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I’ve seen a few people talk about a 1950s Black Butler AU in the past, BUT imagine Grell in the early 2000s; I feel like she’d honestly love it tbh- the fashion, the music, AND the movies and stuff.

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Not gonna lie, after Doll returned in the last few chapters or so, I've been living in constant fear that Undertaker could possibly be working to bring back all the other Circus members (Like, yeah I'm upset that they died, but them coming back could probably start WWI early)

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Noah's Arc Circus Headcanons (Since nobody ever does them) [Joker and Beast]

Hello, all! I am suffering from writers block at the moment, not to mention I've got finals coming up, but I'm still trying to push myself to post something, so have these random-ish headcanons. (Reminder that I won't be doing all of the characters, just Joker and Beast since I'm stressing lowkey 😭😭- I will definitely write more for the other circus members in the future)

Joker

Before Joker and the others were took in and founded the circus, he reached a point where he had no hope for his future. He really just thought that was it, and that he'd be living on the streets with his family until he died, probably at a young age too.

As a result, this is why after he and the others were taken in by Baron Kelvin, he felt such a strong obligation to serve him and follow every order he was given.

At first, it was seemingly simple tasks, and I like to believe they were originally hired as servants or something along those lines, but as Kelvin's obsession with Ciel and being perfect took a turn for the worse, that is when he told Joker and the others that he wanted them to run a Circus.

Joker, just being thankful to be under somebody else's care, assumed it was some sort of fundraiser for them to accumulate some extra wealth.

But very quickly, things took a dark turn. In the beginning, there was a lot of arguing (rightfully so), but eventually Joker gave in, feeling like this was his obligation, as if he was paying his dues to Kelvin for taking him in along with the others.

Deep down (not really that deep down, it's very evident to him) he knows what he's doing is horrible, but it's almost like he can't stop, he has to do it to make Father happy. The others have probably tried talking him into going some place else, but nothing seemed like it would work, so they eventually all gave up, feeling the same sense of hopelessness only now with a roof over their head.

(Moving on from the sad backstory, heres some less depressing stuff)

Joker probably takes a while to fall asleep, like...longer than normal. I know I said these would be the less depressing HCs, but I feel like he got so used to having to constantly wake up in fight or flight mode while living on the streets, he probably takes longer to fall asleep even years later.

Consumes so much caffeine. Like he'll probably have 5 cups of tea every day and then coffee if they have it (probably not a lot since coffee wasn't as common in England given most people preferred tea).

But then again, he's a busy man you can't blame him. (totally not projecting.)

Doesn't really think about his mother that much, since he most likely has no idea who she is, but sometimes wishes she'd just keep him and didn't throw him away. He often contemplates how his life could've been different if so and so happened.

Rarely ever gets sick for some reason. Like, the rest of the members have probably gotten a cold or other sickness plenty of times, but Joker just seems to be in decent health all the time, which is somewhat surprising considering how rampant disease is throughout victorian England.

Looking at his hair, it is very intricately done and nice looking. However, some of the little pieces of hair are "crunchy" sometimes because he'll have to use insane amounts of pomade if he's having a bad hair day that day.

Speaking of, he's definitely a little artistic, given that he could style his hair and makeup after living in the streets for most of his life. In the beginning, he would help the other members with their costumes or makeup.

If Joker were to ever be in a relationship (I don't remember if he is or not), he'd be really kind to his partner, always trying to cheer them up and keep them happy.

While he wouldn't exactly be the manipulative type, he'd still be careful to hide everything he's been doing from them, afraid they'll leave him if they know about his actions.

That is, if they don't already know. If he knew that his partner already knew about what he was doing and still decided to be understanding about it, he'd be a lot more comfortable with them, like a weight has been lifted off his shoulders and he has one less person to keep secrets from.

He'd almost constantly give you flowers and do small gestures for you, doing the best with what he has. (I mean, it's a circus..)

Sings to himself kind of often, especially if he's feeling anxious (as seen in the anime). It sort of soothes him and distracts him a bit.

On the surface level, he seems to be a very cheerful and energetic person, but when alone or with the other (original) circus members, he can be much more serious.

If he had a partner, he'd really be sweet to them, but not to a point where he's exaggerating. He'd just be his "normal" self, seeming a bit more quiet than he is to strangers.

Back to the previous point, he would do everything in his power to keep all of the secrets about Kelvin and the missing children from you. If you ever confronted him about whats being said in the newspapers, he'd probably just play it off a mistake, or just bad rhetoric.

As nice as he is, or as he may seem he doesn't give that easily into emotions, which is one thing that makes him so difficult. The others already tried it, but he just doesn't seem to budge whenever anyone brings up the topic of running away or quitting.

"Missing children ya say? ah, don't worry about that- probably just folks who don't want a circus near them is all!" He'd say, making it sound like it was the most obvious thing ever.

He seems just a little too relaxed about it, making it almost suspicious. If you did find out, he'd be devastated. He would probably try to leave you before you can leave him, just assuming that you now hate him.

If you took the opposite route and decided to be understanding, he'd appreciate your empathy very much, but would still be cautious around you for god knows how long, until he fully trusts you again.

He really wishes he could spend more time with you, but he has so much to do all the time.

Probably one of those people that wakes up as soon as the sun comes up. It's like he can literally feel the sun rising, even though the tents have no windows and he's just like "Yeah, I need to get the hell up" 😭

If his mother had the chance to name him, she'd either name him Ryas or Jesse.

Beast

She knows that Joker is probably never going to consider leaving his job working for Kelvin, but she tries time and time again to get him and the others to run away and find some place else where they don't have to keep doing such bad things.

She honestly feels bad, and if you talk to her personally, you can tell just by looking at her that she isn't happy.

Spends a lot of her time alone, except for when she has to meet up with the other first-string members to discuss important matters.

She never learned how to read until she and the others were taken in by Kelvin. They would all read books to enhance their reading abilities, and while doing so Beast actually found she enjoyed it.

While she doesn't get to read often given her environment, she'd definitely be down for it when given the chance.

While she can come off a bit cold to people she doesn't know, she is seriously the sweetest person ever, like...

She's just such a genuine and nice person, even if she has to do bad things to survive.

She hates working under Kelvin. She hates it. But she is still grateful that she can walk on her own, thanks to the prosthetic limb.

In all honesty, her outfit does make her uncomfortable at times. She wishes she could wear something a bit less revealing, since it gives her a lot of unwanted attention, which she can't stand. Don't even get her started on the creepy stares from some men in the audience, she could go on all day!

A lot of the time when she's alone, she likes to pet and cuddle Betty. It's therapeutic for her to pet her- she definitely considers her a friend, despite her being a tiger for a circus act. Beast really feels like they've bonded over the years.

Speaking of that, she probably has a lot of patience even though it may not seem like it. Think about it, her situation with Joker has probably been getting at her for a while now, but she still hasn't snapped.

As for this specific situation, it's definitely one of those instances where a part of her has given up, but the other part still has hope that things can finally get better and they'll all run away together.

She'd like the smell of sandalwood- to her it's one of those scents that you can't exactly remember where it's from, but it's still kind of comforting and makes you reminisce.

She can't always remember all of her dreams, but she has had multiple nightmares of Kelvin harming her and the others because they "messed up" something.

Beast has a sharp intuition, she kind of knows whats up, even if those around her don't believe it. She can sense when people lie, or when something bad is going to happen.

She's generally just a lot smarter than she has been letting on.

Unlike Joker, Beast seems to be a lot softer. Not in a bad way or that she's "weak", but she's a lot more worried about things, and has a stronger desire for stability and safety than Joker does.

Her gut has been telling her to "get the hell out of here" for years, which is starting to really get to her. She knows that herself and the others are mostly unhappy, so why keep living like this?

If she had a partner, she'd definitely try to get them in on running away. If you agree, or even consider it, it would be like all of her hope has been restored.

All she needs is genuine, real reassurance but she just never seems to get any, which is why she'd probably seek that from her partner.

I imagine if beast was real, she'd have big eyes. Not like inhumanly large or anything, but enough to stand out. (No I'm not just saying this because I love all the girl characters from Black Butler because they're so pretty.)

Gets cold pretty easily which kind of sucks, given how Englands climate is, so she likes when the Circus travels to warmer areas.

But then she sweats, so now it's too hot. She can never catch a break oh my god

Gets so frustrated when her hair won't stay in a certain position after like 50 cans of pomade.

Doesn't get to eat them often, but she loves little cakes and pastries.

She doesn't particularly have a sweet tooth, though. She's okay with most types of foods, but probably doesn't eat spicy stuff.

She really enjoys sleeping, since her mind is finally quiet and thoughtless for once. I feel like she's that one person that always needs a nap.

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Kinktober Day 12- Vincent Phantomhive

Tags: Fem! Reader, gentle, reader with anxiety, overstimulation, oral sex, fingering

Word Count: 1604

Summary: You and Vincent are going to attend a business gathering for his company, but this was your first time tagging along. Being quite anxious about it, Vincent "reassures" you that it will be okay.

Published: October 12- 7:01 PM EST Time

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You studied yourself in the tall oval mirror of your bedroom, positioning your body in different angles as you examined closely, making sure you looked as presentable as possible. This would be your first time attending a business gathering with your husband, and to say the least, you were feeling nothing short of anxiety and nervousness. 

“What’s the matter, Dear?” Your husband questioned, as he slowly made his way into your shared bedroom “We must not be late- besides, dear, you look perfect” he finished, his tone as sweet and reassuring as ever.

“Yes, I know. I don’t mean to trouble you before such an important event, but I do not have the best feeling about this right now, and don’t quite know what to expect”, you explained.

“Love, I assure you everything will go smoothly tonight, there is no need to fret. Just stay by my side, and surely you’ll be okay- Trust me this time, alright?”.

And you did trust him- in fact, you can’t ever recall a time where you’d been in doubt of him. He was almost, if not the most perfect, trustworthy, respectable man you’ve ever met. Really, he had a great kindness in his heart, gentle, and patient with you, even when you didn’t treat him the best at times. Vincent was everything you loved and adored in a partner.

“Come here for a moment, Darling” he spoke, motioning for you to come up to him. As you approached him, he took you into his tight embrace, hugging you as if he were trying to squeeze all the worry and doubt from your body. 

“Vincent…” “Please, don’t worry dear, I’m always here for you” he reassured. Moving your head from his chest, he held both your cheeks with his hands as he kissed you on your vulnerable, unexpecting lips. Not a small kiss, but one that was deep and intense, and truly meaningful. He pulled away from you, as a string of saliva escaped from your mouths. He tasted so sweet on your lips, like honey that excited your taste buds, making you crave more. You couldn’t help but become needy for him, as a small, quiet whimper unintentionally escaped from your lips. 

“(F/N), what have I told you about being late, hm?”. “O-oh, sorry, dear. I must’ve gotten carried away. let’s just get going shall we?”. “Not quite yet, dear. I’m afraid we've started something that we must finish- with your agreeance, of course” he replied. 

You needed him so badly. Without a clue what happened to you, you completely switched into a now desperate, and horny state. You wanted him to take you right then and there.

“Yes, dear, you have my permission. Please, I need you- I need to feel you”.

“Anything for you, my dear” he replied, as he walked you over to the bed. As you sat up on the bed, facing the wall, he slowly and carefully untied the strings of your dress, pulling it below your feet tossing it aside. 

“Perhaps we could spare ourselves a few moments- maybe they won’t mind our arrival being a bit late after all. What do you think dear?” He joked, as you let out a small chuckle in response. He’d already removed your petticoat and corset, leaving you with just your chemise, as your hard nipples poked through the delicate fabric. You now sat up facing him, supporting your weight as you pressed your palms into the bed. He carefully studied your expression as he crawled on top of you, gently pushing you into the bed making you lay completely on your back.

Giving you a brief kiss on the lips, he began gradually making his way down your entire body, being sure to cover your silken skin in gentle kisses, as you occasionally let a few gasps and moans escape. He took his sweet time, making you think back on the fact that the two of you had somewhere to be soon.

“Vincent?” you asked as you looked down at him, “Aren’t we..supposed to get going soon? I don’t mean to rush you b-” he cut you off between your words as he crawled back up to face you, molding his lips against yours. “Please, I told you not to worry love…I’ll handle it, now let me focus on you”.

He got off the bed, kneeling in front of it instead “Come a little further, darling”.

Your face flushed at the thought of what was to come, but you complied, moving your hips further down so he could access all the spots that made you tremble. 

Fuck. I need him so badly. I need his mouth against my pussy, making me cry out in pleasure.

Noticing that you still had on your chemise, he stood up, gently pulling it up your body. As his fingers grasped the hem of your garment to take it off, you blushed, looking away as you resisted his gesture. You did want him (need him for that matter), but you couldn’t help but get shy. Noticing your discomfort, in his sweet gentle tone, reassured you,

“Don’t worry, love. It’s all in your head- you have nothing to be ashamed of, please let me see you whole”. Still, you were hesitant. “It’s okay if you don’t want to take everything off, just inform me if that is the case” he continued. “N-no it’s just..I just became embarrassed thats all”. “Are you certain? I won’t undress you if it’d make you uncomfortable”. You nodded, giving him the green light to finish undressing you. 

As he returned to kneeling before you, he rubbed his gloved fingers against your pussy, slowly up and down as your breathing sped up. You still had just your panties on, which created a most pleasurable sensation as he moved his fingers. He removed his gloves, along with your own panties, as he gave a single lick to your pussy, going up and down, his tongue firmly pressed against your sensitive area, causing you to shiver at the immediate contact. 

Firmly gripping both your thighs, holding them apart, he kissed your wet, aching pussy, occasionally sucking on the sensitive lips, eager to taste all of you. 

“Nghh- Vincent! Yes dear, keep going, just like that~” you cried out. He drastically picked up speed, making sure to move his tongue in the same, steady movement. 

“(F/N), you taste so beautifully against my tongue, please, let me savor this moment and give you the pleasure you deserve. Just a little longer, dear” he pleaded, his words sending a vibration through your core as he spoke against your wet, soaking pussy. 

Backing his head away, he now included his fingers, fingering your tight hole as he ever so gently rubbed his thumb just above the hood of your clit, as he barely pressed his lip against your clit, causing you immense pleasure that you could barely feel at the same time. As he fingered your hole faster and faster, he kept a steady pace near your clit. 

“Vincent, please- I’m so close” you cried, on the verge of orgasm. “That’s it, cum for me, take all the pleasure that I’m giving you”. With that, he went as fast as he could, as you began to lose control of your body as it gave into the pleasure- But he didn’t stop, even after you’ve already came. “I’m not done yet, dear, I want to see your beautiful expressions as you get pushed over your limit” he cooed, watching as you became overwhelmed with pleasure, a few tears rolling down your delicate face. 

Vincent stood up, keeping his fingers in the same motion, as he kissed the tears that fell from your eyes. “What a lovely sight you are, (F/N), watching you come undone in such a vulnerable state”. As he kissed down your neck yet again, he bit your shoulder, causing you to let out a gasp of shock. 

Finally, his movements slowed down as he eventually stopped, when he then fell into the mattress beside you. “I’m so glad we did that, you are truly amazing, love” he cooed, pulling you onto his chest as he held you. “I didn’t go too far did I? I was afraid I’d hurt you” he added. Barely enough energy to speak, you simply shook your head. “Oh, well that’s a relief. I take it you're quite worn out, no?”. You nodded in response as he let out a small chuckle, before picking up your hand and kissing it. 

“Are we still going to that gathering?” you asked, barely able to make out your words. “No dear, not tonight. They’ll manage without me.” Picking up your chemise from the other side of the bed, he carefully placed it over your head, helping you get dressed. 

“Here, put this on while I get you something more suitable for sleeping in” he said as he gently rubbed your head, before getting up to get something from your shared wardrobe.

Honestly, You’d never thought you would ever be so in love with someone, but Vincent was so special to you. He was perfect, and you never felt uneasy or doubtful around him. He put all his love into everything he did for you, and was kind and understanding. To say the least, your relationship was definitely envied by many, which both of you knew.

Walking towards you with your nightgown in hand, he gently helped you prepare for bed. “I’ll be back momentarily, darling” he reassured, as he left you to get himself ready for bed as well. 

🥀 “I’ve seen you before in my dreams, and as I awake and see your familiar being, my heart gleams, for your beauty is more intense than it seems- sweet dreams”🦇

That Butler, Terribly Busy 🕰🖤