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[aftgficlibrary]

there was a fic where neil and renee are in the same gang when she was still natalie and then when she gets adopted neil is really mad at her bc they were really close but then he still joins the foxes to play exy later and gets together with andrew? and neil’s kind of homophobic when he finds out andrew likes him? and everyone calls renee neil’s mom? i couldn’t find it on ao3, so maybe it was a tumblr fic

is this it? -ari

The Years of John Doe by story_telling_sage (T | 18,780 | 12/12)

Mary Hatford dies not in California, but along the Canadian border, sending Nathaniel nameless and running scared. Call it luck, call it a twist of fate, call it whatever you want, but Nathaniel tumbles onto the streets of Detroit and right into the hands of one Natalie Shields. Ash covered, burnt and bloody, and completely alone, Nathaniel finds himself becoming someone new with the help of this raven-haired girl he should know not to trust.

Going by John Doe, he's mute and ruthless and a member of the Detroit Bloodhounds. Natalie and John fight and they lie and they attempt to face their own demons. They find unexpected allies in each other and John finds that he's breaking the promises he made his mother left and right. The only question is, will it be worth it? John doesn't know, and he isn't even sure if he'll live long enough to find out.

Part of the All For The Game Big Bang with accompanying art by lio-zehel. See first chapter for a link.

/Graphic Depictions of Violence, Rape/Non-Con

[aftgficlibrary]

Hello! I hope this is ok to ask and it’s perfectly fine if you can’t find it or have no idea what I’m talking about but I remember reading this fic ages ago about a reimagining of the situation from the locker room just before Neil was taken by Lola. I remember he slipped into a Nathaniel persona or something and then kissed Andrew goodbye, slipped knives from Andrews armbands and killed the guards in the locker room. I’m sorry if this makes no sense but thank you for everything you guys do :)

Yeah here it is!-Beth

Bare Your Teeth by BelaBellissima (M | 1,906 | 1/1)

“Thank you,” Neil said, stepping forward into Andrew’s space. “You were amazing,” he murmured, begging for forgiveness with his eyes as he leaned in and kissed Andrew in front of everyone. Andrew froze, his arms coming up halfway, well within Neil’s reach. He let his hands rest by Andrew’s elbows, fingering the edges of his armbands until he could feel the handles of the two knives kept there.

Or: Neil makes a different choice.

\ Graphic Depictions of Violence 

[aftgficlibrary]

Hiiiiii do you have any fics where Neil has to testify in court or smn ???? Thanks so much 🙏

hi, here are some old asks (i, ii, iii) and i’ll add a couple newer ones below-Rachel

never let me go. by paleromantic (T | 1,511 | 1/1)

tumblr prompt: can you just hold my hand? for Andreil

Lola's trial is happening, and Neil isn't okay.

Series Part 1 of tumblr prompts!

Twisted by trubenblack (M | 1,538 | 1/1)

Lola's trial finally happens, its worse, and better than expected.

/Graphic Depictions of Violence

[aftgficlibrary]

I saw a post about an andreil titanic au but I can’t find one anywhere??

hello! there’s this-Scout

changing tides - titanic au by missbolton (M | Incomplete | 4/5)

When Nathaniel Hartford boards the RMS Titanic, it is a death sentence. He will be shipped to New York with his brutal father and his soon-to-be wife, Lola. There’s no escape.

Until he meets third-class artist Andrew Minyard.

[aftgficlibrary]

okay i need to find the fic where its lolas trial and theres video of neil being tortured and all the foxes have to see and i think lola tries to attack him in court? pls and thank you. you guys are amazing

Got it! This was a tough one. It’s in ch 15 of this fic-Catherine

The Sam Diaries by Obsessedwithfanfiction (T | 44,151 | incomplete)

Meet Sam, a sweet confused unfit demisexual, as he encounters his celebrity crush Andrew Minyard time and time again despite, or perhaps because of the fact that he doesn't actually like Exy all that much. (That or because his girlfriend owns the ice-cream place Andrew's obsessed with. One or the other.)

Part 1 of TSD universe

[aftgficlibrary]

i read a fic awhile ago where they found out lola was still alive and i can’t find it anywhere but i really loved it! do you think you could find it?

Maybe one of these?-Atlas

Bare Your Teeth by BelaBellissima ( M | 1,906 | 1/1 )

“Thank you,” Neil said, stepping forward into Andrew’s space. “You were amazing,” he murmured, begging for forgiveness with his eyes as he leaned in and kissed Andrew in front of everyone. Andrew froze, his arms coming up halfway, well within Neil’s reach. He let his hands rest by Andrew’s elbows, fingering the edges of his armbands until he could feel the handles of the two knives kept there.

Or: Neil makes a different choice.

/Violence

made up of light and shade by freefall ( T | 7,588 | 1/1 )

It was getting harder to breathe. Neil wasn’t sure if that was because of the frigid air freezing his breath in his lungs or because of the knife wound in his side.

Snowed In AU.

[aftgficlibrary]

hi! you are doing an amazing job, and thanks for everything! i wanted to ask if you know about a fic based on a song by Troye Sivan called strawberries and cigarettes, cause ive been reading it and then i lost it and ugh... anyway, thanks!

here you go!-Rachel

strawberries and cigarettes by icyvanity (T | 5,137 | 1/3)

Nathaniel Wesninski grew up in Baltimore with his parents and their inner circle, his every move watched by guards and officers and superiors. He was sure each day would be his last, but they all gave way to yet another circle of hell and he was drowning in the stagnation of his life as one painful nightmare bled into the next with every sunrise.

One night there was something different—something bright and unknown, and Nathaniel was too battered and tired to keep himself away.

/Graphic Depictions of Violence

[aftgficlibrary]

I remember a fic with neko/catboy!Neil, but I cannot find it. Any help is appreciated. Thanks!

Hi so the only fic I could find where Neil is a cat is this one, but it may not be the one you’re looking for- Fall

No Ordinary Cats by nekojita for Aheshke (pharmacistfangirl) (T | 7,543 | 1/1)

Andrew gets a little more than he bargained for when he rescues a tattered cat from some drunken idiots at work one night.