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tfw your threats are not taken seriously because your boyfriend is Weird ...
[ redraw of this :-) ]
#the redacted part is no longer redacted#south park#south park post covid#fanart#stan marsh#kyle broflovski#stan x kyle#south park style#kyley-b
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#into the spider verse#across the spiderverse#spiderverse#spiderverse 2#pavitr prabhakar#spiderman#pavitr prabhakar is the only one that matters#I LOVE HIM#this isn’t a spoiler he was in the teaser#my favorite part of the movie is when he [REDACTED] and it went [REDACTED]!!!!! so [REDACTED] had to [REDACTED] the [REDACTED] from [REDAC—#this took me longer than i'd like to admit#atsv#atsvedit#atsv pavitr#atsv fanart
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Goddammit sleep is being evasive, time to pull out the big guns
*pulls up the Imp! James video*
#redacted asmr#redacted audio#im sorry but the hypnosis part just conks me tf out#i want one like that with gavin helping fl to sleep#or blake but id take just a longer sleep aid like the first
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she’s so proud of herself…
#forgot all about this bonus till i rearranged my merch drawer earlier lmao#[sighs and adds to the chizuchan raws folder]#[pokes ani.mate] still no vol 2 bonuses yet…?#i hope there’s a wholesome and/or funny vol 2 bonus to offset chapters 6 and 7 (delusional)#i dont think i’ll tl the bonus manga (if there’s actually one) for vol 2 thoughhhh. im still soooooo far behind on idolsengen#in fact im so far behind that i organised my merch drawer as a means of procrastination… s i g h s#though it seems that i have more mona merch than i thought lmao.#kinda thinking of tling the volume summaries of idolsengen thoughhhh. it never crossed my mind to do it till now tbh#(the summary bits at the back of the volumes arent included with the ebook)#but aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ani.mate bonus announcements w h e n#they’re p consistent with bonuses so…#all of the artist’s previous hw manga vols ([redacted] manga included) came with bonus manga so…#a n d all 5 of idolsengen’s vols came with a bonus shikishi (s o b s) sooooooooo#no clue about the dolce manga though… that ended eons ago…#but i gotta say… the dolce manga is kinda similar in vibes to the chizuchan manga#it’s all fun and games for a while then suddenly *the plot* hits you like a truck#especially with the fuuma-centric chapters at the end of each volume… the shirayuki siblings… man.#fuuma crossdressing to look like his sister to make her dream of becoming an idol come true (if only in appearance)…#shiina being so loved by everyone around her and *so* close to becoming an idol herself…#and fuuma having to face the reality that he may not get to help his sister live out her idol dreams in the way he wants to for much longer…#…yeah. i miss dolce…#…no clue where im going with this bc this was supposed to be about chizuchan manga bonuses but here’s where we’ve ended up ig#anyways read the dolce manga. it’s good for your skin (lies)#(jk but the *plot* part of the dolce manga plot is heartbreaking. everyone should read it)#chizuchan manga 🤝 idolsengen 🤝 dolce manga: hw idol series manga with a hard-hitting *plot* underneath the frills and ribbons and silliness#(though granted idolsengen is usually only silly in the bonus chapters. thank you moge for your hard work)#o k that’s enough thinking for 1 day; back to sobbing over the shirayuki sibs
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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Immense willingness to write VS absolutely shot visual/word processing that makes it hard to read: battle to the death right now
#saltposting#I might just go have dinner and a routine about it and hope#oh my god of course that's the moment the dreaded flashing blue lights of parked emergency vehicle choose to manifest on our street. YIKES#vade retro etc etc. ANYWAY as I was saying: hope that's enough of a break for me to be able to write after*#I know why even (< blogged hardcore then spent the whole evening rabbit holing reading articles online) but I don't have to LIKE it#especially when reading words is just about the easiest least tiring processing experience we can have in this house#and it's still hard now? Like could it have waited until bedtime maybe.#Then again I could also have kept writing instead of spending 10 minutes in the google docs then bailing to go deep dive about [redacted]#for the fic I was writing granted. But like. You Know. Maybe we didn't need to do HOURS of research about it because past a certain point#it was no longer research for the fic it was just waaaahhhh this is interesting for its own sake#and now here we are LOL anyway#(we've also been insanely switchy the past couple days which is Not making any of this better due to feeling pulled in different directions#(broadly speaking “writing” is a collaborative project we're all invested in but we're having creative differences right now unfortunately)#(so it's hard to uh. Get started or remain consistent. Even outside of the exec dys bc our actual executives are actually behaving today)#(The problem is the four(? possibly more) butts on one chair problem right now. Actually might be part of what's making processing hard too#Ironically putting the colours in my own post made it look Easier to parse?? So uh. Might investigate that. After dinner.#BYE we'll be back later. Maybe not tonight I really do mean to write SOMETHING today even if I'm killed with lasers for it
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trying a new writing strategy: to-do list style outline
#unscientific aside#idk if this will be a helpful strategy but it was SO satisfying to put that DONE next to ch1 that i had to try it#and that one part in ch 7! i finished that bit yesterday while making the outline because it was soooo close to being done#divide and conquer baby#subsection labels redacted because reading the whole outline sounds like the most boring possible form of spoiler#chapter titles are fun though#this is the newmann fic that i keep trying to finish & being like 'oh it's almost done look i'm almost done chapter 2'#nope. incorrect. now we have a semi-quantifiable measure of that though & i can refer back to this to see progress#chapter 2 is actually a lot longer than chapter 4 despite appearances. chapter 4 is just in more pieces#It Has Been Foretold (by a friend with more writing experience. thank u CC) that my 8-chapter fic is going to end up at 10 chapters#and i was like ''ahaha no i don't think so i have an outline''#(previous outline. less detailed)#but chapter 2 has gotten concerningly long and chapter 4 kind of has 2 distinct sections. so uh. hmm.#i keep looking at those 2 like ''don't you dare''#edit: adding the new writing tag#tin kitchen in the garret
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Do you have a Cassius agenda or Trebonius agenda 🤔
one could even say that my Trebonius agenda has been a part of my Cassius agenda this whole time
#prior to last spring the Crassus comic was actually meant to function as a prequel to the Cassius comic like that was the#extent of it’s narrative purpose (it was a 5 chapter Spartacus arc and then Carrhae) however Trikaranos is something entirely#different from that so it is no longer part of my Cassius Agenda Cinematic Universe#altho it will function as a narrative part 1 with the Cassius Comic being part 2 if I still feel like making it when i’m#done with Trikaranos#anyway that’s a lot of tags to say that up until recently everything was actually part of my Cassius agenda#and my Cassius agenda was secretly my (redacted) agenda the whole time#ask tag
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I am frothing at the mouth for part 2, you have no idea 😵💫 that being said, take your time, we will gladly wait for it❤️
happy to hear!!! <3 and i have no clue how long it's going to take tbh, but i cannot wait to finish it myself!! i've never wanted people to interact with my writing as badly as i do for part 2, i'm both excited & nervous for when i finally post it 😅 anyway... currently the working title is 'mythos of mine'!
#answered ask#breeding grounds#there's wayyyy more development in this fic than i originally thought there would be so it's gotten longer asjdklf#like i was stuck at the current part working towards [redacted] but then i thought of more character development...#so i just. keep adding things lmao
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absolutely did not expect a book with a canva illustration cover, handed to me by my best friend with only the words “be warned, there’s train sex” to utterly demolish me. and yet here we are
#it’s the queer history + fantasy of herding all your loved ones into the one tiny new york appartment + butch lesbian love interest for me#this is about one last stop if you hadn’t already guessed from the subway sex part#sometimes you start a silly little romance to distract yourself from a depressive period#and then four weeks later you’re no longer depressed but you ARE lying in bed at 11:30 sobbing with love of my life by queen playing in the#background because of [redacted spoilers]#also my best friend annotated it and I’m getting to add my annotations on top <3 god I love her
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i should be on here more like i should. raiiturn to being a constant on here
#raii talks a lot#it’s not like i’m Not Active but i’m certainly Less Active#which is in part due to [REDACTED] and just the overall fact that school and people from school are keeping me busy#“sorry guys i went outside yesterday and i’m no longer obsessed with ogatami. turns out i don’t like them. i’m self destructing my presence#<- LIE but wouldn’t it be funny. hey gang i passed out in the shower for the hundredth time and thought about what really matters:#the mutuals
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For the asking game for Dove, here’s some custom ones to follow on from number 19 in other ask I did: What are times when she has given into frenzy? What different kinds of frenzy has she succumbed to? What happened, and how did she feel about it afterwards? (originally 19 was How does your OC behave when enraged)
gracious storyteller <3 thank you for dealing with my obsession
this is about a vampire the masquerade character, and as such has some warnings -- hunting (a living human being, by a vampire), predatory behaviour, violence. there is reference to offscreen domestic violence
dove snarls. fangs in her mouth, oblivion swirling at her feet.
the man on the ground scrambles back, but she's advancing quicker than he can move. his eyes dart around, but there is no where to go; stuck in a farmhouse outside of palmerston north of all places with a demon above him. his back meets the wall, and she steps between his legs.
well done, little mouse.
her beast speaks with the voice of her sire, but she doesn't hear it fully, focused on the meal beneath her.
he's still scrabbling on the ground, kicking out at her, and the chuckle that draws from her is throaty and feral.
she's a sight; slight and pale, but almost built from shadows, sculpted from contrasts, with teeth bared. she looks inhuman, otherworldly, but not in the way one might think of when they hear vampire. no, she looks wrong. uncanny, sickly, and now, hungry.
the room is a mess. when she first caught him, he'd tried to throw the table at her, underestimating her speed. she'd thrown him hard enough to hear a snap.
her eyes catch the light as she ducks down to kneel over his waist, one hand on the wall, another catching his chin.
don't end it so quickly, toy with him... just a little
and she does; teeth over his pulse, even as he shakes. it's not really a bite, not to feed. just enough to draw blood and pull it over her teeth. the beast is there, urging her to bite, to hurt, to tear, but she holds back. she pulls away so he can see his blood on her teeth, her chin.
run.
the word is sharp, as she hisses it into his ear. and she's off him, standing dead still. he manages to scramble upright and throw himself towards the door.
she counts.
ten
he fumbles with the door, his hands not cooperating.
nine
it slams with a bang, and he's throwing himself from her sight.
eight
her beast is purring in her head, resting over her shoulder
seven
telling her to ruin him
six
because how dare he look like him.
five
the one who bound her
four
and he'd hit her.
three
it was enough to sentence him to death.
two
or worse
one
game over.
and she tosses herself after him.
she has no super speed, no super strength, but the shadows wind around her feet, bleed into her, and she becomes them.
he's running towards the empty, unlit road, the isolation of rural farmland working in dove's favor.
she catches him in moments, sends him flying into a bed of shadows. as if they are alive, they pull him in, the cold death of it all. he succumbs, the struggle bleeding out of him.
and finally
dove feasts
#''dove'' [redacted]#feather answers#feather speaks#welcome to me writing this in the most obnoxious way possible#forgive the... liberal use of noncanon disciplines#i am famously bad at taking a prompt and grabbing a part of it#then twisting it so much it no longer resembles what it originally was#and then not actually answering any part of the original question <3#sorry but hey -- this is fun#oh also this is unedited and i can barely keep my eyes open so the quality is... dubious
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winter 2k24, huh~~~~~~ _(:3 」∠)_
#aaaaaa it’s coming out just a few days before the major compilation album huh……#amz.jp preorders have already started huh… man.#im gonna wait till the inevitable ani.mate preorders start… i want the (inevitable) bonus comic aaaaaaaaaaa#i hope the bonus will be relatively(?) wholesome… unlike what’s probably in the actual manga u m.#i wonder if there will be another delay between the physical release and the digital release though…#anyways place your bets what do you think the cover of vol 2 will look like?#im guessing it’d be a redraw of one of the other chorus stills from the mv#maybe the one where she’s putting on makeup? since the flashback arc’s in this volume and all?#or maybe the ‘serves you right lol’ from the chorus with her fists by her chin?#(the second guess is mainly bc i think the series is gonna be 3 vols long and so one chorus still for each vol cover checks out right~?)#highly unlikely though lmaoooo since there are tons of good stills to pick from… she’s too cute#bc idk i really dont see the series dragging out for longer than 3 vols. esp since the flashback arc is already here#like. the protag’s flashback arcs usually appear some time around the climax of the story right?#so with the flashback in vol 2 that leaves enough time for a proper resolution in vol 3.#here’s to hoping that the chizuchan manga is able to have a better ending that whatever nonsense we got from the [redacted] anime lmao#i d k i just want to see chizuchan vibing with her friends and some resolution with renren and concon in vol 3 is that too much to ask—#then again this is the same manga that had the events of ch 4 and the first 2/3 of ch 5 take place#so there’s really no telling what’ll happen next…#in any case!!!!!! i’m terrified for ch 6 region lock release at the end of the month!!!!!#but… 160 pages long… hmmmmmm. does that mean that ch 8 (at least) will be short? ch 5 alone takes up a little over 1/4 of the pages…#and ch 6 was released in 4 parts on li.ne manga (like ch5)… so that’s prolly a long one too…#at this rate i think vol 2’s gonna come out before ch 7’s individual release… but… aaa.#i think i have the chizuchan manga’s on the brain a little too much for my own good. i should start charging it rent up there#a n y w a y s kimikawaii mv surpassed lxl’s hallokiss mv in views yayyyyyyyyy keep it up nagisakun down with lxl!!!!!!#aight that’s all from me for now. i think. i hope. yup. byeeeee#chizuutan chizpost
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might actually be able to finish, edit, and post “*******: I” today......like posting two chapters within about four days of each other??? WHO is she????
#chapter title redacted for legal reasons#part two will take a bit longer to come out because unfortunately i have a job#and a social event later this week#but i'm also aiming to make a start on part two today depending on what time i finish part one#i also need to stop dicking about on tumblr and actually do the writing tho#effie rambles
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EVERYTIME. i go to twitter for fandom stuff. i remember why one should never go to twitter for fandom stuff lmao
#the things you will see there. people blatantly missing the point and being loud and annoying#and talking about discourse and getting into discourse and showing some of the most base level lack of empathy or comprehension opinions#shit is bad here but oh god. that site brings out the worst in people#talking tag;#also on another note the more i think about it the less genuine it feels for the tv versions of joel and ellie#to not speak for a full two years lmao#it doesn't i mean it probably didn't in the game but it DEFINITELY doesn't in the show those two are Attached they are everything they care#about in the world#i can absolutely see ellie getting pissed etc etc#but two years of silence???? shut up#literally They Would Not Fucking Do That#i still think that REDACTED is happening and it will hurt just as much#also i already feel bad for whoever is cast as abby like!!!! it's going to get uhhh not good#i do think they'll try to keep pedro around for longer if anything for emotional attachment also that's pedro pascal you can't do REDACTED#to him just like that ep 1 or 2 and expect people to just. take it#i'm curious about how they'll adapt part two because you KNOW hbo is aware about it being divisive#which is Bad for your big money making audience growing show#there's just so much at stake with a big hbo profuction i'm curious how that will change things (if it does)#just. i dunno i still don't think i'll be able to watch that shit happen#and people in twitter definitely don't help!!!! lol lol#i'm tagging this just in case. but yeah#the last of us spoilers#tlou spoilers
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