie's voice is gentle but not to be argued with. Cuz my goodness, she has so much awe and respect for Poppy!! So so much!! She genuinely thinks Poppy is the coolest person XD Lottie has her priorities straight!

Imagine Teenage!Lottie sneaking out of her house to go on a date and Shiny and Greasy are supposed to be 'babysitting' her while the others are all out. Shiny catches sight of Lottie slipping past them in the dark while Greasy's engrossed in the movie in front of them and Lottie's eyes go wide. She points to the back of Greasy's head and holds a finger up to her mouth. Like stay. quiet. He will rat her out to her dad in a heartbeat. What happens next? XD

And a simple, fun (for us XD Not so much for Poppy 😅) one- Imagine Child!Lottie asking Poppy and Smartass together why she doesn't have a mummy. Imagine Child!Lottie asking Poppy if she's her mother. What does Poppy do when Smartass is just like... 'not it' and looks pointedly down at a newspaper? XD

[selfcarecap]

Okay, so I've slept upon my suggestions and came up with a few more and variations that might fit? I know most could be interpreted as Peter being the cheater, but I just listed them anyway since I desperately wanted puns/references to his spider-man persona. (Also, you could always tweak/add conversational lines for it to fit, which I would gladly help provide if needed!)

-Spinning lies

-Webs of lies

-Caught in the web of lies

-Hang by a (sticky) thread

-Saved by a (sticky) thread

-Sticky affair

-Caught in a sticky affair

-From a cheater to (perfect) Peter

-Only Peter completes her

-Peter only needs her

-The solace of Peter parker

-The warmth of solace

-The fragile thread of trust

-Wrapped in the blanket of comfort

-Comfortingly, you

-Stuck with you

-Stick with me

-Webbed around you (instead of wrapped)

-Pull my heartstrings

-Pulled by the heartstrings

It's all I could come up with for now. Though, it does feel like they gradually lose originality and creativity. Nonetheless, I hope there's at least one or two that piqued your interest. (In case someone already uses any of these: I'm incredibly sorry. I didn't mean to copy your ideas. While coming up with these, I entirely relied on MY brainstorming process and the helpful use of google for synonyms and rhyming words.)

If anyone needs me, I'm looking for possible titles for the next story (the one with the kids)

-sparkles

OH MY GOOOODDDD THANK YOU SO MUCH WTF 😭😭😭😭 i‘m gonna cry omg. I LOVE THEM ALL

There‘s definitely a few that I will absolutely use 😌😌😌😌😌 thank. you. i. love. you. I am speechless you are such s genius 😭😭😭👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

[girlgrouptrash101]

I wish that Dreamcatcher would get their first win! I voted for them, but they sadly lost 😔😔 Boca and the whole mini album is so goooodddd! Seulrene snatches our wigs so that they could wear them on stage. I really enjoy ‘Uncover’ too! Seulgi’s voice fits the song so well! And Irene finally got to show her “hidden” talents too! Joy being eligible for a bonsang and her collab with Crush 👏🏽 Yeri having her own show + songs and Wendy taking part again. (1/2) - fellow insomnia

And yes, BOCA is Gahyeon’s era for sure! Sua also stood out. And Jiu creating ‘Dear’ and getting to promote it is awesome! Miss Shin Ryujin has been coming for me. She’s looking so gooddd (as does all of itzy)! ‘Soul Lady’ by Yukika is a nice song. Thanks for the recommendation! It reminds me of ‘Thank you so much’ by Yubin and of ‘We Ride’ by Brave Girls :) - fellow insomnia

Ooh another recommendation is ‘Lady’ by Yubin :) - fellow insomnia 

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I voted for them too, they really deserve it!!! Seulrene are ethereal beings and I'm convinced SM made them in a lab or sumn cuz HOW can two people be so perfect i will never ever know omg

Red velvet booked and busy we love to see it, if anyone deserves it they definitely do, those girls seem like such sweethearts and they make amazing music!! I’m so glad wendy is back, so everyone saying her career is over can shut up smH

Shin Ryujin.. wow. you should check out itzys dance practice for not shy, the villain ver, because Ryujin looks AMAZINg in her costume istg

No problem, I’m glad you enjoyed! I would also definitely recommend cherries jubiles by yukika too, its such a lovely song - and thank you for the recommendation too!!

- C

[vitosscaletta]

Erin and Mitnick... >:)

ehehehehehe weirdo ships >:) thank u 💕💕💕💕

PRE-RELATIONSHIP

How did they first meet?

when she was looking for Gary in the Warrens & just checked out every door without knocking first 🙄

What was their first impression of each other?

Erin thought he was kinda weird but in a cute way (after he stopped ignoring her for his spam mail of course)? Almost none of the other vampires were that nice to her and none of them were this enthusiastic about being one.. she’s already not having a great time with the whole sarcophagus thing and voices and all that so that was kind of a fresh breath of air. She doesn’t really think much of him at the beginning beyond that but also. she thinks Nosferatu are kinda hot in general so there’s that... monster fucker ass

omg you know. he didn’t actually notice her for like a solid minute but when he did he was like... 😳😳😳😳😳😳 wrow... 😳😳😳😳😳 (but only internally) because you know... pretty girl standing in his room and all that. Not love at first sight but he did find her kinda hot.. the whole malkavian.. ness creeped him out a bit when he first saw her blacking out and having a vision about doom.. also she knew what he was talking about with the ~~secret network~~ and was like “oh Schrecknet? I know what that is 😌” and he thought she read his mind.. she just saw it on his laptop though. 

Did any of their friends or family want them to get together?

Not really... the only thing that could apply as family are Gary & Imalia and they’re both like... ew no. Erins family thinks she’s dead and the other anarchs don’t really know what she’s doing down in the sewers so. She’d probably tell Samantha she’s still alive (somewhat) so she knows about it but the vampire thing is already a lot for her so she doesn’t have much of an opinion on it lol

Who felt romantic feelings first?

Mitnick. duh. it was more of a crush though rather than love at first sight or something. Erin technically too but it was more the voices telling her weird things about love & she’s like.. what does it mean.. what does it all mean 😓

Did either of them try to resist their feelings?

nope 😌

If you had told one of them that the other would be their soulmate, what would they think?

he’d probably not think too much of it  i guess? Erin more so.. she believes in stuff like that so she’d be surprised but also :))))))

GENERAL

Who initiated the relationship, and how did it go?

I haven’t thought much about that yet but Erin duhhh... I imagine it was something along the lines of her dragging him out of his room to idk take a walk.. the romantic atmosphere of the acid lake of the warrens 💕 and she did that thing where she “”””accidentally”””” brushed her hand against his and.. [Data expunged]

Did they have an official first date? If so, what was it like?

Goooodddd actually outside the warrens but he had to wear a hoodie & keep his head low to avoid a masquerade breach... like in that one Ariana Grande pic you know which one. They can’t really go anywhere to eat out or anything so they probably just went to blockbuster or something. Or the cinema since it’s dark there 🤷‍♀️

What was their first kiss like?

A little awkward... she’s more uhh experienced with these kinda things so it’s not like. the best kiss she’s ever had but she liked it nonetheless 🥺

Were they each other’s first anything (kiss, relationship, etc.)?

Not really?

What’s their height difference? Age difference?

Again, no heights but he’s a lot taller than her hehehehe... The age difference is about 3 years, she’s 22 and I’d guess he’s about 25, give or take 😳

What’s their relationship with each other’s families?

Like I said, Gary and Imalia are the only ones who’d qualify for this - Gary doesn’t like her that much and thinks she’s annoying (is also pissed that Mitnick is into a non-nosferatu chick.. betrayal) lol. Imalia isn’t that fond of her at first either because they knew each other from their party girl days & she’s pissed that Erin got to remain hot (albeit very weird, clan curse and all that). They do hang out from time to time though, she’s the only one in the warrens who knows who Christina Aguilera is so :/

Who takes the lead in social situations?

Erin!!!! It doesn’t always go well because she’ll have visions out of nowhere or just starts to speak malkavian nonsense :(

Who gets jealous easier?

neither I think?

LOVE

Who said “I love you” first?

Erin 😌

How often do they cuddle/engage in PDA?

Often.. she’s more bold in the beginning than he is but after a year or so it’s both who initiate that kinda thing :^)

What are their favorite things to do together?

goddd she’d probably try to introduce him to all her weird ass hobbies, tarot card reading, past lives stuff & all that :/ They watch movies together though.. mostly either vintage horror/scifi OR those really bad movies that are fun to watch. They probably quote the room or something and no one knows what they’re talking about :/

Who’s better at comforting the other?

I really don’t think either is that good at it :(

Who’s more protective?

Erin, it’s not that he’s not protective at all. more that she’s more badass so he knows she can handle most things :^)

Do they prefer verbal or physical affection?

Physical.. everything they do verbally ends up being weird as fuck

What are some songs that apply to their relationship, in-universe or otherwise?

omg... Buddy Holly by Weezer 😌 their nr. one song. also I guess Teenage Dirtbag by Wheatus (for the nerd/prep vibes... mostly a joke but also. not)

What kind of nicknames do they call each other?

uhhhh you can’t do anything with their names so. probably babe or something

DOMESTIC LIFE

If they get married, who proposes?

They don’t... I remember blood marriages (i think that was the term) being a thing within the camarilla but they’d NEVER do that :/

What’s the wedding like? Who attends?

no wedding :(

How many kids do they have, if any? What are they like?

They can’t have kids... they’re both vampires🙄

Do they have any pets?

The rats in the sewers (not really. Erin thinks they’re cute though :/)

Who’s the stricter parent?

no kids! If they had any hypothetically... neither lol

Who kills the bugs in the house?

Erin

Who’s more likely to convince the other to come back to sleep in the morning?

he is.. :^)

Who’s the better cook?

No cooking because they’re vampires

[mysterystarz]

i'm goooodddd

my pile of hw is staring at me like 👀👀 doe T-T

anyways, you ever watch a sports anime and there's like a water or an energy drink scene and you have that instant craving of said drink??? like i was watching the characters drink water earlier and i was like omg that looks so good and so i drank some water and i feel lowkey disappointed... bc i should've gone with cold water T-T

asldkjfwoeijr sorry that was so random but how are youuuu

also dude i'm so sorry i'm not a tech person bc when similar things happen to me i literally cannot stop thinking about it and my brain starts to spiral and it just isn't pretty T-T

you can do it!

and omg that doesn’t work for me at all because i’m not someone particularly foody but it would prompt a whole craving for snacks

it’s alright — i think i’m okay considering my phone shut down and restarted quickly and stuff which means there’s no background applications running

that panicked me out so much JDNSSN

[captain-seaslut69666]

Black Veil Brides - Wake Up

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCKKKKK THIS IS AMAZING OMG! they all look so goooodddd damnnnnn!!!!!!!!!! im so happyyyyy today was awesome!

i loveeeeeeeeeeee BVB <3

#notobsessed

[xiumin-on-this-shit]

OMG THE COMEBAACKKK THEY ALL LOOKED SO GOOOODDDD

I FUCKING KNOW!!!! DID YOU SEE MY BABY?!?!?! HE IS BEAUTIFUL!! I MEAN THEY ALL ARE BUT DID YOU SEE XIU!!!

LOOK AT THAT FACE!!!!

LOOK AT CHEN!!

LOOK AT KAI AND SEHUN!!!!!

LOOK AT ALL OF THEM!!!

HOT DAMN!!!!

[hoonface]

11 QUESTIONS GAME THINGY

Tagged by the beautiful @s-lay-ing !! Thank you so much for tagging me and I hope you get to know me better through all these games! (I’m sorry if I missed one or two omg I’m gonna go check after this) and it was so fun! I really enjoy getting to know everyone a bit better and I hope you like my...eccentricities? This was so fun to do, and thanks again! 

Tagging: @wonuthewhale @healinghoshi @jisoosmeoli @jisoominghao and my new friend, @vitaminniedk !!! And of course anyone else who wants to do this because I would absolutely love to get to know you all better <3  

Here’s the thing: either you answer the questions I answered OR you answer the questions I made at the bottom, as simple as that. Then create another 11 questions IF you wish 😅

a8, here we go:

• What are your five favorite songs from your bias group? Seventeen: Mansae, Adore U, Very Nice, Pretty U, Healing & Smile Flower

• What are your five favorite songs (kpop) not from your bias group?

Bangtan’s Not TODaY

BlackPink’s As If It’s Your Last

Hey Mama – EXO CBX

Love Paint – Nu’est Cause that song is SO GOOD YALL ARE SLEEPING ON TALENT

BTS’ Lost

Honourable mentions: Twice’s TT CAUSE ITS SO CATCHY, Infinite’s The Eye (lord my first thoughts on Sungjong were “Yoon Jeonghan when he had blonde long hair”, Jin’s Awake.

• What are your five favorite non-kpop songs? oh goDDDD YOURE DIGGING UP MY PAST XDD

You just want ATTENTION YOU DON’T WANT MY LOVE – Charlie Puth’s Attention

Cake By The Ocean – DNCE ( I don’t know it’s just catchy leaf me alone)

Of course you can’t have Justin Bieber not here even though I don’t really like him himself XD – Cold Water

Jess Glynne’s Hold My Hand

Immortals – Fall Out boy

• Who is your bias and why do you like them?  LEE JIHOOOOOOOOON OH MY GOD okay.

I love baby because as much as I love all thirteen of my dorks, I can’t imagine having anyone else as my bias. Yes, I had stanning issues and I admittedly still do, Choi Seungcheol is still my main bias wrecker after lol what 11 months? You can’t just forget your first bias. Anyway, because. Lee Jihoon makes my heart so soft, every time he’s adorable, he doesn’t even have to try. He makes me so happy and he’s just such a hard working person and what is there he cannot do? Like what 5 instruments? Studied classical music? Dances like an adorable little fluff bumblebee BUT IS ACTUALLY OKAY BUT HIS BODY MIGHT BE SMALL BUT HIS CHARISMA IS NO JOKE AND YOU ARE NOT LIVING IF YOU HAVEN’T HEARD HIM RAP. He’s just so talented, I mean like violin with EDM and Jeonghan’s voice, he’s just such a genius. I have never heard so much music that I love and admire and appreciate so much and it just feels like a blessing to love him. I mean like you mean I get to love him? For free? Like there’s no catch? Are you kidding me? I still can’t believe he’s real and we get to love him. He’s just I just love him. I can’t really explain why, but I can tell you that as much as I do love all 13 of my sunshines, I can’t imagine not being Jihoon biased. As much as I am in danger of becoming Seungcheol, Jeonghan, and anyone else trashed, at the end of the day I still love Woozi the most. I hope that word vomit of fangirling made sense.

• What do you usually wear for winter/autumn/spring/summer? What’s your “style”? My style is “black.” Like actually, I wear a LOT OF BLACK AND yeah hoodies, jumpers, sweaters, pullovers, leggings and sometimes jeans, the like.

• For your bias group, what was your favorite hair style/era for each member? Seungcheol: hmmmm well I really liked the black hair he did during Caratland and the brown hair he had during Weekly Idol.

Hannie: fight me on this, but I think Jeonghan looks like a majestic gorgeous angel with any hair colour. I mean like okay Adore U Killed me so hard because WHAT THE HELL. HOW CAN HE BE SO DAMN PRETTY IM CRYING BRB MY HEART IS BLEEDING ok im back anyway I also really love the short brown/red hair he had like in between Going Seventeen and Al1 hold up let me get a photo to bless you all:

Josh: I NEED JOSH’S MANSAE HAIR BACK. NOT NECESSARILY FOREHEAD UP BUT LIKE FOREHEAD WOULD BE APPRECIATED BUT LOOK AT HIS FLUFFY ORANGE HAIR IN MANSAE DANCE PRACTICE I NEED THAT BACK AND ALSO JOSH WITH BROWN HAIR. I know im not stating eras LOL

Jun: honestly, like now? I really like his hair now. Junhui always just looks 1000103293%

Hosh: now as well? I really like him with black hair, he looks cute af LETS NOT FORGET THE BROWN HAIR TOO

Wonwoo: THE HAIR HE HAD AT CARATLAND. ADORE U CAUSE BLACK HAIRED WONWOO OH LOOOOOOOORDDDD AND HIM WITH GLASSES SUCH CUTE

OOJI: this is such a hard decision. Yes, I do miss his blonde small ponytail sticking out from 17 Project, but his PiNK FOREHEAD HAIR IN ADORE U IN THE SMALL OVAL GOOOODDDD and I also KASDHKASDHKASDHKASHDKJASDH HIM WITH BROWN HAIR YALL IM FANGIRLING SO HARD LIKE IM WAVING MY HANDS AS IF SOMEONES WATCHING ME OKAY LEE JIHOON DURING THE ASIAN ARTIST AWARDS AND HIM WITH THE BROWN HAIR AND THE FRINGE I HOPE YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT

DK: his Adore U hair. Thank you.

Mingyu: ok Mingyu was my second bias after Seungcheol and tbh Seungcheol wasn’t my bias for long but it feels like it was long because I died a lot because of him and not just at the time he was my bias like for example, last night when It was revealed HIS HAIR IS SILVER WYD SEUNGCHEOL anyway but the Mansae era ^tm goD THAT WAS A BLESSING and him with brown hair is really cute too but I also really like him with black hair heck basically almost everything

The8: tbh like now? I didn’t really like his metallic greeny silver hair he had near Adore U and his ramen head wasn’t the best XD but lord MINGHAO IS KILLING ME THESE COUPLE ERAS

Seungkwan: THE FREAKING UM ROSE GOLD WHY DID PLEDIS NOT KEEP THAT LIKE ACTUALLY OH MY GOD THE FIRST CRAZY IN LOVE STAGE ASDHSKJADHSKJDH IM SO PISSED PLEDIS DIDN’T KEEP THAT

Vernon: hiS BLACKKKKKKK OR THE Q & A MV HAIR ALSDHASDKJAS

Dino: now. He looks so damn good and I can’t say I miss his astro boy hair back in Mansae XD

• How did you “discover” kpop and how did you discover vixx? OK SO IT WAS A FATEFUL AUGUST 25TH 2016! A THURSDAY AFTERNOON AFTER SCHOOL! I hopped onto my computer after school. So like theres this Korean girl group at my school that walks around sometimes singing songs or just yelling at each other in Korean XD and at first I was like …kpop? DON’T KILL ME FOR THIS BUT LETS BE REAL EVERYONES FIRST THOUGHT ON KPOP IS GANGNAM STYLE. And so since I do like watching choreography very much, I searched on YouTube, hardest kpop dances. One of the videos there showed Mansae hide ver. Of the dance practice and I was like oh this looks nice and its catchy too *makes mental note to youtube that later* *youtubes it* it starts to play the MV and I was like is this song I was looking for? And then I got to the chorus and I’m just like ALSDHJLASDKJLSKAJKLJ and I BASICALLY CRASHED INTO THE FANDOM OVERNIGHT AND IT WAS SO FUN BECAUSE I GOT TO SLOWLY DROWN MYSELF IN EVERY MEMBER LOL and Vixx? Uhhh I just heard about them somewhere XD but Shangri-la sounds really nice, it sounds like Chinese music but it’s in Korean, I like it. • What does your phone case look like? Fun fact about me: I actually don’t have a phone case. My parents are the type to not spend money on “useless things” and a phone case is one of them (well for me anyway) and I have a vintage iPhone 4S, and all the cases that I do have are from my relatives or something and I don’t like the cases XD there’s this one black one that I would use except I can’t turn it off cause the off button part of the case is really hard. So yeah! No phone case and it makes it even thicker ._. oh yeah I lost my phone lmao

• Do you normally browse Tumblr on your phone or on pc? PC. Depends if my phone/tab has been confiscated or not tbh XD but normally PC so I can save photos and it’s a lot faster.

• How are you doing? Got any plans for the day/night? eh. Alright I guess, tonight all I have to do is practise piano and because I just started school again, there’s no homework~~~

Now, my questions:

1_ a girl group choreo you’d love to see a boy group do

Tbh I don’t watch girl group choreo (NOTE: I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST GIRL GROUPS AND THEIR CHOREO I JUST DON’T WATCH IT FOR SOME REASON BUT I LIKE BLACKPINK AND YEAH) I’d like to see Seventeen dance to Boombayah XD THAT HAIR SWINGING HAHAHAHA I WANT JEONGHAN DOING THE HAIR SWINGING THING 2_ a boy group choreo you’d love to see a girl group do

Any girl group dance to Mansae pls and thank you 3_ sm, jype, yg and pledis do a world tour individually and set up their concerts on the same day, different venues obviously: which one would you attend? (as in smtown, happy pledis etc)

Definitely Pledis. Actually tbh its not Seventeen I won’t go, cause I only stan one group and wouldn’t spend money on a concert showing a group I don’t stan. 4_ a kpop song that is a guilty pleasure for you? Uhhh tbh I don’t really have any guilty pleasures in kpop, but I mean like I guess TT? Even though I wouldn’t feel guilty listening to that? 5_ a dream kpop x western artist collab? …I would like to see Seventeen collab with one of their idols :D 6_ monster/lucky one or lotto? Pretty u or very nice? Beautiful or shine forever? (Repackage edition B) )

I haven’t heard Lucky so I’m going with Lotto. WHY ARE YOU ALL SO MEAN HOW COULD YOU MAKE ME PICK BETWEEN PRETTY U AND AJU NICE kahsdkjsh …lord this is so hard- pass. I haven’t heard Shine Forever, so Beautiful. 7_ what’s the sickest you’ve attended school/uni/work etc?

Sickest? Uh I have been sick enough to stay home but I went to school because I’m a responsible girl who takes schoolwork seriously. Or was it cause it was exam period lol. 8_ adore u or shining diamond? mansae or rock? pretty u or chuck? very nice or healing? boom boom or smile flower? don’t wanna cry or crazy in love? (I’m running out of questions 😂)

Adore U, Mansae, Pretty U, Healing, Smile Flower, Don’t Wanna Cry. (that was s ohard omG) 9_ are you some sort of patriotic? (Not the “fuck the rest of the world we’re number one and we’ve never done anything wrong” kind, but idk, do you identify with your country? its customs, traditions etc?)

…I don’t even know what patriotic means omg I feel uneducated. Ahh…um no not really XD 10_ have you watched studio ghibli movies? If so, which one is your favorite?

I watched Spirited Away when I was very young I think and I watched it in Japanese with Chinese sub which I cannot read ._. 11_ if I traveled to your country, which places would you recommend me to visit?

…honestly there’s nothing that good in Australia XDD but I guess if you like steak, go for it? And the Gold Coast and we have a couple theme parks, Sydney Opera House I guess? To see where seventeen SHOT THEIR HEALING MV AKSDHASKJDH and Luna Park? Tbh I haven’t been that much around Australia I am a crap tour guide I apologise sincerely.

[iaindecaesteckcr]

Today has been amazingamazingamazinngggggg. I’ll post pics on here/Insta later -- my phone is on the verge of dying! Oh my god I just can’t believe. It’s been amazing.

Ming-Na Wen is a blessing to us all and oh my goooodddd she’s even more beautiful in real life. She is stunning! And literally after going in, getting my diamond pass and stuff I met her and I was like omg so ???? fast????

Devon Murray is a sweetheart! Snagged a picture with him whilst getting an autograph :) And I already had the professional one booked (honestly - the pic on my phone looked nicer, my face looks wonky. :P)

Bought some Harry Potter things and a couple of Agents of SHIELD mugs! I was just so amazed and the cosplayers????? amazing. they all looked incredible! The crew were lovely as well and had a laugh with some of them :) 

And Carlos is a babeeee. He is such a lovely guy to talk to and we had a little joke about me not being completely caught up with The Flash yet.

Ernie Hudson is such a nice man! I had a photoshoot booked with him and Ecto-1 and he was a bit late, I think. But walking up to people in the queue, shaking their hands and getting selfies with them. And when I went up for my photo, I was greeted in a hug??? omg. Was not expecting that but!!! Such a nice bloke.

I got front row for Ming’s talk and I nearly put my hand up to ask a question but like... anxiety made me chicken out. All in all, the people I’ve met have been absolutely incredible. Ming-Na Wen is hilarious irl (omg I died when she was telling us the story about how she told her mum she was on ER and her mum was like ‘how do you spell that?’ LMAO BLESS HER.)

I legit can’t even think straight! I’ve been up since five and I am shattered but i am buzzing and i’m just??? sos soososoooo happy i cannot believe this has happened. The only downside of today was paying £8 for fish and chips (first of all, what the fuck. I wouldn’t have spent that but me and mum really fancied it) and it was disgusting and not worth the money. Upside? We got home quickly and nan’s buying us chinese food.

I JUST LOVE EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW OHSDGASDJGLKASDJGLKSDJLKSLLL

[selfcareparker]

hi aria <3 (i just noticed “love letters only” LMAO well good thing this is one of those 😌) it’s lovely anon, sorry for being a shit friend lol but here’s everything i’ve had drafted to send you (well not everything! that would be a lot HAHA)

this is more recent but: can’t wait for the blurb!! (you said it was a blurb right? i can’t find it on your blog now but it was something hdgshs) and the squeaky sneakers 😭😭 stoppppp i can’t

about your theme and your pants lmao:

aw come on i bet ur theme will look great :) aND IM HAPPY ABOUT YOUR TROUSERS LOL but i’ve really been up to nothing? WAIT THATS A LIE- so school ended (yay!!) and ya know i’m still dancing bUT i didn’t go to rehearsal last night (the 27th) bc i hurt my back :/ long story short i was at my brothers football game and they won (like for the first time lol) and i got really excited, i jumped and when i landed (which was on two feet!) my back immediately hurt. i’m okay though!! i went to the doctor and they said it’s just a backache, take it easy, don’t go to dance until next week so yeah :)

update!!! i went to dance last night (the 3rd), almost had an anxiety attack because the it’s the sECOND TO LAST REHEARSAL UNTIL THE SHOW AND I FEEL LIKE IM STILL LOOKING LIKE SHIT 🙃 but my teachers are really nice and they told me i look goooodddd and it’s fineeee so it calmed me down a bit :)

i’m still singing too, i’m in this group which i hate lol but my mom unfortunately said i should finish it out, 1) bc my younger brother is in it and he’s really excited about it which ya know yea i get it, and i don’t mind, 2) bc she paid for it 😭😭 but yeah i can’t wait until that’s over!!

clearly i am very nervous about everything haha anyway, i’m gonna be active more though . i miss talking to you, like a lot lol & i feel like it doesn’t come through BC IM NEVER ACTIVE 😭 but i think you’re the coolest person and whenever i see you post or reblog i’m like ARIA!!! so. love u girl, expect me to blow up your ask box and make u sick of me 🙃 (kidding lol, also i’ve been using that emoji a lot recently..)

ALSO ONE OTHER THING THAT IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO TELL YOU: there was a thing you reblogged AGES AGO and it was about kids who want their parents to get divorced lmao and how they’re awesome. anyway THANKS HAAH, this is probably so random, but anyway i’ve given you like bits and pieces of my home life but i can’t wait for my mom and dad to split up lol like honESTLY WAITING FOR IT

god this makes me sound bored, lonely, and depressed. #lonely anon is really coming through huh. but how’ve you been? just tell me all about it, clearly i’m doing nothing so <3

Snsjsh i forgot to post the blurb (idk if i should call it a blurb or not tbh?) lmao i got nervous and saved it to my drafts even though i had it scheduled for 45 mins ago </3 but i’ll post it after i respond to this ask (idk why but i was so excited reading your ask dksjmm <333)

Omg no need to apologise!!! Also you can literally send me everything and anything you want i’ll always be excited every time lmaoo even if it’s a lot, that’s even better!!!!

I was about to say get well soon but you said you had your rehearsal so that means your back is better i assume (and hope) which is amazing ❤️ (also congrats to your brother <3 i died when you said it was the first time they won aufisjssjk)

GOOD LUCK (even though you don‘t need it 😌 i‘m with your teachers on this one!) FOR YOUR SHOW I KNOW YOURE GONNA BE AMAZING AAAHH💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 Oh also i realised i dont even know what type of dance you do?

Not the singing group thingjfjhh😩 But yeah like your mom said it‘ll probably be amazing for your brother! And idk which one you‘re talking about so idk how old he is but i‘m sure in the future he‘ll be grateful and think it‘s cool that you got to do it together 🥺!!!! but also it‘ll probably be over soo quick and you‘ll be like oh that was quick so. (What was that Sentence dkdjdjjd)

I get that you‘re nervous tho :( but i hope it‘s not a constant state of anxiety and maybe you can change it into being excited about it (isn‘t that what Tom always says? I don‘t find it very helpful 💀 but maybe you do <3)

Dkdkdkdk the parent thing 😭 my parents used to argue alllllllll the time and i‘d like cry in my room every night lmao (is this too personal? lnaodjdkd i mean i feel comfortable with you so idc) and my mom/mum (lol) still says why did i marry your father? at least once a week and I know she MEANS it too but💀 i mean idk what exactly your situation is but i know everything‘ll turn out the best way possible (yk on a long term basis) and maybe you‘ll get two Christmases so that‘s good difkldndns

Okay what‘s new with me.... nothing lmao. I think i‘ll get my driver‘s license soon like i was supposed to have my test in june but that‘s probably not happening so i hope my test will be during the beginning of july because mid/late july i have exams and that‘s already enough stress :( (also i feel like i‘ve been talking about my driving for like six months and still don‘t have my license eldjdkdj (or is it licence???? I think license is the verb but idk) BUT! that‘s just because i didn‘t have any lessons between december and march? because of covid and i‘ve been just waiting to get a test date since april 😭 but because of covid everything is taking so long and yeah </3

Talking about driver‘s license (🥴) i have finally listened to more olivia rodrigo songs and i reallly dont like the sad ones bc they give me anxiety tbh (but most sad songs do so), but i like brutal and jealousy, jealousy (or is it called jealous, jealous? Idk). I have no idea if you even like her but i remember how you said deja vu was good so maybe you like her?

Also I‘m getting my first covid vaccine next week (i know the US is way ahead of us lol but I’m getting mine very early like most of my friends couldn‘t get theirs yet so) BUT i‘m scared that i have covid 😭😭 i went to a friend‘s house the other day and she was gonna walk me home but then we met people from some of her uni courses and i didn‘t mind them (don’t know how i managed that without an anxiety attack tbh) but we were very close and i accidentally hugged one of them dkdkdjdj (accidentally because i forgot covid exists) andddd i‘ve had a cough for a few days but i‘m probably (most likely) just paranoid. also idk if i should cancel my driving lesson which is friday (one day after my jab)(is the word jab a british thing? my (british) grandparents keep saying jab)

Uni has been a bit boring to be honest shdldhsldh but i guess boring is better than hard? not much to talk about theresjdkdkd

Snsnsjsh well i hope you‘re doing well otherwise and i know you‘ll slay your performance and the singing thing will be over soo quick so yeah. you can always come to my inbox (even with non love letters (tbh i thought i‘d changed that to just say letter box dudlfhdkdk)) 💘💘💘💘 love youuuuuu