#the story i’m writing with these anthro-felid characters is heavily influenced by how people irl perveive nature and wild animals
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20 for Aster?
20. What’s their greatest fear? How does it control them?
Aster is terrified of not living up to her potential. Even worse, she isn’t exactly sure what that potential is. Her amur leopard ancestry causes her primarily human family and community to perceive her as superhuman, which not only puts immense pressure on her to perform up to expectations but also distinctly alienates her from her more ‘normal’ human peers. The truth is, she is not a human with superpowers. She is a hybrid between two different types of animals. Her feline physicality comes alongside distinctive feline behavior and needs, which many humans find off-putting and unacceptable despite being perfectly normal in the context of leopard ecology. Thus, actually interacting with Aster shatters the illusion of supernaturality people tend to perceive her through, and they are often left frustrated and disappointed with the real Aster. This is a struggle that a lot of animal species face when integrating into human societies, but specifically hybrids like Aster whose phenotype is fairly humanoid tend to be held to very human expectations which simply aren’t feasible for non-human creatures. Aster is constantly scrambling to get a good grade in socializing, something both possible to achieve and normal to want. Because of this she has severe social anxiety, which fuels her already asocial tendencies as part solitary animal. She also feels a need to hide her feline physicality from people, often refusing to run or climb and purposely pretending to be weaker than she is (and she is by no means weak. have you ever seen a leopard carry an animal bigger than itself up a tree using only its teeth?) to avoid setting expectations or making a spectacle of herself. Because of this self-imposed restriction, she is unable to express natural behaviors in a healthy way, which only adds to her overall stress and results in maladaptive daydreaming and intrusive thoughts.
that was all pretty heavy so here’s some cute concept art of Aster with short hair
#i might utilize this haircut for later in her character arc#because i am a sucker for the symbolic act of cutting one’s hair as a means of liberating oneself from societal chains or whatever#oc aster#thanks for the ask! it gave me an opportunity to really sit with her and flesh out her character and motivations more#she and mach are bffs btw. his unabashed love for his own felid ecology helps her in her journey toward self-acceptance#the story i’m writing with these anthro-felid characters is heavily influenced by how people irl perveive nature and wild animals#how we feel the need to forcibly mold wild things to be more palatable to us#keeping big cats as pets and then being shocked and angry when they lash out and act wild despite it being our fault#only showing concern for the conservation of animals we consider cute or likable#assignig human characteristics like cruelty to carnivorous animals who really are just trying to eat like the rest of us#people for the most part fundamentally misunderstand wild things and the wild things suffer for it
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