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sab-teraa · 10 months ago
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Tye Talks: A Diary Entry
(22/02/24 || 22:58 pm)
Good evening friends, I hope you are all well and having a lovely Thursday! Just one more day till the weekend! Yay <3
Inspired by the lovely @the-winds-of-destiny-xxx , I've decided to start blogging about my day. Hopefully, I will be able to stay up to date lol.
Work
Ugh, I've been up since 5am prepping myself to deliver my second lecture of the semester. It went well, kinda. The students were super interactive which is great. Application + practicality > regurgitating information. They did super well. Also, we have a new HoD, and while I really liked our previous heads, the new HoD is a breath of fresh air and I really enjoy their approach towards education.
My full-time job is actually soooo … atm. My colleague has resigned which is all cool and I wish her the best.
But, there’s a trend I’ve noticed recently within our organization … and I hope it does not present any problems in the future. Tbh, I think it has presented a problem before … but idk. Anyway, constructive criticism goes a long long way … only if you’re keen and willing to learn …. which this person defo is NOT.
Enough about my colleagues, the CEO presented me with an opportunity but I'm lowkey nervous .. bc I prefer being a private + somewhat anonymous person lol, but I obviously said yes. Let's see how it goes, anything can happen and this whole project might fall through. Especially in this economy.
All in all, I really love my job and the career path I’ve taken. I hope it does not backfire on me later on in life.
Uni
Gosh. Uni is the bane of my existence atm. Tho, i did make a bit of progress on my thesis today. I know exactly what I need to do, but I just don't have the motivation to it. But, I think I've finally got myself together .. so let's see what happens.
Also, I'm so grateful for my thesis supervisor <3 she is so understanding and supportive.
Health
Is this tmi? Maybe? Apologies if so?
But, my nose and throat have been KILLING me recently? Idk if it’s bc of the fan or what … but yup. Thank god for cloves! They’ve helped wayyyy more than anything else I’ve tried lol. Also, my pms is really starting to hit 😭😭 I’ve been in soooo much pain since I got back home.
My mentally, I’m doing okay … there’s obvs moments in the day where I’m like shit?? I’m an adult adult?? Yet my life feels so stagnant 😂 but then I try to keep it moving and not think so much about what I want … and I try to focus on what I do have…. bc I’ve done my best.
Fun and mundane
I finally got to go to my first gym class of the week - I really needed that! The housewives from my class invited me for smoothies afterwards … and they are so fun! Are they my mums age mates? Yes 😂😂 but I loved hanging out with them .. they truly live in their own bubble .. I wanna be exactly like them when I’m older lol.
Oh Oh! And I finally finished the second season of Al Rawabi School for Girls ... flip, it truly broke my heart. What an amazing show.
I really wanted to start the new season of Real Housewives of Durban … but the new Showmax app is truly YUCK! I have the ick 🫠🫠 but, I love the show waaaaay too much, so I’d probs get over it soon lol.
Other than gym and catching up on tv, I made a delicious lasagna for dinner. I'm convinced that my homemade meat sauce and cheese sauce remains undefeated, or maybe that's just me being cocky lol. If I had more space, I would have defo attempted to make the pasta too.
I'm super excited for this weekend bc my friends and I are going to this art and music event and getting food afterwards. I also really wanna buy that duvet set I saw online ... since I'm no longer purchasing an apartment (recession boo boo boo 🍅🍅🍅), I may as well just re-do my current apartment lol. It already looks great, but I've been putting off getting a new duvet set bc I presumed I was gonna buy a bigger bed lol... so I've just been rotating between the two sets I have ... and damn they've seen better days lol.
Relationships
After all he has been through, my brother finally has some great things happening. I am so proud of him. I know he will achieve everything he aspires to <3 This has also done wonders for his self-confidence, he truly needed this, and I hope ... I really hope that it stays on this positive track.
Positive family news aside, idk if anyone saw the post about my uncle? But god damn I'm annoyed af. (Side note: He is my mums cousin btw; but my entire family is close). Anyway, my uncle called my mum to rant … and according to my mum he was sooooo proud of what he said to his wife??? I’m just disgusted. Idk how. His wife could forgive him for this. I’m so glad my mum put him in his place ✋🏽✋🏽✋🏽
I know its not about me and I have no right to speak on other people's relationships, but I hate seeing people put their all into a relationship and even go against their own family to be with someone ... only for their partner to treat them like this. His wife deserves soooooo much better and its sooo heartbreaking that she has to go through. My heart truly breaks for her. I pray everything works out for her.
Conclusion
Anywho … if you made it this far! Thank you for reading my ramblings <3 wishing you a lovely day! Stay safe babes 😘
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corpsentry · 5 months ago
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SORRY i keep coming here to yell !! you got me thinking about cdramas (& t dramas) i enjoyed and then forgot about :"] i watched 如果奔跑是我的人生 earlier this year and the ending lost me, but i was quite captivated by its 20+ episodes before. it centres around parental relationships (asian) and, i don't know much about dance at all but a main character is a dancer and her story made me feel things. the performances were sick, in my unprofessional opinion! I'm Fine is a gorgeous ost track. btw.... i've started rewatching 不良执念清除师 again and i CANNOT RECOMMEND IT HIGHLY ENOUGH. i've been thinking about it (on ep 5 LOL) and i actually don't think the ending dropped the thread or ball or 链子 or however that saying goes (im fever SORRY.... i think it was cathartic and beautiful in the way a galaxy is— i just could not get enough of those guys T__T 不良执念清除师 is about sulky teen (??) guys moving through the world with so much heart. it's about LOVE and ART and how the living go on after tragedy, it's about how. how (PARDON ME....) we get to keep everything we've ever loved for even a fraction of a moment & what we are doing is worthwhile even if it is very small !!!!! it is a show that is, in Voice from IMBD's words, an outstanding Taiwanese drama that excels in every aspect, because it was made with so much care and love...(meta!) also, gay people
first of all No Apology thank you for coming to yell!!! you have a big heart full of love for the world and it moves me!!!! i went down this rabbit hole on m*dramalist after watching 我们的少女时代/our times (2015)-
(tangent incoming) this movie Shook the secondary 2 scene in singapore when it came out everyone and their dog was sobbing about it and i listened to 小幸运 Religiously despite never seeing it myself. Having Seen It Now, it is a sweet little thing and it makes me feel desperately old. it also made me CRY, what can i say i’m a sucker for distances and ships passing in the night and i was soooo happy when liudehua appeared and then adult xutaiyu showed up and he Fuck Ass Hair. my lord, his hair looked like SHIT. PICKLED SEAWEED……… i couldn’t cry after that because i was so busy clenching my asscheeks out of sheer despair FUCK HAIR AND. AND!!! A TOO SHORT BLACK BLAZER ON SKINNY JEANS??? I MEAN REALLY??? I KNOW 2015 WAS NINE YEARS AGO but i don’t recall fuckass hair being the in thing then…. this memory i do not have…. you have to understand how emotionally devastating this was to me…… (tangent end)
(tangent part 2) (please look at the way they styled this poor man’s fuck ass hair. i don’t care how earth shatteringly sweet they were in high school if my first love turned up ten years later and he looked like this i would simply walk away)
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(tangent end)
the point is, that i then went through vivian sung’s acting history to see what else she’d been in bc she was soooooo lovely and realized that 不良执念清除师 was in said history and then remembered this ask! and your heartfelt words about its story! and i was like Oghey, i watch—
just finished the first episode and mein gott yiyong is such a Teenager…… man i look at 18 year olds and i’m like i don’t remember being like that but i Know i must’ve been, once upon a time. but the range of emotions the script wrung out of him in one episode was kind of insane and his actor is kind of vibey as hell (perhaps this is my sign from god to finally watch your name engraved herein…) and vivian sung is still epic as hell and sooo goofy and i’m excited! i think of u in my head for some reason as the epic tight as hell short chinese dramas anon, i Trust your eyes. they’re good eyes. i’ve also locked down the first 20+ episodes of the other drama you mention here, especially because yang chao yue is in it and she was Breathtaking in the double T T T thank you for the recs! where do you find all of these? i don’t know but you must be doing good out in the world. be well anon. meet a chicken
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vvatchword · 1 year ago
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Soooo I may have fucked up.
As you may not realize, i love people. I smile at everyone. I go out of my way to help folks, have no fear of strangers, and have no concept of hierarchy, so I treat everyone the same, from child to service worker to CEO. I also have some distinct quality that makes other people glom onto me. This has been a lifelong superpower/curse. For some reason, strangers can tell I'm a big ol softie from a distance. Thus I tend to attract everyone from kids to con artists, all for obvious reasons.
This quality used to drive me insane as a young adult. I lived in a town with a big mental institution, so it was common for people with mental disorders to literally seek me out of crowds. I note this because, well, what's the most common problem afflicting the homeless?
I've never lived in a place with such a big homeless population, so I never thought twice about my general behaviors and continued smiling at everyone, talking to them without hesitation, helping out with cash here and there, etc. Well, friends, there's just one problem with this: the homeless are treated like trash at worst and ignored at best.
So.
Uh.
Usually my interactions with them has been super wholesome. Big smiles back and forth, neat conversations, cool stories, you know. It took a year and a half before I realized I was fucking up (and it's possible I was being mistreated before, coincidentally, i just can't tell because I have the social skills of an affable dog). I got chased by two homeless guys for four blocks. I had to trick one of them to escape.
"never again!" I told myself. "Stop being so goddamn smiley!"
Does this work? No. Self is a golden retriever. Self wants to love on all the people. At one point I was telling Zak all about how I met a neat guy and listened to his life story and she was like, "STOP"
Oh. Yeah :(
(he went to jail for killing a man. In retrospect, i may be an idiot.)
For the second time in four months, a homeless dude has glommed onto me, and it's a little concerning. He's a street artist who I had a great interaction with about two weeks back. He was waiting at my bus stop in soft shoes and hospital scrubs with stacks of art all made up with craft paint. I was excited. I'd seen him at other bus stops and had wanted to peruse his wares. I told him so. He was so delighted. I bought a couple of pictures for $20 (you could choose how much to pay, i decided to treat him like I'd treat any artist) and put the art up in my office.
I saw him again yesterday and, uh.
He saw me and said, "Hello, my friend!" And got up for an awkward hug. I think I would have been more gung-ho had i not immediately flashed back to how the previous chase sequence started (overt affection).
"Koranado, how's the art going?" I asked.
"good, my friend, good. You know, I love you," he said.
I laughed nervously. I mean yeah you can use "love" affectionately, but I'm so bad at reading strangers and I didn't want to give him the wrong idea.
"how about this," he said. "I like you. So I don't get in trouble."
"haha I like you too," i said.
"I'm clean, you know," he said. "Got a full checkup from the doctor and I'm clean."
He was looking at me meaningfully, my friends in hell. Now, it is possible he was worried I thought he was dirty or something instead, but that wasn't a concern of mine at all. It's a Texas summer at 104°, everyone is a filthy bog monster, including me. I just don't know how to fucking lie.
"congratulations!" I said. "You know, every time I see you out here with your art, I smile. I hope you carry that with you."
"You are a mother's milk. Speaking of mother's milk, can I have any money for a meal? do you see any art you like?"
"I'm so sorry! I literally have no money. I'll come back when I get paid, though."
"that's okay. That's okay. Here, take this. Make sure no one is watching when you shower. No one is watching."
"advice to live by," i said. (Self!!! said my inner voice. Self why!!!)
He gave me pictures on the house--his best yet--but overall it was. Uh. A little cursed.
Now, I'm pretty sure this guy is manic, from some things I've seen. And who knows what his actual qualities as a human being are. But now I'm concerned about going back to my bus stop. And that makes me feel bad on multiple levels. The homeless aren't that far from any of us. They are human beings who deserve respect and care. But I also can't sacrifice myself in the name of kindness.
The world ain't fair, folks. The world ain't fair at all.
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vwritesaus · 2 years ago
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There is a house on Curzon Street that James has taken a liking to.       An old dwelling, its design belongs easily to a bygone British era, yet it continues to stand strong. Four storeys high, it blends in with the surrounding houses of red, brown, and black brickwork, with countless windows trailing high to the sky and elaborate entryways of wrought iron railings and archways.       A completely ordinary-looking house for this part of London. There’s nothing truly exciting about it, at least by comparison.       And yet James can’t stop staring at it.       He allows himself to drink in every detail despite already knowing them: the rusty patch on the fence, the few steps leading to the dark blue front door, the number of windows, the pot plant in the corner of the top step, the grey curtains of what could be a living room, the golden glow of the ceiling light pouring through one of the top window panes…       His heart dances funnily as he roves over them all, as it usually does. This time, however, the yearning is so strong, James wants to go and knock on the front door, just to see inside.       But he can’t do that. That’s weird.       ‘What’s so special about it?’ Matthew asks.       ‘I don’t know,’ James whispers earnestly, shrugging helplessly. He places a hand on his chest, rubbing along his sternum over his shirt and adds, ‘It just… it’s like my heart knows it. Thinks it important. For whatever reason that may be.’       His throat closes off, a large lump forming, and a wave of remorse crashes over him. He doesn’t say anything else in fear of not being about to speak—but not that he needs to for Matthew links their arms together and gently pulls James into his side. James’s head falls on Matthew’s shoulder and the house wobbles dangerously in his vision.       This house.       This damn house.              Something shifts in the air and his head flies up. Matthew makes a stunned sound. James ignores him.       For the briefest of moments, like a glitch on a screen, James sees a woman in emerald green with tumbling red hair standing by the front door. She throws a radiant smile over her shoulder at him and James’s lips silently form the syllables of her name.       And then she’s gone.
why HELLO THERE and welcome to my biggest project to date that i've poured my blood, sweat and tears since august last year: a TLH modern/mundane au & reincarnation au set in 2013/14 London! i posted some of this back in october, but after much editing and reworking... it's back, new and improved >:3
but srsly like i said in the older posts, i’m so so excited about this story. it’s been my baby since i finished COI, and when i say ch1 is a whopping 17k... yeah. the size of this fic worries me but hey, when the brainworms hit, what can you do?
and it's only gonna get longer once i get my hands on my copy of chain of thorns, mark my words
to start with tho, here's an altered excerpt from chapter 1!! i'll be posting the full chapter on saturday night/early sunday morn AEDT so stay tuned~ ��
and a huge shoutout to Mary (@ferrari-go-vroom-vroom) for betaing, thank you soooo much, you're the best 💜
~
tagging people who might be interested: @astriefer @drunkonimagination @melanielocke @alastaircarstairsdefenselawyer @livingformyself let me know if you’d like to be added to or removed from the tag list!!
also FYI i'm only tagging adults as the fic (currently rated M) will be heading towards rating E territory in later chapters
p.s. please keep the tags/reblogs/replies free of chain of thorns spoilers for the foreseeable future!! thank you <3
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crashstanding · 1 year ago
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HELLO FOOL. FOR THE OC ASKS (you don't need to answer them in the same ask!):
Nana: 1, 4, 5, 7, 10, 14, 20, 22, 23, 27, 38, 40 E, F, G
Tony: 1, 2, 6, 11, 16, 26, 29, 30, 31, 42 A, C, E
and ofc my buddy
D: 1, 2, 3, 8, 11, 13, 14, 17, 22, 27, 30, 31, 35, 38 A, B, D, F, J
Uncommon Questions for OCs and their creators:
Oh lordy, Okay, putting this mess under a cut!
I am, in fact, a foole for not expecting to get any asks lmao
NANA
1 - What’s the maximum amount of time your character can sit still with nothing to do?
About three hours. As long as he can listen to someone else doing something (as simple as moving around or sleeping) he can actually sit still for quite a while.
4 - How easy is it to earn their trust?
Oh it's about nigh impossible to gain his trust if you didn't have it before everything went to hell. He keeps his cards close to his chest unless he's exploding. The somewhat exception to this is children, in that he is willing to give them the benefit of the doubt more easily than teens/adults
5 - How easy is it to earn their mistrust?
You can sneeze wrong in his direction and he won't trust you unless you rip out your liver and present it to him. He is very mistrustful, despite having that friendly persona
7 - What triggers nostalgia for them, most often? Do they enjoy that feeling?
hummu... this one's harder for me, but I think it would actually be seeing children being silly. Makes him nostalgic for the childhood he's lost. It's bittersweet
10 - What lie do they most frequently remember telling? Does it haunt them?
"Are you sure that's what happened?"/"This is for your own good." (It haunts and clings to him until he's too warped to realize it)
14 - What animal do they fear most?
Does their "best friend" count?
20 - If they were asked to explain the difference between romantic and platonic or familial love, how would they do so?
You couldn't force them at gunpoint to explain this. Love is love is all consuming. There's no difference (Related, he's aro and doesn't realize this)
22 - How does jealousy manifest itself in them (they become possessive, they become aloof, etc)?
Possessive, clingy, and fretful
23 - How does envy manifest itself in them (they take what they want, they become resentful, etc)?
Possessive, clingy, and fretful -
27 - What causes them to feel dread?
The thought that he's too selfish to live alone, that maybe what he's been doing for years wasn't the best thing, the idea of meeting their best friend in the afterlife and being found wanting
38 - What memory do they revisit the most often?
Teeth latched around his neck, just barely stopped. Too late to save anyone else, but he's managed to save himself... for now
40 - How sensitive are they to their own flaws?
Trick question!! Nana doesn't perceive his own flaws, and if he does? He fucks with his own memories to make it not happen! If he had to deal with how much he sucked, he'd kill himself
Creator section:
e - Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you?
Oh absolutely not. I think I'd simply explode from his rancid vibes and he'd explode from the fact that I'm a wretched creature <3
F) What do you feel when you think of your OC (pride, excitement, frustration, etc)?
"Oh my god, you're so fucked up you little freak. I want to study you in a lab - "
G) What trait of theirs bothers you the most?
I HATE HIS FUCKING - GASLIGHT GATEKEEP GIRLBOSS SHIT. I HATE HIM. HORRIBLE. Something something cycle of abuse
TONY
1 - What’s the maximum amount of time your character can sit still with nothing to do?
37 seconds. She'll die if there's nothing to do, you have to understand this. They've always gotta have something to fiddle with or read or do.
2 - How easy is it for your character to laugh?
It's soooo easy <3 She's full of love and laughter
6 - Do they consider laws flexible, or immovable?
"Laws are more of a guideline, really..."
11 - How do they cope with confusion (seek clarification, pretend they understand, etc)?
They just play along with whatever's going on. They'll figure it out... eventually
16 - What makes their stomach turn?
The thought of anything bad happening to their siblings, the thought of children in pain, deep bodies of water, hands in their hair, purple fire, eye trauma -
There's a lot. They just have a good poker face
26 - What is their preferred mode of transportation?
She has a motorcycle that she loves! Bonus: she likes trains but doesnt trust them
29 - Do they usually live up to their own ideals?
They try.
30 - Who do they most regret meeting?
You know, despite everything that's gone wrong in their life and things they wish they could do differently, I don't think they regret meeting anyone. Every person who has touched their heart has changed them in a way that makes them who they are
31 - Who are they the most glad to have met?
Every single motherfucker they've adopted into their little found family <3
42 - How badly do they want to reach their end goal?
this implies they have one
CREATOR SEGMENT:
A) Why are you excited about this character?
I made her for me. She's so so cool and full of love. Funny guy <3
C) Did you have trouble figuring out where they fit in their own story?
In their original story? Nah, they made their little niche as the protag easily! But with me trying to see if I can't take her out of fandom stuff into original stuff, she's giving me a lil trouble
E) Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you?
I think I'd be super awkward at first, but as soon as we find a common ground to nerd over, we'd get along well
D
1 - What’s the maximum amount of time your character can sit still with nothing to do?
About six minutes. This is because "doing nothing" to them doesn't include exciting things such as "watching a bug crawl" or "having a staring contest"
If you include those things, they can cap out at about 45 minutes
2 - How easy is it for your character to laugh?
Actually hard to get them to full on laugh, but you can get a huffed little giggle - like a "hf." noise - from them with prat falls.
3 - How do they put themselves to bed at night (reading, singing, thinking?)
Counting sheep actually. Or something like that - they think a simple repetitive thing until their brain shuts off. Counting Sheep, reciting a poem, pretending to play piano, all work
8 - What were they told to stop/start doing most often as a child
Stop fidgeting/staring, start emoting/talking
11 - How do they cope with confusion (seek clarification, pretend they understand, etc)?
They don't often ask for direct help from someone who's confusing them, but they do tend to try to observe things/find a book to research the confusing thing
13 - What color do they think they look best in? Do they actually look best in that color?
Lime green. And no.
14 - What animal do they fear most?
I dont think they??? Fear animals??? D's brain sees animals as just like - these are fellow little guys, just trying to do their jobs. No need for fear
17 - Are they easily embarrassed?
Absolutely. But it's only things like complementing them or calling them cute that embarrasses them. Or being forced to try and speak
22 - How does jealousy manifest itself in them (they become possessive, they become aloof, etc)?
Staring longingly at the thing they want. They're jealous of a child with a toy? stare at it. jealous of someone getting the last snack? stare at it. Jealous of someone getting a hug? Stare at them.
27 - What causes them to feel dread?
Being forced to be alone, being forced into company of others. Essentially being forced to do anything actually.
30 - Who do they most regret meeting?
How do you say you regret meeting someone when they don't have a name?
31 - Who are they the most glad to have met?
Evie and Ari, though their memories of them are few and far between. They're thankful for them for everything they did for them...
35 - How do they treat the things their friends come to them excited about? Are they supportive?
INTENSE LISTENING. And then researching the thing their friend likes so they can keep up with it, perhaps trying to acquire friend something of the excitement thing
38 - What memory do they revisit the most often?
Someone's hand in their hair. They don't remember who it was, but they liked it, being warm and the gentle scritch scritch of someone's nails on their scalp
CREATOR SEGMENT:
A) Why are you excited about this character?
THEY'RE MY LITTLE GUY OF ALL TIME. I WILL FUCKING MAKE THEIR GAME IF IT KILLS ME, BY GOD
B) What inspired you to create them?
God, its been... 12? Ish years since I made them. I'm not entirely sure but I think part of it was the feeling of walking home in the cold with the sky grey and the air smelling strangely of warm laundry. That's why I made their story anyways. Their actual design is inspired by Yume Nikki and some of it's fan games
D) Have they always had the same physical appearance, or have you had to edit how they look?
Literally the only thing that's changed about them is their hair got fluffier. Hold on, I have art -
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There we go, first drawing vs latest rendered one.
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Bonus Chibi comparison. I kinda stuck with the same general idea for them, other than one redesign they had in like, 2017?
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But I went back to the original design with added buttons, bc I liked the silhouette of the long coat better
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F) What do you feel when you think of your OC (pride, excitement, frustration, etc)?
BABY BABY BABY THAT'S MY BABY OF ALL TIME BABY I LOVE YOUUUUU
J) Did you have to manipulate or exclude canon factors to allow them to create their character?
THEIR CANON WAS CREATED AROUND THEM AND EVERY AU I PUT THEM IN IS BENT TO SUIT MY WHIMS
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here4theheartbreak · 1 year ago
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The photocards! SanSang!!! Adorable!!! I also really like the Hwa/Mingi one!
Omg the random albums really gave you the full Woosan experience! Sannie with the hearts stuck on his cheeks~ 🥺💕 Also, Mingi looks absolutely incredible this era?? There's something about him! Massive main character energy.
I think you made the right decision! With the amount of pcs available per album, you'd have to get a filing cabinet to store them all! 😭😂
Ohhh, that lot of albums sounds amazing! That's how I got most of my Vixx albums, all in a big bundle! It's great that you have a little network of people wanting albums though, it'd be such a shame for the duplicates to just be sitting around if someone wants/needs them.
I also bought the fan kit! We have SOOOO many tarot cards in this house. 😅 I recently got a cool Korean holographic deck! It's really beautiful~
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I've also noticed that about buying straight from KR! The price is usually about the same. And things definitely arrive much faster! I honestly love the Korean postal system. When I mailed a postcard home, it literally arrived the next day. I was amazed.
You were caught ugly crying at a concert by a member of OOO? I salute you. Not many could survive it. 😂
It truly was a shame about Yongguk. Because I'm sure he'd have absolutely no problems interacting with male fans. It's just an example of him being shortsighted, I suppose. He's just gone with what he sees / what he expects. And it's very unfortunate.
That's so true. If someone is absolutely spotless and never puts a foot wrong, then it's kinda strange. If they're eternally, faultlessly good... it feels odd. Like how lawyered up are you, and how deep have you buried the bodies??? Humans make errors. People have bad days. Moods change. It's hard to be ON all the time. It's fine. It's normal. As long as it's nothing malicious or purposefully hurtful, I can understand.
I ALWAYS think this. Particularly about K-pop and gaming. It's grown adults, with regular incomes, who are buying merch and albums, and paying stupid prices for tickets. Plus, going to a concert is an EXPENSIVE experience if you live outside of the city the show is at?? Every K-pop concert I go to costs me around £450-£550 (average of £120 per ticket, £100 travel costs, £160 hotel, £50 for food and drink) + whatever I decide to spend on merch. I spent £160 on Ateez merch in February! Kids are simply NOT affording it.
Oh, Pungja? I love her, she's so funny and her humour is so direct! I really liked the interview she did with Mingi and Hongjoong during Halazia era too. That was around the same time (same week?) we got that WooSanHwa Lucky Oppa episode! (I watched it again yesterday) I really loooove how they all interacted with Hoyoung — especially Woo, he was so excited. It was truly a great week for Ateez interviews and queer interactions in general. And, you're right, there is an honest comfort in their engagement that's GREAT to see. It just doesn't seem to matter, which is obviously how it should be.
I loveeeee San's thanxx rainbow ear!!! 🌈 I really liked thanxx as a whole, I understand that it was a hard time with the whole CA situation. But the song is so good!
Omg. There were SO many quote contenders for my little ateez tattoo. But most of them were a bit sad, even though they're very meaningful to me?? So I just went with the straightforward but hopeful '너와 나의 promise'. But I was SO CLOSE to choosing Joong's whole verse from Halazia... because it's basically (read: exactly) how I feel about my whole health journey these past few years. And there was also 'I shine on my own [people will call that a star]' which is really beautiful... but also kind of lonely in a way?? And then I was like maybe 'just keep it up' because it's so encouraging and Sunrise is a GREAT concert song. But Promise always cheers me up. Although, I did also seriously consider '별처럼 빛나' and I still might get that one because '별' is one of my favourite Korean words. And '처럼' and '빛' are two of my favourite Korean words to say. But I think I'd like to get something more conceptual/visual. Who knows. You'll definitely have to let me know what you decide to get, if you decide! 😊
I really liked neon green Yeosang! But I do prefer his natural hair, especially when it's a bit longer. He looks like an actual fairytale prince. Still, I was a big fan of highlighter green Yeosang! The black stripes have me less enthusiastic BUT I respect his scene kid journey! 😂 He definitely knows that rawr means 'i love you' in dinosaur. Ahhhh. May our lord and saviour (Gerard Way) protect our sweet xXxY3oS4ng13xXx from harm.
San looks stunning with the red hair! Literally, red is SO HARD for idols to pull off. Wooyoung was another GORGEOUS red.
So many more hair things have happened. They change their colours way too fast!
Also, helllllllo, Ateez Cosmopolitan Mingi with the stomach reveal?? It seems like he really wants to show us that area lately. You do you, King. You show 'em what you've got, princess~! 💖
Mingi looks so good this era, I absolutely love the style they put him in. I didn’t love the short cropped when it was blonde, but now that it’s gotten a bit longer it looks amazing (and it looked great with the pink).
And yes, in regards to pcs - I have limited space 🤣I collect pcs for 7-ish groups (only SHINee and Ateez are ‘every album must have a pc’ type collections - the other 5 are more “if they’re cute I will get them” lol) - so far I’ve been displaying them in these little polaroid mini things so I can flip through them easily - but I’m running out of room 😭 I’m probably going to need to get a third one V_V
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The album lot arrived last week, it was so much more than I had anticipated! She also sent along '22 Season’s Greetings which I did not at all expect, and the special edition of All to Action which I uh… Wasn’t aware even existed until my friend lost her shit when I showed her the spread 😂 (And I got one of San’s autographed albums 🥲 - not from the same seller but they arrived the same day so I was absolutely chuffed - I need Wooyoung still but am waiting a bit for a good deal).
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In all there were 11 duplicates because of some that I already owned. I wasn’t planning on collecting every version of each album, but I mean… She already did 90% of the work for me so 😂 - I actually have a shop online where I resell kpop merch like albums and pcs so it works out; new inventory for my shop, I'll be able to recoup a good half of the money I spent on it I figure.
But, at least until another group I like as a comeback, and until I get the last 2 albums I’m missing (yellow and blue versions of Movement are all that I’m missing V_V - they’re on the way though) - this is what my kpop center looks like overall … I’m out of room.
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Oh my God I LOVE that tarot deck! That is so gorgeous!! Where did you get it?? My favorite deck that I own is my Black Deck; I love darker, more eerie decks - but I also love fandom decks; I have a Nightmare Before Xmas one on the way and am eyeing a Star Trek one as well. (And am lamenting the fact that no one has made an American Horror Story deck? Like come on people.)
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And yeah, I expect mistakes from people. I’m not delusional, I know my idols and favorite celebrities are human and sometimes humans just don’t want to deal with shit or say things without thinking. It’s just how we are as a species. The problem is when it is repetitive, malicious, or shows willful ignorance or hostility (i.e. sexism, racism, etc) that is not due to ignorance. And right??? I love the stereotype of fans of these things, kpop, video gamers, etc - being 12-14 year old children - like, do people realize the amount of money that it takes to be a fan in the way they are imagining? Obviously I don’t think you need to buy everything or do everything to be a fan - that’s ridiculous - but when these people who mock kpop are mocking fans, they’re mocking ones that have every version of the albums, collect the pcs, go to the concerts, travel to KR to go to fan signs, etc — do they realize what that all costs??? I freely admit that I have a good probably 2k-4k usd worth of merch and albums sitting on my shelf or up on my walls or in binders rn (whether or not I paid that, someone did) and that’s not near as much as it used to be when I collected for BTS, plus a good 500usd or so sitting in a box for resale. A child isn’t going to do that. A child isn’t going to be able to do that, and I know almost zero parents that would be willing to do that for their child - kids are expensive enough as it is 😂 - I fund my son’s hyperfixation (dinosaurs/the Jurassic series) and that’s bad enough. Tickets/concerts are so expensive, you are right! Between the cost of the ticket (which is so much more if the group is popular and if you want seats close or the extras like hi-touch an such). And then travel, hotel, food — and for me personally, even if it’s the rare one in my city (I’ve been lucky enough to see A.C.E and OnlyOneOf here in Minnesota) - most of the time tho I have to travel to Chicago or New York). I still have to pay for a sitter - which isn’t as bad as a hotel but still not cheap — and a kid isn’t going to be driving, so either their parents are footing the gas bill or they’re taking a rideshare, so… Yeah no. (Not to mention some cities here in the US have age curfews - which means parents are gonna need to spend money on an extra ticket to go just so their kid can go.)
Yes! Her. She’s a hoot. I saw she did an interview with those two, I haven’t watched it yet though. I haven’t seen Lucky Oppa either! I will have to go look it up. I’ve never heard of it! I agree as well, that it doesn’t matter - which is what I think is important. I don’t want the community being treated differently in a bad way OR a good way, you know? I just want all of us treated like humans. If you’d treat a cishet host a certain way, then treat the queer host the same way.
And yesss - I swear so many of their lyrics are so deep and meaningful. I feel like a lot of their lyrics are really impactful and speak to me — which ofc is what most fans think, that’s the sign of a good song lol - but you get it. I really like lyrics from Utopia and Aurora (actually Aurora would be really fun to play with as a sort of watercolor night sky looking tattoo but idk). I also really love Better and One Day at a Time - they’re so simple but meaningful. And an odd one that I like but not probably for why you’d think is Good Lil’ Boy - as a transmasc preson there’s parts of it that just resonate for me. I’m sure that I’m sure wasn’t the original intention but 🤷🏻‍♂️ - also parts of Say My Name and Thanxx for a similar reason.
There’s a shop that I found, they did my Doodle tattoo (which was also my first pride tattoo without planning for it; I told her that they could play with the colors of it and she realized it was the perfect # of letters to use for pride colors lol. I love this shop though; it only hires queer, disabled, female identifying, or poc artists. The owner is an enby artist who specializes in top surgery/scar coverups — I want to go to them when I finally decide on what I want for my top surgery scar tattoo. But there’s one artist there that does amazing watercolor - I really would like to have her do sth. But I’m sure I’ll figure something out; maybe I’ll get it for my birthday next year, I try to get one a year when money allows.
The way I snorted over “xXxY3oS4ng13xXx” - because I definitely had a username similar and so did my friend - the nostalgia this kid is giving me rn 😂 - that’s why I don’t like it, it’s giving me clique war flashbacks 🤣🤣🤣🤣(speaking of nostalgia tho - the 2022 Season’s Greetings that I got from that seller - talk about making me feel old jfc - the fact that these trends are retro for these GenZ kids V_V please. They were cute, but I also wanted to hide under a rock seeing some of them).
And yes oh my GOD Wooyoung’s red hair was amazing. It caught my attention right away. I can count on one hand the number of idols that have been able to pull of that neon red and honestly 1/2 of them are Ateez members 😂 - tho some of them really are just super well suited to fantasy colored hair. Like Joong looks amazing in various unnatural colors imo; my least favorite styles of his are when he’s just with his natural hair 😅
The COSMO OH MY GOD I DIED. The way I immediately went to my budget and wiggled stuff around to pre-order a couple of those, it was embarrassing. (I was gonna get all 9 but even I realized it was a bit silly to get 9 copies of the same magazine just for the covers… Despite my desperate want for them.) If I had an easy way to display all of them I would’ve, but alas, my walls are already almost entirely full so, I limited myself to WooSan and ot8. Mingi tho - absolutely killer. And Yunho??? I swear, that man goes totally off my radar for periods then BAM - there he is.
Also, I was watching some shorts and this video came up and I just… Wooyoung is so tiny he looks like a little boy V_V — and I know he’s not really all that small (tho tbf compared to my barely 5ft ass EVERYONE is tall) - but he looks so little next to him and the expression he’s making 😩 My heart.
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heheh ill keep complimenting you cus your response is so cute plssss im !! hehe maybe i just laugh cus i think you're cute and fun to talk to who knows hehehehe
ITS OKIE ! i did adult thing now but even more adult things :( trying to get ready for this trip is so sldkfjsf LONG pls but its okieee two more weeks till im on vacation :D
NO NO SAMEE my friend and i were so ready to just full send it but we genuinely had to think it over bc we were already going to see txt and to see yoongi we would need to take a flight and plane tickets cost so much money AND we want to see svt when they do go on tour (which i hope is later in the year cus i need to make more money) so we had to say no :( LMFAO PLS SAME i would even watch some of the live streams so i didnt feel too abd LDSKJF and YES TAEE gosh i saw him perform singularity live with the choreo and the one with the bed and ive never been the same,, THE HARNESS. omg,, don;t even we both will just lose our livesldjf that era was so amazing i want to experience it all over again. YES SCOUPS. as a couprang, we are very insane i get it LSDKFJ truly a whole ass man idk how i live my life in peace (i dont). AND YESS they're all so !!! tbh even these jeonghan has been bias wrecking me like that man just keeps getting finer every year like he WOW im so downldfj
ahh thank you !! im glad you also have been feeling better about writing yourself <3 but it is like seeing an old friend: comfortable and inviting. and i also just like to rp since i enjoy just bouncing off of other people and just making people smile :D actually writing something just scares me too much sdlkfj i can just never get it done and with rp it just continues until the other person no longer wants to ya know
-- samu mod :]
AAHHHH PLS IM ROLLING OVER IN MY BED!!! i can’t take the compliments (KEEP SENDING THEM! jk… or am i) im happy you think im fun to talk to!! I RLY TRY LOL, i feel like i’m the most awkward person in the world sometimes i just stand there like 👁️👁️ pls laugh at what i say or i’ll die, so i’m happy!!! and especially with the compliments;;; LET ME KISS U <3
!! i didn’t know you were going on a trip!! are you excited for it?? n wahh 2 weeks is basically nothing !! it’ll go by soooo fast n then you can come and talk to me all you want >:) hehehe
GOD I FEEL YOU ON HOPING TOURS COME LATER IN THE YEAR TO SAVE MONEY,,, i already splurge on jewelry and other things so by the time tours come i’m always caught off guard and broke lollll, but wahh,, a svt concert would b so fun!! i’ve been to bts and monsta x n had a blasssttt!! i’m laughing so hard at both of us vibrating in excitement over the boys !!! AND AAAHHH JEONGHAN… he’s so pretty n a little feral which i love!!
WAHHH well i’m in it for the long run cause i’m annoying and get attached to people so easy and i will let you know i already consider you a friend !!! i always get so happy when you send me asks rp or not!! and ughhh your characterization of osamu makes me wanna curl up and yell!! (in a good way lolol) you’re EXCELLENT AT WRITNG and that’s saying something bc i’m kinda snobby and picky when it comes to reading things HEHEH <3 SO YOURE AMAZING!!!
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houseof-lamentation · 3 years ago
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Her sibling is living in their hometown of Tokyo. Since he's still a highschooler, he's being taken care off by a aunt who used to live in another country, but came back at the right time because he and my MC had officially just lost their father, who was their last remaining parent (kinda cliché for a backstory I guess but he was the furthest you could call a father towards them so it's not THAT tragic). So while my MC Ari is living her life in the Devildom, he's growing and has a happy life with his aunt and friends. His sister visits him from time to time with the help of the demonic portals, and lied about having found roommates to live with in London haha.
She only tells the news to Mammon after insisted on the fact that she really didn't look well, and he eventually tells Lucifer because he's really worried, who informs the others before having a talk with Barbestos. The bros keep saying that it's cool Barb ended up saving her, otherwise well... they would have never met. But she still doesn't feel good enough, and after some convincing from Lu', she goes to have a talk with Barbatos. Their conversation is still a WIP in terms of what they say to each other, but he basically explains that her fate was and has always been to survive the accident, at least in this timeline. But he doesn't tell her about her other selves' fates for that matter.
And that fic is currently being worked on by me and a friend, who decided to shape some of the other characters that appear in it. So it's being written on one part, while a good chunk still remains in my head at the same time!
And I gotta say, that hand on the Bible AU sounds intriguing. What is it about? Also I'd love to hear about the brothers' adult lives!
-@luminari-mc
love this demon... barbestos,...
well i might be biased but i am happy barbatos saved her bc i happen to enjoy this story. im with the brothers on this one, it's a good thing. and what is funnier than being like "yeah my roommates are from london, that's why theyre absolute freaks with a backwards way of life". yeah that checks out. very good her brother doesnt have to get wrapped up in devildom stuff. that is just so much.
super super interesting to dive more into barbatos's powers like that!! this is very impressive lore and if youre ever willing to share what you've written, i'd love to read it!!
here's some about malachi and oren's adult lives:
(cw for premature death & a car crash)
once theyre out of the devildom, malachi reconnects with his mother, moira, and they end up being really close. he struggles with his faith more than he did prior to the devildom, but everything makes a lot more sense. he continues his relationship with mammon & oren continues his relationship with lucifer, it works out well for awhile!
oren becomes an author. his work is published as fiction and poetry, with all of this interesting ideas on faith and hell, and he ends up being good friends with his publisher. he doesnt try to reconnect with his father because joseph kind of sucks and i dont blame him
moira is not super surprised to hear her sons are both dating demons. when oren was really young, she actually summoned mammon for financial help multiple times, so her seeing mammon is like oh. it's you. and now youre dating my son. great.
malachi comes to terms with his bisexuality and he's a lot more comfortable and confident in himself. joseph doesnt find out he's dating a man until he sees mammon and malachi kiss at a party for one of oren's book releases and that puts a huge strain on their relationship and actually pushes them apart for a few years.
when oren is 27, he gets into a fatal car accident, where a truck reared out of its lane and into his. it was a big tragedy that ended up making headlines and caused his book sales to skyrocket, because nothing makes for book sales like a tragic death of the young author, and i think lucifer feels it. he tenses up and his whole body aches, his heart hurts, it feels like he got mangled but he's fine— doesnt take long for him to realise that oren was killed at that moment.
mammon comes up to the human realm to comfort malachi for a little while, and malachi and his dad end up becoming close again, but they'll never be as close as they were before the devildom
after oren's death, while lucifer is grieving, a soul finds its way to the house of lamentation. it gets guided back to where souls are meant to be, but it wanders back to the house like it was meant to be there. the second lucifer sees it, and he feels it, he knows it's oren. it's warm and familiar and he jumps through hoops and asks diavolo for favours— oren eventually becomes a demon, and he wakes up and he's back in the house of lamentation and he's back with lucifer and all he remembers is driving to his book signing.
they can't tell malachi for a little while. when they finally do, he feels much less alone and he's glad to be able to talk to oren again; he passes information on to oren's publisher and he gives messages to his mother and joseph, he even helps compile and publish oren's "lost works" which he actually just wrote as a demon in the devildom, but humans don't need to know that.
malachi becomes a professor of psychology and he ends up being this kooky and colourful professor who talks about his late brother like he's still alive and talks about sins like he's an expert on them. he even tells a few students he's actually been to hell and back, but no one believes him. he doesn't marry mammon, as much as he wants to, as much as they talk about it, and ends up being a bachelor his entire life. he dies in his own bed when he's in his 80s and wakes up in his room in the devildom looking like he's 30. chaos ensues. that's the demon stuff, which i won't get into right now
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Double Heart | Chapter Twenty ~ Haldir
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Pairing: Haldir x OFC
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 1650
Warnings: None
A/n Hi! Sorry, I know I’m a day late -- I have family in town so I’m soaking up all the time with them that I can. This one is short (and a lil fluffy/angsty), and this chapter and the next are kind of a rest before we hit the next act of this story! Sooo gear up! I’m excited!!! 
I shut the door behind Orophin and Lavandil.
Cosima flops onto her bed, staring at the ceiling. “That was awful.”
I make a noise of general agreement. I hadn’t expected my brothers to take the news happily, but I didn’t think Rumil would completely shut me out. I have no doubts that he will eventually come around, but his reaction is still distressing.
Cosima raises up on her forearms, looking at me in concern. “Are you okay?”
I nod, making my way towards her bed. “It may take some time, but I know my brothers. All will be well.”
She scoots from the middle to the far side of her bed and pats the space next to her. I accept the invitation, lying on my back at her side. Vaguely, I notice that her bed is much larger and comfier than mine. I turn to tease her about it, try and cheer us both up, but she’s fiddling with her fingers. I guess neither of us is feeling particularly lighthearted at the moment.
“What is it?”
She sighs, staring up at the ceiling rather than at me. I nudge her arm gently, trying to prompt an answer.
She bites her lip. “You’ve said that you can make your own choices, and I get that, but I’ve got to ask—are you sure? You don’t have to stay with me just because you said you wanted to. I know what you’re sacrificing, and you don’t have to—”
I cut her off, kissing her forcefully. She sucks in a breath and I use that to my advantage, drawing her deeper into the kiss. She recovers from her shock quickly though, and slides a hand up my chest in that way I adore and is slowly becoming familiar. I pull away but keep a firm hold on the side of her face. “Please push these thoughts from your mind. Whatever the future holds, I am in it with you. And a future without you? I don’t want it. It would be different, had I never met you, but the Valar blessed me. They brought an impossible woman into my life. And I have no intention of letting her go.”
The sadness in her eyes breaks, replaced with a look of tenderness that I work hard to memorize. I let the hand on the side of her face slide to rest on her hip.
She places a kiss on my jaw, taking her time to respond, aware that she has my complete attention. “If I had to wake up in a different world with no memories, I am immensely glad you were there. Being with you is worth all that I’ve left behind. Even if I did remember it, I would choose you.”
I exhale slowly, basking in her words. I’ve never been vulnerable with someone before — bearing my heart and hoping they don’t crush it — and every time I open my mouth to confess something to Cosima, there’s the fear that she will shut me down, that she won’t return my feelings. But her words just now, as well as her actions from the past few days, help allay my fears.
“It’s getting late,” she breathes, face mere inches from mine. “You could stay the night?”
My hand on her hip tenses. No, I remind myself. I should go back to my room. But the words that come out of my mouth are not what I told myself to say. “I would not be intruding?”
“No,” Cosima smiles, wrapping her arms around my neck. “I would very much like it if you stayed.”
We are both adults. If she wants me to stay and I want me to stay, then there’s no reason to leave. “Then stay, I shall,” I murmur, dropping my lips to press against hers.
She kisses me languidly for a while before her lips shift into a grin. I pull back with a raised eyebrow.
“You’re the one who has to get up and blow out the candles,” she declares, her tone full of mirth. “That’s really the only reason I asked you to stay.”
I snort, but push myself off the bed, headed for the first candle I see. “I knew it couldn’t be because you love me. That’s too easy.”
“And pull the curtains,” she adds, lifting the duvet so she can crawl underneath it. I watch her slide her eyes shut, smile still spread over her face as she tries not to laugh.
Cosima and I have slept in each other’s company before, and we will do so again for the three weeks of our journey to Lothlórien. But I can’t shake the feeling that this is completely different. It will be the two of us alone, in a bedroom, when we have acknowledged our feelings for each other.
But despite the nerves and the gravity of the situation, it feels completely natural to spend the night with Cosima. I long for her presence during the day, and the night is no different.
And with precious little time together, shouldn’t I seize on every moment?
I blow out the candle nearest to me. It darkens the shadows in the room. I extinguish the remaining candles, close the curtains, and then return to the bed. Cosima has thrown the covers back on what I suppose is my side, making it easy for me to climb in next to her. After the slightest moment of hesitation, I do so. I reach for her, wrap my arms around her and cross them over her stomach, then pull her against my chest. It reminds me of a variation on what I did our very first day of training, an action that caused me no small amount of distress. But now it seems there is no limit to the ways I can hold her, and I plan to explore them all.
Cosima chuckles, evidently pleased with this development. “You remembered the human way.”
“I am capable of adapting,” I respond, dropping my face into her neck.
Her laugh turns into a sigh when I begin a trail of kisses there. “I have a question.”
I hum, continuing my pattern. “Yes, my love?”
She pauses to beam at the phrase. When she speaks, the smile is still in her voice. “Rumil asked if we had bonded yet, and then when you said no, he said there’s still ‘time’. What did he mean by that?”
My lips freeze against her neck. I sigh, shifting to lie on my side and pressing on her shoulder so she’ll turn to face me. I figured we would need to have this conversation at some point, but I hadn’t counted on now. And it’s not the potential for awkwardness that makes me wish I could keep my mouth shut — no, we could get past that — it’s the fear that, once she knows there’s still technically a step we have to take in order for my soul to perish once hers leaves me, that she will end this.
But it is not right to withhold information from her so, with another deep breath, I explain. “He was talking about the bonding of the fæs — in the literal sense. But I love you, I am committed to you, and nothing can change that, so Rumil’s whole notion of ‘time’ doesn’t really apply here.”
Her eyes narrow as she zeroes in on exactly what I’m careening around. “Say there’s some wiggle room.”
“There’s not.”
“But if there were,” she presses, obviously not interested in letting this go.
I sigh. “Traditionally, elves have used sex as a way to facilitate the spiritual bonding of the fæs. That’s what constitutes an elven wedding — that’s what represents and solidifies the commitment. Since we have not had sex, Rumil thinks our fæs are not bonded, so there is time to break the commitment between us without it affecting me.”
She sits up, opening her mouth to comment.
I hurry to sit up as well and cut off her words before she can take this idea and run with it. “But our situation is different. The whole concept of the fæs bonding is not a blanket statement that covers every relationship — there is a lot of choice involved, we are not without agency. And I have chosen.”
She smiles somewhat sadly, letting her fingers drum over my knee. “I wish I was an easier choice.”
I catch her hand in mine. “I quite like where my choices have led me.”
She leans against me, pressing a gentle kiss to my lips. “I love you.” She shifts, lying down and tugging on my arm to pull me with her. “Let’s go to bed. It’s been a long day.”
I stretch out behind her, then twist the strands of her hair through my fingers. She’s silent, and I worry that, despite my efforts to reassure her, she’s still sad. I know she can’t help it, but I wish that we could leave all this struggle and moroseness behind. In my view, the future is set, my path is clear. Struggling over what that means will not halt the end, nor change it, so we shouldn’t waste time worrying over it. We should prepare how we can and then enjoy our lives together.
Cosima tucks her head into my neck and tangles one of her legs through mine. The action — so unexpected yet so natural — gives me hope that, soon, she and I can fall into a life together. Maybe Lothlórien is the key. Maybe once she can clearly see what our future looks like — a home, friendships, family, meals together at the end of a long day, exploring Lothlórien’s extensive forests and blue-green lakes, festivals, sunrises, all the wonderful things about my home, our home, she can allow herself to be happy.
And I will do everything I can to help her get there.
A/n Thanks for reading! Likes, comments, and reblogs are always so appreciated! Also, I think I made EVERYONE sad with that last chapter, I’m so sorry. But I LOVE that we all collectively love Rumil and want him to be happy forever, right? Soooo, c’mon, hit me with some happy Rumil headcannons <3
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andithiel · 4 years ago
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Pieces of me
I was tagged forever ago by the ever amazing @graymatters (thank you darling!), about what parts of me or my life I leave in my fics. I'll start with the somewhat serious topics so we can move on to the more lighthearted ones.
For anyone who has ever read anything longer by me (please note that I use the word “longer” very loosely here), you’ve probably noticed overall themes of fear of getting rejected, of letting people close and showing your true self/feelings (hello using fanfic as a cheaper form of therapy!). For instance, the entirety of Love on hold (Jeddy) is based on a younger version of myself. Not the events, but the feelings of not being worthy of love, and then eventually taking the leap to show your true feelings even if it makes you vulnerable. But based on the comments I got for that particular theme I think this is something that’s relatable to others as well.
In Truth is like water (it passes all barriers), the conflict of the fic is that Draco thinks that Harry hit on him because he’d found out about Draco’s feelings for him, and wanted to mock him for it. That thing happened to me in real life. In the fic it’s a misunderstanding, but, yeah, it happened to me when I was in my early teens and it shaped me. Did I mention trust issues and working through your trauma in your fic writing? Yeah, it’s a thing.
Soooo, on to shorter and maybe more fun ones!
Draco didn’t much fancy sitting at the bar and nodding along to whatever tripe the admittedly good-looking gentleman had to say to try to get into Pansy’s pants, when all he wanted to do was scream at the idiots to go shag already.
This is a passage from I’ll never be your chosen one that I drew some inspiration from when I was on a ski trip. There'd been a party in our apartment, and all I wanted was to go to sleep, but I had to listen to two people obviously wanting to bone each other senseless, but they never got around to it. I wanted to scream at them to get it over with so I could get some fucking sleep, but I didn’t. I sort of regret it 😂
Whenever I use cooking or baking in my fics it’s probably something I’ve done myself (chanterelle risotto, yum!), or watched my partner do (*cough* failed sourdough base *cough*).
He thinks back on the day, how everyone seemed so happy for them, Ginny mentioning how well they fit together. “It’s like watching a delicate dance, seeing you two moving with each other,” she told him.
From And the music plays bitter, plays sweet She didn't use those exact words, but my grandmother told me once that it showed how well my partner and I fit together because of how we move around each other, and I thought that was very sweet.
I also have this line from that fic:
Draco’s voice is flat, almost nonchalant, but his eyes are hard, flinty like the ocean waves on a cloudy day.
I often tend to use water imagery in my fics (can you tell based on my titles?) because I have the privilege to live with a gorgeous view over the sea and I also drive over several bridges on my way to and from work, and so I see all the different shapes of water every day, and I think it's very fitting for someone like Draco who can shift mood very quickly.
In Testing the waters the characters are on a canoe trip that I took as a child. But every other event is completely made up (naturally since I was 9 years old at the time). (Although skinny dipping is a thing I move enjoyed as an adult. Today, actually. No sexy time afterwards though.)
“Well, I mean… aren’t you full?” James puts his hands on his hips, giving Teddy a reprimanding look. “Edward Remus Lupin, do you know me at all?” Teddy has to shake himself to clear his head, remembering James having extravagant snacks a mere half hour before family dinners, and then still eating almost as much as the rest of them combined. He snorts. “Yeah, you’re right. How could I forget that you’re a bottomless pit?”
James’ eating habits in Colour me gone are entirely based on my younger brother. He’s well in his thirties and he still eats like that.
Basically every event in Solstice magic is based on different celebrations of Midsummer’s eve. Except that I don’t get as excited as Draco over the potato peeling device.
I’m not sure this will count, but the premise for a ficlet I’ll be posting soon (that I posted a snippet of here) is that my great great grandmother would tell her daughters (my great grandmother and her sisters), that if they had premarital sex the man could get stuck inside them. And I thought, well there is a fic in this. So stay tuned for ridiculous magical mishaps.
And then there’s the smut but… well this post is already getting to long and I’m not telling you which part I’ve taken from my life.
Tagging @sassy-sassy3 @drarryruinedme7 @amelior8or @etalice @evaeleanor @rei382 @eleonorapoe @phd-mama @wo2ash and anyone else who wants to do this! Please tag me so I can see!
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fighterkimburgess · 4 years ago
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Fearless Chapter 19 - Today Was A Fairytale
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Summary: Chapter 19/19 - Kim and Adam have their fairytale ending. Series Masterlist
Words: 1.3k
Warnings: fluff. All the fluff.
A/N: This went from a writing exercise to a 32k word doc about getting my Burzek emotions out. I'm so glad so many of you have enjoyed it as much as I have. The full story is on AO3 for easier reading, under the same name.
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They’d planned the big wedding before, had put down deposits that had to be cancelled and lost money on it. This time was different.
Instead of waking up in separate places the morning of their wedding, Kim was entangled in Adam’s arms. He was like a koala in bed at night, wrapping his long limbs around her and holding her tight. She woke up with a smile, feeling his chest against her back and his arms holding her close. They lay together until Makayla came bounding into their room, her twelve year old self bouncing with excitement while she got onto the bed.
“Mama! You and Adam are getting married today! This is soooo coooooollll.” She dragged out the syllables with a smile, the two adults waking up fully thanks to her.
“It’s pretty exciting, huh?” Kim opened her arms, relishing the affection she still got. She knew that soon Makayla would be too cool for hugs with her parents in the morning, but while she could still get it she’d take every single one.
“Kayla, I’ve a question for you?” Adam asked, and she turned to face him. “Now that your Mama and I are getting married, I wanted to know if you’d be ok with me adopting you? You don’t have to say yes, it won’t change anything, I prom—oof.” Adam was flung into the bed by the force of a Makayla hug, and Kim grabbed her phone to take a photo of the two of them.
“Yes! You’ll be my dad? Really? Really, really, really?” She was bouncing up and down from excitement as a grin appeared on everyone’s face.
“Yes, yes and yes. I think I’d be lucky to have you as my daughter.” The three curled up for a hug before the mayhem of the day would begin. As they separated, Makayla turned to the two of them.
“I’m really glad you’re happy, Mama and Dad.” She ran to her room with a smile, and Kim felt her heart overflow with joy for the their little family.
The appointment at the courthouse was for three, and they decided that they didn’t want a big fuss. Kim put on one of her favourite dresses, a green jersey fabric. Adam had a grey tee underneath a green flannel that matched her dress. Makayla had decided she wanted to dress up, and Kim had bought her a sparkly skirt to wear. The three drove to the courthouse together, and were met on the front steps by their unit. Hailey had agreed to stand up with her, and Kevin with Adam. Every member of the team was grinning at how they’d finally made it to this point where they were strong and secure together.
Finally it was their turn for the fifteen minutes with the judge, and Makayla walked down the makeshift aisle with her parents before sitting in between Voight and Jay, Trudy and Mouch on the opposite bench. The judge began the ceremony, but Kim and Adam had written their own vows.
Adam began, his voice clear but eyes watery. “I promise to love you unconditionally. I promise to always be there for you, no matter what. I promise to call you out on your bull, and listen when you call me out. I promise to always be your partner, and always listen to what you say to me because I know you say it from a place of love and goodness, and I will never jump to conclusions about it. I promise to have your back on every raid and every job we go on, because I will always have your six, the same way I know you will always have mine. I promise to love you and Makayla for the rest of our lives, because I’m not just marrying you, I’m getting to live my life as the dad to a great little girl and I don’t take that responsibility lightly. I promise to always put in 60% of this relationship, because that’s what we agreed. I love you, Kim. And this ring is a symbol of that love.” A tear dropped from her eyes as he slid the silver band onto her finger, and she stared at it a moment before being shocked into saying her vows.
“I have never been loved as unconditionally as I was with you. I have never had someone care about me as much as you do. I have never had someone be willing to put in the work to be with me, even when it’s messy and scary. I never knew how to do a relationship when it got hard, and I listened to the wrong voice in my head. Not anymore. I promise to love you and be there for you. I promise to talk about what’s wrong, even when my inclination is to put my head in the sand. I promise to be there when we have a good or bad day and not run off. I vow that I won’t let us make the mistakes of the past, but instead we can make new mistakes together to forge our own path. I never believed in fairytales, I never believed in The One. But you are The One, Adam Ruzek. And I will love you forever.” Her voice was hoarse from holding back tears by the end of her vows, and a look at Adam showed she wasn’t the only one. She slid the ring on his finger, easily settling it at the base, a grin on her lips.
“Do you Adam Ruzek take Kimberly Burgess to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, for as long as you both shall live?”
“I do.” Adam didn’t let a moment lapse between the judge’s instructions and his response.
“And do you Kimberly Burgess take Adam Ruzek to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, for as long as you both shall live?”
Kim’s words were more considered, the “I do.” dropping from her lips with certainty rather than haste.
“By the power vested in me by the great State of Illinois, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride.” The words had barely left his mouth when their arms were around each other, Adam dipping her low for a kiss, her leg around his thigh. Kim giggled as he swung her back upright, her arm wrapping around his back as their six guests and their daughter cheered for them.
They didn’t want a big party, instead going out for a meal with the nine of them. Adam attempted to pay the bill, but everyone pitched in so the newlyweds didn’t have to pay for that at least. They were getting a full weekend off together as well as a wedding present, and there was nothing more they wanted.
Once everyone said goodbye they drove home, Kim and Adam holding hands in the front seat. As soon as they arrived home Makayla went to her room to read, and Adam turned on music for them. He held his hand out to his wife - and that was the most amazing word for him, his wife - who took it as Love Story began playing over the speaker.
“I didn’t think you were a Taylor Swift fan?” Kim asked, reaching up to press a kiss to his jaw as they danced around the living room.
“But you are. And I promised you I was gonna make you happy, and I mean it.”
“I’m happy as long as I’m here with you. Because I said yes, Romeo.”
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yamithediaperdork · 4 years ago
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Crime and Punishment: Jail Bird Diaries (MHA)
Crime and Punishment: Jail bird diaries
*The following is the entries from a diary recovered from the cell of one Katsuki Bakugo after serving his time in the regression jail. certain entry's have been removed as the writing was unable to be made out.*
Week 2, Day 1
So after a fucking week in this stupid fucking hell hole they dare to call a good idea, It's been suggested to me by the stupid AI I have to refer as daddy that I might calm myself down and stop adding time to my stupid fucking sentence if I vent in this stupid fucking book. I pointed out I can barley hold this stupid fucking crayon with the mittens i have to wear but a hand just came out of the wall and patted my head, telling me I'm a clever boy and I'll figure it out. I would of added anther two months onto my sentence right then and there if it wasn't for these fucking glove, even if Maybe kinda sorta..the head pat felt nice. ANYWAYS! to any assholes reading this, expect lots of fucking cursing because daddy said I can swear all i want in here and I have a back flow I need to get out. I mean with all the stupid fucking bull shit I have to put up wi- And fuck me, shitting myself again. fuck this place sucks.
Week 2, Day 2
You just know it's gonna be a shit fucking day Diary when you wake up to the feeling of having a uber load in the seat of your pants patted and rubbed and being praised for being a super good pooper. I'm already not a fan of the super bulky diapers these bastard keep me in but 'daddy' has apparently registered me as a super pooper and states anything thing less wouldn't hold up to my boom booms. refer to my statement about earning more time in here from the last entry for my feelings on THAT! I had figured with the massive bulk of these things at least I wouldn't have to worry about any cutesy outfits save for some t-shirt but since apparently I pissed off god, guess fucking what? No really, Guess. If you guessed they went and adjusted some of the sleepers that all the other big babies in here sleep in to fit over my massive diaper ass then ding ding ding! winner winner chicken dinner. Picture me, a man known as a murder god..and in a blue full body fuzzy care bear style with a white tummy and 'har har' the grumpy bear symbol on the belly. Fucking thing even has a hood! I swear if it wasn't for the fact the thing was soooo soft and kinda comfy, I would of found a way to rip it off. and I don't care WHAT daddy claims, I only dropped right off to sleep in it because he drugged my milk, not because I felt warm and safe. Fuck this place!! I never thought I'd be semi ok with the stupid paw patrol t-shirt and my giga diapers on display.. anyways wrapping this up, apparently I'm having more fucking visitors today. fucking yay..
Week 2, Day 3
Oh my fucking god. yesterday would just NOT fucking stop. apparently it was some sort of official visitors day or some bull shit like that. 4 fucking visitors and three of them not fucking Deku who's trying to make it a point to show up every day as support. first up was mister shock and awe himself Denki. He just couldn't get that stupid grin off his face and kept gushing about how cute I was and how much he wished he could of came in and given me butt pats. I was about ready to snarl that he couldn't when a couple of daddies arms came and took a firm hold on me to keep me from bolting and then the cell door opened up. "Come on in! Katsuki can use all the butt pats he can get. I know he'll act like he hates them but all little guys like him love them." Daddy said. Like, WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK! So in from that stupid blond and the door shuts and daddy tells me to turn around and present my rump for pats. Like I was gonna fucking listen to THAT and turned around to tell the speaker box his voice comes from as much and well.. Ok You see my mistake? I swear I was turning to tell daddy off but according to him and Denki I turned around like a good little boy eager for my bum pats and before I could get a god damn word out that's what was happening. talk about major fucking blushing going on and gah, not proud to say this but without a second thought i spread my legs a little so that he could get a better pat going on and it MIGHTA of sorta felt nice for all of 0.0000001 seconds! Daddy and Denki are lying sacks of shit when they say i coo'ed! Basically spent the rest of Denki's visit after that over his lap, getting butt pats and back rubs and being told just how cute I am and how much he prefers me like this. if it wasn't for the fact punching a visitor would of netted me a extra year I woulda slugged him. that the only reason i went along with it..
after a hour he left and Daddy was praising me for being a super good boy and rewarded me with chocolate milk in a bottle instead of the normal formula and put some power rangers instead of paw patrol on TV.  I mighta zoned out holding my bottle with both hands cuz of the mittens and chugging and watching that I didn't notice my next guest till I heard the giggle. whipping my head around and giving me one hell of a neck ache thats still kinda here, I saw what looked like a school girls outfit standing up on it's own and knew it was Tooru. "oh my gosh don't stop because of me! that was sooo cute! I wish they hadn't of taken away my cell phone i would of taken the cutest video!" she gushed and clapped. I held up both hands and because of the mittens she thought I was showing I wanted uppies but I think you know what i was really doing Diary. Of course daddy let her in too and she kept giving me heads and patting my head and asking daddy all sorts of questions about my treatment and like.. ugh. I felt like a toddler getting hugs and attention but ignored while the adults talked. she tugged me onto her lap and kept rocking me and tickling my tummy and it took me awhile to figure out what she was trying to do, she was trying to make me crap myself during her visiting time! well she left half disappointed because even though i was cramping, all i did was wet my diapers so I'll count it as a win. ...that said about 10 seconds after she left I was squatting and totally loading these stupid diapers to the brim.
Thankfully for what tiny bit of pride I've managed to hold onto, while my diaper change took what fucking seemed like forever, I was re-diapered and daddy was in the process of tossing the stinky one when my next guest arrive. because I'm Mr. fucking popular. It was Deku of course and because he's been here so often he's got a special pass that just lets him come in. He was in the middle of saying hi when his nose wrinkled and then he covered it and coughed a little . "oh, somebody just had a diapie change I uh..smell." he said sheepishly. "Oh yeah, little guy is living up to his label as a super pooper." Daddy said. "oh my god freaking stop calling me that!" I whined and uh..Maybe didn't help with trying to give off a big boy image because I was still on the changing table and grabbed a stuffed bear and put it over my face. "oh my gosh, CUTE!" Deku squealed and daddy was laughing. Like..fuck. it's bad enough when the shit they're making me do gets that reaction..then i fucking set myself up for it. getting off of the changing Table me and Deku did our normal catch up and I once again begged him to try and get the other kids in 1-a to stop coming here, telling him about Denki and Tooru. the green haired bastard just told me everyone missed me and wanted to make sure I was doing ok and not to be such a grumpy Gus. I swear I almost took the extra year right then and there. Instead I switched the convo to talking about what was going on at school and what I had missed and yeah.. it was kinda nice catching up a little bit. I hadn't dared asked till now worried it might just trigger a fit that was going to add time on you know? and Deku was nice, not rubbing it in or at least trying not to that they were going on bigger and more exciting field trips and shadowing full on heroes this week. I think it helped that while we talked I started to color in one of the coloring books Daddy provided and Deku joined in, though his picture was colored in a lot better then mine cuz well he has full use of his hands. As his time ran out and it was time for him to go, Deku made me blush like crazy when he asked if he could have the picture I colored to hang up on his wall and asked if I'd color more pretty pictures for him. being at a lost of words, I just nodded my head.
After Deku left daddy said it was time for a quick lunch and then a nap, I was clearly worn out and had one more person to go. I just sighed and went along with it because it's not like I would of really had a say in it anyways. again apparently my behavior for the day was having a effect on my dining choice because while I was put in the same high chair I normally was, instead of yucky baby food I got some cut up chicken nuggets and fries. I wonder how good I'll have to be to score a medium rare steak? anyways, after lunch and a burping I was put down for a nap and woke up to the sound of the door to my nursery prison. I was still groggy and stuff so when I rolled over and looked up to see the face of my mother, i just thought I was dreaming for a second and gave a tiny giggle and ugghhh.. say "hi Mommy." it wasn't till she broke out laughing I realized she was really there. She was..very amused to say the least and told me she had canceled the cruise she was on and flew back home as soon as she could when she'd found out the news. she mentioned that she had been made aware that there WAS a option to give me a form of parole in that I could go and move back in with her for the term of my sentence and she could let me get away with just pull ups and she had been thinking about exercising it..Until she fucking saw me in here and saw how 'natural' I looked like a big baby! I'm...I'm not proud to say I mighta of broken down bawling and begging her to let me come home with her, and ugh.. as I got more hysterical I ended up promising to be the bestest little boy ever. Mom just hushed me and picked me out of the crib I'd been in and hugged me to her chest, patting my squishy bottom (Hey, all the milk i had before going night night, you'd of wet yourself too!) I realize i never covered this before but i had been put down for my nap in just my diapers so there's THAT fun mental picture of me in my booties and mitts and soggy huggies and Mom cuddling me and trying to calm me down. I was bawling and hiccuping when she popped a paci in my mouth and sat down on a rocking chair that daddy provided and with me curled up in her lap rocked back and forth talking about how I had just proven this place was doing wonders for me and then started to ask daddy questions about where to get supplies. curled up close to mommy and hearing her heartbeat.. I..Fell back asleep.
Thankfully no ones coming today, not even Deku since he's busy..I just don't know if I could handle it after yesterday. and yeah, the rest of the day after I fell asleep in mom's lap was just a blur. fuck.. I need to get out of here.
Week 2, Day 6
Know I ignored you for a bit there kinda Diary, I went to write in you but just came out all mixed up and crossed it out. I've mostly docile since Mom's visit and uh..kinda sorta.. I dunno. Kinda wish Deku would come by. I know he's got that big shadowing All might thing going on but..Fuck. I dunno. Daddy keeps going on about me almost hitting a critical point in the program and I don't know about that..I just..I almost wish mom HADN'T of told me about how i could of been at home you know? I was struggling with this before finding that out. I'm spending the day in my sleeper t'day, I just wanna feel all..I don't fucking know.. small and safe? and that helps with it and daddy was more then understanding when I asked to. It just has to come off when I'm eating and stuff and well, semi gone back to the baby food but still getting milk milk. and the baby food is a yummy flavor at least. I dunno Diary, I think thats it for today. Katsuki out.
Week 3, Day 5
Man, looking back on the past couple of entries I did between here and last week and even I can't make out what the heck I wrote. guess a semi recap is in order. Midoriya ended up visiting me during supper on day six of last week and asked if I had any more pretty pictures for him. I hadn't thought I'd actually done any but I guess in the semi daze I'd been in I had and daddy brought them out for him. I told him about mommy visiting and he was really sympathetic and agrees that she shouldn't of told me about the possible parole if I wasn't gonna get it, He had known but well.. knowing my mom like he does had already figured out what she'd picked. He just didn't wanna get my hopes up. Daddy let him take over feeding me and I dunno..it was kinda nice and stuff. we watched a bit of TV after till I started farting lots and Midoriya tactfully left before I ended up going poopies in front of him saying he knew I was in a fragile place and promised to visit the next day. Day 7 was basically the normal same old same old, got out of my sleeper, breakfast and a diaper change then playing with my toys and watching tv till Midoriya showed up. He joined in on a awesome game of Teddies VS Building blocks and I was uh.. kinda giggling like a real little guy and sooo relaxed that I didn't notice something till he brought it up, wrinkling his nose. "Katsuki, did you go poo poo?" He asked. Well, of course I said no because I hadn't felt myself go but then I got a whiff of myself and god, that was sooo embarrassing!! Midoriya ended his visit early as he knows I hate being watched during a change, but told me how much of a good boy I was and that made me blush and smile. After he left and I was all nice and clean from the poopie diaper daddy didn't dress me though, it was time for a bath and a section of the wall opened up and I was led to a fair sized tub and allowed to get in myself. Daddy got me all washed up as the tub filled up and even trusted me without my booties and mittens, though with the wall having sealed up behind me there wasn't really anywhere I could run to. with me all squeaky clean he let me play in the tub for a while as there were some toy boats and a few sea monsters and it was wayyy more relaxing then the quick showers I'm used to. finally when i was all pruney daddy drained the tub and dried me off with a nice fluffy towel and got me redressed though I was mayyybe a little more relaxed then I thought from the tub cuz I took my nap early, and ended up missing a visit from Ojiro. (Daddy said the only reason he'd interrupted my other nap was cuz well, Mom is my real mom.) Is it weird I felt bad he came ALL the way here to see me and couldn't because I was a sleepy little guy? I dunno. Man.. this place is getting to me ya know? basically lather rinse repeat for the next couple of days, being fed, playing with toys, watching cartoons, and filling my diapers. getting to see Midoriya and hand out and yeahh. Yesterday Ojiro tried again and this time I was awake and heh.. he was really nice about it and told me he forgave me already when i whined out a sorry for being asleep the last time. in his own words he really should of called ahead since little guys like me are prone to impromptu naps. After that we played blocks for a little while and he just kept smiling so much and squirming about till daddy asked if he needed to use the potty. Ojiro blushed uber bad which in turn made me giggle like crazy and said no, but took off shortly after. I wonder what was up with him? I tried to ask daddy but he just patted my head and told me to color a picture for Midoriya, so I guess I'll ask him when he comes over today.
Week 3 Day 7
Midoriya just laughed when i asked him my question  and still won't answer it, even after i threatened NOT to make him any more pretty pictures. Daddy and him both found my threat to be funny and cute though so I guess that's good. Denki came to see me again and was all about patting my butt again and playing peek a boo with me.. which Ok. was fun for like a little bit buttt he reallly carried it on for too long but when i said I was getting bored we swapped over to playing with stuffies till his time was up. Well ok, I played with them and told him what was going on and he just smiled and told me how creative I was and made me grin like a dork. I asked HIM about Ojiro's odd behavior before he left and he got a BIG grin on his face and said he'd be back for more details and then daddy scolded me about not sticking in other peoples affairs. I'm so confused. The next day Midoriya was here and something reallly 'brassing happened.. I had gone boom boom once again and He was going to leave..but daddy asked him if he wanted to help change me!!! I don't know who was blushing more, me or him! In any case, after Midoriya helped cleaned my butt up and daddy re-diapered me, He took off all squirmy and blushing and daddy joked about me having a effect on all the boys.. whatever THAT'S suppose to mean. Mommy is coming by later today and I hope I don't spend her whole visit sobbing again like a crybaby.. though daddy said it's ok if I do cuz it's a big part of my rehab.
Week 4 Day 1
Sooo..who's got two thumbs and ended up crying himself to a early bedtime in mommies arms yesterday? THIS guy. she came in as I was having supper and technically it was too late for her to be there but they made a exception. I was already kinda.. whinny.. when it looked like she wasn't going to show but then daddy said she could only be there for half a hour. Mommy explained that she got stuck waiting on a delivery of things she's going to need for me in the future and took over feeding me the rest of my supper while I whined and huffed that I had waited allll day on her. It wasn't till after she had given me my ba-ba in her lap and burped me I thought to ask what she had ordered. She just smiled and told me not to worry about it and to be a good little boy and kissed my forehead and I.. I totally fudged my huggies, in mommies lap. Cue meltdown and I don't even really know why..it's not like I haven't been pooping my pants for awhile now right? I don't know whether it was because I was being held, or who was holding me, or just her reaction as i did it that got to me. "Oh! Somebodies making mommy a present!" with utter delight in her voice and patting my bottom as i kept filling my pampers to the brim. I just..I just started to bawl and sob and buried my face in her shoulder and no matter how much Mommy and daddy told me it was all ok, I couldn't stop. I don't even remember going to sleep or getting a diapie change..I just woke up this morning in my crib in a soggy diaper (Yeah I've become a bed wetter, so what!) and yeahhh.. Daddy says he'll tell me who changed me, him or her when he thinks I can hear it without bawling.
Week 5 Day 5
After holding up for journal for daddy to read, he told me I need to start taking time to calm down and focus before writing, my last couple of entries were all scribbles again. he told it was very cute and brave of me to wanna share it with him though and gave me lots of awesome head pats. I guess since i didn't make sense when i originally gushed about it, i should go back over it. Just shortly after the thing with pooping my pampers in mommies lap, i just started to really like head pats and daddy took notice and has been showering me with them. just makes me all giddy and I've started to lean into them. Midoriya noticed the love of 'em took and started to give'em out! Jirou came by with Asui and it was while I was watching some Micky mouse club house and singing along. I had just went "OH TOODLES!" and heard giggles and clapping and well blushed a bit..but daddies been trying to help me embrace what a little guy I am so I forced a smile then blew a raspberry at them. told'em if they wanted to come in and visit they could, but they had to join in and help Micky out. they giggled but agreed and well for a couple of stinky girls they weren't half bad to hang out with.
They weren't as fun to hang out as Mommy when she came and visited, though I said sorry a BUNCH of times for my fit she just gave me head and butt pats and told me it was all ok. She's been twice since the stinky break down and I've managed NOT to bawl both times for the most part. I mean..i get a little teary when she has to go buttt i get it. wish she could visit more but between work and setting my room up she's been a busy bee. I asked about why she'd hafa set my room up since I always figured after this I'll be going right back to school but she just chuckled and took out the action figures she'd brought from home for me and her to play hero's and villains with. (I mean, don't get me wrong, LOVE the stuffies I have in here, and Midoriya, Denki, Kouda and Tenya have gotten me others..but action figures are sooo much easier to have do cool stuff.) Oh guess i forgot to mention a bunch of boys showed up, Kouda, Tenya, Satou, Eijirou, and ughhh.. Mineta. They showed up as a group with some presents and while 4 of them were all cool and nice.. well, one guess who was a little butt? he actually got me so worked up with his teasing I swore for the first time in ages and daddy had to wash my mouth out but he also banned him from coming back. Back to playing with mommy, it was super fun, she was the evil baddies trying to attack the peaceful stuffie village and I was the heroes saying the day and giggling as i was in just a t-shirt and my uber diapies.  there was slight almost crying moment though while playing with mommy.. I went to lean forward to grab a action figure and just with like.. NO control blorted. It was loud and stinky and I guess I had the cutest look on my face. Maybe asked if I wasn't to stop playing while i finished or keep going and well..I didn't want her to be bored just sitting there watching me go blort. (Blort is a nick name for going poopie I picked up from Ojiro when he visited again, though his butt looked all puffed out and he seemed wayyy more into hugging stuffies then me. eh, go figure) Anyways, we finished up the game and I have having so much fun I MIGHTA pretended I was still blorting even after it was all out so we didn't have to pause again. I know I know, that meant sitting in my own poopie for awhile when I didn't hafa but I'm not really worried about a diaper rash or anything, they use like the best creams and powders here, and well I maybe kinda sorta like the squishy feeling.. though when i told daddy he said that's just because I haven't been able to make a big boy mess in awhile. I'm shocked my hair didn't ignite i was blushing so bad when he said that. Before you even ask diary, I waited till it was just me and daddy ta mention that.. though he hinted mommy had known I was done. He said maybe tomorrow if I'm super duper good today I can get a milking which confused me at first since I don't have boobies.  thennn he explained it out and um yeah.. lots of blushies and gonna try and be on my bestest behavior.
Week 9, Day 3
Sowwy been 'noring you. dis too busy hasing fun wiff everyone. daddy said it's otay though and told me to make at least one last entry in ya. Ummm otay. Sooo Turns out dat Ojiro and Denki are now all dating and kissy face and and Denki was a wanna be daddy dom and the reason Ojiro got all squirmy and silly? he was all jelly of me and my kick butt nursery! Apparently he was gonna -GIGGLE- try and git locked up in here so he could be babied and Denki just spanked his butt RED and pampered him. He's a super good at going blort too, and when they visit we have blort offs. (Score 4-3 in mah favor) Let's see...what else....Oh! Midoriya went and got a part time job as a daycare worker and 'ppently it's at a speical daycare where big babies like Ojiro n me can go, once I get out. kinda silly since i'm gonna be a uber big boy n stuff when i git out butttt daddy is always telling me to be polite sooo i nodded. He's been helping out wiff my diapie changes when he's here and even put in a few volunteer hours here to help out. (Such a good guy!) Mommies been by A LOT more latly too and can't stop gushing bout the appent change in my attuide. she's been bringing in and taking home my action figures cuz her and daddy agreed those are toys for use only under special supervision and I kinda ended up admitting to her I like sitting in my poopies now, at least for like.. umm.. 10 minutes. She just laughed and said noted and that it worked out with one of the additions she put on my room.. whatever dat means. She still wont tell me what she's done or why I'll be going wiff her when I get out, but eh, asking too many questions is a good way to lose a milking and the way daddy does'em.. dun what dat. Ummm I fink dat's everything Diary..fanks fer helping me get though the first bit of life here n being a friend! Daddy asked me to leave you here wiff him when I get out, but he'll print a copy for me and mommy.
After half a year in baby Jail, It was a fair different Katsuki who stepped out then had gone in. and that wasn't just referring to his change in attire. His quirk had more or less been nullified over the course of his treatment via special drugs in his drinks and food though it would return if he weaned himself off of said drug. Katsuki for his part didn't seem to mind since it got him out of his baby mitts and let him use his fingers for fun stuff like finger painting. (though even the daddy AI had learned it was best to strip him to just a diaper when he was painting, the little guy liked to draw on himself and had a massive fit when daddy had washed a turtle he'd drawn on his tummy off before he could show Midoriya.) He didn't even seem to mind that he'd been released in his now familiar bulky diaper and one of his many baby tops, wearing a pair of Winnie pooh socks and sneakers and holding onto his mom's hand as he was checked out. The warden smiled and waved bye bye to him as he was signed out and Katsuki semi hide behind his mom but waved bye back and then they were heading home.
"so Um..Mommmmmy?" Katsuki asked, sitting in the back seat of mommy's car, buckled into a customized car seat just for his puffy diaper butt. "whatttty?" She asked, looking back at him via the rear view mirror and smirking. "Can you tell's me now why we're going back home and not ta school? Like..is it so I can get's my big boy clothes on?" he asked, kicking his legs ideally. "welll you've missed most of the school year as is, there's no way you'll be able to catch up. so it's been agreed that you'll just take the rest of the year off and stay with me. and Besides, you need to re-potty train buddy." his mom pointed out. "...no i don't. I can hold it." Katsuki huffed, blushing and hugging one of the stuffies he'd been able to take with him and holding it to his chest. "Katsuki..what don't good little boys do?" She asked him. "...Lie." he huffed and looked down. "and what was that you just did?" "..Lied Mommy..I sowwy.." Katsuki said and he just looked SO sad and had tears welling up. "It's ok sweetie. Mommy isn't mad. but you need to tell the truth so you can have lots and lots of head pats ok?" she said quickly. "O-Ok..I..I guess..Maybe i kinda don't have pee control anymore..but I mostly know when i hasa blort." Katsuki said. "Mhhhmmm..well we'll be keeping you in your diapies for awhile and working you back up to be kid undies for the fall unless you decide you like being mommies little guy." "pffft, wike I'll PICK ta stay like this.." he huffed and squirmed. "Well if you do..a lot of what mommies been doing while you've been in there is baby proofing the apartment and turning your room into a nursery like the one you've been in, just no daddy though." "I..wait..wut?" Katsuki asked, and squirmed. "Yup, a changing table, a crib..I got you a high chair and got a baby bouncer for you because daddy told me it's your favorite way to make big boy messes after you've blorted." She giggled. Katsuki was squirming BIG time now in the back seat, and ended up popping his paci into his mouth and sucking on it big time and hugging his stuffie to his face. "oh it's ok sweetie. Mommy knows a growing boy like you has your needs. Just make sure to get mommies help if you wanna go bouncy bouncy ok?" She asked. The poor red faced boy couldn't speak, just suckled and nodded lots. the old Katsuki would of had a bitching fit and blown his way out of the car and stormed off..but Baby Katsuki just realized maybe just because he was out of baby jail..didn't mean he wasn't still a baby. 'I'm not a jail bird anymore..this is gonna be a longggggg summer..' He thought and then sucking on his paci and the noise of the car and vibration of it, drifted off to sleep like the big baby he was.
The end
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sadgurllayha · 4 years ago
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Blankets & Bottles- Zion.K
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A/N- Ok so this is another request from my bby @ts20kuwonu​, and I just UGHHH THE IDEA OF HOT MEN AND CUTE CHILDREN JUST 😫 soo yeah enjoy!
Word Count- 3.8K
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Wiping your upper lip of sweat, you set the broom to the side of the kitchen and lysol down the are once more. Kicking of your slippers, you plunge onto the couch with a deep sigh and bask in the cleanliness of your home. It’s not often that people come over due to the whole covid nonsense, but you get to see the boys and their s/o‘s pretty often. Today however you had quite the task on your hand having to babysit a child, while dealing with the big kid you already live with. 
Last night you had noticed that ansley seemed pretty groggy over the phone and most days the boys are busy with the new album. So today being one of their few days off during the week you hesitantly suggested watching baby t for the day. Now you weren’t hesitant cause you didn’t want him to come over it was just that you know how first moms can be with baby and maybe they don’t want to expose him to anything. But, to your surprise, Ansley and Austin jumped at the idea and excitedly told you guys to be ready for 9 AM, and well, there goes sleeping in. 
Jumping at the sound of the doorbell, you called for zion as you went to unlock the front door. Bustling in to drop off the baby ansley nearly knocked you over, and austin just gave you a tired smirk. 
“Sooooo I’m asumming y’all are ready for the day off huh” you said teasingly.
Patting your butt, Zion goes to take Theo out of his car seat. 
“Well, if y’all are gonna be doing some sleeping, then sleep soundly cause we got this!” Zion scooped up Theo as he cooed.
“ummm yeah all we will be doing today is sleeping, and laundry, and cleaning, and maybe some more sleeping if we have time, because believe it or not Z all parents have time for is that, especially when their so little.” Austin chuckled at Zion’s expression at the indication for no “Adult Time”. 
“Damn so we won’t be doing that anytime soon mama right?”
Nuzzling theo into your chest you looked up at him and said
“Not unless your planning on putting a ring on this finger sir.”
Snorting at your exchange Ansley walked back to the front to put on her shoes, 
“Ok so there are 3 ready bottles in there, two full bags of breastmilk, and a can of formula just incase, his body wash and lotion, as well as some cream cause he has a rash on his chest and chin. His swaddler, 6 changes of clothes, 2 nighties and 2 blankets, enough diapers and wipes to last you a full week and all the other little things are in a separate compartment in the bag. Now unless he’s dying or you really need us to come get him, consider him your child for the next 24 hours. Austin will come get him in the morning and with that” 
She stops to push austin out the door and pops her head in the crack, 
“Thank you so so so so so soooo much, and I definitely owe you for getting my some “Adult Time”. wiggling her eyebrows suggestively she shut and locked the door.
Giggling at her excitement for some alone time with her bae, that reminded you of yours. Shuffling back to the living room you stopped around the corner because god this man would be the death of you. Having worked hard all morning and just showered before Theo came, you knew he was already sleepy but to see him skin to skin with theo, all cuddled up underneath the blankets was just... let’s just say you caught baby fever realllll quick. 
About three hours later, you had come to the conclusion that Theo was an angel baby sent from the lord himself! He rarely cries, unless it was for food or to be changed, he was so joyful, laughing at every word that came out of zion’s mouth and he loved to cuddle. What’s even better is that he loved to cuddle Z. Throughout the day you would just find the two of them all loved up. On the couch, in bed, walking thru the kitchen, even on live T was like a little koala bear. 
By the end of the day y’all were worn but one thing was for sure, maybe you weren’t completely ready for a little one of your own, but y’all could definitely practice
In more ways than one...
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fnafandfriends · 5 years ago
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Alright I gathered my thoughts let’s get to the retellings!
1:35 AM
This generally follows the story up till Dililah first uses the computer to google search Ella. That’s how Mal finds her (malhare is like sort of a scout for the cryptid club, keeping an eye out for recent paranormal shit via the internet) and send her the number for the ‘cryptid help hotline’ emma goes to help but she can’t get there immediately because a) the place is at least a day away by car. And b) she has midterms and can’t miss this shit she’s a collage student man. So Dilaliah has to deal with Ella for a few more days but emma eventually gets there. Though emma quickly figured out this doll can’t easily be stopped by human intervention so she calls in backup. Namely Eleanor who’s kind of chilled out after she ‘went vegan’ and sort of became the witch of the woods. Eleanor is doing wishes/magic bs in exchange for vegetarian food nowadays so dililah gives her a diner salad and she stops Ella. Then just takes the weird doll home since she’s kinda sorta become the doll cryptid mom (she also picked up Freshtrap after he mellow out) Eleanor dips and the cryptid club gets their first actual adult member.
Room for one more
I’m stating this now nobody is eating dolls. Also I already have an oc named Stanley who is in desperate need of a backstory so....yeah I kinda asymilated the story Stanley into my oc. As such I’m taking more light inspiration from this story than a full on rewrite. Anyway so this story inspired me to create a new nightmare animatronic. Nightmare Ballora! She was spawned from some kids fear of the dentist and thus has that sort of theme, but she became a wandering nightmare and somewhere along the line picked up trait of exploiting people’s guilt of a lost loved one. So that’s when she finds Stanley. He’s a bit younger and has a security job, hasn’t gone to jail yet. It’s been a few years since he lost his daughter Susie and he’s uh... not doing to hot, he’s still in contact with his younger brother who’s got a kid of his own now. Anyway nightmare ballora slips into his dreams and torments him, I’m thinking this leads to him getting hurt on the job and she dips out after that since she’s had her fill of this poor mans fear. He kinda spirals after that which probably leads to whatever got him jailed some months later (don’t worry it’s nothing too bad, he didn’t kill anyone) but yeah this one is more vague than the rest.
The new kid
Oh boy I’m excited for this one. Okay so it follows the story up till the truck scene, not much has changed before hand other than Kelsey is very very VERY gay for Devon and has a crush on him. Thus when heather and her possy flirt with him he’s like “uh you’re very nice but uh..l I’m not... interested in you like that” and she gets offended and probbaky calls him some names (because teens suck man) and Devon and Mick support their new friend. So they become genuine friends and Devon gets over heather because he can’t ignore her being that big of a bitch. But you man be wondering, where’s the cryptid? It’s Kelsey. Okay let me explain, Kelsey is a siren like cryptid, he is intended to target outcast kids/teens and gain their trust, then using some mind game bs make them do something self distructuve and probbaky kill him or someone else and then Kelsey kills them. But Kelsey has completely forgotten about his cryptid origins and instincts due to probably ghost intervention and thinks he’s just a regular boy. His abilities include fast healing, super durability, above average strength, probbaky a boost in charisma, and if he looks at someone hard enough he can just know things about them. He probably also should be able to teleport but he can’t since he never practiced, same with he should be unkillable but again, never used it so he can’t anymore. His friends and him pick up on Kelsey not being human after like during some urban exploration he falls and should have broken a leg but he’s fine with only a minor injury and Mick and Devon are like “dude that’s not normal” and Kelsey is like “But I’ve always been like that.... wait it’s not normal???” And this leads to Kelsey having an identity crisis and they find the cryptid club and something something that’s its own story. But yeah nobody dies and they’re all friends!
Oh! And note for the Stitchwrsith, I’m not following that story, but the detective still exists, see the stitchwraith he’s following is actually Nightmare Ennard, he’s kinda trying this wandering nightmare thing but instead of tormenting dreamers he’s just raiding trash cans and living in the sewers. Larson is in for a shock when the “Stitch Wraith” turns out to just be a sewer clown who likes shines things
Soooo yeah that’s what I got, some things might change but generally that’s what I got
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hydrangeasimagination · 5 years ago
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What if mochi got sent to 10 years into the future and meets older izu, Katsu and Sho. While future mochi meets younger brothers. I think it would be really cute. No matter what Katsu will remain the most protective
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Ohhh!!! I love this and this prompt and idea so, so much!??
THANK YOU??
Also, you asked specifically for Toshi and Neito soooo, I’mma just write their reactions in the TYL!
~ Dari
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TYL! Mochi in the Past
Your brothers are definitely surprised to see you again(double if you ended up taller than them) but are a little proud to see you’ve grown up healthy and rather happy. Although it was a bit embarrassing having you squeal over how cute they were, hugging them and pinching their cheeks and such.
Katsuki is a little huffy now that you were bigger than him but was incredibly amused to see that you were still very attached to him, even as an adult. The closeness you all have never split or grew apart, even if you all got married and lived away from one another. He was the first to spot the wedding band around your third finger and offhandedly commented on it. He’s amused as the theme of the band told him exactly who you ended up with.
Izuku wants to know everything but he doesn’t know how the time travel quirk works or anything of the sort. But upon hearing that it’s basically a different timeline you came from, it was full reign for you to tell them but would likely change the deviation of this one. Queue him muttering softly to himself and scribbling away in his notebook, only to stop and fluster when you told him that his habits never change.
Shouto is amazed, genuinely and is quite interested to learn more about your future. Quite happily listening to whatever you are able to tell him, about his future self and such. He gets all blushy when you bring up the fact that he does in fact marry his dearest, loving soulmate(especially since marriage was in the game after he realized they were meant for each other). Although his a little amused to hear that Izuku and Katsuki end up with theirs’ as well.
Present! Mochi Ten Years Later
Katsuki was taken aback at seeing a blast from the past again, some of the scars on you were still fresh and it stung his heart a bit but seeing you small again kicked his protective instinct back into full gear. Especially since the future you was hit with a time switch quirk in the midst of a fight. After the villain was subdued, he rushed to you to see if you were hurt. The sparkles of amazement in your eyes warmed his heart a bit and he can’t help but smile.
Izuku is fussing over you worriedly, having kept you out of harm’s way the best he could. He gets super flustered when you start gushing over the fact he made it to being number one. He’s tearing up a little bit and he hugs you close as he mumbles that he’s missed you being this small, just the slightest bit.
Shouto looks like he’s halfway into just exhaustion since he definitely knew that younger you shouldn’t be there, especially when they still have jobs to do. He quickly got the information out of the villain upon how long until you both switch back thankfully, but as he laid eyes on you, he can’t help but soften up as well. They were all weak for you, he was no exception. Especially with your eyes so bright and pure and full of innocence.
Husband Hitoshi Timeline
Oh gods, you were the cutest thing when you were younger. Don’t get him wrong, you were still adorable as an adult and as his spouse but hell if he wasn’t a sucker for those eyes of your’s. Hitoshi is weak, even more so hearing “Toshi” in that small voice he remembered from high school. He can’t help but grin, ruffling your hair and snorting at your shortness.
Husband Neito Timeline
Neito’s melting, he has always been weak for small, cute things and he definitely as a soft spot for you. Especially after your future self was married to him and he has to deal with sweet words and pretty smiles everyday of his adult life. But your appearence about how adorable you were when you were young was just a critical hit, especially with how excited you were to see him.
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queenkaywinchester · 5 years ago
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Your Biggest Fan (Part 3)
|| Jensen Ackles x Reader ||
Word Count: 1,484
Warnings: none.
A Note from the Queen: Sorry it’s been soooo long since the last update. Life hit me like a speeding train, and things got ugly. But, since everything is slowly getting back to normal, here I am. Thanks for reading, and for understanding. This series tag list is open.
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Fish weren’t something you ever thought you’d find exciting. But, there you were, standing beside Jensen freaking Ackles staring into the dome of various fish that surrounded you. There were parrot fish, small species of sharks, and some type of eel thing you couldn’t pronounce the name of. Jensen, your personal tour guide, walked up to each plaque and read about each species aloud to you. And, quite honestly, you listened to every fucking word.
It helped that his voice was absolutely delicious.
You followed close behind him, occasionally bumping gently into his side. He didn’t seem to mind that you were standing a little closer than the average person would stand beside someone they barely knew. But, again, it was Jensen Ackles.
“Ooo, jellyfish,” you whispered as the two of you walked into a dimly lit room. You were the only people in the room other than a mother and her son on the other side of the large cylinder of dancing jellyfish.
“I never realized they’re so huge,” Jensen whispered back to you. You stiffened as his breath skated over your ear. You flicked your gaze over to him, catching his emerald eyes as he stared up at the creatures. He followed them as they slowly flowed up the massive enclosure.
“Yeah, I never really thought about it,” you admitted softly. Your eyes ghosted over the pastel pinks and purples of the lights that illuminated the creatures.
After a few minutes, Jensen gently tugged on your arm and lead you into another room. This room was very well lit and was filled with several large, open pools. You studied the bright surroundings and noticed that there were several children and adults at each of the pools, with their arms in the water.Your eyes widened.
“Oh! This is the tactile room! I almost forgot there was one. It’s been a while since I was last here. I think it was for one of Jared’s son’s birthdays.” He slowly approached the closest pool. “We can touch the critters in here.” He pointed to the plaque beside him. “This one is, uh, nurse sharks.”
You stared at him for a moment, feeling a little uncomfortable about putting your hands into water with living creatures swimming around. And sharks? No thanks.
But, the smile on Jensen’s face was convincing enough to make you approach the shallow pool. You turned to him, raising an eyebrow as he rolled up the sleeve of his jacket. He grinned widely at you.
“They aren’t going to bite you. Jared and Gen let the kids stick their hands in here like it was nothing. They love coming here when they visit. Plus, they wouldn’t put something out if it was dangerous for anyone.” He tilted his head a little in a silent invitation to stand beside him. You approached tentatively, peering into the rippling water. Yep, those were sharks. Tiny little sharks. They were actually kind of cute.
“You first. No offense, but my fingers are worth more than yours,” you teased, gesturing towards the water. Jensen chuckled, then nodded before slipping his hand slowly into the water. His grin widened as one of the tiny sharks brushed passed his fingers.
“Oh wow, I forgot how slimy they are,” he chuckled as he cringed. You laughed as his face contorted slightly.
“That’s gross.” He shook his head.
“Not really, just weird.” He pulled his hand from the water and shook it off. “C’mon, give it a try. I promise, if one of them bites a finger off, you can have one of mine,” he joked. But, it wasn’t funny. You werenot about to stick your hand into a pool full of mini sharks.
“I’ll take your word for it,” you muttered, taking a step back. Jensen sighed, extending his hand.
“Come on, Y/N. Just try it out. They are actually super cute.” He wiggled his fingers. “We’ll do it together.” His eyes locked on yours as he pouted slightly, making your heart race for just a second. What the hell was that about? Your heart didn’t do that, not when you were talking to a practical stranger.
And, that’s then it hit you. Jensen Ackles was asking for your hand. Sure, it was only to practically force you to pet some really tiny sharks, which was kind of a weird situation altogether. But, he was still asking for it with a smile.
“Fine,” you mumbled as you hesitantly dropped your hand into his. He pulled you a little closer, so you were standing practically flush with him, and very slowly dipped your hands into the water. He laced his fingers loosely with yours and hovered them just below the surface. You reached over with your other hand and pulled up your sleeve, waiting anxiously for the feeling of teeth on your flush.
Instead, there was a smooth, slick fin that bumped against your middle finger. You instantly squeaked and pulled against Jensen’s grasp. But, he held you steady.
“Oh my god, I just touched a baby shark,” You gasped just as another one bumped into your fingertips. “Ah!” You finally pulled away, making Jensen giggle.
“Are all of your fingers still intact?” he asked, stepping back with you. You glared at him, then laughed.
“Yep, all there.”
Jensen nodded. “Great. Sounds like there’s a chance will be another addition to your series then?” You glared over at him.
“Very funny,” you deadpanned. “That’s up to the fans,” you teased, then turned towards the next pool.
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Jensen fumbled with his chopsticks, making you laugh. Honestly, it had been a while since you had used a pair too, which is why you ditched your pride and asked for a fork. But, Jensen was just too determined, and stubborn, to give up.
“How the hell do so many people use these on a regular basis?” he grumbled as they scissored in his hand. “I thought I finally got the hang of it last time.”
“Apparently not,” you chuckled as you swirled a bit of chow mein around your fork. “I have another fork here for when you decide to actually start eating, Jensen.” You waved the fork at your side. “By the time you pick up another bite, I’ll be halfway to Seattle.” He rolled his eyes.
“Fine, hand it over.” You slip him the fork, then took a bit. He fiddled with the food in front of him, before shoveling a huge bite into his mouth, followed by a happy grin. “So, when is your flight tomorrow?”
“We’re driving, my agent and I. We leave unreasonably early tomorrow morning.” You twirled your fork, then took another bite. “I have a book signing at one at some cute little family-owned bookshop. It was supposed to be today, but I postponed it.”
“For me?” he asked, pretending to look shocked. You nodded.
“I thought I could use a personal day. I haven’t gotten to many of those lately.” He nodded.
“I get the feeling. I’m back on set tomorrow.” Jensen lowered his glance to his food. “But, I love what I do. And the show, well, everyone on set is like a huge family.” You nodded.
“Yeah. I meet quite a few interesting people at signings and stuff. My agent Marcus, who acts a little more like an assistant and personal therapist, is one of the only people I see regularly though. But, he’s a great support.” You rested your fork down and sighed. “I know a few bookstore owners by now, and several people who work with my publisher. My editor is nice, once she’s had her coffee.” You both laughed.
“What about family? Do you have anyone in L.A.?” You shook your head.
“Mom and Dad are in Vermont, and I see them for big holidays. My sister in a vet in Portland. And, that’s basically it.” You leaned back a little in your chair. “I have several friends from college in L.A., but that’s really it.”
Jensen smiled. “Well, now you have a friend in Vancouver.” You mirrored his expression.
“Thanks, Jensen. It was super sweet of you to give me a tour of the place. I don’t want to say I didn’t expect to have as much fun. But, well, I didn’t expect to have such a personalized tour.” You chuckled. “I never thought petting fish was on my bucket list. And that harbor was spectacular!”
“I’m glad you enjoyed yourself.” His cheeks reddened, catching your attention. “You’re welcome to visit anytime you’d like. Like, after your book tour, when you had a little more free time.” He lowered his fork too and wiped his face with his napkin. “I’d love to give you a tour of the set.”
Your eyes widened. The set? The set of Supernatural?
“I’d love that Jensen,” you whispered, letting the events of the last eight hours set in. “That would be awesome.
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