#the smallest mercy to the fact i have shitty ass almost no results
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lil rant in the tags
will delete later jsbdjs
ps. didnt know there were max 30 tags wow
#so i live in the netherlands right. best public transport (supposedly) in europe/the world even#and every day i need to go from one city to another. 1 hour with the train 30 mins with the bus#but this fuckass train is NEVER on time#the step over to this bus is always too late - so i miss it#and that happens twice every day#so my 1.5 hour commute easily goes to 3 hours. to AND fro#and it stresses me the FUCK out#my mental health has been in the fucking drain due to stress and i feel like breaking every day#and my stupid experiments suck ass because my supervisors wont supervise me#like. i have a professor and a phd student and the professor is my main supervisor but i did not know that until a few weeks ago????#like ive been here for 5 months and that guy said nothing#had maybe 2 small talks with him#and during the feedback moment with my supervisor from school has he the balls to say i am not independant enough and that i rely too much -#-on the phd student#because with every result from the lab i got i went to her because she asked me that#and i though SHE was my supervisor#and all my labwork has been on the maturation of proteins while it was supposed to be a light-induced on-off system of phosphorylation#of which i did basically NO work because i did not get any information nor the primers to even start#so i grew some sad colonies and did a pcr twice. which was negative because OF COURSE it was#so i am so fucking stressed#i still need to write the damn report too#the smallest mercy to the fact i have shitty ass almost no results#but i still have to present it to the group#itll be SO embarassing#at least the job applications this week led me to a new internship#the guy seemed chill and really nice#and i will get paid. which i do not now#im writing/typing this on the train home and the delay is already 13 minutes. how did we get here#im so fucking tired and stressed out#delete later
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