#theres probs so many typos

[perhaps-relax]

Merry Christmas, the Well is Dry just got sexy

[yippeeometer]

Pssst got any thoughts on MA/VA?

first of all i think it should be illegal to incite such mental torture on the people around you. i think it truly should.

like mom and dad are arguing in front of u all the time but theyre kind of just like that. you'll understand when you're older honey dad's choice of shirt really is going to make mommy ruin this family meal.

shirt being; mass's disgusting collection of niche science pun shirts that go beyond being fiunnny and just become confusing. super distracting all mealtime when youre trying to work out advanced trig at mealtimes to get the answer 8008135. virginia sat there twitching at the eyes.

and you guys should really get a divorce however i understadn that youre both so codependent at this point that this is just forever now.

theyre a vibe to their ship and its ginny w that shirt saying 'hot girl shit' and mass w 'i have a gun in my pussy'

and the fundamental reason they suck so deeply is because whilst existence cringes ginny out to the point of dysfunction, mass hasn't felt embarased since 1800s despite how much you wish he would. bonking their heads together

its what describes their whole dynamic in table history i fear. the concern disgust and arousal still doesn't leave after all this time i fear.

loser x wife he's definitly slightly scared of.

within reason though like the thing that scares mass ab ginny is making him upset bc at the end of it all he's cared about him so long it doesn't feel natural to be mad anymore

their house prob overstimulating as shit they both have 12 million hobbies and aren't capable of being normal ab them. u walk in 7 different speakers r playing music theyre a shrine to some niche craft and ur being yelled at for wearing shoes in the house.

they dint PLAY ab thanksgiving i know that for sure. genuine raw effort goes into that holiday

fourth of july, on the other hand. the og13 gets to look forward to the yearly argument iver what day to celebrate. 1 gazillion casulties.

i need everyone to sit the fuck diwn and listen to my super specific au i created for these ghouls theyre sooooooooooo awful

i believe wholeheartedly ginny is a minor level politician in his day job. very very low level, think guy who runs the department of forestry or some shit. bc as much as he loves being in control he generally aquires very little respect from anyone and theres only so many times he's allowed to crash out before people start asking what the fuck his problem is.

and in this au bc they serve awful divorced asshole core, mass is a journalist in an equally low level newspaper who has dedicated his column to just attacking this guy. catch him and one other person turning up to a dep. of forestry press conference. he's in the front row smiling evily as ginny experiences war flashbacks to last time he answered one of his deeply specific and altogether pointless questions

oh and they both just find this to be normal behaviour. like u go into ginny's office and hes got every article mass ever wrte pinned up as he desperately tries to find typos or incorrect points to bring up. mass has the dep. of forestry as his lock screen to force him to always be thinking of his arch nemesis. 20k words enemeis to lovers.

[idcallmyselfhuman]

with all the news i completely forgot to post abt albedo lol

sir you embody the gay artist pining for someone through his work and being r/im14andthisisdeep about it so well and i respect that about you archons bless ur non-existent heart. happy birthday

okay in all seriousness, albedo and aether's progress through the years in these little messages is so heartwarming. the latest letter was a lot more well-written than the ones in the past, and i like to think it's because albedo's more mindful of what he wants to say to him, compared to back then when he was just inviting him over.

(ignore the typo wiki editor was prob rushing)

this part makes me think of albedo, bringing out the old painting he made of aether every so often, admiring the many painted-over wrinkles on the canvas as it's proof of the times he's spent trying to return it to how it originally looked, no matter how many times it begins to crack.

they are just so romantic i keep saying theyre not my main ship but damn i always end up talking about them longer than i think i would hsdjdhdh

bro went from "a birthday is just any other day for me. come over so it can feel special :)) no rush tho haha ha ha (i have everything prepared)" in 2021

to "let's meet up. i need to learn abt ur preferences so i can paint you and talk to you about my nerd shit. p.s. theres snacks as always" in 2022

and then, "i bring out the painting i made of u every now and then to admire it and paint over the cracks so i can cherish it for longer." in 2023.

[mishtho]

To combat all the Dean hate... Tell me your Top 10 best and favourite Dean facts!

omg omg omg i love you 🥺 let’s DO THIS

(this may have turned into just 10 reasons i fucking adore dean but shhh)

1. that dean stayed in purgatory for a year longer than he had to literally just because he wouldn’t leave cas behind like he literally could have left at any point he risked his freedom and stayed away from sam for longer to ensure cas was safe even though like a season before has had betrayed his trust

2. he loves so completely like for sam cas charlie and donna he adores them and would do anything for them which he has shown time and time again

3. when at a kids home after being caught stealing he was offered to stay far from his abusive father but stayed because he refused to leave sam behind

4. literally everything we know about when they were kids and dean took the responsibility of being sams parent just how he was brought up and how he did his absolute best for sam when they were younger

5. how good he is with kids like every single scene he has with a child he loves them have some quotes that make me soft inside “ you are like... father material” (SOULLESS sam says this with some soft look on his face) “i new my mum would want me to be brave” (to the kid in s1)

6. i don’t care what other people say he’s got such a lovely heart his relationship with most charcters are just 🥰 like claire even though she thought he was a monster and tried to kill him when they first met every single interaction after that was so fucking soft

7. with the ben and lisa storyline how he gave up his only chance at a semi normal life because he knew if he left they would be safer and happier and the fact he put himself though so much just because he wanted what was best for them

8. how he’s literally a nerd and hides it less and less every season for example him geeking the fuck out about horror movies in s14 with his very fashionable suit and fake glasses

9. his character development through the seasons since s1 he has been though SO MUCH and i know he’s not perfect or anywhere near it but how he has grown though out the seasons

10. that even though sometimes he’s shown as the ‘dumb one’ he’s so fucking smart (even if for some reason in s14 they kinda erased this but we pretending like they didn’t okay😤)

[1-800-i-ship-it]

khun modern bf headcanons?

Hmm oof i am probably not the best person to be asking this cause I dont write fics or anything but I’ll do my best

So i realized that i just wrote plot stuff but im posting anyway cause i spent way too long on this ahaha 

apologies in advance for typos that I'm too lazy to go through and correct

Enjoy the headcanons that i wrote later + plots that i originally wrote and went on a long tangent on oops

Headcanons:

Khun would be that subtle overprotective boyfriend 

He’d just kinda silently watch from afar but he’d totally kill anybody who hurt bam in any way, shape, or form

But he’d like be SUPER sweet with bam like

Pet names yall PET NAMES like khun and bam would prob both mutually melt when they call each other pet names

Khun would always help bam with hw and whatnot, let’s pretend bam’s a physics genius cause thats just how i imagine him in modern life, always has trouble with law class (he’s  taking it just for khun so he can understand what khun’s talking about) so khun helps him

Khun would be a super smooth talker, can woo a n y b o d y, exceptional at speeches, captain of speech and debate team

Khun would never admit he’s jealous but like the whole gang would know (except for bam who’s clueless as usual) 

Like bam is friendly with everybody so khun’d just be like ugh screw yall 

But then bam always confides in him and spends a crapload amt of time with him so he knows he’s just doubting himself and he’s mad at himself about it cause he knows bam is loyal to a fault and would never betray him

When bam gets older bam uses this against him hehe

Khun would also be that bf that everyones jealous of 

Everyone would want to be with khun but he only has eyes for bam

Ignores everybody else who hits on him

Side note i still stan top!bam and bottom!khun 

Khun would also be super thoughtful and goes out of his way to help make bam’s life easier whether its doing chores or smth etc, and each time bam smiles at him and expresses his gratitude khun’s heart would melt for the 1000th time

But like secretly khun really likes confident and sexy bam

They’d probably roleplay ngl (let ur imagination wonder~)

Khun would enjoy just spending time with bam :’) just cuddling and doing mundane things, they’d be super adorable together, hugs and kisses and ah just too cute-

Khun secretly likes bdsm and bam knows this 😏they switch roles from time to time, i cant decide who’s sub/dom

Khun would plan a super elaborate proposal to bam but then somehow bam would catch him off guard and then khun would just blurt it out when they’re together <3

Khun’d always be up early to cook for bam, they both morning ppl tho khun’s always sleep deprived bc hes also a night owl 

Khun is shy with pda in public but eventually he and bam decide they dont care anymore and just hold hands and act all lovey dovey to the point where shibisu cant decide if he’s a proud dad or if he wants to throw up, rak is always proud of his turtles, endorsi and hatz literally want to throw up all the time and would die before admitting that they secretly approve of khunbam

Khun is all around a model bf that i am sure half the fandom would be willing to date but im sorry guys khun’s taken cause he’s only got eyes for bam~

Plot things/idk what they’re called:

CEO!khun and intern!bam

Assassin!khun and assassin!bam who eventually get together and destroy the corrupt system

Gdi i thought of so many while having dinner but i forgot

Hmmmm

Imagine bam as jue viole grace like forced to work in a gang or smth and then khun as the gang boss 

I totally dont have a thing for badass assassin themed things pls dont judge me

Teacher!khun and student!bam (ofc it’d be near graduation if u get my drift...😏)

Idk why i thought of this but imagine idol khun o.o wait YO idol khun + assistant bam

Tutor!khun and student!bam 

I feel like im literally just saying the same ideas

Theres a reason why im not a fic writer :’)

High school sweethearts -> angst bc parents dont approve, sad forced breakup, no contact -> get back together when older after a time-lapse when they’re more mature, heated reunion 

Best friends bam and khun since preschool, since they were in the womb, PINING, both of them scared to admit it cause they dont want to ruin their friendship, meanwhile the entire gang is betting on them getting together (aka mainly rak and shibisu betting, hatz, endorsi, anaak, (insert s2 and s3 gang dont wanna spoil) everybody etc)

Uni students with khun as a law major and bam as a cs major (both geniuses, nerd bam), roommates *insert smirk* lots of pining, blushes from them casually changing in front of each other...the rest is up to ur imagination

Khun and bam as rival sports teams coaches 

Age gap!khunbam (not a lot, somewhere between 5-8 yrs), with bam as the younger one who kept saying that he loves khun but khun just laughs it off bc bams a kid but then khun sees bam after he comes back from college and bam gets a massive glowup from clueless cinnamon roll to clueless cinnamon roll hottie who only has the hots for khun (still) and then khuns all like “fuck” *dies inside*

Single dad khun, bam as a daycare employee who keeps getting flustered by khun, khun takes interest in bam bc he doesn’t ask nosy questions like other ppl, and bam has these mesmerizing golden eyes

Tailor/dry cleaner owner!bam and office worker!khun who constantly needs his clothes to be altered so they fit exactly how he wants them to (this eventually results in awkward moments and blushing), and also dry cleans like his countless number of suits and dress shirts and whatnot

Author!khun and publishing assistant!bam (is it even called publishing assistant honestly i have no idea but u get what i mean right), khun never signs books but bam convinces him to 

Poet!khun and uni student!bam as a literature major who’s a big fan and wanted to meet khun at one of his signings but is too shy even though shibisu drags him there, accidentally bumps into khun in the bathroom, is all flustered, ends up talking to khun for super long, khun loves bam’s enthusiasm for the subject, offers to give feedback on bam’s poems, bam is literally about to combust, they have lots of meetings and khun flirts with bam who’s clueless but blushes a lot anyway, they kiss *ahem* the rest is history

Spy!khun and bam, khun realizing he doesn’t want to hurt bam, sends fake info back to his country (ruled by eduan and jahad), eduan finds out (sent khun out in the first place bc khun was a threat to him cause the ppl liked khun better), sends out an assassin to get khun, who knows this and escapes with bam somewhere, some complicated plot taht idk how to figure out but you get the drift, eventually khun rules the country with bam

Real estate agent khun and contractor bam, eventually start their own business together

Khun as student pres, also known as the ice king bc he’s turned down dating everyone who asked, bam as the transfer student who catches his attention  (bam with more of a jue viole grace complex), the silent physics genius who is also on par with khun when debating in speech and debate club 

Khun and bam as besties, always do their hw together and hang out after class (cause bam always needs help haha), something leads to them fake dating, eventually real dating 😏

Khun and bam as besties, always do their hw together and hang out after class (cause bam always needs help haha), someone (rachel, DO NOT KILL ME I HAVE A REASON) asks bam out and he doesn't know how to say no (the rest of the gang egging him to date cause they know khuns gonna be jelly) khun goes and sulks, eventually bam gets hurt and manipulated by her, khun is pissed off, rachel is reported for abuse, khun and the gang fight for bam, khun is there for bam all the time, after a while bam asks khun out of the blue if khun likes him (shibisu let it slip that khun is gay bc god knows bam is oblivious af), khun is shocked but says yes bc he cant hide it anymore, bam says he always loved khun but thought khun was straight (bc of some dumb rumor someone said) which was why he ignored his feelings and agreed to date rachel bc he just wanted to distract himself, lots of cuddling thereafter, they get together, rak wins the bet for when khunbam will get together, khunbam gets married

oh man that became way longer than i expected...anon i hope u enjoyed that? half of it prob made 0 sense ngl and idek if i answered the q properly?

kudos to you if you actually read like all my rambling :’)

[starryfreckles]

✨ten questions✨

thank you for tagging me fae, grey, and sarah 💛this is three sets of questions so buckle in, this is going to be a long ass post lol but their questions are so good !! i couldnt not respond 🥰grab yourself something to drink, its a whole lot about me... 30 questions about me actually lol

from la twin @fvae​ ✨

#1 If you were a fruit, what fruit would you be ?

a mirabelle. its a mix between an apricot and a plum thats from france and maybe other parts of western europe idk 🤷‍♀️

#2 Free space!! Rant about whatever you’d like

thanks queen, what will i talk about today ?? ooh i know ok not so much a rant but im currently listening to harry potter and the goblet of fire audiobook becuase i wanted to read the stories again. this one is probs one of my favs and so much got left out in the film like DOBBY’S FUCKING ROLE IN IT ! also just the beginning when dudley is on his diet and harry has a fucking stash of food in his room and the weasley’s coming to get him. theres so much more to the story and i know they cant fit the 450 page book into a 2 hour movie but those details are so important for me. theyre part of the world building and we all know im a sucker for world building and character dev. like hell yea storytelling !! but just the wizarding world in general is my pride and joy and means the actual world to me 🥺 also after this one imma listen to order of pheonix becuase SOOOOO many details were left out in that movie and wowow best book but like highkey worst film... ((maybe thats the rant part of this lolol ok this was def a rant LMAOOO)) ok but its a really good one and i just wanted to be in that world again 🥺🥺

#3 If I were to visit your country right now, where would you take me ? What places should I visit ?

right, youd be coming to the southern west coast of the US. if covid wasnt a thing we’d go to a bunch of museums but ART, we are artists 🥰we’d also go to all the open air malls which are super cool and just fun to walk around and window shop. theres the beach for like beachy things lol, more touristy things. but theres also the mountains for hiking and being one with nature. there are a few observatories and telescopes within 2 hour roadtrips and those are cool becuase SPACE and just their location on top of super cool mountains for all the views you could ever want. 

#4 If you came with a label, what would it say ?

« not what you’d expect » or « beware of typos »

#5 If your life was a book, that title would you give this chapter of your life ?

oooh so i this chapter of my life closing soon ((RIP ME)) but i think id be called something like « what do i make ? » or « finding my voice »

#6 What is your stereotype in your friend group ?

oh lordy, im like a mom friend ((hi tasfia if youre reading this lol)), the super organised one that plans things lmaooo

#7 What’s your spirit animal ?

Im an owl or a fox lets be realll

#8 What’s the most unexplainable thing that’s ever happened to you? Does it still happen ?

lol not to get deep and sad but the amount of friends i have somehow managed to push away and lose... uhhh yea it does... im not good with relationships 😔sigh 

#9 What’s your favourite word and it’s meaning ?

extraordinary - adj very unusual or remarkable.

if you break the word down to its compoun words : « extra » and « ordinary » to me its almost as if it should mean something that is incredibly plain but its not, its quite the opposite of that. 

#10 What was something that made you smile this past week ?

i had a bunch of convos with my irl friend and coworker ((about wtfock LOLOLOL and just getting her to start watching skam lol)) that were super hilarious and just really nice 🥰

from @stoffans​ 🌸

#1 What would be the most fitting for you: the sun, the moon or the stars?

I think the moon. it has phases of lightness and darkness...

#2 Where have you felt incredibly out of place?

literally any party or group of people greater than three. im an incredible shy person around people i do not know very well and just sit there awkwardly...

#3 What are the moments in life that make you realise life isn’t all that bad?

when im out with my closest friends or when im making my creative work

#4 Which song makes you feel like you’re floating on a cloud?

visions of gideon by sufjan stevens its so soft and relaxing

#5 Sunset or sunrise?

seeing as im not usually awake fro sunrise lol, imma have to say sunset. i used to live near the beach when i still physically went to uni ((rip covid)) and man those colours and seeing the sun dip into the oceans wowow

#6 Do you like it when people do stuff for you without telling you?

i love that kind of stuff, im an acts of service kind of person and just the little things to show that they thought of me just gets me tbh

#7 Did you ever cheat on your tests in school?

uuhh nei, im a good student ���

#8 Could you take care of a plant or would it die instantly?

i always had plants in my uni room, they did great 💛

#9 Do you think you’re a difficult person?

emotionally yes, i cant describe what im feeling and im terrible with words in difficult conversations... other than that, im the most indecisive person youll ever meet and pretty easy going.

#10 Give me one word to describe yourself

anticipatory or thoughtful. i guess these two kind go together but i like play out different outcomes in different scenarios and anticipate so much... 

from @grey-mist-exist​ 🍂 ((you tagged me on my main but i wanted to put them all together, i hope you dont mine 💛))

#1 Does your current means of transportation (car/bike/etc.) have a name? What is it?

uhhh so i havent been in a car in about a month soooo imma say my rolly desk chair that i use to zip around me room lol. its from IKEA and its called sporren

#2 If you could learn a language over-night, what language would you choose and why?

ahhh id learn norwegian ngl, dutch is close second. OORRR i stick to my roots and learn vietnamese 🤨 hmmm idkkk there are many languages i would love to learn 😭

#3 If you were an article of clothing, what would you want to be?

id be a jumper, to keep people warm and cozy

#4 You get teleported into a childhood fairy tale / folk story- what tale is it?

peter pan 🥰🥰🥰 my main’s user is enough i think lol

#5 You get the choice between time-travel or travelling to a parallel universe (but only being able to travel one time). Which do you choose?

parallel universe. i want to see how another me is getting on in life. what happens if my parents never moved us out of france 🥺

#6 Sun, moon, stars, or other? Why?

the stars are so interesting and mysterious

#7 If you were a path, what type of path would you be (concrete, cobblestone, dirt road, highway, asphalt, etc.)?

red brick. for the aesthetic lol

#8 How do you know when you’re in love?

i get butterflies in my stomach and my heart drops when they walk in

#9 What is your cellphone wallpaper?

bb fae look ((you already knew this was it but 💛💛)) 

✨🌸💛✨🌸💛this lovely piece of art of my bb is by @jensrolt​ go check out all her other art, its always the cutest thing ever ✨🌸💛✨🌸💛

#10 If you could instantly become an expert in something, what would it be?

expert of molecular cuisine pls. i love cooking and food. that kind of science fascinates me

[goatlingsvent]

honestly as much as its best to NOT involve myself into reading the trainwreck that is, goatlings "drama" (dk what to call it sincew so much worse worsxe worse has happened) i feel ive lost a lot of love for goats as a game because while yes you can block and jusr go on ur way on goatlings without having problems w players, its a player heavy pet game so it frustrates me how like, you cant really escape. goatlings players. i feel like in the server esp (WHICH IVE SENT A VENT OUT B4 i still think the same and i feel even more validated seeing previous asks that say the same thing ive been trying to say) and entirely the site, so many just. iffy shady or just outright people known to be .. disgusting people with proof to krisgoat herself so many problems surround it and if goats wasnt heavy on interacting w others id have so much less of . just a disappointment? maybe? on how i feel abt it all. since i bothered myself to read older confession blogs seeing a side of goats on my like.. 3? years of playing this game ive never seen, legitimately i look at it then my problems now on goats and wonder if i still truly love this game enuf to keep playing :( i cant just ignore that and pretend like what others say has no weight. it hurts. i spent a lot of real money and ingame money on this game and i feel like now i want to quit but if i do itll all be for. nothing. a game that i cant accept its flaws because there are simply too many. what to do.. like just 3 years ago i was introduced to a new pet game that was very cute and had fun options and you could just do your little games and just be casual and now im stuck in a hellsite that i dont even know if i should stay or not. the fact that youre DISCOURAGED to talk negatively at all and needing confession blogs to truly be honest abt the shit we hate shouldnt be a thing to the point where theres MULTIPLE blogs for this. goatlings is not at fault for how its userbase is but .. to the staff and the owner herself? i dont know if i can say theyre outta the woods. i want to quit and idk if i should bc i dont want my love and effort put into my little cute goats and priceless items to be in vein. i probs should if it makes me so upset and stressed but like i also do still give. some shit abt this game. despite my pain. whateber. thjank u for giving a safe space for me to make a long winded post abt this ily also sorry for mi typos pc typign hard (teddybear emoji).

💅

[chaekkung]

o wormie? u? in a lot of love? perfect i don't think i've asked u yet but (if ur free) could u talk about why/how you started loving changkyun/hyungwon (or both :-D) ?? pls ramble as much as u like!! read more exists 4 a reason and . i love reading ppl b soft and in love it's cute!!!!! i love u have a good night/day ! 💛💛

o holy shit thats a lot ok im gonna write about changkyun since i Havent... :( and ill copy pasta one of my hyungwon essays for u to read!!!! the changkyun will be under it :^) this is gonna be Super Long im sorrie in advance LMAO BUT HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT TOO!!!! :D (also theres prob gonna be a lot of typos bc im Dumb but.. bear w/ me)

mister chae:

honestly i don’t even know where to start?? uhh i guess with his looks first since,, this is describing or smthing,, anyways yeah hyungwon is just… fucking beautiful. he has the most handsome and visually attractive face ive ever seen in my whole life??? and i’ve stanned a lot of groups in my past before but hyungwon is honestly one of the best looking man i know :( im not even being biased,,, anyways yeah there’s that. and he’s like naturally a model, i mean he can legit wear anything and do anything and he’ll look like he’s posing for a high end magazine, not surprised if he’s been modeling since he was like, born. also he has the most beautiful and endearing smile and laugh…. when he smiles he really goes from :o -> :D like!! please!! you are too fucking cute,,, :((( he really lights up the entire room solely w his smile im jusT?? wow?? like when his smile lines by the sides of his nose down to the corner of his mouth come out i just,,,, really… need 2 calm my heart. he has like the closed mouth wide smile, and the straight up whole face smile!! and i.. love both.. so much,,, and yeah anyways his lips are like the first thing people notice about him and big mood?? they’re so plump and … kissable.. and soft.. but my favorite feature on him are his eyes tbh…. idk he has really beautiful eyes? idk how to describe it but like, they’re so…. kind? and bright.. it’s just i want to look into them all day long and im just… so in love with his eyes. like,, they really hold all the stars in my universe wtf!!!  :( OH AND I DONT TALK ABOUT THIS ENOUGH BUT…. HIS EARS ARE SO FUCKING ADORABLE WTF I WANT A MOLD OF HIS EARS ON MY DESK,,, idk about others but i personally find his right ear cute as fuck?? like the extra folds in his ears.. i would d*e for them………. godksj why is everything about him so cute i just?? want to kno …

ok now im going to talk about him!!! so his personality, is what i really fell in love with,, (god this all sounds so.. cliche. but it’s.. true, also unrelated but every time someone talked about,, love cliches and shit i was always like ‘sounds fake’ but???? after hyungwon i really?? believe in all of that..) if i had to use one word to describe him it would just be ‘kind’… like he!!! is!!! the king of being considerate and compassionate and wonderful and he’s just a really good person.. :( he’s the one you can always count on and lean on. he’d always be on your side and makes you feel safe and comforted,, like he’s really full of love??? even the members said he’s a really good listener and they chose as him as someone they go to when they’re feeling down because he makes them feel better about the situation (god, i wish they were me,,) and he has the most beautiful heart… like, he’s been wearing the Sewol bracelet since as long as we’ve known and he has never missed a day. you can always see it during fansigns, vlives, whenever he’s out, and he even wore it when he was modeling under his clothes… :(( he went from the charm, to the rope bracelet thing, to the clip on and now he’s wearing the wristband!! :(((((( he says he will always wear it to remember the incident, and he has been for over two years… he’s doing it out of the kindness of his heart and not to show anyone… he said he felt so helpless during the time, and watching every thing unfold before him, and has worn the yellow bracelet which symbolizes ‘hope’ :((((((((( god,, real emo hours,,, i love my angel so much wtf !!! ok next,, (sjdhaj at this point im going to write a whole novel wtf but im gonna,, stop soon i swear .) hyungwon is really fucking hardworking and ?? he’s so dedicated to his career and making sure that we, his fans, are always satisfied and proud to stan him.. like he’s constantly saying he will work hard to show us something better next time, that he’s not going to stop trying to improve himself. every single stage he puts his all into it, but he pushes himself even more to show us a even better one. he’s always worried and thinking about his career as an actor and a singer. he wants to promote the group in any way that he can, whether it’s through modeling or acting :(( what a King… he’s… really always striving to do the Best and he won’t ever settle or be content with it because he’s just naturally an ambitious and super hard working person… like. he’s so dedicated to what he does, no matter what it is. uhh one more thing he’s actually a really sentimental guy!! not like in a bad way, but in the best possible way. he’s really sweet, and gentle.. (he would be the Best Boyfriend,,, im just saying..) he’s the type to give handwritten letters… and surprise gifts.. (he said so!!) he said he cant cook but he want to cook for his gf he will try his best and it will be full of love… god.. i wish that were me. he’s the type to keep quiet… but take silently notes on what someone likes/dislikes, and will reveal it unexpectedly with a gift or when he says something and it will! make the other person! so happy! :((( he doesn’t put his emotions Out There, he’s not rlly good at it,, but he honestly has so much love in him,,, he tries his best to show it ok!! it’s,, good effort it’s so cute when he does… ah.. pls.,,, he’s always like ah, i don’t know if i can properly show my appreciation and sincerity for you guys, but i hope you guys know how thankful i am for you. LASDHFJAK GOFD,S,,,, IM FUCKIGN EMO THINKGIN ABOTU IT AGAIN… HE HAS A HEART OF GOLD AND HE’S SUCH A SWEETHEART I JUST WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD SEE IT.. :(( HE DESERVES ALL THE LOVE IN THIS ENTIRE UNIVERSE AND I REALLY HOPE ALL MY LOVE FOR HIM CAN COUNT AS SOMETHING FOR IT ALL.. UGHFJASHJSAALSJF yeah ok let me,,, stop… sorry to everyone who has to scroll past this LMAo,, :(

ok i was gonna stop but i forgot to mention how he’s so fucking talented!! i mean this boy does it ALL. the whole package or w/e. god,, i love my whole ass talented man wtf! he sings, dances, choreographs, models, acts, DJs, is multilingual, and a world class poet,, cmon. ANYWAYS he excels in all those areas nd,, no argument there.. his voice is angelic as fuck ,, just like his personality.. and his dancing.. god,,, like . his dancing his so on point, his every move,, and it’s so.. fluid.. and natural. and it’s harder for tall people to dance esp ones w like long ass limbs (hyungwon.,,) but he still looks fucking amazing and pulls everything off so perfectly????? gofdj,,, can he like . Stop being so…. perfect.. and lovable… :((( he just puts so much passion into everything he does!!! and his heart is pure Gold ,, i just.. love him,,,,,,, everything about him …. ok lmao let me stop !!! if u actually read all this wtf,, im sorry nd i’d die for u

mister changkyun:

okay wtf icb i havent talked about changkyun that much on my blog.... anyways this is gonna be a mess and unorganized bc im Dumb but here goes,,, ok we can start from the beginning kinda,, so originally wonho was my #2 bias and then mh i think like i love changkyun but i wasnt like IN LOVE you kno?? honestly i started to notice him more firstable bc he and hyungwon are so frigging cute together?? i just couldnt ignore it and next thing u know im IN Love w my lil koala :(((( hes sO CUTE ..... LIKE.. IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT I REALLY JUST WANNA BE AROUND HIM ALL THE TIME!! his sense of humor and his personality in general is so?? positive?? and fun??!!! like i would spend every second of the rest of my life w him... and he’s so cheesy as we all know ,, and i find it so cute but also he makes me so stressed bc he’s so mushy aijsdgfhdjs but he rlly Love us wtf.. and hes so funnie... he makes me smile and laugh all the time :( and he genuinely Loves every single one of his fans so much... he’s so sweet with them and he makes them feel so loved and special, and like they’re the only person in the world at that moment :(((( this boy gives so much love and i only want to give him a million times more back... 

HIS LAUGH.. OK.. HIS LAUGH!!!!!! MAKES MY HEART MELT LIKE LAVA WTF SJDFUDJS HES SOSOSOSOOS CUTE WHEN HE LUAHGS HE LIKE.. PUTS HIS ALL INTO IT.. IT SLIKE HAHAHAHA FR... PLS,,, ESP WHEN HE GOES CRAZY AND ALSO STARTS CLAPPING,... LMAO MOOD.. HE SOS CUTIEJUJIiajsdfudj and WHEN HE SMILES THE CLOSED-MOUTH-WIDE-SMILE AND HIS CUTE ASS DIMPLES COME OUT.... HOTLT FUCKIDUFD THERE GOES MY SOUL AND GALLONS OF HEART NUT... ITS THE CUTEST SIGHT IN THE WORLD AHHH HIS DIMPLE ARE ADORABLE AND HIS CHEEKS!! I WANT TO SQUISH!!! i wanna . reside in his dimples. build a home there and alll....... omg.. :’(( every time he takes a selfie or smthing i rlly Lose it. every single selfie is his Best selfie. wtf.... king of angles fr... AND KING OF FOOT SELFIES TOOOSJFDK LLISTEN AGAIN HES SOSOOSOSO HANDSOME AND GOOD LOOKING OKAY!!! HES REALLY A VISUAL?? IDK HOW PEOPLE CANT SEE IT BUT LIEK THIS BOY IS F  I  N E ..... HIS FACE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AHHHhhhHHHHH  AND HE NEVER HAD A BAD ERA.. HE WAS HOT SINCE NO MERCY WTF !!!!! UGJFSUJDJS I HOPE HE KNOWS HES FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!! :( ANF HIS BEAUTIFUL NOSE,, AND HIS EYES!!!! OGM!!,,, GOD AND HIS PERFECTLY SHAPED LIPS.... HSI JAWLINE,,, BITUCSHJ,,,

OK HES SO LOVABLE IN EVERY DAMN WAY LIKE,, he’s Weird but its a cute Weird he’s so special omg there’s really no one else like him :(((( like...... he’s a treasure fr... he’s So Many things and once its hard to pinpoint his personality but like ??? i love it so much?? he’s a mystery and i dont know what he’s thinking like most of the time but.. i rlly love him omgdsj he’s so special :’( like fr !!! everyone LOVES him!! :(( most people wouldnt see him as the maknae if they dont Know,, but like he really is... and he’s really mx’s babie :-( they spoil him so much and love the heck out of him,,, he’s really the most loved maknae out there wtf... honestly... i love family... they really Adore him so much ugh what a big ass fking MOOD! :((

AND HIS VOICE!!!!! THE VOICE OF THE HEAVENS AND ANGELS AND HAPPINESS AND ALSO NUT!!!! WTF!! HIS VOICE IS SO SEXY AJSDFGDUJIS LIKE... PLEASE... NARRATE THE BIBLE TO ME HOLY FUCKSIFDU, YOU KNOW HIS VOICE ONLY V LIVE... HOLY SHIT MY EARS NUTTED SO HARD omg.... i just wanna listen to his voice All Day.... and dont even get mee started on his rapping .... he starts his bar and sets me on fucking fire w half a syllable . and did i mentioned he fucking amazing at rapping yeah . he Does That. and hes so charismatic, especially on stage... :((( ugh omgfisjd i wanan d*e when hes being so h*t on screen fucksdf,,, and like . his mixtapes he’s working on... king... pleas.e.... End me. just end me with ur talented ass wtf... 

SIJDFJD I NEED TO SHUT UP BUT LISTEN IM SO PROUD OF HOW MUCH HE’S GROWN IN THE PAST 2+ YEARS... LIKE HE’S COME SO FUCKING FAR!!!!! IN SO MANY WAYS!!!!!!!! GOD,,,,, I LOVE HIM SOSOSOSOSO DAMN MUCHSJIDFUDS HE MAKES MY HEART CONTINUE BEATING... THATS REALLY MY BABIE !! MY FUCKING CINNAMON APPLE!!! :(((((((((((

ok let me stop thank u,,, also... if anyone actually made it here hi wow uh ur great ily wtf :--(

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1-99 because you're a babe and I love learning new things about you❤❤

1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? Closed because open doors make me super anxious. Also, my cats will eat my clothes. 
2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? Bruh, I'm lucky if I remember to take what I brought with me let alone extra things. 
3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? Out 
4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before? Is a thing people actually do?? Well, sadly, I have not 
5:Do you like to use post-it notes? Yea 
6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? No, because I know how forgetful I am and also I can never find scissors. 
7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?Bees 
8:Do you have freckles? Yea, but they're really light. I have a lot on my arms.
9:Do you always smile for pictures?Never with my teeth.
10:What is your biggest pet peeve?When people are rude to customer service people simply because they 'can' be
11:Do you ever count your steps when you walk?Yea 
12:Have you ever peed in the woods? Nope
13:What about pooped in the woods? Nope 
14:Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing? Yea, and I don't realize I'm doing it. Because I'm constantly singing songs on my head (phineas and ferb songs specifically) and I won't realize I'm 'dancing'
15:Do you chew your pens and pencils? Not enough to leave marks 
16:How many people have you slept with this week? Do my cats count? None 
17:What size is your bed? Queen 
18:What is your Song of the week? 12 Feet Deep by the Front Bottoms 
19:Is it okay for guys to wear pink? Yes, of course 
20:Do you still watch cartoons?Yep. Phineas and Ferb is my favorite show.
21:Whats your least favorite movie? Either of the Percy Jackson ones, but tbh calling them movies is a stretch. 
22:Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? Idk, I don't have a yard so it'd have to be somewhere that had limited access 
23:What do you drink with dinner? Water or one of the Blood Orange sodas 
24:What do you dip a chicken nugget in?Hm, ketchup or ranch 
25:What is your favorite food? There's a place here that has my favorite food, and they're these vegetarian summer rolls with peanut sauce but only from this specific restaraunt.
26:What movies could you watch over and over and still love? I only watch two movies: the Aristocats and the Boxtrolls 
27:Last person you kissed/kissed you? Uhh, idk it's been over a year so probs my ex, Nathan 
28:Were you ever a boy/girl scout? Yes! 
29:Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? Nah
30:When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? This year I wrote to my brother while he was away for school.
31:Can you change the oil on a car? Sadly, I cannot 
32:Ever gotten a speeding ticket? Yes, but I should've gotten a much higher fine 
33:Ever ran out of gas? No 
34:Favorite kind of sandwich? Egg salad 
35:Best thing to eat for breakfast? Hash browns 
36:What is your usual bedtime?After midnight 
37:Are you lazy?Physically, yes. 
38:When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?My mom used to make our costumes and I went as a princess a lot, but also I was a skunk one year 
39:What is your Chinese astrological sign?Rat
40:How many languages can you speak?Only English but can read Latin and Classical Greek 
41:Do you have any magazine subscriptions? Nope 
42:Which are better legos or lincoln logs? I grew up with Lincoln logs but Legos 
43:Are you stubborn? Yes 
44:Who is better…Leno or Letterman? Idk I've never watched either and had to google them to figure out this question 
45:Ever watch soap operas?No 
46:Are you afraid of heights? Hm, not really. 
47:Do you sing in the car?No 
48:Do you sing in the shower? No
49:Do you dance in the car? No
50:Ever used a gun?Yes, I go shooting with my dad and brothers 
51:Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? My senior pictures so like 4 years ago 
52:Do you think musicals are cheesy?No, but I don't watch them 
53:Is Christmas stressful? Horrifically so 
54:Ever eat a pierogi?Yes
55:Favorite type of fruit pie?I don't care for pie 
56:Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?Nurse when I was like 5, but since 5th grade I've wanted to be a forensic anthropologist 
57:Do you believe in ghosts? No 
58:Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? No 
59:Take a vitamin daily?No 
60:Wear slippers?No 
61:Wear a bath robe? No 
62:What do you wear to bed? Tshirt and sweats 
63:First concert?Modest Mouse
64:Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Target 
65:Nike or Adidas? Nike 
66:Cheetos Or Fritos? Cheetos 
67:Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?Sunflower seeds 
68:Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? No 
69:Ever take dance lessons? Yes, ballet for a few years 
70:Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Lol I can't even picture having a spouse 
71:Can you curl your tongue? No 
72:Ever won a spelling bee?Nope, I'm an atrocious speller. 
73:Have you ever cried because you were so happy? No
74:Own any record albums? Yes the Arctic Monkeys Humbug 
75:Own a record player? Yes 
76:Regularly burn incense?No, they make me nauseous 
77:Ever been in love?Yea
78:Who would you like to see in concert? Arctic Monkeys or the Kooks
79:What was the last concert you saw? Black Sabbath 
80:Hot tea or cold tea? Cold 
81:Tea or coffee? Coffee 
82:Sugar or snickerdoodles? Sugar cookies 
83:Can you swim well? Yes 
84:Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yea 
85:Are you patient? Nope 
86:DJ or band, at a wedding? Band 
87:Ever won a contest? A few 
88:Ever have plastic surgery? No
89:Which are better black or green olives?Black 
90:Can you knit or crochet? I used to crochet, I haven't in years but could probs pick it up quickly 
91:Best room for a fireplace? Living room 
92:Do you want to get married? Sometimes
93:If married, how long have you been married?
94:Who was your HS crush? His name was Aidan 
95:Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? Nope 
96:Do you have kids?No 
97:Do you want kids?Sometimes 
98:Whats your favorite color? Burgundy or black 
99:Do you miss anyone right nowNope @sickofbeingsuicidal this took forever and there are probably typos. But I love you, and hope you learned some things about me

[seesiderendezvous]

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[lrosenthal11]

The first of many...

YAYAYAYAYYYY firsttttt post my people!!!!! AHHH HERE WE GO. The adventure begins!!!! So hmm where to go now with whatever this is. First let me start by saying there are going to be typos, and made up words, and profanity, and dry humor, but that is my genre, that is who I am, that is Laurunce Rosenthal, the only one in the USA (unless theres another then hmu @ LaurunceRosenthal@gmail.com). 

I tend to be all over the place with my thoughts, so bear with me. This is my literal thought process running like a wild lion (where my Leos at?) through my brain, and leaving my fingertips to be available for your soul. These are my lyrics on a screen somewhere, wherever you are. And wherever you are I hope you are at home and at peace, because you are your own home. As Porter Robinson said at the event that sparked this enlightenment of my soul, #OkeechobeeMusicFestival2017, “Every place you’ve ever imagined, it’s real. There is a fictional city in your mind and you know every corner of it. Your mind is a world, each of us is a place.” Do you understand why music is my new drug? (heyyyy BassNecter I’d like to headbang together one day).

 I microdosed on LSD (microdosing is where you cut of a liiiitle piece and take that instead of dropping the whole tab) and my eyes were opened to the effects of drugs and how they can hinder such beautiful people and decided that is not the path I wish to be on. If I can enjoy life without all the drugs and other influences why do I NEED them? That is not to say I am going to stop cold turkey, but I now know and trust my limits. And I am not here to scold you, because who am I to try and control your life, and who are you to try and control mine? I needed to take a drug to realize I don’t need them. I DROPPED a tab (the acid for my family rn reading this going huhhhh what’s a tab??!!! probably what Daddy is doing right now haha Daddy I’ll get to you in another blog post, I’m laughing at Moms right now thinking about how incredible of a human being you are I’m actually laughing at how the universe made me your daughter geez she’s always looking out for me.) Anyway, I DROPPED a drug to realize I could DROP drugs, ahhhhh finally the big reveal, see why this is called Double Entendre? There will be many of those throughout this new blog. Wow I am excited. If you are reading this and it touches you in any way please share. I am just a New York girl trying to be successful, and there are many cliche stories like that, but who is to say I can’t be one of those cliche stories too? They usually have really awesome endings.

I have been at war with myself over what I should do with myself for far too long, and it finally came to me today (thank you timing of the universe, eternally grateful for you and your signs, I promise to be more aware of them and follow them where they guide me). I started a GoFundMe (GoFundMe.com/LROSENTHAL11), then decided that asking for money is helpful but I can’t just rely on that (thank you Frenchie for making me realize that you poophead, love you forever my best friend). I need to use my own talents and put them into action and use that as an outlet to make whatever money will come. But with that being a big part, money is not everything to me. Travel is the healthiest addiction, and I am grateful for DROPPING my past addictions. Drugs were a huge part of my life as people who know me know (IYKYK, hi Jared’s ass tat so glad you’ll be around for the rest of our lives), and now I can say that I don’t need them like I used to. I now trust myself to know my limits unlike before. I was addicted to this fake feeling of satisfaction for however my high lasted. Now I truthfully am high on life. I could sit here and type forever about the changes I am making in my life, but I will just show you all, and show myself, because it’s kinda counterproductive to brag (#NOMORENEGATIVITY) and try to explain how amazing it is to finally be happy in my own skin and with this new cleansed and refreshed, soul. It’s the flesh I will be in for the rest of my years on this planet, so I should prob get comfy in it, and I encourage you to do the same, get comfy peeps it’s going to be a nice journey. I decided I need something to do daily. I need an outlet to write down the craziness in my head, and I am here thinking to myself.. “hmmmm girl let’s think, what is a way that you can write everything down, but also be able to have the souls interested in your lyrics able to read them whenever wherever?”  I started with the GoFundMe, posted a ton of shit to Facebook, and kinda just hoped for the best after that. The work doesn’t stop and never will, and I am finally ready for that. This is about to be my life. I have decided to be a writer in this stage of my life. Have you read my college essay? I wrote it junior year, in my quant Goldens Bridge apartment that I love and miss so much. It sums up pretty much the path I wish to take with my life; one where I go with the flow and follow the universes signs and the advice of the people around me, but also follow the sound of my own beat, and I promise you I will dance the whole way down the road. I have come to about 4411631863881998 (all my lucky numbers together wow that block of numbers is significant to me) realizations about my life and what I should do. I should start a blog, I should pour my heart into my words, and I should start right now. If not now….WHEN? Now that I have my attitude chosen, how I go about the next seconds/minutes/hours/days/months/years is what matters. I am only 18 years of age, I am bound to make mistakes, hella mistakes, but if I’m starting at 18, where will I be at 19? I am ready to push my limits in success and respect my limits in life. That’s why I started this blog, so that it’s not a book, so it won’t take as long to write (patience is a virtue which I am learning, but in the meantime, I’m not going to wait around when I can do something about my life. I’ve been going through some changes, and realized the only one stopping me from achieving my dreams of changing the world one human at a time is myself (and also sorta my lack of funds), but one of my new mottos is “Don’t complain about it if you aren’t doing anything about it.” Well Hi, I am Laurunce Rosenthal and this is me doing something. I have confidence in myself and the people I have met on my ride, whether it be me just flashing you a smile or actually having touched your heart. Maybe I’ve improved your mood one day, or you were a victim of one of my random stranger conversations.  I am grateful for the people I have met and the places I have seen, and now I am ready to expand my horizons even more. I hope you will join me on my journey. Spread the love and BE FEARLESS IN THE PURSUIT OF WHAT SETS YOUR SOUL ON FIRE.

With so so so so much love,

Laurunce LJ Rosenthal ♌️💚🦁🌟

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8🌼Do you have any ‘bad’ habits?

😅 o man the list is so long

Here we go~ personal attack to myself time :’)

i have an extremely bad habit of sleeping late and then regretting it every morning

i procrastinate an unhealthy amount on like, everything 

i jump from one distraction to another rather than from one project to another 

i always try to hold too many things at once when moving from someplace to someplace (like holding my laptop and phone and water bottle or smth like to another room or smth or like at school etc) and im always super close to dropping something that could break 

i overthink a lot, from things i did yesterday to things i did years ago 

i forget to reply to messages sometimes and then im like why did i do this bc i dont like it when people do that to me so yea welp 

typos, so many of them

i say lmao and any variation of that way too much

i sit criss cross way too much and make my knees and ankles hurt but still sit like that anyway bc i get cold easily  

i almost never use commas when texting/informal convo and it results in really long run on sentences that are hard to understand 

i also dont grammar properly when texting and its mostly bc i dont want to sound mean idk its weird; for instance i avoid using periods bc it just sounds too...formally mean, idk (also another reason for my long run on sentences)

i always have way too many tabs open....as of rn i have like 36 in one window and 15 in another and on my phone theres so many that chrome  is just “ :) “ at me now 

i dont like being interrupted in the middle of listening to a song, so a lot of times i will keep delaying watching lectures or going to sleep bc i keep forgetting to pause at the end of a song and the next one comes and the delay just keeps happening

i dont make my bed; i have weird bouts of urges to make my bed which last a few days and then go away eventually 

always wake up almost borderline late and am always rushing and stuffing my breakfast in my mouth out the door (w/ quarantine...i wake up really late lmao) 

im bad at finishing my drinks before they go cold and then i get too lazy to heat it again so i just sit there suffering 

when i do my notes i highlight things at the end and i always put that off which kicks me in the butt later when i have to study

spend too much time on tumblr  

theres prob more but these r what came to mind xD hope u enjoyed reading through that mess haha

this was weirdly fun lmao