#theres probs more that ive forgotten

[modusmumbles]

the vibes of the gen 3 era are getting more and more hard to be positive about 🙃

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

WIBTA if i contact my friend when he seems to be avoiding me?

i’ll try not to include extraneous details bc this could b a very long story. essentially, in december last year there was a situation where my friend (m 22) didnt do anything wrong, but i (x 21) had a lot of anxiety abt my life circumstances and unfairly snapped at him over text n accused him of not caring abt me. id talked to him a lot abt my stress and thought he was disregarding it and not caring abt my feelings, but more likely he just didnt remember or understand what i was going thru. after i snapped at him, i ignored his messages for a month bc i didnt want to face his potential anger, and then i finally got the guts up to send him a long apology. i explained my actions but said it wasnt an excuse for being rude. he seemed to accept my apology and said we could move on.

after that, we didnt rly talk. he didnt send me a message on my bday, which hes never forgotten before. hes always been great at remembering dates and hes told me he puts them in his calendar, so i thought it was on purpose, but anything couldve happened. i sent him a happy bday message on his bday, and a bit after that our friend group tried to organise to meet up for lunch. but everyone cancelled except for me n my friend. it was very awkward bc i didnt know if he was still upset at me. when we hung out it seemed like he was. he seemed to make some subtle digs abt the situation and left immediately after we’d finished eating. but i couldve just been misreading him due to being anxious, maybe he just picked up on my awkwardness n thought i was upset at him idk.

since then, our only contact has been when i left him a compliment on one of his social media posts, and he liked it and then liked one of my posts for the first time in ages. idk if thats a sign he wants to keep patching things up, or if it was an act of politeness but he doesnt want anything to do w me. we havent spoken in several months, i was leaving it for him to choose to approach me bc i didnt want to push anything if he wanted to b done w me. ive accepted that we’re not friends anymore, but if he wanted to be friends then i would.

WIBTA if i continue to do things like interact w his social media, or if i message to ask him where we stand, when it seems like hes sending clear messages that he doesnt want to continue the friendship? i know this is prob a “just communicate” issue, but i dont want to approach him if theres obvious signals im not fully picking up on, and he’d just be annoyed and awkward to have to formally end things

What are these acronyms?

[penwingstar]

whoops

ive once again forgotten to post over here

oh well, ill catch up when i can, theres half of the rain world art month which ill probs group together or smth idk, a couple more anims n ranboo art, will post some other stuff first tho cuz whatever lmao

[residenthesitant]

hewwo, i bring offerings for the fanfic writer ask game :>

could i get 4 and 18?

hiiiiiiiiii chaossssssssssss

4. How many WIPs do you have right now?

oh god. i have no idea. active WIPs? like. one at the moment. somewhat to my dismay. adding in the backburner WIPs? at least three (killjoy au + hunger games au i have not forgotten you), but 4 or 5 is prob more accurate depending on what's still unfinished on my ao3. i finished a Bunch of big projects recently so im like "huh. what next" rn

18. What’s one of your favorite lines you’ve written in a fic?

the one line that's always stuck as like. one of the most satisfying ive ever written is "Summer air had never tasted sweeter." from chapter 4 of "world so close." the rhythm has always Stuck with me. like. it's very nearly almost in pentameter. that's the first one to come to mind at least haha, im sure theres something from "bring a little rust" that hits a similar kind of different

[s0lar-ch3ri]

ok SO ive been in school and its been schooling, so full on rambles havent been a thing i have time for BUT its friday here now so ill ignore my weekend homework and write for you lol

i do wanna say this, i may have forgotten details on drey or lizzie and i wont be checking the wiki out of fear for spoilers (on ep 94 rn so im almost through it!!!) so if i make bullshit up i apologize dearly

ANYWAYS TIME FOR MY FAVORITE LESBIAN AND DREY FERIN!!! (spoilers for up to ep 94 maybe)

lizzie is such a compelling character, but i think what makes her incredible isnt how shes handled crews singlehandedly (possibly figurative and literally), but how powerful her words seem to be. while gill's speech was what set john off his edge, lizzies was the first to inspire him into change. im pretty sure jazz was talked to by lizzie. yes her actions are loud, but her words are the speakers that carry out her messages! the black rose took her and chip aboard, and while it trained her, shes leaving it back behind her in the past because she doesnt need the black rose anymore (opposite to chip, who wants to get that experience back). she builds herself a story away from the black rose, becoming more a person. shes believed to do the shit that rumors say because of how powerful her words are.

shes so strong now, yet shes not exactly forgiving. while chip is excited to find the black rose, lizzie is the exact opposite. shes happy their gone for the bullshit they went through and is full on willing to kill them to not deal with them. when she sees drey she threatens to kill him if hes still in her view, and he has the audacity to not remember her after all that. god grizzly did so well story telling wise for this

while after the black rose lizzie grew stronger and stronger, it seems like drey kind of grew weaker in the sense that his main tool for his weapon is unrepairable (his arms lol). sure, hes adapted to be able to use his feet for stufff, but i doubt he'll be fine in combat. i honestly hope he can retire in piece (I MEANT PEACE LMAO) but we already know that rufus was still in danger despite being retired from pirating. not to mention, he just like, doesnt remember shit of the hole in the sea (well, most of it). it was bad enough that he cant fucking remember lizzie, and maybe she likes it that way.

honestly, i think lizzie has a bit of a hatred for ferins less because theyre navy and more because shes "been played" so to speak by two of them (i havent actually seen or heard the scene yet, but i cant escape the spoilers of ava and lizzie forever). she loved two ferins, one like a parent (atleast somewhat like a parent) and one like her girlfriend. and she tries hiding up from jay, because maybe she reminds her of ava and can just tell that shes someone who could be her friend. and when she leaves (lizzie would say when and not if for a bit), lizzie will feel broken and betrayed again and the last she needs when theres war sparking soon is feelings of weakness.

anyways, while i could do so much with lizzie, im gonna talk about the things you were bringing up with drey, because yes! it is something i never really thought about, why drey chose to be a pirate. i mean, we know he met captain rose who just had asked him and he said yes. (i ended up looking at dreys wiki mainly cause i needed to make sure i dont wanna bs, but im also going off the video itself) but why? why, when the ferin family has been navy for years, does drey just decide "yeah, fuck it"? maybe because drey considers this captain at the time (quoted from the episode) "An angel in your eyes, he is the sexiest man you’ve ever seen before", or maybe because his old small ship was destroyed by said captains ship, but its truly an anigma. looking at the wiki (ok the only reason ive done it for drey is if there were shit going on with drey in the black sea, i probs would have stumbled into it, so im not so scared for spoilers with him), which by the way isnt always the greatest source but there are knowledgeable people who add shit onto the pages, it mentions how drey set out to be an adventurer and shit, and did hesitate to join out of fear of bad treatment hes faced before, which is kinda interesting. plus, drey tries to yell up to the ship that the boat "was all hes got", so my thoughts are he probably had some rough treatment and pressure (if he was ever in the navy thats probably doubled) and decided to become a pirate after seeing how free this crew seemed, i guess.

as for family relationships, i could have sworn drey said goodbye to jay before he left, or atleast jay mentions it to chip in the humble beginnings ep. i think jay may have looked up slightly to drey, being brave to go against the navy and such (even if it had to be hidden from her dad). they probably werent super close, but i dont believe they had bad blood (besides the fact theyre related to jays dad (joke)). most definitely they would have grown closer while drey was on board the deck. i cant imagine ava being close to drey because probs jay and ava were put in the navy at a young age, but whos to say? id say jayson and may were closer to him when he was younger, but they do grow more distant from the distance (so smart wording cherii), even though jayson and drey would be so much more distant from all the "pirate vs navy" shit. also, i did find on the wiki which says taylor ferin and drey were distant so yeah.

but yeah hes a mystery man for sure ALSO just got to the beginning of ep 97, and the idea thats hes grown slightly weaker shows by how he keeps missing the shots. yeah, its pretty impressive that hes firing a gun without using his arms, but hes at a heavy disadvantage (accdiental dnd opun?) if he cant use them properly. the legendary status he had (not that hed be willing to admit it) has retired alongside him, and he gets to watch his niece become the next sureshot.

dont have more ideas to talk on and i hope the wait was worth it tigers have a happy day

hey fnc guy ive been very normal about your posts and writings (literally the chapter in my one shot collection im writing rn is inspired by one of your writings) ive noticed youve seen me ramble on the idiot captains and was wondering if maybe i could do a special character analyzation for ya? besides npcs without any known story to go off (like the tailor lady or smth) of i could write about mythborne and riptide idk im bored lol

:0 we’ll first off tHANK YOU I REALLY APPRECIATE THAT 😭😭

My pick is Drey Ferin becaUSE while we don’t know a ton in depth about him, I just don’t see a lot of stuff talking about him in general and I think he’s just a fascinating little guy. I’ve been thinking abt him. Why did he leave to be a pirate? Was he ever a part of the navy? Do you think he had a good relationship with Jayson when he was younger? Did he have a good relationship with his mom? Or May and Ava and Jay? Did he even ever meet jay?

I feel like his background could be really expanded upon and I think it’s SO interesting the way we know hardly any of his motives and I’m curious abt what other people think think :3

But that’s also all very highly speculative and if you wanna ramble abt someone with a more in depth, canon backstory I’d say go w Lizzie. She’s SO interesting to me and I love her and with the lore drop in 101 OUGH

[tenshindon]

origami :)

[ghostlypawn]

Most underrated line, in your opinion, from your favorite shows? (Six, Hadestown, Comet, Tigers, Alice By Heart, more if you’d like to share?)

six: ive said it before but the “thats one horse out of the race” is so funny and doesnt get nearly as many laughs as it deserves.

hadestown: i feel eurydices part in doubt comes in is v underrated like the “the coldest night of the coldest year comes right before the spring” line is the kinda stuff id see in edits etc. but just havent ?? (also love the switch of mindsets as now eurydice is the one giving hopeful encouraging lines).

comet: i dont know if theyre necessarily underated but i also gravitate towards the proverb/russian saying-y lyrics like “Drink with me, my love for there's fire in the sky and there's ice on the ground either way, my soul will die” or probably more underrated the whole “Here’s to happiness, freedom, and life!May your travel be swift as a scythe cuts through the grass! May your sorrows be counted and numbered as many as drops of wine and vodka that stay in my glass!” idk why they just ressonate with me this one was harderwatt: lines that deserved more laughs: “if i have live here then im sure you can make it through one afternoon.” “not historically?!” and “have you ever felt so good you youre bursting out of your skin” “not my usual reaction to homicide?” the dry tone of cairos voice is just so funny to me; im sure theres more than ive forgotten but i havent watched in a while n have bad memory

alice by heart: i feel like any lines are underrated apart from ones in say still, afternoon and another room but like,, i love p much all of the cheshire cat’s quotes, theyre the things that sometimes u dont want to hear but they just b facts; (What's the point of turning the key if you won't go through the door?, The question is when someone needs to go who are you to make them stay?, It isn't how much time, it's how we use the time.,). i feel like in general all the jokes in this show tend to land well and since the fandom isnt that big you cant really dictate whats over/underrated in terms of lines but i will say winter blooms is probs the most underrated song (probably bc it cuts off on the boot) and the quote “nothing comes or goes without a shadow, somewhere in the soul you hold a candle. let the sorrow go, it's half the battle” is so bootiful (this is longest bc ive recently read like the whole script whilst the others i havent thought about properly in a while).

i was gonna do spring awakening too but im so brain dead n i feel like p much all lines of that show are appreciated in some form or another idk

[edsbev]

Honestly feeling like It chapter 1 did more for pining Richie and the soft romance aesthetic than It chapter 2 even if I'm mostly talking about just every shot of Richie and Eddie clinging to each other throughout the movie and most notably through Neibolt like It chapter 2 should've taken notes

i thought something similar to this too but i think chapter 1 feels like it had more just bc i know every detail of every reddie moment in it, since we’ve got gifsets and screenshots and video edits and analyses of everything, and have had all that for two years. whereas theres still probs lot of small details/moments in chapter two that ive forgotten/missed bc ive only seen it once. but i do agree it couldve done more with pining richie but thats just bc i love pining richie and am in constant need of more of it 

[talkthattae]

random facts tag!

I was tagged by @sugcult thank you so much for tagging me I love seeing you in my notifs and on my dash

im pretty sure ive done this a month or two ago but ill do it again bc im sure my answers will be different hahaha

relationship status: ive been single for 4-5 years now so...theres that hahaha

fav colors: green, yellow, blue (but for clothing I usually stick to more neutral stuff like grey and black)

lipstick or chapstick: chapstick but lipstick when I feel like a bad bitch

three fav foods: quesadilla's, crab rangoons hell yes, and like any pasta

song stuck in my head: play me like a violin by stephen

last song i listened to: take this lonely heart by nothin but thieves 

last movie i watched: the nun shit was scary and actually a good horror movie

top 3 tv shows: AMERICAN HORROR STORY, greys anatomy, & probs shameless

books i’m currently reading: i’m not reading any atm but I have a whole stack on my night stand I wanna read when I can find time

last thing i googled: I googled nct 127 bc im trying to learn the members lmao

how many blankets do i sleep with: I sleep with my comforter. if I don't sleep with that then usually 2 blankets

dream trip: I wanna go to Australia SO bad. but honestly I just wanna travel everywhere. dreams plz come true thanks

anything you want: I just wanna be happy and content with my life one day. that's all

if I tagged you the last time I did this, I tried not to tag you again but I may have forgotten, so if I did just ignore this hahaha

@pjmsyd @propinqxity @nambewb @kimchifriedrice-andsprite @teenage-idiot and anybody else that wants to do this <3

[ishqbaaaaz]

Ishqbaaaz - Sept 19/17 - Episode 371

Alright guys sorry there was no post yesterday because to be honest with you, the episode was boring lmao. Aside from Shivaay and Gauri’s scenes and the use of “tu jaane na” which is one of my fan songs, it was shite 

Oh my God Annika is gonna be back todayyyyy! Thank goodness its like the life was sucked out of the show

ok here we go

So dadi and Shakti talking about these papers and this raaz again

shes worried Pinky is gonna reveal everything

if they dont trust Pinky then why is she still in the house

It’ll bring a tufaan in Shivika’s life? How the fuck??

Ive had enough of tufaans I just want this damn wedding

Shivaay wont be able to handle it?

Lol remember when Annika thought the same thing and it fucked up everyone’s life?

Oh shit theres billu

she redirects it to the wedding

Shivaay is so utavla to see Annika

Hes waiting for Annika what a damn cutie

Gauri is at her first english class!

Okay ya’ll I was rewattching old epiosdes the other day and I came upon the episode where Gauri’s mom comes and shes all im sorry I couldnt help in you be more educated and all and Om comes in and defends her. Hes like she hasnt learned from books but shes learned from life. 

DID GAURI FORGET WHEN HE SAID ALL THIS

HAS OM FORGOTTEN ALL THIS? THIS WAS LIKE BACK IN JULY WHEN THE BABY TRACK WAS HAPPEN

ugh rant over

Theres other people at this class too

lol why did i think she was going to be alone

My nugget is introducing herself

lmao this guy’s son brought an American bahu so he wants to learn english thats so cute

Teacher is laaaaaate

oh shit that other dude is the teacher

and hes young

IF THIS IS GONNA BE A JEALOUSY TRACK

ITS GONNA HAVE ME SHOOKED

IM READY

GIVE ME JEALOUS OMKARAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Oh hes one of those “im your friend and we’re equal” teachers

he asked Gauri to intro herself

he shook her hand

LOL HE HAD NO ONE ELSE INTRO

Shivaay wants to go pick up Annika what a nerd I love you

oh shit shes home

ANNIKA IS HOME LETS PARTY

THE JAAN HAS RETURNED

Hes like wtf i was gonna come get you

LMAO “Thank you”

shes still so mad bye

She came on the bus

she wont stop saying thank you this is amazing

he tells her she lost weight

shes like i didnt but thank you 

THANK YOU

LMFAO HES LIKE ?????

Hes like lets go talk in our room

shes so mad

They both grabbed her bag

IM SO HAPPY ANNIKA IS BACK I CANT CONTAIN

shes walking away

WHAT A NERD HES STARING AT HIS HAN\D BECAUSE HE TOUCHED HER 

She turned around and said thank you 

hes like i fucked the fuck up 

Dadi is all worried about Tej

im so confused about how im supposed to feel about Tej

i know all the past history, but now theyre writing him as a whole new person

Dadi leaves and Shivaay shows up

Annika is tense af

he asks her whats wrong

she says you never know what’ll happen in life. you should say how you feel or else time passes by and it never gets said

hes like fuck i need to tell her i love her 

Omkara is so mad he doesnt know whee Gauri is

hes impatient 

HE SEES HER ROUNDING THE CORNER AND HE RUNS TO HIS MURTI

shes so far off in her thoughts

hes like hm?

shes like you’re here?

LOL TUMNE MUJHE DEKHA HI NAHIN?

OMKARA IS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK LMFAOOO

How does it feel to be invisible BITCH

he asks her if she ate

shes like no you must’ve so imma go eat

HE DIDNT EAT

WHAT A NERD HE WAITED FOR HER

BUT SHE ALREADY LEFT

AW

anOTHER FUNCTION?

Can we please stop JUST GET MARRIED STOP WASTING MY TIME

He wants Annika to feel happy and special with this function

Annika is hugging papers..girl u ok?

oh its prob the custody papers

shes so happy

SHES HUGGING SHIVAAY

fuck man thank god Annika is back LOL imma keep saying it all damn episode

Shes telling him that he gave her her brother back forever 

IM SO HAPPY

LOL SHE SAID THANK YOU AND HE GOT CONCERNED

shes like chill i aint mad im happy

hes like pls stop crying

he tells her she gave him the biggest happiness ever and all he did was disappoint her

thats right ya bitch

she tells him he will never be able to say it

hes trying but struggling

shes like chill its ok just dont say thank you 

she called him a bheegi billi

she tells him after what he did for her its ok if he doesnt say those 3 words

what the fuck no he better be saying i love u imma be PRESSED

SHES MOVING CLOSE

SHE KISSED HIS CHEEK

GOODBYE FRIENDS IM IN HEAVEN

SHE WHISPERED I LOVE YOU TO HIM AGAIN

HES FUCKED UP

HES SO FUCKED UP

AND SHE KNOWS SHE FUCKED HIM UP

SHE KNOWS SHE HAS THE POWER

ANNIKA FINALLY TAKING CONTROL

ALL I WANTED

FUCK YES

she leaves feeling all powerful

He says it she may not need to hear it but hes gonna say it to her because he wants her to feel what he feels when she says it to him

THAT SHIT IS SO CUTE

Ok Swety and Jhavni wtf is happening theyre still in this warehouse??

Swety has the video of him killing at dude from forever ago

thats the proof??? THATS WHAT ALL THIS HAS BEEN ABOUT?

oh hes protecting Jhanvi too

im forwarding i dont care enough

Package for Gauri from bareilly

MA NE BHEJA HOGA

HE SAID MA

MA!!!

OMKI

Gauri aint home

Pinky why.are.you,HERE?

Hes like why are you stretching this baat

go away no one likes you and everyone knows you’re a shit starter

Gauri is struggling in the class and is starting to panic

what the shit kind of teacher is this

bby says she isnt intelligent 

class is done but they have to wait until rain to stop

JHANVI TOOK CONTROL AND IS GONNA FUCK SWETY UP

She made her tell her shes there for a painting

why the fuck does she need a painting???

well i cant tell if shes lying or not

Jhanvi tells Shivika and Om and theyre confused as fuck

this painting is a copy??

what is happening

she already has the painting? then why does she need to be back in OM?

All we know is something abut a painting and keys what the fuck 

White guy is asking to stay because his car broke down and the teacher says sure

TEACHER IS PASSING OUT

why the fuck would you eat the sandwich if it had eggs and you were allergic

YOU CAN SEE EGGS AND SMELL IT AND TASTE IT ARE YOU GOOD?

is this their version of an anaphylactic shock...?

Om is worried about Gauri

Shivaay is like chill she’ll be fine time to go to the functionnnn

Rudra is sad im forwardinggg

Another function haye bas kar do

its to see who has a stronger and deeper relationship? 

Ru is sad and Om keeps calling Gauri but she wont answer

Annika is like wtf why are we doing this i already said what you wanted me to say

I didnt say this before but damn Surbhi looks so beautiful

Look at Shivaay

Same bro

dadi says Shakti and Pinky are first

this bitch doesnt wanna play because she isnt in the mood

LOL SHAKTI “tumhara mood kab acha hota hai?”

LMFAO DADI ROASTED HER

shes like when we dont include you, you get mad, and when we do you have nakhrey

Shivaay is like i dont want any unpleasantness 

dont spoil the mood because of others

LOL PINKY IS LIKE SAY IT TO MY FACE

MRS OBEROI

she tells him to stop calling her that her dil burns

bitch this ya own fault

LMFAO SHIVAAY WAS GONNA SAY THAT TOO

but Annika stopped him

he changes the topic

Shakti is starting

give your partner a flower that suits her personality

lmao please give her a venus fly trap or a dead flower

Rudy is leaving hes aint in the mooood

Shivaay makes him stay

This doctor is talking in english and theyre all confused as fuck

I bet this is a test

Swety and Tej nonsense 

Gauri is taking control

she is googling 

girl same

shes doing chest compressions 

hes like sorry hes dead

Aw I actually feel bad for Tej and Jhanvi

maybe this situation is going to make him a changed man?

Aaaand the teacher is up

What the fuck kind of teaching technique is this??

Precap: Gauri and Om’s turn for the game

She has to find him blindfolded

YAS

Om looks mad though, probs because she wasnt answering his phone

[meganiumgender]

are there gay characters in critical role im considering starting but if everyone is heterosexual i probs wont

i dont think any sexualities have been confirmed in campaign 2 yet, but mollymauk has been confirmed nb by his creator (who is himself bisexual)

in the first campaign both the twins were bi, and theres a canon pair of wives who r npcs (one of whom is bisexual) which is nice, and later on a new pc is introduced who is romantically involved with another man, tho im not sure if they ever specify how he identifies. theres also a canon nb npc

i wont say that the handling of lgbt characters is always perfect and i have a couple issues irt specific arcs (fantasy homophobia becomes a thing rather suddenly??? where it wasnt before??? for no apparent reason??? also they fucked up the npcs pronouns quite a bit) but id say its worth the watch as a whole

i can give you some links to some analyses of lgbt rep in crit role if you want but theres no way to do that without spoiling and im trying not to do that

also

if anyone has watched the talks machina eps from campaign 1 or campaign 1 as a whole more recently than i have n has somethin to add that ive forgotten, please put in yr input bc im running off a v shoddy memory and google to help me rn