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christmas bonus - ser/irei - m/ob p/sycho
cw: nsfw, allergy snz, kink reveal, ~4.6k
kink!seri/zawa
hiiiiii @silversinfinity im ur secret santa. <33 i really hope u like this. im very grateful to call u my friend. i tried to write more but did not want to get too sappy in the a/n ily!!! merry early christmas
The day had started out with more promise than most days for Reigen Arataka and his wallet. One of his regular clients was so pleased with the last aroma express experience, that sheâd promised him a Christmas bonus. Reigen had expected, well, cash, but as per usual, reality was a bitch and left him in a state of disillusionment.Â
The large potted pine tree stood proudly in front of the window and he forced a smile as he took in the sight of it again. Forgive him if he was still wary of trees. It would always be too soon, but the customerâs smile was so wide and genuine that it deepened her crow's feet and Reigen couldnât find it in himself to make her feel bad for trying to do something nice.
âThank you so much,â he said to her with a slight bow, face contorting in psychic pain as he looked again at the incriminating path of needles all over the floor as if he hadn't just vacuumed yesterday.
âI hope you like it. Itâs one of our best pines.â Â
âOh, itâs wonderful.âÂ
âIâm so glad,â she said, with her hands clasped together, âIâll be sure to tell my friends all about your company and your fine services.â She gave him a wink as if her husband werenât waiting outside in the truck heâd used to bring over the tree. Regardless, Reigen quickly shook her hand and offered her multiple business cards to distribute before she could pull away.Â
They exchanged a few additional pleasantries before she left, leaving him alone with the tree. He began looking at it from a few different angles to gauge its potential, wondering all the while if he even had enough items to decorate it properly. It took up a lot of space but also wasnât overly invasive at the same time. He supposed he could work with this.Â
Decorating for Christmas would probably draw people into the store, and perhaps the real bonus would be that it would bring in business. He exhaled and pounded his fist to his palm in resolve. He hadnât decorated the store for Christmas since his first year at Spirits and Such, but figured he had no excuse now that he had a tree, so he went into the closet and pulled out an old dusty storage bin.Â
As he returned to the lobby, the door jingled and he set the bin on the table so he could give his full attention to filling in Serizawa on the current situation.
âHey,â Serizawa greeted him with a handsome smile and set two hot cups from the nearby cafe down on the table. In his peripherals, he noticed a large green blur and turned his head to get a proper view of the new addition. âOh⌠I see we have a tree now.âÂ
âWe do,â Reigen said, pointing at him with enthusiasm. âGet ready, Katsuya, I have a new special project coming your wayâŚâ He paused to smirk at the slight blush from his partner in business and more at the still somewhat new use of his first name in the office. After he'd created enough suspense, he gestured towards the tree. âWeâre gonna decorate this thing.â
âI thought you wanted me to balance the checkbook tonight.â
âAh, butâŚâ Reigen trailed off, brow furrowed as he started to feel an itch prickling at the back of his sinus cavity. When it didnât subside, he raised a finger and ducked into his inner elbow to sneeze. âHGSCHhxâue!â
âBless you.âÂ
âThank you. OhâŚwaitâŚâ He squinted as he quickly realized he wasn't done and took a step back, turning away from Serizawa to sneeze again, the sound loud and resounding in spite of his attempts to muffle it against his sleeve. The hairs on the back of Serizawaâs neck stood up as he stood there, unable to do anything but watch and listen. âIhhGSCHhâew! h-hehH⌠EHDSCHhu! Ah, sorry, this lidâs pretty dusty.âÂ
Figuring that would be the end of it, Serizawa hummed sympathetically and averted his gaze while Reigen unpacked the bin while sniffling and wriggling his nose. He subtly flexed his thighs and put his hands in his pockets and tried not to let the sound echo in his mind on repeat against his instincts to want to remember it for later. A few deep breaths, and the sensation passed for now.
Reigen produced a tangled mess of red garland and string lights and placed it on the table, too preoccupied to notice the way Serizawaâs posture had stiffened. As he unpacked globe ornaments wrapped in tissue paper, he added, âAnyway, we can do that later. I already took the box out, and unpacked it, soâŚâ
Serizawa sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. Heâd already forgotten what theyâd been discussing merely a minute ago and was too distracted to make an argument about priorities; in all honesty, heâd need a few moments to be able to focus on anything important at all.Â
âI guess it wouldnât hurt that much to wait on it,â he conceded. âIâve actually never really done Christmas decorations. Seems like fun.â
âThatâs the spirit.â Reigen clasped his shoulder and let his hand linger. âWe could make some origami ornaments out of our old paperwork.â
âIâŚâ Serizawa started, palms raised apologetically, âI can try but Iâve never really done that before. Also, some of that we need for taxes.â
âWe have some old fliers that never got sent out.â Reigen waved his hand dismissively and continued to think out loud. âI can do ninja stars and cranes at least, but weâll figure it out later. I only have a limited amount of actual ornaments, we donât want it looking too half-assed, yâknow?â
âDo you think this will bring people in?â
âYep, the general public loves festivity during these dark, dark times, plus itâs a good photo opportunity. Even if it doesnât, we can take a company photo and send it out to our regulars.â He rambled on, sniffling a few more times as the itch hadnât yet been quashed. Serizawa considered offering him a tissue, but didnât want to embarrass him. Finally, he noticed the cup on the table and grinned. âOh, whatâd you get me?â
âThey had new matcha lattes with vanilla.â
âThank you,â Reigen said emphatically and brought the cup to his lips, taking a careful sip. âItâs good, really sweetâŚlike you.âÂ
âIâm glad you like it.â Serizawa bit his inner cheek at the compliment and rather than respond directly, distracted himself with his own drink and sat beside Reigen on the couch. He watched him untangle the string lights from the garland, hands moving haphazardly until one of the knots came undone.Â
âWe can start with this.â Reigen gave him a triumphant grin like heâd won a settlement in a small claims court.Â
Serizawa nodded. Reigen made swift work out of the detangling process, and was nearly done when he suddenly paused, his shoulders raised, his brow furrowed. For a moment, Serziawa wondered if heâd changed his mind or if something was wrong with the wire, but then his breath hitched again and he only recognized the wavering gasp as a predecessor to a desperate sneeze as it happened in real time.Â
âhehâIHGSHHhyue!â This time Reigen was late with bringing his sleeve up, and he was able to catch a glimpse of the way his upper lip curled and the bridge of his nose wrinkled from the intensity of the itch, indicating he wasnât done.
âBless you,â Serizawa said, barely getting the words out before it happened again.
âhHâGHSCHhue!-â This time managing to cover it more effectively, though the sneeze itself failed to relieve him at all.
âBlessââ
âHehâEHDjtSHHu! Hahh.â Reigen sniffled quickly, and cuffed his sleeve over his nose to prevent any leakage, only to struggle against another sneeze, and through his fluttering eyelids caught Serizawaâs gaze. âehHâŚsorry. Just a s-secondâŚh-hh! hehHâDtSHHhew!âÂ
Serizawa was sure that if he said bless you again that the desire would spill out into his tone, so he swallowed the dry lump in his throat, tried not to look at the way the sneezes had left a dark gray spatter along his sleeve, and asked, âAre you alright?âÂ
âIâm fine, thanks.â Reigen sniffled hard and nodded again and rubbed his septum up and down with a hooked finger. He took a deep breath and sighed. âExcuse me. I donât know what got into me there.âÂ
Serizawa crossed his legs and tried to ignore the way he sniffled for the rest of the process of separating the lights from the garland, but it was impossible as his problem grew with each one. When the lights were finally untangled, Reigen coiled the wire over his arm. Serizawa was mesmerized by the way his nose continued to scrunch as it fought off the lingering irritation, but the longer he looked, the more the blood rushed south, so he studied the ornaments on the table. Reigen was right, these probably werenât enough to completely decorate the whole tree, but he figured they didnât have to do the parts that werenât visible.Â
âAnyway, uh, wanna help me hang them up?â Reigen asked, punctuating the question with a quick sniffle. He was swinging the plug back and forth, and as if he were hypnotized, Serizawa nodded. He was about to use his abilities when Reigen plugged in the lights and started wrapping it around the base of the tree, pausing to hurriedly sneeze again, poorly containing it against his sleeve, and leaving another visibly damp spot when he pulled away.Â
âBless you,â Serizawa said just as breathlessly. It wasnât too unusual for Reigen to have this prolonged of a sneezing fit, but they were generally exclusive to times when the pollen count was high or heâd caught a cold. Even when he dusted around the office it generally only triggered a sneeze or two. Yes, he was counting.Â
Reigen still wasnât done. His nose wrinkled as he vainly tried to avoid a repeat performance to no avail. âheDSHhhâhuh! eHehh-!âŚAhem. Excuse me.â Â
That one had sounded particularly harsh and throat scraping, broadcasting the fact that the itch was so potent that it had spread to the roof of his mouth. With a concerned frown, Serizawa moved to grab the tissue box off of the desk. It was a good enough excuse to turn away and calm himself down enough to face him again.Â
âHere,â he said, holding out the box.Â
Reigen shook his head. âI should be done now,â he claimed.Â
Serizawa gave him a skeptical look when he immediately sniffled again and rubbed his nose aggressively, but to his credit, his wavering breaths were unyielding sans the arousal they cultivated. The tree shook as he continued dressing it in lights. Serizawa watched, figuring heâd jump in if Reigen couldnât reach the top, but in spite of his invitation to help, he seemed to have it under control and likely needed a few moments to collect himself too. His hands moved efficiently, rarely faltering on the branches. He was more than halfway finished when he suddenly cursed, head snapping back as if he were pained.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â Serizawa asked, noting the way he was gritting his teeth and closing his eyes. âDid you stick yourself?âÂ
He quickly realized how naive his question was when he heard a sudden telltale gasp.
ânGKtSHhuue! hehHâKNGtzsh!â Reigen answered with a set of poorly stifled sneezes hastily aimed into his shoulder. His eyes were watery as he entirely let go of the lights and left them in a state of limbo to grab a bunch of tissues which he hurriedly shoved into his nose. Heâd only managed a pitchy gasp before erupting into a full blown fit. âhhHâIGHshhu! hHâISHHhew-! HâDZTsshew! hh-hihH-! HhâNGTâtuh! Oh by god.â
âBless you.â Before he could second guess himself, Serizawa placed a hand on his shoulder to steady him and gave it a gentle squeeze. A look at his face told him he was trying to ignore the unrelenting itch that had been bothering him this whole time. Serizawaâs face softened when Reigen rubbed his eyes. âHey, will you answer me honestly?â
Reigen nodded, his lips parted as he breathed slowly through his mouth to starve off the tickle. Heâd ended up popping his ears with the last attempted stifle.
âAre you catching a cold?â he asked gently, his arousal subsiding in favor of making sure he was actually okay.Â
âNo, nhhoh. -hGKSHhu!â Reigen caught another sneeze with the soaked wad of tissues and finally resigned himself to shrugging off the hand on his shoulder and turning away to blow his nose. âI mean, I donât think so. Iâm justâŚitchy.â
âReally?â Serizawa couldnât help but give him a skeptical look.Â
âYeah, Itâs a real pain, but itâs nothing serious. IââÂ
He cut himself off when Serizawa put a palm to his forehead, gently pushing up his bangs and revealing the healed scar by his hairline. Aside from glowing cheeks and a Reigen-typical amount of sweat on his forehead, he felt no signs of fever, though it was always possible heâd taken an aspirin. He let his eyes linger just for a moment at the way Reigen rubbed his nose with his knuckle, their hands brushing briefly. When he raised an eyebrow, Reigen elaborated.Â
âI swear I was fine when I woke up, and all day really. Itâs definitely just allergies.â He held his palms up defensively, somewhere between touched and embarrassed to have someone paying this close attention to him. Serizawa had caught him with a fever once at work and had never let him forget it; he didnât think he could live down being forcibly escorted home again.Â
Though plausible, Serizawa had to wonder what could be setting him off in the beginning of winter. Maybe some dust had really gotten up his nose, after all. There really was a coat of dust on the plastic bin, after all.
Just when Serizawa thought his mind couldnât get further into the gutter, he noticed a tear forming in the corner of Reigenâs eye and before it could travel down his cheek gently thumbed it away until he was framing his face with his palms. When Reigen leaned into the touch, he obviously felt the erection poking into his hip and Serizawa caught a microexpression of genuine surprise cross his face before it settled to a more flirtatious one.
âOkay, Iâll bite.â Reigen smirked and looked up at him through his lashes. âWhatâs got you all riled up, hm?â
âYou,â he said honestly. Then he leaned in and kissed him. Their lips met clumsily at first before falling into a somewhat experimental rhythm as Reigen tried to breathe through his mouth in between kisses.Â
Reigen anchored his hands around the back of Serizawaâs neck and moved closer until their bodies were flush. He could feel the way Serizawaâs erection pressed into him, further confirming his arousal and inspiring his own. Just as he was about to ask about it, he could feel his nose start to itch and run again.Â
âSorry.â Reigen abruptly pulled away and sniffled frantically and gestured to the tissue box. He gave a hurried chuckle and explained, âIâm kind of a mess.â
âAh, here,â Serizawa said, retrieving the tissues, sheepishly adding, âI forgot where we were for a second there.â
âTo be fair, it is after hours, so...â Reigen pulled some tissues and swiftly blew his nose, looking up with a microexpression of self consciousness that Serizawa was beginning to notice more and more. Tongue in cheek, he added, âJust donât file any sexual harassment claims, yeah?âÂ
Serizawa rolled his eyes, remembering how Reigen had him sign a relationship disclosure form when theyâd started dating. It was framed in his bedroom. Well, it was a studio apartment, but it was on the wall next to the bed. âShouldnât I be saying that to you?âÂ
Reigen shrugged. âAnyway,â he started, one of his eyebrows disappeared behind the shade of his bangs. âIâm curious.â
Serizawa stiffened in anticipation. Oh god. Of course heâd wonder. Donât ask. Donât ask. Donâtâ Â
âWhat about this is doing it for you? Itâs not like you have a thing for sneezing or something, do you?â he joked.Â
The silence on Serizawaâs end along with the look of mortification was more telling than a simple yes would have been. His brain scrambled to think of a response, but nothing came to mind. Instead, he gave an apologetic smile and nodded.Â
âWait-! Wait..Really?â Reigen also blushed, looking like he was about to eat his shoe. For once, he seemed speechless.
âYeahâŚâ Serizawa said, gauging his reaction over the pounding in his ears. The floor could swallow him up and heâd accept his fate easily. âIf thatâs too weird, I understand.â
âWhat?â Reigen asked incredulously, placing his hands on Serizawaâs hips and pulling him in by the belt loops on his pants. âYou think Iâd draw the line at something like that?â He leaned in close so his lips ghosted the shell of his ear and murmured his desire to know more into his ear. âItâs sweet. I like seeing you all riled up.â
A chill traveled down Serizawaâs spine in contrast to the overwhelming heat his body was both producing and withstanding somehow. He relaxed into Reigenâs touch. âWhat do you want to know?â
âHm. Everything.â He tapped his chin. âHereâs a softball first, though. What would happen if I sneezed again right now?âÂ
Serizawaâs erection throbbed and he was sure the arousal was written all over him, and he made no attempt to hide it.Â
âOh, is talking about it enough to get you going?â Reigen drank in the look in Serizawaâs eyes, the redness and sweat on his face, the way his posture had shifted, the bulge in his pants. He palmed him and felt him over his pants, the friction only fanning the flames as he deliberated. âYâknow, I do really have to sneeze again. I was actually trying to hold back because, well, yâknow. I didnât wanna gross you out or anything.â
Serizawa was suddenly all too aware of his body, of the fit of his pants, of the way he was starting to burn up. âIâŚShould we really do this here?âÂ
âEh, the treeâs blocking the window and the doorâs locked.â Reigen smiled. âWhat do you say, Katsuya?â
Serizawa nodded, hand framing Reigenâs cheek and traveling to pull him in by the hair for another kiss. Reigen smirked into his lips and yanked his belt undone with one hand and making quick work of lowering his pants. He pulled away for a moment to lower the band of Serizawaâs boxers enough to free his cock, watching hungrily as it bobbed up and down briefly before settling upright.Â
âSomething tells me youâre not gonna last long enough to go to the back room,â Reigen whispered.Â
With that, Serizawa grabbed him by the collar and claimed his lips again, emboldened by the lack of reason to downplay how deeply his lust ran. He pushed Reigen down onto the couch and straddled his lap, kissing him on his mouth, jawline, then loosened his tie to teethe at the sensitive skin of his neck in a way heâd learned makes him moan. Their clothes half off, he paused to look up as Reigenâs nostrils flared in irritation. Theyâd already adopted a pink hue.Â
âWhy donât you tell me what you want?â Reigen asked coyly, his hand wrapping around his shaft and lightly stroking it. They were impatiently half dressed and dripping. âI wanna hear you say it, Katsuya.â He inadvertently left no room for him to answer as he sniffled a little too sharply and immediately crumpled into a sneeze, squashing his nose against the back of his opposite wrist. âHhâGTzSHhew!âÂ
âFuck, bless youâŚâ Serizawa breathed. He groaned as he leaned into Reigenâs hand, chasing any amount of friction.
âOh, you really liked that,â Reigen purred through his congestion. He continued to mouth off, consonants rounded with congestion as if Serizawa needed more of a reminder of how desperately allergic he was. âToo bad we didnâtâŚheh-! hâeiSHhiew!- sndff! We didnât finish decorating yet. I know youâve been saying that we shouldnât go onto the next project before finishing the first all week and all.â Hot pre rolled down to Reigenâs hand as he tightened his grip and jerked his cock, giving him only a small taste of bliss before teasingly letting go.Â
Serizawaâs eyes rolled back as he groaned in arousal and figuring it would be faster than attempting to argue with Reigen even in this playful and intimate context quickly waved his hand and finished hanging the lights with his powers and then added the garland and ornaments for good measure. âThere. Now thereâs nothing in the way.â
âLook at that.â Reigen whistled. He hadnât expected him to actually do that, and looked at him with awe and batted his eyes. âWonder what we could do with all this extra timeâŚâÂ
Serizawa leaned into Reigenâs ear and said in a hushed tone, âYouâre driving me crazy. I want you to touch me more. And harder. AndâŚâ he trailed off, losing the courage to complete that sentence.Â
âYouâre driving me crazy too, baby.â Reigen guided Serizawaâs hand down to his lap to show just how much he is enjoying himself, before returning his attention to playing with Serizawa. He was overly sensitive, and every glide of Reigenâs hand kept him from being able to form a singular coherent thought. âYou can tell me.â
âI want you to sneeze on me,â Serizawa admitted, managing to look him in the eyes. There was no trace of mockery in his expression, though there was some amusement.
âItâs funny, I was worried about doing that by accident before.â Reigen kissed him and lightly bit his lower lip, tugging it back a bit before releasing it and praising him. âDidnât realize this would be such a turn on for you. Iâm glad you told me. Kind of a win-win if you ask me.â
Serizawa let go of a breath he didnât know he was holding and slowly undid the buttons on Reigenâs shirt. He felt up his bare chest, noting how it was expanding unevenly and looked up to see his face scrunching up in irritation, wide eyes struggling against the reflex to flutter shut. âLet me see?â
âAre you hehh-! Are you sure?â He sniffled and scrunched up his nose to try to fend it off longer, determined to extend the anticipation as much as possible this time.
âYeah...please,â he said, breathlessly bucking into Reigenâs hand. Theyâd only just started and he was inches away from finishing. His expression itself was enough to do him in.Â
âhh-hhH-! Iâm gonna snheeze-!â In a mix of compliance and an inability to hold himself back any further, Reigen sneezed uncovered, spray lightly misting over his exposed cock. âhHâEDSHhhew!â Serizawa moaned loudly, his cock twitching in Reigenâs tight grip. His vision blurred as he watched Reigen throw his head back, just long enough to gear up for another wrenching sneeze and give his cock another clench. âhdSHHhiew-! hehhHâŚhh-iHDSChhew!â
Serizawa made a guttural noise as he came harder than heâd ever come before and outright moaned in bliss at the skillful way Reigen leaned in and lapped up the molten liquid with his tongue. He was sure that even if he werenât gripping him, heâd come anyway.Â
âYouâre so fucking hot, AratakaâŚâ Serizawa said, as he slowly descended from that high.Â
When he glanced down at the way Reigen was stroking him gently and milking out as many remaining waves of pleasure as possible, he noticed a few pink bumps on his hand and grabbed it to take it into his own for closer inspection.Â
âYouâre starting to break out in hives,â Serizawa murmured, kissing his wrist, noticing the way Reigenâs eyes widened, a stray tear rolling down his cheek. Serizawa thumbed it away gently, furrowed his brow in thought and added, âYouâre allergic to the tree, arenât you?â
For a moment, Reigen didnât respond, his expression blank. He looked at the tree for a moment, then back at Serizawa and raised an eyebrow. âIf I am, I guess Iâll have to keep it year-round, huh?â
âAratakaâŚâ As horny as the thought made Serizawa, he managed to give him a look of disapproval. Reigen attempted to tug his hand back, breath hitching, but Serizawa didnât release his hold, instead, pinning his hands down to the cushion and kissing him again. âCan I have you?â
âYh-â Reigen opened his mouth to respond but sneezed again instead. âihHâSCxHHhew!â This time it was so obviously congested that Serizawa brought the box of tissues over and pulled some out for him.Â
âBless you.â Serizawa pushed up his hair and kissed the scar near his hairline. His nose was an irritated red with a pair of puffy eyes to match, sitting there a completely unabashed allergic mess. Â
Reigen hid the lower half of his face behind the tissues and blew his nose. He was disheveled, his shirt wrinkled, suit jacket discarded, tie haphazardly hung around his shoulders. When he pulled the tissue back there was still a sheen to the underside of his nose and down his philtrum. He coughed into his fist, his poor nostrils flaring from the force.Â
âWas that too much?â Serizawa wrung his hands. âWe should get you some antihistamines.âÂ
Reigen, to his surprise, chuckled. Even his laugh sounded dampened with congestion and he quickly had to grab another tissue to pinch off the threat of mess spilling out. âIâve honestly never enjoyed having an allergy attack this much.â He rubbed Serizawaâs back tenderly. Reassuringly, he added, âI really like everything weâre doing and Iâll definitely take some later, but Iâm good to keep going. IâllâŚy'know, let you know if I need to stop.â
Serizawa hummed in suspicion.Â
âPromise.â
âIâll hold you to it.â He kissed him softly and maneuvered down to attend to his cock, kissing him below his navel and up the base of his cock, smiling as he drew out a needy keen from Reign. After additional teasing, he began sucking him off and listening to the moans and expletives spilling freely from his mouth. He was always so vocal during sex, and between that, his throbbing cock, the look of submission, hands in Serizawaâs hair, and the little sniffles in between, Serizawa had to fight to keep his own dick from respawning.
âYouâre so fucking good baby.â He moaned as Serizawa took him in deeper, tongue gliding over his shaft. His lips were tight and his grip on Serizawaâs hair tightened. âShit, Katsuya. Donât stop. Iâm getting reallyâŚhuhâŚclose.â
Serizawa hummed around his throbbing cock and sped up, tightening his lips until Reigen gasped and yanked his hair and thrusted into his mouth, sweet and thick cum spilling down his throat as he huskily groaned his name and swore out a string of curses that barely made sense. God, he loved him.Â
âI love you too,â Serizawa responded, sporting a surprised but genuinely happy smile. Evidently, Reigen hadnât meant to say that aloud, because he went red like a tomato.
âWellâŚI was gonna buy some mistletoe and set the mood better before saying that,â Reigen mumbled under his breath, panting as he returned to earth. âI guess this works, though.â
Serizawa pulled Reigen in close and kissed him again, more tenderly this time. Reigen returned it quickly, hands roaming over Serizawaâs back as if he couldnât get close enough, so it was surprising when he randomly pulled away when their tongues had just started touching.
âhKNdTCH!â He stifled a sneeze into Serizawaâs neck.Â
âBless you.â Serizawa kissed the crown of his head and fixed Reigenâs suit jacket. âCâmon, letâs get you home.â
#snz#nsft#snzblr#r/eigen#seri/rei#snz fic#my writing#ily silver!!!!!#i ran outta tags idk here it is#probs will crosspost to a/o3 but not rn im shaking lol
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If you follow my main blog you may know I've been thinking about the Captain in reading glasses
#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts captain#havers#art tag#six idiots#them there#fanart#there was no way I was gonna draw anything real tonight#but i had to draw this at least once#also i can't decide if it would be funnier for him to have died without his glasses and thus never able to read again#or to have died with them on and never be able to take them off for any reasonable amount of time ever again
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â SLEEPYHEAD, feat. roronoa zoro â no matter how tired he is, zoro is always willing to keep you company.
contents. gender neutral reader, fluff fluff fluff, established relationship. soft zoro ! ! ! post-timeskip but can be read any time after the crew receives the sunny. tw. insomnia, reader is gn but lives in the womenâs quarters, maybe ooc zoro ⥠word count. 616
notes. aaand mari finally makes a comeback !!! so sorry to keep you all waiting for so long, i lost my spark for a while. however i am excited to say that this is my official one piece writing debut !!! (love potion doesnât count guys) i think about zoro everyday,,, heâs such a comfort character to me <3 sorry for any mistakes, i havenât written in a very long time âĄ
WHEN YOU CANâT SLEEP, you go look for zoro on the sunny.
peeking open the door of the girl's cabin, you step out in your sandals onto the wooden deck, the floorboards slightly creaking. walking to the port side of the ship, you watch the reflection of the stars over the open sea before moving to search for your lover.
sometimes zoro might be sitting on night watch at the bow, or in the kitchen for a midnight snack. most of the time though, heâs up in the crowâs nest training or catching up on sleep away from the rowdiness of the menâs cabin.
you find him doing the latter tonight, his swords cradled in his folded arms as he dozed. you smile and close the door quietly behind you, careful not to disturb him.
however, zoro stirs, his eye peeking open. âhey. whatâre ya doing?â
well, there goes that. âsorry, i didnât mean to wake you up,â you whisper. âi was just coming to look for you.â
he chuckles softly. âcouldnât sleep again, huh? why didnât you just say so?â
you smile sheepishly. âsorry⌠i had too much coffee today, and then earlier me and the girls were watching a horror movie on the video transponder snail, so now iâm up.â
you shrug, and your boyfriend laughs again. âcâmere.â
you make your way to snuggle into zoroâs chest. his gold earrings clink together as he shifts, his arms moving to wrap around your waist. âhow was your day?â you ask him, absentmindedly tracing the scar on his torso.
ânothinâ interesting,â he replies, his voice raspy in your ear. âjust training ând watch, the usual.â but you could tell he was tired, from the way he was blinking slowly every few seconds to keep himself from falling asleep. âwhadda âbout you?â
you talk to him for a few minutes, telling him about how you and chopper caught a load of fish today (and how luffy ended up eating all of it at the end, to sanjiâs anger). zoro chuckles, smiling as he listened to your ramblings.
after a while, zoro hums, his fingers tangling themselves into your hair. âsorry, i needa sleep,â he whispers in your ear. ânami said weâre gonna get to the next island real early in the morninâ so i gotta keep watch. you can sleep here with me if ya want, though.â
âoh, okay,â you intertwine your fingers with his, making yourself comfortable against the warmth of his body. âwill you call me when you wake up? i wanna watch the sunrise with you.â
your boyfriend nods slowly, pressing a kiss to your temple. âsure. now go to sleep, yeah? iâll be here if ya need me.â
âokayyy,â you draw out the word. âoh, one more thing.â
he groans, âwhat is it?â
you grin at him, giving him a kiss on the lips. âi love you, âzo.â
zoro smacks your ass playfully, but not without returning the kiss. âyeah, yeah, i know. i love you too. now seriously, go to sleep!â
you giggle, closing your eyes to the soft lull of his breathing. eventually, you drift off to sleep, not knowing that your lover was still awake to ensure your peaceful rest.
zoro would slice up mountains, cut the moon in half and bring the pieces back to you if you asked; he'd do anything for you. your needs always come first; after all, he will always be indebted to the love that you showed him, what seemed like not so long ago. something as small as helping you fall asleep was nothing compared to your love, your utter adoration for him.
plus, he always slept better with you at his side.
end notes. the fact that it took me a month to write the first half of this and the other half in less than a day⌠and itâs still not even 1k words ��� idk how i used to do it omg. but anyhoo soft zoro soft zoro soft zoro ! ! ! iâm normal about him i swear
Š alatushours 2024. please do not copy, modify, or translate my work in any way, nor upload to any other platforms. in the meantime, if you enjoyed, please like, reblog, and consider leaving a follow! it helps a lot âĄ
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Birthday Twin
Our Story Masterlist Summary: YN and Harry welcome their baby girl into the world.
Warning: labour, delivery, child birth, gas and air
11th of April 2024
35 weeks and 5 days pregnant
The Tomlinson family had all travelled to Doncaster for a few days of celebrating YN turning thirty.Â
âYour last couple of days of being twenty nine Kiddo!â. Louis gently ruffled YNâs hair as he walked by her in their grandparents kitchen. Both filling their plates with some more food from the buffet spread their Nan had made.Â
âDonât remind me!â YN groaned as she reached over and put some extra sandwiches on her plate.Â
âFookinâ âell, is baby girl hungry tonight?â. Louis joked as he watched his sister continue to fill her plate that was already slightly full of food.Â
YN laughed as she looked at her plate compared to Louis. âYour niece is a foodie, what can I say?â. She naturally ran her hand over her large bump.Â
âCan I?â Louis gestured towards her tummy, his way of asking if he could touch. When YN nodded, Louis placed his hand over bump. ââello little one, are you gonna come and meet us soon?â.Â
âYouâre going to spoil her rotten arenât you?â. YN couldnât help but smile at the small interaction. She had witnessed her brother as a brother, dad and uncle already and she could tell how much love he already had for her little girl.Â
âUh obviously, I just hope she comes before tour starts again.âÂ
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12th of April 2024
35 weeks 6 days pregnantÂ
8:30am
YN suddenly woke from small niggles in her lower stomach, something she had been experiencing for a few weeks. She tried to ignore the dull ache and go back to sleep, but after tossing and turning, she gave in and got up.Â
As she entered the kitchen she noticed her grandmother sitting at the table with a cup of tea in her hand. âMorning my love, youâre awake early!â.Â
YN began to make herself a cup of tea, as she sat beside Jen. âMorning Nan, yeah braxton hicks again!â.Â
âYouâve been having them a lot havenât you darling?â. Jen had a concerned look on her face as she watched her eldest granddaughter stir her tea.Â
YN only shrugged her shoulders. âApparently itâs normal at this stage, I just didnât realise how painful they could beâ.Â
11:00am
As the morning went on YN noticed how the niggles only continued and become a tad more painful. But not wanting to draw attention or to cause everyone to worry, especially Harry, she suggested her and Harry take Teddy for a walk.
They were walking through the quiet field, Teddy running just a bit in front of them, when YN stopped suddenly and held her tummy as a sharp pain caught her off guard.
âWhatâs wrong babe? Are you alright?â Harry immediately went into panic mode, worry evident all over his face. His hand protectively wrapped around her smaller frame.Â
âYeah, just cramp thatâs allâ. YN noticed Harryâs worried look, his eyebrows in a tight frown and tried her best to hide how much pain she was really in. âIâm fine, itâs braxton hicks again.â.Â
Although Harry wasnât fully convinced, they continued their walk before heading back to the house.Â
2:00pmÂ
Within a few hours, the pain had gotten worse with YN baring her weight on anyone or anything to try and ease the pain. It was when YN cried out in pain, as she grabbed onto Louisâ hand, that Harry decided to take matters into his own hands.Â
âIâm phoning the hospital, this canât just be braxton hicks!â Harry announced as he began to dial the number on his phone.Â
âHarryâs right Tiny, youâre in far too much pain for this not to be real labourâ. Louis agreed with Harry, taking note at how much his sister was squeezing his hand.Â
After phoning the hospital and explaining everything to the midwife, Harry was told that it sounded like YN was in early labour and they needed to monitor and time how quick she was having contractions.Â
At this news Daisy, Phoebe and the other men decided to take Lucky and Olive to Phoebe and Jackâs house to give YN some space before she had to go to hospital.Â
âAhhhh!â YN cried out in pain as she held onto Harry for support. âThis hurts so fookinâ much!â.
Harry rubbed circles on YNâs back, trying to comfort her as much as he could. âI know babyâŚbut youâre doing so well.â.
âYouâre doing so well YNâ. Lottie praised her sister from where she sat next to Louis. âAll the pain is worth it in the end, trust meâ.
âLottieâs right TinyâŚjust think youâll be holding your baby sooner than you thoughtâ. Louis gave Harry a small smile, knowing how special that moment will be for them both.Â
5:30pm
With her contractions lasting around a minute and only being five minutes apart, YN found herself in the hospital with gas and air being her new best friend.Â
YN was lying down on the bed, the gas and air attachment in her mouth as she breathed through another contraction. Harry sat on one side of the bed telling her how proud of her he was and saying how it wouldnât be long until their little one would be here.Â
âHarryâŚbabyâŚI canât do this!â. YNâs head hit the white plump pillow behind her, as the contraction ended. âIâm so tired already.â.
âYou can do it and you are doing itâ. Harry brushed some of her away from her face. âYouâre making me so proud!â.Â
âYN, youâre doing amazing and just remember nothing worth having is easyâ. Lottie encouraged her sister, having been through labour and birth herself, she what to say.Â
âListen to your birthing partners YN, youâre doing amazingâ. The midwife smiled proudly at how supportive and calm they both were. âHow about trying to the birthing pool?â.Â
Harry helped YN into the pool and instantly YNâs once tense body was now relaxed. In between contractions she began to make jokes about how sheâs glad she had shaved her legs before that day.Â
When the next contraction hit, Harry was quick to kneel down beside the pool and hold onto YNâs hand as she took in the gas and air to numb the pain. âThatâs it, keep breathing through the pain, youâre doing so well loveâ.Â
8:00pm
âSo how did you two meet?â. The midwife began to make conversation with the couple as another contraction ended.
YN was back sitting on the bed, the attachment still in her hand whilst her other one held Harryâs. âHe was my brotherâs best friendâ.
âOh how interesting!â The midwife leaned forward in her chair, eager to hear more. âHow did that go? You know breaking the news to him?â.
âNot well but he came around pretty quicklyâ. Harry explained as YN worked her way through another sharp pain.Â
âI wouldnât have listened even if he didnât come aroundâ. YN allowed the gas and air to do a little bit of talking. âCouldnât resist the charmâ.Â
Before anyone could respond, a gush of water surrounded YN and turned the blue sheet below a darker shade. âAnd thatâs your water breaking!â The midwife announced before she helps YN to clean herself up.Â
11:45pm
The contractions were coming thick and fast, YN was attached to the gas and air more than ever and Harry tried to hide how hard she was squeezing his hand.Â
âYN Iâm going to exam you, is that alright darling?â. The midwife stood at the bottom on the bed, gloves covering her fingers ready for the examination. With YNâs permission, the midwife began to see how far YN was dilated. âOh darling, I can feel babyâs head, do you feel like you-â.
Before the midwife finished; YN let out a small groan as she bore down and began to push. Harry was overwhelmed with joy, excitement but also nervousness that any minute now their whole world was about to change.Â
âKeep listening to your body YN, youâre doing amazing my darlingâ the midwife encouraged as she continued to watch the babyâs head begin to crown.Â
âAww I can see her head!â. Lottieâs excited voice could be heard as she took in every moment of watching her niece being born.Â
YN took a rest in between contractions before she needed to push again. âI love you  â. Harry placed a peck to YNâs forehead.Â
âI love you too!â.Â
0:01am
After several more pushes, Harry and Lottie were in awe as the tiny little baby appeared and was placed on YNâs bear chest. The tears streamed down YN and Harryâs cheeks.Â
âHello baby girl!â. YN held her daughter tight, and kissed her head gently. Despite all the pain YN was still in, a large smile covered her face as she looked down at the small version of herself and Harry.
âBaby girl born one minute past midnight on the thirteen of April, weighting six pound exactlyâ. The midwife announced to the three of them.Â
Harry smiled down at his wife and newborn daughter. âHappy birthday baby!â. It was in that moment that YN had realised that their little girl was born on her thirtieth birthday.Â
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13th of April 2024
6 hours old
âThank you.â Harry spoke into the quiet and calm room as he held their newborn in his bare arms. âYouâre a real life superwoman for doing all that and bringing our girl into the world!â.
âIâd do it a thousand times again because she was totally worth itâ. YN watched as Harryâs hand held onto the tiny newborn fingers. âI couldnât have done it without you or Lotts though.â.
âSheâs your doubleâ. Harry smiled as he observed the littleâs one features, all resembling her motherâs. âShe looks like your Mum too!â. He gave YN a sad smile.Â
YN didnât want to get too emotional at the thought that her Mum wasnât there to meet her daughter, so she tried to remain positive. âI think me Mum sent her as a birthday gift and itâs the best gift Iâve ever hadâ.Â
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The black and white video begins, the sound of Heartbeat by James Arthur playing over it.Â
YN is sat on the birthing ball, her hips moving slowly, in her grandparents living room. Harry kneeling down in front of her, holding her gently and whispering how well sheâs doing. Louis is sat to her side, holding onto her hand and being a support whilst he can.Â
In the hospital corridor, YN has her neck tucked into Harryâs chest as they stop to allow her to breathe through a contraction. Harry places small pecks to the top of her head.Â
Sitting crossed leg on the bed, YN takes in the gas and air that sheâs holding up to her mouth. Her eyes are closed as sheâs breathing through each contraction.Â
YN is in the birthing pool, the gas and air still attached to her hand has she takes in another breath, Harry is kneeling down by her side. She holds onto his hand, he looks on with a slight frown on his face as he watches his wife work through another contraction.Â
Now lying on the bed, YN cradles her new born daughter to her chest, tears running down her and Harryâs face as they meet their little baby for the first time. Grace Johannah Robyn Styles had stolen their hearts and YN couldnât have asked for a better birthday gift.Â
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pleasure me pink - joel miller x female reader
Summary: Joel finds a sex toy youâd been hiding from him.
Word Count: 2.3k
Content Warning: (no apocalypse) dom! Joel, mentions of sexting, use of vibrator, p in v, unprotected sex, cream pie, overstimulation, squirting, humiliation, bondage (using a belt), swearing. Established relationship, a little bit of insecure Joel, use of nicknames (baby, angel, maâam, sweetheart, slut.)
Note: holy fuckkkkk I would die lol can this pls happen to me. @cool-iguana
You see her, in all her glory; the bright pink bulbous head staring at you through your half-full of cotton and lace pantie drawer. Biting your lip, you half-heartedly throw a few pairs of panties over it, trying to cover it up.
Youâd contemplated telling Joel; but there were too many what ifs.
What if he got mad? Annoyed? Insecure? The last one she couldnât bare the thought. So sheâd just.. kept it a secret. Not that there was anything wrong with masterbation, youâd felt more inclined to feel guilty about hiding it from Joel.
âBaby, did ya hear me? Said weâre late, câmon get dressed âfore I change my mind and strip you bare and take you here.â Your legs quake at his offer, growling voice half warning; half promise.
You let a soft groan leave your lips. You and Joel had promised your parents youâd come to theirs for dinner tonight, it had been a long few weeks coming, you couldnât just.. not show up. It would break your mommas heart.
âJust gotta brush my teeth. Two minutes, promise!â You plead and Joel raises a brow in doubt.
âBaby..â He warns.
âTwo minutes Joel!â You promise, making quick work to the bathroom before brushing your teeth.
Joel had rolled his eyes and grunted as he waited in the bedroom, wondering what had your attention so intently that you hadnât heard him calling out; till the third time he addressed you.
Quietly, he pulls out the draws, grimacing when one draw squeaks open. To his luck, the tap was running, an annoying habit of yours he seemed to be ever grateful for in that moment.
Next draw; nothing. He grunts, feeling frustrated. Why couldnât he find anythingâhe was so sure that there was something.
He opens the top draw with a feeling of irritation. Why did it take you so fucking long to brush your teethâ
Oh shit.
He blinked heavily as his eyes took in the sight before him, he wanted to pinch himself to see if it was actually real.
He stares at it; the bright pink vibrator half hidden by your skimpy lace underwear, staring back at him. Daring him to touch it, to question her.
But then she would know I went through her shit. Said the tiny voice in the back of his head, that made him scared to react in that moment.
Heâs pulled out of his thoughts as you turn the water off, he quietly shuts the heavy chestnut oak drawer and steps a foot away, sitting on the end of your bed, having a playfully annoyed look on his face.
âSee? Two minutes.â You grin at him, hand outstretched as if to congratulate yourself. âBy the way, your shirts inside out.. doofus.â
Joel didnât actually know how long you took. He couldâve spent half an hour rummaging through your draw standing there shocked and he wouldnât have realised.
Instead he taps his watch, a coy smile on his lips as he stands. âOnly just made it. Pushinâ my damn buttons already.â He groans as he notices his shirt, pulling it over his head as he stands to fix it.
âYeah yeah, hurry up now, weâre gonna be late.â You quip. Joel could scoff, seeing as how youâre the reason theyâre nearly twenty minutes late to leave the house already.
âYes, maâam.â This time his shirt is on the right way before he leaves the house.
As much as you loved your mother, her house smelt stale and her cooking was always bland or over cooked. The fact alone made it difficult to show enthusiasm to being out of bed-away from your home.
The other factor was Joelâs hand had never left your body since youâd left the house. Heâd always loved touching you.. anywhere his hands could manage.. but this? This was odd.
âHere hon. We forgot to give it to you last time you visited. I hope you like it.â A bright pink scarf, one youâd likely never use, one that would serve its life decorating the back of your cupboard.
Not that you were ungrateful of such a gift.. but your mother had just taken up crocheting.. and youâve got dozens of identical ones in matching colours. The pink just seems.. a bit out there.
âI think that colour suits ya nicely darlinâ. Gonna look so pretty âround that pretty face of yours.â Joels hand finds your inner thigh, the size of his hand meant he could grip underneath your thigh. Fingertips drawing shapes on your skin, the action had you reeling.
Fuck, not here.
You clench your thighs together to try and stop Joelâs movements, he only smirks and looks at your mother who pats his shoulder.
âI hope sheâs treating you right Joel, if sheâs not send her my way and Iâll make sure that changes.â Your mom had joked playfully, ruffling your hair a little, as if you were a teenager and not a grown adult.
âShe treats me well, maâam. Sometimes she could use a little opening up. But sheâs perfect.â Joelâs praise goes straight to your cunt, already slick and puffed lips sliding against your dampened underwear as if they could provide some friction.
Youâre too frazzled to say anything, staying out of the conversation as Joel and your mother converse. He keeps his hand on your thigh, occasionally slipping up past the hem of your dress, thumb grazing the sensitive skin of your inner thigh. Close.. too close, but also not close enough.
Your fingers pick at the wool of the scarf, trying to ground yourself in the focus of rubbing your fingertips against the softness of the pink fabric.
Every molecule in your body wants to tear Joel away from this conversation, say your farewells and take Joel in the car, have his thick fingers inside you to relieve some of the pain building in your stomach. But youâre stuck here listening to them yabber on about something you donât understand.
Itâs clear Joelâs punishing you.. but for what?
The car ride was uncomfortably silent, Joel had turned the radio downâyou watch the digits found down to zero and beg for them to come back.
Minutes without sound, only the revving engine of Joelâs pickup fills your senses, the noise was overbearing and it almost causes sensory overload.
âJoelââ You cant finish a thought, nor form one. Because he holds his hand up to silence you.
âNo talking. This car ride is to be silent if you want me to fucking touch you when we get home. Do you understand that?â His voice is low, a dangerous growl in which you took seriously.
So you nod. That was not good enough for Joel.
âSpeak. Yes or no.â You wanted to argue, fight back. Now was not the time.
âYes Joel. I understand.â He grunts in response to your hushed reply.
You didnât dare speak a word as you entered the house, not even as Joel slightly pushed you up the stairs, where your punishment? Reward? Awaits you.
âOn the bed. Now.â You obey, your body lies on the bed, looking up at the ceiling as you wait for Joel to climb over you, speak to you. Anything.
You hear ruffling, but donât dare to look, the familiar sound of your draw opening had your heart ramming so hard against your chest it felt dizzying. Your pantry draw, the vibrator.
Oh fuck. Oh fuck..
He pulls it out, inspecting it before sitting in between her legs, device in hand. Itâs tiny in comparison and he wonders if it actually feels goodâcompared to him or at all.
âWhatâs this angel? Donât fuckinâ lie to me either.â Your body involuntary trembles at how calm, yet threatening Joel could sound.
âVibrator..â You mumble, eyes scanning the room for something to gain your attention away from Joel.
His large hand grips your chin roughly, forcing you to look at him. He looks curiousâunimpressed. âNo, you look at me when youâre speakinâ to me.â
You have no choice but to look at him.
âI know what it is, what I donât understand is why you have it.â His eyes scan your own, looking for any indication of reason. âThought you said I was all youâd need. You lyinâ to me angel?â He said mockingly, urging a reaction from her.
You shake your head franticallyâthe humiliation of the situation was unnerving. âNo, no itâs not like that.. I only use it when youâre gone days at a time for work.â
He grunts at her. âSo those texts anâ videos I send ainât enough no more? Gotta defile yourself with a toy like a slut?â
âThey are enough, they are.. you are. Sometimes I just need more than my fingers.â You whine, Joel doesnât see any dishonesty.
He decides on your reward, humiliation.
He tosses to toy at her, it lands right next to her hand.
âShow me how you use it.â You hesitate, wondering if itâs a challengeâa trick.
âNow.â Joel demands, his hands making quick work to roll the fabric of your dress up above your hips. He lets out a filthy groan when he comes face level with your soaked panties.
âMade a fuckinâ mess of yourself already, dirty girl.â He mutters, mainly to himself. A part of him is relieved that he was the one that did this to you.. not that toy.
You feel your face warm as Joel watches you, his thick fingers curling around your panties before he tears them off you, throwing them onto the floor behind him.
Under Joelâs watchful gaze, you hesitantly turn on the pink wand, positioning the rounded head of the toy at your clit, the low buzzing of the toy on your favourite setting had your hips bucking and a soft moan escaping your lips.
Joel wants to hate it, how good itâs making you feel. Practically replacing him in its minimal efforts to make you feel good.
You work the toy around your clit, the sensitive bundle working up the coil in your stomach already, the pleasure from it has you unable to form a single thought. The only thing on your mind was you wanting to cum.
Youâre a whimpering mess, hair is messy and starting to form small knots from your head withering on the pillow. Hips bucking every few seconds as the vibrator hits the spot that makes your toes curl, giving Joel the show of a lifetime.
He hates the way youâre moaning. He hates the way you look so fucking beautiful with your face scrunched up. He hates the way his cock is so fucking hard he canât bare to not be inside you anymore.
Fuck the punishment, he decided finally. He needs to be inside you. To prove his worth to you.. that heâs better.
Joel strips his jeans off, he wraps his belt around your hands that holds the vibrator in place, keeping it attached to your clit. You look up at him in surprise and groan, legs trembling around him as he positions himself in between your hips.
His thick cock is weeping with precum. The sight of your glistening pussy only entices him more. He runs a thumb down your slit, gathering the juices and he groans. âJesus Christ.â
Without warning he rams the thick head into you, the jolt of pain and pleasure has your eyes clenched shut and mouth wide open as you scream his name.
âJoel.. fuck. Joel!â In reply to your breathy voice screaming his name, his hands lift your legs and place your feet over his shoulders. His strong arms come down beside your head and he rails into you.
Hips slamming into yours as his thick head comes to the hilt inside of you, roughly nudging your cervix. The combination of his thick cock filling you, ramming your g-spot and the vibrator forced onto your clit has you reelingâyou feel dizzy and you can barely hear Joel moaning.
âFuckingâhell this pussy feels so fuckinâ good baby what â what the fuck.. did you.. you just squirted all over my cock.â Joelâs voice barely registers in your head, until you hear what he says next.
âGonna fuckinâ cum already.. fuck.â The droplets of sweat built up on his forehead drop onto your own. Animalistic grunts leave his lips and it pushes you to the edge.
Your orgasm that was tethered finally snaps, unable to hide the fact that youâd squirted for the first time ever, your legs shake around Joelâs head as they tighten around him, your cunt clenches Joel so perfectly he erupts inside of you, thick warm ropes of his cum fill you, overflowing out of your hole as he twitches and pulses inside of you.
Joel stays there for a moment and youâre trying to push him offâthe vibrator still held onto your clit with the belt that had tied your hands, Joel weakly unties the belt and wipes the stray tears that had fallen down your cheek.
âYou okay sweetheart?â His voice is breathy, but those deep brown eyes are full of concern.
You nod your head, a tired âmmhmm.â Is all you can muster right now, the sound of blood rushing through your body and ears ringing as you try to ride out the overstimulation of your climax.
He holds the toy in his hands, looking at you with a devilish grin, sitting it on the nightstand. âI think I might like this thing after all.â
You groan and roll into his chest, facing each other on your sides in your bedâfull of each others specimen and bedsheets contaminated. That could wait for the moment.
Joel kisses the top of your head and nuzzles into your hair. âDunno what I was so worried about.â He confesses to himself, admiring you as you feel sleepiness overcome your senses, you manage a small smile at Joelâs confession.
Joel knew now without a doubt in his mind he wasnât competing with the toy. He was working with it, and he is good enough.
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At The Gay Bar
tags: bouncer!abby, established relationship ellie, fem!reader, jealousy
a/n: no one wrote it so i wrote... based on this post i made a while back. i havenât stopped thinking about it. sorry that i havenât written anything in ages :( exam season was kicking my ass
taglist: (people who said they wanted to see this in word form) @rubycruzsbitch @elsgirl
âyouâre serious... youâve never been to a gay bar before?â you wore an incredulous look on your face as ellie awkwardly shrugged, trying to look nonchalant about it.
your girlfriend wasnât the type to frequent nightclubs. if it was up to her, sheâd be spending tonight high as a kite sat by her gaming set up. but youâd insisted that she had to tag along with you because it was a âmandatory queer experienceâ. ellie knew deep down that you just wanted to get shit faced and have her close by simultaneously. you always ended up blowing up her phone whenever you got too drunk at parties, whining that you missed her and begging her to turn up or take you home. one of the drawbacks sheâd learned to accept of dating an extrovert.
âcmon. youâll have a good time, i promise.â you leaned in close, dropping the pitch of your voice and staring into her eyes. her ears flushed pink as she slid her toned arms around your waist to draw you in even closer, and you knew youâd convinced her.
the next hour or so was spent with you trying on different outfits and forcing ellie to help you pick one. her opinion was pretty useless, mostly consisting of monotoned âlooks great babeâs as she shamelessly ogled you dress and undress in front of her.
âdude. youâre such a creep.â you sighed, shimmying your way into a different skirt. ellie rolled her eyes, approaching you from behind to help you pull up the zipper. âwhat, i canât admire my girl?â she murmured, peppering warm kisses across the back of your neck.
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the heels of your platforms clack noisily against the sidewalk as you finally reach the front of the queue, the harsh bass of the music vibrating from within the club. excitement thrummed through your veins and you smiled brightly at ellie, squeezing her warm hand in yours. she smiled sheepishly back, returning your squeeze.
âgonna need to see some ID, princess.â a deep yet feminine voice captured your attention. you looked up to meet the gaze of the bouncer only to be truly taken aback by her appearance. she wore a fitted tank top that emphasised her ridiculously built upper body, her thick freckled arms folded across her chest and her expression stern. just as you were admiring her long hair neatly braided at the back of her head you realised she noticed you staring.
you squinted to read the blondeâs name tag, abby, before averting your eyes long enough to tap ellieâs arm, motioning for her to help you fish out your ID from your purse. you didnât notice the way her eye twitched at the pet name. ellie dug into the bag and slapped the card into abbyâs hand with more force than was probably necessary. abby didnât react, simply flipping it over.
the woman analysed your license in silence with furrowed brows and her mouth downturned. you began to panic slightly, your glossy lips pursed. there was a slight chance that she was gonna turn you away. man, would that be a bummer. âitâs real.. pinkie promise.â you say in an attempt to lighten the mood. abbyâs briefly looks up at you to meet your eyes before continuing to examine the ID card that you absently realise looks comically small in her large hands. ellie sighs impatiently, crossing her arms and staring up at the sky. you shoot her a look that screams ânot helpful, babe.â
âhmm. can you smile for me?â the request caught you slightly off guard and you paused for a moment, chancing a glance at your girlfriend. her expression almost made you burst out laughing; youâve never seen ellie look more aggravated. her eyebrows were raised in disbelief as she tries to make eye contact with abby to assert some form of control over the situation. when that doesnât work, she lets out a perplexed âdude!â
the bouncer continues to completely ignore her and focuses her gaze on you, her brow raised expectantly. you relent. anything to get out of this line quicker. theyâre playing your favorite song for fuck sake, and the longer youâre stood out here the higher the likelyhood ellie will change her mind about the night. so you beam up at her, flashing your best smile and abbyâs stoic expression finally cracks into a grin of her own.
âyeah, thereâs them pretty dimples. get in there baby.â abby motions into the bar with a wink. against your better judgment, you canât help feeling flustered by the line. your mouth hangs open slightly as you stare up at her, rooted to the spot from the shock. youâre finally broken out of it by ellie shooting her a disgusted scowl and ushering you into the darkness of the bar. you try to school your expression before she notices the dopey smile spread wide across your face.
#the last of us#wlw#ellie williams x reader#lesbian#abby anderson x reader#tlou2#tlou#bouncer!abby#ellie x reader#ellie tlou#abby x reader#rivalry#ellabs#ellie x abby x reader
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đď¸ star-crossed lovers ă č嚸ăŞćäşş ă âŚ
summâŠry While collabing with your girl group and Enhypen for a special stage, forbidden feelings spark between you and the main dancer upon dorming together
pâŠiring idol!niki x popstar!reader ⊠requested âŠ
-> PART 2 HERE
genre band au, fluff, secret romance cw swearing, mild bullying, the word âsexyâ like once, kissing, girl drama, reader is younger than Niki wc 4.4k
âUgh,â Serenity groaned as the hairstylist applied yet another thick layer of chocolate brown hair dye to her scalp.
âThis gig better bring in some serious bank, because never in my life would I willingly collab with those overrated wannabes,â she exclaimed, taking a frustrated sip from her vanilla latte.
âHey, people used to call us wannabe's, too, you know,â Haerin said quietly as she tucked her hands under the UV light.
âYeah, you should be more mature about this, Serenity... like I always say, professionalism triumphs pride," you added, only half-engaged in the conversation as a certain online article caught your attention.
As the band leader, you were always in charge of everything, so Serenity and Haerin were used to you talking to them this way...
âIâm just glad that we're getting exposure,â Haerin smiled, thinking of the countless nights you and your group spent practicing routines and writing songs for auditions, "it's not often that artists like us get opportunity's to perform internationally."
âFor real,â Serenity cheered, âRiot Grrlz for the win!â
The three of you put your hands out to make a circle, âRiot Grrlz for life,â Haerin exclaimed, forgetting that her nails hadn't fully dried yet.
"Whoops," she giggled, just as Jade, the oldest of your group, made her way from the bathroom.
âWhat took you so long in there?â Serenity asked cheekily, âI thought we were gonna have to call the fire department.â
âHa ha, very funny,â Jade returned, taking a seat beside Haerin so she could get her nails done, too.
âYou were talking to the enemy, werenât you,â Serenity accused.
âNo, Ren, I didnât go behind your back and sell my soul to the devil for fame.â
âNot that enemy,â Serenity grinned, âI'm talking about Mr. Six Foot Moon Eyes.â
âOooooo,â Haerin amused, pulling your attention away from your phone.
âUgh, let it up guys. My crush on Sunghoon is long gone, especially now that weâre gonna be working together. Besides, I would never act so recklessly over romance.â
âWho said anything about reckless romance,â you teased, unintentionally giving Jade a full view of the article your were reading on your phone.
"Nobody,â she began, âbut Iâm surprised you even heard that over all your internet-stalking.â
You were scrolling through a K-Pop news feed when you came across a post.
It was titled: "Enhypen Rumored By Netizens To Be Collabing With THIS Rookie Western Girl Group."
"Shush," you whisper-yelled at Jade, "unless youâre trying to get our record deals pulled!"
Just last week, your management team made you and your group sign a contract of secrecy, swearing silence regarding unpublicized business projects and associations: this included your upcoming collab with Enhypen that Jade nearly just spoiled.
Although, in all honesty, the blog's use of the word "rookie" bothered you more than potentially breaking any contract rules.
"Relax, boss, it's practically a ghost town in here," Jade defended, drawing your attention to the near vacant salon space.
Ding.
It was an email from your manager.
He wanted to inform you all that your chauffeur would be ready around 2:45am to bring you guys to the airport.
"Jeez," you mumbled to yourself, "looks like I'm not getting much sleep tonight."
âShit,â Serenity whined, âI havenât even made enough time to brush up on my Korean yet!â
âLuckily me and Haerin here are bilingual baddies,â Jade giggled, giving the cat-eyed girl a fist punch.
âAhh, watch my nails!!â
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Your company's fashion crew was experimenting with different concepts, assigning each of your members an individual color to permanently represent: Serenity was teal, Jade was purple, Haerin was white, and you were pink.
Some time passed, an you and your group arrived in South Korea around 3:00pm.
Thanks to the fashion tech your management team hired, it wasn't obvious that you and the girls had been in and out of sleep for the past 13 hours.
You couldn't help but stalk the headlines about your group, as rumors about your Enhypen collab continued to spread like wildfire.
So much for swearing silence and secrecy, you thought to yourself.
South Korean pop media had already seemed to build a vendetta against your group, given that you were young, talented, and most importantly, from the states. The xenophobia of most K-netizens was disheartening at best, but you understood that hate was a part of success.
Besides, you were living the dream of many engenes at the moment â most of them would sell their siblings to be in your shoes right now.
âAhh! This is unreal!!â Jade cheered excitedly in the back of the limousine. You guys had just left the airport around thirty minutes ago, after getting past the pesky crowd of paparazzi.
âI know right? Korean McNuggets slap way harder than back home,â Haerin added while munching on the salty snack.
âDon't get too comfy, Rinnie. We will leave you here,â Serenity joked.
You hadn't even realized the radio was playing until a certain guitar riff blared from the ceiling speakers.
"Oh hell no," Serenity immediately cringed, covering her ears as you, Jade, and Haerin exchanged knowing look, bringing imaginary microphones to your mouths in unison.
It was Enhypen's song Blessed-Cursed, Jayâs voice singing "We go!" over the radio.
"Go, go, go, go, go, go, GO!!" The three of you cheered, obnoxiously dancing to the choreo while sitting.
Memories of your group (minus Serenity) binge watching music videos at sleepovers resurfaced in your mind.
Usually, you'd only listen to throwback hits like Britney Spears or Rihanna, mostly because Rnb and Pop beats inspired your own art.
Still and all, Blessed-Cursed was one video that the three of you fell in love, way before your upcoming collab was even a thought.
"Don't get mad when I start recording you clowns," Serenity threatened, thoroughly amused by your behavior.
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Upon arriving outside the Hybe Building, a trio of body guards guided you and your girls to an office room where the seven boys stood awkwardly around a large table.
Part of you still couldn't believe this was all actually happening, despite it being right in front of you.
âHello! We are Enhypen,â Jungwon bowed as the guards exited the room.
Jay visibly cringed at his leaders words, âI promise we were told to introduce ourselves like that. Please donât judge us.â
âWell, uhm⌠H-hi,â you stuttered, feeling a bit nervous, âWe are the Riot Grrlz. Itâs a pleasure being able to work with you all.â
Niki, the tallest of the boys, caught your attention immediately as he greeted you with a peace sign.
Was he always this cute?, you thought to yourself.
Thatâs when a lady dressed in all black barged through the glass door on the other side of the room.
âSorry to interrupt⌠well, not really. Me and the Enhypen boys are already well familiar with each other, but you ladies can call me Kim,â she greeted, waltzing into the office as if owning the place.
She was a fast talker, so you knew youâd have to pay attention to what she was saying or else you might miss something.
âI hope you made use of each others time and gathered everyoneâs names? Phone numbers?â
âWe were just in the middle of that before you came in, Miss Kim,â Sunoo clarified.
âVery well then. You have a total of 15 minutes to lock in dorming arrangements. As youâll see on this clipboard hereâŚâ
She paused mid-sentence, holding the clipboard dumbly.
âGod, can one of you take this thing already?â
âOh- sorry,â Heeseung chuckled nervously, taking the clipboard from the fiery woman.
âAs I was saying, there are four rooms for the eleven of you to somehow divide. And no, just because youâre all hormonal young adults, none of you get a free pass to break the no-dating rule.â
âNo-dating rule? What is this, a detention center,â Serenity mumbled.
Kim cleared her throat, feigning a smile as she glared at Serenity with narrowed eyes, âThis is a place of utmost professionalism, Princess Land of The Free. If you have a problem adhering to the rules in place here, you are more than welcome to leave.â
âA-and after that? The fifteen minutes, I mean,â Haerin blurted out shyly.
âAll of you will meet back in the main lobby, where you will be guided accordingly.â
Miss Kim turned of her black boots, beelining to the door with powerful strides, âThe timer starts nowâ she called out, closing the door behind her.
And with that began your group discussion of rooming arrangements. Unfortunately, though, things didnât get off to a particularly nice start.
âAre you effing kidding me?â Serenity asked rudely, screwing her eyes toward a now annoyed Heeseung, âWhy can't we just get separate hotel rooms?!?â
âLook, there's no perfect way to go about this," he sighed, crossing out the roommate pairs you all had just agreed on. "So you either humble yourself, or sleep in the bathtub for the next two weeks."
âReally guys, the math is simple,â Jake started, âThereâs eleven of us and only four rooms to choose from. Nine of us will be divided in groups of three, and the remaining two will share the last room together.â
"Cool! Me, ____, and Jade can share the first room together!" Haerin obliged with a smile.
"Perfect, and where will I go?" Serenity questioned, mocking Haerin's excitement.
"The bathtub, right?" Jay teased, provoking Serenity to argue with him.
Meanwhile, you attempted to make peace with everyone willing to listen, âGuys, I agree with Jake. We need to make a decision quickly before Kim gets back.â
âRight. Everyone in favor of room number 1, provide a show of hands,â Heeseung said, Jay and Jake raising their hands with him.
"And for room 2?" Jungwon initiated, raising his hand with Jade and Haerin.
A pout formed on Jade's face once she realized that Sunghoon wasn't in the same pair as her.
"3's the magic number, I guessâŚ" Sunghoon offered, Serenity raising her hand with him.
Now it was just you, Sunoo, and Niki remaining.
"I'll group with 3, too. All of our name's start with "S," so it just makes sense that way," Sunoo joined shyly.
"Welp, now that leaves the final room for me and..."
"Me..." Niki spoke with a deep voice, flashing a mysterious half-smile-half-smirk that you knew would haunt your mind later.
"Me and me... the odd one's out! Wow, that's actually perfect!" Jake cheered just as the lady in black strut back in.
âTimes up,â she said, taking the clipboard from Heeseung to analyze the finalized dorming plans.
âHmm, interesting,â she mumbled to herself, tucking the clipboard under her arm.
You all made your way down to the main lobby, just as Kim instructed.
One of the security guards mentioned that Hybe suggested a dinner outing for your group and Enhypen as a way to end the night before you started work the next day⌠or maybe it was mostly a way to officially confirm the rumors about your collab.
Upon arriving, everyone sat at separate tables, divided according to who they agreed to room with.
Although Niki seemed quiet at first, you and him were giggling the babies the entire time you ate.
âPoor Jungwon. Heâs gonna be sandwiched between Jade and Haerin for the next two weeks, his biggest fans,â you joked.
âNah, Sunghoon and Sunoo have it way worse. Serenityâs attitude is enough to send me running,â Niki chuckled, shaking his head.
"Speaking of running, how come you were appointed leader over your group even though youâre a baby," Niki teased.
"Not you baby-shaming me! I was born in 06', you've barely got any experience on me."
"I've had an entire YEAR to catch up on things, for your information."
"Things like what? Potty training?"
"Pfft, probably..." he replied, going quiet for a second before continuing, "If you ever need help, though, I donât mind practicing with you after hours.â
"Sounds like fun, but that might be past my bedtime," you pouted playfully, taking one of the fries off his plate.
"Hmm."
"Hmm what?"
"Nothing, I just didn't take you as the type to follow rules," he smirked, taking a sip from his soda.
"I guess it depends on what rules we're breaking. Whether itâs worth it or not."
"So rule breaking is a âweâ thing now, huh?"
"Probably..." you smiled, the cool breeze of the foreign air sending shivers down your spine.
Or maybe that had something to do with Niki?
Before you knew it, it was time to head back to your dorms for the night. You knew rehearsals in South Korea were taken a lot more seriously than where you're from, so you needed all the rest you could get.
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Day one was easy.
The main focus was recording voice samples in the studio, experimenting with different harmonies, and training your vocals as needed.
Now you were on day two, which started with a quick vocal session, leading into the dance rehearsal warm-up right after. After stretching, the studio was split in half, girls taking the left side and boys taking the right.
You all wore numbers on your back. This way, there wouldnât be any confusion when any of your were being called.
Niki was assigned number eleven, and you had number one.
According to Jake, the numbers were disseminated based on skill level, and out of the 11 of you, that made Niki first place⌠and you the very last.
As rehearsals went on, your placement was proving to be true.
You were struggling to keep up with the choreography and it was really starting to bug you.
"Are you feeling okay," Niki asked as you sighed for what sounded like the hundredth time.
"Yea, I'm fine, itâs just this footwork is a bit tricky," you admitted.
âAww, the smallest number for our most inexperienced contributor,â Serenity teased, making a pass at both your age and inability to get this one move right.
âI may be the youngest out of all of us, but I was appointed head over our group for a reason,â you snapped back.
âYea⌠and it still shocks me to this day,â she mumbled, Jade and Haerin pausing to listen now.
You scoffed at her ignorance, putting your hands on your hips, âAs if you could lead the Riot Grrlz any better.â
Serenity gave you a look that made you wanna drop here right there in front of everyone.
You never understood why she always had an attitude over the simplest things, and given the current work setting, your tolerance for her bull crap was at an all time low.
âRight, the Riot Grrlz. âRookie Western Girl Group,â huh? And you expect me to be proud of that?â
âWith pride of lionesses, of course,â Jade pitched in, leaning down to fasten her shoelaces.
âWe should really keep working on our routine, guys,â Haerin mumbled quietly, causing the raging brunette diva to roll her eyes.
Meanwhile, the boys seemed to be getting along rather well with their part of the routine, completely blind to the chaos brewing at their left.
And by the boys, I mean all of them except Niki and Jake, who were both too distracted by your girl drama.
Way to go embarrassing myself again, you thought to yourself
âYouâre new to this sort of training, arenât you,â Jake asked curiously.
âWhat, did my shitty dance moves give it away?â
You know it wasnât Jakeâs fault, but you were started to doubt your abilities as an artist and performer.
Even Serenity felt as though you were letting your group down.
âYouâre not a shitty dancer, ____,â Niki answered, walking closer to you.
âYeah, Nikiâs right. You shouldnât put so much pressure on yourself,â Jake added.
âExactly! Just focus on your strengths,â Serenity pitched in, âyour vocals, for example. You might ruin the dance routine, but at least youâll save all the high notes with Heeseung.â
It was clear that you and Niki were equally fed up with Serenityâs toxicity.
âOkay, can everybody clear out for a moment," Niki clapped, causing everyone to back up against the walls almost instantly.
He pulled you by the hand, turning you to face him as he called out to Sunoo, "Put on a random dance track, real quick. Something upbeat, please."
âGotcha!â
Turning back to you, Niki took your chin in his hand, making your eyes meet his. âJust follow my lead, okay?â He whispered, taking off the bracelet he wore before sliding it on your wrist, âDo you trust me?â
âNiki...â you started, not sure of what he was trying to do.
âI need you to feel the music, ____. Let it control you," he said, stepping away as a short remix of "Buttons" by the Pussycat Dolls blared from the radio.
You could hear an amused Serenity and Sunghoon chuckle a bit at Sunooâs choice of song, but Niki remained serious.
His gaze met the ground before he started freestyling to the song, letting his mind and body get used to the rhythm as he flowed to the beat. You stood awkwardly beside him, not feeling up to dance at the moment.
He caught sight of you standing and nudged your shoulder, "Loosen up, ____," he smiled, finally starting to feel the song himself.
You started by mirroring his movements at first, adding a few steps to make it fit your own style more.
"See? Now you're getting it," he encouraged again, pulling you toward him so you could dance together.
Your friends and the boys cheered you and Niki on while you two danced as if choreographed.
The track ended with Niki's had on your waist, both of your chests heaving from all the action.
Haerin's jaw dropped as she struggled to find the right words or any words to say, âThat wasâŚâ
âSexy!â Heeseung smirked while playfully fanning himself, making Niki turn his face in embarrassment.
You could feel your own face getting hot now, too, especially with everyone staring.
"Relax, Rinnie, you're acting like you've never seen a guy dance with a girl before," Jade chuckled.
"N-not... n-never like THAT,â Haerin said with a shocked face, â____, you're amazing!"
"Thanks," you smiled shyly, eyes falling back the bracelet Niki put around your wrist.
"Keep it... it's a good luck charm," he replied softly.
"Alright, alright. You guys can loosen up each other's buttons on your own time," Serenity snapped, interrupting everyone's gawking.
"Right... On second thought, itâs time for our break," Jay called, handing you and Niki a rag for your sweat.
"Great job, you guys. See you in 20," Jungwon added.
"Come on, girls," you chirped, picking up your gym bag as you took a sip from your water jug, heading towards the studio exit.
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The rest of the day continued according to your work schedule. One vocal practice followed the other as the initially difficult routine felt more natural with each retake.
You also made a stop by Hybe's fashion team, getting your measurements taken so they could design your outfit for the upcoming stage.
Although this was a work trip, you were having a blast in Korea so far. You liked getting to work with the new people and trying different foods. You especially liked being roomies with Niki.
He was super talented, chill, yet flirty at the same time.
No wonder his fans go so crazy over him, you thought to yourself.
âHey, ____,â Niki called out, jogging to catch up as you made your way from the dance studio after going back to get the pair of headphones you forgot near the water cooler.
âI wanna show you somethingâŚ,â he announced, âWell, a thing I like to do.â
âMhm, and whatâs that?â You asked playfully.
He chuckled, âJust a thing that I canât get away with while in idol mode. My secret escape... Are you interested?â
You meditated on his words before answering, considering the early curfew outlined by both your managers, and how it was already 8:00 at night, âItâs getting pretty late, you know⌠Is it gonna take long?â
He giggled again, this time leaning into you. âOnly if youâre indecisive.â
The sounds of your sneakers tapping against the shiny tiled floors bounced off the hallway walls.
Like you said, girls would sell souls to be in your shoes right now: thereâs no way you were gonna pass up on a chance to hang out with NikiâŚ
A chance to explore this reckless romance.
âOk, letâs go, but we have to be back by midnight,â you agreed.
âOk, Cinderella. Weâre not too far from where I wanna show you,â he beamed, fighting the urge to hold your hand as you followed him out of the Hybe Building, clashing into the night.
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The place was reminiscent of a skate park, graffitied ramp-like walls cupping you and Niki in the surface of the arena.
There were a few other people present, but they seemed more wrapped up in their own little worlds to even look your wayâŚ
The moon shined behind the thin clouds of the sky, basking you and Nikiâs skin with an ethereal glow.
âThis is it!â He gestured with open arms, âmy secret escape.â
You tucked your hands in your pockets as it was a bit cold out, âA shared secret place?â You corrected, pointing out the tiny groups of people hanging around.
Niki pushed the hoodie from over his head, revealing his two-toned mane, âI guess you could say that⌠theyâre all idols, here. Just like me. They get why I do this.â
âWhy you do what,â you inquired, stepping over a few random rocks that decorated the path.
âWhy I dance,â he answered almost immediately, looking you in the eyes, âfor myself.â
He took a few steps away from you, swaying to the music that rippled from one of the mystery peopleâs carry-radios.
Like earlier, you mirrored his moves at first, adding your own adjustments based on intuition.
Feeling.
You had so many more questions to ask, but in this moment, you focused on Niki and the way he moved.
The small groups of people developed into a crowd within a matter of seconds, joining you and Niki along with the music.
Although everyone was doing their own thing, in a strange way if felt harmonious.
Some people danced calmly, others were more wild. Either way, you were starting to understand what Niki meant.
Being able to express yourself away from prying eyes, scornful comments, flashing cameras, or a number 1 sign on your back was invigorating.
The music was still going when Niki grabbed your hand and pulled you to the side, a soft look taking over his features.
âKiss me,â he whispered, staring into your eyes.
âW-what?â
âI just need to know that what Iâm feeling right now is real.â
You took his face in your hands, trying to make yourself feel more in control of the situation, âNiki, I donât think we should do this. Your manager outlined pretty strict rules.â
He paused before responding, âRemember what you said at the restaurant the first day we met?â
His grip on your hands remained delicate despite how strongly he felt for you.
âAbout us breaking rules together⌠only if itâs worth it.â
âExactly,â he smiled, leaning in, âI knew they didnât call you a riot girl for nothing.â
His lips connecting with yours like a puzzle piece, both your hearts fluttering as if theyâd grown butterfly wings.
You felt like your world was spinning at twice its original speed, but at the same time, the moment felt still.
Niki tilted his head, deepening the kiss as he braced a hand at your waist, pulling you closer before finally letting go.
âI like you, ____. Like, a lot,â he confessed, taking in the dreamy expression displayed on your face.
Your mind went blank.
âSay something? Please,â he urged, taking your hands in his.
A smile wavered over your features as you kissed him back on the lips, feeling as though you both stopped breathing for a moment.
âI like you too, Niki. But isnât this pretty risky?â
âYou said so yourself, risks donât count if itâs worth it,â he nearly whispered.
âWell,â you began, still holding onto him, âif weâre gonna do this, it has to stay between us⌠no one else can find out.â
And just like that, you were now secretly dating your roommate / coworker / Enhypenâs main dancer and maknae / one of K-popâs most sought after It-Boyâs, all in a three days.
Great.
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You and Niki made it back to you dorm rooms undetected. It seemed like everyone else was either too tired or too busy to notice that you two were out for so long.
Unlocking the door to as quietly as possible, you and Niki took light steps, trying not to disturb anyone or draw attention to yourselves.
Once the door was closed, you both bust out in a fit of laughter for reasons you didnât understand nor cared to understand.
You didnât need a reason laugh when Niki was around⌠itâs kind of just something that started to happen over the last couple days.
âWhatâs your secret to performing so well?â You asked him, both laying face-up on the lower bunk bed together.
âHmm, I feel like nervousness is a strength. It pushes you to go forward in a senseâŚâ
âYeah⌠I get that. Sometimes, I feel like being calm is dangerous. It puts you in a safe space, when performing should be all about taking chances.â
âRight,â he agreed, resting a hand over his stomach, âSpeaking of chances, theyâre precious, you know? I never just assume Iâll get another opportunity to dance.â
âWhat do you mean by that?â
âLikeâŚâ he sighed, trying to find the right words, âEvery time I get on stage⌠in front of those lights⌠in front of my fans⌠I perform-â
âAs if itâs your lastâŚâ you answered for him.
âYeah, that,â he chuckled, running a hand through his hair, âYou know, itâs really nice talking to someone who gets me⌠the dancer part of me.â
âOf course, itâs really nice talking to you, too, Niki,â you smiled softly.
Breaking the calmness of the moment, he sat up in his elbows, meeting your face.
âTop or bottom?â He asked, referring to where you wanted to sleep for the night.
You crawled over his body, climbing into the upper bunk of the bed and laying down to finally rest.
âGood night, number 11,â you teased, snuggling into the mattress.
âRest well, number 1. Big day tomorrow.â
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sucking plug!Sevikaâs dick (real or fake i ainât complaining) in the car after we smoked together⌠sighhhhhhh iâll do anything for her
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men and minors dni
the music is turned down low, the car is filled with smoke and the soft light of dusk. sevika's sitting back in her reclined driver's seat, giggling at some dumb joke she'd made, and her shirt's ridden up a bit, revealing a strip of her waist.
she looks delicious.
you take the final drag off the joint, then toss it out the cracked window beside you before turning your body and attention toward your girlfriend. "we got any more deliveries tonight?" you ask, innocently reaching over the center console to grab her hand. she smirks at you, turning in her seat to face you.
"don't think so." she says. "why?"
you shrug, drawing circles on her hand. "i don't wanna distract you if we've got somewhere to be." you say. sevika grins.
"how're you gonna distract me?" she asks, waggling her eyebrows. you snort, and sevika grins, then pats her lap. you scramble over the center console but surprise her when you don't get in her lap, but sink to the floor between her legs instead. her eyes bulge out of her head and she gasps. "fuck, really?!" she asks, straightening up in her seat and whipping her head around to look out the windows.
there's nothing to be seen-- you're the only car in the whole lot, hidden behind your favorite little tree-- but it's cute how paranoid she is anyways. you giggle, pressing a kiss to her sweat-pant covered thigh and waiting for her to settle back down. "all clear out there, honey?" you tease.
she huffs, flicks your forehead fondly. "you're such a slut when you're high." she says, grinning. you bite her thigh and she giggles, and you grin when you speak.
"oh, it'll be a quick chill smoke sesh babe." you imitate sevika from earlier in the night. she giggles, and you tug at her waistband, getting a glimpse of her cock. "then you show up fuckin' hard packing. and somehow i'm the slut?" you ask.
sevika just giggles and shrugs. "maybe i just know you well enough to know you get needy when you're high." she suggests, bending down to kiss your lips. "maybe i know how much you like havin' my cock in your mouth."
you shiver, and sevika smirks against you before leaning back in her chair. you quickly pull her dick out out of her pants, and both of you moan as it flops out.
she's wearing both of your favorite dick-- she likes it because it's so lifelike, you like it because it stretches you no matter where she's putting it. in your cunt, in your mouth, even your hand can't reach its base all the way.
you don't waste time before ducking down and spitting on her dick, pumping it a few times.
you've been dating for almost a year, and by far one of your favorite things you'vee discovered about her in that year is that she gets off on you touching her straps just as much as you touching her cunt. if not more.
when you touch her cunt, she's all moans and stuttered half sentences. but when it's her cock-- she's still got the clarity of mind to spew filthy shit to you. like now.
"fuck-- fuckin' love your mouth on me honey." she whines as you start bobbing your mouth up and down the first few inches of her cock. "yeah, baby, get it all nice 'n messy for me." she groans as your drool starts escaping your lips, coating the remainder of her cock you've yet to fit in your throat.
you'll get there.
for now, you focus on steadily stroking her base, bobbing your head at the tip, making a sufficiently drooly mess of her. sevika loves messes. which is a good thing, because her sweat pants-- bunched around the base of her dick-- are growing damp with a puddle of your spit.
"i love you so much, baby, shit, look at you go-- fuckin' me so well."
"mmhngg" you grunt around her. she groans.
"yeah honey, take it." fuck, her words do something to you. you sink down a few more inches, almost reaching her base, choking and sputtering. she growls, reaching up to press you down the final few inches, your nose pressed against her pelvis as you gag around her. "there you go-- that's it baby, fuck!"
sevika pulls you off and you gasp, she shoves her tongue in your mouth before you can even clean up the drool on your chin. you hum against her.
"you're so fuckin' hot." she whispers against your lips. you giggle, reaching between the two of you to continue jerking her off as she rambles against your lips. "y' look so pretty-- your eyes all pink and cryin' as you choke on my cock-- fuck, look at the pretty stain you left on my dick." she mutters, gesturing down at the pretty ring of pink lipgloss at the base of her dick. you giggle.
"'s on your lips too, y'know." you say. she grins.
"and my cheeks?" she asks. you pull away enough to inspect her, and burst into laughter when you find you've stained her entire face with your bright lipstick.
"yep." you assure. "didn't miss a spot." you promise. she grins.
"good." she shifts her hips a bit, and you giggle, knowing what she wants but wanting to hear her ask for it. "take your shirt off." she demands. you snort.
"you first." her shirt's in the backseat before you can finish your sentence. you giggle, and then raise your arms, letting her strip you. she sighs when your tits are free, reaching forward to give them each a nice squeeze before sitting back in her chair.
"alright. back to it." she says, smacking her thighs. you giggle.
"no please?"
sevika rolls her eyes, then grunts. "please."
you grin, then duck forward and take her down all in one go. sevika gasps, her hips jolting in the chair, and you choke around her cock for a second as she tries to get her humping under control.
"i'm-- you're so-- fuck you feel so fuckin' good." she whines. you moan as you start bobbing your head again, one of sevika's hands holding your hair out of your face, the other holding the 'oh shit' bar on the roof.
you reach one of your hands up to press just underneath the strap, right against her cunt through her sweats as you continue to bob your head on her cock. she whimpers, "oh!" and her hand comes flying down for her to bite her knuckles as she starts to cum. "mmmbaby!" she squeals, thrusting her hips up and choking you just a little more as she cums.
you pull off with a gasp, spit soaking your neck and chin, tears running down your cheeks as you try to catch your breath. sevika's giggling and grinning at you, reaching up to help you wipe the mess on your face clean. "good?" you ask, kissing her palm. she bursts into another round of giggles at this.
"come up here." she hooks her arms under your armpits and pulls you up into your lap, nuzzling against your face. "i love you." she mumbles. you kiss her temple.
"love you too. is my makeup a mess?"
"you cried some of your eyelashes off." sevika giggles. you groan, and she gently pinches your ass. "now... you want me to fuck you in the backseat or take you home and fuck you in bed?" she asks. you giggle and consider your options.
"if we go home, we can take those fuckin'... arousal edibles you were talking about earlier." you whisper. sevika grins, then launches forward to kiss you so suddenly your back hits the horn.
you both jump as the car lets out a 'beep!' in the abandoned lot. then, you both burst into giggles. "you're so fuckin' smart and so fuckin' hot-- how'd i get so lucky?" she asks you as you crawl into the passenger seat.
"well-- you lemme smoke a whole lotta weed for free, that was a pretty good start." you joke as she starts the car. she snorts, and you reach over, tucking her hair behind her ear. "also... y'know. you're gorgeous." you say, shrugging. sevika grins, stops the car in the middle of the abandoned lot, and darts over the center console to kiss you. you hum against her lips, then smack her shoulder. "c'mon drive! you need to get me home."
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One makes him up, so the other can break him down.
This is a little terrifying but hello!! Posted my first fic on ao3!! I would've saved the illustrations for the fic's eyes only, but I'm too happy with them haha. Hope you'll still go on to read regardless!!
As always, my thoughts and progress, since I can't help myself:
I'm soooooo proud of these. I never ever really do dramatic lighting, so I'm really surprised that I pulled it off.
It's surreal actually posting this because for a while, I've thought about how if I ever post a fic, I'll have to make illustrations too because I can't do anything not full force. Look at me now! I'm shocked. Also didn't think I'd finish it tonight, but here it sits before you nevertheless(though as always, I'm writing this past my bedtime before class, time efficient as always.) So with that being said, here are some notes, though if I had known I'd be writing this so soon, I would've prepared more lol.
First of all, I hope it's clear both of these are Mark's perception. Gah, the fact that his face is the only one you can see clearly. The first is obviously him unwillingly fantasizing about what exactly went down last night.
Aghhhhh the difference in colors and settings of the two drawings is so important to me. The warmth and intimacy of the bed behind curtains in the first one, and the coldness and openess of the second. It's so clear Mark feels like he's been distanced, like he's been ousted. It's like he's been thrown outside on a cold winter's day, no longer able to feel the heat from the comfortable warm stove inside.
Mark was probably assigned to Seb bcs he has a much greater appreciation for the Spanish etiquette, which Seb has very little interest in. He'll abide by it when he absolutely has to. But he's just a very non-typical Emperor. People find it charming so it's not a public death sentence for him, but it is an issue. Thus, Mark is there to keep him in line. Though important to note that when Fernando, who has an equal if not greater respect for the showmanship of etiquette, realizes Mark is interested in that as well, they start warming up to each other.
The inherent disrespect of Fernando just. Throwing Seb's clothing onto the floor. Meanwhile he probably took like, 20 minutes folding his up(that's what Seb was gonna tell Mark at the end of the fic.) Borderline ripping off Seb's clothes only to edge him. Its not even like the ripping off the clothes is because of passion or anything, he's deliberately being an asshole. Don't worry Nandl, Seb's turned on by it!
So sorry to marknando fans if their dynamic feels like a complete 180 haha. Its not like I'm like, they actually hate each other!! It's just their relationship under completely different circumstances. They're like two dogs in a dog fight, they don't have any real reason to hate each other, but they're put against each other regardless. They don't understand their hatred, just know that they have it and that they're supposed to have it. The inherent hatred the mistress has for the spouse, and vice versa. If they actually were able to talk without barriers, they'd realize they actually get along pretty well. They kinda just hate each other because of their respective relationships to Seb. And then there's Seb who's mostly completely oblivious to his effect, though of course plays with it a bit.
Seb's marriage completely recontextualizes their relationship in Mark's eyes. Though there's something incredibly sado-masochistic about the way he can't blame Seb for it at all. He's a loyal dog after all. But when it was just them, he was obviously Seb's main companion and lover. Seb definitely slept with people on the side, but Mark brushed that off: 1. Bcs its very period typical. 2. He was the main, they were the side, what more needs to be said! But now *he's* the side piece, and is left wondering if their relationship was down to proximity alone. Not to pull a Mark and completely excuse Seb, but it's not. Just very different perceptions of love and relationships. And again, as I've mentioned before, he was raised to always be the most important person in the room, so he obviously has very different understandings, especially since he's always the center.
NANDL!!!!!! In my Habsburg book I've been reading lately, they randomly referred to one of them affectionately as "Nandl" and it's stuck in my head ever since. Can we start a movement to canonize that as an official Fernando nickname? I'm sooooo fond of it, I litrally ended the fic that way just so I could shoehorn that nickname in.
Speaking of the ending. It was really tough, I almost wanted to have Fernando burst in, looking for his ring, and then coming across whatever that is. But I didn't want to disrupt their moment anymore, it felt cruel. Though shame I couldn't mention that the reason why Seb's pants are nowhere to be found is because Fernando accidentally put them on and didn't realize till he was out of the room.
*I FORGOT TO POINT OUT ONE OF MY FAVORITE PARTS! Truly the danger of writing a post while falling asleep. There's something so incredibly funny to me the way they're talking so refined and then Seb just throws out: "that guy." It's a way to show his own disrespect of Fernando, not even using his name, implying he's just some guy(nur ein Kerl.) I laughed writing it cause it reminds me of the random dry humor anecdotes I've read lately.
#GAAAHHH WHY DO I ALWAYS WRITE THESE WHEN I START FEELING SLEEP DIZZY#haha anyways. first fic!!! so terrified icl#i really cant tell if this makes sense or appeals to anyone but me#BUT I LIKE IT AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS#im ngl i started feeling way too existential and self critical of it so i somehow pushed myself to finish it despite#working on it w a lot of delay and fuss for the month prior#yay for being anxious and self hating i guess....?#waugh anyways please reblog/comment and let me know what you think!!!!!!!#im desperate to know how others perceive this slddsfjls#though im a little scared this fic is too mean LOL#f1#formula 1#mark webber#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#catie.art.#boy king au#sebmark#martian#vettonso
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uno â ft. katsuki bakugo
the living room of the ua dorms was unusually calm for a friday night. katsuki bakugo sat cross-legged on the floor, back against the couch, eyes trained on the uno cards in his hands like they held the secret to life. across from him, y/n sat with a grin on their face, their own cards fanned out expertly in one hand. the rest of the class 1-a students were either hanging out in their rooms or off doing their own thing, leaving the space feeling cozy, almost intimate.
âyou look like youâre planning a battle strategy, bakugo,â y/n teased, drawing a card and placing it in the growing pile between them. it was a blue reverse.
bakugo grunted, eyes flicking up to them briefly. his usual scowl was in place, but there was something different in his expression tonight. âshut up. iâm gonna win this. you wonât even see it coming.â
y/n raised an eyebrow, amused by his intensity. they had to admit, even when bakugo was being competitive and grumpy, there was something about him that drew them in. theyâd developed a crush on him without even realizing it, but they hid it well behind their usual banter. after all, bakugo wasnât the type to get caught up in feelings, and they didnât want to risk ruining what they had.
bakugo, on the other hand, had his own dilemma. he would never admit itânot even to himselfâbut playing this game with y/n had become a weird sort of ritual, something he looked forward to after long days of training. they werenât like the other extras. they didnât cower in fear or kiss up to him. they challenged him. he hated how it made his heart race in a way that had nothing to do with adrenaline.
he slapped down a red draw four card, looking smug. âtake that.â
y/n groaned dramatically, reaching for four new cards. âyouâre evil, you know that?â
âyeah, yeah,â bakugo muttered, but his lips twitched slightly, almost like he was fighting a smile. âdonât act like you didnât see it coming.â
as the game went on, their playful back-and-forth continued. y/n would groan whenever bakugo made a brutal move, and bakugo would make snide comments about their strategy, but beneath it all, there was an undercurrent of something unspoken. something neither of them had the courage to acknowledge just yet.
it wasnât until y/n, smirking, placed their final cardâa blue uno wildâthat the moment shifted. âuno,â they said, eyes twinkling. âand i win.â
bakugoâs eyes widened in disbelief. he stared at the stack of cards and then at y/n, mouth open as if he couldnât believe what just happened. âwhat?! you⌠how?!â
y/n leaned back with a satisfied grin. âtold you i had a strategy. maybe next time you should pay more attention instead of glaring at your cards so hard.â
he scowled, but there was no real venom in it. if anything, there was a flicker of admiration in his gaze. âwhatever. donât get cocky.â
y/n laughed and stretched out their legs, nudging bakugoâs foot with their own. âguess that makes me the reigning champ now.â
bakugo felt his face heat up at the touch. he was grateful for the dim lighting in the room because the last thing he needed was y/n seeing him blush like an idiot. he could handle battles, villains, and challenges of all kinds, but dealing with the way his chest tightened when y/n looked at him? that was a whole different story.
before he could stop himself, the words slipped out. âyouâre lucky i let you win.â
y/n raised an eyebrow. âoh? let me?â
he grumbled, not sure why he was even talking at this point. âyeah, next time, iâll crush you.â
y/n smiled softly, their teasing tone dropping slightly as they said, âiâll be looking forward to it, bakugo.â
for a moment, neither of them moved. the warmth between them felt a little more noticeable now, and bakugoâs mind raced as he tried to figure out what that look in y/nâs eyes meant. it wasnât until they stood up and stretched, breaking the tension, that he snapped back to himself.
âwell, i should probably head to bed,â y/n said with a yawn. âthanks for the game, bakugo.â
bakugo grunted in response, watching them gather their things and head for the stairs. just as they reached the door, y/n turned back with a playful smile.
âsame time tomorrow?â
bakugo felt his chest tighten again. he looked away, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible. âyeah. whatever.â
y/n chuckled and disappeared down the hall, leaving bakugo alone in the living room, staring at the scattered uno cards. he let out a frustrated sigh, running a hand through his hair.
âdamn itâŚâ he muttered, but there was no real anger in his voice. maybe he had let them win. maybe he just liked the excuse to spend more time with them. either way, tomorrow couldnât come soon enough.
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sweet and sour
pairing: suna rintarou x reader wc: 880 tags: fluff, fake dating, (real) jealousy, party setting ofc, reader wears makeup and is shorter than suna
Sometime last Wednesday, Suna Rintarou had discovered inner peace.
It had been after his last linear algebra exam, during his third consecutive hour of mourning, when it finally occurred to him that it didn't matter. Of course, it mattered in the sense that it would affect his GPA, and as a result, his job prospects, career, ability to be approved for a mortgage and become a homeowner, and of course his retirement. But in a more 'in the moment' sense, it didn't matter at all.
This was because, he'd rationalized, it had already happened and there was no use agonizing over it after the fact. And so, for a few short days, Suna abided by the belief that if he couldn't change something, he simply wouldn't bring himself to care about it.
So when you drag him into the tiny bathroom of someone's apartment with a swipe of glitter under your left eye and a frazzled expression on your pretty face, Suna is fully prepared to put his new philosophy into action.
The door shuts behind you, muffling the din of music and people and he tries not to think about how precariously close your drink is to the edge of the sink when you set it down.
"I need a favour," you begin, wringing your wrists as he tries not to fall backwards into the shower. It is, in fact, a very tiny bathroom.
"Nah," he replies, managing to right himself against the towel rack.
"'Nah'?" you repeat, jutting out your bottom lip. "But you don't even know what I'm going to ask."
He rationalizes that it can't be anything worth putting in the effort for. Therefore would it even make sense for him to hear you out? He thinks not.
However, as he eyes the door behind you, your face bobs into view, obstructing his path to escape.
"Please," you whine, dropping down from a tippy toe. "Just hear me out."
He glances once at his reflection in the mirror before his gaze slides up to the ugly white light on the ceiling.
"Fine."
"Yes," you exclaim, your elbow narrowly missing the cup. Suna looks away.
"Okay, so my ex is here with his new girlfriend," you begin, your hands moving fast, "and so I would really, really be so grateful if you could maybe, possibly, pretend that we're together."
He blinks. "Nah."
Your face falls. "But I'm gonna look like a loser out there."
He wonders if the glitter is supposed to draw attention to your eyes. If so, why just one side?
"That doesn't even make any sense," he says. "No one cares that you're single." After all, no one cares that he's single. Except for himself, sometimes, although, he's learning to let go of that.
You're pouting again. "I care. And I'm pretty sure that he cares. Chiharu said that he told the other guys on the soccer team that he was bringing her because he knew that I'd be here. Like, isn't that kind of fucked up?"
Something like irritation wriggles in his brain but he quickly shuts that down. After all, what can he really change about the situation? Even if he does pretend to be your boyfriend for tonight, your ex will continue to be a convincing piece of evidence that Neanderthals might still walk amongst modern humans. And even then, you'll still be hung up on him and things between you two will just stay the same. So why should he bother?
"I'm gonna pass," he says dryly, squeezing past you to get to the door. Your elbow brushes against the cup and it falls, clattering into the sink and splashing red liquid down the sides.
"Just tell him to go fuck himself or something," he shrugs, before twisting the doorknob. "Or just pretend he's not there at all."
"But Rin," you pout as he lets the chaos of the party flood into the small space, "I thought we were friends."
And you are friends, he thinks, as he shoulders his way back through the crowd. That's the problem.
That's the fucking problem.
So when he spots you, fifteen minutes later, with your back up to a wall and that Cro-Magnon specimen crowding you, he thinks it's finally time to seriously reconsider his philosophy.
And sometime in the five steps it takes to cross the room does he finally come to the conclusion that enlightenment just isn't for him.
"Hey, angel," he says as he turns you around to face him. Your lips are parted in surprise and the glitter reflects fuchsia and gold in the low light.
He's acutely aware that the two of you are not alone, but he can't bring himself to look away. Something like a second epiphany dawns on him.
"Sorry it took a while," he murmurs as he leans down to meet your gaze.
"But better late than never, right?"
Sometime last Wednesday, Suna Rintarou had discovered inner peace.
But right now, tonight, as you let him kiss you in front of all the people you know, he decides that inner peace is entirely overrated.
#haikyuu x reader#suna rintaro x reader#suna rintarou x reader#haikyuu x y/n#suna rintaro x y/n#from: linde
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So you want to die (but shouldn't do that)
A list of ways I force myself to keep going even when my entire body is on fire & my brain feels like it's going through a cheese grater
MAKE A PLAN WITH SOMEONE YOU ACTUALLY LIKE - Not a friend you have to gear yourself up to hang out with. A good friend, that will cost low spoons, and plan to do something you enjoy. Nothing extravagant that requires a lot of energy, and it doesn't even have to be in the imminent future. Make a dinner plan for next week and think about that lilac lemonade you've been wanting to make for them. Make a plan to hang out later this month and watch anime with your friend that's good at bullshitting and making you laugh. You won't want to do this when you can't imagine leaving your bed. Do it anyways.
DRAG YOUR EXHAUSTED ASS OUTSIDE - Dress in as many layers as you need or just wrapped in a blanket. Wear sunglasses and headphones if you need. Don't force yourself to do anything, except being outside for at least a few minutes. Sometimes it's cold and wet and all I can handle is walking out for a minute. Sometimes it's warmer and pleasant and now I'm exhausted slumped in the sun or under a pine tree instead of in a dark dirty (mine is anyways bc of the wanting to die and pain) room
VENT - Look I'm the master hypocrite. I run a disability group and I still haven't told pretty much anyone in my life I had to quit my job after my body broke down too far too fast. I advocate emotional vulnerability all day and will legitimately enact it constantly, about everything except how fucking miserable and hopeless and depressed and in pain and scared I am. You don't want to tell anyone because you're convinced they already hate you or are about to leave. I'm not gonna say you need to get over that tonight. But you gotta get it out of your head and your muscles and your body. You've gotta write or draw or splash paint (I will literally fingerpaint just colors sometimes) or hack up invasive plants or make poetry or cry to the person you do feel comfortable talking to. You've gotta get it out You've gotta get it out and also! If being honest about your life and difficulties does push people away fuck them!! Community is everything and that's something they never were, so it's space for something real
GO SOMEWHERE NEW AND BEAUTIFUL - This is one of the hardest things to do when depressed, but if helps so much when you can get yourself somewhere new & exciting and show your brain good things are still happening. For me, this looks like going to a new park, or science/art museum, or to see some pretty lights strung up for the holidays. Nowhere so crowded or busy it'll be too overwhelming, you just need to show your brain everything isn't awful static and get some dopamine pumping.
I'll keep adding to this because I'm full of too much spite and exhaustion and reluctant extreme caring so much to leave you all alone in this shithole
#depression#suicide#suicidal#chronic pain#disability#fatigue#cripplepunk#cpunk#i cant fix the body or mind being on fire but i can tell you the ways i pull myself#white knuckled and resentful and exhausted#on to the next day that isnt so fucking awful#madpunk
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Yandere!Senku headcanons
While Iâm on a little writing roll tonight, feast! Feast my long-starved fanbase! Not sure if Iâve written these before, but to celebrate the fourth season, Iâm gonna try to put out some more Dr. stone content. Probably nothing super lengthy, but some fun headcanons, at least, to feed you all. Which, yes! Includes Stano content once more! I might not be stuck on Dr. Stone, but I still love those two lol. And Senku, Senku is still my all-time favorite anime character so far, so he gets content first. Also, I personally think of Senku as somewhere on the asexual spectrum. So, you can read these headcanons as romantic or platonic as you wish. I left it a bit vague and open ended lol.
Senku is not very much of a fighter, letâs be so real.
Heâs very much the brains of any group. Physical fights are off of his table.
So, when it comes to him as a yandere, he relies more on drugs and maybe a bit of psychology to keep you under control.
This, in turn, makes him one of the hardest yanderes out of the dr. stone cast to escape.
Not because you canât outrun him, a fucking sloth has more stamina than this man. But, because of the fact that you either wonât have the mental capacity to think of escape, or the willpower to break the toxic cycle.
A more belligerent or intimidating yandere like, say, Stanley Snyder, is easier to pinpoint as toxic. If someone hits you, or is scary, you can easily draw a line and cut the cord when you get the chance.
With someone whoâs more emotionally aggressive, who doesnât hurt nor scare you, itâs harder to realize the malice they bring to your life. And, itâs harder to keep emotions out of it and cut all ties.
And that second type is where Senku excels.
Backhanded insults to break down your self-esteem, drugs to addle your brain and fog your thoughts. Thatâs Senkuâs realm of mastery.
And, if heâs connected to Gen at all, itâs all the worse for you.
Because, once he has that magician on his side, the psychological threat is worsened.
Of course, thatâs if we ignore the fact that this motherfucker surely knows how to cook up chemical ways to control you.
The second stone age means nothing to his aspect. Modern or post-medusa era, Senku can still whip up anything he needs.
Lord knows Senkuâs patient enough to do that shit.
Aphrodisiacs, medicines, anything scientific, Senku knows how to use against you.
All of this to say! If you are Senkuâs darling, godspeed to you. Itâs gonna be hell to escape.
#Yandere#dr. stone#dcst#Senku Ishigami#Yandere!Senku Ishigami#headcanons#yandere!Senku Ishigami x reader#x reader#Senku Ishigami x reader
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For Kinktober - Prompt: Body worship + marking/biting
Kinktober Masterlist
18+ Only MDNI
Pairing: Marc Spector x female reader
Summary: Without fail youâre always taken aback by Marcâs beauty, and you want to make sure he knows how beautiful he is.
A/N: Iâm so bad at titles and summaries omg Iâm so sorry. Also this ended up being more about body worship than the marking đŹ
WC: ~1.5k
This work contains: body worship, marking/biting/hickies, kinda subby Marc <3, not a whole lot of talking in this one, blowjob, multiple orgasms (m receiving) PiV, not super descriptive, short and sweet, this might as well be a love letter to Marc. Please let me know if I missed anything.
Marc Spector is a beautiful man.
That much was obvious.
You forever found yourself getting lost in his dark brown eyes, or tracing your fingers along his face when he laid his head in your lap during a movie.
You loved the way his olive skin seemed to glow in low light, and how the sun cast shadows across his chiselled features when you two went for walks in the park on nice days.
You adored the feeling of his soft dark curls between your fingers, whether he had it slicked back or if he let it run wild. The way youâd seen his hair become messy from your own hands holding it when he was between your thighs, stray curls flying every which way and falling into his face.
Whether he was on top or under you, your hands always explored every curve of his toned body. His firm chest, his hips, the softness of his thighs.
Every inch of Marc Spector is simply beautiful, head to toe.
You needed him to know that.
âAre you comfortable, baby?â You asked him sweetly, taking in the sight of him beneath you.
He was laying face down on the bed in nothing but his tight black briefs, head turned to the side against the pillows. You sat straddling his hips, clad only in your bra and underwear.
âYeah,â he answered simply, his eyes closed as you massaged his shoulders. âFeels nice.â
You smiled, leaning down to spread your body over his.
You kissed the side of his head, taking in the scent of his shampoo as your nose pressed into his hair.
Your lips moved to behind his ear, leaving gentle kisses down his neck and up again.
âYouâre so beautiful,â you whispered in his ear, making goosebumps run down his arms. âTonight is about you, okay? All you need to do is let me take care of you.â
He nodded slowly, relaxing under your touch.
You pressed your lips back into the crook of his neck, a wet open mouthed kiss against his hot skin.
âGonna mark you up real pretty for me,â you murmured before latching on and sucking at his neck, drawing a quiet groan out of him.
You waited a few seconds before pulling your lips from his skin, satisfied to see a quickly darkening red mark.
âMmm, looks good,â you hummed, continuing up and down his sensitive neck. Marcâs little quiet moans filled your ears, making a familiar heat spread through you.
You pulled your mouth away, admiring how the red blotches decorated his tan skin. You brushed your lips across his shoulders now, slowly moving down his back and leaving little kisses as you went.
Marc tensed slightly under you as your lips found the light scars along his back, only visible when the light hit his skin just right.
âIâve got you,â you soothed him, sitting up a bit. âDo you need me to stop?â
He took a second to find his words.
âItâs good,â he said barely above a whisper, eyes still closed. âDonât stop, please.â
You ran your hand through his hair, tucking a few strands behind his ear before you continued.
You took extra care as you pressed the gentlest kisses over each line of slightly lighter skin, hoping Marc could feel the utmost love behind each press of your lips.
As your mouth trailed down his back, you moved to kneel between his sprawled out legs and sat back up straight.
You pulled his boxers down just under the curve of his ass, placing your hands against his plump flesh with a light squeeze. Marcâs breath stuttered a little bit, and he lifted his hips to press further into your touch.
You pressed a rougher kiss to his soft skin, biting down just enough to leave a mark on his asscheek and make him gasp in surprise.
You ran your tongue across the shallow divots your teeth left, your hands still rubbing his tender flesh. You repeated the action on his other cheek, making him groan into the sheets.
You slinked off the end of the bed, pulling Marcâs boxers off completely. Your hands rubbed down the length of his legs, all the way down to the tips of his toes.
You stripped yourself as well, tossing the garments somewhere across the room.
âRoll over for me, baby,â you cooed to him, and he quickly obeyed.
He was putty in your hands.
You took his ankle in your hand, kissing up his leg as far as you could reach then back down again before doing the same to his other leg.
The taste of his skin was addictive, always leaving you wanting more.
But you wanted to take care of your man, needed to.
Climbing back on the bed between his legs, you crawled back up to see him face to face.
âHi,â you purred with a smile, running a hand down the side of his face.
He pressed his cheek against your palm, looking up at you with wide eyes.
âHey, baby,â Marc smiled back, that gorgeous smile, his hands coming up to rest on your lower back.
You started kissing him all over his face, making him laugh a bit. His forehead, cheeks, the space between his eyebrows, the little divot on the tip of his nose, and finally his soft lips.
You moved from his lips to his jaw and down his neck, leaving love bites along the way and pulling more moans from Marc. You nipped and sucked marks across his collarbones and pecs, pressing wet kisses down his stomach until you reached his hard and swollen cock.
You made eye contact with him as you ran your tongue from the base to the tip, wrapping your lips around him as he groaned loudly.
You slowly sunk your mouth over him, tears forming at the corners of your eyes as he hit the back of your throat.
âFuck, baby!â He cried out as you started bobbing your head, his hands tangling in your hair.
He was so hard, finally having your warm mouth around him was pure bliss.
You swallowed around him, pulling a moan from his as he squeezed his eyes shut and tugged at your hair.
You watched his reaction through your teary vision, growing wetter by the second as you watched his chest heave and Adam's apple bob. The little bit of sweat running down his forehead; the way his brows knit together as you sucked around his cock.
Youâd never get tired of seeing him like this. Ruined and sweating for you.
His hips started bucking up, pushing his cock further back in your throat. His fingers held your hair tighter, moaning loudly as he came in your mouth. You swallowed as much as you could, some of his salty seed spilling out of the corners of your lips.
You bobbed your head until the spurts of his cum stopped, pulling yourself off of his cock with a loud pop. You caught your breath, moving to straddle his hips.
You brought a finger to collect the mess around your mouth, holding it out in front of Marcâs face. He quickly sucked your digit into his mouth, his tongue swirling around.
âSee how good you taste, baby?â You hummed as he sucked on your finger, rubbing your slit against his now sensitive cock.
You pulled your finger from his mouth, pressed your hands against his chest as you sunk down onto him.
âOh shit,â he whined, his breath hitching in his throat. His hands grabbed your hips tightly, screwing his eyes shut as you started bouncing up and down on his cock.
You traced your fingers around the now dark marks you made earlier on his chest and neck, leaning down to catch his lips in yours. He could taste himself on your tongue as you did, adding to the nearly overwhelming pleasure running through his body.
You laid across him as you kept bouncing your hips, once again moving your mouth to nip and lick at his already decorated neck.
His moans near your ear filled your head like a symphony, mixing with your own to fill the air of the bedroom.
You nuzzled your face into the crook of his neck as your orgasm quickly approached, moving your hips faster against his.
A couple more drops of your hips had you spilling over him, spasming around his cock as you bit down lightly on his shoulder.
Marcâs hands scrambled at your back as he came again with a strangled moan, his breath beating against the skin of your shoulder.
You milked him until he was whining with each breath before you pulled yourself off of him, still laying on top of him as you breathed hard.
âMy beautiful boy,â you whispered in his ear, listening to him pant. âYouâre so fuckin gorgeous, Marc.â
If he didnât know it before, he certainly knew it now.
#marc spector#marc spector x reader#marc spector smut#moon knight smut#moon knight#kinktober#kinktober 2023
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Gator Tillman Headcanons
Just some random thoughts I had about baby boy tonight <3
I for sure think he was born premature? A teeny tiny little baby with big brown eyes lol.
Definitely got doted on because of his huge eyes and messy hair. Very hyper kid too, always needed to be doing something. Probably a biter tbh (spanked a lot sadly smh)
Threw an absolute fit when he was itty bitty and they were weening him off of the pacifier. That was his paci damn it!
Grew to love snakes because his mom hated them and he was quick to remove them from her garden. He thought it was funny to chase her while holding them
Roy use to make Linda keep it in a buzz cut because he hated how long it was on Gator. Thus, leaving Gator to find his own style when he was old enough.
He definitely showed cattle when he was younger. His favorite cow was named Rosie and he won several ribbons for how well kept she was <3
Knows how to ride a horse but doesn't have a desire to do so. Plus his lower back and hips are always so sore after
Prefers dogs over cats, but you best believe any time a cat is around him they're all up in his business
I also think he struggled with asthma when he was little too?? He hasn't had an attack in years but still carries an inhaler around
(don't bring up him vaping while having asthma, he gets very defensive and irritated lol)
Never been out of his hometown unless he needed to travel for competitions or for work. Probably never been on a real vacation before either.
I think he was always tall and lanky but stopped growing his sophomore year of high school?? He always wanted to be taller tho
Was in the FFA obviously.
Being an all-state quarter back I'm sure he had a ton of college offers? I imagine he was fairly average in school, probably enjoyed science more than anything else
Had a really hard time after his mom "left". I think he had a lot of anger issues at this time
His leg injury blew away any chances of him really believing that he could do better for himself, so he followed in Roys footsteps
He gets cold easy, so he always bundles up into layers and layers.
Sucks at cooking. Could not boil water to save his life. I think that he'd take cooking lessons later in life (or learn from someone hehe)
Has a surprisingly good green thumb if he'd keep up with it
Enjoys drawing in his free time and is actually really good at it.
Cannot survive anywhere where it gets too hot. He burns easily
He's in church every Sunday (sometimes Wednesday nights too, depending on his shifts) but it doesn't stop his potty mouth
Car lover of course. Likes to work on vehicles too. Occasionally welds I believe.
Loves going to car shows, or to tractor pulls lol
Most of his tattoos were random, little afterthoughts or done while he was drunk. I think he bought his own tattoo kit but opted out of it.
Flirts like a middle school boy. Will poke and prod at you, lots and lots of teasing. If you meet at a bar you best believe he's gonna be showing you all of his cool drinking tricks lol
A surprisingly good big brother, although Karen thinks he's a bad influence so he doesn't get to spend much time with them
Big fan of Game of Thrones but also loves Golden Girls lmao. And Westerns.
Does that thing where he acts like he's not interested in what's on TV but then he stands there with his hands on his hips watching the whole time lol
Do not ask him to pick you up something for the store, he will not find it
When he's high on weed he's very giggly; thinks everything is hilarious. Will absolutely lay underneath the stars and try to explain the way the universe works. Very snuggly and has the worst munchies (devours a bag of Cool Ranch Doritos in one sitting smh)
Will drink coffee (usually with a protein shake mixed in) but he 100% prefers energy drinks
Jack Daniels and PBR are obviously his drinks of choice hehe. Although he does love a good margarita occasionally
Absolutely devours some Taco Bell after he gets off the night shift. He always gets a box with a chalupa, beefy 5-layer burrito, and the fiesta potatoes but he's also getting a cheesy gordita crunch and the Cinnabon delights. And a Baja Blast. Mans has worked hard and he's hungry lmao
Hates ankle socks
For a late night snack he is breaking open something sweet. I imagine he prefers Heath bars and 100 Grand Bars.
He also loves carrot cake
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And part 6 is here! This chapter is very mellow I guess compared to the others? Just a sweet break from everything else because honestly it's what they all deserve and I feel like you all might be ready for a break from the angst. Part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 7 Contains: Satoru x reader x Suguru, Gn!reader, reader has 'chan' attached to the end of their name, reader is referred to as cute. (Keep in mind this is very self indulgent) Spoilers up to episode 28. This chapter and next can be viewed as taking place between hidden inventory and premature death. I hope you all enjoy this. Word count: A lil over 3K
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The boys look at you when you curl and cover your face, their expressions amused and a touch concerned. âIf Iâm getting the wrong thing from what the two of you are talking about and you tease me when I ask, I'll hobble my way back to the infirmary and not speak to either of you for a week.â You mumble into your hands.Â
âSatoru,â Suguru says, giving him a look.Â
âYeah I get it, I wonât make fun of them for what theyâre gonna ask,â he says with an eyeroll you can hear and you know is directed at Suguru. Of course heâs not gonna fuck this up.Â
You take a deep breath and let it out slowly before lowering your hands. You really wish you werenât right between the two of them for this. âSo uh⌠Does this mean that the two of youâŚâ You trail off and stare hard at the blanket, suddenly painfully shy and nervous.Â
You feel Suguruâs hand brush against your cheek. âGo on. Ask us.âÂ
You glance between the two of them, only seeing encouragement and perhaps a bit of their own apprehension. Swallowing you wiggle from between them and crawl a little ways away on the bed so you have the space to turn and face them both. You must not have done the best job concealing your wince of pain at the movement because you can see a crease of worry on both their faces when you meet their eyes though they donât comment on it and instead wait for you to speak again.Â
You force yourself to not fidget.. âSo does this mean that the two of you like me as more than just a friend then?â Your stomach is a mess of knots and you feel like your face is on fire.Â
There's an amused quirk to Satoruâs lips now and when Suguru notices he elbows him in the ribs. âOw! I didnât say anything,â He hisses at Suguru. Â
Suguru gives him a look that says he looked like he wanted to before turning his gaze back to you. You were so cute it made his heart ache, though the longer they didnât say anything the more nervous you looked and he thought perhaps you might flee if the words were left hanging in the air long enough, not that heâd let them. âNow do you think weâd pull just anyone into our bed?â His smile is warm.
âWell i-âÂ
âOf course we like you as more than a friend.â Satoru cuts in, giving you the more direct answer thatâs needed to soothe your nerves. âThe real question we have is do you actually want both of us. He ignores how Suguruâs eyes flick toward him, knowing that he was aware of Satoruâs own insecurity that you actually only liked Suguru. After all, you'd warmed up to the other curse manipulator much more quickly than you had to him.Â
Your mind reels. They both really did like you. You hadnât been reading too deeply into teasing like youâd been telling yourself the past few months. You release a breath you hadnât realized youâd been holding. âYeah⌠I like both of you a lot,â You glance away, looking toward the window thatâs now being battered with rain. âI want to be with the both of you.â for the second time tonight not looking at one of them while talking results in you getting startled, drawing a yelp from you as you suddenly feel yourself being tugged back up the bed, being gently and quickly rolled onto your back. You blink up at Satoru as he half covers you, an excited and soft grin taking over his features.Â
âYou really mean that.â And thereâs a note of wonder in his voice. Thatâs another thing that clicks for you, the way heâd sounded hurt when he found out you were using Suguruâs first name and not his, the way heâd been so insistent you use his too. The way heâd almost always tried to be at your training sessions with Suguru even if he wasnât doing anything other than watching. The great Gojo Satoru had been feeling insecure. Jealous even.
You blink up at him and then reach up and touch his face with your right hand. âYeah I do.âÂ
Oh he feels absolutely giddy. Itâs only slightly tempered by Suguru suddenly poking his cheek. âDonât hog them now. Youâre not the only one who got confessed to just now.âÂ
Satoru whines âOh come on them liking you was a given.âÂ
âW-was I that obvious?â You hadnât meant to say that out loud.Â
Both of them look at you and in unison say âYes.âÂ
Just Satoru this time, âProves my point that you should let me have my moment.â Suguru shoves his shoulder, forcing him to flop over next to you. He lets out an annoyed grunt.
You cover your face with your hands, embarrassment running hot through your veins. You hadnât thought youâd been that obvious with your crush on Suguru.Â
âHey now, you donât need to hide.â Suguru coos and then you feel his hands gently uncovering your face. You consider fighting to keep your hands in place but ultimately let him have his way. Heâs smiling at you. âHonestly I thought it was cute, though it was definitely making Satoru jealous,â the warmth in his voice shifts to being more teasing.Â
âSuguru.â Satoruâs voice is caught somewhere between a whine and a warning.Â
Your eyes flick to Satoru, he looks disgruntled, a pretty blush staining his cheeks. For as much as Satoru liked being in the spotlight he didnât like it in this way. âWell..â You start carefully, ânow you know I like you both, and Iâm with you both so thereâs no reason to be jealous now, right?â You give Satoru a warm little smile.
And something about those words and that warm smile draws him in. Thereâs a lump in his throat and his heart thrums against his ribs. Itâs no great distance, not really a moment for a second thought before his lips are pressed against yours. Kissing you gently for what are several heart-stuttering moments, youâre not sure what to do but you press back into the kiss for just a moment before he pulls back. Youâre staring at him bewildered, cheeks hot but a giddy feeling unfolding in your chest. âThat was my first kiss..â the words are so quiet neither boy actually thinks you meant to say them.Â
The effect the words have on each of them is different. For Satoru itâs pride, you may have liked Suguru first but he got to kiss you first. Not just your first kiss with them, but your very first kiss. Something tightens in Suguruâs chest, a thread of an emotion he doesnât want to examine in that moment.Â
âAnd how about your second now?â Suguru questions, moving in close so his face is right next to yours. His eyes flick for the briefest of moments to Satoru before going back to you.Â
âY-yeah okayâŚâ Your voice is shy but no reluctance lies beneath it. Sugruruâs kiss presses a bit harsher against your lips, something possessive bubbling under the surface.
Satoru lays down next to the two of you, watching before he runs his fingers through Suguruâs hair at which Suguru becomes gentler, jealousy soothed at the reminder that thereâs also affection between him and Satoru to be had. You look a bit dazed when Suguru pulls back.Â
The rest of the night passes in small kisses and quiet conversation with the two of them tangled around you.Â
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Several loud knocks sound at the door. âGeto! Gojo! I better not find my patient in there with you!âÂ
All three of you jerk in the bed. You didnât even remember falling asleep.Â
âShit- Suguru, did you lock the door?â Satoru asks.
As if in answer Shoko slams the sliding door open. So that was a no. She surveys the three of you, relieved to at least see youâre all clothed. âYou three are so lucky Yaga left on a mission before he could go check the infirmary today.â Her gaze zeros in on you, still blinking groggily but with your heart racing from being startled awake. âPlease tell me one of them at least carried you here and you didnât walk here on your own.âÂ
âAhh wellllâŚâ You look away from her.Â
She pulls at her hair. âYouâre a terrible patient, you know that?âÂ
âIâve been told that before yeah.â You glance away sheepishly.
âI wonât but I really should tell Yaga. You need to be in bed and resting.âÂ
âThey are in bed,â Satoru quips, propping himself up on his elbow.Â
âAnd theyâve been resting, slept all through the night,â Suguru adds.Â
âTheyâd still be asleep if you hadnât woken us all up.â Satoru again, god how the two of them had the energy to be smartasses already was beyond you. You just wanted to curl back up and sleep more..
Shoko glares at them and gets two sleepy grins in return. She sighs. âSo I take it the three of you stopped dancing around each other finally?â She starts patting at her uniform pockets looking for a cigarette.Â
Oh. It had been obvious to Shoko too? You did not need to feel embarrassed right after waking up but here you were trying to sink back into the pillows. âWas.. Was I the only one who thought I was just being teased?â God even Haibara had been poking at you about it now that you think of it.Â
Shoko finds her cigarette and puts it between her lips. âSure were.â She says flippantly as she walks into the room and goes to sit by the window which she slides open. Itâs a gray morning but the rain has mostly stopped. âYou followed Suguru around like a lost puppy half the time after your first mission with him.âÂ
You roll over and bury your face in the pillow. âIâm going back to bed.â You blindly reach around and pull a blanket over your head and pointedly ignore the conversation still happening between the upperclassmen. Youâre not sure whether itâs Satoru or Suguru but you feel one of them rubbing your back through the blanket, helping to coax you back toward sleep.Â
It feels like only a moment later when you blink your eyes open and peek out from the blanket. You sit bolt upright when you realize you're the only one in the bed. Suddenly quite awake your eyes move around until they land on Shoko whoâs sitting by the window still.Â
She glances up from her phone. âDonât look so panicked, they just went to pick up some breakfast. They asked me to stay with you, like I wasn't going to already.â She seems to debate something for a moment. âHow are you feeling today? Apparently you were well enough last night to make it here on your own. â
âAh.. Iâm okay. Thanks to you. Iâm still sore basically everywhere between my neck and hips but nothing I can't manage.âÂ
She frowns though when she speaks her voice is gentle. âYou got lucky, when Geto carried you in I thought you were already dead for a second. Iâve never seen him look so desperate before. Even with his own injuries he wanted to be sure I saved you before even beginning to heal him.â The events play back through her mind, the campus was already in chaos with no one sure exactly what was going on. Just that there had been fighting and fly heads were everywhere. Then Geto was bursting in to see her looking absolutely desperate, bloody and tired. Heâd begged her to save you, demanded it because he couldnât lose you too. Thatâs how sheâd found out about Gojo being âkilledâ. Her hands shook the entire time she healed you. Healed you enough that youâd be able to recover normally before moving onto Geto so he could get back out there.
You look down at your hands. âIâm so-âÂ
She sighs. âYou donât need to apologize to me. Missions go bad.â She shrugs one of her shoulders and then reaches into her pocket to pull out your phone and toss it to you.âYou left this in the infirmary.â
You catch it, nearly fumbling the dead lil brick. âO-oh thank you.â You got the distinct impression that neither Satoru or Suguru had given Shoko the details on how youâd ended up in such bad shape. Now that you think of it, you donât think they actually gave Yaga the details either because youâre pretty sure you would have gotten way more of a lecture if so. Youâd have to ask them exactly what theyâd told people about how youâd gotten so injured so you donât contradict them by accident.Â
âYou know.. I hope youâre able to ground those two a bit.â Shoko says, breathing smoke out the window.Â
You blink. âHuh?âÂ
âGojo and Geto. I hope youâre able to keep the two of them more grounded. They seem so far away and on their own, even when Iâm with them they always feel a bit out of reach. But it really seems like they may be letting you into their little world, I just hope youâre able to bring them out of it a little and donât get lost in it yourself.â You canât help but think the small smile she gives you carries a certain sadness to it.
âShoko-âÂ
The bedroom door slides open. âWeâre back and we have breakfast!â Satoru sing songs as he breezes into the room, Suguru not far behind. He plops onto the bed heavily enough to make you bounce before reaching into the bag heâd be carrying to pull out a box that he then sets on your lap. âI noticed you kept getting strawberry flavored things while we were on the mi- while we were out.â He falters slightly but maintains a cheerful smile. He flips open the box and itâs a pretty stack of fluffy pancakes with whip cream and strawberries. Your face lights up.
Before you actually say anything though Suguru knocks the bag heâs carrying against the back of Satoruâs head. âDonât take all the credit.â And then he pulls a box out of said bag and passes it to Shoko. âThis one should be yours.âÂ
âAnd here I thought you might forget me.â She stubs out her cigarette before getting to her food.Â
âOf course we wouldnât forget you. Give us a lil more credit,â Suguru says as he sits down by you as well on the bed.Â
The meal passes in relative peace, the four of you mainly focusing on eating. Though Shoko makes a face when Suguru wipes whipped cream off the corner of your mouth with his thumb and then licks it. She supposes she should just be glad he didnât kiss it off- and there goes Satoru. She only watches the blush bloom across your cheeks for a moment.Â
She stands up. âThanks for the breakfast but iâm not gonna sit here and watch the three of you do-â she makes a sweeping hand gesture at the three of you, âdo whatever it is youâre doing.â She waves off any protest as they start. âJust make sure you actually rest, ___-chan.â She says with a wave, leaving the room with the rest of her breakfast.Â
You pout a little âWell there she goesâŚâ You close the box containing your meal.Â
âYou only ate a third of your food,â Satoru points out. âWas it not good?â
âAh no itâs really good. Iâm just not super hungry.â You furrow your brow, looking as if you were considering a question.Â
Suguru takes the box containing your food and sets it on the nightstand along with his own. âSomething on your mind?âÂ
âI was uh.. Just wondering what the two of you told Shoko and Yaga about how I ended up in such critical condition. Kinda feel like Yaga would have chewed me out a lot more if he knew and I feel like Shoko would have been at least a little more irritated.â Despite your current safe position you feel a sick feeling begin to unfurl in your chest as your mind runs over the end of that mission.Â
âOooh yeah we left some things out. As far as anyone outside the three of us is concerned he attacked you as soon as both of us were down. He was too fast for you to avoid the fight,â Satoru explains. Â
At this you nod. Your mind thinking about that man and how he must still be out there and your shoulders begin to shake slightly. This is why every time youâd thought of that man youâd tried to redirect your thoughts.
The boys share a look before Satoru speaks. âNo oneâs given you a proper mission debrief yet so you wouldnât know yet, but I took care of it.â The words hang heavy in the air as the meaning sinks in.
You look at Satoru your eyes refocusing on him. His face is solemn and a brief glance at Suguru shows the same. Both of them suddenly looking so tired, the cheerful atmosphere of just a few minutes ago melting away. âYou mean that you-â
âAfter I healed myself I went after him. Heâs dead and wonât be able to harm anyone else.â Satoru smoothes a hand over your hair. The look heâs giving you telling you donât need to be scared. He can see all the other questions swirling behind your eyes, because while knowing that the man, hell you never even learned his name, who brought so much pain is dead brings on questions of its own.Â
âWeâll tell you everything later, ___. â Suguruâs voice is a bit strained and you realize that maybe he even more than Satoru doesnât feel up to talking about this.Â
You nod. âAlright.. Yeah we can leave it for later.â You glance away, releasing a slow breath. You would take comfort in what theyâve told you so far. They probably have good reasons for not going into further details. They both looked haunted and you were almost afraid to hear all that had happened while you were unconscious.
âAre the two of you doing anything today?â Itâs summer afterall, even under the current circumstances you wouldnât be surprised if they were already going to get sent back into the field today but youâre relieved when Suguru answers for them both.Â
âIf you mean anything mission wise then no, weâve been given at least a few days leave to recover.âÂ
âAnd outside of missions?â You prod.Â
Satoru cracks a smile. âNothing. Sounds like maybe you have an idea. Though you're supposed to stay in bed.âÂ
You stick your tongue out at him and he gives you a mock offended look. âI know that. How about we have a movie marathon today?â You give both of them a hopeful smile and really how could either of them say no to you when you look at them like that. Thatâs how the three of you spend not just today but also the next, curled up in a bed that is too small for three of you, and basking in the glow of new love and taking shelter from the harrowing ordeal that had nearly extinguished it before it could take form.
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And that's it for part 6! Thank you all for coming on this journey with me. This has been so much fun to write. I hope you don't mind that reader never leaves Suguru's bed for this chapter. Just a whole lot of talking and the slow burn finally starting to cook.
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