#the skin picking is so so argh too im literally doing it right now as i type this

[sludgeguzzler]

I'm really proud of how far I've come with my mental health honestly. I used to think I'd slowly shrivel into myself getting worse and worse and worse until there wasn't any "me" left, but this year really showed me how distant that reality is to me. People are kind, and how much they love me is stronger than how much I hate myself, somehow. I have reasons to stay here now, outside of me and inside of me. I have goals, I have hobbies, I have likes and dislikes, I don't feel that much like an empty vessel anymore, and it's all thanks to the people around me and my own drive to find those things in my life. Life sucks and I'll probably pick up smoking at some point, but it's not all bad and I'm not the worst guy there is out there. Tomorrow's a new day, a new chance, yadda yadda

[bobbys-naughty-corner]

Mirio x reader

After Party

Warnings: 18+, intoxication, NSFW, quickie

I knocked on Mirio’s door and was quickly greeted. “Hey beautiful!” I blushed at the compliment and walked in his room. “Are you going to a party tonight?” I asked him. He was dressed nicely, a casual party outfit. “Yeah. Are you not going?” You liked to party but you promised yourself to just wait for the break to party since you wanted to study more. “Nah I have stuff to do, but do have fun. I came by to get a charger from you. My cord broke in my bag.” Mirio went to search for a charger cord the minute you said you needed one. “Here take this one it’s really good.” He handed you a long wired charger. “Thank you I’ll give it back-“ he hushed me and said to keep it.

I stretched my arms back and began to put my work away. It was really late, how did I not fall asleep? I organized my room before getting into my bed. Just as I got snuggled into my blankets and started to feel cozy, someone knocked my door. I groaned exaggeratingly and stomped to the door. Carelessly just unlocking it without checking who it was. Luckily it was just Mirio. He looked absolutely drunk. “Mirio! How did you get here?” Hopefully he took a cab or something. He walked in front of me and tried to press his body on mine. He picked me up and spun me around. “Mirio please put me down!” He only held me tight in his arms like I was a toy he always wanted. He kicked his shoes off and headed to my bed. He laid me down on my back and climbed over me while removing his shirt. What the fuuuuuuuuuuuck. His hands carressed the outside of my thighs and he put himself in between my legs. I scooted back but he crawled up, following me. His hands went from my thigh to my top. “No!” I grabbed his wrist as he tried to pull up my shirt. “We’re not getting naked! Get off!” I tried pushing him with my legs but he was like a Boulder. “Awe come on. Just once, I’ll be gentle.” He tried to swindle me. “You always say that and then you just- wait!” He tore my shirt in half and instantly held on to my boobs. “I love your breast so much. You always complain about them, but look how they fit perfectly in my hands. See?” I turned my head and kept my hands on his wrist. He kissed my cheek and trailed kisses down my neck. His fingers flicked my nipples and I couldn’t help but moan. He knew exactly how to touch me. He sucked my neck and made sure to leave a huge trail of hickeys down to my breast. “Mirio your lips are too high.” I complained. “Hmm? But then no one will know that you have me. I��m just showing others how present I am in your life.” He kissed my chin and then continued his sucking. He began to grind against me making me wet just from feeling his buldge.

A tear rolled down my cheek as he continues to play with my body. I felt his eyes looking over me. A hand wiped my tears away. I turned back to look at him and he stared down at me. He smiled so softly at me and I expected him to stop. He pulled the blanket over us and reached down to my panty and pushed them aside. I started to flail about. His palm rubbed my clit and his fingers played with my vagina. “Mirio listen, we can do this any other night. Just not when you’re drunk.” I said trying to push him away. By now he has gotten his zipper down and exposed his dick. “Drunk? The only thing I’m drunk on is love.” He stroked himself as he listened to me try to hide my moans. “But you’re also really wet. I can’t just let you go to sleep like this. I have to take care of my sunshine don’t I?” He said leaning down to kiss my jaw. My jaw trembled, I felt so submissive and I hated how he always makes me feel so horny. And only he can calm me down. I remember times when I really had him stop and it was torture just trying to go through the day without release. “Please take care of me.” I said embarrassed. “Come on now, you can beg better than that, right baby?” He nipped at my ear lobe and that’s where I broke. “Please Mirio, please take care of me. I need you to make me cum.” I heard him groan before his finger dipped into my vagina. He was teasing me. “Let see how good you look coming on my fingers before I make you look dumb from my cock.” His cocky side was coming out. His finger wasn’t enough, I wanted more or something else. He slowly added another as if he read my mind. Then another. “You’re really wet for me baby. I like that, so wet for me.” He commented. “Such a good girl. I think you deserve a reward.” He moved his head down to my waist. I bit my lip just waiting on his tongue to lap at my clit.

His fingers were digging deep, wiggling when he would push them in completely. He looked up at me as he dipped his head and licked my clit. “Touch your breast for me baby.” I indulged him and played with my nipples all the while keeping eye contact with him. His tongue was really something. Licking up and down then sucking and his fingers were rubbing against my g spot as his tongue flicked. “Mirio! Ahh!” My nipples were forgotten for now. He was bringing me to my climax and I was sure as hell high. He moaned against my core and my body shuddered at the vibration. My hand reached into his hair and I arched my back. It was so intense I couldn’t even make a sound. My hips grinding on his lips as I came. His mouth slurping up my juices really made me want more. My body fell onto the bed and I jumped every time he gave my clit a lick. She was sensitive right now, no one touch her. “Fuck! That was a glorious sight. You’re so cute angel.” He came up and kissed my cheek. He was careful not to put his weight on me as I breathed heavily from my orgasm. “Take a deep breath for me.” I gasped when he slapped his dick against my clit. Slowly dragging it to my vagina. He was no child in size. And I’m always amazed with how big he gets. He looked me in the eyes as he pushed himself in. Watching as I whined under him and as my face contorted from his length. It’s like all my veins and nerves were feeling it sending pleasure shocks all over my body. “How are you feeling my beautiful angel?” He asked as he stayed still. “You’re so big, I love it.” I told him as I wrapped my arms around his neck, yanking him down for a kiss. He took this as a cue to move and began to thrust his hips. As he got comfortable enough to move nastily between my thighs his pace picked up and his thrusts down made echoing slaps in my room. I moaned in his mouth, raked his back and rolled my eyes behind closed lids. He broke the kiss and grunted into my neck.

The blanket was damn near suffocating us so I pulled it down and Mirio sat up. Quickly pulling out and shoving his pants off before plunging back inside me. I looked down and watched his dick slide in and out of me. He moved slowly as I watched, nearly drooling at the sight. “Your pussy takes me so fucking well. And it looks so gorgeous, I would love for you to see you the way I do. Is that a blush I’m spotting?” I looked up at him and he sent a particularly hard thrust inside of me that had me moan out. “Ahh~! Not so rough. Please.” I begged but he did it again. “You’re mine, right angel?” He asked just wanting to hear me stumble out an answer. “Y-yes. I’m yours. Mmph! Mirio p-please!” My back arched and I felt him ramming my cervix. He began to go faster and the bed started to hit the wall. “Oh baby. Fuck yeah!” He shouted. He clamped my mouth shut with his hand and pressed all of his weight against my body. His hips rising high and falling back down. My screams muffled and the mattress bounced under us. My bed hit the wall as he fucked me. He was literally pounding me into the mattress. “Ah! Fuck fuck! Hnnnnngh!” He moaned loudly on my shoulder and bit it at times to settle himself. He slowed down and bit my shoulder hard. Tears spilled from my eyes and I wasn’t sure if it was from pleasure or pain. My walls fluttered and he got faster. “Don’t cum yet.” He commanded but how does he expect me to hold it in if he keeps hitting those spots that made me see white. My body spasmed with my vagina. He stopped and groaned as he pulled out.

I sighed heavily as he pulled out. I was exhausted and so was he but there was something in him that kept pushing him to go on. He pulled me up and had me sit on his lap. He leaned back on the head board of my bed and I leaned against him. He pat my butt to lift my hips. His left hand held his cock and his right hand held my hips, keeping me aligned with his length under me. My chest leaning against his as I waited for him to push my hips down. Our bodies were hot and slick against each other. His hair almost covering his eyes, sticking to his forehead a little abs very messy. “How do you feel sunshine?” He asked looking at my fucked out face. “Im-impatient...” I blushed and looked down at his chest. My hands squeezing his shoulders and his hand squeezed my hip. “Greedy, aren’t you?” His hand pushed my hips down onto his girthy cock. I bit my lip as I felt him stretch my hole. My hips took control automatically and stopped half way. I bounced on the tip, using the balls of my feet for support. “Damn baby.” He moved around under me and his nails scratched my skin. His hands gripped my skin rather aggressively and he forced my hips down to the base of his dick. “You’re a real tease you know that.” He tucked his arms under my thighs and set the pace for me. I moved my hand between our body’s and rubbed my clit. Mirio watched me and I felt his dick twitching inside me. “Mmph,” I held back a moan and he looked up. “Trying to make yourself cum? Gonna squirt on me? Nngh! Yeah you like when I talk dirty.” He moved his head to my breast and sucked my nipples. My hips bucked and I bounced faster. I wanted to feel more but I wanted him to cum as well. I moved the hand between us and leaned back on his knees. Picking up my hips and dropping my ass down on his lap. I spread my legs and widened my knees to pick up the pace. “Oh baby Ahh! Oh fuck! Argh!” Mirio stared at my body watching my hips move up and down his member as he holds onto me trying to slow me down. “If you keep going I’ll cum.” He warned me. But that’s what I wanted. I wanted him to fill me up. My hips moved faster and he bucked up to meet my hips. Matching my pace and chasing his orgasm. “That’s what you want? You want my cum? Aagh! Mmmmmmngh! Sunshine shunshine sunshine. I’m gonna fill you up baby!” He released his grip on my body and slapped my inner thighs making them quake. His thumb rubbed my clit and my body convulsed. My eyes roll back and my hips jumped. Mirio watched me try to move through my orgasm and laughed. “So pretty. I love you so much.” My legs trying to stay open and my hips trying not to buck uncontrollably as I came over him. “Please cum in me Mirio. Hhmmmph, I want your cum, please.” I begged and as if some feral side of him had submerged, he pushed me into the bed and pounded me into the sheets. “Ah haah! Mmmngh!” I moaned under him. Each thrust making me shout in pleasure. “I’m gonna cum. I’m, I’m cumming!” He shouted into my neck. His hips still pumping his Vick in me as he spilled his load deep into my womb. My cervix was taking so much abuse from his dick it left me sore and aching. His load made my womb warm. It was too much to keep inside of me and spilled out onto my sheets.

Mirio pulled out panting over me. His hand cupped my sex and he used a finger to pushed his cum back inside of me. “Thank you baby.” He said kissing me. His tongue licking my lips. My mouth parted and he dominated my mouth so easily, whimpering as he fingered his cum back inside me.