Yes. I've also read enough to know that if I ever say "yeah, I ship it," it means I'm just going with the flow, not doing any sort of deep thought about it -- which is true enough -- but what I mean is that I enjoy seeing their relationship develop and watching it mature.
Three ships: oh god anyone who knows me already know this but: zhoudu (mo du/justice in the dark), chengyi (under the skin) and pingxie (dmbj), i feel so obvious and simplistic and tacky—
First ship: this will tell you how old i am, but batman/catwoman from the 1966 series; also robin hood/maid marian from the 1973 disney movie, which was the first movie i ever saw. later and for most of my life it was kirk and spock, even though i didn't know what that meant.
Last song: all weekend i was hung up on "emily i'm sorry" by boygenius but also i had a dive back into "suburban legends" (from 1989) and billie eilish: "the greatest," "skinny," and most of all: "chihiro" with which i'm obsessed, i want to make a hundred edits with it. (i want to make edits all the time but it's just so time consuming...)
Last movie: probably one i taught in the spring semester? we ended with everything everywhere all at once, which the students loved. i haven't really watched movies this summer. but my bff and i are going to see shichinen no samurai on a big screen at the art museum this weekend and I AM BESIDE MYSELF WITH EXCITEMENT.
Currently reading: ten danmei at once (case file compendium and little mushroom, also qjj and spl and erha as each book comes out) but then i got distracted by an accidental mo du reread, waylaid when i went into the pdf just to search for a quote and whoops now it's three days later and i'm nearly finished with book 4, and also wrote a ten-page meta last night that i don't know what to do with? how did this happen to me? why does this novel GET TO ME?
Currently watching: i stalled out like halfway through kinnporsche for no clear reason other than that they're happy and it's kind of a nice place to stop? because i'm pretty sure all holy hell is about to break loose and the thai mob is going to try to crush their young love. but look, here they are being happy boyfriends! a nice place to end it.
idk i keep bouncing off dramas but i really want to watch killer and healer, the chinese hikaru no go, and finish the spirealm. my MDL watchlist literally has 70 things on it, it's so tragic T_T
Currently eating: a square of dark chocolate with iced coffee, but i should go make lunch, i just don't want to cook anything, it's hot
Currently craving: another extra month before the fall semester starts in two weeks and i have to teach. can i just have july back pls
tagging: @omaenanimonoda @programmedradly @lquacker @elenothar @theredshoes @aadikah @catholicjigglypuff @emmajanereading @tehfanglyfish and anyone else who likes <3
Happy birthday to the goddess that is Kate Bush! #katebush #thedreaming #houndsoflove #thesensualworld #theredshoes #thekickinside #lionheart #neverforever #aerial #directorscut #50wordsforsnow
Amy Amy it's driving me crazy there is a finished Black Widow movie out there that maybe looked pretty good! that I have been waiting OVER TEN YEARS for, and it's DONE and *I can't see it* -- it's just in a vault or something....
The one thing I am appreciating is that we’re getting a slow roll-out of merch.
Or, well, that’s not true. I’m very impatient to get more canon, and to have something that’s actually about NATASHA be real and exist outside my head, and have new things to analyze every moment of.
But at the same time, I am kind of okay living in this in-between space right now. I can be reasonable enough to acknowledge that the canon we get is not going to be exactly what’s in my head, and I’m going to have to decide what I have to throw out from what I believe and what I’m going to play with in canon to find an angle where it works for me. Right now I don’t have to justify anything that happens to make it fit with the headcanons I have devoted ten years to developing, and I am forcing myself to appreciate that right now.
theredshoes replied to your post “Maybe I shouldn’t focus on this negative stuff so much, but then, I...”
L was so great and they did her so wrong
The writers had some BTS issues they were struggling with, but I do think they really tried - just having such a range of women at all is really trying - and the actors certainly really put their all into performing the material.
The writing certainly went places where I think it could have been much better, but what other show even bothers to let a female character like L’Rell exist at all? :-/
For me, the real sin lies with fandom and the sub-set of people who think it’s okay to say mean things to an actor for a job she’s doing. It’s work, she doesn’t have creative control? FFS.
as another tire fire of a year draws to a close i need to thank some people who made my 2022 on tumblr much more bearable. i love them.
@bettsfic for always being real, funny, real funny, supportive, and reading my shit. i will do more likewise in 2023 (also nola is calling)
@theredshoes for music links, book talks, media handwringing and dry as dust gen x shared hilarity. let's write novellas!
@elenothar for stunning short-notice acts of beta and mutual screaming. seriously i am spoiled now. very high quality humaning.
@hils79 for being the gateway drug to an entire fandom. also YOU FINISHED YOUR LONGFIC YOU ARE AMAZING, GO YOU!
@dragoncityinteriordesign and @canary3d-obsessed for so much laughter;
@screenshotsofdespair for, well, despair;
@clevermanka for bravery amidst flames;
@mossandeyes for brilliantly curated abs;
MORE PEOPLE I WILL TAG IN HERE WHEN THE DOG IS NOT DEMANDING WALKIES
@angstbotfic for always knowing exactly what will make me laugh
y por vida @programmedradly whose brain vibrates at a frequency unsettlingly close to mine and whose writing leaves me much less existentially lonely in the world of words
@silvergrasscas for being my irl bff, offering a safe place to land, unconditional love and true belonging, also always cheering me on
thank you all for being in my tumblr life and making it deeply richer and more varied; i love you madly and then some <3