#theunrelatable-reia

[marshmallowprotection]

I’m really curious.. how would Saeran react to a mc with D.I.D. More specifically suit saeran reaction?

[This had been answered for GE Saeran]

Suit Saeran definitely wouldn't have expected this if it wasn't anywhere in the information that Ray had put down about you. He would have spent the evening before he came to see you learning about you as much as humanly possible. 

There are things that he picked up when he was close to the front as he could be when Ray was out, but there are things that were purely unavailable to him before the accident happened about yourself that he has to learn on his own either by making you tell him or by going through what he has. He wants to know everything about you so he can turn everything against you.

Here's the difficult part about this realization. This is a disorder that only manifests when you have suffered from serious childhood trauma. The thing about him is that he doesn't think that you're the kind of person that has gone through something traumatic. 

The way that you acted with Ray told him that you seemed like the kind of person that was full of happiness and only knew about a world of compassion. He never would have imagined that you would have gone through something like what he did. It just doesn't make any sense to him and it would really shatter the view of the world that he has. It's already a very small view because he is only holding onto himself by the skin of his teeth.

The only reason that he is able to sustain himself is because he is feeding off of this mentality of strength and if he doesn't find something to keep it sustainable then the world around him says to call bowl and he simply can't control himself anymore. He spirals out of control the more that he is unable to believe in survival of the fittest. 

There's a reason why he breaks down when he does and that has a lot to do with the fact that you don't respond and give up. You don't return anger or hatred onto him, but you don't let him speak about you or where your himself with such malice. That alone is enough to mess with his head, if you were to account for the fact that this diagnosis means that you're no different than him and Ray... it messes with his head and he doesn't know how to feel about what's happening to him internally.

What does it say about him if you and the rest of your system were able to survive such horrible things and turned out this way? What does it say about him if strength is not built on anger and power, but instead kindness and generosity? That fact is one that would burn at his soul. 

He already has his own identity crisis and the realization that comes along with you and general in this sense... well. It's not going to work out for him all that well emotionally. He's already treading water and anything can easily push him underneath. How is he supposed to cope with the situation is everything that he knows is a lie?

The most likely thing that he would do would be to have a knee-jerk reaction. He might think that you're lying or claim that you're lying, but internally he's beating himself up and having a crisis. Because if he acknowledges that you are a system, that means that there is something wrong with him. 

He doesn't have the language or the understanding of his own disorder to understand the inner workings. He would assume that he was broken because the way that he deals with his pain is not the way that you deal with your pain, and if he hasn't met any of the other Alters yet, it's hard for him to deal with that. Because if you don't have someone in your system that is similar to him, it'll ship away at what little ego he has.

[gureishi]

Why do you sound very familiar?

Ohh! Me??

Huh! What's familiar? My name, or the way I write, or something else?

I'm so curious! 💫

[mysme-with-those-gay-ships]

Hello, I just found your account and have no idea who you are but may I just say

I love your name it’s frickin funny

Sorry

LMAO THANK YOU 💜💜

All the really nice Mystic Messenger usernames were taken, so I had to get creative 😌

[hanawrites404]

can you pls suggest a few creator, writers, friends, mutuals or followers that i can follow??? i want to support as many creators as i can! :3!!

Of course!

Shout out to @chevalier-of-fontaine/@zhonglis-empty-wallet @babufactory @auntvamp @theunrelatable-reia @the-soupiest-artist @g8se @averyfonce @rinya703 @yelena-salamander @flowerz-art @arcanecadenza @xayahagressive @helpiminhell @genshin-karebear @camishir @reinas-hub @tower-fallen @drakularts @isbus @alvrudart @mcnexter @hyaenes @ensizel @calamariqueer @laoian @beniibene @leechobsessed @poetic-emptiness-fanfic @poesoldat76 @nerdy-non-binary @notaguyrai @alyatheapprentice @juliian-devorak @echomimus @brickstick3000

These are some of them I know :D

[marshmallowprotection]

For being so nice🎀 and cute😚, copy this to 10 other bloggers that you think are wonderful. 💗Keep the GAME going and make others feel beautiful❤️💕💕

Aw, thank you!

[hanawrites404]

Got tagged by @kumaronoa for WIP Wednesday! Thank you baby!! 💖💖💖💖💖

Time to expose myself huh 😂

Here we go!

Oh what is this?! New CJ x Zen romance??? Hehehe, stay tuned✨

To tag, I will have @rinya703 @averyfonce @g8se @sylph-dreams @vikiinglumberjack @theunrelatable-reia @babufactory heheheeeee. Expose yourself I dare you.

[marshmallowprotection]

HAPPY (early) BIRTHDAY!!!!

Aw, thank you! It's not my birthday for another 9 hours officially but this means a lot to me! He's going to chew that phone, isn't he? This is Suit Saeran, isn't it? Alas. He's a feral little deviant but we all adore him so, don't we? I'm going to be giggling about this for a while.

[orange-twilek-guy]

Thank you for the tag!!

From left to right, top to bottom!

Ray(Mystic Messenger), Jaehee(Mystic Messenger), Sophie(Howl’s Moving Castle), Annie(Attack on Titan), Yuri(Fire Emblem:Three Houses, Ashen Wolves DLC), Python(Fire Emblem:Shadows of Valentia), Lancelot(BBC Merlin), Asmodeus(Obey Me), Asra(The Arcana). I definitely have a type but I find it difficult to explain what it is lol.

@theunrelatable-reia if you want to do it, go ahead! ^^

L to R, top to bottom:

Rohan Kishibe (JJBA), Joe (Sk8 the Infinity), Galo Thymos (Promare), Loid Forger (Spy x Family), Kento Nanami (JJK), Daisuke Kambe (Fugo Keiji: Balance Unlimited), Tsuchigomori (TBHK), Aki Hayakawa (CSM), Hatori Sohma (Fruits Basket)

Tagging: @lostinthe-jojos @giogio-gucci-gangstar @pensivespecter @angry-geese

(if anyone else wants to do this feel free)

[marshmallowprotection]

Overwhelmed by serpent

FITS SUIT SAERAN PERFECTLY

What am I feeling

can’t look at the ceiling

It’s so loud it’s like my ears are bleeding

This mind isn’t mine

But who am I to judge

I should be fine

But I’m not

I get overwhelmed

So easily my anxiety creeps inside of me makes it hard to breath what’s come over me

Feels like I’m somebody else

I get overwhelmed

You've got that right. Underneath his anger and all that disdain is someone that is on the cusp of that worst breakdown to be had. Suit Saeran needs a lot of help but he'll never ask for it. He's got too much pride and shame to ever try... and nobody will ever know he's crawling his scalp out the longer that he can't breathe.

[hanawrites404]

LMAO I WANNA DO THIS ONE!

There you gooooo~ that's me XD

Tagging @kumaronoa @sylph-dreams @dis-gorl-does-stuff @averyfonce @theunrelatable-reia @cowcifer @thedum1 @vikiinglumberjack @rinya703 @auntvamp

Describe yourself with 3 imaginary characters, but for others it should be an ALARM 🚨🚨🚨

Amma go first:

Now think about it...

Tagging @hanawrites404 pass the thing, I almost died of laughter while searching for the pics

[hanawrites404]

Whoop WHOOP!! Thanks for the tag✨✨

Wynne:

Lily Of The Valley

This is the poison of giving too much. You feel yourself emptying out, dizzying, discoloring-- until you fear you will fade entirely and wither away. You have always had to give. You never had a choice before. They pluck your flowers for their beauty, they trample your leaves carelessly, they pull out your roots by the fistful and berate you for daring to grow. And now that you have a grove to spread out in, your rhizomes tangle and curl in on themselves. When cruelty is all you've ever known, thriving seems impossible. But the answer is not to make yourself small and offer every lovely thing you are to the world in the hopes it will have mercy on you. The answer is to let yourself dare to thrive for thriving's sake, to grow in the wild ways you wish to-- and to do that for yourself for once.

Ooooh fitting!

Tagging @naciela @g8se @theunrelatable-reia @thedum1 @poetic-emptiness-fanfic @chevalier-of-fontaine and anyone else who wanna!

OC~ ( Poisonous flowering plant uquiz)

~ I wasn’t tagged but I saw this uquiz and wanted to do it with my characters 😍

° Kai

Oleander

This is the poison of stagnation. You grow drowsy. Your heart rate slows, and when you do move you can’t seem to stop shaking. It may seem to others that you’re lazy, or reticent. Like you avoid hard work on purpose, like you always take the easy way out. But you know deep down that it wouldn’t be like this if you weren’t so tired, so deeply tired. If you weren’t crushed under the weight of sorrow like a mile of water over your head. Nothing brings you peace, except rest and– though you can hardly dare to ask– having someone tend to you gently and sweetly. A good gardener speaks to their plants, sings to them, waters them, fertilizes their soil, prunes the dead parts, nurtures the new growth. You yearn to be cared for like that, even though you feel you don’t deserve it. The secret is that you do. You always have. And someday, you’ll learn that, and receive that care, and the exhaustion won’t keep you from growing strong and lovely anymore. You were never the problem. These are simply poor growing conditions for you.

° Eliah 

Belladonna

This is the poison of falling in love. You taste it and your heart beats fast. Your eyes dilate, you fall into deep delirium. You may be a bit dramatic and impulsive, and it gets you into trouble sometimes, but you just can’t help yourself. It’s in your blood. You love because it is the truest beauty you’ve found in this harsh world. Even when it’s hurt you before, when it’s poisoned you, you still find a way. They may call you naive for still believing in it, or vain for making yourself and your surroundings so meticulously lovely. But to love like this is brave and noble, and I hope you find the beauty you seek. Chances are, it’s within and all around you already, if you know where to look.

Whoa i loved it!!! *O*  Kai…. it’s so accurate and sad,it describes his life before and after the loss of his family qwq Wow *cries*

tagging: @hanawrites404 @quirky-and-kind @mammonprotectionsquad @primabelladonnas @little-lightning-lavellan @dis-gorl-does-stuff @noire-pandora  @gureishi (no pressure,ok? only if you want :D)  and anyone who wants! if you see this i’m tagging you too 💕

[hanawrites404]

Oh this looks like fun 😜

Hehehe, only one way to describe me.

(Hornknee)

Tagging @sylph-dreams @rinya703 @cowcifer @theunrelatable-reia @vikinglumberjack @g8se and anyone else who wanna!

Was tagged by the wonderful @cookieasylum to choose one picture from my camera roll without downloading to sum up my personality and then tag 5 ppl

Tagging @jafndaegur @revangerang @stormielikeweather @pottinglilies @constancezin 💙

[hanawrites404]

Hue hue, thanks boo boo. Time to go apeshit.

Hot shower or cold shower // texting or calling // earbuds or headphones // paperback or hardcover // matte or gel // 12 hour clock or 24 hour clock // blue or green // sunsets or sunrises // tulips or orchids // candle light or moonlight // sci-fi or horror // pen or pencil // pandas or koalas // gold or silver // sneakers or boots // denim jacket or leather jacket // pink or purple //chocolate or sour candy // deodorant or perfume // drive- in movie theater or the cinema // pastel colors or neutral earth tones // lemonade or fruit juice // past or future // constellations or aurora borealis

Tagging @zhonglis-empty-wallet @g8se @naciela @theunrelatable-reia @thedum1 @poetic-emptiness-fanfic @flowerz-art and anyone who wants to do this!

This or that

I’m supposed to chose one but I cheated AUHSUAHSUAHSUASUH

Thank you for the tag @loverhymeswith. I love doing this kind of thing!

Hot shower or cold shower // texting or calling // earbuds or headphones // paperback or hardcover // matte or gel // 12 hour clock or 24 hour clock // blue or green // sunsets or sunrises // tulips or orchids // candle light or moonlight // sci-fi or horror // pen or pencil // pandas or koalas // gold or silver // sneakers or boots // denim jacket or leather jacket // pink or purple //chocolate or sour candy // deodorant or perfume // drive- in movie theater or the cinema // pastel colors or neutral earth tones // lemonade or fruit juice // past or future // constellations or aurora borealis

I’m tagging @kumaronoa @isk4649 @xgreywardencouslandx, @kemvee @raflesia65 and anyone who wants to do it.

[hanawrites404]

HOHOHOOOOO

You called for Jude and here they are! Right in heels uwu

This is a picture when they were very young. Hair not dyed and still in their 20s studying at the university, but still having a great sense of fashion. They dress so amazingly that people fail to recognise their gender LMAO. And that's DEFINITELY what Jude wants lol

This is a modern version of Jude. Originally, they belong to much earlier times. Who knows how old they really are 👀

Hehehe, anyways. Tagging @theunrelatable-reia @g8se @asraiscool @zhonglisemptywallet and others who wanna do it!

the lovely @slothssassin tagged me to make a few of my OCs in this dress up game

Aedra Lavellan//Andy Shepard

Myra Hawke//Evangeline Cousland

tagging @starsandskies @oxygenforthewicked @nothisis-ridiculous and whoever else would like to :)

[hanawrites404]

Thank you for the tag! Let's see what I got hehehheeee

Wynne❄️

Catherine⛲

Bernadette💎

Tagging @theunrelatable-reia @thedum1 @kumaronoa @g8se @noorthekingduh @averyfonce and anyone else who wanna!

MAKING A TAG GAME (I know I’m not original but whatever)

Tag 5 people and have them post 5 songs they think fit their oc and 3 outfits that fits their overall aesthetic (or perhaps just what you’d think they’d wear) 

Ill go first >:)

Atlas:

Juno:

Ruth:

Zahra:

Jayda: 

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I had a lot of fun with this tbh

Tagging @alyatheapprentice​ @salty-lavender​ @borednschooled​ @the-chaos-siblings​ @sharpfawngz​

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Enjoy!

[space-kitten-606]

@theunrelatable-reia Saeyoung specifically, canon in game, says that he does not smoke or drink. Please do your research before attempting to make a point.

Everytime one of you mention/depict Saeyoung consuming alcohol/drugs for some reason I want to slam my head into concrete.