#the point is my world is Weird rn and im trying to reconcile and pay respect and all that jazz
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Y'all really know I was raised by witches when I think to myself "why am I feeling so Much lately? Oh duh it's samhain" 🤦🏻♂️
#teddy talks#personal#my grief is uh. close#like the box/button metaphor that button is big as hell recently#but yeah duh its samhain grief is gonna get Real Close#its 3am on nov 1 so i feel like. if grief were ice and im saltwater#slushy and surrounded and wading through#not in a bad way! im remembering things i thought i forgot and i treasure those memories dont get me wrong#ok less like ice and more like....lava slowly turning to magma?#idk my metaphors are escaping me#but to put it in terms my mom would use: the ghosts are rising like the tide around me#which makes me seem a little crazy but ive always had a....thing with ghosts#and ive tried to forget that and put it behind me but thats not exactly working :/#so of youre of that mind - the ghosts are really pressing close lately like they know i can feel it#and i feel like it like when your sibling puts their finger half an inch away from you like 'im not touching you' but. you Feel It#its hard to explain#like remembering a physical sensation almost#like seeing something out of the corner of your eye#anyway if you want to hear my stories about ghosts and shit lmk but thats less the point#the point is my world is Weird rn and im trying to reconcile and pay respect and all that jazz#its candle + meditation time
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