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im going into my new work tomorrow, first time ever😐
#i was supposed to go in yesterday but um#so basically i did whatever training i was never even aware existed on a platform i was never told of#which has progress for every lil step i do so my manager literally could see i hadnt even logged on n couldve warned me any time#but never did 4 some reason. like even a days notice like heyyy have u gotta blah done n not as im abt to exit to work#BUT ANYWAYS so i tell her i got it done n shes like awesome i make new schedule (since she said we have 2 completely rid the old one#i dont get an update until 4 days later. all she did was add THREE training days (im supposed to have 6 cus it's a hard job)#on TOP of my old schedule. so i have 3 days i know are training days and then a solo day bcs that solo day was going off my old schedule#so it's like. which days do i go on then. bcs u said i cant come in at all bcs we'll have to make a completely new schedule#and then the new schedule is just. 3 added days. on top of my old one#sunday i was scheduled for training & there was No trainer scheduled with me. it was just me#sunday wasnt one of the 3 new days added. it was from the old schedule she literally told me to ignore#n then all a sudden today i get an email from someone who was supposed to be training me (name not even on the schedule tho)#n shes like hey im in the building are u lost or smthing :)?' mind u im asleep . so she probably thot she was wasting her time for a good hr#i emailed her an apology n an explanation but UGH r u fucking serious?? IF I KNEW THAT WAS A (NEW) TRAINING DAY I WOULDVE WENT#I JUST WANT TO GET USED TO THIS NEW THING & IT'S JUST GETTING FUCKED LIKE I DONT EVEN HAVE A BADGE YET BRO#like i was suspicious of going in sunday bcs it wouldve lined up nicely with the 3 added training days#but manager TOLD me she was adding a whole new training schedule! i double check n all she added were THREE days! thats it!#how was *i* supposed to know sunday was supposed to be 1 of those days when ive been staying at home ignoring the schedule u said 2#BCS U SAID 2. AND ALSO. THERE WAS NO TRAINER ON THE SCHEDULE.#even tho the drive is far. i wouldve driven up there today to see if i could shadow if i had known there was someone to shadow there#bcs even if i was wrong abt the day 2 come in at least i wouldnt waste my time but i didnt even know if there was someone there with a#trainer title. so i just missed a day i didnt even know i rlly had. FOR NOTHING. UGHH. I FEEL SO STUPID. I HATE MISCOMMUNICATION#im so scared of coming in now. sverybodys gonna think im dum n what if i have issues training then theyre gonna be like#we spent all this time on bro n he had all this time 2 prepare n he still sucks like damn we should just give up#i would 2 but i hate not seeing things to completion so. ugh. hate it here. idk what 2 say. EMBARRASSING#i hate miscommunications i hate feeling stupid
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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but#today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh#I know how to change a tire but I was – again – sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so#anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik#“follow me to my shop I can do the tires for you” and I was like okay! 👍 but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was#just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao#I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because#AGAIN – I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like “YOU OWE ME $200!!!!”#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him#he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number 💀#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where#I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote#like a nice-ish one where I'm like “okay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the world”#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow#(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like “it's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 min”#and I'm like okay. OKAY. 🙌💪 I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway#but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay#one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay – I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says “I'm 20-25 min away” at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half#I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like “okay let me check on him”#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says “okay he says 15 minutes” I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE#I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like “oh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.”#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like “you know what we're just going to let this one slide”#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP
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sorry for ocs two days in a row have some babies from an adult's life time ago (aka 2005 I believe? is when I made them?)
#my characters#this plot was literally too many characters and so it basically become multiple plots#based on who it was the focus but it was all one cohesive .... mess. p much.#and if anyone cares the top two with black eyes are two thirds of triplets and technically very much side characters#the other one that i didnt even draw is part of the more main group lmao#and then the blonde girl judging the pink haired girls comment has a crush on the triplet i didnt draw but she scares him rip#white haired guy on the bottom who got threatened is honestly one of the funniest concepts i have imo#hes just a guy BUT hes also unlucky through life and so he walks into a fortune teller shop one day hoping to stop being unlucky#but when hes there he accidentally knocks a crystal ball on the floor that wasnt being used but was on display#and oops it had five souls in it and now they need a home so they take his body and can take control of it when they want#so hes got himself and five others trying to control his body which is really funny to me#he doesnt even HAVE a super power or strength like the others in the cast hes just a dude hosting five other souls its fine
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Drawing Dump!
oh and meet another OC: lily/iliad (fae/faer, has two names)! fae's the God/Guardian of the Arts in Fabrication (so art, music, writing, dance, and drama). faer design is my fav so far if i'm being honest haha, really like how it came out :D
(nye this is one of the two OCs who i've written with MDD so far! cody also has it - am going to make some human ones too methinks. thanks so much again for the tips!!!)
pppppllllluuuuusssss chara and asriel art i already posted in january but still like enough to promote again now that i uh. actually have followers :3
(also this is TOTALLY targeting a mutual who should really play undertale....................... hint hint hint /silly)
@mylackofgrammaristerrifying @mrrotten @nyenylon hiiiiiiiii hope you guys are having a fun timezone!! what're you guys up to? :)
#artsy's post#artsy's fabrication#artsy's ocs#artsy's art#artsy's asuna#artsy's chaaya#artsy's socks#artsy's thunder#artsy's chichi#artsy's fenix#artsy's lily/iliad#artsy's ship: fichi#artsy's ship: ashes#not gonna tag isat or undertale but siffrin (top left) isn't an OC!!!! they're a silly game character. play in stars and time <3#and dw moot i'm not gonna force you to play UT and won't bug you anymore about it!!! but i do recommend it massively :D#anyway in terms of the art#i tried pixel for the first time!! nothing fancy ofc haha. scared of that lol#did azzie first and thunder next (you can tell bc azzie looks awful /hj)#poisoned the art so now the pixels have slightly off colours/are patchy which uh. looks like the exact thing i'm trying to prevent lmao#it's real art it just got screwed with by the poison!!! fuck ai and ai '''''''''artists''''''''' >:(#and another queer oc joins the chat!!! i have cishet ones i swear. but i have many queer ones too (far more than cishet) :)#lily is a god (guardian) who...... kinda just has fun? fae's the youngest of the guardians (minus the Fragments; they're also guardians!)#the ACTUAL youngest would be chaaya but she's a less active guardian. if you're praying to a 6yo then you're *really* down on your luck lol#iliad's about 17 in god years. so probably millions of years old in human years haha#fae's VERY energetic and drifty (maladaptive daydreaming and ADHD) plus is a little...... sadistic? not purposefully tho#fae sees everything as a play; both dissociating from trauma as a guardian and also bc mortals feel so far away from fae#so fae likes to toy with mortals and finds them fascinating. when i say sadistic i mean 'toddler meets an old cat and picks it up roughly'#fae's also besties with cody in particular. and somehow gets along with dew incredibly well???#also shea who's ANOTHER god and i should stop rambling haha. will figure out shea's design eventually (they're a shapeshifter ;-;)#anyway have a good timezoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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TEEN WOLF SEASON 3B WATCH YIPPEE !!
#magpie thoughts#on ep 14 run#realized yet again how fucking BLUE Isaac’s eyes are. jesus#that is not even in the top 10 most impactful parts of this episode but i still noticed it#MALIA AND MR TATE AUGHHGHH. that’s her dad. that is her DAD#to me anyway.#like. I don’t understand i mean she has this big crying reunion with mr Tate and the next time we see her she’s in eichen house and we don’t#see Mr Tate at all after that? and its supposed to just matter cuz he’s not her ‘’real’’ dad and peter is?#she was a coyote for nine years so sure there’s gonna be some distance and conflict and stuff but.#he still RAISED HER for all the years of her life BEFORE THAT.#does that just not matter?#idk man.#also I’m now on galvanize and got Scott is so adorable. scaring stiles with his glowy red eyes and then smiling all cute like that when#-stiles says ‘I hate you’. I LOVE HIMMM#magpie's teen wolf experience
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very anxious about tomorrow. i’d really like to have my rights protected. lol. vote or whatever
#asclexeposting#wish i could vote fuck my life 😔#but yk. i’d like to be able to get top surgery and take hrt when im old enough whatever.#im scared but also. i think we got this. convinced my parents to vote idk about some of my grandparents but#one of my grandmas is a very big leftist and actively helps count votes etc so shes good#i know my mom is voting harris but i dont want to ask my dad#he voted trump in 2016 and 2020 but i think me and my mom’s woke mind virus might have gotten to him.#again im not gonna ask him#anywho. adult mutuals please please vote if you didn’t do it early. let’s win this 🔥🔥
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every time i ponder the meliwes orb i get a little emo out of guilt. i am so sorry white boy wes n i say this as melina’s #1 defender she did NOT deserve that boy 😭
#what if YOU 🫵 befriended ur frenemy’s (n thats a kind way to put it) ex gf post breakup#bc she hit ur dms on some ‘im going thru it and ur the only 1 ik who wouldnt be biased against me bc u n amber arent close’#knowing you would feel bad for her#n then she female manipulated u into developing a crush on her and shooting ur shot and believing that was YOUR idea#n u were w this girl for 3 months. first ever girlfriend mind u#shes super sweet super affectionate gets on well w ur mom top tier absolute sweetheart#for the first time in all ur 17 yrs u even get to feel a tidd-*i am SHOT*#then ghostface rolls back up and ur girl gets stabbed thru the shoulder literally on day 1 after the massacre starts#ur already paranoid and now ur FR SCARED bc ghostface almost got ur bitch!#and then ghostface gets YOU (and unbeknownst to u ur momma)#n even when ur abt to die ur still scared for ur girl…#and turns out the same girl WAS the ghostface who put a knife thru ur neck and she aint even love u#and just used u to get back into the group to be around her ex again and then killed u at her command the min she offered to get back w her#imagine that. well wes hicks does NOT have to imagine bc thats wtf HAPPENED to him!#tbf melina feels incredibly guilty for it n his death haunts her like. BAD. but girl…yk he aint do shit to u 😭#like she was a lesbian the whole time but considered him a genuinely good pal 😭#yk that boy innocent n aint deserve allat but amber satan freeman says stab him n melina says yes my queen i live 2 serve u what can i do-#like i love melina w all my heart n i will defend her always but i cant get behind this. she was foul for that 😭#what toxic yuri does to a mf#— ♡ 𝘤𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥'𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦! // melina bates.#— ship: meliwes.#— slasherverse posting.#— ➴ 𝘢 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘦 (𝘤𝘳�� 𝘸𝘰𝘭𝘧 𝘤𝘳𝘺.) // meliwes.
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if i might bitch about work for a second: yesterday was hellishly bad despite being able to keep up with it and i found out that apparently our department made 4600 dollars yesterday which is making me angry beyond belieffffffff
#this is math i do fairly often bc i enjoy ho-hum math and hate my job and like#even if we took off 2000 bucks for overhead costs which feels excessive but i will concede it#that would be enough to pay everyone working a little over 860 dollars which is 300 more than what i make in a WEEK#literally WHEREEEEE IS IT WHERE IS IT GOING WHERE IS IT#i dont like following this logic through because on days where there are fewer orders we;d do less#and i disagree with gig work's implementation as ive seen it and i think that would stress people out worse than we already are#(which is significantly)#but at the same time. 850 dollars. i cant afford to buy groceries this week. 850 dollars...#can i get a BONUS or SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#it makes me soooo angry i was talking to one of the deli guys who asked for a raise and got denied mid-question#before our director accidentally showed him that their department is four thousand of gods own dollars under labor#its so revolting to me i talk to so many people in this store who are terrified because of medical bills or rent or car shit#half my department works two jobs just to get by and ALL OF THEM drive junkers#honestly one of the things thats scaring me about if i actually move out is that i do rely on...living with my mom#i pay for most of my own food i pay an absurd amount of rent to share a room with her but she's willing to drive me to work#even though i've offered to walk multiple times and she REALLY should prioritize her own time more#but at the same time...not having to pay for rides has been carrying me hard#if i got a car i'd be fucked because those things bleed money and generally ethically i disagree with cars#but if i dont its like okay pony up the money learn to navigate buses (except for sunday when they dont run) or get ready#to walk to your job where you walk all day and then walk home in the dark#which. i love walking. and listening to music on my own while walking. so bad example. but i also love not having my feet hurt#all the time always no matter what im doing which is something im becoming increasingly unfamiliar with#its like. ultimately. something's gonna get fucked no matter what#and then i hear a figure like 4600 and i remember how avoidable all of this shit is. how avoidable it is for ANY of us#our ceo is gonna walk away from this merger attempt with 5 billion dollars in safety-cushion money#the 10 top execs beneath him with 1 billion#and its just so. what can you even do. 5 billion. can a number like that even mean anything? how could you possibly need that much#850 dollars would be a lifechanging amount of money for me right now and im not even one of the worst off#its just. god. this world could be anything but what it is but its this and for what
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gifts my mom brought me 🫶
#she actually bought me that backpack in may i rmbr when she video chatted me telling me to choose which i liked more n i was so high i#got scared 😭 n i could hear her asking the guy how to flip the camera she’s so funny#also the little notebook having day: month: at the top of every page i’m definitely using it as a kafkaesque diary#.txt
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Jade’s training to be a knight right? No way she would actually be able to just sleep if someone broke into her room, which makes me think, she’s so comfortable around Kit she know’s her presence even in her sleep.
Yes she get’s woken up when Kit literally get’s on top of her and scares her awake, but I think even if my body recognised the other presence in the room, if that person literally got on top of me and held their hand over my mouth, I’d wake up scared too!
#willow#jade claymore#kit tanthalos#tanthamore#erin kellyman#ruby cruz#no way jade sleeps through someone breaking into her room#only logical reason she doesn't wake up#the moment kit enters the room#is that even subconsiously she knows kit's presence#so she knows shes safe#that is until kit gets on top of her#but like i said#even id be scared if someone got on top of me and covered my mouth#even if i knew that person#just#jades already so in love that she knows when kit is near#even if shes asleep
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There’s an influx of city folk out here in the fuckin boonies where I live, and occasionally one of them will think it’s funny to rev their engines to try and scare my goats and/or horses. And just based on principle, I frown on that type of behavior and don’t appreciate it, because hey you’re harassing my animals, but I do concede that it is funny to see them run, because my goats have floppy ears and they fly around everywhere. The funniest part of all of this, tho, is that they’re inevitably disappointed because my goats and horses do not give a single shit about the cars/motorcycles/what have you or their silly little engines, so they just flat ignore them and keep grazing and I sit here on the porch laughing as they just putter off real slow in defeat
They do end up making my dogs start howling but I guess that’s just not as entertaining
#she speaks#like my horses are teenagers and none of my goats are under two years old#they’ve heard engines before#they’re not scared of fireworks or gunfire either#we’re out in the country they have heard it 😂😂#when it gets really annoying and actually malicious is when they do this on purpose when I’m riding#my mare is really green and my round pen is at the top of the pasture under a pecan tree#and shit changes when you’ve got a horse undersaddle sometimes#she’s not experience in having a whole ass person on her back#and so everything’s new for this 800 pound prey animal#yeah she’s heard an engine many many times before but not with a person on her back!#that’s a lot of sensory input#she’s not skittish or spooky so she just kinda shies from the noise and stares at it#but like if she were a more reactive horse I could get hurt#my gelding on the other hand#he has been there done that and he doesn’t give a flying fuck about it#solid as a rock and about as bombproof as you can get#his deal is he likes to test you and he’s rather spirited#but he ain’t afraid of shit#he’s the kinda horse you put the reins down on the trail and let him choose the path because you know he’ll take care of you#unless it’s rained and there’s puddles#then you’re going in the branches sorry 😂😂😂#he’s delicate and dainty and he doesn’t wanna get his pretty white socks dirty#paint horses amirite 😂
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i fucking hate it when people are like "this is why nobody likes black people" when we're just... being ourselves because it doesn't matter what you do as a black person, non-black people are still going to see black people the way that they do no amount of assimilation is going to change their view of black people
#im just thinking back to my last year in sixth form and how i went above and beyond in all my classes and my fil#film and english teachers didnt care especially my English teacher#she automatically assumed i was going to be rude and wouldn't care abt the work and i know she was so shocked when#the student that did disrespect her all the time was a white girl. i was quiet because i tend to be anyway and she didn't like that#she used to antagonise me so i would lash out but i wouldn't because i genuinely don't start beef with teachers and i knew what she#was trying to do. even tho i was quiet and i always did the work she still saw me as the black student that didn't belong in her classroom#i eventually stopped caring because the pandemic guaranteed everyone a passing grade because of the disruption#but she hated seeing my little brown face in her classroom. and the same with my film teacher#he was so scared of black ppl he was so shocked when i had like. a genuine love for film and was at the top of the class#again i eventually stopped caring because there was no point in impressing these white ppl because they will always just see#you as the black person who shouldnt be in their room. and its not like i asked to be in that spacwe#my school just got progressively whiter as the years went by it was terrible
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I got second place in a state-wide short story contest with something that’s practically an Eternals fanfic and I’m so happy
#this is the most excited I’ve been in years#AND MY FRIEND GOT THIRD TOO#THAT MAKES IT EVEN BETTER#WE BOTH GOT TOP THREE#and my English teacher scared the living shit out of me when she told me-#woman literally made me scream like I was doing an Ariana Grande high note#and then I dropped to the fucking floor#yeah that’s just a normal day at this point#I fucking swear that woman can teleport-
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I don’t know what the plans are for the next book but I know in my heart that once Orellia finds a way out of Mortums lab she’s gunna go straight for rat king and probably go to her lair and lick her wounds for a long long time
#poor thing is gunna be so scared#I think it’s going to be a similar experience to when she got out of the farm the second time#going to be really scared for a bit before she can tamper that down and shovel some anger on top of it
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got a jehovah's witness pamphlet from a pretty girl today while i was sitting on a park bench eating a croissant. i didn't know they had pretty girls do that. thinking maybe i should contact them to tell me bible stories just like educationally even tho i dont believe in god and arent interested in starting now. but i would want that specific pretty girl to talk to and they probably wouldn't send her. the croissant wasn't relevant i just wanted you to know i sat on a park bench eating a croissant
#s#also in the grocery store there was a girl so hot and confident looking i got super intimidated#she was wearing a knitted sweater crop top and sunglasses#the crop top part seems to me to defeat the whole purpose of a knitted sweater but her waist was unbelievable so i get it#hope her arms were warm at least#anyway the hotness and the sunglasses and the sheer confidence of the way she walked made me jump out of her way like a scared animal#or a courtier when the queen approaches#i think i should go outside more. there are girls there
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The funny thing about owning a cat with severe anxiety and (suspected) brain damage is sometimes things that were ok yesterday are now far far far too scary today.
Case in point, yesterday the wet food dish was bringer of Food and Yum, today it's so so so so scary too scary can't go near it please feed me with a different bowl or I'll cry and cry and cry.
#honestly?#relatable#she (and the other two cats) are from an abuse situation and considering when they picked her up#her teeth were kinda jacked up and shes scared shitless of quick or sudden movement#im pretty sure she musta got kicked in the head or something#like when u look in her eyes u can tell that point A and point B aren't connecting#and she does some weird behavior stuff which is why i think brain damage#but she is loved and well cared for here#it's ok that she'll never be a lap cat and that if u try to pet her more than a few times she starts crying#she's safe here and ill meet here where she is#honestly when we adopted her we thought well we're never gonna see that cat#figured she'd find a little hidey hole and only ever come out for food and bathroom breaks#but nah she'll sit on the back of the couch#and if she thinks my mom's asleep she'll climb on top of her and make just thee most intense biscuits of all time#so i think she's happy here#even if sometimes her fear wins out
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