#there’s my giant nerd boyfriend; and jaiden uploaded a video today and said that YouTube isn’t in her future
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Once again, I’m back in a moment where all of the things I’m into are starting to end (or at least acknowledging that the end is nigh)
#loser’s liddol rambles#there’s my giant nerd boyfriend; and jaiden uploaded a video today and said that YouTube isn’t in her future#and LO ended some time ago;;;;;#(though this isn’t to say I’m into LO. I just read it so I’d have something to do)#even if there are plenty of new things for me to do nowadays and new comics to read and new people to watch#I still love and cherish my OLD people;;;;;;#even if they say that the end isn’t anytime soon#just the acknowledgement that there even IS an end is breaking my heart#I barely survived Yumi’s cells ending and that was years ago!!!!!!#I barely made it out of Cursed Princess Club with my heart mostly in tact#losing Jaiden and MGNB will completely destroy me I think#even if; again; that end is possibly years off into the future#sigh#I know like . the whole. ‘don’t cry because it ended smile because it happened’#but that doesn’t get rid of the hurt#I love MGNB and Jaidenanimations with my whole heart#they’ve been there for YEARS. a DECADE even!!!#a decade of my life and . someday they’ll be gone. augh#I guess I better get to enjoying what I have left of them both before they really are gone for good
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