#the shitter and thats a fucking bad set of options
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everyone needs to gain more weight immediately so they start making jeans with a rise tall enough in the back that it literally can reach over my asscrack. men especially. i dont fucking want stretch jeans❗❗❗
#standing there trying on jeans like 3 sizes too big for my waist and my legs and crumpling under my feet and barely getting it over my hips#the other week was like. i think they make you do this in hell. this is like the bad place penis flattening level of suck#i just want to go to the hospital and they feed me shitty eggs and go wow your digestive system sure is fucked up! heres pills that make#you normal :) because my choice is like. barely functional digestion or being able to transition and having everything immediately go down#the shitter and thats a fucking bad set of options#i had a rock hard weight set point like my entire life even thru poverty and a cyclic eating disorder so its not even so much that it sucks#to suddenly gain weight its that this feels so deeply fucking wrong. & like 20 pounds in a month just doesnt sit right either#its all just hard over my joints now. it makes parts of me collapse in when i bend in places that arent used to it and it hurts.#it suuuuuuuuuccccckkxkkkkssssssssss im so done with it
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