#the solution to feeling pathetic is actually not to call myself pathetic. counter-intuitive
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soooooo scary actually talking to people on the internet how do people do this i feel like i’m dying
#screaming crying throwing up i played turf war and i recognized the person as someone i follow so i sent a nice ask#and now we’re switch friends#I DIDNT EVEN SAY MORE THAN A SENTENCE BUT MY HEART IS HAMMERING MY TUMMY HURTS AND MY HANDS ARE SWEATY#this feels so bad i remember why i’m a recluse#first switch friend other than this one guy i used to know irl and never really talked to lol#eugh my life is sad. i know and understand why i’m like this so i try not to beat myself up about it but dear god my life is sad.#pitiable. a bit pathetic.#NVM I NEED TO STOP FALLING INTO A DOWNWARD SPIRAL OF SELF-DISGUST ANYTIME I MAKE ANY SMALL PROGRESS AND FEEL BAD ABT IT#the solution to feeling pathetic is actually not to call myself pathetic. counter-intuitive#man i can’t wallow in pity without berating myself for berating myself. the economy is in shambles#hghgghhghhghgghhhhhhh my brain is so fucking annoying.#it’s so annoying that i’m normal now. not even spiralling im just kinda irritated. incredible#delete later i guess
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