#thekingdomlights

[heystephen]

mother yelling at the security guard…. i try so hard to skip most eras tour videos cause i wanna experience as much at my show in july as i can BUT THAT VIDEO WILL LIVE RENT FREE IN MY HEAD FOREVER

i hope it never fades into obscurity. like i hope it becomes as iconic as the video of her considering risking it all for sean o’pry on the 1989 tour

[bougainvilea]

BABE WAKE UP NEW LEIGH BARDUGO JUST DROPPED

http://leighbardugothefamiliar.com/

omg this sounds fun!!!!! and i hope that the jewish stuff is handled appropriately hahahha

[missegyptiana]

list 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox of the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. learn to know your mutuals and followers 💖

ooo! not i order but i would say my career, taylor, my family (including my dogs), music, and being on here!

[likeafolkssong]

list 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox of the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. learn to know your mutuals and followers 💖

1. the kids I au paired for 💛

2. playing ukulele

3. cooking

4. the sea

5. coffeeee

[acotars]

the way tumblr somehow made me unfollow you, i WONDERED why i didn’t see anything from you for a while!!!! anyway your headers are amazing i’m happy to shout you out whenever i get chances to 💜

thank you so so much quinn!!! 💕

[lyllith]

Tagged by @shredmyeveningown to post my lockscreen, the last song I listened to, the last picture I saved and the last picture I took.

Np tags: @thekingdomlights @folklouire @johnwatsn @rosymoonfaery

[canwealwaysbe]

….the way me and @thekingdomlights won 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[heystephen]

nobody cares what malaria hemorrhoid likes

MALARIA HEMorrHOiD

[bougainvilea]

hi as a thank u have some out of context quotes from my dnd campaign that’s been running for 2+ years

(i go by vax on discord and aislinn and amaris are both my characters i just haven’t told you abt amaris yet)

HAHAHA love theseeee. big fan of zigzag running hahaha and also aislinn has soooo many cool lines i will have to steal from u hehehe

[heystephen]

that whole bullshit with cowboylikedean…. their responses to asks now are literally saying gaylors are mentally unwell and need to get help, and they’re saying this with their full chest. like…. they’re literally proving us right.

idk. i hope we never have to interact with them again.

i think its so funny how in the end they literally are a direct example of what the discourse was to begin with.. which is that the line is blurred between queer fans who have queer interpretations of taylors lyrics and ppl who think she is queer.. and now we have queer fans who attack other queer fans needlessly because of it. like they literally proved my point lmao

[heystephen]

i think what ppl don’t realize is her excluding debut feels like her shutting baby taylor out of achieving things well beyond her wildest dreams like…. idek how to put it into words let her in the house please taylor we love her too

^^^^ so real 😔

[heystephen]

date me instead of the ex situationship

we may both know your favorite ts song but i have something he doesn’t

i’m not a man

alright im holding your hand can u feel it

[heystephen]

scout !!!! i’m a huge horror fan and i NEED some movie recs bc i’m in a lot of pain and will be spending the next two days which i have off in bed and will need entertainment and ur judgement is flawless

oooo okay so here’s some of my faves

-trick ‘r treat (2007)

-the haunting in connecticut (2009)

-candyman (2021) (or the original from i think 1991!!)

-friday the 13th (1980)

-the amityville horror (1977)

-the pack (1977) (very low budget and corny but good if ur into horror films where the monster is an animal)

-thirteen ghosts (2001)

-wrong turn (2003)

[heystephen]

i won’t lie- i spent a long time crying this morning over all of this. i don’t think people understand how deeply this malaria hemorrhoid shit hurts. it’s broken trust, it’s doubt. and her music is literally a calming method for me when i have panic attacks/anxiety attacks. i’m white-presenting, so i’m not as directly impacted, and it’s still so emotionally devastating- did miss americana mean nothing? is she so obsessively focused on “the media lies” that she can’t see the truth there? i don’t know. i’m left with so many doubts and questions and just… hurt. my show isn’t until july and now i have this sick feeling in my stomach as all of this keeps unfolding. i can’t even enjoy my damn birthday because people have been so awful about all of this- i’m more stressed for my mutuals, my friends that are getting hate over speaking up and speaking out about this, than i am anything else.

i’m just…. tired. i’m sad. and this should be a time of solidarity and comfort amongst the fandom and what’s coming out of it almost hurts worse. big bloggers ignoring it or justifying it and speaking over poc voices…. i hate this so much.

(so sorry for the vent but i know you get it scout 💜)

no need to apologize for venting, you’re frustrated and it’s been a rough few days!! i love u :( i wish i could do more to help but i am here if you need to vent more or talk ❤️‍🩹

[heystephen]

idk if you listen to muna but “silk chiffon” makes me cry because it replicates the exact feeling i had when i realized i was gay

omg yes easily one of the most songs of all time

[heystephen]

no like…. i’m autistic and a recent-ish fixation of mine is collecting taylor vinyls (cause shit hits different on vinyl) and i literally cannot afford to get every color of every vinyl. the ONLY one i have a double of is midnights and ONLY from an impulse buy of the target vinyl cause it was on sale. and it’s exhausting to see her drop so many diff versions of the same shit and it’s just…. so insanely greedy like it would be diff if the alt versions had full profits going to charities or some shit but it’s all coming back to her ????

it’s esp weird for someone who can afford to sell her stuff at a cheaper price than she does like 😭