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oh nooo the girls are fightinnggg (also ignore the inconsistent Arthur design shhhh and the missing eye scar lol)
#arthur lester#john doe#jarthur#private eyes#malevolent#malevolent art#these hands are my pride and joy#my art
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to a brighter journey
#izzy hands#israel hands#trans#trans joy#trans pride#our flag means death#izzy hands made me nb and trans ofc ill always keep him close to my heart#ofmd
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i just want to say your art is so cool oh my gods like genuinely its so…. dhdhhsdhbajdbabdbdb.:!!.!!:₱;!:’ THE STYLIZATION IS SO!!!!! RHE WAY EVERYTHING FLOWS TOGETEHR OGH H YMGMDODDDDDD ITS SO COOPL!!!!!!! YOUR MESSY DOODLES R SO COOL TOO OH HMY GODDDDNdjdhsbhdbdbwjshshab
ok km. normal. normal now. on the topic of normal i would like to request a little normal oak… my boy… you Do Not need to do it though!!!!!! i just wanted to say your art is very cool whebjabsbs
thank you so much this is very sweet - I've been dying lately due to heat warnings in my area LOL happy pride <3 <3
#it's so hot outside it's killing me i need a cool drink in my hand at all times#dndads#dungeons and daddies#oakworthy#normal oak swallows garcia#hermie the unworthy#nick's here too but he's not important not rn#can't go through pride without bringing back the teenie tape i hate him so much but he sparks Some joy so that counts for smthn#i've also been thinking about Hermie lately bc i've been on a musical binge so theyre here lol#rip Hermie idk if you would've liked NP&TGC of 1812 but Dust and Ashes wouldve Done Something to you#my artwork
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if femzai doesnt look like the worst girlfailure on the block I dont want her
#CHEERS EVERYONE! this was cooked up in the discord w my beloveds after talking abt femzai n I just couldnt resist trying my hand at it#shes so💞 wanted to give her a long ass mormon skirt like rori suggested but..another day#also peep the acne + braces + messy hair. my pride n joy#SO MAD U CAN BARELY SEE THE SUSPENDERS THO. SIGH#dazai osamu#bsd#bsd art#bungou stray dogs#femzai#also hiiii evryone on the dash for the first time in forever who missed me. my eardrum exploded so I had to dip for a bit u all understand#funny two times I post dazai art n its when im sick. this is a sign
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I got an overwhelmingly interested response from everyone about my T2 experience so while I compile those posts about that, I'll share with y'all the best pic I've ever taken (and I've seriously debated multiple times just sending it as a holiday card to my family members and telling them happy holidays from me and my new boyfriend🥰😋 but haven't gotten around to that yet LOL) may I present to you the photo of when Art took me to the prom 🤡
This was taken way back in the summer of 2019 and it was one of the best days of my life, it was before Terrifier got crazy big like it is now so the lines were much shorter 🥲🥹 he was so adorable and sweet and it was so cute asking him in character if he would be okay with doing a prom photo pose and he instantly nodded his head yes with that big ol' smile and instantly turned me around and came right up behind me and wrapped his arms around me (and if you look closely you can see that he was also literally holding my fingers between his 😳🥵😂) I love my clown boyfriend and we are very happy together!!!🥰😋
#so basically art the clown has a crush on me confirmed😌😋🤪#David really is so talented at what he does#it really felt like I was meeting a whole separate person instead of meeting someone in a costume and it was very impressive#getting to meet art up close is so intimidating in the best way#he's so TALL#and his hands bro don't even get me started#this photo is my Roman Empire#apologies in advance but I'm probably gonna gush about this photo like at least once a month lol#it's my pride and joy#I mean just look at how cute we are together!!!#art if he ever had another clown accomplice lol#sorry Vicky love you girl you slay so hard but I can take over for you 😇#terrifier#art the clown#david howard thornton#terrifer 2#terrifier 3
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Sorry for the lack of posts, have some more headcanons!!
#MYYY self indulgent V headcanon number 234 is that shes a huge fucking dork#i.e she was a huge bookworm as a worker#well she was a dork in general#reading. painting. dancing. all of it#but alot of that. was kinda things she had to leave with the rest of her. when she became a Disassembly Drone.#And while alot of her died in the manor. she still kept some things close.#and one of those things is reading!!!#she cringes at like 90% of what she used to read but still goes out of her way to reread the copies she finds or is given#N usually gives her copies#She acts like she hates it but still reads them alone anyway#theres a reason she has bad eyesight and its because she reads with the book 3 inches from her face in the dark#also Uzi probably makes her read Twilight at some point and laughs the entire time (they both hate it. Uzi just likes messing w/ her)#anyway i just like the idea that in a world where V is finally allowed to start her life again#she looks for the things she loved that she had to leave behind#and finds new joy in them as who she is now#she might not be that little worker anymore#but shes still the girl who loved to curl up in the library when no one would notice. reading any book she could get her hands on.#idk i just like the idea that V deep down is still just a girl who wants to have fun.#i just want her to be HAPPY#anyway do you guys wanna hear why Chappell Roan's “Pink Pony Club” is so V code- (i fall down the stage stairs)#murder drones#serial designation v#serial designation n#uzi doorman#also for context ive never read Pride and Prejudice despite meaning to#its just one of the only actual romance books i know off the top of my head#imean no offense to it. I just like joking abt V reading romance sdkfjkldsjf
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Tiny Terzo Reliquary!
It’s finally finished! I decided to keep the embellishments to a minimum instead of doing a lot of tiny paper cutting when my hands have been really stiff with the cold weather, but I absolutely love how it turned out!!!
He now lives with my other little figures on my music shelf and I’m already planning to make one for my Copia figure when I get it next year >:)
Compiled progress shots and thoughts on the project below the cut! (Heads up, I ramble a lot)
If I was to make it again I would definitely have planned the roof section better and made the base in full panels instead of sections to minimise seams. I also would make sure I painted the inside before construction and put the plastic for the windows in last instead of having to mask them off for painting.
It’s made of a combination of 1mm and 2mm mount board (also called chip board I believe?), clear plastic from some packaging, stretch velvet and bamboo toothpicks. Ideally, I would have made it from acrylic because that’s much stronger but that would require a laser cutter or a jigsaw, two things I don’t have lol but the mount board takes paint much better without needing too much priming and sanding and cuts much easier with a scalpel.
I crocheted the lace using single strands of embroidery thread and a .6mm crochet hook. It was the first time I ever did any crochet on that scale and it was actually really fun and I’m planning a few more crochet lace projects in the future. Although I don’t recommend doing micro crochet if you’re very tense and have long nails because I was putting SO MUCH pressure on my thumbnail on the hand I was holding my work with that I actually had to take a break overnight because my nail bed was starting to hurt and didn’t stop hurting for like four days. Learn from my mistakes. If anyone’s interested, I put the stitches I used on one of the older update posts but it’s a very basic row of double crochet scallop stitches on a base of a single row of slip stitches to keep it small
The tufting on the back plate was done by marking out a lattice grid on a rectangle of mount board that was slightly smaller than the space it would sit in on the removable plate and punching the holes with my awl. I then chopped up some foam from an old bra that I’d already harvested the hooks and eyes from and glued that to the piece of mount board before covering with some stretch velvet. I tried doing the tufting in a few different ways. Originally I wanted to do it just with little French knots to look like buttons but I ended up not liking it so I took them all out and tried a couple of different methods for doing a lattice before landing on what you see in the photos. I went over in one long stitch along all the left to right diagonals and then did the same with the right to left diagonals and put in tiny couching stitches at all the intersections through the holes in the mount board to pull them in and give it that tufted look
I’ve really missed doing things like this. I went to college to study model making because my dream was to work in theatre either as a prop builder or set designer but with my disabilities I realised that kind of career that required a lot of work with heavy machinery and a lot of time on my feet isn’t a viable choice for me, so it’s nice to get back into something I’m really passionate about while also making something relating to my special interests
#the band ghost#papa emeritus iii#papa terzo#this little thing is my pride and joy#I wish I’d been able to do more tiny details but my hands are always very sore this time of year so I want to keep them in good shape#I bought some ring splints for my right hand that should be arriving at the end of the month so hopefully those will help!!
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“As my friend Julian puts it, only half winkingly: “God blessed me by making me transsexual for the same reason God made wheat but not bread and fruit but not wine, so that humanity might share in the act of creation.” ― Daniel Mallory Ortberg, Something That May Shock and Discredit You
hand lettering by me
#art#artists on tumblr#illustration#my art#quotes#Daniel mallory ortberg#something that may shock and discredit you#transgender#trans#trans pride#trans joy#trans women#transfem#lgbtqia#lgbtq community#lgbtqiia+#queer community#nonbinary#queer artist#nonbinary artists#hand lettering#lettering#typography#graphic art#hand-lettering
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if i'm being entirely honest i find the term "spiritual psychosis" annoying at best. it makes me feel as though i, as someone with schizoaffective disorder, need to work extra hard to "prove" my spiritual beliefs are valid.
here's the thing. my spirituality has always been and will always be flavored and colored by being schizoaffective. even when i was an atheist i could not untangle the two. there's never going to be a way for me to know where the line is drawn between my spiritualism and my psychosis. for example i will probably never shake the idea that i died and was resurrected, and that event holds SIGNIFICANT spiritual meaning for me, even on antipsychotics, even when i can recognize that yes, it's probably the remains of a delusion.
so please tell me, why is it anyone else's business if i incorporate that into my religious practices? it harms no one and gives me one more reason to rejoice. if it started causing actual problems, putting me in danger, causing me distress, bringing along disorganized thinking or anything of the sort, that's when it would be time for me to get help. but really and truly i would not want random people im not close with to tell me to get that help, especially if their only clues into my mental state come from my spiritual practices. i am not a dog to be taken to the vet. sometimes people are psychotic and we exist in your communities and we have religious beliefs and you have GOT to suck it up and allow space for us, however our conditions affect us and our practices.
it's also just. buries my face in my hands. you can just say psychosis, you don't need a special term for it. again it just makes me feel like i'm being singled out and not being taken seriously because there's a long LONG history of psychotic/schizospec people having our mental illnesses used as reason to disregard us. please just mind your business.
#cadaver speaks#mostly prompted by me looking into godspousing after a very interesting experience#and seeing someone basically say most godspouses are experiencing spiritual psychosis#which read more to me as a complaint about how other people practice than actual concern for people's mental health#do i know whether i was visited by dionysus or just have silly silly brain chemicals? NOPE#and it's entirely fucking futile to try to figure it out because you can't prove any gods exist and i'm an unreliable narrator!#so i have to ask myself: what will make me happy?#should i deny myself the joy of worship just because i drew the short straw and got saddled with schizoaffective?#or should i say fuck it and do what will make me happy?#i want to live! i beg to live!! i am wrenching the fullness of my feeble human life from nonpsychotics' hands!!!#obligatory disclaimer that if you're psychotic/schizospec and you find the term spiritual psychosis useful that's fine#anyway. society will not be free until the lunatics are free from our chains and shackles. or something#mad pride#schizophrenia#schizoaffective#actually schizophrenic#actually schizoaffective#actually schizospec#spirituality#paganism#witchcraft#mental health#if anyone willfully misinterprets what i'm saying you owe me one thousand usd#if it doesn't make sense reread the post or move on. good Bye
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HOLY SHIT
holy shit
what the fuck
oh my god
Bridgerton season 3 episode 7
i have thoughts (this will be long)
So first let me establish some context between me and Benedict Bridgerton:
since the very first moment he sat on that swing next to Eloise I absolutely needed him to be queer. I knew it in my bones that that was what he needed to be. And I was so completely prepared to be cheated out of it! Yes, they had him meet a gay man, but I was ready for that to go absolutely nowhere. I was ready to live with my wants and needs and leave the show to screw me over. And Benedict is my favorite character! Always has been, probably always will be. When I see his stupid smile, I just get such a sense of joy. Maybe it’s because I’m just a raging bisexual, but I really liked him.
next, let me tell you that I am bisexual and polyamorous. I have a boyfriend and a girlfriend, and I love them both incredibly. You can probably imagine that there is not much representation for people who are polyamorous. I was ready to live with that. I was ready to live with the death of my ideas of queer Benedict, and I was ready to live with a hole in my heart where a polyamorous character was meant to be.
but I WAS NOT LET DOWN! Bridgerton didn’t let me down! Benedict kissed a woman, and then he kissed a man, and I was left gasping on my couch crying such tears of pure joy!
I was not cheated out with a love triangle. I was not left hanging with jealousy and arguments. I was given the gift of a character realizing both his bisexuality and polyamory, and I am in love with it.
I had a little space carved out in my heart for Benedict. I was ready to have him be queer. I’d made a little nook for him with all the characters I love. I’d made tea, put a fire in the hearth, and arranged the pillows for him. And now he’s here! He’s here, and I’ve been waiting for him.
It may be a selfish thought, but this feel like something I get to have. It feels like a triumph to me. To have and to hold, to give little forehead kisses to, to keep by my bedside during the hard nights to look at and keep close.
I’ve been sobbing for the last 10 minutes over Benedict. Tears of joy streaming down my face, muttering into the pillows. The last time I was like this was when I learned Gwen Stacy might be transgender.
Representation matters to me. Welcome to my heart, Benedict. Love is not finite.
#bridgerton#bridgerton season 3#bridgerton spoilers#bridgerton season three spoilers#benedict bridgerton#polyamourous#polyam pride#bisexual#pride#pride month#representation matters#no but seriously I am crying tears of joy right now#I get to keep Benedict#I get to hold him and his identity in my hands by my chest#Give him little forehead kisses and hug him#This means so much to me
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experimenting with poses (if you see the tiny bit of paper towel holding up the sandrock’s arm no you don’t)
#no i DONT have a fancy turntable or leds i’m SORRY#gunpla#sazabi#freedom gundam#sandrock gundam#i didn’t like the sandrock at first (the loose joints still kinda upset me) but it poses really well#and of course. the sazabi. my pride and joy my love my beautiful red badass plastic robot#also it’s haaaaard to pose the freedom gundam that thing has so much going on#and the sabers/shield don’t stay in its hands too well#i’m patiently waiting for my stands to come in the mail so i can pose them Even Better
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even though ive been out as trans for over 3 years (i think?) i still feel so much euphoria and happiness whenever i hear someone refer to me with my correct pronouns
#i cant really explain it well#but whenever i get called 'he' i feel so happy omg#i feel giddy maybe#i love getting called sir by random people that i hold the door to the gas station for#i love when im handing someone their change and they say 'thanks man!'#i love that my friends dont see me as a girl and whenever they refer to me they use my pronouns#i love being myself and being accepted by the people around me#trans joy#transgender#trans#trans euphoria#gender euphoria#transmasc#trans pride
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MY BEAUTIFUL BOY WHO I WOULD DESTROY THE WORLD FOR
#WHEN TF DID HTEY FINISH MAKING AND COLROING HIS NENDO WHAT THE FUCK#WHERE DO I ORDER IT#WHERE IS#WHERE IS HTE LINK#I CANT FIND IT ANYWHERE#I FOUND BREAKS BUT ITS OFF HTE JP WEBSITE#WHERE HTE FUCK IS MY OZ LINK WHERE I WANT IT SO BA DPLEASE#LOOK AT HIMMMMMM LOOK AT HIS LITTEL SMILE WHHHSHWHWHWHWHWHWHWW#IM GONNA CRY HES SO HAPPYYYYY#MY BABY BOY MY EVERYTHING MY PRIDE AND JOY#avil speaks#pandora hearts#oz vessalius#IF ANYONE KNOWS WHERE I CAN GET IT#PLEASE#I AM BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEES I WANT HIM SO BAD#YES IM AWARE I HAVE AN OZ PLUSH ALREADY#BUT I MUST ALSO ATTAIN THE OZ NENDO.... HE IS EVERYTHING TO ME#this boy turned my life around i you dont understand....#another Essential you must know about this blog#i love this character his name is oz vessalius and he is from a manga known as pandora hearts :)#Unfortunately i also grew up to be like him LASKDJFALSKJH
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Hear me out, what if in season 6, instead of the Eiffel Tower getting destroyed with each Akuma attack, this travesty is targeted instead?
#get wrecked gabe#literally#it would be my pride and joy to see his statue decimated#maybe ladybug and chat noir can even have a shot at it#is it really their fault if the statue is accidentally cataclysmed#or if the lucky charm just happens to need the statue shattered to pieces#there are just so many possibilities#miraculous ladybug#gabriel agreste#garbage agreste#whoops my hand slipped#ml recreation#ml season 5 finale#ml spoilers#ml season 5 spoilers#ml season 5#ml season 6#ml#miraculous#mlb#ml leak free#miraculeakless
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The most I can do currently is repost this and hope that you can get the help you need. I wish you good health and safety, and much love <3
I also have this trans Tiefling girl I drew, in hopes it'll bring more attention to this. To whoever finds this, reblog! Redraw her! Send money if able! Anything helps!
#art#drawing#reblog :)#send help#artists on tumblr#my draws#hand drawn#tumblr draw#drawings#artwork#artist#my art#tiefling#tieflng#teifling#dnd#dnd art#dnd character#dungeons and dragons#dnd5e#trans pride#transgender#transfem#trans woman#trans joy#transblr#trans rights#trans#gazaunderattack#free gaza
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I have basically no art to post so why not flex my media drawer
#im kind of obsessed with the way that everything fits in perfectly#the inherent eroticism in sliding a dvd out and putting back in so everything is flush#i bought 5 new dvds yesterday and i just have to haphazardly put them on top#also pretty much all of these are second hand save for some more recent movies#i also have 7 cds stuck on my wall because theyre my pride and joys and red flags for people who walk into my room#save me physical media#jake speaks into the void
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