#the zombie lyrics are from the eng version but same gist

[briankang]

thinking about how i need somebody/zombie/rose blossom are all sisters and the journey from “Is there anyone to answer me? // Is anyone there? [...] As I am keeping my silence // I’ve let everyone go // A siren rings in my head // I really don’t think this is right // As I am keeping my silence//I’ve let everyone go // Oh now I got to do something [...] I’m all alone, I need someone // I need someone right now” to “Today's a present that I don't want // So I'm wonderin' in this world // Am I really the only one // Who's been wantin' to hide out // From the sun and run? [...] This meaningless life // Wanting something I can't see // And something I can't reach // Or something that could not exist [...] So tomorrow I know I'll be just the same // You'll see me wishin' to stop and close my eyes” to “’I didn’t want any of this’ I can say // I can hate but nothing will change // Looking back now // I see the me with eyes forward // Standing strong getting by moment to moment // Didn’t think much just believed in me [...] But no I’ll never back down // I’ll never be defeated // I’ve been getting through worse // I’ve been through the wringer [...] It’s a song for you and I // Say that we’re alive // Celebrate it now” and it being this path of feeling so isolated and alone and wondering why this is happening to you to accepting that feeling but knowing you need to continue on, even as hollow as it feels because everything feels hollow and meaningless to eventually breaking through and healing because you never gave up and you have people with you now to support and love you and you can finally enjoy and revel in it and be proud of how far you’ve come and what a perfect encapsulation it is of growing up and living and dealing with that sort of thing your entire life and how hard it is but eventually you can make it, even if you still struggle with it