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soggypotatoes · 6 months

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damn I really need to throw out all my old razors if I'm gonna commit to not buying new ones

I think part of me is desperately hanging onto self harm and doesn't wanna lose it but good lord. I'm thinking maybe I should buy new ones, so that I don't go around using old dirty ones that i can't seem to get myself to throw out, or if I should finally do the big thing and get rid of all of them and try to stop fr

#i havent rly tried to stop since i started #but I'm not sure im readyyy #also in the past when ive been without them #ive tried to cut with. other things #the worst one was a boxcutter i found in the back of a cupboard where i was housesitting #it was SO rusty like you could barely see the metal there was so much rust #THATS REALLY BAD I KNOW. THE WORST. IDK THIS DISEASE HAS YOU DOING SHIT LIKE THAT #ed mumbles #self harm //////#also there are razor blades just sort of hanging around in my room lol #when my support worker helps me clean i have to tell her #dont put ur hand anywhere you can't see pls. be vigilant #im MESSY #shes tough thankfully

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