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just finished the traitor baru cormorant and Fucked Up about it
#trying to decide if i should take a breather and read one of the standalone books on my reading list#or if i should go ahead and request book 2... i know it has more mixed reviews but i want to see what happens!!! i want more of xate yawa!!#also looking at some of these negative reviews- i get the feeling we had very different impressions of baru lmao#like i'm sorry that you thought this woman was some perfectly calculating mastermind you've fallen for the same lie she tells herself!#girl is a disaster lesbian in every sense of the word- very stupid smart person who keeps making the same mistakes thanks to hubris <3#constantly trusting people she tells herself she shouldn't and making decisions fueled by sentiment she knows will come back to bite her <3#(i may be wrong because i've only just read the first book but imo the person baru is TRYING to be? that's the person xate yawa IS)#(sorry for being obsessed with this one side (?) character i'm starved for morally ambiguous old women of her particular archetype)#texts#the masquerade series
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i NEED to stop listening to people on instagram hyping up books because what the fuck was that
#this is about lapvona#stop promising me body horror when what you mean is a disabled person exists. die forever#besides that the book was just not good in my humble opinion. saw a review that said it had nothing new or compelling to say about human#nature and i agree. if youre gonna write the 828494th book about ooaaiugah the nature of humanity is inherently violent#at least make it fucking entertaining#also wtf was up with all the adult breastfeeding? like why? not everything Has to have a reason ofc#but like i get the points the author is making with all the other shit irt capitalism and organized religion and misogyny and abuse and#structures of abuse#but why are so many grown men in this book sucking old lady tits. was it supposed to be disturbing?#idk the point of art is to make you feel something. right? this book failed. all it stirred in me is a weak#...meh?#the worst thing a book can be is boring. waste of my fuckin time. maybe the other stuff shes written will hit better for me but im not that#interested in reading them because i was so so so disappointed by this book. augh#its just such a nothingburger of a book. to me.#idk maybe im desensitized cause im a big ol yucky gorehound#but this book just held absolutely nothing for me. i keep hearing over and over how disturbing and gory it is#and in my estimation it really did not leave that impression.#not detective pikachu#richie reads
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Maybe you have this answered in another ask/post, but do you have anything like a storygraph account or a place where you review books? i love seeing all the books you finish, and would love to hear more of what you think about them!
yep! I have a goodreads account, which I use frequently!
#for my in-depth reviews I tend to like for them to be more put together and coherant on goodreads#I also sometimes change my reviews based upon reflection#also my goodreads is a MESS lmao im always like in the process of making my shelves nice#but yeah!#ive only just started doing the star ratings in my tumblr tags this year#other than that my reviews on tumblr are just kinda final impressions of the book and takeaways rather than a solid review#anyones welcome to follow my goodreads btw! I love chatting and bonding over books come talk to me anytime#answered asks
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buddy cole autobiography update: THERE IS BUDDY COLE ANGST IN HERE I REPEAT THERE IS BUDDY COLE ANGST IN HERE
#for real tho i fucking love this book and i'm so impressed with how they were able to make buddy such a 3 dimensional character#like they kept all the surreal humor of classic buddy segments but also like. he's a protagonist you can relate to and cheer for#and even at times feel sad for#gonna write a longer review once i finish it#just. oh my god#finished the chapter at his birthday party in the middle of the aids epidemic and nearly cried#buddy cole is so important
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Why Juno Persona Chart?
‧₊˚✩彡 The Juno Persona Chart is a Persona Chart based on the asteroid Juno (3). This asteroid represents our destined love, our future spouse.
‧₊˚✩彡 In the Natal Chart, Juno usually represents our destined love and also FS, and how they play in our life. But sometimes, we just want to know more. In this case, our Juno Persona Chart will be calculated based on the position of Juno in our Natal Chart. And so our Juno PC will be our Juno in Natal Chart but in a more detailed Chart.
‧₊˚✩彡 In this case, we can literally know more with our Juno PC. The most famous signification of a Juno PC is to know more about your Future Spouse, mostly considered as our destined love.
The two sides of Juno Persona Chart
‧₊˚✩彡 As I said, Juno PC will usually say about our Future Spouse, but, as it represents our destined love, this can actually also represent the way we are going to be with our Future Spouse.
‧₊˚✩彡 Of course, this post will be based on my personal observations with people around me. But this is still a theory, and something im still studying.
‧₊˚✩彡 But in most of cases, Juno PC actually express the love story between you and your FS as well. It's going to give you hint about where you will meet and what could happen, and how you will come to Union with your FS.
This post is a theory mostly, and observations based. If the theory happens to be verified often, I'll post a more detailed post with signs, houses and degrees.
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‧₊˚✩彡 Sun in the Juno PC could represent your first impression of your Future Spouse.
‧₊˚ Examples ‧₊˚
✩ Sun 1H: You could have love at first sight for your FS. You could find them very handsome/ pretty when you first see them. You could also find them very passionate, extrovert. ✩ Sun 9H: You could find your FS really smart when you first meet. You could look at them as older than you, or as a mentor, or they could be in an upper position for you if you work or in school. They could have a lot to teach you, and you could admire them somehow. They could also be a foreigner, and you could see them this way. ✩ Sun 4H: Sun here could mean you could feel like your FS is familiar, or they could feel like your home. You could eventually live with your FS. You could think your FS reminds you of a sibling or of a parent, you could also feel incredibly safe with your FS. ✩ Sun 10H: In this position, you could think your FS is someone you respect a lot, someone who works hard, you could also see them as a coworker, or someone well known around you. Your FS could also have a position well know or respected in society, for example, they can be married, so everyone knows their marital status. ✩ Sun 5H: You will feel like your FS is very fun, someone you will have so much fun and laugh with, you'll love their presence, you'll feel like it's easy to feel good with them. You could feel like they are quite popular, and flirty, there is something about them that just draws you to them. You feel like life is good with them, and you may want to spend a lot of time with them.
‧₊˚✩彡 Chiron 4H could mean you'll have a lot of troubles or arguments with your family because of your relationship with your FS. Or at least, there will be a problem with your relationship and your family.
‧₊˚✩彡 It's true that your Rising Sign will tell how you will meet them. It can tell the place but also the circumstances. Ruler of your Rising can say more (Sign & House of the ruler).
‧₊˚ Examples ‧₊˚
✩ Sagittarius Rising: You could meet them in college, or when you are in college. You could also meet them in school or when learning something. My Uncle has this placement, he met his FS when both of them were in College. The Ruler of the Rising is Jupiter, and it falls in the 2H in Aquarius. His FS was one of my mother's best friend, and she become close to their family and he met her in his family. The 2H represents family, and Aquarius represents friendship. ✩ Aquarius Rising: You can meet them online, one dating app, on the internet, you can receive a DM from them. You can meet them in foreign lands, in an airport, or with friends, because of friends. ✩ Virgo Rising: You can meet them at work, while working, they can be a coworker, your boss, or someone you meet at work, so could even be a client. You could meet during a random day, or when taking care of your health. ✩ Gemini Rising: You could meet them online, at school, college, when learning something, library, with friends, in a social circle, in your neighborhood, because of your family, because of your siblings, at a concert, etc.
‧₊˚✩彡 The degree on your Rising can also add details on this first meeting.
‧₊˚✩彡 Uranus can represent what will change in your life after meeting your FS.
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✩ Uranus 4H: You could see the idea of family different after meeting your FS, or your idea of home could change. You could also have to change your family situation after meeting your FS, or your home situation. ✩ Uranus 5H: You could change your point of view about children after meeting your FS, you could also change your love life's situation after meeting them. You could end a relationship after meeting them, or you could want to be more serious. Or if you aren't dating anyone, you could want to become more romantic. ✩ Uranus 8H: Your idea of intimacy can change after meeting your FS. You could have had the idea that no one could enter in that zone before, and after meeting them, you could def feel like finally you met someone who understands on another level, and you want to make them enter in your secret world. You could finally see love in sex, without thinking of the act itself. You could want to share secrets with them. ✩ Uranus 12H: You could have a spiritual awakening after meeting your FS, or your beliefs could change after meeting them. You could feel like a cycle ended, and you can also feel more lonely after meeting them, feeling like you are very much attached to them already.
‧₊˚✩彡 Saturn could represent the possible obstacle between you and your FS.
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✩ Saturn 5H: If you have children already, you could think this would be a complicated situation, or you could have difficulties to conceive when you meet them. You could also not want children, or you could be too childish when you meet them. One of you could already be in a relationship when you meet. ✩ Saturn 2H: Your ethic could go against this relationship, your values, etc. You could also think one person in the connection doesn't have enough money, or money could be a problem. There is a problem of stability here. You could think one of you is also not stable in their life to be together. This could also translates to not being the right moment when you meet. ✩ Saturn 10H: You could have a reputation problem when you meet your FS, you could been seen in a certain way that doesn't go well with your relationship. You could also be too busy with work. You could feel like your relationships is complicated due to your position in society or at work. You could also have a certain reputation around you that can makes things harder for your FS and you.
‧₊˚✩彡 Union in Scorpio/ 8H could mean you'll be in a secret relationship first.
‧₊˚✩彡 Mars 3H means eventually you'll have miscommunication problems.
‧₊˚✩彡 Mars Aries can mean arguments or fights, or you'll feel angry because of this connection (house could say why).
‧₊˚✩彡 Uranus conjunct Neptune could mean some illusions you had about your life before could suddenly change when you'll meet your FS.
‧₊˚✩彡 Angles seem to be quite important about your first meetings. It can represents different point of view. I'm not exactly sure of what is what right now.
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‧₊˚✩彡 Jupiter could represent what you will gain from this relationship.
‧₊˚ Examples ‧₊˚
✩ Jupiter 2H: You could gain a lot of stability from your relationship with your FS, you could gain money too, success, you could feel prettier or more good looking when being with them. You could gain status, possessions, wealth. This can be a sign of a long term relationship here. ✩ Jupiter 6H: You could gain stability, you could care more about your health, mental health as well. You can feel safe with your FS, you can also be more serious in general in your life. You could become more busy, but you could just be more responsible. This can be a sign of a long term relationship as well.
‧₊˚✩彡 Venus or Juno conjunct North Node there could mean meeting your FS will both help you fulfill your purpose, and this could be destiny.
‧₊˚✩彡 8H Venus could mean you'll have a secret crush, or you'll be secretly in love, trying to hide your feelings to this person.
‧₊˚✩彡 9H/ 12H stelliums can mean most of your story can happen in foreign lands.
‧₊˚✩彡 4H/ 6H stelliums can mean you'll feel the most comfortable with this person, you'll never want to leave their side.
‧₊˚✩彡 Groom/ Briede in this chart can tell us what each person of the couples do when you meet each other.
For example, I have Briede 12H in this chart, and I traveled when I met my FS. My Briede conjunct my Uranus and we met online first. My Groom is in my 7H, and ruler of the 7H is in 9H, my FS traveled as well in the same place to attend a wedding.
‧₊˚✩彡 Sun can also give us more hints about how you meet, sign and house of course.
‧₊˚✩彡 Juno on the contrary can tell us how you begin your romantic relationship.
‧₊˚✩彡 Juno conjunct Pluto can mean you'll take a long time, or longer than what you thought, to enter in a relationship.
‧₊˚✩彡 Juno conjunct/ sextile/ trine Jupiter can mean you'll recognize your FS as your future spouse when you'll meet. You'll sense or just totally know you'll marry them even on the 1st meeting.
‧₊˚✩彡 Venus could say what are your feelings towards your FS when you meet them, or what you like about them when you meet.
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Can you do the leclerc brothers with sister reader and she’s like the joy of their life, kinda like the bond with amira sainz and Carlos but with the leclerc?
Of course!!! I find this is such a cute request.
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Little Sunshine
It was no secret among the paddock that the four Leclerc siblings shared an exceptionally close bond. It was also widely known that the three older brothers—Lorenzo, Charles, and Arthur—were fiercely protective of their younger sister, YN. At just 19 years old, she was not only the youngest in their family but also the only girl, creating a perfect recipe for three overprotective brothers.
There had already been numerous occasions where the brothers had demonstrated that their sister was the center of their universe, and they would go to any lengths to ensure her happiness and safety. ANYTHING!
One particularly heartwarming moment occurred during the Silverstone Grand Prix. During this GP, the cameras captured a scene that made fans fall in love with the Leclerc family all over again. As it was raining cats and dogs outside, the Free Practice session had been red-flagged. The FIA deemed it too dangerous for the drivers to continue in such treacherous conditions. Consequently, all the drivers were confined to the garage. While most of them were engrossed in reviewing data with their engineers, taking a brief respite, or chatting with their loved ones via FaceTime, there was one notable exception: Monsieur Charles Leclerc.
Instead of poring over data with his race engineer, Charles was seated on a chair, surrounded by an impressive array of hair care products. His lovely sister YN sat in front of him, comfortably perched on a cushion, completely absorbed in a book. The cameras captured the look of intense concentration on Charles’ face. What astonished the fans the most wasn’t that no one interrupted them, but that Charles was able to execute a top-notch hair care routine for his sister’s beautiful hair with seemingly effortless precision.
Later on, when the media inquired why he didn’t engage in the same activities as the other drivers during the red flag, he responded with a nonchalant expression, “My sister has beautiful hair, and my mama is a hairdresser. Naturally, I know that her hair requires special attention during such heavy rain. I don’t even understand why you’re asking such a silly question.” Safe to say that the fans loved the sassy respons from their PR trained King
Another fan-favorite moment occurred during one of Charles’ vlogs. The Leclerc family is renowned for their cherished boat trips during the summer, and this year was no exception. The memorable incident took place while Joris was busy filming Charles, who was enthusiastically explaining some part of the boat near his two younger siblings, who were both basking in the sun. With his face turned to the camera, Charles was blissfully unaware of his older brother Lorenzo sneaking up behind him. The camera began to shake from Joris’ silent laughter. As Charles continued his explanation, Lorenzo crept closer and closer to his unsuspecting siblings. And then it happened.
One moment Charles was mid-sentence, and the next, he was unceremoniously thrown overboard into the water. Before anyone could fully process what had happened, Lorenzo had already scooped up Arthur and tossed him in next to Charles, who was now simultaneously complaining and laughing. It was anticipated that Lorenzo would also pick up their sister and throw her in with their brothers. But that’s not what transpired. Instead, Lorenzo carefully lifted his sister and carried her to the railing. He gently set her down and descended the stairs himself first, stopping on the last step.
“Careful, ma puce, the stairs are a bit slippery,” he cautioned her. Instantly, Charles and Arthur halted their water fight, now also keeping a vigilant eye on YN. With Lorenzo’s assistance, which she didn’t even need, and under the watchful eyes of her other brothers, she safely entered the water. Now it was her turn to initiate the water fight, easing the tension that had briefly filled the air. However, her brothers remained close to her, ready to offer support in case she grew tired of swimming and needed a break. And Joris? He was busy laughing his butt off the entire time.
Another memorable moment took place during the Vegas GP. Like any other American GP, this one was packed with celebrities. Being the supportive sister she is, YN attended the GP with her older brother Arthur to cheer on Charles.
While Charles was out there racing, the well-known actor Timothée Chalamet decided to shoot his shot with the pretty Monegasque girl. “Hey. What do yo—” Before he could even finish his sentence, he was met with the disapproving face of Arthur Leclerc. The youngest brother looked him up and down, raised an eyebrow, and uttered a single, final word: “No.”
Arthur then moved his sister away from Timothée’s sight and engaged her in a conversation about the new Vogue magazine she had bought that day. YN, who didn’t even realize what had just transpired, was more than happy to discuss her favorite fashion magazine.
It’s safe to say that even a blind person could see the immense love and protective instincts the three brothers have for their sister.
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gryffindor characters modern! AU
according to me….
description: silly modern! AU head canons of the main gryffindor characters :)
pairing: harry, ron, fred, george, ginny and hermione x reader
contains: mentions of substances, alcohol and weed. mentions sexual acts (i think…)
|an: bored and decided i’d made something a little silly. literally just my thoughts lolll don’t take this too seriously
modern AU! harry potter who…
— definitely has a flip phone and refuses to be on any form of social media bc he thinks it’s awful for you
— i think being around his friends who do have social media would give him the spiel on most things tho
— oh he loveeesss house of dragon omg
— only listens to 70s 80s 90s music and some jazz tbh
— i feel like he’s just very old fashioned and he’s happy that way
— such a loving and caring bf since he’s hardly ever even touched the internet he’s pure lol
— def a lil goofball he’d say a little slang term the twins taught him and repeat it back to you…”harry who taught you that…”
— don’t ask him to do no substances i think he’d be kinda against them..not a smoker…occasional drinker.
modern AU! ron weasley who…
— is a stoner! thru and thru. i think he’s a bong rip typa fellow but a blunt or a joint would do it too. doesn’t strike me as a cart of eddie guy.
— big female rap supporter imo…def into latto and maybe dabbles into some meg that’s his girlll lol
— definitely a twea/seltzer guy oml cannot take shots is my hc
— heavy on the lowk himbo boyfriend
— not stupid at all but not super street smart i fear, more of a book smart type of guy.
— super cute and adorable bf overall, he’s a big boy. for sure.
—armmmmssss…. gymrat imo he loves to blow off steam at the gym
—i feel like isn’t a social media person as well…has an insta but doesn’t post on it nor have a lot of followers..no tiktok maybe twitter
—luv him but he was def on drakes side of the beef…definitely a champagne papi
—kinda a video game nerd imo but he’s definitely into the sports ones like FIFA
— buys you n him the crumbl cookie lineup every week and you review them tg in the car pretending to be those tiktok crumbl reviewers😭🫶 (he’s so cute)
modern AU! hermione granger who…
— is 100% on booktok
— do not ask her about the summer i turned pretty or bridgerton unless you wanna listen to her talk for hours.
— don’t play with her and noah kahan…
—or taylor swift
— or chappell roan..
—she’ll have a cute little mixed drink or perhaps a seltzer but do not give this girl no shots she don’t want none!
— her and colleen hoover….
— brings her digital camera everywhere and is most def the camera girl friend….”hermione pls send me the pics from last night”
modern AU! ginny weasley who...
— does not play about female wnba players at all.
— don’t even mention paige bueckers…that’s her girl.
— is a party animal just like her brother.
— loves her chappell roan too.
— always on social media u cannot get this girl off her phone. she’s like an ipad kid u couldn’t rip it out of her cold head hands.
— such a good girlfriend, definitely so protective over her s/o, especially on social media.
— “ginny why’d you respond to every comment under my post complimenting me with ‘& she/he mine..so’…”
modern AU! fred weasley who…
— definitely asks u “english or spanish?”
—definitely goes to too many parties…like at a function every weekend he loves the party scene.
—treats his girl RIGHTT i would compare the relationship to don toliver and kali uchis, flowers all the time, handsy. posting/supporting his girl allll the time
—“i❤️mygf” typa fellow, all his posts on socials are her! all his stories, his highlights and his posts.
— also a weed demon, doesn’t strike me as a beer or seltzer guy but ooooo that liqah….
— dress to impress demon. his gf definitely got him to play it and he got hooked and now he’s a fashion maven.
modern AU! george weasley who…
— is every girls dream man…im talking flowers, boo baskets, burr baskets, easter baskets, omg you say the word and he’s massaging your feet and feeding you grapes.
— always posting his girl just like his brother she’s on his absolutely everything and he has a highlight for her.
— type of guy to post those tiktoks of his girl on his account appreciating her all the time and the comments are like “omg on his account too!” and it’s so cute and adorable.
—isn’t much of a party guy like his brother…will go to a few but i feel like it’s not his thing at all and he’d rather be hanging out with friends instead of at a big function with strangers.
—literally the ken to your barbie and yes he took you to see the movie and yes he got into costume with you. and he did it happily.
— always hanging out with his girlfriend and wouldn’t want it any other way.
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Propaganda...
Mr Knightley (2009):
Johnny Lee Miller as Knightley is JUST SO. I mean the way he says "if I loved you less I might be able to talk about it more" IS JUUUST. The dance scene. The tentative shy smiles. The fact you can see in his eyes the entire time " I am completely in love with this woman. She'll never love me back BUT I DO NOT CARE I'LL LOVE HER FROM A DISTANCE ANYWAY" IS JUUUUUUST
We need to appreciate Mr Knightley more for both his snark and for those soft eyes just so full of love for Emma
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I was just going to send in the actual dance but the little panic he has when Emma says she knows his secret is just soo charming. There was some thread on twitter a few years ago about how a romcom man's most important quality is knowing how to look at a woman and JLM is just the master of it in this Emma
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I really feel like the pictures say it all. He stands there, head tilted to one side. He is listening to you. His posture is relaxed. His gaze open, frank, candid. He's not trying at all. He just is.And that's why he is Knightley.
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Some propaganda, not just for Jonny Lee Miller, but the general interpretation of 09 Knightley. I have some excerpts here from my review of the 09 adaptation:
What I really think is great about the 2009 interpretation of Mr. Knightley is what an easy and comforting presence he is, without being apologetic when he scolds Emma. I think this is communicated especially well by how often we are actually shown Mr. Knightley taking his almost-daily walks to Hartfield, how smoothly he comes and goes, and how happy Emma is every time she sees him coming up the path (usually, just at the perfect moment when she needs something to put her back to rights.)
Here is Emma, feeling lonely after Miss Taylor's wedding. And in the background, walking up to Hartfield--there's Knightley. He's always been there for her, and he always will be.
And also this Mr. Knightley is as understated as ever, but I wanna highlight this outfit and why I love it: This is Knightley’s first appearance in the series and it’s the perfect establishing shot that shows the viewer everything they need to know about Emma and Knightley’s relationship and how it has always been. He sort of materializes, out of focus in the background, but Emma immediately knows he’s there. And to accentuate how much Knightley is part of her home and scenery, his clothes (similar shades of pale tan, white and minty green to the wall behind him) almost camouflage him and make him seem at one with the moulding of her home.
Additionally, Jonny Lee Miller captures Knightley’s playful qualities, and his exasperation is so endearing
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I can’t be the only one tickled by this Knightley’s frustration with Emma! JLM FTW!
Jonny Lee Miller is mesmerizing in any role he inhabits. It’s 2009 Knightly all the way.
no but can you actually go vote for mr knightley he was FOUNDATIONAL for 16 year old me my favourite portrayal of my favourite austen man cannot fall at this hurdle!!!
He is my ultimate Austen Dream Man, I'm with him until the end. Honestly this adaptation is my very favorite of them all (P&P 1995 is a VERY close second) because it made me fall in love with Emma as a story? Honestly no other adaptation or indeed even my reading of the book made me love it quite as much. My crush on JLM goes back to 1995 and I do think he is one of the better actors of his generation - his range alone is just impeccable. The fact that he can go from Sick Boy to Mr. Knightley to Sherlock to Jordan Chase is really something. Of all the actors I know, his range is the most impressive. But i love how bright and sunny this adaptation is. The colors, it is as vibrant as Emma should be! The Kate Beckinsale Emma is dark and terrifying to me, not at all suitable an adaptation. I like the Paltrow Emma a lot, but it's got the same issue the 2005 P&P has for me -- it's just too short. This is tonally just right, and the casting is lovely, and JLM is just at his dashing best. His face is so expressive, he is so capable of communicating so much without saying a word. His open jealousy of Frank Churchill is delightful to watch. His face when Emma tells him his secret is out at the ball! JLM is maybe the most underrated actor of his generation and I LOVE that he has been multiple Austen heroes. I maintain that in a future adaptation of Pride & Prejudice, an older JLM would make an EXCELLENT Mr. Bennet. He would convey the right amount of grumpy but fond beautifully.
Look. Do people realize JLM hates wearing period clothing AND hates dancing? And yet in Emma he's sashaying around in pink jackets looking amazing and is THAT convincing? That's called BRILLIANT ACTING!!
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A tiny bit of Mr Knightley 2009 propaganda but I love that they put in that bit from the book where he looks like he's going to kiss Emma's hand when he's saying goodbye but then he hesitates and doesn't and I just...it's such a tiny detail but conveys so much!
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It’s the only Emma adaptation that really hits the romance notes well. Knightley’s crowning moment of awesome really feels like it (when he rescues Harriet from humiliation) and his subsequent dancing with Emma does make you feel a shift in their relations. Love this adaptation. - This Knightley and Emma in particular are equals. They quarrel, not because he’s telling her off, but because they can have an argument because they know each other, trust each other and care about each others opinions, and there is never a sense of domination of one over the other. This adds so much fire to the romance, and it’s so unusual for a romance of that era (or even one written today!!). - Emma is rich, clever and beautiful and as powerful as a woman of her age and situation could be at the time and she married Knightley for no other reason but because he’s her best friend and his company for the rest of her life will enrich her. - He even leaves his house to move in with her!
Captain Wentworth (1995):
Ciaran Hinds has that perfect ruggedness yet friendliness to his face that makes him the perfect charming Wentworth. And all of the longing that he manages to convey in his eyes is so hot.
Wentworth may be angry/resentful with Anne but in general he is charming and the best friend you could ever have. Ciaran gets the pleasant parts of his character and brings them out, while keeping a guarded coolness (protective camouflage) with Anne.
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I dunno if this counts as propaganda or not, but Ciaran Hinds has a face that looks like it was jackhammered out of a shale cliff.
If a line like 'I am half agony...half hope' comes out of a face like that you know that man has a soul for poetry.
I can listen no longer in silence. I must speak to you by such means as are within my reach. You pierce my soul. I am half agony, half hope. Tell me not that I am too late, that such precious feelings are gone for ever. I offer myself to you again with a heart even more your own than when you almost broke it, eight years and a half ago. Dare not say that man forgets sooner than woman, that his love has an earlier death. I have loved none but you. Unjust I may have been, weak and resentful I have been, but never inconstant. You alone have brought me to Bath. For you alone, I think and plan. Have you not seen this? Can you fail to have understood my wishes? I had not waited even these ten days, could I have read your feelings, as I think you must have penetrated mine. I can hardly write. I am every instant hearing something which overpowers me. You sink your voice, but I can distinguish the tones of that voice when they would be lost on others. Too good, too excellent creature! You do us justice, indeed. You do believe that there is true attachment and constancy among men. Believe it to be most fervent, most undeviating, in
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I must go, uncertain of my fate; but I shall return hither, or follow your party, as soon as possible. A word, a look, will be enough to decide whether I enter your father's house this evening or never.
This is propaganda for the next round because I need my boy to be a finalist! But this letter is all the persuasion I need to know that he is a winner
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Ciarán Hinds in this is a whole other level of "a good man" He makes Anne's decision at the end so much more perfect.
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Their Perfect Date HCs [Angel edition]
Rating: General
Human Edition | Monster Edition
Please remember: There is strength in softness.
Cas
Absolutely brings you flowers.
Hear me out: fruit picking!
Something like strawberries
Spend the day outdoors in the sunny weather, chatting, walking, picking and comparing fruits.
Maybe a picnic at the end where you can refuel, and Cas can bask in the sun. Enjoy people/nature watching together.
Then you take him home and make your harvest into something; a pie, wine, jelly/jam.
Put him in a frilly apron and boop flour on his nose, he’s in love.
Cas won’t partake in the consumption, but he’ll enjoy watching you, and earnestly listen to your review.
Gabriel
Brings you chocolates/candy.
(Obviously, he has ideas, plans, and wants of his own, to a dangerous extent but) Gabe at his core just wants to impress you, don’t give him choices because he’s very much a ‘whatever you want’ kinda guy in those scenarios. His ideal date is whatever your ideal date is.
What do you want for dinner? ‘Whatever you fancy sugar’, your wish: my command.’ Do you prefer the red outfit, or the black? ‘I think you look smokin’ in both, pick whatever you feel good in.’ Do you want pasta or pizza? ‘I want a pizza you. Do you want pasta or pizza?’
Plus, he loves simultaneously using indecisiveness to wind you up and to force you to make decisions for yourself, to voice your own wants and needs.
Ultimately though, I think his ideal date would be something surprisingly simple.
Like a coffee date.
Or hot/boozy hot/chocolates and pancakes at a dessert restaurant.
Tell him about your proudest moments, your favourite everything, your biggest adventures, your fondest dreams, so he can soak you in.
He’ll tell you about his own escapades, drops some big names, about his early days on earth, and so on.
Somewhere you can spend hours chitchatting, sharing stories, and getting to know each other, while getting high on sugar and playing footsie under the table.
Jack
Isn’t sure which is most appropriate or which you would like most, so he brings you all the gifts! Chocolate, flowers, soft toys, you name it!
But then he gets nervous and thinks it’s too much, so he only gives you the flowers.
Until you’re halfway through your date, when things are just easy and relaxed. He confesses and gives you the other stuff at the end of your date.
As for the date itself it would be something classic but fun; bowling, mini golf, roller skating.
If it’s score-based, he won’t be competitive, but also will not let you win.
If the venue does food, and you’re struggling to pick he’ll order your second choice so the two of you can split and share.
Will find any excuse to try and hold your hand throughout.
Lucifer
Does not bring a gift. Come on, he’s all the gift you need.
Lucifer is not easy to take on a date. (He’s not easy in any regard really.) Especially when you take into account his distaste for all things human.
If he’s earnestly asked you on a date/agreed to a date, then the only salvageable factor is you. No pressure.
And it's not like he can just fly you away to another galaxy or something, cause you know, human bodies don’t tend to do well in the vacuum of space.
Plus, he’s so contraire you could spend hours listing ideas and he would bat down every single one. (Secretly loving every moment because he gets to spend time with you, making you laugh as he comes up with more and more ridiculous reasons to reject your ideas).
Really though, just take him with you on your daily routine, or even like, your ideal day. Let him bitch about all the humans in the grocery store, let him try your favourite foods, him laugh at the kid who dropped their ice cream, and let him watch you geek out at the book/video/hobby store without embarrassment. Just let him experience your true self, while letting him be his true self.
No policing him, just pure unadulterated freedom with the person he loves.
Michael
Brings you chocolates, but not like fancy ones. Adam advised that gifts were customary in human dating culture, but didn’t specify which kind, so he got you a selection of candy bars, the same kind that Adam seems to enjoy.
Something outdoorsy and active but with a view; Hiking, rock climbing, or even just a long walk on the beach.
Something where you can find a nice place to settle and watch the clouds and/or stars together.
If stargazing, he will teach you about the different constellations, their creation, and their stories.
Will be absolutely enamoured if you already know some of it and are able to have a back-and-forth conversation.
Adam also tried to teach him some other dating tricks, like fake stretching to put his arm around you, but that seems redundant. If he wants to put his arm around you, he will simply do so.
Short circuits a little when you lean in closer and rest your head on his chest/shoulder.
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Baking Yesteryear. By B. Dylan Hollis. DK, 2023.
Rating: 4/5 stars
Genre: cookbook
Series: N/A
Summary: A decade-by-decade cookbook that highlights the best (and a few of the worst) baking recipes from the 20th century
Friends of baking, are you sick and tired of making the same recipes again and again? Then look no further than this baking blast from the past, as B. Dylan Hollis highlights the most unique tasty treats of yesteryear.
Travel back in time on a delicious decade-by-decade jaunt as Dylan shows you how to bake vintage forgotten greats. With a big pinch of fun and a full cup of humor, you’ll be baking everything from Chocolate Potato Cake from the 1910s to Avocado Pie from the 1960s.
Dylan has baked hundreds of recipes from countless antique cookbooks and selected only the best for this bakebook, sharing the shining stars from each decade. And because some of the recipes Dylan shares on his wildly popular social media channels are spectacular failures, he’s thrown in a few of the most disastrously strange recipes for you to try if you dare.
***Full review below.***
Since this book is non-fiction, my review will be structured a little different from normal.
I've had this book for a while, but I didn't want to post a review before making a few of the recipes myself. I was already a fan of Hollis from his TikToks, so that might introduce some bias into my review - just so you're all aware.
Overall, I found this book to be quirky, easy to follow, and fun. I loved the bright colors and retro-feel to the photo shoots, and I appreciated that almost all of the recipes were accompanied by a picture of the thing you're supposed to be making. I also liked the blurbs written by Hollis himself; they very much felt like his voice, with his characteristic sense of humor balanced by his genuine love for baking and "old things."
Perhaps the most valuable part of this book, however, was the emphasis on lowering barriers to entry. I've read my fair share of baking guides that call for special ingredients or equipment, and there are a lot of recipes out there that are finicky and sure ton dissuade new bakers. Hollis's book, however, emphasizes that most (if not all) of these recipes can be done with basic tools - one does not even need an electric mixer (though it does make some recipes easier). There also aren't many fancy ingredients that aren't readily available at most grocery stores, so that also helps.
I do, however, have some minor criticisms which relate to the usability of this book. For one, the organization makes it rather difficult to find a specific recipe (or even category), particularly if you're like me and don't recall what decade it came from. While organizing the recipes by decade makes sense given the book's premise, it does make it more functionally difficult - you can't flip to the cake section, for example, and browse or put yourself within the general vicinity of the recipe you're looking for. Thus, readers will have to rely on either the TOC or the index a lot more, but this is a minor inconvenience rather than a huge drawback.
I also don't think the majority of the recipes are blow-your-mind good, but honestly, given this book's premise, I don't think that's the worst thing. The recipes are largely taken from sources aimed at home bakers, so you're not going to get professional-level pastries out of them. You will, however, get things that are fun and relatively simple to make, and they taste good enough to me that I'd consider making them multiple times.
TL;DR: Baking Yesteryear is a fine book for fans of Hollis's TikTok, but it goes beyond being mere merch. It not only provides historical recipes that are easy to replicate, but it also does a good job of lowering barriers to entry for new bakers. Experienced bakers might not be overly impressed by the recipes, but engaging with food history is a treat in and of itself, and it's delightful to see someone like Hollis engaging with the past with such enthusiasm and adoration.
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⋆˚✿˖° Character Parings : Tighanri , Fem! Reader Constellation: Head canons / series Warnings: Spoilers for Sumeru Archon Quests (small mentions) Spoilers for Tighnari's Character and Personality? Tags: Fluff, Romance, Established Relationship, Relationship Dynamics A/N: Next Fontaine Men?? No specific pronouns for reader, But I started the head canons series, with it being fem! reader so that's why its labeled that way. ⋆˚✿˖° (proof read sorta ) (edited sorta)
Word count: 955
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Nicknames he gives you include: Marigold, My Marigold, Dear, Daffoldi, Dandelion, Buttercup.
As a Forest Ranger, he definitely takes you on his forest watches and duties sometimes.
Tighnari knows his herbs like the back of his hand (he probably has a whole book on them that he keeps with him at all times).
He drinks tea and brews herbal tea for the two of you, such as mint, ginger, or peppermint flavors.
He's all about safety 100%. He will give you a lecture beforehand and a review lecture during the outings you both go on.
His love languages are Words of Affirmation . He'll verbally express his love and show it in every way he can, every day. <3
He has a sarcastic side and a serious side, a mix similar to Cyno’s but distinct in its own way.
Tighnari is both a compliment giver and receiver. <3
Tighnari: "You look as beautiful as ever, my Marigold."
You: "Thank you, Love."
He is a respectful gentleman, a sweetheart, and a total sweetie to you.
You listen to him ramble on and on; it's comforting and kind of funny when he goes off on his usual tangents.
Your boyfriend has a Mom/Bodyguard Mode (he only does it to protect his most beloved, which is you :3).
He remembers the smallest details about you—favorite foods, colors, everything. He's that dedicated to knowing you, memorizing it all with ease because you are that important to him.
You two share his place in Gandarvaville and live together. <3
Collei was the first person to know about your relationship.
Sometimes you help Collei with tasks or act as an alternative if Tighnari is out on his travels and wants you to stay put until he returns. It varies honestly.
You are allowed to pet/touch his ears with his permission (you're the only person he lets do this).
He knows how to make medicine and herbal remedies for just about everything.
He loves kissing your forehead, hands, nose (and sometimes your neck), and leaves behind marks here and there as a way of marking you (all with permission, of course).
You are bonded for life, as his species (fennec fox) mates for life, so you are paired forever. <3
Like Kaveh, Tighnari would definitely bring a banquet of flowers home to you from all the places he visits each time he goes on his travels. He’s also gotten you jewelry before, like necklaces, earrings, or bracelets (Sumeru style??).
Tighnari: "Daffoldi, could you come in for a moment? Yes, come here please."
(He gifts you a flower-shaped necklace that resembles the flower on his outfit, almost matching.)
"Name": "I love it so much, thank you, sweetheart!"
He trained you how to use a bow and arrows (with his bow) and also taught you self-defense and various other skills.
He acknowledges you every chance he gets, always impressed and proud of your achievements.
Like the other Sumeru men, he knows more than one language.
He teases you sometimes and makes lots of funny jokes that make you crack up.
He’ll be that shoulder to lean on if you fall asleep.
Nap time is a thing for you both whenever you get the chance.
Hand holding, kissing, cuddling—he’s all for it.
He’s clingy right before you two go to bed, when waking up in the morning, or when he's about to leave on a trip. He always clings to you and gives you lots of kisses and compliments before he leaves, assuring you he’ll be back soon.
Like Kaveh, he’s always glad when his duties as a forest ranger wrap up or pause so he can return to you because he tends to miss you.
He finds his work as a forest watcher/ranger very important but always makes time for you in between (dates, quality time, etc.).
He also gifted you a locket necklace with a picture of both of you inside it.
He definitely picks you up bridal style or gives you piggyback rides when your feet get tired on a trip.
"Name": "Tighnari, I’m fine, you can put me down."
Tighnari: "I’m just letting your legs rest for a while, silly. We’ve been walking for a bit, and I can clearly tell you need a break."
"Name" "But—"
Tighnari: "Ah, ah, no buts. I’ve got you." He gently pulls you closer to his chest while carrying you, placing a kiss on your forehead.
Passionate and soft kisser, trailing kisses on your face, neck, etc.
When you walk together, he likes wrapping one of his arms around you, placing it on your side.
As serious as this fennec fox can be, sometimes he can be a bit goofy and silly.
He’s dedicated to protecting you, and no one will ever try anything while he’s around. :)
That time he got struck by lightning was a real scare. You scolded him a lot for it.
"Name" "You could have seriously gotten hurt worse!"
Tighnari: "Buttercup, I’m fine—ow, ow."
"Name": "Don’t move."
Tighnari: "I’m really sorry, Marigold."
He loves to cup your face with his hands from time to time, thinking you’re just cute and adorable up close with his hands cupping your face.
You have dinner together almost every night unless he’s away on his job as a forest ranger.
You two take walks when it’s raining (not thundering or lightning), just when it’s raining with a leaf umbrella (I know that doesn’t exist, just bear with me).
At some point, he got you a piece of jewelry like a promise ring or a matching bracelet for both of you, as a sign of your union and how important your relationship is.
He’ll eventually ask you to marry him. Don’t worry—this fox sees a future with you.
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Secret Underneath Part 10 (Steddie X Plus Size Y/N)
A/N: I bare you an angsty distraction for the day <3. I'm not going to add my Ko-Fi to this post because I want you to keep your money and use it today to do something that brings you peace.
This is your sign to go buy that venti cup of coffee, buy that book you've been wanting to read, or get that shirt you've been eyeing at the store. Go...be <3.
Warnings: Older (Mid thirties) Sugar Daddies Steve and Eddie/ Young (Early to mid 20s) Baby Fem Plus Size Reader, SMUT, of the rougher variety (they are letting off some steam), belt as handcuffs, after care always <3, FLUFF, they love her and she loves them
ANGST *does disco arms on a dance floor of angst*
Mediation begins so we get more insight on Gina, I don't go into detail of her claims (it doesn't matter anyway cause she be lyin!), the guys take her to an event where someone flirts with her (its someone they know and HATE), Y/N insists the guys use her since they've been keeping things in, near the end they talk about why they've been afraid to be rough with her when they are upset, go into a bit more of their relationship with her, cliffhanger ending (because I can :)) but I think you'll like this one.
Word Count: 5199
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This was a new experience for you when it came to the two men that you loved.
Today was the day of their mediation to hopefully get things resolved without having to fully go to court. They were dressed from head to toe in their more formal attire with Eddie’s hair pulled back into a ponytail and Steve’s fluffy mane slicked back away from his face.
Originally they didn’t want you to go but at the last minute the rockstar insisted stating that he didn’t want to hide any of this from you like they had tried to before.
“Like we said, sweetheart, we told you everything but she’s probably going to get a bit more specific about certain things… we never did the things she claimed but we also weren’t exactly good men.”
When Gina and her lawyers came in they both straightened up immediately.
You couldn’t deny she was a beautiful woman with her long brown hair and fit physique that squeezed a bit too perfectly in her short pink dress that cut off just above her knee. For some reason you were under the impression that she was closer to your age but now that you were able to see her face to face you realized she was closer to theirs. Her piercing blue eyes scanned the room till they landed on you sitting quietly in the back closer to their side.
As she grinned wide and rose to her feet so did Steve before both lawyers grabbed each person’s wrist and mumbled something while Gina smirked his way. Even after she took her seat again it took the mogul a few more moments before he finally did the same.
Someone you assumed was a judge or at least in charge started to speak and read out instruction for this particular review. The entire time he spoke, their ex watched them like a lion waiting for prey. She was playing a game she intended to win even if it meant hurting them in the process.
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A couple of days after the mediation, both men were barely in the apartment and when they were you didn’t want to push them. Occasionally, your hand would tenderly run along Steve’s shoulders as he worked and in response he would grab your palm to kiss the back before letting you go to focus again. When you noticed Eddie smoking on the balcony in his sweats but no jacket, you would bring one out to him but as you turned to go back inside, he would wrap his arms around you, bringing your back to his chest as he held you tightly.
Tonight was an event they couldn’t ignore, hardly covering their distain as their stylist and her team came over to dress them and you up for the evening.
Just as they had before when you stepped out of the bedroom, both men froze as their eyes took you in. Since this wasn’t exactly an elegant affair, Stephanie had you in a red dress that clung to your curves, showing off your arms and chest a bit more than you were used to.
“What do you think?”, you ask as you smooth the material around your stomach. “I’ve never worn something that showed off my upper half like this.”
“You look absolutely gorgeous, sweetheart.”, Eddie exhaled breathlessly as he stepped forward to caress your cheek making your eyes flutter at the intoxicating cologne that surrounded him. “Are you comfortable?”
“Yeah, baby. I just…is there a sweater or jacket, Steph?”
The ever gentleman he was, Steve started to remove his own suit jacket before the stylist stepped forward to hand you a matching shawl to wrap around your shoulders.
“Thank you.”
The mogul softly smiled your way as he tilted down to kiss your forehead.
“You look beautiful, honey. We need to get you a necklace or something that you can wear. Not that it matters right now, I mean you look breathtaking as is. I was just—”
“Steve!”, you giggle as his friend lightly shoves his arm. “I knew what you meant.”
Eddie’s eyes suddenly light up as he abruptly runs towards the hallway and turns into what was once his old bedroom but was now being used as a place for him to play and record his music. Beaming widely, he saunters back down the hallway with his hands behind his back.
“Close your eyes.” Biting your lip, you do as he says, smiling just as widely as he had when you felt something cool and flat touch your chest. “I wore this in high school but obviously my jewelry game has gotten WAY better.”, he chuckles and backs away from you.
Glancing down, you fingers hold up the red guitar pick that was attached to the chain now clasped around your neck.
“We’ll obviously buy you some more prettier things but—”
Your lips cut him off before you tilt back and wipe away the lipstick that remained.
“This is perfect, Eddie, thank you.”
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You weren’t sure what to expect this time around now that people knew you were with them but unless they said any different, you were going to do as you did before. This was their territory not yours and they knew how to navigate the sea of fame better then you ever could.
“Did you want to take pictures or would you rather wait inside?”, Steve asked as they waited in line to enter the building.
“You’d take pictures with me?”
His eyes blinked as if you asked one of the most complicated questions he had ever heard.
“Of course, baby, but only if you’re comfortable.”
“I…I just…I don’t know what to do…”
“You just stand there and look beautiful, princess.”, Eddie grinned.
“I don’t want to embarrass you or anything.”
“What makes you think you would?” When you shrugged, the mogul saw the confidence they loved so much about you slowly receding from your eyes for fear of ruining something you perceived as important to them. His large palms cup your cheeks as he brings your lips to his and the sound of cameras clicking fill your ears. “All that matters to me is you.”
Photographers scream their names as cameras continue to go off but neither of them moves except for Eddie who leans down to kiss you as well.
“We can just walk right passed and go inside. You hold all the power here, baby girl, but no matter what we aren’t doing this…”, he gestures towards the reporters. “…without you.”
Nodding, you take each boy’s hand and allow them to take over as they stand beside you to pose for photos. Occasionally the rockstar whispered something in your ear to make you laugh that helps to calm your nerves as your smile stretches wide across your face.
“Mr. Munson, how are you feeling today? You look so happy!”, an interviewer asked enthusiastically.
“Thank you. I am, I am. I’m here with my best friend and this beautiful angel, I mean…”, he chuckles as you blush. “…I’m an incredibly lucky man.”
“How are you tonight, Y/N? You do look exceptionally beautiful! Let’s get a double take here.”, she encourages as you step back and Steve spins you 360 to show off your dress.
“Thank you so much. I’m good. I’m nervous. You’re my first ever interview so… you look gorgeous to. I love your earrings.”, you praise as she playfully shows them off for the camera behind her.
‘Oh, you’re so sweet. I look forward to many more interactions in the future.”
While you three step closer to the door something catches the mogul’s eye that has him tugging at his friend’s sleeve before both men pull you inside.
“Everything okay?”
“Yeah, baby, you did amazing.”, he whispers as he leans down to kiss your cheek.
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Something in their mood changed as soon as you guys were finally in the building and sitting at the table as drinks were being served. On the walk there, they didn’t let you drift too far, sticking by your side as they or you spoke to people around you.
While you were eating, they seemed to always have some part of their body on yours and seemed to be knocking back the champagne a bit more than you were.
“I’m going to run to the bathroom real fast.”, you whisper as you get to your feet.
“I’ll walk you—”
“Eddie, baby.”, you say as you place your palm on his shoulder to keep him seated. “I don’t need an escort to pee, okay? I’ll be right back, I promise.”
He didn’t seem at all calmed especially when you felt both their eyes watch you as disappeared down the hallway. After finishing your needs and adjusting the rockstar’s necklace around you, you give yourself one final pep talk as you head back into the fray.
“Ow!”
“Shit! Oh my god. I am so sorry! Are you alright?”, you ask frantically as you try to consol the young man you accidently hit with the bathroom door. “God, I’m such mess.”
“Ah, no, no worries. I’m alright. Got me pretty good there though.”, the boy chuckled as his palm rubbed his nose before taking note of your worried demeanor. “It’s ok. I’m seriously alright, see? I’d have lost my contract a long time ago if I couldn’t take a few hits. I’m Roman, Roman Hart.”, he grins as he extends his palm for you to shake.
As you provide him with your name the man laughs a bit harder.
“You have no idea who I am, do you?”
“No? Should I?”
“I’m a quarterback for the New York football team.”
“Ah! Ok, yeah, still have no idea who you are.”, you giggle. “I’m not really into sports and the few players I do recognize are from my hometown. Well, it was nice meeting you and again, I’m so sorry for hurting you.”
“No worries.”, he grins. “May I walk you back to your seat? Maybe, we can get to know each other a bit more and you can tell me your favorite guitarist.”
As he reaches out to delicately touch the guitar pick on your chest, something in his tone rubs you the wrong way as your smile falls.
“I’m ok, Mr. Hart, but I appreciate the offer.”
Swiftly turning to leave him behind, you bump into a broad chest that’s heavy breathing with anger and glance up to see Steve’s furious features.
“What are you doing, Roman?”
“Hey, Steve. How are—”
“WHAT are you doing!?”
“Jesus, old man. Take a breath.” At the man’s dismissive tone, the mogul started to step forward but you hastily put yourself between them as you place your palm on his chest. “This beautiful woman here hit me in the face with the door on accident and we were just talking.”
“Bullshit. Did she put you up to this?”
“Well, someone’s paranoid.”
“And someone’s a little bitch.”, Eddie growled the quarterback’s way as he came up behind his friend. “Didn’t think you were manipulatable enough to do Gina’s bidding.”
At his words, Roman’s eyes squint as he glares at the rockstar.
“You’re the football player she cheated on them with.”, you breathe as your own eyes close in frustration.
“Is it cheating when she’s already fucking two guys? I guess not since she said you two could barely get it up for her let alone satisfy her.”, he sassed, this time causing Eddie to step towards him.
“No.”, you scolded in your teacher tone hoping that was stronger than your arms because you were struggling to hold both men in their place. “Go away. There’s nothing I want from her or you.”
“She’s been wanting to talk to you.”
“Then she needs to stop sending men to do her bidding and come talk to me but again there’s nothing I want or need from her.”
“Gina said she wanted to talk to you the other day but…”, he pauses as he glances at Steve.
“Come on, guys, let’s go home.”, you murmur as try to push them back but they don’t budge. “Please… he’s trying to get a rise out of you. Don’t let him win.”
It takes a few seconds before the mogul finally turns around and begins to stomp down the hallway as the rockstar grips your hand.
“If you come near her again, it won’t be a door that hits you in the face.”, Eddie threatened as Roman grinned and winked your way.
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“Can we talk?”, you ask as Eddie veers towards the kitchen to grab a beer and Steve starts to take off his suit jacket as he heads towards the bedroom.
“We’ll talk about it later, Y/N.”
“I want to talk about it now, Steven.” At your words, he heavily exhales as he turns to face you. “I’ve given you two space these past few days but this was a big deal. She overstepped a boundary by doing this.”
“Ok, honey. Agreed. Now what?”, he responded sarcastically as he shrugged.
You blinked as your gaze shifted between both men as Eddie came up to your side.
“You don’t have to hold it in. It’s ok to be angry. I told you if you needed to throw a tantrum or vent, you could. I know the word.”
“We’re not angry, Y/N.”, the rockstar sighs and your jaw clenches.
“Really? You’re not angry at all that she sent the man she cheated on you with to come speak with me? The same man she was caught fucking in a car by paparazzi because she was so brazen about her infidelity yet hid her relationship with you both?” As you spoke, Eddie’s fist clenched tighter around the glass in his hand while Steve placed his hands on his hips as they glared your way.
“You aren’t angry that he said you two could never satisfy her even though you went out of your way to make her happy? Or the fact that at that hearing the other day, she had the audacity to giggle her way through her testimony while saying things like how she never imagined you, Eddie, could hurt her because of how you talked about your mom or, Steve, how you manipulated her the way your dad did by giving his side pieces better jewelry and things than you ever gave her.”
Slowly sauntering forward, you place yourself directly in front Eddie’s chest as his eyes blaze down into yours.
“You aren’t angry that Roman touched my skin with his fingers; my body that belongs to you two and only you?”, you murmur as your palm rubs his chest through the opening in his button up shirt before backing away to find home in front of Steve. “It’s not only the fact that he touched me but that he wasn’t afraid to do it. He thought he’d get away with it no matter what because you’re ‘old men’ who can’t satisfy a woman…especially a young woman like me.
The tip of your nose caressed his as your words landed breathily against his lips.
“Hm. Well, I guess you’re more mature than me because I’m furious I can’t make her stop hurting you the way she does.”
Flashing them a soft smile, you start to walk away but Steve’s fingers around your wrist give you pause as he pulls you back to crash his mouth to your own. There’s a fever behind it that has you moaning as Eddie comes up behind you to unzip your dress and tug it down your frame.
You tear at the mogul’s shirt and he pants as you sloppily kiss down his chest. Tilting down to pick you up, he throws you over his shoulder and you watch as the rockstar removes pieces of his own suit as he trails behind, tossing them to the floor without a care.
After throwing you onto the bed, you watched as Steve unbuckled his belt and handed it to his friend who quickly bound your wrists above your head as the other man’s face fell in-between your legs.
“Fuck, Daddy.”, you whined as you pulled on your restraints, desperate to run your fingers through his hair while his tongue and mouth devoured your pussy like a man possessed. Eddie leaned over your body to hand his friend something but it didn’t take you long to realize what it was as the sound of buzzing filled the room and vibration from the wand was pressed against your clit. “Oh…my…”
“Atta girl.”, the rockstar cooed as he took hold of your ankles to help keep your legs open and in the air. “We know how to take care of you, sweetheart.”
“Mhmm.”, you groaned as Steve’s tongue moved faster in and out of your entrance.
“Do you think we’re too old, little girl?”
“No, Daddy. I’ve never—mmph—I’ve never thought that.”
“Do you think someone your own age can fuck you better than us?!”
“Never, Daddy. No one—fuck I’m gonna cum—no one fucks me like you two.”
Your legs tremble in Eddie’s grasp as the coil snaps and the mogul presses the wand harder against your clit to elongate your high. As your legs fall to the bed, Steve unbuttons his slacks and frees his cock, leaning down to spit directly into your hole before guiding himself inside you.
“Say that again.”, he rumbles.
“No one fucks me like you two, Daddy.”
“And who does this pussy belong to?”
“You two, Daddy.”
His large palm wraps around your throat, squeezing lightly as his hips roughly snap, punching a sharp grunt from your lips.
“WHO does this pussy belong to?”
“Ah! Steve and Eddie!”
“That’s right. Say it again.”, Steve growls as his rhythm quickens.
“M-My pussy belongs to—fuck—Steve Harrington and E-Eddie Munson!”
The mogul fell fully on top of you as he pounded his cock deep inside you with a rough abandon that had you wincing a couple of times.
“You have no idea how much I wanted to fucking kill him when I saw his hands on you. If you—oh my god—if you hadn’t stopped me I’d have put him the fucking hospital. No one fucking touches you like that except us.”
“No…one…baby…Fuck me…harder, Steve. I can…handle it.”
Pushing up on his knees, he took hold of the wand again and pressed it to your puffy nub, smirking a bit to himself as he watched you squirm.
Ringed fingers gripped your hair and as you turned your head you were met with Eddie’s cock. Opening wide, you allowed him entry between your parted lips and he was anything but gentle as he thrust his hips.
You whimpered around him and they knew you were close to the edge proving them right when your pussy clenched around Steve’s dick like a vice especially when the rockstar held you still to choke around his length.
You panted when he finally pulled away and the mogul grunted loudly as he slammed his release aggressively into your cunt till he was empty.
They didn’t allow you a second to breathe as Eddie seamlessly flipped you over and placed his entire frame on top of your back before he shifted his waist a bit and you felt his cock effortlessly slid into your aching pussy.
With one hand around your neck and the other underneath you gripping one of your breasts, he remained close to you, absorbing you with his weight as he roughly rolled his hips.
“Fuck, baby, you feel so good. Y-You’d never hurt us like that would you? You’d never cheat on--”
“N-Never, Daddy. Mmm—I love you so much…both of you. H-H-Harder, Eddie. Use me.”
The man’s hold on you tightens as he honors your statement and pumps into you so hard the bed underneath you shakes.
Your orgasm crashes like a rouge wave and you scream their title before you’re abruptly rolled onto your back as the rockstar grunts and climbs up your body to shove his cock down your throat. Your eyes squeeze shut as you allow him to use your mouth till you feel his release hit your tongue and you swallow every drop.
As soon as he pulls himself back, Eddie lays on you again resting his head on your chest waiting patiently for you to play with his hair like you always do but the lightbulb doesn’t go off till he finally glances up to see if you’re ok.
“Shit! Y/N, I’m so fucking sorry. Why didn’t you say anything?!”, he panics as he reaches up to quickly remove the belt from your wrists and carefully bring your arms down to your sides.
“May I have some water, please?”
Hearing the hoarseness of your voice, Steve doesn’t hesitate as he powerwalks to their kitchen and comes back with a cold glass of water. Amber and chocolate eyes scan you over with concern as you chug back the liquid and flinch as it slides down your throat.
“I’m going to make her bath.”, the mogul announces as he turns to head towards the bathroom.
Eddie’s fingers brush some of your hair away from your face and in return you fall into his equally sweaty chest.
“I love you, Eddie.”, you whisper.
“I love you to, princess. Come on. Let’s take a nice relaxing bath.”
Noticing you struggling to move, the man lifts you in his arms and carries you the rest of the way. While the rockstar climbs into the water with you, Steve sits on the edge face you both as he leans against the wall, studying you as his friend washes your skin.
When Eddie starts to clean between your legs, you wince causing Steve’s face to twitch with worry.
“I know, baby girl, I know. I’m almost done.”, the rockstar tries to comfort as you began to softly cry.
When your eyes lock with the other boy’s, you gently smile and he does the same.
“I love you, Steve.”
“I love you to, honey.”, he murmurs as he leans forward to grab your hand so he can kiss the back of it. “I, um, I hope you know we aren’t angry with you or anything. We know that…you weren’t…flirting or—”
“I know. As soon as he touched me…I knew something was off. I swear I didn’t recognize him—”
“We know.”, Eddie soothes as he kisses your cheek. “It did trigger something though. Memories of her being more than polite just to get a rise out of us. Add in what you mentioned…”
“That he had the audacity to touch you and talk to you because he thought we wouldn’t do anything.”, Steve clarified when your eyebrows furrowed. “Because, ya know, we’re grandpas and all that.”
A large grin stretches across both their faces at the sound of your laugh as it echoes through the bathroom.
“He said that was the reason but you know that’s not why right? It’s not your age, its that she sees you as weak. That’s what this whole display is about. That’s why she wants to talk to me. She knows I don’t see you that way and she genuinely believes she can change my mind like she did with everyone else in her circle.”
“Listen to baby girl over here talking like a lawyer. Do you want to take over our case because you absolutely can.”, Eddie jokes as he pulls you back into a tight hug.
Steve’s face slowly changes as his eyes flood with concern before his fingers extend to lightly trace the skin along your neck.
“Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.”, the mogul exhales as he rises to his feet. “Ed, go ahead, get her dressed, and when you’re done bring her to the kitchen.”
“Ay yi, Captain.”, the rockstar sasses as he climbs out of the water and grabs a towel. “Again, boy talking to me like he’s my Daddy.”
When his eyes linger where Steve’s had, you shifted your gaze towards the mirror to find growing bruises the size of fingerprints along your throat.
“It’s ok, Eddie, I promise.”, you coo as you reach up to caress his cheek. “I would have used the safe word if you both were hurting me.”
With a tight smile, he nods, gently drying you before throwing some pajamas over your body and carrying you into the kitchen to place you on the counter.
“Ok, honey, this is going to be cold.”, Steve announces as he rubs his hands together and rubs them along your skin. Your squeak at the cold gel makes him chuckle as he continues his task. “This stuff is pretty good. It should lessen’ that colorization before work on Monday.”
“Hey.”, you call softly as you grip his chin and tilt his eyes up to meet yours. “Not the first time your fingers have left bruises on my body. In a good way of course.”
His movements slow for just a moment before he sighs and continues.
“This is different.”
“How?”
“It’s hard to explain.”
“Try.”
“We don’t actively want to hurt you, sweetheart.”, Eddie answers for him. “You said we could use you to…throw a tantrum as you call it but…”
“Remember last time, when you got scared that you triggered something by being a brat?” You nod at Steve’s question. “Same thing more or less. She…brings out the worst in us.”
“You keep saying that but I just don’t see it. I really don’t, Steve.”
The rockstar hopped up beside you and handed you a cup of warm tea eliciting a cute little sigh that makes them smile as the liquid slides down your throat.
“You’ve never pushed.” Blinking at Eddie’s statement, he exhaled as he petted your head. “Kind of like what Roman did, she would dangle men in front of us till we snapped. We would scream, yell, shout but it never got physical until we were playing. We made sure she reiterated she knew the word but she never used it. She…fuck…we did drugs together once. She kept pushing and pushing until one bad night I agreed. It was the one and only time I did blow and she held it over my head forever.”
“She would call him names and imply he was angry for something SHE did because he was stoned which he wasn’t.”
“I…it reminded me of my dad and I knew if Wayne found out he would be so disappointed.” As the rockstars head hung, you moved his hair behind his ear and tenderly kissed his cheek.
“Sometimes, Y/N, I would be so wasted from a party the three of us went to that when we were intimate…there were times I felt like I wasn’t in control…She would egg me on talking about how pathetic I was and I would feel my grip tighten…” As he spoke, Steve’s eyes flicked to your throat. “There were times…I wanted to hurt her the way she hurt me…”
Extending your legs, you wrapped them around his waist bringing him to you so you could hug them both tightly.
“I know you’ve been through a lot with her and aren’t even close to being done but please don’t hold it in. Talk to me or hell if you can’t find the words then use me. I know I’m safe with you.”
“Pfft, you can’t just say shit like that and not expect us to swoon, princess.”, Eddie teases as he lays his head on your shoulder and blinks his eyes obnoxiously.
“What if we were done. With the case.”, Steve interjects.
“What do you mean?”
“I mean…what if we paid what she’s asking for?”
“Why the fuck would you do that?”, you growl a bit sharply making them both chuckle as the mogul cups your cheeks to bring your forehead to his lips.
“Because, baby girl, if we did that then everything would end now and we can move on with our lives…be happy just the three of us.”
Sighing, you jump down from the counter, regretting your decision as your core throbs at the soreness. They watch you scoot to the sofa before following, Steve placing himself on his knees in front of you as Eddie sits beside you holding your tea and carefully putting an ice pack between your legs.
“Thank you.”, you murmur as he lays his arm behind your head. “Steven, if you think this will stop her then you aren’t as smart as I thought you were. If you give in, she’ll just keep coming at you guys asking for more and more. It may not be now but it’s not the money she’s after. She likes toying with you and when she realizes she can’t change my mind she’ll probably do the same with me to.”
“Over my dead body.”, the mogul grumbles as you smirk.
“You both have to be smart about this. Don’t let her win.”
“What do you think we should do, baby?”, Eddie asks as his fingers begin to play with your hair.
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Gina saunters into Steve’s empty building with a giddy sense of pride. When the mogul emailed her that God awful formal statement asking her to meet them in his office she literally danced around her (Roman’s) massive bedroom as she began getting ready.
She knew sending the quarterback would rattle their cage. Eddie was the easiest one to shake but Steve was the most fun to make jealous. Neither boy was the possessive type but the mogul held in his emotions more than his friend and watching him break was just…so much fun.
When he stood up to keep her from talking to you, she knew exactly what she needed to do. You meant nothing to her. Whether she could get you on her side or not didn’t matter to her one bit but if she could convince you in someway to leave them…
The thought of them broken hearted as they crawled back to her drove her insane. One way or another she’d get the money she was owed but to watch them grumble after abandoning her? Well, that was just a bonus.
“You know, boys, we could have done this at my place.”
“Last we checked; you don’t have one.”
At the sound of your voice, her head shot up to take in the setting before her.
Instead of Steve sitting at his desk, you were in his large office chair while both men were seated off to the side on his couch he kept by the wall. While they were dressed a bit more casually, you were in a red, long sleeve velvet dress that had a belt around your hips accentuating your curves. Your hair was pulled up and out of your face, displaying the guitar pick necklace Eddie had once told her was his favorite.
As you stood up and came around the desk, your red heels Steve bought you clacked across the floor.
Her startled eyes scanned you over constantly before she took a step backward causing a smirk to flicker across your lips.
“Well Gina, you wanted to talk to me so here I am. Let’s talk.”
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Part 1 Trolls Headcanons/ Theories/ Thoughts/ Ideas
Part2 Part3 Part4 Part5 Part6 Part7 Part8 Part9 Part10
Trolls - in general Trolls are pretty rare outside their usual kingdoms and it's considered good luck to meet one.
Brozone - drastically changed their looks coz they hate that they used to dress the same.
Bruce - one of those dads who would get a new barbeque and show off all the cool features to the other local dads.
Bruce - "No kids, we're not keeping that stray animal, end of story, no way..." - 1 week later and he's giving it kisses and building it an over the top kennel with a heated blanket and a water fountain.
Bruce - (canon?) carried all their eggs, indirect reason why his hair is so big. (Side note - I read somewhere someone called all their kids 'The Bakers Dozen' and I frigging love that)
Floyd - solo career after he left Brozone - all his songs were PINK FLOYD SONGS! (Maybe that could've been his stage name?)
Floyd - his hair is naturally pink but JD made him make it redder because 'we're a boyband and pink is a girls colour'
John Dory - has embarrassing baby pictures of his brothers as leverage
John Dory - over-exaggerates his retellings of stories "I fought off 30 no no no 40 snakes with one hand behind my back."
John Dory - always casually asking Poppy, Brandy and Viva to marry him, over small things too "Brandy, these pancakes are delicious, marry me."
Clay - writes long and very detailed critical reviews of restaurants
Clay - has reading glasses. Probably the ones that attach magnetically at the nose ridge.
Clay - labels everything (labelmaker is to Clay as Gary is to Branch)
Clay - very into color coded itineraries and always know everyone's business "Poppy is currently at Smidge's pod doing her hair" "How could you possibly know that?" "I have my sources."
Clay - also a notary and registered marriage celebrant
Clay - hair was always naturally green but JDs hair was already green. JD said he had to be yellow for the band, they needed that color coordinated group vibe.
Clay - has drafts for his own book series
Clay - actually plays golf
Clay - gets clumsy when trying to impress someone he admires (imagine him meeting King Peppy and he just knocks things over)
Clay - competitive af - brothers know better than to verse him at anything - has an over the top victory dance
Viva - that concept art of tiny Viva is the age she was when they escaped the Troll Tree. So like 15 maybe?
Viva - wants to make up for all the missed holidays/birthdays/parties with Poppy so she is constantly popping out from places with gifts yelling SURPRISE!
Branch - for Pop Trolls - being in a famous singing group is the equivalent of being a recognized expert in your field. So the fact that Branch is in TWO famous boy bands is like he has several PhDs.
Branch - Kismet formed inside a group home for Trollings
Poppy and Vivas mother - my theory is that they managed to keep princess Viva a secret from the Bergens. They chose the Queen for Trollstice when they discovered what they thought was her first egg. The Troll Tree escape plan came about when Chef promised the new royal trolling for the young Bergen prince.
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Inked by desire - Akaza x Reader
Warnings: smut w/o plot, modern au, tattoo artist!akaza, dirty talk, vaginal sex Synopsis: despite his professional demeanor, Akaza finds himself unable to resist the temptation and ends up taking you to the back room of his tattoo shop where he passionately claims you as his own
MASTERLIST
As you scroll through the numerous tattoo shops online, you come across one with glowing reviews and a stunning portfolio of intricate designs. The name of the tattoo artist is Akaza, and you're immediately drawn to the intricate and beautiful artwork he has created. You decide to book an appointment with him, hoping that he can create something unique and special for you.
Days later, you find yourself standing outside the tattoo shop, feeling a mix of excitement and nerves. The sign outside reads "Rampage Ink," and the interior is just as impressive as the website promised. The walls are adorned with examples of Akaza's work, ranging from delicate floral designs to bold, geometric patterns.
As you approach the front desk, a rather tall and imposing man emerges from the back room. He introduces himself as Akaza, his voice deep and smooth.
You feel a shiver run down your spine as he appraises you with a piercing gaze.
Akaza, the artist, is a towering figure, bulky and muscular, with broad shoulders and thick arms that are covered in intricate tattoos that seem to tell a story. His hair is short and black, with the ends dyed a vibrant pink. He wears a tight-fitting black plain t-shirt that hugs his chest and biceps, showing off his impressive physique. His black jeans have a stylish distressed look, with a hole on one knee that adds to his a little edgy appearance. Despite his imposing size, Akaza moves with a surprising grace, his every movement fluid and precise. He carries himself with a confident swagger, a man who knows his own worth and isn't afraid to show it. His piercing gaze seems to penetrate to the very core of a person, and when he speaks, his voice carries a low, rumbling power that commands attention. "Ah, you must be my next appointment," he says, a sly smile playing at the corners of his lips. As he approaches you, he can see that you're already nervous. He can't help but notice how exposed you are, with your boobs almost falling out of your tight shirt with a plunging neckline and your legs barely covered by a miniskirt. He can see that you're confident, but he can also see the small details that betray your nervousness. Akaza is used to clients who are nervous or even scared of getting a tattoo, but he can sense that you're particularly on edge. The moment Akaza laid his eyes on you, he felt a surge of possessiveness and desire that he couldn't quite explain. He knew that he wanted you, and that he would have you. "Come with me, and we'll get started on your tattoo."
You follow him to the back room, taking in the dim lighting and the low hum of music in the background.
Akaza gestures to the tattooing bed and asks you to take a seat, his eyes never leaving your face. "Tell me, what kind of design were you thinking of?" he asks, his fingers already starting to trace the lines of your skin.
You can feel the heat of his touch and the way it sends shivers down your spine. You take a deep breath, gathering your thoughts. "It's actually my first tattoo, and I was thinking of something floral. But I want it in a place that not everyone can see."
As you describe your vision for the tattoo, Akaza nods along, his face taking on a look of intense concentration. He begins to sketch out the design on a sheet of paper, his movements fluid and precise. "I think the best possible location for this tattoo would be your abdomen," he says, pointing to the area just above your pubic mound. "It's a spot that's easy to hide if you need to, and it's not as sensitive as some other areas, so it shouldn't be too painful," he informs you. As you lay back on the tattooing bed, Akaza orders, "Alright, now lift your shirt and tug your skirt down a little. I need to make sure I can see the pace properly." As he prepares his tattoo gun and positions himself, you stop him abruptly. "Wait, sir," you say, your voice laced with anxiety. "I don't think I can do this…"
Akaza doesn't immediately respond, instead taking a moment to study your face. He sees the fear in your eyes, the way your body tenses up. Akaza sets down the tattoo gun and gestures for you to sit up. "Hey," he whispers, his voice gentle. "It's okay. We can stop if you will want. But if you're up for it, I have an idea that might help." He watches as you bite your lip, waiting patiently for him to share his idea with you, and he can feel his desire grow. He can see that your nipples are hardened, even through the fabric of the shirt you're wearing. It's hot in the studio, but he knows that there is only one reason for that. "I can help you ease some stress," he says with a grin, his eyes lingering on your body. As his fingers deliberately graze your knee, it's evident that the touch is anything but accidental.
You blush at his words, but you can feel your own desire growing. You can see the hunger in his eyes, and it sends shivers down your spine. "I can see the way you're looking at me. It's kind of intense, sir." From the moment your eyes first beheld the figure of Akaza, you knew with utter certainty that he would be the bane of your existence. He exuded an aura of dangerous sensuality that was utterly irresistible, drawing you inexorably toward him with a magnetic force that left you powerless to resist. His piercing gaze seemed to strip away all pretense and lay bare the very essence of your being, leaving you feeling exposed and vulnerable in a way that was both exhilarating and terrifying. You can feel your heart pounding in your chest as he leans in closer to you. You can smell his strong cologne, and it's driving you wild. You can feel the heat building between you, and you know that you want him just as much as he wants you.
"I just want you to relax before we start," he utters, his lips brushing against your ear.
You moan softly, unable to resist him any longer. Twirling a strand of hair around your finger with a mischievous glint in your eye, you inquire, "So, Akaza, how do you plan on helping me cope with all this stress?"
Akaza takes your hand.
You hop off the bed and follow him.
The man leads you to the door of another room in the tattoo shop. As he pushes it open, the smell of antiseptic and ink fills your nostrils. The room is bright and spacious, with a large tattooing bed in the center and shelves filled with ink bottles and tattoo equipment lining the walls.
So there you are, kneeling in front of a man whom you hardly know, engulfing his entire length inside your mouth, flicking and circling your tongue around it, utterly intoxicated by the sensation, looking up at him. Akaza's well-endowed member causes discomfort in your mouth, as his size is quite overwhelming. You have one hand resting between your thighs, legs slightly spread. Your fingers are teasing your already slick clit, having pushed your panties aside.
He is fully aware of his impressive size, taking pleasure in the sight of you struggling to handle it. His confidence only grows as he slips his hands into your hair, tugging at it occasionally, while emitting satisfied grunts. Suddenly, he firmly grasps your hair and begins thrusting vigorously, his sole aim being to release his load deep in your throat. The grip of your throat around his manhood is heavenly, so tight that it causes him to let out a throaty moan.
Tears stream down your face as he holds your head in place, your eyes rolling back as he empties himself deep down your throat. Mascara smudges down your cheeks, evidence of your surrender to his desires.
Akaza smirks wryly while looking down at you, his voice filled with a sense of satisfaction as he says, "Swallowed it all like a good slut, huh? You fucking cockslut." His eyes are fixed on you, watching your reaction as his calloused hand caresses your cheek.
Akaza takes hold of your elbow and pulls you up to your feet with a firm grip. Without a chance to catch your breath, he slams you against the mirror and fucks you relentlessly. The glass fogs from his heavy breathing while you moan uncontrollably, gripping his shirt and sobbing in pure ecstasy.
This is the thickest and best cock you've ever had, and it's driving you wild.
He lifts one of your legs, wrapping it around his hip, thrusting harder and faster, filling the room with wet, nasty sounds from your abused pussy. "You're so fucking tight, cunt. You came to me almost uncovered," he muses, his voice low and teasing. "Either you wanted to flaunt yourself or you were seeking to get fucked," Akaza remarks bluntly, his thrusts become sloppier with time.
Your body trembles as you climax and cream on his cock, taking all of his cum inside of you.
As it all comes to an end, he grabs your face with his hand and gives you the sloppiest kiss you've ever experienced. A string of saliva connects your lips when he pulls away. "You really took it all like a good, little whore," Akaza says, smirking at you.
After the intense intercourse with Akaza, you feel a sense of relaxation and contentment wash over you.
Akaza notices this and leads you back to the tattooing bed with a confident stride, ready to continue his artistry. The atmosphere in the room has changed; it is now charged with a quiet intensity and focus. As he prepares his tools, Akaza explains the steps in the tattooing process, his voice low and soothing, as if no passionate events had occurred between the two of you.
As he begins to work on your tattoo, you can feel his hands on your skin. They're strong and skilled. Akaza gives you a warm smile, sensing that you're feeling more at ease now.
You can feel the gentle pressure of the needle on your skin, a sensation that is simultaneously painful and pleasurable. The pain is bearable, and you find yourself relaxing into the rhythm of Akaza's movements. The man's using his expert touch to create the design you've chosen. As he works, he keeps up a steady stream of conversation, asking about your interests and sharing stories from his own life, ever so casually.
It's a distraction that helps take your mind off the pain, and you find yourself relaxing more and more as time goes on. After what had just happened, the slight stings caused by the tattoo gun's needles feels insignificant to you.
It is an easy job for Akaza to finish the tattoo since your mind is still reeling from the pleasure he had given you. Akaza finishes the intricate design with ease, his skilled hands moving fluidly with the tattoo gun.
You feel a slight stings as the needle punctures your skin, but your mind is elsewhere. You can still feel his firm grasp on you, his cock buried deep inside you as you both moaned in ecstasy.
When he's finished, he steps back to admire his work, but he's not just admiring the tattoo - Akaza is admiring you. "You look even more beautiful with the tattoo," he praises, his voice low and seductive. He offers you a discount on the tattoo, still grinning from the intense pleasure you both shared.
You eagerly ask if you can come back in maybe two weeks for another tattoo, and he nods his head, knowing that he has you under his spell. As you leave the shop, you can still feel the aftershocks of pleasure pulsing through your body. You know that you will be back for more, unable to resist the allure of the tattoo artist named Akaza and his skilled hands.
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For You - CEO Sylus x Employee Fem Reader
Blurb: When Sylus is your CEO and you’re one of his employees who managed to help lead a successful campaign Sylus rewards your team for a whole weekend stay at one of his resorts. During your stay, Sylus was at the resort to visit when he saw you not only getting scammed by an unknown hacker.
Setting: This doesn’t take place in the LADS universe and I was just trying out some c.ai chats with one of them having Sylus as your boss/the CEO while you’re his personal assistant but in this story, you’re just one of Sylus’ employee
Note: Also I’d like to note that again, I don’t know what currency LADS uses and am going to be using Chinese Yuan in this story so if you see any numbers regarding to money, it would be in Chinese Yuan
Disclaimer: I do not own the images nor the characters or you (the MC). All images were taken from Pinterest.
Warnings: themes of money scamming and hypnotizing, aggressive Sylus (not towards you), softie Sylus for you, mentions of blood, a bit graphic torture scene. Please do not read if you are uncomfortable with these themes
“S-sir? Here are the documents regarding our last campaign. I’m happy to report that our last campaign was a success and we’ve accumulated up to 1.5 million in revenue through this campaign itself” you mentioned during the campaign’s review meeting that you were instructed to report the campaign and lead the meeting
“(y/n) was it?” Sylus mentioned at the end of the meeting table, his strong voice wasn’t commanding but it surely made you shiver
“Y-yes sir” you nodded, lightly bowing. “Is there anything that you would like to ask from this meeting? Was there any part that needs to be reviewed more?”
Instead of asking questions as you’d expect, Sylus instead surprised you by chuckling. “No. It’s all good. Very good in fact. I’d like to ask you if you were the one who led the campaign?”
You shook your head. “No sir. It was a joint team effort. I just had the idea for this campaign and asked for advice from my manager as the brand manager led the campaign. I just help asses the tasks to each designated team”
“I see. It’s an amazing idea and you’ve reached 1.5 million in revenue is very impressive. I’ll see to it that your team will get the bonuses you deserve” Sylus mentioned, taking you off-guard that you immediately bowed your head at him and the upper management in the room
“Sir..you don’t have to but thank you. I’m sure the team would be more than happy to hear that and we will surely work even harder for the next campaign” you stated, still bowing your head which earned another chuckle from the CEO
“Raise your head (y/n). There’s no need for you to bow at us. We should be thanking you and your team for the successful campaign. We look forward to more work from you but don’t stress yourself or the team regarding upcoming campaigns. I trust that whatever the outcome is, everything will work out” Sylus replied as he ended the meeting as well
During lunch break, the HR came over to your team with an envelope regarding the team’s bonus and everyone in the team was shocked that Sylus had gifted them a full weekend stay in one of the resorts he owned starting from Friday up till Sunday. All utilities and amenities are included. Whatever the team wanted to get at the hotel, it would be charged directly to the company and no one in the team has to pay anything.
When the weekend rolled around, you and your team headed to the resort that was booked and were shocked that everyone could either share a penthouse suite or get individual deluxe suites which you all decided to just get individual deluxe suites.
You checked into your deluxe suite and were shocked to see a gift for you. You were about to open the gift when the staff came knocking and brought another gift for you. “B-but, there’s already a gift here…”
“Oh, that’s from the resort ma’am. This one is from Sylus himself” the staff mentioned, placing the gift on the table before taking their leave
You went over to see the gift from the resort and its vouchers to be used for all the facilities in the resort. Free breakfast, lunch, and dinner at the all-you-can-eat buffet. Free spa and massage sessions everyday. You even got complimentary amenities like a luxury brand bag filled with luxurious toiletries including perfume samples.
You then went to see the gift that your CEO gifted you and you were shocked at a handwritten card. “Dearest (y/n). Thank you once again for your hard work, for achieving more than the campaign’s target, and for increasing our company’s revenue. Regardless of future campaigns and projects, I wish you the best of luck and as a token of my appreciation, I am gifting you with this gift which I expect you will accept including my following offer within this gift” - sincerely, Sylus
You were confused at what he meant with the last sentence and decided to open it and was shocked to see a gorgeous dress with several luxury accessories with a note on it.
“Everything you see in this box will belong to you and I won’t allow you to return it or anything. I hope that you will wear this and join me for dinner on Sunday night at the restaurant. It will be under my name and I assure you that I just want to thank you once again for your hard work” - with love, Sylus
You were unsure whether or not to accept Sylus’ offer. You decided not to think about it and just enjoy your weekend getaway with your colleagues. For the next two days, you and your colleagues explored the facilities which the resort offered such as a private gym trainer, a full body massage along with full access to the spa and the steam room. You and your colleagues are even given full access to an all-you-can-eat buffet, the bar, and even all the sports facilities like the tennis, badminton, volleyball, and basketball courts. There’s even a golf course which you and your colleagues tried.
Sunday - 8:18 PM
On your final day at the resort, you received a text message from Sylus who was asking you once again if you would meet him and this time, you decided that there was no harm in meeting your boss; especially when he mentioned that it would be a team meeting where Sylus just wants to get to know your team better.
Eventually, you put on the outfit and accessories Sylus prepared and did your hair and makeup in a simple but put-together way with the shoes that came in the gift box as well. Once you were ready, you messaged your team and asked if they were ready to which they replied saying that they’d be down in a minute.
You decided to head to the private restaurant and wait at the table under Sylus’ name. In the midst of waiting, you received a phone call from one of the airlines that you contacted in regards to refunding one of your plane tickets that you bought a while back.
Somehow, you didn’t realise what happened until one of your colleagues shouted at you, pulling you out of your trance. You immediately looked down at your phone and noticed several of your money being transferred to multiple unknown accounts. You were so shocked that you didn’t know what to do until your friend rambled into the phone and called out the scammer and hacker on the other line of your phone before the scammer/hacker turned the phone call off.
Immediately, your hands start to shake as you look at your phone with all the transfer history that just happened. Nearly half of your savings in your bank account were transferred and you could only sob at the result that had just happened.
“Hey, hey, it’s not your fault. You were hypnotised through the phone call. You didn’t know what you were doing. Yeah, you shouldn’t blame yourself for what happened” all your colleagues tried to reassure you, comfort you, basically anything to help you feel better but nothing managed to budge through
Not until Sylus came into view and his deep voice managed to get through you that you and your team suddenly turned your heads to see Sylus in a comfortable yet lavish outfit walking towards you and your team.
“What happened here? Why are you crying (y/n)?” Sylus asked, looking at your red eyes and nose along with your smudged eye makeup
You were trying to reassure Sylus that it was nothing and you were just watching a sad video but Sylus immediately cut you off. “Cut the bullshit, sweetie. I doubt that you cried that heavily in a short amount of time due to a sad video. Now tell me, what happened just now?”
There was a heavy silence for several of minutes until one of your colleagues mentioned that you just got off a scam call which made Sylus confused that he raised his eyebrow. “What do you mean scammed?”
“N-nothing sir. It wasn’t anything, I—” you didn’t get to finish before your colleague continued their statement
“She was calling with a so-called airline customer service right before we came. When we did come, she looked to be out of stance like just blankly staring at her phone but her hands were still moving and by the time we came, she finally snapped back to consciousness. We believe that she was hypnotised through the phone call and when she snapped back, the scammer ended the call and well…(y/n) saw that she transferred almost half of her savings to the scammer’s multiple accounts” your colleagues all tried to explain the situation while you just look down at your feet, feeling water pooled in your eyes
“Is that true (y/n)?” Sylus asked and you weakly nodded your head as Sylus let out a heavy sigh
No one said a word after you confirmed to Sylus that you indeed were hypnotised. After some time, Sylus finally spoke up. “Let’s not think about it right now, hmm? Let me treat you all to dinner as a thank you for your successful campaign”
Throughout dinner, Sylus easily broke the barrier between boss and staff. He was very welcoming and open to everyone. Surprisingly, he didn’t just talk about work and instead asked the team about their experience in his company; what they would like for the company to have or improve. Sylus even managed to crack a joke here and there as he opened a bottle for everyone at the table.
You were actually quite glad that both Sylus and your colleagues directed the conversation and topic to a more light one instead of talking about work or what had happened to you. You even decided to try and let loose by drinking some of the alcohol that Sylus ordered for the table. However, you might have gone a bit overboard with drinking that you nearly passed out on the table had Sylus not taken care of you.
“Let’s not get too drunk and wasted yeah, sweetie?” Sylus spoke into your ear as he held you from falling onto the table
You just looked at him in a drunken state and just giggled at his caring behaviour. “I’m okay sir. I just need to let loose a bit. I mean, I just lost basically half of my savings…”
Despite your carefree self, Sylus pitied you. He looked at your eyes and he could see the sadness and grief hiding behind those sparkly eyes. Sighing, he decided to end the dinner and have everyone go back to their rooms as he and one of your colleagues helped you into your own hotel room.
In your room, Sylus helped lay you on the bed while you suddenly sobbed. Your colleague noticed this and immediately tried to comfort you while Sylus balled his fists at the sight of you broken down like this. Throughout his time at the office, he had secretly paid attention to you since you were an intern.
You might not remember but Sylus clearly remembered the hard work you put in his company. During one of the nights he stayed back, Sylus saw you stay back as well to finish the work that you were given. Despite his argument for you to go home, you were stubborn and decided to stay back and even had a talk with Sylus. Sylus felt not only your diligent work ethic but also your positive attitude. He would always see you help around wherever you can, greet all the staff and always thank them for everything they do for you. One time, you even paid for his coffee as Sylus completely forgot to bring his wallet and their machine was down so he wasn’t able to use his phone to pay.
Though he rarely interacted with you, Sylus had always kept a close eye on you out of curiosity and admiration. That’s why he didn’t hesitate to allow you to be a full-timer in his company when your manager tried to list the things why he should hire you full-time. But now, seeing you in a distressed state just made Sylus’ blood boil.
You were sweet and kind but this cruel world and people in it decided to break you. However, Sylus wasn’t going to sit around. No. He had the power and connection to make things right. Though everyone knew Sylus as a billionaire CEO with multiple businesses from hospitality, FnB, and even cyber security, Sylus also had connections in the shadows and this is one of the few instances he was going to use the power and influence he built to his advantage.
“I’ll leave her in your care. Tell her to drink some painkillers when she wakes up and to see me in my office the day after tomorrow. You all can have the day off tomorrow as I opened up the bottle and made you all drunk. I’ll talk to the HR regarding your day off tomorrow” Sylus stated and had one more glance at you before leaving the room
Monday 1:18 AM
Throughout the night, Sylus used his authority for his cyber security company and had some of his trusted men track down several scammers and hackers who were active right before the team dinner he had with you and your team. Sylus also provided them with your phone number to help track down the scammer who called you and hypnotised you through the phone call.
The next working day week came and Sylus kept tabs on the updates from his cyber security company to see the updates they provided him. Right as the day was about to end, Sylus’ phone rang and his trusted senior cybersecurity engineer contacted him and provided all the information of the scammer that called and scammed your money.
His staff then sent him all the files regarding the scammer and their history of scamming multiple people including you. Sylus decided to play a little game with the scammer and pretended to be someone from the black market with a high social status who is interested in their scamming and hypnotizing skills to help him trick many others into sending him money.
Though the scammer didn’t believe that Sylus was serious, Sylus decided to add a little flame to the game by sending the scammer a hair of his wealth which got the scammer to make a deal with him at the bar that Sylus also owns.
Once the call ended, Sylus had a smirk on his face before making another call. This time to Luke and Kieran, his two most trusted and loyal henchmen. “Clear the bar tomorrow night. We have a guest to welcome”
Tuesday - 9:18 AM
The next day rolled around and you along with your team finally came back from a much-needed weekend getaway. Right as you were settling down back at your desk, Sylus’ secretary came and asked you to go into Sylus’ office as he was calling for you.
You knocked on Sylus’ office door before hearing him letting you in. As you go into the office, you saw Sylus behind the desk with glasses on his face, reviewing several paperwork and signing documents. “Y-you wanted to see me, sir?” you managed to ask but Sylus didn’t look up from his paperwork
“Come sit, (y/n) and make sure to close the door behind you” Sylus stated and you did as he told and closed the door before walking to sit across from him
Sylus finished his stack of paperwork while taking off his glasses before meeting my eyes. “Tell me (y/n). What exactly happened that night of our team dinner? In all my years of seeing you work for me, I never saw you break down like that. I can’t have my employees being distressed. So tell me, what happened?”
Your breath hitched as Sylus asked you what happened. “It, it’s nothing sir…it’s just personal…private matters” you tried to reason with him. “I assure you that it won’t disturb the work ethics that I’ve built in this company”
Sylus leaned back in his chair as he stared at you looking down on your thighs. “Look at me” Sylus commanded and as if his command was a spell, you looked up from your thighs and saw his red eyes that bore into yours
“Your colleague mentioned that you were scammed. If you’ve forgotten, you confirmed to me, to your colleagues that you were scammed, practically hypnotised to transfer your money. But I need to hear it straight from your lips about what happened” Sylus stated, making you confused
You gather the courage to speak up. “With all due respect sir, as much as I appreciate the concern, I doubt that telling you what happened will bring my money back. So, why don’t you just let this go and I go back to work?”
Sylus scoffed and stood up from his chair, making his way to stand directly in front of you. If you thought that Sylus was already a tower when you stood in front of him, you felt like a bush as you sat in the chair with your 190 cm tall boss standing in front of you.
What you didn’t expect is that Sylus suddenly grabbed your chin to make you look at him with his other hand placed on the chair handle, now trapping you between the chair and his body. “Is it wrong for me to want to help you?”
When you didn’t answer, Sylus decided to continue by caressing your chin with his fingers. “You might not remember it but I do. I remember back when you were just an intern and you didn’t know that I was the boss. You were so lost but eager to learn. You were stubborn enough to go against me, your boss. You forced yourself to stay late that I had to drag you out myself. But that wasn’t all. Not only do I adore your eagerness and stubborn nature, I adore your caring nature. How you look out for everyone and even thank people who have helped you regardless of their status. Call me a creep but seeing your caring side, makes me want to keep you close. I didn’t even think when your manager requested you be a full-time staff for me. I knew that you would be successful in the campaign I instructed your team. But despite all of that, it broke me to see you suffer. To see your kind and caring nature being broken by this cruel world. I’d do anything to help you because I want to. Because I adore you, sweetie”
You were at a loss for words at Sylus’ sudden confession to you that you practically slumped into the chair and Sylus had to hold the chair to make sure you wouldn’t fall. “You don’t have to answer me anything. But I want you to know that I truly want to help you. No one, especially you deserves to suffer like this. Just say the word, sweetie. I’ll do what I can to help you give your money back. I’ll make sure of it” Sylus caressed your cheek lovingly as he spoke
You would be lying to yourself if you never felt any kind of attraction towards your boss. When Sylus complimented you and your team for the campaign’s success, your heart swelled with pride. Just like Sylus, you adore him but you were afraid to say it. Afraid to confess at the expense of possibly losing your job. But now, after what you’ve been through. What many others are possibly going through as well, you finally gather the courage to tell Sylus what you want.
“Please…” you let out and that one word alone was enough for Sylus
Sylus leaned down to kiss your forehead, understanding what you were asking of him without even giving any other explanation. “I’ll take care of everything, sweetie. I promise you. For you”
Tuesday - 2:18 AM @ Sylus’ bar
By midnight, Sylus had his men clear the bar and awaited for the scammer to arrive. Luke and Kieran came into the bar with the scammer between them and walked towards Sylus who looked bored yet annoyed.
“Y-you must be my new employer” the scammer mentioned and Sylus poured himself another whiskey before drinking it in one go as he eyed the scammer who seemed to have a change in appearance. They were sporting in a luxury outfit from head to toe.
“So, how much can you offer me right now? The money I gave you better not be used to just spoil yourself in that tacky branded outfit” Sylus scoffed while the scammer just chuckled, thinking it was just a joke
“Relax, man. I got it all under control. Though several people have not given me much, there was one girl that I managed to get a lot out of” the scammer laughed and Sylus clenched his jaw, hoping that you weren’t the one that the scammer managed to take the most out of
“Is that so? Do tell me about this event. I need to know how far you can go before I make my proposal” Sylus stated, leaning back onto the couch while the scammer chuckled again, pouring himself a glass of whiskey without Sylus’ permission
“It was around Sunday. The girl wanted to refund a plane ticket she ordered but she was too dumb to not double-check the number nor think it through. My guys and I managed to hypnotise her into registering herself into our account and even transferred nearly half of her savings to us” the scammer laughed at the memory while Sylus could feel his body fueling with rage at the way this scammer was referring you as ‘dumb’ and hypnotizing you but he knew he had to calm down as he was finally going to trap this scammer
“Oh? Half of her savings? What did you do with the money? Transfer it to other backup virtual account savings you have?” Sylus questioned and the scammer nodded. “Yeah. We can’t just have the money in one account. We spread it out through several accounts and not long ago, we cashed out on it. What do you think? Pretty amazing right?”
Sylus didn’t utter a word as he stood and walked towards the scammer, towering over them before slamming the glass of whiskey in their hand to their head. “What the hell man?!” the scammer stood up but quickly realised that Sylus was still too tall and towered over them, making their body crawl with fear
“Let me guess. You spread it to 3 different virtual accounts. One of them being twice with a total of 13k. Then the other two accounts with 12k each. Making it a total of 37k?” Sylus stated, his voice was laced with anger and the scammer could feel the boiling rage as Sylus spit out the exact amount that they managed to get out of you
“H-how did you…” the scammer didn’t even get to finish as Sylus grabbed them by the neck and slammed them on the table, increasing his chokehold
“Not only that but you and your little guys have managed to scam and hypnotise around 30 other people in just the past 2 months and gained a total of nearly 200k. You really think that you can get away with this stunt you pulled?!” Sylus spat at the scammer before slamming him across the bar and hitting the serving zone and coughing out blood
Sylus only needed several steps before he was in front of the now-injured scammer. “W-who are you…what the fuck do you want?! You want your money back or what?”
But instead, Sylus smirked at the injured state scammer, once again grabbing them by the neck and pushing them even more to the serving zone and dragging them across it, glasses crashing on the floor. “My money back? Oh no. You might think that my money means something to me. Sure it helps me live the life I have right now but that’s not the main concern. Afterall, I barely gave you a hair of my wealth. However…”
Sylus then dragged the scammer by the neck and pinned him to the wall in one of the VIP rooms, chaining their hands up as he took one of his favourite blades, lightly dragging it across the scammer’s chest. “To some, the money you took from them means a lot. Have you ever thought how fucking long it can take for someone to save up that amount of money? Yet you and your little guys have no remorse and decided to rip it away from them in a matter of seconds?!”
The blade Sylus used was sharp enough that even the lightest pressure was enough to scar the skin and draw out blood. “You took something precious from someone I adore and I’m going to make sure that you and your little guys learn your lesson, yeah? We’re going to have so much fun tonight” Sylus chuckled as his eyes glowed a brighter shade of red
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SYDNEY'S PART
THE ANALOGY OF THE PARTNER WITH ADDICTION
I just realized this parallel, and I have questions and feelings.
This second scene was one of the most frustrating moments for me, and that is saying a lot. It made me realize the crucial factor that could contribute to Sydcarmy not working despite the underlying feelings and connection.
The scene is obviously about how Sydeny feels guilty for not being able to stand to Carmy and make him stop the chaos. Maybe is also about feeling sad because she doesn't think that he wants to change for her, because if that were the case, he would have done it already. He has verbalized that intention and always, always, leaves her alone and behind (It is hard to keep with you sometimes).
I have been wrestling with the theory that Carmy's and Syd's relationship is acting as an analogy for an addict and their romantic partner. I have been reading this book: Loving someone in recovery. I still need to finish it, but it has given me some ideas. More extended meta-analyses on this subject are coming up. But I wanna concentrate on what the scene is hitting at (I miss ao3).
Notice in Brigade, the woman also says, "until the chemistry changes.", then in the very next scene, you have Sydney decipher a recipe just by chemistry logic, leaving Carmy impressed, and right after, carmy puts Sydney in charge of the restaurant. The clues are all there.
Also, notice how the woman at AA refers to the abuse of substances, but in Carmy's case, it also means abuse in the literal sense, verbal, psychological, and physical abuse.
The show has many scenes in which Sydney treats Carmy's issues with compassion and a firm hand.
"I don't want to be an asshole" "Don't be" aka: I know you know what is right and wrong despite feeling like shit, don't let it get over you.
She keeps her cool while Carmy makes impossible demands and screams. She helps Tina with her dish and completes the task without ever insulting or yelling back at anybody. The toxic techniques that Carmy learned that worked in the culinary industry, she refuses to accept as the norm. She is a chef Terry.
Finding the positive in the worst circumstances, aka, saying Cicero "You are here" or encouraging Richie and the staff. Even reviewing Carmy's recipes with patience and humor
"Is hard to keep with you sometimes' is key word here sometimes, aka: "because the problem is your issues, not you. You are a good person who is deeply hurting, but your actions have consequences for me and the people around you".
The thing is, if we are gonna talk about a partner with addiction, we need to establish the problem (the trauma) and the drugs. I remember watching a movie about addiction, a nurse saying, "Drugs are never the problem (for an addict), they are the solution.
So, the problem (the trauma)
The drug (solution)
You already know my theory that Claire is the equivalent of painkillers/anesthesia. A shallow but pleasing relationship that is always available to attend to your flaws without ever being actual medicine. Because to get better, painkillers are never enough.
BACK TO SYD
Syd really doesn't believe she has a say in what Carmy wants, (God she even believes she is not what Carmy wants, because he wants Claire, that is what it seems to her) just right before this dialogue, she asks him "Do you want me to say something?", from reading the book, it really reminded me of a partner feeling abandoned when the addict would resource to their drug of use to feel good or set back to old habits. That would leave the partner frustrated, depressed, and angry.
To be fair, the fact that Carmy is his boss should be added to the equation. They cannot even be called friends, so why should Sydney say something? Carmy is 24/7 in defense mode, saying things like "You don't have to say it, I already know."
He offered Syd equal partnership, but she didn’t get it. If they had been equal partners she definitely has the power to say something. But she didn’t take the offer, maybe because she suspected (or feared) they would never be on equal ground.
THE KEY QUESTION IS, WHAT DOES SYDNEY SAY?
I am genuinely curious about this. Is Syd (or her leaving) supposed to be a wake-up call to Carmy? That he fucked up something that brought him genuine joy and connection because Syd knew the real him, while Claire liked Logan and Carmy's brokenness? The way Claire would enable him in his bad tendencies? How is he gonna realize all that?
Sydney needs more emotional resources when it comes to conflict resolution. So far, her techniques have been using patience and love (water) against toxicity and bad patterns (fire). There is definitely a need for that. That is what turned everybody around and helped them become their best selves. But it has a toll. And she started the season with "I don't know what the fuck to do right now" and ended the season without a solution. Maybe walking away is the solution.
SYDNEY'S PART
What could this mean for Syd? Sydney may confront Carmy or not. I guess we will have to see.
#please forgive me for my non existent computer skills#sydcarmy meta#the bear#sydcarmy#sydney adamu#the bear fx#carmy berzatto#carmen berzatto#the bear meta#carmy x sydney#carmy the bear#sydney x carmy#anti claire bear
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