#there is NO DENYING they're madly in love

[blluespirit]

back on my 'zuko is aroace' agenda. if i have to see one more post arguing about shipping i am going to start biting people. he's actually a single dad and never marries thanks bye.

[crowwithacomputer]

there's a very clear distinction of behaviour between Mulder and Scully from before and after her abduction.

like, before that they cared about each other, or course, but when Scully was abducted? God's afraid of what Mulder would do for that woman. He almost got into a fight in the hospital and choked a guy god damnit. He was gonna resign from the job and REFUSED to work with anyone else other than Scully. He only worked with Krycek because he "believed" him and didn't question much imo.

but right after he visited her she woke up, and when he visited her and gave her back her cross that he'd been wearing all the time? that, my dear friends, is love at first abduction.

all the episodes after that, that I've seen so far (S2) have just been Mulder madly in love with whatever Scully says. He's deeply concerned for her safety all the time and he started making many more jokes. They also get told that they're a couple all the time (ofc this is just clearly what the series wants you to think) but he doesn't clarify, nor Scully does. They just look at each other and smile.

They're always looking at each other and smiling. Even the stupidest thing makes them look at the other to see their reaction. All the small things (and not so small, how dare you clean sauce off of her mouth without even asking like you do that every day Mulder) they do, the little jokes. And all these after the abduction. Before that it's REALLY noticeable how that is not as common by far.

I really love this tension, this is a good sexual tension imo. It's not uncomfortable, it's not weird, they're having the best time of their lives. I think they know they love each other a lot as friends, but there's that point there, that thin line where your love for your friend becomes something more intense, but it's such a small step they don't even notice and that's the good stuff. They don't deny their love, but their romance.

[acewritesfics]

Beautiful | Jax Teller 

Pairing: Jax Teller x Winston!Reader 

Request: No. Find original here -

Synopsis: Jax takes his old lady out for the night.  

Warnings: Mentions of drugs, alcohol, swearing, talks of body parts, mentions of dressing and undressing. This was originally a Song-fic. H/C - Hair Color. E/C - Eye Color

Word Count: 2,186

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Jax beams as he watches the woman he's madly in love with hurry around their bedroom, dressed in her black lace bra and panties set, that just so happens to be his favorite, oblivious to him standing there, focused on trying to decide what to wear. His eyes scan her body, stopping on her ass, admiring his third favorite part of her body. 

He never imagined falling in love with Y/N Winston, the younger sister of his best friend, but something changed when she left for college. When Y/N left Charming for college, she was just Opie's annoying little sister; but, when she returned four years later, it seemed as though she had completely changed. She was now a woman, not a girl. 

Y/N settles on a pair of skintight black jeans and a flowing deep crimson tank top. On the bed, she has her leather jacket that he gifted her for her 21st birthday, laying next to her jeans.  She eventually catches him standing there as she slides her legs into her jeans.  She pulls on her top as he enters the bedroom, a bit disappointed that his second favorite part of her body was now also hidden from him. 

After giving him a short kiss, she walks over to her dresser and gathers up her make up bag and hair brush. "I thought we were going to meet up at the clubhouse?" 

"Church got out a little early," he muttered, his eyes following her as she entered the ensuite connected to their bedroom. He observes her brushing her H/C hair as he leans against the door frame. 

When she put down her hairbrush, he closed the gap between coming up behind her so they're back to chest. He slides his arms around her waist, his fingertips caressing the flesh on her left hip where his crow was inked before resting his hands on her stomach and kissing the side of her head. "I figured I'd be a gentleman and come pick up my old lady." 

"You'll be driving the cage," she quips as she looks at him through the mirror.  

"I know," He smiles looking back at her, his baby blues meeting her E/C eyes. He takes a step back from her as she starts to apply her makeup. 

They got it confirmed last week that Y/N is pregnant again, after speculating that she was a few days before hand. Aside from not being able to ride bitch right now, they haven't told anyone about the pregnancy yet. Being just nine weeks along, they choose to hold off until the second trimester, when the risk of miscarriage is significantly lower. The first pregnancy ended in a miscarriage at 11 weeks, and it wasn't only them who were devastated by it. 

Despite the fact that they are quite certain their family aren't buying into the excuse, they used her being sober driver as an explanation for her abstinence from drinking and riding on the back of Jax's motorcycle. They noticed Gemma, Opie's, Piney's and even Clay's suspicious looks when she would deny a drink or avoid being on the of a motorcycle. Y/N could tell Gemma was the most suspicious and that she was picking up on more than just those two things. 

Once Y/N has finished applying her makeup, she exits the bathroom to retrieve her jacket and put it on, with Jax close behind. 

"How do I look?" She asks as she slowly spins around, flaunting her appearance. 

He closes the gap between them once again, encircling his arms around her waist and planting a scorching kiss to her lips. He smiles as she responds kissing him just as heated as he was.  Nobody else has ever made him feel the way he does when he kisses Y/N. He knows he had the same effect on her as she always left him out of breath. He knew this because of the small moment after their kiss when her eyes remained closed and her lips pouted. 

Before letting her go, he quickly kisses her and doesn't say anything as he leads her to the car, locking the front door on their way out of the house. 

"I never answered your question," he says as he opens the passenger door for her but blocks her from entering the vehicle. She looks at him puzzled. "You look fuckin' beautiful," he whispers as he kisses her lips again before helping her into the car before getting in himself and driving to the SAMCRO clubhouse. 

When Jax pulls into the lot, the music is already booming from the speakers, there is already a strong odor of weed and cigarettes in the air, and beer bottles and cigarette butts are scattered all over the ground. He exits the car as Y/N gets out and meets him at the front of the car. He smiles as she slips her smaller hand into his larger one and laces their fingers together. As they enter the clubhouse, he brings her hand to his lips and gently kisses the back of it. 

As soon as they are inside, surrounded by patches, friends of the clubs, old ladies, sweet butts and crow eaters, Jax let's go of her hand and placed his arm around her waist pulling her into his side. A few people stared and scoffed at them, he was unable to control the smirk that grew on his lips. The women envious of Y/N and the men who aren't members of the club wishing they were him. 

Jax orders drinks from the prospect behind the bar before noticing Tig and Chibs sitting nearby. He leans close to Y/N to talks to her without having to yell, "Go sit down with Tig and Chibs, and I'll bring the drinks over." 

She gives him a quick peck on the cheek and moves over to the table where his SAMCRO brothers are seated. He watches when both men stand up and hug her before she sits down. 

He catches a few men glancing in her direction with hungry eyes as he surveys the crowded room. As his gaze returns to her, he suppresses the temptation to pound their faces into the nearest surface. Jax is unsure of what he did to earn her love, but he is glad that he did. He couldn't picture his life without her. 

Jax has only ever been in one committed relationship before he got into one with Y/N. Because of Tara's decision to go medical school, his ex-girlfriend ended their relationship but not without trying to convince him to leave with her. He'd been crushed and drowned himself in weed, alcohol, and pussy when he wasn't working his way up in the club. 

All of it came to an end when Y/N returned from college. 

After she returned home, a lot of things changed for him. Y/N became the reason he stayed awake and alone in bed most nights, her face being the one he saw when he tried to take another girl back to his room. When she wasn't with him, he thought of her constantly, wondering what she was doing and if she was safe. He had to stop himself from calling her every chance that he got  He existed solely for her and the club. Even though the guys made fun of him for being whipped, he didn't know where he'd be without her. He couldn't picture his life without her. He didn't want to. 

Jax brings the drinks over to the table and sits in the empty chair next to Y/N's handing her bottle of water to her. She leans in close to him, kissing his cheek once again, and whispers "thank you" as he drapes an arm across the back of her chair. 

"Hey, where's my kiss?" Tig is heard asking. 

"Not here, but maybe if you ask her," Y/N chuckles, pointing to a brunette crow-eater who is gazing lustfully at the club's resident crazy while wearing next to nothing. "She might give you one." 

"You might be right." He smirks, looking in the direction that Y/N is pointing.  He gets out of his chair and moves over to the couch where the crow-eater is seated. 

After an hour and a few drinks, Jax glances at Y/N as Chibs walks away, finishing their discussion. He finds her looking back at him with a small smile and love in her eyes. Now that they are alone at the table, he smiles tenderly at her as everything around them fades, Y/N becoming his sole focus for now. He didn't want to admit it, but she had turned him into a love-sick idiot. 

"How are you feeling?" She asks, concern in her eyes as she takes in the faint bruise on the side of his head. Moving her hand from his leg, she reaches up and runs her fingers through his hair. This afternoon he'd been hit in the head by some thug the club had to deal with, earning him a nasty headache.  However, it vanished when he took a few painkillers before church. His headache was returning, and the loud music was not helping. 

"I feel wonderful," he says trying to ease her worry and kisses her to distract her knowing she'll see right through his bullshit. 

"You're an awful liar." 

"I know." He offers her a small smile. "My headache's back." 

"We don't have to stay. I'm beginning to feel a bit worn out, myself." 

"Let's go home," He stands and offers his hand to her, helping her stand up also. They say goodnight to the most of the club members before Y/N makes plans to meet Gemma for lunch the following day. As they exit the building and walk to her car, Jax hands Y/N the keys. 

"Take these and lay down." Y/N offers Jax a glass of water and some pain relief she'd snagged from the kitchen on her way to the bedroom. As soon as they walked through the front door, Jax made his way into their bedroom, stripped down to his boxers and climbed into bed while she double checked that everything was locked up and all the lights were off. He takes them as she instructed and leaves the half empty glass of water on the bedside table. 

He doesn't move from his upright position while he watches her undress till she is only wearing her bra and panties. 

His eyes follow her once more as she walks over to his dresser and picks out one of his SAMCRO shirts before entering the bathroom. A few minutes later, she returns wearing his shirt and with her face make-up free. He continues to observe her as she removes her bra, pulling it from the sleeve of his shirt and discarding it on the chair in the corner of their room. He moves to lay down as she climbs into bed, facing him. 

"How's your head?" She softly asks. 

"The pain is starting to fade." 

"That's good. 

"How are you feeling?" he questions, cupping her face and caressing her cheek with his thumb. 

"Amazing," she says as her eyelids close, relishing in the tenderness of his touch. "Though I was feeling a bit queasy earlier." 

He rolls onto his back to reach his bedside table and switches off the lamp. Y/N moves in closer and places her head on his chest. 

With his arm around her holding her close, he kisses the top of her head. "I know I never tell you I love you as much as I should, but I do love you." 

"I love you too," She smiles. His spoken 'I love you's' are rare but he didn't have to say it for her to know it's true. Every day, in the smallest things he does for her, he tells her he loves her.  

"I don't mean to turn into a huge sap but you're the most wonderful person I know," He kissed the top of her head again. "I don't know what I'd do without you or if anything happened to you." 

"I hope we never have to find out." 

"Me too." He sighs. A silence falls over them but is soon broken by Jax. "We should get married." 

Y/N sits up looking at him in the darkness, a look of shock plastered on her face. "You wanna get married?" 

"Yeah I do." he admits. They've never had the marriage talk until now. They hadn't had the baby talk before she got pregnant both times. "We have a good reason to. I love you, you love me and we're going to have a kid." His hand reached under the shirt she was wearing, his fingers brushing the skin of her belly.  

She smiles. "Okay, let's get married." 

Jax smiles back and pulls her down to him making her giggle. He runs a hand through her hair tucking a few strands behind her ear. "You really are wonderful." 

"Just kiss me already," she orders him. 

"Sure thing, Darling." he laughs and pulls her into a passionate and mind-blowing kiss that was bound to leave both of them breathless. 

[jespardon]

yes iminterested in headcanons without art yes i want to hear abr your thoughts on purebrutal please please pls sir just 1 drop (or several) of purebrutal hcs for the poor and the needy…

actually you know what you're so nice you get this scrapped first draft for a purebrutal..... thing :3c

okay this is the nsfw alt so these are very much nsfw. alsoooo a lot of what i'm about to write is from me and @slobber-teeth 's brains telepathically connecting throughout the day.

Cw for sliiiight dubcon mention at the end

OKAY SO there's a lot of buildup in their relationship from hating each other's ass but this is at a point where they "tolerate" (madly want to fuck) each other. there's a WHOLE lot of denial between them, both the emotional kind and the literal kink kind lmao. they both know they're attracted to each other but Brutal is on some "i'm a d4rk lone wolf, i don't love i only fuck etc" mindset, while Pure is obviously more "well i'm a man of god, i can't possibly be acting upon these evil impure thoughts".

So there's a lot of powerplay exchanges between them, Pure denying Brutal any sex, making his frustration only grow with time; and Brutal trying to coax Pure into it by making elaborate horny displays (like this one above) or insisting that "it's not sin as long as we don't have sex the 'regular' way 😇"

[serxinns]

Yandere Villian Bakusquad vs Yandere Hero Dekusquad

Readers' gender is whenever you want them to be

Warnings: yandere behavior, stalking, and cussing

Hero Yandere Dekusquad

• You were a very good pro hero and an inspiration to all, having a pure and kind soul while fearlessly fighting villains and they all cherish and loved you for that

•You met the squad when you were in Ua you all bonded with each other Izuku and you would train and spare with each other, Ochako with baking lessons, go on swim dates with Tsuyu have study dates with Iida and Soba dates with Shoto it was all good for you unaware that your friends have an unhealthy obsession you were used to your friend's action but sometimes question their behaviors at times

•like how Izuku would have a notebook dedicated to you and would glare at anyone who talked to you or has Ochako would spam text you whenever you didn't respond to her, or how she would borrow your stuff (like a pen or ur hair clip and would always make excuses why she never returned them, how tsuyu would always want to be around you or how she'll always hype you up even at the smallest things, Or how shoto would be buying you everything you see or mention if u stare jewelry too long he's already at the front talking to the cashier even if you denied he'll still do it or how Iida strangely has ur schedule and is weirdly stern with you whenever you missed breakfast or lunch but overall things are good

•while fighting villains they would always shield you off even if they're injured and if u defeated the villain after the fight they'll check you head to toe if you have any scratches or bruises if you do they'll all panic desperately finding a med kit and if you don't iida will give you a 1-hour lecture of how dangerous your "stunt" was

• The squad would always fight each other about who gets to hang out with you, who gets to buy food for you etc but stopped when they had a big fight it made you upset at them so they decided that they wanted to share you

•The Hero Dekusquad would always push aside their fans for you, You are their number one priority as much as they love their fans you a sweet little thing is always number one in their hearts and if any fan tries to be rude to you or even tries to hurt you out of jealousy just don't be surprised when you see that fan on the news or reported missing

•Whenever breaktime occurs y'all would all gather at your favorite cafe and talk about your missions and the number of villains you beat

•Yan Dekusquad who would blush madly when you wear their merch or would have their oversized hoodie

•yan dekusquad who would have a movie night every Weekend or go on a park date (or anywhere you wanna go) and it ends up either you staying at their house or all in a big pillow fortress in a cuddle pile sleeping on each other

•Now Dekusquad has a lot of enemies but the ones they despise the most are..(drumroll please) THE BAKUSQUAD well because they're also obsessed with you as well and they wanna steal you away and make you a villain!

•every time it's Dekusquad vs Bakusquad would always hide you or make an excuse for you to not come saying that "they're gonna handle this" or "It's too dangerous" But Eventually you don't listen Dash when you hear someone groaning in pain and went there as fast as you can to protect your friends

• After a long Brutal battle the Baku squad had to retreat because of police and the dekusquad were checking you to see if you got hurt you asked who are they but they ignored you they don't want those nasty villains are their sweet angel

Villain Yandere Bakusquad

•They thought you would be like all the other heroes fake but when they saw how much potential you have to want to be a hero they have to have you!

•They couldn't wait to have you a poor little darling naive and confused because the hero society corrupted you they'd love to break you and make you a better darling, a darling who could see how horrible heroes are a darling who could kill mercilessly while laughing

• they would always try to taut you whenever you were battling with them and when you handcuffed them they would begin taunting you about how much you'd be a good pet for them which kind of freaked you out

•Bakugo would pretend to hate you but would always pretend to lose just for you to think you're just stronger

•Kirishima will try to find your location so they can watch you sleep at night

•Denki would steal some little items you might not care for and have a shrine for them (like mochiko)

•Mina would record your sleeping or sleep talking she has hundreds of them and a recording of you dancing or even changing

•Sero would always leave love letters for you or ur favorite snacks on there without you knowing who it is

•The 5 of them already made a room for you just in case you ever get captured by them

• every time you get kidnapped by them Mina would pinch your cheeks and coo at you, Kirishima would hug you and tease you at the same time, Denki would lay down on your lap and try to flirt with you Sero would always try to sing to you and bakugo would push them off and he'll always flick ur head at you and taut you how you'll never get out

• And when Dekusquad Came to your rescue they scowled and glared at them deeply and they started to fight while you tried sneaking away while the 2 groups fight

•after that the dekusquad somehow got you back and got so worried that they even started crying saying they'll never let you go

•"Ugh that damn deku and his pawns" Katsuki sneered "relax bakubro we'll get them next time!" kiri said while patting him in the back "Yea! And when we do we'll never let them go like you said!" Mina chimed in "Just only a matter of time mi amor will be ours" Sero said while chuckling darkly

[taiyeoki]

Kashimo Headcanons

↳ Husband!Kashimo x Fem!Reader

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: Pregnancy

Synopsis: Kashimo being a man being from the Edo period doesn't change the fact that he's a loving husband and a soon to be father for y/n and their upcoming child.

A/N: I am so madly in love with him that I had to make a whole Tumblr account just to put this out there. This is a new account but I've been using Tumblr for years so I know how things work 💀 Except I use chrome so I never had an account. This is just for a personal idea but anyone's free to read! This one doesn't have any smut so it's just a wholesome thing but I'd like to put a warning anyway.

Husband!Kashimo who couldn't believe what he had heard when you announced that you were pregnant. You were sure he'd gone deaf when he needed you to repeat it like four times.

Husband!Kashimo opens the present you gave him. Inside was an adorable baby outfit with a little lightning crochet on the chest. "What's this for?" Instead, you just stared at him with excitement as if you were about to explode into a firework of happiness. With no reply from you, he decided to look back down into the gift box then noticed the pregnancy test with two pink lines on it next to the clothing. Immediately he looked back up at you and you announce, "Hajime guess what?! I'm pregnant!! Uh... Hajime?" He gave no response. He looked so dumbfounded and shocked at the same time you had to take a picture of his reaction.

Husband!Kashimo who finally registers the news and immediately his expression changes to one of absolute happiness. You swear you've never seen him express this much emotion before considering he usually kept an unamused or an angry resting face. His smile is so genuine, smiling ear to ear as he's about to burst into disbelief.

"I'm gonna be a dad?! Are you serious?! It took me 400 years just for this moment!"

Husband!Kashimo immediately tackles you into a hug, both of you laughing in excitement from the news. He snakes his arms around your waist as he nuzzles his face into the crook of your neck. Despite having large hands he uses for fights, they're actually pretty soft and gentle as he brings his hand around your belly and caresses it.

"Y/n," he murmurs softly, "love you so much..."

It took forever for him to let go. It's as if you would disappear if he lets go of the hug. You better believe he's gonna watch over you 24/7.

Husband!Kashimo refuses to let you out of his sight. You knew he was protective but now that you were pregnant he'd grown even more protective over you than he already was. You try to reassure him, "Hajime I'm fine! I'm just going to the bathroom okay?" But he just finds reasons to stay with you. "But what if you get your morning sickness again? At least let me accompany you in case anything happens." Or he pulls the "there are curses everywhere" card on you to let him watch over you.

You couldn't deny his requests of staying with you especially after he gave the softest look. Wrapping his muscular arms around you in a loving hug, he nuzzles close into you making sure to warm you up. Eventually you gave in...

Husband!Kashimo feels bad whenever you actually do get the morning sickness. He tries his best to find comfort in anything at all just for your sake. "Y/n are you okay? How are you feeling now? Do you want some tea?" At first he's too old to understand which medicine he should give you. After all, modern medicine never existed back in the 1600. Instead, he tried to soothe you with tea, herbal soups and warm bathes. Eventually though he does manage to understand what medication you should take and provides you with them but he still prefers it the old fashion way.

Husband!Kashimo dotes on you all the time. He makes sure you're always healthy and happy and whenever you're not, he'd be worried sick. "What's wrong? Are you feeling sick again? Hey how about I buy you some snacks okay. What are you craving for?" Eventually though you actually do cheer up with how much he keeps spoiling you.

Husband!Kashimo is constantly asking you questions to check in on you, making sure you feel loved and appreciated all the time. "Are you hungry?", "What do you wanna eat?", "do you wanna go out? The sunshine will do you good." "Do you want me to make you some tea?"

Husband!Kashimo refuses to let you get hungry or dehydrated. He makes sure to have you well fed everytime. The food he'd prepare are nutritious and healthy with all the right amounts of everything your body needs. Not too much and not too little. Grabbing a cup of water, he hands it to you, "y/n you need to drink lots. I don't want you or the baby getting sick because you aren't eating or drinking well. You both need all the nutrients and vitamins you can get." If you're planning to diet, be prepared for him to scold you.

"Are you crazy?! Dieting during your pregnancy?! You know what- c'mere. You need to eat now."

Believe it or not, despite being a traditional man from the 1600 Edo period he actually knows how to cook. Husband!Kashimo makes the most comforting food you've ever tasted. Although his cooking style is different, it's because of that which makes his food taste uniquely great. It has a delicious smokey aroma to it. At first he wasn't used to the stove and oven so he'd just cook by the log and fire. He started learning how to operate the stove though because you laughed at him for cooking like a caveman squatting down next to the fire like that.

"Pfft Hajime! You don't know how to use the stove?!" He gives you an unamused pout which you honestly found adorable so you decided to teach him how to cook from the stove. Almost immediately he seemed even better than you do in cooking which has his smug face putting you in shame. He's the one laughing at you now because you forgot you were cooking and burnt the food.

"SHIT," you came back panicking from the smell of smoke coming from the kitchen to see him giving you an unimpressed look as if he's about to lecture you. He already had the kitchen under control the moment you arrive. Giving him a sheepish smile, Kashimo doesn't want you near the fire until the baby is out. "Y/n, I'll do all the cooking now. I don't want you burning anything again. What if you get hurt? Right, that goes for the knives too. Let me do all the work."

Husband!Kashimo reassures you everyday that he loves you. It doesn't matter how you look, whether you get stretch marks or leaking breasts. "Y/n, trust me when I say this. In 400 years of my life you are the most beautiful woman I've ever seen." He caresses your growing belly, keeping you in a warm hug as he nuzzles into you and takes in your scent which he always found to be soothing.

"Nothing you do is embarrassing. I love every single part of you. These stretch marks are a reminder of my love for you; our child. I'm happy to know that you're the one carrying my child."

Husband!Kashimo prefers for you to give birth at home because he thinks it's safer there rather than the hospital. He makes sure to hire the best OBGYN, doctors and midwives to check up on you. He looks at you with genuine care and concern, "Y/n the hospital is full of curses. I don't want you getting into any trouble there. What if our baby gets hurt from them?"

Husband!Kashimo instantly gets alert, sitting straight up and checking on you when you told him your water broke in the middle of the night while you two slept in each other's arms.

"Shit- Hajime wake up! My water broke!"

Good thing he hired the midwives. They were already prepared in advance knowing you were going to give birth soon so neither of you needed to panic into the hospital especially since he couldn't drive. He does try to get a license just for you though so he could help with transportation. Hakari helped Kashimo out too, not trusting him to be completely sane with a car and a driving instructor he might end up beating.

Husband!Kashimo is worried sick and upset that he can't do anything to stop the labour pain. The most he could do now is to try and relieve your pain and stress. Giving you a warm towel, a heating pad, making you some soothing tea, anything at all. It still hurts him though to see you like this.

Husband!Kashimo holds you close to him the moment your delivery is about to arrive. If he's being honest here, he's actually quite scared for you, afraid that anything might go wrong. He stays by your side the entire process, reassuring and motivating you.

"Keep pushing y/n, you're almost there."

"You're doing so well!"

"I'm proud of you and our son/daughter"

Husband!Kashimo lets you use him as a stress reliever. Crushing his arm and hands, he didn't expect you to have this much strength. He tries to calm you down, caressing you reassuringly or wiping sweat off.

The moment your childbirth finally ended, both of you are so happy and exhausted. Husband!Kashimo praises you for doing so good and being so strong. He caresses you, keeping you in a hug wrapped in his loving arms as you feel his tense muscles calm down. For a moment you even forgot about the delivery pain as you got distracted by his muscular body. His large veiny hands pull you close into the crook of his neck all snug, "Hah.. I think you broke my bones."

Well your crushing grip didn't break his bones but he definitely woke up with a bruise the next day.

Husband!Kashimo showers you and your son/daughter with so much love and attention. If he wasn't protective enough before, he definitely was now. In fact he'd be considered as overprotective at this point.

Husband!Kashimo doesn't hire anyone to do the confinement for you. Instead he does it himself, making sure to get you the best natural ingredients. He uses the freshest meat, the highest quality herbs and the finest tea. Surprisingly this ancient man knows a lot about women's healthcare, their pregnancy and confinement. Although he uses the 1600 Edo style rather than the modern one but it gives a unique treatment.

Husband!Kashimo gives you a baby shower consisting of practically everyone you knew from Jujutsu High. Gojo, Nanami, Shoko, Hakari, Kirara, and even the first and second years were there. He's not too fond of people and neither does he really call them friends but he does it just for you. Also he wants to show off his brand new family. It was a sweet heartfelt action which has you falling head over heels for him all over again.

Husband!Kashimo makes sure you get all the rest you need. He knows parenting isn't easy especially for the person who gave birth. Anytime you looked tired to him at all, he'll jump in and tell you he'll watch over your son/daughter even though he was already by your side to take care of the baby. Luckily this man has insane stamina, speed and efficiency to be keeping up with the baby's needs although he does tire out.

Husband!Kashimo showers you both with all his love and attention to the point he forgets he was looking for Sukuna. For a moment he even stops fighting just to take care of you both and make time for his family. The man is a fighter but he knows his priorities. Plus he'd rather leave his family out of his fighting business or he'll never forgive himself if anything were to happen to either you or your son/daughter.

Hugging you close and the baby safely on his lap between you two, Kashimo gives your son/daughter a sweet peck on their forehead as they fall asleep. He then leans in close to you and goes in for a kiss. His gentle, soft and warm lips intertwine with your own as you both share a loving, passionate kiss. Pulling away, he brings you closer to him and you rest your head on his chest. Sighing, he asks just in case, "is anything wrong?"

"Nah. I'm just happy that's all," you reply with an angelic smile looking up at him. His gentle expression smiling down at you with all the love in the world as you bring your hand up to caress his soft cheeks and the lightning marks under his eye which you always found beautiful. He leans into your loving touch, closing his eyes momentarily. Slight sparks of electricity sounded and you know it was a clear indicator of how happy he is right now. Being attached to you and your baby, you could see electricity go from one bun to the other in a mesmerizing pattern.

"Waiting 400 years for this was totally worth it."

Overall husband!Kashimo is a very protective father and husband to you and your baby. He'll do anything it takes to keep you both safe, happy and healthy. If anyone were to even lay a finger on the wife and son/daughter of Edo period's strongest sorcerer, you better believe they won't even get a chance to see their life flash before their eyes with Kashimo's lightning speed ending everything in an instant.

[janis01127]

Lucifer: Cara mia!

Lilith: Mon cher!

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I LOVE THEM AND I'LL BE DENYING THAT THEY'RE DIVORCED BECAUSE I DON'T BELIEVE IT, THEY'RE MADLY IN LOVE!

[theramblergal]

Do you have any thoughts on Karenumati and Vijaya?

PS: I love your writing!!!

SO many thoughts!

Karenumati:

Baby.

No, seriously, she's the baby of the PandavaParivaara.

Pampered daughter, definitely. I like to think Shishupala loved his daughter very much, it adds complexities (TM) to their relationship.

She's also pampered by her sisters-in-law/brothers-in-law and Mata Kunti ALL THE TIME. (She feels a bit suffocated at times.)

She fell madly in love with Nakula when she was pretty young, and Shishupala was loathe to deny his daughter anything so he proposed a marriage alliance when she was old enough.

I headcanon her as a curious person. She wants to know the why and the how of everything and anything under the sun. Combine this with the indulgence of literally everyone around her: she asks WAY too many questions (and not always the most tactful ones).

She feels like a replacement many times. When she was younger it stemmed from Shishupala's side glances when he was in a sullen mood (she wondered if he ever thought of his imagined children with Rukmini and judged her wanting); sometimes in Indraprastha she feels like a side-piece, a little ornament that is handled with too much care and only put on display for people to fawn over.

Other than Sahadeva, she gets along with Yudhishthira the most out of all her brothers-in-law. Surprising? Maybe. Despite the wide age gap, Yudhishthira's kindness does not feel indulging; no matter how many questions she asks, he always answers patiently.

Nakula takes her on the best outings and always treats her devastatingly romantically. She loves it, but sometimes she provokes arguments with him just to feel a little bit older.

She desperately wants to understand Rukmini better, but after seeing her father for so many years, she cannot help the distance that is between them every time they meet. But ater Shishupala's death, she breaks down in Rukmini's arms.

She is the stricter parent when it comes to raising Niramitra, having experienced how too much indulgence can spoil you.

She enjoys spending the most time with the kids in Indraprastha (or anywhere else, really) because they only know her as someone older than them and they will treat her with respect because of it.

Krishnaa and Vijayaa are also two of the few people who give her due accord and treat her like an equal. While everyone else do try their best and pull it off most of the time, Renu does feel like they still think of her as a child/younger so they are less likely to treat her as older.

Vijayaa:

I like to call her the Tinkerer.

Hehe. But yes, to me, Vijayaa rarely has need for words because she is always busy tinkering with something, taking it apart or fixing it.

Her hands are never still; they're always busy with some object or the other. If there's nothing in her hands, she cannot keep them still and it's a tic of hers to constantly fidget.

Even while she's in court, she'll be poking at something or the other, and everyone smiles fondly at her.

So. She rarely speaks, much like Sahadeva. She has a soft, lilting voice that can carry across an audience, however, and the kids will often run to her with requests for bedtime stories.

She and Sahadeva loved each other since they were young teenagers, and they would steal time together on his visits to Madra. It wasn't even a question of who she would choose in her svayamvara ceremony.

Her family would tease her about not needing to hold a svayamvara and skip directly to the marriage directly, but she held her ground firmly on wanting a svayamvara for the kingdom's sake.

Their love is quiet but no less passionate than their siblings' more fiery, whirlwind romances. Vijayaa knows she'll always have someone to speak all her unspoken thoughts to in Sahadeva; and Sahadeva knows Vijayaa will always sit in him with silence for hours or days if need be.

She takes Karenumati under her wing when she arrives at Indraprastha, recognizing her need to prove herself and a person to express herself freely with.

Her love language is gifting others; she makes the most beautiful things with her own hands and gifts them to all her family members. She's always working on passion projects; Sahadeva brings back interesting knick-knacks from the corners of the country when he's out travelling because he knows what she likes.

She didn't have many friends in her childhood despite being one of Madra's princesses, because she was too quiet and too absorbed in the works of her hands. The other noble daughters would frequently tease her for this, but she never paid them much heed.

One of her works that she's most proud of is the intricate gold bangles she crafted from scratch for Krishnaa when she gave birth to Shrutasena. Krishnaa never takes them off. (Not even during the Dyuta, I would like to say.)

She tries her best to see Lakshmanaa at least once a year, which is no hardship considering how often the Yadavas visit Indraprastha or the other way around, and frequently writes long letters to her cousin.

That's about it for now, I think? That was long. But I do love the PandavaPatnis.

[liannelara-dracula]

Hello! If you are taking requests, can I get hcs for Reiji and Ruki (separate) about they realizing that they're in love with their S/O? Like, how they realize it, and when? What they do after? ❤

Hi Love,

Totally, I’m sorry this is late I’m trying to catch up. But here it is.

-Liannelara

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Reiji

It takes a long time for him to be in love, as well as admitting it.

But not to realize it.

Reiji doesn’t love easily, he’s a perfectionist.

But it doesn’t mean he cannot love.

He’d realize this after a long time, possibly years.

This is not because he’s dumb but because the relationship moves slow and he doesn’t believe in loving someone so quick.

So you earned this.

Anyways he realized this when being put in a situation where you were are hurt or put at stake because of his father.

Something like that would definitely touch him.

If you were going to get hurt, he just won’t stand for it.

To see you in such grief and worry, with your tearful eyes and shattered voice that would tear him into pieces and want to walk away from the scene but also hold you.

Even if you had been in an argument about something important that would allow him to notice how much it affects you, and that would take a toll on him.

Another thing that would test him is if his mother claimed that the girl he loves isn't worthy enough to be with her son.

This would cause Reiji to be angry with himself for not pleasing his mother but, most of all, putting his lover through this.

He’d be at war with himself, mostly because “Why did it matter to so much?”

To confirm his feelings, he sees this when he is happy with you. No matter what but as long as he is spending time with you it makes him feel at peace.

He's able to not think about his past, his family, or/and any discretions he has with others when he is around you---that right there is Reiji Sakamaki in love.

If you can make this man have a smile run across his face, then he loves you madly, and truly.

Before he figures to tell you he comes to terms with himself about how he should tell you this.

If you were his bride, he would deny his feelings in the beginning and try to alter his approaches in behavior believing he was only confusing himself with attachment and value, seeing that she may have just been obedient compared to the others. And that what he's feeling is not love but a value and respect for someone.

He is in denial for a little while and once he's figured it out he tries to deal with it on his own.

However, if he senses that you may have feelings or can no longer keep it to himself he will eventually confess to you.

Reiji generally does not believe in love, so if you can make him go back on his words he will be mesmerized.

Obviously, if you’re on good terms he will admit this to you in a timely fashion but more or so, he’d show it to you.

He’d confess to you at a ball where you were enjoying yourself by dancing. He smiled seeing you content, but tried to not give him self away when you caught his eye a couple times. Later, he’d pull you aside for a chat to tell you something alone in the dark in the courtyard of the castle.

"You have something to tell me, Reiji?" You'd ask, confused by why he wanted to speak with you.

The two of you mere inches away as he kissed you passionately before pulling away, “I cherish you so very deeply, my dear. I can't imagine unloving you.” He'd whisper, his hand caressing your cheek.

Ruki

Unlike Reiji, he was quick to realize that he cared about you deeply.

However, Ruki is stubborn, so he took forever to move forward with it.

He'd especially take long if this was a bride because this wasn't part of the plan to fall in love with her.

He'll act differently in the sense that he will distance himself and act colder to you because he doesn't want to be influenced by his feelings.

You are a weakness, and he is trying to change that about himself,

While at the same time your ignorance about his behavior only made things worse as figured he was upset at you which made you upset so you ignored him.

And then when this happened he was like great.

The more he spent apart he found himself wanting something which happened to be your presence. He wanted you to be there.

Yes, physically, you were with him most of the time but Ruki wanted you to not just be there but, with him.

He thought about this for a couple months before deciding to tell you.

Ruki realized he loved you when he always found himself saving you from any possible threat/danger that occurred with you around.

He found himself always at your side, protecting you unintentionally. At first, it was for sheer convenience.

But with all time you spent being at the Mukami manor with him and dealing with his stoic behavior and all your arguments. He came to learn so much about you, so much that he could love, so much no one else knew. It felt special to know so much about a girl who was a mystery to everyone else.

Ruki realized that both them weren't so different after all.

And no matter what he thought of you whether it was at school, on his own time, when reading books, etc. You never seemed to leave his mind, it began to be a problem for him.

He could never not protect you, he found him self stepping in.

He claimed it was because you would cause trouble.

Overall, he came to the point where he gave up on keeping secrets.

He'd confess mostly through action rather than words.

Ruki would be much more intimate and whisper to you that you mean so much to him.

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However, he may also admit this firmly if the moment is crucial and you have angered him or you are in some situation to which you have fueled him to give into what he wants, so he just gives up and confesses to you in an aggressive makeout session along with blood being drawn.

"I can't stand this anymore." He'd say being fed up with his feelings and giving in to them.

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[brownblob]

Love at first sight

Tw: A few swear words (fucked up etc) but it's nothing intimate just a few curses people say when they're angry.

Love at first sight was something he didn't believe in, something he didn't want to believe in. Yet, life seemed to have other plans since he'd seen you.

He wouldn't deny how incredibly cliché it sounded if he ever dared say it out loud. But, he was so madly captivated by you that it was outright stupid.

He felt like a goddamn fool but he had to admit it, it was love at first fucking sight. The way you spoke, the way you looked, the way you acted, everything was just so pretty.

He didn't even notice it at first, the way you consumed his thoughts, living in his mind rent-free. His mind always seemed to wander off, memories of what you did today replaying in his mind. The things you told him, the things he overheard you saying to your friends, and even the songs you were humming. He remembered everything, no matter how much he wanted to focus elsewhere.

He wouldn't deny how annoying it was, the way you could entrance him so easily. His face would flush red whenever he saw you smile, elated when he got to sit anywhere near you, yet so incredibly nervous too.

It wasn't even funny looking at how oblivious you were, unknowingly making him act like a madman who's lovesick for you. He would say he hated it, yet how how could he?

After all, you were just so endearing that even looking at you from afar felt like a prize. And when he got to speak to you, there was no doubt that he was over the goddamn moon.

Still, his words would play so smoothly in his mind, a small cough before he spoke, mentally rehearsing what he was going to say. Yet, for some reason he was never satisfied because his words came out so idiotically. They were either too rough, mean, or simply rude. It was either him speaking arrogantly not that he meant to or he was stuttering mess, one who fumbled his words over and over again.

Yet, he would obviously never let you know that he fucked up his words, no matter how rude or dumb they sounded. He wouldn't admit how much of a loser he was, especially because you didn't seem to notice, smiling like usual. No, he wouldn't mess up a chance with you, but that didn't mean he wouldn't be a flustered mess after stuttering.

Still, he hoped you thought about him as he thought about you. He craved you so much, so mindlessly. He wanted you to be the same as him, for you to be down bad.

He'd never let you know, but he wanted your thoughts to be consumed by him, for you to constantly day-dream about him. He wanted him to be a distraction in your life, he wanted you to experience how annoying you were.

He wanted you to experience his love for you.

"Love at first sight"

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Still, feel free to request as I'll get back to it whenever I have the time and if it is something I'm willing to write. There is a post on my blog (I think it is pinned?) which goes into detail about the rules and fandoms I write about. If you have any questions regarding it, (want to request something but don't know if I follow the fandom/will write about it etc) just do it. Try asking it as a question first if you're unsure as I will get back to it, and if I say yes then I will work on the request (even though it will take time). Please feel free to leave comments on how I can improve or any grammatical mistakes (+ etc) I made throughout my writing. Any critical feedback is appreciated, as long as it is respectful.

Ps: Thank you for reading and please like/reblog/comment etc if you enjoyed!

[starlightiing]

@wisteriagoesvroom / @bobaheadshark

Landoscar Stardust/Soulmate AU in more detail per request <3

Lando is a little star, who has been alive for over a million years. As all things on planet Earth, anything that is alive and living has 'stardust' inside of them. Space dust, space debris, whatever it may be, it's inside all of us.

Lando gives off plenty of stardust, waiting for it to settle one day. And it does - the day Oscar Piastri is born. So Lando 'burns out' and takes a trip to Earth to meet the human that has his stardust. It takes him 23 years to make it to Earth, and once he does, he manifests a fully functioning human body. He becomes mortal the moment he comes down to Earth and receives this body.

Lando, of course, doesn't know very much about being human so he does tend to be a bit silly and awkward, and there are lots of things he doesn't understand. But he follows the pull and call of his stardust until he finally makes it to Oscar.

When they meet, Lando is very direct. "I'm a star! I'm your star! and you're my human!" And, like any of us would be, Oscar is alarmed and startled and "heh, okay mate, nice to meet you but I gotta go." but Lando is insistent. He's been waiting to meet his soulmate, his human, for so long. He doesn't want to mess this up.

"Wait! I can prove it to you!" and he touches Oscar's wrist. The stardust inside of Oscar is in his blood, all over his circulatory system, so the dust lights up and warms upon touch with it's host. So as such, Oscar feels this very warm, soothing, comforting sensation come over him while his veins LITERALLY glow gold and light up. You can watch the light start at his wrist where the touch is, and his veins all light up and spread out up to his heart. His heart then shines bright and warm, and as nice as it all feels, he RIPS his hand away in shock, staring at Lando like he has ten heads. Because /what the fuck was that/?

Lando is smiling, so happy and pleased, and Oscar is /scared/. He can't deny anything that just happened, but he can't explain it either. Obviously Lando isn't a 'star' and obviously this is a fever dream and obviously this just isn't happening.

But it is. So he immediately tells Lando not to touch him in public, it'll get too much attention and attention isn't good - attention attracts governments and governments would want to take Lando apart piece by piece to figure out what the hell he is. So please, don't touch him in public.

Anyway, the rest is Lando explaining himself, the bond, ect. Oscar teaching Lando how to live in this world now that he's mortal and is stuck here. Them falling madly in love (surprise surprise they were fated), and them working on their bond. Eventually, when they touch, Lando starts glowing too. His veins up to his beating heart, just like Oscar. Their little hearts glow and shine for each other :') but they learn how to communicate telepathically, feel each other's emotions, basically become close in ways that no one else on Earth can possibly be.

And yes, they light up EVERY time they touch. It can't be controlled. Even soft brushes of skin will cause lights. Even when they cuddle each other at night, they're lit up like little nightlights. They have to wear gloves in public so that no direct skin contact is made to give them away. And that warm, safe, comfortable feeling overcomes them both when they touch.

Anyway, that's it in a nutshell. Obviously there are some issues that will arise, some big conflict, but I haven't yet figured that all out so I'm still ironing out some issues. But that's the basic gist!

[atopvisenyashill]

how do you think jaehaerys would deal with having a gay kid who's down with targcest but only with their same-sex siblings?

bonus scenario where we give that old man a brain aneurysm: what would he do in a universe where aemon and baelon are gay, madly in love, and scorn alyssa and jocelyn in favor of each other? and then alyssa and jocelyn start banging.

so i do think they end up a bit like laenor (...and viserys & daemon) in that they're forced into marriages they don't want with wives they can't perform with, and become a lil bit of a laughingstock. a lot of that depends on whether they can fake heterosexuality well enough. remember here, homophobia works a bit different in westeros (bc homophobia has worked a bit different in different parts of history throughout the world than what we as modern people are used to!). munkin for example says something like "well i may prefer fish but if i am served meat i will eat meat" and renly basically tells stannis "my dick works fine thanks" when stannis is like "how are you gonna have heirs you homo." If a man can perform with his wife, most will ignore he's gay because it benefits them to ignore he's gay. That's not to say homophobia won't be directed towards him - Jaime for example loves to make a homophobic comment just to spice up his narrative (he does it for Oberyn and Renly) but I do think it's worth noting he makes those comments after they've been killed and thus "failed" at being men.

so anyways, i think if aemon and baelon are willing to fuck their wives and have at least one (1) kid, i think it's likely jaehaerys would leave them be though he would be INSANE about covering up their affair imo. if they straight up refused to fuck their wives, i think that's when he starts getting kinda crazy. the whole thing with vaegon being sent off to the maesters and daella's suitors were because neither of them was showing an interest in anyone even though they were around puberty. if jaehaerys' heirs all start doing that...i'm not trying to say he's exactly like randyll tarly but i do think he would a) completely deny them dragons and b) definitely make overtures about them not doing their duties and how that would have consequences. he's likely to compare them unfavorably to rhaena, pointing out that despite her "proclivities" she gave her brother-husband children. i am curious about alysanne here - does she see alyssa following baelon and make the same assumption or are they even engaged to each other? and if she made that same assumption and she's wrong because baelon is refusing to fuck his wife or alyssa is refusing to come to his bed...i think it's not unlikely this becomes a huge point of contention between them especially as they age and start fighting more often.

[mono-blogs-art]

It is WILD to me that from what I've seen on chaser game w fandom talk, people are much more sympathetic towards Aoyama (Itsuki's guy friend, who outed her at her workplace explicitly because of his unrequited love towards her) than Kou (Fuyu's husband, who found out that his wife cheated on him and lied to his face about it too, and who had built a life and family with a partner who he now knows never felt the same about him).

??? I have a lot of thoughts about how the finale handled that Fuyu/Kou scene but I genuinely thought it was one of the more sensible, complex, and well-done scenes of the show.

I guess as The Husband he is much more of an "obstacle" to the main pair than Some Guy Itsuki explicitly rejects romantically and even breaks ties with after finding out about him outing her. But the show even fucking tells you in the epilogue that Aoyama had a successful career after, while not mentioning Kou at all. We don't even know if Fuyu and him ended up splitting/getting a divorce etc. Presumably she left him (and their daughter??) in China before returning to Itsuki in Japan.

Like I'm sorry to defend The Man in the lesbian show, but he has genuinely not done anything wrong; arguably not even him leaving for a few days after Fuyu treated him like shit was wrong. He has done nothing but support Fuyu and their family. His one interaction with Itsuki was - although justifiably stand-off-ish and charged given the circumstances - polite and respectful. He's not even homophobic!!!!!!! When Fuyu finally admits to the affair and tells him she's actually a lesbian, his only reaction is to A) inquire if she's always felt that way and if yes, why she married him anyway, B) check in with her if that means she'd like to split up, or continue their marriage, and C) to ask her not to meet with Itsuki again if they were to continue their marriage. Like that is literally such a reasonable request, my man is so much more forgiving than I and probably You could ever be. Like there is no point at which the source of his upset is the fact that she cheated on him with a woman, specifically. He doesn't love her any less for it, he doesn't call her names, he doesn't make any snarky remarks to insult her sexuality etc (apart from pointing out that she's been cold towards him, which she HAS, girl I really hope you didn't treat him like shit through ALL of those 5 years of marriage).

And like, I'm not gonna be like "uhhhh this poor man deserves Fuyu's affection since they're married, she should at least give him another chance" like of course NOT. She's unhappy with him, she's madly in love with a woman who she'd give up everything for. She's a lesbian. She doesn't owe him any love or affection but she DID cheat on him. Repeatedly. For weeks. IN THEIR FAMILY HOME, NONETHELESS. LET US NOT FORGET THAT SHE DID VERY MUCH CHEAT ON HER HUSBAND IN THEIR MARRIAGE BED (presumably). Like girl I know you love pussy and I do too but you're still an asshole!!!!!!!!!!!

And even then. She DOES love him. She says so herself, and it's true. And I know this may be wild to imagine but love doesn't have to be romantic. She loves him, in her own fucked up way, because she's deeply traumatized from years and years of internalised homophobia, being broken up with in the WORST way possible, and falling back into (presumably) denying her sexuality once again. Falling in love with being loved, and cherishing it so much that you forget what hurt you in the first place. Like, I can 100% understand Fuyu's reasoning in that situation. Even if I've never been in a similar situation, it makes perfect sense to me. I understand it even if it's horrible. And like yeah, Fuyu's character IS a hot mess and I love her and this show because of it (lmao) but she has treated this man so badly for what we can only assume is YEARS, and still she cherished what he provided for her enough to make her falter when her betrayal was revealed. For a second, the true repercussions dawned on her, and she decided that she wasn't willing to give up her family, her career, and her daughter just to reunite with Itsuki. And so she told him that she'd never go see Itsuki again. Like that is literally one of the most (and only) logical thinking they gave to any character for this show the whole season!!!! But of course it's also wrong like girl no you can't!!! And then she changes her mind for the gay happy end!!!!! Truly I got to eat my cake and eat it too. The finale was actually like. I don't want to say satisfying because I'd really need another scene with Fuyu and Kou for that, but at least satisfying enough for me to pretend that they figured it out somewhere off-screen. Hopefully.

That was my 2am rambling on how they resolved the Fuyu/Kou relationship. And I really wish ppl liked him more because literally my man has done nothing wrong. He's not even homophobic. HE'S NOT EVEN HOMOPHOBIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aoyama however is the fucking worst and I hate that the show portrayed him in such a good light at the end, GOD I will seethe forever

[mysticbewitched]

What are your thoughts on letting go of the ego? I've been reading into non-dualism and thought I was getting a better understanding who I am as God/consciousness. But some people have said you have to completely drop the ego in order for consciously create things effortlessly. And by dropping it I also drop all desires/fears attached to the ego. Is that the same thing as not identifying with our human selves and accepting that everything is already perfect? Like maybe I'm misunderstanding but it almost sounds like they're saying to learn to be indifferent to whatever circumstances our human selves are going through to the point where there is no desire to change it. At that point, its like just accept whatever it is you're going through and deal with it, like we were doing before finding out about manifesting, which is something I really don't want to do lol.

Excellent question and I have so many thoughts to share surrounding the subject of the egoself. My thoughts about the concept of "letting go of the ego" are completely different from the majority rule.

First of all, I want to clarify here that consciousness is not the true self. Your true self as God is total, unconditioned awareness. This is your Higher Self.

Awareness is unchanging, pure, and objective. That absolute awareness of existing and experiencing life through your eyes is who/what you really are behind the manifestation of this elaborate human disguise.

Consciousness is only a dual state of mind attached to your personal sense/perception of yourself as an individual. States of consciousness are an entirely subjective lens of perception and they can change.

You are not consciousness. Consciousness is a state of mind with an identity attached to it.

You are not the mind and you are not the body.

Awareness is the creative power of divine creation operating through your dominant state of perception according to your own sense of identity as an individual in the human experience.

Now that we have gotten all that jazz out of the way:

Onto answering your question.

People who teach others to "kill the ego" and push them to completely strip away their sense of humanity are perpetuating such a harmful, destructive mentality for anyone learning the nature of nonduality. The constant push for demonizing and villainizing the egoself goes against what it truly means to be living from spiritual self-awareness.

It is so ridiculously harmful and unreasonable to tell others to deny their human selves and detach from the human experience. The whole paradox of it all is that people who want you to destroy your sense of humanity and "kill the ego" are operating from the mind of the egoself instead of a spiritual mind.

Not to mention, by detaching from the egoself, so many things about the human experience would lose its incredible beauty and deeper meanings:

loving relationships, forming deep and meaningful connections with others, falling madly in love, living with passion in your veins, and embracing the whole magnificence of living in existence.

All of those treasures and those little moments to live for in life would completely lose its meaning and beauty. By completely detaching yourself from your sense of humanity, life would seem meaningless, pointless, and those special moments would no longer be exciting because you would realize that it's all just a clever game of awakening to your true self.

If experiences in life feel meaningless, dull, and pointless: why the hell would anyone want to embrace the human experience? Everything in life would feel as though nothing matters anymore.

As spiritual beings, we should want to embrace the incredible beauty of this manifested existence after awakening to our divine true self. The human experience was a desire for God to experience what it would be like to live as a human.

I think the notion that we must completely detach from our human selves is absolutely preposterous and ignorant of what it truly means to live from a spiritually awakened mind. These ridiculous concepts that so many people blindly accept defeat the purpose of what it means to be spiritually awake.

Imagine throwing any and all attachment to your sense of human identity away? And all for what?

To please a whole bunch of bloggers who push you to deny the existence of your human aspects?

The same bloggers who feed you bullshit lies about this incredible human experience that God: the creator of *all existence* manifested into the flesh "being just meaningless and pointless"?

Be honest with yourself: Is that what you truly want?

You can have the best of both worlds with the egoself and the God state of mind working in balanced harmony to open up a blissful, heavenly experience for you after awakening.

We are here as a manifestation in human form to simply enjoy and embrace the existence that we created as God with open arms.

Life is beautiful. This existence is meant to be treasured and cherished for all the beauty it holds.

There is absolutely no need to attack the ego or destroy it. The ego should be left alone, completely.

Now to the next point:

Your focus should never be on the egoself.

The priority here is meant to be on transforming your sense of perception of yourself after you discover the absolute divinity of your true self.

The main focus of nonduality and spiritual awakening is to transform your perception of yourself from victimhood to the confident God state of mind. Leave the ego alone, entirely.

When you are operating from your true self as God then you allow your egoself to naturally be guided and aligned with your Higher Self.

The egoself and your Higher Self are meant to be in balanced unity with each other as the confident God state of mind takes the reigns of your perception.

Your egoself and God state simply work together in harmony as one for you to experience a deeper, and more fulfilled appreciation for your own experiences in your life after awakening to God itself having a real human experience.

This is where true bliss and inner peace comes in.

When you are living from the spiritual consciousness of truly knowing yourself as God then you are able to embrace the absolute beauty and treasure of the human experience from an inner state of bliss, freedom, and peace. This is true enlightenment.

Every day would be blissful and peaceful as you operate from the awareness of your divine inner power and your true self's identity as God to create the ultimate reality of your dreams.

As a bonus, you would find yourself being able to form deeper, and more meaningful connections with others. The type of intense connections that align together on a deeply transcendent, spiritual level.

You would be experiencing Heaven on Earth all the time and you would experience an intensified, deeper appreciation for the human experience. You would realize this manifested existence is such a gift.

Last thing I want to leave you with:

When you operate from the God state of mind then your conscious manifestation journey is ultimately transformed into a Heavenly paradise as you find yourself living from inner confidence and trust in your own ability to create.

Turn within and listen to your heart.

You do not ever need to sacrifice your egoself in order to embrace your true self as God and manifest the reality of your dreams with ease.

Don't listen to others telling you otherwise, you make the decision. You are God in human form.

Your reality, your decision.

[12-cluh]

Boo! It's me again

Did you know there's also a universe closely related to my main one? Well, here's some memorable members that I love. (You can see em come around in my universe sometimes) (would LOVE to see yrs react to them)

Not all the numbers are here so we're jumping a bit

Let's start strong

1, "Eve", Eve of Eden, She/They yes, THE Eve from the bible. She's an icon, she's a legend, and she IS the moment. They're very nice, and loves to yap about anything and everything. She's energetic in a way that gives you energy. They're absolutely madly in love with Admin Kismet, but refuse to confess.

7, "Green", Lucille Kiara, She/Her Do NOT approach her until you know for sure that she likes you. She's nice, but if you do something wrong.... well, just don't. She's not anomalous, yet holds a reputation for being especially terrifying. We love her though. In a relationship with Sin.

8, "The Terse", Noah Verstege, He/They He barely ever speaks, possibly due to an injury to his vocal chords. Commonly uses ASL to communicate, which the other 8, Marlin, interprets. Barely seen outside of his office, but doesn't overwork himself. Also lives together with Marlin.

8, "The Forgotten", Marlin Rouge, They/It/He Leads the uhh.. the uhmm... Antimemetics Division? Most often seen roaming around the site or helping Noah. They're a huge bitch, even though they seem to have good relations.

10, "The Assassin", Sin Romana, She/It Not a lot is known about it, aside from its past as a top-tier assassin. She has apparently regretted joining the council, but denied that statement later. She's seen as equally as dangerous as her partner, Lucille.

The Administrator, Kismet Aoun, She/They One of the most mysterious members. Cold and serious, yet sweet and sarcastic. They love leaving ominous messages in people's offices, often about their future. If these messages are correct, is still unclear. Many people have disappeared after being seen with her. Is very aware of Eve's feelings, but is unsure of how to interpret her own.

That's it! I've made some picrew images of them but I can't add them here, so maybe later :3

OOOOOOOO~~~~

I love them (but eve mainly-)

[elfecassepied]

I wanted to talk more about my epic x dsmp AU but I don't really have a precise line of thoughts so I will just dump infos/ideas here.

Designing the gods is one of the most difficult part because they have at least 2 designs: A)chill/more humanish looking apparence and B)godly which I make more complex and full of details and inner references because it's like their "formal" appearance, the one they wear during important events and when appearing to mortals (except the ones they're close with) so it need to be very spectacular and include things reminding their power domains and sometimes the other gods they're closely associated with. I'm overthinking every tiny bit of their fits.

For example of different reasons to have someone's symbol in your godly appearance: Badboyhalo and Skeppy have hints to each other in their godly appearance because they are married ; Philza wears things that reminded him of Technoblade and Wilbur in his godly appearance because he's close to them and want people to know they're in his circle ; Quackity uses some Schlatt's domains symbols in his godly appearance because he implicitly tries to steal them from him.

Technoblade's mask goes through 4 phases during the story: A) intact full face mask before the story B) slightly cracked from a training fight with Dream a long time ago, showing how despite denying it he's growing attached to the human C) only top half with Tubbo because the kid just befriended him to that point and finally D) no mask anymore fuck it he fighted half of Olympus for this green bitch anyway.

Kristin, HD, Sarah and XD where the first gods ever born, before them were titans and they are themselves the kids of the former titans' king Prime which they overthrew.

Everyone of them inherited their domains from their parents or the titans they defeated during the Titanomachy except Kristin who fucking invented the concept of Death just to kill Prime because she's that badass (most of the gods are terrified of her because of that, especially XD).

XD and HD are toxic yaoi coded they're madly in love and very weird about it. When they have something going on no one want to be between them.

Sam Nook identifies himself as Sam and HD's son which none of them agree with but that makes XD very mad.

Centuries before the war and Dream's adventures, HD, Sam, Philza, Wilbur and Technoblade tried to overthrow XD. It failed and all of them were caught except Technoblade. It the reason why Wilbur was been exiled on his magic island.

I'm still not sure of which characters to use for the suitors, I'm open to suggestions guys.

I'm currently rereading some Odyssey's books to diverge from Epic the musical's path and add the Phaeacians (I already said I love the Phaeacians) and Eret will be here ! Phaeacian's royalty 'cause they deserve it.

I'm really thinking about making Purpled a literal alien baby boy just for the joke. Like himself doesn't know it 'cause he was so young when he arrived on Earth and in this world you have fucking gods, titans, monsters, nymphs, etc... So no one question it like "You're just a kind of creature we don't know 🤷‍♀️, maybe you just spawn from Chaos it happens sometimes 🙂"