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Hello, you can call me Doenjang. I'm your average Jirai Danshi/4 Chan Menhera. I draw a lot. This blog is for art and Jirai posting.
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I really like vocal synthesis and I'd like to get more knowledge on how vocal synthesizers work. I also really like Food Fantasy, Project Diva, and Touhou. Vocaloids too, obviously. I'd love to get into the IdolM@ster to have the nnd big three. I also really like Hololive and Nijisanji, and I want to learn more about facial tracking. I really like Levy Fox but I know next to nothing about PtN (sorry)
I play the flute and the alto saxophone, and I really like classical music. I also love UtsuP, MuryuokuP, LIQ, Isana, Lady baby, Maximum the Hormone, YuyoyuppeP, and Nashimoto Ui.
I am Korean American, arospec, and a proud multi level marketer. I am not the best at social interaction.
I am willing to do song lyrics translations for Korean to English. If you have any interest, just shoot me an ask! It might take me a bit but I'll publish it eventually.
Dni- RCTA + ECTA, fashion landmimes, Zionists, TERFs, Racists, homophobes and transphobes. I know DNIs don't really do anything, but I block for no reason sometimes (or an insanely petty one) 「×✧×」
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♡ I am in my freshman year of Highschool (please do not be weird)
♡ I have been involved in Menhera communities since I was in 6th grade (10y/o), mostly in yt comments sections and then eventually twt. I'm no longer on landmine twt because there are too many abelist racist fashion landmine fucks.
♡ I collect aluminum cans and ramune bottles.
♡ I can read hiragana, katakana and some kanji, but I lack speaking skills in Japanese.
♡ I'm pretty decent at Korean though, except for the pronunciation I suck at that.
♡ If other Jirais want to be moots, esp other kr Jirais, hmu!
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atp i genuinely doooon’t care if the old guard two is the worst thing put to film i just want to see the best character of all time (andromache the scythian) and her loser henchmen and everyone’s favorite girl nile freeman again
#its not even funny anymore WHERE IS ANDY AND NORIKO!!!!!!!!!!! it was supposed to be the year of dyke drama 😞😞😞😞😞😞#like given the way they structured the first movie the second would have to be almost wholly original and differ a lot from the comic#like andy cant go thru the shit noriko puts her thru so im guessing the script would switch her out with nile getting tossed in the ocean#but that doesnt really work with norikos comic characterization (trying to get andy to see her point by making her go thru what noriko did#isnt something quynh will gaf about if andy isnt one of the immortals. andys become thr ‘vermin’ noriko hates!!!)#and given the end of the movie everyones chill with copley so joe and nickys whole subplot cant exist anymore…. idk maybe theyll switch out#copley with moose?? idc as long as we get their stupid car conversation tbh makes me laugh#honestly given the changes that would have to be made they probably just made a stupid movie and don’t want to release it. but I DONT CAREEE#its not exactly like the first one was that good i still mute it in preparation for every cringe needle drop like its a lame movie but its#genuineeeeee fun like i seriously do not care netflix give me my movie!!!#the old guard
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I could smell the lapidot on you I just didn't want to say anything
i am incredibly embarrassed and so sorry. i need a shower
art i drew in 2017
#ask#lapidot#if there was something in the way i draw that some how gave it away you have to tell me i cant live not knowing#my account where i posted SU stuff was called like tweeterbirds or something#looking through the usb with all my old art on it and i dont remember drawing like half of this shit man#i have to keep telling myself i was having fun i was just a kid this is not cringe#i used to draw dumb lapidot comics kinda like the ones i draw for TLT now so i havent changed at all tbh#one of them was just me redrawing a shitty 2018 meme with lapidot and it got like 7k notes#it was what i was known for in my friend group#i shipped them so hard and kept telling everybody i was straight i promise teehee#the COMPHET MAN
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not tagging the person bcs i don't want to call anyone out but like,,,, saw this one girl and her post formatting made it even look like a chatgpt generated thing... checked her other stuff to see and they all had that one formatting... thought i'd tell her and like. babe. you turning off asks just about confirms it for me, i mean imma just guess that you noticed lots of asks telling you the same and decided we're sooooooooo mean!! and ignored it
#dick grayson x reader#x reader#jason todd x reader#tim drake x reader#dc comics x reader#i think y'all probably saw her stuff 💀#like i'm anti-ai but i know you can't stop people#most people don't give a shit#about ethics or whatnot#but at least be straight up about it lmao#one last hint#at the time i'm writing this it says she wrote her headcanons three hours ago#honestly insulting tbh. i'd rather read some cringe 12 year old's enthusiastic attempt than your lame copy paste istg#also the fact that it's not even a chatbot. the formatting makes me think it's fucking chatgpt????#mf that's embarrassing even for an ai prompt person#bruhhhhhhhhhh at least use like. a creative writing thing or what you're so embarrassing#tagging another fandom where i notice this too lmao#lads x reader#love and deepspace x reader#sylus x reader#zayne x reader#rafayel x reader#xavier x reader
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Haaayy can you tell us more about your au where branch finds cooper's egg?
Hiiii!! Thanks for asking! And of course :)
lol turns out I had a lot more thought out. Fair warning, none of this is concrete, this was thought up a while ago and uhhhhh… writing is not my strong suit lol
In this au I had debated whether to make copper a little bit younger, I already hc him as the youngest of the snack pack so idk if its needed lol.
While in the beginning of making his bunker, branch (who’s maybe 7??) would travel farther out into the forest and gather supplies to build when he stumbles on what looks like an egg? Just in time too, ‘cause Coops pops out like in twt, does his little groove, & then proceeds to flop over to nap (being baby is tiring work).
Branch is just ??? cause like what?? Baby? Way out here in the woods?? Why does the baby have 4 legs??? Why is said baby all alone? And that last part makes b pause for a sec bc where’s his family? Did he lose them? Or is it even worse…was he left behind? (He might be projecting a lil).
Cooper and Branch proceed to live where other kids w/o families go. Caretakers try to care for cooper & he is not having it. After all, branch is the first person he’d ever seen, was the first person who’d carried him. He’s imprinted on branch and whole heartedly believes and he is his family. So if C needs to be taken care of B has to be there. It goes on long enough that the caretaker decides it'll just easier if branch helped take care of him; and who knows maybe he'll regain his color being around such a happy little goober.
At first, branch doesn’t realize how much he means to C and assumes his attachment will fade. After all why wouldn’t it when he’s being doted on by warm and cheerful trolls. But nope! Whenever the caretakers aren't taking cooper around the village, Cooper is always following Branch. Around the pod, and through the woods. Branch looks out for him, talks to him, teaches him what he can, and even plays games! I think the fact that branch has been a part of Coopers whole life gives him a sense of obligation perhaps like a big brother?. It's easy to be open to him.
All attempts to foster Cooper are unsuccessful. It's not that Cooper doesn't match the family, it's that he just doesn't want to live with them. Imagine a foster family having the time of their lives singing & playing around & when the time comes Cooper's like 'I had a lot of fun today! Time to go! what?? Stay here? be a part of your family? ...Nope :D
When the time comes that the bunker can feasibly house him, (preteen?) Branch packs up what little he owns, and prepares to leave that night. It's not like the anyone at the orphanage would chase after him. Well, except for one trolling.
It's been years, long enough that their bond is strong, they're brothers in all but name. At least unnamed on branch's side, he kind of refuses to acknowledge it.
Anyway- Branch waits until everyone falls asleep and sneaks out. He doesn't even make it out of the room lol. One foot out the door and a sleepy voice is asking him where he's going. Branch just says he's going to the bunker, that he'll see him soon, it won't be forever you see what im trying to parallel? and it's true. It's not like he's leaving to who knows where. Cooper just nods & yawns out a "bye, see you later". Love me a parallel
Branch lasts an hour or two in the bunker. He's on edge the whole time, racked w/ guilt. Has a little mental spiral until there is just one loud thought of 'what am i doing? there's someone waiting for me' and runs back.
In the joined room, Cooper fell asleep on branch's bed waiting for him. So making sure not to wake him, Branch rests coopers head on his lap. Leaning against the headboard Branch just stares at his vest left at the end of the bed & has a moment of clarity. Like oh, that's why i felt terrible, i left my little brother behind. (Keep in mind that no, he didn’t really do that, but he’s a kid and that whole ‘see you later’ really shook him so he’s making some jumps in logic)(there some projecting happening as well)
So yeah, gained a brother!! yay!!! Cooper beat you to that revelation yeeaarrrss ago lol.
One thing I like about branch being a big bro is this idea that the more he learns about what it means to be one, the less he can understand his brothers. And are they his brothers?? Over the years it’s not looking like it.
#asks#wow didn't think i had that much to say lol#i bet this premise had been thought about before#but it’s still nice to think about :)#make no mistake branch still pretty much lives in the bunker. He only stays in the pod when it’s relatively quiet enough.#there are a lot of bunker sleepovers whenever there’s an overnight party#he officially move out when he’s considered old enough to be coopers carer. Until then he studies up & prepares the bunker#branch has a blue hue to him. it happens gradually so no one really notices#imagine when branch carried bby coops back to the villlage C reaches up and puts his face in hair cause y’know he’s baby#and this baby has a long enough neck to reach#thinking Cooper is 17/18 during first trolls events??#branch is the tiniest bit more integrated into the village#he stays around the outskirts for cooper some days#coopers hangs out in the village if his friends are there. he also likes to join in on some singing and dancing as long it isn’t too loud#he's still part of the snack pack i think?#cooper would not like creek in this au.#lol cooper just straight up tells creek something like ‘wow you sure are full of yourself huh'#lol coopers blunt honesty would probs be more prevalent.#also important point that this all happens while B is a kid#he’s more receptive than if he was older; he hasn’t built thst high of walls around him#rn he’s more sad and scared rather than being at odds w/ the village#first time writing out a… plot summary?? au synopsis??#Thanks for asking!!! uh hopefully you guys liked the ramble :)#any of this can change tbh :) its all been brainstorms for now#idk what i would call this au if i did make it.#i am cringe but i am free#b&c au ??
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Redraw 3/3 (2024->2019)
#undertale au#utmv#goth sans#palette roller#poth ship#if i show u my old art most of it won't make any logical sense compositionally OR aesthetically#like what was i going for with that old one...#i changed it up in the redraw cuz im silly like that but i promise I'll redraw it without any changes one day#i think it'll be worth putting in a museum tbh#u guys better remember me when i pull up into a gallery under the pseudonim d1knb@lls499 and wreck everyone's minds with my artistic prowess#im still not over how cringe i was back in the day and how annoying i most likely was with my art but honestly??#i don't care?? i was having fun back then and that's like awesome??
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#28.04.22#2972#cw self harm#ok. i didn't fully know how to post this one#hope a warning tag helps ? let me know if i should add more tags or something else idk#not that this is anything super serious but still#im fine im fine btw . old comic. must have felt like shit that day idunno#still feels cringe and overdramatic in hindsight. tbh.#negativity
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I will never forgive the people who went after teenagers for going by Arson. It's a genuinely cool name fuck you, just admit you're allergic to teens having fun with self expression (or teens having fun at all) and stop trying to make it a morality issue
#'it's a crime!!! you can't name yourself after a crime!!!' me and my homies tax evasion and vehicular manslaughter laughing so hard rn/j#you have to be a massive snowflake if you piss yourself over someone's name bro#and I'm not even fond of calling people snowflakes but when someone's self expression upsets you that much it's just... come on man#I never once looked at the tiktok teens with their edgy appearances named Arson and thought 'oh my god they wanna be quirky so bad'#or 'I'm gonna scream at this literal child because I think they're cringe'#says a lot more about the person going after a self expressing teenager than the 15 year old named Arson tbh#even if the bully is a teenager themself#also the Arson bunnyhat kids were cool as hell. they inspired me to experiment more with my own fashion as a teen#never forgive and never forget how people went after tiktok alternative kids just because it was a 'trend'#emo and scene were 'trendy' at one point. does that discredit THAT alt subculture as well? fuck no#transgender#self expression#alternative
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looking through my old messages is so traumatizing i want to go back in time and kick myself in the stomach like what possessed you...
#biggest “WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT” moment in my life tbh#the only thing that didnt make me cringe is me calling my brother a “mayo snorting goblin”#2020 me kinda ate that up#2021-2022 was def something tbh#i wore pink cat ears. i think thats all you need to know#ohh this is def going to keep my dumbass awake at night#ı was cringe but i was free and im proud of past me for that#it was one of my worst years but like... kick ass#<- by worst i mean mentally horrid in a way that changed me forever#speaking of 2021-2022.. my old chosen names were absolutely CRIMINAL#the first one was felony (which i still kinda dig but in a cunty way) the second one was ciel which i think is cool#but heres the bomb: one of my old chosen names was cereal. CEREAL#i think ted takes the cake tho. what evil soul possessed me to choose ted as a name#also constantine waa one of my old names which is actually fucking awesome#eıhjfjfjf i have a science exam tomorrow and im on tumblr infodumping about 2021 me uhhhf#i jumped through so many hoops to get to this blog#2020 somehow knew something transgender was going down and decided to get a haircut and boom. gender#DYSPHORIA THAT IS GET PRANKED LOSER#shout out to 2020 me for figuring out whats up#not sorry about the incoherent screaming. im autistic and i am full of violence
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its been awhile but...
...this is mello i swear to fucking god (this song is 2 min plz listen i beg)
#in other news my old fic (the first one i wrote) makes me cringe a bit but ill never not be proud of it#it got me into writing#i thank death note for it every day#and especially mello#my life has been greatly affected by this blond bitch and i couldve have it any other way#also i just fucking love this song#its too short tbh#Spotify
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Finally, some delicious fucking news
#gsmnp#great smoky mountains#great smoky mountains national park#tennessee#north carolina#clingmans dome#cherokee#native american#indigenous american#tbh clingmans dome is such an ugly ass name#y'all cannot believe the level of seethe going on in the Instagram comments section for this one#it's like 700 old people being so racist you're ashamed for them but they don't notice they're being cringe#like. the best you can argue against it is the Cherokee didn't live in that labd first. that's it.#and even that is weak because I'm pretty sure the eastern band of the Cherokee nation was here longest#if you want to try arguing that we can't use old names for places bc what if someone had a name for it before that...#...then we suddenly do not have names for anything! congrats!#anyway. I'm happy to see the park doing something good for once.#if you read into the history of gsmnp it's one misstep after another#those in charge probably meant well. but so much needless destruction happened to create my favorite park#anything done to bandaid that harm is a step in the right direction
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love when people panic and change their url on a whim and/or delete their blog and break my links in a resources post (sarcasm)
#gil talks#vent#if there is one thing i hate with passion in tumblr is that it gives people the power to completely erase valuable knowledge in a second#yes people should have the freedom to do whatever the fuck they want with their blog now and forever and im not placing blame on them#but c'mon tumblr if someone changes their url for fucks sake dont give me back a 'doesnt exist' message#truly a horrible bug#for people who like to nuke their online presence every few years is definitely a feature because you entire online identity is gone#and there's no way to find you with old posts or old name#but c'mon#when i find a old masterpost of 'useful blogs' 100% half of those links get a 'doesn't exist' error#mostly because those people moved on from a 'cringe phase' and changed the url#and now im left with a list linking back to OP's blog and genuinely giving credit to the original poster but guess what it's useless#from now on im linking to my reblogs of useful posts and people can look into the OP blog on their own#sounds cheap and like im promoting my blog and tbh reblogs are the only way information doesn't get completely obliterated in this place
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do you still write opera fic (or other [musicals?]?)? any WIPS?
in theory yes. in practice i haven't had the motivation or time since like last summer
unless i get freak level obsessed with a thing, during the school year i usually have no time or motivation to write fic because i'm so busy reading and writing academic papers and stuff. i also don't read for pleasure much during the school year for the same reason. i usually have more time on breaks and over the summer, but then it's a matter of motivation and inspiration. even when i do have time on my hands i need a good idea to want to write and the luck of fate i guess to actually do so. and ironically while everything i write i write for the primary audience of myself, and appeal to what i personally want out of a fic, i am far better at Doing Things when i have external motivation. and the things i end up writing fic about more often than not are things that have like. a realistic potential audience of like 4 people, if i'm lucky, ha. so i don't really get the benefit of commenters or a rapt audience motivating me to keep writing.
there are still a few outstanding longform fics that, while i haven't touched in over a year, i haven't totally given up on the concept of finishing them. right now this would pretty much be the devil you know (don giovanni), starlight (oklahoma!), and the 25th annual solesian national spelling bee (fantasy high), all of which are relatively long multichapter works which i haven't acutally finished writing yet, but have at least loosely planned out an ending an a way to get there. fantasy high is the only one that i would hazard to say has a real potential audience, but since the junior year season disappointed me, i haven't gotten the interest back enough to keep writing that one just yet. but it's got enough behind it already that i don't want to entirely abandon it. starlight at this point is old enough to enroll in kindergarten (i started it shortly after i finished high school. jesus christ) and i don't even want to list the au qualifiers attached to that thing here lest i succumb to the cringe, but the story and the characters are still so dear to my heart i don't have it in me to truly abandon her. and the devil you know is similar, though (at least at this time) i think the premise is less cringe; i have Ideas for it still, but i don't have the drive to finish it right now unfortunately. or the audience. but i know better than to expect that anyone but myself is really reading fic of old ass operas and musicals.
#sasha answers#anon#let the poet bless this round#my old hadestown fics though. anything that is marked 'unfinished' is abandoned gd bless#i am not writing that anymore#i should probably orphan or delete those tbh....Don't look at them#and some of my other old and cringe oklahoma au fics. 2019/2020 was a dark time#(i still like a lot of those actually. but they're better suited to discord dms with trusted friends than the light of day...)#as far as 'wips' go a lot of those actually have unpublished chapters sitting my docs still#but i don't really see myself continuing them seriously#i'm a very. capricious. writer. i either get an Idea and i write like the wind until it's done#or i do nothing for months and months#i don't recommed it. ha#i also recommend. not writing for the world's nichest subjects. because then no one will read them#and yeah i write for myself more than anyone else. but it is nice when other people read them too#anyway#this is to say yes i have wips; mostly of the stuff mentioned above though not really anything new and exciting#if my interest got sparked again in an intense way and/or if i had more external motivation i might write more often#but. this is where it stands as it is now ig
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3am weighing the pros and cons of backing up a bunch of my old Tumblr Exclusive fics to AO3 again
#pros: if tumblr dies or something happens to the blog i dont use anymore theyll still be somewhere#cons: cringe and i dont go to one of those fandoms anymore and i dont want to go into the ao3 tag#yes i cann orphan fics but i even if they were very good works#i do not want to breathe life back into them#being called out in a server as the author of several oneshots i wrote in 2015-16 ONCE was enough#even if i do still think the spectral collin fic is kind of a banger tbh#and god dont even get me started on the old homestuck fics
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Ngl I got like, an old unfinished dreamswap fic au ig ??? That's just been sitting there for years and lowkey I'm tempted to actually continue and share it mayhaps if it's not too cringe, it would be good practice for my original stuff since well,,, I'm still fckn tryna write doranverse lmao,,, my perfectionist brain is in editing hell with doranverse rn so idk maybe practice fics would help with that, and also bc it's fun writing dreamswap stuff ngl even if I have no idea how accurate I am with the cast, lots of ppl like my older dreamswap fics to this day on ao3 so ig that's something good
#toasty speaks#I was sorta flip flopping between that fic and doranverse earlier today#the whiplash of writing nightmare in a tense situation#and then switching to writing skizii getting a dirty dish towel flung at him as he's climbing through a window#it's so funny ngl#original doranverse stuff tends to be wacky to write when you literally CHANGE THE MAIN CHARACTER AND WHO THE STORY FOLLOWS#I love changing my mind rlly late on#it's great/sarcasm#also if you're wondering that old dreamswap fics p much nightmare being slowly controlled by some multiple eye corruption thingy I made up#thats like diff from regular ol corruption bc the image in my head of nm being surrounded by floaty cyan glowy eye magic was cool#and like its him fckn fighting with it and everyone else having to deal with that#also it like mirrors his memeyness just in a violent kinda way so theyd be bickering like siblings#idk if thats cringe or not but I just wrote it one day and never rlly posted it#I had like a fuck ton of cringe dreamswap aus back in like 2019 and this aint even the wildest of things tbh#I fr treated dreamswap like a full on dollhouse to mess with before I had my original stories and characters#tag rambles woo
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hmmm i think I will make a techno queueblog like the ranb / tbo ones .. because i like. heem
#vwoop.noises#I have a niki url but I am not sure how to go about finding a solid queue for her bc. Looks into the camera .#Which I guess is more reasons why I should do it...#the other one is um. Closed indefinitely. I don't want to give people notifs on old art they don't like. Tbh#I mean I'm doing this with rnb People are just like Haha that was cringe but. You know. You know.
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