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Dad, impatiently: The white man is here! The white man is here!
Everyone else: ...
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...ohhhh
#there was definitely a better way to phrase that lol#in case you were wondering what family vacation was like#also amazing and I went to Alaska#but also lots of this sort of thing#I am so tired#the infamous dad
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i was looking up buddhism stuff last night for reasons not at all related to kuukou for once lol but was reminded of buddhismâs âsinsâ, which kuukouâs last name is a reference to and i think you all should actually know what those are lol
the parajika specifies that if a monk commits any of these four acts, they should be stripped of their monk robes and expelled from the community
getting busy
theft
murder and canât incite/encourage it either
canât lie, especially in the way of passing false knowledge as means of betterment for others but itâs for their own gain
and whether or not kuukou a virgin lol, he has done all of these in some way and is especially guilty of the last one LOL
#this is vee speaking#there are a lot of rulesets in buddhism and thereâs actually a lot more sins rather than these four lol#like these are for monks only and will get you booted out so fortunately kuukouâs sangha is just him and his father lmao#but thereâs also the ten evil deeds that guarantee a shitty reincarnation#and the five grave offences that lands you in the lowest level in buddhismâs hell#intent and action is really important for these tho so while kuukou is guilty of these some heâs lacking the intent to do bad#like he technically incited someone to try and kill himself but that wasnât his intent#he stole hitoyaâs keys lol but the intent was to help hitoya#kuukou tho has definitely passed higher knowledge off to manipulate a situation and thatâs a no no lol#but in way lol!!!!!! he usually does drop fortune cookie phrases when his intent is to better the person!!!!!#like when he wanted jyushi and hitoya to mince meat with their bare hands for their training and trying to get ichiro to bond with mcd#so how guilty is he really lmao đ¤đ¤đ¤#can i say tho itâs so neat that kr named a character using sins and then integrated them as part of his character traits đđđđđđđđđ#itâs so cool kuukou is so cool đđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđ
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What makes Makima a good villain
have not read chainsaw man
HMMM hard question to answer but I'll try. I would say something I like about Makima is her development from a seemingly kind figure into something that becomes more undeniably hostile. although I would say that as the audience it's much easier to pick up on her real nature as there are plenty of hints (one of her first scenes is her telling denji that he has no choice but to be her metaphorical dog or she will have him killed) but if anything that adds to the tension because you can see something in her that the protagonists are oblivious to. but there's also a weird...comfort to her that's hard to deny even if you can tell something is very wrong? in the anime especially her voice is very hypnotic and collected and the way she composes herself is very captivating, I think there's a reason viewers get so unbelievably drawn into her because there is just something about her that makes the idea of her caring for you and providing for you addictive no matter what kind of hell and isolation that it comes with. Denji as a character is very very much a shonen protagonist for the modern age as at the beginning of the series he is shown living in severe levels of poverty that...are hard not to relate to in some way given how dire straits are for everyone who isn't born well off these days. So to see this starved and abused kid be taken into the arms and fed and housed and shown kindness by this perfect and ethereal woman...it's hard to deny the comfort in imagining yourself in that situation and having all of your worries and stresses taken care of regardless of what exactly she's putting you through in exchange.
There is a huge amount of tension that builds through the whole series as what Makima is capable of is revealed and the question of what Makima is becomes ever present in your brain, and watching any scenes of her with Denji gives the sensation of watching a snake slowly wrap around unassuming prey. The entire time you're waiting for her to finally strike, and when the other shoe finally drops the payoff is heart wrenching. I think Denji being a teenage boy is actually really important to the effectiveness of Chainsaw Man's story because Makima knows exactly how to play to his heart and desires so to string him along and get him to do exactly as she says. Denji is probably one of the most teenage boy characters I've ever seen LOL and she knows exactly how to play him in a way that is easy for adults to identify but hard for a teenager to see through. I've seen people call her a "groomer" and while I don't think that is a label that fits her since it carries very specific intentions and connotations that don't line up with her character I think elements of Chainsaw Man work really well as metaphors for certain kinds of abusive relationships/dynamics. I saw a comment once where someone said that Chainsaw Man helped them realize that their relationship was abusive and that makes complete sense to me.
ANYWAYS she's fascinating to me I really like her and I enjoy her complexities a lot. She's definitely one of my favorite villains in anything I've read/watched and I think she's awesome I think getting into Chainsaw Man is worth it just to see her in action alone. I am biased though because I really like scary manipulative women and I think she's kind of sexy which as you might have noticed I am very far from alone in if you've been online for the last 4 years
#askz#anon#i would recommend watching super eyepatch wolfs video on chainsaw man if you want to get the idea for why its so good#i definitely paraphrased him a few times here because I couldnt think of better ways to phrase things LOL#just dont watch the part after the patreon credits as it spoils the end and is for people who have already read csm lawl#csm#this started very casual and then kind of turned into an essay
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Heeloo! I hope you're doing well! If it's alright can I request husband headcanons for Jing Yuan, Ratio and Gepard?? Fluff and domestic things and just how they'd be as a partner? Thank you sm for your time!â¨<3
hi nonnie !! thank you for the ask, i hope i did it justice since im not rlly good at headcannons <3
jing yuan
- very proud of his spouse, would likely take any chance to interject mid-conversation just to slip in a few praises here and there regarding you even though the topic has nothing to do with you: âoh, the mission was a success? you see, my spouse-â âyouâre having lunch at the cafeteria? well, my spouse made lunch-â âthat colour is a favourite of my-â - yeah, you get the gist - and sometimes itâs not even intentional, it's just that the thought of you exists on his mind 24/7 so slipping you into anything he did or says is as natural as breathing for him - also would be 10x clingier than beforeâliterally would be by your side every moment of time if not for his official general duties, which he sees as unfortunate because thereâs nothing more important and as dire than being with you - adding on to that, i think he loves, loves, loves spending meal times or just resting around with you; both of you donât have to necessarily talk, but just having your presence around gives him a sense of peace that he subconsciously or intentionally searches forâlooking at your pretty face just makes it all the more better <3
dr ratio
- quite attentive, whether itâs for your needs or in general - i like to think that he cares about your well-being a lot, hence he tends to emphasize on taking care of yourself; will remind you to have a better sleeping schedule, take enough breaks, to not push yourself too much that it renders you incapable of doing anything afterwards - would try to ease your burden when it comes to juggling work, but allows enough leeway as he knows both your capabilities and limits; he will offer his assistance as seeing you stressed and overwhelmed is the last thing he wants, but he doesn't want to interfere too much to the point of coddling - may come off as arrogant or rude due to the way he phrases his words/intentions, but i think heâs actually just a softieâothers may not see it as much, but it can be very obvious how his demeanor would soften despite his "tough/harsh" words whenever it comes to you - definitely loves spending quality time with you; just doing work side by side, sitting in the silence of each other's company, knowing that you're not anywhere else but right next to him
gepard
- i would say heâs quite devoted - can be a bit more on the reserved side sometimes, but thatâs just because his love for you can overwhelm him and he doesnât know what to do with it except just silently stew in it - would spend his day off just lying around in bed, taking the time to take in and appreciate the little moments he has with you since it can be scarce due to his busy schedule - id like to think that he would surprise you with little gestures, sometimes as a way of expressing his regrets for not being able to be with you for some time; giving you flowers, gifting a specific item that youâve been eyeing, getting your favourite food when he returns home from a mission - also very affectionate, although he can be quite shy lol, but he lives for being able to touch you; nothing sexual (most of the time), just being able to feel your skin on his just affirms the fact that heâs finally back home with his lovely spouse, which he has missed dearly every single day
#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#hsr fluff#honkai star rail fluff#jing yuan x reader#dr ratio x reader#gepard x reader#hsr x you#honkai star rail x you#ping.á
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Bloodlove
AN: I'm a JJAM hater but, when I saw these clips of HyunSung...I couldn't help myself. I have a million other fics I'm working on but, HyunSung will always take priority lol. Also, I do want to make more banners for my fics but, I couldn't find many pictures of the two of them with (fake) blood smeared on their faces so, we're going to have to settle for the classic three photos for this one. Can't believe it's taken me this long to post something HyunSung focused.
Synopsis: The two strange men that you've developed a bit of an...odd relationship with decide to pay you another visit. They're especially famished tonight.
General tags and warnings: Hwang Hyunjin x Han Jisung x Fem! Reader, Hyunjin and Jisung are vampires, lots of blood and biting involved, they initially enter Reader's home without her consent, acquaintances to potential lovers lol?, they're all in love/infatuated with each other your honour and not much plot.
Smut tags and warnings: dubcon if you squint since Reader does all of this after HyunSung drink a substantial amount of her blood and there's one joke about compulsion but, it's not brought up after that and there's no actual compelling that happens, lots of blood and kissing with blood, lots of biting, oral sex (f. receiving), fingering (f. receiving), unintentional temperature play because they're undead, breast and nipple play (f. receiving), HyunSung being able to smell Reader's arousal, pussy sniffing once (f. receiving), dirty talk, Reader getting teary eyed, mxm but it's only kissing in this but, it's implied HyunSung have done more, petnames, manhandling (they have super strength because, y'know, vampires), piv sex without a condom, dirty talk, clawing, creampies, lots of cum, cumplay of sorts, Reader realises in real time she might have a creampie kink, unrealistic sex because they're vampires lol, marking, bruising, brief mentions of masturbation and implied aftercare.
Word count: 5.8k.
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The first thing you register is your heart thundering in your ribcage the moment you jolt out of your sleep. Bringing your shaky hand to your chest, you're not sure what startled you awake: the storm raging outside your bedroom window or whatever nightmare you were experiencing that's already rapidly fading from your memory. Your mind is having difficulty catching up to the anxiety still fresh in your veins. Remnants of sleep making everything hazy and disorientated at the edges.Â
âBad dream?âÂ
You nearly jump out of your skin when you finally notice the two figures who have seemingly made themselves at home on your windowsill. You nearly scream out of reflex but, your brain boots up in time to inform you that your home isn't being invaded and the two men lounging in your bedroom are not strangers. Well, they are but, not really. Half-strangers? Acquaintances? You're not sure what you'd categorise your relationship as but, it's somewhere between more than acquaintances but, definitely less than friends.Â
âWhat are you two doing here?â You hiss, struggling to make them out in your dark room with the moon and city lights being of little help. Shooting them a deeply unamused glare while you attempt to calm your racing heart and lessen the anxiety still circulating in your system.Â
âWhat, we can't pay our favourite girl a visit?â asks the shorter man. It may be dark but, you can see Jisung's grin clear as day. You decidedly ignore the implications of his phrasing of âfavourite girlâ because you're already dealing with far too much right now and you doubt it's even 4 a.m.Â
âI doubt you're here for just a visit,â you mumble under your breath, reaching for the water bottle you keep on your nightstand. Taking a generous sip that significantly helps you feel better and less like a mess of stress and dehydration.Â
âAre you complaining? That'd be a first,â the taller man chimes in, amusement colouring his voice and heating your blood in a way you're not sure you'll ever be ready to think too much about. The awful part is, he's not wrong. Whatever thisâŚarrangement the three of you have has gone on without any hitches for months now. You're not sure why you let them slip into your apartment and drink from you. In the few instances that you've really sat with yourself and attempted to find out why, nothing that feels valid has come up. Pity? Who pities vampires of all people? A sense of duty? What duty should you feel to strangers? A gesture of kindness? You'd like to think you're a decent person but, this is far beyond the scope of simple generosity.Â
So, what is it?Â
âI'm complaining because you two snuck into my room while I was asleep and scared the shit out of me. Usually you do this while I'm, you know, awake and with some kind of head's up,â you respond, setting your bottle back down and looking at the two men. Well, they're far beyond ordinary men but, the word âvampireâ still feels so foreign on your tongue and even in your thoughts. The two of them have always seemed deeply connected to each other from the moment they approached you that fateful Friday night. Moving towards you like a well-oiled machine, their steps in time with one another.Â
âSorry,â at least Hyunjin has the decency to sound half-sincere but, the hunger in his eyes betrays him, âWe're just starving and it's been a month,â is the explanation he offers as though you three haven't been doing this for months now. What an absurd turn your life has taken. If you ever found the courage to tell Minho and Seungmin about this, you're certain your best friends would think you'd watched the Twilight movies one too many times and have certifiably lost your mind. They wouldn't be entirely wrong either.Â
Shoving your heavy blanket to the side, you expose your body for them to ogle thoroughly. You don't have to look up at them to know they're burning holes into you right now. The excitement from them is palpable. It rolls off of them in waves. You still haven't quite managed to not feel on edge after all this time but, it's not fear or dread that churns in the pit of your stomach.Â
âWell, I'm ready. Have it,â is all you say, keeping your tone as neutral as possible. You're sure the two of them would never harm you but, you've made it a habit to keep theseâŚsessions as clinical as possible. Holding them at a safe distance. Which, frankly, sounds insane since they regularly invade your personal space to drink your blood. Maybe you have lost it and this is all a months long hallucination.Â
Jisung startles you out of your thoughts by placing a cool hand on your thigh. Goosebumps erupt on your skin instantaneously and you resist the impulse to shudder when his molten eyes find yours, âI'm just gonna move you a little. Make both of us a little more comfortable,â and just like that you find yourself tugged to the edge of your bed as though you were the same weight as a feather. His display of strength prompts you to claw at your sheets briefly. The first time he did this, you thought it was all a ploy to get you into bed but, true to his word, he really was only interested in your blood. You tried not to let your disappointment show at the time. Now, as his fingers ghost over your thighs and he kneels between them, dragging his nose along your inner thigh, it's still so incredibly hard not to let your thoughts wander.Â
Thankfully, you've grown accustomed to the pain so, you only flinch minimally when he sinks his fangs into your skin. The groan that drags itself out of the depths of his chest goes decidedly ignored by you. Hyunjin slinks his way behind you, long fingers gently tilting your head to the side for easier access. His approach is what you'd been expecting the first time. The classic vampire. In the glimpses you've gotten of the two, Hyunjin does seem like more of the idea of a vampire you've been fed since you were eleven. His hair tickles the parts of your skin it touches, providing some reprieve from the pinch his bite brings.Â
You've always wondered why they do this together. Why not have their own individual moment with you? To feed from you? Maybe this just helps them save time. Maybe it's some weird vampire bylaw that you're too human to understand. It's such an odd sensation feeling your blood leave your body this way. Even now, it's dizzying and fogs up your brain. It doesn't help that they seem especially hungry tonight so, they're drinking much faster than you've grown used to. It's not unpleasant, though. JustâŚdifferent. Still a touch unfamiliar.Â
Surprisingly, Jisung is the first one to stop. He isn't exactly the best at showing restraint. The handful of times Hyunjin has had to butt in by either forcibly telling him to stop or dragging him by his hair off of you speak for themselves. So, you're left a little confused when he unlatches himself from your thigh of his own freewill and looks up at you. Something horrible, animalistic and wanton simmers in the pit of your stomach when you notice the fresh blood generously smeared across his lips and parts of his cheeks. Your blood is all over his handsome face while he's staring at you from between your thighs. It was easier before. When he'd just drink your blood, heal you with his saliva and disappear with Hyunjin into the night. Having him here, looking like this is far more than you can take. Â
âI can smell you, you know,â he says, a lazy drawl in his voice and you notice the drop in octave immediately. His eyes that are usually alight with hunger look different. They burn with something else entirely. A different kind of hunger that makes your heart leap into your throat and your pussy pulse.Â
âWh-What?â comes your intelligent reply, âSmell me?â you'd like to think you're trying your best with the loop you've been thrown for.Â
Hyunjin chooses then to stop feeding off of you. This time, you fail spectacularly at shoving down the shudder that runs down your spine when his cool breath hits the shell of the ear. The smell of your blood drifting to your nostrils, invading your senses, âHe means he can smell how aroused you are,â he whispers into your ear as if Jisung can't hear him perfectly well from where he's kneeling.Â
His words shatter your brain for a few seconds. All you can do is blink while your brain attempts to make sense of what they've both said. The lack of blood isn't helping. True to fiction, you know their smelling abilities are far beyond that of any human. Sparse conversation over the time you've been doing this has clued you in enough but, it didn't occur to you that that particular ability could be used beyond smelling blood.Â
âWe don't want to scare you,â Hyunjin mutters gently, large hands ghosting over your waist but, not providing you with the relief of actually touching you. You wonder, briefly, whether compulsion is one of their powers too because the lull in his voice causes your lids to droop and your stomach to twist in a way that isn't wholly unpleasant. âIt's justâ weâ youâ you're something else,â he pauses for a second and you're not sure if it's to collect himself or something else entirely, âWe haven't felt this way about someone in decades.â The pure yearning in his tone throws you completely. Your eyes widening as you try and process everything he's said while your blood trickles out of you.Â
âWe?â you ask in only what can be described as a combination of awe and confusion, glancing at the man between your thighs whose scorching gaze hasn't left you and Hyunjin for a second. Your blood is still all over his face.Â
âYes,â Jisung answers immediately and you've never heard one word carry so much weight, âWhy do you think we only come to you? Why we only drink from you?âÂ
You thought the whole them being vampires and drinking from you thing was a lot but, this is a whole different league. Hyunjin allows himself to gently lay his hand on you in what you can only assume is a gesture meant to ease your nerves but, it does the complete opposite. âI didn't know you two only fed off of me,â you whisper, trying your best to gather your bearings. Fiddling with your sheets and avoiding looking at either of them in the hopes that you don't say or do something incredibly stupid. Well, more stupid.Â
âI'mâ I need to know what you two want from you,â you whisper, afraid that if you speak any louder that you'll shatter the delicate bubble the three of you are in.Â
âWe just want you,â Jisung answers without a second thought and you wonder just how many times the two of them have spoken about this. âIn whatever way you'll let us have you,â Hyunjin adds just as quickly but, no less passionately. His grip on you tightening but, his loosens it before you can even blink.Â
You blink harshly. Stars dancing behind your eyelids. You really are about to do something very, very dumb, aren't you?Â
âI don't know what I want from this. From you two but, IâI um think I want to see where this goes. So, oâokay,â you whisper, still not looking at either of them. Your heart races when Hyunjin carefully grasps your face so, you have no choice but, to look at him. The hunger and lust you somewhat expected to be present in his eyes are there but, there's a quiet softness in them too that's making it really difficult for you to breathe, âWe'll take it slow, okay?â He assures you, leaning down and giving you ample time to tell him no or push him away but, you don't. Because you want this. You want him. You want Jisung. You want them.Â
Surprising perhaps everyone in the room, you close the distance between the two of you. You kiss him clumsily and are a little taken aback to taste your blood on his lips but, it's not off-putting. In fact, you might even like it a little. Hyunjin doesn't give you much time to ponder on that thought because he's kissing you back with so much enthusiasm, large hands making themselves at home on your waist, palming every inch of you he can. You gasp into his mouth when you feel Jisung licking at his bite marks, closing them up. Hyunjin's tongue snakes its way into your mouth just as Jisung litters your inner thigh with sticky, bloodied kisses.Â
âIs it okay if I taste you?â He asks and you're not sure you could answer him properly even without Hyunjin's seeming determination not to let your mouth free. Whether it's the lack of oxygen and blood going to your brain, you feel just the slightest bit delirious and with delirium apparently comes confidence. Your hand finds the hem of your sleeping gown easily and you tug it up your thighs haphazardly, exposing as much of your slick folds to him as you can and hoping he takes the very obvious green light.Â
Fortunately for both of you, Jisung is not an idiot and he snatches the invitation as readily as you offer it. Hyunjin let's you have a moment to breathe just as Jisung shoves himself impossibly close to you, acting as though there's no other place he'd rather be than with his head between your thighs and his hands burning imprints into them. âYou smell so good,â Hyunjin groans behind you, pressing bloody kisses into your neck and lapping up the blood that's trickled out of you and dried on your skin. Large hands softly kneading your tits over your gown, drinking in every reaction you offer to both of them.Â
âShe smells even better here,â Jisung comments before pressing his nose into your pussy and inhaling deeply. Embarrassment and desire heat your face and make your walls clench in equal parts. âJiâJisung,â you hiss but, it sounds more like a whimper than anything else. He doesn't respond but, you feel him smirk against you. Watching you like a hawk as he takes his first taste of you, his tongue dragging itself from your entrance to your clit. His firm grasp keeps you from bucking your hips into his face. âI bet you taste wonderful, sweetheart,â Hyunjin drawls against your skin, dragging his fangs along your neck while he tugs your gown down to let your tits bounce free. He laughs breathlessly into your neck when Jisung hums in conformation. âMaybe I'll get to taste you later too,â he whispers and you don't have much time to dwell on the thought because Jisung starts lapping at your clit with unabashed enthusiasm.Â
Hyunjin keeps you thoroughly in his grasp when your body attempts to jolt from the flurry of sensations its hit with. You couldn't stop the drawn out moans and curses that fall from your lips even if you wanted to. Your eyes flutter and wetness further smears Jisung's face with every kiss and lick. Hyunjin, for his part, has grown thoroughly infatuated with your tits. Kneading them in his massive hands and groaning into your skin every time he toys with your nipples to gauge what you like the best. You think he nearly bites you again when he discovers a drag of his thumbs is all it takes for you to mewl in his hold and seek out his mouth. He readily kisses you. Pouring what you can only imagine is months worth of frustration and desire into this kiss. You can practically taste it. Well, that and your blood.Â
He steadies you when Jisung presses two fingers against your dripping entrance. You can feel the way he watches you slowly swallow them. They slip in easily given how beyond wet you are and the strained âfuckâ that he whispers makes you grip him tighter. They feelâŚodd. Not uncomfortable or unwelcome but, just different from what you're used to. Their coolness is foreign but, Jisung uses that to his advantage given how scorching your walls are. âFuck,â he moans against your pussy, giving your clit a second to breathe, âHow is everything about you so good? You taste good, you feel even better,â he mutters, a bit fucked out before knocking the wind out of you by sucking on you while dragging his cold fingers along your sensitive walls.Â
âHyun-Hyunjin,â you cry into his mouth, grasping his forearm forâŚwhat? You don't know but it helps. âI've got you, my angel,â he replies without a second thought, nipping at your bottom lip while his hands and Jisung's mouth and fingers force you closer to an edge you hadn't even realised you were approaching.Â
When did your other hand find its way into Jisung's hair?Â
The thought evaporates from your mind the moment Jisung's fingers find the spot inside of that causes your vision to dance and your thighs to clamp around his head. Not that he minds even the slightest bit. He seems more determined with etching the taste of your pussy into his taste buds and bringing you to the brink of insanity with his fingers. Hyunjin greedily swallows all of the noises the two of them pluck from you. Only stopping when you have to separate for air, not that his mouth leaves you. Immediately attaching itself to every part of your shoulder he can reach. Heavy eyes watching the way your tits fill his hands and the way your back bows when he pinches your nipples a touch too harshly.Â
âHyunâJiâI'm soâI thinkââ your tongue feels like it weighs a million kilograms all of a sudden and, it's really, really hard to speak or think beyond the two men touching and tasting you. âIt's okay, beloved,â Hyunjin hushes against your neck, âYou want to let go for us, don't you?â you're not sure what sounds more tempting: his suggestion or his voice. âYou want to cum for us, right?â He continues, giving your tits an especially harsh squeeze and rutting his hard cock against your lower back, âCum all over Sungieâs face while I play with your beautiful tits, huh?âÂ
Something within you snaps. Whether it's your sanity or the proverbial knot in the pit of your stomach, you're not sure but, you become undone within an instant. You don't think you've ever cum this hard in your life. Everything sounds distant and feels hazy but, you do feel Hyunjin and Jisung keeping you from totally crumpling onto your bed. Vaguely, you make out one of them saying âprettyâ and what you assume is another one of them saying âso hot.â You're not sure how long it takes for you to come back to yourself but, eventually, you do. Blinking open bleary eyes to find Jisung staring at you with a mess of your wetness and blood all over the lower half of his face. It's easily the hottest image you've ever seen in your life and you hope you never forget it.Â
âYou okay?â Hyunjin asks behind you, large hands having drifted from your tits to soothing run along your waist while you attempt to steady your breathing and stop your thighs from shaking. âYe-Yeah,â you reply, cringing a little at the hoarseness in your voice, âThat was just um a lot and I need aâa second but, I'm good,â you finish, giving them a weak smile that you hope conveys that you are really okay despite the way your thighs quiver.Â
âThank fuck. I was worried we might have gone too far,â Jisung pipes up for the first time in what feels like ages. The depth of his voice makes your stomach drop and you bite back a whimper at the way your sensitive pussy reacts to him. Could your body give you a second? You just came, Jesus Christ.Â
âCome here.âÂ
The words shake you out of your thoughts and you think he's talking to you but, before you can blink he's on his feet and dragging Hyunjin into a mess of spit and tongue by his hair. All you can do is watch the two of them with your mouth parted and your fingers attempting to find leverage in your sheets. You were so wrong. This is easily the hottest image you've ever seen in your fucking life. Your clit throbs and walls clench when Jisung pulls away and pins you down with a look that's far too knowing and smug for your liking. âWhat? Don't look at me like that,â he has the nerve to sound amused while you're sitting here already wound up. Again. âI just wanted Jinnie to have a taste of your sweet pussy, that's all,â he licks his upper lip for good measure and you're pretty sure you've never wanted to throttle someone more than right now.
âHe wasn't wrong,â Hyunjin groans into your ear, his hands gripping your hips fiercely, pressing you against him and making you feel the outline of his cock, âYou tasteâŚdivine,â the reverence in his voice makes goosebumps arise on your skin and you honestly think you might die if you don't have the two of them right now.Â
âPlease, please I wantâI need to feel both of you. It hurts. I feel so empty and I'm so wetââ
Hyunjin and Jisung seemingly have no reservations about taking the next step in whatever the three of you have because you're blinking up at them within a flash, both of their eyes flashing with intent and want so visceral that your heart leaps in your chest. Hyunjin is the first to move. Positioning himself between your thighs and descending on your mouth immediately. âYou have no idea how long we've been waiting for this,â he mutters before pulling away from you. You're about to complain but, he discards your gown faster than you can process. Leaving you totally exposed to the two of you.
âYou're so beautiful,â Jisung whispers from somewhere above you and, your eyes catch his as he lounges against your headboard. He shoots you a lazy smile and it does terrible things to your heart. Before you can dwell too much about why he's sitting there you hear rustling and focus your attention back on Hyunjin.Â
You're thoroughly unprepared for the sight of a shirtless Hyunjin impatiently tugging his pants and boxers down his slender hips. Seeing him without a shirt is earth shattering in its own right but, watching the way his hand wraps around his cock makes your bedroom spin a little. He has the audacity to shoot you a little grin like his cock isn't inches away from your weeping entrance and you don't hear Jisung's own staggered breathing behind you. His eyes never leave your face. Even as he shuffles closer to you. Even when his hands gently rest against your thighs. Even when his cock rests on your pussy.Â
âIs this okay?â He whispers, dragging his cock along your slit and your body jolts totally without your consent when his tip brushes against your clit. âAh, yes. Yes. Hyunjin please justââ you words are halted by a gasp when he slowly starts to push into you. You shouldn't be shocked at this point but, he's colder than you expect. And longer. And thicker. You can barely make out his face in the haze you're in and all you can do is let your mouth hang open when he finally bottoms out. His grip on your thighs tightens and his hand finds a home in the hollow of your throat while he gives you a bit to adjust to stretch.Â
Without much thought, your hands find his broad back and he must read that as some sort of sign because he's pulling out before snapping back inside of you after that. The air is punched out of your lungs but, he continues. Gradually finding a pace that has your toes curling and your nails digging into the cool skin of his back. âYou can claw at me all you want,â he whispers in your ear. Chuckling at the way your pussy tightens around him and your fingers follow his suggestion without your prompting. âI'm not one of those mortals,â he continues, âI can take it.âÂ
And so you do. Basking in the freedom of letting him know just how much you're enjoying being fucked on his cock and his hands more than likely leaving your thighs bruised. The thought of covered in their marks makes your pussy clench and you can't help but, wish they were both touching you right now.Â
Hyunjin kisses down your neck until he reaches one of your tits. Covering them in kisses and licks. Grazing them with his fangs and delighting in the way you shudder underneath him. You're a woman on a mission, though. Turning your head until you find Jisung's hooded eyes and his hand around his cock. The sight makes your lips part and even more of your wetness gush onto Hyunjin's cock.Â
âJiâJisung,â you whine trying your best to look at his handsome face but, it's incredibly challenging when his pretty cock is right there. âWant you too ah,â you manage to gasp out just as Hyunjin sinks his fangs into your tit, sipping on your blood while his pace increases and the obscene sounds of him fucking you echo through your bedroom. Jisung doesn't respond at first. Perhaps needing a second. Then, before you can blink, he's leaning down and devouring you whole with his mouth. Swallowing all of your mewls and whimpers and moans as though he needs them to live.Â
âYou're killing me here, baby,â he groans against your lips when he finally remembers you need air, âI want nothing more than to fuck you with Jinnie but, we don't know if you'll be able to take it. Maybe next time, okay?â He soothes, toying with your hair and giving you a smile that's filled with promise. You want to tell him you can. You can more than take both of them right now but, you can barely think coherently let alone speak so, all you do is pout and nod in resignation. âDon't give me that look,â he laughs, kissing you once again, âI'll make love to you as soon as Jinnie is done.âÂ
You may not be experiencing them at the same time but, you can live with them bothâŚmaking love to you as Jisung put it. He leaves you with one more kiss, letting you focus on the other vampire currently, painstakingly slowly drinking from your tit while he snaps his hips into you. You never thought you'd want them to drink from you so badly but, watching the way Hyunjin revels in your taste, you can't help the fire it fans in the very core of your being.Â
âHyunjin,â you moan and that's all it takes for him to lick his way into your mouth and fold you further into your mattress. You're certain you'll feel the ache in your thighs tomorrow but, you couldn't care less. âYou're gonna make me cum,â he moans into your mouth, snapping his hips faster and faster into you while hiz grip on you remains steadfast, âGonna make me fill up this gorgeous, pretty, tight, hot pussy,â he continues, and you feel him throb inside you and you don't think you've ever wanted someone to cum inside you so intensely.Â
âI fuck want it,â you respond, your fingers finding their way into his hair, âWant you to cum inside me, HyuâJinnie.â And just like that he slams his mouth into yours and holds you in place while he fills you with his cum as promised. It's cold but, not awful. Outside of how hot he sounds whimpering into your mouth, you're struck by the fact that he's still hard and his cum seems unending. Already starting to trickle out of you while he's still cumming. The realisation causes you to cling to him tighter and your walls to clench around him, milking him for as much as he'll give you. Fuck.Â
Eventually, it does stop and he kisses you much gentler now. Even pressing playful kisses along your cheeks and your nose. âYou're so pretty,â he sighs dreamily like you hung the moon in the sky just for them. He gives you one last kiss before leaning back and pulling out of you. You knew he was still hard but, seeing it with your own two eyes is a whole different matter. All you can do is blink in astonishment and watch it bob, covered in a mixture of your combined fluids. âIt's a vampire perk,â is his explanation and you can tell he and Jisung are trying really hard not to laugh at your shock.Â
âIt's definitely one of the fun parts,â Jisung adds while tugging off his shirt. You're not sure where or when his pants disappeared but, you're not complaining. âSo can you guys like justâŚcum and stay hard all time?â You ask looking between the two for some sort of sense to be found in all of this. âNot all the time,â Hyunjin replies, making himself at home at the foot of your bed. It's a little hard to focus on what he's saying when he's naked and posed like a Greek god but, you persevere, âBut vampires have significantly better stamina than humans. It takes a lot to really wear us out,â he finishes, gesturing vaguely to his still very hard cock for emphasis.Â
Before you can think to ask how they get hard to begin with since you don't think they have blood and what exactly their cum consists of, Jisung invades your personal space. His kisses are needy and desperate. His hands practically shake from how much he wants you and, if you're being honest, your ego is going to be through the roof after tonight. âWaited for this for so long,â he mutters into your mouth, positioning himself between your stained thighs. The mixture of Hyunjin's cum and your own wetness provide Jisung with more than enough to sink into you with ease. He's not as big as Hyunjin but, your eyes flutter and toes curl all the same.Â
âFuck, you're so perfect,â he grits out into the hollow of your throat before starting to move. Jisung seems to read you pretty well because his pace isn't slow or gentle and, for that, you're grateful. He fucks you thoroughly, making sure you feel every part of him while his hands explore every expanse of your body they can. Much like Hyunjin, he's especially into your tits. Savoring every gasp and arch of your back he can coax out of you. A garbled mess of his name and a curse fall from your lips when he sinks his fangs into your other breast. Unlike Hyunjin, Jisung doesn't drink slowly. He's greedy. Bloodthirsty. Blood smearing across his mouth while his pace picks up considerably.Â
Tears spring to the corner of your eyes when he drags his thumb along your swollen clit. His grasp on your hip keeps you firmly in place. Forcing you to feel every sensation and, it hits you all at once just how close you've been.Â
âJiâ oh my godâ Jisung,â you cry out, gripping your sheets out of the sheer need to just ground yourself with something. Jisung watches you like a hawk the entire time. Lidded eyes only drifting between your thighs from time to time to watch the way he fucks Hyunjin's cum out of you but, he's more focused on your face. He has to see you when you finally shatter. He has to.Â
It's a particular harsh circle he draws with his thumb that finally pushes you over the edge. Thankfully, he lets you catch your breath. Slowing down his pace considerably and slowly fucking you through your climax while he holds your hips. If you weren't on a totally different planet, you'd notice his attempt at soothing you with the circles he rubs into your skin. Still, despite his best efforts to let you come back to yourself, he's a goner the second you blink those teary eyes open and look straight at him.Â
A weak whimper is all you can muster when you feel him cum. It honestly doesn't make any sense how hot he is. How hot they both are. You'd gladly give into the unconsciousness you can feel creeping up on you any other time but, right now you're too enamored with watching the way his inky hair sticks to his face and the way his mouth hangs open while he fills you to the point of leakage. Yeah, you've definitely never felt this full before and you're wondering whether the way your pussy flutters at the knowledge is something you even have the energy to unpack tonight.Â
He gives you one last kiss before pulling out of you. You're sure you look like a total wreck right now and you can only imagine the state your sheets are in. However, sleep is calling your name and you can already feel yourself starting to drift off.Â
âWe know you're probably tired but, we need to clean you up, beloved,â Hyunjin says, startling you awake. The apologetic look he gives you is sweet but, you're so exhausted. You doubt you could move even if you wanted to.Â
âBut âm tired,â you mutter, rolling onto your side.Â
âWe know, baby but, we gotta clean you up and change your sheets,â Jisung chimes in, sounding as apologetic as Hyunjin looks. Before you can argue further, you find yourself in what you quickly realise are Hyunjin's arms. Blinking up at the man while he carries you like you weigh nothing in the direction of your bathroom.Â
How does he still manage to look so pretty?Â
âI'll help you clean up while Ji changes your sheets,â he says with a smile and you try your hardest to ignore the gymnastics routine your heart is doing. Jisung shoots you an equally as endearing smile over Hyunjin's shoulder before focusing his attention back on trying to clean up the travesty that is your bed at the moment. God, his ass is so cute.Â
Allowing yourself to relax in Hyunjin's arms, maybe whatever your new normal is won't be so bad after all.
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heyyy!! idk if you take requests or anything but I was listening the song âThree Lettersâ from She Loves Me and heard the line âIf it werenât for your endearing letters/ Iâd be flying south will all the geeseâ and totally thought of Garcia signing up Spencer for a lonely hearts thing (as a kinda joke kinda not) and so he starts writing the reader but donât know itâs each other. then they agree to meet somewhere and realize itâs each other and?! idk if that makes sense lol thought it was cute though
Three Letters (Request)
A/N: Hello!!!! I definitely do. I just havenât had the chance to sort it all out (colds and farming sims own my life) but let me tell you this idea has me kicking and screaming. Iâve done something like this before but I canât find it for the life of me and I love the idea that theyâre writing to each other and just donât realise - I took it as the sense that theyâre co-workers and Garcia signed them both up, not expecting them to get each other. I really hope this is what you were looking for!! Also I have never heard of a lonely hearts thing (Iâm British) but I love the idea of it, and hope that itâs definitely what google told me it is.
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem!BAU!Reader.
Summary: Garcia is tired of Spencer being single, and if the only way to fix that is to sign him up for a singles pen-pal society, then so be it. While sheâs at it, let her add their other co-worker as well, thereâs no way that could have any impact.
Word Count: 2.6k
Warnings: fluff, implied sa but nothing detailed
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Some part of him knew that this was a good thing, that talking to someone and hopefully getting a relationship out of this was a good thing.
However, Penelope - loving, caring, thoughtful Penelope - had been hard at work ever since she met him to find him somebody to love. It.. hadnât gone well, and that is the politest possible way he couldâve phrased that without hurting her feelings.
First there were the dates, with a collection of either Penelope, JJ or Elleâs friends - none of which had turned out great.
In fact, one woman had stormed out the minute she saw him, because she assumed that FBI agents were all muscle and Spencer was the last thing she wanted to see. Another zoned out every single time he started talking, just humming or nodding until even he realised that she wasnât interested.. she fell asleep in her damn salad. The final straw, however, was the woman who got outrageously drunk and tried to blatantly ignore his aversion to touch.
He got out of that as soon as he found her friend to get her home safely, and swore off ever trusting a date from any of those three women ever again.
Penelope, however, didnât give up.
Her next plan of attack started online, with dating websites. Notorious in their line of work for usually being full of catfish and UnSubs, and many dating websites led to men and women being murdered. But sheâs insistent, and heâs desperate to love somebody.
There are only several things that went better than his first foray into the online dating scene, and one of those is a vehicular fire, which tells you all you need to know.
Several of the women he matched with ended up only looking for someone to help them cheat on their significant others, many of them married. Which made his bright outlook on love slightly dimmer. The final woman from the online dating websites was the woman who turned out to actually be an UnSub - looking for cute young men to complete her âcollectionâ, a human version of an antique doll set.
It was not a fun case to take part in, certainly not when he was greeted with the way he wouldâve turned out had he met up with the woman and not done a background check on her first.
After that, he firmly shut down Penelopeâs insistence on dating apps as well, his technophobia had barely survived having to use a computer for so long, and the library computers were an embarrassing place to try and match with the âlove of his lifeâ. So an app on his phone. Absolutely not.. he doesn't even know how to do that.
There was a break, a few months where Penelope didnât try to push him into anything new or exciting, or downright horrifying. He turned twenty-four, he had a failed date with JJ, in which she actually bought along Penelope, and suddenly it all changed.
In his letterbox a couple weeks after that, was a letter. It had his home address on, but not his name, merely addressed to whoever this may concern.
It was gorgeous craftsmanship, a cream envelope with an actual lilac wax stamp on the back, with little flowers pressed into the wax. Of course, assuming this was an incoming case, he called Garcia to try and trace it, where she finally came clean.
âIâm so sorry! I completely forgot, I signed you up to a lonely hearts club. Itâs a small society for two single people to exchange letters anonymously so you can get to know each other over time. Itâs all handwritten! I thought youâd like that more than having to use a computer again. Iâm sorry pumpkin, I- I can take you out of the society if you like?â
He thought about it, he actually thought about it so long that Penelope actually thought heâd hung up on her, or died, or something else entirely because heâs never this quiet.
But.. how bad could it really be?
It could, theoretically, be terrible, but it canât hurt to try one last thing. He would have contact with whoever this is - heâs assuming a woman from the handwriting and the care gone into just the envelope alone - and if it all goes to hell then it just wasnât meant to be.
One last try at love, he can grant himself that. Anonymously, he can do that, give himself a pen name and try to fall for words on a page - his written word was always better than his verbal flirting anyway.
As it turned out, however, he didnât need to give himself a name, sheâd given him one already.
âHello sweet thing! Sorry if that comes off as too strong already, Iâm just incredibly nervous and didnât know what else to call you, so that is officially your name from now on. Unless you hate it, then you can absolutely tell me and I promise not to cry about it. I really donât know what to say, do I start with my favourite things? Well.. I like Doctor Who, and Iâve always--â
The more he read of the letter, the more he wished it was even longer. This woman, wherever she is, whoever she is, is starting to make this out as the best idea Penelope has ever had.
He all but crashed his way into the stationary store, grabbing the prettiest envelopes and pens, and little details to add to the letter that he was so excited to add. Steamrolling through the store and getting back home to quickly respond. Instantly realising he was being far more.. poetic than he meant.
It was the combination of the childish excitement of having a penpal, his mother reading him love poems as a child, and his extensive knowledge on love letters.
Hell, he even ended his own letter with a Shakespeare quote. Basic, he knows, but itâs hard to think of anything beyond wanting her reply.
ââGood night, good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow, That I shall say good night till it be morrow.â Yours, Sweet thing.â
It had been nearly three months of exchanging letters, and he was absolutely smitten with this woman. They had stuck to the rules and not given away any of their information, only talking about the things they like and eventually writing nearly daily.
It would be daily if it werenât for the useless postage system.
He knows that she lives pretty close to him, he knows her address, plus theyâd both admitted to searching each otherâs houses, and theyâre only about twenty minutes away by car.
Thatâs it, however, they havenât looked for the other person despite being desperate for it.
They had described themselves through letters, but both ultimately agreed to just talk and see how it goes and base their furthering relationship off that rather than off their looks. Of course, that just sprung up more worries that he wonât visually be enough whenever they finally meet.
Meeting was, by far, the one thing he both wanted and dreaded.
This woman, who he had only ever addressed with a barrage of cute nicknames and poetical references, who understood his every word and reciprocated his nerdy obsessions and added her own.. he wants to know her so badly.
There is a very big underlying fear that the minute they meet, itâll be over, the magic of what they are will fade and heâll lose all this. The thought of her letters being sent to someone else physically pains him.
Penelope, ecstatic that one of her ideas had finally worked, had been badgering to meet with his âmystery womanâ for weeks now.
Finally, when she also, tentatively asked to meet with him for Valentineâs Day of all days, he knew she couldnât deny her a single thing. Not when she sent with her letter, a coupon for flowers on their date.
A date. God.. he has a date for Valentineâs Day.
Not really a holiday heâs ever put much thought into before, but now it suddenly felt like the most important day that had ever existed. And one that came up far sooner than he expected it to.
Even with the place booked - a cute little cafĂŠ a little ways between both their apartments - and his outfit picked, and a card and little teddy picked with the help of Penelope, he didnât feel ready. Perhaps itâs the lingering fear of rejection the minute she has to deal with him in person, or the fact that his last dates certainly didnât go well.
Even with Penelopeâs reassurance that sheâll adore him, especially after she actually read through his twelve page letter after sheâd asked for his opinion on Egyptian mythology. Sending back her own absurdly long letter with a bunch more questions and her own fun facts that she could remember. Heâs still absolutely losing his mind at the thought of having to finally meet her.
He got to the cafĂŠ about half an hour earlier than he needed to, wanting to make sure it was perfect (definitely not because he wouldâve gone insane at home).
Spending whatever time it took for her to arrive making the table look nice, messing with his hair in the reflection and wondering if it really was getting too long. Constantly fixing his tie, and redoing it a hundred times over and tucking into his maroon cardigan sweater which Elle had called âdorkyâ.
Once it got to fifteen minutes before their date shouldâve started, he felt a light tap on his shoulder, immediately rushing to get up and turn to meet his mystery writer. But.. itâs just the waiter, asking if he wanted another drink.
Jesus, they probably think heâs been stood up, and he quickly asks for another glass of water.Â
As the man walked away, he ran his fingers through his hair again, looking towards the door - heâd been sat with his back facing it or else he wouldnât have stopped staring for fifteen minutes.
Immediately, someone was looking at him, a vague sense of recognition swimming across her face. For a few split seconds he thinks it could be her, a beautiful woman with a bouquet of purple lilac blooms in her hands, but then he realises who it is, offering a small wave.
Sheâs friends with Penelope and, by extension, heâs spoken to and interacted with her quite a few times. They got on pretty well but never anything more than that since sheâs always busy, part of the FBIâs CSI unit, and sheâd even helped on a few cases before. But she isnât here for him, she canât be.
Walking over, she gives him a bright smile, eyes darting to the empty table and three empty water glasses - heâs been here for a while.
âSpencer! Hi! Itâs nice to see you.â
âYou too, I like the outfit.â
Looking down at herself for a few moments, she grins and then looks back up, doing a quick spin and then settling him with a mock-serious look.
âIâve got a hot date, Penny said he would like this.â
âYou look beautiful, donât worry.â
Ahh, there goes any chance that sheâs here for him, offering a smile and reassuring her that she looks great, eyes darting behind her to the door as she bounced on the balls of her feet. Eventually sucking a deep breath between her teeth and looking back as well.
Which got his attention, especially when she looked around the rest of the cafĂŠ with a confused look on her face. Sighing softly and looking around, his date wasnât here, may as well help her.
âWhat does he look like?â
Turning back, she offered him a bashful smile, but she wasnât going to turn down his offer of help, not when heâs tall and can see over all the stupid tall people around the cafĂŠ. Also.. itâs a very weird thing to explain.
Moving a hand to fidget with her necklace, his eyes focusing on it, vividly remembering her letters.
â--honestly, I have the coping mechanisms of a child. I still play with my necklace when I get nervous.â
âI donât actually know, itâs sort of a blind date. Really hard to explain, Penelope kind of set us up in a way. Iâm actually about fifteen minutes early so heâs probably not even here.â
There is.. no way this is happening right now. Sheâs still looking around the cafĂŠ for her mystery date, who might just be standing in front of her and he.. doesnât know what to say or how to get his tongue to pick up from the base of his mouth.
Suddenly, and pretty violently, heâs flooded with the personality of the woman heâs been talking to for months, all of it projected onto her in front of him. It matches, from what he remembers.
The vague descriptions, her proximity to the FBI building, the fact she knows Penelope, the little TARDIS pin heâd seen on her lanyard that he never got the nerves to ask her about. Turning up to a date with a guy she doesnât know, holding a bouquet of flowers that clearly werenât for her, causing the flower token in his back pocket to start burning.
Fishing it out and stepping closer, getting her attention, surprised eyes snapping up to meet his at his sudden proximity. Until he took her hand and shoved the handmade coupon into it, her breathing immediately coming in short as they both looked down at it. Her voice trembled slightly.
âOh~ hello sweet thing..â
â.. hello.â At his soft voice, she looked up and she gave him a completely bashful smile that matched the cute little poetic ramblings sheâs been obsessed with for months. âUhm, are those for me then?â
They both looked down at the flowers in her hands and she handed them over, feeling her heart shoot up into her throat as their hands brushed. Pointing at the purple lilac blooms as if he wouldnât already know the meaning.
Needing to focus on something other than the fact that sheâs going to kiss Penelope Garcia hard on the mouth for this.
âThey uh- they are usually given to someone you meet for the first time, and signify the first emotions of love. Kind of love at first sight- not- not that Iâm saying Iâm in love with you, that would be a crazy thing to say on the first date- absolutely crazy--â
He eventually shut her up, leaning down to peck her lips softly, all nerves and panicked rambling dropped to just look up at him, in utter awe. Okay, maybe she can fall in love with him, sheâs already halfway there with a month of letters.
Carefully, he guided her to their table with a hand on the small of her back as her cheeks flushed with embarrassment and also heâd just kissed her to shut her up, and it worked.
âItâs fine, I love them, really. And Penelope was right, as your date I love the outfit.â
âThank you, I love your sweater and-- ohmygod--â
As they sat down at the table, she buried her face into her hands, causing him to panic slightly, reaching out to carefully touch her shoulder. Saying her name worriedly as he set the flowers onto the table.
But she just looked up with a soft whine of embarrassment, peaking at him over her fingers.
âI called you my hot date to your face! Thatâs so embarrassing.â
Instantly relieved that it wasnât anything heâd done, easing into a soft laugh and leaning back in his chair after squeezing her shoulder.
âIt was cute! You didnât even know who I was and you still called me hot.â
âItâs mortifying, youâll never forget it and use it in your wedding vows or something.â
Sure, she was joking, but in the back of his head he filed something away for the future. A tiny, mental box, labelled âwedding vowsâ, wondering how long it would be until he could actually use that.Â
Until then, heâd have to stick to ordering dinner on their first date.
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genre - romantic drama, contemporary romance, lovers to exes (to lovers again? Iâll let you guys decide <3), slight angst?
pairing - idol ex bf!jay x fem!reader
warnings - none? Itâs quite nostalgic and melancholic, fitting to the rainy fall weather (and this weekâs theme on bjnet!) does an open ending count? (definitely does for me lol) - lmk if I should add any!
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synopsis - In a cosy cafĂŠ where they once shared quiet moments, she now sits alone, missing Jayâan artist whose career has skyrocketed since they mutually parted ways. Though she supports him from afar, she canât help but wonder: is their story truly over, or is there still a way back to each other?
a/n - hii! welcome to my first official post under bjnet! this weekâs theme is âA rainy dayâ, and since itâs been pouring this whole week, my rainy days playlist came back. On shuffle, Jungkook's Still With You started playingâmy absolute favourite songâso I was inspired to write about Jay! Hopefully the weatherâs been better for you guys, and enjoy reading! | bookshelf
The rain drummed softly against the cafĂŠ windows, each drop cascading down the glass like tiny rivers tracing a path to nowhere. It was one of those quiet, overcast afternoons when time seemed to slow, and the world outside became a blur of muted colours. Inside the cafĂŠ, the warmth of freshly brewed coffee and the soft murmur of low conversation wrapped around you, but none of it reached deep enough to distract you from the thoughts swirling in your mind.
You sat at the same table by the window, your fingers tracing invisible lines on the surface, where your books used to lie scattered. Back then, this corner had felt like your own private worldâyours and Jay's. You could almost see it now, like a film playing out in front of you. He would sit across from you, his notebook open, guitar resting against the chair. Sometimes heâd hum under his breath, scribbling down lyrics, lost in the melodies that only existed in his mind until he could give them life.
You, on the other hand, were always hunched over textbooks and notes, eyes heavy with focus but heart light with the simple joy of being near him. The two of you didnât always talk; sometimes, hours would pass in comfortable silence, with only the soft scrape of pen on paper or the occasional tap of a key on his laptop breaking the quiet. But it was a silence you cherishedâa language all its own, one that spoke of contentment and understanding.
That was before.
Now, you were alone in that same cafĂŠ, staring out at the rain-soaked streets, lost in the bittersweet haze of what was, and what could have been. The weight of the empty chair across from you seemed heavier today, more tangible. Maybe it was the weather, or maybe it was the song softly playing over the cafĂŠâs speakersâone of his. The familiar notes tugged at something deep inside you, each lyric a reminder of the memories you still carried.
You missed him.
You missed the way his voice would gently pull you out of your thoughts when he caught you zoning out during a study session, the way his eyes crinkled when he smiled at you from across the table, as if to say, I'm here, I'm with you. You missed the way he would sneak a lyric or a phrase into his songs that only you would recognize, something small, something that connected just the two of you in a world where he was meant to belong to everyone.
But life had demanded more of him than just this corner of a cafĂŠ, more than just you. It had demanded his passion, his ambition, his heart. And you had your own path to follow. He was chasing his dreamâmusic, the one constant in his life since long before he had met you. And you had your own dreams too, though they felt a little lonelier now. The decision to part ways hadnât been easy for either of you, but it had been mutual. Logical, even. You both had careers to build, lives to shape. And you knew, deep down, that holding each other back wasnât fair.
It wasnât fair, but that didnât make it hurt any less.
Some days were easier than others. You kept busy with your studies, threw yourself into projects and assignments, and told yourself that this was how it had to be. That it was right. You still believed that. You both deserved to chase the things that made you feel alive. But there were daysâdays like todayâwhen youâd find yourself back here, sitting at the same table, looking out at the rain and wondering.
Wondering if it was all worth it.
You watched the raindrops slide down the window, each one chasing the other, much like your thoughts. There was a time when you believed that no matter what life threw at you, the two of you could weather it together. But then the opportunities came knocking for himâthe tours, the interviews, the endless nights spent in the studio. He had made it. You watched him rise, his name lighting up stages and screens, his music reaching people in ways he had always dreamed of.
And you? You cheered him on. Always. From the shadows, from a distance. Every time you saw his name in the headlines or his face on your feed, a small, proud smile would tug at your lips. That was your Jay up there, living the dream you had seen him work so hard for. You had always known he had it in him. And now the world did too.
But what the world didnât see was the quiet ache that lived in the spaces between. They didnât see the way your heart clenched every time his voice filled the room, reminding you of the nights you spent here, when his music was just for you. They didnât see the way youâd trace the letters of his name absentmindedly, lost in thought, wondering if he still thought of you too.
But sitting here now, with only the rain and the memories, you couldnât help but wonder if you had made the right choice. You had promised yourself you wouldnât think like that, wouldnât let yourself slip into that spiral of what ifsâbut it was hard. Hard not to believe, deep down, that you were supposed to be together. That despite everything, despite the distance, despite the lives you were building separately, you should have found a way to make it work.
A sigh escaped your lips as you picked up your coffee, now lukewarm, and took a small sip. The bitterness matched the mood settling over you, but it was a familiar comfort. The door to the cafĂŠ opened, and you looked up instinctively, your heart fluttering in your chest, just for a moment. There was always that sliver of hope, wasnât there? That maybe, by some twist of fate, he would walk in. That the universe would bring him back to this table, to you.
But it wasnât him. It never was. You smiled at yourself ruefully, shaking your head at the foolishness of it. Jay wasnât coming backânot in the way you hoped, anyway. His path was set, and so was yours.
And yet, a part of you would always be here, in this cafĂŠ, waiting. Waiting for the impossible, for something that felt unfinished, unresolved. You could support him from a distance, as you always had. You could celebrate his successes, take pride in his accomplishments, cheer him on silently from the sidelines. But there would always be this ache, this quiet longing for the life you imagined, the one where you didnât have to choose between love and dreams.
The rain continued to fall, a steady, rhythmic patter against the glass. And as you sat there, lost in thought, you knew that no matter how far apart your lives grew, no matter how much time passed, a part of you would always be with him. Just as he had said once, a long time ago, when things were simpler: âIâm still with you, even when Iâm not.â
And in some ways, you still were too. Always with him.
As you continue to sit there, lost in the rhythm of the raindrops against the window, the cafĂŠ seems to melt away, taking you further into the labyrinth of your memories. You could still hear his laugh, feel the warmth of his hand when heâd reach out to touch yours, grounding you in the moment.
But now, that warmth is gone, replaced by the distant hum of the cafĂŠ, the clinking of mugs, the murmur of people around you. You sigh for the nth time, gripping your coffee cup tighter as if holding onto something that was never meant to stay.
Suddenly, a familiar voice breaks through the soft chatter. You blink, snapping out of your thoughts. Itâs coming from the cafĂŠâs radioâa voice youâd recognise anywhere. Jayâs voice. Your breath catches in your throat, heart pounding as the barista turns the volume up just a bit. You hadnât heard his voice this way in months, not like thisâso close, so familiar.
â...and that was Jay Parkâs latest single, Still With You, topping the charts yet again. An instant hit since its release, fans are raving about the emotional depth and the heartfelt lyrics. We actually have Jay with us on the line. Jay, congratulations! Can you tell us a little more about the song?â
Your chest tightens, and you sit up a little straighter, pulse racing. Still With you? That canât be. That was your song. The one heâd written in this very cafĂŠ, the one heâd promised was for you. Heâd never intended to release it, or at least, you thought he wouldnâtâespecially after the two of you had parted ways. But here it was, playing on the radio for the entire world to hear.
You lean forward, your heart pounding louder than the rain as Jayâs voice comes through the speakers again, soft but steady, like a familiar embrace.
âI wrote this song a while back⌠for someone special in my life,â he begins, his tone thoughtful. âShe was⌠she still is special, even though sheâs not by my side anymore. Without her, I wouldnât be where I am now. I wouldnât have found the courage to chase this dream. So I guess this song is my way of saying thank you⌠and maybe hoping for another chance. I donât know if sheâll ever hear it, butââ He pauses, and for a moment, you could almost imagine him looking down, smiling softly the way he used to. ââI hope sheâs still out there somewhere, hoping for another chance at love, just like I am.â
The radio host fills the silence with congratulations and questions about his tour, but youâre no longer listening. The world around you seems to blur, fading into the background as your heart races in your chest. His words echo in your mind, crashing over you like the rain against the window.
âSheâs still special. I hope sheâs still out there, hoping for another chance. Just like I amâ
Jay. The song, the messageâit was for you. It had always been for you.
The rain outside felt heavier now, or maybe it was just your pulse beating in your ears, drowning out everything else. You pressed a hand to your chest, trying to steady yourself, but it was impossible to ignore the sudden rush of emotion rising inside you. He hadnât forgotten. Even after all this time, all the distance, he hadnât let go. He was still thinking of you, still hoping, just as you had been, quietly, all this time.
Could this be it?
For a moment, you wondered if this was the sign youâd been waiting forâthe universeâs way of telling you that maybe, despite everything, your story wasnât over yet. It felt surrealâlike something out of a dream. Jay, the one person you couldnât forget, was reaching out, even if he didnât know it.
You glanced out at the rain-soaked street beyond the cafĂŠ window, your reflection staring back at you with wide eyes and a heart full of questions. Could it really be that after all this time, Jay was still waiting for another chance? And more importantly, were you ready to find out?
The rain continued to fall, but for the first time in a long while, it didnât feel so heavy. Instead, it felt like the beginning of somethingâsomething you werenât quite sure of yet, but something that made your heart beat just a little faster.
You inhaled sharply, trying to ground yourself. Was this the sign you had been waiting for? A second chance? You had been so convinced that your story with Jay had ended, but nowânow, it felt as if the universe was pulling you back together, one note at a time.
You stood up slowly, gathering your things, mind racing with thoughts of what to do next. Maybe today, youâd just walk home. Maybe tomorrow, youâd listen to his song again, really listen. And maybe, just maybe, youâd find the courage to reach out.
But for now, the cafĂŠ door opened with a soft chime, and you stepped out into the rainâunsure of where it would lead you, but feeling, for the first time in a long time, like the world had offered you a possibility.
A possibility of a second chance.
Š cerisesheaven â please do not plagiarize, repost, translate, copy, or alter any of my works. thank you angel!
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I was looking trough some of the canon facts about Alastor (cuz I was bored lol) and reading that I rembered that he can speak a bit of french (tough, not necesarely fluently), so I tough...what if (in the Unwanted soul story, sience I love it so much yxgdjshjdhd) he would ocasionaly speak french to the reader, and they would get annoyed that they couldn't understand (amd Alastor would refuse to translate for them)
Now, imagine if reader got fed up one day and out of spite, started to learn a bit of french (sience you mentioned we have amazeing memorie). So, when Alastor would speak french, we would surprise him by replying back hdhehshbwusgsusb
(I'm sorry if I miss-spelled some stuff, english isn't my first language gxhsvsh. I just really like your work and the way you tell stories)
Go to MASTERLIST for the works. This ask is for {Unwanted Souls}.
Hehe~ Language huh~ Hehehehee.
You know how some anime is not translated to English or some TV shows or dramas can't subbed in time? Yeah, Reader/you learn other language for that purpose.
If Alastor wants to play coy and act all posh, two can play at that game. Alastor would only win the battle; speaking French phases to you in the beginning when you have yet to learn that language; and you would win the war; after starting to learn French.
Not only does it not take you long (to use a new language fluently, you need 2-3 years, dedication) to learn to speak and understand French fluentlyâit took you a bit over a month to master itâbut you also corrected Alastor's French usage.
You'd definitely rub it in Alastor's face that you're better in French than he is now. He regrets teasing you like that since he's not all that fluent in French, just knowing a few phrases. He asked you to teach him though, cause French is the language of love, so he really doesn't want to be left out when you know how to communicate in that.
I feel like when one dies and go to Hell, by default, they'll understand English without issue and another languages are like an extra for them to use and communicate with. So like if one was Japanese and didn't know English, after arriving in Hell, they'll speak and understand English without learning while being able to use Japanese. Same goes for Heaven, so no language barrier.
Apart from learning French, which Alastor provoked, you definitely learn and master Japanese, too, for anime. You can decide on any other language. But for now, you know English, Japanese, and French.
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Hi I love your fics!!! Can you do one for the twins au where Ramona and Billie are maybe 4 or 5 and they start to notice Hobies British accent and start talking like him and saying British phrases. Like he asks them something and they just go ânah bruvâ or there are just little instances throughout there day to day lives that reader and Hobie start to notice, where they use his slang at different moments at home, at the store, and it all comes to a head at school (cue parent teacher conference cause they asked a âkid are you mad bruvâ and the teacher needs clarification lol). Theyâre able to watch a recording of their interaction during playtime with the student like you know how some schools have cameras where you can watch your kid now. Him and reader are surprised at how well they imitate his accent and try not laugh in front of the teacher but they tell them they canât repeat everything daddy says and when readers not looking gives them a little proud wink and they giggle lol!!
Thank you for the adorable request! I changed it up a bit hope you don't mind â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
Pairing: Hobie Brown x fem! Reader/ Spider-Punk x fem! Reader
Tags: No use of Y/N, no specific physical description of the reader, Mom! Reader, Dad! Hobie, Billie and Ramona AU, Twin AU, fluff.
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You feel like a kid again sitting on the tiny, clearly not for adults chair. The classroom smells of crayons and glue, the walls are painted in every color of the rainbow, posters of numbers, letters and animals are taped on the walls. Flitting your eyes behind you to check on Billie and Mona, you see them build a house using blocks, mumbling to each other. They're wearing matching sweaters today (per their request,) bees and flowers adorning the thick fabric. And ribbons in their pretty hair. Mona rambles on to her sister about lego whilst her sister listens.
Hobie sits next to you, he doesn't look any better than you. With his long legs and arms, half of his body is the only part of him sitting on the pink plastic chair. Butt half hanging on the side, legs tucked, arms around his legs, back slouchedâ you bite your lip at the sight, trying your best not to laugh at his state.
Hobie senses your snicker, and you feel like you're back in school again when you quickly turn your head away, pretending you weren't looking at his lanky self struggling to sit on a kindergartener's chair.
He narrows his eyes, taking the teacher's erasure off her desk, flinging it towards your directionâ hitting you right on your head. It bounces off and you gasp at the audacity. Faking innocence, Hobie whistles a nonchalant tune, eyes pretending to scan the poster of the alphabet tacked on the chalkboard.
��Really?â You say, smiling through it whilst picking up the fallen eraser.
âYou started it.â The father of your children teasingly says as if his girls aren't just behind him playing blocks. Way to set an example.
âNuh-uhâ
âYu-uhâ
You threaten to toss the eraser at his smug face. He shields himself with his arms, chuckling under it. The door opens and you two straighten up, putting back the stationary on the teacher's table like nothing happened.
You definitely feel like you're a kid again.
âSorry I'm late.â She apologizes, yellow dress swinging as she speed walks towards her table. âLots of parents, so sorry.â
âThat's alright,â you smile at the preppy woman, your hands on your knees, all prim and proper in front of your girls' favourite teacher.
Billie and Ramona had a hard time adjusting to school, but once Ms. Jenkins got them out of their shell, they would always ask you and Hobie if there's school the next day, or what kind of lunch they'll have for recess because their new friends apparently don't like raisins. They love to share, just as long as they eat theirs. So you always pack extras for their friends even though either you or Hobie have to wake up earlier than usual.
You like Ms. Jenkins, she's bubbly and awfully good at her job. One time Billie got sick and couldn't go to school, she personally contacted you to ask how she's doing and even got the entire class to make âget well soonâ cards for her. She's a sweetheart really, and most definitely likes your kids. But what has you nervously pick at your nails is that she called you and Hobie in personally for a PTA meeting. Her little note is stapled on the school's notice about the annual meeting, indicating that she needs to talk to you and Hobie.
Said man, scooches his chair closer to yours just to hold your hand while Ms. Jenkins settles on her own chair.
âSo Billie and Ramonaââ she starts and you hear the girls stand up abruptly from their equally tiny chairs.
âPresent!â They cheerfully exclaim at the same time.
Hobie chuckles in his seat, âyou run a tight ship, miss.â
âIt's alright, my loves, go play.â You say in between soft laughs as you twist in your seat to look at their smiling faces. It all makes Hobie squeeze your hand tightâlove overflowing through every squeeze.
Ms. Jenkins laughs, âthey love attendance time, I always see them hyping themselves up before I call them.â
âAdorable.â You coo.
âSo back to business,â she clasps her hands atop the desk. âTheir grades are phenomenal, I know they're still just babies and grades don't usually matter in their level, but they're crushing it.â
Hobie gives you a look, wordlessly telling you, âwe did thatâ
You nod, silently replying. âhell yeah, we didâ
âTheyâre friends with the whole class.â The teacher continues âYes, it was quite a hurdle for Ramona but she conquered it with the help of Billie. And when Billie needed help with maths, she helped her there without Billie asking for it.â She smiles and you feel sunshine come out of her. âThey're the perfect team.â
âThat's brilliant then, why the note?â Hobie asks before you could.
âThey are a delight to have in class, butââ she winces. âThey have been using someâŚcolourful slang recently.â
âOh no,â You look at Hobie in the corner of your eyes. He shakes his head innocently at your accusation. âWas it a bad word?â
âNot particularly, uh, it's all fine and dandy, like calling their mates âblokeâ or âbruvâââ
Hobie lets out a snicker, accidentally interrupting the teacher with his laugh. You glare secretly at him.
âRight, sorry, not funny at all.â He tries to save face. âContinue, Miss.â
âIt's alright that they use it but I find that they've been using it more frequently and just last week they disrupted class when they uhâŚâ Ms. Jenkins leans closer, elbows propped on her desk, whispering her words like a secret. âYelled during movie time to say âthatâs the dog's bollocksâ in reference to the amazing animation.â
Hobie looks like he's dying whilst trying his hardest not to laugh. Hands clasped on his mouth, shoulders shaking, lungs wheezing and eyes tightly shut. You swear, you even see a tear clinging to his lashes.
You're not the greatest example either as you tightly press your lips together, also trying your darndest to not laugh.
You try to keep your composure even though Hobie's practically losing it next to you. Even Ms. Jenkins hides her grin.
âI'm so sorryââ you accidentally let out a giggle before inhaling deeply to tamp it down. âWe'll talk to them once we get home.â Your stomach hurts from restraining yourself.
âThat's great!â She clears her throat, doing better at composing herself than you and Hobie. âThat's all, thank you so much for coming! There's cookies and juice in the hallway.â Standing up, she holds her hand for a handshake.
You shake her hand while Hobie's still losing it in his seat. âThank you, Miss, have a great holiday.â You're a bit better at hiding your laughter but if Hobie let out a guffaw right now, you're for sure to follow suit.
âYou too!â She smiles, âbye, Bee! Bye, Mona!â Waving her hand, the girls happily wave back.
âOkay, let's go.â You had to lift Hobie up from his seat or else he'll be glued to it while his body wracks with silent laughter.
The second you and your little family settle inside the car, Hobie lets out the loudest laugh, you follow a half second later, the sound echoing in the vehicle.
Billie and Ramona look at you two confused, hands pausing from devouring their snacks.
âI think they're proper bonkers.â Mona whispers, leaning towards her sister, and Billie nods in agreement.
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Hey! If you aren't busy could pls write about how the Spn guys would react to the person they like calling them dude and bro. Also if you can, please include gabriel.
Dude. (SPN preference!) đŤśđť
a/n: i love this idea! i hope you enjoy, anon!
warnings: swearing
Dean:
he dosent even blink. an. eye.
âlove you too, jerk.â
AWWW HE DID THE THING!! (except he tweaked it to fit your version and not sams)
i feel like he thinks itâs a normal thing
he says dude sometimes so i donât think he minds as much as ppl might think
he finds it even cuter tbh
i love dean he totally is a sucker for nicknames
him when you call him dude:
he adapts to it and just loves you even more <3
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Sam:
first time he was a little bewildered
him:
itâs okay cus he catches on so fast you donât even know
gets to the point where itâs just a normal thing for him to hear and say abck
but i think he just kinda sticks to his sentimental nicknames and letâs you call him dude and bro and smiles every time he hears it bc heâs so smitten for you
heâs such a cutie :(
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Castiel:
heâd think it was normal.
âhey dude.â
he looks up at you
âhello.. dude.â
iâm giggling
his feel ass voice saying âbroâ in such a loving way lol
he loves it
itâs like his own little inside joke with you
he smiled every time you say it and he just says it back with a cute little smile
he loves it and i think heâd say it back a lot
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Crowley:
crowley does not vibe with dude and/or bro
he pouts
âdo not call me by that, y/n.â
âokay bro.â
heâll deal with it but i mean câmon bb heâll call you all the nicknames like Love and Darling and Queen etc etc
heâs not a dude-bro person
he definitely says âi am the king of hell, i deserve a better nickname than âbroâ.â
okay brođđ
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Gabriel:
heâs surprised at first
âdude??â
but he likes it after a second
he smiles every time he hears it
he doesnât often hear people talk like that and he loves that you do it
itâs cute and it sounds unique
heâs never been called anything like that so heâs blushing even though itâs as simple as dude and/or bro
he calls you nickname and sometimes a bro slips out here and there and itâs just cute
he picks up stuff from you and phrases and this one rlly stuck for him
awwwww he loves you sm
#love u mwah#thank you sm for this request#castiel#castiel x reader#dean winchester#dean winchester x reader#sam winchester#sam winchester x reader#crowley#crowley x reader#gabriel#gabriel x reader
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main 3 + butters! gen dating headcanons!!
notes: gender neutral reader!! first ever official post too omg kinda (very) nervous ........... if it's ooc mb guys :( Aged up characters!! Highschool au kinda thing
⥠STAN MARSH
Definitely thought about asking you out super suavely but then Kyle said something about how he'd manage to screw it up so he decided to not do that.
Since he's not going like all out for a confession of any sorts, he would simply wait near your locker at the end of the day until you got to it
As you're leaving he runs up to you and asks to walk you home. It's on that walk home that he builds up the courage for a confession
Hypes himself up as he's walking but he's actually talking out loud so you know he's about to ask you out
Tell him that you heard him hype himself up after you accept his confession and he gets so embarrassed what a cutie.
Now for when you guys ARE together bahahaha.
Sends you tiktoks at like 3am and you wake up to your alarm to find 78 texts from him and they're all tiktok links. The captions are either "this is so you lol" "babe.. this is so us" or just "real".
On the whole texting thing, a red flag of his is his dry ass text responses . Unfortunately don't expect a lot of words coming from him, he might get better at it during the relationship or if you say something to him, but really he'd prefer facetime or calling.
Personally I see him using snapchat a lot? Likes how quick of an update in life the app sort've is, so expect snaps throughout the school day if you guys don't have classes together. Expect a lot of snaps from him at football practice or something too.
Would LOVE for you to meet his parents, mom, Sharon. Randy is.. special in his eyes and would rather just talk to you beforehand about how his dad is rather than you meeting Randy face first.
Shelly goes two ways, either she does not care that her brother is dating someone, or she immediately pulls you from Stan to gossip about him.
FOREHEAD KISSES!! SLAMS FIST ON TABLE
Stan isn't a whole big fanatic of pda, but a quick forehead kiss or just rubbing his thumb over your knuckles while holding hands when you guys are out is top tier affection for him.
In private though? He is not letting you go. Kisses or cuddling, any sort of skin contact is good for him. Even if it's not technically skin contact and you guys are just in the same room, his eyes are ON you and they are giving major heart eyes.
Gives you his jersey to wear for football games and he'll point you out in the crowd anytime he scores. If South Park wins expect him to buy you food to celebrate. If South Park loses expect him to buy you food to "console" you on the loss (he's sad about the loss but doesn't want you to think that he's sad)
Is the big spoon normally when cuddling but there are rare occurrences where he's the little spoon, like for example he's extremely tired or if he's upset. Don't talk about him being the little spoon though, his pride may get hurt a bit over it.
Isn't the best at consoling you if you're sad, so what he'll do is listen to what your issues are, order food, and binge movies with you.
⥠KYLE BROFLOVSKI
FREAKED about asking you out bro. He is thinking of every possibly way you could reject him and every possibly way you could accept him.
He hasn't had the best luck with dating and so he might be the type to prefer you to ask him out first.
However? If he overhears you telling a friend about your crush on him? His self confidence just got a major boost and he's asking you out the second your next class with him is (so long as Cartman isn't also in that class).
Otherwise, I could see him show up with flowers to your house and a simple like "Dinner? Maybe? Us? Alone? Saturday? 7pm?" He phrases each word as a question like he isn't sure about it.
I also feel like Kyle isn't a "good" texter and is another one who prefers calling or facetime. However unlike Stan who just can't text for his life, Kyle just likes seeing your face.
Like Kyle can text he just views it as somewhat annoying to do? Like if he wanted your attention on something he'd rather talk to you. Text reminds you dates though.
Uses pet names but only in private, unless it's to get your attention. If you're zoned out he calls out a quick "Hey! Babe!" and boom your eyes are on him.
Doesn't like over the top pet names and gets genuinely disgusted if you start calling him "sugar plum" or "honey bear" even if it's a joke.
Loves study dates, it's like his go to type of date. Even if it's not for the same class, just really likes studying with you. I can also see him "teaching" you what he's studying to help him learn better, this works especially well if it's about a class you're not taking.
Another guy who isn't a big fan on pda, might throw an arm over your shoulder when walking in the hallways to just have you close by him but don't really expect any affection in school.
Because of that one basketball episode (and how often the boys play basketball throughout the seasons at the park), Kyle is definitely on the basketball team and like Stan, has given you his jersey. He gets all red and proud if he sees you wearing it at his games.
Jealousy is rough with him. He often gets jealous and it stems primarily from his own insecurities, not because he doesn't trust you. He 100% does trust you, but the fact he's never had a full on official relationship kind of worries him that you'll realize he isn't the type of guy to be a boyfriend and that freaks him out so he just gets jealous at guys who spend too much time with you.
Reassuring him with cuddles or quality time or just being WITH him let's him know you aren't going anywhere.
Meeting his parents is HUGE to him. Family means a lot for Kyle, this is mainly targeted towards his mom and his brother.
His mother honestly make take time to get to liking you. She may initially think you're not good enough for Kyle or you're a hinderance for him but she comes around QUICKLY once she realizes how happy Kyle is with you and really that's all the confirmation she needs to know you're a good person for him.
I feel like his dad just, accepts you right off the bat, like "Oh hey Kyle who is this?" "My partner, dad." "You got someone to date you? Damn." And he just nods at you and you're good.
Ike loves you, like boom "Hi! I'm Ike!". If Kyle is dating you and Kyle trusts you than immediately so does Ike. Expect Ike to steal Kyle's phone just to text you. Also please just download roblox to play with him, he may never let you go after that though.
⥠KENNY MCCORMICK
Wasn't a whole lot of preplanning when he asked you out. Honestly he just goes for it.
Wasn't a big spectacle when he asked you out. Was sort've nonchalant about it but in a suave way (Stan wishes he could be like this).
Definitely geeked about it when alone in his room though. Karen walked by his room seeing him dance around and knew that you said yes. (Kenny has most definitely raved about you to Karen).
Considering his family's income he probably is the type to just take you out on a naturistic date. Like walking in the park, maybe a small picnic, nothing fancy or extravagant, but domestic and homey.
Compared to the other two, Kenny is HUGE on pda. Hand holding, kisses, bear hugs, etc. he has made that school KNOW you guys are together, from day one.
His eyes are on you the second you step into the room and they are not off of you until he cannot physically see you anymore. You are like the light of his world.
I feel as if late night drives with him are another type of date for you two. He's fixed up that beat up truck in his yard and then just drives you to a special spot he knows on a cliff overlooking South Park and you guys just hang out up there for hours, talking about whatever comes to mind. Or just simple driving around.
Lets you take aux ALWAYS, doesn't matter if you're not in the passenger seat, aux always gets handed to you.
Texts you all the time. Maybe not all the time but you get me. He's also a multiple texts in a row rather than the one text containing all of what he wants to say.
Spams "Baby, babe, hun, baby, baby, babe" a bunch of times till either you respond or he figures you're busy and then gets to what he's meaning to tell you.
Instagram feed is you two on dates among other things that he does (like pics of himself or with the other guys). You take up most of his feed though.
Doesn't get jealous actually, he's pretty secure in your guys' relationship, however if someone is clearly bothering you and you look like you're pretty uncomfortable, Kenny is punch first ask questions last because now he's running away with you in his arms.
⥠BUTTERS STOTCH
Was a nervous WRECK to ask you out :(
He, thanks to Kenny's advice, stopped you in the hallway before lunch to ask you out. and he was so red. Let him get his whole confession out to you though, he has a lot of sweet words to say about you.
Insert Glue Song by beabadoobee the entire time he's confessing to you, he's definitely tangled in love, stuck by you (haha).
Accept him and he's showing you off immediately to his friends. (Cue in Cartman who actually is just shocked, like... flabbergasted).
He goes all out for your guys' dates. Dinner, park/walk, full on research mode on how to have the world's most perfect date.
Gets grounded because he walked you home and now he walked into his own house late (I hate his parents).
Does not blame you!! Blames himself for not rushing home :(, tell him it wasn't his fault either.
Gets nervous with pda but loves it!! He's so willing to kiss you or hold hands, you may have to initiate it though, he doesn't want to screw up so he's incredibly awkward the first few times you do any sort of pda.
At carnivals he tries and wins you any stuffed animal he sees but in the end he fails at the rigged carnival games, you may have to drag him away or he'll be in debt from trying to win you things.
Buys things for you as gifts that remind him of you. Like he may just be window shopping or with his mom helping her out as she shops and he sees something on a shelf and immediately it makes him think of you so he HAS to get it.
Makes you things too, (y'all remember that episode where he made paper cutouts for stan's gang? yeah i do), like has made birthday cards, holiday cards, etc completely by hand for you. Made you a paper cut out of the two of you guys holding hands.
When he finally brings you around his parents his parents are also in disbelief. Now that they know he's dating, they're a bit more lenient on his groundings (still hate his parents).
Likes to fall asleep on call with you, you guys gave a routine that at 9pm if you guys are both home, you call each other to just fall asleep, you may not even talk once the call starts, just sleep.
AHHHH hahhaahah, thanks for reading my first post!! oh em gee i was so nervous writing this and now im even more nervous to post!! if you guys would like me to expand upon any of these headcanons or do another part (with one or all) lmk!!
#stan marsh#stan marsh x reader#kyle broflovski#kyle broflovski x reader#south park#south park x reader#butters stotch#butters stotch x reader#kenny mccormick#kenny mccormick x reader#kyle broflovski headcanons#stan marsh headcanons#kenny mccormick headcanons#butters stotch headcanons#south park headcanons
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update: he emailed being self-flagellating and then went on a rant about being conflict-adverse during class when we were talking about virtue theory as an example of a virtue he wishes he could cultivate and I had to just be like never-fucking-mind, man.
I know people say âjust let people misunderstand youâ and âbe yourself! donât care about what people think about you!â but have they actually sat in a room with people who canât stand you and arenât shy about it and how that makes you feel like an infinitesimally small dust mote on the wind???
#i also just had an episode like this with a friend when i asked them why they just up and disappear during a conversation#whenever it veers into emotional territory or even signals that way#and they were just like âsorry I went to bed earlyâ#and it's like. I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT THIS AND ONLY THIS.#my prof apologizes for the way he challenged my question bc he obviously didn't hide his distain for the place we both live#(and the class was a guest speaker who did her phd on the identity of newfoundland settlers who was a german woman but it was really good)#(and we often disagree about whether nfld is actually a good place or not and the experience of living in st. john's is not representative)#and it's like yeah dude i've already picked up on your barely veiled venom about teaching at this university instead of like UofT. i got it#i know what the kind of people who went to UofT think of newfoundlanders. i've spent my life being looked down on by them. I KNOW.#but any time i try to address an ongoing thing by bringing it up when an incident happens never seems to work.#people will always just litigate the singular event no matter what.#i always think i'm phrasing it wrong but i reread the email and it didn't mention anything about that class specifically even!!!!#and i'm sure an option might be to be like âhey can we talk about this thing that's bothering meâ outside of an event#but then i just keep getting told it didn't happen or it didn't happen that particular way or i misunderstood or they self-flagellate#and i just literally don't understand how people like. exist with other people. this guy has a kid! a relationship!#I don't even think he's that bad of a guy. he's a Certain Kind of Guyâ˘ď¸ but if anything our insecurities are too similar yk?#i'll say this class was way better. i sat up at the front so i did hear and understand better.#and the other person who hates me so much it drips off her wasn't there. and neither were the women who have to bring their kids to class.#the one who hates me isn't even registered in this class but she comes anyway bc that's who she is as a person lol#i get it in a way. her year last year only had her and one other person so i can see wanting to have these discussions with a full(er) clas#but also the conversation moved so much easier today? it was funny bc people almost seemed relieved that she wasn't there?#bc oh boy#speaking of classroom management problems haha#yesterday we were in class and it started at least 15 minutes late bc she kept talking to the prof about some convo they were having#from before class began and the prof couldn't figure out how to extricate himself from it (see: conflict-avoidant comment)#and she kept going and going bc no one felt like they could jump in and we were all whispering to each other#just general conversation and everything but it felt like WE were the ones being rude if we were to interrupt whatever they had going on?#so i dunno. maybe it was already kind of poisoned before I even said anything. who's to say.#but it felt like when people weren't afraid that she was going to pop in or one up them or âbuild off thatâ they were way more eager to tal#and I definitely talked less but not. not talking? i feel like i was very consciously choosing whether it was worth saying my point.
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Exposure Therapy pt. 6
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Pairing | Jonathan Crane Ă reader
Summary | Dr. Crane wants to make some changes to your previous arrangement.
Warnings | 18+, sexual content, smut, p in v sex, unprotected sex, breeding, kissing, hickeys, grinding, riding, praise, degradation, crying (but in a hot way), consensual sex, cockwarming?, heâs a simp lowkey, but heâs doing his best to hide it.
Words | 3k
Notes | I hope yâall enjoy! Iâm doing my best to keep it consistent with how his character would act but itâs definitely a challenge lol
Ao3 link | <3
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True to his word, he did return the next day with a few things. He stopped by your cell, rather than having someone bring you to him. When he handed you the bag, you eagerly took it and sat down on your bed to look through it. A sketch pad, multiple pencils- some colored- and two books that you havenât heard of.Â
âI hope it is satisfactory.â He said, emotionless as ever.Â
âItâs perfect, thank you.â You beamed at him and he gave you a stiff nod, awkwardly looking everywhere but your eyes.Â
âWould you like anything else?âÂ
âThis is plenty.â You lied, not wanting to abuse his kindness.Â
âOkay. Bring that whenever you come to my office just in case you need something to do.â He gestured to the bag in your lap and you nodded. âShall we?â You werenât sure why he was asking, but even with the items he gave you, having only a little decent human interaction is not enough so you agreed eagerly.Â
âDo you have something planned?â You asked as you walked next to him, bag in hand.Â
âNot exactly. I just have some questions.â Thatâs all? Heâs just going to ask you things? When you arrived, you sat down across from him, waiting for his questions.Â
âAre you eating?â He asked suddenly.Â
âUh- yes? Itâs hard to, though. The food is⌠not what Iâm used to.â You did your best to say âthe food here tastes like shitâ without actually saying that.Â
âAnd that is preventing you from eating even though you must be hungry?â His tone was clinical⌠neutral.Â
âIâve gotten used to the feeling by now.â You shrugged and he hummed in acknowledgment.Â
âFrom now on I think it would be best if you ate lunch with me, in my office.âÂ
âWhat?â You choked out, staring at him with wide eyes.Â
âYou are of no use to me this malnourished.â Is it really that obvious? Youâve only been here a couple weeks⌠âSo I will bring you something and you will eat with me.â He said simply, as if his words didnât have the impact that they do. He wants to not only bring you food, but eat with you every day too?Â
âYou can refuse, though I would highly frown upon that, given your current state of health.âÂ
âNo, I- Iâll eat in here. Please.â The thought of actual food was already making your stomach roar to life.Â
âGood. Starting tomorrow then.â
âOkay. Was there anything else?â
âWhen you offered your assistance, was that to satiate boredom or were you being genuine?â He asked casually.Â
âBoth. Why?â
âIt might be nice to have someone to help with all of the paperwork so I can spend my time on more important tasks.â It wasnât lost on you the way he phrased it as a statement, rather than him just asking for your help.Â
âWhat would you have me do?â
âTo start? Copying my notes onto forms, scheduling appointments, things like that.â While it didnât sound like the most exciting job in the world, it seemed better than your current routine.Â
âSure.â He almost seemed caught off guard by your answer. âDuring lunch? Or would I do it another time?â
âYou need to eat so, no, not during lunch. It will vary each day so I do not have a specific answer.â
âOkay.âÂ
 âHave you thought about my other offer at all?â You completely forgot about that to be honest. Which he seemed to be able to read from your expression. âThatâs alright. You can think about it now if you want and I can answer any questions you have.âÂ
âOkay⌠I do have questions.â He motioned for you to continue so you did. âWhat exactly would I be doing?â
âSometimes administering the toxin yourself, sometimes writing down my thoughts. Depends on the day.â He shrugged.Â
âWhy do you want me to do this?âÂ
âThereâs no catch, if thatâs what youâre asking.â He said coylyâ trying to deflect. Â
âIf thereâs no catch, then why?â He let out a heavy sigh and looked away from you as he thought.Â
âNormally when a patient outgrows their⌠usefulness⌠Well, you saw the state of some of them down stairs. And as of right now, your fears are trivial. Phobias of a person or an object are common, itâs not something I need to use you for.âÂ
âSo instead of giving me enough toxin to drive me mad, youâd rather I help you?âÂ
âYes.âÂ
âThen why canât you let me go? If Iâm not useful to you anymore.âÂ
âDo you want me to?â That made you falter.Â
âI⌠I donât want to leave you, I just want to leave here. I miss my bed, I miss real food and comfortable clothes.â
âYou miss that⌠more than you would miss me. Is what youâre saying.â He almost sounded offended.Â
âNo, I just- I want to help you, but I canât stay here forever. Iâm miserable.â He looked down to the desk at your words.Â
âAnd how do I know this isnât just some plot to get out of here?â He said, looking at you again.Â
âYouâre the one with the psych degree, you tell me.â He narrowed his eyes as he examined you and you waited patiently for him to find that youâre telling the truth. He hummed in acknowledgment, seemingly not finding the right words.Â
âWhy do you want me to stay so bad? You said it yourself, Iâm not useful to you anymore.â You asked softly, hesitantly.Â
âJust because I donât need to study you in my experiments, doesnât mean you canât help me with them.âÂ
âThatâs the only reason?â You could already feel yourself deflating from his words.Â
âWhat other reason would there be?â You bit your lip and looked at your lap.Â
âNothing.â You smiled dryly, looking back up at him. âLook, as far as Iâm concerned, whatever I do is up to you. Youâre not going to let me go and you donât want to use me in your experiments so there arenât many options.â You shrugged, not wanting to draw this conversation out so you can avoid any other tactless remarks.Â
âFine. Regarding your⌠treatment, that will be up to you.â Did he not want to do that anymore? You donât want to say you want to keep doing it if he doesnât actually want to.Â
âYou donât want to anymore?â You tried to sound normal and not desperate or sad.Â
âDo I want to keep raping you? No, I donât.âÂ
âOh,â You didnât mean it like that. Honestly itâs hard to think of it as that now. âOkay, then⌠we can stop.â You said quietly.Â
âIs that what you want? Or are you just saying that because of what I said.â
âIt doesn't matter what I want if you donât want to. That defeats the whole purpose of discontinuing the rape.â He eyed you curiously before responding.Â
âIf it wasnât rape, would you want to continue?â He asked, looking at you through slightly narrowed eyes.Â
âI mean⌠itâs- I donât know⌠I havenât really thought about it.â You shrugged, trying to play it off.Â
âItâs a yes or no question.â He said teasingly with a glint in his eyes.Â
âYou answer first then!â You said defensively.Â
âWould I want to keep fucking you consensually? Yes.â He said lowly, making your breath hitch.Â
âOkay well maybe I want that too.â You said, once again, defensively. When he didnât respond and let you stew in your answer, you rambled out more. âAnd by maybe, I mean more than maybe.â You watched his lips turn up into a smirk at your rambling. âStop looking at me like that.âÂ
âLike what?âÂ
âLike- like that!â You exclaimed, pointing at the growing smirk on his lips.Â
âWould you want me to consensually fuck you right now?â He asked casually, making your eyes widen. You tried to stammer out a response, but he granted you mercy by continuing. âCome here.â As he took off his glasses and set them on the desk, you stood and slowly walked over to him, waiting awkwardly once you were by his side. He grabbed your hips and rolled his chair back a little, giving you room to straddle his thighs. Once you were settled, he placed his hands on the arms on the chair, making you frown.Â
âItâs only consensual if you actually give consent. So far you havenât.â He explained, raising his brows as he waited for your response.Â
âYes. Fine- I want it.â You muttered, embarrassed.Â
âWhat was that?âÂ
âI want you to fuck me. Please.â You werenât able to maintain eye contact as you spoke. His hands grasped your hips, pulling you forward to grind against his bulge, making your breath hitch. You lifted your hands to place on his shoulders, but froze, not sure if itâs okay. He seemed to sense your hesitation because he gave you a nod to your silent question. As your hips maintained the movement without him needing to guide you, your gaze drifted down to his lips. Youâve never seen a man with such pink, soft looking lips. You watched them curl up into a small smile, making your eyes snap up to his.Â
âDo you want me to kiss you?â He asked, eyes fluttering down to your lips.Â
âYes please.â You whispered, subconsciously leaning closer. It hasnât even been very long but you already miss the feeling of his lips pressed to yoursâ the way he eagerly swallowed down your sounds.Â
He leaned up a little and captured your lips in a kiss, making your hips stutter. This kiss was less desperate and hungry than the previous one you shared. Instead, it was slower, more gentle. He removed one hand from your hip and placed it over your covered heat, rubbing your clit through the layers of clothing, making you gasp into the kiss.Â
âPlease.â You whined against his lips as he continued to tease you. That seemed to be enough for him though and he pulled away from the kiss to free his cock before pulling your pants and underwear down just enough to free your drooling cunt.Â
âTell me what you want.â He prompted, stroking his length to full hardness.Â
âPlease fuck me.â You whined, hips squirming, trying to maneuver yourself onto him. He relented, lifting your hips enough to line his cock up with your entrance, then pulling you all the way down. You let out a choked moan, brows furrowing and eyes slightly watering from the stretchâ maybe I shouldâve let him tease me a little more, you thought, trying not to wince. He seemed to pick up on that though and he let you remain buried on his cock, not moving yet.Â
âRelax.â He said softly as his hands settled on your hips, thumbs rubbing soothing circles.Â
âI- Iâm sorry.â You whispered, willing your body to just hurry up and adjust. âIâm okay⌠You can move.â You said, holding your breath, preparing yourself for the stinging pain to worsen. Instead, his hand moved to your clit, rubbing slowly to build your arousal. When your walls fluttered around his length, the only indication he gave that he was affected was a slight hitch of his breath.Â
His other hand wrapped around the back of your neck and pulled you into another kiss. Your hips started rocking slowly and he pulled back from the brief kiss to remove your shirt. He leaned down, sucking your nipple into his mouth, not even teasing you first, and you gasped as your hands found their way to his hair again. The hand that wasnât on your clit, moved to your other nipple, lightly pinching and rolling it between his fingers. After another few seconds, he pulled back with a wet pop, then switched to the other one. The stinging in your core was replaced with a dull ache by the time he had finished.Â
âFuck me.â You whispered, hips rocking greedily. He had to look in your eyes to be sure, but once he was satisfied with your honesty, he moved both hands to your hips again and slowly lifted you before letting you drop back down with a startled moan. He continued the slow, teasing pace, you started to whine impatiently as you pulled on his hair. You could tell that he was having an internal battle of whether or not he should fuck you like you wanted or punish you for being greedy and you did your best to hide your smirk when he chose the former.Â
He grabbed your hips tighter and planted his feet to start thrusting up into you, but he only lasted a few seconds before his chair started rolling back. He cursed under his breath and stood up, making you grab onto his shoulders as you let out a startled sound. Holding you up by your thighs, he walked you over to the couch, then sat down and almost immediately started bucking up into you.Â
âShit-â You said through a breath at the suddenness of his thrusts, but he paid no mind to it. He just held you still and fucked you with an intensity you didnât know he had.Â
âThatâs it- just take it. Just be a good girl, sit nice and still, and fucking take it.â He growled, making you whimper.Â
âPlease.â You cried, holding onto his shoulders so tight that your fingers ached.Â
âTell me what youâre begging for.â He said lowly, but his voice was starting to get breathier.Â
âI- I donât know⌠please!âÂ
âPoor thing. I fuck you for just a few minutes and already youâre too cock drunk to even know what youâre begging for.â He cooed mockingly, making you whine and clench around him.Â
âDr. Crane,â You whimpered, eyes filling with tears of desperation.Â
âI wonder how long Iâll have to fuck you for until youâre permanently cock drunk.â You sobbed out a moan at that, feeling the knot of arousal in your stomach grow even tighter.Â
âPlease!â
âYou want that? You want me to turn you into a cock drunk whore? Just a little sleeve for my dick?â You let out an embarrassed whine, feeling your cheeks heat up as you nodded.Â
âI bet you do.â He chuckled breathlessly. âI bet you just want to be turned into a proper fuck toyâ you donât need to think, you just need to be fucked and bred.â You let out a choked sob, his words feeding into your kink enough that the fear was at the back of your mind. You nodded again with a whimper.Â
âIf you want something, you need to ask for it. And quickly too, otherwise Iâll have to pull out. You donât want it to go to waste do you?â He frowned, making you mirror the expression.Â
âNo⌠Want your- I want your come, pleaseâŚâ You whimpered, eyes burning with tears of humiliation.Â
âYeah? You want me to fill you up? Say it.â
âI- I want you to- to fill me up... Please, Dr. Crane.â When the tears started falling, he removed one hand from your hip to wipe them away as he shushed you.Â
âThereâs no need to cry. Iâll give you what you want.â He said softly and you sniffled in response. Â
âThank you.â You whimpered.Â
âReady?â You couldnât respond, not as his grip became painfully tight on your hips and he fucked even rougher. All you could do was nod. âRub your clit.â He said through a breath. You moved a shaky hand between your legs, rubbing fast circles over your clit as you felt your orgasm rapidly approaching. He let out a low groan as your walls spasmed around his length from the pleasure, then forced you all the way down, the tip bulging your stomach a little. You let out a choked moan, feeling his cock twitching inside as hot come painted your walls. Through your moans you could hear him groaning and panting, eyes squeezed shut as he rode out his orgasm. When he stilled, you whimpered painfully, feeling close to your own orgasm.Â
âPlease.â You cried, hips trying to rock against him even though he was mostly holding you still. âPlease, I wanna come.â You whined, eyes filling with tears once again.Â
âGo ahead.â He said simply, removing his hands from your body and settling into the couch with a small smirk.Â
âBut I want your help.â You frowned.Â
âIâm giving you my cock. Would you rather I let you hump my leg instead?â You let out a long, needy whine as you pouted.Â
ââŚNo.â You muttered.Â
âThen go ahead.â You whined, but started rocking your hips faster, continuing to rub your clit. âThatâs it. Put on a good show for me.â The emotion in his voice was new to youâ even if it was just smug amusement. You moved your hips faster, rubbed your clit harder, eagerly chasing your orgasm.Â
âGood girl.â He was teasing you, mocking you, but you still let out a strangled moan from the praise. Your orgasm crashed over you suddenly, making your whole body tremble as you rode it out, sobbing out moans from the pleasure. When your sounds died down and your body stopped shaking, you sagged in exhaustion, hissing as his cock went even deeper in your now sensitive cunt. Your eyes fluttered open and you looked up at him through your lashes, sleepiness clear in your features.Â
âGood girl. Did that feel good?â He said softly and you nodded, not even attempting to talk. You wanted to lean forward against his body, lay your head on his chest and let your heavy eyes fall shut. But you knew there wasnât even a slight chance that he would react any way other than negatively. So you placed your hand on his chest, forcing yourself to stay up and not give in to the sleepiness.Â
âAre you tired?â He asked and your eyes fluttered open again, not even realizing you closed them.Â
âYeah.â You did your best not to slur the word.Â
âYou can rest here before returning to your room. I have quite a bit of work that needs done so Iâll be here a while.âÂ
âMhm.â You nodded, giving him a small smile that you swore he almost returned. When he grabbed your hips and started lifting you off his cock, you whined.Â
âI know.â He said quietly. Once you were sitting normally on his lap, he pulled your underwear and pants back up, then gently set you on the couch. When he stood up and walked away, you frowned, but he quickly returned, holding your shirt. He slipped it on over your arms and head, then let you lay down, resting your head on your hand as you curled up on your side.Â
âThanks.â You mumbled, not able to keep your eyes open long enough to wait for a response.Â
Part 7
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spoilers for alfons route under the cut
thank you for the ask, anon!
Anonymous said:
Hiii, i wanted ask something regarding the ask about Alfons being "kissed" by others in the epilogue. When i first read it, it seemed to me like he was trying to make Kate feel better in his own way by spouting some lie like this to me? And doesn't him continuing his nightly escapades mean showing people who need them illusions instead of being sexual with them? I can't say that i'm an expert on him but characters like alfons usually become pretty jealous and possessive after they come to accept the love they starved for( there was an event where him kate and roger went to drinking and he shows this side of his openly i think) and to me Alfons doesn't seem like he would hold a double standard for his own "entertainment". Now i'm not saying it wouldn't happen but even if it did, i think it's in the instance where his former "playmates" throw themselves at him before he has a chance to react. Or i'm totally deluding myself lol but that was what came to my mind and i just wanted to share it.
One thing about Alfons is he's not gonna speak directly and twist words until they have the meaning he wants to deliver so i try reading into it rather than accept his words at face value. Sorry this got so long!
hii anon! first of all, sorry for the late reply!
first things first, i want to clarify that (according to al) it wasnât that he was kissed by others, but rather he himself initiated the kiss. that may change the context then /nm that said, youâre right, he could be lying. heâs been suspected of lying multiple times â we really donât know and it would be up to your interpretation. al promised not to have sex with others, yes, but well, kissing is sort of a separate thing from sex. the act of kissing (or sex) in and of itself was like a type of escape that al could give his âfriendsâ anyway. it wasnât an act of emotional intimacy, it was a means to provide a physical pleasure. he could give a kiss to all the women in the world, but the only one who he could give a âtrue loveâs kissâ to is kate. it definitely does feel a bit more wishy washy in his case, haha. but he could be giving illusions, or he could be with his âfriendsâ â they seem to fall under the same category.
that said, yeah, i do think he does get jealous pretty easily. and i also think itâs not necessarily out of his character to purposely try and make kate jealous as a way to make her keep thinking about him. i think itâs interesting to think abt al and double standards if iâm understanding right too â in fact, i think âdouble standardsââŚor maybe hypocrisy? english is hard lmao but anyway. i think itâs actually a sort of flaw of his in a way. for example, he wanted kate to keep thinking abt him and so he got really close to her, but when she actually did get close to him like he wanted her to, he pushes her away. or even how he âhated on rogerâ (which we all know thatâs half bogus) because roger hid things from kate â as if he hadnât done the same low key bfhkshfhsgds elbie sort of words this clearly in the past records featuring him and al, but perhaps bc elbie phrases this feature of alâs as though itâs an endearing feature of his (which ig it can be, yk, i think everything is up to interpretation. itâs similar to how jude gets easily irritated but it can be seen as endearing too bc âaww hes such a tsundereâ mindset), we as readers may also think the same.
and fs! alâs words definitely are not and should not be meant to be taken at face value. its for this reason i do recommend his side stories; his thoughts are honest. and i mean, just look at alfons and roger. for all the hating alfons does on roger he went as far as to give an illusion to roger to make him forget abt al when he disappeared to confront the purification club. and as we know, he gave an illusion so that no one would have to be in pain or grieve for him when he died. to him, it was an act of kindness â one that he had given to roger as well. if he really hated roger, would he have gone so far? yes, al doesnât think 100% positively of roger, but i donât think he could ever dislike him fully either, especially when he canât help but associate a couple positive memories with him.
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Hi! I love your art and your Wisdom AU. I have a question about it. Are you still keeping Legend and Fable siblings after Jojo said they werenât related in the Q and A, or are you sticking with Linked Universe canon?
Thank you!!! Glad you like it!
Hm, I havenât seen this Q&A! Can I get a link to it? :)
The reason some Zelda fans believe ALttP Link and Zelda are related is this:
Those are the dying words of Linkâs uncle. Some English fans (Edit: choose to)(Edit: nowadays) believe the end of this sentence was supposed to be âsister,â since nothing else really fits (Iâve heard âsoulmateâ (Edit: or âdestinyâ) as an option, but it seems strange for Linkâs uncle to be telling him who heâs supposed to end up with). Thus the headcanon of ALttP Link and Zelda being siblings.
The Japanese text is even more ambiguous, since it reads something along the lines of âYou are the princessâsâŚâ This means the line was probably meant to say something like âYou are the princessâ only hope.â Unfortunately, this version doesnât seem to work as well with the English translation, while the âsisterâ line still works with the Japanese text. The intention is different from the way some fans choose to interpret it. :)
To complicate matters further, the remake (2003) removed the line from that scene, although the line is still present elsewhere in the gameâ Blind the Bandit disguises himself as Linkâs dying uncle and repeats the same lines, and he says the original phrase (Edit: ending with, âYou are the princessââŚâ). The devs are definitely aware of the original line. (Edit: And theyâve fixed the translation, lol.)
So thereâs the background info!
Now, on to the main part: regarding following LU canon. The truth is: I am already changing a few things from Linked Universe, the most important of which are these:
Legend and Fable are siblings
Tetra and Wind are not Phantom and Spirit
Shadow and the Four Swords manga are canon
Time and Wind (and other relevant characters) remember Hyrule Warriors
Why am I making these changes for my AU?
Discussed above!
Iâm much more of a Spirit Tracks fan than Jojo seems to be :). And when considering the Zeldas, Phantom is markedly different from Tetra in both personality and skills. Iâm sticking to LoZ canon over LU canon here. Phantom deserves to be her own character!
Iâve been a fan of the FSA manga for a decade and a half now, so it has long affected the way I see the Zelda series. I also love Shadow and Fourâs historyâ it adds a unique twist to the classic Zelda formula. Shadow is therefore canon in Wielders of Wisdom and the parallel LU story, The Secrets We Keep. Expect Shadowâs backstory to play a role somewhere in the combined Wisdomverse :)
Iâm new to the Hyrule Warriors fandom, but I love the connection it gives Warriors with Time and Windâ and other characters :). This is also going to be addressed in The Secrets We Keep. Check that out for more info!
Many of you who write/read fanfics for LU have seen these ideas before. Interpreting canon in different ways has always been an integral part of the Zelda fandom, because canon is itself can be contradictory. Thatâs one of the things that makes this fandom so fun <3.
And the most important thing is that these changes fit the story I want to tell better.
Iâm going to do my best to stick to LU whenever possible, but I want to tell a fun, engaging story, and sometimes that will mean taking a different path: sometimes following LoZ canon more closely, sometimes interpreting things my own way :).
So, to answer your question: I will probably be keeping Legend and Fable as siblings. Itâs a popular headcanon among fans. I believe the story Iâm telling for Fable works better with other romantic interests for Legend. And I want to stress that he and Fable are just as fiercely loyal to each other.
That said, I definitely donât mind if you believe differently! I donât really emphasize romance anyways, and Iâm not here to police the fandom. Please feel free to read the references to Legend calling Fable âsisterâ as friendship, or just ignore it, or whatever you wish! I donât mind who you ship with who.
Only preference is: please donât ship the Wielders with each other, since theyâre canonically related by blood and spirit :). Other than that, anything goes as far as Iâm concerned.
Anyways. This got really long, didnât it?
I wanted to answer the question as thoroughly as I could. Please feel free to ask more questions, or stop by my quiet little art streams and ask me live if you want an immediate answer! I will always do my best to respond :)
You can find all previous responses under the tag: #lin responds !
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Hi, I was hoping I could get a genshin and HSR match up if they're still open? I use she/her pronouns, and I have a romantic preference for men. I'm a big time introvert and not one for small talk but I always try to be polite and kind. I've been described as being too sensible by multiple people but I will also laugh at some of the dumbest stuff. My hobbies include writing, drawing and cooking, generally I like anything creative. I hope this is okay and that you have a lovely day!
A/n: I really hope you like my answer! I just thought that someone who can understand and appreciate you would fit so much more better than the opposite âĄ
FREMINET
@ awww look at those two introverts in love âĄ
@ understands you all to well. You want your peace and quite? He'll leave you to yourself and lets you draw, take a nap, read or whatever.
@ greatly appreciates if you'd do the same, but only really rarely. He does enjoy your company a lot! You bring him internal peace. Just having you sit beside him while he works on a new project really gives him motivation.
@ psst, he wants to show off, just a little ;)
@ takes you diving with him! I hope you're not scared of the ocean tho- if you are, he'll guide you through it. He never lets go of your hand, even if it means that he will have a constant blush on his face and butterflys in his tummy. If you really are way, WAY to scared tho, he would obviously never force you. You two just walk by the shore collecting some seashells!
@ and if you love/like the ocean, he would shyly ask you if you wanna join him. Like everytime he would ask you. Or at least if you wanna wait for him by the shore.
@ LOVES LOVES LOVES to see your drawings, if you wanna show them that is. He can also draw yk, so someone who shares the same talent would also mean for him to share his supplies. Dw, take them without asking, it's a relationship after all.
@ and if you want you can make designs for his toy projects for the kids!
@ Is just as sensitive as you, maybe more, maybe less. But what is definitely a fact, is that he will comfort you nonetheless. Depends on how you wanna be comforted tho. Bit i think his style would be, have a cup of tea and let it aaaall out. Vent on him, he can listen well.
@ the twins think you two were meant to be-! Really supportive of you two.@ And Father is just as happy, she can't show it, but you're part of the family now sooo...you better not hurt her boy :)
DAN HENG
@ well--if you love writing, you're prefect with dan heng cause he loves reading-
@ would understand if you don't want him to read your written pieces, but would feel very honored if you would show him. Even just a glimpse would get him to praise you.
@ if you do show him--damn he would unintentionally correct your grammar or phrasing. Not that he shits on your grammar, its just-idk how to describe it he means it really nice but in dan heng style it comes off more as cold
@ and the corrections of your phrasings are just ideas on how to change things or make it more interesting. He probably read more books than the whole astral express crew together, like easily.
@ thats why he would get it if you don't wanna show him---he's aware lol
@ BUT! what he would do 100% and nobody can stop him, is reading to you âĄ
@ lay in his arms and relax. Let his soothing voice lull you to sleep~ And if you wanna read on your own, do that, he'll wait for you to turn the page.
@ would also 100% discuss what you two read afterwards lol. Like a lil bookclub
@ he can actually cook, very well too. But he always says his skills are nowhere near yours, even if you deny it, he stands his point.
@ gracefully DEVOURS your food and asks for a second plate âĄ
@ oh look, someone who also hates small take, yay. You two were so awkward at the beginning of the whole relationship. The beginning of the whole meeting each other for the first time too!
@ it was definitely him who took all the first steps. Even more awkward cause....he only knows the most things form books cause he has no real life experience-
@ made the mistake of asking March-the things he went through just for you-you better be greatful (jkjk)
#genshin impact#genshin x reader#quimichi#match up#genshin impact x reader#freminet x reader#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#dan heng x reader#dan heng#freminet
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