#the term babygirl was invented for him

[quick-catton]

he said :P!

[troybarnesbabygirlconfirmed]

taylor swift eras as community characters

(explanations coming soon)

btw this only includes the queer quintet but of course this could apply differently with all characters considered

taylor swift & fearless: annie edison my tiny babygirl who will forever be that and only that!!! she’s not a manipulative sociopath sleaze she is a teenager!!!

speak now: mostly britta perry — but all of them bc they’re all mentally ill!

red: clearly troy barnes for his dramatic pathetic kicked puppy demeanor and indomitable silliness

1989: britta perry for her sopping wet cat tendencies and attachment to short term relationships

reputation: jeff winger in the sense that he is marketed as mr tough guy!!! but he’s actually just a pathetic meowmeow who is obsessed with britta perry

lover: troy barnes my pocket sized babygirl this belongs to you

folkmore: were both invented by abed nadir and i have so much to say about this

midnights: jeff winger — the dean made him listen btw

[dojae-huh]

Huh nim, not about jaedo but have you taken the mbti test yet? Let me guess you might be an Xstj? (I know you seem neither have interests in mbti nor believe in it though😂, so if you don’t wanna talk about it just ignore it) I’m curious about your result because I really appreciate the logical way you analyze jaedo, and how you organize your observations and opinions really clear, and take all the real-world conditions into consideration, not just making up some love stories. You know a lot of jaedo shippers just see jaedo as a very childish and irrational couple, going through a lot of dramas and conflicts like two characters from kdrama, which I just can’t relate at all haha.

I don't think MBTI is a complete hoax. Brains do differ, and it's possible to divide them into categories. Naturally, any classification will be pretty loose. An MBTI type doesn't describe an individual fully, just explains what the brain of this person prioritizes, how it deals with the information, and so on. However, there is no "species" as a unit of life in reality, biologists still find this term very useful.

I do not trust the online tests though: they are too short with bad questions. As well as people self-identifying (biased and don't really know themselves) or others trying to do it looking at the "vibe" (easy to be mistaken).

And I do not trust idols' official MBTIs because: a) they take the short tests, b) they have motivation to lie for their image (in SK some types are considered more desireable: friendly, hardworking, etc).

I'm INTP-T, and a very clear one (I'm even a scientist in real life). It has never changed since childhood. You guessed one letter, heh.

I think the usefullness of MBTI type of systems is that people can comprehend and accept that other people think differently. And sometimes get the "keys" to "why?".

Have you seen the MokChu episode with Johnathan? In the comments most of the fans wrote how they started to see the guest in another light. Johnathan wasn't behaving differently from the way he MCs: he laughed non-stop, didn't care for his image much (like gulping cola glass after glass). It is his daily habits and his interests (the love for Korean history, the thoughts about enjoying the life while young because the life is fleeting), that reveiled his depth. It is the same with JaeDo and with most neos: one needs to spend time to get to know an idol, invest in memorisation of facts about him, retain all of the information, not only that that fits the desireable picture. Otherwise people just see constructs (Doyoung as a babygirl), invent stories (JaeDo as an irrational couple (what? heh)), or gloss over some core traits (Do's fans are constantly reminded he is witty and sassy, however, they omit this trait when they build his character for themselves, don't think how these traits influence the rest).

Yesterday YT gave me a video of DEI nominee US judges going through a comittee. Once again my worldview was overthrown because I still can't comprehend how judges like Kelly Hodge exist and are allowed to decide fates of other people. My logical brain just breaks faced with the reality of how the modern world is ran by emotional and irrational people...

But back to shippers. The majority of shippers are interested in shipping as an entertainment, a fun activity. They don't expect their chosen ship to be real, and most don't care to stick to IC. Drama is fun, stereotyping simplifies things, the constant worry about the ship breaking up provides an emotional roller coaster. In the first place, shipping as an activity in public (discussion, fanwars) is attractive for emotional and social people. People who are more logical (who are usually introverts) don't see the need to go into those spaces and argue, participate, share their thoughts. As a result, you don't see them.

[starified-lizzy]

So much for taking time off the Internet (which I think all of us desperately need to do to some degree, whether or not you care/know about the issue or not)

Anyways, here’s a list of fictional men I still look up to who I demand can do no wrong:

Starting off strong with ATLA characters-

Aang. He is baby boy and is very kind and gentle and I strive to be as kind and gentle as him, not only to others, but to myself.

Sokka. He’s very inventive, and I strive to have that same level of problem-solving and creativity, along with that level headedness he gains as the show progresses.

Zuko. He’s definitely had his moments, but I look up to him because he turned himself around and was able to stand up to the people who have hurt him the most and I LOVE that for him. I wish to be able to do that one day as well.

Now: literally only two people from my FNF au, which are Blue and Navy. Both of them, because they are babygirl and just genuinely sweet and kind and I love them.

Last: my own characters. Is this just an excuse to talk about my children? At this point- yeah

Saline: fuck you and your mother, I’m not getting rid of them. He may be based off of that asshole, but she is my child and I love them (they’re technically categorized under the “men I look up to” because he is AMAB and doesn’t care how one perceives her, hence the use of all pronouns. Besides, they are more of a man in terms of respect than most IRL cis men are in my life.)

Liam: literally the only person who is able to wrangle a literal world-ending demon and his leech, while also being such a kind and gentle man in the process. We love Liam in this household.

Sadly most of my characters are either women- or men who have little to no redeemable qualities.

Now we go onto the topic of: fictional men who are essentially assholes, but I love them because they’re not real.

First up, Pico and Darnell, and I’m talking canon, not au. Au would mostly be the same, but Darnell is a lot more chill, and Pico becomes more babygirl as he grows as a person, so I’m talking mostly about canon.

They’re assholes, but I love em for it. I think the only reason why I love them and their character so much is because I first found out about them through FNF. I am willing to bet that if I had been introduced to them in Pico’s School, I would have vastly different opinions on both of them. I think my immediate selling point for adoring them was when I came up with the idea that Nene, Darnell, and Pico were like a found family type group instead of just batshit-insane school-friends. I adore found family tropes and they fit that bill, so.

Next is Spirit, C, and Soul, and now I’m talking about them from my au.

Now you may be wondering “how is Soul considered and asshole???” And I’ll tell you, my dear reader (how tf did you get this far) in due time if you’d be so kind and follow my blog dedicated for the au.

Anyways, Spirit’s an asshole because he just is. When he was alive, he was highly narcissistic and self-centered, only doing things for others if it benefited him in the end. When he meets Blue and all that resulting shit happens, he calms the fuck down and actually becomes a decent person, but his past self was not pretty.

C doesn’t get that luxury of becoming a better person. He’s just an asshole. However it’s not his fault, he was made like that. He can’t help but do things that can be perceived as “assholish”, but he does try to be kind… as kind as he can be considering he can’t really feel any emotions.

Soul… is very interesting. He… ends up doing questionable things… despite being viewed as a kind and trustworthy person, and like- he has a really bad moment of being a dick, but like- he gets better???? Idk. He’s a goofball, so he immediately gets pardoned from my torment (mostly).

Next we return to my characters.

First is Limbo, my demon cat boy. Heeeeeee is also based off another person, but nobody that has had any issues to my knowledge. He has almost caused the end of the world, almost killed his friends multiple times, and is just generally an ass person. The singular person who can keep him from doing “hot gay man-demon shit” is Liam.

Tenebris Oritur, the giant serpent fuck I haven’t drawn in ages. While They are not human, nor a man, I’m still throwing Them into this category because of the fact They’re stuck with Limbo’s dumb bitchass. Hi, yes, hello, spoilers for my old ass fic I am now never going to finish lmfao (;-;) Oritur is the thing that almost destroyed the world because They’re too bitchy to let shit go.

And that’s it. If you guys potentially have any suggestions for this list, please leave both the character’s name, the section they it under, and why- either in tags, or in the replies. Thank you for listening this far into my TED talk.

[bi-bats]

oooh what about jason for the blorbo bingo then? (<- totally not baited dw)

(also hi :))

UEIEIWIWI YESS MY BAIT WORKED!!! Also HELLO AGAINNNN

Okay here we go (sports commentary voice) and our second contestant, the specialist babygirl, the bestest zombie, everyones favorite hunk, Jason Todd!!!

I just. Ragruahhruagruagrhaurgh. He invented the term blorbo. To me. Im kissing him on the mouth. He's my phone background. I love him. Anyways

Send me a character for blorbo bingo!!!

Also

@waffleinator-inator Sorry bestie someone beat you to my bait!!! But now you can send the ask that wasn't taking one for the team. You know. If you wanted to know about someone else, my damitim mutual. I haven't received a certain someone in that pairing.

[junseoing]

i think I have chosen the worst possible time to get into up10 but would you mind telling my your favorite of their songs and maybe something about each member? only if you want to ofc!

px101 era was worse

I would love to tell you about the up10 men!!! Literally you did not ask for a full on 5 page guide but im making it anyway!!

SO. YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT UP10TION? (a guide)

Members (age order):

Kuhn (leader/rapper) - gives off dad energy. Has a very attractive singing voice!! Listen to some CoolFM karaoke to hear him sing!

Jinhoo (leader/vocal) - has pretty lips! Takes on team mom position. TOP media put him on hiatus on April 7, 2020 and then sent him to the armed forces, he has not been seen or mentioned since. TOP media will not tell us where he is. I miss him.

UPDATE: Jinhoo signs of life. He has a personal Instagram.

Kogyeol/Ian (vocal) - gives off church crush/princely vibes. Has an interior design business for some reason??

Jinhyuk (high-tone rapper) - furry. weeb. gamer. Likes skinship a lot. He's doing solo stuff ever since px101...it's okay. He's not a very good vocalist 😭 Top Media put him back in the group NOW.

Bitto (low-tone rapper/main dancer) - cute. He seems quiet in interviews but he can be VERY chaotic. The master of girl group choreo + ultimate fanboy.

Wooseok (vocal/visual) - just a guy. He is kind of a quiet troublemaker type, and has a devilish streak. He has been doing solo stuff since px101. I like his solo stuff. But Top Media PLEASE PUT HIM BACK.

Sunyoul (vocal) - he has a WIDE vocal range. Well known for performing on masked singer and having everyone think he was a girl. Has done boy/girl duets by himself. Appears sweet but...he will not hesitate if you annoy him. Other mom figure.

Gyujin (lead dancer/vocal) - eyebrows!! He is babygirl and poses as such in pictures...very silly guy. They never give him lines and always try to cover him up in big coats. :(

Hwanhee (vocal) - LOUD. I CANNOT EMPHASIZE HOW LOUD HE IS. Often compared to Baekhyun in terms of looks and voice. Whiney and loveable. In Boys Planet rn

Xiao/Dongyeol (lead dancer/vocal) - #1 taemint. Hanse from VICTON's bestie. Mischevious and attached to hwanhee. In Boys Planet rn.

Songs/MVs (divided by album):

Top Secret - 1st Mini

Title: SO, DANGEROUS

Choreo is very cool! Will get stuck in your head!

Other fav songs on the album: Phoenix, Never Ending

BRAVO! - 2nd mini

Title: Catch me!

Silly MV (affectionate) with aged styling, but a very catchy song

Other favs on the album: call me, Holic

SPOTLIGHT - 3rd mini

Title: Attention

Should have won so many awards.

Other favs: Stay, I wish a miracle, Cherish (Sunyoul ft. Yuju from Gfriend!!)

Summer Go! - 4th mini

Title: Tonight

WOW! I can't believe UP10TION invented summer with this song and album!! (I love her dearly)

Other songs: Beautiful, OASIS, MAGIC

BURST - 5th mini

Title: White Night

Up10 does a story MV!! Ft hockey and Somi

(This song makes me go feral)

Other favs: Because, Stuck On You, Just Like That

ID - 1st Japanese release

Title: ID

Please don't skip their Japanese releases, they are some of their best songs.

Other favs: Stand up, The World is Waiting

STAR;DOM - 6th mini (no Wooseok)

Title: Runner

Other favs: Everything, True Love, Hot Blood

UP10TION 2017 Special Photo Edition (no Wooseok)

Title: Going Crazy

Wild Love - 2nd Japanese release (no Wooseok)

Title: WILD LOVE

Other favs: Sign Me Up, FEEL SO RIGHT!

Invitation - 1st full album!

Title: CANDYLAND

Era where i became a honey10 so I know this album like no one else

Other favs: Mixed signals, Always, Superstar, Love sick

Chaser - 3rd Japanese release

Title: CHASER

This album has my favorite b-side...lose myself supremecy

Other favs: BIG WAVE, LOSE MYSELF

UP10TION 2018 Special Photo Edition

Title: So Beautiful

tour footage makes me jealous. Anyway.

Laberinto - 7th mini

Title: Blue Rose

widely regarded by the three honey10s on this site as their worst album. It's mid.

Other favs: Burning, Midnight,

The Moment of Illusion - 8th mini (no Wooseok or Jinhyuk)

Title: Your Gravity

Honestly not my favorite, but i appreciate her.

Other favs: Skyway, Lover

Light Up - 9th mini (no Wooseok, Jinhyuk, or Jinhoo)

Title: Light

I miss jinhoo. They start making really good albums again from this point on.

Other favs: Destiny, Dawn, Empty House

Connection - 2nd full album (no jinhyuk, wooseok, jinhoo)

Title: SPIN OFF

SPAN ABSOLUTE OFF. Literally The ALBUM™

Other favs: Liar, Parade, Destroyed, Forever, Believe in you

Novella - 10th mini (no jinhyuk, wooseok jinhoo)

Title: Crazy About You

VOCALS!! VERY GOOD album

Other favs: Give Love, PANDORA, Incredible,

Code Name: Arrow - 11th mini (no jinhyuk, wooseok, jinhoo)

Title: What If Love

puts you on the spot.

Other favs: Angel, Flash, Rewind

🍯🍯🍯

[hexhomos]

Apologies if this might be weird to send an ask about, but what pronouns does your Jayce and Viktor use? I know everyone has their own hcs, so I wanted to ask

This is honestly a bit of a tricky one depending on context, for college or pre-college stuff 'she/he/they' were all useful at some point.

post college Default viktor uses 'he' as in the literary, discursive He, a simulation of generalized neutrality, an attempt to fit all of humanity under a single narrative noun. (which is to say part of his identity dissociation is attached to gender itself, and he assumes bulldozing through it will make him stop thinking about it. Would probably be fine with 'they' as well if he learns to unclench his ass someday. My viktor would ideally prefer to be pixels on a screen.)

Default Jayce will still refer to portions of his memories with 'she', doesn't put much stake on it otherwise. Unless you're obviously trying to be a dipshit, shrug. Will occasionally also use it for jokes when its funny. I do think his split is 70% - 30% when it comes to prioritizing masculine manners of address over feminine ones. You know that joke abt transitioning to a certain point 'where you start to be fine with being girly if its in a boy way'? that's him in my brain

Deathsworn/Full machine Viktor would both think 'they' sounds fine. Gilded Jayce has invented a whole syllabus of tipsy neopronouns. Superhero Jayce and Jayce talis can be accurately described by the term 'babygirl' and the latter still fully exists in my heart as a deeply misunderstood princess.

[dannielizabeths0309]

Here I am again. More heartbroken than before.

I guess this has become my safe space to write. Last time I was going through this pain, I never imagined that the next one would be so much more painful. I look back on the posts of us first meeting. You were hot, you were hilarious, but you just weren’t the one I loved. At the time. You could never be him in my eyes. You became something so much more. You were the first true love of my life. You were the first one to ever love me back. You saw my darkest times, you knew what I went through in the past wasn’t going to make this an easy relationship. You were the one who showed interest first. When I was crying over the relationship before you, you’re the one who held me and asked if I could give you my heart and if I could focus on you. You held me and told me that you were there. I eventually let him go, but not completely. I could focus on you, and in time I came to really fall for you. I remember how protective of me you were. I always had to text you to let you know I made it home safe. You were always asking when I could come over and be with you. I remember when you first asked me if I loved you. I told you I did. You told me you didn’t love me yet, but you were getting there. I remember when you did tell me that you did love me. I was crying, you told me “everything is going to be alright. You know why? Because I love my babygirl too.” I think I just about died right there in your arms of happiness. He was completely gone from my heart and my mind. We had some rough patches, and it ultimately led to trust issues on my end, and depression. You don’t know how much it hurt and that the reason I was crying and so scared of leaving each time was that I was so scared you were going to see somebody else and that you would just not want me anymore. Ultimately it became a habit, and I just craved that attention so much because I didn’t feel it as much as I did in the beginning. You were my first in so many things. First one I brought home for thanksgiving and christmas, first one I got a card picture with, and your sisters wedding. I knew on that day that I wanted to someday marry you. Only problem is that you were very much against it. I had a hard time accepting it. It led to more depression, and I could see that it was also affecting you, so I got help. I saw a therapist, I eventually got admitted to a psych hospital so I could get started on some anti depressants, and you were there with me every step of the way. You came to visit me every single day to let me know how proud of me you were and that it was all going to be ok. It was a fresh start. 

I’ll never in a million years forgive myself for ruining that fresh start. I thought we were getting so much better. You said that you did want to marry me and live together. You gave me a promise ring and told me to start planning in a few months. I couldn’t control my emotions, and even though I had underlying causes for that and an explanation of all the crying spells, I can still never forgive myself. I brokedown for a breif few days when I told you I wanted kids and you didn’t. I accepted that we wouldn’t, and that it was only a phase. As long as we had forever together, I would be happy. I don’t know what went wrong. I don’t know what happened, and I wish so much that I could know, so I could fix it. I wish it never had to end the way it did. I remember when your family became too overwhelming for me, I was crying and telling you I couldn’t do it anymore. You, the guy who never cries, had tears streaming down your face. I’m sorry for hurting you so much. I know my depression ultimately led to your depressed state to where you can no longer love me. I know our time spent together was filled with memories of depression and a few suicide threats, but I genuinely promise you with all my heart that I was getting so much better. I felt pure happiness and no longer felt the cloud of depression the days before you first broke up with me over text. That was a pain like no other. You gave me another chance and because I came close to a fatal brain injury, it caused you to lose any love you had left for me because of some bad choices. Ultimately, we decided to try again and you just texted me the 3rd breakup, the day after I found out that we were going to have a baby. We were both scared shitless. I was scared because I knew you would be furious with me. We ultimately sat down and talked. You said you would be there for me through it all and that in time you would fall in love with me again. I thought I had a miscarriage, I said I needed you. I was greiving very heavily. You told me dungeons and dragons was more important, and that was the worst feeling in the world. I’ve been beat by a guy that resulted in a miscarriage, and this was still far more painful. I had never felt so alone, I felt like I lost everything and that you weren’t keeping your word. I did get a little on the dark side, but I just wish you understood what was going on in my world and in my heart in that moment. I never meant goodbye as in ending my life. I meant goodbye as in I felt you no longer cared for me and that I didn’t even have our child anymore, so you would want nothing to do with me. 

Fortunately, I didn’t have a miscarriage. I’m still having your demon spawn that is keeping me sick all day everyday, and the only reason you still talk to me is because of it. I’m still scared. I still need you more and more everyday. You say you’ve moved on, but I just don’t understand how you can claim to love someone and then suddenly decide that they’re the most worthless thing in the world to you. You told me that if I couldn’t make it to term, you’re still done with me. You’ve become so cold and so heartless and I’m crying myself to sleep nearly every night remembering how much you used to love me and protect me. I can’t even have a hug from you anymore. 

I’d give anything to be back in your arms hearing how much daddy loves me, sleeping next to you again and laughing at you talking about 100 chickens in your sleep, cuddling up and watching whatever show we were binge watching, or watching you play your games and just dozing off in daddy’s arms, having you bite me in the heat of our moments and being able to see the bruises and knowing I’m only yours, looking at the future and having a reason to to be happy knowing that I’d be with you forever. I’d give anything in the world. I’d invent a time machine and go back and let you know how lucky and loved I felt instead of being so sad all the time. I’d give anything to be back in New Braunfels together. Just the two of us, escaping from the world back home and having some much needed quality “us” time. I’d give anything to be back around your family hearing how perfect we are together and beaming from ear to ear knowing that I hit the jackpot with you. I’d give anything for those goodnight and I love you texts when we weren’t spending the night together. If I had another chance, I would make sure you were the happiest person in the world. I would never let you down again. I would have 0 reasons to be depressed because I would have the only love of my life back. I would only make it better for you, I would focus only on you and be happy doing so. I’d buy you all the things in the world and more because I know how happy it makes you. The only reason I ask for the switch back is because I’ve lost everything, and that unfortunately means the job I loved so much as well. I’m very broke and down on my luck, trying to get back up again. It’s hard to do without you. I need you, I love you, and I care about you more than you’ll ever know. I just wish you could in time feel the same way again. I would never again let you down if you did. I’d be far too happy, with or without the kid. My heart is beyond shattered without you. You always told me that we’ll be ok. You used to tell me that I was your world, that you loved me more than I’ll ever know, that you’ll never stop loving me. I would do ANYTHING to hear those words again. Anything... 

You were the most amazing daddy and ultimately love of my life that one could ever ask for. We had some falling outs, we both made some mistakes, but I was able to forgive you because the love I had for you outweighed anything. You always knew how to make me laugh, how to calm me down, how to love and protect me. If there was even the slightest hope of you being able to find it in your heart again, I would be happy always and forever and I would NEVER again think of hurting myself or you. With you, I had all the happiness in the world. Still, I’m going to continue to make you happy and hope that you’ll be able to let me back into your heart and remember what we had, and only know that it’s going to get better and stronger. What’s a year of rocky paths compared to a lifetime of love, strength, trust and happiness? I’m still holding onto that hope. I’m still holding onto that ring. Maybe it isn’t the healthiest thing to do, but I only do it because I see so much potential in our future. We were unstoppable, it was us against the world, we were living a fairy tale, and we can still have that happy ending together. You’re always going to be in my heart and I’ll long to be in yours probably my whole life. 

Your daughter loves you too. She actually let me eat tonight. She knows how sad mommy is about daddy, she’s tried to get away a few times and I couldn’t bear it if I lost her too. You’ll never even see this, so I don’t think you’ll feel guilt. But she feels it. Small as she may be, she feels the stress, the resentment, and the hatred. I let her know tonight that it might just be me and her, but that I wouldn’t let anything happen to her. That she’s very much wanted and that she will be so loved, even if it’s just by me. She felt relief and she let me eat for the first time in nearly a week. I’m scared to even talk to you anymore, but I keep thinking of the name Desiree. Look at the first part of it, it’s your alter ego. I looked up the meaning of the name, and it means “so long hoped for.” I’d say it’s pretty fitting. 

She needs you, but I need you more. It’s almost 7 in the morning and I’ve been up crying, looking at pictures and texts, reflecting on what we had, and just missing you more than words could ever say. I could be over emotional because my computer crashed and I just don’t think I can handle losing anything else. I’d give up so much, I would probably no longer even feel the depression, and I’d be the happiest person in the world if I could just hear those words again and go back to those times. I love you always and forever daddy </3 

-Your babygirl who very much needs to be in daddy’s heart again.