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spacebugarts · 6 months ago

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Just remembered a rhythm game that everyone else wanted to play when we had nothing else to do in school that I Absolutely Hated and realized it was an autism thing. Like of course I hated that game it made no sense and I had to sit in a tiny circle getting smacked on the hand by my classmates while speaking gibberish (the words have no meaning, I checked,) and the entire point was to pull your hand away in time. I have motor delay and sensory issues! This game is a nightmare for people like me!!!

#i wouldnt have such a deep-seated hatred for it if it werent for the fact i was forced to participate a few times #like what the actual fuck #this isnt part of the course! why do i need to be miserable when i could be reading in the back!#there was even a point where they did a losers bracket so I couldnt even get out of it the first time #like. i get wanting to make people feel included and keeping the kids busy but if they dont wanna play a game maybe dont make them?#anyways thats something i remember now #it just stressed me out more than i already was #the joys of late diagnosis #discovering autism things you didnt realize were autism things!

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spacebugarts · 6 months ago

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Having multiple revelations on how the American Education System Failed Me on my 24th birthday does this mean the brain cell has finally snapped into place???

Just remembered a rhythm game that everyone else wanted to play when we had nothing else to do in school that I Absolutely Hated and realized it was an autism thing. Like of course I hated that game it made no sense and I had to sit in a tiny circle getting smacked on the hand by my classmates while speaking gibberish (the words have no meaning, I checked,) and the entire point was to pull your hand away in time. I have motor delay and sensory issues! This game is a nightmare for people like me!!!

#i wouldnt have such a deep-seated hatred for it if it werent for the fact i was forced to participate a few times #like what the actual fuck #this isnt part of the course! why do i need to be miserable when i could be reading in the back!#there was even a point where they did a losers bracket so I couldnt even get out of it the first time #like. i get wanting to make people feel included and keeping the kids busy but if they dont wanna play a game maybe dont make them?#anyways thats something i remember now #it just stressed me out more than i already was #the joys of late diagnosis #discovering autism things you didnt realize were autism things!#^^ context

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spacebugarts · 6 months ago

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Having multiple revelations on how the American Education System Failed Me on my 24th birthday does this mean the brain cell has finally snapped into place???

Just remembered a rhythm game that everyone else wanted to play when we had nothing else to do in school that I Absolutely Hated and realized it was an autism thing. Like of course I hated that game it made no sense and I had to sit in a tiny circle getting smacked on the hand by my classmates while speaking gibberish (the words have no meaning, I checked,) and the entire point was to pull your hand away in time. I have motor delay and sensory issues! This game is a nightmare for people like me!!!

#i wouldnt have such a deep-seated hatred for it if it werent for the fact i was forced to participate a few times #like what the actual fuck #this isnt part of the course! why do i need to be miserable when i could be reading in the back!#there was even a point where they did a losers bracket so I couldnt even get out of it the first time #like. i get wanting to make people feel included and keeping the kids busy but if they dont wanna play a game maybe dont make them?#anyways thats something i remember now #it just stressed me out more than i already was #the joys of late diagnosis #discovering autism things you didnt realize were autism things!#^^ context

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