#theres another one i cant remember atm

[jyushimoon]

missed you ! glad to see u back :D

CRIES THANK UUU!!! QVQ DEAR ANON I NEVER LEFT U!!! 💛💛

jyushi doesnt come up on my dash as much anymore so i only really reblog whenever i have the energy to go tag digging bUT MY LOVE FOR HIM IS ETERNAL I PROMMY 💛💛💛

[greatgoddyke]

birthday doodle dump

[objectlovingobject]

Hey what's a good vpet where you can have a cat and it doesn't die? Or dies/leaves very rarely ... I'm interested in vpet digipet tama type toys

I have the perfect one!!! Its a bit pricey depending in ur budget(i think mine was 80 after shipping) but its the motchimaruzu punitto nyanko!

Heres mine, her name is mochi!

I looove this vpet so so much, its my fav uwu in this vpet you take care of a kitty, and it will evolve into a number of unique adults depending on the stats u raise it with! Unfortunately this is a more niche pet so information is scarce on it and there is no growth chart for this pet atm! But its fun to find out the evolutions on ur own imo!

Also the case is squishy and it can be taken off of the device to preserve the paint

Another barrier to entry(possibly) besides price, is that its japanese only, but i notice that its very intuitive and there isnt much text anyway! Heres a pic of the kitty in its mid stage! It has a full color, backlit screen!

I think its very cute and its soo content rich! Theres a bunch to do, and since i love gimick pets, the squishy buttons(i forgot to mention the cheeks nose and paws are buttons) are soo so cute and fun and i love them!

And this pet doesnt die! It also doesnt call out (i think) so its not annoying ^^ it cant get sick either :) if u want a new kitty you can have yur current one move out(more for the sake of getting all the characters)

Im willing to answer any questions abt this pet, or p much any other ^^

Also if u can find one, a qpet kitty is v fun, but its in chinese and somewhat hard to find from what i remember??

Also gigapet has a kitty i think, but idk if it dies!

[kudzucataclysm]

🔋🏢🪖💵🧬🗺️😲0️⃣🙅 -> sci-fi asks for s!e gooooo

JESUS CHRIST REN 😭😭😭 i’ll do my best…as i havent written anything in forever so sorry if my answers suck-

🔋What’s the state of energy technology in your WIP? Is solar old news, or still being fought for?

solar is probably being explored but its not much up and running so to speak. energy technology relies primarily on hydropower and fossil fuels and also alien blood 🌞

🏢What’s the state of architectural technology in your WIP? Are there cities floating in the sky, or are houses still made of bricks and steel?

Its the same as it ever was tbh? except in the NEC where some basic building foundations are made of an alien metal that can rebuild itself when it’s destroyed, at least for the first few times. after that it gets a bit unstable and Freaky Shit Happens

ig the NEC is the only sort of case in the world where a city is BUILT like a mountain of sorts?? i imagine everywhere else on earth fuckin. rolls their eyes at the sheer stupidity and weirdness wnv the city appears in the news (all the time) cuz like wtf. that CANNOT be structurally sound-

🪖What’s the state of military technology in your WIP? Are armored giant robots fighting wars, or still regular people with guns?

ngl this has me brainstorming…theres def weird shit going on military wise- but it also makes me ask myself if there ARE any “militaries” on earth after mars took over…ig closest thing to a military force is the police then…IM GONNA RESEARCH THIS ACTUALLY IM GETTING IDEAS-

and yeah they carry regular guns and not-regular guns; they also carry anti-chimera technology cuz u cant really apprehend half alien suicide bombers with regular stuff 😭 there is a substance that’s poisonous to chimera and martians tho, the best i can describe it rn is basically their kryptonite? its extremely hard to come by and manufacture tho (as you need the fossilized organs of dead martians and on earth that is basically an impossibility) so what police tend to have is like…factory made, bootleg imitations of it. it doesnt outright kill chimera but its like a bit of an effective tranquilizer of sorts. in the form of bullets, ow

actually i just remembered! ig what can be considered the closest thing to military technology is that One Guy on one of the moons and a sort of “living satellite” who is Another Guy whos orbiting earth constantly. groundbreaking asteroid defense systems those two, i wonder if theyre friends. the Moon Guy is sipping on pina coladas as we speak and trying to watch the elections on a shitty barely functioning RCA tv

💵Is currency different in your WIP? Is it all digital, or does physical money still play a role?

physical money is still a thing in se, its just that the US dollar is the most unstable currency in the world now lol. the NEC has its own currency actually but some businesses also take yuans and us dollars. it just depends on whoever 🎣

i’ll have to think more on this tho. i dont think atm machines and debit cards exist hmm 🤔

🧬How different are the aliens, biologically, from humans in your WIP? Are they bonding over shared mammalian traits or unable to comprehend each other?

there is next to no bonding over shared biological traits between martians and humans lol. they KIND of have a shared ancestor/creator of sorts but in different ways ⛹🏽 humans are meat, and martians are not…? some scientists on earth theorize that theyre actually a type of fungus, others even say theyre “rocks” of some kind.

i will ig say that martians (not as a whole) can find the inner workings of the human body absolutely fascinating if they have the time/intelligence to care or learn abt it! its so complex, something that theyre (in comparison) very much not and i have a couple of martian bg characters who dedicate their whole existences to studying the human body. humans meanwhile find martian biology very ANNOYING and DUMB and “HOW DO THESE THINGS EVEN EXIST” kind of thing. humans biologists and physicists i suppose have been forced to question EVERYTHING abt EXISTENCE becuz of martians and its a field of study that people on earth r sort of desperate for but like. u have to understand people have driven themselves genuinely insane and to suicide trying to figure out wtf exactly martians are lol

🗺️Do the aliens have settlements on other planets? How many?

nah, just earth. martians dont really…have an understanding of how their spaceships work, i’ll just say that *side-eyes*. they also cant detect other lifeforms in or around the solar system (that they can see at least) and earth is basically their neighbor so. yay!!! why bother trying to find anything else or go anywhere else

😲Are there any human customs that the aliens find strange, offensive, gross, or confusing? Which ones?

martians r pretty straightforward in their thinking, the way humans process and experience emotions is extremely confusing to them. they basically have EXTREMELY SIMPLISTIC TUNNEL VISION when it comes to a lot of things…also the practice of burying our dead they find wasteful at worst, kind of disrespectful at best.

0️⃣Has the human population been devastated to almost nothing? What happened?

earth had a global nuclear/antimatter war, then got hit by asteroids(?), the asteroids knocked earth’s magnetic field out of whack, the ring of fire exploded which made the yellowstone supervolcano explode, which caused a massive global cooling event and its in a new ice age now

during all this is like a very shadowy, very secret (accidental) alien invasion going on and wildlife is dying off from this and famines and the outbreak of psionics and superpowers and a whole bunch of other bullshit tbh-

ANYWAY YEAH global human population is LowTM but its being Managed. martians r trying to get the population back up and running yippeee thx guyz 🏌🏽‍♂️ what would we do without them

🙅Were there people completely untouched by the apocalypse? How?

uuuuuuuhhhhhmmmmm *looks up at the previous answer and scratches chin* man i dunno lol 🌞

[norman-ratri-truther]

listen idk if theres any people other than me who are insane abt these two pieces of media but. tw:coe and tpn are like two of my fave pieces of media and, kinda? similar if you think about the very basics of the story

spoilers for both obviously, also im like super tired writing this so this may be badly written and pulling at straws lmao i may edit/make another post in the morning

Like. human beings and non human creatures whos appearance can be described as monstrous and also have human level intelligence make a deal to let the aliens/demons have a certain amount of children (to get high off in tw and in tpn to eat, both arguably recreational meanings, if you consider the end of tpn) in order to maintain peace with each species?? main focus is mostly on a trio of 1 girl and 2 guys (with many others of course) with one of those guys dying near the end? (well "dying" in tpns case), in torchwood the british government decides to sacrifice the academically lower achieving children to the 456, in tpn they let the children with the lowest test scores get harvested first and only the intelligent children who could live to twelve (albeit mostly the girls) get a chance at having their death prolonged by training to become a mother? the characters are like always fightinf with guns which is funny in the context of each series (people with guns , but theyre like 11 a lot of the time and people with guns , but its set in wales of all places )

i will be real i havent rewatched torchwood in a little bit i could probably make more parallels but i cant remember any else atm (i wanna rewatch it but it seems that bbc iplayer doesn't work overseas so i have to wait till i get back rahhh)

[alu3e]

connecting more songs to lotr + hobbit :) this is a thing i do to pass time so its not very well made. also really tired atm but cant sleep

1. i am an english language hater and all mistakes are out of pure spite. its not my first language. im also a grammar hater.

2. i take everything literally when it comes to this. it might not be the meaning in the song but im doing this my way.

3. probably dosent make much sense. i usually dont do full songs so its lots of skipping between some lines i think fit (or just a song that fits the vibe tbh)

4. mostly movie based? havent gotten far into the books yet

2 songs + link to my other ones (this is nr 2)

oh no! - marina

before anything this one is dedicated to my bestest friend ever!! thanks jay for letting me ruin your favourite song

this ones about frodo please tell me you guys see it as well. im very literal word to word about this one so sorry for that :,)

im only after success:

frodo + gollum fighting over the ring sort of in mount doom, when he cant destroy it (what are you waiting for scene you get it, very movie based here) and all that

i just want to make a change, i just wanna change:

saying he will take the ring to mordor, and then 'i wish the ring had never come to me' (and the books 'i wish it need not happen in my time' or whatever the fuck he says) come on guys

i know exactly what i want and who i want to be:

queue the whole i think frodo is still in love with the shire thing, come ON. please. hes still in love with the shire and little rivers and then after the whole thing he goes back to the shire and it isnt right and everything i dont really have the words to explain this but i think you get it.

i know exactly why i walk and talk like a machine:

the ring making him do things he wouldnt. come on cause he wouldnt send sam away if not for that. and gollum and shit on that last note but you know. the ringggg the rinnggggg

im now becoming my own self fulfilled prophecy:

i will take the ring to mordor!!!! he fulfilled that!!!! and also theres this one part i cant remember fully right now but i think its gandalf who goes bilbo was ment to find the ring and you were also ment so like. you know. he fulfilled that by living. I think thats what self fulfilling means atleast otherwise i stand by my first point.

one track mind, one track heart, if i fail ill fall apart, maybe it is all a test:

this one isnt so clear to me but i couldnt leave it out,, its just screaming to me but i cant come up with a good connection

if you are not very careful, your possessions will possess you:

THE RINNGGGG. this part is what made me do this in the first place. come on its so clear it screams the one ring a deaf person could hear it. ex, bilbo scene in rivendell. mount doom when he cant drop it. the list goes ON. I could make this about the arkenstone as well but thats for another time!!

tv taught me how to feel, now real life has no appeal:

the ring still. very much ring.

it has no appeal:

coming back to the shire and home (movie ending) where it hasent changed and it could all be home again but it ISNT because *frodo* had changed.

1 2 skip a few...

im gonna fail, gonna die, die, die, die..

this one is just because i like the line tbh. ringwraiths thing where hes stabbed? mount doom? whatever you want.

thats oh no! i really like this one its the one with most obvious connections for me.

time will change you - the crane wives

this one has both a bagginshield verison and a frodo verison, so 1st one is frodo and 2nd is bagginshield :) these ones arent very well thought out so sorry hshshsj

frodo verison:

something hurts, something aches, something bends until it breaks:

frodos journey to mordor and everything like that. the ring weighing down and breaking him yk having to sail and shit. also ringwraith stab but eh i like ring more.

its only time that tortures you:

how it went down over time and got worse and worse?

youll leave behind what dosent move:

i guess like, the other hobbits. not really making sense here but leaving them to sail away, and they dont. sam does i guess but he still left them. their journeys didnt change them (as severely) ((dont quote me on that)) so they had to leave so i guess thats what is the 'dosent move:.

we all outgrow our roots:

this one just totally dosent make sense, but the 'in his heart he still loves the shire' thing again.

aint that the way it always goes:

bilbo and then frodo. all these guys going on adventures and boyfriends and tragic shit wtf man.

just relax and believe that this will pass:

(movie ending heavy) coming back to shire and believing it will be alright but still its not the shire that has changed its frodo that has changed. again btw

leave your love in a grave:

leaving sam to sail

bagginshield version:

something hurts, something aches:

thorin being all changed obviously that would hurt, i mean hello 'the dwarf i met in bag end' (waves hands frantically)

something bends until it breaks, its only time that tortures you:

dragon sickness (i love dragging things to the dragon sickness i just noticed)

planting hearts in a grave (pray they grow after it rains):

well bagginshield was always doomed wasent it. plant your trees. they are everything but they are just a grave after all no.

someday time will change you:

dragon sickness and thorin changing when they got closer to the mountain and getting in and all that shit and smaug you know. not really but hey.

we all outgrow our roots:

did he though? if you think of the roots as thror and that sickness being passed down no he didnt really. but also yeah, getting out of it and rallying (is that what its called? pretty sure its what bilbo says in batfa) and wanting to part from bilbo in friendship (totally gay)

aint that the way it always goes:

kinda bag end feelings here? bilbo not being sure he would come back and if he did he would be changed. also push in balin here i saw someone mention that he didnt wanna do the quest and everything and when thorin says 'the wealth of our people lies unprotected' you can see he just KNOWS what will happen. idk who originally pointed this out that i saw but all credits to that person. (if it wasnt just me that missed this obvious thing even after rewatching a million times then go and look at it cause i like that he just knows what will happen with the sickness and everything oh balin i love you)

give me a chance to get this right:

i want to part from you in friendship hellOOO. ENTIRE death scene.

leave your love in a grave:

bilbo!!

this is all I have right now :) the bagginshield one really hit me like a rock cause i realised most of it as I was writing?

hobsartaglet said that the crane wives just followed the company and wrote songs about them and i TOTALLY agree. btw im your biggest fan if you see this hi in my heart i am just a fangirl

anyways thanks for reading and heres a link to the other songs i have connected:

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[awrkive]

heyyyy i j needed to let this out bc i’ve rly been overthinking ab it for days now🥲 i don’t feel like i’m struggling academically (?) bc i genuinely do know what i’m doing like i always get high scores for my assignments yk😭😭😭 but when it comes to exams i always fck it up mayn like….also my course is for 3 years and atm i’m in my scnd…any tips perhaps so i can have a major boost for my gpa😭😭😭🥲 also i take premed sigh

hiiii!!! im in archi and its a creative program so the exams are different than other majors including premed so i dont really have a solid advice BUT for my theoretical and minor courses, my study style is this:

always study 2-3 days before your exam. u can always cram it but if ur particular about ur gpa its always better to make sure bcs there are so sooo many details u can miss if u crank up 5 or less hours to study many lectures.

first of all, i do not advice studying on any electronic device. it personally does not work for me ): theres two things that do, and the firs one is taking notes on my notebook from the presentation file (if ur prof provides them). i feel like u can retain more info when youre the one who wrote it. but if i dont have a lot of time, i tend to take notes on a word doc and print them out later.

after the general notetaking, i read it again and highlight. ofc this is different for everybody but you really only need 1-2 highlighters! and make sure they are actually light and neon! i only have yellow and orange and it makes absorbing so much easier bcs these are colors that can be easily seen and remembered.

when highlighting is done, i then take out another paper/page to write what i understood from the previous step, and for me its really effective when you say it out loud. for instance, i pretend to give a lecture about it in my room.

i start studying at around 3 or 4 am. the night is not efficient for me (cant focus) and afternoon only works when im at a space like the library (where everyone is actually quiet)

sometimes when i really do have a lot of time to lend, i make a quiz on a site called "quizziz"!!!!! its really really effective but its just a bit time consuming. u can also do it with friends!

of course i dont always study like this and have crammed some of my exams and what i do during those times is kind of the same except its not as extensive😭 i still hand write notes, highlight and stuff, then just read them later during my public transpo commute and just give it to god during the exam hours lmfao.

also lastly, if u want a high gpa make sure to ask ur prof about their grading system! whats on the syllabus isnt always accurate to how they grade so its better if u ask them urself about it. also 2 weeks before the term/send ends or before the final examination, book a consultation with them to talk about ur current grade standing so u can ask how to reach a certain mark!!

[happy-tori-friends]

Which HTF headcanons are you the most excited to feature in Oblivion? :)

another good one... i only now remembered i made a doc for headcanons and notes, put some family situation notes there, put it in a discord channel in my personal server, and then forgot about it and started shoving things in the channel rather than the doc. other than that, as a professional Thing Winger, most of it is me protecting onto the faves or just making shit up. but theres on thing i rbed from the treetownconfessions blog (one of these days i will 'confess' something) on main about the twins' tails puffing up when thry're upset and i really want that to be a thing... i also want to show some more autistic traits in them eventually...

i do have some ideas in my silly little brain for the twins and flippy though (i cant think of anything for the superbros atm sob sob)

lifty + shifty: their ac and heat dont work well, so they tend to sleep next to each other and huddle for warmth when it gets cold. they also hug their tails sometimes. and they do have a lot of trouble sleeping (theyre just like me)

flippy: i think he has a garden, and that he really likes animals. he's a sweetheart i love him.

outside of the main cast of oblivion i still want to come up with the funniest name for disco bear to be named legally (he thinks disco bear is so much cooler but its still sorta lame). the current contender is still bartholomew. theres just something about it thats so funny to me. but he also doesn't look like a bartholomew at all. he looks like disco bear. which makes it a toss up if i'll even go with this idea.

[nex-os98]

🗡-Bored so im doing this ask game thing from here

🌫️- How many people are in your system

from what I(🗡) know about 18 at the moment.

🌊- What's everyone's favorite colors?

I like black, green and red, one little like pale green and another likes pink, i know 🌿 likes greens, blues and white/cream and for anyone else i think most of them like red

☂️- Most common fronters?

its hard to tell bevause its been changing so much and been pretty quiet recently but i think 💉,🚭 and 💥 seem to be the most active or atleast come around more frequently besides me since im the host

☔- Collective pronouns?

they/them just to keep it simple

💦- Everyone's pronouns?

fuck this is ginna be a nightmare to list

🗡(me) they/he/metal/grunt/it or no pronouns

🚭he/they

💉he/it

💥she/he/they/it/any (yes she likes all of them listed)

🌿it/he

⚓️he/they

⚫️no pronouns/neutral terms

and theres a few more i dont feel like listing since theyre inactive

💧- Most common age group?

ageless or atleast adult orientated

💨- Do you have any fictives?

most of us are fictives or introjects of some sort

❄️- Are there any romantic relationships in your system?

its complicated, a mix of yes and no.

🌧️- Does anyone have a favorite number?

not really. besides 🚭 and 💥 who likes the classic 69 and 420 for obvious reasons. 💥 also likes 666

☁️- Are any of your alters neurodivergent?

all of us are, but I hold alot of the autistic traits along with 💉, and 🚭 has a lot of out adhd and then 💥 is almost always triggered by our manic episodes and other shit

🌤️- How many people are LGBTQIA+

i dont thinkt heres a single non-queer guy in here

☀️- Do you have any non-human alters (including hybrids)?

none of us are human

🌈- What are some common hobbies?

art, animations, gaming. i know I have the most hobbies though.

🌪️- What is the most liked food between everyone?

meat and sweets i think

🔥- Current hyperfixations?

madness combat for the most part, but thats more of a special interest at this point.

☄️- Do you guys have any collective interests?

madness combat, old tech, 1.0/old web, minecraft, roblox, biology and science related shit, and other things i cant remember atm

⚡- What is your headspace like? (If you have one)

its really hard to access but so far its just a small building with a couple rooms

✨- Does anyone have a pet?

we have a pet named Sadie, I love her very much. dont know if this means a headspace pet or something but ive never heard of that before, migjt look into it.

⭐- Does your system have a name?

not really, just nexus operating system and just nexus for short. we usually just go by the bodies name or my name(🗡) deoending on if its someone irl or online. not many people know we are a system.

💫- Does anyone wanna share something about their source? Feel free to ramble, anyone can answer too!

most of us come from my source, i have several memories of that place the texture of the ground, all the times ive died, vauge memories of interactions, and generally just missing my body and my voice (even if i never spoke, or atleast when i did which was very rarely)

🪐- Most chaotic group?

not really group but i know 💥 and 🚭 are chaotic

🌎- Any demon/angel/god alters?

mainly ⚫️ is like an omnipitent being and 🌿 kind of is, and 🩸is aswell to some extent even if ive killed him before(source wise)

🌙- Who is the oldest?

for existence wise, 💥 is the oldest and longest lasting who hasnt gone dormant/inactive but i think more agewise i think ⚫️ is? not sure we dont really have agrs so its hard to really tell.

🌓- What type of system are you?

not sure, used to think we were osdd-1 but concidering new information and learning shit its more likely that we have DID

🌗- (For traumagenic systems only) Are you diagnosed? If yes, was getting one difficult? If not, do you want one & why or why not?

god no, we arnt diagnosed at all. we arnt out at all to anyone irl let alone anyone whos working eith our mental health. I dont think its wise for us to try and get diagnosed concidering how we are still grappling with it and how difficult it is tk get diagnosed. I dont want our right taken away and have to deal eith the lains of the mental health system anymore than we already do.

🌕- What is your system dynamic (ex, family, friends, complete strangers, etc)

weird mix of friends or semi-strangers. its hard for us to communicate but we're friendly to eachother (besides 2 assholes)

🌻- What's a normal day for you as a system?

trying our hardest to exist, dissociating a lot, taking our medications the best we can and lots of dissociation. latrly been going to therapy more often and sometimes experiencing seitches but latrly its been inactive and just me(🗡) fronting for the most part

🌸- How do you keep track of your system? (Members, switches, etc)

entirely with SimplyPlural, its easy for us to remember

🥀- Any childhood things that should've tipped you off to being a system?

not exavtly childhood but more teen / young teen, having tons of alt accounts and stumbling upon accounts we dont remember at all. changing usernames and personas and havung ocs that have "pocesssion" related things. the ocs werent negatively pocessed for the most psrt it was usually like guardians that eould sometimes take over the body if the oc to protect them.

💐- Do you like being a system?

mixed feelings, feels good to know whats "wrong with us" but still in heavy denial and struggling with the doubt and etc. onky discovered it a few months(??) ago

🐚- Do you know any systems IRL?

not at all, barely know anyone irl from moving so much recently hard for us (at least me) to make friends and socialize in the first place.

🍄- Do you prefer in-system dating or out-of-system dating?

im more on the aromantic/asexual side(most of us are) but more out if system since communication between us is so so difficult.

🍁- What's the most annoying thing about being a system?

the memory issues for sure, its a fucking pain needing to write down everything while also forgetting everything all of the fucking time and then being punished in some way for having a terrible memory whike si many people expect us to have a better memory.

🎍- How bad is your amnesia?

im not sure, still figuring out the amnesia part.

🌿- Best quote from an alter?

too many to list, most of them are from 🚭 and 💥

🌳- Do alters have separate accounts for games or do you all share an account?

some of us have different discord accounts and tumblr blogs but for video games its usually shared

[queen-in-the-shadows]

eye—? Hello? hi? Tumblr why didnt you show me this?

also omg hi!! I dont think we’ve had any interactions (correct me if im wrong PLEASEEE) but wow! heheh thank you for the tag @anotherpageaboutme

relationship status: complicated/long distance/sort of undefined atm.

favorite color: constantly changing; currently light/baby blue or dark forest green.

favorite food: I dont eat ™️ however my gym/protein meal is chicken and scrambled eggs with cheese (until i remember theyre eggs)

song(s) stuck in my head: Up All Night (SKZ), Fuck Up the Friendship, FU In My Head, Drive (SKZ), Connection (SKZ), Boyfriend (Dove Cameron), Diet Culture (Brye), Fat Funny Friend (theres another i cant remember the name of) (theyre all kinda colliding its real fun)

last song i listened to: Diet Culture (Brye)

dream trip: i want to travel the world, but destination number one is South Korea.

last TV show/movie: Criminal Minds

Sweet/spicy/savoury: i love them all tbh.

fun fact about me: I nearly broke my neck in cheerleading at age 7/8! i didnt know how to do handstands and the other stunts you do from them, so we were learning, and the older girls teaching us dropped me on my neck, and while I didn’t break it, I was seriously hurt and yeah :)

Tagging!!: @channieandhisgoonsquad @moonlightndaydreams @2mins-world @kimistorm @bethanysnow @thightswideforhanin i feel like im missing mutuals but i need to update my list 😭

"Get to know me" tag game

Rules: Tag 10 people you wanna get to know more and make a few cool questions!

I GOT TAGGED TWICE? 👀👀@generic-whumperz @monarchthefirst thank you so muchhhh <33

Relationship status: My personal life is very personal - consisting only of me and my two fluffy maine coon babies :D

Favorite color: Dark teal and dark red. Fr, I can't pass a dark, rich teal colored car without a smile - my favorite color in the wild! Yay!

Favorite food: Give me sushi and I'm gonna melt😩

Song stuck in my head: পাহাড়ী পথ চড়াই উতর / Pahari path charai utar - IPTA West Bengal

Last song listened to: Ziema - Pavisam Nezināma Laboratorija

Dream trip: A trip around Eastern & Southern Europe with the tickets to all my favorite bands' concerts in hand.

Last TV show/movie: I think I fell asleep to something about North Korea? Cold War? Doom of the Earth?

Spicy/sweet/savory?: Savory! Although I do love a good bit of spice, I just can't imagine my life without some savory treats to chew on!

Fun fact about yourself: I've had a weird obsession with PSAs (especially the scary ones) since age 5 :D

Tagging: @whumpthefifth @pumpkinwhump @its-my-whump @fallenwhumpee @neutralkolibri @kyanako5972 @stalecabbage @witchy-shortcake @stradaniye @deltav25 and everyone else who'd like! rules say tag 10 but yk I hate picking people, I wanna y'all whumpers to participate!

[modernmutiny]

See, this is why I don't celebrate my birthday anymore.

[humble-butter]

i need to make a venn diagram of characters i stan where the circles are 'french', 'blonde', and 'bird'

[cinefairy]

PART 5 — AFFIRMATIONS, HOW TO USE, WHAT ARE THEY? THE DETAILS.

okay so if you’ve been in the law of assunption community for a while you will know that affirmations are literally EVERYWHERE! EVERYWHERE YOU GO.

In this post i will explain:

• What are affirmations

• How to use affirmations to manifest

• Types of affirmations

• Why affirmations will benefit you in the long run.

WHAT ARE AFFIRMATIONS?

affirmations are sentences/statements that will help you bring you either your manifestation, better self concept or just anything in general. you can use them in any aspect of your life whether that is relationships, school, money etc.

HOW TO USE YOUR AFFIRMATIONS

using affirmations is really freaking simple- all you do is say them, you can either say them in your mind or say them outloud! whatever you prefer. some people repeat them 24/7..i personally wouldn’t recommend to do so, you dont have to- but why would u affirm 24/7 or something?? some people like to affirm whenever they think of their desire so lets say you are affirming to look like ariana grande whenever you think of ariana grande or your df you’ll say “i look like ariana grande”.

others like to drift off and say affirmations till they sleep in wish fulfilled aka lullaby method. ill talk about that in detail in another post. literally say them however you please! it doesnt really matter.

people often ask “does it matter if i say it past, future or present tense? NO. this is such a limiting belief when people say if you speak your affirmation in the future it will come in the future like NO. thats not true it doesnt matter what tense you say it. just remember to STAY IN THE STORY. DONT REPEAT THE OLD STORY

TYPES OF AFFIRMATIONS

theres a wide range of affirmations you can use so i will go through them ALL dont worry.

1 - Basic Affirming

this could just be like “I have what i want”, “I have all my desires” aka general umbrella affirmations, where they cover all. or just something like “I have xyz”

2 - Askfirmations

askfirmations are basically “Omg why did I manifest getting a million dollars so quickly” “Omg why am i such a fabulous pretty dream girl” literally anything like that.

3 - Complaining affirmations

okay so this is for people who like to complain or find it tough to simply put faith in their desires as a fact. so they would say “uggh i cant believe i manifested my desire so quickly” “uggh its so annoying have the most hugest ass in the entire world like”

4 - Rampaging!

rampaging is basically like just GOING ALL IN. you dont hold back you just go “yeah i have the most hugest fattest ass in the whole entire world i am so beautiful and amazing im stunning im a stunner people are literally mesmerised by how beautiful i am i feel like marilyn monroe.”

these are the ones i could think of atm but yeah there are LOADS its not just the ones i listed above there a whole wide ass range.

WHY AFFIRMATIONS WILL BENEFIT YOU IN THE LONG RUN

affirmations will help you in the long run because you are practicing every single damn day that you’re what you’re telling yourself, you repeating that story you are FOCUSING on that story and persisting in the affirmations so ofc you’re gonna get what you want literally no matter what.

affirmations can vary from person to person but they all lead to success :)

happy manifesting <3

[ur-fave-hoe-cas]

So first of all

Not sure if u know but i was the one who found ur 'body' that night. The ONLY reason im still alive is cuz barty dragged me off those tracks kicking and screaming with another train came. I was the one who arranged ur funeral which i dont even remember cuz i now have dissociative amnesia so if ur gonna apologise for shit in the yr before or after ur 'death' dont bother cuz chances r i dont remember it anyway. The only things i remember is when mum and dad used to beat me and the night i killed them. The yrs after that were shit. I only started mourning ur death about 3 ish mnths ago. I dont rly know. I dont remember. The reminder of ur death was also the reason behind my first panic attack and the first time id broken down in YEARS. I had to go to therapy too. I tried to kms multiple times but was always stopped. The latest being that i tried to OD in my room with drugs AND alcohol. Which is why im banned from both atm while i sort my shit out. I have SO many mental illnesses that literally every therapist ive seen is shocked im still alive and were constantly finding more. I had to run away for a while cuz shit got too much. So i went to lyra as stephs place. The fell asleep, there are more probs with me falling asleep too, and they attacked me and tortured me cuz they think ur death is my fault, which it is, so cant rly blame them for that. So i came back. Broke down in bats arms, again, started going to therapy. Then yesterday i learned that bat helped u 'kill' urself and hell broke loose. Also theres more still. If i get hurt i cant ever ask or accept help because of my need to keep ppl away to protect myself. Oh also ive SHed everyday since u 'died'.

Theres prob more that im forgetting rn cuz my heads a little fucked up atm so ill probs remember when im more okay

I just wanna say im not mad and i dont blame u for any of that. I just want everything to be out on the table

@as-goodas-dead @y0urg1rlvendetta

Living room?

[jellyaibo]

8,15,26

ok wow this is a long one (never let me complain)

cw for like. ii, tnm, and taco (both ii & bfb) negativity i guess? also another cw cuz i say cake dies (i dont go into detail obviously but if u dont like that then uhh sorry)

8- honestly i have no idea LMAO

15- uhhh show i dont like i guess is inanimate insanity & the nightly manor i dont hate them but i just. really dont care all too much tbh cuz with ii its just like. ok i watched an episode which was pretty good & i enjoy a few characters but other than that i just forget a lot and dont rlly care and with tnm its just a really nothing filled show which sucks cuz i do like some aspects and. spraypaint but the more i think abt it the more theres just not rlly much going on in it AND THEN ITS JUST GONNA END SOON TOO LIKE?!?! help me im not gonna complain abt it too much here (unless you pay me $20) cuz this post is already long enough

and uhhh character(s) i dont like that everyone else seems to like are uhmm both tacos (ii and bfb) i thought they were super annoying (esp taco bfb after the split oh my god shut up) and they both had smth happen w them that absolutely ruined their characters for me EX: taco ii being the "haha funny character" until the twist & taco bfb after the split ofc, which yeah that stuff bled into everything else abt them which ended up ruining them for me i dont think i could ever actually enjoy them

26- OOH OOH OK THIS IS A GOOD ONE i dont read too many osc fics (most of the ones i read are. bfdi so like. help, and also i read all of these A WHOLE ASS YEAR AGO so) my favorite fic atm is the IDFB continued fic its sooooo fucking cool i love it sm i read it like. 1 year ago and ive been meaning to re-read it again but i keep forgetting

least fav fic would be this one that i read on wattpad (i dont remember the name sorry) where 4 and x just fucking leave for a bit then everything just. kinda becomes the fucking hunger games or whatever cuz if u die u die forreals and firey becomes fucking evil i guess and is just. kinda weird towards leafy (i REALLY didnt like how firey treated leafy in this fic) like bro literally puts her on a COLLAR and has her chained up its so???? i already dont. rlly like fireafy too much for personal reasons (sorry) ((but its not that bad i can tolerate it ofc)) but the way this fic kinda portrayed them was super fucking uncomfortable and i just REALLY didnt like firey at all (iirc bro gets 0 consequences at the end and its kinda frustrating) . ALSO CAKE JUST FUCKING DIESSSSS IT MADE ME SO UPSET......firey fucking kills him then feeds his remains to leafy and its just ????

I HATE IT!!!! its so gross and sad , theres also other things i didnt rlly like but i literally cant remember i read this shit a whole ass year ago

[upquarkdownquark]

Pride month day 11! Queer reads!

yeah yeah i missed some days so what. today’s favorite queer book/manga/fanfic day! (i’m including webtoons in this list so if you don’t like that technicality sorry :) )

Books!

Both Kyoshi books, Rise of Kyoshi and Shadow of Kyoshi. wlw!

Sawkill Girls by Claire Legrand

They Both Die at the End by Adam Silvera

Eon and Eona by Allison Goodman (not explicitly queer, but there is a lot of unintentional trans vibes and relatable stuff as an afab trans person)

Webtoons!

Boyfriends! Four way poly college story, really cute art!

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Fluidum! Futuristic ‘what-if’ where everybody has two bodies- one of each sex, and they can switch back and forth until they turn 21! Really relatable as a nonbinary person myself!

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Not so Shoujo Love Story! wlw high school story, really cute

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Messenger! Shorter story about this messenger girl on a bike who was picked up for interdimensional deliveries! Haven’t read it in a bit, but if I remember correctly, the MC is in a relationship with another girl.

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There’s a lot more wonderful queer oriented stories on here, but these are just my favorites.

And... Fanfic! Because it’s always gay. Couldn’t be gayer!

slo-fi hip hop radio-(heart)beats to listen/fall for - ATLA, Zukka. Both Zuko and Sokka are musicians online, and start to talk to each other through their profiles. What they don’t know is that they happen to be neighbors!

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the undeniable homosexuality of higher education - ATLA twoshot, zukka/wuko. Zuko and Sokka are both professors at Boiling Rock University, but refuse to admit they’re husbands. Wu and Mako keep anonamously writing each other in the school paper, but nobody can figure out who it is that’s writing it!

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5:27 pm - MHA oneshot, momojirou. Lots of angst in this one, prepare to cry. Momo recently passed in an accident, and Jirou uses Momo’s inbox as a way of coping

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the small weird loves - MHA oneshot, Denki and checks Shinsou, Jirou, Bakugo, Sero, Todoroki... Midoriya... Monoma... Denki explores sexuality basically! It’s not what I’d usually read, but I’m glad I read it, because it really is beautiful. (it was based off of a poem to be fair) ok now i wanna go read it again...

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imitation//expression (and the rest in the series!) - MHA, kiribaku. qpr in this one, the second has some angst, but its all really good!

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the way we love - MHA, looooonnnnggggg oneshot! kiribaku. just the two of them, being boyfriends, and breaking up and getting together again. aged up characters

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the way you used to do (and when the chips are down, but that one isn’t finished yet and isn’t anywhere near the magnitude of the way you used to do) - MHA. Long for a longfic. This boy is so long, he scoffs at even regular long books. (seriously tho its longer than the longest book i’ve ever read, which is like around 960 pages?) kiribaku. Bakugo and Midoriya are suddenly soulbound, and a lot of angst and emotions ensue, even after they are unbound. This thing kept me trapped for almost a full week, reading nonstop. Highly suggest.

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And that’s it from me! Sorry most of this is mha, i’m really into an mha phase rn and i cant get enough fanfic atm- and these are some of the things that i’ve really liked! might do a generalized fic rec list, cause i cant seem to shut up about these things... theres a lot of midoriya gets a different quirk in my stash rn... that could be a good fic rec list... idk if you want it say so