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monstersholygrail ¡ 2 days ago
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Half-orc bf x fem!reader— groping, delicious sloppy sex, riding that dick, and some niiice after care
You honestly didn’t know what life would be like living with your half-Orc, half-Giant, boyfriend. The two of you have been together for so long but never shared your space for more than a week long vacation or a weekend sleepover at each other’s houses.
Of course, every part of his house was a little too big for you given his tall stature. But ever since the very first time you’ve slept over at his place he’s had an abundance of step stools and other little tools to help you move around the place with ease.
It’s been an adjustment but he’s done everything he can to make it an easy one for you.
There are many things you love about living your boyfriend but your favorite one is by easily by far watching him workout in his home gym. He has it all set up in the garage so it’s not exactly in the way of anything in the house. But accessible enough that even you can hear him in there if you’re downstairs.
At the first sign of his loud grunting your face brightens into an excited smile. You practically throw yourself off the couch and scramble your way through the house. Racing toward the doorway to the garage which always just so happens to be left open. Almost as if a certain someone wants you to hear him, wants you to watch him.
When you reach the doorway he’s right where you expect him to be, at the bench press machine looking way too good to handle. Your knees go weak at the sight of him and you have to lean against the door just to keep upright.
His large muscles ripple under the weight he’s pressing and saliva pools in your mouth, freaking drooling for your sexy hunk of a boyfriend. He grunts softly each time he lifts the weight and it does something to your insides. Making you hot and tingly all over, arousal gushing out of your pussy and soaking your panties.
You watch him work through his sets, your body growing hotter with each new machine he uses. You know he knows you’re there. And you know that he’s making all his work outs look even sexier because he’s trying to get you all hot and bothered. You hate how much it’s working. You’re practically itching to jump his bones.
It’s useless to try and fight it. The more he works out the more his light green skin glistens with sweat. You imagine yourself falling to your knees to lap it up, to kiss down his dark happy trail, and inhale deeply at that scent that’s specifically his and his alone. Fuck, you wanna devour him and he knows it.
He’s purposefully taunting you, egging you on, wanting to make a mess of you before he even gets his hands on your burning needy skin. You may be growing hazy with lust but you don’t miss the sly glances he keeps throwing your way or that stupidly smug smirk he’s been sporting since he was curling those weights. It shouldn’t make you hornier than you already are but it is.
Just as you think your pussy is throbbing so bad you’re about to cum untouched, he finally turns toward you with a raised brow and a classic ‘come hither’ look.
“Come over here and help me with these hip thrusts, pretty,” he says and you know it’s not a question. It’s a demand. Letting you know he’s been wanting you just as badly as you want him.
Walking closer to him in the gym you can see just how true that is. The thick outline of his cock pushing against the fabric of his sweats and just begging to be released. Even seeing it twitch once you finally reach him.
“I said c’mere,” he growls, claws gripping at your plush waist and dragging you against his sweaty stomach with a light smack.
The tension between the two of you is boiling as he swoops down and captures your lips in a ravenous kiss. You both groan as your lips meet in a sloppy needy dance, stumbling back until he’s lying down on the mat covered floor with you straddling his waist.
You press against him as hard as you can, hips already rocking, needing to grind against any part of him you can. He moans into the kiss, tongue dipping into your mouth just to get another taste of you. Claws run over your skin, making you shiver with anticipation as they dip lower and lower. Slowly pushing off all your clothes as they go.
“Look at you, humping me like a bitch in heat,” your bf rasps against your lips, pushing off your panties with a single claw and leaving your delicious curves open to him.
You gasp as your dripping folds are exposed to the cool air. He pushes you back down on top of him, his hands guiding you, rolling his abs all over your clit and causing your head to spin. He’s just so much bigger than you that he can easily jerk you around like his own personal fuck doll. Your toes curl at how damn good it feels and your jaw drops in a silent moan.
“Don’t act like you didn’t do this on purpose,” you accuse.
He chuckles, watching you get wrecked before he’s had a chance to really touch you. You don’t even realize when his hands drift off of you, too caught up in the pleasure rolling through your clit. He makes quick work of skillfully pulling his sweats down just enough to release his cock. It springs out of its confines, hitting your back with a fat smack.
“I can’t help it that you’re such a fuckin’ slut for me…” he purrs and you prove him right as you start grinding your ass along his length.
But it seems like it’s just enough to snap him into action. A feral glint passes over his eyes and his hands are on you in the next second. He pushes his massive pulsing tip through your folds, letting your slick coat his entire monster cock till he’s dripping with you.
He can’t seem to look away from it. Mesmerized by the image of your arousal soaking him. He doesn’t even care he just seems to want more and more of you. Low groans leaving him every time you flutter around his twitching head and make a bigger mess.
“God, you’re so wet f’me. So needy for my cock, you should be ashamed,” he scolds playfully, his smirk widening at your gasp.
You know you should actually scold him and you totally plan on it to. Mouth gaping at him like you’re really trying. But he just doesn’t give you the chance. On the next roll of his hips he catches his tip against your entrance, silencing you instantly.
After one more gloating chuckle your bf pushes you down and you go sinking onto his cock, letting out a pretty mewl as he stretches you to your limits. His cock splitting you open till you can’t even think. You’re a puddle by the time he bottoms out, your core squeezing him so tight like you never want him to leave.
“Baby— nngh— yes. Your pussy is being so good, sucking my cock in like she’s missed it. Show me how much, ride me hard,” he demands again and you’re in no state of mind to refuse.
The two of you work in total sync, starting at a frantic pace as you ride his cock like it’s been days since you’ve last got a taste instead of the hours it’s been. Meanwhile your boyfriend stays true to his workout, his hips thrusting out and plunging into your depths.
Your bf is entranced by the sight of you, completely lost in your pleasure. Head rolling back, your fucking perfect tits jiggling with the force of each thrust. His eyes trail down to where your bodies meet and his cock instantly jolts at the obscene way your fat cunt stretches around his giant cock. It’s a miracle you’re able to take him.
As your sweet pussy throbs and flutters around his girth he groans, his claws tightening around the soft rolls of your hips. His hips then move on their own, picking up pace and ramming his hard pulsing dick as deep inside your core as he can go, swirling you around his length and rearranging your guts.
Your loud shrieks of pleasure fuel him to fuck up into even harder, barely giving you a moment to adjust to each new sensation. You try and lift up to take a moment to breathe but he growls and slams you back down on his shaft, making you scream.
“Ah ah ah, don’t run from my cock. You’ve been droolin’ for it so be the good slut I know you are and take it.”
His hips are a blur as they pound into your messy cunt. Obscene noises fill the room with every snap of his hips, the loud squelch of your bodies meeting only sends you closer to your peak. It only takes one brush of his finger over your clit and your orgasm crashes into you.
Your bf groans at the feeling of you clamping down on his cock and suddenly he’s shooting spurt after spurt of hot cum straight into your needy womb. Grinding his length as deep inside you he works you through it till you both sag on the mats in total exhaustion.
His hands caress your back, smirking as aftershocks wrack through your spent form. He grabs handfuls of you, loving how you fill out his big hands and he drags you closer to him.
“What a workout, huh?” He asks with a big sigh, feeling very pleased with himself for getting you so fucked out.
The room stills and your bf fails to stifle his laughter, which only grows as you soon join him. Your happy and sated laughter rings between you both and at this moment you swear there’s nothing better than living with your bf.
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warlockslovetomeow ¡ 3 days ago
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time flies...
when captain jenna assigns you to infiltrate an intel hub disguised as a jazz club in the N109 zone, you make one simple request to the universe: don’t let me run into my ex. that prayer goes unanswered. but others? you might just get lucky.
pairing: exbf!sylus x female reader warnings: MDNI, explicit sexual content, porn w plot, porn w feelings, exes w unresolved tension, possessive behavior / mild jealousy, loooots of banter, thigh rubbing build up, dirty talk, like filthy, bratty!mc, sylus wants you so bad, walk him like a dog sis, oral (m & f), eating from the back, fingering, unprotected sex, rough sex, mating press, cumming inside a/n: wrote this with one hand!!!!! i need this man so bad!!!!!!!! wc: 5.9k
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"....located in the N109 zone. any questions?"
and then she shot you. captain jenna—your fierce and until approximately five seconds ago, loyally trusted commander—had just fired her pistol at you within point-blank range.
you swallowed the bullet lodged in your throat before responding, reaching deep within yourself to appear as neutral as possible.
"no, captain!"
damn it all. of course your previous experience in the N109 zone would put you at the top of the list for this mission. unknown to your captain though, you'd rather chew on knives than risk a chance encounter with your ex boyfriend.
but since the intel she's assigned you to look into involves a new strain of protocore tech that mimics wanderer signatures, making it nearly undetectable and dangerous for all factions, it was high priority. and unfortunately for you, the same thought was likely running through his mind.
it'd been months since your messy breakup, months since you've spoken to each other. he wouldn't dare try anything again, especially in a compromised place like a covert jazz club.
when it came to sylus, however, you knew better.
you run through the briefing details once more in your head. this intel hub operates like most others in the N109 zone: secretive and precise. a surefire way to get yourself killed in places like these is by looking confused or unsure.
your orders are to tell the bouncer you're searching for a man wearing green inside, the color being code for the information category. according to association intel, green signifies everything related to protocores. once inside, you're to head to the bar and order an emerald isle, the contents being a gin and mint martini. the mint serving as a tip-off that you're looking for fresh, new information.
from there, you're basically on your own. the guise of a jazz club is intentional, patrons are to fraternize with their drinks visible in hand, searching for people with similar colored ones. once you find someone, you relay what drink you ordered, and if they have information on such a topic, they'll take a sip from your drink.
the catch? no refills allowed. if the person has irrelevant information, you've wasted part of your opportunity.
you saunter up to the entrance of the club, your black maxi dress shaping your body perfectly and almost causing you to disappear into the low lighting, exactly as planned. if the situation were to get threatening, your dress wouldn't be a risk.
however, this mission required you to look enticing while eyes were on you. the low, fishtail back and thin straps were sure to prompt onlookers to approach you and chat. you'd keep them in line, if not with words then with your loaded gun strapped firmly to your thigh.
you smile sweetly at the bouncer, saying everything required and getting inside without breaking a sweat. the club is busy, but not overwhelmingly so. you do a full room scan and mentally note that there are around 8 people with green drinks in hand—all at different levels of fullness. after you order the emerald isle, you make your way to the floor.
time to hunt.
the moment you walked in, sylus choked on his drink.
of course you'd be the one sent here. of course the same woman who hadn’t so much as looked at him in months would stroll back into his life with a drink coded for protocore intel.
the very thing that blew everything apart.
you hadn’t changed a bit. still walked like you owned the room. still wore danger like perfume. and those straps clinging to your body? a challenge written in silk. that dress wasn’t for him, he knew that, but he couldn’t help but wonder if some part of you knew he’d be here. if some part of you wanted him to look.
hell, he was looking. couldn’t stop, actually.
he leaned back in his seat on the second-floor balcony, his eyes locked on your every move through the dim haze and low lights. moments ago, he’d been halfway through a trade with the scrawny male seated across from him. but now, the man might as well be invisible. sylus couldn’t care less about anything that didn’t involve looking at you.
he watched you flash that fake, pretty smile—the one you wore while you were on missions. no one else would know the difference. but he did.
when he saw the color of your drink, he almost laughed. no doubt you were here for information surrounding the new wanderer mimicking tech. the irony twisted like a blade between his ribs.
you hated him for hiding his connections to protocore manufacturing. said it was betrayal. said you couldn't trust someone who kept secrets like that. but you never saw the full picture. he was protecting you from yourself.
you didn’t understand, maybe you still don't, but he hadn’t been lying to hurt you. he knew what getting you involved would cost. he knew you, and the second you found out the truth about what exactly onychinus was sponsoring, it'd drag you into the depths of the mystery surrounding your aether core. he knew you wouldn't be able to stop pursuing it all, no matter what it did to you.
and now, here you were. wading waist-deep into the same fire he lost you to.
sylus clenched his jaw, his fingers tightening around his glass. he should look away. should let you do what you came here to do.
but then some lowlife in a tacky rust-colored suit slithered up to you, requesting a dance. he was too close. acted too familiar. sylus watched your smile shift into something tight and forced. the kind you used when you were baiting someone.
no.
he wasn’t going to just sit back. not when you were back in his orbit, whether you meant to be or not. and not when he still wanted you just as badly as the day you walked away.
this had to be some sort of punishment. you must’ve pissed off the universe in a past life to end up pressed against a man wearing the ugliest rust-colored suit known to mankind. he smelled like sweat masked with cheap cologne. every inch of him screamed sleaze. yet, here you were, letting him touch you. because, of course, the filthiest bastard in the room had the most valuable intel so far. and with your drink nearly empty, you couldn’t afford to cut the dance short.
his grimy left hand rested on your waist—drifting lower with each passing second—while his other clung to his green drink like he planned to propose to it before the night was over.
"...only sold to the 1%, then trickling downwards to whoever can afford those prices. say darling, you oughta come home with me tonight. there's a lot more i can tell ya, you know, in private." his voice dripped like oil, and as he leaned in to whisper the last part, his fingers slid beneath the open hem of your back.
you resisted the overwhelming urge to pull out your pistol and really show him something private.
instead, you forced a breath and put on a tight smile. a smile that was nowhere near reaching your eyes, barely a curl on your lips. then you steered him back to the reason you were even still breathing the same air. “who are they buying from? is there no logo? no trace of manufacturing?”
“not a thing,” he said, grinning like he thought he was clever. “but I did hear some old abandoned buildings around the N109 zone have been lighting up lately. enough space to test high risk tech in those.”
you could barely hold back your eye roll. the way he spoke, like you owed him something just for opening his mouth, grated on every nerve in your body. and he looked at you like he planned to collect on that imagined debt in full.
“where’s the closest one?” your tone had a sharp edge now. his fingers kept wandering, and your patience was running thin. you needed this conversation over. and this man dead.
"hmm? not far from here. i'd say about—”
he didn’t get to finish.
a tall figure stepped between you and the creep, sliding a hand onto your waist in place of the one you'd been seconds from snapping in half. you didn’t need to look. didn’t need to double check.
you could recognize sylus by touch alone.
“mind if I cut in?” he said smoothly, his voice low and razor-sharp. “this man appears to be more thirsty than classy.”
you sighed. worst timing possible.
"no, thank you. that’s the idea,” you replied coolly, but it didn’t matter.
sylus had already made his move. the shorter man stumbled back, face ghost-white, mumbling something that sounded like an apology—or maybe a prayer—before scurrying off as if sylus had just rearranged his face with a look alone.
then, he turned to you.
he didn’t speak at first, only stared. like he couldn’t breathe, like he couldn’t believe you were real. his gaze swept over you, slow and starving, as if he were trying to memorize every inch before you vanished again. not a trace of a smirk, just a man who’d been sucker punched by the sight of you.
but eventually, sylus flipped the mental switch. he stepped closer, hand outstretched, voice as smooth as sin, "this place was dangerous before you walked in. now, it doesn’t stand a chance.”
you stared at him, unblinking, letting the silence hang just long enough to make your point. the theatrics didn’t impress you, but the corner of your mouth twitched anyway, a reflex you hated. with another sigh you stepped forward, your hand sliding into his like muscle memory.
before you could get a word in, sylus reached for the drink still in your hand. his fingers brushed yours, unhurried and deliberate, as he took it from you without asking to silently relieve the burden.
his other hand found your waist and you let yours rest on his shoulders, the familiar feel of him under your fingertips sending a shiver through you.
it was dangerous how easy it was. how quickly your steps matched the rhythm. how naturally your body leaned into his, like the time apart had never happened. the jazz music swelled around you and you both moved with it like something practiced in another life.
then his mouth was near your ear, voice dipping low as the air between you tightened. “careful. you dance like someone who remembers exactly how I feel.”
“i dance like someone who can’t wait for this song to end," you shot back, your tone sharp enough to cut.
"no," he said, like he knew something you didn't. "you dance like someone pretending the space between us isn't pulling you in.” 
a tense beat passed.
"poetic. a bit too drab for my taste, unfortunately."
“you used to like the way I spoke when it was your name in my mouth.” his voice danced down your spine like a dirty promise, hot enough to make your stomach twist.
you hated it. hated that he still had this hold on you. that months later, you still reacted.
you bit back, voice steady and full of edge. “and you used to listen when I said no.” 
“you never said no when it was just the two of us.”
his tone was so unbothered, so undeniably sylus. you hated how your chest ached at that. you'd buried that version of you with him a long time ago. or at least you thought you had.
you glared at him, trying to telepathically communicate how badly you wanted him to burn.
the song then faded into a slower, darker tune. like even the music knew how deadly this was becoming.
you stepped back, but only a hair. not enough to give him the satisfaction. just enough to remind yourself you still could.
his gaze followed the retreat like it hurt him to let you go. “how did you find out about this hub? did you come alone?”
you didn’t answer. instead, you turned from him. a clean, intentional break. you were done letting him circle you like he still had the right.
but his fingers caught your wrist before you could fully disappear from him again, placing your hand back on his shoulder.
“an emerald isle,” he murmured. “what intel are you here for?”
you looked him dead in the eyes, annoyance painting your features. “sooo many questions. do you always get this chatty when you're trying not to look desperate?"
god, he missed you. missed when you got like this with him. he loved nothing more than when you challenged him, rough and biting.
“just concerned, sweetie. especially if what you know brought you here…" his smile curled as he spoke. "…looking like this.”
“that's too bad. you don’t get to play protective anymore. that role expired." your voice came out flat and cold, like you had rehearsed the indifference.
“mmm. but it seems your feelings for me haven’t, kitten.”
“funny. i don’t remember ever admitting I had them.”
“no? then why are your thighs tensing like they remember everything?” 
your breath hitched. not loud, but enough to make you furious with yourself. heat flushed up your throat, mortification and memory colliding in the worst possible way. you hated that he noticed. hated more that he was right. that your body reacted before your mind could catch up.
you didn’t let the silence stretch. couldn’t let it stretch.
"you're in my way."
sylus tilted his head, the smirk on his lips making your blood boil. “and you’re in my thoughts. every day. every night. doesn’t feel fair, does it?”  
“what’s not fair is how your ego somehow survived our breakup.”  you spoke through gritted teeth, still recovering from his last blow.
“you don’t have to say it," he was grinning now—the bastard. "i can feel it.”  
“what, your neediness?”  you practically spit back, the tension between you thick enough to choke on.
“yours, actually. you’re shaking, kitten."
“it’s rage.”  
“mmm. is that what we’re calling want these days?” 
before you could fire off something scathing, sylus wrapped his fingers around your wrist again and this time he pulls. not hard, just enough to close the last of the distance. chest brushing chest, breath mingling in the small space in between your lips.
“you think I don’t know that look in your eyes? that tilt in your hips when you dance near me? you want distance, yet your body keeps inching closer," his voice was low, fever laced into every syllable. "what am I to believe?” 
“i'm working, sylus. this—” you gestured between your bodies, the closeness, the feelings, all of it. “—can’t happen again."
his smirk fades, but not into hurt. into hunger. “then tell me to stop.”
you don't.
his fingers trace the underside of your jaw, measured and daring.
“say it." he murmurs. "say stop.” 
but you don't. you can’t. your lips part, but not for protest. then—
“is there a problem here?” a voice cuts through from behind, snapping the spell. a man steps between you and sylus, eyes flickering between your faces. “doesn’t look like you want to be with him, sweetheart. just say the word.” 
“step back,” sylus says before you can even breathe, his tone icy. possessive. “you’re in her space. that’s the problem.”
the man falters, visibly unsettled by the sharp gleam of red in sylus’ eye. “i’m sure she’d prefer someone who doesn’t drag her around the dance floor.”
sylus smirks at him, deadly calm. “she’s exactly where she wants to be.”
it seems the man recognizes onychinus' leader, because that’s all it takes. the man backs off without another word.
you let the silence settle, pulse still fluttering from both the interruption and everything before it.
“jealousy doesn’t suit you,” you tease, turning your head just enough to draw his eyes back to your mouth.
“neither does watching you pretend you don’t miss me,” he shoots back, matching your quip as he always excelled at doing.
“i don’t.”
he smirks. “liar.”
your voice sharpens. “we’re broken up, sylus. don’t you recall?”  
his gaze doesn’t waver. “i remember everything. your laugh. your skin. the way you used to—”
“don’t,” you cut in, voice like a blade. “you don’t get to say those things anymore.”
he leans in anyway, close enough that you can taste the desire radiating off him.
“then stop looking at me like that.”
“like what?” you hiss.
his mouth curved with mischief and warning. “like you want me to follow you upstairs.” 
you blinked, heart slamming so hard it hurt. and for one breath, you let yourself feel it, all the pain he left behind.
then you swallowed it whole, and drowned in him.
as you both slipped out of sight from the crowded dance floor, sylus tugged you closer, kissing you like he’d been starved. your bodies stumbled up the stairs, hands tangled and desperate, a hunger between you that neither could deny. he pressed you against the wall at the top of the stairs, his lips trailing down your neck, each kiss an act of claiming. you felt his eagerness press against you and your head swirled deliciously.
“i can feel how badly you want me,” you taunt, chest rising as you fight for composure. “want me so bad you’d drop to your knees if I told you to, wouldn’t you?”
"you could make me beg for you. and more." he pressed into you, harder now. his body solid against yours as the air became thick with want. “but we both know you want to be the one on your knees." 
you pull off him with a smirk of your own, opening the closest door and leading him inside. “you think you’re the only one who knows how to play this game?”
once you both stepped into the room, you shove sylus back onto the bed. his handsome face tipped up at you from where he landed, eyes cocky and smug despite being beneath you.
"i’m the one who taught you how to play, sweetie.” 
you lock the door behind you with a click, leaving him on the bed to watch every calculated move you made.
you turn to face him. your steps unhurried, hips swaying like a predator with a plan. his gaze devours you as you reach the center of the room and spin your back to him.
the low hem of your dress dips scandalously, held up only by two delicate straps. you slide one down, then the other. the fabric sinks down your body, every inch a show for the man breathing heavier by the second.
the fabric hits the floor and you step out of it and cross the room. sylus sits on the edge of the bed, legs spread like he's trying not to burst at the sight of you.
you drop to your knees before him, fingers ghosting up his thighs.
you undo his belt like it’s second nature, because it is, but this time there's no soft glances or whispered promises. only tension, sweat, and the sharp edge of something darker.
you shift him out of his underwear and he's already leaking, throbbing for you. you pull him out slow, eyes locked on his like a dare. despite taking him plenty of times before, his huge length still intimidated you. and made your mouth water.
then, with his hard cock still in your hands, you tilt your head back and loll your tongue out with a dirty smile.
“fuck,” he breathes, before leaning forward and spitting directly into your open mouth.
you swirl it around with your tongue, exaggerated and filthy, before letting it drip from your lips straight onto the tip of his cock. you stroke him with it, twisting your wrist just right, watching him twitch and strain in your grasp as you spread the mess down him.
sylus manages a breathless smirk. “has our time apart made you dirtier?” his voice is wrecked. “or have you missed me this much?”
you drag your tongue up his length, lingering on his sensitive vein, then pull back with a wet pop. the action drives him wild, and he has to bite his lip to stop himself from groaning.
your eyes gleam with something wicked. “you’re so much more attractive when you’re moaning for me instead of talking.”
your lips part again, this time to take him in painfully slow. you twirl your tongue around his tip, the taste so familiar it makes your eyes roll back. the mix of fluids slick his cock all the way down to the base, your lips shiny and swollen around him.
then you sink lower and he can’t stop staring. can’t stop twitching in your mouth like he’s about to blow from just the sound of your gag. his hips jerk when the tip hits the back of your throat, and you pull off again with a sinful smirk.
“you always get so twitchy when i barely touch you,” you purr, stroking him with lazy precision. “what happened to that control you're so proud of?”
his jaw tightens at your jab, hands gripping the edge of the bed so hard his knuckles go white. while he did enjoy you challenging him, you were working his last nerve.
you lean in once more, smiling with satisfaction at his reaction. your movement light on his aching cock, suckling and teasing, never committing. your hands move unhurried, your mouth even slower, and his whole body is trembling from restraint.
sylus lets out a low, ruined growl. “keep teasing me and you'll regret it, kitten.”
“is that a threat or a promise?” you whisper, licking along the underside of his shaft. “because it sounds a lot like begging to me.”
his hands tremor like he wants to grab you, but you stay in control. for now.
you now take him with vigor, enough to make him moan, then stop. again. and again. always just a little more, never enough. he's throbbing in your grip, leaking like he could cum from this alone.
“fuck,” he mutters. “you’re gonna drive me insane.”
you pout with faux innocence. “what, this?” you give him a long, slow lick, eyes full of mockery. “close already?”
and then he snaps.
in a blur of motion, sylus grabs you by the hair, pulls you up, and throws you onto the bed, flat on your back.
you barely have time to gasp before he's on you, all passion and vengeance. he slides between your thighs, yanking your panties off like they personally committed your aggravating acts.
“you wanna tease?” he snarls, breath hot against your inner thigh. “then fucking take it.”
his mouth hovers just above your dripping cunt, teasing you now. his turn to play. he breathes against your folds, lips barely brushing, just enough to make you whimper.
“what’s wrong, sweetie?” he taunts, voice thick with revenge and lust. “thought you liked going slow.”
you reach down and twist your fingers in his hair, yanking his face into you with a growl of your own.
“eat. or i will ride your face and make you regret waiting.”
sylus keens at your words, tongue diving in like a man starved. he loved when you got rough with him, turning him on like no other.
you moan right back at the feeling of him, legs already starting to shake. there's no more teasing in his movements, he’s messy, frantic, seemingly obsessed. his mouth is somehow everywhere at once, like he’s trying to drown in your taste.
you writhe under him, losing every ounce of control you once held. and he doesn’t stop. not even when your thighs close around his head. not even when you scream his name.
there’s no finesse, just open mouthed hunger, his tongue and lips on a mission to touch every part of you. then he adds two fingers, slipping in deep and curling them just right, hitting that spot you never could on your own. you gush around them, soaking his hand, and he groans like the mess is a gift.
you clutch the sheets below you, the sensation too much and not enough. every time his nose nudges your clit, every hit of his perfectly angled fingers, your body jolts. the bed creaks below you as he pushes you closer and closer to that high you've been chasing for months. but nothing, nothing, ever touched you like this.
your orgasm starts barreling toward you and right when you're on the cusp of mind numbing pleasure—
he slows down.
right as your toes curl and your thighs tense, he pulls back. you whine, strung out and soaked.
you’re about to beg when you notice the bed is still shaking. not just from you.
sylus is grinding against the mattress. hard and desperate.
you let out a breathless, evil little laugh. “you’re humping the bed? i’m the one getting eaten alive, and you’re the one falling apart?”
you should’ve stopped there. you really should’ve.
but you smirk, lift your hips so you can meet his eyes, and whisper, “what, couldn’t wait your turn?”
his face changes at that, deep and pissed, then he grabs your hips and flips you onto all fours like you weigh nothing.
“should’ve filled your throat with cum to shut that mouth,” he hisses into your ear.
before you can reply, his hands are spreading you open and his mouth is back on you. from behind.
his tongue laps at your entrance, filthy and unrelenting, while his fingers sneak down to bully your clit in ruthless circles. your arms give out at the same time as your legs begin to buckle, but he doesn’t let you fall. one strong arm wraps around your waist whilst the other pleasures you without mercy.
you greedily grind your ass into his face and he groans at the action like he wants to live between your thighs. you clench around his tongue, fluids mixing together, and the mess just spurs you on further. spurs him on further. the building liquids slide down your legs, coating his face and all he wants is more.
you’re about to fall apart all over again when he pulls away in one fluid motion.
your body collapses onto the bed, shaking from the sudden change. you roll onto your back, dazed and desperate.
sylus wipes his mouth on the back of his hand, not even trying to be subtle, and spreads your legs wide. his eyes drink in the sight, as if your glistening pussy was some divine offering.
you pout, fingers drifting toward your clit, desperate to finish what he stole. but sylus grabs your wrist, pins it above your head, and lines himself up with you. his neglected cock dripping with precum as he slides it between your folds.
you bite your lip at how heavy and huge he is. the head alone makes your thighs tremble.
then he leans down, mouth right against your ear.
“you’re not cumming,” he murmurs, slow and cruel, “unless it’s on my cock.”
your breath stutters. it’s been months since you took him, months since your body was trained for that stretch. he was so big, it hurt. you swallow hard, pride burning at your own words.
"just… not too fast,” you say, trying to stay steady. “okay?”
he tilts his head, mocking you with that fake-soft voice. “of course, sweetie. whatever you need.”
he kissed your forehead like the lover he once was.
then slammed his full length inside you.
your mouth opens in a silent scream. he’s thick, obscene, and the sudden stretch makes your vision fade out. you claw at his biceps, nails digging in, but he doesn't care.
“you thought that bratty little attitude was gonna earn you favors?” he grits out, voice strained and dark with desire.
he pulls out almost completely, then drives back in deeper. harder.
“be good and take it.”
your mind is reeling, your body even worse. you're clenching around him like a vice, almost trying to force him to slow down. he doesn't.
in fact, he lets go of the hand pinning yours above your head and grabs your hips instead, tilting them up and fucking into you faster. he’d force you to take it. you always liked it rough.
"just needed some dick to shut you up, hmm?" he stated, each word hitting with the rhythm of his thrusts.
you almost choke. he was drilling so deep it felt like he was aiming for your throat. his hand then slid over your stomach and pressed down, and he grinned above you like a smug devil he is when he felt himself moving inside you.
"shut up—nghh—'n fuck me harder." you manage out, your tone not matching the challenge in your voice even slightly.
your body remembered him now. that stretch, that angle. you were soaking him, walls practically begging for him. his cock slipped in and out like he owned it. because he does.
sylus realizes it too, because he leans in, pushing impossibly deeper before gloating in your face. "this pussy missed me. she’s crying for it."
you try to snap something back, something sharp, anything to bite into his smugness. but it dies on your tongue the second his hips grind into yours. his cock drags deep and slow, just once, and your whole body locks up. the stretch is somehow overwhelming and perfect. like you were made for him.
your fingers scramble over his back, clinging to him for stability, but all you can manage is a strangled, “fuck, sylus—”
his rhythm falters, just for a second, but you feel it. his gaze snaps to yours, suddenly serious. his body stills then, cock twitching inside you. it seemed like he was searching for something in you that he was too scared to name.
he leans in once more, but this time not to hit deeper. to look at you, really look. his breath fanned your lips, your cheeks, your throat.
"you missed me too," he says. no question in it.
you want to lie. bite back with something petty and proud. but your pussy clenches around him like it’s answering for you, loud and shameless.
your chest heaves as you stare up at him. your throat aches from holding back all the things you swore you’d never say.
and still, you whisper it.
“yours.”
sylus goes rigid at your confession.
you feel a shudder pass through his entire body. he clenched his jaw while his hands trembled against your waist, grip tightening. then something breaks. he manhandles your thighs up and wide, body looming over yours.
“say it again.” he demands in between guttural grunts. “say you’re mine.”
you wail at the change in position, tears prickling at the corners of your eyes and pleasure twisting in your belly like a storm. “'m yours. fuck—sylus, i’m yours.”
his chest pins your thighs to your torso, folding you nearly in half. the angle makes your head dizzy, an entirely new world of bliss. you’re split open, completely at his mercy, and your cunt pulses around him like it knows it’s where it belongs.
“fucking say it while I ruin you.” his voice cracks, hips pistoning forward again and again. he’s completely unraveling, thrusts messier now, more desperate.
you chant it like a mantra. “yours, yours, yours—”
“look at you,” he grunts, sweat dripping from his jaw onto your chest. “taking me so good now. tight little pussy just needed a reminder.”
his pace is brutal and unrelenting. your thighs shake, pinned wide open, helpless to do anything but feel every inch of him. be filled by him.
his eyes don’t leave yours. there’s hunger there, but you also notice something raw too. that longing feeling you thought only you felt.
sylus dips down, lips brushing yours, and murmurs against your mouth. “you really gonna go back out there like this?”
you blink at him, dazed. “huh?”
“full of me,” he snarls, hitting deep enough to knock the breath from your lungs. “my cum soaking your thighs while you try to finish your mission. think you can keep it in?”
you moan loudly at his filthy words and he grins against your cheek.
“say you want it. say you want me to fill you up.”
you don’t even hesitate.
“yes please! sylus, want it!”
“say it right.” he commands, snapping his hips so hard the bed frame groans. “tell me who you belong to.”
“you! ’m yours—fuck—please cum inside me!”
he loses it.
his grip tightens bruisingly on your hips, dragging you down to meet every savage thrust. the drag of his cock is erratic, his body shuddering above yours.
“gonna fill you up,” he pants, “make you mine all over again—shit!—you’re gonna leak for me, kitten. gonna walk outta here with my cum dripping down your thighs and everyone knowing you let me claim you.”
the possessiveness in his voice sends you spiraling. your pussy clenches tight, fluttering around him like your body’s already begging for it. the tension in your belly coils impossibly tight. every hard, brutal thrust inside you making your vision blur.
“sylus” you gasp, pitch high and breathless, “close, please—”
“you wanna cum on my cock?” he asked, slamming into you with the full force of his weight. “wanna milk me while I fill this cunt up?”
you nod frantically, tears spilling down your cheeks. “yes, yes! please, wanna cum with you, wanna feel you!”
sylus drops his head to your shoulder, teeth scraping your skin. "go on, then. show me how bad you want me."
and you do.
you shatter with a loud cry, your orgasm hitting like a wave that floods your senses. you clench tight around him in spasms that make your back arch off the bed and your fingers dig into his back to anchor yourself. you sob his name as your pussy pulses around him, your entire body wrung out and shaking.
“that’s it,” he moans deeply, his rhythm stuttering as your walls clamp down. “so tight—”
and he’s right there with you.
with a sharp groan, he drives himself deep to bury every inch inside. his hips jerk and his cock twitches as he spills into you, hot and thick. his voice breaks as he utters your name out like a prayer. one hand squeezes your thigh tight while the other trembles on your waist, trying to hold himself together while he fills you up.
you’re shaking, panting into his shoulder, pulling him close as his warmth spills into you. he doesn’t pull out. not yet. just stays there, breathing ragged against your skin, forehead pressed to yours.
your body trembles with aftershocks, cunt fluttering weakly around his cock, milking every drop from him like your body refuses to let him go.
“fuck,” he whispers, voice almost gentle. “you were made for me.”
you’re still dazed, your brain lagging behind the high. you can feel him dripping out of you already, warm and slick between your thighs.
he leans in, brushing a kiss to your temple, like the lover he is.
“you better squeeze those legs shut when you leave,” he murmurs, cocky smirk creeping back in. “i don’t want anyone seeing what’s mine.”
a/n(2): first time writing sylus, hope i did him justice >_< likes and reblogs r super appreciated, lmk your thoughts on this!!!
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junojoel ¡ 3 days ago
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Inside Your Mind
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Jackson!Joel x fem!Reader, 1.6k
Summary: You need to find a way to make Joel relax. Quickest solution? A blowjob.
Warnings: 18+ MDNI, smut, oral (m!receiving), swallowing cum, fingering, unprotected piv, creampie, ignoring the fact an old man would not recover that quick, dubcon??, joel says hes not in the mood, but he is, slight sub!joel at the start, stressed joel, not specified but glasses stay on in my mind
i watched ep1 this morning and spent my whole day getting this out. could not concentrate on anything else.
You watch him from the doorway, the way his shoulders stay rigid, like he’s still braced for a fight. Arms crossed, your own frustration simmers beneath your skin. He hasn’t slept. Barely eaten. Every waking moment is consumed by the fear of losing her—again.
Enough.
You push off the frame and move toward him, your bare feet silent on the wooden floor. The firelight dances over his back, highlighting the rigidness of his spine. When you’re close enough to feel the heat radiating off him, you reach out and let your fingertips trail down the tense muscles of his shoulders.
He stiffens but doesn’t turn.
“Joel.”
His name is soft on your lips, but he only grunts in response, his fingers tightening around the pencil in his grip. You sigh, reaching out to brush a loose strand of hair from his forehead.
“You’re gonna run yourself into the ground,” you murmur, your voice low, edged with concern.
Joel exhales sharply through his nose, his grip tightening on the pen. “Ain’t got a choice.”
“There’s always a choice.”
His breath hitches, just slightly, but his jaw stays set. “Ellie’s out there—”
“And she’s safe,” you interrupt, your hand sliding down his chest, feeling the steady thump of his heart beneath your palm. “Tommy’s got her. You need to rest.”
You step closer, your hips pressing against the side of the desk, forcing his knees to part just enough for you to slide between them. His breath hitches, just slightly, but his eyes stay fixed on the papers. Your hands slide down his arms, feeling the strength beneath his skin, the way his muscles flex as he resists the urge to pull away. You press closer.
“Let me take your mind off it,” you whisper.
“Darlin’,” he warns, voice low.
You ignore him, leaning down until your lips brush his ear. “What’s it gonna take to get you to look at me?”
A shudder runs through him. His head tilts slightly, just enough for you to see the way his jaw clenches. “Darlin’, I ain’t in the mood—”
You cut him off by nipping at his earlobe, your teeth scraping just enough to make him suck in a sharp breath. Your hands drift lower, slipping beneath the hem of his shirt, fingertips tracing the ridges of his abdomen.
“Liar,” you breathe against his neck.
Bracing your hands on the arms of the chair, you lower yourself onto his lap, your thighs straddling his. His hands instinctively grip your hips, calloused fingers pressing into your skin through the fabric of your jeans.
His hands flex against the desk, but he doesn’t push you away.
Encouraged, you let your teeth graze his pulse point—just enough to make him suck in a sharp breath.
“Fuck,” he mutters.
You smile against his skin.
Your hands slide down his chest, fingers working open the buttons of his shirt one by one. His breathing is heavier now, his body rigid with restraint.
“You’re playin’ a dangerous game,” he growls.
You hum, slipping the last button free and spreading the fabric apart, revealing the hard of his chest, the scars that map his skin.
“I know exactly what I’m doing,” you whisper, dragging your nails lightly down his torso.
Your fingers make quick work of his belt buckle, tugging it free with a sharp pull. His breath catches, hands twitching like he means to stop you—but he doesn’t.
“You think too much,” you murmur, palming him through his jeans, feeling him stiffen under your touch. His jaw clenches, a low groan trapped in his throat.
“Ain’t—fuck—ain’t the time for this,” he grits out, but his hips jerk into your hand anyway.
The second you drag his zipper down, he’s already half-hard, thick and heavy in your hand. You don’t waste time—just drop to your knees and lean in, pressing an open-mouthed kiss to the tip, tasting salt and heat.
Joel’s curse is ragged, his fingers tangling in your hair. “Christ—”
You take him deeper, tongue swirling, hollowing your cheeks as you sink down. His grip tightens, not pushing, just holding, like he’s barely holding himself together.
“Fuck,” he rasps, head falling back. “Just like that—shit—”
You hum around him, savouring the way his thighs tense, the way his breath comes rough and uneven. His hips buck once, shallow, like he’s fighting not to take control.
But you don’t let him. You set the pace—slow, deliberate, dragging your lips up and down his length, teasing the head with your tongue before swallowing him down again.
Joel’s muttering curses, his free hand fisting your shirt. “Goddamn—goddamn, sweetheart—”
You glance up through your lashes, meeting his blown-out gaze. His lips are parted, his chest heaving, and for once—finally—there’s nothing in his eyes but you.
You suck harder, bobbing faster, and his grip turns almost painful. “Gonna—fuck—gonna come if you keep—”
You don’t stop.
With a ragged groan, Joel spills into your mouth, his whole body shuddering. You swallow every drop, working him through it until he’s panting, oversensitive, his fingers slackening in your hair.
When you finally pull back, licking your lips, he’s staring at you like he’s seeing you for the first time. His eyes are dark, pupils blown wide with want, and the intensity of his gaze sends a thrill straight to your core.
“You think I don’t know what you’re doin’?” His voice is rough, gravelly with need. “Tryin’ to distract me?”
“Is it working?” you breathe.
A muscle in his jaw ticks.
The kiss is rough, desperate, all teeth and hunger. He tastes like whiskey and exhaustion, and you moan into it, arching against him. His hands slide under your thighs, lifting you effortlessly before slamming you down onto the desk. Papers scatter, a glass tumbles to the floor with a smash, but neither of you care.
His body cages yours, one hand pinning your wrists above your head
Joel leans over you, his breath hot against your lips. “This what you wanted?” he rasps. His body cages yours, one hand pinning your wrists above your head, one hand fumbling with the button of your jeans.
You hook a leg around his waist, dragging him closer. “I want you to stop thinking.”
His fingers slip between your thighs, finding you already wet, already aching for him.
“Christ,” he growls, dragging a rough finger through your folds.
You whimper, bucking against his touch, but he holds you down, his grip unrelenting.
“Joel—please—”
He chuckles darkly, nipping at your throat. “Beggin’ already? We ain’t even started.”
Then his fingers are inside you, curling just right, and your back bows off the desk with a cry. He sets a punishing pace, his thumb circling your clit in tight, relentless strokes.
Your mouth finds his collarbone, biting down hard enough to leave a mark. Joel hisses, his hips grinding against yours, the friction drawing a broken sound from your throat.
You writhe beneath him, pleasure coiling tight in your belly, but just as you’re about to tip over the edge, he pulls away.
You gasp, blinking up at him in dazed frustration.
Joel’s smirk is dark, predatory. His fingers glisten with your arousal as he drags them slowly down your stomach, watching your chest rise and fall with each ragged breath.
“You were sayin’?” he rumbles, voice thick with satisfaction.
You bare your teeth at him, arching up to capture his lips in a biting kiss. “Don’t be a tease.”
His laugh is rough, but his hands are already moving, yanking your jeans down your hips in one sharp motion. The cool air hits your skin, but it’s nothing compared to the heat of his gaze as it rakes over you. Hungry. Possessive.
“Ain’t teasin’,” he mutters, hooking your knees over his elbows. “Just makin’ sure you remember who’s in charge.”
And then he’s pushing inside you in one brutal thrust, stealing the breath from your lungs.
You cry out, nails scraping against the wood of the desk as he fills you, stretching you to the brink. Joel doesn’t give you time to adjust—just sets a punishing rhythm, his hips slamming into yours with enough force to make the desk creak beneath you.
“Fuck—Joel—” Your voice is shattered, barely recognisable.
His grip on your thighs tightens, fingers digging into your skin hard enough to bruise. “Look at me.”
You force your eyes open, meeting his darkened gaze. There’s no trace of exhaustion now—just raw, unchecked want.
“That’s it,” he growls, leaning down to capture your lips in a searing kiss. “Ain’t thinkin’ ‘bout nothin’ else but this. Us.”
You whimper as his pace turns erratic, his thrusts losing their rhythm as pleasure overtakes him. His forehead drops to yours, breath mingling as he drives into you again and again, chasing his own release.
“Gonna come,” he grits out, voice wrecked.
You clench around him, dragging a ragged groan from his chest.
His hips stutter, and then he’s spilling inside you with a guttural moan, his body shuddering above yours. The sensation sends you tumbling over the edge right after, heat rushing through your veins.
For a long moment, the only sound in the room is your combined panting. Joel’s weight presses you into the desk, his forehead still resting against yours.
Then, slowly, he pulls back, his gaze searching yours.
You reach up, brushing a sweat-damp curl from his forehead. “Still thinking about Ellie?”
His lips twitch. “Brat.”
You grin, triumphant.
But before you can gloat, Joel scoops you up effortlessly, cradling you against his chest as he carries you toward the bed.
“Rest,” you murmur, pressing a kiss to his neck. “Both of us.”
This time, he doesn’t argue.
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bunnis-monsters ¡ 3 days ago
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A witch and her werewolf
a/n: teehee this is a repost of something from October, but honestly I worked hard on it and had a lot planned for the rest so... PLEASE comment if you want more! There will be so much yummy smut and romance!
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It was finally spring, a time where flowers bloomed and the snow melted away to reveal all kinds of herbs and plants for the little witch (Name) to gather.
Today she was doing just that, gathering herbs to begin making more potions. Through the winter, her stock of salves and potions had grown smaller and smaller, until she only had a few left.
(Name) had customers that would be coming by any day now to buy her goods, so she was determined to go out and hunt for all the ingredients she would need.
She was a good witch, focusing on healing salves and helping the villagers nearby. It was partially out of the goodness of her heart, and partly because she wanted to keep a good relationship with the townspeople so they didn’t grab their pitchforks and torches to chase her out of town with.
So (Name) grabbed her hat, wearing a thick pair of boots to protect her feet from the thorny vegetation. She was always careful when visiting the forest. After all, there were rumors that many magical beasts made it their home.
Along the path, she spotted small clusters of mint, frowning. “Mint is so invasive, I thought I told the villagers not to plant it in the ground…”
(Name) did her best to dig up and pick what she could, then moved on along the path. Mushrooms, herbs, and pretty rocks all found a new home in her basket. After searching for a while, she wiped the sweat from her brow. ‘Hmm… I should still have some time to go by the lake before I go home… I wonder if anything is growing near the water's edge..?’
(Name) stepped on a branch as she neared the lake, ready to search for aquatic plant life and maybe even find a good spot to go fishing!
But before she could get too close, (Name) heard a loud howl that made her freeze in her tracks. When she turned, she spotted it.
There was a large, golden wolf near the water’s edge, its ears pinned back and snarling. From the water dripping from its furry chin, the witch assumed it had just been drinking from the lake before she interrupted it by making noise.
She was quick to hold up her hands in a sign of surrender, talking in an even voice. “Easy, boy, I’ll go,”
Backing up slowly, (Name) made sure not to meet the wolf’s eyes, though she did notice they were a sparkling shade of scarlet she had never seen before.
The beast huffed, watching her for a moment longer before turning back to drink. Once it did, she broke out in a sprint, her basket held firmly against her chest. (Name) knew the forest wasn’t exactly safe, but she had never encountered a wild animal besides some chipmunks and bunnies.
‘I’ve never seen a wolf with that coloration before…’ (Name) thought, putting away her foraged goods once she arrived home. ‘Maybe it’s an albino or something? But wouldn’t it’s fur be more white then?’
Despite being a little afraid, (Name) couldn’t get her mind off of the wolf she had seen before. It was easily the top predator in the forest, yet it only gave her a warning growl before minding its business again. Was that normal wolf behavior? She had no idea.
‘I’m thinking too much…’ (Name) thought, changing into her pajamas. ‘I need to sleep, or I’ll be late to the coven meeting tomorrow…’
Turning over, (Name) wondered what exactly she would even speak about during the meeting. She wasn’t exactly the most confident witch, often being spoken over or ignored due to her shy nature. No one would think she was the very first apprentice Ania Quell, the head of the very coven (Name) was a part of.
‘I may have been her first apprentice, but I’m definitely not her best. Miles and Gil have me beat for sure…’ she thought, rolling over onto her side to stare out of the window.
Through the gaps in the curtains, she could see the moon shining up above, big and full. It’s light bathed her in a soft glow, and made her feel both rejuvenated and relaxed.
‘It’ll be okay… after all, I have friends there. Everything should… be fine…’
(Name) drifted off to sleep, the last image on her mind before she was taken to slumberland being the golden wolf peering at her with those scarlet eyes.
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(Name) packed a small basket full of jams and jellies, humming a tune as she carefully stacked a small jar of syrup on the top. “I know Jill won’t be there today, but Ania loves my jams and jellies. Hopefully I’ll actually have a chance to speak with her…”
Ania, being the head of the coven, was always busy. She was usually stuck talking with several other witches about various topics, or leaving early to conduct business with other covens. Getting the opportunity to talk to her was rare enough, but being able to sit down and have a conversation was nearly impossible, especially these days.
There had recently been several cases of witches and their familiars disappearing, or even familiars turning on their masters and killing them, so Ania was especially busy dealing with the aftermath.
Each witch had a familiar bestowed upon them during a ceremony after becoming a full fledged witch. Some even had two or three, and witches with high status and great power possessed up to 10 familiars.
And there was (Name), with no familiar at all. At the ceremony, the wizard conducting it simply turned her away, saying she was not yet ready to become the master of familiar. Every other witch present had received their lifelong friend, while she went home empty handed.
It was lonely, all on her own. Watching the other witches go about their lives with the help and support of their familiars made her feel awfully… jealous. It wasn’t a feeling she enjoyed harboring, so (Name) tried her best to be positive!
Ania herself had said that it wasn’t unheard of for a witch to not receive their familiar during the bonding ceremony.
“Some witches just haven’t found their match yet, or perhaps they haven’t really found their true selves,” Ania had said after the ceremony, in hopes of comforting (Name).
(Name) huffed, loading her basket onto her broom. “So much for being a late bloomer. It’s been nearly five years since I became a full fledged witch, and still nothing! No familiar, not a cat or owl, not even a frog! Hell, I’d settle for a tarantula at this point!”
She flew over the forest, tilting her head when she spotted a spot of gold walking slowly near the lake. (Name) flew a bit lower, her eyes widening when she spotted the same wolf she’d seen the day before.
This time, it seemed to be walking with a bit of a limp, a small trail of blood behind it. Her heart ached to see an animal in such pain, so she landed a safe distance away from it.
“Hey there, pup.”
The wolf stiffened, quickly turning its head to growl lowly at her. (Name) held up her hands, her broom floating behind her in case she needed a quick escape.
“Woah, easy. You’re hurt, and I can help you if you’ll let me.”
She didn’t know why she was talking to it, but she kept it up. “There’s no need to be afraid, sweetheart. Shh…”
The wolf’s ears flattened against its head, and it began to bare its teeth. (Name) yelped when it began to approach her, jumping on her broom just in time to escape its jaws. It snapped at her broom bristles, but she was thankfully in the air by then and bar away enough from its jaws to not get hurt.
But… the wolf didn’t seem to be trying too hard to chase her. (Name) had a feeling it wasn’t actually attacking her, more so just trying to scare her away.
She frowned as the wolf became a small speck, her heart hurting for the poor thing. (Name) hoped that the poachers that her fellow witches had chased out from the forest years ago weren’t back.
‘I’ll have to talk to Ania about it… if I can talk to her that is.’
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(Name) landed in a vast meadow, wild flowers of various kinds softly swaying in the spring breeze. She took a moment to relax, bending down to pick a daily and place it in her basket.
‘Oh, I always forget where the doorway is…’ she thought to herself as she held out the stick end of her broom to feel around. When it bumped off of something solid, she grinned.
“There it is!”
(Name) reached forward and patted the surface until her hand landed on a doorknob. She turned it, and walked forward.
The empty flower field was replaced with a dark forested area, with lampposts leading down a snowy, worn down path. She could see the moon shining down through the canopy, filtered by the thick leaves until only small rays of light were visible.
‘I see the meeting is being hosted in the northern lands this time…’ she thought, pulling her cloak tighter around herself. The northern lands were often cold, even when spring came, snow still covered the land.
Each meeting was hosted in one of the four sectors of the world, North, South, East, and West. The north was her least favorite, due to the cold weather and people. The citizens of the north were often blunt and rude, having to time for warm pleasantries.
(Name) lived in the southern lands, where the weather was always warm and pleasant. Even the most severe winters in the south were not as cold as the northern spring.
She spotted the soft warm glow of a candle shining from a canon window. ‘There it is!’
(Name) opened the cabin door, revealing a bustling meeting hall. Witches all ages and genders walked around, speaking to one another and trading goods.
“(Name)!”
The woman yelped when she was tackled to the floor, knowing instantly who had done it.
“Miles, what did I tell you about jumping on her like some wild animal!?”
“Miles, Gil…” she smiled as she watched Gil drag his friend off of her, pinching his cheek.
“Hi, (Name)! It’s been so long since we’ve gotten to see you!”
She laughed, ruffling their hair. “Yeah, nearly three months. You weren’t able to attend the last few meetings due to Ania’s training, right?”
The two shuddered. “Uh… we’d rather not talk about that.”
(Name) could remember her own training, which would have been way less intense than theirs due to her weaker body. Even so, she collapsed nearly every day from exhaustion, so she could only imagine the horrors they had endured.
“Ah… okay, how about you show me how your training has been coming along then?”
The three sat in an empty room as the two showed her new, complex spells they had learned. Gil was able to summon lightning and use it as a weapon, while Miles was able to harden his body. Both were spells even she couldn’t do.
��Oh wow, you’ve grown so much! Maybe that training was worth it then?”
Gil groaned. “Barely, I didn’t think we were going to survive another day of it.”
“Aww, it wasn’t that b- no, actually it was that bad. But I’m still grateful Ania taught us so well!” Miles replied, giving her a smile.
She gave them both a hug. “I’m proud of you both. You should really come visit me sometime. Spring is here, so you can go play in the forest. There a lake~”
This excited the two, who both enjoyed swimming. “We'll definitely be coming by this summer!”
Before they could speak anymore, they heard a bell chiming. “Oh, we’ll talk later. The meeting is about to start!”
(Name) took her seat near Ania. As her first apprentice, she had to be at Ania’s side for every meeting. That didn’t mean she got Ania’s attention, though. She couldn’t blame her mentor, for she was the leader of this coven.
“Hello, my friends. Our monthly meeting has begun, and I will announce any upcoming events before opening the floor for discussion.”
(Name) looked around the room, unsurprised when she saw multiple witches waiting impatiently for the floor to be open.
It was mostly the same elderly witches that always had some mundane problem… but what was surprising was Ember, one of the fledgling witches that hadn’t yet gotten her familiar, anxiously tapping her well manicured nails against the oak table.
“And with that, the floor is open to discussion.” Ania said after finishing her announcements. Ember was quick to speak up, interrupting an elder.
“Some creature has been lurking in the south, killing my father’s livestock and scaring what it doesn’t eat half to death! It’s some kind of magical beast, I already did the identifying spell and it’s either some type of fae or a…”
She trailed off, her face going pale. Ania raised an eyebrow, folding her arms. “A what, Ember?”
“A… a werewolf.”
The sound of gasps and whispered conversation filled the meeting hall, only silenced when Ania held up her hand to motion for the noise to cease.
“And you’re sure that’s what the spell said?”
Ember nodded, standing up to offer her grimoire. Ania’s eyes scanned it, then she sighed heavily. “I see…”
(Name) frowned deeply, glancing from ember to Ania. She knew that Ember lived only half a day’s walk from her home, meaning if there was a werewolf causing trouble for her, it could potentially move onto (Name).
“As we all know, magical beasts are drawn to witches due to their magical power. This is good when it comes to making friends or getting a familiar, but leads to some… detrimental outcomes when the wrong creature gets attracted. And with the recent uptick in werewolf based attacks, I wouldn’t doubt this has troubled you, Ember.”
Ania stood, walking around the table. “But be that as it may, werewolves are not evil in nature. They are simply beings that are different from us, and can be reasoned with and befriended just like most magical beasts.”
One witch scoffed. “Miss Ania, with all due respect, all witches know werewolves are dangerous beasts that deserve to be put down to keep ourselves safe. I mean, haven’t the last three witch deaths been caused by werewolves?”
Ania scowled. “That’s the kind of attitude that causes entire species to go extinct. A few werewolves have done wrong, yes, but how many humans have killed each other or other creatures? Do we all deserve to die due to the actions of a few individuals?”
The witch who spoke up immediately shrunk into herself, grumbling under her breath. (Name) noticed that several other witches also looked displeased with Ania’s words, but said nothing.
“Ember, I’ll send you home with a spell that will ward off any fae or werewolves. It’s easy, and very effective.”
“Thank you, Ania!”
The woman turned to the rest of the coven. “Now, what else needs to be discussed?”
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“I respect Miss Ania’s opinion, but werewolves are dangerous beasts!”
“I know, right? My friend’s cousin’s aunt’s stepbrother was killed by a werewolf!”
“And I heard that once a werewolf has seen you, it’ll tell its whole pack to come and eat you!”
“Oh that’s not the half of it! I heard-“
(Name) rolled her eyes as she passed by a group of gossiping witches, ushering Gil and Miles away. “Don’t listen to them, I’m sure not a single one of them have ever even seen a werewolf in person.”
“Have you, (Name)?”
(Name) paused when Miles asked her that innocent question, sighing softly. “Yes, once before. It was only for a moment while Ania went to meet with one for a trade. It gave her some of its fur for a potion in exchange for a protection spell.”
“So… it didn’t attack you or Ania?”
“Nope, so don’t listen to those witches. Not one single creature is the exact same as its kin. Some are more peaceful, some are violent, just like with humans. Once people come to accept that, we could possibly form an alliance with the werewolves.”
Gil huffed, digging in her satchel. Once he found what he was looking for, a bag of handmade candy, he swiped it. “Hey, you remembered to bring it!”
“Of course I did, silly. It’s your favorite.”
Gil popped one of the candies into his mouth as they walked, humming in delight. Miles grabbed one too. “Did you get to talk to Ania, (Name)?”
The woman sighed, handing out her jam and syrup to a few witches she traded with. “Not yet, but I hope I’ll be able to catch her before she leaves. You know Ania, she’s always busy.”
“You’re not wrong, but today I have a little bit of time to spare.”
The three jumped when they heard Ania’s voice from behind them. “Ania!”
(Name) jumped into her arms, easily being held up by the seemingly young looking girl. Everyone in the coven knew that Ania was much older than she seemed, but little knew of her immense physical strength.
“Oh, (Name) my dear, you’ve gotten a bit bigger haven't you? It feels like just yesterday I was carrying you home from the orphanage and giving you your first wand.”
“A-Ania! That’s embarrassing…”
The woman laughed, setting (Name) down. “Alright, alright… what is it you wanted to talk about, dear?”
(Name) gave Ania a shy smile, handing her the jams and jellies she brought for her. “I wanted to give you these and ask how the situation with the rogue familiars has been going.”
Ania stiffened, glancing at the two boys before digging. “Come, (Name). Let’s discuss things in private.”
With a wave of her wand, (Name) and Ania were transported to a vacant room. Ania made sure the door was closed before beginning to speak in a hushed voice.
“I didn’t want to scare anyone, so I’ve been keeping some of the information private. But…” she sighed, looking out the window, into the snow. “Every single familiar that attacked their witch was a werewolf.”
(Name)’s blood ran cold at the revelation, her eyes widening as Ania turned to meet her gaze. “Every single one? That’s…”
“Unusual, I know. Werewolves in and of themselves are rare to have as a familiar because they’re reluctant to be bound to a witch… so the fact that each familiar was a werewolf is suspicious.”
“What could be the motive? I find it hard to believe a familiar would just kill its master like that! In all of witch history, I’ve never heard of such a thing.”
Ania opened her own grimoire. “I agree with you, it is hard to believe. But the detection spell pointed to each familiar being a werewolf. We have yet to find and question any of the suspects due to them fleeing the scene once the bond to their master was broken…”
(Name) frowned deeply. “And with what Ember said today, if this news got out, the entire coven will be in hysterics. There will be werewolf hunts and-“
“That’s why they can’t find out. You are the only person outside of my trusted inner circle that knows of this, (Name).”
She looked at Ania, confused. “But why would you tell me, Ania? I’m not as strong or intelligent as others, so why would you give me this information and not someone more qualified?”
Ania smiled at that, chuckling. “That, I cannot say my dear. You are destined for great things, and I just want you to be informed so when it’s time for you to make decisions… you’ll have all the information you need to make the right choice.”
“That’s really cryptic, Ania.”
The older woman only smiled, beckoning her to follow. “Come, I must take my leave. Let’s walk and talk.”
The two continued to chat as they walked towards the entrance of the cabin. “I’ll send you home with a spell, dear. It is quite late in the southerners sector by now, hmm?”
(Name) nodded, grabbing hold of her broom.
“Oh, and (Name)?”
She looked up as Ania raised her wand. “Yes?”
“Kindness and patience is always key.”
With that, she was sent home. She appeared in her cottage, the fire lighting the second she stepped close.
“I wonder what she meant by that…”
———————
(Name) brushed off her dress, staring out into the forest. She really had to go back into the forest to gather supplies… but she was worried she would encounter that wolf again.
With a sigh, she pocketed her wand and carried her broom. They were just there in case she sensed any danger. Unfortunately, she wasn’t great with defensive or attack spells, it was why she took to healing magic and concoctions instead.
But she knew a few illusion spells that may buy her some time to escape… hopefully those would work.
(Name) walked along the work down path, much more alert than usual. She listened for the sounds of the forest, making sure to listen for any branches snapping or leaves rustling.
She was able to make it back to the lake with no problems, sighing in relief. There, she unloaded her jars from her basket and began placing shells, underwater plantlife, and some of the nutrient rich soil to add to her garden.
Unbeknownst to her, she was being watched from a distance, a pair of scarlet eyes following her as she walked along the lake’s edge.
Once she finished, (Name) was surprised to see the wolf with the golden coat standing only a few meters away from her. Although it growled when she moved, it showed no other signs of aggression, only watching her… as if it was curious.
“Hello, again…” (Name) said softly, staying still as it approached. She kept her hand in her pocket on her wand, but began to relax. It only circled her, chuffing when it moved behind her.
She tensed, but relaxed again when it appeared on her left side. It was inspecting her, sniffing her… was that normal behavior for a wild animal?
Its scarlet eyes focused on her, and she noticed it still had that slight limp when it walked. “Are you… injured?”
As if it could understand her, the creature tensed, the fur on its back rising. “Oh, I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to upset you…”
Taking a chance, she slowly reached out her hand to place it on its head. She had a connection with animals, having rehabilitated many woodland creatures. A wolf couldn’t be that different, right?
Well, she was wrong. The beast growled before snapping its jaws at her hand, barely missing her fingers. It then ran away, slower than it usually would be due to its injured paw.
Her heart hurt from the sight. Had it been trying to ask her for help? It was possible the poor thing was someone’s pet that had been let go after learning how hard it was to take care of a wolf. Maybe that’s why it was both comfortable around humans and also weary of them?
(Name) made a decision that day. She would gain that wolf’s trust, and maybe… even make it her familiar.
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As the days turned into weeks, (Name) visited the forest every day she could. She saw the wolf often, sometimes from the corner of her eye, and sometimes it came in direct contact with her.
She always sat patiently, letting it come to her. (Name) had learned her lesson, and eventually she was able to sit in silence with the wolf by her side as she did mundane tasks like cleaning out her jars or sewing by the lake.
It had yet to let her touch it, but she didn’t mind. She would get it to trust her… it needed medical attention, more than she thought. It was scrawny, hungry looking, as if it was having trouble hunting by itself.
She started bringing out raw meat from the market and leaving it by the lake for it, and when its condition started to improve slowly, she knew that it was eating.
Once she started feeding it, the wolf began trusting her a great deal more. It now followed her down the pathway when she walked home, a slight sway in its tail.
She was making great progress, and the two seemed to have a mutual trust that neither would hurt the other. Every time she came to the lake, it was waiting there for her. It would eat, then sit nearby as she did what she needed to do, then walked her home. It had become her routine.
That’s why it surprised her when it wasn’t there when she came.
“Pup?”
(Name) called for it, patting her thigh and whistling. Usually it would have come to greet her by now…
The silence in the forest was almost eerie, as if everything was holding its breath. There was no birdsong, no squirrels skittering from tree to tree… just silence.
“Something is wrong…”
It was growing dark, and she was hurrying back as quickly as she could. (Name) had heard from some other forest dwelling witches that when the sounds of the forest stopped, that meant there was a large predator around, something that made the squirrels and birds hide in fear.
Had the wolf gone into hiding too?
She didn’t have to wonder for long. As she neared her cottage, her eyes widened in horror. There were bloodied paw prints leading down the stone path to her front door, and laying on her doorstep was the golden wolf.
It panted loudly, its fur matted with blood. (Name) immediately kneeled at its side, trying to hold back tears. The injured paw was stuck in a bear trap, and it had gashed on its belly and back… as if it had been attacked with a knife…
When it growled at her touch, she simply shushed it. “Shh, shh, I’m here. You came to my home for a reason, right? I can help you…”
Although it still snarled and yelped as she hoisted it into her home with great effort, it made no attempts to sink its teeth into her flesh.
As soon as it was inside, she summoned as many bandages as she could, along with a metal bar to help her pry the bear trap off.
“This is going to hurt, pup. Don’t bite me…”
The wolf laid its head down, as if telling her it trusted her to help. It growled and snarled in pain as she pried open the bear trap. Once its paw was free, she examined the damage.
His paw was barely hanging on… thankfully she focused on healing magic. She was able to reattach his paw and clean the wound, bandaging it before moving onto the gashes on his body.
(Name) collapsed in exhaustion after hours of working on the wolf. Her efforts had paid off, as it was now sleeping peacefully by the fire.
‘At least one of us is able to sleep…’ she thought, rising from the couch to wash the blood from her hands. She exhausted all of her magic saving the wolf’s life, which worried her slightly. That meant if it were to attack for any reason, she wouldn’t be able to defend herself.
After much thought, she realized that even if it wanted to hurt her, it would be unable. The thing couldn’t stand, much less leap out and attack her, so she decided to sleep next to it… just to watch over it, of course… the fact that it was so soft and warm had nothing to do with it…
———————-
(Name) woke up in the early hours of the morning, the sun not even up yet. She could have only been asleep for a few hours, as the fire was still going…
She sat up, yawning and rubbing her eyes… but paused when she took a second look at the fire.
She hasn’t remembered putting that second log in the fireplace… before she slept, she had even cursed herself for not doing so.
(Name) felt a chill run up her spine and immediately turned to see if the wolf was okay… but instead of seeing its beautiful golden fur and large form, she was met with something much smaller hidden under the blanket…
Smaller, but still bigger than her, whatever it was wriggled the second she spoke. “U-um…”
She expected the wolf to perhaps be some kind of magical beast that turned into something smaller when injured to conserve power… and she wasn’t that far off.
When she pulled back the blanket, instead of a furred creature, she came face to face with a handsome… man?
“… hello…”
For finding a man in the place of the injured wolf she saved, (Name) took the situation well. And by well, she screamed and scooted away, wielding her wand.
“W-who are you and what did you do to that wolf!? Are you some kind of poacher? A pervert? A poaching pervert!?”
The person squinted at her, sighing. “No… I’m neither of those… I-“
He winced in pain, whimpering as the blanket fell around him. (Name)’s eyes went wide as she saw the bandages decorating his form, the same ones she had applied to the wolf last night…
The things that finally clued her in were the wolf ears perched atop of his blonde head, and tail limp on his back.
“Y-you’re…”
“A werewolf…” he muttered, his ears flattening against his head. “You… helped me, and… I understand if you no longer want to help now that you know what I am. I simply ask that… you let me recover until I am able to move…”
She swallowed, shaking her head. “It doesn’t matter what you are. You’re hurt, and I won’t let you suffer.”
The man looked on in mild shock as she helped him onto the couch. “This should be more comfortable… I’ll need to redo your bandages soon…”
The man watched her work silently. She redressed his wounds with a skill that was uncommon for women in their era. Once she was done, it was only then that her eyes trailed down his torso to look for anything else that she may have missed when his thick fur was in the way…
“Oh.”
Her face warmed, her eyes going wide.
He was completely and utterly nude, barely covering his groin with the blanket. His wolf ear twitched as she turned away, flustered.
‘I forgot, werewolves lose their clothing when they turn…’
For now, she simply covered him with a blanket, too tired to do anything else. With that, she left him to sleep on the couch and headed to bed.
‘What am I going to do? There’s a werewolf on my couch, right after Ember mentioned one eating her livestock. Is it the same one..? Could it… be connected to the familiars going rogue?’
She sighed, pulling the blanket up to her chin. ‘Well, whatever the case is, it’s my responsibility now. I decided to save its life, and I don’t regret it. Once it’s back to full health, I’ll think of what to do…’
With that decided, she drifted off to sleep, exhausted from her long day.
———————
In the living room, the werewolf stared up at the ceiling, his head filled with the images of the events he had been through.
‘I thought they lost my trail… those damn poachers will do anything to complete their collection…’
His heart ached to think of his pack, their coats skinned from their bodies after they were forced to transform and fight each other for their captors’ amusement. It made his blood boil to think of how scared the pups must have been, how the elders must have died comforting them with their final breaths, just for all of their words to mean nothing in the end.
He hated humans and their endless lust for money and power. For years he had avoided human contact, staying in his wolf form and attacked anyone that came near in fear of being hurt again…
That was until he met her.
Even before they officially met, he had been stalking her through the woods for months. At first, he had planned on killing her and taking over her cabin for himself. In his mind, it was only fair. Humans killed and stole from nature every single day, honestly he thought he was doing the world a favor taking one of them out.
But (Name) wasn’t like other humans. Every day, he watched her take only what she needed, and left behind gifts for the fairies and animals. She tended to the wounded creatures and made sure she never overstayed her welcome.
It would be dishonest to say he liked her, but she was the closest thing to tolerable a human could get in his eyes. So when he met her, he found himself unable to hurt her.
Though at first he kept his distance and attempted to bite her if she strayed too close, he never intended to actually hurt her. If he wanted to, he could have easily tore into her throat and feasted on her flesh… but he didn’t.
This human, this girl had become something akin to a friend to him. Despite his hatred for her kind, he couldn’t help following after her and staying by her side. It felt soothing, safe… almost familiar in a way. It reminded him of when he was just a pup and would follow behind his mother while she hunted or gathered ingredients for dinner.
So when he was attacked by the very poachers that killed his family, he escaped with only one thing in mind.
‘I have to find her!’
He followed her scent, barely dragging his wounded hide to her home and collapsing on the front step. He never would have thought that he would trust a human to help him, not after what he had been put through.
Even now, as he laid there powerless and unable to move, his mind was still conflicted. Was this really okay? Could he truly rely on this human to tend to him when he was utterly defenseless?
‘It doesn’t really look like I have much of a choice…’
Winning his trust would not be easy, but if she could… (Name) would gain a loyal companion.
Only time could tell what would become of these two…
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Lease and Let Die || Lilia Vanrouge
You needed a roommate. You got Lilia Vanrouge. He’s upside down on your ceiling, burns every meal, might be immortal—and weirdly? He’s perfect.
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You’ve hit rock bottom. Not the dramatic, movie kind—no, this is the quiet, pathetic kind where your roommate runs off to “find themselves” in a polycule commune and leaves you with the full rent and a fridge that smells like betrayal.
Running on three hours of sleep, gas station muffins, and a caffeine tolerance that borders on war crime, you post the most honest roommate ad you can manage:
“Please, just pay rent on time and don’t leave knives in the sink. Or summoning circles. I’m tired.”
Five minutes later, your phone pings.
“I’ve never missed rent, my knives are ceremonial, and I haven’t summoned a proper demon in decades. When do I move in? —L.V.”
You blink at your phone. You reread the message. You decide it’s probably fine.
Twenty-four hours later, Lilia Vanrouge shows up at your door.
He’s wearing a leather jacket, eyeliner sharp enough to cut glass, and a smile like he knows exactly how you’re going to die—and thinks it’s kind of cute.
“You must be my new roommate!” he chirps, setting down a suitcase that audibly hums.
You nod slowly, brain buffering. “Are you... bringing more stuff?”
“Oh, no,” he says, cheerfully. “Just this. And the coffin.”
“The what—”
But he’s already inside, complimenting your curtains and asking where the nearest leyline convergence is.
You stare blankly. Somewhere in the apartment, the Wi-Fi cuts out.
You have no idea what the hell you just signed up for.
But at least he promised that he does his own dishes.
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It started off sweet. Really, it did.
You had late evening classes three times a week and by the time you trudged across campus toward home, the only light came from flickering streetlamps and your phone screen at 3% battery.
One night, as you packed your things into your bag, Lilia appeared beside you like a helpful poltergeist.
“I’ll walk you home,” he said cheerfully, slinging your bag over his shoulder before you could argue.
Your first reaction? Touched. Emotional. Betrayed by your own sentimentality. Because nobody had ever said anything that nice to you on this hell-washed campus. Not your professors, not your classmates, not even your overpriced coffee machine, which had begun growling whenever you approached.
You looked at him with stars in your eyes and said, “That’s… really kind. Thank you.”
He shrugged, the picture of casual coolness, if casual coolness was wearing a floor-length black cloak and bat earrings. “The darkness listens better when I’m near.”
And that was when the stars in your eyes shriveled and died.
You blinked. “I’m sorry, the what?”
“The darkness,” he said, like this was self-explanatory. “It whispers sometimes. And when I’m around, it’s polite about it.”
You opened your mouth. Closed it. Reopened it. “And… that’s supposed to be comforting?”
“It means I’ll hear if anything wants to drag you into an abyss. I can bargain with those.” He beamed at you. “Some of them owe me favors.”
You stared at the sidewalk as you walked. You were no longer sure if this was a sweet gesture or a prelude to demonic possession.
At one point, a crow landed on a lamppost and screamed. Lilia tilted his head and murmured something in a language you didn’t know, and the crow just nodded and flew away.
You weren’t sure if you should feel safer.
“Lilia,” you said cautiously, “do I need to be worried?”
He laughed, delighted. “Oh, no! You’re not a threat to the veil between realms. Not yet.”
You did not like the word yet. Not one bit.
Still… you made it home. Your front door was mysteriously unlocked (Lilia claimed the house “let him in”), the kitchen light had fixed itself, and your dying plant had perked up. So maybe walking home with your roommate wasn’t the worst idea in the world.
You just had to make peace with the fact that the shadows sometimes waved at him.
And that he waved back.
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You were dying. There was no other way to describe it.
The dining table was a battlefield: open textbooks stacked like defensive walls, notes scattered like fallen soldiers, and a graveyard of empty mugs bearing silent witness to your descent into academic hell. Your eye twitched. The caffeine was doing nothing. You were 84% sure your soul had left your body three hours ago. The only thing keeping your bones upright was spite.
“I swear to every cruel god out there,” you muttered, “if I don’t pass this exam, I’m just gonna lay down in the student union and let the crushing weight of debt take me.”
From the couch—where he had been laying upside down like an actual bat for the past twenty minutes—Lilia made a thoughtful noise.
“Do you require reinforcements? A siege beast, perhaps? I have a minor distraction spell that summons a screaming goat—”
“I need silence,” you hissed, snapping your highlighter in half with the ferocity of a person pushed beyond reason.
“Oh,” he said, far too delighted. “Say no more.”
He snapped his fingers.
There was a pop and then—nothing. Utter, blissful, terrifying silence. You blinked. The world was muffled in a sparkling purple haze. It was like someone had wrapped your brain in a pillow and told all your problems to go wait outside.
You got two pages of notes done before the smell hit you.
Burnt.
Burning.
Popcorn?
You looked up just in time to see a column of smoke trailing lazily from the kitchen.
You screamed. You didn’t hear it.
Lilia waved at you cheerfully from inside the fire alarm’s muted chaos.
You were too tired to cry and too caffeinated to blink. The popcorn was ruined, the fire alarm had only just stopped shrieking, and Lilia was poking at the charred remains in the microwave like it was a curious new species.
"I thought I had it set to two minutes," he said cheerfully, as if the kitchen wasn’t filled with smoke and the smell of scorched sadness.
“You set it to twenty,” you croaked, pointing accusingly at the still-blinking numbers. “Twenty minutes, Lilia.”
“Ah. So that’s what the little zeroes were for.” He turned around, beaming like a deranged warlock. “Good news is—I know just the thing to cheer you up.”
“No,” you said immediately. “Lilia, no.”
But it was already too late. He clapped his hands once, a ripple of eldritch magic shimmered through the air, and with a flash of light and a small puff of brimstone, something appeared.
Stanley, the goat.
He stood in the middle of your scorched kitchen. Just… stood there. He had little beady eyes, unimpressed with this plane of existence. A single bell jingled around his neck like it was mocking you personally.
And then he screamed.
It was the sound of every due date you’d missed, every essay you’d written at 3 a.m., every existential panic you’d had at the grocery store over the rising price of cheese. It was a scream that echoed through your soul and possibly opened a portal to another realm for a second.
Stanley screamed again. Lilia clapped, delighted.
“He’s motivated troops into battle before,” he said proudly. “And one time, a wedding.”
You stared at the ceiling. “I am going to be arrested. They’re going to cite you as the reason and the judge will nod solemnly because they’ll get it.”
Stanley climbed onto the counter and knocked over your last mug of coffee.
Lilia looked at you with the serene calm of someone who has caused kingdoms to fall. “Would you like me to summon Stanley’s cousin? Her name is Beatrice.”
You sank to the floor. “I just wanted popcorn.”
Stanley screamed.
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It starts innocently. A Tuesday. You’re behind on three assignments, your laundry smells like something died in it (possibly your GPA), and Lilia is humming in the kitchen while making (very burnt) eggs in a suspiciously perfect spiral. Nothing unusual.
Until you open your history textbook.
You're scanning for bullet points—just enough to fake engagement during tomorrow’s class—and then you see it.
The name.
Lilia Vanrouge. Underlined. Bolded. In a war tactics section titled "Unconventional Victory: The Northern Siege and the General Who Outsmarted Death."
There’s even a sketched portrait. It’s him. Smirking like he knows something you don’t. Which is probably true.
You sit there for a moment, staring at the page, then at the kitchen doorway. Then back at the page.
Then you scream.
Lilia pokes his head in. “What’s wrong? Ghost in the textbook?”
“You’re in the textbook!” you shout, holding it up like it might exorcise him.
He blinks at it, tilts his head. “Oh. That one. I told them not to use that portrait, it’s terribly outdated. My cheekbones are much sharper now.”
“YOU’RE A WAR GENERAL.”
He grins. “Was. Ages ago. The title’s more of a... dusty old accessory now.”
You pace. “I’ve been yelling at you about buying sugary cereal for weeks.”
“You called me a ‘coward of capitalism.’” He sounds fond. “It was very compelling.”
“I made you split a bag of off-brand marshmallows with me because I couldn’t afford dinner.”
He beams. “It was charming! Very wartime spirit of you.”
You throw yourself face-first into your pillow and scream until the pillow gives up.
“I didn’t think you’d care for old titles.”
“I care that you’re in a textbook!”
He sits beside you, offering the plate. “I also invented this egg spiral. There’s a footnote about it in Chapter Seven.”
You consider the egg. You consider your life.
And then you accept the plate. Because apparently you’re living with a retired war general who hoards cereal and hums lullabies in ancient dialects.
And somehow, this still isn’t the weirdest week you’ve had.
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You don’t ask him seriously at first. It’s a joke—half a groan, half a petty fantasy as you drag yourself home from another night class, your arms sore from carrying too many books and your pride bruised from yet another “spirited” discussion with your favorite nemesis: Professor Drywall Brain.
“I swear to the gods, Lilia,” you mutter as you slam the door behind you, “if that man says ‘technically that isn’t historically accurate’ one more time, I’m going to scream in four different languages. Loudly. In his office. While holding a tambourine.”
Lilia, sprawled upside-down on the couch in his usual dramatic corpse pose, peeks open one eye. “Want me to come with you next time?”
You laugh. “God, imagine. You in class with me. You’d eat him alive.”
But the next time your professor interrupts you for the third time in one sentence to cite a source he co-wrote with his own ego, something in you snaps.
Lilia shows up twenty minutes early the next class.
He’s wearing:
• A sparkly lavender Hello Kitty hoodie.
• Black platform boots that make him almost legally too powerful.
• A “#1 Gamer Granddad” hat, slightly crooked.
• A notebook. A very serious notebook. Labeled in bold marker: “HUMAN RITUALS (vol. I)”
You blink. “...This isn’t what I meant when I said ‘scare him.’”
“Too much?” he asks innocently, spinning the hat backwards like this is a very niche sitcom. “I can lose the boots.”
“No. Keep them. I want them burned into his memory.”
He does sit in on class. The professor, clearly confused but trying to be professional, asks who he is.
Lilia doesn’t answer with his name. He just smiles and says, “Observer of mortal wisdom,” and opens his notebook like he’s ready to witness a natural disaster.
Every time the professor says something snide or borderline wrong, Lilia makes a show of scribbling a note with an expression of mild horror. At one point he even raises a hand—a single gloved finger, dainty as sin—and asks if “contradicting published data is part of the mortal learning experience.”
By the end of the class, your professor looks like he’s aged six years.
On the walk home, Lilia loops his arm through yours and hums. “That was very educational. I should attend more.”
“Please don’t,” you whisper, though you’re also grinning. “You’re going to get me expelled.”
“Not if I become the dean first,” he says cheerfully.
You don’t know if he’s joking. You don’t ask.
You just feel very safe walking home that nihgt.
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The day your professor emailed your grade, you were still deep in the throes of post-group-project resentment. You hadn’t slept. Your eye had developed a twitch. You’d seen God briefly while editing the final slide deck at 3AM and He told you to log off. You didn’t.
You were still thinking about it. Sitting on the kitchen floor in socks that did not match, eating cold instant ramen with a fork because all the chopsticks had mysteriously disappeared (you suspect Lilia), and rereading your group’s submission like it was a cursed tome. Because somehow, somehow, it was… good?
Like disturbingly good.
It started normal. Blah blah, feudal kingdoms, blah blah, agricultural collapse—but halfway through, it got weirdly intense. The writing shifted from standard student filler to vivid descriptions of battlefield strategy and personal loss. There were diary entries from a dying soldier. Quotes like:
“The horses screamed louder than the men.”
Who wrote that?
You didn’t write that.
Your groupmates definitely didn’t write that—one of them tried to cite Wikipedia by just linking it in the footnotes and calling it a day.
And then you saw it. On the last page, listed under "Additional Resources":
• Blood-Soaked Memoirs, Vol. II
• War and Tea: Reflections of a Veteran General
• Me (I Was There), by L.V.
You stared at the screen.
Then you turned slowly—so slowly—to face the upside-down body perched on your living room ceiling like a decorative gargoyle.
“Lilia,” you said, voice trembling, “did you write my paper?”
He flipped mid-air and landed soundlessly, mug of tea in hand, wearing his fuzzy bat slippers and a shirt that said Don’t Talk To Me Until I’ve Had My Potion.
“Of course I did,” he said cheerfully. “I couldn’t just let you hand in that disaster your groupmates conjured. I’d seen more structure in a battlefield charge made by drunk goblins.”
You blinked. “You used actual war stories.”
“Well, I was there."
“YOU CITED YOURSELF.”
“And they say self-reflection is dead.”
You buried your face in your hands. “I’m going to get expelled for plagiarism from a guy who fought in the Demon Rebellion of 1043.”
He patted your head. “Nonsense. I am the primary source.”
You screamed. The fire alarm went off again. Lilia casually waved away the smoke from your scorched popcorn and floated back to the ceiling.
You got an A+.
You never looked your professor in the eyes again.
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The ramen’s cold. You’re sitting on the linoleum like you’ve lost all connection to chairs and dignity. Your laptop screen glows ominously from the counter, blinking with the cheerful menace of “Project Scores Available Now!” and you, a coward, have chosen denial.
It’s not dramatic. It’s survival.
You twirl a limp noodle around your fork and sigh like a Victorian widow. “If I fail this class, I’m going to live in a bog.”
From above, something shifts. A soft creak. You don’t even flinch anymore.
Lilia is upside down on your kitchen ceiling, arms crossed like a sleeping bat, hair dangling like he styled it specifically for zero gravity. His eyes are glowing just slightly in the dim light of the fridge. His entire posture says: I live here. Get used to it.
“You’ll be fine,” he says in that lilting tone of someone who has definitely hexed a registrar before.
You stare at him and jab your fork in his general direction. “Are you here to flirt with me or drink my blood?”
A beat.
“Yes,” he says, all teeth.
You shovel another bite of ramen into your mouth because honestly? Sounds great either way.
He drifts down from the ceiling a moment later, floating like an unsettling balloon and landing in a crouch beside you.
“You know,” he murmurs, peering into your bowl, “when I was in training, we had to fight actual hydras for credit. These grades mean nothing.”
“Yeah, well,” you grumble, “I’m fighting for my life against microwave deadlines and soul-crushing group projects.”
Lilia hums thoughtfully. “Still might be harder than the hydras.”
You blink at him. “...Really?”
“No,” he says sweetly. “But I am proud of you.”
And somehow, the noodles taste a little better after that.
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It’s late. The kind of late where everything is quiet, the hum of the fridge is loud, and the streetlights cast long, sleepy shadows through the kitchen window. You’re both where you usually end up—on the floor, cross-legged, surrounded by mismatched mugs and half-eaten snacks, your laptop forgotten somewhere under a throw blanket.
You don’t know why you ask it. Maybe it’s the way he brewed your favorite tea without you asking. Maybe it’s the way he always waits until your shoulders slump before he starts playing that dumb, soothing lo-fi playlist. Maybe it’s just… him.
“Why are you so nice to me?” you ask.
Lilia doesn’t answer right away. He tilts his head, as if tasting the weight of your question in the air. His expression softens—not his usual mischievous grin or teasing smirk, but something quieter. Something old.
“Because,” he says, voice low, “I once led a thousand men into war for less than a kind word.”
He looks at you then, and it feels like the air stills.
“And you give them to me freely.”
“I was never quite friend. Never quite equal. Not really.”
His voice doesn’t change, but your heart lurches anyway.
“But you—” He finally glances down at you, eyes glowing faint in the dark kitchen light. “You argue with me about cereal. You yell at me to do the dishes. You make me playlists.”
He grins, crooked and fond. “You treat me like a person.”
Your mouth opens, but nothing comes out. Not even a joke. Not even a deflection.
You blink too fast. You pretend it’s dust in your eye. You laugh like it’s a silly thing to say, like your throat isn’t tight and your chest isn’t aching in that strange, warm way he always brings.
He doesn’t call you out on it. He just passes you a cookie shaped like a bat and starts humming a song you don’t know but wish you did.
You think you’re in trouble.
You also think you don’t mind.
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You burst through the front door like you’ve been launched from a cannon, nearly trip on your own shoes, and absolutely yeet your bag across the living room.
Lilia, as always, is committing war crimes in the kitchen. The smoke alarm gave up trying weeks ago. Today’s offense appears to be something that was probably lasagna and is now definitely a smoldering, unidentifiable cube.
He turns, oven mitts on both hands, looking entirely unbothered. “Oh? What’s got you bouncing around like a forest sprite on sugar?”
You can’t speak. You’re too giddy, too high on disbelief and the distinct buzz of miracle. You just hold up your phone, the grades page glowing like divine scripture.
“I PASSED!” you shout, already halfway into a hop.
He blinks. “All of them?”
You nod, borderline feral. “All of them. Even Philosophy, which I wrote the final paper on the wrong philosopher. The wrong century, even!”
Lilia sets down the scorched tray. “Ah. So the blessings worked.”
You freeze. Narrow your eyes. “What blessings?”
He smiles innocently. “Who’s to say? Perhaps the stars aligned. Perhaps the registrar owes me a favor. Perhaps I made a quiet appeal to an ancient power.”
“You hexed my finals.”
“I charmed your finals.”
You don’t care. You really, really don’t care. The stress is finally gone. Your body is light, your soul is free, and for the first time since this bizarre roommate-summoning-covenant began, you feel at ease.
So you cross the room in a few strides, grin so wide it nearly splits your face, and kiss him.
It’s impulsive. Honest. Stupid. Exactly right.
He hums, surprised but pleased, and kisses you back—tasting faintly of burned tomato sauce and centuries of mischief.
You pull away breathless, blinking. “I mean—uh—thank you?”
He chuckles, touching your cheek with one (still oven-mitted) hand. “You’re welcome, dearest.”
The lasagna is absolutely inedible, but you eat it anyway.
With him, even burnt food tastes like victory.
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The kitchen floor is cold, the overhead light is buzzing ominously, and there’s a suspiciously damp dish towel under your back, but you’re too tired to care. Finals are over. The semester’s been crushed beneath your heel like a can of off-brand energy drink. Lilia’s lying beside you, arms folded behind his head, legs kicked up like he’s cloud-gazing instead of staring at the slightly water-stained ceiling.
There’s a half-eaten sleeve of cookies on your chest. You’re not sure who put it there. You’ve been eating them slowly, like a grazing animal trying to forget it exists.
You sigh. He sighs louder, out of sheer competition. You elbow him, he laughs. The fridge hums like it’s sharing in the moment.
Then, because it feels right—or at least stupid in the exact right way—you turn your head and say, “Hey, Lilia. Wanna get married?”
There’s a beat. Maybe two.
“Yup,” he says, cheerful as anything. “Let’s do it. Right now? I can carve the rings. I’ve got bone.”
You blink.
He smiles.
You blink again. “I was joking.”
“I wasn’t.”
Silence.
“Wait—bone?”
He wiggles his eyebrows. “What, you think I don’t have crafting materials?”
You stare at him. He stares right back, unblinking, until you crack up so hard the cookie sleeve falls off your chest and crumbles into sad little crumbs on the tile.
“Gods, you’re insane,” you wheeze, wiping your eyes.
He grins, fangs showing. “Only for you, spouse.”
You cover your face, but you're smiling like an idiot. Because even if he's joking—and you're not entirely sure he is—there’s a warmth in your chest that doesn’t feel like just cookie crumbs and post-finals exhaustion.
You’re doomed. You’re in love. And apparently, you’re engaged now.
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"someone save me from this university" - me as i wrote this. (also was written very very high on caffeine and stress so i'm sorry for the extreme chaos)
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kianamaiart ¡ 2 days ago
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why do people keep acting like you're some underground artist with less than 1k followers. I feel like many of the groups I'm in need to focus on artists who haven't had the amount of studio experience and connections that you do and frankly it's just bothersome. you already know your show is going to get picked, you have voice actors, you have the resources, and a lot of us don't. I do wish that you used your platform to help those people but you're just as tight knot as everyone else. I'm sure studios like studio smokescreen would be open to helping you out in the case that the big companies you work don't. you have enough work to even do programs like trojan horse is a unicorn or the rookie awards, because it seems like that's why every single person who I've seen share your art in my groups seems to treat it as if you're not already successful. i just wish you'd stop being humble.
I'm not exactly sure what how you want me to respond here hahaha.
I agree that it is funny when people assume I blew up over night after posting the pilot. Though to give them the benefit of the doubt, it is probably the most notable thing I've done in the internet sphere and it got big on youtube (a platform i had little presence on prior) so there are a lot of people who are just discovering my work and because it's the only thing they've seen, in their mind it's the thing I'm known for.
I'm not sure what groups your in but I do hope smaller creators are uplifted and have the same, if not more success than I've been met with. While I do have the connections and experience now, it is something I've worked towards for well over 10 years now. Drawing A LOT, making genuine connections with people over time, offering my own time to friends' projects, mentoring etc.
Being humble is what got me here and also just a fundamental part of who I am. I'm proud of where I am and what I've done but I never want to pretend I'm too good for something. I feel like doing so closes you off to a lot of experiences. "Success" is incredibly subjective and it's an ever changing goal post that varies from person to person. I still have a lot to learn and will try to keep that mindset no matter what my metric for success is.
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ari-ana-bel-la ¡ 2 days ago
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Can you please do a George having a daughter the same age as Kimi, and he finds out there dating, and freaking out?
The boyfriend/teammate
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"I can't believe he thinks he's faster than me through Sector 2," Kimi scoffed, tossing a protein bar toward Yn, who caught it effortlessly.
They were sitting on a low wall just behind the hospitality area, the warm hum of the paddock swirling around them. Mechanics rushed by, PR people clicked down the walkways in sharp heels, and the ever-present sound of tires being rolled echoed nearby.
"You are faster," Yn said with a smirk, unwrapping the bar. "But he's not wrong about your starts. Those are a disaster."
"Okay, rude," Kimi mock-pouted. "I'm trying my best."
"Your best almost ended up in the pit wall in Bahrain."
Kimi blinked at her. "That was one time."
Yn arched an eyebrow. "Two."
"Okay, fine. Twice. But we’re not talking about that anymore. We’re talking about how awesome I am in Sector 2."
"Your ego needs its own garage space."
Kimi grinned, leaning back on his hands. "You love it."
Yn flushed, just barely, the warmth rising in her cheeks not from the sun.
She did. God help her, she really did.
Yn had grown up in the paddock. Her earliest memories included race day adrenaline, the scent of burning rubber, and her dad’s voice on the radio. By the time she was twelve, she could tell the difference between tire compounds just by looking. By fourteen, she was helping her dad review telemetry.
And now at eighteen, she had the run of the paddock like it was her second home.
Which was great.
Except for the part where her dad’s new teammate was annoyingly charming and exactly her type.
Kimi was just a few months older. He was confident, a little too pretty for his own good, and had a laugh that made her stomach flutter.
It had started slow. A shared joke here. A walk back from the media pen. Watching data together. And then... more.
Now, they snuck hand squeezes behind hospitality tents, exchanged texts all through the night, and once, memorably, made out in the motorhome when the team was at a strategy meeting.
But they'd kept it quiet.
Until now.
"You what?!"
George stood in the team’s motorhome, eyes wide, voice somewhere between a shout and a squeak.
Yn winced. "Dad, calm down."
"I am calm!" George said, clearly not calm. "You’re dating him?"
Kimi, ever unbothered, lifted his hand in a little wave. "Hi."
"Don’t 'hi' me! I trusted you! I mentored you! I— I— I taught you how to heel-and-toe!"
"That was very helpful, thank you," Kimi said earnestly.
George flailed. "Kimi!"
"Dad," Yn said, stepping between them, voice steady. "It’s not like we planned it. We just... started spending time together. You know how often I'm around."
"Yes, and I trusted him!"
"I’m still me," Kimi offered. "Just with your daughter’s number now."
"Not helping!"
"Sorry."
George paced a few steps, hands on his hips, then turned to his daughter.
"Yn. You’re my little girl."
"I’m eighteen."
"My baby girl."
Yn groaned. "You let me drive a car at Silverstone at fifteen."
"Exactly! Because I trust you! But this—this is different."
"Why? Because it’s Kimi?"
"Yes! No! I mean—he’s my teammate!"
Kimi raised a finger. "I’ll never crash into him on purpose."
George stopped pacing. "On purpose?"
"I mean—I wouldn’t crash at all. Sorry. That came out wrong."
George sighed dramatically and sank onto the couch.
"This is going to be a disaster."
"Or not," Yn said softly. "Dad... we care about each other. A lot."
George looked up at her, then over at Kimi, who looked surprisingly earnest. He’d taken his cap off, ruffling his hair like he always did when nervous.
"I’ll take care of her," Kimi said. "Promise."
There was a long pause.
George sighed again. "I need coffee."
The next day, the entire paddock knew.
Not because they told anyone.
Because George told everyone.
"Did you know my daughter is dating Kimi?" he said to a stunned Toto at the morning briefing.
Toto blinked. "...Congratulations?"
"Thanks. I think. Maybe. I don’t know!"
When Max wandered into the lounge later, George cornered him.
"She’s seeing Kimi."
"...And you’re telling me this why?"
"Because you’ve known him for years! Should I be worried?"
Max blinked. "About what? That he’s gonna crash her into a wall of roses? He’s the most boringly respectful guy I’ve ever met."
George frowned. "That's what worries me. No one is that respectful."
Later that afternoon, Kimi was cornered by a swarm of drivers in the cool down room.
"You’re dating George’s daughter?" Lando asked, grinning wide.
"Please tell me you told George in the car."
"No, it was in the motorhome," Kimi muttered.
"Coward," Pierre said, flopping onto a beanbag. "I would’ve done it in the garage. With the radio on."
Oscar leaned over. "Are you scared of him?"
"Terrified," Kimi admitted. "He keeps looking at me like he’s imagining pit stop sabotage."
George, for his part, was trying to be supportive.
He just... had moments.
Like when he stood outside the motorhome while Kimi and Yn were inside, dramatically clearing his throat every five minutes.
Or when he "accidentally" sat between them at dinner.
Or when he started casually asking Kimi about his intentions. Every day. In public.
"So, Kimi," George said, strolling up with a totally fake smile, "where do you see yourself in five years?"
Kimi blinked. "...Still racing, maybe. Traveling. With Yn, hopefully."
George narrowed his eyes. "Mm-hm."
"You asked," Kimi said defensively.
"Just making sure we’re on the same page."
Yn rolled her eyes so hard she almost tipped over.
But slowly, things softened.
George saw how Kimi waited for Yn outside of interviews. How he held her hand protectively in crowded media zones. How he watched her with the same tenderness George remembered in Carmen’s eyes when Yn was born.
One evening, George found them sitting under a canopy of stars behind the paddock, Kimi’s jacket wrapped around Yn’s shoulders, her head on his shoulder.
George didn’t interrupt.
Just watched for a moment.
Then smiled.
The race that weekend was a blur of chaos—rain, safety cars, unexpected pit stops. Kimi managed a podium. George finished just behind.
As they stepped off the podium, champagne-soaked and exhausted, George nudged Kimi.
"Nice drive."
Kimi turned, blinking. "Thanks. You too."
George gave him a long look.
Then smirked.
"Hurt her and I’ll replace your steering wheel with a baguette."
Kimi grinned. "Noted."
"Good. Now go kiss your girlfriend before the photographers find her."
And with that, George walked off, already planning to call Carmen and tell her everything.
Kimi ran straight to Yn, swept her up in a hug, spinning her slightly before pressing a kiss to her lips. She laughed into it, arms wrapped tight around his neck.
"He smiled," Kimi whispered.
"My dad?"
"He didn’t even flinch."
"Wow. Progress."
"Do you think he likes me now?"
Yn grinned. "Let’s not get ahead of ourselves."
Back in the motorhome that night, George flopped onto the couch beside Carmen.
"She’s in love."
Carmen looked up from her book. "We knew that."
"With Kimi."
She smiled. "I know."
George groaned. "I’m not ready."
Carmen kissed his cheek. "You don’t have to be. You just have to be there."
He sighed. "Do you think I can still scare him a little? Just to keep him on his toes?"
Carmen smirked. "Oh, absolutely. That’s a father’s job."
George nodded. "Good. Tomorrow I’m sending him a list of dating rules."
Carmen raised an eyebrow. "Color-coded?"
"Laminated."
She laughed, leaning into him.
And in the next room, Yn and Kimi lay curled on the couch, watching old race replays, fingers entwined, hearts full.
Love, it seemed, had found its place on the grid.
Even if it had to dodge a few protective elbows along the way.
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Authors Note: Hey loves. I hope you enjoyed reading this story. My requests are always open for you!
Also, please ignore that the ages of the people don't really make sense. Thank you!
Another also, thank you to 🐴Anon for your kind words (OMG, I have an anon (can I even say that?)).
To answer some questions, yes I can speak German because I'm from Austria. About writing Part 2's for some stories, I'll have to think about that.
Thank you for all your kind words and support!
Special shoutout to @heyitspapayaontop for defending me with their life. Now that's what I call a real girls girl
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saatorus ¡ 1 day ago
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— freak like me ୨ৎ
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based off of this post
wc — 2.8k
warnings — oral (m receiving), unprotected sex, genuinely just 2.8k words of filth bc i need satoru :3
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Sometimes, you truly want to grab your husband by the shoulders and genuinely ask him what the hell is wrong with him.
In a purely cute, loving, wifey way, of course.
You had been lounging at home, listless but not tired, charged up but not in a productive way. The kind of restless where you start wiping already-clean counters just to burn energy. Or reorganizing your skincare drawer for the fourth time that week.
Your body felt hot under the skin, like something in you was coiled up and ready to snap. There was only one explanation for this kind of jittery, razor-sharp awareness running under your skin like a live wire. So, like any other normal person, you opened your period tracking app.
Yup. Ovulating.
Fantastic. That explained the horniness bordering on religious fervor. Everything in your body was screaming breed like it was written in your DNA. So, just like any other wife with the patience of a saint and the self-control of a demigod, you texted your husband Satoru at work.
You 12:47PM
hey u
quick q
Husband (derogatory) 12:48PM
answer is yes unless it’s illegal
You 12:48PM
r u busy or r u like pretend busy like usual
Husband (derogatory) 12:48PM
ur sounding like ur abt to ask me to pick up toilet paper and i hate that tone
what’s up
You 12:49PM
im ovulating
Husband (derogatory) 12:49PM
oh👀
ok. and?
You 12:49PM
so when u get home
ur not gonna get to say hi
or breathe
or take off ur shoes
i’m going to destroy you
like i actually might kill you with my pussy
Husband (derogatory) 12:50PM
😳
bold of u to assume i’d try to survive
You 12:50PM
bold of u to send me nothing spicy of u but be mean to me when u know i’m genuinely suffering and shit like omg
Husband (derogatory) 12:51PM
what do u want me to do??? send u a live feed of my cock at work???
do u want me to be on a list???
You 12:51PM
no but like
a lil thirst trap wouldn’t kill u
show me smth for the spank bank
Husband (derogatory) 12:52PM
u want a pic of my abs rn??
i got time
lemme hit my office for a sec
You 12:52PM
if u send me a pic right now i swear i’ll spontaneously combust
Husband (derogatory) 12:55PM
[1 image attached]
🥰
tell me i’m pretty
You 12:55PM
i hope u know this photo just signed ur death warrant
ur gonna be BURIED in me. like to the point where ur dick is like never getting out of me 
Husband (derogatory) 12:56PM
ok but like
worth it??
do i look hot
scale of 1 to rawdog me in the kitchen while the rice is still cooking
You 12:56PM
absolutely rawdog in the kitchen with zero regard for the rice
ur not even making it to the bedroom. my clit hard at dis 
Husband (derogatory) 12:57PM
god
i’m bricked up in front of principal yaga rn
i hope ur happy
You 12:57PM
good
suffer
consider it foreplay
You stared at the photo again. The audacity of this man to stand there with perfect abs, just barely flexed, pants sitting sinfully low on his hips like he knew the way your brain would short-circuit. The lighting in his office was stupidly flattering—somehow made his skin look so nice and delectable. Not to mention the veins going down to his cock?
You chewed on your lip, pacing the living room like a predator. There was simply no way you were surviving the next few hours. You even considered sending him a photo back—bait for bait, a little tit-for-tat—but decided against it. Let him suffer.
Let the anticipation kill him softly.
When he gets home? You’re not talking. You’re not greeting. You’re not doing anything except dragging him inside and absolutely sucking the soul out of the man you had ended up marrying.
–
It was exactly 6:02PM when you heard the door unlock.
Two minutes late. Not that you were keeping track or anything… except you definitely were, curled up on the couch in a barely-there pair of shorts and one of his old shirts with no bra underneath. Strategic slutty domesticity. A war tactic.
You didn’t even look up right away. Let the tension simmer. Let him walk in and realize what he’s just stepped into.
The door creaked open, followed by the soft jingle of his keys and the unmistakable shuffle of his slides hitting the entryway.
Then:
“I’m home—”
You were already standing in front of him before he could finish the sentence.
The look on his face was criminally satisfied. Like he knew he was walking into the lion’s den and brought himself as the offering. His blindfold was pooled around his neck– it was a habit for him to take it off at home. His white hair was a little tousled from the wind, and he had the audacity to be smiling.
“Hi, babe—”
You didn’t even let him finish his sentence. You fisted your hands in the front of his shirt and yanked him down into a kiss so hot it made your knees buckle. He groaned into your mouth, hands flying to your hips out of instinct.
“Jesus—” he panted against your lips, breath already shaky. “You weren’t joking.”
“I told you I was gonna ruin you,” you muttered, kissing down his jaw, “You think I just say things for fun?”
His laugh was breathless, cocky, but already crumbling. “You do, though.”
You reached between your bodies and palmed him through his pants. “Not today.”
Satoru hissed, bracing one hand against the wall. “Okay, wow. Hi. Hello. I see the demons are home.”
“You started it,” you said sweetly, unzipping his pants like you were opening a present. “Sending me that photo like I’m not clinically insane for you.”
“I was tryna be nice— shit—”
His sentence broke off into a groan as you sank to your knees right there in the hallway. He wasn’t even fully undressed, shirt still on, pants down just enough for you to get what you wanted. And what you wanted?
To suck his soul out like a Capri Sun.
You eagerly took him in your mouth, lips wrapping around him– absolutely no time for teasing– taking him as far as you could the moment he slipped into your mouth. You moaned at the taste of him, at the feeling of his prominent veins on your tongue, and the way that he just sat so hot and heavy in your mouth.
“Baby,” he rasped, one hand threading through your hair, the other gripping the wall so hard you swore it cracked a little. “Not— not even the bedroom?”
You hummed around him in response.
“Fuck—okay, okay—take everything. Take the whole paycheck.”
You didn’t let up—not even when his knees buckled, not when your nose repeatedly kept hitting the smattering of white hair above his base, not when his pink, throbbing tip kept hitting the back of your throat so good that your pussy felt like it was a puddle at this point, not when he was gasping out half-finished apologies to whatever god he believed in, not when he muttered something about filing for short-term disability because of "whatever the fuck this is."
He came so hard you were genuinely concerned for a second that his soul had actually left his body. Filled your throat with him, even. Like a capri sun. Man folded like an origami crane. Sagged against the wall with his shirt all rumpled, hair sticking to his forehead, and the most dazed, fucked-out look you’d ever seen on his stupidly pretty face.
You licked your lips and stood up slowly, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand like a villain in a K-drama. 
Satoru looked up at you like you were the Messiah and the apocalypse all in one.
“You’re insane,” he whispered, voice hoarse.
“You love it.”
“I do,” he breathed. “God, I really do. I’m in love with the devil.”
You cupped his cheeks and kissed him sweetly, gently, like you hadn’t just given him a religious experience with your mouth.
Then you whispered in his ear:
“Round two’s in the kitchen.”
He made a sound that was not human.
By the time he made it to the kitchen—pants back up but barely, shirt half-untucked like he just walked off a battlefield—he looked like he had one brain cell left, and it was begging for mercy.
You, however?
Unbothered. Glowing. A menace in tiny shorts and smug satisfaction.
You leaned against the counter, one leg crossed over the other, nursing a glass of water like you hadn’t just rearranged his internal organs. “I said round two in the kitchen,” you reminded him, sipping slowly. “You moving a little slow there, old man.”
He squinted at you, chest still rising and falling. “You’re trying to kill me.”
“Technically, I warned you.”
“You warned me via text,” he muttered, walking over with the exaggerated drag of a man heading into war. “There’s a difference between texting me you’re gonna ruin me and actually attempting a physical exorcism on my soul through my dick.”
You grinned. “Still had enough energy to come find me, though.”
“That’s because my penis is a traitor and doesn’t believe in self-preservation.”
“Your penis is smart. Your penis is loyal. Your penis knows who feeds it.”
You didn’t wait for a reply. You set the glass down with a click, reached for his collar, and pulled him in. “Bend me over the counter,” you whispered against his lips.
He choked.
Eyes wide. Pupils blown. Brain visibly buffering.
And then: obedience.
“I—yes. Okay. I mean—of course. Obviously.” He practically tossed your glass to the side and spun you around, hands already slipping under your shirt, finding your bare skin like he was made for it. His thumbs hooked underneath the waistband of your shorts, halting when he felt the smooth skin of your hip bones and not the waistband of your panties.
“Fuck,” he muttered, voice wrecked. “No panties?”
“I was planning ahead,” you said, bending slightly and bracing your hands against the counter.
“God, I love you so much it actually hurts.” He kissed down the back of your neck, worshipful. “You’re unreal.” He slipped down your shorts, and then his already halfway down pants, aligning his tip with your soaking entrance.
Then he slid into you with a groan so filthy it echoed off the cabinets. You gasped, arching, clenching around him instinctively, and heard him let out a shaky laugh.
“This is a setup,” he whispered, biting your shoulder. “I feel like you’re doing this to steal my powers. Like I’m not gonna be able to use infinity after this.”
You couldn’t even form a reply—your mouth was open, moaning, hands scrabbling for purchase. He wasn’t going slow. Not anymore. Whatever restraint he had left burned off the moment he was inside you. It was fast, deep, messy. The kind of fucking that blurred your vision and made your toes curl.
Satoru’s fingers dug into your hips as he pounded into you, saying all kinds of nonsense against your skin:
“Been thinking about you all goddamn day—” “—knew I was in trouble when you said ovulating—” “—you were serious about the soul thing, huh? gonna baptize me in pussy—”
You half-laughed, half-cried out as he hit a spot that made your legs shake.
He reached around to rub tight, dirty circles on your clit, whispering, “C’mon, baby, let go for me, lemme feel it, wanna feel you lose your mind—fuck, please—”
And you did—with a broken moan and a full-body tremble that had your knees buckling, your body locking up so tight around him that he swore out loud, dropped his forehead to your shoulder, and followed you over the edge with a deep, shaky groan that sounded like it came from the depths.
The kitchen went quiet except for your breathing. The rice cooker beeped once, like it had seen things.
You both just stood there, still connected, sweaty, wrecked, in the soft afterglow of holy sin.
“…do we have any electrolytes?” he asked weakly.
You giggled. “Top shelf. Pedialyte in the purple bottle.”
“You’re a menace,” he said, pulling out slowly with a wince. “I’m not even mad. I’m just scared.”
You turned to face him, cupping his face and giving him the sweetest kiss imaginable. “You’ll live.”
He blinked. “Will I? Are you sure? Like… can I put you on my life insurance as both the cause and beneficiary of death?” Satoru was still recovering—barely holding himself up against the counter, forehead pressed to the cool surface, chest heaving like he’d just run a marathon while holding his breath.
You, on the other hand, were just sitting on the counter next to him sipping water like a perfectly reasonable, not at all deranged wife. Ignore the fact that his cum was steadily drying on your thighs after dripping out once he pulled out.
“So,” you said casually, like you weren’t actively naked in your own kitchen. “You think the rice is done?”
“Baby,” he said, voice hoarse, muffled, like he didn’t trust himself to lift his head. “Please. I don’t even remember my own name.”
You leaned over and patted his ass. “That’s okay. You don’t need a name. You just need to sit up on that counter for me.”
He groaned. “I need food. I need air. I need—what did I even do to deserve this?”
“You sent me a thirst trap.”
“You literally asked me for it,” he whined, straightening up slowly, eyes glassy.
You pushed off the counter—with a slight wobble—and before he could get another sarcastic word out, you moved away from from the counter in the middle of the kitchen, boosting yourself up onto the counter right next to the stove, legs spread, voice sugar-sweet.
“C’mere.”
He blinked. “Oh my god. Are you gonna ride me next to the soy sauce?”
“Would you prefer the spice cabinet?”
He didn’t even hesitate. “Spice cabinet.”
—
Somehow, somehow, you ended up on the higher shelf. Not the safe little cozy edge of the island—no. You were straddling him on the counter in the corner by the window, legs draped around his thighs, knee bumping the pepper grinder, and he looked like he was going to have a nervous breakdown about how hot it was.
Satoru kissed you like a man possessed—hands on your thighs, holding you open for him, still too breathless from the last round to be cocky but desperate enough not to care.
“I don’t have anything left,” he whispered into your mouth. “You’ve drained me. I’m just a shell of a man now.”
“Then let me fill you back up,” you said, not even remotely sorry.
“Do you even hear yourself—holy shit—”
You’d sunk down onto him again, slow and deep, pulling a moan out of him so loud it had no business being that pretty. His head dropped to your shoulder as you started riding him, deliberately slow this time, grinding in small, agonizing circles.
“I’m gonna pass out,” he whispered. “You’re gonna have to call Shoko and be like, ‘Hi, I murdered my husband with pussy and now he’s trapped in the rice cooker, can you help me scrape him out?’”
You leaned in close, teeth grazing his ear.  “She’d say ‘finally.’”
His hands flew to your hips, grip bruising, and he started moving with you, fucking up into you like he’d found his second wind in the middle of his own funeral.
The countertop creaked under you. The spice jars rattled. A cinnamon container fell off the shelf at one point and he caught it one-handed without breaking rhythm, then threw it over his shoulder like an anime protagonist mid-battle.
“Why is this the best sex of my life—” he gasped, eyes wild.
“Because I’m ovulating and mad,” you panted, nails digging into his back. “Because you purposely sent me your cum-worthy abs.”
“So my ballsack is being drained because of some muscles on my abdomen?—”
“You don’t get it—”
And then you came together in the middle of the kitchen like two idiots in heat, clinging to each other, half-screaming into each other’s skin like the world was ending. Which, in a way, it was. Your knees were shaking. His hands wouldn’t stop twitching. 
The counter was definitely never going to recover.
And when it was over, when the both of you were breathless and sweaty and completely unhinged, he looked at you—kiss-bitten, flushed, utterly destroyed—and whispered:
“I don’t think I can eat rice ever again.”
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snail-day ¡ 2 days ago
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Satoru gets into little giggle fits from time to time, especially when you refuse to kiss him back. It’s late, well past bedtime. You’ve been dozing off at the dining room table, phone slipping from your fingers, head tilted just barely to the side. Across from you, Satoru sits hunched over his laptop, supposedly reviewing his students’ reports, but his eyes keep flicking up to you. Watching. Those baby blues crinkle at the corners when your head bobs for the third time.
He leans back in his chair, stretching his long limbs with an exaggerated yawn. “C’mon,” he hums, voice lilting and sweet. “Do I need to carry you?”
You don't answer. You're too tired or maybe you just want to see what he’ll do. And, of course, he does exactly what you expect.
He scoops you up effortlessly, arms sliding beneath your legs and back in one smooth motion. Your body molds against his without resistance, limp from sleep and too much comfort. He’s annoyingly warm. Radiating heat, soft clothed chest solid under your cheek as he carries you to the bedroom.
Satoru giggles. Not once, but in little bursts, like each sleepy twitch of yours and cranky grumbles as you try to make his life harder.
He sets you down on the bed, soft sheets enveloping you in their warmth, hands trailing from your thighs to your hips as he shifts you into place. Those slender fingers, a little calloused at the joints, but always gentle. They slip down at the waistband of your pants with ease, murmuring nonsense as he goes. Small complaints when you don't make his job easier. Kissing your skin between every motion, your temple, your nose, the corner of your mouth.
“You could try cooperating,” he grumbles affectionately, his voice vibrating against your ear. “I’m not undressing you because I want sex, you silly goose, I just want you to be comfy.”
And still, you don’t kiss him back. Brat. Causing him to freeze, his lashes to flutter. His white brows twitch, pinching up in soft annoyance.
“…Did you just not kiss me? Me?” Satoru leans back slightly, arms bracketing your head as he looms above you. “Wow. That’s crazy.”
You should’ve run when you had the chance. Without warning, he straddles your waist, knees caging you in, his ridiculous grin stretching wide across his perfect face. “Guess I’ll just have to punish you.”
Lunges forward, fingers finding your sides, your thighs, your ribs, and god, he’s relentless. Satoru is the worst person to be tickled by. Not just because he’s strong and fast (though both are true), but because he knows exactly where to touch. Reflexes honed from years of battle and used solely, exclusively, to torment you.
You shriek, trying to twist away, but it’s hopeless. He pins you with his whole body, lanky and giggly. His chest presses flush to yours, thighs snug around your hips, and his hands won’t stop moving.
“Where’s my kiss at?” he teases, laughing right in your ear. “Oh? Still nothing? Wow. I guess I gotta tickle you again! What a tragedy!”
You’re breathless by the time he relents, tears at the corners of your eyes from laughing too hard, your body aching from how tightly he held you. He finally settles, lowering himself until he’s practically draped across you, his head nestled under your chin. One arm loops under your back, the other curling protectively over your stomach. All that heat, all that size, and he just melts on top of you like a blanket.
Eventually, when he leans up to steal another kiss - warm breath fanning over your cheek - you give in. Just one. Barely a brush of lips.
He exhales like it’s the first breath he’s taken all night. Nuzzles into your neck with a pleased little whimper. “Mmm. There’s my girl.”
You roll your eyes, but your fingers still find his hair.
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paulyenvol6 ¡ 3 days ago
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On Your Terms
All you want tonight is for Joel to be rough with you and although he is reluctant at first, not wanting to cause you any pain, he complies, giving you a night of sensation and thrill.
Contains: smut, unprotected sex, p in v, oral (m & f receiving), pain kink, rough deepthroat, crying, Joel is very rough but reader encourages him to, mentions of physical discomfort but it's a kink, dirty talk, degradation, daddy kink, choking, overstimulation, slapping, mentions of a safe word, aftercare
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You blinked a few times and rolled on your side, limbs stretching as you yawned open-mouthedly.
For some strange reason you felt frustrated and discontent but couldn't exactly figure out why.
Joel. You wished Joel was next to you and when you slowly sat up on the bed you realised you craved more than just his presence.Your head was spinning and it took you a second to collect yourself when you got up, because you had been lying on the bed for half an hour, turning from side to side in boredom, not knowing what to do with the time. But now you had a clear goal in mind and headed towards the living room, feet dragging over the floor.
"Joel?" you asked as you peaked inside and your heart jumped when you saw him sitting on the couch, a book in his hand and his eyebrows lifting when he darted at you.
"You alright?" he asked, instant concern showing in his expression.
He was always like that; looking out for you and worrying about your welfare, no matter how many times you told him you didn't need it. You secretly enjoyed his treatment, though, which you were pretty sure Joel was aware of as well.
"Yes. Just need you," you whispered, standing awkwardly in front of him, but then he chuckled and took your hand in his, squeezing your fingers gently.
"Then come here, baby."
He pulled you to sit on the couch, your back situated against his chest and a strong arm immediately reached to wrap around your waist, pushing you against his broad body.
"Mhmm… my sweet girl," he mumbled against your nape, smelling your hair and holding you with such a firmity that it got under your skin in more levels than simply feeling comforted and cared for. You wanted him. And you wanted him hard, preferably feeling him with every inch of your skin and muscle of your body.
"Joel," you therefore whispered, way too needy to play it cool and wait for him to initiate anything.
"Yeah?" he said, his hand coming to rest on your lower belly where it splayed out to move you impossibly closer to him.
"I want you," you mumbled, peaking over your shoulder to watch his expression and a shudder going through your body when a smirk creeped up on his face.
"Mhmm you naughty girl," he grinned and buried his face in your hair. "So that's what you came to me for? I thought you just wanted to cuddle for a bit but of course my pretty girl has more in mind…"
His low voice increased your lust in indescribable ways and you unconsciously started to rock your ass against his center although you didn't have a lot of freedom to move due to his strong grip around you.
"Please, I need you. Please, daddy."
Perhaps this was the moment when Joel understood the dimensions of your desire because you felt his fingers dig deeper into your flesh, almost so hard that it hurt, but that was exactly what you wanted.
His left hand moved up your side stopping under your arm and then trailing a finger over the side of your breast.
"Yeah? You need your daddy? It's that bad?"
A quiet whine left your mouth, your heartbeat roaring in your ear and adrenaline shooting through your veins making you hyper-aware of your surroundings and therefore each brush over your clothed skin and each word that sounded so intimate out of his mouth.
You found that this was one of Joel's superpowers, or rather superweapons. He managed to make the most normal thing sound like it came from a porno. All he had to do was lower his voice and he could talk about grocery shopping and make you press your thighs together to defeat the throbbing heat in between.
That was exactly what was happening right now. Your body was tense, your pussy already urgently yearning for release although he hadn't even started yet.
"C'mon, babygirl. Want you to use your voice for me," Joel encouraged you and ran a hand over your thigh.
"Yes. I need you, daddy. And I… I need it to hurt."
It wasn't a surprise to you that he hesitated. He always did that when you wanted him to be very rough with you, so you just prayed that he would be in the mood tonight and wouldn't make you suffer for too long.
"Baby…," he sighed, gently turning your head so he could see your face.
"Please, Joel," you pleaded, not using his nick name on purpose so he would know that this really was you speaking and you weren't just mindlessly demanding it because you happened to be very horny tonight.
"I really want it. I wanna… I want to feel the pain, please."
Joel chewed on his bottom lip clearly fighting with himself and you could pretty much tell what was going on behind his forehead.
It was basically the same discussion every time; he loved you and wanted to give you the world and that included doing whatever you wanted from him in the bedroom. And if this was being rough with you he wanted to fullfil this wish too. But the big problem he had was that he simply didn't want to hurt you. He was haunted by the fear of it being too much for you or that he was doing something you didn't actually like despite your assurances.
"Jesus…" he sighed rubbing over his eyes and then turned your whole body around so the two of you were face to face.
"You know I want you to feel good, right?"
You nodded reaching for his big hand just to have physical contact with him.
"But you know I just don't like seeing you in pain," he whispered stroking your cheek with his left hand.
"But I like it so much, Joel, please. I enjoy it. It's what I want."
There was still a doubtful glance in his eyes but given the way he dropped his shoulders, you knew you had already won.
"You really do? And you're sure you're in the mood for it tonight?" he craved further confirmation and then sighed when you nodded, your eyes round but full of determination.
"But you knew the safe word. And how this is gonna work."
You shook your head in agreement again but Joel wasn't satisfied yet and held your face to make you look at him.
"I want ya to say it, baby. I needa make sure you knew the rules."
You watched him under your lashes, the anticipation already bubbling in your stomach, but you couldn't quite let it engulf you yet, having to make sure Joel was fully into it as well before you let your lust take over.
"The safe word is red. You're only gonna stop if I say it. Yellow means I don't want you to stop but I want you to slow down. Green means everything is fine."
He nodded in approvement and leaned in to kiss your hairline.
"Yes. And don't be scared to use the safe word if you need it. It's what it's there for."
"Yes daddy," you answered softly which was the starting signale for the both of you.
Joel took your face in both of his rough hands, kissing you gently but you were more than familiar with the way he could devour your mouth in one moment and dominate it in the next. And you couldn't have been more right; his mouth aggressively clashed against yours, so that you would have moved backwards if his hands around your face hadn't prevented it.
Soon his tongue demanded entrance and once you granted it he shoved it into your mouth, teeth crashing against teeth and his tongue not hesitating to dominate your mouth. It was a heated kiss but just the kind you were craving right now. When you felt his hands traveling down to grab your waist a croaked whine left your throat and you swore you could feel Joel smirk against your lips.
"You want this to hurt, huh?" he growled, his hot breath brushing over your chin.
"Yes," you moaned and squealed as he grabbed your left breast, roughly kneading the flesh through your t shirt and grazing with his nails over your nipple.
"Lay on your back. Head on the armrest."
He pulled away from you so suddenly that you instantly felt cold but then were quick to follow his order and moved to lay down just the way he wanted you to. You bent your neck to watch what he was doing and your pussy painfully clenched when you saw him unbuckle his belt, his swift fingers pulling down his jeans and briefs in one quick movement.
Only then did his gaze return to you and he bit his lip at the way you wriggled on the couch, touch-starved and needy for him. Joel walked to stand next to the couch, your head upside down and close to his center, but before he did anything, his hand connected with your chin, tilting your face and caressing the soft skin of your cheek.
"You know you can tap out if it's too much. I wanna give you what ya want but I don't want ya to get seriously injured, okay? Tap my thigh twice if you want me to stop."
You moved with your head showing him that you took his words to heart and then crawled closer towards him, your mouth almost drooling for his thick long cock that looked so endearing from this angle.
"Say it, baby. C'mon, you know that this is important. I'm only gonna do this if you cooperate with me. If I ask you a question or tell you somethin' important I want to hear vocally that you understood me."
You gulped, head resting on the armrest, and looked up at his face from your upside-down position, quickly clearing your throat before he could back out.
"Yes. I heard it. M'gonna tap your thigh twice if I want you to stop."
"Good girl," Joel whispered which made your heart skip a beat and at this point your eyes filled with tears, the need to feel him down your throat never having been larger.
"Then open your mouth. Wide," he commanded and he hadn't even finished the sentence before your lips parted, your whole body trembling with excitement.
Your pupils darted at his face while he pumped himself a few times and then pushed the red tip of his cock past your lips, your nostrils immediately flaring so you could breathe through your nose instead of your throat and would be able to take him as deep as possible.
And Joel did go deep. It seemed like he sincerely wanted to do you the favor of giving you the rough treatment tonight because the tip of his dick already grazed the back of your throat in the first go. You hadn't expected it and choked, your fingers pressing into the side of the couch as your teary eyes blinked hectically.
That's a good girl..." you heard Joel's deep voice and looked up at him, his face contorted with pleasure.
He was balls deep inside your throat now, not moving to savour the moment and although you felt like you were about to throw up, you triumphed. This was what you had wanted tonight and Joel really seemed to be in a gracious mood. But that didn't mean that what you were going through right now was easy. His tip kissed the back of your throat in a way that made your whole body tense and your hips shift, your jaw soon aching from the stretch of his thick girth and you couldn't breathe.
Joel made you suffer for a few more seconds before bottoming out, giving you a second to take a deep breath and then sliding back in no less carefully than the last time. A pornographic sound echoed off the walls as his slick dick slid past your lips and he moaned loudly as your warmth enveloped him again, your mouth welcoming him so firmly each time he thrust in.
"Ohhh fuck… that's right, babygirl. S'fuckin' perfect."
You panted loudly, struggling to adjust to his thickness and fearing that you would gag but Joel seemed to somehow know exactly when it was too much and backed out every time you doubted you could hold much longer.
Your face was a complete mess, saliva running from the corners of your mouth and dripping onto the floor, his precum smeared all over your chin and traces of tears glistening on your cheeks, but neither of you cared. In fact, the filthiness and obscenity only fueled your lust as you were getting off on the feeling of being used like a rag doll.
Joel had his hands on your body the entire time, either massaging your breasts through your shirt and twirling your nipples between his fingers or holding you in place if need be by wrapping a hand around your neck. Your insides seemed to deliciously twist every time he did it because it made the tightness in your throat feel even more thrilling and sensational.
That was why your eyes rolled back when he squeezed and although all of your noises were muffled by his length, Joel could swear he could hear you moan around him, the vibrations making his dick throb.
"Yeah… Makin' a goddamn mess all over yourself, babygirl. But I know it makes your pussy clench, mhm?"
You quietly whimpered, buckling up your hips, your toes curling into the couch and when your own hand rested on top of his he losened up while pulling out a little, allowing you to inhale which you did so heavily that Joel felt bad for a brief moment before remembering that you had asked for this.
He didn't know what kind of fucked-up things were going on in your head but he‘d had this discussion with you a million times already. You liked it when he hurt you and Joel was at a point where he felt he had no choice but to believe it was the right thing to do to act accordingly. Hence, he worked himself inside your throat again, ignoring your loud and rapid panting, as well as the way your throat tensed around him, instead just taking from you what he wanted.
Once he was snug inside you, retching sounds receiving him and your wet eyes staring up to him almost pleadingly, he waited, controlling his racing heart and then groping your left breast again.
"Use your tongue. Around my shaft, just the way daddy likes it…," he mumbled and threw his head back when he felt your tongue twirl around his glans.
"Just like that…"
You didn't even know how you did it yourself because you believed that your mouth was unable to move an inch, fearing that you would get sick all over him in case you did, but when you heard Joel's praise you continued with a new determination, solely focused on pleasing him instead of your gag reflexes.
You were deep in it now, sucking his dick with a steady rhythm and Joel allowed you to take control for a moment, toying with your chest and contently watching you swallow his length until he put a hand on your head and slowly pulled out of your mouth.
In response you whined, eyes searching for his leaking cock that you had enjoyed playing with so much that you were about to demand more but before you could Joel shut you up by rubbing his tip over your lips and you rejoiced, licking and kissing it.
"You did wonderful, babygirl," he said, sounding like he was out of breath, lightly tapping the corner of your mouth with his tip, enjoying stroking the wetness that covered your lower face. He didn't bother to clean you up before stepping backwards to take off the remaining clothes on his body which were his shirt and jeans.
"Shirt off, hon," he shortly demanded and you immediately reached for the hem of your top, pulling it over your head and letting it drop to the ground right next to the couch.
Apart from that you didn't move at all, eagerly waiting for his next move. Once Joel was done he approached you again, his eyes dark and determined with a predetory glistening that made you rub your feet together, craving any kind of friction.
"Please," you quietly whined when he climbed to kneel on the couch with one knee towering over you and smiling down at you, the sudden softness that was visible on his face being a stark contrast to the current circumstances.
"What," he breathed bringing a hand to your leg and trailing it up until he reached the inside of your thigh, teasingly scratching with his nails against the rough fabric of your jeans.
That was the moment when you started to shift again and although you knew that Joel wouldn't be thrilled by the content of your demand you expressed it nevertheless.
"Please don't," you quickly stated and jerked away from him.
"You don't want me to touch you?" he asked clearly confused, a big crease appearing between his eyebrows.
"I do. But I… I don't want you to prepare me. I wanna feel the stretch of you," you said, your voice surprisingly stable and your eyes anxiously darting at your boyfriend. To your fortune he didn't immediately refuse and instead formed a pout with his lips.
"Mhmm…," he made and removed his hands from your thigh to open your jeans instead.
"You really are a dirty l'il girl. You want it to sting real bad, mhm?"
Your heart fluttered, sinful images showing up in your head and everything happened way too slowly for your taste. It almost looked like he was doing it in slow motion when Joel pulled down your jeans and you were quick to kick them off your ankles.
"I want you to be rough, daddy. Wanna get it hard. Please s'what I need."
He smirked crookedly and then hooked his fingers into the waistband of your underwear running his eyes over the dark patch that your wetness had created, almost looking regretful.
"Even though I love tasting her so much…," he sighed, trailing his thumb over your folds but you quickly jerked away, defiant and accusing eyes flashing at him.
"Please daddy. You said you'd do it."
Joel sighed, dropping his shoulders and then delivered a sharp slap on your pussy that made a delicious sting spread in your core, hot burning desire coiling right where he had hit you. That was what you wanted and you were quick to tell him by softening your eyes.
"I need you so badly, daddy."
Another smack came down on your cunt, this time right on your clit and you wriggled beneath him, your body arching to give him better access. Eventually Joel roughly shoved down your panties repeating the motion and slapping you again. He didn't love what you demanded of him but at the same time knew that you were absolutely drenched for him so he didn't worry too much about seriously hurting you. This was what turned you on after all.
Then Joel settled himself between your legs, your thighs eagerly spread wide for him to show him how much you craved it, and by this time you had cracked him. He was too goddamn weak for your perfect pussy and seeing your flushed and swollen skin, your puffy folds and your sore clit - a consequence of his slaps - made his cock twitch.
"Look at that…," he sighed laughing at the way you whined in frustration as he examined your pussy instead of finally shoving it inside of you.
"Please daddy. Please, give it to me."
Joel snorted and then, before you could prepare yourself for it, smacked your cheek, making your head turn. Seconds later his handprint appeared on your already flushed skin and although your eyes were stinging with tears you looked beyond satisfied and the restless movements of your hips showed him that he was giving you exactly what you wanted instead of punishing you.
"Alright, lemme give it to ya," Joel said under breath and then without a lot of teasing aligned his throbbing cock with your pussy and pushed into you in one go.
The wetness drooling between your thighs made it easy for him to slide in and yet he saw your eyes sprang open at the stretch, your hands holding on to his bicep and your mouth agape when he started to fuck you without giving you any time to adjust.
This was the moment Joel always felt the worst because your face was drawn with pain, your eyes teary and your whole body tense but he couldn't stop. He knew that you would complain if he did and so he thrusted in you, ignoring his bad conscience and focusing on hitting you with the right angle to find your g spot.
"C'mon babygirl, lemme hear you," he growled in your ear, picking up the speed when you began to move your hips according to his thrusts.
"J-Joel," you choked, wide eyes staring up to him, your chest buckled up and your hands clenched in fists. You weren't in serious pain of course, but the thickness of his dick guaranteed a slight ache every time he fucked you and didn't allow you to get used to his girth which was convenient because this was what brought you the thrill.
He always felt good inside of you, but this was exciting, electrifying. Astounding. This was what made you skin prickle and your nerves light. This was what made a rush surge through your body and made you feel alive.
"Yes," you whimpered feeling his dick so deep inside of you, you were certain you could feel a bulge if you pressed hard enough down on your stomach.
Fortunately, Joel knew you so well by now and immediately understood your cravings when he saw your eyes dart downwards, his large hand sprawling across your belly and gently applying pressure. You writhed, the hair in your neck standing up and your fingertips buzzing so hard that you buried them in the palm of your hands.
"Please Joel," you whispered, a lifeless arm reaching towards him.
He grabbed your wrist with his free hand, pressing it against your chest but you shook your head, glossy eyes begging him to do what you couldn't express right now.
"What, babygirl? Tell me what you need…," he purred, delivering sharp and deep thrusts in your aching cunt that bruised your walls in the best and most phenomenal way.
"Fuck, Joel," you whined, your legs closing around his hips but he was quick to push you down by your knees, giving him access to do with your pussy as he saw fit.
"Use your fuckin' voice," he grunted and slapped your thigh hard.
"My neck… Please choke me…," you begged and then gasped when his hand instantly and without any discussions about it wrapped around your throat, cutting off your air supply.
It only added to the high of it all because now you literally felt him everywhere. It was like Joel was pushing you further, moving close to the fine line that separated pleasure from pain and to your delight he didn't hesitate to cross that line from time to time, squeezing out your emotions and reactions without it becoming too much to handle.
At times you were almost about to break down, your hand already lingering at his wrist to signal him to decrease the intensity but Joel managed to figure out when you needed more and when to give you a moment to relax.
"What's your color, babygirl?" he asked at one point, his hand loosening around your neck to give you the freedom to speak up.
"Green. Green, Joel, fuck…," you cursed, your head tilting as you felt his finger hover over your clit, the heat his hand radiated already making it hard to breathe and you lifted your hips trying to get him to connect the pats of his digit with your neglected clit.
"Tsk, tsk," he clicked his tongue, laughing about your painful whine as he simply didn't give you what you needed to badly. You frowned when he pushed you down by your hip, your body squirming in order to create friction.
"You said you wanted it to hurt. Remember?"
"Need to come, daddy," you whimpered giving him your best doll eyes and when his hand smacked your clit you were almost relieved about the brief stimulation.
"I know. An' maybe I'll let you."
You were still thinking about his words when Joel suddenly took hold of your waist - his nails biting into your flesh - and manhandled you on your stomach.
"On your fuckin' knees," he growled against your neck, helping you to get on all fours and then immediately working himself inside of you again which made you jerk forwards.
"Jesus fuckin' christ…," he cursed, himself overwhelmed by the new angle that allowed him to reach even deeper and after only 5 or 6 thrusts you already fell forward, not being able to hold yourself up.
Joel granted you this comfort, a hand resting between your shoulderblades to keep you in place. His face was drawn with pleasure and well-aware that you wouldn‘t last much longer, he yanked your head up by your hair which sent painful shockwaves through your body and you cried out.
"You have two options, baby. An' you better think about it carefully. You're either not gonna come at all or you're gonna cum as many times as I want you to. 'N' believe me, I won't stop until I'm satisfied."
Joel could already imagine your answer and still waited for your mushy brain to comprehend the content of his words.
"Wanna cum," you whispered against the cushions, shrieking and jolting away when his hand came down hard on your ass.
"Atta girl…," he chuckled, pulling you backwards by your hips and then fucked you with a new determination.
"Then be a good girl and rub your clit. You want it so badly, don't ya? So get yourself there."
At first, Joel wasn't sure whether you had heard him but then when you hips tensed he knew what you were doing to your poor abused little bundle of nerves.
"There you go angel…," he growled and was almost surprised by how quickly you fell apart for him. It must have been less than a minute when your back bent and your whole body began to uncontrollably shiver and cringe. Joel firmly gripped your hips, preventing you from crawling away and continuing to pound your pussy.
"D-Daddy," you whimpered, nudging your nose against the pillows. Your pussy ached and burned when he made no attempt to stop but at the same time you didn't even think about using your safe word.
"I know, hon," he whispered pressing down on your lower back to force you to arch. "But that's not quite it yet, don't ya think so too? Think you can give me more than that."
Although the pain made your body go taut and your head spin with overload you were soon able to receive beautiful intoxicating pleasure again. This time it was Joel's thick finger that took care of your clit, driving you to your orgasm quicker than his dick could alone.
At first, your nub refused the kind gesture, your jaw clenching tightly and your stomach churning with a hot coil that clung to your center like a disease. But Joel didn't care about your suffering and resolutely pressed his thumb into the sensitive spot.
"Take it, c'mon. Don't ya fight me. I know it hurts but that's what ya want, mhm?"
You nodded tearfully, though Joel was too caught up in his own emotions to notice the slight tilt of your head, his fingers painfully squeezing your hips which surely would leave marks and his hand smacking your ass cheeks over and over again until his handprint was drawn in your skin like a branding.
When you came the second time tonight Joel slipped an arm around your waist, lifting you so your back rested against his chest and holding you through it while waves of pleasure crashed down upon you.
"Fuckkkk, Joel, please, fuck," you sobbed, grasping at his hands while squirming and wriggling in his hold.
He had also wrapped his hand around your neck once again and the sensation became almost unbearable, your head dropping to his shoulder while you allowed him to do with you how he pleased. Joel took advantage of your body being on display for him, a hand reaching to grab your breast. He clasped your nipple with two fingers, creating addicting friction and soon you couldn't help yourself any longer, a long sob escaping your throat as pleasure had taken control of your mind.
"You know your safe word, babygirl," he whispered in your ear, his hips still slapping against your back at a punishing pace but you quickly shook your head, your hair tingling his nose. The corner of Joel's mouth lifted and he relaxed his hand at your neck, supporting you on your knees rather than choking you and then glided it between your legs again to find your wrecked clit, making you flinch at the slightest contact.
"Please," you whined, your legs threatening to give in but he had secured his hold around you as a precaution, keeping you safe and stable in his muscular arms.
"I know s'a lot, honey. But I gave you a choice and you were all greedy and eager to come and so now I'm gonna stop when I feel like it."
At this point your brain was a mess and you couldn't control your hands that were all over his body, pinching and pressing into his flesh, but Joel allowed it, granting you a way to cope with the overwhelming sensation of his touch.
"C'mon," he whispered against your earlob, gently nibbling and humming in satisfaction as he felt you clench around his length.
"I know ya wanna come again. I can feel it. Don't ya hold back, angel. Give it to daddy."
Perhaps it was his encouragement or it was simply the fact that Joel had teased and tortured you for so long that your body was incredibly reactive and responsive to the slightest physical contact such as a light brush of his thumb over your clit, but either way, you collapsed again and this time your eyes fluttered and Joel feared for your well-being so he carefully dropped you to the couch, turning you on your back so he could see your face.
It wasn't that bad, he soon figured, your breath hitching in your throat and your glossy eyes twitching, but he believed that there was no reason to stop yet so he pushed back inside of you which earned him a loud gasp and you coughed a few times.
"What's your color?" he still murmured in your ear, relief creeping up on him as you grabbed his shoulders to make him nestle closer to you.
"Green. Green, daddy, I swear I can take it. Just… Please, need your cum inside of me."
"That's good to hear, babygirl," Joel said, his voice a gentle whisper and you arched as his tip once again kissed your bruised cervix.
"Don't worry, I'll fill your sweet pussy up. But first I need you to come again."
A cry went past your lips, your body tensing and winding underneath him as you shook your head in disagreement.
"I don't think I can daddy," you sobbed, tears creating a veil before your eyes.
"Shhh…," Joel soothed you, his hand lingering at your cheek and his lips leaning in to press a comforting kiss on your brow that did his job perfectly. Your face softened up and your clingy hands searched for his support, grabbing his arms and the need to hear his praise shimmered in your eyes once again.
"Just say the word n'I'll stop. I'll pull out of you immediately. But if you don't say it I will go on and ignore you and fuck this perfect little cunt until I'm satisfied."
The muscles in your chin twitched, tears gathering in the corner of your eyes but you made no attempt to use your safe word.
"No. Don't want you to stop."
"Alright. So you're gonna be a good girl and give me another one. You wanna please your daddy so badly, ain't that right? And I know you just need a l'il bit of help…"
With these words his finger found your clit again, circling it with his thumb and making sure not to pass the sensitive underside. In response you moaned loudly, turning to the side as if to escape his touch but Joel's strong arms dragged you back, leaving you no choice but to take what he gave you.
"S'gonna be better soon…," his words of comfort brushed over your ear, your body trembling so hard, Joel almost felt sorry.
In a record breaking time you were close again and this time Joel finally allowed himself to cross the bridge as well. He pressed you down with his hands on your shoulders - after making sure that your own hand had replaced his on your clit - as you weren't able to lay still anymore.
"Make yourself come. And I swear to god, if you don‘t come with me I'll give you twice as many orgasms as you‘ve just had. Are we clear?"
His words fought their way through your cloudy and dizzy mind, your heart racing while you went in sloppy circles around your bundle of nerves.
"Yeah," you weakly replied, your brain already elsewhere and then the two of you came at the same time. The air in the room was thick and cutting, both of you inhaling greedily in order to be able to function and noises of pleasure echoed against the walls.
"Fuckin' christ," Joel cursed, his hand wrapping around your neck to keep you in place underneath him while he spilled ribbons of his cum into you, the sticky white filling you to the brim until he had fully emptied himself and collapsed on top of you.
"Fuckin' hell… Goddamnit…" His large frame buried you beneath him, his hands caging your head while his mouth pressed a sloppy kiss on your lips.
"That's it… My beautiful perfect girl..."
You, on the other hand, were still catching your breath, your heart racing as the aftershocks of your spectacular orgasm slowly settled and your view blurry as you glanced up into Joel's brown eyes that looked tired but far more energetic than yours which wasn't surprising considering that you had orgasmed four times compared to his one high.
"Daddy," you whimpered in despair although you didn't know what you craved but Joel seemed to. He took hold of your flushed cheeks, caressing your tear-stained face and pulling you in for a deep and gentle kiss. You lay completely flat, your body splayed out on the couch and you flinched when Joel's knee brushed over your mould.
"Lemme take a look at her," he hummed and before you could reply he had crawled down your body, his large hands spreading you for him to examined your fucked out cunt.
The next thing you felt was a jolt shooting through your body and you instantly brought a hand to your mouth biting down hard as Joel licked from your hole up to your clit, savouring your sweet juices on the tip of his tongue. A dull ache spread through your thigh, the sensation and intensity being way too much for you and yet you wouldn't want it any differently.
You wanted to close your legs around him to push him away and forcing him closer to your pussy at the same time. At its core, it was pure cruelty though. Your cunt was screaming and weeping for a minute of rest and so was your mind that almost seemed about to drift off to sleep despite the prickling pressure in your lower belly and thighs. Your organs seemed to vibrate and Joel took notice of your discomfort as well, slowly trailing his tongue through your slit while soothingly rubbing your inner thighs.
"S'okay. Just one more, I promise. Just need you to come on my tongue, baby and then I'll let you rest for as long as you want to."
You squeezed your eyes as if you could flee his haunting touch that way, your toes unnaturally curling as you tried to control your fastened breath.
"I can't. I can't Joel – I – s'too much, I can't take it… Please, I – "
You stopped mid-sentence, your limbs twitching, your nerves tingling and your thoughts completely cut off when he sucked your clit into his mouth, gifting you unbearable pleasure.
"JOEL," you screamed out, his face twisting with satisfaction while still making sure you knew things weren't slipping out of your hands.
"You're still in control of this, honey. You know that. I'll stop if you really want me to, you just gotta say the word…"
You whimpered and threw your head to the side as though you were fighting with yourself but eventually ended up staying silent, surrendering to his touch. It wouldn't take you long to orgasm anyway, you thought and you couldn't have been more right. This whole evening, the ongoing teasing and stimulating of your clit had made you break down and now the slightest touch of his tongue made your pussy clench so it was no wonder you were on the verge soon, all of your senses hypersensitive, your body begging for release and sweat drooling on your forehead and thighs.
"Joel," you said and this time it wasn't just a plea but a warning. This would be your last one and no matter how soft and sweet he made his voice sound, you couldn't physically give him another one.
"Yes, hon. Come for daddy one last time. Don't be scared, I got you."
These words were your final sign to let go and at this point the emotions flooding your system were so familiar and recognisable that you didn't even bother to follow the commands of your body so instead you just clung to the cushions, experiencing yet another thrilling high without letting out any of the moans catching in your throat.
As soon as he saw your back hitting the couch again, the effects of your high slowly fading, Joel instantly stopped, freeing your pussy from the torment and crawling up to you until your faces were on the same level. Your eyes were closed, sweat running down your face and to make sure you knew that it was over now, he kissed your temple, keeping his voice low when he started to whisper.
"You did so well, baby. So fuckin' pretty for me. It's over now… I'm gonna clean ya up and then I'll let you sleep, okay? Just look at me for a second."
You moaned refusing to lift your heavy lids but Joel was persistent, tracing up your cheekbone and running his thumb over your bottom lip.
"C'mon, babygirl. Just needa see that you're fine."
Your lashes flattered, but then you obeyed his request, looking at him with half-lit eyes, his frame indistinct and your pupils seemingly unable to concentrate on the center of his face but it was enough for him.
"Good girl… I'll get a washcloth now and clean up the mess down there. You'll stay right here, okay?"
As if you would be able to move an inch. And yet you nodded, eyelids flinching when you felt the weight of him leave your body and then the next few seconds passed so quickly that it felt like he hadn't even been gone for more than a second. Joel watched your powerless form with a wry grin, then approached you, gently parting your legs to reach between them. You jerked away, afraid to go through another torturous treatment of his, but he quickly stroked up your thigh.
"Relax. Just wanna clean ya up."
That seemed to convince you for now and you allowed him access to your pussy, whining and twitching every time the washcloth made contact with your swollen cunt but Joel talked you through it, soothingly rubbing over your leg with the promise that it would be over soon.
When he was finished, he rushed to the bathroom to put the towel away and then, in a matter of seconds, he was standing next to the couch, grabbing a blanket that was folded on the armchair and covering your with it. You purred like a satisfied cat, clenching your hands around the end of it and pulling it up to your chin. Joel smiled down at you, his heart almost bursting in his chest at the adorable view before kneeling down next to you.
"You want me to stay here with you or do you need a little bit of time to rest alone?"
You hesitated and Joel almost assumed that you had fallen asleep already but then your lips moved, your whiny voice trying to form a sentence.
"Stay. Here with me."
He had secretly prayed for this answer so he fastly complied, carefully lifting your shoulders from the couch so he could slip underneath you and make you lay against his broad chest. A satisfied moan escaped your throat when Joel wrapped his arms around your upper body from behind, hugging you and caressing your arms while repeatedly kissing your hair.
"I love you, baby. I love you so much and I hope I was able to do what you wanted me to do."
You nestled against his collar, your lips curling into a peaceful smile as drowsiness gently tugged at you, offering a soft descent into the land of dreams. You were calm now, his warm and strong body the comfort you craved after the breathless sex you‘d just had.
"I love you, Joel," you replied. "And thank you."
He kissed your scalp in response and then felt you relax in his embrace, both your body and mind finally getting a well-deserved rest.
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Lando Norris x Reader
Summary: Planning a wedding with a Formula 1 driver isn’t easy, but when Lando can’t pick a date, you surprise him with one he’ll never forget.
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You knew what you were signing up for.
You weren’t just engaged to Lando Norris, you were engaged to his life, and that meant travel, training, adrenaline, and a calendar that belonged to a team long before it belonged to you.
But none of that changed the way he looked at you.
“Marry me,” he whispered one night after a long race weekend, eyes tired but glowing. “Even if I have to wear my race suit to the altar.”
You laughed against his chest and said yes.
Planning the wedding was a dream, at first.
White lace swatches, sea-glass centrepieces, that one playlist you’d both added songs to for years.
Every tiny piece fell into place like a dream.
Except for the date.
“Let’s wait until the season ends,” Lando said.
Then, “Let’s aim for the summer break.”
Then, “Let’s talk to the team and find a quiet window.”
You watched him try.
You saw the guilt in his eyes every time a conversation ended with “not yet.”
So one night, as you stared at your almost-finished wedding spreadsheet, you made a bold decision.
You opened your messages and typed:
Hi, I need your help. I want to surprise Lando with a wedding. I know he’ll love it. But I need a day when he’s available, even if he doesn’t realize it.
You sent it to his assistant.
A secret, desperate, hopeful gamble.
A few days later, she replied.
He’s in Japan for Suzuka.
Qualifying is done by Saturday afternoon.
He’s free that evening. Can you come here? I’ll get him in a suit.
Your heart stuttered. Japan. It wasn’t what you’d pictured.
But it was something. A real moment.
And that was all you needed.
You made it happen in less than a month.
A venue tucked in the rolling hills just outside of Suzuka.
Cherry blossoms in bloom. Lanterns strung between trees. White chairs lined up neatly in a garden clearing.
You flew in both families and kept the drivers in the loop, Carlos, Oscar, and even Max promised to keep it a secret.
Charles texted you:
If he doesn’t cry, I will. 😭
The day arrived.
Lando had no idea.
His assistant handed him a crisp black suit and said, “There’s an evening event. Dress nice. You’ll be driven there.”
He raised an eyebrow. “Do I need to speak?”
“Nope. Just show up. You’ll know what to do.”
He arrived just after sunset.
The car pulled up to a quiet, lantern-lit garden. The driver opened his door. Lando stepped out and froze.
Because waiting there, at the top of the path, was you, in a wedding dress.
He blinked once. Twice.
And then whispered, “What the hell…”
The guests turned. Music swelled. His mother was there, dabbing her eyes.
Your father gave him a quiet, knowing nod. The drivers were seated near the front, all of them grinning.
You walked toward him slowly, heart pounding, veil floating behind you in the spring breeze.
Lando stood completely still, jaw slack, eyes wide with awe and disbelief.
You stopped just in front of him. “Surprise.”
“I-what-” he laughed, stunned. “This is-this is our wedding?”
You nodded. “You kept trying to find a day. So I found one for you.”
His eyes shimmered as he looked around, heart clearly racing harder than it did on track. “I can’t believe this.”
“You’re not mad?” you teased softly.
He shook his head, stepping forward and taking your hands in his. “Mad? I’m going to marry you right now.”
And that’s exactly what he did.
Your heels were off. His tie was loose.
The party buzzed behind you, guests dancing, drinks flowing, music blending with laughter under the stars.
Lando pulled you into a quiet spot, wrapping his arms around your waist.
“I almost missed this,” he said into your neck. “I almost missed us.”
You cupped his face gently. “But you didn’t. You’re here.”
He smiled, forehead resting against yours. “I’ll never stop thanking you for today.”
You kissed him slowly, sweetly. “Good. Because I’ll never stop loving you for always.”
And with cherry blossoms falling like snow, you danced your first slow dance as husband and wife, just the two of you, wrapped in a moment you made yours.
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❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new.” But with new TLOU2 old joel who can’t see too well cause of the glasses and all and the reader is stitching him up🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️
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AN | Old man Joel with the glasses killed me tbh. Enjoy💕
Pairing | Joel Miller x Fem!Reader 
Warnings | None
Word Count | 2k
Masterlist | Joel, Main 
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“You're bleeding,” a huff of annoyance immediately met your ears, which only served to make you hold back your laughter.
“And you're a pain in the ass,” his words had no bite as you rolled your eyes at him before walking closer and looking to see exactly what he was doing, “you come here just to state the obvious?”
“Oh, you've got jokes today,” you reached for his wrist and gently turned his arm around so you could see what bad happened, “can you even see what you're doing?”
He tutted at you but didn't pull out of your touch. Instead he watched you intently as you assessed the damage, “I forgot my glasses downstairs.”
“And you couldn't be bothered to get them before attempting to stitch yourself up,” you raised an eyebrow at him, and a light blush bloomed in his eyes. You let out a long sigh before reaching for the rag he'd brought to clean up the wound, “what am I going to do with you, Miller?”
“Leave me to suffer, I suppose,” he shrugged as you caught his eye and studied him intently. Your entire body felt like it was buzzing as your skin touched his eyes. You wondered if he could feel it too. Sometimes you were sure he did and other times you were positive he only saw you as a nuisance, “I can do this on my own, darlin’.”
“I know that,” you poured some alcohol on the rag and gently pressed it against his skin to clean out the wound, “but we both know I'm not leaving and letting you do this on your own. Glasses or not.”
A silence fell over the two of you as you looked his arm over to make sure it wasn't anything too bad. When you looked up in the mirror and found him staring back at you, he simply said, “I know.”
Once you were satisfied with the cleaning, you grabbed the needle and thread, making sure to disinfect the needle first. You absentmindedly stroked the inside of his wrist, “this is going to hurt.”
“I'm used to it by now,” if only you knew half of what he'd been through. But he had vowed to himself that he'd spare you the horror; you didn't need to know all the things that made him who he was today.
“Just a few more stitches and you'll be good as new. What happened?” You took the needle and thread and gently started going in to close the wound. Luckily it wasn't too big or deep.
“Something stupid,” he grimaced slightly at the feeling of the needle entering his skin. He focused his entire attention on watching you, the gentle way you moved, the shine of your hair, the smell of your shampoo.
“Tell me,” you whispered.
“I cut my arm on the fence to the stables. Wasn't paying attention and here we are,” he could tell you were doing everything you could not to laugh as you listened to him, “I told you it was stupid, ain't no need for you to laugh.”
“Joel,” you quickly finished, securing the sutures and wrapping his arm up so it would stay clean and dry while it healed, “big, bad, scary Joel Miller. Immune to everything but a little old fence.”
You let go of his arm before washing your own hands and putting everything away. You were always like that, taking care of and looking after everyone else. You had a big, soft heart, which was something Joel admired greatly.
“I guess I'm just getting soft in my old age,” you turned around and gently pushed a stray look of hair off his face. He made a small sound in the back of his throat, “thank you.”
You nodded before heading out of the bathroom and motioning for him to follow you. You trekked into the kitchen - his kitchen to be exact - and immediately went to start on water for tea, “hope you don't mind tea. My mom always told me that there's nothing a good cup of tea couldn't solve.”
“I love tea,” he promised, feeling oddly warm and tender inside. Even if he had hated tea, he would have loved it knowing it was made by you. 
“I heard what you did the other week,” you leaned against the counter, facing him as he leaned next to the island, “for Ellie and Dina. With that old guy.”
“Oh, I-”
“I can't believe its basically the end of the world and people are still choosing to be homophobic,” you huffed, throwing your hands in exasperation, “I mean, I cant believe anyone would be like that ever. But still. What you did was amazing. We need more people like that.”
“Ellie would say differently.”
“She wouldn't,” you insisted, “at least not underneath it all. Knowing that her dad showed up for her like that is going to stick with her forever. I know things have been hard between the two of you, but you have to remember she's still a kid. And she's been through a lot. Things take time, but that doesn't mean she doesn't love you.”
“It feels like I'm the worst person she's ever met sometimes,” he watched as you grabbed two mugs from the cabinet and set about preparing the tea you both liked. You always remembered such little details and that was something that warmed his heart to no end.
“She doesn't hate you,” you promised as you set a cup next to him, “and neither do I.”
“I never thought you did.”
“Good,” you smiled softly at him before blowing on the hot tea and taking a small sip, “you gonna be okay on your own or are you gonna fall down the stairs next?”
“I think I'll manage,” he promised, “when you came here earlier…did you need something?”
“Oh,” you shrugged it off like it was no big deal, “I just wanted to come and see you. Nothing important. Had to make sure you didn't die on me or anything knowing how easily you managed to get hurt.”
“You're never going to let this go, are you?”
“Unlikely,” you grinned at him, “see you around, Joel. Take it easy on your arm.”
“Bye,” he watched as you set your cup in the sink and made sure everything was cleaned before heading out. Just before you disappeared you turned around and offered him a small wave and sweet smile. 
He stood there for a few moments, mug still clutched tightly in his hand as he tried to reconcile his own feelings. 
You made him feel a million different things that he hadn't felt in such a long time. He often wondered if he was capable of such feelings anymore, sure he was imagining it. Until he saw you and you made him feel it all over again. 
Not that he'd ever admit; no, that was pointless. Instead, he'd suffer in agony in silence.
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A knock at your door caused you to almost slice your finger on the peeler as you jumped slightly. After taking a moment to catch your breath, you went to the door and opened it to find Joel standing there, an unreadable look on his face, “hey cowboy, c'mon in.”
“I just-”
“I said come in,” you didn't give him the opportunity to argue as you walked back to the kitchen where you were currently preparing a stew to fight the winter chill. Joel was hit with the smells and it served to make him feel calm and at home, “you want to help me chop some vegetables?”
“I ain't about to say no to you,” he said and stood next to you, and started cutting up the veggies you had laid out, “I know better than that.”
“Smart man,” you paused for a moment and studied him, “you're wearing your glasses. Good.”
“Didn't need anymore injuries.”
“Hmm,” you hummed in agreement before turning back to your peeling, “is this a work call or did you just want to see me?”
“I, ugh,” he stuttered and paused for a moment. He should have known you'd catch onto him so easily. Not that he was hard to read in the slightest, “I was wondering if you'd take a look at my arm…just to make sure its healing right.”
“Oh,” you drew out the word, voice sweet and soft, “I see. Couldn't possibly ask anyone else to take a look, huh?”
“Well, you are the one that stitched it up in the first place,” he pointed out, intently focused on the vegetables he was cutting, “so.”
“So,” you parroted, “I can take a look after dinner, if you're willing to stay.”
“Y-yeah,” he agreed, “I'd like that.”
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It was late by the time you were finished with dinner, bellies full and a comfortable silence falling over you. 
You scooted your chair closer to him, reaching for his arm and being extra gentle as you pushed up his sleeve to expose his forearm. You swallowed thickly at the sight of his strong arms, chiding yourself for basically thirsting after the man due to his arms. Pathetic. But it was Joel…and as you had discovered, he was your weakness.
You looked over the stitches, gently tracing your finger along the healing skin. You both noticed how goosebumps raised on his skin from your soft touch, “it looks good. I think in another day or two we can take your stitches out.”
“We?”
“I can take them out,” a huff of laughter escaped your lips as you pulled his sleeve back down. You found him watching your every move. You kept your hand on top of his, fascinated by how much bigger his hand was than yours. You cleared your throat before reminding yourself to ask normal, “I think you'll be able to keep your arm.”
“Oh thank God,” he drawled, causing you to smile at him, “who knows what would have happened if you hadn't come to my rescue.”
“I think you'd have been fine. Probably just a worse scar from shoddy workmanship.”
“Well, I'm glad you found me when you did,” you realized just how close the two of you were, his face inches from yours. He smelled good, clean and fresh, and there was always something distinctly masculine about him, “couldn't have something like a scar marring my beauty.”
“Definitely not,” you agreed, your eyes flicking to his lips without meaning to you. You knew he'd noticed and both of you moved just slightly closer. He reached up and settled his hand gently on your neck just as you went in to finally kiss him. 
Just before he met your lips, another loud knock at your door caused you both to pull apart.
So. Fucking. Close.
“Come in, its open,” with an internal, and probably external sigh you slumped in your chair. You'd imagined this moment at least a hundred times and when it was finally happening, it just had to be interrupted.
Your entire face was warm and you looked over at Joel to find him looking just as deflated as you felt.
Ellie and Dina bounded in, clearly oblivious to what they had interrupted. 
“There's kittens,” Ellie said excitedly, “we found a couple of them on a sweep outside the fence, “but they're small. We need to get them inside. C-can you come help?”
You and Joel exchanged a look, longing and forlorn, but you knew that it wasn't the end of whatever you had just started.
“Let's go save some kittens,” you stood up and Joel followed suit, letting his hand brush against yours. You took his hand in yours and gave it a squeeze. 
Just a little something for now. Just for both of you.
Just enough for now.
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grison-in-space ¡ 16 hours ago
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yep. cannot overstate how bad this is, y'all.
so who's going with me to protest again in force this weekend with your local 50501/Indivisible/Women's March chapters? and/or start practicing for a general strike?
let's go, chop chop, democracy sure as hell ain't going to save itself without help from every one of y'all. those of you who refused to vote, you get to protest extra in remedial harm reduction studies, but you can ultimately catch up with the class as we move forward. here's where that gets us! go on, anarchist crust punks, start organizing for a general strike and line up food sources, water sources, etc in case of a strike, this is like the thing y'all are best at. now's your chance to shine.
that reminds me. it's too much to be doing everything and knowing everything at once. that's the point. so how do we make sure nothing gets lost in the shuffle?
we trust one another to be different and have different priorities, and everyone picks something and sticks with it. I am currently sitting here typing to you as someone who is a direct target of like, four or five things at once, but even if you are totally unaffected by constant attacks on everyone who isn't a straight white male anti-intellectual I am sure you have particular causes and topics that you think are most important and that you care about most. Good. I trust that you can call me in if I'm preoccupied by one or another and that I can otherwise let you watch over that thing while I handle mine.
artists, it's a great time to think about getting into street art as a form of eyecatching resistance; viral moments spread across social media, and our visual artists and our textile artists have probably the collectively best chance to create that organic, all-present social buzz. we cannot sit down and let anything blow over from everyone right now, and y'all are our best defense against that. pick a topic that you care a lot about, get up and watch it and act for it when it needs you, and don't worry too much if you come in on it a day late and a dollar short: that topic's own people will be standing up for it first.
storytellers, comics, we could use you to help draw attention to the political fight for our rights and to shape the narratives that we use to hurl our fury at this bullshit. what images give people courage? what jokes hit the hardest, afflict the comfortable and comfort the afflicted? how can you best humanize the many people under attack from this occupation? what are the best things to shout? (singers and poets, we could really use some better things to shout. I was out at the stand up for science march and the slogans were dog shit, we can definitely do better than that.)
scientists, librarians, teachers, museum partisans and scholars, we need so much defense of our higher institutions of learning and of the value of honestly describing the natural world. truth has never been so devalued in American politics, and that is saying something. Make sure we are grounded in the natural world and reality itself. Teach people why we use citation trails to trace the history and the paths taken by ideas over time; not to protect ourselves from accusation of plagiarism, but in order to understand how ideas develop and exactly how a thing we know became known. Sometimes it should not have been. Defend the truth; there can be no justice without truth.
disabled and unemployed folks, stay at home moms, you might not have a lot of resources at your disposal, but many of you have time to spare. this therefore makes you often invaluable to local organizing efforts, because time can be a resource that many other people find difficult to apply.
fellow internet yappers, now is a good time to talk to people and listen during the pauses we aren't talking, because we as chronic yappers are bad at doing that but it is vastly necessary if you're going to put weight on your organizing. if people have concerns when they talk to you, listen and think about them. you will do the best work with people who know, like, and trust you. think about how to foster more connection in your community. also, please get yourself yapping in meatspace at a protest near you soon. protests are invaluable ways to connect to other people in your geographic region who are also spitting mad about this bullshit. make friends and resolve your alienation a little bit by yelling furiously in a group.
our shattering is not fore-ordained. we live in interesting times. who knows what the outcome of this battle will be?
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Oh.
We're at "traffic tickets are justification for disappearing people off the street and sending them to death camps with no due process" levels of fascism now.
Okay yeah we're like fucked, fucked.
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hello!! i love ur writing you’re feeding my abbot addiction <33 could you write a fic with a depressed reader, maybe she had a hard case that hit close to home that ended badly and is really lingering for her, and jack noticed because she’s been more withdrawn and distant for the past few days and he tries to get her to talk about it and she says shes fine then blah blah fast forward shes on yhe roof crying after working a double :) sorry im a fiend for hurt comfort
⨳ PROTECTING THE HIVE
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pairing: jack abbot x chief resident!reader warnings: (20-ish year) age gap, resident/attending relationship, workplace romance, depictions of depression, mentions of suicidal ideation, kinda medical malpractice (lol), panic attack, allusions to child abuse. author's note: i had no idea what to name this, so here's my attempt at being funny... (also keep the compliments coming, they're feeding my ego <33 mwah)
You used to love your bed. It used to be a huge source of comfort. And sleep. Sleep is a special commodity when you work night shifts at a trauma center.
Now, you hate it. Because whenever you aren't working, you're just lying there. Not even asleep, just staring at the ceiling. Half of the time, you want to get up and be with your hot, older boyfriend.
The other half of the time, your mind is just pulling out the most horrendous memories possible, making you relive them, and wish you were dead. There's a bottle of pills on your nightstand you know would do the trick. You won't let yourself.
People rely on you. Jack relies on you. You save lives every day; you just wish you didn't have to lose so many along the way.
The only place you can escape your own thoughts is the ER. So, you throw yourself into your work. You work twice as hard, for twice as long.
Of course, Jack notices. He can see the most imperceptible changes in your demeanor, so this major shift doesn't exactly fly under his radar.
Be that as it may, you won't tell him any of it. He's a natural worrier. He hovers and he worries. That's just who he is. You're doing him a huge favor, really.
Besides, out of all the things your coping mechanism could be, it's saving lives. Who wouldn't support that?
So, you work yourself to the bone guilt-free. You take on double shifts with a few extra hours sprinkled on top. It's more than tiring, but it also means that when you get home and you're in bed, you pass out. You don't lay there for hours thinking about the kid who died in your ER two weeks ago.
You're careful about it, too. You change your scrubs and chug a cup of that terrible break room coffee before Jack comes in for the night shift.
Tonight's another one of those long, grueling, self-inflicted shifts. You've got a Red Bull in one hand, and a patient's bloodwork in the other. You've assessed labs like this one a million times, but the numbers aren't making any sense right now. Parker passes by you with a quick tap on your shoulder to bring your attention to her.
“Hey, you want me to count you in for the rock climbing thing this Sunday?” she asks, opening up one of the ER computers, “It was fun last time, right?”
“Uh, yeah,” you say slowly.
You're not too sure you can come up with a viable excuse right now, so you'll just have to cancel later. It was really fun, it just sounds like too much effort right now.
She walks away with a nod, when one of the nurses calls for her. When you start feeling surrounded in the middle of the ER hallway, you make your way to the break room. It feels even more stuffy, somehow.
You grip the papers in your hands tighter. The throbbing in your head that hasn't really left for the past two weeks has become unbearable now.
Noises are too loud. Everyone's too close. You need to get out, now.
Everything in your hand gets abandoned on the break room counter. You make your way as swiftly as possible past the patient’s rooms. A hand gently grips your arm, before you can pull the emergency exit open.
“Are you alright?”
Jack's low cadence coupled with his steady touch on your arm make you want to burst out into tears right then and there.
“I'm fine. I just—” your voice cracks.
“I need a minute,” you tell him, willing your voice to be as firm as you can manage. You can't even pull your gaze up from the floor. It isn't clear if he's buying it or not.
He lets go of your arm, and you can finally run up the hospital's stairs to the rooftop. You're completely out of breath, and still wildly overstimulated by the time you get there.
You pull the roof's metal door open. The moment the cold December air hits your face, it calms your panic down. But it brings with it a wave of sadness that can't be quelled or distracted away. You let yourself feel it.
You're out of control, now. Hands shaking, limbs completely wracked by these huge, full-body sobs. You steady yourself with your arms on one of the roof's AC units, when the memories start flooding your mind.
The kid you killed, he'd come in a week before. He had bruises all over, cuts where he wasn't supposed to. You passed the information onto someone on the day shift, so they can tell the department social worker. The next day you came back, he was gone.
A week later, he was dying in your arms. His blood literally staining your hands is a memory you'll never be able to erase. You spiral, his first and last visit to the ER flashing in your mind with equal consequence.
The footsteps growing closer barely register to your ears over your wailing. The moment Jack pulls you close, a hand on your jaw to bring your eyes to his, you instinctively pull away. He's insistent, though. He was trying to give you space, but look where that's gotten you.
“Hey, hey,” he says firmly, to grab your attention.
You squeeze your eyes shut, shaking your head. He quickly realizes he can't get you to understand anything he says, not right now. So he does the next best thing.
He holds you. Really tight. So tight you can only smell his cologne and that sterile hospital scent that lingers on him for hours after a shift. It reminds you of home. You see him almost every day, but you miss him. He somehow always knows exactly what you need.
It takes a good ten minutes for you to stop crying in his arms. He's happy to be there, just glad you're slowly calming down. When your breathing evens out, and your eyes have dried out, you look up at him.
Where you think there should be disappointment, maybe even hatred, there's only admiration. If you’d actually picked up a scalpel and killed someone, he wouldn't even flinch, you think.
His gaze alone is making this a lot easier, “Better?”
You nod. Your eyes feel heavy, like you might just sleep here in his arms.
“It's the oxytocin,” he jokes.
“Yeah. I know,” you chuckle.
His scrub top looks incredibly comfortable. For the first time in weeks, you wish you were just in bed. You could lay on his chest and have the best sleep you've had in too many nights to count. The best you can get right now is resting your forehead on the black fabric. That's exactly what you do.
Jack lets a few seconds go back before speaking up.
“You wanna talk about it?”
“I...” you take a deep breath.
I killed him. The words die on your tongue. You can't say them.
Jack must notice this is causing you distress, so he runs his fingers through your hair. He kisses the top of your head to calm you down.
“We don't have to, right now,” he whispers, “Not ever, even. But you do need to talk about it to someone.”
You nod in agreement, against his shirt. Your coping mechanisms are so not working.
“When was the last time you ate?”
You blank, “I don't...I don't know.”
“Sleep?” he asks.
You shake your head.
“Alright. You're done.”
He pulls your head up with a hand on each cheek, “Clock out. Go home. Have some food, and I'll be there in a few hours.”
“Okay,” you whisper.
You both walk to the emergency exit. In the stairwell, you turn to him, your eyes still glistening.
“Hey, um. I'm not fine, Jack,” you admit.
“I know that,” he tells you. “But you will be. I'll make sure of it.”
You believe him.
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missadangel ¡ 1 day ago
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MAKE HIM DISLIKE LOVE YOU
Harry Castillo x Reader (The Materialists)
Chapter 6: Truth or Dare
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Chapter Summary: “What about me?” asked Pride. “Shut up,” replied Jealousy. Lust laughed hard. You finally get that you can’t run from your feelings anymore, but what the hell? Or are you too late?
Warnings: 18+ (smut, MDNI) kinda romantic comedy stuff, fluffy, angst, lying, soft and caring Harry Castillo, Lucy as his ex, John as Lucy's ex, wealth, expensive gifts, drinks, money, cars, language, sexual tension, oral sex, p in v sex, kissing, slow burn, power imbalance, I might have missed some warnings; I will update them in due time.
Chapter Word Count: 12,5k, oops I did it again!! HOT (SMUT) CHAPTER ALERT! , feelings!!! fluffy, rom-com, lust, passion, jealousy, dirty talk.
authors note: Thank you all for your support, asks, comments, reblogs and likes. I appreciate each and every one of you! Love you all!
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Getting out of bed in the morning was a total struggle. The memories from last night felt like a heavy weight, making you feel crushed. You thought you knew how you felt, but then again, you weren’t so sure. Why did everything have to be so complicated?
You definitely needed to talk to someone, or maybe even see a therapist.
But you couldn’t chat with Zoe yet; you’d come home late the night before, and now you had to rush off to work. Perhaps you could catch up with her when you return later that evening.
Zoe was still sprawled out on the couch, her ankle too painful to even rise for a bathroom break. You made her a sandwich before heading out.
As you walked to the subway, you found yourself scrolling through relationship advice sites on your phone. You knew it was a bit silly to seek guidance online, but what could it hurt to take a peek? After sifting through a bunch of silly sites and endless ads, a social Q&A platform caught your eye. One question stood out:
"How am I supposed to tell him I love him too, but I'm not ready?"
Ah just what you were looking for.
You scrolled to read all the answers.
clickcrazecreations
It is okay to not return the statement, to say “thank you but I'm not ready”, to tell the person that you are not ready to be shackled by their love and affection.
But that wasn’t your issue—you were ready;-almost ready- that wasn’t the real problem.
wanderlustchronicles
Seriously, think twice! If you can't answer, it might mean you're not really in love, girl! It's okay to move on and find someone who makes you happy!
Hey! Who said you didn’t love him? And you knew he made you happy.
oprahwindfury
Wait, you found a guy who told you he loved you first, and you couldn't reply? Seriously? In this day and age with dating being tough, that's wild! You need a good kick in the ass. You bet I will.
That comment scared you a little and made you feel weird. Why did she sound so angry?
hopelessromantic
Is he handsome? I'll say yes to him. Give me his number.
What the heck? Those online comments were really getting on your nerves.
fartnroses
It’s pretty simple, come on! Follow your heart instead of... No, I’m not talking about that squishy thing!
You were just closing the page when you realized the most sensible comment.
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Love requires Courage. Take a hard look at your fear of saying these words to him. Then, if you love him, tell him so. Good communication is key in a relationship. This means pushing yourself into situations that may not be so comfortable at first. It’s called growth. Grow together. Share your feelings. Honor your feelings for him. Most of all, confront fears you have about anything and everything, and acknowledge that all negative emotions stem from fear. Kill it! Choose Love.
Choosing love.
Maybe it was that simple. 
Courage. 
Maybe that's exactly what you need.
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The elevator bell chimed as Oliver stepped into Harry's apartment on the 72nd floor. His phone rang just then, and he answered it while scanning the room for Harry.
“Damn gossipmongers, they don’t waste any time. Get that story taken down from every site and warn them we’ll sue their asses if they keep running with it,” he said, fuming as he ended the call. His eyes continued searching for Harry, darting toward the bedroom but finding it empty.
He ventured into the living room and discovered Harry in the last place he expected: sprawled out on the couch, one leg dangling over the side. Whiskey bottles littered the floor, and the heavy scent of alcohol mixed with something else—cigarette smoke.
What the hell?
He’d quit smoking almost a decade ago.
This wasn't good.
Oliver leaned in and gave Harry a gentle nudge on the shoulder. “Harry? You okay?”
Harry mumbled something incoherent. Oliver leaned closer, trying to catch it, and realized he was murmuring your name.
Sighing, Oliver stood up. “Seriously, Harry! Wake up!” This time he poked him a bit harder.
Harry blinked awake and sat up, coughing as he tried to shake off the grogginess.
“Cigarettes? Really?”
“I have my reasons,” he replied, still half-asleep and grumpy.
Placing his hands on his hips, Oliver surveyed the scene. “Dude, last night... I thought you and her had it all figured out, but apparently not.”
“Harry! Ollie!” Maria called out as she rushed in from the elevator, her eyes widening in shock. “Sweet Jesus!”
“Good morning to you, too,” Oliver said, smiling sheepishly.
“What the hell happened here?” she asked, grimacing as she took in the chaos. “I thought…”
Oliver shook his head. Maria sighed in frustration.
Harry, nursing the terrible headache from his night of heavy drinking, pressed his fingers against the bridge of his nose and temple. His hair was a mess, and he was still in the same tuxedo pants with his bow tie nowhere in sight.
“That dress. Isn’t it—” Oliver pointed to the black dress Harry was loosely holding, not even realizing he was still clutching it.
Suddenly aware, Harry sheepishly placed the dress back on the couch.
“The dress she gave back,” Oliver concluded, looking astonished.
“Are you kidding me?” Maria said, staring at him in disbelief.
Harry frowned, holding the dress back up to his nose. “Smells like her, okay?” he murmured, looking like a kid with his favorite candy.
“That’s fantastic! Bravo!” Maria clapped her hands together mockingly. “Who are you, and what have you done to my buddy Harry?”
Harry, ignoring the banter, picked up a pack of cigarettes and searched for any left inside.
“What do you think you’re doing?” Oliver snatched the pack from his hands.
“Give it back!” Harry barked.
“Stop it! You’ve been clean for years; you can’t start again now.”
A tug-of-war began as Harry reached for it again.
Maria crossed her arms and rolled her eyes. “You guys are acting like kids fighting over a toy.” She glanced at her watch. “Just so you know, it’s Monday,” she added, putting extra emphasis on her point.
Oliver suddenly froze.
“Give me a break today,” Harry whined, seizing the moment to grab his cigarette pack. He pulled one out and stuck it between his lips. “Where’s that damn lighter?”
“Harry, it’s 7:40 a.m.”
“I’m in no shape to go to work. Just email me the presentation details, and I’ll get to it when I’m feeling better,” he said, finally spotting the lighter under the pillow.
Oliver yanked the cigarette from his lips. “Dude, it’s Monday, and the housekeeper’s coming to clean your place at 8 o'clock. You get what I mean?”
“Oh, so now you get my point, huh, you geniuses?” Maria mocked.
Harry stiffened and murmured, “I can’t let her see me like this.”
“Can’t let her see you like this? She shouldn’t see you or any of us here, man! The whole thing will be revealed!”
“Well, it was bound to happen. Let it be,” Maria chimed in.
Harry squinted at her and stood up, but dizziness swept over him. “Whoa, I think I’m still feeling the effects of last night’s drinks.”
“How much did you even drink?” Maria scolded.
Oliver grabbed his arm and glanced at Maria. “Come on, help me out. We need to get this big guy out of here.” “Are we really going to kidnap him from his own apartment? Seriously?” she whimpered, but she slipped under Harry’s other arm to assist him. “Ugh, you smell like an ashtray, hermano.”
They made their way to the elevator, and Oliver pressed the button. “You hold him up, and I’ll grab his things.”
“Get that dress out of sight!” Harry called. “She can’t see it.”
Oliver nodded and dashed back inside.
“Are we in high school or something? I’m a 42-year-old mother; I’m too old for this. You need to come clean to that girl already,” Maria muttered.
“Stop whining. You’ve been in worse situations. Have you forgotten how many times I’ve pulled you out of a mess?”
“Hey, that was when I was in my 20s! Plus, I’ve never been as pathetic as you!”
“Yeah? Who was the one crying on that married ship captain’s doorstep for hours? I got slapped in the face by his wife because of you.”
Maria swallowed hard, averting her gaze. “You really do have a good memory for a drunk.”
“Alright, let’s get out of here,” Oliver said as he stepped into the elevator and pressed the button.
When they hit the ground floor, they rushed toward the exit, but when Oliver spotted you approaching through the glass door, he froze again. “She’s coming! Turn around now!”
“There’s no other way out,” Maria snapped.
“The other elevator!” Harry pointed.
“That makes sense,” Oliver agreed.
They hurried to that elevator and hit the button. Luckily, it was on that floor, and when the door opened, they slipped inside. Oliver grumbled as he pressed the buttons in a frenzy.
Unaware of everything, you stepped inside the apartment. Just as you turned to look in that direction, you heard the elevator doors closing. Oliver, Harry, and Maria breathed a sigh of relief as you walked straight to the staff's quarters to change.
Oliver kept his finger on the door-close button, waiting.
“I think we’re safe,” Oliver grinned.
“What a morning,” Maria muttered.
Then someone called the elevator to the tenth floor, and it started moving.
“What are you doing, man? We need to get out of here now!” Harry grunted.
“What can I do? I can't keep pressing the button every second!”
When the elevator arrived on the tenth floor, the doors opened to reveal a little boy frowning at them, school bag slung over his shoulder. "Were you the ones keeping the elevator busy? That’s so wrong."
Harry and Oliver shared an awkward glance, embarrassed.
“Sorry, little buddy,” Harry forced a smile.
“Going to school, huh?” Oliver asked nervously.
“Well, I was, but now I’m going to be late thanks to you!” The boy sniffled, shaking his head. “Drunks, seriously.”
Maria covered her mouth to stifle her laughter. The little boy stepped into the elevator and pressed the button for the ground floor.
After an awkward ride down, they finally stepped outside. Maria turned toward her car and said, “All we needed was to get scolded by a little kid. Thank you, Harry, for this wonderful morning."
“I can’t remember the last time I was this nervous,” Oliver laughed.
“Come on, get in, you big babies,” Maria said, pressing the key fob to unlock her car.
“Where to?” Harry asked, opening the door.
“To get scolded by another kid.”
“Your place?”
“Well, if you can’t stay in your own house, what choice do you have? Get in, sneaky ass.”
Before hopping into the car, Harry glanced up at the top floor of the building—his apartment. A sense of sadness washed over him, knowing you would have to clean up the mess he left behind.
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“Oh, my God…”
As you stepped into the apartment, the sight—and the smell—caught you off guard. What on earth had happened here? Did they throw a party last night or something? Clearly, the owner had his share of trouble, maybe he was not so innocent after all.
First things first, you rushed to the windows, flipped the hidden lever, and let some fresh air flow through. Taking a deep breath, you grabbed a big garbage bag and started clearing the floor of empty bottles and cigarette butts from the overflowing ashtray. As you cleaned, your curiosity kicked in. It couldn’t have been a wild party; only one couch was askew while the others remained untouched and tidy. The kitchen showed no signs of food; just a multitude of empty glasses scattered around.
You scanned the room—no lipstick on any glasses, no hair on the floor, so it was obvious no woman had crashed here. Maybe the two guys just shared a few drinks and chatted? Or maybe the owner just got dumped or something.
You smiled yourself and shook your head.
"Just do your job, girl. It's none of your business," you muttered.
Meanwhile, Harry sat in Maria's living room, staring blankly at the screen. "What are you, Sherlock Holmes?" He smirked.
"Is she suspicious?” Oliver asked.
“She was at first, but I think we're good,” Harry said, flopping onto the couch.
“For now,” Maria chimed in, pouring herself a glass of water. “But she’ll figure it out sooner or later and give you a good kick on the-- Oh, is someone awake?"
Maria’s daughter, Mia, came into the room, spotted Harry, and smiled. “Uncle Harry!”
Harry sat up and patted her head. “What’s up, darling? How’s it going?”
“Fine, but are you sick or something?” she asked with concern.
“Just a bit tired,” he replied, stretching out on the couch.
"Or hangover?" she grinned.
Harry chuckled. "Smart girl."
“What’s up, sweetheart?” Oliver said, giving her shoulder a gentle squeeze.
“Same old, school stuff,” she said with a roll of her eyes.
“Mia, eat your breakfast; I’ll take you to school,” Maria said, pointing to the plate on the counter.
“You skipped work, so I should get to skip school too, right?” Mia muttered.
Maria frowned, “Who said we skipped work, smartypants? Now hurry up, or you’ll be late!”
Mia huffed but sat down. “If you didn’t skip work, why are you both here while everyone else is working? And why’s Uncle Harry in Dad’s shirt?”
Maria chuckled, “Because he got kicked out of his own apartment.”
Mia took a big bite of her toast and looked at Harry inquisitively. “Oh! Did you leave your key inside? Mom did it once.”
“Thanks for bringing that up, kiddo,” Maria said, rolling her eyes. “Come on, we’re late! Just eat that on the way,” she added, grabbing her school bag and urging Mia to finish her juice.
“Good luck at school,” Harry waved as Mia headed toward the door.
“Catch you later, princess,” Oliver called back.
Mia waved goodbye, and as Maria followed her out, she turned back to Harry. “You’d better be in better shape by the time I get back, Romeo,” she warned before closing the door behind her.
Oliver turned to Harry, “She’s right, man. You need to pull yourself together; you look worn out. Even a shower didn’t lift your spirits. Want me to whip you up something to eat?”
Harry let out a deep sigh. “No, thanks. I don’t have an appetite.”
Oliver narrowed his eyes. “Okay, that has me worried. There’s definitely something you’re not saying.”
“Well, I couldn’t say it in front of Maria, but I’ve got an issue,” Harry finally admitted.
“Yeah, I can see that. But it looks like you’ve got more than one thing going on,” Oliver said, grinning. But then he noticed the seriousness in Harry’s face and softened. “What can I do? Just tell me what you need.”
Harry huffed, swallowing hard. “I need her.”
“Dude. Tell me something I don't know."
He huffed again.
"Okay, she’ll come around if you just give it some time—”
“You don’t get it,” Harry snapped, sitting up to face Oliver. “I...really...need...her,” he emphasized, his breathing steadying as he spoke.
Oliver frowned, sensing the weight of his words. “Go on,” he urged gently.
“Every thought I have revolves around her. That night in Paris haunts me…her skin, her scent, her...”
Oliver raised a hand to stop him. “Whoa. I get it, man. No need to go into detail.”
“The memories consume me, and they’ve left me in a real bind,” he said frankly. "It's like a unique kind of erotic film that continuously plays in my mind, and she is the only actress. But I can't do anything; I'm just watching in awe."
“Can't do anything? But, I mean, come on. You—surely you’ve tried—”
“Everything. From the erotic to the pharmaceutical.”
Oliver chuckled, unable to help himself. “I’m sorry, it’s not funny, but this is just bizarre, man. It’s oddly romantic too,” he said, laughing again.
“I guess it's because I’ve never faced rejection before. All I can think about is her. Maybe that’s how my body reacts, and maybe I’m—”
“In love.”
A short silence hung in the air. “Yes, I am,” Harry admitted.
“Well, If you ask me, you haven’t really tried everything yet,” Oliver suggested.
“What do you mean?” Harry asked, curious.
“Listen, it doesn’t have to be about hooking up with her to solve your mechanical issues, you know? There are plenty of women out there who would be interested—like through escort services or sex workers.”
“No, never!” Harry barked. “I can’t cheat on her. Do you even hear what you’re saying?”
“Cheating? Is she your wife? You’re not even dating! That’s not cheating, man.”
“It wouldn’t even matter. It wouldn't work. I can’t think about anyone else. I just want her, only her.”
“Alright, but I’m out. You’re asking me to help with something I can’t fix. Plus, that girl you "want" is super stubborn. It’s definitely not going to be easy.”
“Yeah, thanks for the heads up,” he grumbled.
Oliver stood up, shrugging. “Try to get some sleep. Maybe that’ll help clear your head.”
Harry nodded and flopped back on the couch, opening his tablet to check what you were doing. Oliver shook his head when he caught sight of the goofy smile spreading across Harry’s face.
Once he stepped into the garden, he pulled out his phone and called Maria. “Hey it's me. Listen, Harry's got a bigger problem than we realized. I think you need to step in now.”
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After finally wrapping up the cleaning of the apartment, thoughts of Harry filled your mind as you stepped outside. He had been on your mind all day, especially since he hadn’t reached out with a text or call since last night. You couldn’t shake the feeling of how much you missed his playful messages.
The nagging worry that you might have upset him echoed in your mind, driving you a bit crazy.
But how could you express your feelings when you weren't fully ready?
When the moment to speak your truth arrived, you wanted to pour your heart out.
You shouldn’t have brushed it off as if it didn't matter, right?
As you walked down the street, the happy couples around you caught your attention, casually dropping “I love you” into their conversations. In the past, you would have thought little of it, but now it felt like a constant reminder of what you were missing. Another couple strolled by, murmuring those same words. Then, on the subway, a woman sat next to you, holding hands with her boyfriend or husband. And there it was again—“I love you.”
Feeling unworthy, you got up and told the guy that you would get off at the next stop anyway, nudging him to sit next to his partner. You felt like you didn't deserve to be there next to them, especially when you couldn’t even tell the man you loved that you loved him back.
They seemed to express their feelings so effortlessly, while you struggled, so you decided it was better to step aside as a form of penance.
Yeah, you were really losing it.
When another cheerful couple boarded the train, and more declarations of love surrounded you, you reached your breaking point. You hopped off at the next station, even if it meant getting off three stops early. The heaviness of guilt was the last thing you needed, yet it hung heavily on your shoulders.
It felt as if your mind was caught in a tug-of-war, much like a dull quiz show. 
Congratulations! 
You've won yourself a lengthy walk home as a consolation prize!
Once you got home and recounted last night’s events to Zoe, her reaction was immediate. “He told you he loved you, and you did what? Just walked away?” she exclaimed. "Girl, are you crazy? You’re in love with him, for fuck sake! Call him right now and say you want to talk."
From the corner of the couch, you frowned at her. “I told you I’m not ready yet.”
Zoe rolled her eyes as if you had just said the most absurd thing. "If John told me he loved me, you'd be surprised how quickly my panties would fall down."
You grimaced. "Ugh, slutty much?"
"Stubborn much?" she shot back. “Don’t come crying to me if you lose him to someone else because you overthink everything.”
You let out a huff and stood up. “I’m heading to my room,” you muttered. “Good night.” 
"Think about what I said! Tell him you love him before it's too late, you silly!" 
Ughhhhh.
It was as if she was inside your head. You knew that if you didn’t speak up, other women would be swarming around him like a pack of hyenas. 
You flopped onto your bed, feeling as though you were collapsing under the weight of it all, and sighed deeply. Checking your phone, you noticed there were no messages. You opened Instagram, scrolled through his comments on your photos filled with heart emojis, and couldn’t help but smile, even giggling like a little girl. Then you clicked on his profile and browsed through his pictures one by one. That’s when your heart began to race. 
Thump, thump, thump. 
Perhaps it was simply your body’s instinctive response. 
Screaming. 
It certainly seemed to convey your feelings more effectively than your words ever could.
You turned off your phone, placing it face down on the nightstand. 
It was time to come clean. 
You missed his messages, longed for the sound of his voice, craved his smile and his touch, and you knew that if this dragged on for another day, you’d toss your pride out the window without a second thought. 
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The next day?
The next day was even worse. You had hoped for a cheerful morning message from him, but when you picked up your phone and flipped it over to check the screen, all you found were a few advertisements—nothing from him.
Frustrated, you sat up in bed, seething with anger.
Why were you so upset?
Why did this feeling of abandonment weigh on you?
Your emotions took a turn, and frustration morphed into remorse.
Great!
In a fit of anger, you snatched your pillow and flung it against the wall. Just then, Zoe opened your door and stumbled in.
“What on earth is going on here?” The pillow landed at her feet. “Hey, do you want me to injure my other ankle too?”
You jumped out of bed and grabbed her arm, checking her ankle. "Oh, I'm so sorry! Are you okay?"
“I think so, but you definitely don’t seem okay.”
“I’m fine,” you mumbled. 
“Yeah, right. You’re just great,” she teased. “And this pillow must be flying in from all the happiness.” 
“Alright, that's enough. I need to head to the hotel,” you muttered as you opened your wardrobe to get ready.
“Oh, by the way! While you’re out, can you grab some ointment from the pharmacy?” 
You rolled your eyes as you put on your pants. “Let me guess, you’ve used it all up, haven’t you?”
“What else am I supposed to do? I want to heal fast; I’m so over staying at home.”
"You gotta take it easy, sweetie. Just be patient."
“Well, I’m not as patient as you are, sorry.” She shot back with a grin.
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"Just like that, and nobody got a clue, and the wedding went off without a hitch."
You were chatting with Bruno about how you managed to save the wedding cake at the last minute.
"Ah, cara mia, you’re great. Taking risks is crucial if you want to grab those chances. Being brave and going for it, no matter how it turns out, is what really counts, even if you mess up at the end," Bruno said proudly. He leaned over the counter and winked at you. "Just kidding, but seriously, try not to mess it up,” he added with a chuckle.
You laughed, but his words lingered in your mind, making your smile fade.
Being brave and going for it, no matter how it turns out.
Wasn’t love worth that risk?
Absolutely, it was worth it.
He was worth it.
Lost in your thoughts, you finally heard the waitress calling your name. “Huh? Sorry, what was that?” you asked, pulling yourself back to the moment.
“I was just saying that Mr. Finnegan's girlfriend and her friends are here, and she wants to see who made the dessert — which is you,” the waitress replied.
“Oh look, my assistant is on her way to becoming a chef,” Bruno said, grinning as he continued slicing the cheese.
“Or on the path to getting fired,” you muttered under your breath.
You were quite sure that Lucy didn’t like you at all.
As you walked into the dining room, you couldn’t help but let out a deep sigh when you saw Lucy and the two women sitting across from her. Lucy flashed a tight smile that didn’t do much to ease your discomfort. The other women were giving you the once-over, evaluating you from head to toe.
“Here’s the person who made this delicious dessert, ladies,” Lucy announced, with a fake smile.
“But isn’t that the waitress who danced with Harry Castillo at the wedding?” one of the women said, looking totally shocked.
“Aren’t you that maid?” the other woman added with growing astonishment. “The one who hacked our system, impersonated someone else, and embarrassed us in front of all our customers? How many faces do you really have?”
“Seems like she’s trying to snag both Castillo and Finnegan,” one of them remarked, glancing at Lucy with a knowing look.
"A gold digger for sure."
All three women were looking right at you, as if you owed them some kind of explanation. Even the people at the next table were tuning in, throwing you judgmental looks that only made your embarrassment and anger worse. You gripped your apron tightly, feeling the heat rise in your cheeks.
Just then, Maria entered the dining room, her eyes narrowing at the scene unfolding before her. She shared in your anger.
One of the women pushed her plate away with a grimace and said, “I can’t eat this. It’s making me feel sick.” With a little shove, the plate slid off the table and hit the floor. “Oops! Well, lucky we’ve got a cleaner around. What are you waiting for? Clean this mess up!"
You shot her an incredulous glare; this was too much.
“Looks like someone’s itching for a fight,” Maria muttered as she strode confidently towards their table. “That’s not a cleaner, that’s a maid, you illiterate bitch,” she snapped.
Everyone shifted their attention to her, including you.
“Maria—” Lucy froze, taken aback.
The woman looked annoyed and shot back, “Who the hell are you talking to?”
Ignoring her, Maria turned to the other woman, the matchmaker. “It wasn’t her who hacked your system; it was Melanie and her minions. Why are you taking your anger out on this girl? And what kind of system collapses at the slightest breach? Everyone should steer clear of this matchmaking company,” she declared, her voice rising for all to hear. “If their tech team is so incompetent they can’t protect customer credentials, consider what they’d do with your credit card info! Scammers would be the best-case scenario.”
Trembling with fury, she hissed, “And who even are you—”
“Me?" She adjusted her hair in a swift move. "María Elisa Rivera Armada,” she replied coolly, crossing her arms defiantly.
A hush fell over the room; they clearly recognized her name, her connections, and her influence. The two women exchanged nervous glances before rising to leave.
“I’d better go,” one of them muttered under her breath.
Other one joined her.
Maria stepped in front of them, her expression serious. “Are you really going to leave without apologizing to her?”
Both women turned to you, quickly avoiding eye contact. “We’re sorry,” they mumbled.
“Look at them,” Maria shot back, clearly disappointed. “You were loud enough to throw insults but now I can barely hear you.”
Lucy opened her mouth to say something but held back, choosing to steer clear of a fight with her. The women repeated their apologies and hurried out.
Maria took Lucy by the arm as she stood up. You couldn't hear over their conversation while you helped the waitress clean the floor.
“I didn’t confront you earlier for what you did to Harry, because I was caught up in my own divorce and dealing with depression." Maria said to Lucy. "But let me make this clear: if you ever mess with her again, I’ll step in before Harry ever does. Got it? Just a heads up, the crazy bitch is in town and ready to kick some ass."
Lucy narrowed her eyes defiantly. “I didn’t say anything she hasn’t done. Besides, I really don’t care if Harry likes her; I just want her to stay away from Alan.”
Maria laughed cruelly and leaned in closer. "Maybe it’s Alan who needs to keep his distance from her, don’t you think? Why don’t you go and tell your boyfriend about it and see how he reacts?"
Lucy’s face flushed with anger as she stormed out of the room.
A soft murmur spread among those eating; some must have known Maria. Unbothered, Maria took a seat in the chair left vacant by Lucy and looked at you. “Don’t just stand there like a scarecrow; come sit,” she said.
“I could have handled them too, you know,” you muttered as you settled at the table.
Maria pulled Lucy's untouched dessert plate towards her. “Oh, darling, you shouldn’t have to stoop to their level. You’re too good for that.” She glanced at you and winked. “You’re like an angel; keep that up.” Then she took a big forkful of dessert. “Oh, this is fucking delicious.” She took another hefty bite.
You chuckled. "Bon appétit, Mrs. Rivera. By the way, thanks for that; I wasn’t sure how to respond. I mean, I’m used to getting scolded, but those accusations were a bit much."
“You’re welcome, sweetheart. It’s been a while since I’ve acted like that, and it felt so good,” she said with a laugh.
“You were really cool,” you replied with a smile.
"I should be a bit tough on you too, you know. You deserve it," she said, eyeing the dessert.
You were taken aback. "Me? Wh-why?"
Maria shot you a serious look. “Oh, you know very well.”
Silence hung between you for a moment as you averted your gaze and sighed.
“Look, I’m not great at lying, and I’m pretty upfront, even when trouble’s on the horizon. So here’s the deal,” she said earnestly.
You nodded, sensing what was coming next.
“Listen,” Maria sighed. “I’m not going to beg you like 'He loves you—just tell him you love him back, please'. No. Let’s just cut to the chase. Are Harry’s feelings mutual or not? I need to know. Is there any hope? Because he’s like my brother, and I can’t bear to see him suffer like this. Do you understand?” she added, her tone sincere.
“Maria, I don’t want him to hurt either, but is he okay? He hasn’t called me for days,” you replied, worry creeping into your voice.
Maria smiled softly.
“I don’t really know what to do anymore. I never meant to hurt him; I would never intentionally do that,” you admitted, lowering your head.
Maria’s smile turned into one of satisfaction. She had found the answer she sought. “He’s fine,” she said coldly, wiping a bit of cream from the corner of her mouth. “Well, he will be; I’ll make sure of it as his friend.” She stood up suddenly. “But I wish you had been there; by his side, it would’ve made everything much better. But again, it’s all right.”
You stood up too, trying to grasp what she meant.
“Remember. No one is irreplaceable, not even you.”
You frowned slightly. “That’s a bit—”
“Bitchy? It’s just my protective side coming out. Harry is family to me, and I tend to be overprotective of my family.” She leaned in and spoke in a lower voice. “Here’s a warning for you: you’re on the verge of letting him slip away, so you’d better act quickly.” She winked at you before turning on her heel, leaving you in awe as you watched her walk away.
Maria hopped into the car waiting for her, Oliver was in the driver’s seat, giving her a curious look. 
“Well?”
“Good news, she’s totally in love with Harry,” she said with a grin. 
“Then she’ll tell him, right? That’s awesome!” he replied, looking relieved. 
“Hmm, I don’t think so. Not anytime soon, anyway.” 
“What? Why not?” 
“She just needs a little push.” 
"Alright, we need to bring them together. Should I arrange a date?"
Maria rolled her eyes. “What’s it like in that little head of yours, Ollie? You men are really simple creatures."
Oliver frowned. “What does that even mean?” 
“Never mind. I’ll handle it,” she said, pulling out her phone to text. 
“How? What’s your plan?” 
“I’m going to give her a little nudge, get her emotions going, and light that fire.” 
“I’m not sure I follow.” 
“Jealousy, Ollie. Jealousy.” 
Oliver leaned in to take a look at her phone. “Stella? Oh boy, Harry’s not going to like this.”
“As long as he doesn’t find out, we’ll be fine. So you’d better keep your mouth shut.”
“But what if she ends up hating Harry instead of feeling jealous? How can you be sure?”
Maria shot him a glare. “My seventy-year-old grandmother divorced my grandfather out of jealousy after fifty years of marriage. It’s one of the most primitive and powerful emotions a human can experience; it activates everything within you. Trust me—our little cat will turn into a tiger.”
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It was yet another dreary morning, and you had to admit—another day without his good morning text was not going well at all.
Then there was Maria's comment. She must really have a knack for manipulation.
What did she say again?
“No one is irreplaceable.”
Did Harry actually say that, or was it her idea? No, Harry wouldn’t say something like that.
Would he?
Who knows?
He hadn’t been around for three days; maybe that’s what he thought now. You rolled over in bed, burying your face in the pillow and letting out a frustrated growl.
Why did it hurt so much?
It just made you mad. You felt like there was nothing you could do, like it was too late. You hated that feeling.
The door swung open, and Zoe peeked in. "If you're going to smother yourself, you should probably put your head under the pillow instead."
You shot her a glare. “Oh really? Why don’t you come show me how it’s done?”
She let out a wicked laugh. “So, you still haven’t called him, huh? Babe, you’re way past the ‘he should call first’ phase, don’t you think?”
You sprang up, fired up. “Don’t start on me too, Zoe! I’ve got enough people coming at me!”
She narrowed her eyes at you as you stormed out of the room. “Who else is coming at you? Although I shouldn’t be surprised! Your stubbornness must be famous!” she shouted after you.
When you got to the hotel, things just went downhill from there. You were so distracted that you messed up a bunch of things, and Bruno had to tell you to head home early. You were actually relieved because you really weren’t feeling up to working. On your way back, all you could think about was Harry. You typed out a ton of messages but ended up deleting them all before hitting send. You were itching to get the scoop about his house from Oliver so you could figure things out. You were desperate to see him. You couldn’t tell if he was just playing games or if he actually wanted you to chase after him.
But you knew you had to do something.
Just then, waiting at a red light to turn green, your phone buzzed.
Mr. Ol’man sent you a photo.
You opened the message quickly, and your heart raced as you did so without thinking.
Once upon a time, you used to have pride.
You saw the photo he sent you and froze in the middle of the crosswalk.
There was Harry, enjoying drinks in a bar with a super-hot, blonde woman, clinking glasses and laughing at the camera.
Laughing.
Happy.
With a woman.
In a bar, drinking.
Harry.
The man you loved.
The man who told you he loved you a few nights back.
Suddenly, the blaring horn of a car jolted you back to reality, realizing you were still standing in the street. You hurried across and leaned against a nearby wall to catch your breath. Your heart was pounding now, but it was all anger. It felt like fire was coursing through your veins. Then you got another message, and it only stoked the flames.
“Sorry, I sent it to you by mistake. I meant to send it to Stella.”
Stella.
Oh, come on! Seriously?
You felt a wave of anger and hurt, your body shaking as if jolted by a live wire. It took you a minute to think straight. This had to be some sort of game. There was no way it was real. It was just his way of messing with you. But what if it wasn’t?
No, you couldn’t think clearly; your mind was clouded. One emotion dominated your thoughts, taking control of your entire being.
Jealousy.
You were furious and incredibly jealous.
Tears of anger streamed down your face as you walked aimlessly down the street. While wrestling with what to do next, another message pinged on your phone.
It was from Maria.
“The King Cole Bar. Better hurry, sis; this skank’s all over Harry.”
That was the last straw.
You had to go there.
But how? You knew that place was fancy; there was no way you could walk in looking like you were right then, or in any of your clothes, honestly. In that moment, you did something rash, something that felt immature, and you’d probably regret later, but anger and jealousy took charge.
You didn’t care about the fallout.
You called her on your phone, the one saved under “trouble.”
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“I can't believe I'm doing this,” you muttered under your breath. Sharing a limo with Melanie and Nate, and unintentionally overhearing their steamy chatter was too much to bear.
“God, just end my misery,” you thought grimly.
“Hey, we skipped our program for you tonight,” Melanie hissed. “How about a little gratitude?”
“So you two are together now? That's more disgusting than the most disgusting thing I can think of.”
“You really,” Melanie grunted.
Nate's hands were all over her. “Never mind her, baby, she's jealous of us.”
You rolled your eyes. “Oh yeah! I'm dying of jealousy!”
“Maybe not us, but you're insanely jealous of your boyfriend,” Melanie giggled. ‘’I see what you are doing, that's a lame excuse.”
“Mind your own business,” you barked.
“Exactly, honey, let's mind our own business,” Nate licked her neck.
Ugh, you looked away and ignored them, feeling nauseous.
At least Melanie, annoying as she could be, had brought you a dress and shoes.
Of course, it wasn't for nothing.
You promised to talk to Jack about her in return.
The limo pulled up near the bar and you got out. No, you jumped out, because the two of them were getting into it. You hurriedly told the limo driver to get lost, the two of them didn't even look back, they were too busy.
You sighed as you read the name of the bar from the elegant logo above the black entrance door. “This is the most ridiculous thing I've ever done,” you muttered. People were looking at you with interest when they passed by the bar. Oh that's right, Melanie and her dress sense, she liked to look like a little slut.
So the red halter dress you were wearing was not so short but a bit revealing, with a deep slit on your right side that shows off your thigh with every step. You felt like a neon sign flashing, “Look at me!”
Thanks a lot, Melanie.
Did it really have to be red?
You tugged at the tight black jacket, trying to cover yourself up, but it wasn’t working. The doorman checked you out, grinning as he happily welcomed you inside.
As you stepped in, all eyes were on you, and you felt your cheeks heat up.
Just perfect.
You chose the corner table and sat down immediately, trying to ignore the stares. You covered your face with the menu and looked around.
Where the hell were they?
The stares were becoming increasingly uncomfortable. After all, you were stunning, dressed to impress, and scanning the room as if you were searching for someone special. Who could say what thoughts were running through their minds?
Finally, you spotted them—Maria, Oliver, and Harry sitting at the bar. But where was the woman from the photo he sent? You looked again. There were no blondes in sight—just a couple with other people, none that looked like her. What’s going on? Just then, your phone buzzed. It was a text from Maria.
“Looking for Stella? That photo was from last year, honey.”
You shot her a quick glance, and she winked at you with a sly grin.
Seriously?
Had she played you?
Maria nudged Harry to look your way, and the moment he turned, you quickly looked away.
The instant Harry noticed you, he nearly choked on the whiskey he was sipping, looking utterly stunned.
But honestly, you couldn’t care less; they had all been playing games with you, and you felt like a total fool.
You got up in a huff and tried to leave, but as luck would have it, you bumped into a guy. Of course, he was holding a glass of scotch, and the impact sent it splashing all over you—on your jacket, your chest, everywhere. The cold liquid, still icy, made you shiver when it hit your skin. Some even dribbled down into your expensive bra—the one you had saved up for.
Just fantastic.
“Oh, I’m so sorry!” he said, looking younger than you, his eyes glued to one spot—your breasts. You were the one who bumped into him, but he was the one needing to apologize, yes he should. He grabbed a napkin from the table, still staring at your chest like he was talking directly to it. “Can I wipe that up, p-please?” he asked, way too eager.
Seriously, was he a fucking teenager or what?
You instinctively pulled back, trying to cover yourself with your arm. “No thanks,” you replied tersely.
In that moment, three things happened at once. Maria dropped her bag right on the guy's head, Harry yanked your wrist and pulled you behind him, and Oliver stepped up next to you, giving that guy a fierce look.
“Are you a creep or what?” Maria shouted.
“How dare you touch her?” Harry barked.
“Who the hell are you people?” the guy shot back.
“I’m her boyfriend, so what?” Harry replied.
“And I’m her sister,” Maria jumped in.
“And I'm her brother,” Oliver added.
Wow, here's your saviors.
That’s when you figured it was your moment to mess with them. “Excuse me, but I don’t even know you guys, so you can sort this out on your own,” you said, not bothering to look at them. You couldn’t help but enjoy the shocked looks on their faces as you turned and headed for the exit.
“Where do you think you're going?” Harry yelled after you. He bumped into the guy, causing him to stumble, and ran after you.
Once you stepped outside, you purposely took off your jacket, making sure your wet top was on full display. “My jacket is ruined,” you said, glancing up at Harry.
People walking by stared, even whistling. Harry growled, took off his own jacket, and wrapped it around you. “You think that's funny? Are you playing games now?”
“Look who’s talking,” you shot back, frowning. “You messed with me, so we’re even now.”
He raised an eyebrow, genuinely confused. “Messed with you?”
You gave him a swift kick with your high heel, aiming right for his leg, and he groaned. "Ahh, what the-"
“You made a fool out of me; I won’t forget that.”
He bent down, rubbing his leg where you kicked him. “What are you talking about?” he asked, gritting his teeth.
With a sigh, you took your phone from your bag and showed him the photo and text that Maria had sent.
Harry’s face went from surprised to narrowed. “Maria… Now that makes sense. She took my phone and kept telling me not to call or text you.”
Just then, Maria and Oliver came out of the bar and walked up to you. Harry turned to her, clearly angry. “How could you do that?”
“Hey, I was just looking out for you! I had to step in a little, but guess what---it worked!”
Then he looked at Oliver. “You’re in this too?”
“I told her not to,” Oliver replied, sounding nervous.
Maria glared at him. “You sold me out, you cabrón.”
“Come on, I told you this wouldn’t end well,” he said.
You turned to Maria, upset. “You tricked me. Seriously, how could you?”
“Come on, you two are totally into each other. And you girl, you are dying to be with him! Just admit it!”
“Don’t you dare show your face around me again,” you said, eyeing Harry. “You too.” Then, you turned on your heel.
“Stop right there, sweetheart; you are not going anywhere,” he said, blocking your path. “We need to talk, and this time you’re not running away.”
You looked at him, surprised. “I’m not running away,” you mumbled. “If you want to talk, fine, but not out here; I’m freezing.”
He nodded, “Come here,” he said softly, putting his arm around you. “Oliver, give me the car keys.”
“Are we heading to your place?” you asked.
“No!” Harry snapped, making you jump a little.
“Not there,” Oliver added, looking uneasy.
“Oops,” Maria giggled.
What the hell was that?
You shot them a skeptical glance. “Seriously? Are you living in some kind of secret Batcave or what?" 
Harry chuckled. “Very funny. The thing is, we can't go to my place because…” 
“Because?” 
“There’s a bit of an insect invasion,” Oliver chimed in. “The house is being fumigated, so…” 
It seemed like a weak excuse, but perhaps it was the truth; you decided to stop probing. “So, where are you staying now?” you asked.
“Just at the hotel, of course,” Maria replied casually.
“Right, the hotel,” Harry mumbled.
“I’ll drive you there; you’ve had too much to drink, you can't drive,” Oliver said, heading for the car.
You turned to Harry, catching a glimpse of something strange in his expression but didn’t dwell on it. The thought of being alone with him was actually appealing.
Fuck all your pride and stubbornness.
Yeah, it was definitely time to follow your heart.
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“Memories, huh?” you mutter as the elevator smoothly ascends to the top-floor suite.
Harry's gaze was locked onto you, his breath coming in steady but heavy bursts. “Yeah, I guess so,” he replied, tilting his head slightly to the side.
Was he checking out your ass?
It didn’t really matter; he could look all he wanted, and honestly, you wanted him to do more—like touch you, everywhere.
Right, why wasn’t he?
What was he waiting for?
Oh right, those damn cameras.
As you walked into the room, he clasped your hand tightly. When you reached the door, he pulled the card from his pocket, swiped it, and the door swung open. “Ladies first,” he said with a gesture, inviting you inside.
His voice was a bit shaky, making you bite your lip to keep from giggling. He followed you inside and closed the door with a firm click, almost as if he was making sure you were alone. You took off his jacket and handed it back to him, trying to keep a straight face. “Thanks for the jacket—”
And he lunged at you. He threw the jacket angrily and wrapped his arms around you, pulled you to him and captured your lips with his mouth. He kissed you passionately, longingly, hungrily, like you were his oxygen and he was underwater in a sea of lust. 
“Harry," You breathed trying to break the kiss, but his lips closed in on yours again before you could utter another word. You sighed softly against him, your arms instinctively wrapping around his neck. As your hands slid down to his biceps, you clung to him, feeling the undeniable strength beneath the fabric, lost in the intensity of the moment.
"I thought we were just going to talk," you said mockingly, tilting your head to the side. His gaze remained fixed on your chest.
"Later, baby. With you dressed like that, I might not be able to concentrate. You look exquisite," he breathed, his voice laced with a seductive tone that made you weak in the knees.
A smile broke across your face, “You’re looking quite handsome yourself.”
And he truly was, his black long-sleeved shirt clinging perfectly to his well-defined frame.
The atmosphere crackled with an electric tension the moment his gaze settled on you. You craved to keep him focused solely on you, yearning for his eyes to linger endlessly. Those captivating brown eyes, glimmering like precious jewels, seemed to caress every inch of you, leaving you breathless and wanting more.
"Your dress is soaking wet," he said breathlessly, his hands gliding over the damp fabric, brushing against your breasts. They instantly hardened at his touch, which they had been longing for. You bit your lower lip.
"It's not just my dress," you whispered slowly in his ear.
He darkly chuckled, fire licking at your veins from the heat of his gaze, “Is that so? So you’re saying that If I touch you, I will find you ready for my cock?” he asked, grinning.
“Why not find out for yourself?” you teased.
His hand suddenly found itself trailing a path towards your bare legs to between your thighs, making you gasp. Holding on to his strong arms, the feel of his fingers trailing over your skin was a wonderful, delicious shock that left you breathless.    
“Playing with fire would be dangerous, you know,” he growled low, so low, it reverberated through your chest. And through the partition of the dress, that slit that split mid-thigh, he caressed up your leg, towards your hip.
You almost mewled.
Almost.
“I'm not playing,” you murmured, half panting.
He chuckled again, that dark, seductive glee escaping from him in agonizing, tantalizing waves. “You decided to be a good girl then?” he stared at you, eyes molten pools of lust. “It surprises me you acquiesced, given how stubborn you are. Hmm, maybe I should reward you,” he whispered while his hand still deliciously trailed a lazy path over and around.
Who was playing now?
It sure wasn't you.
You were already past the playing part, you were dripping.
He knew, of course, he fucking knew, without even having to touch...
But he did touch, sliding his hands under your dress down to your wet panties, his fingers pushing them aside, there it was; he could feel your lips, drenched and ready.
You bucked against his palm, aching for more but he deliberately pulled away.
You frowned in response.
Damn.
He chuckled delightfully, looking at his fingers coated with your wetness, “My darling kitty, you’re completely soaked. So you were being honest, after all. Such a good girl. Are you hoping for a reward?”
“Just give it to me already,” you urged, gripping him tightly and pressing yourself against him, ignoring the feeling of a deep blush spread across your cheeks.
“Oh, I will, sweetheart,” he said with a sly smile. He spun you around, pulling you firmly against him. Before you could even process what was happening, his strong arms enveloped you, and you felt his chin just above your ear and his clothed cock pressing against your thighs; you could feel beneath the fabric; it was hard, painfully hard, and you gasped. "You drive me so fucking crazy. I want so bad to slide into that sweet wet pussy and feel it all tight and hot around me while I pound into you.” He purred, “But first, there’s something I want you to do.” He touched your lips, then chin, tracing his fingertip down the line of your throat, over the hollow of your collarbone, down to the swelled curve of your breasts. His other hand had already slipped under the slit in your dress and found your dripping pussy once more, you bit your lower lip hard. The hand at your sex continued to tease you, lazily circling your entrance.
Fuck.
You shuddered under his touch and words, your back arched, eyes rolling, moaning softly.
"Will you do what I want, baby?” he asked as if you might protest.
“Whatever you want,” you whispered, eyes closed and completely surrendered to him, it was all too much and you were helpless in the face of this torture, you were melting.
He had to do what he had to do already, he had to do it before you lost your fucking mind.
His other hand grabbed your head from behind and he tilted your head to the other side this time, you tilted your head back towards his other shoulder. You couldn't do anything, you had no choice but to let him play with you like a toy. “Tell me you love me,” he whispered in a demanding tone.
It took you a second to figure out what had just happened, then you opened your eyes and frowned. “What the hell? Are you really trying to seduce me into saying that?”
"You left me no choice. Now say it, come on, I'm waiting."
In that moment, your stubbornness flared up because he had pushed you, forcing you to say that. But those wonderful fingers stroking your pussy so incredibly slowly, damn it, it made you stop thinking.
“Say it,” he said, sounding a bit impatient this time. He grabbed the strap of your dress and pulled it down to your waist. "I know you love me, so spill it. I’m not letting you leave this room until you do."
You turned your head to him, "Wait, what did you say? You can't do that."
“Watch me,” he said, yanking the dress down off your waist until it fell to the floor. “Now, darling, you’ve got two options,” he said, pulling you closer. You tried to struggle, but there was no breaking free from his grip. “The easy way or the hard way.”
“I get the easy way, but what’s the hard way, Mr. Castillo?” you scoffed.
He  smirked, turned you around, this time you faced him. You deliberately took a step backwards, he was unbuttoning his shirt as he stepped towards you. “So you're taking the hard way?” he said huskily and kept walking towards you, and you kept going backwards.
Until your back hit the wall.
He leaned in, one hand against the wall next to you while the other gripped the strap of your bra. His gaze was intense as his fingers played with the lace. Then, feeling impatient, he quickly reached behind you, found the clasp of your wet bra, and undid it in no time. He kept his eyes locked on yours as he lifted your bra and tossed it on the floor. You could feel your face getting hot, and you bit your lip.
After that, he bent down to your level and lifted you by your hips. Your bare breasts rubbed against his bare chest, you both moaned. “Say it,” he said again, his breath hot on your skin. 
But instead of answering, you held on to him, letting your hardened breasts torture him some more. 
He growled in frustration and picked you up, carried you into the bedroom and threw you on the bed roughly making you gasp. You crawled backwards as he hurriedly took off his pants, your heart pounding in your throat, excited to see him completely naked.
Your gaze remained locked on his, biting your lip in anticipation. 
But he was still lingering while taking his underpants off.
Finally.
You let out a happy sigh, taking in how breathtaking he looked. Impatiently, you shifted to the edge of the bed, grabbed his hand, and pulled him closer to you. He leaned over and let you pull him down on the bed on top of you.
“Getting a little impatient, are we?” He smirked at you. “You can speed up the process, you know,” he said pinning you to the bed with his weight, putting one knee between your not yet fully spread legs and grasping your wrists. 
“Oh come on, this is getting ridiculous,” you muttered.
“But it’s so much fun,” he breathed out before lunging for your mouth, pulling deep, hungry kisses that leave you both panting harshly.
Proving in a way that he was an amazing kisser and hot as hell.
Needing to taste every inch of your flushed skin, he continued up the sharp line of your jaw, your wrists slipping from his grasp.
He let out a hot breath over your ear before running the tip of his tongue down the shell of it. A shiver ran up your spine, and you bit down on his shoulder, pulling a groan from his throat. You soothed the spot with your lips as your hands roamed his body, his muscles rippling under your fingers.
He made his way down your throat, kissing and nipping and swirling his tongue in all the right places, leaving goose bumps in his wake.
Next, the tip of his tongue traced the underside of your breast in a teasing, feather-light sweep, breathing out as he hovered above the peak of your nipple, almost touching it. He waited until your eyes locked and paused just for a moment before he dived down and captured you in his mouth roughly, sucking hard as he expertly used his lips, teeth, and tongue.
“Oh god,” you let slip out on a breath you didn’t even know you were holding, chest now heaving from the sudden onslaught. He let you slip slowly from his lips but added a quick kiss to the sensitive flesh, making you jump. Your fingers run through his curls as he lowers his head further.
“You’re so beautiful baby,” he hummed.
Without warning he ran the flat of his tongue over you again, causing your hips to buck.
You were on fire.
You were whimpering.
You needed him needed him so fucking bad.
“Harry…” you moaned when he finally spread your legs and made a slight contact with your clit.
Working you with his tongue, he placed lazy open-mouth kisses over your breasts. He teased your entrance with the head of his cock while sucking your nipples hungrily, relentlessly, making your eyes roll back with pleasure, your whole body tingling.
“Shit! Harry, I’m gonna--” Already worked up from all the teasing, the exquisite combination of sensations sent a jolt straight to your core, causing a small orgasm that surprised you both.
Whoa, that never happened to you before; you were still in shock.
But that wasn’t enough.
It didn't do anything to satiate you, though; it only made you want more.
What the hell got into you?
Damn it.
He snickered. “Yes, baby, say my name and say that word, and I will give you more," he hummed into your flesh.
“Are you going to fuck me or what?” you growled, almost sobbing.
“As soon as you say the damn word,” He growled back and rubbed the tip of his cock against your walls and you pressed your hips against him but he pulled back, still waiting. “Oh c’mon, tell me you love me already,” he hissed.
It was too much and frustrating
“I… Harry, I-” you panted, trying to use your words but you were failing.
“Go on,” he grunted, commanding.
It was too much and frustrating for him too.
Finally, he couldn't take it anymore as his cock throbbed in agony, and with a quick and rough thrust, he buried himself inside you, but halfway through it yet was enough to make you jump and scream.
He pulled back again and sighed.
You leaned back into the pillows, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and your legs around the backs of his. Your eyes met his, with a soft caress of his cheek, you whispered, "Harry Castillo... I love you... I love you so much that I do silly things because of you. I love you so much that I don’t want a single day to go by without you."
His lips curved up in a wide, victorious smile. "That's my girl. I love you too baby.”
He began to kiss you everywhere--- your cheeks, your nose your chin, your collarbone. And you moaned a little when he finally smashed his lips on yours, kissing you hungrily, his tongue sliding across your lower lip before nipping it. “That wasn't so hard, was it?” he grinned and kissed you again.
You managed to shake your head a little, blinking up at Harry as you panted broadly against his mouth. Your cunt throbbed around his cock as he fully sheathed himself in you. His fingers intertwined with yours, raising your joined hands to rest on the pillow beside you. He rolled his hips gently, then again as you whimpered, swirling his tongue with yours. He fucked you with slow, even strokes, trading slow kisses as you moaned and panted into one another's mouths.
He then broke the kiss, pressing his face into your neck as his thrusts became harder. You gasped, sinking your nails into his shoulders as you let your eyes slide closed. The bed was beginning to shake with his movements, and the slapping of your hips slightly echoed through the grand bedroom. You felt the familiar curling sensation beneath your waist, and you slid a hand down, grasping his behind and using the grip to urge him on. He drew back just enough to get a good look at you, his eyes bright in the dim room. You sucked in a stunned breath as he reached between your legs, fingers teasing your clit as his hips pounded yours more roughly.
You were moving so wildly that he couldn't keep his mouth on you any longer.
Your head fell back and you gasped when he thrust harder, deep into your wet, heated walls, a desperate sound escaping your thoroughly kissed lips. He stroked your clit while keeping up the rhythm he knew -he remembered from the first time you had sex that night-, one that pulled insanely erotic noises straight from your throat.
A devilish grin spread across his face as he took in the sight of you, his kitty writhing uncontrollably at his touch. Unable to take his eyes off of you, he worked his hand faster, moving it in a new sinfully exquisite way.
“Oh, God! Fuck!” You cried out, slick sounds of your bodies became louder and louder with every pump of his cock as his mouth latched onto your neck. You wrapped your arms around him, gripping him tightly to your chest, needing something to hang on to desperately. He could feel your body tense and knew you were close from the sounds you were making.
Fuck, those sounds alone could be his undoing.
“Come for me, baby,” he breathed in your ear, pushing you over the edge.
And you did.
Arched off the bed, his hand never left you, gone with you, working you through it as a steady stream of curses and what could be his name tumbled from your lips. Coming back down, you pulled his face to yours as you plundered his mouth, all sense of restraint shattered. His hand started moving again in time to your kiss, trying to - oh hell no.
You needed more.
You needed him.
Surprising him, you reached and flipped his hand over, then him, still breathing hard from before. Your eyes were filled with lust as you straddled him and, without preparation, sank down onto him as much as you could take at this angle, throwing your head back while letting out a loud moan of satisfaction.
Your whole body shuddered as your hips jerked involuntarily, the feeling of him filling you so completely, almost too much but so good.
“Fuck, baby!” he choked out, his head slamming back into the pillow.
“That’s the idea,” you said, voice dripping with sex, only giving him a second or two before you start to ride him.
He couldn’t decide which was better.
Having the power to make you lose all self-control, completely at his mercy, or lying back and letting you take what you want from him.
Luckily, he didn’t have to choose.
It was like celebrating your confession; there were no more secrets, no more games, and no holding back between you two, finally.
Groaning, he ran his hands up your thighs and caressed the curve of your waist, coming around to knead your backside. Mesmerized by how fluidly you were moving, he watched in awe as your body prepared for yet another release. Rapidly reaching your peak again, he rubbed your with his thumb while his other hand tweaked and pulled your nipple. Your fingers curl, nails scraping his chest as you clenched hard around him, almost bringing him with you but he somehow managed to hold back.
Barely.
For now.
Dazed from multiple orgasms, you were not exactly sure how but he suddenly had you on your stomach, body pressed into the bed by his, the fingers of one hand interlaced with your own. He started off slowly, making sure you could handle it. He picked up the pace when you arched your back for an even better angle, giving his free hand room to sneak underneath your hips and play with you. Crushing your entwined hands together, you frantically reached out for anything else to hold on to, gripping the side of the bed with your other hand as he pounds into you from above.
Your mouth locked open, sobbed into the bed with every thrust, bringing you higher and higher until you were exploding, your whole body trembling with shockwaves originating from the epicenter where you were connected. His face was covered in sweat, cursing as he spilled into you with a deep, feral growl, finally letting go.
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As the first rays of sunlight filtered through the tall window, you gradually roused from sleep, reluctant to open your eyes. It felt as if you were resting on a soft, fluffy cloud, completely weightless. A wave of happiness washed over you, and you silently chided yourself for not embracing this morning magic sooner. After mustering enough courage, you finally confessed your feelings for him, and Harry’s efforts truly deserved a reward.
Just then, your phone alarm buzzed loudly from inside your bag on the floor, breaking the tranquil moment.
Ugh, of course, it was Thursday.
Damn it!
Realizing you were still face down on the bed, you wished you could just stay there forever. As you swung your legs over the side and reached out, you felt the empty space next to you. Had Harry already gotten up? You yawned and looked around. “Harry?” you called out sleepily.
The bathroom door swung open, and there he was, toothbrush in hand, foamy mouth and all. He shot you a smile that made you giggle. “Good morning, beautiful,” he managed to say through the toothpaste.
“Morning, ol' man,” you teased.
He frowned dramatically and went back to rinse his mouth before returning to you. “Ol' man, huh?” he asked, sitting on the bed. You wrapped your arms around him. “My ol' man,” you replied, kissing him, and he kissed you back.
“Are you getting me back for calling you 'kitty'?” he mocked, leaning in for another quick kiss. “Maybe,” you said with a playful grin and kissed him again.
You wanted to lose all sense of time in this room with him, wrapped up in nothing but kisses, but you had to get moving. “I’ve got to go to work,” you mumbled, breaking the kiss, reluctantly.
He grimaced. “Can’t you just skip today?”
“It's Thursday, Harry. Besides, don’t you have work to get to?” you reminded him as you slid out of bed.
“Actually, there’s something I wanted to tell you, and—” he murmured. 
“Hmm?” You looked at him. 
Just then, Harry's phone rang. 
“I’ll be in the shower,” you said as you walked over. 
He sighed and answered the call.
After using the toilet, you stepped into the shower, only for Harry to sneak in behind you. He quickly shed his pants and joined you under the warm water, wrapping his arms around you for another kiss, making you giggle.
“Looks like you were right; I guess I have to get to work too,” he said while turning on the water.
You kept kissing as the water poured over you, both of you unable to stop touching each other. Harry was super gentle as he massaged shampoo into your hair, clearly enjoying it. You returned the favor, and it felt so much nicer than just a simple swap.
As you both walked out of the hotel, Oliver showed up, carrying a bag that smelled amazing. “Here’s a quick breakfast for you,” he said, handing it over.
You glanced at Harry, who was smiling cockily. “I didn’t want you heading off to work all hungry.”
You smiled widely, leaning in to kiss him. “Thank you. And... I love you.”
He smiled back. “I love you too,” he said, giving you another kiss.
Oliver laughed, clapping his hands. “Now that’s the sight I needed to see. Congratulations. I can die happy now.”
You both shared a joyful laugh and leaned in for another kiss, celebrating your love.
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Harry and Oliver offered to drop you off near the building, but you declined, knowing you still had plenty of time and weren’t running late. After saying goodbye to them, a smile crept onto your face as you made your way to the entrance.
You were now Harry Castillo’s girlfriend—something that turned out to be less daunting than you’d imagined.
Lost in thought as you approached the building, a sudden screech of brakes pulled you back to reality. Startled, you turned to find a little girl who had just fallen to the ground. You hurried to her side. “Are you okay, sweetie?”
Meanwhile, the driver of the car was shouting, “Watch it, kid! Do you want to get hurt?”
Fuming, you yelled back, “You should be the one watching out! Don’t yell at her; can’t you see she’s terrified? Come on, sweetheart.”
Once you reached the sidewalk, you crouched down to check the scrape on her knee. “Does it hurt?”
“I wasn’t scared,” she replied defiantly. “I could have handled myself against him.”
You raised your eyebrows in surprise. "Oh, absolutely, I’m sure you could. I was just looking out for you, you know. Girls have to look out for each other, right?" You winked at her.
She laughed. "I think so too, thanks. It’s just a scrape, really."
“Let’s swing by the pharmacy for a bandage,” you insisted.
“No need; I can take care of it. I'm already where I want to be, and I’m sure there are some first aid supplies at the house,” she said as she headed toward the building where you work.
You quickened your pace to catch up. "Do you live here? I actually work here."
She glanced at you, curious. “Not really. I’m just trying to get away from my parents’ drama for a bit. I thought I’d use my Uncle Harry’s place while he’s away.”
You suddenly froze. 
No way, it couldn’t be. 
Must just be a coincidence with the name or something. 
“Did you say Harry? Does he live in this building?” 
As you headed for the elevator, the girl nodded. “Yeah, he’s on the top floor, in the penthouse.” 
Another wave of shock hit you. 
Taking a deep breath, you asked, “Is your Uncle Harry's last name Castillo, by any chance?” 
“So you know him?” she said, sounding casual. 
But you were anything but casual, your mind racing. 
Nodding, “Yeah, I know him,” you said in barely more than a whisper.
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catscraftsandcommentary ¡ 2 days ago
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I saw an old friend yesterday, and (while talking about mental health things each of us has gone through), she told me that she has a condition where she gets very, very depressed EVERY MONTH for a few days before her period starts. There's a point in your cycle before your actual period starts, and her mood just...drops. Like a rock.
And then a few days later, her period starts and she's totally back to normal!
Unfortunately, not a lot of doctors are familiar with this - if they learned about it in med school, they haven't seen it enough since then to remember it - but she found a good doctor who treats women's fertility issues who IS familiar with it, which I am SO GLAD she did!
So TLDR: if you're having huge mood swings before/during/after your period, and especially if these are happening CONSISTENTLY, you may have a legitimate medical problem that can be treated, and don't let a lazy or uninformed doctor ignore your problems.
If you are having ANY medical or emotional problem that makes it hard for you to function and enjoy your life, please, PLEASE get help. Find someone who will take you seriously!
It make take a while, or visiting several different doctors or trying several different meds to figure out exactly what is happening and what help you need - but I PROMISE YOU that reaching the point where you're feeling better IS SO WORTH IT.
As someone who's gone through that...at least 3 times with different issues...it takes a while, but IT IS SO WORTH IT.
WHEN ON PERIOD:
do not crash out
your feelings are NOT valid
do not send that text
don't kill yourself. lock in
do not act on negative emotions until at least 2 days have elapsed
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