#the only reason I kinda went insane was bc I have bpd tendencies so what she saw was the concept of the fear of abandonment
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
“Atp I feel like you’re just keeping tabs on me here lmao” ummm . . . What an incredibly self centred, egotistical thing to say . . .
#I keep following ppl I don’t even like btw I don’t understand why me remaining to follow her is such a note for concern ? like#if it bothered you so bad then stop subtweeting about me and actually ask me myself what the . .#dw this isn’t to do w any1 here btw ! it’s on twt lol with an ex friend#if she even knew anything abt me in the almost two yrs we were friends she would’ve known I keep following ppl who I don’t talk to#+ those who I don’t know and those who I really don’t like and have caused me much heartbreak 🧍♀️ even those who make me incredibly#uncomfortable! bc I��d rather delete my entire account than unfollow someone I had a falling out with 😭👍#so her tweeting that is so freaking weird to me like ;;#it’s like she’s taking advantage of how low I was when we separated and elevating herself like I’m missing out on smth special so I ought to#keep tabs on her#??? sure I loved her but her behaviour was so sickening it grossed me out from her#the only reason I kinda went insane was bc I have bpd tendencies so what she saw was the concept of the fear of abandonment#not the fear of losing *her* 😭 bc at the end of the day idc if anyone comes and goes ? I just fear the concept#if she was so upset then why hasn’t she unfollowed me herself ? is it to keep tabs on me ??#and why did she text me ‘ HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! ‘ like 🧍♀️leave me alone maam you hurt me beyond words#also what is wrong with keeping tabs on an old friend didn’t she say she always loves her friends that end up leaving anyways ??
1 note
·
View note