#the strange ache of my body thats competing with burts of energy and fatigue
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but how am i meant to focus on my work when there are so many things and feelings happening at the same time
#my brain is thinking about my favorite character#what im going to have for dinner#the looming deadline of the work that i cant bring myself to do for some reason#my roommates out getting dinner without me#the people i met at rehearsal today#the dynamic beat drop of the new song i learned#the swelling harmonies#the strange ache of my body thats competing with burts of energy and fatigue#its all so much and when the prospect of my responsibilities flashes through my head#its enough to make me sick#im thrumming with the energy of the memory of singing today and i cant stop looping this song in my head#that alone is enough to overwhelm me with intense excitement and joy and love and just so much emotion that i cant even quantify or name#and just all this intensity is so much#how can i#how can i bring myself to productivity in this state
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