#the only thing I knew of this show was hannigram

[briebysabs]

I started watching Hannibal, just finished episode 9 and it’s fascinating so far. Firstly, Will Graham is fine AS FUCK that is a scrumptious white man right there. It’s so fun trying to spot moments that I know hannigram shippers lost their minds and Mr. “We are her fathers now” HANNIBAL IS THE PILOT OF THIS FUCKING SHIP he’s so fascinating bc you’re trying to figure out which lines he says are lies or honesty, part of his act or from genuine care.

He’s creating this makeshift family and a part of you wonders if that was the plan all along. Is he doing this because he finds it entertaining or to try and see if he’s still a human capable of feeling love?

We shall see.

[red5tars]

been cooking some pricegaz x reader concepts (and one primarily pricegaz) bcs of @/fulltacs

cw; pregnancy, oral mention (m receiving), hannigram mention, denial of homo-erotic relations, mentions of kidnapping and semi-dark themes.

1) price who is about to retire confessing to gaz he’s always seen him like a son. he also confesses that he wished he had grandkids, his (few) memories with his gran the only highlight from his childhood.

“little tyke runnin’ around, spoiling them to their hearts content, doesn’t that sound nice?”

and gaz, being the good man son he is decides to see his wish through. two months later, he shows up to price’s door with you on his arm. he never knew gaz had a partner (he doesn’t), but price could care less when gaz tells him he’s gonna be a ‘pop pop’

2) established pricegaz but it’s a secret considering it’s against the rules and also the (smallest) power imbalance. newly sergeant-ed you ends up catching them in the act. despite the wrongness of it all, you promise not to tell. it’s their business! and it isn’t hurting anyone! still, your words are not enough so why don’t you put that pretty mouth of yours on your captain’s rim while gaz works on his balls. show them that they can really trust you.

3) established pricegaz BUT price is not out to his friends or family which is fine because they don’t even visit his side that much. until they visit him. price would be your dad’s best friend in this scenario, opting to stay with him while you explore london. and though he knows how accepting you are, he doesn’t say anything, doesn’t let gaz say anything.

cut to gaz viciously flirting with you right in front of price bcs his partner refuses to tell reader in fear of embracing an essential aspect of his life.

4) bratrecruit!reader my beloved. idc if i talked about it before i’m going to talk about it again. i want to clean up that post but yeah just thinking you’re better than them and that you’re protected by your name. this is loosely based off of what @/yeyinde had to say about price’s background (ty lev <3) with him also being a nepo baby. having a nepo off. only thing is he has gaz and you don’t.

5) reader who divorced price and wants nothing to do with him only to be with his left hand man, gaz. don’t even know the two know each other but gaz knows everything about you. besides, price just told kyle what he wants for christmas, and you happen to be on the list.

6) reader who was constantly picked on by kyle when they were cadets, forced to discharge because it always went way over line but their co’s just called them ‘too weak’. fast forward years later when the two cross paths and reader is honestly worse for wear but gaz seems better (he isn’t). reader is on the verge of homelessness so when gaz asks if they’re okay they just.. break down. ends up with kyle allowing them to stay at his and price’s place, saying they have a guest bedroom.

(gaz who has always been way too obsessed with reader but his attempts at isolating them for himself pushed them metaphorically and physically away. however, he is presented with another go at this. price’ll understand, he knows how much kyle needs his toy)

7) hannigram au pricegaz but gaz is hannibal and price is will graham. idk i feel like price would be more likely to witness the horrors of his own mind while gaz just sits in the back sipping on his wine and chewing an arm.

[gallavichsreddie1128]

Hannigram + Y/N playing UNO

“This is a card game I played growing up. It’s called UNO.” Y/N said as she showed her lovers the game. 

Will knew what it was but Hanni did not. 

“What have you been living under a rock?” 

Y/N and Will explained the rules to Hanni. “This won’t be such a challenge. Is there anything challenging we could play?” Y/N looked at him with a “bitch, really?” expression. 

The first card to be laid down was green. They all put down a green card. The game was boring at first…until it wasn’t. 

“Hannibal, draw 4.” Hanni looked at Will. “No.” “You have to, it's part of the game.” 

Hannibal sighed but he did. “The color is Blue.” Luckily for Hanni he had some blues. 

Y/N however did not. She sighed as she grabbed a card from the deck. She sighed as it wasn’t a blue or the number of the card. 

“Y/N, You’re taking the whole deck.” She glared at Hannibal. “Yeah well I haven’t found the right color or number yet.”

Finally she got the number. She threw her hands up and cheered. 

She laid the card down to reveal a different color, which was red. 

“I don’t have that color.” Hannibal said. Y/N shrugged and pointed to the deck of cards. “Draw until you get it.”

The odds were in Hannibal’s favor because the next card was a draw 4.

Will sighed as he pulled 4 cards from the deck. “What’s the color?” “Blue.” 

Will threw down a blue. Y/N glared at Hannibal as she had to draw more cards. 

“Y/N baby you mine as well just quit. You have almost the whole deck.” Will says. Will only had 6 cards, Hanni with 8 and Y/N with well ... .nobody is counting anyway.

“Fuck off Graham.” She said as she finally pulled the right color. 

Hanni smiled as he laid down a blue. Y/N  looked at Will daring him to lay down a blue. 

“Lay down a blue you won’t get any sex for a week.” She threatens. 

Will looked at her and smirked. Carefully he laid down a blue and it happened to be his last one.

Y/N growled and grabbed a card from the deck. It was a draw 2. 

Hannibal drew 2 from the deck and sighed. 

“Fuck me.” Will grumbled as he had to draw from the deck as well. He had to get a draw 2 or a blue. He smirked as after 4 cards he got a draw 2. 

“Draw 2, Y/N.” She glared at him and grabbed 2 cards. 

“This is a very interesting game. Should we make a bet?” Hannibal asked the two. 

“Yeah, loser has to be the winner's slave for a week.” Y/N said. 

“Oh I can’t wait for either of you to be my slave for the week.” Will said with a smirk. 

“Funny. Will you act so cocky yet I have less cards than you.” Hannibal points out. 

As the game went on Y/N started losing more cards and Will was now at the bottom. Hanni had 2 cards left. 

“It’s now or never boys.” She said as she put down a yellow. Hannibal a card down and said UNO. 

Will was sweating. He didn’t wanna lose. He couldn’t lose and be Hannibal’s slave. What fucked up things would Hannibal make him do?

Will placed a yellow down and prayed that Y/N had a draw 2 or 4 to give to Hanni. 

She didn’t but she changed the color to green. Hannibal looked down at his card and looked at the one placed on the deck. 

“Same number works as well, correct?” The two nod. 

Hanni placed down the card that changed the color to red and he won. 

Will’s draw dropped and Y/N’s eyes widen. 

“Beginner’s luck,” Hannibal said and smiled. 

“Bullshit.” Y/N said and slammed down her cards. 

“You don’t even have to be his slave, I do.” Will said. 

“So? I still wanted to win.”

[yourlocalasexuwhale288]

I just watched Hannibal for the first time and I have major feelings about it.

Like first of all, I went into this with the knowledge that Hannigram was a big ship. Like Destiel or Wolfstar levels of widely accepted. I didn’t realize how ACTUALLY canon this was. I was totally prepared for subtle scenes that hinted at romance. This show is a murder rom-com.

Hannibal loved Will, and he showed that the only way he knew how. And Will loved Hannibal, and he hated that he loved Hannibal. I love the dynamic of their love. It’s fascinating to watch.

Probably an unpopular opinion, but I don’t like Abigail. I feel like having her live was unnecessary and kind of ruined a lot for me. I feel that her plot points were minor and other things could fill her parts in the story. I found her largely unnecessary and I didn’t enjoy her character.

I do enjoy Margot and Alana. I found Alana vaguely annoying in earlier episodes, but loved her character arc towards the end. I do think that there’s a lot of hypocrisy about Hannibal and her relationship with Margot, especially because she knows that Margot killed Mason and was very manipulative of Will.

Overall, I loved this series. I honestly can’t believe it took me this long to watch it, but I am so pleased that I did. I’m now hyper fixated on Hannigram, and have read at least 500 of the fanfics on archiveofourown so far. 1000% recommend, and if you want a list of really good fanfics that made me bookmark them, let me know, cuz I have 31 book marked right now that are EXCEPTIONALLY GOOD

[joonkorre]

finished s3e7. absolute banger of an episode, said even more "wtf"s than last time but the tension throughout and how it tied everything up gave me the same high as s2 did. so spoilers (the way i just put everything out there for the previous episode reviews???? fandom etiquette where omg im so sorry to the 3 people who may be seeing this)

idek where they were going w chiyoh. like ok yall give me 2 east asian ladies, 1 died to propel will's drive for vengeance and 1 has some mysterious motivation that explains nothing that she does. the only thing she got going on is her steadfast sense of morality, which kept her from being manipulated by will (who's trying to convince himself that anyone can be primed by hannibal and is using the same tricks on her, poor thing) and let her focus on her goals, whatever tf they are. like good for her but.... what does she actually want???? whatever at least she looks cool.

the painting behind mason is so… ugh just in case the audience keke too much over his jokes and forget the type of mf he is lmao. and the surrogate convo between the verger siblings is so so fucking chilling dude I knew I KNEW right away what margot’s gonna find and it sent chills up my spine dude

I like how hannibal is unfazed by literally everything and discusses his being cooked and eaten with gusto and dare I say it, excitement. and I like how after a season of chasing after hannibal, that final betrayal of nearly getting his head cut open just made will so done w everything. did a complete 180. “you’re gonna eat him... w my face” and how he looks at hannibal and cordell as they talk….. get him out !!!!!

also: cordell. love his character. the perfect goon.

mason and his shitty fucking jokes. and just in case anybody wants to deny the homoerotic undertone of hannigram, let’s throw in that guy who ate his friend’s dick. lovely dinner topics.

loveeeeee that will bit out a chunk of cordell’s face and just how proud hannibal is in that moment. will just wants to get his lick back one last time, while hannibal’s still stuck in delulu land w/ them getting tortured + dying together, and takes will’s action as him being hannibal’s equal. he thinks they’re still friends/together and it’s soooooo funny

the branding scene + hannibal being tied up like a pig???? big day for subby painslut piggy hannibal truthers. I’m cheering for yall from the sidelines <3

the marlana + hannibal convo and him being broken free….. cinema. CINEMAAAA

the pig. good god the pig. knowing it’s coming didn’t prepare me for actually seeing it at all. and the fact that mason STILL mocked and denied margot of this one thing in this manner. god. the intercutting scenes of marlana getting the baby out + face off surgery are just chef’s kiss. so well edited that I genuinely believed will was done for like omg I woulda passed out if it’s not for mason’s face reveal. LOVE all the blood

white knight hannibal bridal carrying damsel in distress will???? don’t mind if I do 😋😋😋

marlana killing mason scene!!! margot w/ that fit, that hair, that shaky devastated enraged voice, and the tear-streaked mascara running down her face gives just the perfect level of drama. perfect killing-your-abusive-brother look. and the way they had time for hannibal to prostate milk mason ????? alana holding up a tube of sperm while the show censors the shit out of everything is so ?????? and yes YES CHEKOV’S EEL. after all the bj jokes of course he’d have to die that way. OF COURSE. although idk how they’re gonna have that baby but ig we’ll find out...

hannibal + chiyoh behind that window like they’re in a periodic table…. and hannibal moving toward that area between iron and silver…. CINEMAAAAAA

I see the teacup breaking as hannigram’s relationship + will’s becoming, esp since it’s superimposed over will’s head. bc it’s in his head, he’s making the logical leap to end hannibal’s hold over him, end whatever mania he was caught up in while trying to bait/chase hannibal. it’s done. read on reddit that hannibal’s notes full of physics equations may represent hannibal trying to calculate how the cup can feasibly come back together again or how he can turn back time to repair their relationship (both might as well mean the same thing). it can also represent the end of hannibal’s whimsy. they’re done touring the world and visiting museums and playing mindgames according to hannibal’s puppeteering. now they’re back in the wolf trap, back in the real world, where broken cups don’t mend themselves, where will decides that he wants nothing to do w hannibal and his whimsy anymore. they’re done.

I love how the season could’ve ended here as will guts hannibal the same way hannibal gutted will in s2: with surgical precision. he knows hannibal cares not for his life or death, and causing bodily harm upon him will only delight him more. so will goes for the heart. he knows himself well enough now to assert that he may tolerate killing, but he doesn’t have hannibal’s appetite. he won’t be hannibal’s pet nor friend. by exiling and forgetting him, will puts himself above hannibal as a god, and hannibal is helpless in his worship. he can do nothing but retreat as his offerings are rejected. and by god I’ve never seen him so completely hurt and devastated before. absolutely nothing has ever illicit such a reaction from him until will. jfc I HATE GAY PEOPLE WHY CANT YALL JUST BREAK UP NORMALLY

that was a good godfather II reference tho like omg

where the FAWK are will’s dogs. where’s my bby winston ????

love that jack’s back w the fbi !!!! will coming out and saying hannibal’s gone only for the little shit to emerge from the back like haiiiiiiii :3 girl UGH ik will was sick to his stomach likeeee

I cannot stop thinking about how it’s dark out at god knows what time. how hannibal sat behind will’s house in the snow like a stray dog recently abandoned by its newest benefactor and it can’t bring itself to leave, it won’t ever leave (girl don’t even get me started on that…. it will come back by hozier already got me in a chokehold). waiting for jack to arrive and turning himself in, denying jack the pleasure of actually subduing and capturing him. freeing chiyoh from her prison ig. AND getting his lick back at will. “I want you to know exactly where I am. and where you can always find me.” + the pettiest bitchiest look ever. it’s a pathetic, lowly declaration of bullheaded love born from spite, making sure will can never truly forget him and has to live w the knowledge of his location/fate in the back of his head. knowing full well will can’t help himself and are prolly gonna go find hannibal. once again I HATE GAY PEOPLE

jack looking at will w that smile/grimace on his face. I take it as him knowing that this is just another lovers’ tiff btwn hannigram and he’s basically an accessory to that lmao

100/10. once again a banger of an episode.

[bonearenaofmyskull]

Can’t find it , I am more curious on the long term thing about them I am sorry if I missed some of your posts but could you give the link

I think this is what you're asking for? IDK, there were two different anons asking for similar things and not getting them and the coming back as if I knew the reference post. I think maybe I need to turn off anon asks for a while maybe. Tumblr has made it too easy to send asks and people forget there are no reference points for me to what they're referring to.

Keep in mind I'm not ever going to do a detailed set of predictions about exactly what any of this would mean in upcoming seasons that we'll probably never get.

[talyneandtheyreficz]

The Longing Chapter 3

You had a million questions racing through your mind.

But you didn't know where to begin. I mean, everything was so shocking and new and scary. You didn't know what to do. You were grateful for the fact that Will was so kind to you, but you had no idea what to say next. You thought for a moment, but you didn't think very hard and just asked.

“. Well, what does good behavior look like and what would I get from behaving?”

You wanted to punch yourself in the gut, but you couldn't. You felt sick for just simply asking that. You also felt stupid and weak. But there was nothing you can do. You're just strapped down to this uncomfortable chair in an empty, cold room. You almost wished you could. Lean your face against. The cold cement walls to help numb the pain of your now bruising. Mark that Hannibal gave you. But you couldn't. The only thing that would even ease the pain. Was Will's hand. You sat there, weak in that chair, looking at him, his blue eyes staring into yours. He smiled. Well, you.

“Do as you're told. You don't fight back. You don't try to. Run away from us and you show us affection. And from doing all that. You'll get more privileges. We are setting up a bed for you. We don't want you just sitting in a chair all night And. After gaining that privilege, you'll be allowed to leave the basement. And after that, maybe you can sleep upstairs with us. But that's only if. You behave. It's not all bad, and we're not going to do anything horrible to you. We love you.”

His words make you sick. You knew if you could gain their trust that you could get out eventually. Right. Anyway. After talking about nonsense and how Will thought you were one of the most beautiful beings on the planet, he finally left to let you sleep. You didn't want to sleep in that chair. You would much rather sleep on the floor, but they didn't give you a choice. It took you a while. You still couldn't tell time and didn't know if it took you a half hour, an hour or more to fall asleep, but eventually you did. The abyss of darkness. Welcome you and encase you in slumber. When you woke up, you still didn't know what time it was, though you could see light under the basement door. The light in the room suddenly turned on. At this point, you knew that at least will and Hannibal were awake. Or one of the two. You could smell food being cooked, but at this point you weren't hungry, you weren't going to eat a thing. You could hear talking upstairs, but it was far too muffled. You couldn't understand what was being said. 

#hannigram x reader #hannigram #willgram #hannibal #hannibal lecter #x reader #fem reader #kidnap tw #drug tw #romance #fanfic

[stolligaseptember]

hi! could you please explain why you think vegaspete cannot be murder husbands? i haven't come across any argument either for or against it so I'm curious what is the debate all about? thanks!

lmao oh no, i knew i should have put more thought into this particular tagging system. oh well, too late now.

because, okay, so, that post wasn't really meant to end up in the public tags - it was meant to stay in my own little sphere here on creating chaos. because even if the post itself is pretty straightforward and only has one throw way tag, it still needs Backstory to be understood.

because the "debate" isn't really a debate at all; it's a rant that i occasionally subject my poor followers to.

and the very first thing you need to know about me right from the bat - i'm never that serious. like 75 % of this blog is made up out of bad jokes. i may have opinions, but they are just that; My Opinions. so if you have another point of view and understanding of the subject, hey, more power to you and i love and support you forever and always.

this is my little corner of the internet though, so, with that said, and because i'm assuming you're new around here; welcome to "september's Murder Husbands rant 101".

so. i've seen my fair share of ships trying to claim the murder husbands epithet, and i have yet to see a couple come even close to earning the right to follow in the footsteps of the OG's.

because the SECOND thing you need to know about me is that i'm a Huge hannibal fan, and have been ever since the show first premiered way back in 2013. and hannigram are The Murder Husbands; like, first of all i'm territorial and that's their title and no random twinks just get to waltz in here and try to steal it from them, i won't stand for that.

second of all, they earned the title. like, it's extremely depictive. they are husbands that commit murders together, like, that's what the entire show is about. they are a couple of cold blooded murderers whose favorite couple activity is said murdering. (and then eating them. the eating of their victims is a very important point here.)

so any pairing that even wants to approach that title needs to live up to this standard.

and like i said, while vegaspete are deliciously unhinged and deranged, they just. aren't. that.

they're both killers, obviously, but they're not serial killers in the sense that they kill just to kill. they're both mafia men, and they both kill unflinchingly, but always with reasons leading back to the mafia. vegas happily kidnaps the first stray main family bodyguard he can get his hands on to torture to the brink of death, but he won't touch the random uncle on the street corner who has somehow managed to stay out of the mafia business altogether. pete will fervently gun down any of his fellow main family bodyguards as soon as they pose a threat to someone he cares for, but not a second sooner.

they don't kill indiscriminately, which in my head equals killers instead of murderers, so if anything they would be killer husbands and not murder husbands.

then there's the fact that they never killed together. which all ties back to the fact that they don't kill someone just to kill someone and that it always has a reason behind it. killing probably could be a couple's activity for them, if they found themselves back in the bowels of the mafia world again and they would have a reason to do it. but, their happy ending was not gallivanting around the world committing cold blooded murders together; their happy ending was to retire from the world that had made them killers in the first place. i'm sure they won't hesitate to kill anyone that dares try to disturb their happily ever after, but they won't go out of their way to continue killing people.

hence; no murder husbands.

and it's not so much that they can't be as in the way that we've seen them, they aren't. like, if you want to put them in a hannibal or an equally unhinged au and go hogwild, then go for it!!! i always support all expressions of lunacy. but canon vegaspete?? they just ain't it.

husbands, surely (hopefully), but without any excessive murdering.

so i adore vegaspete, they're absolutely insane, which is right up my alley. but murder husbands they are not.

[sammysamstuff]

I agree 100000%. The breakup was truly that: the breaking point of a relationship where both parties are not on the same page anymore. Will is weary and feels Hannibal doesn’t truly love him. Hannibal, on the other hand, doesn’t know how to fix things between them anymore and realises it might be too late, hence the notebook with the equations to travel back to the past and put the teacup back together. Hannibal surrenders but Will couldn’t have predicted that, he literally stepped out of his house (already wearing his glasses again, as his shield and disguise) and tells Jack and the coppers “He’s gone, Jack” and is genuinely surprised when Hannibal calls out and surrenders.

My favourite fanfic author @emungere wrote in one of their brilliant Hannigram fics “Two Solitudes” a line that I agree with so much, it’s super in character for Will: “Sometimes I like to see you suffer. But I don’t want to see you hurt. Does it make sense?”. I feel this line is so deep because that’s exactly what Will does when he says that “I rejected you” line to Hannibal in prison: he wants to see him suffer, but then, later, he saves him at the cliff when they’re fighting the Red Dragon and he’s about to kill Hannibal, we see Will pull a knife from his own shoulder to kill the Red Dragon and save Hannibal.

Will likes to toy with Hannibal’s feelings because in that moment he had the upper hand, he knew for sure that Hannibal loved him. I also agree that he was playing up for Alana and Jack so they could agree with the plan. It was the only way, to show they should trust him.

Why did Will reject Hannibal after Muskrat farm? I see a few justifications saying that Will was tired after Hannibal almost eats his brain and is fucked up by Mason, but that doesn’t seem reason enough.

Will also talks about the rejection when he visits Hannibal in TWOTL, saying Hannibal would only turn himself in if Will rejected him. What was Will’s intent here?

Hi! So, this is a very complex arc that has many interpretations. This is how I see it - and I'll start from the start of S3 because it's important to keep track of the change of Will's attitudes.

In the first several episodes, Will is operating under the knowledge that Hannibal loves him, and his emotions come to the surface more openly. He can't and doesn't want to move on: the first thing he does upon waking up is voicing his pain at Hannibal leaving him to die, then berating himself for lying to him, then realizing Hannibal left him alive deliberately and that he wants to be found. Will begins to analyze their conversations and quickly figures out where he should go to look for him. After being released from the hospital, he starts building a boat to travel to Hannibal by sea. The nature of this action is romantic by itself - also, this scene is intercut with his Mizumono memories, namely, with Hannibal's face that emerges every time he moves yet another part of the engine. This is a vivid demonstration of Will trying to repair what is now broken. He openly admits to Jack that he wanted to run away with Hannibal.

Similarly, Will spends some time sitting in Hannibal's empty house. He is pining hard, his feelings are so intense that he no longer even bothers to hide them from Alana and Jack. The whole E2 is Will's love letter to Hannibal - he's reverent about him, he thinks about him non-stop, and he tries to find him very hard, even literally chasing him down. He even lies at the place where Hannibal left him his "broken heart," as if needing closer physical contact.

Things begin to shift as Will meets Chiyoh. I feel like Will starts drawing comparisons between them and comes to a conclusion that Hannibal doesn't love him after all. That if he abandoned Chiyoh, whom he was supposed to love, so easily, for so many years, without bothering to return to her, then maybe he's just not capable of love. Will's torn now, wondering if he was mistaken about Hannibal's feelings as well as about his and Abigail's importance because if Hannibal left his family so easily once, who’s to say he wouldn’t do it again? Will is insecure by nature, he often doubts himself, and textually, that's the first time when he starts considering killing Hannibal again. Seeing Bedelia as his replacement just reinforced this idea, so Will returned to his bitter and vengeful state, hence his half-attempt with a knife in Dolce.

After Hannibal reacts to this attempt by trying to (half-heartedly) saw Will's head open, and then the whole disaster with Mason happens, it all becomes a breaking point for Will. The initial excitement and determination he felt have passed. He has grown disillusioned, bitter, hurt and hurtful once again. He's tired, he's no longer certain of anything, and he needs to re-retreat. It's similar to how people often feel a boost of energy to do something daring, but at some point, they lose this spark. They stop feeling like they could move the mountains, and Will feels it, too.

He rejects Hannibal because of this, as I see it. He doesn't know what he wants again, he isn't sure Hannibal loves him, and he's no longer willing to break the fragile, shattered semblance of normalcy he has been cultivating for decades. He's clinging to what he's used to instead of jumping head on into something new and mysterious, even if it's much more exciting. Will has no strength for excitement and passion right now.

I never quite bought that Will knew for sure that Hannibal would give himself up if he rejected him. Yes, Will was probably lying when saying he wanted everything to be over, and maybe on a subconscious level, he hoped for some grand proof of love, but I don't think he could be actually sure that something like this would happen. For one thing, Hannibal's response is genuinely unexpected - just in Mizumono, he gutted Will after his betrayal; in Dolce, he attempted to kill him after Will betrayed him again. Giving himself up is something new - Hannibal has grown a lot during these months and days, but Will doesn't know it. Also, I don't think Will is nearly confident enough about his place in Hannibal's life to predict that Hannibal would give up his freedom for him. In addition, he just strikes me as surprised and pained when he sees Hannibal's surrender.

So, maybe Will was thinking about it a lot afterward, and during that moment in prison, he wanted to hurt Hannibal, so he exaggerated the depth of his manipulation.

If this is the case, then why did Will want to hurt Hannibal at all later? In my opinion, it's for several reasons. Will is feeling extremely petty. He's hurting Hannibal just because he can - he now fully realized the power he holds over him, and he's enjoying it. He's paying him back for everything he's still angry and hurt over. It's possible that he's also playing it up for the cameras, making Jack and Alana believe that he's leaving for good and wants nothing to do with Hannibal. That would make his break out plan easier. He lies not just to Hannibal here, he lies to everyone who's watching. He claims he had nothing to do with setting up Chilton, even though he took the responsibility for him with Bedelia; he claims he's going back to Molly, even though they broke up.

[young-dumb-and-vaccinated]

The Sommelier (Hannigram x Female!Reader) pt. 7

Y/n meets her savior and officially joins the investigation. 

@deadman-inc-bikeshop @viviace and @dovahdokren here you go. If you want to be on the tag list, send me a DM. 

Trigger warnings: dissociation, implied sex abuse/trafficking, discussions of death, drugs

It was only when the man left your line of sight that your senses started to return. And even then, you felt like you were on a separate plane of existence from everything happening around you. You were floating, completely numb to your surroundings, letting the world push you wherever it needed you to be.

You weren't entirely sure how you made it from the dumpsters to the FBI headquarters, but there you were.

You listened in on the conversation happening in the other room. From what you could tell, the man who saved you was arguing with his boss.

"Because if there's so much as a Tylenol in her system, you're going to pass it off to the DEA." The man said, his voice soft but firm. This wasn't the first time they had this argument and it showed.

"Will, it is not my fault that the DEA gets preferential treatment." The boss sounded exhausted. "We have a better chance of catching this man with their resources. And we can't turn a blind eye to how substances affect human behavior. I thought you of all people would accept this."

"What if there's nothing in her system?" The man posited. "Then all we have to work with is our own resources. Would that be so bad?"

"Look," the boss said, clearly trying to diffuse the situation. "We can't determine anything until forensics gets lab results back tomorrow. For now, see what you can find out from the waitress. She was able to keep her talking, maybe we can find out about what."

The man resignedly left the room and made his way to you. You glanced around the hallway, hoping he wouldn't notice that you've been eavesdropping.

He sat on the opposite end of the bench. You pulled the security blanket from the ambulance tighter around your shoulders.

"I know this is such a stupid, insensitive thing to ask," the man broke the silence. "But are you okay?"

"If it makes you feel any better," you sighed and dropped your shoulders. "I wasn't really okay to begin with."

"Yeah." The man agreed. "It doesn't matter how much you break something, it's still broken. Broken is a... Boolean value."

"It's just that.." You clutched the receipt between your fingers. "Just as I thought things were starting to improve, the universe sends me a cultist strapped to a bomb. I'm never going to recover from this."

"I don't think anyone expects you to." He said. "My name's Will, by the way."

"[F/N]." You said, just for formality's sake. He already knew your name. "I don't think I ever properly thanked you for saving my life."

"Don't worry about it." Will smiled weakly. "If you think you can, though, it would be innumerably helpful if you told us what happened."

You knew you weren't in a position to be asking for favors, but you were desperate. "Could I maybe stay with you for a while?"

Will hovered his hand over yours as if asking for permission. You took it, perhaps a little too eagerly.

"I'll stay with you as long as you want."

Will's presence made it easier to tell the man, whom you learned was the head of the Behavioral Science Unit of the FBI, everything that progressed that night.

"And then she started chanting that one bible verse about the martyrs inheriting the kingdom of heaven." You finished. "That was when Will shot her in the leg."

The director, whose name you learned was Jack Crawford, took a moment to ponder the information. You felt like a child that had been sent to the principal's office.

"Do you have any reason to believe that the woman was under the influence of any drugs? Alcohol?" Jack asked, resting his hands on the desk.

"Not with any certainty, no. I didn't see her ingest anything." You shook your head. "If she was under any influence at all, it was probably against her will."

"What makes you say that?" Jack cocked his head. "In your own time, of course."

"She was..." you glanced at Will, just to remind yourself that he was there. "Scared. Nothing she said had any conviction behind it. It was like she was a hostage being forced to read a fake suicide letter."

"What about these 'cult names' you mentioned?" Jack said. "What significance do you think they have?"

"She kept referring to Chase as 'vanguard'." You began.

"That's what Keith Raniere called himself." Jack interrupted. "Keith Raniere was the head of a sex trafficking cult."

"And the only reason I know that is because I listen to a lot of podcasts." You felt the need to explain. "I'm not sure how Mulvaney decided it would be a fitting title. Maybe he identified with Raniere."

"Did the woman call herself something, too?" Jack leaned in.

"Funny you should mention that," You forced a laugh. "Because she referred to herself as an 'unwoman'."

"That is interesting." Jack brought his hand to his temple, perhaps trying to convince you that he knew what ‘unwoman’ meant.

"He probably thinks Handmaid's Tale is some kind of instruction manual." You said, emphasizing the title of the work. 

“Handmaid’s Tale!” Jack exclaimed, suddenly understanding. "So, are you thinking maybe he's running a breeding cult?"

“Like a borrasca.” You turned to Will, hoping that maybe he would understand what that meant.

As if on cue, a woman in a lab coat burst into the room. 

“Dr. Katz,” Jack announced, taken aback by her urgency. “Welcome.” 

“Jack, you’re going to want to see this.” Dr. Katz said simply. 

Jack stood up from his seat. “Excuse me, Ms. [L/N], Will. I’ll be back as soon as I can.” 

Again, you were alone with Will. 

“I’m...” Will broke the silence, pausing to find the right words. “Jack isn’t as scary as he looks. He just has a habit of asking too much of people. I probably shouldn’t be telling you this, but you’re perfectly within your rights to tell him to back off.” 

You shook your head. “That wouldn’t feel right.”

“Tell me about it.” Will muttered and leaned back in his chair. “It does seem pretty out of character for him to want to drop the whole case on the DEA, but he does have a point about their resources. You can’t argue with money.” 

“No.” You agreed. “You can’t.” 

Will sighed. “I’m sorry. The last thing you probably want to hear about is FBI in-fighting after almost being killed twice in a two-week period.”

“It doesn’t really inspire confidence, no.” You said. 

“Let’s talk about something else.” He offered. “Do you like... fishing?” 

You laughed at his strange attempt at making conversation, but answered honestly. “I used to go fishing with my grandpa when I was a kid.” 

Realizing he’d tapped into a happy memory, Will decided to follow it. “Where did he take you?” 

“My grandparents had this lake house up in Michigan.” You reminisced. “On this dinky little manmade lake where all the rich boomers took their spoiled grandkids for the summer.” 

“Did you ever catch anything?” He shared a little smile.

You realized that he was doing the same thing to you that you did to the unwoman. He was trying to keep you talking to avoid, or at least prolong, some catastrophic event. But he was doing it for your sake. You appreciated that. 

“We pulled up a ton of bluegills, some walleyes, occasionally a bass.” You listed. “One time he and his brother-in-law settled a dispute by seeing who could catch a catfish first. They were outside all day.” 

“Did he ever take you downstate to go fishing on Lake Erie?” 

You stared vacantly ahead. “He wanted to.” 

Will lowered his head in respect. “I’m so sorry.” 

“It was, like, fourteen years ago.” You admitted. “Don’t worry about it.” 

“Still,” Will shrugged. “Grief takes a lot out of you. I’m sorry for bringing it up, I had no idea.”

“At this point, most avenues in my life end in death. It’s not your fault.” You smiled at him. “Thanks for trying, though.” 

You settled into another prolonged but comfortable silence. 

“I think Jack is going to arrange to get you into some kind of protective custody, by the way.” He said, shifting his body to face you. “And I don’t think he’s going to give you a choice now that he knows Chase is targeting you, specifically.” 

“Yeah, I was thinking about that.” You answered. “I think they’re probably going to insist I quit my job, too.” 

“You sound disappointed.” Will nodded. “You’ve grown to like that job, huh?” 

“I was good at it.” You admitted. “My boss was gunning for me to take over when he retired. I had big plans for that place. I know waitressing is supposed to be a job that’s ‘just a job’ but--” 

“You had ambition.” Will finished. “You were making an investment for your future.” 

For the first time in a while, you felt heard. “Right.” 

“If you would permit me to say,” Will stood up and walked towards Jack’s desk. “I think you would be an invaluable asset to this investigation.” 

You leaned on the armrest. “I don’t know, Will. I feel like I would just get in the way.” 

“But the sooner we catch this sick fuck, the sooner you can get back to your restaurant.” He said, grabbing a post-it note. He gestured to you with a pen. “And I will do everything in my power to get you back to that restaurant.”

“Why?” You asked. “I’m just a waitress.” 

“Your profile of Chase Mulvaney in your TattleCrime interview was a work of genius.” Will took off his glasses. “And it was incendiary enough to make him come back for you. It wasn’t just a cocaine-fueled bout of murderous hysterics. He remembered you. Now, throughout this investigation, Jack has been ignoring me. But maybe he’ll listen to you.” 

“And if he doesn’t?” You raised an eyebrow. “What then?” 

Will sighed and leaned back on the desk. “Then I do it myself.” 

“Fuck it.” You said, the complete contents of your soul behind those two little words. If he was going to raise the stakes, by god you were going to match him. “I don’t have much else to live for, so might as well die for something.” 

“That’s the spirit.” Will agreed. 

[majorbitchwillgraham]

I just rewatched 1x01 after a long long time and I can't believe how much I love this show. The very 1st time I watched it I was watching everything in a rush because I just knew they were one of the few lgbt canon ships and I had to see all of it as soon as possible, then 2nd time with my Mom and showing few episodes to my Dad I was kind of embarrased that they would say anything negative about them being lgbt, but now I watched it free of all that and appreciated everything calmly. I'm amazed.

I don't remember the music being so beautiful. The acting is excellent, my favorite ship of all time looks just so handsome and beautiful, the story, the psychology references, the dialogues are perfect. I thought after 2 years I would get tired of it but I'm only liking it even more and I'm moved.

This is my favorite love story and an amazingly beautiful one. In this first episode hannigram each meet the love of their lives. We see how miserable Will looks with his life and mental health, but he meets this man that gets a good laugh out of him, the one who never laughs, not with someone he met the day before. This person who is destined to understand him so accurately, as he shows him by telling Will there are no forts in his mind for the things he loves, the sweetest most intimate way you could talk to a literal stanger you just met, the one he can't help liking despite all his rudeness, all his efforts to push him away, because he likes and accepts Will the way he is, Will being practically the only person who could offer this back to him as well. How they become familiar almost immediately and investigate together, because them being people who don't like other people often even if they wanted, have just met the person they are going to like the most in their lives, and the person who is going to ruin them, and make them confront everything they feared about themselves, and make them become a new person, all the while the changes never affecting how in love they can't help to be with each other. They are in love with every version of each other.

And in the last scene how Will feels immediately safe being with Hannibal and Abigail, how Hannibal despite his layers of motives knows exactly how to give Will what he wants, because regardless of why he needed to get his trust in that moment, this comes natural to him because Abigail, and Will are the only family that would ever make sense with him. It wasn't entirely an act. Hannibal knows how to give him what he wants and Will feels so easily safe with him because they were each other's fitting puzzle piece since they first met.

[tirsynni]

I know you talked about it like ages ago but I just came across your opinion on Hannigram and Aeon relationships and I must say that what sticks out to me is the balance and imbalance of power and an impact, or lack thereof, they're leaving on each other. The entire Hannibal series is about two equals. Will is trying to suppress his dark side but eventually embraces it and so it begins a really messed up but really fun to watch game between him and Hannibal where they take turns to fuck each other up. With Aeon however... Ada always gets the upper hand and always gets what she wants at the end. Her and Leon's encounters look the same. It's not a bad thing, I'm not being mean here. But you can't really see any noticeable changes in them AFTER their meetings. Their behaviour, way of thinking never changes under each other's influence. They seem affected by each other only during the missions, for a moment. After that everything goes back to what it was, Ada is still morally grey and Leon is still a noble man.

Unfortunately, I couldn't say for sure because Will and Hannibal have several seasons to develop while we only get flashes of Leon and Ada. It doesn't help that I'm still not sure that Capcom actually has a plan for Ada.

Because of the irregular interactions, it's difficult to talk about growth. Capcom failing to recognize that the characters should actually be doing things in between games and interacting doesn't help. I wouldn't say, though, that they and us as the players/watchers don't get anything out of their interactions. Even regarding the power imbalance portion, while Ada usually gets the upper hand, there is no denying that Leon definitely messes with her, even if it is on a more emotional level than a power level. There is an impact and the pair together provides more information on the individuals.

Leon is noble, yes, but he's far more morally flexible than many other heroes in the series. Can you imagine Chris being sorta friends/allies/whatever they are with Ada? Chris is very much right/wrong, black/white, while Ada repeatedly shows us that Leon isn't. Leon tends to be people-focused. He has a strong sense of justice, but his definition is very different from Chris's. I'm not sure if any of the heroes could bend enough to have the tentative relationship that Leon has with Ada.

His relationship with Ada also shows other parts of his character: as much as he likes to give other people the benefit of the doubt, he remains a very clever man. Even in RE2, when he went along with her story of being a FBI agent (I'm not that familiar with the original), he was able to quickly adapt to new information and act on it. Later, when they meet again, Leon is able to talk with her, but he knows to be wary. Multiple conversations occur with the pair pointing weapons at each other.

Also, while Capcom loves painting Ada as the woman of mystery and all that bullshit, we are repeatedly shown Leon's effect on her. At the end of the RE2 remake where you play as Ada, Wesker is annoyed with her because he thought she was focused more on Leon than her job. Only her showing that she had a sample got him to back off. Hell, in RE2, her life would have been simpler if she just shot Leon at the end, but she couldn't do it. In RE4, Wesker orders her to kill Leon before later ordering Krauser to do it after Ada makes absolutely no progress. Wesker probably knew that Ada wasn't going to do it and Krauser was a backup, if not more. There are repeated instances of Ada taking the time to help out Leon even when she has other things going on, stalling off her own plans and delaying her escape/next steps to assist him. Her relationship with Leon is the clearest indication in the series that while she can be a ruthless mercenary, she has some soft spots, too.

But yeah: because of the completely different formats, it's difficult to compare a three-season show like Hannibal to a game series extending over two decades with multiple years occurring between the games and movies. Hell, it's challenging to even comment specifically on Leon's growth when the setup for the games are so radically different: RE2 = rookie, RE4 = government agent, RE6 = government agent who literally starts the game by shooting a friend in the head and then going through a situation straight out of his nightmares. Also the fact that there's six years between 2 and 4 and fifteen years between 2 and 6.

I really, really wish Capcom would give us more, but really... at this point I would just be happy if they brought some of the old characters back in RE9.

[aparticularbandit]

Initial response. 

Initial response. 

Nonnie, I want to apologize.  I should not have snapped at you yesterday, and having just woken up and not eaten are not excuses for doing so.  I knew my own mood and knew better than to post more than just that, and yet I did so anyway.  That’s not constructive to good dialogue, and I’m sorry for that.  Honest.

I apologize that my interpretations of Kathryn’s characters - namely Agatha, Eve, and Claire - do not line up with yours, and I’m sorry that my consistent posting of these interpretations are causing you such frustration.

However, I know that there are people - both here and on AO3 - who enjoy those interpretations and the stories that have come from them.  You’ve mentioned that there are multiple writers like me who write interpretations you don’t like and who you believe are stripping the characters of personality traits and who they are.  I disagree that this is meant to jump on a popularity train; I think that these other writers, like myself, have connected with different aspects of these characters and focus more on those - or who want to see how they might shift or adapt or change based on different situations.  What they might look like if they were dark or vampires or in ballet.  Sometimes, when we write characters as trans or bi or pan, despite the common fanon on them, it’s not for popularity’s sake or to rock the boat but because, when we look at those characters, we see that in them.  We see something different.

And that is okay.

Do I like every interpretation of every character I read?  No.  I don’t.  I’ve started some stuff that I really haven’t liked.  Have I looked at casting for roles that I love and questioned the choices?  Yes.  Frequently.  And have I been frustrated when a movie adaptation has done poorly with a story and characters who I very much love?  Also yes.

But that doesn’t mean that those adaptations don’t still have merit, and that doesn’t mean that the people who enjoy them are wrong for enjoying them.  I was in the Hannibal fandom for a while, and there was so much discourse over the characters in the show vs. their characters in the books vs. their characters in the Hopkins movies (with very minimal discussion of the first movie adaptation, if I remember correctly) - and so much discourse over Hannigram vs. every other ship - and so much hate for people who. were just. enjoying something.  Seeing something they liked and being exuberant in liking it.  And then fighting because other people didn’t see things the same way they did.

I’m sorry that the tags for these characters you love are being filled with interpretations you don’t like, but you must understand, Nonnie, that doesn’t mean that they’re wrong.  We are here in fandom to have fun and to enjoy community with one another over these characters and stories that we analyze and continue and twist and shape and mesh, and if it has stopped being fun for you, then I apologize for that.

I don’t plan to stop writing for these characters anytime soon.  I’ve enjoyed writing for Eve and Agatha and Claire, and I’ve enjoyed talking with other people in the community about them - even when our theories don’t agree (and this has happened significantly with Claire just due to the nature of the argument over whether the shitheads are just corrupt, horrible, rich, entitled assholes or not, without even getting into everything else).

I cannot speak for the other writers who are causing you such discomfort, but I do have a specific tag for my writing - bandit fic - which you can block at your leisure.  That should get my fic out of the tags for you.  If you want, I can start tagging my general interpretation posts, too, with something like bandit headcanon so that you won’t have to see those either.  I don’t know how reliable I’ll be with that particular one, but I can try to remember.

If that is not enough, then I would suggest blocking me.  That should not only prevent you from seeing my stuff in the tags, but it should also prevent you from seeing the reblogs of them, which simply blocking my tags won’t do.  I would also suggest perhaps doing this with the other writers whose interpretations you don’t like, because chances are that you aren’t going to get them to stop writing.

And if, somehow, you do convince them to stop writing, I feel really really sorry for the community.  Because one of my favorite things about fanfic and roleplaying and meta and all of it is seeing all of the diverse ways we look at these characters and interpret them.  Even if I don’t like what people say or where they end up.  Because our interpretations are going to be as diverse as we are, and sometimes people come up with a new way of looking at a character or a story that I would never have thought of, and it’s beautiful.

And I’m sorry that you don’t see it that way.

[slashyrogue]

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#this post is from february and considering how little feedback i'm getting when i write them i'm pretty convinced very few people do

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

When Will goes on a blind date that he gets stood up for he’s ready to call it quits on dating all together. It’s been only just a year from losing his ex fiancé to her ex husband and it seems like he’d be better off staying alone forever. He’s just about to pay for the coffee he’s nursed for the last hour when in walks Molly and her now husband. They notice him and before Will can run she walks over.

“Will,” she says, frowning, “I thought it would be rude for me not to say hello. Are you eating alone?”

He panics.

“Will?”

Molly’s husband is the stereotypical handsome firefighter and seeing him in the flesh is worse than he thought possible.

He doesn’t know what to say.

Which is why someone else says it for him.

He’s startled when someone pulls close out of nowhere, coming in behind him, and kisses his cheek.

“I apologize for my lateness, Beloved. Did you miss me terribly?”

Will blinks at the strange man who’s apparently pretending to be his boyfriend. “I…uh…”

The man, whose suit just screams money, holds out his hand to Molly. “Dr. Hannibal Lecter,” he purrs, “Lovely to meet you, Ms…”

Molly’s eyes are wide. “Foster. I…I’m sorry but…who are you exactly?”

Hannibal smiles at Will. “You didn’t tell her?”

He lets out a long breath and fakes a smile at Molly. “Moll, this is Hannibal. He’s my…”

“Fiancé,” Hannibal says, taking Will’s hand, “Mylimasis…have you lost your ring again?”

“I…I guess so?”

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60 notes - Posted May 31, 2022

#4

Never underestimate the power of comments. I’ve had two fics I thought I’d never return to again reinvigorate me into writing over ten chapters between them in the the last month.

Always, always, ALWAYS tell a fanfic writer when you enjoy something.

It could be just what they needed.

60 notes - Posted February 11, 2022

#3

He always knew when Adam needed to lock the world away. 

It wasn’t subtle, not even a little, when his Star began to lash out. He’d close himself off, even from Nigel, and Nigel didn’t have it in him to feel rejected. Adam needed him still, he knew, and if that meant he’d give him space that was ok too. 

But sometimes Adam didn’t want space. 

Sometimes he wanted to just exist in their own little universe. 

Just them. 

So he’d cancel all his plans, and make all Adam’s favorites before he got home from work, and when Adam walked in he’d freeze. 

“Nigel?” 

“You want to show me the stars, Darling? Like you used to?” 

Adam would frown, unsure, and yet he’d put on his projector moving it to the middle of the room where Nigel had already set up dinner. They’d sit and he’d tell Nigel all his planet things - everything Nigel had heard so many times before - and when he was done he’d lay closer and closer till they were cuddling staring up at the fake night sky. 

Nigel would kiss his cheek, his forehead, and then his mouth after before Adam looked up and sighed. 

“I don’t want to go to work tomorrow.” 

“Alright, Star.” 

“I don’t want you to go either.” 

Nigel always smiled, kissed him again, and pulled the blankets up over them both. 

“I already told Darko to fuck off this week.” 

Adam would blink at him in surprise. “Why?” 

Nigel would kiss his fingers, the top of his hand, and then put it on his own cheek. “Because I know you, Star. I know when you need it to be just us two, and I’m always ready.” 

Adam would kiss him then, a gift if there ever was one, and they’d fade away into the stars. 

Over and over again.

60 notes - Posted June 24, 2022

#2

Do people even like Spacedogs anymore? 

81 notes - Posted February 7, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

*whispers* Spacedogs Summer?

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[bettysgay]

A lyric analysis of Sad Beautiful Tragic by Taylor Swift but it's about Hannigram

I'm not going over every lyric cuz of course they all don't fit and it repeats but stay along for the ride, this really hits all the marks for Hannigram and I think I broke halfway through.

"Long handwritten note deep in your pocket"

Immediately, the first line reminds me of Hannibal and his silly little handwritten letters, esp of course the one he sends to Jack after Bella's death, which is then given to Will.

"words, how little they mean when you're a little too late"

The second line is about when Will says he forgives Hannibal for everything. Hannibal struggles with how to deal with this and of course tries to get rid of this problem in his own cannibalistic way but we love our meow meow <3

"good girls, hopeful they'll be and long they will wait"

For three whole years Hannibal sits in the BSHCI just waiting for Will to need him again because Will is the one thing in his life that he loves more than anything else. Fuck I feel lonely.

"cuz we had a beautiful magic love there"

*through sobs and sniffles* um yeah they did

"what a sad beautiful tragic love affair"

*bawling now* WHYYYY IS THIS SHOW CANCELLED WHYYYYY

"in dreams I meet you in warm conversation"

Idk if it's exactly warm conversation but Will's dreams about Hannibal, or the wendigo, or both just have to be mentioned with this lyric. And have I headcanoned that Will also dreams about Hannibal in a sweet way? maaaybe

"we both wake in lonely beds in different cities"

ok so this SCREAMS early s3 (even though Hannibal is with Bedelia at this time shussshhhh). I can just imagine Will missing Hannibal, alone in his house with nothing but a scar. And Hannibal, wandering around trying to find some echo of Will in another person (we all know who).

"and time is taking its sweet time erasing you"

gOD just thinking about Hannibal drawing Will over and over and over again while at the BSHCI just so he can keep his face memorized is painful. AND WHEN HE DOES IT WITH THE PAINTING IN FLORENCE AH. But time could never erase the marks they have left on each other, physical and emotional.

"and you've got your demons and darlin' they all look like me"

THE FUCKING WENDIGO SHDVAGDVGADFS. The way Hannibal fuses with Will's mental representation of evil and yet Will misses him and yearns for him GOD this fucking ship.

"distance, timing, breakdown, fighting"

The fucking season 2 finale. The way if they had met earlier in their lives maybe it would have been different. The way they betrayed each other in a way they knew would hurt the most, the way only divorced couples do. The way no matter how much Will denies it to himself, he knows he hates being without Hannibal. They aren't truly themselves without one another.

"what a sad beautiful tragic love affair"

GUYS IM CRYING AGAIN FUUUUCK THIS SHIP

anyways I hope you liked me slipping into madness and if you've seen any hannigram edits to sbt pls send them my way <333

[ryoryeonggu]

Stolen from @alyssaslahey​ lol xD

1. My First Ship: Violate (AHS)

I watched American Horror Story even before I even knew what the heck ship was. My first thought, apart from “Wow, this Tate guy is really horrifying” lol, was “their love is so beautiful.” Despite being a monster, he truly cared and loved her with all his heart. His relationship was so pure, regardless of their capricious situation, he never once hurt her, respected her and always was sweet and gentle toward her. They were my first and my always OTP.   

Damn, the chemistry was so good that I wish Evan and Taissa actually were together. 

2. Current Ship: Guzmuel (Elite)

HAHAHAHA GUY I DON’T EVEN WHAT THE HECK GOT INTO MY HEAD SO DON’T ASK ME xD

But seriously they have been on my mind lately. Watching a whole season where Samuel endlessly suffering from Guzman being a jerk was totally painful, and the way the writers treated their relationship quite horribly, but the fact that after everything had been going on, they still stuck by and chose each other in the end melted my heart. Their chemistry was so good that even better than the actual gay couple on the show (sorry not sorry lmao) and the actors doing questionable gay things didn’t make it better 😂🤣

3. My Ship Since The First Minute: Cherik (X-Men)

It wasn’t easy for me to be hooked from the first sight, but these men... right on the first time they shared the scene, I already thought, they had to be together.

Same with Hannigram - Murder Husbands xD 

4. I Wish They Had Been Endgame: Megstiel (SPN)

DEAR WRITERS, YOU HAD ONE JOB!!!

Like everything was right there. Everything was perfect. The chemistry, the ultimate trope enemies to lovers, the love story of an angel and a demon, she loved and cared for him more than anything else, even sacrificed her life for him while she’s supposed to be a fucking demon, he thought she’s beautiful even he’s able to see through her meatsuit, he used “Clarence” - the one she used to call him - as his cover name, The Empty used her imagine to torture him because it knew “who he loved”, etc. 

Then you brought back the empty using Meg’s vessel but not ACTUALLY her and just let her stay dead, then had Cas confessed his one-sided feelings to his long-year abuser before dragging him to hell? WHAT THE F*CK MAN!!?     

5. I Wish They Had Been Canon: Sterek (Teen Wolf) & Klayley (TO)

I adore Stalia, I really do, but I have been shipping Sterek from the start and wish that the writers actually gave them a chance. Dylan and Tyler had brilliant chemistry, and they had very fun chaotic dynamic in the show. They saved each other repeatedly, cared so much for one another, shared so many meaningful moments and deep connection, to the point that Stiles was actually Derek’s anchor. Seriously we had been queerbaiting till the end but still falling so hard for it :( 

Same with Klayley, with the whole married couple things and wasted potential. Even they did have sex one time, but only just for the baby plot then nothing more than “former one night stand” while they could have been so much more than that. They inspired each other to change for the better and the way they looked at each other was too intimate for just “mother/father of our child” and better than their own love interests. 

6. Most Of The Fandom Hates, But I Love: Rizzy (Shadowhunters) 

When she said she didn’t care about sex but only him when he came out as ace, that’s where they got me. I no longer cared about anything else. Just wish they had last longer. 

7. Don’t Watch The Show, But I Ship Them Anyway:  Villaneve (Killing Eve)

8. I Wish They Had A Different Storyline:  Handon (Legacies)

They are wonderful as separate characters and together, their soft scenes really have my heart. And their chemistry and their kisses are just like... wow, beautiful. But the fact that the writer just gave them codependent dynamic where they couldn’t reach full capabilities of their own, and their relationship were hated by most of the fandom really upset me. Since they broke up now, I hope both Landon and Hope can develop themselves as a character before finding way back to each other. Because I just want them to be endgame. 

9.  A Background Ship That I Wasn’t Supposed To Ship, But I Do: Golan (TW)

I wasn’t supposed to care at all about them because they’re pretty toxic, but it was true that they once cared deeply for each other (enough to shot up a house then murder people for the other lol) and I liked the “us against the world” “go gay do crime” kind of dynamic, so yeah xD

10. My NOTP: Destiel (SPN)

THANK A LOT JENSEN!

I swear there’re no other ships in the world make me despise than this pairing. Forced fanservice, no chemistry, ABUSIVE AF, even Jensen Ackles himself hated it. Dean had been horrible to Cas for most of their time and for YEARS, took advantage of him, used him, tossed him aside when he’s no longer needed, abused him both physically and emotionally, blamed Cas for everything went wrong in his life, tortured Cas’s son to the point this kid was suicidal and so on, there’s so much things wrong with this relationship that I couldn’t ever count (but if you really want to know then go to this post pls: https://ryoryeonggu.tumblr.com/post/189698174685/as-heartbreaking-as-castiels-departure-was-last). But the worst part is that the ship justified Dean’s shitty behaviors and neglected Cas’s pain just for that delusional “love” which was clearly one-sided and not even close to a normal brotherhood. So NO! I will kindly send my “fuck-off” blessings to that ship till the day I die.